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How To Love
Love is both an action and a feeling. The action of love generates a blissful feeling called by the same name. When the action stops, the blissful feeling is replaced with pain. Every person is capable of great love (and its opposite, fear, which generates all painful emotions such as hate, greed and jealousy).While there are many different ways to define love and there are many different ways to love someone (or even yourself)Say it. When you say the words "I Love You", they should carry with them the desire to show someone that you love them, not what you simply want to feel. When you say it, make sure you really mean it and are willing to do anything for that special person.Empathize. Put yourself in someone else's shoes. Rather than impose your own expectations or attempt to control them, to understand how they feel, where they come from, and who they are. Realize how they could also love you back just as well.Love unconditionally. If you cannot love another person without attachin
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Self Infliction
You cut yourself wide open over and over again and you find yourself bleeding all over me and who I am. Just because you can't say no. I'm constantly running to your aid, helping you recover. Stitching ur wounds closed, keeping the stitches small so hardly any scar will show. The moment I turn my back they get ripped open again. My eyes water, to keep myself from screaming so hard and loud to where my throat bleeds. My fingers tremble and the needle pricks me everytime. But I'm still here. Sewing you shut. Days go by and you're healing so well. Then you disappear again. This time I can't find you. Its too dark and cold. I smell blood and my heart start pounding. The smell is getting stronger and I'm feeling more and more sick to my stomach. And in the distance I can see a light. Faded but just enough to see the glare off my clothes. I run as fast as I can. Limbs lashing at my face and neck. Shoes rubbing blisters on my toes and ankels, soaked with sweat and water from the dew on the gr
To Much On My Mind
Hi all,   Yes it is that time again and probably a repeat once again. Did you guys see I have like been neon green for 3 days.I ranked a 5 then 4 and now 8 as the most liked on fubar.I was so cheesing knowing that.Thank you. Anyway some drama hit my door and didn't and they didn't have the courtesy to even knock,now that is just rude. If you guys saw it with the status messages then you know something was going on.I was called a (cunt) and so on.Sorry for the language but it is what it is.It showed who had class.Right? I on the other hand have never been talked about in this way or ever called that,so in a way it hurt my feelings,in the long run it had nothing to do with me.It was over her wanting someone to buy her a bomb and this person would not do it,simply because she had played him with some other guys on here and he found out,she tried to squirm her way back in and when she saw it wasn't going to work she started in on me knowing he cared for me now and not her.Now how stupi
Songs
Another song of mine.. I thought this one was especially good, so i decided to post it and see what you guys thought.   Put on this Earth just to fuck me Burn in Hell and Rot for eternity Everything you say is to spite me Behind my eyes I see you die painfully I feel no emotion when I see this in motion I'm thinking 'bout slipping you some Jesus-juice potion Chorus: Don't try to run, it'll be all right In my machete dream tonight You've made it wrong, bitch, i'll make it right In my machete dream tonight Don't ask no questions, Don't tell me lies I don't want to hear your sobs and cries It's a bumpy ride, you'd better hold on tight In my machete dream tonight Never know what you've done to me The horror I endured subsequesntly Your actions will never surprise me The pain that you've inflicted mentally Don't get the notion of simple facial erosion I'm gonna give you a full-on nuclear explosion Chorus: Don't try to run, it'll be all right In my machete dream tonigh
Total Randomness
For anyone who ever complains of how nasty their roommates are. Shut the hell up. I PROMISE you that I have you beat. Hands down. They are a married couple. Big hearts and they have done a lot for me and my daughter but they are the absolute foulest, nastiest people I have EVER lived with. The husband and I kid you not, has only showered TWICE in the year I have lived here! Now mind you, the rest of the house doesn't look like this because I make damn sure it doesn't. This is how they LIVE in their bedroom!! **WARNING** You WILL need a puke bag!! Shhhh! He's sleeeeepin :O
Need Advice For Wife's Gift!
I would like to surprise my wife with a gift just because. Any suggestions? Flowers are the obvious choice, but they seem so unoriginal. Any thoughts on gifts that impressed you would be greatly appreciated. She deserves something special for putting up with me for many years. :-) Thanks for your help and I'll let you know which idea I choose and how it turns out! Have a good one! Thanks Fubar friends and family for giving me a place to go to unwind from the stresses of life! Have a great night!
Stuff That I Care About.
Okay. So I hear a whole lot of people talking about equailty. Call someone black, instead of "African American" and you are a racist. Call someone Orental, instead of "Asian American" guess what.....you racist bastard. Call someone a Jew instead of Hebrew, or Pagan instead of Wiccan, and you're not religously sensitve. You have to respect everybody. You have to call them whatever they have chosen to be called this week. YOU must be sensitive and understanding. Respect "African Amercans" even if they were born outside Africa and have never been there. Respect "Chinese Americans" who have never been near China. Respect, Jews, Christians, Muslims, Native Americans, Latin Americans....Hmmm wonder why there are no Canadian Americans? That being said, don't fret. You are FREE and welcome to discriminate. Gays, Lesbians and Bi-Sexuals are still fair game. Fell free to call them names, beat them, violate their rights. It's okay as log as you limit it to Gays, Lesbians and Bi-sexuals. JUST
Family
The Tapestry Of Odette
She wasn't sure of the exact moment that she slipped into slumber, but suddenly she found herself standing before a wall of tumbling colour. Reds, metallic hues, deep purples, soft greys, all rushing together in a cacophonous waterfall of brilliance. She stood entranced, just staring at it, as every shade known to man and bees rushed before her eyes, constantly changing and shifting. It put any rainbow she had seen to shame. Nothing was faded here, it was all bold and brilliant, dripping from the canvas of the gods before her enchanted eyes. It all mixed and swirled together, churning and pounding like the rapids of a river. Orange, forest green, bright pink, dun, differing shades of black, colours she couldn't even imagine, all tumbling together. It was awhile before she even noticed the ground beneath her feet, which was some sort of soft sucking mud. The two walls that angled away from the colour wall were both pitch black, made of shiny obsidian. They met together somewhere in the
2nd Alarm Hottie's Coc
1. All 2nd Alarm hottie Prospect must have a verified salute and a minimun "10 new pics of yourself ,At LEAST 1 FULL BODY PIC. 2.All hotties must be female (no exceptions) 3.Must sign the COC (code of conduct)Agreement below as a comment I"agree"in order to be placed into voting procedure. 4.Shout Box and Fu_mail must be open to all officers for communications .(Profile can't be set to friends only for this purpose unless all officers are made friends) 5.2nd Alarm Hottie's homepage must be added to your family while being considered a Prospect and remain in your family after admittance.Fire Chief ( Founder)must be added to your famliy but doesn't have to be in top but as long as he's in your family so that he can contact you anytime when needed. 6.You must add 2nd Alarm Hottie prospect to your name while awaiting results of the Weekly Voting Done On weekends .All results sent by Monday Unless something comes up. Once Voting is done,a Chief Deputy will contact you to let you
Mel Maintenance
I just got this email that reads: "MEL will be performing maintenance at 2:30pm.  Please log out before that time.  I am sorry for any inconvenience this may cause." I am stupified. Help me out here.  Does this mean my FuWife wants to have sex with me at 2:30 pm sharp and wants me to log off? She didn't leave me any messages this morning.  I don't know what to do damnit!!!!  Where is Tutti? Maybe she can help me.
She Is
He would sacrifice the sapphire of his eyes, that she may wear the jewels of his undying love. Move the soaring jagged monolith which is his heart, that her feet know a path paved as sure as the floors of heaven. Transform his soul into a furiously burning pyre, that the warmth may cause the garden of her heart to blossom with her beauty for him to wander within. Were it not for the humanity of her smile, he would swear her ethereal as the mists upon the glens of Avalon. The tragic chaotic beauty held within her eyes, was equaled only by the awe that enthralled his immortal soul as he contemplated the constellations. MY LITTLE BLUE FLOWER     My little flower is blue now slightly wilting and frazzled but still gorgeous in my eyes none the less. Her Petals once shone and shimmered all the brilliance and colors of her breathtaking spirit  I thought she might thirst for attention so I watered her, but the bitter sweetness of my tears were in naught, for it did her not much good.  
Crazy O-clock Bloggies
Well it's heading towards 4am here so I'm apologising upfront for the typos, babbling and general theme of this blog. If people are reading this who have actually taken time to get to know me then you will know I'm an optimist, a good friend of mine recently described me as "the happiest person they know" - bold statement! I am a glass full kinda gal but it doesn't mean that I still don't have problems to face and issues to deal with. I don't think it's good to completely bottle it, nor is it good to dwell... so here is me, processing, in my own personal and probably non-sensical fashion. When things go bad, I like to deal with it by taking a moments thought on the situation and then taking appropriate action, if necessary. I guess I'm kind of logical, next I'll be saying my ears are pointed and I'm from the Planet Vulcan... I better move on, this blog is taking a dire turn into bad joke avenue - one that I tend to visit every day! Back to the point... So I then like to go to sleep,
Too Funny
I've been on Fu for ....oh, I don't know...5 or 6 months now (Technically, I was actually here, last year). I have made some very wonderful and loving friends. Also I have made some enemies. I can count them on My thumb, forefinger and middle finger. I know who you are and this blog is aimed directly at you. The reason.....simple. Those that truly know Me, know I am friggin' busy as hell. You three (well two of you, the third one knows but forgot, I guess), this blog is to show you the irony of "disliking" Me. When I am on Fu..I am usually busy rating pictures, polishing bling, leaving comments or just in general not focused on My "Live Feed". Basically, I hope that clicking My "Dislike" helps you get through your day. If you really want to show Me you "Dislike" Me, get in My SB, tell Me how you really feel, I'm a grown-up. I can take it and maybe you'll find out you don't really think I'm an asshat. Maybe you will, but who gives a fuck. ;) If I don't break down My "Live Feed" (whi
A Big Shout Out Thank You
I just wanted to tell  my friends and family the ones who take time to rate me and blings  me how much I really appreciate it I know I cant offer the same with the blings and sometimes I feel bad that i can't return the Fav but I'm glad to be back and Have the friends I do have here now. its so much better this time. thanks for taken time to get me where I am today on fubar I hope you all know that all of you are special to me and I'm glad to have you in my internet life..   wishing you all a wonderful Holiday seasons.   Much love   tinks
Sky Ways
haha to Bill from : Sparklyballs said: looks like you have exhausted your intellect, your replies are pathetic. bye now, this is your last comment from me for the day. here is the perfect chance to ask anything you choose ... for i will answer.  you may NOT like what i have to say ... but it will be answered.       damn peach wine is the shizzle !!!!   (h) Maia I don't do this often, but damnit I am not a happy person right now.  Realizing you get played by someone is just a pain in the ass and is worse than a case of hemroids coming out to play.  I mean WTF, a guy sees a way to take advantage of a situation and then when he gets the opportunity to get to know someone uses it and then says ... pfft!!  Well, I am not one to be handled that way.  It really makes it bad on men and others that may want to get to know me, and believe me, it's not that easy.  I do talk quite a bit on the computer, ONLY because I have absolutely no social skills off here.  I don't do bars, and I do
Fustitutes
I always laugh when i see status's that say things like "$25 bling pack to see my naughties" "bling me for access to my private pics" "$65 bling pack gets you a nsfw salute" "buy me a god mode and i will let you see my goods" "buy me this and i will give you my yim" "buy me that and i will give you my messenger, let you text me for 1 hr, let you see me on cam for 5 mins" Really? Do guys really give these fustitutes these things to have a peek at their snatches? Guys really toss money at them just to have a peek at nsfw folders? Why dont these gals have a lil digital sign on their profile "now serving #1032" I speak only for myself when i say if i want to pay to look at snatches or naughty pics i will go to the newstand and buy a playboy or hustler. Not only will i save a ton of cash but I will be guaranteed that the pics i am looking at will be pics taken by a professional photographer and be of a professional model. Not a nasty skank with a yellow cooter thats just dripping with dise
Not Important And You Probably Don't Want To Know Anyway
I'll be there, too. The next spin of the where-Chris-is-working wheel puts me in Phoenix for a few days of wonderful robot repeatability testing. I leave Tuesday and who knows... maybe come home Thursday evening. I was in Michigan this past week, New Orleans the week before... I wonder what the rest of this month has in store for me. Mumm poster has me blocked... soo..... here is my response to her wanting to know what "Love" is.... It's a biological response to external signals processed by your central nervous system and imprinted in your brain over time. There may very well be spiritual aspects to this, but they aren't exactly clear or currently definable in scientific terms. Now, this is very general and non-specific for good reason! There is no defining what it is for any one person or group, or you fall into the trap of religion and people controlling how other people think and feel about a given subject, which, in my opinion, is very wrong.
Lyrics I Love
Garden of Allah Don Henley   It was a pretty big year for fashionA lousy year for rock and rollThe people gave their blessing to crimes of passionIt was a dark, dark night for the collective soulI was somewhere out on RiversideBy the El Royale HotelWhen a stranger appeared in a cloud of smokeI thought I knew him all too wellHe said, "Now that I have your attentionI got somethin' I wanna sayYou may not wanna hear itI'm gonna tell it to ya anywayYou know, I've always liked you, boy'Cause you were not afraid of meBut things are gonna get mighty roughHere in Gomorrah-By-The-Sea"He said, "It's just like homeIt's so damned hot, I can't stand itMy fine seersucker suit is all soakin' wet"And the hills are burningThe wind is ragingAnd the clock strikes midnightIn the Garden of Allah"Nice car.........I love those Bavarians.....so meticulousY'know, I remember a time when things were a lot more fun around hereWhen good was good, and evil was evilBefore things got so.......fuzzyYea
Naked Singularity
I'll be on The Thomas Miller Show this Wednesday 5/25/2011 from 9am - 11am. I'll be answering your questions and playing a special version of "You Never Knew Me"!   Tune in Wednesday from anywhere in the world online at: http://www.thomasmillershow.com/ (click the green listen button) Drop Thomas an e-mail if you have any questions for me!! XOXO Hope to have you all listening this Wednesday  morning! It's called Ask Tiffany Grace!!   Are you having boy problems, girl problems, both?? ASK ME!! Want some cool clothing advice, dating tips, money saving tips, car problems, sorry I know nothing about cars...but I'll try ;) It doesn't have to be about my music, but of course you're welcome to ask those questions too!! Just go ahead and E-mail me your question, I'll be gathering questions and answering them on YouTube! WANT A SHOUT OUT??? LEAVE A NAME AND OR A WEBSITE AND I'LL MENTION IT WHEN ANSWERING YOUR QUESTIONS! If you're shy, you can sumbit your questions through my webs
Molly
I was a Flower of the mountain yes when I put the rose in my hair like the Andalusian girls used or shall I wear a red yes and how he kissed me under the Moorish wall and I thought well as well him as another and then I asked him with my eyes to ask again yes and then he asked me would I yes to say yes my mountain flower and first I put my arms around him yes and drew him down to me so he could feel my breasts all perfume yes and his heart was going like mad and yes I said yes I will Yes. "
Sick Of Fuwhores!
1. My life is likely to last 10-15 years. Any separation from you is likely to be painful. 2. Give me time to understand what you want of me. 3. Place your trust in me. It is crucial for my well-being. 4. Don't be angry with me for long and don't lock me up as punishment. You have your work, your friends, your entertainment, but I have only you. 5. Talk to me. Even if I don't understand your words, I do understand your voice when speaking to me. 6. Be aware that however you treat me, I will never forget it. 7. Before you hit me, before you strike me, remember that I could hurt you, and yet, I choose not to bite you. 8. Before you scold me for being lazy or uncooperative, ask yourself if something might be bothering me. Perhaps I'm not getting the right food, I have been in the sun too long, or my heart might be getting old or weak. 9. Please take care of me when I grow old. You too, will grow old. 10. On the ultimate difficult journey, go with me please. Never say you can't be
Cap Crazy???
They Say I Am Cappy Crazy They Always Ask " Why Do You Cap Every First Letter?" Most Already Have Their Minds Made Up That I Am Strange Or Trying To Do Some Power Text Thing To Show Off Or Seem Uber Proper.....The Fact Of The Matter Is That I Was Born Into This World With Congenital Rubella Syndrome (CRS). Now A Little Lesson For Those Who Don't Wanna Google,Congenital Rubella Is A Group Of Physical Problems That Occur In An Infant When Its Mother Is Infected With The Virus That Causes German Measles. With That Being Said There Is Real Reasons That Are Behind My Cappy Madness. Here Are Some Of The Many Complications A Person With This Can Have:(copy & paste) Complications may involve many parts of the body.   Eyes: Cataracts Glaucoma Retinitis Heart: Patent ductus arteriosus Pulmonary artery stenosis Other heart defects Central nervous system: Mental retardation Motor retardation Small head from failed brain development Encephalitis Meningitis
Do You Want My Points For `12hrs? Read To Find Out How!
ARE YOU STUCK AT LEVEL 32(33) or  cant daily rank 1000(lil tip u need to net 3 mil points in a 24 hr period to daily rank in top 1000) & 2tip:( ur daily rank is based on YOUR CLICKS PER DAY!) not others clicking ur buttonz..so put in more "finger work" HAHAH if ur not daily ranking top 1000..OR if  cannt Daily Rank:top 500 daily ranking at time of levelup check..than u might need me or someone to altruize you! ONLY come to me for ALTRUIZATION once u have the POINTS U NEED TO LEVEL AND JUST STUCK WITH THE ONE REQUIRMENT TO DAILY RANK AT 500 or 1000! I do like to switch sides in the game. i get bored with being an devil.(which is my preferrable side) i do jump onto the angel side on occasion ..if you catch me when im an angel i do sell my points. If im a Devil when you need altruization.. ask for the 10 milfubucks up front so i can pay to swtich sides  to Angel &and back to devil when im dont ALT-ing you.. etc.(sometime i pay the 10 mil fee if the deal we make for me to altruize u is ge
Swamp Thing
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A Poem Written For Me
My Dad, he tells a lot of lies. He never did before. But from now until he dies, He'll tell a whole lot more. Ask my dad how he is, And because he cant explain, He will tell a little lie, Because he cant explain the pain. Ask My Dad how he is, He'll say "I'm alright." If that's the truth please tell me, Why does he cry each night? Ask My Dad how he is. "I’m fine. I’m well. I’m coping" For God’s sake Dad, just tell the truth. Tell them your heart is broken. He’ll love me all his life, I loved him all of mine. But if you ask him how he is, He’ll lie and say he’s fine. I am here in Heaven, I cannot hug him from here. If he lies to you don’t listen Just hug him and hold him near. On the day we meet again, We’ll smile and I’ll be bold. I’ll say, "you’re lucky to get in here, Dad, With all the lies you’ve told!" Guess what mommy and daddy? Heaven is great. Just like you said, There’s not much longer to wait. 
Baseball Glove
         A woman takes a lover home during the day while her husband is at work.Her 9-year old son comes home unexpectedly, sees them and hides in the bedroom closet to watch.  The woman's husband also comes home. She puts her lover in the closet, not realizing that the little boy is in there already.  The little boy says, ' Dark in here.'  The man says,    'Yes, it is.'  The Boy says:  'I have a baseball..'  Man:    'That's nice'  Boy:    'Want to buy it?'  Man:    'No, thanks.'
This Summer
HUGSSSSSSSSSSSS to all my family and friends. It's been a very long summer filled with in and out of the hospital visits and spending time with Dyani and family. I wont get into the hospital trips to much, I will say a couple of surgeries and a lot complications involved. I was emotionally down and drained from it all for most of the summer but feeling better and have been trying to make the most of the time off with Dyani before she starts back to school. I am sorry I haven't stayed in touch more but I did not take my computer or phone with me to the hospital and when I was home most of the time I was not up to anything but getting rest and trying to get back to normal, or at least my version of normal...lol. I have missed you all and hope you all had a wonderful summer. Thank you for all of you who called, emailed, and send me love while I have been away. I can't be on as much as I would like to but will be back a little at a time. Hugs and kisses!!!!!
Stuff
FIVE RULES TO REMEMBER IN LIFE: 1) Money cannot buy happiness but it’s more comfortable to cry in a Mercedes than on a bicycle. 2) Forgive your enemy but remember the bastard’s name. 3) Help someone when they are in trouble and they will remember you... when they're in trouble again. 4) Many people… are alive only because it’s illegal to shoot them. 5) Alcohol does not solve any problems, but... neither does milk.
My Blogs
1) Never take a woman for granted or neglect her. The moment you do, she’ll start scanning the field and you won’t know it. 2) Do not cheat on her, or cheat her. A woman’s revenge could be emotionally lethal. 3)Do not boss her around, push her to do anything she doesn’t want to do, or force her to give you ANYTHING. 4) Do not expect her to wait on you hand and foot. She will take your foot and put it in your hand. 5) Be appreciative for all she does for you and show her appreciation for being in YOUR life. When you start acting like she should be happy she is in YOUR life, she will go out to prove you otherwise. 6) Never lay a hand on her, unless it is to caress her. 7) Never make her second to anything. This is the biggest mistake any man can do. Don’t ever disrespect her or her family, even if she complains about them. It is OK for her to do it, but never for you. Remember this. 9) Always GIVE more than you take from her to stay a man in
A Cat's Will
A CAT'S WILL When humans die, they make a will To leave their homes, and all they have to those they love. I too would make a will, if I could write. To some poor, wistful, lonely stray I'd leave my happy home, My dish, my cozy bed, my cushioned chair, my toy, The well-loved lap, The gently stroking hand, The loving voice, The place I made in someone's heart, The love, that at the last Could help me to a peaceful, painless end Held in loving arms. If I should die, Oh! Do not say: "No more a pet I'll have To grieve me by its loss." Seek out some lonely, unloved cat And give my place to him. This is my legacy, The love I leave behind, 'Tis all I have to give.
Lonely
One of the worst feelings in the world is loneliness. Sitting in the dark by yourself in the wee hours of the night gently crying. Nobody knows what's going on with you. How could anybody realize what's happening? Everybody you know is resting peacefully in their bed awaiting the new day tomorrow. But for you, there's no difference in the days. They pass monotonously. And before you know it, it's all gone. Unknown Why I'm Divorced Last week was my birthday and I didn't feel very well waking up on that morning. I went downstairs for breakfast hoping my husband would be pleasant and say, 'Happy Birthday!', and possibly have a small present for me. As it turned out, he barely said good morning, let alone ' Happy Birthday..' I thought....well, that's marriage for you, but the kids..... they will remember. My kids came bouncing down stairs to breakfast and didn't say a word. So when I left for the office I felt pretty low and somewhat despondent. As I walked into my office, my
Fkn Boys!!!
First off.. This is probably going to piss some people off, but if it does, then they are probably guilty of this.  I am tired of getting messages from females of guys on here.  Why am I getting these messages?  Well, some of the men (or maybe I should say boys) on here have a problem telling the truth about their relationship status.  Real men don't have a problem saying they are married, in a relationship, or even have a girlfriend.  Get over yourselves boys..  You aren't saying you're single because you want to keep your real life private (That's what the private setting is for on the relationship setting dumbass!!), you're saying that because you think more of the hott girls will pay attention to you one here if you're single.  Let me share something with you..... x Stone x number 1 top dude of the week (in a relationship- 4,126 friends, mostly female)...  Number 3 top dude Alex (married.. but has his status private, have to look at his about me, 3,363 friends mostly female)... Num
Blocked? Really?
Squeekenclean's World Is Crazy
http://www.examiner.com/article/destructive-oklahoma-wildfires-rage-as-capital-ties-all-time-record-hottest-day   We're setting all kinds of records with our heat...and to believe someone could actually have started the wildfires we have experienced this weekend is horendous. Thank goodness for the rain we had last night.  Hi there!   I'm really looking forward to meet my boyfriend for the first time. We've had our fair share of troubles. Although, I feel closer to him than I ever have before. I'm trying to think of things to do around my area. I want to go see a concert for my birthday that week. Maybe dinner with the family. Hang with some of my friends. Eat some great food, and just enjoy each other. I know I will be so nervous meeting him as he gets off that plane. Giggle city! But I want to show him the best time and thank goodness he's coming before we are in the 100+ days of heat. Going to enjoy some vacation time with a guy I love...can't be more excited. :) This interest
Valentine's Day 2012
So tomorrow is the big day when everyone goes crazy trying to prove their love to another person. My thought process in all this is why should showing how much you love someone be limited to just 1 day of the year?   Leave your S/O a note in their coat pocket, write I love you in lipstick on the bathroom mirror, send them flowers just because it's Wednesday.    Valentine's day is just another day to me....if you can't show me you love me the other 364 days of the year what good is showing it on one day???     Just rambling...sorry to have taken up your time. You may resume your other activities now.
Lost Love
I BELIEVE IN TRUE LOVE, THE KIND OF LOVE THAT MAKES YOU SMILE FOR NO REASON, THE KIND KIND OF LOVE THAT HURTS LONG AFTER IT'S LOST. I HAD THIS LOVE AND LET IT SLIP THRU MY HANDS AGAIN, I WANT IT BACK BEFORE I'M GONE, IF JUST FOR A SHORT MOMENT IN TIME. i HAD FOUND THE LOVE THAT I WANTED TO LIVE IN HER EYES, DIE IN HER ARMS, AND BE BURIED IN HER HEART FOR EVER.
Random
They took me to a place where nothing grew, to a place where only the shadows in the dust had time.  They took me to a ward, a sun-bleached hospital where all the doors where so heavy that they did not need locks.  They led me past rows of starched beds where our steps will echo long after we have all gone from time.  They write your name just when the rain hits the windows and an evil wind shakes the trees, tambourine shakers of dead leaves.  And they took me to a dirty beach where the ghosts of the surfers who drowned collect PET bottles for deposit.  On a dirt road between fields where the flowers of evil where allowed to grow and change eternal forests into tabloids.  And they point to a background, poison-yellow clouds, orange lamps, silent silos,  jets' smoke trails, bone gray towers They whisper in my ear  "do you see the future, do you see how nothing grows, nothing lives but nothing dies?" When you can finally see all the mechanisms behind.  Then you will n
Truth
I would Love you More In one Day Than some could ever do In a Lifetime But you wouldnt know this Because you dont know how to appreciate that and be faithful Time and Time again I have tried and been smacked down Cast aside for the ones you will never let go of Sometimes.. I feel like the strand of pearls that you keep tossing before the swine in the pigpen and they trample  any good that ive tried to be It all adds up and its killing me It hurts its hurt for so long now i have lost my smile and i dont even know what the use is anymore  
Love Like Razors
Only for you I'd forsake the sun, I'd kill anyone, kiss my loaded gun, live on the run.Leave your secrets in my flesh, Leave them all and nothing less, Its my soul you wish to testReach your claws into my dreams, Shred them all,make them scream, forget about dignity, make me bleedplant your seed.Steal my life and all my hopes, no oneknows, as you PLEASE just come and go.Make the darkness my humble home, upon your throne.Take me like a hungry shark, torn apart.I loved the agony from the start,rip my chest and take my heart, just take my heart, just take my heart.Make your sex my hangmans noose, tie your knotdon't make it loose. Kich the chair from out my shoessmile at me, dont hide your truthMouth the words I love to hear,"love love you baby" grin ear to ear.Watch me choke my death is near,just ignore my bloody tearsSpin your lies in jagged lines,criticize thru bright blue eyessteal from me my chance to flybreak my wings, sing lullubys.harbor glee you brought demise with a few false spo
Salute Contest
Want to win a boomy?     Rules:   1. Make me a salute with you in it 2. Incorporate a skull into the salute 3. Be creative 4. Must not be NSFW!   Have fun with it! I will have a third party judge the pictures, that way it'll be totally fair! The winner will be picked and announced Nov. 03, 2012! I can't wait to see what you all will come up with,have fun and good luck!!!   1st place = Rock Star 2cd place = Autos 3rd place = Boomy
Auction
  FEELSGOOD'S  AUCTION HOUSE PRESENTS: THE 2013 CHRISTMAS AUCTIONNOW ACCEPTING AUCTION ENTRIES     Start Date: 12/9/13 End Date: 12/31/13 @ Noon Fu Time(Entries may choose to accept any bid and end their auction at anytime.)     HOW TO ENTERFupal me Three (3) Credits with a list of offers & link to the picture you would like to use for the auction.  I'll do the rest! It's that easy!!     RULES#1) NO DRAMA!#2) HAVE FUN!     WARNINGIf you choose to cause drama, you won't be blocked, but will be banned from bidding and/or participati
Blurbs
A FEELING OF MOVEMENT, JUST BEFORE HANDS BRUSH FEATHERLIKE ON MY HIPS, FINGERS SPLAYED SLOLY SLIDING DOWN MY THEIGHS... JUST AS FINGERS REACH BARE SKIIN BELOW MY SKIRT HEM I SHARPLY DRAW IN A BREATHE ADN YOU EXHALE HOT BREATHE ON TEH BACK OF MY NECK AS YOU GETNLY KIS ME WITH YOUR HOT LIPS... MOANING INTO MY NECK AS YOUR HANDS CAREWW MY THEIGHS FROM THE OUTSIDE TO THE FRONT, SLIDING BACK UP, KISSING MY SPINE AS YOUR HANDS PULL MY SKIRT UP EXPOSING THE SENSITVE  SKIN OF MY LIPS GENTLY SWEEPING ACROSS THE SENSITIVE SKIN AT THE TOPS OF MY THEIGHS ... YOUR KISSES ON MY NECK AND SHOULDERS SEND ELECTRIC SPARKS SHOOTING THROUGH ME FROM YOUR LIPS TO YOUR FINGERTIPS.... YOUR HANDS TRAIL UP TO MY HIPS WHERE YOU GENTLY TURN ME KISSING MY NECK AS I TURN WITHIN YOUR ARMS...YOUR HANDS MOVE TO MY BREASTS PINCHING MY NIPPLES, GRASPING MY WHOLE BREAST ONE IN EACH HAND, MOLDING THEM WITH YOUR FINGERS THEN BRINGING YOUR MOUH DOWN ON MY NIPPLES ONE AT A TIME FIRST SUCKING ON THEM, SLIGHTLY RUBBING THEM WIT
Love To Write ..makes The Mind Relax
Heeeee heeeee...Come On N Don't Be Shy....I Just Love These Kinds Of Things.. The Idea Is That I Will Start A Story With 3 Words.. And Then Everyone Will Add 3 More Words To The Story By Posting A Comment... Play As Often As You Like, Just Please Let Someone Posted Between Your Own...And.... Who Know Where Our Story Will Go???? ....:)..OK.. To Start Things Off The First 3 Words Are: It Was Inevitable.... Don't make me leave the site over stupid shit like this.....I am pretty much sadden by folks coming to me n telling me I talk about them to others ...Please Let me tell u one thing before I start ...I come on here to have fun It makes time go by when I have nothing to do when I am working ...ok here I go ...I thought I had good friends on here but WTF....I joke n kid alot in my status N I put my stalkers but I  mean nothing towards it ...Some R Being Two Face...N I sure dont like it...Y in the world would I be Jealous of anyone on here...F--k ...I am a bikerchick N I mind my own
My Life (more Personal)
I think I have finally settled on the notion that the more I try to understand how a website like this works (and the kind of people who use it) - the less I will truly get it.  Women on here ask for, beg for, command and demand respect - yet sell their naked pictures for flashy pictures on a computer screen that have 0 value in every day life. Women using fake pictures to be more appealing, and not caring that they lie to every single person that talks to them and may consider them a friend by not being real. Women say they want a nice guy that treats them well, yet the more effort you put into being nice to some of these girls, the less they pay attention to you or just ignore you altogether. They fall for the "bad boy" that tells 15 different women the same fuckin thing, and they're all dumb enough to believe he means it "just for them." Then you get those ones who had a baby with some complete fuckin turd - and makes every other man in history jump through 15,000 hoops just to pro
Fubar Street Team Blogs
The purpose of the Fubar Street Team is to promote! Get the word our in any way you can! We want some more cool peeps on fubar!   As a Street Team Prospect - Please go through the following as do it as your time allows. This is volunteer, dont stress urself on anything.- Add the Fubar Street Team page as a friend:  http://fubar.com/user/400- Make Street Team folder in your pictures.- Please read all blogs to get caught up on what we have been doing.- View Street Team page photos to see how we have been promoting.- Before you do ANY promoting, please read this: http://fubar.com/blog/334837/1125969- Add the Silver Wings to your profile in your 'About Me' section: http://fubar.com/blog/334873/1126594- When you promote, please take photos. Upload them to your Street Team folder. You can then go to the Bounty Blog and post the image URLs into a comment. This way, everyone can see what you have done, and we can upload the pictures to the Street Team folders. http://fubar.com/blog/334873/11
Happy Stuffs
Hello!!!   I have no VIP at the moment, so I will be uploading any new product to the facebook art page only for now :) If you are interested in my new adult toy bags (multi use two pocket padded bag) or new back sack designs....or any other new products I pump out on a weekly basis.... go here http://www.facebook.com/GreeningDriveCreations   xxoo PoSTaL I entered my first photo contest, finally.  If you like my photos and graphics and wouldn't mind taking a moment to come and "like" my photo, I would really appreciate it! :)   You may have to register on the site to "vote/like" and you must be 21 or over.  I can't find a direct link to my photo, but here is a link to the gallary https://www.marlboro.com/black/capture-the-unknown/gallery/ My entry is the photo of a rusted bell by "Erin B Denver, Co"   I totally appreciate everyones support :)   xxoo ~Postal SAVE US $10.00 Off Select Studio Items Use Coupon Code:
Fubar Tips And Tricks
**DO NOT POST YOUR QUESTIONS ON THIS BLOG.  THEY WILL NOT BE APPROVED AND THEREFORE WILL NOT BE ANSWERED.  DIRECT MESSAGE ANY OF THE MEMBERS LISTED BELOW FOR HELP** Below are links to FREE coders who can help you with lounges and skins.  These members are volunteers and are not official Fubar staff. Fubar is not responsible for the accuracy, quality, or training of these members.  To get ahold of them, SEND THEM A PM (private message) from their profile and be patient while they answer.  They are not on 24/7.  Comments left for them on this blog will NOT be approved so they will not see them. If you provide FREE coding services and would like to be added to this list, please send me a private message with the areas you specialize in to be added.   IF IT IS FOUND THAT YOU ARE TRYING TO CHARGE MEMBERS, YOU WILL BE IMMEDIATELY REMOVED AND WILL NOT BE RE-ADDED!   Lounge Coders: STRIVING FM2Maggie Xx TeXaS xX Shaggy2DopeXxFEARxX OGAH FE2 NILLA Dj Iceman Roxx EMTFirefighter NARL
Orgy After Hours Blogs
  Please Congratulate the OGAH VIPs Of the month Go Love on them! Stop by OGAH to get to know them! Open to all NSFW Cams 24/7 Live DJs Win Bling!      
Exotic Dreams Applications
IF THE APPLY BUTTON DOESNT WORK JUST GO TO BOATMANS PAGE AND LEAVE THE INFO IN A PVT MESSAGE !!!!!
Never Looking Back
I can never take back the three years. I can never take back the tears that I have cried. I can never take back the heartfelt feelings that I have shared. I can never take back the laughter, the joy, the happiness that I have given. I regret everything that has happened. I regret the moment that I met you. I regret the time I fell in love with you. I wish that our paths have never crossed paths. I wish I can take back everything but it's too late to take any of that back. The three years with you has been a lie. The first word that ever came out of your mouth was a lie. Everything about you was a lie. I was foolish to believe every word you have said but I was in love... a fool in love that I was. I have lied to people and made every excuse out there to make you look good, lies to make you out to be this perfect guy.You have told so many people on here and outside this Fu-world that I am this terrible person who can not stay faithful to you and that I have done nothing to make this so
Silly Shit
Hey, this friend of mine needs about 30 fans/refans.....so if you haven't done so, go fan/refan him....takes like 10 seconds out of your meak internet life. Do it now! :P Thanks       Chef Jay@ fubar They lived in a typical suburban neighborhood with picket fences that resembled Nancy Kerrigan's teeth. He spoke with the wisdom that can only come from experience, like a guy who went blind because he looked at a solar eclipse without one of those boxes with a pinhole in it and now goes around the country speaking at high schools about the dangers of looking at a solar eclipse without one of those boxes with a pinhole in it. She caught your eye like one of those pointy hook latches that used to dangle from screen doors and would fly up whenever you banged the door open again. The little boat gently drifted across the pond exactly the way a bowling ball wouldn't. McBride fell 12 stories, hitting the pavement like a Hefty Bag filled with vegetable soup. From the attic came an
When Girls Talk
That they never say "Prison" in a television show? They always say "Jail". Im not talking about reality shows obviously. But this is something that annoys me. You will here... "Youre going to spend the rest of your life in jail!". Ummmm, that would be prison you stupid writers. There must be a reason behind this. I just dont get it. And I bring it up to Ryot and Val all the time.   Also - ever notice that most actors are left handed? Just watch when they have to write something in a movie TV show.     OK, thats it for now. :) This blog will be about some stuff that my girls and I talk about..... Pretty Simple.   I will post stuff as we come up with it - so no schedule to how often things are updated here. But Im sure some of it will shock you - most will probably make you laugh... And it will definitely give you an insight into our warped world...     In some cases, names will be changed to protect the innocent or insecure.    
The Whole Story!
UPDATE............. They IP banned me for sharing my blog........... Guilty conscious? When they changed the godmode bling without warning I happen to be running one, I came home from an appt to find it over with no explanation, so I forwarded my report to support inquiring why it ended  after LESS than 5,000,000 pts and 24hrs and almost 15 minutes..... While awaiting I saw Scrapper scroll thru my live feed indicating the rules had changed. I asked him in an sb "why did they change it without warning?", his response "why does it snow when the weatherman says it won't?" then blocked me immediately...... Ok first, I don't pay the weatherman to be wrong or screw up, no money out of my own pocket so no real harm done to me..... 2 really? that's how you handle customers? I have spent several THOUSANDS on this sight and that is how I am treated? I wasn't rude or difficult, did NOT deserve such disrespect.  After talking to a few ppl about this issue I was informed that Scrapper likes to "PU
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Want To Win A 1 Month Vip, 7 Day Blast Or 25 Credit Bling Pack
Its my birthday this weekend but somebody else will get the prize   Make me a birthday salute, and I will put it in a folder and the person with the most rates at the end will get their choice of  A) 1 month VIP B) 7 day Blast C) 25 credit Bling pack   I am looking to start this contest on Saturday 09-04-2010, will start it after I get 10 people to join I am planning on ending it on Sunday 09-12-2010   Let me know if you want in  
Ash's Thoughts And Then Some
     I have decided to change things up a little. I will be keeping access to my folders and videos at 65 credits, but there will be a twist going forward. For every 10 who gift those 65, one will win a 3 month vip!!!       With access comes all photos currently in my folders. This means that newer folders, added after the fact, are not included. Access to videos will be ongoing. This means that each time I make a new video, I will email out to everyone who is on the list.      The 3 month VIP is a way of thanking you. I can't do it for everyone, but I do appreciate all of the love, and hope to return it in a more meaningful way. If you have any feedback, please feel free to share, so that I can make things even better for you. Thank you so much!!! Ash      ok, so as you know, i have been giving videos for each bca bling i receive. i was so excited yesterday, because i felt like i could help contribute to a great cause. i read that fubar would donate $1 for each one purchased. this g
The Cock Doth Crow?
Interesting
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I am reserved until I get to know someone 2. I have decided Metallica is not music & kids agree 3.I am in a hotel in Cincinnati as I write this 4.I AM A BIG KID AT HEART 5.I A AMUSED AT ALL THE WOMEN WHO THINK THEY ARE SO FRICKING BAD ON fUBAR..*GIGGLES* 6. I AM FLUENT IN TYPONESE 7.I HAVE WRECKED MORE CARS THAN YOU HAVE DRIVEN 8.THERE IS NO SUCH THING AS COINCIDENCE 9.LAWS PROMOTE LAWLESSNESS 10. WELL TIMED TEASING, INNUENDO,INSINUATION,DOUBLE ENTENDRE' AND SUBTLE HINTS ARE THE CRUX OF SEDUCTION Travelled the world a million ways,Catching upon a familiar gazeEveryone lives by do or die,there's noone with time to la
Joe Joe's Blog
I sell bling packs. I don't sell them for fubux. I don't trade them for bling or bling packs. I trade them for salutes. If that upsets you well I'm sure you can find someone else to sell you a bling pack. I only sell 3 bling pack types. 1. 25 credit bling pack - 13 NSFW salutes or 10 SFW and 5 NSFW 2. 65 credit bling pack - 30 NSFW salutes or 20 SFW and 10 NSFW 3. 135 credit bling pack - 50 NSFW salutes or 35 SFW and 15 NSFW Now here are the rules. 1. Let me know what type of bling pack your looking for. 2. I dont trade the bling pack till the salutes are done. 3. I will give out my yahoo email to send the salutes to. 4. Purchaser has 24 hours from time of agreement to make salutes or deal is off. I don't have time to listen to "I'm busy" or "other bullshit excuses."
Wicked Coven
IF IT IS ONLY FUBAR... THEN WHY ARE SO MANY PEOPLE GETTING UPSET...THEY HAVE REAL LIFE SO STOP N REALIZE THAT WHEN U SAY IT  IS ONLY FUBAR THEN FORGET FUBAR N GET ON WITH UR LIFE... YOU DON'T NEED FUBAR AS SOME OF US OTHERS THAT DO...DO UR DOG GROOMING OR UR OTHER STUFF DONT BLAME FUBAR CUZ U CAN'T ACCESS IT FROM UR PHONE OR U GET FRUSTRATED WITH LIFE...DON'T TAKE IT OUT ON THE PEOPLE THAT ENJOY MEETING PEOPLE ON FUBAR OR ENJOY THE SITE IN GENERAL...IT'S A PLACE TO MEET FRIENDS, N I FOR ONE ENJOY THE SITE AND THE PEOPLE ON IT...SO WHEN U SAY IT IS ONLY FUBAR N U DON'T LIKE THE DRAMA FIND ANOTHER SITE DON'T TRASH THIS ONE.. THE FIRST AMENDMENT IS FREE OF SPEECH TO SAY ABOUT ANYONE OR ANYTHING THAT IS GOING ON IN THIS WORLD I LIKE THIS PERSON BUT I DONT CONDONE WIF HIS TWISTED THOUGHTS I DIDNT MAKE ANY BLOGS SO I AM NOT AT FAULT...SO CALL OFF UR DOGS ! FOR I CALL CALL IN THE BIG MEGA HUGE DAWGS TO EAT UR TEENY TINY MUTTS...ALSO I AM NOT TELLING ANYONE OF THE TALKS I HAD WIF SO & SO
Personal
No one will get this right! My middle name__________, my age___, my favorite soda_______, my full birthday___/___/, who's the love of my life______ , my best friend_____, my favorite color______, my eye color_______, my hair color______ my favorite food________ and my moms name__________!!! Good luck :P This is a list of my biggest annoyances throughout 2011. While a lot of annoyances will not make the list since they really aren't worth it, these really piss me off beyond description.1. The word "transparent". This word has been so overused it's lost it's importance. It's now a meaningless, 11 letter, adjective. Everytime I hear someone use it, I just want to slap the skin off their face. People, STFU, go expand your vocabulary. 2. The constant flood of "someone sent you a secret admirer" notification. It's always the same 5 sowrina's that send it, I always guess right, yet I get the notification again the next day. It's like these 5 talk to each other to see
Sick Of Ppl Complaining They Dont Want To Hear About 9-11
im sick to death of hearing the tards complain they dont want to hear about 9-11 anymore.  its a day no one will ever forget. no one should forget. do u really think we should forget all those ppl who innocently lost their lives? or the men and women who fight for us everyday. we remember on this day the most. ill never forget seeing that smoke when my whole school was sent home that day. never forget wondering if my aunt was still alive. my aunt watched her best friend walk back into the towers for the last time. morya smith may she rip was the only female nypd officer to die that day. should her daughter who was 4 years old forget her especially on this day? should her husband forget her too? we remember this day for everyone past and present. we remember for our future. we remember so we will never back down and give in to what they want. we will never be scared. you dont like hearing about it the shut ur ears and do something else. stop fucking complaining. oh and for the ass who s
Being
Okay, I have kept this to myself but now I can't...   Gona get a lil political here but if you continue to read you'll see why.   I am and forever will be a Constitutional Conservative...IE I'm a Reaganite! This means I believe that what the founding fathers wrote inside our Constitution is NOT then, not now and will never be up for debate. It is NOT a living document and cannot be changed for any reason! I also believed in Ronald Reagan when he was president and still believe that Capitolism is the very best for this country, America!  That Trickle Down Economics worked.  But that's not what this is about   America is going to the polls a week from tomorrow. This is what I want you to do... Take this next week, study the candidates in your district, find out what they are about, find out if they are right for you and for America. The Unemployment rate in this country is sky high, people are loosing thier homes, thier lively hood, they are loosing themselves in this economic
Random Ramblings
For about a week now, I have been offering to pay people to rate all my pics.... I currently have around 350 pictures with about 30 being in a "Family Only" folder.... I understand that not everyone can rate those particular pictures and that is fine with me.... They will still get paid for rating all of the rest.... I am currently paying 140K which I believe is more than fair.... I ran into an issue this morning where someone said that they haven't been paid.... So, to avoid any further confusion or delay I have made a folder with screen shots of the payments.... This will not only protect me from having to double pay someone, it also proves to others who are rating my pics that they will indeed get paid.... Another issue that I have run into is people commenting on the pictures that all have been rated.... In my status it clearly states: "Paying 140K for rating all my pics.... PM me when you are done...." If people do not send me a Personal Message to my inbox I cannot guarantee paym
A Start
re-posted (thanks kristy):   So, let me get this "straight"...(SO TO SPEAK)...Kelsey Grammer can end a 15 year marriage over the phone, Larry King can be on divorce #9, Britney Spears had a 55 hour marriage, Jesse James and Tiger Woods, while married, were having sex with EVERYONE. Yet, the idea of same-sex marriage is going to destroy the institution of marriage? Really? Al One   One likes smiles One remembers touches Does any one like One One is only One   One iikes many One likes other one, and two, and other ones But One is here, other ones are there The light square is between one and others   One wants one One needs one One knows of 1 + 1 = 1 One wants to be 1   One spins with arms out One doesn't touch another one Is there one?   All One Al One Alone Lone One     i copied this from perfectlyinked   some of these are perfect and some fail - can you guess which is which?   THE RULES1) Put your iPod/Windows Media Player on Shuffle2) For each an
Writing Sets Me Free.......
Fingers so soft and gentle pleasing with a light touch ,feeling a body so exquisite, eyes exploring, finding with every movement another delicacy, hunger building, craving, wanting what it seeks, lips caress, tongs touch, breath mingles, senses go wild, flying high, soaring, heart beats, arms squeeze tight, holding on ,warmth seeps in, travels, burns hot, like a volcano erupting out of control, frenzy sets in, mouth explores where hands once touched, tasting with every lick a  mouth watering treat, savoring every moment, making it last, not wanting to reach the ultimate reward, until shaking, shivering time has come, joining of two bodies, opening, entering, allowing yourself to let go, building higher, on top, screaming, exploding, hands grab, nails scratch ,soaring high, flightless, tranquility sets in, hearts pound, breath slows, eyes meet, hands caress ,fingers join, lips kiss, at this moment in time with you, all things are possible, believable, and heaven sent .     CAN I Can
Misc Poo
Best custom homepage I am fuckin FULL of awesome and WIN Carry on. Friday was an all about me day.. Saw the chiropractor, then I went to the salon... Hair cut and color, pedicure (bright red with sparkles) then I decided to get nails (went with pink and white...men that looks like a french manicure) Then yesterday was all about everyone else Did a 5k, took over a minute off my time, didn't finish last (GO ME!!!) then it was family time. We (all the adults in my family and some of our friends) are in a bowling league :/ I CAN bowl, I just don't usually give a shit. My brother AND brother in law are the type to always be up your ass about how to correct this and that I told them from the get go when I realized I was on their team that if they bothered me I would quit. Last night my brother couldn't take anymore. I throw the ball way too hard (always have) so rather than being a douche about it like in the past he showed me how to slow the ball down and I did do a lot better. Then
Poems
Real Life's Priorities
It breaks my heart to have to leave all my friends here...I've come back several times for a reason...and that was just to stay in touch with all of the very dear, true friends I've met here. I lost my dad last March and my mom has gone downhill very rapidly since then due to Alzheimers. I've been going back and forth between Seattle and Vancouver lately..Monday thru Friday to take care of her but she is not doing very well at all. This may very well be me and my son's last Christmas with her and I wish to make it the VERY best for her!! SOOOO.....I will not be here much at all. That being said...I know the nature of this game...this isn't my first rodeo...lol. If you need to take me out of your family, believe me...I COMPLETELY understand! All my finances are wrapped up in making sure she gets the absolute BEST care possible so I just simply cannot spend any more money here. To be honest Fubar is SOO NOT my priority right now but I do understand how the game is played. If you remove
Ever Been In Love ??
Have you ever been in love ?Horrible isnt't it? It makes you vulnerable to a world of hurt .It opens up your heart and means that someone can get inside you and mess you up in ways you never thought.You learn to build up those defences..to wear your suit of armor almost with pride because you are  so sure you are ready to battle what ever comes next.Then it happens,you call it love and forget why you put the armor on in the first place.All those intense feelings and best intentions.All those lusty nites make you foget..love is a four letter word stand at attention when she enters the room, never realizing this might be your doom. lipstick and stilettos command your gaze, no interest in her brain's , only whats between her legs. wishing you were the friction in her jeans- baby please, she aint no cotton candy queen. walking with purpose and grace- to her your a disgrace - always thinking with your cock. its all good- its just fine, she pays you no mind, your just a fixture collecting du
Poprocks Blog
       MAKING SALUTES WANT ONE?  I DONT MAKE NSFW SALUTES.. BUT I DO MAKE BARLY SFW AND REG SALUTES. THE BARLY SFW SALUTES ARE 5 CREDITS EACH! I HAVE ALSO BEEN ASKED TO MAKE FEET SALUTES... YES I SAID FEET SALUTES . IF U WANT STUFF LIKE THAT PLEASE LET ME KNOW .. AND I ALSO MAKE DEALS ON SALUTES IF U WANT MORE THEN 1.                                                         THANKS, PopRocks!!                                            Skin Sale 1St place: 25 skins is the prize may bid fu bux , credits, any thing of value on fubar. Please keep in mind skins do take a lil time to make.  Starts now. Have fun!!The sale ends at 12:01am new year day.  2Nd place: 15 skins same as above. Ends 12:01am new year day!!if ur not serious about what the sale please dont bid.  3Rd place: 5 skins same as above. Ends at the same time as others. Still a great deal. All bids are due on or 1 week after sale is over. If need more time please come and talk to me. I will help you out with it if needed.
From The Mind Of Kale
  You were sleeping for the longest time, and then one day you woke upI was there in front of your face, meeting you for the first timeWe told each other our secrets no one else knewOur secrets with safe with each other, I trusted youI opened myself up to you; you’re the one I loved.You are perfect in my eyes. I let you in, I showed you my world.You changed me into something I didn’t think I could be.All I wanted was to wrap you in my love that I hold for youKeep you safe, to keep you forever.You never gave me the chance to show youTo feel you. to kiss you, to smell you, and to love you forever.You will never know just how much I could have loved you.To give you all the things in the world, that you so much deserve.I will step back, into my darkness, with my heart in my hands.Love who you need to; be with the one you think you want.Just know that I will be here. I will wait for you.However long it takes. I know you will come back.I know you will never read this, I don&rsqu
Dman Will Be Hosting An Auction From September 20th Until October 1st
Oh yeah, just one more quick update about the Halloween auction, if you the person up for auction decide that you want to accept fu buck bids at any time before or during the auction that is completely up to you! After all, you are the one being auctioned so if anyone who wants to enter this auction wishes to start off with fu buck bids just say the word and I will make sure to include that in your pic. Even if during the auction you feel that there may not be bids of other monetary value types then by all means let me know and I will update the auction for you. Again, I am not trying to make people pay for any of this I just think that all fu bucks really come in handy for is winning the spotlight and I would hope that when that time comes for everyone that their fubar friends will help with that!! Anyway no one has even brought this up to me but I like to try and be pro-active just in case anyone has these things in mind but hasn't come to me about it yet LOL! Please comment this blo
Oh Bailey Bailey
Everyone on here that knows me or of me knows I am bi-sexual and I see alot of womens pictures from all over the internet. So yes I look at girls but anyway I ran across a profile and was also informed called Baileys Fubar (http://fubar.com/8130943) and as I was there I noticed she had all of these pictures marked private and if you wanted to see this or that it was either a rockstar for this folder or a God mode for this one and so on. Fuck guys you can see them for free @ www.prettynu.com/free/pics/baileys/room.html ... Just scroll down to the bottom where all of the links are and you have it. Stop being a fucking idiot. What I noticed was that most of them were older guys, which is cool everyone needs to get it off once in a while but Seriously. I mean WTF. I sent her an email asking her was she actually saying these pictures were of her and she responded in a oh yes BLOCKED me. Anyway for free you can see them and stop paying for something that is already out there. Hey I may hav
Need Help With Points?
Are you 1 - 3 million points away from leveling? Would you like someone to help you out with those points all in one day?? Lets make a deal. I average 2-3 million points in one day and since reaching my goal of Level 50 I need something to do around here!! So, I was thinking that i could use my Alterize ability each day to help someone out who needs the points. We can work out the payment options and the number of points needed. I have references who will tell you that more then once I have gotten them the points they need each time I Alterize them. So, if you dont have the time or just dont know how you are going to get those points . . . hit my shout box and lets make a deal!!  
Sizzle's Sexual Night Before Christmas
  Sizzle's Sexual Night Before Christmas   Twas the night before Christmas and naughty Sizzle was  I .Went to offer my Santa Some sweet honey pie.I knew he couldn't resist this sweet treat I know for a fact tis his fave thing to eat. So I put on my stockings my heels and my lipstick. And asked him to show me where he keeps his dipstick.I went down on my knees and unzipped his fly.  Then sucked his cock down un the blink of an eye. He moaned and he whimpered as my tongue stroked his sac.  He said this is better than all the toys in my pack!  His hands held my head as I continued to blow.  Then he laid me down quickly, put his tongue down below. He was sure and so lively, made me scream and then beg.  As he sucked on my clit and pinned down my legs."You're mine, you bad girl,Sizzle", he said with a spank. Then rolled me onto my stomach deep inside me he sank. He rode me so hard I knew when he came.  Because he panted, then shouted and called me by name.  He screwed me all
Info
Bling credits can now be used to buy happy hours, blasts, and bonus elevens !!! The bling credit needed for each item is listed below ! Enjoy Fubar !!   10 credits for a 1 day blast 15 credits for a 3 day blast 25 credits for a 7 day blast 60 credits for a month blast 10 credits for 500 11s 110 credits for a Happy Hour !! Click to Enter Click to Enter May 8, 2009: bling credits can now be used to buy happy hours, blasts, and bonus elevens -10 for 1 day15 for 325 for 760 for a month10 for 500 11s110 for a HH May 8, 2009: removed limitations on shitfacing people who were already 100% buzzed May 8, 2009: fixed limited edition bling spelling error.... lol? May 8, 2009: increased vip photo storage to 5,000 photos May 8, 2009: wuwu changelog is active
80's Theme Day
I know your all excited so hitch up those leg warmers put on your roller skates cause today is 80's theme day...... The list so far is:   Jack Burton(Big Trouble in little China)=Husky redneck Falcor= Brain Ninja Claire(Breakfast Club)= Reeka Jareth=Blue Eyed Soul Alex (Flashdance)= VIndicated McGyver= Shits & Giggles   Baby (Dirty Dancing) = Pixie Johnny ( DIrty Dancing)= Mop Ferris (Ferris Bullers Day off) Soda Westly/dread pirate roberts - princess bride= Hugh  Sheena= Name Crisis Mr T = Whorasaurus Charlotte 'Charlie' Blackwood from Top Gun!= Amykins Dan Fielding= chainsaw Charlie Blackwood= Amykins  Beast master= Witchie Remo Williams= Bounty Hunter Jo= Ms. D Peg Bundy= Cant sleep clowns..... Bernie Lomax= ketch22 Sonny (my lover)= Sasquatch Wonder woman= wicked wench CareBear= CareBear Heman=Raistlin Una= Sin Sin Honeythorn Gump=Pronty I know there's more of you so please help me update.... Now you are here in Xanaduuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu Kira
Future Contest Ideas
Want to earn prizes?  Prizes like VIP, Bomb, Autos, Boomerang, and more?  Wanna do it without having to get naked?  Yeah believe it or not a guy on fubar is gonna hold a contest where you can win prizes and keep your pants on!!!!  You're welcome. The more entries the more prizes there will be.  I may add a Happy Hour to the mix.  Prizes will be spread amonst winners.  The rules to qualify. 1. A non edited pic of you. 2.  The colors red, white, and blue must appear in the pic somewhere.  This could be on you or a prop.  It doesn't have to be patriotic.  (you can't edit these colors into the picture) 3.  This must be submitted by 1 am fu time aka Pacific time Thursday/Friday.  The contest will begin soon after with the prizes announced at that time.  The folder with the pics will open up. To win: A combo of most photos and comments will win/rank.  Tie breaker if needed will be highest average rate. Now to enter either message me, shoutbox me, or respond here.  We'l
Rantings Of The Royal Highness
Alright. Let me start this off first by saying that most of my family, this does not pertain to.   However: This is something I've wanted to write about for a while. Probably no one cares to read it and that's fine, if they don't want to be informed, their loss. Oh well.  Most of my family, are people that I've become close to here in my time in the oh so lovely world of fubar. In short, they've earned their place there by being true, loyal, real life friends, that I just HAPPEND to meet, on fubar. Some, have bought a place there for bling runs. Others still are there on a temporary basis for level requirements, etc etc etc. When I run bling, I sell family spots. Anyone who is friends with me, or keeps in contact regularly, knows this. Some friends, I've had in my family, have recently been removed. I ask that if you find that you have been removed, that you do not take offense to this, as there are several reasons why this could be.  Reason #1  You were added for a temporary am
Scribbles
i'm so annoyed with the world that we live inits hard enough just for us to make a livingits the same thing over and overwe're only getting older and olderso we're told get a job thats safecuz dreams are too fake for us to chasethis is my life, if thats the casecant i decide to design my fateif i wanna get high and wastedthen i will and no one can say shiti just hate that we're caught in this matrixthe money we make, the government takes itthen paves highways, with no exitsjust more ways to get caught in trafficso i ask them, please do tellwhat would you do if you could not fail?yeah, for real, put the job on the shelftake a deep breath, spend time with yourselfsay hi, introduce you to youif you couldn't lose, what would you do?whoop-dee-doo if you dont have a cluenone of us do when we first leave schoolyou're a fool if you think that you're straightcuz you put on a suit and a tie every dayand show up to a job that you hatethe only reason you're there is cuz you're getting paidyou wast
Points Auction
I am auctioning off my points for Thursday the 16th of December.... This auction will close at 6PM CST on December 16th, 2010.... The points will be given from 6:30 PM til 6:30 AM.... This will allow for a reset which will generate more rates; thus more points.... Please leave only auction bids in the comments section below.... Thank you and have a wonderful day/night....   I will accept the following: - Fubux - Ability Blings (Boomerangs, MegaPolishers, Famps, Auto 11s, Cherry Bombs, God Mode) - Bling Packs - Happy Hours, Blasts, Pimp Outs, etc....   * Will also consider multiple day bids....   **Remember: You get what you bid for, someone else just does all the work for you.... I am auctioning off my points for Tuesday the 14th of December.... This auction will close at 6PM CST on December 14th, 2010.... The points will be given from 6:30 PM til 6:30 AM.... This will allow for a reset which will generate more rates; thus more points.... Please leave only auction
My Quest To Quit Smoking.
I have smoked my last cigerette as of the end of December in 2010. I have turned to the e-cigerette. Now from time to time you will see my status reflecting vaping comments. I have talked to a few people on here about it. It may also seem to them that I may have "preached" it to them, but let me now say I did not mean it to sound that way. I was just trying to inform them what I have learned through my "vaping" experience. As I know that it is up to the individual to determine whether or not that they want to quit smoking, I am only giving information that they can do with what they want.   That being said, I have managed to reduce my nicotine levels on my own time frame. I do this by mixing my own juices myself. when I first started, I was at 14mg of nicotine. I am now down to 4mg. This e-cigerette has not been a cheap thing for me, as I am always trying out the new technology that comes with it. But others don't have to. If you are doing this, it is totally up to you how you spend
Fubar.me ..whys And Answers
First of all thanks for even bothering to read, it won't be short so please be a little patient with me :) I was going to post this once I reached level 40 but I have been forced to do so earlier because it became a conflict with my ABOUT ME section. I have know this site for over 5 years, had a couple of accounts which I personally deleted, out of respect because I was in relationships and latin men tend to be very jealous but not before adding the real nice people I met to my yim or msn. About 70% of those people are no longer on fubar.Back then, there were no godmodes, boomies, pimphands and all those perks, so one really had time to get to know people and chat. For the last 2 years I had an account, very low profile, I was here to relax, make friends,chat, and have fun,could not care less about leveling. Then last August my account got deleted by FU.....I asked many times why, never got a response which annoyed me, I was level 26 and just wanted to be able to pimpout my friends
Family
So I have spent a least an hour trying to get a friend some help. It is sad this site has come down to "whats in it for me". I have went through and completely cleared out my family (to those that sent credits to see pics you will still be able to see them) The bad news is that is all changing. I am sick and tired of the idiots on here and I am ready to look for genuine people that want to help one another. That would gladly do what they could to help a person out. For instance I have spent the last hour status updating for a friend to help get them a pimp out and the only thing I have seen back is "if I do it, can I see your NSFW albums" Seriously fuck off, you pathetic peice of trash.  If you are here to meet up with girls and get your rocks off with that 5% chance that one of these girls is going to fly to you and fuck your brains out then you are seriosuly dillusional, unless you live in the same city and you are not a complete moron. Now to the genuine people... My family, if yo
Trademarks Of A Germ
in all my life, i've only once thought these thingsi can't ever be close to anyonei don't ever feel the need to clingbut now i behold your beauty, and the earth revolves around the sunnot even once have i said this thing beforei have never wanted to try so hardin light of that, it means so much moreand so much more my senses jarredi will tell you head to toei will tell you heart and soulas the moon wax and wanesi find myself not new but changedi have opened myself to newer portalsand seen the sunlight shining for me todaysuddenly, i feel that i am immortali can't keep your image at bayi'll never know the reason whyi was meant to read between the linesbut it's all those things i know you'd dothat have me wrapped inside of you j is a horses ass i feel that i carry more body weight than othersbecause i have a ten ton headit's a grotesque that smothersyet by this thing i'm ledit's got me into troublemore times than i can countit's heaped piling stones of rubbleand been a ride i can't dismo
A New Star Is Born
In the throes of indescribably pain, I had a vision. As the agony grew , beads of sweat trickled Down my creased brow. I closed my eyes , In meditation so I could rise above the feelings of reality. As the penalty was fading , there before me was ... A beautiful eye of blue cobalt, In the orb of black, The swirling darkness , was like the feeling of a new birth, In the womb of an imperfect woman , A new name , a new Beginning , As I rose above the pain , reborn in another time. I must bare this gracefully because the future will be pain-free.   4Like ·  · Unfollow Post · Promote · Share
Phoenix Rising
"Music's the only thing that makes sense anymore. Play it loud enough, it keeps the demons at bay..."~ JoJo/Across The Universe~ It's hilarious how sometimes you're just minding your own business, maybe playing an online game or two, when: WHAM! Something occurs to you that SHOULD have been obvious. I mean, it's literally a "d'oh!!!!" moment. Ok, I figured out a long time ago, that revelations rarely come when you're LOOKING for them, and even if they do, then  the "epiphany" isn't at all how, or what, you expected. This is a matter of course for my 19 lyfe... so I've gotten to a point where I just really sit back and let my "discoveries" flow naturally. Well... yes, I (the loser @ this online game that I was playing) was really letting my mind take a chill day. I've quite recently and presently been through a whole SLEW of emotions that required me to admit to various truths (even if only to myself) and alter my behaviors and feelings toward certain things, so, absolutely, I was just
Fester
Damn my rebel heart keeps beating But yet my soul lies here bleeding My destiny broken My fate unknown Left to die with my eyes open Seeing your face every time I wake Living my future in the past Living backwards so your memory will last Your voice alive within my mind Remembering you, time after time And every night I spend hours kneeling Hoping my hell isn't real Praying for you to smile at me Come to me, call to me In vain So e
Kyle - My Brother
Well as of yesterday Kyle is back in the ICU, to add to his injuries he now has pneumonia, sepsis, his brain swelling is increasing, and renal production is slowing down.  They aren't giving us much hope at this point. He's not responding to stimuli at all now. I'm just asking for prayers, this has consumed my mom, I had to take her to the doctors today and have her medicated, I honestly don't know how much more I can take before I crack. But thank you to the few that have been checking on me, you have no idea how much it's appreciated. Well I came back to PA today after spending another week in Columbus with my family. As of when I left this morning, Kyle is completely off the sedative drip and is on Methadone and Valium that they are injecting straight into his feeding tube (stomach absorbs more than IV) he opened his eyes a few times but there is no recognition or anything really, it's like the old saying, the lights are on but no one is home, at least for now... They were able to g
Pink's Comics
  La inauguración de la fiesta, como todos los años lo hacia el bisabuelo, pero, él no estaba y en su honor lo hizo su hija Sara, mi abuela, quien vestida elegantemente para la ocasión, subió al estrado. Dirigió unas palabras a los visitantes y procedió a bajar las escaleras para cortar la cinta, estaba en eso cuando tropezó, ya estaba por tocar el suelo cuando, unas manos fuertes la alcanzaron de la cintura y la alzaron por los aires posándola en el suelo media desmayada, aquellas manos pertenecían al hombre misterioso quien sabríamos más tarde se llamaba Carlos Mendez.  By PINK   Reconocer las tardes, se me hace difícil.Cuan monótonas se me pasan las horas, mirando el reloj. Que cansados están mis ojos, de mirar la nada pasar. Que incierto me parecen los días, cuando amenaza llover. No recuerdo cuando fue la última vez que conversé con el hombre sabio. Una de esas charlas que te hacían estremecer. Se recostó a los pies de su pasado. Se durmió a la sombra de su
My Big "o" Moments
 I am so horny at the moment, if some good looking guy were to knock on my door right now...... well lets just say I think he would get a unexpected welcome, lol.Yes I can just see it all now, the thought is making my pussy ache. Closing my eyes, I can see he is tall, probably about 5'8 short brown wavy hair, greeny blue eyes. He is of slim build but solid, all muscle. He is wearing jeans, they highlight his "package" very nicely indeed. He is wearing a tshirt, mmmmmm I can see he has a six pack under that thin material. He has runners on his feet and a cute smile on his face. I figure he is about 35 years old or so.He says he is going round the neighbourhood seeking odd jobs and asks if I have anything he could do for me. I lean up against the doorframe and eye him up and down, a slight grin evident on my face. Oh yeah there is something he could do for me, in fact lots of things I would love him to do for me.I tell him that I do have a few things for him but not sure how much he woul
Life's Ramblings
facing the mirror, i stand searching but all i see is a stranger staring back at me... who is that monster hovering there where my reflection should be?   silence stifles the air like a cloud of pollution but my mind isn't silent, inside my head a war rages sitting home alone is hell for me, i got to find a solution instead of reading this book, i catch myself just flipping pages why can't i just enjoy the quiet night instead of hearing the voices in my head fight my stomach churns my heart burns i'm sick of being home alone she hardly felt the blade slice through the scar tissue, down it's old familiar path this new ritual now performed each time she takes a bath the water is steaming hot and her pale white flesh turns red red as the blood flowing like lava down her leg staring at the silver blade now stained with her blood she tries to remember why this all began and stops herself short... her mind is too far gone to make sense of it... so many emotions and memo
Very Dirty!!
http://www.pornhub.com/view_video.php?viewkey=243003844 http://www.pornhub.com/view_video.php?viewkey=226457577 A woman walked into the kitchen to find her husband stalking around with a fly swatter "What are you doing?" She asked. "Hunting Flies", He responded. "Oh.! Killing any?" She asked. "Yep, 3 males, 2 Females," he replied. Intrigued, she asked. "How can you tell them apart?" He responded, "3 were on a beer can, 2 were on the phone."
Martin's Status
To my friends and family I want to apologize.  I made a decision to leave fubar.  That decision was based on the actions of one person, who I thought was a close friend.  I thought that person's actions were petty, and frankling baffling.  It just left a very bad taste in my mouth, as I really trusted that person.  But I now consider that in the past. I have received many requests from friends, telling me I should reconsider and stay on fubar.  After much thought, I have decided to stay. The reasons are that I have such beautiful friends and family, who I have grown to love. Let me assure everyone that this was not a ploy to gain attention.  In fact it was quite the opposite.   So I am back on fubar, but without a VIP.  So without a VIP, I sometimes will not have 11s to rate people.  I will soon be posing a question directed at friends.  Would you rather be rated a 10, or not rated, when I have no 11s to use? Thank you and much love to my family and friends.  Martin       I have
Who Is Nj_nice_guy
First off let me start by asking that you please DO NOT leave any comment on this blog...ALL comments will be deleted the second they are posted on here... THANKSSo I have been on this site since 2006 and have gotten to know some great people and along the way I have made some wonderful friends who I will forever keep in my heart... Let me make this clear now... I AM NOT going to leave fubar...I am writing this blog because some people have asked me who "NJ_Nice_Guy" really is... who is the guy behind the name... See I have never been one to really speak much about myself... I just tell the basics and call it a day...So this will be a little FYI on NJ_Nice_Guy...YES it might be a little long...So if you dont want to read all this then move on now...A Little Background!My parents came to the states from Portugal back in 1975 looking for a better place to start a family... They started working double shifts and saving all they could to get ahead in life... Sept. of '75 they had my sister
New Auctions
I have decided to hold another Auction. I couldn't decide weather I wanted a winter auction or a Valentines Day auction so I created a mumm. THe votes were surprisingly in favor of a Valentines Day theme hense the red script. so this is how it is going to work. All entries must be in to me no later than Feb 5th the Auction will run from the 5th to the 14th. All contestants have the right to refuse any bid. Please do not ask to be pulled from the auction before it is over. All bidding will start at 10 million fubucks, sorry no exceptions. I realize some of you are above fubucks bidding but guess what? I don't care. If you are really better than a fubuck bid then no one will bid less than 165 credit bling pack on you and you won't have to worry if someone only bids 10 mil. I will not start anyone out at a higher rate than the rest. it is unfair and demeaning to the less popular people on fubar. So lets get this thing started.  Fee = 2 credits (if unable to come up with 2 credits and st
C U L8r Lyndsey.. Rip
Diabolical ..fenominal.. extremely comical..    the list goes on and on, put simply wonderful.. This earth.. is the only place u really left...   cuz in our hearts.. is where you'll always rest     and the tattoo on your chest.. describes you best.. Angel then, angel now, always and forever more..     none the less, it wasnt time for u to walk thru heavens door... I've never been broken never hurt like this..   never hurt so damn bad id like to slit my wrists.. No pride, no strive or pasion to go on..   but now ur a real angel, singin heavens eternal song.. So sing loud, sing proud, so i can hear ur voice..   its not fair..u were taken from us with no choice.. They say it heals, it gets better, as time goes by..   i still cry.. ill fuckin love you til the day i die... But we will meet again, to you, this i promise..   ull never be forgotten, you hold my heart hostage.. I've loved and been loved; or so id like to think..   ive cried so damn much, it fuckin hurts to bli
Hot & Sexy - Xxx
The moment he dropped his pants and revealed his true identity, I was on fire. That night, I sucked and licked his cock from top to bottom. I began by gently stroking the area just behind his nuts with my tongue while my hand slowly massaged his cock. Mmm I can’t tell you enough just how delicious that was! He stands looking down at me with his hands pressed against the back of my head as he slides in and out of my mouth, his muscles flexing to my every movement, and telling me how good it feels. With each stroke of my mouth, tongue and hands, you could hear the squishy sounds of my saliva as my mouth worked his cock. God, I was so aroused, I wanted to take him to heights he’d never gone before, I wanted to suck him bone dry! I ravished his entire cock with my tongue, slowly licking and wetting every inch with my tongue and hand. I wanted to worship it in every sense. He moaned with pleasure as he grabbed fistfuls of my hair and tried to shove even more of hims
One Day At A Time
I didn't think I would ever have this happen to me...... I just got done talking to my first ever boyfriend. He says that he still loves me. I kinda was with him when I was rather young. I didn't even think that he would remember me. My mom and dad seperated and my dad married his mom. I have thought about him over some odd 30 years as he has thought about me. Stranger things have happened but not to me. We are looking for the same kind of relationship. Distance seperates us, as usually it does. I already really love someone on Fubar. As I'm sure everyone knows, the difference between online and off is sometimes difficult but it needs to be drawn.  Some downers say you can't fall in love with someone online and they are wrong. I may not ever get to meet either of them but I might get to meet one. I am not asking for help of any kind. I am just letting it be known how things for me are going. I believe that love lasts forever and the newer the love the better it is. You go through ma
My Voice Blogs
Rants & Raves
Hello everyone, today is an ok day. Not the best but ok.  Anywho, Special ability bling... It is there to be purchased and used correct? YES! Including the Pimp and Shield. If you do not like getting pimp slapped people and having to purchase a shield then i believe people need to start complaining about it. And go Ask for those to be removed. Just saying.... I do not want to offend anyone, just wanting to let people know you do have a voice, and if you do not use it well then it will never be heard.  Hope everyone has a good day :)    OK....  So today I go to my BFF's page and see something wrote there. Made me upset. She was told she was number one in someones book because some one else told him she was worth being number one. WELL SHE HAS BEEN #1 IN MY BOOK FOR A LONG TIME AND I DID NOT NEED SOMEONE ELSE TO TELL ME THAT!!!!! Some people are fake, fake, fake! Lol ok so for that little rant i feel better.  My Bff is a great person, she is kind, caring, loving, outgoing,
Swim_stud
Sorry to everyone for not being around.... I am working through some personal stuff that some of you know about.... Anyway I hope to be back on soon (week or two).... I miss all of you so much.... I have been interviened by family and friends.... I guess I am off to a drinking rehab center to try to get things right.... Not sure where I will be or what I will be like on the other side..... If you still want to keep in touch I can be found at swim_stud23@yahoo.... Scott
I Need Some Company
I am going ou of my mind. I need to get out and have some Fun. When I was in hte Army I would go out with guys from my unit and we would have a good time and on occasion someone would get luck and find a girl to take home. Anyway, now I am out and in a place far from where I grew up. I don't have any friends to hang with because now I am a Father of 3 young boys and work full time in an office all by myself. So if any of you Houston area ladies would like to find a good friend here I am waiting. Don't worry not looking for SEX....yet! I just get along better with the opposite sex. If you are a Dallas Fan that would be a plus. I want to see young Romo beat up that old Man Favre! lol. Any way let me know.
Dogs.
For a while there I was on foot.Fresh out of jail,long hair swaying out from under this constant do-rag I wear (I even sleep in this mutherfucker ok?) Anyway,Im strutting up to the store about a mile down this highway from my house-After awhile i noticed people giving me these turn around looks like they looking for something in my face.Ok so,im blind right? Adjust with my glasses and soon enough, I hear this pickup slow down and Im watchin-and out the back window this young guy is all staring hopefully and his face goes from hopefull to horror to looking like he is going to puke his guts out. Suddenly it hits me-Baggy jeans swaying long red hair-Guys think im a chick from behind but when they get a load of this face they cant help but puke.I get lotsa satisfaction from this and it might help if just one-ONE would stop and offer to ethier shake my hand or start a fistfight rather than run off,beacuse these are the same pukes I had to beat off of my little sister in Highschool.Sadly th
Obadiah
Sola Fide Sola Gratia Solus Christus Sola Scriptura Soli Deo Gloria They are about salvation. Salvation through Jesus Christ, the only begotten Son of God. By Faith Alone By Grace Alone By Christ Alone By Scripture Alone To God Alone be the Glory Ephesians 2:8f "For by grace are ye saved through faith; and that not of yourselves: it is the gift of God: Not of works, lest any man should boast." Disclaimer: I claim nothing as original thought. I will try to provide references when I use them.
My Life, Such As It Is
Happy New year my fubar family and friends! I hope all of you had a wonderful holiday and personally I am glad it is over for another 12 months! I have kept my New Year's resolution, so far and have not smoked a cigarette in 24 days I am so proud! I am also proud of my daughter who is doing very well in school academically and in orchestra and color guard. I could be happier in my personal (love) life, I am still waiting on my husband to get a job, yeah hes been here since August and still doesnt have a job which really really SUCKS! I am getting a little tired of supporting someone who is entirely capable of supporting themselves. I am still missing being in the south and all my family and friends down there, especially my aunt and all my favorite hang outs. This place is so small and boring I feel like I am losing my mind! There is absolutely NOTHING to do in this little bitty one horse town :( I guess I cannot complain too much, I could still be stuck in that miserable box (motel
Stuffz
Without a word, he walked forward on the main road, the small town a stone's throws away now. The gate was swung wide open, allowing all in, under the the careful scrutiny of the town guards, all of whom fixed him with a wary gaze, two stepping forth to block his path, their halberds crossing. For a moment, niether spoke, taking him in nervously. He wore the black clothing of the long extinguished inquistors, the witch hunters of old, the lower half of his face hidden behind the high buckled collar. He dipped his wide brimmed hat respectfully to the two guardsmen, a gesture that put both guards ill at ease, epsecially when they spared a glance to the hilt of the khopesh strapped across his back. "What business have you here?" one of the guards asked through his plate helm, his voice gruff, trying to put on the appearance of not being the least intimidated by the stranger. A wry smile crossed his lips, though it was hidden by the collar of his coat, "I'm here on the request of your b
A Soldiers Life
I fight so you don’t have to. I struggle so you can be free, You live so my work has meaning, And I die so that you all don’t have to. I am a Soldier, I am a friend, I am a leader, and I am your child. My day never ends, my night never begins. I say a silent goodnight to all those I love, and I shut my eyes hoping to sleep through the night. When calm comes, you can’t help but feel uneasy, knowing it is likely to end soon. The second you let down your guard, could be the second you watch someone die. 15 months of hell, a lifetime for some, a tour for us. The end doesn’t mean we are free, it just means another just like me must take my place. War doesn’t stop, it just pauses and some idiot hits resume. I don’t blame anyone, I can’t blame anyone. I ‘m not here fighting for some rightous cause, I’m fighting because it’s what I’m told to do. I fight because I love my country, I fight because I love each of you. I don’t know you, I might not even like you, but I’m going to be here
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Rating Pics On Fubar
To love is not a weakness,It is a gift given to those lucky enough to receive it. Self preservations of ones feelings,should never overshadow.The light that love radiates. Wisdom of knowing what is true and what is not,is not always as clear as it would seem. Still for all the time spent there,it just makes ones heart grow all that much more
A Soldier!
For those who are unaware, at military theaters, the National Anthem is played before every movie. The following was written by a Chaplain in Iraq: "I recently attended a showing of 'Superman 3' here at LSA Anaconda. We have a large auditorium we use for movies, as well as memorial services and other large gatherings. As is the custom back in the States, we stood and snapped to attention when the National Anthem began before the main feature. All was going as planned until about three-quarters of the way through The National Anthem the music stopped. Now, what would happen if this occurred with a thousand eighteen-to-22-year-olds back in the States? I imagine there would be hoots, catcalls, laughter, a few rude comments; and everyone would sit down and call for a movie. Of course, that is, if they had stood for the National Anthem in the first place. Here, the 1,000 Soldiers continued to stand at attention, eyes fixed forward. The music started again. The Soldiers continued to quietly
Rsvp
I hit Blockbuster tonite to pick up T2 and Monty Python and the Holy Grail, and find out at checkout, now all movies are $5 for 5 nights.     I'm completely baffled.     #1)  I dont need either of these movies for 5 night.     #2)  That's only a few bucks less than the full cinema experience for first release movies.     #3)  Both these movies made their monies last century.   #4)  I forget what 4 was for. (or was that 8?)   #5)  They still don't have pr0n.   #6)  Have they never heard of Netflix and OnDemand?#6 addendum: or stealing on the internet.    
Have You Ever Noticed?
I have been cursed! Due to many things that happened when I was very young, I love women. Get your minds out of the gutter for a moment. I mean I love women, there is just something about a woman that is so beautiful, please get your mind out of the gutter,lol. Anyway the thing is that I have been cursed, not that I cannot get women to want to be around me, this has never been a problem. I am not a pretty guy, but I have had some of the most beautiful women on earth surrounding me. The problem is that I am the guy they want as a friend, somebody they can trust to give them good advice and to be honest with them. It seems that once you are cast in that role, they can not see that it would make you an ideal lover so it will never cross their mind that you want them. To complicate things more, if you mention it they look at you funny and think that you are kidding. It is like being in a candy store with a sweet tooth and diabetes. I am know it sounds like I am complaining and to a point I
Just Me
ok i hate talking about myself but here i go. i was raised by my mom without much help from my dad. he had another family to worry about. i was raised around the gay community since i was 3. i have watched people die of AIDS since before it was called AIDS. i had no friends untill high school. before that i lived in a nice neighborhood and was the only poor fat and smart kid. kids can be very cruel. i suffer from cronic depression that i deal with without medication. i tried to kill myself 4 times before i was 20. i spent most of my youth trying to act like everybody wanted me to. i tried to be a happy-go-lucky kid but i was not bieng true to myself. i started to open up a bit in high school when i met my bff. i have been through abusive relationships because i didnt feel like anyone else would ever say they loved me. i spent 5 years with a man who ignored me except when he wanted sex. but at least he gave me my daughter. she is what keeps me sane in this crazy world. now
Stories
Waves of pleasurewash over us.You grind your wet pussy against my mouth.I lap up your juices, as you grab at your tits,pinching and pulling on your hard, erect nipples.You pull me up to youand we kiss,You love the taste of your pussyon my mouth.You spread your legs widerbeneath me.My cock rests against your throbbing wetness.You move your hips, rubbing my cock in your slit.your hand around my cock,guiding into your pussy.Slowly sliding it in,you raise up against me.Pussy muscles grabbing my cock,seemingly pulling my hardness inside.My cock makes wet sucking noises,as I thrust harder.Our bodies slap together, as you grind your clit against me.You reach down and push my balls into your wetness.I take your nipple into my mouth,pulling on it with my lips.My hips are jerking and my cum floods you.Your pussy convulses around my cock,milking it.I collapse on top of you, burying my face in your tits.My cock soaking in your pussysqueezing and releasing. Her  bottom bucked and writhedAs I slid m
Katscratchfever!
      Katscratchfever!!! Go love her hard!!!
Thursday's Top Ten Reasons.....
I love Top Ten Lists...and i thot i would take a stab at writing one..just for the fun of it... ok..here goes..if u like it..tell me..if u don't..then...well...keep it to urself.... Lemme see...Thursdays Top Ten Reasons ...Why You Know its Almost Thanksgiving.... 10. You know it is almost Thanksgiving if you go to the grocery store and there aren't any more Brussel Sprouts in the veggie section.... 9. You know it is almost Thanksgiving if you go to the mall and they have Christmas decorations covered in sheets..... 8. You know it is almost Thanksgiving if the only turkeys in Washington have feathers..... 7. You know it is almost Thanksgiving if reruns of Martha Stewart getting stuffed...i mean stuffing a turkey are on daily.... 6. You know it is almost Thanksgiving if you live in Buffalo NY and there is already 5 feet of snow on the ground... 5. You know it is almost Thanksgiving if you call a 1- 888 number and you are told the best way to baste your bird...
Adopt A Playmate/pimp
ADOPT A PU$$YCAT Are you looking for a new pet??? Well...look no farther…we have some wonderful, loyal, & down right sexy pets for you to own!!! This is a special opportunity to own someone in our family. So please take the time to see what each playmate & pimp has to offer…then place your bid. Check back often to make sure you still have the winning bid…you don’t want to be empty handed do you??? Bidding starts at midnight Saturday Nov. 22nd & ends Saturday Dec. 6th
My Private Auction
  DJ Devil Kitty Is up for auction! Auction Ends April 11th, 2009 @ 10pm EST! BE THERE!!!!!!!!!! Click the Pic Below to bid on Devil Kitty!!!!! Pwease!!! DJ Sexy Kitty Is up for auction! Auction Ends February 17th, 2009 @ 9pm EST! BE THERE!!!!!!!!!! Click the Pic Below to bid on Sexy Kitty!!!!! Pwease!!! Sexy Kitty is Up for Auction!!!!! This is a Private Auction. Ends December 1st at 12pm Eastern Time! Good Luck!!!!!! Click the kitty Below to Bid on Sexy Kitty!!!!! Pwease....
Ramblings
One day, a scorpion looked around at the mountain where he lived and decided that he wanted a change. So he set out on a journey through the forests and hills. He climbed over rocks and under vines and kept going until he reached a river. The river was wide and swift, and the scorpion stopped to reconsider the situation. He couldn't see any way across. So he ran upriver and then checked downriver, all the while thinking that he might have to turn back. Suddenly, he saw a frog sitting in the rushes by the bank of the stream on the other side of the river. He decided to ask the frog for help getting across the stream. "Hellooo Mr. Frog!" called the scorpion across the water, "Would you be so kind as to give me a ride on your back across the river?" "Well now, Mr. Scorpion! How do I know that if I try to help you, you wont try to kill me?" asked the frog hesitantly. "Because," the scorpion replied, "If I try to kill you, then I would die too, for you see I cannot swim!"
Fuckin Insanity
WTF is wrong with me? starting a fire in the smoker at 4 am in the pouring rain???????? no choice, couldn`t do bird in oven as it was already soaked in brine i`m a gonna get fucked up today i do believe happy thanksgiving my friends, and you too fiesty one
Hot Stuff
If We Had Sex....GAME. don't be scared. you never know who really wants to do you! (Reply so only I see it and Repost so others can fill it out). 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you whisper in my ear? 3. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 4. Would you say my name? 5. Would you go down on me? 6. Would you let me give you a hickie? 7. How many rounds would we go? 8. What would you wanna do afterwards? 9. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 10. Would you lick and bite me all over? 11. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 12. Would you want me to take my time? 13. Would you want me to go fast or slow? 14. Where would you wanna "do it"? 15. Would you be loud or quiet? 16. Would you mind if i liked you? 17. Would you do it today? 18. Would you do it tomorrow? 19. Would you call me in the morning? 20. Are you going to re-post these so I can
Sts-126 Endeavour Launch
Space Shuttle Endeavour (OV-105) launched at 7:55 PM EST on November 14th, 2008 destined for the International Space Station Blog By Kaos™
In An Auction
(repost of original by '♫ ÐJ ËÐGË ♫' on '2008-12-02 22:51:33') (repost of original by '**YeP Im HeR** -+R/L G/F & Fu WiFeY+- 2 *TJ*-+DiVinE^DeSigN+-' on '2008-12-02 23:01:23')
Family
Ok so I'm going through the tabs at the top and I see the "proposals" tab so I click on it and I see the "pay for fumarriage" so I click on it and I see this.... I mean WTF?! FuMarriage has been around since I've been here and to pay $100 USD JUST to have your other halfs name on your profile is ludacris but the I mean why real money when you could use FuBux I mean what happens if you end up hating the person your FuMarried to then what you have to pay another $100 USD for a FuDivorce?!?!?! I mean to spend $100 USD just to have someones face on their page I mean come on.... If you agree then repost if not the don't
My Grandfather
Bobby K. Edwards December 3, 2008 ASHLAND - Retired Command Sergeant Major, Bobby K. Edwards, 79, died Monday, December 1, 2008 at his home in Ashland Ohio. Born May 31, 1929 in Wise County, Pound, VA. Bobby was a dedicated soldier, husband to his wife of 57 years, Patsy Jewel Linville, father, grandfather, great-grandfather. He enlisted into the United States Army in June 1945 in Roanoke, Virginia. He was a veteran of World War II, Korean War, and the Vietnam War. His tour of duties included Japan, two tours in Korea, Germany, Addis Ababa, Ethiopia, and Vietnam. He was highly decorated, being awarded the Bronze Star w/Oak Leaf Cluster, Army Commendation Medal w/Oak Leaf Cluster, Meritorious Service w/Oak Leaf Cluster, Good Conduct Metal (8th award), WWII Victory Medal, Army of Occupation Medal Japan, National Defense Service Medal w/Oak Leaf Cluster, Korean Service Medal, Armed Forces Expeditionary Medal, Vietnam Service Medal 7 Battle Stars, Republic of Vietnam Gal
Twas
Miss Beatrice, The church organist, Was in her eighties And had never been married. She was admired for her sweetness And kindness to all. One afternoon the pastor Came to call on her and she showed him into her quaint sitting room. She invited him to have a seat while she prepared tea. As he sat facing her old Hammond organ, The young minister Noticed a cute glass bowl Sitting on top of it. The bowl was filled With water, And in the water Floated, of all things, a condom! When she returned With tea and scones, They began to chat. The pastor tried to stifle his curiosity About the bowl of water and its strange floater, but soon it got the better of him and he could no longer resist. 'Miss Beatrice', he said, 'I wonder if you would tell me about this?' Pointing to the bowl. 'Oh, yes,' she replied, 'Isn't it wonderful? I was walking through The Park a few months ago And I found this little package On the ground. The directions said To place it on the organ, Keep it wet an
Dream Lover
DREAM LOVER I feel u in my sleep at night...i hear your words so true, sleep my love for i am here with you... my heart misses the sound of your voice my body aches to be with you to finally hear u whisper upon my skin those words that have long been said too much time has passed since we last felt that pain i beg for you my beloved one, my protector, my everything , take me again and make me yours for nothing remains the same longing to stare into those eyes, feel the point dig in, craving to feel that pain again flooded with shear extasy waking with such a startle again heart pounding in my throat again realizing... you were but a dream LAC 02
Ana Behibek
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Rantnravings Of A Man Gone Mad
a stretching yawning bumbling fool   up with the morning sunhe struggles to focus and gather whats needed   for his day has just begunenough time to finish off a hot meal   and wipe away eye droolhe grabs his bag double checks his books   then this lad is off to schoolhe did ok in science and math   history was some what of a mysteryyet he some how managed a c+   in that the one true source of him miserythe English language, the nouns pronouns proverbs   it all made him sickthe teacher just looked at him her only advice   maybe you should just quitbefore disappointment before even trying   and he almost listened that moment of denyingdieinginside for if she was right   that would mean the end of his dreamshe consoled him by adding your quite good in math   but that hurt even more it would seem   years past no more class for our lad his math skills pay bills hes nearly reached the age of 30he often thinks of the low class t
Understanding Chakra Meditation And Healing
another throat shakra video here is a video to help one meditate on the root chakra here is a video to help with the Third eye chakra meditation
Holding You
I see myself holding you close to me, Squeezing your body tight. But for all I see as I daydream- I know I'll get tenfold tonight. Running my palms across your breast, As you tremble and bite your lip. Feeling your hands upon my chest, The softness of each fingertip. Tasting your neck so sweet, so soft, And slowly lowering my kiss. Over pert nipples, across your navel, And finally into pure bliss. Looking upon your face from below- As you tilt back your head. Feeling your fountains begin to flow- As you ease back on the bed. Your "innocent little devil" look- Crying insatiably with the sensation. Lip to lip lapping up every drip- From the well of your creation. The way you pull me up by the hair- To the heat of your mouth, on fire. No other thoughts, no other cares, Just the quenching of mad desire. Riding the tide of passion, Pushing my love into you. On the waves of your emotion- In slow motion, so sweet and true. Pulse pounding in resounding
Testing
He's Cocky, He is the one the only the Great Dj Bubba. Rockin out with all the greatest tunes on Terror Brothers radio! Come join in on the fun and see what your missing out on!!! Come Rock out With The Newest Dj in the TBR Family Dj Steve!!! Beware his Squirrly Wrath and Dont mind the Foaming mouth! Just rock out with the Greatest in Rock and Metal on all of Fubar!!
Just One Rate Needed Plz
Ok Its Not That Often I Ask For Any Help But I Have Entered A Contest For Rates Only So Please Could You Spare Minute And Give Me One Rate Please Just Click The Picture Below While Your There Please Rate Fan & Add Host This Bullentin Was Bought To You By TRÄÇ¥ {§håÐðw Lêvêlêr} þRÖMÖ†ÈR @ †MR {£µ/wï£ê †ð Ðj ßðµñ¢ê ÖWñÈРߥ GÄHÈLLRÄ̧ÈR@ fubar
Hit Her With Your Best Shot!!!
FUBAR’S DREAM….IN MY DREAMS…OR YOURS? AUTO 11’S ARE ON!!! HIT HER WITH YOUR BEST SHOT!! AUTO 11’S ON!!! HELP HER TO PROPHET…SHOW HER MAD LOVIN!! ALL IS RETURNED!! IF SHE ISN’T ONE OF YOUR FRIENDS…SHE SHOULD BE!! IF SHE IS…YOU ALREADY KNOW YOU SHOULD BE LOVIN UP ON HER!! CLICK BELOW AND HIT HER WITH YOU’RE YOUR BEST SHOT!!! In my dreams...or yours? ~*~Shadow Leveler~*~Fu Angel~*~Fu Bad Girl~*~The Pegasus Project~*~@ fubar Bulletin Made By: Jaded One ▲►Ĵådəd Ôņə◄▼ Owned by 7up aka Lil One@ fubar
Random
The darkness comes and holds me close, so close I cannot breathe I feel myself slipping, fighting to keep a hold on what, I don't know But in the dark is where I live It holds me down, I feel safe, But I feel my heart racing, aching, longing for the light Each time it seems so close, its stolen from right out of my hands by some undeserving fuck Am I doomed to be alone and cold Why can't I go away All I want is to go away You're in as much pain as I am. I see the hurt in your eyes and wonder if I have the same look. I don't want to like you, I didn't want to care about you, but we can't control our hearts and who it desires. We can only try to control how we act and react to what we feel. How do you feel about me? Do you feel the same connection I do? Do you get excited at the thought of seeing me like I do for you? Do I make you nervous? I don't know how to interpret the look in your eyes when you stare so deep into mine. I believe the eyes are the windows to the soul and I se
In Auction
http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=692584&albumid=1419924&i=1729482637#1729482637
The Strip Club
TO ALL MY FUBAR FAMILY AND FRIENDS.FIRST I'D LIKE TO THANK YOU ALL FOR ALL YOUR PRAYERS AND SUPPORT. TO UPDATE SOME OF YA'LL.ON FRIDAY 1/09/2009 HE WAS WALKING HOME FROM THE BUS STOP WHICH HE HAS DONE ATLEAST 100 TIMES.ITS A BUSY INTERSECTION HE NO'S BETTER THAN TO CROSS AT A GREEN LITE.ANYWAYS AS HE CROSSED HE GOT HIT BY A NISSAN EXTERRA THROWN 50 FT AND SUMMERSULTED 2 TIMES BEFORE HE LANDED.HE BROKE THE RIGHT LEG,HAD A ATERIAL BLEED IN HIS HEART AND SMALL BRAIN BLEED.AS OF NOW HE IS STABLE.THE HEART HAS BEEN FIXED.HE GOES IN TOMORROW TO FIX THE BREAK IN HIS LEG.THE BRAIN BLEED IS FINE FOR NOW. THEY ARE HOPING TO REMOVE THE BREATHING TUBE TOMORROW AS WELL BUT NOT UNTIL HE CAN BREATH ON HIS OWN.AGAIN THX UPDATE.HE IS IN SURGERY GETTING A ROD PUT IN FROM HIS ANKLE TO HIS KNEE.HE IS STABLE AND FAIR CONDITION. THANK YOU ALL FOR YOUR SYMPATHY CARDS. UPDATE;4;13PM SHAWN IS DOING WELL.THEY REMOVED THE CHEST TUBES AND ARE WORKING ON REMOVING THE BREATHING TUBE. UPDATE
Good For The Moment
One word at a time to describe what it is I feel. One second at a time to realize this is not real. One feeling remains to be true through and through. I am me and there is nothing I can do for you. To the world it is I, that I, can afford. My friendship truly is your only reward. Looking to me to attempt to purchase your love? You would have better luck seeking gold from above.
Nothing
I am nothing to the world but every thing to me. Some pray for riches I pray only to be free. Free from my pain and more so my past. To realize I will some day be more then last. Being able to achieve a place rather then outcast. From the out side I am looking in. Waiting for my chance to begin. Able to be the man I truly am. Rather then labeled as junk mail or marked as spam.
Life Is A Theater ...
Life is a theater - invite your audience carefully. Not everyone is spiritually healthy and mature enough to have a front row seat in our lives. There are some people in your life that need to be loved from a distance. It's amazing what you can accomplish when you LET GO, or at least minimize your time with draining, negative, incompatible, not-going-anywhere relationships/friendships/fellowships! Observe the relationships around you. Pay attention to: Which ones lift and which ones lean? Which ones encourage and which ones discourage? Which ones are on a path of growth uphill and which ones are going downhill? When you leave certain people, do you feel better or feel worse? Which ones always have DRAMA or don't really understand, know and appreciate you and the gift that lies within you? When you seek growth, peace of mind, love and truth, the easier it will become for you to decide who gets to sit in the FRONT ROW and who should be
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Men & Women
Loving A Sailor
Loving a sailor is not always gay And loving a sailor is a high price to pay It's mostly loving with nothing to hold It's being young, yet feeling old It's having him whispering his love to you It's whispering back to you love him too Then comes a kiss, a promise of love Reluctanly, painfully, letting him go While you're dying inside from wanting him so Watching him leave, with eyes full of tears Standing alone with hopes, dreams, and fears It's sending a letter with the stamp upside down To a far away lover, in a far away town It's going to a church to kneel and pray And really meaning the things you say And though you know that he's far away And just keep on loving him more each day Being in love will merit your dreams And thoughts of heaven where love's light gleams Days go by and no mail for a spell You wait for some word to hear that he's well The letter arrives and you're filled with joy You're like a small child with a shining new toy With fing
The Military Spouse
The Military Wife author unknown The good Lord was creating a model for military wives and was into his sixth day of overtime when an angel appeared. She said, "Lord, you seem to be having a lot of trouble with this one. What's the matter with the standard model?" The Lord replied, "Have you seen the specs on this order? She has to be completely independent, posses the qualities of both father and mother, be a perfect hostess to four or forty with an hour's notice, run on black coffee, handle every emergency imaginable without a manual, be able to carry on cheerfully, ever if she's pregnant and has the flu, and she must be willing to move 10 times in 17 years. And oh, yes, she must have six pairs of hands." The angel shook her head. "Six pairs of hands? No way!" The Lord continued, "Don't worry, we shall make other military wives to help her. And we will give her an unusually strong heart so it can swell with pride in her husband's achievements, sustain the pain of
Inspirational
Boyfriend Application!
Hey guys (gals are welcome too)  Just for fun, fill this out and send it to my inbox!!! Are YOU what I need? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Name: Age: Sign: Height: Location: Hair Color: Eye Color: Any Tats and/or Piercings (yes i wanna know about ALL of them): Hobbies: Favorite drink: Favorite food: Any big boy toys? (boat, quad, motorcycle ect.): Music of choice: What do you drive (in detail please! i love when guys talk about their cars!): ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Do you: (mark the box w/ [X]  [ ] Dance [ ] Play pool [ ] Wakeboard [ ] Snowboard [ ] Muddin [ ] Play sports (actively) [ ] Play chess [ ] Play poker [ ] Watch football? Whos ur team? ______________ [ ] Watch baseball or any other sports? Whos ur team/s? [ ] Read books (Maxim articles dont count even if they are great) ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Favorite Movie: Describe what out first date would be like: Craziest thing you've
Pimp Outs!!
Allow me to introduce to you all My latest Fu-Owner. Gypsy The beautiful, funny, sexy and most loyal fiend I have on here. So please go show her the love and respect she deserves.
Teleport Time
Little Clip I made!! MESSING AROUND IN AFTER EFFECTS My brother made a Turf and is in need of members, underboss,Lt's and soldiers . Now is ur chance to get paid position go and apply.   http://fubar.com/mafia/?t=5740   Hit link to get to  Turf!!!
It's Like A Blog And Stuff...
Ok, so I get the idea of the site and how it works. I get the concept that of why down rating is "uncool". What strikes me is the pics of who down rates. I noticed quite a few folks have screen shots of downraters. Why does it always seem the downraters are f*cking fugly as hell themselves. Even worse the groups of "supposedly" attractive folks bringing rating justice to the process. WTF!! Stupid people are so amusing it's almost worth letting them live. Welcome to my new blog stick around I might actually post something.. Yes, I do think you are stupid you don't have to tell me. No, you shouldn't be allowed to have a job if your that stupid. Yes, it is your fault. You did do something stupid and now I have to fix it. I didn't do this to you. I didn't pull a wand from my ass and give you a virus. Yes, you got the virus trying to get to sites your not supposed to be on anyways. No I can't see your password. But I can change it, connect remotely to your machin
Immature People
this person did not like a comment I left her. All I said was I have my doubts. She asked me in a sb what I was refering to, she then re rated me a 1 left several comments I had to delete and blocked me. Personaly, I hope she just goes away.....She is not worth anyones time. And please if your friends with her, just delete me now. Save us both the trouble of listening to her. I returned the favor. http://www.fubar.com/user/874286
About Me
Rambling Man
...it's not a good reason to take out my frustrations on the world right? I mean, if you were in a bad stretch of your life and every step you took only led to another dead end..wouldn't you be beside yourself too? I'm not the type that takes things laying down and I've always been a fighter and scrapper but lately, I've just not been myself. It seems like I'm so tightly strung that things I normally shrug off are busting my balls. I fight my own inner demons so hard and furiously sometimes that I lose sight of who is on my side. I guess today was one of those days I should have found a cave to hide in but I didn't and I made someone close to me feel bad. So, here is a song for her (she knows who she is) but is it enough to just say you're sorry? Dori sweety, you know I love you! Here is something that is sure to liven your Monday...me on cam doing stupid pet tricks...ENJOY! Growing up, I was subjected to the cruel and unusual punishment of having to watch HEE
I Drop To My Knees On The Inside
Sitting around listening to music... The thoughts of you run through my mind... The few strands of hair that fall, as you smile... I Drop To My Knees On The Inside. Driving 20 miles out of my way just to see you... That sparkle in your eye as our eyes meet. As your cheeks turn red when I say hello...I Drop To My Knees On The Inside. Wanting to show you so much love and affection. To scared to tell you, as I ask you to take a break... The shyness from both is to much to bare... I Drop To my knees on the inside. Gentles of a hug as we away... Stopping just after a few steps, hoping for that bye kiss... Realizing it's not going to happen... I DROP TO MY KNEES ON THE INSIDE
Answer To My Problems
I think I have discovered a solution to keep cubecampers away from my desk! This is a genious idea. It will illiminate those times when I go silent on Fu and those moments when I miss the good blogs of mumms! It might not get babes in my shoutbox {cue the sound of crickets here}, but it might cut down on my lumens exposure from the lights. What do you think????
Divorce Letter
Dear Connie, I know the counselor said we shouldn't contact each other during our "cooling off" period, but I couldn't wait anymore. The day you left, I swore I'd never talk to you again. But that was just the wounded little boy in me talking. Still, I never wanted to be the first one to make contact. In my fantasies, it was always you who would come crawling back to me. I guess my pride needed that. But now I see that my pride's cost me a lot of things. I'm tired of pretending I don't miss you. I don't care about looking bad anymore. I don't care who makes the first move as long as one of us does. Maybe it's time we let our hearts speak as loudly as our hurt. And this is what my heart says: "There's no one like you, Connie." I look for you in the eyes and breasts of every woman I see, but they're not you. They're not even close. Two weeks ago, I met this girl at Flamingos and brought her home with me. I don't say this to hurt you, but just to illustrate the depth of my desperati
Originally Posted On My Myspace Account In June 08'
Note: originally posted on my myspace page June of 2008 Allright, so the cath went ok. I did have one stent installed in a blocked artery and angioplasty to enlarge another that was too narrow for a stent. Only one real scary thing in the whole deal and that was in recovery when they have to put pressure when they pull out the applicator, which looks sort of like a big syringe. Well I had been laying still for about an hour and was starting to freak out a bit already. I can't stay still for that long on my back. So they gave me loratabs and a shot of morphine. He pulled back and said "uh oh, it's swelling". Not good. Well he put basically his entire frame on my incision and I came out of the bed even on the morphine. So another big shot of morphine and a xanax later and I was ok. Private room for the night with shit hanging all off me and nurse checks for BP and blood every couple hours. All in all it wasn't too bad. I just got the Account summary yesterday. forty f
Crazyness
As we no im NUTS and i need get ma head 2 geather . AS GOD sweeps tha random thoughts i HAVE i will grow .GOD PLACE your HANDS on MY head release my DEAMONS AMEN .
Ppl Take Fu Way Too Seriously Lol
~bring Me A Black Rose~
To many, a blackrose recieved meant unfavorable things, yet within the darker side of this cyber world, it meant more than was known. It was a sign of peace and respect. It was used tastefully and always a gift that served the sender well. For whatever reason, The Dark Rose was removed or replaced, which was very disturbing and sad to the ones whom used it as a peace keeping tool, not to mention the dark vlads within that used it to sway their maidens they fancy. I...'Twist'a Fate'... Do propose that the Dark Rose be brought Back to the the gift shop. The fangs are nice, but do not help us in a serious sense. With all respect, ~Lady Twist'a~
Perfect Woman, Perfect Attitude.....
1. I'll swallow it all, I love the taste. 2. Are you sure you've had enough to drink? 3. I'm bored. Let's shave my pussy! 4. Shouldn't you be down at the bar with your buddies? 5. That was a great fart! Do another one. 6. I've decided to stop wearing clothes around the house. 7. You're so sexy when you're hungover. 8. I'd rather watch football and drink beer with you than go shopping. 9. Let's subscribe to Hustler. 10. Would you like to watch me go down on my girlfriend? 11. Say, let's go down to the mall so you can check out women's asses. 12. I'll be out painting the house. 13. I love it when you play golf on Sundays. I just wish you had time to play on Saturday, too! 14. Honey, our new neighbor's daughter is sunbathing again. Come see! 15. I know it's a lot tighter back there, but would you please try again? 16. No, no....I'll take the car to have the oil changed. 17. Your mother is way better than mine. 18. Do me a favor. Forget the stupid Valentine's Day thing and
New Rating Speed On Fubar
Time's are a changing.... and I guess it's that "deal with it or....." deal going now. I learn to deal with things all the time. And fubar's new slow speed on rating pics is just another one of those that we all have to learn to deal with or .... whatever we choose. I do refuse to gripe about it. Sure, it has slowed us down...but it's that "stop and smell the roses" kinda thing for me. Too many days and hours...we rush, rush, rush. Now it's time to slow down a bit and enjoy this fubar-land. Slow or fast.... let's make the best of it. I'm sure they (fubar admin) does get fustrated with updating the servers to accommodate all the new features and "our" way of trying to get by with using EZ rate and fast rate pics. I personally love to go rate someone and "look" at their pictures. Especially the personal pics that they have taken the time to make and put on here. A lot of these fu-folks have some great talents and I truly enjoy looking at their new ideas they come up
..and We Complain
You stay up for 16 hours. He stays up for days on end. * You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes weeks without running water. * You complain of a 'headache' and call in sick. He gets shot at as other are hit,and keeps moving forward. * You talk trash about your buddies that aren't with you. He knows he may never see any of his ever again. * You complain about how hot it is. He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his forehead. * You get mad at the waiter for getting your order wrong. He doesn't get to eat today. * Your mad that your class got held 5 minutes over. He's told he will be held over an extra 2 months. * You roll your eyes when your baby cries. He gets a letter with pictures of his new baby, and wonders if they'll ever meet. *** If you dont forward this, you wont die, your mom wont die, nothing bad will happen to you, we will just see how conceited you really are. Just forward if you are supporting the troops!
Leveling
Just a small favor to ask...trying to help Immortal to level..only needs 146k. I try to drop into everyones pages and rate somewhat steady...would you return the favor? When you get time...if each person would rate just 10 pictures it would help alot.
Blogeriffic
To my friends who enjoy a glass of wine...and those who don't. As Ben Franklin said: In wine there is wisdom, in beer there is freedom, in water there is bacteria. In a number of carefully controlled trials, scientists have demonstratedthat if we drink 1 litre of water each day, at the end of the year we would have absorbed more than 1 kilo of Escherichia coli, (E. coli) - bacteria found in faeces. In other words, we are consuming 1 kilo of poop. However, we do NOT run that risk when drinking wine & beer (or tequila, rum, whiskey or other liquor) because alcohol has to go through a purification process of boiling, filtering and/or fermenting. Remember: Water = Poop, Wine = Health Therefore, it's better to drink wine and talk stupid, than to drink water and be full of shit. There is no need to thank me for this valuable information. I'm doing it as a public service! Have a wonderful day! Here's a good one from a female friend of mine. A good laugh to st
Just Know
I realized something today Something Ill never understand And the more I think about it The worse it makes me feel I need freedom agian Where has it gone Is it hidden in the face of my friend Or gone in the face of my enemy Not just my enemy But The enemy of all mankind Evil Despair And malice are my foes I need the freedom of knowing the happy ending exsists Need the freedom to know the world sees the love there is left to claim I live knowing I cannot understand Why the greatest souls experience such pain But I'll I know is I'll continue my journey I continue to make the world better Continue to show the world the happiness there is And I hope youll be there behind me To help me through this journey For all the rest of the time to come I just want to thank you For being there for me And so I say I love you Like family as I say I just want you to know You help more than youll ever know And I hope you continue to do so Just know i thank you For all you ha
Another Sleepless Night
Well it’s another sleepless night. I’m having another nightmare. They come when you least expect them and without warning. They can be triggered by anything. Mine start out with the smell of gasoline when I fuel up my truck. Or when i`m camping and have a campfire. Have you ever seen the effects of napalm on the landscape and any living thing that happens to be in its path? Napalm is basically gasoline in the form of a gel like substance so that it sticks to whatever it lands on. It puts anything in its path on fire instantly. My nightmares are filled with the smell and visions of those effects on the jungles of Vietnam and the people in them. Often times we would call in a strike from napalm because you cant see your enemy in the thick jungles and you would be taking heavy fire. The jungle would become a fast moving ball of fire. People on the fringe of the attack would run out in flames with napalm sticking to them burning out of control. We would be under orders to fire on
The Whoring Of Me!!!!!
My Feelings
Friends without Faces We sit and we type And we stare at our screens... We all have to wonder What this possibly means With our mouse we roam Through the rooms in a maze Looking for something or someone As we sit in a daze We chat with each other We type all our woes... Small groups we do form And gang up on our foes We wait for somebody To type out our name... We want recognition But it's always the same We give kisses and hugs And sometimes flirt... In IM's we chat deeply and Reveal why we hurt We do form friendships But why we don't know... But some of these friendships Will flourish and grow Why is it on screen We can be so bold Telling our secrets that Have never been told Why is it we share? The thoughts in our mind With those we can't see As though we were blind The answer is simple It is as clear as a bell We all have our problems And need someone to tell We can't tell real people, But tell someone we mus
Own Me If Ya Wanna :p
THAT'S RIGHT IM UP FOR AUCTION!SO IM SHOUTING OUT TO ALL MY FU FAMILY AND FRIENDS TO COME SHOW SOME LOVE.THE SPOT IS TWAUNES FU-OWNED AUCTION 5!! I HAVE A LOT TO OFFER SO PLEASE COME CHECK IT OUT!!AND BE SURE TO SHOW THE HOST LOTS OF FU LUV ALSO!!THE OFFER WILL GO UP IF THE BIDS GET HIGHER,AND TRUST ME THE GLASS OFFER IS HOT HOT HOT!! SO PLEASE COME BY AND JUST RATE IF NOTHING ELSE!!MUCH LUV TO ALL!DIAMOND~MFKN~J
Nsfw Stuffs
A Florida couple, both well into their 80s, go to a sex therapist's >> office. The doctor asks, 'What can I do for you?' The man says, 'Will you watch us have sexual intercourse?' The doctor raises both eyebrows, but he is so amazed that such an elderly couple is asking for sexual advice that he agrees. When the couple finishes, the doctor says, 'There's absolutely nothing wrong with the way you have intercourse.' He thanks them for coming, he wishes them good luck, he charges them $50 and he says good bye. The next week, the same couple returns and asks the sex therapist to watch again. The sex therapist is a bit puzzled, but agrees. This happens several weeks in a row. The couple makes an appointment, has intercourse with no problems, pays the doctor, then leave. Finally, after 3 months of this routine, the doctor says, 'I'm sorry, but I have to ask. Just what are you trying to find out?' The man says, 'We're not trying to find out anything. She's m
Silvermane
I hate People that act as if they don't have the time to be polite to others yet insist on being treated well according to there own rules. Come on be real! I'm only 47 yrs. and there are people older than me on here but, I'm pretty sure most will agree respect is earned by giving others respect. That's just how it works, you can twist it anyway you like but, if you are dealing with humans that's just how it goes. Most adults know this! Taking the time to be polite shows that you respect others and that you want respect in turn. Fubar is suposed to be an adult site. There are many different attitudes about just what that means. I believe it means "Live And Let Live!" If you don't like someone for "ANY REASON" like anywhere else in these United States of America move on, you don't have to Add, Rate, or Fan them, just ignore them that's being an Adult! They aren't asking for you to make them into what you want them to be either. Adult site means acting as an Adult! A
A True Radio Dj
A True Radio DJ Many people have forgotten exactly how powerful a DJ can be. Ever since radio was invented, by Marconi in 1896, they have had a want, desire and demand for the beloved disc jockey, more commonly known as the DJ.  Yet it has come to my attention that people are calling themselves DJ’s; but they are either afraid or just blatantly refuse  to acknowledge or even just talk  to the one force that drives them and keeps them in business, their audience. You look at the world famous DJ’s there have been. Whether you like the music that they play or not, they all have one thing in common, and that is they TALKED to their audience. It could have been Dr. Demento, Wolfman Jack, Casey Kasem, Adrian Cronauer, or an endless list of nationally and world famous DJ’s. They all played music on the radio, which they all did very well. But they did one even more important thing, they made their audience feel welcome, and made them feel like they were talking directly to
Contest
so there this contest iam going to today its a tournament for street fighter 4 so hopefully i win first place get a free copy of the game iam not sure on whats 2secd place has probably nothing
Fate
i have wanted to write this for a long time. many will think i am just rambling on,some will learn from it. fate rules life itself in everything you do. no matter how big or small whatever you do affects everyone. people think that they choose what they do for them. but fate has made you choose. your life is planned out you can not change it. you can alter it but you will end up where fate wants you to be. you may choose a different road but it will always take you to where you are destine to be. you are on a journey to a destination and you can make choices on how you go but never change the end. examples of this is the movie Mr. destiny. he wished he would have caught the ball that would have made him famous instead he was trudging through life feeling miserable. he got his chance and was famous and rich. he thought it would just change his life but it changed everyone. at the end he ended up where he was destine to be. he could not change where he ended up just the roads he took. an
Grr Chains Lol I Was Tagged !!
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names 1. My favorite color is YELLOW! 2. Yes my boobs are real. Been big chested my whole life lol. 3. I sleep in a wife beater and panties every night! 4. My longest relationship was 12 years!! oh GOD 5. I ALWAYS WRITE IN CAPS BUT SINCE THIS IS A RANDOM BLOG I HAD TO SWITCH IT UP. 6. I have long ass fucking hair, blue eyes, and freckles for all you non 20 20 people lol. 7. I love being a MOTHER! 8. My favorite number is 6. 9. I love to sleep on the outside but...for my Marko I'll make an exception! I love you! 10. I love to kiss and cuddle most of all but...( lets not forget tossing salad) lmfaoooooooooooooo Marko Deejay Dryan Long Legz Kozmo
Ive Been Tagged
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1.I am very descriptive in conversation 2.I get along with women better then men ..so sometimes men don't like me because of that. 3. I have an oral fixation(love to eat pussy)if & when it comes to a woman if she is worthy. 4.I have been celibate for 18months 2weeks 3 days 13hours and counting. 5.I wear a size 9 1/2 shoe I am 5'9 and am living proof that a man's height and shoes size doesn't determine his dick size cause i am well endowed. 6.Women feel at ease being themselves and confiding in me without fear of being judged. 7.I love jazz music. 8.I write poetry. 9.I am somewhat of an exhibitionist 10.I am in love with someone eventhoug
Freakin Tanzie Made Me!!! That Sexy Thang!
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I'm Faithful 2. I like pistachios 3. I hate Fubar, but find myself on it daily. 4. I wish I kept up with skating...I was damn good at it! 5. I love singing! 6. I'm a horrible friend!!! 7. I don't have a gall bladder, and yes you really do need it! 8. I am into MMA fighting 9. Favourite drink, right now is pretty much anything with alcohol in it. I'm easy. 10. I want a frikkin bike!!!
Extending Deep And Heartfelt Sympathy
DizzieDNovember 28, 1977 - May 17, 2009 We Thought Of You With Love Today,But That Is Nothing New.We Thought About You Yesterday,And Days Before That Too.We Think Of You In Silence,We Often Speak Your Name,
Fu-owned
Buy the people I own for hells sakes!!! just sayin
Outta My Head
The following text conversation started at 3:30 pm, while I was still at work.   Guy:    Hey BabyGuy:    I miss youGuy:    Oh, you don't have your phoneGuy:    TearsGirl:    What?Guy:    I was cryingGirl:    Why?Guy:    Cause I am sadGirl:    Why are you sad?Guy:    I miss you a lotGuy:    ......, I need to ask you somethingGirl:    What is it ......?Guy:    Are you thinking of breaking up with me?Guy:    And be honestGirl:    Unfortunately yes. I haven't said anything yet because it is the hardest thing i have ever done. I do love you, I just don't think I am in love with you.Guy:    It's ok. I kinda thought that's what it was when we talked last.Girl:    I am so sorry .......Guy:    It's okGirl:    Are you sure?Guy:    I knew this would happenGuy:    I saw it in a dream a week agoGirl:    Really?Guy:    YeahGuy:    I have been crying all weekGuy:    So i knewGirl:    What did you see in your dream?Guy:    You leaving meGuy:    Tears in your eyes, but me smilingGuy:    Why I am smil
They Come And They Go
I was once told by someone,that people are going to come and go online and there was a time I didn't really believe her, but she was right and the sad part is they leave alot sooner then they uses to. Some because they found better things to do and then some who find thier not gettin what they want from me, not mentally but physically. I found u find out who ur true friends are when u try to change self and theres nothing in it for them. Its amazing how quickly they get so busy, they don't have time to chat anymore,lol, but I guess thats what they mean by truth aways comes to the light. I learned one thing never believe everything people say online, because some just tell u what u want to hear, to get what they want. Well get ur game up playah, cause I been practicing,lol * Steps back and shots the 3 pointer, with tongue out*, game point. game on baby, MUAH!!!!!, PS. Please don't ask me if its u Im refering to , If the shoe fits wear it!!!!
Tag Your It...
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you aight, here we go! 1. My real name is Naté... I was named after the perfume Jean Naté. Its pronounced Natay or Nuh-tay if u say that fast. 2. Its no secret at all that I love boobies of all sizes.. Luv suckin em too! LOL! 3. I have a bad habit of spitting. Men, I know u hate to see a women spit, but this bitch spits! I got something stuck, im clearin that shit and spittin it out! 4. I skipped my Senior Prom to go camping instead. 5. I HATE seafood!!! The furthest I go with seafood is a can of tuna and that gets a lil fishy sometimes. 5. Family and close friends are a very important part of my life. I am very traditional
Dilated
Rater Haterz
This was just ssent to me so I am forwarding it to all my friends via this blog!     Douglas Davis: Passing this along....**ATTENTION!!!*** Do not accept a friend request from a CHRISTOPHER BUTTERFIELD he is a hacker. Tell every 1 on your list because if somebody on your list adds him, he'll be on your list too. He'll figure out ur computer's ID and address, so copy & paste this message to everyone even if u don't care for them cause if he hacks them, he hacks you! I have just deleted 8 ,,,i repeat,,8 pages of "friends", because I for one, am sick of being nice, rating other peoples pics,, and getting NO love in return! The one's I have deleted, haven't been on my page since i started on fu! WTF!!! So, now, here i sit, wundering, are the rest of my friends going to be the same way? ask me to rate them, with out being rated in return/ only time will tell.I do know, I will no longer rate anyone, unless I am rated in return, so, if you want my love? you gotta give me love!
Changes :)
Time to clean up....... I will be deleting all the people who just added me to have an add...... if you never talk to me..... you will be deleted off my list... I will be keeping my friends .. most of them know who they are soooo i has to go to work now but when i come home.. bye bye!!!!!!!!! lots of hurtie things (if ur my friend u'll get it if ur not well u'll be gone soon n e ways LOL!!!) Holly
Canada
hello peeps , As most of you know I have been chaseing Tiny Dancer.I started this on a cold dark November night when by chance we stumbled aross each other not knowing that in time our lives would grow to become one .I write this from her desk top some 2600 miles from where i was when i fell in love with her .i have traveled through ice and snow for thousands of miles and have move in the the frozen areas of the great lakes ...... as she showers this morning i contemplate the next step in our relationship and that is the forever part of it...............but ............ to those of you that have seen guys like me before (dj-hi-tech)..(ruthless roger)all talk is what they say buttttttttttt i am here i said i would be and i am i said i would be by fuzzy's tooo ........and i did ........i said i would quit my job and move to be close ........i did .......so b4 you say another word guys look at the facts here ....ok ........ i might say something else ....... i even met the x .... walk
Clit Cummander Ustream Intro
Classic, Means It Never Plays Out!
Dog Blog
Okay, I'm a first time dog owner and still learning. A few months ago I bought my dog some bones with raw meat on them. It sounded like a good idea at the time but it gave her diarrhea and she shit all over my carpets. Well, I thought maybe I just gave her too many in a short period of time so I decided to try again with one small little lamb bone. How bad could it be right? I mean, they sell these things in fine pet stores. I thought I'd be smart this time and "just in case", I'd tie her to a standing cabinet in the kitchen. That way, if she poops, not that big of a deal, just wipe up the floor. Well, needless to say she did, and apparently she really wanted to get away from it because she pulled the cabinet so hard it sent several decent bottles of red wine crashing down to the kitchen floor. I came home to broken bottles and puddles of red wine in my kitchen mixed with shit. Shit tracked into my dinning room and into the living room. I spent 3 hours cleaning it up. Moped
Angels Playground
Angels Playground Membership Rules: 1. You must be sponsored by one of the members. 2. Send Private Message requesting to be a Prospective Member and who is sponsoring you. 3. We will then confirm your sponsorship. 4. We will send you a PM stating you are being considered for membership. 5. The Council shall vote. 6. If accepted, Fan/Friend/Rate Angels Playground and Family. 7. After step 6 we will announce your membership and supply membership tag. 8. Member can put “Member of Angels Playground” in their Profile name. 9. We do not judge any one on sex, race or any other worldly values, we are all equal in God’s eyes. 10. Members will have to respond to all prayer requests.
Please Do This
HI EVERYONE!!!!! so i need your help with a contest i entered, it runs from march 6th-20th and all i need is one simple lil pic rate....maybe a repost if your not busy??? THANK YOU IN ADVANCE I appreciate it VERY much :) CLICK THE PICTURE LINK BELOW TO RATE ME
Love
I believe that a man can love a million women but a real man only loves one woman a million ways. Please feel free to leave me your thoughts.
My First Auction
I Want 2 Be Owned
i need 2 level up someone buy me and whore me out lol
4 Mel
I’ve done some stupid things, Tried being friends with those I shouldn’t, or couldn’t But the most stupid thing I could ever do is lose you And I don’t want to be stupid. Not eloquent, nor poetic, but I meant it When I said it Do words always need to be beautiful Especially if they are truthful In type I can flow Let my emotions go, But when face to face they come out Like blha blarblah blo Wonder if spell check will catch that? Why can’t I speak to you , like I write, I don’t know, maybe my words fail to match The beauty I see in you Maybe it’s just the fear, One of many I need to find a way to let go, That I’ll say something wrong, Lot’s of times, when I’m quiet, It’s thoughts of you, I’m lost in, How gloriously high You fly in My minds Eye Soaring before all others Reaching heights I knew not existed Around your little finger I’m so willingly twisted To me you are the one, the only, Whose arms I
The World Inside Of My Head
"Everything that starts sweet, ends bitter ... Everything that starts bitter, ends sweet ..." ... And the voices ring out in the breeze, carrying lies upon them. The verbal factors of a thousand broken promises and dissapointments due to human emotional inadequacy and short comings. Like a thousand needles pressing into one's being, constantly stinging, stabbing. Like a woodpecker upon the threshold of a tree. I am that tree. And the woodpecker, is the embodiment of the circumstances of reality. Such is life, I surmise. The confusion of life could be compared to a cigarette. The joys in which bring us some kind of calming factor, the subtle practices of breathing deep as one inhales the smoke is calming, with, or without the cigarette, and yet the cigarette is the very tool used to help master a skill in which would otherwise would be underestimated. A peacefull sensation envelops one's mind at the very moment, in that same moment however, a part of you dies. Yo
Birthday
ITS TIME TO PARTY ITS KARMA BIRTHDAY AND WE GOING TO PARTY ALL NIGHT FOR HER SO GO BY AND LEAVE HER SOME LOVE AND GIFTS BECAUSE SHE EARNED ITS PARTY PARTY PARTY TIME =D
March 16th-31st, 2009
Desa has auto 11s on for whoever is interested *Desa*FuBomber *Highness To: Your Awareness Revolution* Queen Of The Dragons Lair* ~*~ RaK~*~@ fubar
I Have Love For You.
I never claimed to be a saint Sometimes I am a sinner At times I am a loser Sometimes I am a winner I shiver and I shake I tremble and I moan I'd beg, borrow or steal For something I can't own BUT ONE THING I KNOW I HAVE LOVE FOR YOU I'm not saying I know the answers Or the difference they would make I know I'll never find them Without some chances I might take ONE THING I KNOW DEAR I HAVE LOVE FOR YOU If you ever were to leave me You know my heart would break I want to be the air you need For every breath you take ONE THING'S FOR CERTAIN I HAVE LOVE FOR YOU I never claimed to be a wise man But I know wrong from right I just want to hold you in my arms Each and every night OH, AND ONE MORE THING BABE I HAVE LOVE FOR YOU I Wrote this for my friend today. I hope she likes It.
Please Help Me And Rate And Comment My Friend
Poetry
Walking around these halls Slowly hearing the heartless laughter Of a million lives lost to the madness Wondering how can someone have so much power Yet she walks in a glorious haze Of a beauty covered in sloth and deceit Observing all these fools honoring someone that has no valor As it praises them only if they are on their knees Family it preaches While in gluttony this monster prevails Slaying those whose eyes are open And giving everyone slowly a piece of her hell As the monster they praise slowly wraps them in their own neglect These lemmings yearn for a higher cause I finally understand that its no longer my place to preach to those who desire to be lost. ** I am free from your mindless hate. I simply fell to your lie that I was family, when in reality I just hated myself for believing you could be true. Fascinated are these eyes By such a sweet yet weak display of powerAm I to fear this tyrant...Or these sheep that walk so willingly behind your shado
Life Is As Hard As U Make It!
Sometimes, especially in the recent past, I have let other peoples actions effect my own personal well being/happiness. What I am starting to realize is that it isn't them who is doing it to me, but me allowing it to happen. For the most part, my life is going reletively well, I have a nice home, a beautiful and intelligent daughter, and most recently, a man that I have come to care about. I think the hardest part of my life is learning how to deal with a relationship after having spent the last 7 years single. My insecurities always seem to get the best of me. I think the biggest thing I can do is learn to CALM down. I have lived my life on my own for many years and can continue to do so if I so choose. I am not sure why I am blogging about this tonight. I guess, I just wanted to put into words my current thoughts. Life is pretty good, I am looking forward to a lot of things, and dreading a few others. But all in all, I am way ahead of the game from where I was even 10 years ago! Than
Jacqui's Wisdom
In a world where we have gotten away from reading the bible, praying to give thanks instead of asking for a want or need, becoming a part of something greater than ourselves .. where we have taken the Pledge Of Allegence from our schools and Gods name from our government & homes .. letting the tv, computer & vidoe games raise our children, and us adults becoming comfortably numb to life ..where it takes a 9/11 to wake us from our comfort zone! We unite as one and send our men, women & children off to fight the cause .. but don't SEE THEM OFF, stand beside them and love them HOME .. all too soon forget why we sent them and demand they be returned home, cuz we find life is too hard for US while they are AT WAR .. to where there are protests at fallen HERO's funerals and name calling as they arrive home on MUCH NEEDED leave, the images of that fateful day now a blur as we become once again, all wrapped up in the "ME" of the moment .. When my 7 yr old son comes to me and asks .. "Mommy
Comment Contest!!!
Hey all i'm in a comment/rate contest!! Come rate and leave a comment as often as you like!! Winner with the most rates and comments wins a 25 credit bling package! 2nd place get s a blast! Will you come show this Angel how much you love and adore her by rating and commenting? Click on the picture below and rate and comment as much as you like!!
Fake!!!!
http://fubar.com/user/2777718 Another Fake Roaming Fubar.. Pics Of Brandy Taylor!
Vows 2
Today you make me the happiest man, because in marriage, you give me your hand. I promise to love you for all of my days, until death do us part, still a long time away. I vow to you now in front of family and friends, I'll stay beside you, through thick and through thin. You mean more to me, than my own life My lover, my friend, my faithful wife. Only a lucky few find true love twice in their lives. I can now say that I am one of those few, Because you've said the two greatest words to me...I Do. So now I'll repeat them to you, my love so true. To everything asked of me, I say I Do
Auction
Glitterfy.com - Photo Flipbooks         Batman's Girl and Delicato Fiore "The Sisters"  are doing their first auction!  Entry fee 25,000, NO DRAMA OR ENTRY WILL BE DELETED!  The Playmate Auction wants YOU to join in the fun. Follow the link to Batman's Girl's page to see her blog!.  PM with offers and link to the picture you wish to use.  Bidding will start at 100,000.  We are not responsible for non-payers and you are responsible to promote yourself.Ladies Come Dazzle Us, Gents Show it Off!Auction starts first thing Friday morning April 10, 2009 at 9:00 a.m.¢¾Batmans_girl fu married to batman 25 @ fubar (repost of original by '♠ MustangsGal ♠  Forever Belonging to My Babe  ♥ AL ♥' on '2009-04-05 17:31:38')  
1000 Bling
please give a response what you would do for a $650 1000 bling credit.
Personal Bouncers
So.. Im wondering if anyonelse gets " YOUR PHOTO HAS BEEN MARKED NSFW" and it completely shocks you. Im sayin... in the actual album NAME.. it says... "Some NSFW...Easily Offended Need Not Enter"... and still.. someone goes in... some... "Easily Offended" individual... and then REPORTS a fuggin picture as "NSFW" So then you have to go through all your pictures and try and figure out which one might offend anyone in a world of people (who by the way continuously offend me)... whom which are EASILIY OFFENDED themselves. Is that confusing? Following me? DO I NEED A PERSONAL BOUNCER at my DOOR?? Do I REALLY have to explain that there are real life insanely confused people who might wear purple robes that resemble the KKK's attire... satin purple, mind you. They happen to be Jewish (which incase anyone doesn't know... there ARE Jewish people in the world)... some of which are Homosexual (those exsist also).. and they're POSING... actually POSING for this picture. Someone finds the
Help!!!
Ok so my AWESOME Girl Fiesty got a late start in this contest! So I need you guys to go love her hard! http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=1826462&albumid=1610998&i=2077497181&idx=0 Go rate and comment the hell out of her pic PLZ!!!
I Made It To The Urban Dictionary
http://the-helen-keller.urbanup.com/3860413   My manuever the Helen Keller made it to the Urban Dictionary...much to my suprise there are other versions but they pale in comparison...check out the one by Benny Blazed!!! LOL Ciao Ben Hey Hey, What's up? I now have a new blog running, I will be making at least one new entry per week, all you have to do is Google bennyblazed.com and it will take you right there, it should be pretty interesting, allow me some time to get some more entries in there, but it'll be a scream!   Ciao Benny blazed
Living The Hell They Call Lonliness
I`m living the hell they call lonliness As i walk the streets at night if i had a hand just to caress I know everything would be alright.   But alas I live within my heart that`s been broken again in two But I must not despare but instead repair the damage that`s been done by you.   Again i look to the heavens and wonder what it`s like up there and why i can`t go to this place that i know where to me somebody always cares.   i know one day i`ll be happy all safe,loved and found it`s the day i must say as my life passed away and they put me into the ground.   but cry not for me when im gone just know that i smile upon what i see the angels above that show me the love that finally made me so happy.   Jocko65rs 4/09
Punishment Or Pleasure?
Lara was twisting, squirming, convulsing on the bed. If I had not known any better he would have stopped the whole charade for fear this was too much, which reminded me how much I actually care for Lara. But she was actually enjoying it, her earlier screams were gone, replaced by the little helpless noises she always made when pleasure was rising strong inside her. I felt envious then, not jealous because I was pleased with her new role. The envy I felt just build new sexual desire for her that she would have to accommodate later. My fist balled without my realising it. I raised it to my face and promised myself she would eventually receive my whole hand inside her. I would move it and look at her face and at the look of utter surrender that she would have. While I had been thinking of that, Lara's orgasm had run its course and she was in the last throes of it while Mike was removing his hand. He lifted his hand, covered in her fluids to her face and mixed their juices. She was too out
Poems By Submissive
  I catch myself staring as if I was a stalker. I catch myself being a detective to find out more  About you as possible as if I was a stalker. Pain, Fun, Love, Curiosity Here & There It’s a 50/50 Thing (we all wish) Here & There I was told to treat people the way you wanted to be treated. The heart isn’t perfect but it’s as delicate as a crystal it can always be broken. The pleasure is within your r
Anger Seeps Out
Broken promises - ties that bind - Lies that were told. All rip apart my soul. My heart to never heal - My life so empty - Lies, killed it all. Wounds open - Picking - Bleeding - So sore - Your lies did it all. Innocent - I am not - I have my faults, I admit it. But lies ruin it all. Scream -  is all I want to do - Your love - All Lies - Your promises -  All Lies. My love - The realest it has ever been. Ripped from my soul. I lay bleeding - Pools of blood surrounding my life. I cut - To take away the pain. The blood flows so smooth and graceful. Soothes the emptiness inside - Fills a void if only briefly. Slowly the wounds heal - Pain becomes less - Life moves forward. Love will rise again - I will become whole. My heart sinks to new depths, Torn in places I never knew I had. So sore, Picking and bleeding. Why do I let you get to me this way? You left, Never being honest. Fuck you and your games. No more will I be used, Fuck you and your lies. No more will I cry, Go be wit
Left 4 Dead
I LOVE THIS GAME MORE THAN I'VE EVER LOVED A HUMAN   The fact that it gives me the rush, the feeling of total anarchy and hopelessness that can only be found within the movies it's based on, is an incredible joy in which mere words can never explain. Fighting off horde after horde of undead, knocking a hunter off a downed teammate, or hitting it out of the air before it gets to you, brings a smile you could not get from me otherwise. Popping a boomer as it waddles out from its hiding space. Or running backwards from a tank, pumping it full of lead, as it desperately tries to destroy you before it is finally slumped over and expired, Is a rush that drugs, sex, extreme sports, and anything else could never give. But like any other game where other people are involved, sometimes, it can be rather....stressful. One such instance, was when I began my attempt at surviving each of the four chapters on expert. Anyone who has played this game can tell you, its not simple. The zombies hit ha
Random Thoughts I Have Sometimes...
Just a few of the things I've learned lately: Life is unfair. It will take everything from you, if you let it, and offer nothing back. Equivalent exchange is a meaningless phrase wrought out of desperation to make everything nonsensical conform to some grand scheme i truly believe to be nonexistant. Harsh words and actions remain in memory far longer than a smile. Sadly, it has always been this way. I will most likely be far better remembered for every wrong I have ever commited than for any good things I try to accomplish. However; I can decide each day how I will affect my world. I can simply let each moment and opportunity pass, justified in the fact that nature will take it's course, or I can make a stand. I can choose to make today better than yesterday was. And if I'm feeling truly noble, I can attempt to do so more for my friends and enemies than myself. I cannot be a sheep. I do not follow well, I am far too opinionated, and my vision is far too good (I wear glasses for a r
15 Minute F.a.r. Blitz! Rulez And Such
~work~ presents the 15 minute Fan Add Rate Blitz!   At random times during Happy Hour, I will put up "15 minute friends blitz" in my status. During the next 15 minutes, I will be hitting random profiles from the scroller bar to F.A.R. .   One of those people that hit me back in a shout or PM or gift message, will get at least 100 pics rated with at least 10's ( I am famous for my manual 10's, ask around lol), and get a bulletin with a link to their profile naming them the winner.   It's the contest you didn't know you were in!   Feel free to comment and send me your fubucks.   Dave AKA ~work~
Survey
Have you ever intentionally made someone jealous?yesWhat never fails to make you cry?my kidsDark or light jeans?dark   Do you like to doodle?not really but I tend to when I'm boredAre you talkative?sometimesDo you still buy CDs?blank ones, yesDo you know anyone with such a terribly annoying voice that you can't even stand it? not yetDo you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?yesWho was the last boy you talked to? my FianceAre you currently frustrated with anybody?you can say thatDo you like listening to love songs when your down?I listen to whatever song's I can relate to at the moment. I love my music♫Next vacation you're going on?who knowsLast time you were truly happy?anytime i'm relaxing with himWho was the last person you sat beside at a restaurant?my fianceWhat are you doing tomorrow?working   What color shirt are you wearing?orangeHow many pillows on your bed?2   Who was the last person you took a photo of?my fianceDid you laugh a lot at somet
Last Halloween Bondage Party
  I went to a Halloween Bondage party at an old deserted house here in Bend, Oregon. There was 6 Dommes at the party and was suppose to be other subs at the party. But, it ended up that I was the only sub to show up for the party. I was told to be ready and wearing only my black nylon g-string by 7:00 pm. That a couple of Ladies would be there at my place to bring me to where the party would be held.At 7:00 pm I was sitting in my living room watching a scary movie of course waiting for them to show up. About 10 minutes after 7 I heard a knock on my door. I figured it was either the Ladies here to pick me up or it was tricker treaters. So, I put my bathrobe on before I opened the front door to see who it was. Lucky for me, it was 3 Ladies instead of 2 to take me to the party. As soon as I opened the door, they grabbed me and pinned my arms behind my back. One of the Ladies closed the door and then shoved a big red ballgag in my mouth and buckled it as tight as she could. The strap of t
Not A Two Way Street
i think its funny i have a friend on my friends list i wont give a name becuse iam not like that but anyways   i was asking her what was wrong and she said that she really hate men now and i ask why she said its becuse they treat her like shit and never really talk to her only when they want to pretty much and thats when i told her oh kind of like what you did to me at the time when we use to talk iam not shock thats happens alot to me  anyways what i think is funny alot of people on here men and woman alike say there looking for that special person wether it may be on here or offline if you dont want to be treat like a stuck up bitch like tons of people who act like it on here then start treating others the way you want to try walking in there shoes and no there is more to a person then there looks like there heart and personailty you may not have to like them but atlest respect them people of all races and ages still have  feelings rember that
My Old Kentucky Home
Derby Day is a huge thing in Kentucky.  I remember being overseas the majority of my military career and being able to watch the derby on Armed Forces Television.  The unique thing of the derby, is the song "My Old Kentucky Home".  Overseas, it rang home hard in my heart when i heard it sang.  Standing there coming in from patrol, from being in the mud, the muck and the guts.  To this day i get just as misty eyed as i do with the Star Spangled Banner.  My Old Kentucky Home will always have a place in my heart, only a true Kentuckian would understand.   My Old Kentucky Home, Good-Night (1853) Words & music by Stephen Collins Foster (1826-1864) 1. The sun shines bright in the old Kentucky home, 'Tis summer, the darkies are gay, The corn top's ripe and the meadows in the bloom, While the birds make music all the day. The young folks roll on the little cabin floor, All merry, all happy and bright: By'n by Hard Times comes a knocking at the door, Then my old Kentucky Home
Letters
In the end I never forgave you. The time I spent lost gave me clarity over my imprisonment.  See there was a chance and I took it, not for you, not for the idea that I loved you, but for me. Why would I want that chance to go away. Happy for a momment vs an empty life vs life long bitterness,,, I just chose the moment.  I blamed myself, I blamed you, I blamed the air if I could come up with a reason.  It was honestly just a moment.  Deep happiness for a time. The anger came in it not lasting. Maybe I give up to fast, maybe I rushed into it all. Maybe im just broken. Maybe just too many maybes. You came into my life and I didn’t stand up. And I regret that.the moment after it happened till years later im just a basket case of regret. Of taking the best thing in my life for granted. Sad part is, is that im human and I know it will happen again.  So I over compensate. Jump the gun and rush into a burning field with my head down.  Funny part is why keep your head down if you know y
Secret Recipie
in a saute pan add olive oil,minced garlic n shallots, saute tillgolden brown.add in red wine,blanced broccolli,sliced yellow peppers n saute for 30 seconds. add alfredo sauce n al dente fettuccini your fettuccini should be sauted in another pan with white wine salt n pepper n fressh basil. ad in thinly sliced capricola ham green olives with the pimentos,and capers, add in two table spoons of marinara sauce n a pinch of crushed mustard seed. saute then add in diced tomatoes and a shot of tobasco saute for 30 more seconds and serve. place a tomatoe rose in middle of dish with a sprig of parsly for garnish  have fun and enjoy
Hello Everybody
hello everyone......I have sad news to report.....my Grandmother passed away Sunday morning....i will be going home tomorrow the 5th of may to attend her funeral.......I sure miss everyone and talking  to you guys on a regular basis.....i hope to be back on Friday and i will contact everyone after then.....love you guys and hope to be back online asap   Wes
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Pimp Outs
Do you want one? Just tell me if you do here and I will give them out in order of the comments. What's the catch? Nothing,I do it because I can. Just leave a comment and I will start again tomorrow. Remember,I only have 3 a day so have some patience :-) By the way,this new blog crap sucks!!!
Venting
I help take care of my mother. I live with my oldest sister to do this. I gave up a normal life to do this. I don't work so I can be here for my mother while my sister is at work. I take college classes online so I can get my degree. I cook,clean and take care of my three kids too. Now I love my oldest sister with all my heart. I do not like my other sister! I hate her! There is not an ounce of love for her anymore! She is a self centered,delusional non medication taking lying cunt! Yes,thats right I called my sister a cunt! She lost her home because she didn't pay the rent! How the hell do you not pay the rent when everything else is being paid for by your  adult daughter and a room mate? Oh and lets no forget how you were neglected as a child! What the fuck?  It's all mine and my oldest sisters fault,yeah right!! Let's see,while I was laying there in the crib I was plotting how I could ruin your life! Julie planned the whole thing when she lost her eye so mom could spend more time wi
Shooting Star
RULE 1: You opened this; you GOTTA take itRULE 2: You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks!LAST PERSON YOU....[1] Who was the last person you texted?Emily :][2] You were in the car with?roomate[3] Went to the mall with? Winston[4] Person you talked on the phone with?Emily[5] You messaged/​commented on Fubar?Mel T/F Only answer with True or FalseQ:Kissed some one on your top friends?trueQ: Been searched By Cops?trueQ: Been suspended from school?trueQ: Sat on a roof top?trueQ: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?trueQ: Broken a bone?trueQ: Have shaved your head?falseQ: Played a prank on someone?trueQ: Had/have a gym membership?trueQ: Shot a gun?trueQ: Donated Blood?falseWOULD YOU RATHER:[1] Eat or drink?eat[2] Be serious or be funny?funny[3] Go to the beach or mountains?beach[4] Die in a fire or die getting shot?ShotANSWER TRUTHFULLY:[1] Sun or moon?moon[2] Winter or fall?fall[3] Left or right?left[4] Black and white or colored?W
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All About Me.
Mobile Bill!
I was suffering from a Migraine earlier so I went to go lay down, in a dark and cold place. I was laying there feeling better when out of no where Nakita the beast jumped on to the bed and started obsessively licking my face... As sweet as this might be shes a. not allowed on furniture and b. licking so much her tongue is getting dry and my face has become numb.. I figured it was time to get back up and see how my so called fu friends had faired without me. Apparently you all live your own lives, because non of you were waiting anxiously for my return..... Before heading to the basement, I saw my mail lady out of the corner of my eye... Let me tell you about my mail lady, shes sweet and elderly but probably has thighs of steel. She loves Nakita I'm not sure why but she always takes time to give her love and a cookie. Nakita being the bitch she is first growls at her then realizes this is the lady that gives me treats and jumps up on her.. (also not acceptable behavior). The Mail la
End Of Days
        Innocent smile      The innocent smile, so bright and calm. It lasts forever through out the time. one dark hour for the brightest eternity. Time will mend all wounds, but the oh so bright innocent smile with heal the scars. Day after day, night after night, nightmares will come. Just lay there in rememberence of that bright beautiful smile. So calming and soothing. So happy and joyful. What might of been a lost for now is an eternal gain. Because after all, the life you once lost will once be resumed.                                                                                  By: Brian Hundertmark aka Saint                                                                                                2/24/2011 12:09 a.m Im tired of this life that i liveeverytime i wake up i want to put that gunto my head. dreams of
Depression
i have had depression for a long time some days are not as bad as others others days it hit hard i have alot of mental issues as well from growing up the way that i did and all the surgery that i had iam seeking help along with my adhd but everytime i do seek help and tell them my issues that iam going thu they keep telling me that iam bi poler what the fuck even my own doctor says iam not bi poler wow i guess people know everything even if they dont know there medical background so iam not sure when ill be able to get my self on meds the last time they give me some pills to coup with my depression it turns out to be almost fatal i was very suicidal and when  my friend went with me down there they said i wont be able to be seen for a few months and when i told them what thos pills did and what would happen if i had another outburst from the meds they said to call 911 wow and here i thought they was there to help so yeah dont take it personaly if i dont talk to you that does not mean i
No Such Thing As " Deleted" On The Net
  It's always fun to write about research that you can actually try out for yourself.Try this: Take a photo and upload it to Facebook, then after a day or so, note what the URL to the picture is (the actual photo, not the page on which the photo resides), and then delete it. Come back a month later and see if the link works. Chances are: It will.Facebook isn't alone here. Researchers at Cambridge University (so you know this is legit, people!) have found that nearly half of the social networking sites don't immediately delete pictures when a user requests they be removed. In general, photo-centric websites like Flickr were found to be better at quickly removing deleted photos upon request.Why do "deleted" photos stick around so long? The problem relates to the way data is stored on large websites: While your personal computer only keeps one copy of a file, large-scale services like Facebook rely on what are called content delivery networks to manage data and distribution. It's a compl
My Boring Weekend
I am sitting here this fine Monday afternoon in my plaid men's pj bottoms, by wife beater and of course my purple slippers. Those of you who truly know me have come to except that this is my outfit most Mondays...they also know that my hair is never brushed, so to combat the endless knots and backcombing( i just looked like i had sex for 15 hours straight hair) I've decided to do the next best thing with my hair....... princess Leah buns!! Now to enlighten all of you as to my weekend..... I being lonely and horny as all hell Friday decided to rent a porno.. I pulled out all my toys... (you never do know what one might need) and looked at the long list of movies.. Ofcourse squirters immediately pops out and I hit yes..... The movie comes on and the title flashes up "Anal Gaping Squirters" I freeze holly shit what have i done.. can i get my money back... no ... I will not tell you what happened after this because I know some of my friends are trying very hard not to be corrupted  by
Home Sweet Home
so had left my hotshot job a couple weeks ago and was very relieved as i probobly hated it as much as anything i have ever done. but after a few days of calls from the company  to continue, with an agreement to only run the west and more pay..i agreed to stay on.i made a trip to the southwest and back and during that trip realized this was just a dead end road.being paid by the mile you spend lots of time doing tasks taht you get no compensation for..like spending 10 hours in las vegas on tuesday to deliver and pick up.....NO PAY.  plus the fact that the job had no benifits at all...just the milage. everything else was..""PART OF THE JOB""".. SORRY, I DON'T WORK FOR FREE... so i will pursue a new position, with a company that will pay me for my time,,,reward me for my experience and at least offer the basic benifits.   won't be easy in this economy, but can be done.hope you all have a wonderful weekend..big hugs..marty
Friends....
http://fubar.com/user/373525  Ted Despised is such an ASSHOLE! I'm going to delete/block him for 10 mins about 10 times tonight! I'm a whore and fucked up but, its all HIS fault!!! ahhhhh I'm going to go cut my legs up, take pics, post them, and link my friends so that they can see how fucking psychotic I really am! By the way.. I really need some money!! Please send!!! I'll send nudes!     
Auction-you Wanna Own Me
Admirations Voice
Do you have someone like this???   I bet you do and you just havent opened up your eyes to see   This friend is a true well wisher. With this persons friendship personified to the last letter. This persons speech gives strength to sagging morale. This person is all ears to any kind of tale. To flatter or be insincere this person does not know. Dislike to hypocrisy,  attitude does show. Taking in or talking nonsense is not this persons style. For illogical and foolish talks, this person will not give bail! This person thought process and modus operandi are robust. Their clarity stands out and distinguishes this person from the rest. Blend of practical approach and emotional support in this person, is awe inspiring. This persons wit and repartee with humor’s touch is amazing. The profile of this perspns character does not limit to any punctuation! Not a character in its words bears an iota of exaggeration.     If you have this person in your life.. feel free to sha
Caught ~nsfw Story~
I lie there and think of your hands running all over my body, lightly brushing my nipples and tugging my nipple rings. Before I realize it my own hands are following the path I imagine your hands to be going. I run my hands down over my belly and stroke the outside of my pussy, just petting it and just for kicks I give it a little slap. Mmmmmmm. I do that again, it feels good. I slip one finger inside only the lips and slide it up to my clit. I rub back and forth on the top part of the ring making the bottom part of the ring rub my clit up under the hood. I feel myself start to drip and I slide my finger down and get it wet. I bring it up to my mouth and taste the sweet juice. I take my other hand from my tits and open my pussy wide and dunk my fingers deep inside. Ahhhhhhh. I use my thumb to rub my clit as I push my fingers deep into my pussy. I feel the warmth of orgasm start to build in my belly and spread out over my body and I can’t help but moan. As I do the peak hits and
Auction
In another auction!  Come place a bid on me.    http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=342244&albumid=1735853&i=2632115205&idx=22   Click on the above link.  
Realizations..
It's amazing when you get to a certain age and realization kicks in, I'm 48 and 60 is really not that far away, Over half of my life is over. I would like to say that I'm all excited about the "Future" but I'm not, I mean what do i have to look forward to? Diapers? walkers? Death? I really feel like I wasted my life fuckin around so much of it, Not givin a shit alot of it. I'm not proud of some of the things i have done but I'm not ashamed either. I wish I went to college like I wanted to, joined the air force, became that comicbook artist I always wanted to be, but i was lazy, always puttin off till tomorrow, well tomorrow has came and went.     I have been alive for 49yrs 10mos and 12days I have seen people I loved and care for die and most of my mentors  have passed on. I had so many chances to better myself but for so many REASONS/EXCUSES I simply have not. I wasted this life with all my fancy hopes and dreams and now in a decade of so I will simply cease to exist. I have h
Relay For Life
Auction
Im in an auction, come check it out! http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=1555591&albumid=1714462&i=597751008&idx=0
Songs I Like
Come forth for the cattle call Confront the evil river you can't control Wicked ways and venomous eyes Just human nature in disguise Lost in this world, Out on the edge With death by our sides Today I sworn that I wouldn't Mourn ya Cloud over California If that's the way it's gonna be the I'll fuckin' go it alone I'm a saint in sinners eyes Curse the clouds over California This is the call to obey Let the chaos reign! Bloodshot and weary-eyed We took you in full of sin and pride It'll take you and break you away It'll tear you apart Today I sworn I wouldn't mourn ya Clouds over California if that's the way it's gonna be the I'll fuckin' go it alone I'm a saint in sinners eyes Curse the clouds over California This is the call to obey Let the chaos reign! Lead to the river Midsummer, I waved A 'V'' of black swans On with hope to the grave All through Red September With skies fire-paved I begged you appear Like a thorn for the holy ones Cold was my soul Untold was the pain I faced when
Bombing List
THE BIKER When you see us moving past you quickly: Don't take offense or think we're trying to "show off". Ninety five percent of the time, we're trying to get out of your blind spot or taking ourselves out of a potential dangerous situation that has evolved around us. Distancing ourselves from you does not mean we want to race, but that we're giving ourselves the edge we need at the moment. When you hear our horn: Don't take offense or think we're trying to aggravate you. All we're doing is letting you know where we are in relation to you on the road, and we're more than likely aware of your inattentiveness to us while you're talking on a cell phone, eating, reading or involved in some other distracting aspect to your driving. It's important to us, and you, that you know we're there. When you hear our loud pipes: Don't become angry and hostile toward us. Yes, some are quite loud, but for some, there's a purpose behind being loud. It's about letting you know we're close by and we're co
Pain Sadness And Lonlyness
I walk down the long, dark winding tunnel. Darkness consumes my soul with every step…. yet still I walk and walk and walk. Searching, searching for something elusive, something essential that will make my life complete yet not knowing what it is. Despair claws at my core, heartache consumes my being, indifference is what I strive for, always trying to lessen the ache of being alone. Friends are there yet not around, they try to understand, but how can they understand when I can’t fathom what’s erroneous. Smiling faces all around, laughing, full of glee… poison in my soul and wounds, slowly consuming, ever consuming until all is gone. Humanity, compassion, kindness all fades to nothingness in the face of sadness and freezing cold hatred for all things light and pure…the world is inky black and devoid of hope, how much longer until all feel as I do and weep for their salvation? Rodney aka Rhino    
Wtf Is This Shit ??
·  ♥AnDrEa MaRiE♥ smacked you upside the head with a Pimp Hand: Profile comments blocked! · fubar shop just sent you a message! ·  ♥AnDrEa MaRiE♥ smacked you upside the head with a Pimp Hand: MuMM comments blocked! · fubar shop just sent you a message! ·  ♥AnDrEa MaRiE♥ smacked you upside the head with a Pimp Hand: Photo comments blocked! · fubar shop just sent you a message! ·  ♥AnDrEa MaRiE♥ smacked you upside the head with a Pimp Hand: Rating blocked! · fubar shop just sent you a message! ·  Angel ♥AnDrEa MaRiE♥ just checked you out! wow ,talk about bullshit  :P:P plehhhh     look at what this bitche's status says      (Want me toPimpHand someone? Bling me a 1 credit)   this is bullshit for the fact of getting banned from doing almost everything on here for 30 minutes .this must be one of the new things babyj was talking about doing to the mumms :P:p i am sure if af
And The Stupid Continues ....
HE LEFT THiS ON MY STATUS AFTER I DELETED HiM OFF MY YAHOO   NOW HERE iS THE CONVERSATiON!!!   rainbowbritekilla: hey! i had a very stressy day at work .... how was ur day? Carlo Tomlin: had stress ful cpl days trying to talk to some sexy german bitch hahaha lol rainbowbritekilla: lol sowwy brb Carlo Tomlin: no your not and irts fineCarlo Tomlin: i know im always lasy on your list lol rainbowbritekilla: phone Carlo Tomlin: i going to eat dinner chat some other time ok xo Carlo Tomlin: even today after all we have said you still play games??Carlo Tomlin: games dont get you respectCarlo Tomlin: but im not going to arhue any moreCarlo Tomlin: i cant be assedCarlo Tomlin: im going to eat my food Carlo Tomlin: laterCarlo Tomlin: may be you should just delete me from everywhere okCarlo Tomlin: thsat way you dont have to avoid me and lie to m,e all the timeCarlo Tomlin: you can just not have to waste my time rainbowbritekilla: wtf??? IM TALKIN TO MY MOMrainbowbritekilla: brb ok
Poems
It was, as I recall,A dark December night.Neither moon nor starHung o'er those dismal moments. There I stood,Gazing through the looking glass.Through crimsoned eyesI viewed the sight. The image I sawWas of my face not.In a robe of gloaming mistWas she standing. A woman, a wraith,A spirit of ancients,Moldering and rotten,With a silent hand outstretched. Overwhelmingly familiar,This.Overwhelmingly uncomfortable,This. This eidolon did once moreCause me to weep,But unlike times past,This woman now whispered. "Why do you fear Death so?Is it not the fate of all men?King or commoner?Truthful or thief?" With tear-filled rageI formed a fistTo smash the looking glassAnd destroy the phantom. But the vision remainedOne thousand times in the shards,Mirrored shards of lonelinessThat stabbed me deeper with each passing breath. Beckoned by one thousand spirits of ancientsWith their silent hands outstretched.And with my head down and my eyes gouged,I followed.   I don't want what I'm about to
Razakel
You can pray to your God, you can beg for mercyI'm beyond most evil Holy water don't hurt meI'm lurking through your city you don't see meProfessional stalker of the night you cannot hear meBut you will fear me, I'm under the Devils controlGonna kill you nice and slow, gonna make you meet your Holy GhostAnd if you didn't know, well now you're gonna knowI love slittin' throats and watchin' bodies decomposeOr pouring draino down inside of a bitches cuntWhile she's alive it beats inside this is so much funLight up a blunt, load a clip in my gunThen pull the trigger in her pussy now it looks like she's cuming bloodBut I ain't done, not even a bit death gets me highNowhere to run I need a new victim to kill tonightI murder, I kill, I call this femicideSay goodbye, now you're gonna die on this Devilz nightI'm built to kill and ain't nobody ever gonna stop meI'm so deadly, blood thirsty, I love corpses rottingYou're gonna dieYou're gonna dieYou're gonna die, die on Devilz nightI'm built to ki
Beggings
Poker Run Auction
I am currently in an auction and need your help. My #2 Family is holding a Poker Run Auction. Bids start at 500K and the auction runs from June 25th thru July 2nd. Come show me some mad love. Any questions SB me.   Thanks, Babyblues
Blind Faith
http://www.theoaklandpress.com/articles/2009/08/15/news/cops_and_courts/doc4a86b13e90f1c795869491.txt     can u believe these morons THE DARK IS,GENEROUS AND IT IS PATIENT,AND IT ALWAYS WINS- BUT IN THE HEART OF IT'S STRENGTH, LIES IT'S WEAKNESS; ONE LONE CANDLE IS ENOUGH TO HOLD IT BACK...   LOVE IS MORE THAN A CANDLE, LOVE CAN IGNITE  THE STARS!!!!!!   DO I HAVE BLIND FAITH? I MAY HAVE FOUND HOPE ON HERE AND IM TO SCARED TO REACH OUT http://www.theoaklandpress.com/articles/2009/08/14/news/cops_and_courts/doc4a8526d82641a089903732.txt#blogcomments  Please see this and comment asap
My New Piercings
I went with my niece yesterday to get her lip pierced. They wouldn't let her being as she is only 13. Well I be damn if I was in the car with a babbling ass teenager in the car for hours and not get something pierced. I got my nose (which is cute dammit) and my helix (upper part of the ear)     (lets see if these pictures work. If not I'll post them in a comment)
Strength.
Recently, i've been commenting on Mumms. It seems that those who post the Mumms are either A) Looking for a way out of something. B) Looking for sympathy or pity on some of the most retarded shit.. Or C) Looking to start some kind of drama.   We all know that Mumms are created about making up a person's mind.. But why the fuck can't they make up their own? I mean really. What the hell is wrong with the U.S and the rest of the world, that other people have to depend on what others say? Most of the time, no one gives a fuck. I know i don't. But back to the subject at hand. Mumms and asshats.   I comment on Mumms, i speak my mind. I tell people what i think and not what they want to hear.. Isn't that what a Mumm, and freedom of expression is for? I think it is, personally. People can't take constructive criticism anymore though, which is a shame. No one has thick skin. Then you always get that ONE person who doesn't like what you have to say, so they start talking shit to you. I fin
Basement Spammers-new Ones Welcomed!
   
Who's Bein Scammed?
My original account screen name was Ravinglunitic.   That account was closed on me by Fubar on the 3rd.   Reason for closing, I appeared to be a scammer...   Whats the deal, plain and simple, i started surfing using a proxy.  Apparently the proxy address I was using cross referenced with a scammers addy, my account immediately deleted... At least thats what Im able to gather from Scrapper between "read my blog".   So, there's 6 months of fulife errased with no warning, gone.   There is no mention of proxy addys anywhere in the terms of use and if they actually reviewed the accounts before deleting they would see I was not who they thought.    Thanks a ton fu and scrapper....  I appreciate having all that taken from me for BS reasons.  
Fuego Poeticas
.. ... controversy  copy-writes political views, staggering poetic rights leaving verses to choose.. i'll be dead awake.. i'll be alive asleep.. the arts inspires masses whole, their shell be peace.. As i share the work of an artist, smoke pass flames I’m a mental crazed versed arsonist.. threw poetics  take you places mortality glares, best believe the son sets reigning  their.. two in the chamber means spirit within me, not a ghost it's soul residing in me.. you can't see it physically though sonically it  knows me, the  subconscious relics uniquely combining me.. past  the rough, and dammed life cursing us.. threw the market labels tarring trust.. flesh and bone removed from social lust.. I’ve been their.. I was their.. was all of me.. clarity and with art proceeds the greedy movements against we.. I desire well for them you and me.. inspiration saves blood from lands.. sprit and body, and the mind I command..
Batshit Without The Baggage
If you recognize those lyrics then undoubtedly we can relate on some level. With all my heart I believe that there was no better decade to have been born into than the 50's.  I would not trade it for having 30 years shaved off of my age or anything else.  I love that I can remember 11/22/63.  I love that I can remember where I was on 7/20/69.  I only wish I had been old enough to attend Woodstock that same summer.  I once had a roommate that did however.  That's as close as I came.  Robin, who was about 5 years older than myself, and his CAT attended Woodstock.  LOL. There are times...such as tonight...drinking Tequila, celebrating my 53rd birthday, and listening to songs from that era...that I am almost spiritually and psychically transcended back to that time.  Little did we know that it was such an incredibly amazing time to be discovering the world.  Is it any wonder that in years to come there would be a TV show that would actually REFER to those years AS "The Wonder Years"?  I
Where To Find Wolf, That's Me
Feel free to add me to any IM, my name on any IM is wolffraine@yahoo.com which is also my email- I am on YAHOO AIM and MSN- so feel free to add me, my home page where I usually hang out is on playlist my sketches are there too, all the ones in pencil are mine, the others are from the internet.
"our Best Narrative"
From above or below. Its only later that we know. Someone said "He who takes no chance has no chance" Come stroll awhile through the labyrinth. Promising never to imagine we cant. Joined at last, the crazy search winding down. Your eyes say me, while selecting the perfect gown. Since this is this and that is that. We say "Lets place the broom and leap fast" For inside we realize, its our God given right. Just as darkness must accept impending light. Ther are moments we should offer no resistance. Surrendering so sweetly, to heavenly happenstance. You give, I give, really means we give. As we truly meld, penning our best narrative. warmerthan (c) 1997
Daddy's Girls
If you would like to become a Daddy's Girl check out the folder and make a pick like the outher girls and get creative and then you will need to put Daddy's Girl behind your name(if you do a nsfw one ill need two salutes i want a sfw one so every body can see you)nsfw's welcome not a have to.
Everyone Should Read
Posted on Friday, July 24, 2009 6:12:23 PM by CMS • Page 16: States that if you have insurance at the time of the bill becoming law and change, you will be required to take a similar plan. If that is not available, you will be required to take the gov’t option! • Page 22: Mandates audits of all employers that self-insure!• Page 29: Admission: your health care will be rationed! • Page 30: A government committee will decide what treatments and benefits you get (and, unlike an insurer, there will be no appeals process) • Page 42: The "Health Choices Commissioner" will decide health benefits for you. You will have no choice. None. • Page 50: All non-US citizens, illegal or not, will be provided with free healthcare services. • Page 58: Every person will be issued a National ID Healthcard. • Page 59: The federal government will have direct, real-time access to all individual bank accounts for electronic funds transfer. • Page 65: Taxp
My Mind About Fubar
 *&#@! Have you ever noticed that those who leave comments on everyone else's profiles and photos who never even once have left a profile comment or photo comment on your photos or profile are the first to throw a fit the one time you don't leave them one? .....Geeez! PICTURE COMMENTS:  I am more likely to leave a photo comment then a profile comment these days. Since I hate to be generic in the comments I leave, photo comments allow me to expand the mind a little and be more intimate so to speak. So needless to say should I leave a photo comment it will have a little more to it then, "your so hot", or "nice boob job".    PROFILE COMMENTS:  I don't do these as much anymore if at all. Since I hate to be generic in the comments, and I don't like to duplicate them, I like to search out a comment that "fits" to that individual.  Even with just trying to do my "Family" often times I could not make it through them as the search was intense and I tend to be very picky. .....As always "Fami
Just Thoughts
In the past couple of months ive learned that people you thought would always be there never will be and the people you think that would rather not be there will be.ive learned that if you try to avoid risks everything becomes a risk and your life becomes guarded.I have learned that even if only for a couple of seconds you can love a person for who they are and even be able to turn thier lives around or at least comfort them. my status" How does a person jump into life and go unchanged? the answer is they dont.We as people tend to see the others side and try to help and in tiny and some huge ways change who we are as people. Don't Quit   When things go wrong, as they sometimes will,When the road you're trudging seems all up hill,When the funds are low and the debts are high,And you want to smile, but you have to sigh,When care is pressing you down a bit,Rest if you must, but don't you quit.Life is queer with its twists and turns,As everyone of us sometimes learns,And many a failure t
Least We Forget
While you SCREAM at your woman, there's a man wishing he could whisper softly in her ears. While you HUMILIATE,OFFEND and INSULT her, there's a man flirting with her and reminding her how wonderful she is. While you HURT your woman, there's a man wishing he could make love to her. While you make your women CRY there's a man stealing smiles from her. Post this on your wall if you're against Domestic Violence Forget  we shall not!!  Both  have brought us together in a way that the world never thought possible.
Pimping Out Great Friends!
*MissBehayvn* ~Fu~Engaged To~ HATEBREED420~@ fubar   Show this sweet and sexy lady Tons of love and respect! ~Green Eyed Girl ~fuWife to Soldier4life ~Vixen of the Dark Realm~@ fubar This is one of my closest and dearest friends show her lots of love AND respect! love ya darling !!! TAGGEDBYANANGEL@ fubar   Show this lovely lady LOTS of love and respect!
Criminal In My Dreams
It's the caffeine, the nicotine, the milligrams of tar It's my habitat, it needs to be cleaned, it's my car It's the fast talk they use to abuse and feed my brain It's the cat box it needs to be changed, it's the pain It's women, it's the plight for power it's government It's the way your given knowledge slow with thought control and subtle hints It's rubbing it, itching it, It's applying cream It's the foreigners sight seeing with high beams, It's in my dreams It's the monsters that I conjure, It's the marijuana It's the embarassment, displacement, It's where I wander It's my genre, It's Madonna's videos It's game shows, its cheap liquor,blunts, its bumper stickers with rainbows It's angels, demons, gods, it's the white devils It's the monitor, the soundman, it's the motherfucking mic levels It's gas fumes, fast food, Tommy Hil, mommy's pill Columbia House music club, designer drugs and rhyming thugs It's bloods, cripts, fives, six, It's stick up kids, It's christia
Is It Real??
. Two little kids, aged six and eight, decide it's time to learn how to swear. So, the eight year old says to the six year old, "Okay, you say ..ass' and I'll say ..hell'". All excited about their plan, they troop downstairs, where their mother asks them what they'd like for breakfast. "Aw, hell," says the eight-year-old, "gimme some Cheerios." His mother backhands him off the stool, sending him bawling out of the room, and turns to the younger brother. "What'll you have?" "I dunno," quavers the six-year-old, "but you can bet your ass it ain't gonna be Cheerios. Thursday, July 09, 2009  to the ones who walk among the  truely loved, the ones who love and the ones that are passionate. who know who you are and y you even do this to ppl is beond me! you finde someone and you fall for them not knowing what you really feel till you loose it or you wreck it with disregard, selfishness and take it for granted. so y even try to think you can make it better finding someone eles to take there pl
My Final Thoughts
Aight where 2 start this LOL! THIS SITE I BELIEVE IS GOING STRAIGHT TO HELL THATS RIGHT I SAID IT! EVERYONE CLAIMS TO BE A FRIEND BULLSHIT LOL A FRIEND IS YOUR PET A FRIEND IS SOMEONE U TALK 2 ON A DAILY BASIS A FRIEND IS SOMEONE YOU CAN TRUST WITH ANYTHING AND THAT IS NOT YOU PEOPLE. NOW PEOPLE ACT LIKE THIS SITE IS THE MOST IMPORTANT THING N THE WORLD CAUSE THEY TALK TO "PEOPLE" ON HERE,WELL I TALK 2 PEOPLE ON HERE AND OTHER SITES BUT THAT DONT MEAN SHIT 2 ME........                      NOW PEOPLE WANT TO ACT LIKE ITS A SIN FOR SOMEONE TAKE CARE OF SOMEONES PAGE...AND THEY MAKE IT AGAINST THE RULES WELL FUCK MY QUESTION IS WHY DOES IT MATTER? PEOPLE SPEND THERE FUCKIN MONEY ON HERE GET THE FUCK OVER IT......SOME PEOPLE IS NOT GOIN TO LIKE WHAT I BEEN SAYING BUT SINCE U ARE ALREADY FUCKIN CRY BABYS AND HAVENT GROWN UP YET....YOU CAN CRY OVER THIS!             NOW WITH THAT SAID I DONT GIVE 2 SHITS ABOUT THE OWNERS THE WORKS OR 90% OF YOU PEOPLE DONT LIKE THAT SUCK IT! PIECE OUT IDI
I Am A Pisces Man
Ladies, have you ever said to yourself, "Why can't men understand women? Why don't they understand us and our needs better?" Enter. . . the Pisces male.Our fishy Piscean man is a self made man. He doesn't hatch a plan for success but more so, plants a seed for it and patiently waits for it to sprout. One word - visualization. He plants the seed for his intentions and then visualizes what he intends them to become. He is a patient man and regardless of whether or not his intentions are already realized, he'll carry himself as if they are. By behaving as if he has already attained his goals and received their rewards, he thus becomes his own self fulfilling prophecy. You could say he's a master at the Universal Law of Attraction. Intention, visualization, behavior modification = manifestation. That's our Pisces male in a nutshell.Sextrology puts it best by saying, "Infamously unbeholden to anybody but himself, he trails nary a trace of emotional or psychological baggage, often tossing as
Maybe
Maybe you should know Everything I’ve held inside Maybe you should know There’s nothing left I can hide .. .. You found me over here Walked right through my walls You found me over here Hold me up now when I fall. .. .. Maybe you should know There’s nothing left of me Maybe you should know I’m not always what you see. .. .. Worlds collide here within me I’m a walking contradiction.
People Come Into Your Life For A Reason, A Season, Or A Lifetime
wifey means to have a girl that you know is gonna be ya girl for life. you're basically righ that it means to have a girl who feels like a wife to you   Wifey A woman that you treat right, respect and feel good having her as your girl. More than just your girl.     I HAVE A WONDERFUL WIFEY. SHE IS MY BEST FRIEND. AND ALL YOU HATERS CANT TAKE THAT AWAY FROM US...       There are motives for everything. Juxtaposed against the backdrop of advantageous endeavor, people leverage and jockey for position all the time, and often it’s at the behest of friendship. Original author Jean Dominique Martin said it best by leaving lasting impressions with the following essay. Do you believe that people come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime? What does friendship mean to you? How well do you choose who would be your closest allies? There are reasons why people are essential in our lives.   When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you h
I Believe----- So True
~~ Friendship Like Ours ~~ There's a rare kind of friendWho knows just what to doWhen to talk, when to listen,How to be there for you.A friend who inspires youTo grow in new ways,A friend who'll be thereOn both good and bad days.There's a rare kind of friendWho makes life worth livingBy encouraging, praising,sharing, and giving.A friend who can see thingsFrom your point of view,The best kind of friend,The rare kind... like you   so many friends and hard to find friends are hard to find if u find them hold on to them as long as u can A Birth Certificate shows that we were born A Death Certificate shows that we died Pictures show that we lived!   Have a seat . Relax . . . And read this slowly...  I Believe... That just because two people argue, It doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't argue, It doesn't mean they do love each other.  I Believe... That we don't have to change friends if We understand that friends change.  I Believe..
I Am Back
Hey all I am back and missed you all lots my life has changed alot!!! I am happier then I ever have been in a long time, I now have my Granson w/me and am taking care of him full time!!!  So I will be on and off for now just to let you all know all is well and I am doing great hugz, Cindy.
Random Thoughts
Wait. We cannot break bread with you. You have taken the land which is rightfully ours. Years from now, my people will be forced to live in mobile homes on reservations; your people will wear cardigans and drink highballs. We will sell our bracelets by the roadside; you will play golf and enjoy hot hors d'oeuvres. My people will have pain and degradation; your people will have stick-shifts. The gods of my tribe have spoken. They have said, "Do not trust the Pilgrims, especially Sarah Miller." And for all these reasons, I have decided to scalp you and burn your village to the ground. Christina Ricci as Wednesday Addams in Addams Family Values, playing Pocahontas in "The Camp Chippewa Thanksgiving Pageant"
The Ghost
  I am the ghost that walks these halls Present, but no longer fully here Dreams lay vacant for me now All that could have been is gone Silence fills the rooms While screams echo in my soul Torn and ripped asunder My heart beats no more I wasn’t able to scale those walls So here I am, the ghost of what I was  
Numb
Numb………… If I could be so lucky Instead I hear echos I feel the hole in me Growing and taking- More and more. I’m not numb I feel the pain and burn I feel the depth of the hole in my soul I see where it should have gone But it will never be. Numb………… I should be so lucky
Pics And Family
If you want to see more of me like some of mentioned you will need to contact me. I don't just add anyone to my Family. I am willing to show off for a time and add you to my family, but if I don't know you that well there is a price. Cantact me and I will let ya know.
My Poetry
Alcohol Sedated and Numb I fade from his mind You give him what he wants His emotions go blind I am stripped of him I lose him everytime I long to be his angel But I see he isn't mine I was robbed at birth And again later in life You stole my father I gave up being a wife Constantly first and better I resign myself to alone You have ripped my life apart Left your sins to atone So I lock up my heart Let my love fade Sedated and numb by sadness My emotions drift away I concede him to you You win yet again I am never first And I will never win Melissa Lay May 12,2009 I want to touch your body Feel your nakedness Wrap my legs around you Cover you with my kiss   I want to feel you close Your skin pressed to mine Run your hands down me Slide a finger inside   I am wet with desire Trembling from your touch Pulling you against me Needing you so much   Send me to my knees I'll swallow you with my lips Bring you to the edge Runnin
Sb Fun
how does someone forget about 3 children? how does someone go one creating a new life forgetting the life they left behind? the mind is amazing but the soul knows........... how does one not hurt for the pain and absense their children feel? how does one pay for this? how does one quell murderous rage?   ........................................................................................................................
Neo-luddism
Neo-Luddism---   The definition of this word is very interesting.  If you're not sure, look it up on Wikipedia.  Read up on it.  Technology changes a lot of things, and has very moral, ethical, and social implications.  Step back and think about it.  People count on machines for everything, from simple math to saving and keeping a heart beating.  But one must ask, how do you know when you have stepped over the lines?  Like keeping a person alive on a ventilator and artificial heart, but what is that person's quality of life like?  Not very good being in a vegetative state.   People can't venture out of the house without checking their friends FB status'.  The government is now tracking criminals and invading people's privacy on that site.  Just something to think about a bit....  
My Nerd
I saw this today and couldn't help but laugh.  There are 7 parts, but its worth it for a good nerd laugh.  
You Just Need To Know!
 HOW TO STAY YOUNG1. Throw out nonessential numbers. This includes age, weight and height. Let the doctors worry about them. That is why you pay 'them' 2. Keep only cheerful friends. The grouches pull you down.3. Keep learning. Learn more about the computer, crafts, gardening, whatever. Never let the brain idle. 'An idle mind is the devil's workshop.'4. Enjoy the simple things. 5. Laugh often, long and loud. Laugh until you gasp for breath.6. The tears happen. Endure, grieve, and move on. The only person, who is with us our entire life, is ourselves. Be ALIVE while you are alive. 7.
I'm Always There
I'm always there when you close your eyes, No matter how far away heaven seems to be. I'm always there when you reach for me. In the night no matter how empty your bed seems to be. Im always there when the tears blurr your site, No matter how hard it is to see. You say  my eyes are like the clear blue waters of the seas. But when you look in to them do you see the choppy waves and dark clouds of, The storm that is brewing inside of me. You help to open up the storm gates hidden deep with in, I release the deep pain and it floods like rain once again. I am always there when the clouds are heavy and dark, No matter how dim. You are there to help them part. You see a delicate heart so full of life, But can you feel how hollow i truly feel. Lost in a world to walk alone so shallow I feel so all alone. No matter how grim or how hollow i truly am I am always there even if it is just to reach out my hand. They all say they see a strong gentle me, But is this what they all
Fuwhores
Read from the bottom up Katherine: well it is just a site and i am having fun and u are a dumb ass ugly sob that i am blocking To Katherine: yeah well you can go to a real fuckin site and make ....wait whats that called again..MONEY!!!!! then but your own bling packs and hell a fuckin pack or smokes... im sorry whoreing myself for bling... hey ill tell you what ill show you mine if you show me yours... free of charge how bout it? Katherine: i have been on fubar 2 monthes and have gotten over 45 bling packs plus a vip for 3 monthes to see my nsfwa ty To Katherine: okay so let me see if i got thisstraight... you come on fu ... you rate guys... then you try to get them to pay you in monopoly money to see your "nekkie" ....YOU NEED A BETTER AGENT To Katherine: sorry darlin to much free porn out there.. and beides are u an idiot? ge tthe fuckin money nota damn bling pad=ck Katherine: no everyone does it To Katherine: thata a fuckin joke right? Katherine: send me a 19.99 bl
Fu-mafia
Here are a few tips I have come across and or learned in playing Fu-mafia.  1.  Mob members - get as many as possible never stop recruiting from the New Players list (when you are on and waiting for your stamina to build is a good time to do this), from those who you lose to in an attack or who attack you and win, and if you belong to a turf make sure you mob request all members of the same turf as well as all the members of any turfs that your turf has an alliance with.  The maximum number that can be taken into a fight is 750 if you are new to the game it will be considerably less but when you reach level 150 you will be able to take the full 750 into the fight.  Always accept Mob Request from others, you can never have too many in your personal mob, after all they have no real ties to you in game play they are just numbers.  Also be aware that you can not attack anyone in your mob and they can not attack you. KEEP YOUR FRIENDS CLOSE AND THOSE THAT CAN WHOOP YOUR ASS CLOSER. 2.  We
Brand New Really New Blog
A picture is worth a thousand words,Hers worth so much more.Each time I gaze at her beauty,Words want to flow,even more than before.Her eyes keep me entranced,Her smile makes my heart glow.Even on the darkest of night,To her my smile would go.So my angel of night,Almost half a world away.Through the dark walk with you,And dream of your beauty in the day. It never crosses her mind,Exactly what she does to me.My world is so much brighter,When she is what I see. For now her heart,Belongs not to me.For now I am her friend,And that is what I'll be. If someday I have the chance,And my Gods are smiling at me.Her heart will know happiness,And its all she'll ever see. A brand new smile,I have seen today.One of the most beautiful,I've seen,in everyway. I hope I see its shine,For a long time to come.And it stays so beautiful,And it is never gone. Thank you for sharing it with me,And bringing it to my eyes.And now that I have seen it,I hope you never say goodbye.
Tuckermax.com
I spent the summer between my 2nd and 3rd year of college suckling on the parental teat in South Florida. It was the absolute prime of my "do anything to get laid" phase. I was recently freed from a 4-year long-distance relationship that began in high school and I wanted nothing more than to have sex with as many girls as possible. Most of the things I did that summer are not story-worthy; you can only tell the same, "I got drunk on Dom and fucked this hottie" story so many times before it gets annoying. That summer I experienced every random sex situation that a 20 year old can imagine: fucking on the beach, getting head from random girls in club bathrooms, sleeping with 3 different girls in a day, getting so drunk I passed out during sex, getting arrested for receiving fellatio in the pool at the Delano, blah, blah, blah...Jesus. What does it say about how fucked up my life is that I don't consider these stories to be extraordinary anymore? Anyway, while most of my stories may no
Lord Give Me A Sign!!!!
     I really need to talk to ya lord, since the last time we talk the walk has been hard. I know you haven't left me lord but i feel like im alone. I'm a big boy now but i still ain't grown still goin thru it pain & the hurt, soakin up trouble like rain in the dirt an i know only i can stop the rain just the mention of his name, In the name of jesus.
Dealt With Via Crazy Man...
Clicky Theres an amazing amount of discussion going on regarding the girl who eggs the guy on and then films HERSELF picking up the white guys grocery bag, Kinda funny how she pulls her own card... And now we have her video reply via youtube.... Clicky Hmmmmmmm.......Im not gonna touch on her horribly scripted reply.....anyways... point is...dont fuck with crazy old men! muchless swing on one....
Drama
Courage is a hard thing to figure you can have courage based on a dumb idea or a mistake but your not suppose to questionadults or your coach or your teacher because they make the rules maybe they know best but maybe they dont it all depends on who you are where you come from didnt at least one of the 600 guys think about giving up and joining with the other side i mean valley of death thats pretty salty stuff thats why courage is tricky should you always do what others tell you to do sometimes you might not even know why your doing something i mean any fool can have courage but honor thats the real reason you either do something or you dont its who you are and maybe who you want to be if you die try for something important then you have both honor and courage and thats pretty good i think thats what the writter was saying that you should hope for courage and try for honor and maybe even pray that the people telling you what to do have some too.   This essay that Michael Oher had to
My Workz...*poems*
I'll cut my own chest open, take my heart out and hand it to you. That's how much love I got for you. It's made of stone, and I doubt it can be broken. When it loves it loves hard. When it's cold it's cold for long. Angel, I know you're here because you've fallen.I'll help you mend you wings, and from this hell you'll be free. But for you... i stand up. My eyes i shut. Darkness is around me. I can feel that their is someone in front of me. I can feel their breath on me. I’m afraid to open my eyes. I can feel their eyes looking in to my soul I’m afraid of what they will see. My darkness, my hope, my dreams, my fear, every thing that makes me me. I open my eyes and I’m looking in the mirror. I’m afraid of myself. Is life worth living if you are your own enemy. I fight with my self every day and I always lose. But for you i stand upand gets me you'll greet me with open arms. Till then I'll just have to hope. I could salt Popcorn With these Dried-up tears. C
Make Me Mondays
1.NO DRAMA 2.REPSECT EVERYONE 3.MUTE CAMS ON YOUR OWN PLEASE AND TY 4.IF U DONT LIKE TUNES HIT MUTE  5.NO BASHING OR TALKING DOWN ABOUT OTHER LOUNGES
Not Around Much
I have been busy alot lately..and tired. Not sure if somethings wrong with me..physically or just that I dont sleep much.  Anyways.. I have not felt like being on here much.  When I am on here.. I sit and wonder ,,why? I have maybe 3 who really give a damn about me.  Those who I got added to my family..I wonder why? Yes..at one time they cared..and talked to me..but as of lately.. barely many do. I guess I am burnt out on here.  Why come to a place..where you can be replaced as a friend so easily? I guess I come back..for those very few who do care.. I can only take so much though.. and I am about to that point. Its bad enough..hardly anyone talks much. I barely get rated much..orloved on any.  WTF do you have to do to get attn on here? I have seen humungous cows even get attn. Maybe its the fact I dont freakin talk dirty to you.. or show you what you want. If thats what it takes.. then so be it.. I will just delete .
Things You Shouldnt Say During Sex
1. But everybody looks funny naked! 2. You woke me up for that? 3. Did I mention the video camera? 4. Do you smell something burning? 5. (In a janitor's closet) And they say romance is dead...6. Try breathing through your nose. 7. A little rug burn never hurt anyone! 8. Is that a Medic-Alert Pendant? 9. Sweetheart, did you lock the back door? 10. But whipped cream makes me break out. 11. Person 1: This is your first time... right? Person 2: Yeah... today. 12. Hurry up! This room rents by the hour! 13. Can you please pass me the remote control? 14. Do you accept Visa? 15. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz16. On second thought, let's turn off the lights. 17. And to think -- I was really trying to pick up your friend! 18. So much for mouth-to-mouth. 19. (Using body paint) Try not to leave any stains, okay? 20. Hope you're as good looking when I'm sober... 21. (Holding a banana) It's just a little trick I learned at the zoo! 22. Do you get any premium movie channels? 23. Try not to smear my make-up, will
Happy!
You will NOT die if any ofthe following happens: 1)  Someone does not buy you before your current owneeship expires.  Studies have shown that people who are allowed to have their value return to 10,000 fubucks do indeed live to see the next day, and may even survive to see the next! 2)  Someone doesn't get you that ohhhhhhhhhhhh so CUTE new bling that pops along.  You do NOT need every one that shows up.  Quit being so fucking shallow and greedy.  The same studies show that a lot of bling is really just an older picture set to Blingee-level sparkly graphics. They even reuse the same old pictures they have previously used, just made it a different colour, called it something different, or added a word or whatever to make it SLIGHTLY different.  Come on now, dipshits, remember all those fucking dragons that looked the same?  Or the two kissing fish?  they couldn't even wait a few weeks to rehash THAT one.  Bling does not equal love.  if you equate it as such, you are a particularly sha
Suggestion "blog"
The time has come to offer a place for anyone in the crew to offrer suggestions as to what we can do as a family to make our crew stronger and better in its entirety... As cofounder i have learned the hard way that its not easy to keep everyone in the crew happy at all times. I know i speak for my cofounder as well when i say that all of u are like our children and we just want u to play nice, lol. Sometimes there are discords or arguments within the crew and our job as cofounders is to try and resolve these issues. Unfortunately, that is not always possible, no matter how hard we try. However, we are hoping that by posting this blog we will have a place for members to go and air thier grievances or give thier suggestions as to how we can make ECS a tighter knit family. This having been said, as always, let's try and keep this a "drama free zone" and let's all work together to keep ECS the  "elite" FAMILY, that we have always represented! We chose elite to be in our name bc we wanted
Wow Lmfao
Ok so this is just pretty much a CYA blog, nothing of real value besides showing my former hotties that I care about that I do not shit talk them. This is FUBAR it's not real life and it's something apparently that is confusing for others. I was tired of the bullshit and drama. And this is how it was ended....   I have taken out a certain name in here only cause she had nothing to do it with she was just got mixed up in it. To the hotties ~ I love you girls, you know who you are. I'm here for yall if you need me! Thanks for everything! XOXO HOTTIE LOVE!!! ( oh fyi my convo with the other party involved is a lil mixed up in here. lol but work with me. I copied and pasted ~ obviously the copy and paste didnt want to work the way i wanted it to work )     Firechief Chief: I meant what I wrote  Ok peace promiseFirechief Chief: Hey going to offer u due to all the great work u have done and as close as u and I were to come back no ? before I remove your mods we love u and so do the gi
Who I Am And Where I'm At - Part One
I'm Brett, for starters and I've been called by many names in my life. I was Cowboyfor 4 ish years, and for 4 ish years I was also known as Kitt. Back in my early days of hitch-hiking the countryside (which I did for 13 years) especially in Alice Springs, I was known as Waco, though they all pronounced it Wacko, lol. At the very start of my hitch-hiking days I was called Kidd Bowie, because of my particular fondness for the Bowie knife and the Legend behind the original. It was only after becoming a father that I took to the name Brett, after 30 years of living was I happy to be acknowledged as what my birth certificate recorded. I look at it now and realise it was because my father had named me Brett, and if there is anyone on this planet that I despise or loathe more, then i have yet to discover it. It was this hate, a hate that ate at me for so many years it turned me into a bitter, sullen, angry, rebellious young man, that was my chip on my shoulder, my cross to bear and I think ov
My Thoughts...
It doesnt matter if your older or younger What matters is whats in your heart. Coming of Age... A period of your life,very important But,when you care about someone you Really feel for- Age should never be an Issue. One day you just might fall head over heels for Dont let Age come between You and Happiness. (Ken Martinez) In the whirlwind of the Autumn Breeze, Soars the emotions of all lost loves, Like the falling leaves From the dying trees. Looking through the camera of time, We see pictures of love and happiness We see loves that should have been. Instead of just fantasy. In the Autumn Breeze, We shiver in the cold For without any warmth or love W
~my Life's Secreat ~ If U Read My Profile...this Will Make More Sense :)
~My Lifes Secret~ Eyes closed and head bowed forward...clenching on to both knees...One lonely tear falls down,hugging onecheek...heartache~Quietly listening to the confusion in this mind~Rushing waves...Waves that ride threw obstacles life has dealt~ruining hopes and dreams...Running away with saddness,anger & guilt ...Feeling useless yet again...days turn into yearsand yet not a answer to my story~Afraid to be outspoken...afraid the right person will not listen~used to this feelingof lonelieness inthis world~in my minds world...Questions of "what did I do and"how do I live again?"...Emptyness~emptyness that has hollowed my heart but still it beats...beating with an infested infection-wont go away...Love,peace,and happiness?What is that?Trust?...Outside fighting...Inside crying...tired...wishing not to be afraid...be saved...tired of my reflection...this story won't end... ...it's just begun...this life I live...is like a rewind button~that just keeps replaying... ...a
My Heaven
My Heaven I look deep in your eyes.I see there what I feel inside.We share something between us,Neither one of us can hide.I feel your lips touch mine,I loose all my control,All it took was a look and a kiss,To know you were part of my soul.I see your hands on my skin,I want and need you to do more,The passionate look you give me,Tells me heaven is in store.I feel your need against my thigh,I know you will fulfill every wish,.We were made to fit together,And all it took was a look and a kiss.I look deep in your eyes,And I see heaven there inside,You make me feel so beautiful,                      What I feel for you I cannot hide.                             
About My Name
Ok so I know people have heard if not seen the twilight saga. just to let you all know I DID NOT create this name after the movies or books. I had the name Bella before I even heard of the Twilight saga lol. So yeah, just wanted to let yall know that I wasn't trying to copy the movies or anything :)   Hope you all have a Blessed day or night.   Bella Windwhistler
Snake Eyes Radio Promotors
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Fubar Fuk Ups
I may be new to all this, but I decided to give it a try b/c a lot of people I know told me it was a great place to be. I am a member/staff of 3 lounges. How can we keep them maintained and in order if the site keeps changing things on us. Not just to the lounges but to our pages as well. I say put it how it was and stop playing with everything b/c your bored. Put it one way and leave it alone!
From My Journel
  I keep Wednesday's free for my pleasure and amusement. I like a weekly massage to relax me so called to arange one for Wednesday morning after my ballet class. The masseur arrived ahead of time, and I had to rush around organising the massage table we have as the for him to work on.The doorman buzzed, and then I opened the  door myself, despite not having had the time to rush upstairs and get my dressing robe.  Yes, I was naked! John didn't seem too surprised, but greeted me and said: 'I see you're ready for me!' I smiled and watched as he came thru the door. I closed the door. He helped me get the massage table up. I then got a striped towel, orange and green stripes, which I spread onto the table top. I asked John: 'Where do you want it?' I meant the table, but he answered: 'Up, prone on the top please!' He was smiling, and I could see we were going to have a fun time. He opened his box of tricks as I pushed the table a little closer to one of the long windows and climbed up on i
Celiac Stuffz
As some of you know, I have celiac disease. But what you don't know, is that I've been foolish and have not been following the proper diet for almost a year now. I'm started having some of the same problems I had when I was first treated. Yes, I know, I'm stupid for not sticking with it.... Someone was asking me about celiac disease the other day, and if it was dangerous. This is part of what I found out. When individuals with CD ingest gluten, the villi, tiny hair-like projections in the small intestine that absorb nutrients from food, are damaged. This is due to an immunological reaction to gluten. Damaged villi do not effectively absorb basic nutrients -- proteins, carbohydrates, fats, vitamins, minerals, and, in some cases, water and bile salts. If CD is left untreated, damage to the small bowel can be chronic and life threatening, causing an increased risk of associated disorders -- both nutritional and immune related. http://www.celiac.org/index.php?option=com_c
My Master
Caught between Desire and Lust Frightened To be Close But afraid to stray. A Circle of disillusionment A feeling of losing control I am held Captive, But not unwillingly I am not here against my will I desire to be by his side, Even if he does not desire me tortured by Lust Listening to His every command "SIT!" yes master. "KNEEL IN FRONT OF ME!" yes master, "PLEASE ME!" yes master. I am willing to please him in every way I dare not disobey. I am bad every now and then Just to feel his pain upon my skin. to feel the touch that I long for. I am the darkness you are afraid of. I run in the night searching for my next victim. Kissing your neck is what you need to protect. One bite and your mine.   Blood dripping, I lick it slowly. Taking in every drop of your young essence. Virgins I do prefer because they are so young and pure. But if I can find the faint at heart.
Songs In My Happy Place
WALK Pantera Vulgar Display of Power Can't you see I'm easily bothered by persistence One step from lashing out at you... You want in to get under my skin And call yourself a friend I've got more friends like you What do I do? (Pre) Is there no standard anymore? What it takes, who I am, where I've been Belong You can't be something you're not Be yourself, by yourself Stay away from me A lesson learned in life Known from the dawn of time (Chorus) Respect, walk Run your mouth when I'm not around It's easy to achieve You cry to weak friends that sympathize Can you hear the violins playing your song? Those same friends tell me your every word (Pre) (Chorus) Are you talking to me? No way punk A friend in need's a friend indeed, A friend with weed is better, A friend with breasts and all the rest, A friend who's dressed in leather, A friend in need's a friend indeed, A friend who'll tease is better , Our thoughts compress, Which makes us blessed, And m
Just Abuncha Bull Kwap
http://www.hmnsmedia.org/CorpseFlower/ Check out this link its a rare blooming flower and its going to bloom very soon! http://www.clipjunkie.com/Cuddling-with-an-Elephant-Seal-vid6966.html So cool in so many ways... I note my first blog was a fail but nice, and if you have the time to view it I fixed it!! Was sentimental and you will fully enjoy. We have so much to be thankful for! I used to think it was so cheesy because of the idiot notion  of gift giving, picking names out of a hat and buying them a 10$ gift they will stick in the bottom of their drawer. now, I realize how important it is to give thanks for our  immence abundance, each year, each day! I won't list every single thing i'm thankful for, because ill be here all day, but if your reading this, know that I am thankful for you and your presence in this amazing life. Yours truly...Tarantula
Slipped Away From Myself
events have occured recently that have caused me to slip away from myself and there are a few here that might actually care about this. there are things i have said/done recently that do not reflect who i am and sometimes it is a real struggle to maintain what i am, what i wish to be. as all of us are i am a work in progress and now reality needs to settle in and the fun must begin, letting any serious notions on this site just slip away and enabling me to be the more light hearted, and enlightened one i once felt i was. of course there is a good possibilty that i am not all that enlightened lol
Anyone
LET THEM GO! BY BISHOP T.D. JAKES....    There are people who can walk away from you. And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk.    I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone. When people can walk away from you let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left.    The Bible said that, they came out from us that it might be made manifest that they were not for us. For had they been of us, no doubt they would have continued with us. [1 John 2:19]    People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can't make them stay.    Let them go.    And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person it just means that their part in the story is over. And you've got to know when people's part in your story is over so that you don't keep trying to r
Mafia
Hello Everyone! I have finally deceided to start my turfup again! I am looking for new members from Underboss on down! Come join me if you have the time.. The link is below either cut and paste or just search for HMM or Heavy Metal Mafia! http://fubar.com/mafia/?t=7926 Welcome to HMM!Thank you for stopping by!Now to the disclaimer....This is just a game and it will be treated as such.No drama will be allowed here.If you must have drama please take it somewhere else.Members that are in a "paid" position will earn their "pay".Bring any problems that you have to the attention of the Boss or UnderBoss.Do Not Start a bunch of BS in anyones Shoutbox.Don't start none.....won't be none. Members Only Section:This is how the game is played for all that do not already know:Although some will say that you get 1 weapon and armor per mob member this is not the case.The weapons and armors have different attack and defense stats.So, if you have weapons with higher stats for attack they will be us
For My Dad On Fathers Day!
If roses grow in Heaven, Lord, pick a bunch for me. Place them in my Dad's arms and tell him they're from me. Tell him that I love him and miss him, and when he turns to smile,place a kiss upon his check and hold him for awhile. Because remembering him is easy, I do it every day. There's an ache inside my heart that will never go away. If your Dad is in Heaven copy and paste this I Love You Dad!
My Custom Ubuntu Shirt.
I'm not much of a blogger and all but I am rather giddy about my new pro Linux, anti windblows shirt that I customized and ordered for myself. So meh, whatever. All I have to say is :)
The Inner Workings Of The Socially Fucked Up.
There once was a child made out of glue. Fathered by an evil man, bred by a fool.With the head of girl and the body of a leech,black writhered through her veins,Her skin reeking of bleach.She knew not of her misfortune.She knew not of her pain.Locked away in her glass jar,She only knew of hate.With a heart of pure acidand a smile full of bile;she was a hopeless wonder.She was a forgotten child.Her jar grew old and fragile.Her face grew sad and blue.She wore the skin of transparentcy.She wore skin of the moon.The wind seeped into her chamber.Slowly drying her up.Whispering songs to liven her; she fell in love with his touch. Sealed away at the bottom, one day she smiled at a foolish thought.His possession ov
Support Issues
http://fubar.com/blog/328015/1121489 Please read this carefully.  This is not a joke. I see this happen daily and you come to support frantic and expect us to put out your fire.    DO NOT GIVE ANYONE ACESSS TO YOUR ACCOUNT!  This means DO NOT give anyone one your login info, password, etc. If you do, you are asking for trouble. DO NOT GIVE ANYONE YOUR PASSWORD OR LOG IN! You are the ONLY one that should access your account. This is in our terms of service and is for your benefit. Read 1 and 2 until it is CRYSTAL CLEAR!   This is some of the stuff you open yourself up to. -that dude you were fuengaged to who bombed for you while you were at work. He will give your password out to his other girl and she will get jealous and you two will start war. If you are stupid enough to allow someone into your account, then you are probably stupid enough to allow that person to buy bling.  That dude will buy his sanchita some bling packs, and you will come crying to support that you were
Things Found
Do you chance the agony of rejection or scornin hopes of the ecstasy from acceptance born?Will you risk the heartbreak of love gone bad,to find a love so true, like few have ever had?You are caught within their mesmerizing glance,do you bet it all on love and take the chance?Will the fear of making such a huge mistakepersuade you to keep loneliness and it's ache?There is less pain in being alone it is true,but is that the thing that really want to do?The ache of loneliness is constantly there,the sadness that leads the heart to despair;at least in trying to love there is the chanceyou will have a forever of love and romance.In the end the choice is up to none but you,the time is here, so what do you decide to do? A Brand New Startby Jill Lemming  God sometimes brings us to a placewhere answers can't be found...Where we cannot see tomorrow,for confusion all around.  Yet deep inside we realizethat all things work for good...Even times when we've been woundedand we feel misunderstood.
Pearls Of Wisdom
The greatest achievement is selflessness. The greatest worth is self-mastery. The greatest quality is seeking to serve others. The greatest precept is continual awareness. The greatest medicine is the emptiness of everything. The greatest action is not conforming with the worlds ways. The greatest magic is transmuting the passions. The greatest generosity is non-attachment. The greatest goodness is a peaceful mind. The greatest patience is humility. The greatest effort is not concerned with results. The greatest meditation is a mind that lets go. The greatest wisdom is seeing through appearances. ~Atisha
Ranting
Just a thought here. A persons social network page is their "Home away from home" and so they might post a thought or belief that is their own opinion, whether it is religion or politics and what not. It's like praying before eating, even if you have guests over, right?? You'd hope that your guests repesct you and not tell you that you are wrong to pray in your own home. Ok, so on say, someones personal face book page, if it is their "Home" they should have the same right, to post an opinion on their own beliefs without someone commenting that their way of thinking is incorrect. I do not go around to other peoples pages to tell them that their way of thinking is false and that my way is the only right way. I may believe in God, but I respect the other people who do not. However, I believe that I should be able to post my opinion if it is on my own page. That is all I wanted to say. Thanks. Having a horrible day, emotionally unstable because of arguments with the bf and him telling me i
Makes Me Sick
It really pisses me off when people check me out and dont even bother to rate,comment, add when they see my age and i'm not the sexiest chick on fubar.  The inside is what counts i mean come on people this is an adult site!!!
Love, Life, And Then Some
When I look in his eyes, I see someone who I'm not sure if anyone else knows exists. When I look in his eyes, I see someone who has a big heart. When I look in his eyes I see someone who I want in my life. When I look in his eyes I feel safe. When I look in his eyes, I know I can trust him with my life. When I look in his eyes, I see someone who is dealing with a lot of pain. When I look in his eyes, I fear that he does not see himself for the amazing person he truly is. When I look in his eyes, I want to fix everything for him and make his life perfect. When I look in his eyes, I see someone who has been hurt so much he is afraid to let anyone else in.  When I lay in his arms, I feel at home. When I lay in his arms, I feel comforted. When I lay in his arms, my past doesn't matter so much. When I lay in his arms, all the pain this world has caused me disappears.
I Am A Proud Army-girlfriend & Wife
i am a military girlfriend. i hold no formal recognition with the powers that be. i am at the bottom of the chain. i hold no Military ID card, i am not a “dependent” or a parent. the man i love may face unspeakable dangers, and i am at the mercy of those who possess this recognition for news. i understand this and accept this. i have promised to be here for him upon his return, no matter how long he is away. people may say I am insane for making such a commitment with no guarantees, but i hold onto our promises and have faith that he will come home safe to me.. i know full well that my love for him fuels him in the worst of times.. there is no ring on my finger that symbolizes our commitment..i hope every day that he will be able to call because a simple 30-second phone call can bring the greatest spectrum of emotions… smiling with tears in my eyes from so much joy and pain..my relationship is based on a brief communication where “I love you and I’m okay” speaks more than vo
Playboy Mansion Auction
(r)PLAYBOY MANSION IS HOLDING ITS FIRST LIVE AUCTION ON SEPTEMBER 14TH IF YOU WOULD LIKE ENTRANCE FOLLOW THESE STEPS: 1.(h) SEND ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE WITH YOUR OFFERS ON IT 2. (h)I GET 10% OF YOUR EARNINGS 3. (h)YOU HAVE 10 MINS TO PAY WHAT YOU OWE OR YOU WILL GO ON A LIST OF PEOPLE NOT ALLOWED BACK . 4. (h)MAKE SURE YOU STATE CLEARLY WHAT YOU ARE OFFERING SO PEOPLE WILL NOT GET CONFUSED . 5. (h)MOST OF ALL JUST HAVE FUN (r)IF YOU ARE INTERESTED IN THIS AUCTION IT IS AT 5 PM CENTRAL TIME AND ANYONE WHO COMES IN MUST JOIN THE LOUNGE BEFORE BEING ENTERED IN THE AUCTION .. TY HAVE A GREAT DAY NEW FAMILY FORMING CALLED *KINKY* WE ARE A HELPFUL GROUP WHO RATE AT LEAST ONE FULL PROFILE A DAY GIVE AT LEAST ONE NEWBIE A GIFT A DAY AND ALWAYS HELP THE FAMILY .. KEEP IN MY IF YOU ARE NOT DOING WHAT IS REQUIRED YOU WILL BE BOOTED FROM FAMILY.. IM NOW TAKING APPLICATIONS THROUGH PRIVATE MESSAGES FOR COFOUNDER OF THE KINKY FAMILY .. REMEMBER A SMILE NEVER KILLED ANYONE .. DONT FORGET TO COMME
Douchbags
DJ MAYO aka Mayo James Staley was telling me that he wanted to be with me and then confessed undying love for some old ugly woman in his status. Just be warned ladies that this is not a REAL man and has some growing up to do! If you are in his family or ranked on his page you have been blocked from mine and are not reading this anyway. I really don't care anymore. I am making sure that I don't have anything to do with anyone close to him! I'm done with his whole lot of miscreates. Sometime in the last year I was talking to Chris aka DJ SONIC now DV8 in a romantic way. Then he just stopped talking to me. Never gave me a reason. Just told me he was busy. Then I'm blocked. No explination. The last time we talked everything was cool but then I'm blocked. I was pissed and hurt. Now He is with some girl and very happy. I'm happy for him. I just wanted him to be man enough to be honest. I could have been understanding if he had given me the chance. But thats his mistake. I wish him and his gi
Poems
I'm sitting here today wondering, "Why is this gay"? Then I stop to see others just like me. As I glare at them it all becomes so clear. We fight for what's right, for what we have at home is more preciouse to us. We hold pictures of loved ones, gone and new. some in our mitch others in our kits. Don't cry for us today we will cry for you tonight hoping you are safe a lone in your bed. For this is the land of the free and the home of the brave we will always be brave so you can be free, we wish this unto you If we should die we will gladly dir for you remember us while were young cuz some gave few, while others gave all. My fufiance wrote this for me :D   What is this feeling I feelthis feeling of eternal blissthe feeling of not even sitting by youbut tasting your sweet , warm kiss.This feeling that you will never leave mealthough many have said the samethis feeling that you truly mean itthis feeling this is not just a game.What is this feeling I lovethe
Fupony Auction.....maybe
Not Sure If I Should....
Ok, so I'm thinking of making a NSFW folder, only opened for certain people for blings and such.... but I'm just not sure... I actually got the hubbys approval, so now its more down to what I decide.... As you all know, I have never done NSFW pics before... so this is a huge decision for me.... could really use some of my friends thoughts on it.... leave me some comments on your take... pros and cons... Thanks my Luvs!!
Random Stuff From My Imagination
You and your boyfriend just got home from a gentle swim. Staring at each other in the pool left you both in the mood for something freaky. As you walk up the stairs you hear a gentle moan that seems to be coming from your room. Looking at your boyfriend puzzled, you finish going up the stairs and open the door to your room. If you thought you were horny before, you have no idea. As soon as that door was open, your pussy was dripping. There you saw Eric sitting with his head leaning back as he was moaning. As he practically laid there with one hand up for a little support; I was sucking him off gently and slowly shoving his 11 inch long, 3.5 in wide, shaft, as far into my mouth as possible. Going up and down slowly, I made my hand follow my lips at the same speed making sure he was truly moaning. At the same time I had my other hand wrapped around my back; I was finger fucking myself with two fingers making sure to go in as deep as possible. You stare at this amazing picture with your
You And Your Penises
Today I will:   change the sink faucet at 9.5 months pregnant work a full time job running a coffee company raise a 13 year old live on 3 hours of sleep clean up the trail of shit you left behind make the bed go grocery shopping make dinner put the strollers away clean out the garage move all the tools you have left all over the house move a dresser tidy up before maids come... oh and to top it all off GROW YOUR DEMON SPAWN   Thank you for your help   ME THE 9.5 MONTH FETUS CARRIER   PS THIS IS A FUCK YOU JEFF NOTE THAT I NEEDED TO GET OFF MY CHEST THAT IS ALL
My Bullies Please Dont Steal Unless Ur Staff For One Of My Lounges
  The time has come ..  quest and angel  will take their vows WEDNESDAY OCTOBER 20TH, 2010 7pmEST  join them as they join their hearts  STEVENS will officiate the ceremonyCome for the cake if nothing else     COMMENT BOX PROMO FOR TROUBLED SANCTUM. 1. COME ON IN AND CHECK OUT THE INSANITY AT TROUBLED SANCTUM . http://fubar.com/lounge/troubledsanctum   2. welcome to fubar if ur lookin for rawkin tunes, hawt cam peeps and awsome convorsations come on into TROUBLED SANCTUM. http://fubar.com/lounge/troubledsanctum   3. come check us out at TROUBLED SANCTUM are peeps are hawt and our dj's take all requests. http://fubar.com/lounge/troubledsanctum     sb promo for TROUBLED SANCTUM welcome to fubar come check us out!http://fubar.com/lounge/troubledsanctum our cam ladies are hot, our tunes rawk and our dj's take all request come on in and check us out. http://fubar.com/lounge/troubledsanctumcome into TROUBLED SANCTUM! Have a drink, request a tune, join in the convo. Party
Exotica Cam And Dj Schedule
Old Lady Kel's Blog Of Crap.
my first random free hand project. an owl, of course.
Dumb Crimals
People I Have Run Across
PRETTY ASSASSIN         REAL GIRL: http://sfw.org.ua/index.php?newsid=1148925357   JUST BE WARNED JUST SAYIN   YOUR DAYS ARE OVER!!!!
All My Love - Alphafighter28
Unconditional Love   I dont know when it Happened Or how is got it's start but my heart fell inlove with you from the very Beginning.   I smile when I think of you My heart skips a beat when i speak to you, My love for you grows with each passing day not a moment in time could pass me by.   Before you came along, my heart was broken, never thought i would meet someone that could make it whole, then i met you!!!   I love you baby and always will no one in this world can ever change how i feel about you!!! You are my world my everything
A Little About Me
Well, I have learned a lot since joining fubar. One there are some very nice people on here,theres great lounges and a great family atmosphere.I was gonna let one bad apple ruin the fubar experience for me but its best to ignore that person and have fun on here.....SO LETS GET THE FUCKING PARTY STARTED!!!!!!! I AM HERE FOR FRIENDS AND FRIENDS ONLY!!! THAT IS WHILE I"M HERE,I WILL BE DELETING FUBAR SOON ALONG WITH YAHOO AND ANY OTHER WAY OF GETTING MY HEART BROKEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!  I THINK THIS DAMN COMPUTER IS THE WORSE THING I EVER BOUGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
History
Imprint
 One day I will move on,Someday all your empty words will be gone.Memories of you will hold no significance,I just wish that it could be now,why must I endure such longing,Such hope that you will find your way back in,You were such a small part of my lifeand yet one of the greatest.The pain from your absence should be long gone,Your kiss still lingers on my lips,The warmth from your embrace I always miss,your smile set me on fire and made me feel at ease...
Dropping My Sanity Basket
As some of you may have (or may not have) noticed I have been MIA for a week. There is a really, REALLY good reason for this.  I was officially admitted to Patrick B. Harris Mental Hospital for major depression, suicidal thoughts, a suicide plan, anxiety and hallucinations. I  was released today at 1pm.  I missed all of you and some more so then others ;) Please be gentle with me, I'm bruised currently and slightly fragile.
Speakin Of Hot....
ok so why, when i'm at a stop light, do ALL other drivers think they the ONLY ones at the intersection too?? i mean they REALLY think they by themselves!!! do you have any idea how many people i catch diggin in their nose, like, not just a little 'ooh, scratch a little itch'; no, i'm talkin DIGGIN for PLATINUM!! only thing they missin is a damn mining pick!! LMMFAO swear!!! they got they fingers all spread, u know the face u make when u pickin boogers??? they makin the same face!!! OMG people save the snot hunt for when u actually are by yourself!!! This has been a Public Service Announcement by xXDatOneMomentXx FuOwned by Luscious so one hell hot day a group of friends and relatives and i decided we should go to the pool and splash around, cool off and have a good time.  im so excited, im changin clothes, puttin my trunks on, slip my cell phone in the pocket (!!) and hop in the ride and take off. We get there and Im so mesmerized by the blue of the water , thats all i can see (LOL
About Me
For Those That Have Asked, Update About My Brother. He Does Have Cancer It Is In His Lungs, It Is Treatable But Not Curable, He Is Going To Start Radiation, Sometime Next Week.. Thank You For Your Thoughts And Continued Prayers.. Tom    Sept / 29th / 2010...  Hi everyone. Well just got back home from a new mri / doppler . They just found another couple clots in my upper right leg .. Ughhhh.  My Doctor is referring me to see a blood specialist  to find out why all of a sudden the new clots are developing . Guess all the abuse I did to my body in the years past is finally catching up to.. Oh well thank you all for your thoughts and prayers from the earlier post . Thanks again. Take care . Tom..  Teen survives plunge off Golden Gate Bridge | US National Headlines | Comcast.net http://www.comcast.net/articles/news-nat... SAN FRANCISCO - Authorities say a 16-year-old high school student is hospitalized after surviving a plunge off the Golden Gate Bridge. Officials say the student fro
Sara
  "You can often change your circumstances by changing your attitude" — Eleanor Roosevelt   "Do one thing everyday that scares you." — Eleanor Roosevelt   You can conquer almost any fear if you will only make up your mind to do so. For remember, fear doesn’t exist anywhere except in the mind.  Dale Carnegie   Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind.  Dr. Seuss quote   Be not afraid of life. Believe that life is worth living, and your belief will help create the fact. ~ William James You can't live your life for other people. You've got
Heavy Reconstruction
Ok first of I'll say this,at the very CORE of who I am,all that I believe in and stand for hates this place. I can't stand fubar,LOATHE IT. Why? Because its bull thats why.Its very foundations are based on arrogance,pretentiousness,conceitedness,poumpousness and greed. All this place is is a giant popularity contest where flirtacious females post up pics of their cleavage and or ass in pics and get rated out the ying yang,or someone buys a boomerang or runs a famplifier and they get rates all day long,yet meanwhile the nice guys,the nice PEOPLE,the HARD WORKING people,people that spend time on here everyday rating over 200 plus profiles a day get ignored because either they aren't "In" with the popular cliques,are normal people who can't afford bling,or don't have a pic with big boobs or their asses in a revealing pose to generate enough views to their profiles. To ME....and this is just ME....I think this place is a haven for people with low self esteem issues that never were anybody
My New Love
I dont have long to stay on but i wanted to share with you my newest love   He showed up the night I gave birth, I was foretold I might get this little friend but I didnt believe it. I refused to believe... I took meds to ensure I wouldnt get this friendly little guy. But no stool softener nor position of the feet while doing the #2 would satisfy this guy. Im blame Seamus.... he told me i would get one. Hell I even think he thought it funny. So i named the fucker after him.   SEAMUS MY HEMROID   thank you to those who have helped.... witchie for the tucks pads for my life would be a burning sensation without her that's all i can thank assholes   WICKED
Venting
What is the use of even trying to start a conversation on here? Over 90% of messages sent are never returned. To me I just think that's rude. Do people just ignore other people if they say hello on the street? I for one don't. I never get rude or nasty. I just try to introduce myself, But mostly get no return. I know so of you people are going to tell me I'm being childish, But oh well. It's just something I need to get off my chest.
My Writing And Stuff
As many of you know, October is Breast Cancer Awareness Month.  But as so few of you know, I tragically lost my own mother to the disease in February of this year.  I would like to help raise awareness not just for women but for MEN too.   See, every 3 minutes, a WOMAN is diagnosed with this horrible disease, and every 13 minutes a woman DIES because of it.  But what you DON'T know, is that an expected 1,500 MEN will be diagnosed with breast cancer this year and sadly, 400 will DIE from this horrible disease.   We need to FIGHT BACK!!!!     So please, if you care enough to support this cause with me, join the fight by turning your profile picture PINK or just put a PINK ribbon up on it, to show all that you DO in fact care and want to support the cause.   You will never know just how much this means to myself and oh so many others faced with this battle.  Please show us that we are NOT alone??   To those of you who already have shown your support, a big HUG and an even bigger
Scattered Thought And Redundant Feelings
The sky has turned dark like my dying spark. Not from the rain but from the pain I felt so long ago. I wanna say that's over and I want you to know. I'm much better now that my heart's begun to heal. I'm much better now that the hate I no longer feel. I'm much better cuz a smile's resurfaced on my face. I'm much better cuz I can return to that loving place. My world was turned upside down and my smile to a frown. Not because you never talked but that  you walked impulsively out on me. I no longer care and I want you to see. I'm much better now that my heart's begun to heal. I'm much better now that the hate I no longer feel. I'm much better cuz a smile's resurfaced on my face. I'm much better I can return to that loving place.  My scattered dreams have made me a bitter man cuz the broken glass has cut away at my soul. The what could've been reflections haunt me in my sleep and taunt me in my mind. My broken heart has made me a hateful man cuz the s
Currently Listening To...
My Poetry And Thoughts
    First Off Lets Get This Part Out Of The Way!!!!!! Yes I do flirt with some of you and compliment alot of you, This Is Fubar Thats What You Do & What Almost All Of Us Are Here For!!! Now, That being said let me get down to why I'm writing this. There's a woman here name Leanne but, most of you know her as Hope Diamond. As you can see from the pic above she's the most beautiful woman to have ever graced the planet. I personally think God's gonna be pissed as hell when he realizes one of His angel's is missing. Leanne is a "VERY" special woman and I don't just say this because of her looks and "OMG" well EVERYTHING, in my eyes she's walking perfection. Unlike alot of you that are constantly begging for bling or whatever she doesn't do this. Thats not what she's about. She's not a fu-whore or a whore in general. I met her under very different circumstances. I was on my laptop in the hospital recuperating from a stress induced heart attack back in Sept. She had no idea this had
A Real Man
A Real ManA real man is a woman's best friend. He willnever stand her up and never let her down.He will reassure her when she feels insecureand comfort her after a bad day.He will inspire her to do things she neverthought she could do; to live without fearand forget regret. He will enable her toexpress her deepest emotions and give in toher most intimate desires. He will make sureshe always feels as though she's the mostbeautiful woman in the room and will enableher to be the most confident, sexy,seductive, and invincible.No wait... sorry... I'm thinking of wine.SHIT! The Awakening(Author Unknown) A time comes in your life when you finally get...when, in the midst of all your fears and insanity, you stop dead in your tracks and somwhere the voice inside your head cries out....ENOUGH. Wnough fighting and crying and blaming and struggling to hold on. then, like a child quieting down after a tantrum, you blink back your tears and begin to look at the world through new eyes. Th
A True Friend
For those's who have been keeping up with my Status the last few months or on Facebookk or talking to me.. I went back to the Dr. today. I like the news he had given me today. My right shoulder is doing alot better now. He says it will be at least 2 months before i can do some things with that shoulder. I can live that. The other thing is I am done with PT for good. They just need to give me a excrise program to do at home. I know my daughter Terri will be cheering me on and helping me with the excireses that I need to do. Terri is 14 years old and has been my greastest support of getting through all of this and besides from friends who has been there too. I still have some pain here and there I can live with that, I like this pain compare to the pain i had before the surgery. I will be watching what i do with that shoulder as long as I dont hurt it again. I dont want to go through that again. Thanks to the great friends who have been there for me. I couldnt had done this with out you.
Ugh!!
Wtf is wrong with some ppl on this site? When someone is depressed you don't try t o perve on them by making them go look at naked photos!!  Some ppl are just fucked in the head and need to stop. Seriously??!! Wtf?? Why do guys do that shit?? Are they just that flipping retarted or just that damn stupid?? I dont wanna look at ur naked ass when I'm deptressed. When someone is depressed sex is that last thing on there mind. When will everyone realize that. So stop doing that shit to me every single fcking time!!!!!!!! It's annoying and makes u look like bad if u realize it or not. So stop with the damn shit and BS and gt a fucking grip!!
Sick Friends
For Shannon
Contests
Let's take it from trashy and move to classy...shall we?   So I've seen my fair share of NSFW salute contests for bling around here. Well I don't want NSFW or trashy salutes. (I know, I know, shock gasp) I want classy salutes. (ZOMG is there such a thing!?) Ya dont have to be in your Sunday's best (although if you want to, go for it), but you do have to be covered for the most part. I'm not saying to not flaunt what your momma gave ya, because some of you truly are blessed, but there is a way to do that without having it all hang out. Each person who enters will post a salute (to me) and I'll upload it to a folder. Entries must be recieved no later than 12am (midnight) on the 10th of October. Voting will begin on the 11th of October and I will announce a winner on the 24th of October which happens to be my 22nd birthday. They can be birthday salutes to me, or they can be regular salutes, doesn't matter to me either way. Submit a link to the salute in a private message to me and I
One Night Only
Life provides only a series of precious moments that make someone feel for an eternity. Her love and strength through adversity. The test of time that proves no one will ever see her back away. The broken scraps recombined to make herself whole again are only a shattered reminder of something that can not be destroyed. The beauty of her heart only shadowed by cracks it has been given. With each beat is life proving you can not break her. That strength, you could not anticipate. Trial by fire and brimstone this girl has been through hell. Never backing to to a corner she stands strong and proud, this world can not bring her down. Wolfs in sheep's clothing nipping at her knees, she pleas for peace and no one will let her be. Kind and simple is what she displays, the advantages people take their loss her gain. Once she turns her back you must forever let her go, If you hurt her once the torch that burns you is the last thing she will leave your heart to feel. Emptiness is all that she lea
Jahz
I posted this on my EP account (I Want to Get Pregnant Group).  Tell me what you think about it:   *** I think this is one of the most wonderful reasons why being a woman is so much fun. You are a nurturer and a cradle of life. I consider motherhood and womanhood as a blessing. My version of feminism is different from the kind of feminism that you will get to read in books, magazines and most of the websites. For me, feminism is not about gender bending. It is about giving the same importance to women and empowering them. It is about empowering the female or the womb power and making women love themselves for who they are.  Women can do sports, manage a business, take leadership roles, and excel in fields outside the home. But you can never compare them to men. They are different from them, yet they are equals. Women are the cradles and nurturers of life. Men are designed to protect it.Some people ask, why is there a limited opportunities for women when it comes to some fields like
I Give Up!
I have come to the realization that I need a fu-break. I have been trying now for about a month to get into the top 10 chicks. I see how hard it is to get there and not that I am not up for the competition so dont get me wrong. However, I just cant afford to buy into the 40 or 50 families it takes a day in order to rank. Nor do I have the money to run the ability bling.  I want to thank a select few for all they have done to help me in the ranking game. Red Hot Candy Apple, Smalltowngirl, Suby, KMP, Psycho Bytch, Simply Brina, Freedom OG, Thatguy, Uniquelyme, Luckyfknbitch, Mz Cuffed, Secret Huntress, Shnookums, NaughtybyNature, Stonez, Seed, Temptress, Steve, Chelley, Candi, WillIam, & MFKN BigMarine. These guys and gals have kept me in family and in boosts with out any question. If I failed to mention your name I apologize. But so many of you have been really good to me and I love you all.    I am going to be finishing up the ability bling I have at this point and then taking my m
A Slave Is:
A slave will never be truly happy or content in her life if she is un-owned. A slave's most profound freedom is found within her Master's chains. Within these chains, she is free to live as she is destined to live to serve and please, and to be pleased in return for the privilege to serve and please her Master. A slave should never think of herself as a weak person for it takes a strong female to commit to the drive inside her, to serve, to obey and to please a Master. A slave chooses willingly to be her Master's property. As a slave is her Master's property and an object of great value she is an instrument Master will use to draw out His pleasures. Above all else a slave's primary and foremost focus shall be to please her Master, hoping that her Master finds her pleasing in all that she does, whether she is in her Master's presence or not. All of a slave's choices shall be based upon whether or not they will please her Master. A slave and a slave's behavior are a direct reflection
Alone...not For Long Pet
I opened my eyes to find myself in a cage. A cage! I moved to stand from my lying postition but something was restraining me... I looked down to see ropes intricately bound around my naked body, the friction was painful on my nipples and pussy lips when I moved even a fraction. My mind raced as I tried to remember how I got into this situation. My last clear memory was my Mistress yelling at me- “Fucking whore, I’ll be back in half an hour, fucking clean that shit up.” I admit I was feeling light-headed after orgasming so hard...maybe I had passed out? Somewhere above me I heard a door opening and the familiar sound of heels tapping on hard floor."So, has the filthy whore woken up yet?" came the wonderful, but chilling voice of my Mistress."Y-yes Mistress," I replied, my voice a little hoarse. "Good, because I'm not going to wait all night- I have a visitor for you," she said coldly. My heart leapt with anticipation but also nerves. Another stranger? Before I had time
Daily Specials
www.blackpeoplemeet.com Because you can't be racist if you're black.    Now where's the emoticon to roll your eyes? Saturday at 12 Noon EST I will be drawing a Lottery. If you want in, send 10,000 fuBucks and your name will be entered. One admission per person only. I will draw one name at random and the winner will get the pot. The pot will be calculated like this. Total fubucks collected from all participants minus 10% for me. That total minus the 20% transfer fee will go to the winner. For example, if 10 people participate, that's 100,000 fuBucks. My 10% is 10,000 leaving 90,000. It costs 20% to transfer fuBucks. That's 18,000. So the remaining pot going to the winner would be 72,000 fuBucks. And if we get enough people involved, that number could go into the Millions! Let's get this party rolling! If enough people get involved I will make this a weekly thing. Now let's get those fuBucks transferred and get your names in for the drawing.   *Disclaimer* Odds of winning are depend
Inquiring Minds & Enquiring Minds Wanna Know...
LMAO @ PEOPLE SENDING STALKERS TO SEE WHAT'S ON MY PROFILE. SO HERE YA GO - SCREEN SHOTS OF THE BEFORE AND AFTER... OCTOBER 1, 2010: BEFORE I CHANGED IT UP FROM HOW IT LOOKED BACK IN MARCH {CUZ MY TUNES WEREN'T WORKING}            OCTOBER 1, 2010: AFTER REMOVING THE NON-WORKING VIDEO & ADDING TUNES AND A FEW NEW PIX:                YEAH - SO WHATEVER BS YOU WERE TOLD - BWAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!
Standing Up For Myself.
I have done my research since I have had blogs,stash and status removed when others are free to say as they wish. So I will not mention any names in theis entry.I have had so many responses over this person trying to cyber bully me.I need to say this. NO-ONE has the right to talk you down to anyone and just because this is the Internet does not mean it is not real.Cyberbullying does not just apply to children. Never Respond to Cyberbullying Directly, The most important thing to remember about dealing with cyberbullying is to never, ever respond to the bully. I know it's difficult to do. I made the mistake of this. Remember that bullies are often lacking something crucial in their lives and they seek pain in others, so do not fill this void for them by giving them a reaction. Your re
Fumarriage
Ok ladies it's that time again..Sinner is looking for a fuwife! Yes it's no secret I'm a point whore..everyone on fubar knows you have to be in order to level on this site...I have had several fu-wives in the past some may call me a fu-whore for having so many fumarriages..call it what u will!! The fact is I have paid for 97% of those fumarriages/spoiled each and every one/and paid for 97% of them when things ended. Now let it be known in this blog I have no ill feelings towards any of my ex fu-wives/ex fu-fiances...it just wasn't meant for us to stay fu-married or fu-engaged... Now I am picky when it comes to who I fumarry these days because I refuse to carry useless weight around for a fu-wife*no pun intended for all you BBW women* I got mad luv for all of you.. This is what I can offer as a fu-hubby: Profile rates and comments every day! Rate as many pics of yours allowed each day/time allotted cuz I do have a life outside fubar Shitface you 2-3 times a day unless othe
C'mon Really
Do you like it rough or sensual?:both, there is a time to be rough and a time to be sensualDo you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both?:opposite sex, at this time i just like kissing the same sexHow often do you like to have sex?:alotIs sex a top priority for you?:no my relationship is way more importantDo you have sex face to face with your partner?:opposed to what lol yesHow often do you get drunk and have wild, crazy sexy with a complete stranger?:neverHow do you feel about one night stands?:not for meHow many one night stands have you had?:0What's your favorite position?:i have to pick one damnWhere's your favorite place to have sex?:sensual on a bed, rough up against a wallDo you prefer to make love or f*uck?:both Have you ever watched porn while having sex?:yesHow long do you usually fore-play b4 doing the deed?:i dont time myselfDo you get off first or do they?:i probably doDo you like kissing during sex?:yesDo you moan? If so, are you loud or quite?:yes a
Charging For Fam Add
ok first off im not into blogging at all so if i somehow make this blog F.U.B.A.R. please forgive me. Secondly I will admit i have done what i am going to write about and I understand the hypocrisy of me writing about it none the less i still feel strongly about it..... I am totally sick and tired of People on here guys AND girls but mostly girls (not all girls mind you) Begging or whoring themselves out for points and Bling credits and Bling... First off people, just because you are doing this online does not make u any less of a whore you are still sending your pics out on line for money u might as well be a stripper. As a matter of fact I'm going to go farther and say that you are worse than a stripper mainly because you are doing this for some thing that has no substance out side of this site. Further more no offence to any one but if you are on here enough to be beging or prostituting your pictures out saying like that and saying you need bling than you have probably been on her
My Very First Erotica Story
Auction
My first auction please bidd on ur lil irish angel      http://www.fubar.com/lil-irish-bid-starts-at-666k-fubucks-any-cash-fu-ltems-will/photo-429545-2199802-4043406295
A Little Of This And That
Farewell
Let's do some automatic writing, click to begin exercise... Death. Something I had obsessed over for quite sometime. Blood, something I constantly crave, be it my own or someone else's. Animalistic urges that build and build inside of me. I am a cup quivering on the edge of my sanity. I have this seething pit of rage, something that I hide really well. It scares me. I am a monster. Mutated through out the years. A flesh eating contagion, Masked behind a pretty face. I am feral, rabid beast. Pet me right and i shall purrr for you.. I fear myself. There are a million aspects to my personality. Its hard to bring them all to light. Close your eyes and you shall see. I am being followed. A black mass that eats the darkness around it. Something sinister. It beckons me. Whispering in my ear, calling my name. Jennifer... Jennifer, come home. My hair stands on end, my heart skips a few beats. Its always been with me. I've opened a door that cannot be shut. Being chased down dark corridors. I sh
Monthly Vip Giveaway
This month's recipients...  yeah, I was feeling generous...  LOL StaycMarie AKA xKoTtOnMoUtHqUeEn420x (my current owner... go figure) and Minnie the Moocha Well, I'm considering changing this concept around a little, to something like: 1) I randomly choose someone from my friends/fans (You must be in BOTH lists)... 2) Not a current VIP 3) I shouldn't need to inform you to add me, fan me, rate me, etc...  c'mon folks... we all know the game here!! 4) a negative attitude is a downer... (wah wah, I never win anything... I don't have a chance...  I can't compete with...  etc... blah blah blah...)  it's unbecoming.  Fact is, I'm looking for friends, not fakes...  if you're truly looking for a friend, you have a chance 5)  Are you a regular in my shout box???  hmmm..... disclaimer:  I do this for the fun and frolic and to be nice...  it's cheaper than a dinner/movie date, lasts longer than flowers, and who knows...  could be a long friendship... which to me is worth spending $20.  N
When It Rains It Pours.
Well, Finished with jury duty.  then on the way home My car decided it wanted to stop accelerating.  after further listening it was the transmission.  so now i get to replace that for 3k  and despite the fact that the car is only "Worth"2700  i Own the car out right.  so ill pay through the teeth to keep it... The Engine is in top condition. i change the plugs every 2 years, oil change every 2 months k & N Filter rad flush every year changed the front suspension this year, changed the rad / ac fan.  new ac new front and rear discs, every 6 mo i change the break pads.  but again the engine will HAUL a**.  So in the mean time i get to ride the motorcycle in the rain (and i just got my permit!) I just heard that a dearest friend, who was like a mother to me. Who is a mother to Eric & his wife Penny. A grand mother to their kids. A wife to Dennis. She was always full of humor, wisdom, love witty comments. She cared for many of us. And the many of us will always remember her, love her & the
Thoughts....
A fundamental skill for the survival of our species.  comprehension of what life, love, liberty, and freedom, mean, to all of us.  so that we may all, continue to, peacefully, co-exist.  Why? Why? do smart people not comprehend?  is it age?  At which age must they learn such lessons? in which environment?  whose decision is that? who the fuck do i sue? Funny thing... People often wonder why I'm so serious about things when they chat with me.   I find that funny, yes...it amuses me.  The reason I find it so amusing is because what most do not realize is that while I'm playing this game, I am not 'thinking' about this game.  This game is just a hobby, a past-time, a way to make a few friends.  Which, I'm oddly surprised, I've managed to accomplish exactly that.  I made a few friends, whom I like, or respect for various reasons. However, only a small handful of people, are actually aware of what I'm currently thinking at any given moment.  I, choose my friends, carefully.  I only reveal
Fu Life
Well it seems someone has to show people the difference between real life and fu life because it seems people  have forgotten.  Here on fu we lie, we cheat, we steal, we beg, and nothing else seems to matter cause its just a website anyways. In real life we work, we pay bills, we live our lives to what we can and do the best at it. Now it's when you bring em both together seem to get things twisted and butthurt over. If you have a relationship in real life then it shouldnt matter what people think on here, if someone writes about you on here does it really matter in real life? Not really cause its the net and people don't give a damn. Seriously people get a damn life and know the difference this place is for fun for us to get away from real life. If you got drama leave it before you come on here or thats all you will get. Now go back to your fu lives and have fun :p 
Word Vomit
i've changed my top fam... the people in my tops have me in theirs... so before you come to me with hurt feelings that i've taken you out of tops and/or out of my family completely, please spare me the bitch fit. i'm not trying to insult you, i also don't want anyone gauging our friendship based on where the fuck i have you in my list. but if you don't have tops and i've kept you in mine for however long, then, i'm sorry but i'm doing what i want with my page and my tops. i just know how people can be about where they sit in a list and this is my warning, bitch and be deleted and blocked completely. i don't wanna fuckin hear it cuz i sure as shit don't say a fucking word to you.  THANKS have a nice day. i'm not typically the type of person to choose sides when my friends have misunderstandings, cuz they certainly don't take sides when i'm the one in a mess. my neutrality is my scapegoat from drama, but in that sense its like -wow Lu, do you value you friendships enough to make a d
Nuts
County
the snow storm's are getting bad and i see the news how your department say's all the truck's are lined up and ready to go..then why is it then if that was the 6 o'clock new's that on my drive home i almost slid off the road's any way ? i hear talk about how ready your road crew is and yet not a one truck on the highway or street's any where to be seen i feel if i'm paying my tax's for the street's to be safe to drive one i'm not seeing it or feeling safe this is just tonight 2 hour's after the snow started wensday night there was alot of ice out on the highway's that could of been stoped if the truck's where out like your department clams what hapen's when some one get's hurt driving at a responsable speed and has a wreck who is to blam your department say's them my self and i sure alot of other people all feel that it's unfair that we haft to go to work and can' get there safe the highway i haft to drive every day east and west is always bad because there is never a truck on that hig
Pigs
Well obviously pigs are terrible. And thus I should make sure this blog is NSFW. Or at least this pic is. I know it's an illusion. It's supposed to make you look twice. That's all. Then we all laugh and go on our merry way. Simply wondering here, why is that bad and not let's say a pic full of tits with half a face in it? :/ This one is at least supposed to make you laugh. Not make you horny. Thus follows the obvious question. If this is so bad, then how is bling prostitution not? "This is not this kind of site" when it comes to illusions, but it is that kind of site when it comes to blings/money for amateur prostitution, since it brings money to the company, right? Here's the chat with the bouncer. Name of the bouncer blurred. Don't want to get the poor guy in trouble or anything lol.
And The Cow Jumped Over The...
Hello family, friends, and various haters!  It has come to my attention, as of late, that I needed to change a few things in my account. And for those that have been to my pages before, you may have noticed that something is missing.  That would be my old blogs.  They were decidedly dark, and depressing.  But, for those that don't know, or never read, it was my realization that my M.S. was destroying my life like a worm in an apple.  Yes, it seriously caused a bout of depression.  From moving from the greater Chicago area, back to the southern tip of Illinois.  I grew-up in the area I'm living in.  And things have changed.  More stores, more vacant stores.  A new strip club (never been to one down here, even when I was younger, all I can picture of them here is meth addicted, toothless yellow-hammers) or two have been built. More banks and churches.  Less enrollment at Southern Illinois University (home of the Salukis, hence my name here).  Friends from grade school to high school pret
69 Girls
IF ANY OF THE 69 GIRLS WOULD LIKE ME TO MAKE THEM ONE OF THESE HIT ME UP AND LET ME KNOW!!!
Basic Information
So you want a profile skin, well I am going to explain how to go about getting yourself a profile skin that you like.   There are a couple of ways that you can rip profile skins.   First you can RIP a skin from another members profile page. At the bottom of every members profile page you will see the option to rip or browse their skins.     when you click on that it will take you to your skins page. Another way of ripping skins is to go your My tab at the top of your page. This will take you to your skins options screen.  In your skins option page you will see the Browse skins link.     When you click on this it will take you to a screen where you can prievew all the skins and rip the ones that you like   Now on to activating the skins that you would like to use with your profile. As Before if you click on the My tab then click on Skins It will take you to your skins option page.    Once in your skins options page, you have the option to Preview
Dallas Angel
TO ALL OF DALLAS ANGEL'S FRIENDS FRED AKA(PUNISHER) HAS HACKED DALLAS ANGEL'S SITE AND HER YAHOO ACCOUNT. SO ANY MESSAGES YOU GET FROM HER SITE IS NOT HER DALLAS ANGEL HAS NO SITE ON HERE RIGHT NOW. SO PLEASE DO NOT RESPONED TO ANYTHING THAT COMES FROM HER SITE. YOU NEED TO BLOCK THAT SITE AND HIS. THANK YOU AND SHE WILL BE BACK BEFORE LONG IT IS ALL BE TAKING CARE OF. DALLAS ANGEL
Alittle Insight
The wife came home early and found her husband in their bedroom making love to a very attractive young woman. The wife was upset to say the least.“You are a disrespectful pig!” she cried. “How dare you do this to me! A faithful wife, the mother of your children! I’m leaving you. I want a divorce!”The husband replied, “Hang on just a minute love, so at least I can tell you what happened.” “Fine, go ahead,” she sobbed, “but they’ll be the last words you’ll say to me!”The husband began “Well, I was getting into the car to drive home, and this young lady here asked me for a lift. She looked so down and out and defenseless that I took pity on her and let her into the car. I noticed that she was very thin, not well dressed and very dirty. She told me that she hadn’t eaten for three days. So, in my compassion, I brought her home and warmed up the enchiladas I made for you last night, the ones you wouldn&
Fu Rants
Xx Maja xX Triv...: IF YOU EVER THINK YOU HAVE BEEN POSSESSED BY VETIS: # Do NOT, no matter what, give into his offerings or demands, no matter how tempting they may be. Most attempts to rid yourself of Vetis results in damage or possibly even death. # IF YOU WANT TO REMOVE VETIS FROM YOUR BODY YOU MUST NOT SPEAK WITH HIM. Continous speaking and bonding with Vetis will cause you to fall deeper into his grip. He tries everything he can to tempt you to the point of either suicide or homicide  tXx Maja xX Triv...: (Killing yourself or others). Sometimes, if you are too deeply involved with Vetis, you cannot escape him. Those he has killed (There are no Official records of him killing anybody, except my and others word) are usually covered in splinters or bruises. Sometimes burns or removal of the tongue are present, depending on how much he hates you, or how much he hates to hear you talk. Xx Maja xX Triv...: # DO NOT ATTEMPT TO PURPOSELY CONTACT VETIS. Unless of course, you are very po
My Thoughts
Ok so i dont do alot of blogs but noticed a few things and feel like saying somthing.I recently returned to fubar a little over a month ago i had been moving and taking care of some real life things and didnt have time or net to be on.One of the things i have noticed is how alot of my so called friends i guess cut me loose so to speak.I got to noticing that alot of people who had me in there families were running godmodes and famplifiers and i wasnt in there families anymore.Now before you think im saying somthing about points im not.What im talking about is the friendship that i thought was there and it turns out that its not.What really got me the most is a few of these people have dialed my phone number late at night and talked to me when they were having problems and crying there eyes out and i was always there for them.I have made friends with people on here from all over the world.My fu wife is from israel and is a totally amazing person and friend.I have 2 friends from californi
Lfsf Family Rules
RULES AND GUIDELINES FOR FAMILY1.  WE ARE HERE TO HELP EACHOTHER AND OTHER MEMBERS.. IF U NEED HELP LEVELING OR SUCH HIT US UP AND WE WILL HELP YA AS WE CAN...2.  NO DRAMA WILL BE TOLERATED FROM EITHER OUR STAFF IN THE LOUNGES OR OUR FAM MEMBERS  SUCH DRAMA WILL RESULT IN TERMINATION OUT OF SUCH..3.  WE DO NOT DISCRIMINATE AGAINST ANYONE  AND WILL NOT TOLERATE SUCH BEHAVIOR..4.  WE ASK THAT AS A FAM MEMBER  U JOIN AND BE ACTIVE AS U CAN BE IN BOTH cLUB LIQUID AND FREAK SHOW LOUNGES..5.  IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO JOIN OR KNOW SOMEONE THAT DOES PLEASE LEAVE US A PM AND WE  WILL BE GLAD TO ADD YA..6.  PLEASE MAKE SURE TO CHECK THE STASH FAM LIST AND ADD AND RATE THEM DAILY SO WE CAN  ALL HELP EACHOTHER OUT.7.  LETS REMEMBER  WE ARE HERE TO HELP OTHERS AND HAVE A GREAT TIME NOT TO COMPETE OR DESTROY ANYONE...8.  IF U HAVE ANY QUESTIONS PLEASE DIRECT THEM TO THE FOUNDERS TWIZID/TOXIC  OR FOREVER HIS/JONDO31 AND WE WILL GET TO U AS SOON AS WE CAN THANKS...9.  IF YOU HAVE A FAMILY IDEA OR SOMETHIN
Today's Song!
My cats are baby faces! Misfit with a penis is the boss of the house and I forgot about this song... This is totally him ~giggles~ I am going to sing this at pt ;) for realz
Rate Fan Add Me And I Will Return The Love
i just want to say ty to my real friends that have helped me gain the 50 k in points .. i have went from lvl 23 to 24 mostly by my self other than the friends that got me about 50k in points .. no thanks to all you points whores you have made a few good people leave this site made some hate you with your so called good looks that take a dive in the shitter with your better tan you attitudes.. i promise you will not get another point from me.. when i get lvl 25 the rank of godfather and become a bouncer dont ask me for shit.. you dont want to return any thing thats given to you then you can go fuck your self !!!!!! 
Alone, As Usaul...
like anyone will ever read this.... so here i am sitting here alone and probally listening to the wrong type of music to be writting anything less than a letter 2 someone. what have i done 2 deserve a pain wieghing so heavily on this torn, tattered , soul. did i not love you the way you deserved? did i not tell you that i loved you enough? was i not there when you needed me most? did i not linger on your every word?  did i not any of this? is this why im alone, as usaul.... did i not share the teers, was it not enough to brand my heart with your name upon it? was i not kind enough? did i not make laugh enough? all these i ponder every waking moment of every day! Did i not sing to you the love songs of our life? did i not hold you tightly as we danced? did i not say your name softly? is this why im here     alone, as usaul... none of these questions can i answer, but just know i will love the next in all the ways i asked of you, and maybe i wont be here     alone, as usaul!
My Haters..lmao
Haters List! Copy and Paste.   1.) http://fubar.com/2022549 2.) http://fubar.com/2979622
Saddnes!!!
She sits at her desk watching her crushWatching him laugh, sing, the way he says her nameMaking her smile as well just from hearing himWanting more than friendshipBut knowning she can't have himHe loves another...another friend of theirsLetting her heart break and mend againShe watches on being the unknownAll the things she feels for her crushHe may never know how she feelsNot wanting to ruin the friendship they haveSo she sits an is silent saying not a wordFor she is the unknown A heart is not a playful thing,A heart is not a toy.But if you want it to get broke,Just give it to a boy.Boy's like to play with things,To see what makes them run,They play us girls for fools,They do it just for fun.You wonder where he is at night,You wonder if he's true,One moment you'll be happy!The next will find you blue.You see my friend, I ought to knowI gave my heart to you! Im lying in bed, With nothing to do, Except just lay there, Thinking of you,I'm sitting at my desk, With nothing to do, Excep

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