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An old West Virginia Hillbilly saying: You cannot get the water to clear up until you get the pigs out of the creek. *SOME OF YOU MAY APPRECIATE THIS AND SOME OF YOU MAY NOT.**I DO NOT APOLOGIZE FOR POSTING THIS BECAUSE OF IT'S TRUTH.**If any other of our presidents had doubled the national debt, which had taken more than two centuries to accumulate, in one year, would you have approved?**If any other of our presidents had then proposed to double the debt again within 10 years, would you have approved? **If
Love A Side Of Me Not Many See
You give to me hopeAnd help me to copeWhen life pulls me downYou bring me aroundYou teach me to careAnd help me to shareYou make me honestWith kindness the bestFrom you I learned loveWith grace from aboveIt's for you I liveAnd I want to giveYou are the reasonThat fills each seasonWhen I hear love I think of youYou are my world and best friend tooI love you because you are so kind, thoughtful and caringI love you because you are so pleasant, lovely and sharingI love you just because you are you andYou made me the man I amThank you       Can't count the miles,you're away from me.Can't count the moments,you're so close to me.Never thought my heart would sound this beat,but heart and thoughts were incomplete :. . . You were not there.How can this be wrong ?This feeling deep inside, so strong.In God's hands, we will share our heart.It never ends, over and over again, a new start.Never knew life could be so tender . . .To this life, to this love, to you, I surrender . .
Judgement And Society
As a woman of my age i come to realize that society can become a very cruel and judgemental on a woman just based on her looks alone. If ur not barbie blonde and skinny and blue eyes then a man wouldn't dare give that woman the time of day.What i don't get is why a man can say he accepts a woman for who she is but then when another pretty face walks by the other woman becomes invisible. I'm sorry but not all women are born to be model barbie types and there are real women like myself have a good heart but only get judged from the outside. I'm proud of what i am and who i am but and should be judge on whats inside of me not based on what someone sees on the outside. But im a woman who isn't tiny and barbie type have seen how cold a man can be when a itty bitty barbie blonde comes along and can see how the tables turn and how i became invisible.  Society thinks that's the only way a woman can be accepted by society is if she looks a certain way, acts a certain way etc instead of the real
okay so someone said it's unhealthy to get less than 2 hours sleep a night... meh maybe there is some truth to that but i've always managed anyway... but to share... i have sleep paralysis so some nights my body freezes and the left side of my brain activates and i hallucinate... i also have nightmares on pretty much most random nights i manage more than 2-3 hours...  and yeah i like scary movies... but my nightmares aren't quite fun... i have very vivid dreams... not just sight and sound but smells tastes and even feelings.... ever wanted to know what it's like to be someone else.... well i do... now imagine if that person was getting a thrill out of killing people.... (no i'm not joking) and then switch and play the role of the victim... knowing exactly what he plans to do to you.... and how he's gonna take his time... to be able to feel what they feel exactly... the heart racing fear or excitement... and when you wake up you don't quite know who you are... reality is blurred and
30 Days Of Blogging......
Need Opinions
So here's what I want some opinions on: I came back from the hospital yesterday (was in for 2 days), and about 20 min' ago my husband said he wants to go out and is asking my permission. I said search within your heart and make your own decision. He said that it'sjust a trap, and then said that he wants to go out and be "himself" and not just "your husband". To which I asked so when you go outyou're not my husband? and when you're with me you're not yourself? He said no, I didn't mean it. He got angry and said I say things I don't mean sometimes too, because I didn't fully believe he didn't mean it. What do you all make of the situation? (He obviouslywent out, since I'm on here)Any comments would be appreciated! (Please remain respectful)
92 Truths
  Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 92 Truths about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. NAME: Katie AGE : 28 :P BIRTHDATE: June 19, 1976 FULL NAME: Katherine Lynn     WHAT WAS YOUR: 1. last beverage = Coke 2. last phone call = cable people 3. last text message = none 4. last song you listened to = Divinity...Lay in bed you've made 5. last time you cried = Saturday HAVE YOU EVER 6. dated someone twice = No 7. been cheated on = No 8. kissed someone & regretted it = Yes. 9. lost someone special = Yes. 11. been drunk and threw up = Yes. LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS: 12. Black 13. Red. 14. Green LAST YEAR (2010), HAVE YOU: 15. Made a new friend = Yes. 16. Fallen out of love = what is love exactly? 17. Laughed until you cried = IDK it was last year... 18. Met someone who changed you = yes 19. Found out who your true friends were = everday 20. Found out someone was talking ab
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For My Mom
It's been almost 3 months since my mom passed away. Everything has changed. Dad's moved in with my sister, mom's stuff is all gone to everywhere. My younger sister is moving out of the city and dad's going too. My older sister lives out in the country, the opposite way. Things seemed so much simpler growing up. Knowing there'd always be home. I don't know what to do with myself half the time.  I'd pick up the phone to call mom for some stupid thing and try to annoy my dad with something but it's not the same. There's this hole inside and I don't know how to fix it. I'm supposed to know how to fix things. When the weather turns, I'd call her and we'd talk about whether it was doing something at her end or vice versa. When it snowed I knew she'd be the first one going out in bare feet (hey I never said she was sane) loving every second of the cold.  I have tried to make sense of it, but I don't know how. Nothing seems to make sense.  I went to the park the other day with Mack after sc
Life is as Forrest Gump said. " Life is like a box of chocolates ya never know what ya gonna get." Such a true statement  when ya think about it.  It is the sad times, hough times, happy times etc that cause use to be the person we are today. These all make up road and journey that we travel through this life.  Some say the journey of life is based on fate. I am not certain about that. I do know the journey we choose has lots of ups and downs; twists and turns.  It is up to us how we choose to ride that journey.  You can of course stay negative and blame the world for all the bad that has happened to you. Altho, my choice has always been to stand up and embrace the good with the bad. Some of the greatest days of my life have somehow gotten me thru the darkest times. Those dark times altho few and far between can be the worst. We all experience in some way, shape or form the sad times. Whether it is a lost love, death of someone special etc. I lost myself for 2 years over the death of
Kiki Michelle
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I don't want you perving my box.. I don't want your stupid gifts every day.. If you have something meaninful to share, feel free. Otherwise don't waste my time... No, you cannot get my private picture access for free... Now accepting FuHubby apps. Tired of dealing with fucking poor losers.
The Lost
in deepest fear and darkest shawdows i see u waitting your twisted smile gleeming you speak the words of sweet tempation inviting me to come and play i am but your toy, nothing more I love and hate you at the very same time please end my sorrow and take my life   do you realise I'm gone the door shut and locked i'm not coming back   There's nothing more to try  it's been going on far to long hollow inside ther's nothing more i can give   I wonder if you care has i turn my back to the door and slide to the floor holding my head trying not to scream but letting the tears flow    Do you see me? The real me, the one that's too scared too tell you how i feel I wait for you to see Even though it's hidden under lock and key   The smallest desire of you and me this can not be I know how it ends Fate has already sealed it  with a kiss   But here I am . . . still waiting  During the darkness nights The brightest days That you will come to me Even though you
Can You Reach Me
Sometimes this place is so much fun. For a girl addicted to flirting and attention, it's a real turn on. When I say turn on, you KNOW what I mean. I get the rush, tingly feelings, the heightened sensations. This place can be like a drug, so addictive with the feeling of warmth and desire that rush through me. I am different when I am here. I am bolder, sexier, stronger, more confident than most people in RL ever see me. I am naughty, risque' and curious. I have met some of you but most of you I haven't. I knew some of you before this and we continue to know one another in a new way. You see another side of me that is beyond the mom that I am and the wife that I used to be. I am a lover AND a fighter, but I only fight for what I believe in. Drama is only fun when I don't really care about whether I win or not, because it is a game. Ultimately, this place is my game, my alternate reality. In the land of Fu, I am both more and less. But for those of you who have come to really know me, yo
The Thoughts Of A Nerd
Try to read this: TH15 M3554G3 53RV35 T0 PR0V3 H0W OUR M1ND5 C4N D0 4M4Z1NG TH1NG5! 1MPR3SS1V3 TH1NG5! 1N TH3 B3G1NN1NG 1T W4S H4RD BUT N0W, 0N TH15 L1N3 Y0UR M1ND 1S R34D1NG 1T 4UT0M4T1C4LLY W1TH PR4T1C4LLY N0 TH1NK1NG 1NV0LV3D R1GHT? B3 V3RY PR0UD ! Y0U D35ERVE 4 P4T 0N TH3 B4CK!  ok i wrote this before i became a "true" christian   and is good to read it and see how much of a different person i have become   You say your god has done so much for you you speak of how he changed your life well he has given me dirt and place on this forbidden earth but everything else has been lost in time everyday that passes by is a day that i feel further away from where it is that i stand I dont think I  dont know why I praise you when something good comes my way you always come along and take it all away you say I may fall but where I land is 10 thousands steps away to a new and brighter day I have never felt so pure inside until i met you at first you didnt see me the way i loo
Times Have Changed...
Times Have Changed…     A computer was something on TV           from a  science fiction show of note           A window was something you hated to clean           and ram was the cousin of a goat.               Meg was the name of my girlfriend           and gig was a job for the nights,           Now they all mean different things           and that really mega bytes.             An application was for employment           a program was a TV show           A cursor used profanity           a keyboard was a piano             Memory was something that you lost with age           a cd was a  bank account           And if you had a 3 1/2" floppy           you hoped nobody found out.             Compress was something you did to the garbage           not something you did to a file,           And if you unzipped anything in public           you'd be in jail for awhile.             Log was adding wood to the fire           hard drive was a long trip on
Erotic Fantasy Story
     WARNING: THIS IS A FANTASY EROTIC ABOUT 2 ADULTS ROLE PLAYING,I DO NOT CONDONE NOR PROMOTE CHILD ABUSE IN ANY FORM!                    Happy Birthday Daddy Today is my Daddy’s birthday and as his naughty little gurl, I want to make it a very special birthday. So I start the day out by buying him a cake, decorating the house and picking out a sexy outfit to wear for Daddy. I take a long soak in the tub and make sure my body is all pretty for Daddy. He loves it when I’m all shaved and smelling good, so I pay close attention to doing just that. After my bath, I go to get dressed; I picked a very short skirt, no panties, thigh high stockings, lacy bra, a half t-shirt that exposes my belly and the really high heels Daddy bought me so I would look more grown up for Him. He says even though I am his naughty little gurl, I should always dress like a young lady for him, a sexy young lady at that! I get all giggly when Daddy talks to me like that and it makes me so hot for D
You mean so much to me, where could I even begin to startMore than the world so grand, you live deep within my heartYou mean so much to me, I hope that I show you everydayJust how special you are, in love with you I will forever stayYou mean so much to me, no words could ever say just how muchSo I hope my love does show, especially with the way I touchYou mean so much to me, more and more each day my love does growAlways searching for another way, a special way to let my love showYou mean so much to me, more than any amount of silver or goldSo blessed with your love, so eager to watch our life unfoldYou mean so much to me, such a treasure I found in youCaptured by your beauty so real, spell-bound by your love so trueYou mean so much to me, a masterpiece of love I did findSo many memories for us to make, my past I leave behindYou mean so much to me, a rainbow with colors that dazzleEach time I look at you, once more I must call you beautifulYou mean so much to me, just how much I hope y
Someone Special
10/28/2011       RIP Roselee.....You will be missed by your whole family and friends...Watching you smile and enjoying life, which now it has been taken away its saddens me to see someone that is so caring and loving and young leave...I will send my prayers and thoughts to your family that loved u so much.....   (h) cousin Denise someone special   My daughter's best friend mum past away this morning from a very bad disease called AMYOTROPHIC LATERAL first attacks your nerve system, then your brain and spine then the rest of your body...Its a very painful and long death. And no cure for it. She was told about 3 and half years ago that she will not live past 3 years. But she proved them wrong and live 6 months longer. She got to see her son graduate high school last year and her daughter is 15 years old and is in the 10th grade and unfortunally she will not be physcial there to see her daughter graduate. But I did promise the mum that I would be there for the dau
It Starts With You
Now....before lil fu brains get to thinking and then lil fu tongues get to wagging,because I KNOW how ppl are on here...I will say that this blog is SOLEY directed towards a recent "hater" I have developed as of late on fu that felt the need to text my personal cell number with their hate and failed attempts at sabotage. Anyone that knows me knows a year or so ago this blog would've been NSFW,filled with a lot of animosity,anger,hate and explicit language. I am a different person today as I was then,I am a much more positive and positive goal oriented person. I find it difficult anymore to raise up the energy to combat hate with hate,it's beneath me me it's just a lot of wasted energy all of it being negative and I believe in Karma,I believe that if you put positive energy out there and treat people positively then that energy will return to you 10 fold if you put negative energy out there and treat people negatively then that energy will return to you 10
People Say Stupid Shit
So I  have been single for years and i have to say that i am so sick of hearing the same shit over and over by the same fuckin  people. when you're singhe le its--- don't look for someone they'll find you, or your a pretty girl , you'll find someone. when your depressed---its ok it'll get better, or cheer up things cant be that bad, or look a the bright side. I say BULL SHIT WHO WANTS TO HEAR THAT PTIMISTIC BULLSHIT, IT IS THE SAME  SHIT FROM YOUR FRIENDS, FAMILY AND ASSOCIATES................ How the hell would they even know, its the same people who tell this stupid optimistic bullshit, you know the ones, they either been married forever or been with thier significant other, so long it's like talking to your mom and dad  or  one of your friends who has no clue to what the big picture is... O an the guys  you tell them your single and lonely famous words of a walking talking hard on--- its ok  they'll find you, lets have sex, get on cam lets play, show me your tits.......
Not A Blog Really
Ok so I came across this site and for it to be friggen hilarious thought id share a response from the book he wrote... Childhood Classics Posted at: 2011-07-12 06:54:03 | 313 comments | Add Comment Original ad: Wanted - CHILDRENS DVDSMovies wanted for children aged 5 and up - will take all unwanted DVDs! From Me to *********@**********.org:Hey there!I'm trying to get rid of a bunch of movies I've had since I was a kid. The movie stores won't take them, and it would be a shame for me to just throw them out. I'd love to pass them on to people who can enjoy them. Let me know if you are interested.MikeFrom Julia ****** to Me:Mike - Which movies do you have and how much do you want for them?From Me to Julia ******:Julia,Here is the full list:Alvin and the ChipmunksAlladinBackdoor Creampies 2Beauty and the BeastBig Black ThreesomeFantasiaFinally 18 and LegalThe Lion KingMattress Slaves 3The Mighty DucksToy StoryWet Squirters 5Please let me know which ones you want.Thanks,MikeFrom Jul
To spend timeless moments with you, Wishing that each would last for eternity; To speak by just the mere touch of your fingertips, To gaze into your eyes and see my whole life in each delicate sparkle. To know the feelings of complete lonliness whe we are apart, but to overcome it knowing the love I have for you in my heart. To want for nothing, for you are all my needs and desires; to lie awake at night and see charades of you in my eyes, to know the worth of life as I hold you in my arms; To shutter at the mere thought of not having you again; to say now and my lifetime through... I will love you always.... To caress your body next to mine in ways I've only dreamed together in the moonlight My heart beats so I cannot speak To kiss your lips so soft and warm to taste of candy sweet exploring face forbidden till now my heart beats so I cannot speak The passion that we share tonight is greater than the sea the stars of above the love below my heart beats so I can
Ferret's Mind
About me Gerald.  Written on 11/27/2011 Updated on 11/27/2011 -------------------------- So the chances are that you're reading this blog because you've been redirected here from my profile page here on fubar. Reason being for that, is i didn't want to clutter up my profile with this because i knew it was going to take up quite a bit of space, and i needed to have the "don't" list on my profile for those who look at it. Now what i will be writing in the next few paragraphs is a little bit about me. So do not complain about having to read, it's good for your eyes and mind. Complaining about having to read proves your nothing more then lazy anyways. So sit back, get a drink and enjoy the fact that someone actually took the time to write a detailed document about them.   Let's start shall we? My name is Gerald Thomas Schwartz III. I didn't know who my real father was until i turned 21. At that time my real mother happened to contact me and explain it all to me, and then my real fath
Hey girl, I'm not saying that I wouldn't, but i'm not saying I would, I just gotta make sure girl, that its gonna be all good. See the thing is I'm still a friend, and your long distance that blows like the wind. So lets sit back and think about it cause bad luck may be down with it, and I can't shovel it. So lets take this one step at a time, because my life is mine. So if you wanna come through, just do what you do. Keep telling me what you want and I will make it come true. Cus I'm not saying I wouldn't but I'm not saying I would. I just gotta make sure girl, that its gonna be all good. See the thing is a couple days don't lie, your too pretty and I'm too fly. So keep your phone line open everytime I call, you keep it real I'll keep it raw, cus I'm too strong to stand back and fall. So lets see what tomarrow may bring, as I sit here and wait for your ring. So if you wanna do this right, you can call me tonight. Cus baby, I'm not saying that I wouldn't but I'm not saying that I w
My Fantasy Football Roster Draft Roster
                   My Fantasy Football Team Roster       QB's - Peyton Manning,Tony Romo   WR's - Andre Johnson,Reggie Wayne,Vincent Jackson,            Plaxico Burress,Dez Bryant   RB's - Jamaal Charles,Rashard Mendenhall,Ahmad Bradshaw,           Ryan Grant,Javid Best,Willis McGahee   TE -    Jason Whitten   K -      Nate Kaeding   D -      Saints   I picked Ryan Grant in the 14th rnd!! He was STILL THERE hahaha,I think I got a good team :D whadduhya think?
Come Into My World, I Wanna Show You
Lets take a look inside this girls mind........ She fools everyone,  you can't tell by her smile but every day she wakes up and fights for that smile... She once had everything. her fairytale had come true, or so she thought. She was inlove and thought the feelings were mutual. She gave her life to this guy forever, only for one day him to decide that another girl could do it better. Which I don't blame him, This girl didn't give him the best she could. She took everything for granted. A 4 year relationship with a baby ends in a divorce after being married for 2 months. That killed her. but no one knew. She was and still is and forever might be dead inside. She feels dead inside. and doesn't understand how she is supposed to take care of another person when she can barely take care of herself. and how is she supposed to love another person when she barely loves herself. that's really all I got for now.... I try to forget.. but it's not that easy :( And please. Don't judge this girl...
Cyara Swagga
Well there is so much to learn about me... One i dont play games... be streight up with me i dont like playing ring around the bush just come out and say it... Two respect me and ill respect you just the same.... Three Im not all about me i like to talk about you aswell lol.... Four- Dont ask me for cyber sex bullshit theres no feeling to that love (maybe for you i guess)  need more info? just hit me up                       ****cYaRa SwAgGa*****
My Body Is Not My Temple
My petite little body, Is my downfall. There is so much more to me, Than something that small. My long golden hair, And ivory complexion. Is just the surface. You’re looking in, The wrong direction. Go past the outside, And see your way in. There is more to me dwelling within. If you’re taken by the outside, Then that’s all you will ever see. You’re missing out, On the most beautiful part of me. For, my body is not my temple, It is my curse. But if that’s all you want, Then it will never be yours.
One Hell Of A Fight
Life, What does it all mean? Mine is all to real, praying for a dream? One struggle after another. When is it enough? Fighting back the tears. Holding in the hurt can be rough. Wearing a smile, while dying inside. But, I will keep doing so, regardless of the pain. This is my life, not a game. I have come to far, to cave in now. I will make it through, I always do somehow. My will to survive, runs deeper than myself. It dwells within me, I need it's help. Without it, I would be lost. Not knowing where to go, which bridge to cross. I'm speaking to you life, and I mean every word. Try me, I dare you. A challenge is preferred. I have passed every test, you have thrown my way. I will continue to do so, Until my dying day. What was that, you say? I'm dying tonight. Well I'm in your face, screaming. You're in for a Hell of a fight.
After a long night of making love, the guy notices a photo of another man on the womans nightstand. He nervously asks, Is this your husband? No, silly, she replies, Your boyfriend, then? he continues. No, not at all, she says, Is it your your brother? he inquires, hoping to be reassured. No, no, no! You are so hot when you're jealous! she answers. Well, who is he, then? he demands. She whispers in his ear. That's me before the surgery. She married and had 13 children.Then her husband died.She married again and had 7 more children. Again, her husband died.She married third time and had 5 more children. After a long life, she died after having 25 children.Standing before her coffin, the priest prayed for her."He thanked the Lord for this very loving woman and said, "Lord, they're finally together."’One mourner leaned over and quietly asked her friend, ‘Do you think he means her first, second, or third husband???’The friend replied, ''I think he means her legs." Wh
I Don't Get It
The most beautiful, I've ever seen. But, is this really, what you mean? I'm confused and hurt, Don't get it at all. How could my beauty, have been our downfall. I can help what I look like, it doesn't change who I am. You are everything and more, I could ever ask for in a man. I can't get it, out of my head. I keep thinking about, the things you said. You loved every thing about me, once before. How can the same qualities, not be good enough anymore? I thought, maybe I should cut my hair or gain a few pounds. Thinking of things to change, has really brought me down. Because I would change, if I could. If I thought, it would do any good. But it won't because, I would still be the same. I don't understand, which is a shame. Because I love you so much, and this has me in tears. If being myself drove you away, and not my fear. Then I have no idea, why I am even here.
Yours To Keep
You're beautiful, they say. A million times, a day. But it's just a game, to see if they can get in. My doors are locked. Only ONE can win. He is the one, who holds the key. No one else compares. He is it for me. No other words or emotions, have ever came close. He seen me from the inside, it is him I chose. I feel him with me, with each and every breath. Every laugh, every smile, every obstacle, every step. Pushing me forward, saying you are worth it all. One of the reasons, I couldn't help but fall. So positive and bright, making me feel like I am something unique. Regardless of how far you are, My heart, is yours to keep.
We All Have Felt Em
they dedicate lil sections for there lady on their page ..i find it so endearing. How come you have enough time to go out and make other girls fall in love with you, but you don't have enough time to pay attention to the girl who already is. You really know you love someone when all you want is for them to be happy, even if that means that you are not a part of it. Love hurts when you break up with someone. It hurts even more when someone breaks up with you. But love hurts the most when the person you love has no idea what so ever. The worst way to miss someone is when they are right beside you and yet you know you can never have them. I love him but I cannot show it, want him but he cannot know it, need him but I know it'll never be, if only he needed me. I get the best feeling in the world when you say hi to me, or even smile, because I know even if just for a second, I crossed your mind. I wonder, what I could Do or say to make him like me. I wonder, what o
Test Drive
You came to me like a hard charger, being as blunt and forceful as few have come before. You invited yourself into my little space of the world, almost demanding to know me and my method. Soon you invited yourself into my mind. You said all of those things I'd like to hear, pulling on the desires to know more and learn about a mystery. Your voice was instantly intoxicating, your spirit came through loud and clear. Your laughter was like a brilliant chorus to my imagination, I could hear your smile and your somber. Wonderment and tenderness filled my mind just as you took your leave, building an uncontrolable longing for the next encounter. Time went by and the familiar feeling of uncertainly occured. When shall we speak again I wondered, when will time stand still once more just to hear your breath and sigh? As the clock ticked, day became night, nights became days, I waited. You would return, bringing back moments of edge, moments of dying to hear more, to speak more, to experience m
Whatever It Takes
When your world, crashes and burns. And you feel, you have nowhere to turn. Out of nowhere, comes something bright. You see the beauty, follow the light. Let it surround you, soak it all in. Feel it's beauty, within. Remember the laughter, the smiles and dreams. No matter how hopeless, everything seems. Let those memories, be your guide. To bringing that spark, back to life. Don't fall into darkness, grief and despair. Remember the days, when they were there. Remember the words, so soft and sweet. The looks and promises, we didn't sometimes keep. The thought behind them, is what matters the most. Remember those times, when they were close. Regardless of where, you may be now. There was a time, they reached you somehow. Let that real spark, shine bright and true. Whatever it takes, to be the real you.
My Poetry
These wounds keep on hurting these hearts keep on hurting trying to mend what is broken tearing every mend       time ceases progression further back we go the past just returning     What could of happened? Will we ever know?     So much we have tried  now every chance is fried    
How I See Myself As A Person
I must put aside my ego. No matter how special, extraordinary, and unique I’d like to think I am, who I am is really a reflection of many other things put together. Numerous parts of different jigsaw puzzles pieced together to form a new picture. Vital pieces of whose absences would have made another person, not the one I am. I always say I’m different. Never quite what people expect on a first impression. One friend said she thought I was a nerd before she knew me. Another one was surprised to find out that I listen to rock music while studying. And there were still some others who didn’t know I had a few loose screws in my head until they found themselves laughing at my jokes and then realizing that I was capable of conceiving out-of-this-world ideas. There’s so much more to me than meets the eye, and I don’t expect to run out of surprises very soon. I have assimilated from the different people who have influenced my life Each layer is not a mask, but a
" He has what we need (his face is here, his face is there, we wanna see him). He has everything (we say his name, we give him fame, we wanna be him). He's constellations and satellites. He's UFO's on angel wings, invisible in his universe of sky-he's so high. He shoots the stars and blinks the lights. His paper skin covers up his paper scars. Black of eyes, black of vanity. He's overdressed just to win us over (the hair shines, the face is pretty). He's by design and his mind has been placed by a string. He is the model nihilist. He's got the face of a million superstars. Obsessed? It's what he wanted. Impressed? It's all the sugar. I'm am candy coated, so come and see all the fashion and frolic."
Surpassing The Norm
      The sounds on gunfire all around. violence and drugs infected his town. With his head held high, he conquers without fear. Friends fallen, dreams shattered over the years. A boy really, forced to be a man. Walking alone, holding the earth in his hand. The sweat beads pour down his face, he can taste his own blood. Still he see’s the rainbow, following the flood. His views of the world, despite all that has occurred. Are beautiful, innocent, sweet and pure. An artist in the most, realistic form. A builder, a dreamer, surpassing the norm. A person who takes it all, comes back for more. Soaking it all in, opening new doors. Truly inspiring, to say the least. Nothing rough about him, I see beyond the beast. Powerful by far, yet warm and kind. Are just a few words that, come to mind. When I think of him, and the lives he‘s going to touch. I'm filled with hope, simply can’t say enough.
Spotlight Drawing
The idea is to have a daily spotlight drawing. Requirements are that the member must be at level 48. The member must have a minimum of 1 billlion fubucks and everyone that meets those requirements has an equal chance......The cost to the winner is 1billion fubucks
Live Laugh Love
live like tomarrow not going to come laugh until your sides hurt and fall in love with many things as you can. well there nothing more to the point then this. we often forget that we should live laugh and love alot because of things or drama going on in our lives or something like that. live your life the way you want to laugh at stupid littel things and love often but dont let on physco or idiot ruin your chances with that.
Jokes I Like.
Three men were sitting together bragging about how they had given their new wives 'duties". The first man had married a Woman from Montana and had told her that she was going to do dishes and house cleaning. It took a couple days, but on the third day he came home to a clean house and dishes washed and put away. The second man had married a woman from Oregon. He had given his wife orders that she was to do all the cleaning, dishes, and the cooking. The first day he didn't see any results, but the next day he saw it was better. By the third day, he saw his house was clean, the dishes were done, and there was a huge dinner on the table. The third man had married a girl from Kentucky. He told her that her duties were to keep the house cleaned, dishes washed, lawn mowed, laundry washed and hot meals on the table for every meal. He said the first day he didn't see anything, the second day he didn't see anything, but by the third day some of the swelling had gone down and he could see a litt
Looking Through
Heart pounding, warm breath upon your sheets. Hands shaking, the feelings intense, deep. Your mind isn't convinced, that you're alone. That empty house, finally feels like home. I had to look through the tears, I was drowning in. And open myself up, to the world again.
Set Him Free
A mirror stands in front of me, it’s not myself I see. It’s you, but how can this be. Wait I see a gate, off in the mist. You seem to be, guiding me straight to it. But I stop in my tracks, too afraid to go through. It’s a trick, a trap, that’s not really you. You are bright, kind, genuine and sweet. Yet the air is cold, the ground is wet beneath my feet. Your face is not projecting, light this time. It’s dark and mean, your heart isn’t speaking to mine. Whoever you are, you are not him. I will not follow you. You cannot win. Please release him, set him free. Turn him back into the man, I know him to be. Do not reach for my hand, until you let him go. Don’t try and trick me, I’ll be the first to know. If it’s the real him, or just you in disguise. All it will take is one look, in his eyes. The power of love, surrounded by blue. Not the cold hard look, you have about you. He is everything, you
My Daddy
you never said you im leaving you never said goodbye you were gone before i knew it and only god knows why there are no words to tell you just what i feel inside the shock.the hurt.the anger might gradually subside a million times ill need you a million times ill cry if love alone could have saved you you would have never died in life i loved you dearly in death i love you still in my heart you hold a place that no one could ever fill it broke my heart to lose you but you didnt go alone for a part of me went with you the day god took you home things will never be the same and all though it hurt so bad i will smile whenever i hear your name and be proud you were my dad   in loving memory of my daddy 1952_2011
One year ago my whole world fell apart. It feels like the knife is still lodged in my heart. When I heard you were gone I refused to believe it was true. I didn’t want to accept that this world would go on without you. But this world has continued and so has our lives. The loss is still strong; like a thousand stabbing knives. One day it will hurt less and I will no longer cry. Because one day my turn will come & I will have to die. Until then my angel my love for you will always burn bright. Sweet dreams. Sleep tight. I love you. Good night. I tried to write this from my 2 year old daughters perspective to her dad who passed away   I cry for daddy when I’m hurt and even when I’m scared. I know my cries are always heard even though daddy isn’t there.  I love my daddy oh so much.  I always feel his love. I know he’s smiling down on me, watching from up above. I feel my daddys kisses as I close my eyes to sleep .As I drift off slowly I can
My Moment Of Weakness
He turned the radio on, and we began to work. With each sad song played, the more it hurt. I didn't want it to show, so I turned away. As my tears fell to the floor, I heard him say. Melissa, what's wrong? Why the tears? But I couldn't reveal the truth, behind my pain and fears. I just wiped them away, and said I'm fine. But there was no hiding the pain, in these eyes of mine. He came up behind me and said, I don't understand. Please let me help you, and reached for my hand. The more I tried to fight it, the harder it became. I couldn't do it any longer, and gave into the pain. The tears fell like raindrops, onto the floor. He held me close to him, as I reached for the door. He said I can't stand, to see you like this. Then he leaned in, for a kiss. His arms felt safe, it has been so long. It felt right at the time, but I knew it was wrong. He said, I don't know why you are hurting so much. Just let me hold you, absorb my touch. I said, This is w
I Wanna Hang Onto
I laid down in my bed, and could hear the rain. Next, I heard your voice, speaking my name. I knew I was dreaming, but I didn't care. I just hung onto, the thought of you being there. I seen you standing there, all wet and cold. Looking like the end of a rainbow, you are my pot of gold. The lightning falshed, and that look in your eyes. Spoke for itself, can't be disguised. I rose up carefully, not to disturb my sleep. I didn't wanna lose this feeling. It was mine to keep. I touched your face, and could feel your skin. Then pulled the sheets back softly, and you crawled in. With noses touching, we both had a heavy stare. Then you reached out, touching my hair. Pulled my face in, and I melted in your kiss. I have never felt anything, quite so intense. Dream or not, it was all too real. I can't quite describe, the way it made me feel. Just hold me tight, firmly against you. This is a feeling, I wanna hang onto.
Anything Will Do
Do you know why, I do so much? The reason I can't just simply, give up. Because I have never, known anyone like you before. You shock me, amaze me, always wanting more. I tried to turn away, as if it didn't matter. But that just hurt me more, completely shattered. I don't want anything, but your love as well. Not knowing, is like, living in Hell. A word, a gesture, anything will do. To let me know, what exactly I am to you.
A Poem Wrote For Me
I have had my head turned, its not like I have never been burned. But your eyes captivate my mind, you can be so very gentle and kind. When the mood strikes you for some awesome sex, upon my head you put that wonderful hex. Your beauty is a sensuous sight to see, and many a men would like to be me. Be that as it may, my will has been taken by you and my soul cries out for your touch and it is always new. So here we are standing oh so close, of you I can not get a big enough dose. I am a very lucky man for sure, for your caress there is nothing I would not endure. Our togetherness is something to see...          For You Are So Lovely When tomorrow starts without me and im not here to see, if the sun should rise and find your eyes filled up with tears for me , i wish so much you wouldn't cry the way you did today, while thinking of the the many things we didn't get to say, i know how much you love me as much as i love you, and each time you think of me i know you'll miss
Just A Thought I Found And Agree With
An  American Soldieryou stay up for 16 hoursThe Soldier stays up for daysyou take warm showers to help you wake upthe soldier goes days,or weeks without running complain of a headache and call in sick...The soldier gets shot as others are hityou have no idea of a put on your anti-war shirt,the soldier fights for the right for you to wear check for your cell phone,The Soldier checks for his dog tags & crossYou talk about the buddies who aren't with you,The soldier knows he may never see his buddies again.You complain of heat,The Soldier walks with his heavy gear in the desert.You go to lunch,The soldier won't get to eat today.Appreciate what you have, without The soldier you wouldn't have itunknown author Life isn't about keeping score. It's not about how many friends you have Or howaccepted you are. Not about if you have plans this weekend or if you're alone. It isn't about who you're dating, who you used to date, how many people you've dated, or if you h
Another lonely sleepless night, becomes a day no longer bright. I need the wind beneath my wings, the chorus from the songs I sing. No longer seeing what is real, the lovely pain is all I feel.   So put away your promises, they're filled with lust and emptiness. The dreaded shame I cannot bare,  I will not love what isn't there. Life is full of sacrifice,  One more shot just roll the dice.    In the end I hope to find,  a love for life and what is mine. Maybe then I'll find it pure, loving self might be the cure. Turn back thoughts and turn back time, just take away what isn't mine.....
Because You Know You Care
Contest Time All You Sexy Fu-men
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Rip James
The Little Warrior   Not much more than four foot tall, With no manly strength to show, A braver soul you would never find, A true hero for one and all.   With wisdom way beyond his years. And a heart as big as they come, He  looked his enemy in the eye, And returned it a cheeky smile..   No fear showed  on his baby face, As he fought battle after battle, An inspiration for all around him, His beautiful, kind soul shone strong.   Wrapped in the arms of his Mother’s love, The little warrior hung his head, An amazing fight he had fought, With the courage of 100 or more men.   But the time had come to say goodbye,
Work And Family
One of the roughest things at the moment for me is missing my girl and her two daughters Sophie, 4 and Gwen, 8...The last few days has been the hardest for me because due to the fact that work has been really hectic and such...One thing that hit me the hardest a week ago was when Gwen asked me if I had to go to work and I said yes I do baby I gotta go to work so she nodded her head at me and said I dont want you to go to work I said well do you want me to get fired? She nodded and said in a cute voice no I dont want you to get fired...Well, Im getting too burnt out with my job right now and my heart isnt at my job my heart is always at home with a great woman and two good little girls...It hurts me night by night and day by day I miss em all very much It kills me that I have to do what I gotta do ya know...Its just the times I have to go in kills me and my heart...It sickens me now that im stuck at a horrible place that dont give a flying fuck about family...The last kitchen meeting we
My Thoughts
Dear fubar,   One day i will become ridiculously wasted and buy a FUPONY, and on that day i will also end world hunger.                                                                                                       Sincerely firstfrost
Do Your Own Math
If my walls could talk, here's what they'd say. Dang, this bitch is crazy, she talks to herself everyday. This is true, it is me. Just a part, of my creativity. I am definitely, not the norm. I smile and embrace, the danger of the storm. Knowing nothing comes easy, thankful for the sweat beads. That roll down my face, while planting the seeds. Of my life, creating my own path. The crazy hard way works for me, but you do your own math.
Turn Around
Well, the party was a roaring the case of some people, roaring drunk might be a more apt description...some people got really fucked up on saturday. Me, i was the soberest person there...albeit a bit tweaked on 6 1/2 cans of Mt. Dew was fucked up, but pretty decent. H was there...but things went wrong. I mean, try having some drunken asshole dump two pitchers of water on you, and see how YOU feel. I tried to help her, goddammit, but she wouldn't let me. I want to help her, dammit, but I can't if she keeps shutting me out. My mother has, on occasion, tried persuading H of the benefits of dating a certain someone. I'd like to, but she's just not looking. i fear she may get back with JP, the asshole who struck her. now apparently she dumped him because he didn't want to have sex with that any reason to dump a guy? Fine. Truth be told, i was told this while JP was sitting right next to her...ah fuck it.I'm a very lonely man...very friendly, but ver
How To Fubar
Many people come to me for help with likes.  There is just so much to type out in an sb that I decided to create a blog post.  I am not doing this so you can be green.  I am doing this for those people who actually needs the likes to level and don't want to waste uncessary credits getting there. You do not need to buy the new Rockstar bling to accomplish this.  You can, and it might make things easier, but getting likes is just about hard work and patience and some time.  You also do not need a God Mode bling either.  Don't waste your credits on one unless you want the points off it as well. A boomie helps, but it is not necessary.  The reason for this isn't because you are running bling and people will come rate/like you because of it.  No. The boomie helps in another way.  You will need to visit a lot of profiles rate/like/activity comment.  A lot of people will come to your page and rate/like you and never leave a comment.  You do not want to waste your time dropping comments on p
Your Life Will Live On
Melissa, you have to stop beating yourself up. Why do you think, you are never enough? Get rid of those thoughts, inside your head. Close your eyes and, think back instead. Remember running scared, in fear for your life. The victim, the survivor, the mother, the wife. You looked through, the blood tears you cried. You did it alone, looked death in the eye. You are more powerful, than even you know. Hold your head high, allow that to show. It is you, you are the strong one. It has been you, all along. You are the strength, for those who are weak. The voice of those, too afraid to speak. You do not need, anyone. People will remember you, long after you're gone. Make your mark, leave your legacy while you're here. Write with the words, that form your tears. Fight, survive, carry on without fear. Show the world, you are the strong one. Through your words, your life will live on.
For All That You Do
I have had people, come and go. Saying one thing, until their true colors show. I don't get attached, because of that fact. I can't but feel like, I'm under attack. A war, I can't seem to win. A battle with myself, I'm overcoming. Matt, when we met, years ago. There was something different about you, I had to get to know. I prayed, my whole childhood through. For someone exactly, like you. You help these kids, who have been abused. Rejected, neglected, broken, confused. You save them, from misery and pain. You are their hero, but your friendship is my gain. One of the best people, I have ever knew. The world is a better place, because of you. If you ever start to think, no one out there cares. Read these words and know, there is someone out there. Who does care, and wrote this just for you. As a word of appreciation, thanks, for all all that you do.
The Soldier gets a letter saying he has to go to war His wife is 8 months pregnant The Soldier has to leave for war His wife is almost going into labor The wife just had a daughter The Soldier hasn't slept in days His wife can't sleep cause of the baby The Soldier after 3 months finally gets a phone call home He finally hears his daughter cry The Soldier is killed by a surprise bombing His daughter says daddy for the first time Now his wife is a widow The daughter never met her father He died for his country They gave his wife a pin and flag All they could say was I am sorry The daughter never knew her father. THERE IS A DISCIPLINE IN A SOLDIER YOU CAN SEE IT WHEN HE WALKS, THERE IS HONOR IN A SOLDIER YOU HEAR IT WHEN HE TALKS THERE IS COURAGE IN A SOLDIER THAT HE WILL NOT COMPROMISE. THERE IS SOMETHING IN A SOLDIER THAT MAKES HIM STAND APART, THERE IS STRENGTH IN A SOLDIER THAT BEATS FROM HIS HEART. A SOLDIER ISN'T A TITLE ANY MAN CAN BE HIRED TO DO A SOLDIER IS THE SOUL OF THAT MAN B
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First off...this to those of you that THINK you know me...when reality DON'T KNOW SHIT...DON'T send me your little sad pouty faces..because if you DID know me then you would know that gets you NOWHERE...and speaking of profile pretty much speaks for me...obviously it is a waste of speace because everyone tends to miss that about say hey..I'll say want to talk friendly..that works too..laugh..joke...all fine...but DON'T go all typical male on me..and act like I OWE you shit...because I don't...if I talk to's because I want to..not because you guilt me into something when I AHVE NO FUCKING IDEA WHO YOU PEOPLE ARE....respect goes a long way when I'm show me respecta nd I shall do the CHOOSE to ignore my words then i ahve NO problem spelling it out to you...I am NOT interested in ANYTHING here other than casual and friendly conversation with remarkable people..not typical people...people that lack morals....GRRRR....
My Words...
I don't do the pity me thing..I don't want nor do I need anyone's pity...I have walked the streets of life alone...on my own...been in a marriage where I was still alone...but grateful...grateful to this day...if it was not for that marriage...I probably wouldn't be here at all...anything that makes a positive impact in my life I am grateful I'm not..I have never been so weak in my life....or felt so low...after something is pointed out to you you're entire starts to sink in...and by the people you love the most..and the ones that are supposed to love you in return..that's when it hurts..when it cuts to the bone...I can't take anymore..I have reached my limit...I talk a big game..but that's all it am fragile..I am weak...and it does hurt..regardless of how much I lie to you or myself..saying it doesn't..the fact does...very much so...I am grateful to all of you who truly get wat I am about..I cannot apologize for my body...something I can
You All Win
I look in the mirror And what do I see This hideous creature Staring back at me I see all the things That I would like to change And hear in my head All the cruel things you all have said As the tears stream down my face All the mean words And hateful things That have happened to me Come rolling back to me Can’t you see you are hurting me Don’t you see how I have changed I no longer smile like I did when you first met me There’s an odd silence all around me I look away from the mirror and shut off the light Refusing to see my reflection staring back at me I hate what I see I just want it to stop I will do anything to make the changes That I see will make you like me Then the insults will stop I’ll be beautiful in your eyes again
Wat Do You See?
People look at a stripper..and that's just what they see...a nice body..a pretty face..but they don't really see her at all...they don't allow themselves to see wat she is truly about...they don't see why she is there....maybe she is working her way through college...has a bad past...made some decisions she's not proud of and has to be there....she knows how the people see her..and that's how she makes her money....but that is also why she doesn't date the customers....because she wants someone to REALLY see her...people see what they allow themselves to..wat is easiest to see..not wat they truly are...and that is sad to me
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HOW TO COOK A TURKEY: First, buy the turkey and a bottle of whiskey. Pour yourself a glass of whiskey and put the turkey in the oven. Take another 2 drinks of whiskey, and set the degree at 375 ovens. Have 3 more whiskeys of drink and turn the oven on. Take 4 whisks of drinky and turk the bastey. Stick a turkey in the thermometer, and glass yourself a pour of whiskey. Bake the whiskey for 4 hours, take the oven out of the turkey, and floor the turkey up off the pick. Pour yourself another glass of turkey. Now just tet the sable, and turk the carvey! Enjoy :D
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“A woman's appetite is twice that of a man's; her sexual desire, four times; her intelligence, eight times”   “Don't knock masturbation - it's sex with someone I love”     “Clinton lied. A man might forget where he parks or where he lives, but he never forgets oral sex, no matter how bad it is.”     sex is simple, love stings afterwards.”     “Sex is better than talk...Talk is what you suffer through so you can get to sex.”       “Nobody dies from lack of sex. It's lack of love we die from.”       “An orgasm a day keeps the doctor away”   I am DJing on Friday nights at a very small bar. The theme is 50's & 60's with some 70's. What would be some of your favorite songs from that time to hear? Contest: PM me the worst pick up line you have ever heard! Winner will get 3crdt bling. contest ends 4/2/12 8pm
I Am In Charge
I have walked through the valley, of death and not without fear. It drives me, guides me, it's always here. The pain in my stomach, loss of breath. Continues to push me, beyond death. Into living, loving and growing. I wouldn't be who I am, without knowing. Recognizing that pain, staring fear in the eye. Refusing to give up my strength. I shall not die. I shall live and love, be free. No emotion shall ever, control me. For I am in charge, of my own destiny.
I Don't Like Hating You
I seen his fist, coming down for the last time. Covered in blood, I knew it was the last breath of mine. Then I heard the sirens, and I was saved. While my mother watched emotionless, not even a wave. As they hauled me away in an ambulance, that night. I never went back, I gave up the fight. I wasn't going to fight for her love, any longer. The pain she was responsible for, only made me stronger. Fifteen years went by, and not a word. Then out of the blue, I heard from her. The pain came back, despite the years. Reading her words, brought back the tears. I tried to let her in, a fresh start perhaps. My baby steps, was just another relapse. Steps already taken, retracing them in-fact. I never got out of the car, when I seen the flashbacks. A piece of metal, was all it took. To change my whole, outlook. Why mom? I don't understand. You've never even held, your little girl's hand. You've never brushed my hair, or sang me a song. What could I have
Nymphodiaries Excerpts From My Book
So d_marco415 I had been online friends for about two years now. Any time we talked it was always about work, sports, politics and music. Never about sex. So it was awkward when about a month ago Marco and I had “cybersex.” He palmed his dick for me as I watched and I finger fucked myself as he watched. I don’t think either of us expected it to get that heated. But once it did, both of us were anxious to meet in person. Well this past weekend he flew me to him in North Carolina from my residence in Florida. The sexual tension was evident from the moment our eyes met as I walked into the airport. I saw him eyeballing my breasts which were very visible in the shirt I was wearing. I walked towards him for a hug and his eyes never budged. “Ilesha, you’re looking good baby girl. I hope the flight was comfortable,” he said. I heard what he said but my mind was occupied with anticipation for the night’s activities, so I just smiled. He grabbed my lugg
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BASICS: Name:Age:Location:Height:Hair (color and style):Eyes:Piercings/tattoos:Phone Number:OTHER: 1. Do you drink/smoke?2. Do you like the rain?4. If so...would you play in it with me?5. Do you like movies?6. If so would you stay up and watch them with me all night?8. Could we cuddle and just fall asleep together?9. Would you kiss my neck?10. Do you play any sports?11. If so...what? 12. Would you call me right after we saw eachother?13. How would you rate your kisses from 1-10? 14. Favorite body part on you?
Relationships-of all kinds-are like sand held in your hand. Held loosely, with an open hand, the sand remains where it is. The minute you close your hand and squeeze tightly to hold on, the sand trickles through your fingers. You may hold onto some of it, but most will be spilled. A relationship is like that. Held loosely, with respect and freedom for the other person, it is likely to remain intact. But hold too tightly, too possessively, and the relationship slips away and is lost. -Alice Sebold “You are worth everything that nature can give you. And I pray to whatever I believe in that you find your happiness. You find pride in yourself. And you find true love. And you can look at that person and understand the impact that have had in your life. Because you have surprised me with every step you took. And if letting you go means that I love you. Then I love you. Have fun out there.” ― Philippe Renaud
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I am Sarah Jade BBW, and I am here to make you happy!50-44-53 and ready to rock your world!Im a fun-loving, adventurous, sensual, passionate, and highly erotic, young vixen.Almost all my fantasies include other people, either joining or watching at me and getting off with me.I LOVE SEX. Im mostly submissive, but if I found the right person, I think I could be dominant.Nothing gets me hornier than when I get all dolled up, and grab my camera to get kinky!I love sharing my kinky side with perfect strangers through my erotic photos!Google me. Sarah Jade BBW
Unless I Learn
I have to look up from inside this whole, to see the light. Down here it's cold, dark as night. The outside world, is what put me here. A never ending battle between, happiness and fear. True happiness, comes with a high cost. You can never gain it, unless something is lost. But I've lost so much already. Can I really take that chance? I'll just peak my head out, and get a glance. At my surroundings, see if I can recognize the danger. If I can allow myself to fall into, the arms of a stranger. Will he hurt me? This I don't know. And I never will unless I learn, how to let go.
Your Hell
I hear you, roaming around. Circling my bed, staring me down. But I'm not afraid, you won't get in. This is a battle, you will not win. I have fought you before, and won. Who's coming out on top? I will be the one. You may infect me, run through my veins. But you will not beat me, hear my name. I will shout it, you live inside me. I will erase you, completely. There will be no trace, of your existence. I will strike with force, and persistence. With each pill I swallow, you fade a little more. Every needle injected, pushes you out the door. I will replace you with, new and healthier cells. Until that day comes, I'll make it through your Hell.
I don't need you I shouted, as I flushed them down the drain. I will not allow a pill, to control my life. I will throw you away, and still survive. Because I lived it, stared it in the face. I made it through the blood the tears, that horrific place. No medication can, take that away. I carry it around with me, everyday. Swallowing a pill, won't make it disappear. It exist in my memories, my heart, my tears. I am the only one, who can control that pain. Not the chemicals implanted, inside my brain. The power lies within, me. I can conquer this mission, successfully.
You'll Be Screaming My Name
I put on this gown, just for YOU. It's silky, smooth, see-through. Touch it, let it slide off your hand. Take pride in knowing, YOU are my man. Lay me down gently, slide it from the bottom up. Hang onto the soft moans, created by your touch. Get lost in my curls, covering the bed. Creating a halo, over my head. I am no angel, but this feels like Heaven. Holding onto YOU, and the love YOU are giving. All I ask is please, don't stop. Nothing compares to this, feeling I've got. The passion, the peasure, the raw emotion inside. A feeling too powerful, impossible to hide. Don't pull away, don't YOU dare. You're hitting all the right spots, so be prepared. I'm bringing my, "A" game. I promise you before it's over. YOU'll be screaming my name.
For What It's Worth Mom
Abruptly awoken, sat straight up in bed. The after shock of these images, appearing in my head. How can this be? They weren't there before. I see the dark road, the man, the red Ford. His voice is soft, my mother was young. This is where my nightmare, first begun. Without my knowledge, I didn't know until now. I need to get rid of these images, somehow. They are playing out, in movie form. Are they real? Did this happen? Where did they come from? I hear the rumbling, of his tires. I can actually feel the heat, from the fire. I was three years old, why is this so clear? I see my mother's face, the trail from her tears. Quiet footsteps, while getting away. A living reminder, of that day. That is what I am, to her. Maybe I have gotten, everything I deserve. Perhaps I am just, paying my dues. For everything I am responsible, for putting her through. All it takes is my face, to bring it all back. She was fighting a battle herself, constantly under
“In order for something to live, Another life must often be sacrificed.” ---Ancient Indian Tradition   “The needs of the many outweigh the needs of the few … or the one.” ---Mr. Spock ---From Star Trek II: The Wrath of Kahn   “If you know the future, you can change it.” ---Philip K. Dick ---From Minority Report       Prologue               “Jack, you have to speed up.”             “If I speed up, they’ll just ram us again.”             “We have to outrun them!”             “In an Escort?  Are you kidding?”             “Well then, what the hell do we do?”             “I’m gonna take the next exit I see … then we’ll get the police.”             “We’re in the middle of fucking nowhere!”             “Marcie!  Please calm down, you’re scaring J.J.”             The little boy in the back seat le
Take Down Mine
Shadows lurking, all around. They are everywhere, littering the ground. But what are they really? Does anyone know? They are blank figures, not one feature shows. Black as coal, cold as ice. You can walk right through them, and never realize. That you have actually just stepped, on someones soul. Made your mark, fulfilled your goal. For the shadow doesn't care, it's a just a black shape. It doesn't have emotions, or even a face. But the person you walked through, feels it just the same. Before you crush them, take down their name. Check them off your list, add them to the trail you leave behind. And while you're at it, you can take down mine.
What If You Could See Personality First?
I was wondering.  Ladies and guys both say, it is the personality and attitude of a person that really matters.  Problem is you can't walk into a real life situation, look across a room and see a personality.So the "Natural" inclination for most is to gravitate towards either the prettiest, the shyiest or maybe the most susceptible looking person in a room.   I wonder how many ladies and guys would say if they could see the personality of an individual at first meeting if they would be as attracted to the best looking guy or girl in a room if he/she was a player, cheater or a user?  If you comment and it is not clear by your icon or your name, please state your gender with your response. Guys let's get real for a minute.  We all know if there is agreat pair of legs in a tiny skirt or shirt dress it is gonna get out attentiion coming and going.  I wonder though, if you're out on a date with a lady t hat you actually care about, do you want her wearing somethng so short that you wonder
So Much Fun Forgot The Kids
"Spread your legs." He said in a deep dark whisper.She smiled and parted her thighs so that the cool air hit her bare cunt lips. . .they were already damp with arousal. He looked her in the eye as his hand slid under her skirt and let his fingers brush against her lips."Mmm nice and sloppy already." He grinned.She nodded and wiggled her ass against the chair so her lips rubbed his finger tips harder. "All sloppy for you." She bit her lip and grinned innocently, her eyes flashing an evil glint as she pushed forward so his fingers parted her cunt and let her juices begin to drip down her ass crack. "Very sloppy for you." "Mmm." He purred. "Such a good slut for me huh?"She nodded and wiggled again and enjoyed the feeling of cum dripping out of her wet pussy. She loved being sloppy wet for him, knowing her cunt was his, that her pussy was waiting for his big cock to stuff it full and fuck her hard. She wanted to
Ok so here it goes.  I am 25, single, unemployed and a father of a Beautiful Daughter that i haven't even got to see for almost 2 weeks.  I'm not writing this because i want to blame anyone for how i turned out or anything i just want to be heard hopefully.   I grew up without a father in my life. i blamed him for everything when i was growing up, like us being poor and going without and all that.  but looking back on everything i realize that it wasn't just my fathers fault that he wasn't there.  it was as much as my mothers as it was his.  i met him for the first time in september of 2010, i met him before but i could never look at him and i would just walk away from him.  that was the first time i spoke to him in person, and honestly after only talking to him for five minutes i could see how much we were simular in apperance and just about every aspect in our lives up to that point, even without having him there.  this past october i flew out to arizona because i thought that he w
Stupid Phucks Of Fubar
ok i have now offically started my stupid fuck file. This nasty bastard is 50 yrs old and talks to women like they are nothing more than pieces of meat. he has no concept of respect or decency ! so go to this bald headed fucktard's page and tell his bitch ass off!   Congrats bussballs you are the first waste of space to be placed into my stupid phuck file!   buzzballs@ fubar;
Sometimes Things Just Make Me Giggle.....
Who am I to open their minds?Who am I beside knowledge divine?I know but one word,perhaps maybe two.I understand some,dream of more to come.   A word softened here,power, to command fear!These words I know,I am simply willing to show!Oh, spelling right?This could cause a fight!   A letter skewedwhat will they do?Crucified in the lightfor a letter not right.They cry and rage,yet understand the page!   They know what it means,they understand it seems.Yet they cry and whine,your words are not fine!You forgot that letter!Look at me, so much better!   I learned the rules,I went to the pretty schools.Dealt with all the toolswho acted like fools.On this day,to them I say.....   I hope you feel good,I hope you bitched all you could!But in the grand schemeif you understand what i mean,do a few skewed letters really matter?Or do you act like an ass to feel better?                                                      ~Doll i know, not all my friends will find this as funny as i do. b
Random Thoughts Of A Ridiculous Mind
your hair flows like a summer's breeze your beauty brings men to their knees your voice captures my heart with ease eyes glisten like the moon over the seas and tho i know im not easy to please still you stand right there beside me   trials and tribulations seem like a daily thing some days it seems like we're always fighting but one day soon you're gonna wear that ring because our love is truely everlasting       my words are heard, but seldom heeded i put the pen to the paper, but will you read it and what difference will it make how long will it take for the random thoughts to leave your mind for you to know the facts and still be blind for you to see the truth right before your eyes and still act as if its a huge surprise i do my best, to educate yall not my fault when you do fall but still right there i will be helping hand to raise you from your knees back never turns on a true fuckin friend just know that i'll be there until the end!!! my mind wanders a
Love Or Beauty
Beauty is a mere smile. Love is a smile that warms the heart. Beauty is but skin deep, from outside-in. Love is beauty from inside-out.
Momma Dukez For Hirer Valtentine's Momma Dukez  
Sopa,pipa & Acta Now
Anon Communications
Aha! To be astounded. An army of assholes, an association armed with an arsenal of asinine ambiguously adult anonymii. This ambidextrous armada, no mere attack force is an astounding assembly of articulate aristocrats.  Assuming the collective affliction has not atrophied, another day of ardent internet argument arises. Under the ambiguous aegis of internet anonymity, all annoying assertations may be announced with reckless abandon. The armored amplifiers of info, The antithesis of approbates, aided and abetted by all things arbitrary. Apology? We do not forgive, do not forget. Alas I am all aflutter, after the anticipation. You may call me "Anonymous". Imagine we are Anonymous.Imagine you are Anonymous.Imagine we plant trees.Imagine we become seed trees.Imagine we sow the world with seeds.Imagine we finally find the COURAGE BECOME THE CHANGE WE WISH TO SEE in the World.Imagine we are no longer afraid of Fear.Imagine we re-invent and reverse Reality.
My Fav Game
Alice Madness Returns Well to even start to tell you about why this is my MOST favorite RPG I have to tell you how much I love Alice In Wonderland or Alice's Adventures In Wonderland By Lewis Carroll & i can not Put it in words. This is the only game that i know that has her besides the original American Mcgees Alice, They have thrown in some characters And threw on a Creepy Twist On all of them. Alice Liddel,Cheschire Cat,Queen Of Hearts,Mad Hatter,Duchess,Hair,DoorMouse, White rabbit CardGuards.. Even Wonderland itself! I loved being able to play apart of it.  Its also a good old fashioned platformer game! (Jumping from Platform to Platform) The weapons you use are also pretty Awesome they Upgrade from collecting Teeth. Vorpal Blade-Its The Basic Melee Weapon. Pepper Grinder machine Gun(based on Lewis Carroll)
My Writings On The Wall
Well Im pretty new to this site.. and so far its been pretty pleasant.. i've been able to meet some amazing ppl, and have been shared with others interests.  :) I myself am writing in the blog because i love to journal and i have a passion for writing as well :) Please let me know what you think :D You have nothing. We will make you whole. Put away your keys; they won’t protect you. This parking lot is dark for one reason and one reason only. Listen: our hands will light everything up. Didn’t you know? Your body always comes with strings attached. We’re here to take advantage of them. Give me a kiss. Come on, use some tongue. Get us warmed up. I will pull you out of your skin like an anchor. Why the heavy heart? You knew this was guaranteed. It’s all part of the insurance policy that a woman is born with. Be still. Be quiet enough that we can hear the cicadas rubbing against one another, and we won’t have to cover your mouth. You’re struggli

Doomsday Is Here!
Doomsday Inc. band profile is finally ready and we are thrilled to get this thing up and running and going. We know there's some true rockers out there who take no shit from anybody, so this is for all of you with an attitude that makes Doomsday Inc. take off their figurative hats in sheer respect! Fan us, like us, add us, leave comments... Just click the shit out of our profile! Doomsday Inc. Fubar Profile Hello everyone!We made a return back at the old drawing board and came up with a new tune for you all to listen. The song is titled "Dilemma?" and can be found on our profile. Go vote the hell out of it As a note on the side we'd like to remind you all to go to our Facebook page and hit "Like". We need all the support we can get and in return we will keep providing you with new tunes  Our FB can be found HERE.Pass this message on to your friends and tell them to do the same. Thank you all in advance!Keep rockin' and stay doomed! SDMF \,,/ Just so you wouldn't forget our most im
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Vimlesh Blog
There are so many gadgets are available in the market, like tablet, smart phone, spy devices etc. this type of gadgets are developed by professionals engineers and their quality are excellent. Spy gadgets are famous of their external and internal feature means their functionality is excellent as compare to other devices. So many spy gadgets are introduced in the market. Some products are pen, cap, CCTV, pinhole etc. Spy Camera means a camera which is hidden at a particular place. Some people use CCTV camera at their house but this device can be seen easily, now a small camera is fit at their Door bell which is hidden and nobody can’t see them. A Company who sell this product for a long time named Action India Home Products. This company provides various services for example: - Product Quality: - Their products Quality are excellent because they buy all products from reputed manufacture company. Their testing department checks all gadgets and then it is available for customers.
I Had A Thought Again
I was watching myself today. I noticed something that confused me. I was a lot happier and in an allover better mood. Stupid people pissed me off less, and I brushed off all the negative things that happened. So I started wondering why. Obviously, it's uncharacteristic of me not to be annoyed by stupid people. I may usually be in a good mood, but I was borderline giddy! I thought hard, and I think I figured out why. Last night I had an intelligent conversation with somebody that lasted hours. I haven't been able to do that for a very long time. I realized that I crave to socialize with people of the same mindset. Growing up, I could just talk to my dad. Nowadays, however, he's busy working three jobs and I am scared to bother him. As a result, it is increasingly difficult to find someone who thinks similarly to me and I become an easily upset person.  This conversation was exactly what I needed to become the old me, and it couldn't have come at a better time. Stress increases by the
Blog Of Blog's
Be Sure to stroll through the FuBible as it contains 95% of the answers you made need to know when addressing site issues. Not many have and thats a shame as it can save you alot of time waiting. You can also check out the TOS (Terms Of Service) which is located at the bottom of every Fubar page as it also contains alot of answers and directions of what you may or may not do on this site to remain a happy fumember. I enjoy assisting all members so i will also promote the Support Lounge as we are there 24/7 to handle any and all inquiries, questions, issues that fubar members may have. GET YOUR FU-ON !!!!! :)
Mind running free --from trauma and drama stress.....   sometimes when you sit alone   your mind some times thinks of the strangest things.....   from political to weather to music to work then kidss and finally bills....   From the day to day stresses of economy to the public raping of our very self's...   Drifting back to long lost memories of the fondest days that your hair blew......   blowing in the wind, not a care in the world except what to eat and what to do ......   Now grown stressed, tense , you feel as if the weight of the world is on you....   you woman and childeren andprobably friends & family to do the usual.........   bitching and moaning and whining at you bout what your doing wrong .......   when do you get afternoon, week, month alone and the best..........   YOUR MIND RUNNING FREEE....................... I've talked to my friends, Talked to myself I've talked to God, I've prayed like Hell, But, I still miss you I've tried sober, I've tried d
Its Been A Long Time
have thinking about you lot lately. I really miss your touch. Laying you on the bed, kissing you deeply. Moving my lips to your neck, sucking on it gently. Listining to your little sighs as I lick behind your ear, feeing the goosebumps that come on your arms. Moving to the front of your neck to your collar bone. Licking up and down your chest to your hard, luscious nipple, sucking on them and nibbling on the lightly. You arch your back holding the back of my head pulling me tight to you as you begin to moan louder. My hand rubs down your side to your panties, the red boy shorts that i love so much. I rub on your warm pussy through your panties feeling that you are already wet down there. I look up while sucking on your nipples looking at the lust and passion in your eyes. I continue to rub on your kitty, petting it and come back up for a kiss, our tongues dance together as I taste your sweet lips. Slowly I kiss my way down your chest to your belly button rubbing your pussy harder with
Control Freaks..can't Stand Them Bastards!!!
What is control for? control someones every move is might as well put them behind a locked is like living in prison....controlling who you can and cannot talk to...where you can and cannot go..wat you can and cannot wear...this type of behavior is acceptable for a parent with their child to an extent of course...but when we grow into is NO LONGER anyone else's decision other than your own the way YOU decide to lead your life...TOO many people play the WRONG card for the WRONG reasons....maybe it's a guilt trip or the sympathy card  because it feeds off that other person's emotions....NO ONE should feel obligated to stay somewhere they don't wanna be for ANY reason....and NO ONE has the fucking right to treat another human being like a piece of their your own damn person...don't give someone else that much power or control over is fucking bullshit and anyone who behaves this way doesn't deserve any type of respect at all
A Master's Prayer   My Last Submissive. A Master's Prayer?   My next Sub will be my last. She will be as devoted to me as I am to her. She will trust in my loyalty and my judgement. She will feel safe in my presence and still feel my protection in my absence. She will never mistake sensitivity and caring for weakness.She will share her problems with me. Not in an attempt to have me take them off her shoulders but as a pupil sharing with a tutor. She will take as much joy in learning from me as I take in teaching. She will take pride in the way that people respect my opinion. She will feel such pleasure when her friends consult me for advice. She will know that I will take responsibility for their welfare too. She will take pleasure in my pride of her too. As she goes about her duties at home or work, she will feel my eyes on her approving her intelligence and diligence. She will await eagerly the opportunity to share her triumphs with me and will revel in the
Sad Soul
Looking in the mirror, At this invisible face, This soul has vanished, Without a trace, Only the memories, When left behind, And still i morn, For a love i can't find, A soul that was happy Now lives in strife, Walking in the shadows, Of my empty life, Should I end it all, Or try to be strong? Its doesn't matter, You wouldn't notice if i was gone, Was my heart fooled? By you deceiving lies, Come back to me, Wipe these tears from my  eyes, Bleeding for the truth, Struggling to find your heart, But you don't feel the way i do, And its riping my heart apart, But until my soul is found I will never let you know, You'll have my heart forever, But i have to let you go.....
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"Brixham, the third of the Torbay towns, faces Torquay and is at the apex of the southern arm of the bay. It was once a noted fishing port, but it has never experienced the high rates of population growth registered in certain periods by the other Torbay towns, although in the summer season it is always congested with visitors. Brixham's retarded growth, comparitavely speaking, is mainly a consequence of its lack of obvious tourist attractions: no first-class beaches, no delightful promenades or esplanades to saunter along, no pier; the streets narrow and mostly running uphill, and with plenty of mean dwellings. It interests the sightseer principally for its nautical atmosphere and 'quaintness', an example of which is the much photographed Old Coffin House near the the harbour. Its main attraction for the visitor has always been its congested quays and its quayside pubs." An extract from 'Torquay & Paignton - The Making of a Modern Resort' by Henry James Lethbridge.'Mean dwellings', e
Just In Case My Friends Want To Know
Well I just made a big move.... What I mean by that is I just moved to Indiana and bought a house... I Finally got a awesome job and I am loving every minute of it.... People tend to think I am not single anymore.. but I am... I finally relalized that you dont need some one to make your most inner self happy...... I have finally realized as well that one day some one will come along.. who will accept me for all of who I really am.... and I wont have to worry about loosing myself in the process.... I have been single now for almost a year.. yes it took me a while to get over my past relationship mentally... but it was all for the best I guess.... I had to realize that in order for me to be happy I had to stop dwelling on "what did I do wrong" and see that it was not just me... and that when someone loves you they will be with u til the end no matter what goes on around you.. no matter how hard things get they will still be there for you... not run the first chance they get.....    Now
If you only knew what i knew, Seen what I've seen, If you only knew i existed, Lean into my dreams, I've seen you there, More then once, It's not so rare, But no matter what i couldn't tare, Couldn't break my gaze from your eyes, I want them blues, I want to call you mine, But tonight my prayers, Are to keep you safe, Tonights the night, I appear in lace. I hate the love i feel for you, The way you make me cry, But with every collapsing breath, Is a sob that ends with a sigh, You always thought i lied to you, For reasons i don't know why, But today's the day i leave this world, I lie and face the sky. An unforgettable memory, a moment more then a dream a feeling of floating deflated in a matter of days now a memory of doubt, of regret, a cold distant nightmare no longer a dream awakening in panic, no smiles on my face tears pour from my black lifeless toned eyes exhaustion has won, i pass out again to let the thoughts thrash in my mind.
Random Rants & Blogs
So i've decided to visit fubar again after taking a few months break, seems like nothing much has changed here. Still people begging for bling or credit packs and showing off their poorly taken nude pictures. As i've always said, if you're going to take pictures of that stuff get it done by a photographer so it doesn't look like a $5 porn flick.  Anyways, i'm back. Sit back and enjoy the ride. So back a few weeks ago i was going to get a lounge going on here and i went ahead and made the name so that it couldn't be taken, i'm bored as hell and wondering if i should get it up and going now. I've got all the needed programs and coding knowledge to do so. What do you guys and gals think? It'll be a no drama/no bullshit allowed lounge that'll play a mixture of tunes and dedicated staff. I'm able to DJ once again and will be hiring more when the lounge get's active.   Let me know what your thoughts are.
Isnt This Ironic?
Its ironic how certain people claim they dislike bullies and cheaters on this site but yet they have to resort to name calling and ordering people to do things that are not only ridiculous but have nothing to do with them at all and why because of a name that 1000s of people use day in and day out whats next are you going to tell the poison control people to stop using a  name on their products that alerts others to it being lethal and poisonous  or millions of lil children in the world they cant use a  name in reference to what they call  their grandmother?  Wow now that's  pathetic don't ya think but hey whatever makes you sleep better at night.... again kudos to you because you have officially stooped to an all-time low even for you..... Congrats you must be so proud of yourself......But yet someone felt the need to demand me to remove names off my account that have been used  by myself and others on here as well since this site was created well they better get to notifying a whole
Its not love that hurts. What hurts is being hurt by someone you love. If someone you love hurts you, one of the best things you can do is to move on and find happiness elsewhere. Don't give them the satisfaction of seeing you suffer. Love means exposing yourself to the pain of being hurt by someone you trust.
"Feelings are important in our life as they come from heart, if u respond back they grow, if u ignore they die, if u respect they stay forever." It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it. But it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives. Everyone tells me i should forget you, that you don't deserve me. They're right, you don't deserve me, but i deserve you.
Just So Ya Know
I Swear This Crap Just Comes To Me Lol
When I look at my vagina, I can't help but say. Hmmm, what can I do to you today? Ooh I know I know, I'll try this. While praying to God, that it fits. You can do this girl, I say to myself. While grabbing my wine, from off the shelf. Alcohol isn't always, the cure. But consuming it this way, will work for sure. Ooh it's smooth, and cold to the touch. Try harder girl, you're thinking too much. Open your lips, nice and wide. Soak in the taste, from the inside. You guys may think I'm bad, but you're mind is in the wrong place. Because the wine is touching, the lips on my face. Shame on you guys, I say. For thinking I'd behave, in such a way. Although, that would make, for one hell of a show. After all this is me we're talking about, so you never quite know.
Just Me!
The guy I sorta talked about in my last post was exactly what I thought he was! But oh well, that the Fu for ya! But anyways, I did happen to run into someon I never thought I would be with! He makes me feel complete and makes me feel special! Every time I talk to him I feel all warm and fuzzy inside! He is my white knight in a dark abyss! He's everything I could ask for! He already loves my kids like they were his own! He knows my whole situation with my ex-hubby and he's cool about it! I never thought someone so caring and wonderful would be ok with the fact that things between me and my ex aren't finalized! But, he is and it's amazing! I just wish he were a lil closer so I could hold him in my arms! I love him with all my heart and soul! I love my Outlaw! Well, the relationship I touched on in my last entry went to shit.......oh well, that is life! But now I have a new man in my life and at this point idk what to do.........I have heard things that I'm scared about accepting! We wil
Broken Heart
Look'how badly i made this broken heartIf your heart is brokenTell me I'll mend it for youBut if my heart is brokenI doubt i will ever be a mended oneBecause you've broken it to the tiniest piecesI don't even know if all parts are presentI guess one parcel of myself is not hereI think it's gone with you...
In The Ground
Lights reflecting off, the headstones. Filled with kind words, of the people they've known. I walk through, row by row. Tears falling, melting the snow. I see mom's, dad's, family and friends. Loving one another, til the end. Then I think, where do I fit in? I'll be in a box, an unmarked grave. No inspiring words, nothing to say. I'll be the tall weeds, all grown up and neglected. Because I'm alone, rejected. I'll be the dark shadow, lurking around. I'll remain alone, even in the ground.
OMG Amazing ... some of it, if you are a batman fan, very prediticable .. but all in all the movie, special effects were awesome.   Though in one sceen I really need to say this ... REALLY!!!!!!!  You needed to do a 70's style explosion?  that was really corny!!!  now that is out of the way.   Batman, for the most part is ending.  Yes they introduce Robin, but not in how you really think, and they don't call him Dick Garrett either.  It's going to be interesting to see how they bring this around.  YES he did supposedly "blow up" BUT in true BATMAN style, he leaves you guessing!!!   xoxo Hannah Because I said So Love it ... yah Mandy Moore is awesome in it.  Right how it said so much and showed how I feel and different things.  Was nice to watch it again. Yes for those wondering ... it's a chick flick but for me right then I needed it and like I said ... it was pretty good.  I really do enjoy watching movies sometimes I forget about. But watching her deal with family, and her s
All Of Life's Mistakes
Is it possible to walk through a field of thorns, and never bleed a drop? I say it is, you just have to pick the spot. The right field, then take off your shoes. Because the right one, will carry you. Straight to them, you won't have to take one step. The right field is there to guide you, to protect. You from anything and everything, that has ever hurt you before. Leaving you astounded and amazed, opening the door. A whole new world, right before your eyes. Maybe it's been there, this entire time. You were just led, down the wrong path. But the wrong roads traveled were worth it, you do the math. Live and learn, love and break. Because the best things come, from all of life's mistakes.
No One!!
What happens when the tears, just don't fall anymore? When you are able to get up, once you've hit the floor? That's when you know, you have what it takes. To survive all, of life's mistakes. When you can smile through, the tears. Look danger in the face, laugh despite your fears. When can't doesn't exist, to you. That's when your dreams, CAN come true. And NO ONE, can take that away from you.
Beauty Lies More In The Eyes Than In The Object. Imagine Beautifully, Dream Beautifully, Get Your Dream Fulfilled With Your Hard Work. You Will Get Wh
"Love, an emotion so strong that you would give up everything. To just feel it once, to know that you are part of something special. To know that you can feel what love really is; to know, to feel, to love." The dreams I have of you are so vivid and clearI feel TRUE happiness inside and that there is nothing to fearPeople say dreams have underlying meanings and not to ignore themI say we both know what they mean and now I want you to hearHear what I am about to say to you, feel it with my body, see it in my faceHear it in my words and tone when we converseI love you! I love you more than I ever thought I couldBe with me always and be loved like you should ♥♥ Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals tha
nice rank 911 whats your emergency..... I have imperfections & am being made to beg therefor am desperate for credits to end his agony of being linked to me...terms of service negotiable, pm or sb me plz
Let's Make A Deal
I've been on this site for 5 years and have never begged for anything, I help those who need it without expecting anything in return.    So now I'm calling in a favor, I need to earn mega points to level and I figure the best way to do it is with a rockstar. I will trade fubucks    for one. Anyone care to help?
Advice And Conversation
  I commonly get asked for my advice about certain topics.  and I also hear a lot of complaints. In Particular about members of the opposite sex. here are some of the common complaints and my advice concearning them.     1.) Statement: "Men are all Liars and cheats and act like little boys" Truth:  Some men are all those things. But I also say inspect the person saying this. Typically, it is a women who has been in a bad relationship. Where the guy treated her like crap. I cant tell you how many times I have seen good, honest beautiful women hitch themselves to absolute loser scumbags. And of course, the guy who did it is to blame. But I also think the women who kept him around has just as much to blame. Common sense tells you if someone is treating you like crap, you dont keep them around. Most people cant hide the type of person they really are for very long. Sooner or later, your true colors come shining through. When it comes to dealing with people you have to use common sense
Fubar Poke Selections
 ok I am an avid "poker" and I  don't know if this will do any good or if they will even see it but I think Fubar needs to give more selections on the pokes or maybe change or up date them  every so often ..maybe even put a box in there so you can fill in your own words I said  just a suggestion...but I know there are others out there that feel the same way   what do ya say Fubarians??
Some amazingly talented folks have passed on in the last few days. The world keeps evolving, the human race keeps on its treadmill towards the future. It’s amazing to see when someone gets chosen to evolve to the next plane of existence, and how those around them react. We are all connected, we are all touched by one another. When a life cries out in pain or anguish we all feel it. How we respond is our choice. Levon, Dick, best of luck on where your next steps lead you. It’s an awfully big universe out there. There's a lesson in zen that people don't seem to understand these days. You stand in front of a pond. You notice that as things happen ripples emanate from the point of the occurrence. Each of these ripples flow out from the point at which they happened, interacting with one another, cancelling one out, amplifying another, changing course, etc. This is the natural ebb and flow of life and those who are more adept at it spiritually often will cause fewer ripples as
A Little Insight
im having the hardest time sleeping. i try to go to bed at a decent time but i keep tossing and turning. laying awake all night in my bed. ive tried taking a hot bath, non-caffinated tea, reading a book, yoga, even medicaiton. i have nothing in my room that could keep me away. i turn off all the light and im in complete darkness. the only light thats in my room is my alarm clock. i even have a blanket covering my window. nothing seems to work. ill go for days without sleep. but when i do finally sleep it will be for hours. not like 8 hours. it will be for like 12-15 hours when i do sleep. but when i wake up i dont feel rested. like i need more sleep. i think maybe its because ive slept too long. idk what to do any more. i need some help.  SOMEONE PLEASE HEAR MY PLEAS OF HELP AND OFFER ME SOME KIND OF HELP     i cant believe my best friend would do that to me. not in a million years. she saw all the pain i went through with my ex and promised me she would never date or do anything wi
Time stands still, the wanting, the dreaming, the never ending bliss,the warmth of everything inside concealed with a kiss,passion and words can always prevail,when you have someone to release you from hell,The skin so smooth, so unappreciated, unwanted,And yet still so divine and mesmerized,and bruised,she waits.... Will you release her from the torment she has suffered for so long,will you bring her back from all the people that have done her wrong,Made her feel empty, unwilling, captured, unfree,give her a your emotion, touch, your kiss, you longing to be,A friend, a soul as one, a everlasting life of bliss and harmony with you,Will you give it to her like she so willing gave you,she hates.. Only wanting a simple kiss, or a hug,She only wants to be loved,Yet you hurt her, she wants nothing more,she calls to you, you are the one she adores,when you left, it torched and burned her heart,she cries now, you tore her world apart,She dies... Slowly she drifts away from reality, she sta
Feelings For True Love
Embers And Ashes
Here we are, back again It's the same but somehow so different I hear your voice it's in my head and then there's this hardening of soft tissue then silence. All I asked of you then was to please not abandon. All the things we said we'd do we did and then .... "the end"...   Now I stand here all on my own The weeds in my mind are overgrown No sunlight no cool breeze no song in my ears to comfort me My feet planted firmly where no more love can grow and all you gave me to remember you was this heart of stone....   All your words, felt so true Nothing in the word  could "us" undo I still hear them They're echoing but carry with them also everything All those times I thought you'd run You held your ground we found the sun Now you're gone and here I am a shadow fading dancing it's last dance look quickly before it's over...   Now I stand here all on my own The weeds in my mind are overgrown No sunlight no cool breeze no song in my ears to comfort me M
Told On A Murderer
New Contest
Why Eyes Are >>>
Why eyes are the most beautiful part of a girl ?? ... ... She says "I don't love you !" Her eyes say "I am crazy for you !" ... She says "I am happy without you !" Her eyes say "I am no where without you !" She says "She has many to take care of her!" Her eyes say "No one cares as you do !" She says "All my friends are like you !" Her eyes says " But you stand unique among them !" She says "To hold some one's else hand !" Her eyes say "Never leave me !" She says "Don't hold me !" Her eyes say " Let me just hold you !" She says "Don't touch me !" Her eyes say "Don't follow my words !" She says "Wait for now !" Her eyes say "Let's fall in for each other !" She says "I am confused !" Her eyes say "I just Love you !" .. That's why eyes are the most b'ful part of a girl..
Helpful Hints
Survey About Myself
Have you ever: Kissed your cousin:  yes, male. Run away: yes, 12 years old to the grocery store. Gotten arrested: Never. Played with fire: yes, caught my hair on fire while smoking. Broken someone’s heart: yes, not on purpose. Been in love: yes, many times. Cried when someone died: yes, pets..people not so much. Wanted someone you knew you couldn’t have: yes, many. Broken a bone: no, cracked a rib once. Been drunk: many times. Lied: yes. Cheated on someone: yes, on boyfriends who had cheated first. Which is Better: Coke or Pepsi: Coke, goes better with Jack Daniels Sprite or 7-up: Sprite Hot or Cold: Depends on whether it is weather?(hot), drinks?(cold) Flowers or Candy: Flowers, Carnations, or Day Lilies or Spring Lilacs. Scruffed or Clean Shaved: I hope my face is smooth, but down under is shaved. Quiet or Loud: When allowed, loud.
Sensual Night For Sex Tonight
In the darkness of room I crawl on top of you, breathing deeply. Awakening, you feel my nipples press against your chest as I stroke your face gently with my hands. Your cock pokes me in the belly as my mouth draws closer to yours. Closing your eyes, you try to move your arms to engulf me, only to find they won't move. Puzzled, you try to look up at your hands as I fade away into the darkness. Your arms are pulled out to the side and above your head. You try to move them and wonder why they refuse to obey your command. You feel a very interesting sensation in your groin and look down, startled. Eyes adjusting ever so slightly in the dark, you make out your manhood being gripped in my hand, rapidly moving up and down until your erection has grown. The friction induced pleasurable sensation is replaced with an even better one as you feel my mouth close over your tip. "Whaaaa?" you gasp, now awakening more fully to find me kissing your cock. I smile at you mischievously,
I'm NOT a fu-hoar...usually. I may play the part now and then, but it's just a part-time gig.   Since I discovered the joys of the Mega-Polisher not too long ago, I've bought myself several.  One of those gets me more points in a much shorter time span than any other bling available.   The thing I like best is that it gives me a good (and convenient) excuse for being anti-social.  A mood I've found myself in more and more lately...but that's a whole other blog completely.   I run a mega-polisher when I'm feeling bored. I'll run one when I'm feeling anti-social as well.  I don't expect anyone to know what reason is behind it at that time.  However, one thing you can know is that I can't get to everyone's bling to polish.  I do have a lot of pages bookmarked to try to get some of the bigger (higher points!) bling... ponies, cubes, sparkly expensive stuff, etc.   If you are on my friends list and want me to polish your bling, please, by all means, get in my shout box.  If you are
My Original Poetry (copywritten Please Ask Permission)
my breath, your lung  My love,for thee  is laden with a million perfumed kisses and drops of sunshine given perpetually to dew-dropped petals of the peril behind the very mist of your breath... I will adore you until death  and through the depths of eternity seek out the raven earth dusted abyss that you've sunk yourself within or rather the world you value yourself beneath; pity really for me I adore what you you abore, detest, despise and I suface yet and surmise and raise you on a pedestal high above all else moreso than i value even myself perhaps I am a glutton, greedily groping with scar soiled fingers of disdain to the sand of your soul slipping idly by through the groove of my grasp  hoping to catch, coddle and keep within all that you seek to discard but I often hope you will give freely without inhibition, reserve or regard you fit the curve that is me the bend in the ribbon of eternity that shrouds the moment where we united and twined our souls like a tangled thi
Everyone Says That Love Hurts.
 Everyone says that love hurts. But that's not true. Loneliness hurts, rejection hurts, losing someone hurts. Everyone confuses these with love, but in reality love is the only thing in this world that covers up all the pain and makes us feel wonderful again
Lost & Found
You Missed the joy, laughter and fun that we had You Missed when Emma bumped her head and Kera felt so sad You Missed hearing our little girls Prayers last night You Missed kissing them this morning and tucking them in last night You Missed seeing Emma off for her first day of school You Missed hearing Kera talk about that boy she thinks is so cool You Missed the joy of watching them play You Missed Emma's new word that she learned today You Missed helping Kera making her lunch You Missed more than a little You Missed a bunch You Missed seeing the girls clean up their room You Missed laughing with Kera trying to use a broom You Missed Kera's pride in all her good grades You Missed the precious little pictures from school Emma's made You Missed the joy of watching them sleep last night You
Notice this I sit here thinking how sweet life really is How someone can whisper your name a thousand miles away and you hear it in your heart. I sit here thinking how crazy life really is  How someone can come into your life and fill you with so much love and fill your life up and open your heart. I sit here thinking how messed up life really is How someone can say a simple sintence  and make you wonder whats really in your heart. I sit here thinking how great life really is How someone can make you feel alive  and at same time make you want to cut out your heart. I sit here thinking how wonderful life really is How someone came into your life one day  and you cant think of them ever not being there cause they stole your heart. I sit here thinking how amazing life really is How someone can mean so much to you  and how they never know how much love for them is in your heart. I sit here thinking how blind life really is How someone can not see that they mean so much
My therapy is going well but has been leaving me drained, tired and in a bit of pain. However, it is no where as bad as when I first started so I should be able to be here a little more often. Just wanted to touch base with all my great friends here on the fu who truly care. Ty for all the wonderful comments and well wishes in messages. Much love, Sue aka Dreamy :):):)
in the shadows he stands tall his scars Hidden there,As he looks upon the one once rich land now laid bare,His hardened eyes water as the memmories start to come back,To the night his land was lost to an un expected attack, Without any waring his home was gone ,to become a land where the enemy had won,As callaused hands turn to fists he stands as a stone,Knowing only rage throughout muscle and bone, Where once stood a land of the just,the knight has let his armour turn to rust,With every passing moment he becomes whole again,He finally returns to the twisted land.
A beautiful woman uses her lips for Truth, her voice for Kindness, her ears for Compassion, her hands for Charity and her heart for Love. For those who do not like her, she uses Prayer
Fubar Party
I am hosting a fubar party next year and everyone is invited! June 21st 2013 @ 7-830 pm central is the meet and greet at Oivers Bar n Grill inside Quality Inn & Suites in Bradley Illinois. FUBAR PARTy is June 22, 2013 @ 6pm til whenever @ Quality Inn and Suites Bradley Illinois. I will be updating this info more and more every other day or so. So far I have the DJ, band, 3 photographers, video man and a tattoo artist going to be there. There will be a small cover charge which will be determined by novemberish 2012 after I find out a guesstimate about how many are coming. Cover charge will cover the hall, food and some booze... Plan your trip accordingly. Travel, food, expenses and hotel ARE NOT included in your cover charge. This will be an epic night. If it goes well enough, I am planning on hosting one every year. here is the website to the hotel i will be having the party at, will be held in one of their banquet halls.
Eating It Right
How to eat the pussy.   If you're going to eat the pussy, do it right! Don't suck her clit too hard, and don't just sit there licking it like a wild lizard! There is a process to eating pussy. Build up to it. Lick a trail from her neck to her nipples down to her thighs.Lick by it, but don't go for it just yet. Tease her. Make her want it. Then lick the outter pussy lips veeeeery slowly.Suck on them. One at a time. Reach up to play with her nipples while you're doing it. And when she starts to squirm, grab her hips and part that pussy with your tongue. She should already be hella wet. Slurp that shit up. Tease the clit. Lick it. Slowly. Up and down. Then speed the tempo and lick it left to right. Pull back and use a finger to tease it more. She should be heavy breathing, moaning, squirming, and dripping by then, but dont stop there. Tongue fuck her and play with her clit. Keep going til she cums all over your face. And even after she cums, keep going. Tease that clit. Nibble on it
Sad Day 2012
I have only had two male friends growing up that I "loved like a brother". I've just learned that one of them is in critical condition after an accident. I haven't seen this guy in... well, a lot of years. I still feel devistated. I talk to his sister on FB. What do I do? What do I do if he dies? Do I fly back east?
Family Adds
WOW    I don't even know where to begin .    Today during my famp run i had two girls prev in my fam say " you booted me out of family :( "  i reply  & answered "yes" i explanied to them both that i needed to charge credits for a debt  i was in i had to get a rockstar so a person could to the cherry inferno for me so thats how i made my credits. so I had to kick a few people that i normally had in my fam for these  credit payers. most of these credit payers were prev in my family anyway .  I just dont get why ppl do this .  i try to rotate people around but then  again i'll probaly get the same thing going on over & over again  i will never get anywere if i just charge nothing , even to help my self or even others.  i'm just doing what everyone else is doing.  its true  and its  a good way to make credits.  i admit i used to be that way and whine about  stuff like that, not gettin my way in.  so on and so forth , but  its a waste of breath to whine and sit there and wonder hmmm hy
Already Begun!
She woke up for some water, in the middle of the night. She was surprised by a stranger, with a flashlight. Blinded by the light, she heard him speak. He said, don't make a sound, do not even blink. With her child sleeping peacefully, just footsteps away. She had no choice, but to do as he say. That's when he forced her, to lye on her back. Suddenly her body, was under attack. Trembling from fear, burning with rage. Like the lioness, trying to escape it's cage. She was confused by her emotions, uncertain how to react. The fear was telling her to lye still, the rage was screaming fight back! As the battle within herself, begins. The rage is too powerful, and wins. She took the light, right out of his hands. Then shined it in the face, of that despicable man. She said, I see you now, for all that your are. You may have won the battle, but I'm winning this war. I will NOT be your victim, another statistic in your evil little plan. I will tear out your
Dog The Bounty Hunter
My daughter is a better person than all of you pretend christians put together. She will never charge anyone for a few words of encouragement like the great and mighty Dog. It is still wrong to show off to those less fortunate. I am posting every word on a social network...we shall see what the world thinks. -----Original Message----- From: dogadminteam To: Melanie Sent: Thu, Aug 2, 2012 11:44 pm Subject: Re: Feedback/Contact Form Email from Melanie Jester What kind of lesson is that teaching your child ? When do any of us have everything we want ? I want that Ferrari magnum drives but I also understand that life gives us all a different hand and we deal with it. Being jealous of what other parents can do is hardly Christian also and by the way, the network covered that Your point has no logic behind it. We should hide reality ? Do we not show houses or cars that others may like, do we edit the show and pretend they are poor. They work 24-7 and hard work can bri
My husband and I just recently separated and I am basically left with nothing at the moment. I could use all the help I could get whether it be with a purchase or a share of my link. I am an Avon representative and this is my only means of income for myself and 3 kids until I can find work. If you could take a look and make a purchase it would be very much appreciated. If you know someone who enjoys Avon products but doesn't have a representative to serve them please share. Anyone in the US can browse and shop my store. Items for men, women, and children. Please share.   If you wish to not make an Avon purchase but would still like to help, I have both a monkeybookers and PayPal account. You can search for me on both by my email Campaign 17 is underway with all new summer savings! Mix or match any 2 Avon Naturals body wash for $3.50, Avon Care Silicone Glove Hand Cream for 99 cents, buy one get one free in select fragrances, a
People see me as this crazy person, well not true, I did used to be an ass on here awhile back, and most of them are okay, but I will say one thing, if you screw me over or are not a true friend like you say you are, then I can get really bad. As some of you know there are people who write blogs about me, some I happen to read, and laugh because most of the time they just add lies and rumors to it to make me sound REALLY bad. When people bling me out of the ordinary or blue, dont expect a bling back unless I make a deal with you, I do spend money on here, but only on good ocassions, and to people who really deserve it. I also am wondering why people chat in the SB but never reply, I mean there are a few where they still let me chat with them but never reply to anything, if you dont want to talk, let me know, dont leave me hanging and then all hell breaks loose there. I only make deals to be in famps, and if I cant, well I can't. But if you make a deal and then back out of it, I'd l
Bard's Fublog
Check out my designs on Deviant Art and if you like, add me and/or send me pix and I will turn them into art. If you have ideas of what you want me to do with them or a theme, let me know. staying away from cliches no comparison to this display of feelings i developed in a short time ya sure you're not an old friend or an missed out aquaintance that i shared a crayon or a slow dance? my white lies, whited out you know me without a doubt on the phone in my face reading my mind my big dreams fit into your world saying we both deserve to be happy all the time even if the rest dont fall in line you got me open holding my hand tight walking through the fields and swimming the oceans of life you got me open and it's you for me and me for you for everyone to see oops! i didnt mean the last part what mean it's cliche you know what mean anyway darling baby sweetheart everytime i begin to start my friend you always finish what's on my mind if you dont mind soon my dancing queen, my moon
Knowing It's Real
Friends from afar, while longing for more. Too scared to leap, it'll ruin things for sure. Both feeling that pressure, that constant pain in their chest. Holding everything back, in, emotions they cannot express. What would they do, for one small embrace. To softly caress, the lips on his face. To hear him whisper, into my ear. That he loves me, needs me, wants me here. Those words would be worth, whatever the cost. Treasuring the gain, forgetting the loss. That's what is important, trusting all that you feel. Never doubting for a second, knowing it's real.
True Or From Book
A man on a business trip to Las Vegas heard about how good the Las Vegas prostitutes were so on his first night there, he decided he would go out and try his luck.He walked outside his hotel and looked up and down the street and saw an attractive girl standing on the corner. He approached her and asked her if she is working tonight and sure enough she said "Meet me in room 804 across the street." He was in luck. She was a knockout.They got to the room and he sat down anxiously on the edge of the bed. She asked him what he wanted and he thought for a second, then said "How much for a hand job?" She said, "300". His eyes popped open and he asked "300?" She said, "Walk over to that window and open the curtains". He proceeded. "See that motel down there? I own it, and I didn't inherit it. I'm that good." He was like, "well go right ahead honey". So she proceeded to give him the best hand job he ever had.After a little rest he thought, if that was that good...."How much for a blow job?" She
Word And Acronym Of The Day
Word of the Day: Plenga To play with your balls in public "When I'm horny in the grocery store, I plenga."   Acronym of the Day: AFD All Fucking Day "Sometimes I wish I could sleep AFD."   Now, let's combine them for a little more fun. Whaddya say? Okay, thought so =] "I really like to plenga AFD."   Hope you enjoyed your lesson ;) It's been a while since I've done one of these. I usually end up putting them in the wrong blog. Oh well. Here is todays lesson. Thank you, iamMAIK for the letters :)   Word of the Day:: Jiff To give a hand job to.   "Dude, she gives me a jiff every morning before work."   Acronym of the Day:: BDA Balls Deep Anal "Did you see that porno? Hella BDA!!!"     Now let's combine them, shall we? "Since you don't ever give me BDA, the least you could do is give me a jiff." I'm back again. Time for you to learn some great new words. Today you can thank Mane Me for the letters and color :)   Enjoy!!!    
Doing This For Me.
Sugary sweetness swells around my ankles...pulling...gripping.. holding me still Embracing me with beautiful words and darker visions of the truth I ache to wade out in the make believe that is you and swim Blind my watering aqua eyes to what my heart doesnt want my mind to see  "if you loved me you would save me!" Save me from who? you or myself?   You say, " come closer love, drown for me"
Love Song
Whenever I'm alone with you You make me feel like I am home again Whenever I'm alone with you You make me feel like I am whole again Whenever I'm alone with you You make me feel like I am young again Whenever I'm alone with you You make me feel like I am fun again However far away I will always love you However long I stay I will always love you Whatever words I say I will always love you I will always love you Whenever I'm alone with you You make me feel like I am free again Whenever I'm alone with you You make me feel like I am clean again However far away I will always love you However long I stay I will always love you Whatever words I say I will always love you I will always love you
What I Think Of Level 55
Well I see that there no Negativeness been posted re the New Lvl 55 WFT MORE MONEY we have to spend talk about take the fun out of this site.. you never think or the POOR people out there it's all about the RICH... why can't you for once think of us poor People.. I'm sure u will not post this...WELL DONE FUBAR for thinking of your Pocket and not other 
                                                                    ***Thoughts and prayers for the innocent lives lost*** So here we are  again 11 years later remembering what happened on the tragic day that we lost countless people due to the ass-hats from al-qaeda that decided to try and make the USA fall apart ..but we stood strong after the dust settled then and now. it wasnt fair they hijacked our planes and took many lives whether it was the twin towers with  flights 11 and  175,the pentagon with flight 77 or in Pennsylvania with flight 93, but also what  wasnt fair that we could not go over there and level their country and what have we went over and fought and lost more of our soldiers lives just so we can rebuild their cities and towns,but did they come over here and help us rebuild on our soil....."NO" ..we as the USA was at a major loss and enraged due to what happened on that fateful day but i dont and didnt like how we had to go over there and hold their hands...
  If you would smile again at me I think I’d stay forever  Just the same yet yesterday you left me Or was it really me that that way? I wish that I could tell you how I feel about us Without so much getting in the way   But here and now I love you Here n now I care Here if you’ll listen I’d like to say…   If you would say to smile Baby do believe me I would say “I do” till the very end of time! I just wish that I could make you believe me When I say I’d be there along away on down the line.   Deep inside our situations Can’t we be free? To go our way again?   I think I’d lose a part of me without you! A part of me may be already gone! But if you say you’ll smile at me forever I’ll wait forever for you, until the end of time!   I’m here and now what’s there and then Is dead done and gone away Still here I am, Lost within myself Can’t we be again?   Whatever future hold I
On This Day
On this day, September 17th 1993. Something transpired, that forever changed me. I thought I was alone, in this new world of mine. I was only, fifteen years old at the time. Nineteen years has passed, and I can still smell his breath. He took everything that day, until there was nothing left. A year and ten days later, passed by slow. Everything continued, I was completely unknown. By the world around me, no one cared. About this one child, suffering in the middle of nowhere. Lying on the floor, the taste of blood on my lips. Weeping, screaming, gripping the carpet with my fingertips. So many thoughts, running through my head. I was just a shell, No life was left. So much pain, burning with rage. Dying a little at a time, I needed out of this cage. September 27th, 1994. I picked my young beaten body, up off the floor. I knew what I had to do, They weren’t going to stop. I grabbed a bottle from the cabinet, and drank every last drop. I heard

follow me on lets talk there instead...would that be fine? “Hi guys! I've been busy lately and I need a day off to work Unfortunately I don't have someone right now to spend it with, I don't have a boyfriend so I'm seeking someone to be with me Must be clean and drug, disease and drama free You can contact me here guys,just send me private msgs and ill answer that...mwah!
I’m stuck into the then and there, Trying to get back to the here and now, Memories of you are stuck in my head, While I’m chained to your bed   Leaving your mark on my skin, So everyone would know where I’ve been, But they won’t know the scars I hold in-side   Walking on the ashes of my soul, Head down eyes red from your stain, Falling on my knees praying to end your reign   There’s no end to the nightmare you put onto me, And my misery sings to your tune, While my soul is dances to your words   Turn in two I’m be divided, Between whom I am and what you own, I guess I finally weep what I sow   I’m not really my own but you will never own me, Stuck in a dream where I had control over you, Until I felt sympathy and let you go           How long must I wait? To be the man I was born to be, How long must I be tested? For you to see the changes in me   How long must I prove myself? I’m not the same man an
Inked Bitches
Whats On My Mind
so im sitting here about to brake down in to tears and i have no clue why it sucks ass there has been so much to go on in my life the past 5 months and i guess i have finely hit my braking point.  i mean i lost my grandmother almost 5 months ago to cancer her hole body was ate up with it and 2 weeks after i lost her my bf (of over a year) cheats on my with someone 20 years older them him and my self esteem was at an all time new low for me i feels like i was nothing that i was not good enough for anyone i pushed almost everyone i loved or cared about out of my life and would not let them in i feel so unwanted by my family anymore its like they only want me around for my money or what not my mom never calls to see how i feel or shit like that idk maybe its just me but if i was to leave here they would not care i sometimes think they would be happier with me not around i wish i did not feel like this  yes in the past i have tryed to kill myself but never could somethis always saved me
"love, Life And All Those Crazy Things"
Let me start by saying this....these are MY thoughts and MY opinions. And you may disagree with them. That's fine. Feel free to be critical and tell me why you disagree and what your thoughts are. Who may just change my opinion. calling, cursing, bashing and profile wrecking WILL NOT BE TOLERATED. That being we go....   I love you....three words. Easy to type. Easy to say. Right? But what is love really? It's not words typed on a keyboard, or even spoken words for one to hear. It is an emotion, and a very powerful one. When you tell someone, I love you...and your throat tightens, or tears come to your eyes. Your heart races and you are flooded by the warmth of comfort and safety. That IS love. Love can be as small as a tiny seed. But when planted, it will grow if it has what it needs. Trust, caring, respect, honor, friendship. Among other things, and not always in that order. It will grow in to a beautiful thing that can last forever if it i
I met you and instantly held my breath. Your smile leading me back to this site over and over. The feel of my blood rushing feeling light headed as i see your cam come to life. We listened to a little of each others life stories and were both amazed at each others past. I find myself thinking of you when i dont see you here .... the time seeming like its passing in a lazy haze.. Will i fall in deep love with you? Just the thought of someone hurting you makes my blood rush.. i want to tell you so many things and reasure you that i am here and am sincere but worried that ur past will force you to turn away. How do i let you know what you mean to me do i wait? Take the chance of someone else taking you:( it that were to happen rest assured i still would not leave your side i will be there for you if only as a friend as long as i can see that smile every once in a while:s   Amazed by your shyness and honestly the way you look i know you have been told different but i am not anyone else i
Rw Help Please
Trying something dfiferent here.   After reading Ragdoll's post, and knowing how hardtimes can be, if anyone in her area knows of anyplace hiring, please help.   TY Ragdoll for allowing me to try to help.
Ravings Of A Mad Min
So here I am... the proverbial Tom Boy, the chick from all the beginning parts of movies... the one so many girls THINK they are. But it's me, I am more comfortable in cleats than I will ever be in even sandals let alone heels. I can throw a football further than a lot of guys I know, I am a couch cuddling fiend during NFL season from Sunday through Monday in order to ses optimal number of games... I enjoy watching other sports if someone is willing to explain them to me and I had my time playing football as well. I love motorcycles like you would not believe, my father and brothers had me tearing down and wrenching on bikes before I could sit to hold them upright on top of one and the passion runs deep. The downside? My friends have always been guys, I don't give excuses of it being less drama or girls being problematic... I just get men on the friend level... unfortunately this means I get friendzoned far too easily and i don't know how to rectify it. You've probably seen the movie M
Rise From The Ash.
At age 16, I was told that I had cervical cancer. I had no insurance, and I felt like I had no options. I worried about it constantly. Every time I even got a minor cold, I thought that it could be related to the cancer. For 6 years, this went on. Something about it never settled right with me, not denial, just that it never made sense. At the beginning of March 2013, I went to the ER knowing that I had a UTI. They informed me that it was a severe UTI and a bad yeast infection. Gave me medication, and I went about my life. In June, while I was at work, I used the restroom and found blood coming from an area that I knew was unnatural. And there was a lot of it. I left work in tears and rushed to the ER. They did blood tests, pelvic exams, and everything else they could. They didn't find anything. They said that it was probably an ulcer, and that I should take antacids. Less than a week later, I found blood in my urine. Rushed back to the hospital... Still nothing.
My Fukked Up Thoughts
I think I'm past the point of caring. It's not like I matter to anyone. Honestly would anybody REALLY care if I was no longer here ? My life is meaningless. My existence is pointless. I can't help but feel my life has no more use than a rain drop in the ocean. Does anybody understand how utter loneliness can totally overwhelm you ? Can they comprehend what it feels like when nobody wants you ? Why bother fighting for a life that's really no life at all ? When you don't matter, is there really any reason to continue ? When you're nothing at all maybe you should just quit. Maybe after everything is said & done .... maybe I'm done.   I am human. I am frail & weak. I have my faults. I am not perfect. I wear many different emotional masks. Sometimes I am happy. Sometimes I am full of despair. Sometimes I am enraged. Sometimes I am terrified.       Now that we got that out of the way, let us begin.   Hi, my name is Dave & I'm an @$$hole. I know, I know .... old news. So maybe I shoul
Love (sad)
"I will love you until the end of time" bla bla bla ---- 5 years later ---- "Sorry, i love someone else" or "I need some space" or other bullshits one can think of. It seems like the word "LOVE" is the most misused word in this world. People say it easily and sell it like a cheap stuff. That's why, i personally think "LOVE" should be an action. You don't have to say it, just SHOW it. It's more than enough than writing the word on the whole Great Wall. " Why is it that we don't always recognize the moment love begins, but we always recognize the moment it ends?" " I was never one to patiently pick up broken fragments and glue them together again and tell myself that the mended whole was as good as new. What is broken is broken -- and I'd rather remember it as it was at its best than mend it and see the broken places as long as I lived."
You Can't Wash It Away!
  She said, I washed my body, because the dirt was still there. I chopped it all off, thinking it was my hair? I threw away those high heels, and v-neck shirts. I now wear turtle neck sweaters, threw away my short skirts. I tossed out my makeup, and everything in that case. I now wear a mask, to disguise my face. I bent my smile, to twist my grin. I eat much more now, in-case I was too thin. She spoke in a whisper, and I knew what for. I was once standing, behind that same door. The one that causes you to shut off your voice, so you don’t stand out. You just can’t risk, being too loud. The bad guys might hear you, and take you once again. Living in a nightmare, that has no end. A tear rolled off my face, as I grabbed her by the hand. I said please listen to me, I completely understand. All you see his face, the man responsible for your pain. He was a weak man, but shout out your name. You are more, than what he took away. Don’t g
This Broken Down World
How selfish, have we all become? When people are dying in a war, that cannot be won. We are at home, safely in bed. While they swim through a river, of nothing but blood shed. The labels on our clothes, isn't what matters here. It's the men and women, who die year after year. They put their lives on the line, for a chance to be free. The pursuit of happiness, justice and liberty. We don't even give them, a second thought. When our complaints are because of, the fight that they fought. Without them we wouldn't have, all that we do. They have fought and died, to give this to you. The least we could do, is show them we care. By putting ourselves aside, and going there. To offer them support, keep the American dream alive. Make a difference by helping, this broken down world survive.
His Back To The Wall
My little girl and I,   went to my best friend's home.   She was playing with her children,   recording on her phone.   They were just goofing off,   like all kids do.   Until what lives inside nightmares,   suddenly came true.   They were watching the videos back,   the ones she had took.   Then the kids screamed and said,   "Mom, come look."   My best friend and I,   ran to see.   All at once,   it was revealed to me.   There sat my best friend's son,   with his back to the wall.   Then a little girl behind him,   but the space was too small.   For anyone to fit,   this just isn't so.   Then she appeared twice more,   and away she would go.   She just stood there behind him,   never moving an inch.   I watched it repeatedly,   it just didn't make sense.   My little girl didn't see her,   while recording at all.   She just seen him sitting there,   with his back to the wall.
Held Hostage In Every Way
I ask you to imagine this..... I came to be with a man that i thought would love and be my friend for the rest of my life. Moved five states away from all that i know to take a chance that has proven to be a diaster that has now lead me to depend on practialy local date chat stranges for help to sustain my needs day to day and my sanity.I have endured great hurt time and time again since March from a man whom takes pleasure in my pain. Not seeking pitty just understanding. This is just a handful of things that i have allowed myself to be exposed to in my current life. you know he's a dick when he spends your money you were saving to move where he know he's a dick when you have to unload a moving truck by yourself except for one glass top and he doesn't insist on know he's a dick when after you arrive the second time he sends a message to another woman (same day he ask you to come back btw) proclaiming you're not a keeper like know he's a dick when his frien
Saved Her And Killed Her All In The Same Night!
He put his hands on her, in-front of the wrong man. Someone finally, took a stand. When the man threw her abuser, out that night. She knew she was in, for one Hell of a fight. Although the man, said she could stay. She just couldn't allow things, to start out this way. She was used to fighting, her battles alone. And after she thanked him, she picked up the phone. She was shaking and afraid, as she held the phone close. Then called the one person, she trusted the most. Little did she know, she was being betrayed. And she was about to lose the game, the two of them played. Her abuser and her best friend, were on the same team. As she asked for her help, confessed everything. You see without a soul to turn to, and no one to help. She had been planning her escape, all by herself. She told her best friend, where her money was stashed. Then pleaded for her help, that's all she asked. And had ever asked, of her before. Not too long after, her friend sho
My Life
I want.......... to remember how it feels to be loved by some one to know how it feels to be the most important person in someone's life to recall how it was to be treated so special to be someone's first priority to have a fairy tale relationship to have the man of my dreams to have some one worry about me to have some one who would be sad if i'm sad to feel some romance in my life to remember how it felt when some one gives me a love letter to find my soul mate to know if someone out there is meant for me to find some one who would cry if i disappear to be someone's most common thought the whole day to be someone's cause of dreamy thought to be someone's dream girl a friend and a lover   More Lonely I was surfing online the whole day been doing it for three straight days. But suddenly now I feel down. I feel sad. I feel angry. I feel annoyed. I feel frustrated. I love watching movies, but now i don't want to watch anything. I always love trying and tasting new foo
There Is More To Me
You'l never hear me say:   I wish you were hear. ( unless you were on fire because that might be funny to watch).  I wish I was getting real sex instead of cam sex ( because lets face it I am) Iwish I was going down on a fat chick ( for obviouse reasons)  I wish you loved me ( because when you did it hurt)  I wish I you here ( that's why there is a restraining order)  I wonder what heart taste like( I've heard you describe it and it doesn't sound good.) I wish I was fat ( for obviouse reasons)  I wish I was more like you. ( I already know the diffierence between love and stalkhome syndrome) I wish i had you back ( a 46 year old un employed drug addicted wife beating man that rides a 20 inch bicycle and lives off his eledrly aunt doesn't sound appealin)  I wish I had you back( a 46 year old truck driver that can't work or read and failed the dmv test 6 times is not appealing) I wish i had you back( a 46 year old male that sits at home jacks off on web came sound a lttle desp
Precious Payne
im so beautiful and i like saying that about myself
All About Cleavage
Cleavage in my opinion is a very sensual way for a woman to be sexy. To show enough to get your attention but to also keep us guessing as to what the rest looks like. ( NO, they are not all the same.) I do enjoy seeing cleavage on a woman. It does not matter how she looks, her age, her weight, color of hair, or race cleavage is still sexy. It is that “See what I have and you don’t” attitude that I enjoy the most. A glimpse into her sexuality, and a peek of what she has to give if she was to let you have it. Yes, it is a teasing gesture towards those who like them, but we still enjoy looking. So many ladies here show off their cleavage. Some show it off for popularity, to gain points and get likes. Others show it because they are sexual beings and to me that is natural. I can tell the difference between showing off and being sexual about it. Keep on teasing us and we will continue to look, as we enjoy looking at your sensual and sexual side.
A blonde goes on a hot date and ends up making out with the guy in his car. The guy asks if she would like to go in the backseat."No!" yells the blonde.Things get even hotter, and the guy asks again. "For the last time, no!" says the blonde. Frustrated, the guy asks, "Well, why the hell not?"The blonde says, "Because I wanna stay up here with you!" A cop is staking out a bar for drunk drivers. At closing time, he sees a guy stumble out of the bar, trip on the curb, and fumble for his keys for five minutes. When he finally gets in, it takes him another five minutes to get the key in the ignition. Meanwhile, everybody else leaves the bar and drives off. When he finally pulls away, the cop is waiting for him, pulls him over, and gives him a Breathalyzer test. The test shows he has a blood alcohol level of 0.0. The cop says, 'How is this possible?' The guy says,'Tonight I'm the designated decoy.' A man is told on Friday by his doctor that by 3am Monday morning, he will be dead. The man
My Short Stories
...:::I apologize for any errors you may find. I haven't even proof read it yet so its very Raw:::...   The mutated being charged Libertina, blades forming quickly out of its wrist. The sound of its eerie roar echoed beyond reaches vibrating the grounds of Northwood. Libertina smile in anticipation as she called towards her inner self. Her demon goddess. The wind grew thick and cried its way around her causing the mutated being to stop in his tracks smelling his pray was changing. It growled in frustration and shot its blade at Libertina. The trees around Libertina began to vibrate peeling its leaves. With 2 fingers Libertina pointed at her chest and  and let the darkness take her. The formation seem to become Libertina in every way giving a purplish aura as it began to shape Libertina into one. The speeding blade came as a thief in the night. With no remorse slicing through the winds. The blade seem to melt as it entered Libertina space, become more energy to her cause. The trees be
Orgy After Hours Events
Being Ungrateful
COLUMBINE STUDENT'S FATHER 12 YEARS LATER !!Guess our national leaders didn't expect this. On Thursday, Darrell Scott, the father of Rachel Scott, a victim of the Columbine High School shootings in Littleton, Colorado, was invited to address the House Judiciary Committee's subcommittee. What he said to our nationa l leaders during this special session of Congress was painfully truthful.They were not prepared for what he was to say, nor was it received well. It needs to be heard by every parent, every teacher, every politician, every sociologist, every psychologist, and every so-called expert! These courageous words spoken by Darrell Scott are powerful, penetrating, and deeply personal. There is no doubt that God sent this man as a voice crying in the wilderness.. The following is a portion of the transcript:"Since the dawn of creation there has been both good & evil in the hearts of men and women. We all contain the seeds of kindness or the seeds of violence. The death of my wonderfu

 Wow, Ill be really busy 2013 & Beyond....So much to do! ~Angry Dragon Immediately after you blow your load in a girl's mouth, smack the back of her head and make it come out her nose. When she gets up she'll look like an angry dragon.~Arabian Goggles A "seldom-seen" maneuver when you put your testicles over her eye sockets while getting head. (Picture it: ass on forehead) It may be anatomically impossible, but what the fuck else is new.~The Bait N' Tackle The sailors used this one in the old Navy days. Before you go off for a long, lonely voyage, get yourself a tall jar and fill it completely with earthworms. When you get lonely, open the jar and fuck away. The earthworms will provide some slithery stimulation, and your protein load will keep them nicely fed. Gone fishing!~Ballsacking Takes some luck of the gene pool, but if you're able to do it, always great fun. While you are straddling her, take your nutsack and spread it out over her face like pizza dough.~Bear Claw A synonym for
What I Get Up To...

Just Venting Off Some Steam!!!
I need to say somethings that no one really wants to listen to or really should have to hear from me right now. Really there is no one I can really talk to about either. Just need to say this with out someone feeling sorry for me, well my children I should say.  I chose to lay down a bed with a woman and have 2 wonderful children. Whom I love more then life it's self! I would suffer the worse pains imaginable so they would feel none! I feel I have failed my children. They have had to suffer more unimaginable pain and suffering then anyone human should have had to in their lives! I know I am not really at fault for these pains and suffering. Even though I feel that I have caused them for the 2 very lives I have helped bring into this world. Instead of this pain and suffering getting less, easier or even understandable for them and myself it seems to grow and dig deeper in to my and my sons, mind and souls! I know I am very close to my breaking point. My fears about this is that my sons
My Wisdom
A little bird flew very far to a very distant land. When it got there it found it was a cold, freezing land and the bird froze to death. A cow passed by and took a dump right on top of him. The warm shit that fell on him melted the ice, and he was resurrected. Alive again, but still buried, he started chirping. A cat passed by and heard his cries, and dug him out of the shit. And then the cat ate the bird.  Moral of the story: The person who takes a dump on you isn't always your enemy, and the person who takes you out of the shit isn't always your friend. \,,/ Moderation is the mantra of a man that wants to live forever. Sometimes to do it right you have to go hard..If you don't go hard you will reach a point where you look back on your life with regret! Life is a big whore so fuck it. Don't be its friend, don't think its fair, don't believe in the fairytales the movies tell you. Life is harsh, cruel, and unfair. All we have is the will to strive and move forward, adversi
Inside My Head
So conflicted. They say the heart has reasons that reason doesn’t understand.  I believe that, because my head and my heart are clearly not on the same page.   I have wasted so many years  in shit relationships and not thinking or believing I was worthy of love or happiness.  I spent a lot of time building up these seemingly impenetrable walls thinking they would protect me.  Walls in place keep you safe right?  Safe means not letting anyone close.  Not letting them in to see what a vulnerable mess you actually are.  Because once you start to let people in and actually give a damn they leave right? Or they take that vulnerability and use it against you.  Each time I got hurt along the way…….another brick added to my emotional fortress.   On the outside I appear to have my shit together.  Inside there is a war raging.  It takes a lot for me to open up to anyone.  To let anyone see that scared little girl inside.  She covers her fear with sarcasm and smartass retor
Never be afraid to try something new. Remember, amateurs built the ark; professionals built the Titanic --------- If at first, you don't succeed, try try again. Failure is a normal way of life in the beginning. It takes multiple tries sometimes to produce unflawed things I browse random peoples profiles a lot, and I find some really awesome stuff.  No, I won't post the name of the user I take this from, but all of this can be incorporated into everyones daily lifestyle.  Words to live by and so forth. Take it for what it is, and I HOPE, for some of you, it helps. :) ENJOY ---------- "Eleven Hints for Life"1. It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return.But what is more painful is to love someone and neverfind the courage to let that person know how you feel.2. A sad thing in life is when you meet someone whomeans a lot to you, only to find out in the end that it wasnever meant to be and you just have to let go.3. The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on aporch swi
Cabron Fumafia
In this entry:1. Break into a house2. Shoplift3. Mug somebody4. Steal a car 5. Break into a business      Performing Mission: Break Into A HouseSuccess!Energy spent: 1Experience gained: 1Congratulations, you have earned a Bronze level mastery in this missionAdditionally, you have been awarded: 3 skill points.   Performing Mission: Break Into A House Success!Energy spent: 1Experience gained: 1 Congratulations, you have earned a Silver level mastery in this missionAdditionally, you have been awarded: $100,000 cash.   Performing Mission: Break Into A House
Advice For Others -
In order to truly arouse a woman, you must first get her mind in the game. A woman's mind is not at all like a man's. A man's mind is more organized. If he needs to think about something, he gets that box out, thinks about it, when he is done, he puts a lid on it, and files it away. He will then get out the next box, unless he does not need to think about anything at all, in which case he is able to remain thoughtless for awhile. To picture a woman's mind, take all those boxes - take the lids off - spill them on the floor. That is how many thoughts she has going through her head all of the time. It never shuts off. So when a man is ready for sex, he gets his sex box out and that is all he thinks about at that time. A woman cannot think purely about sex as she has all the other stuff all over the floor that she also has to think about and is unable to turn them off. That is my analogy to help you understand the "Why" it is so hard to get us aroused. If you remember this and do whatever
I Have been having some issues lately..with pain.  Alot to due with kidney crap.. Anyways. monday i  had 2 hr spell of pain at work. I ended up leaving early to go get a cat scan done. Found out a day was due to a cyst on my kidney.  pretty good size but doctor said it looked benign. said it wasnt pushing or blocking anything..and that I can live with it..unless it causes me pain..or problems down  the road.  IF anyone knows me they know I am cheap..and do not go to doctors often because i dont wanna rack up a bill. So I will just let it be.  On another new great dane..domino..whos pregnant got into a fight with bruno 2 days ago. He bit her pretty damn a gash on her snout below her eye.  She instantly got infected the next day.  Today her who face is puffy.  So I have to take her to vet.  So..please keep her in your prayers :D and her babies.. Anyways..this is whats been going on in my life.  Some knew about my pain and such but havnt really had time
In High Heels
Do ya ever throw something out so you DON'T EAT IT? Am I the only one that does this? I had no intention of buying them and had gone to the store for ice cream. I passed by one isle.... the end of that isle was stocked with barbecued chips; rippled chips; sour cream and onion chips; garlic and onion.... "Focus! Ice cream" as my conscience spoke to me..... The idea of chips tempted me! "No. I better not." I pass another isle? Chips with dip! By now, the idea of "chips" is planted in my head.... The thought of buying these damn chips is makin' my mouth water." Yes. I had to have them. Barbecued potato chips. (Forget it; the chips won"!) Now. When I buy something like potato chips, I know I'm gonna eat more than I want to. So, I poured myself a BIG BOWL of barbecued potato chips; and, then clipped the bag and sat it on the counter. Gawd, they were good! How good were they? After I finished the bowl of chips, I trashed the rest of the bag. I knew I'd finish 'em off if I d
Fetish And Fantasy
Fetish and Fantansy Having a fetish and fantasy can take you to a whole new level of sex. When you mixed them both in, you reate a world. For example: Your fantasy can be your a student in school who want's to erotic naughty sex with the teacher. Yet your fetish is bing submission by the teacher. Like the teacher spanks you hard and dominates you in any sexual position. Mixing the two together and using your imagination the possiblities are endless to keeping your sex life fresh. There are many ways to mix it up at our online store. Please visit and indulge your fetish. :D What Causes Attraction? What really attacts people to date someone or even have sex with them? Being truthful their's alot that can attract people. For both male and female it's the way someone looks like, the way a person may dress and take care of themselves too. There's even the way people may dance in a club that can attract some one. But mostly male and female give off a
Hi it's me Ash, Uhhh how to start this... Lets starts with that I am a skin cancer survivor. From genetics, I found out my freshman year of high school that my mother was diagnosed with stage two non-melanoma. Which is a tumor that grows and spreads to the rest of your body. If its not taken care of early there is less of a chance that it will be cured. She is alright she is a skin cancer survivor herself. So I never knew that I would actually get skin cancer as well. Since I literally thought black people couldn't get akin cancer . But what some of you don't know my mother is white. Yes I am part white.. So on with the story.. Four years ago I actually got myself checked out after putting it off for so long. My doctor actually asked me how long have I known about my legs.. Truly it's been awhile. There were signs that I just ignored which I've shouldn't of. I love going to the beach and being in the water. Use to surf my butt off everyday. I have a mole on my leg and in the sun it w
They Are Songs
Sometimes   There's a storm outside, and the gap between crack and thunderCrack and thunder, is closing in, is closing inThe rain floods gutters, and makes a great sound on the concreteOn a flat roof, there's a boy leaning against the wall of rainAerial held high, calling "come on thunder, come on thunder"Sometimes, when I look deep in your eyes, I swear I can see your soulSometimes, when I look deep in your eyes, I swear I can see your soulIt's a monsoon, and the rain lifts lids off carsSpinning buses like toys, stripping them to chromeAcross the bay, the waves are turning into something elsePicking up fishing boats and spewing them on the shoreThe boy is hit, lit up against the sky, like a sign, like a neon signAnd he crumples, drops into the gutter, legs twitchingThe flood swells his clothes and delivers him on, delivers him onSometimes, when I look deep in your eyes, I swear I can see your soulSometimes, when I look deep in your eyes, I swear I can see your soulThere's four new c
Bdsm Writings (my Own)
PLEASE NOTE BEFORE I BEGIN: These writings are my own.They are graphic. If you're not into BDSM, they may disturb you. And they are certainly not appropriate for anyone under 18 years of age. If you would like to provide constructive criticism on the story itself, any grammatical or spelling errors and the like, I welcome it! IF YOU ARE NOT INTO BDSM AND YOU JUST PLAIN DON'T LIKE THE STORY FOR WHATEVER REASON, PLEASE EXPRESS THIS IN A RESPECTFUL, INTELLIGENT WAY; SAVE YOUR PITHY REMARKS FOR SOMEONE WHO CARES. It has been my experience that just because you are not into a certain fetish, does not mean you can't appreciate a well-written story. So that's it. Here's the prologue. I do hope you enjoy it. :)   "You really are a glutton for punishment, aren’t you?" His words cut through the air like a knife. Every sensation is magnified. I can feel the ropes biting into my wrists and ankles, the strain of my muscles as he pulls my legs farther apart…the dripping wetness in b
What Should...
Never felt the sun smile, the moon beam...laughs haunt but don't entertain. A caress brings fear, but pain comforts with a familiar feel.  Screams are music that bring amusement and glee, yet gentle whispers anger and bring despise.  Silence wakes anxieties that chill the bone and echoes shadows that make you hide.  Racing heart your alive...calm, are you dying?  Flesh shivers, muscles tremble, a carnival of feelings which carries through the day,  while nightmares entertain the night.  Love is a vague and ridiculous idea, but curiousity of it eats away at the confines of the soul and tenses the spirit.  Humanity...people...a person, me...What Should Be?
My Writings
Meeting you was written in the stars effortlessly you became a friend to me falling in love with you was something not for seen after just a short while you simply broke my heart by saying those simple words tearing my entire world apart so, "I hope you cry every time you think of me cry when you think of how we used to be When you think of how I do truly love you I hope you cry" Don't forget about metoo soon in your daysjust keep thinking of mein so many ways  Know that I am still very much in love with you and as long as I'm gone I want you to be as blue "I hope you cry every time you think of me cry when you think of how we used to be When you think of how I do truly love you I hope you cry" I look into your eyes As if I am looking at my forever The thought of losing you Made my breathing so much heavier   In this moment everything stops Nothing else matters as much As holding you in my arms And feeling your loving touch   Kiss me so passionately That you leave me b
My Views Of Fumafia
Venting And Ranting
The voices get louder with each waking moment.  Nothing can quiet them down.  I no longer have thoughts of my own.  Everything is becoming jumbled and like riding a wave so unpredictable.  I know not where to turn or where to go.  I have no more breathe to give nor breathe.  My chest is caving in while each breath draws nearer.  I have no hand or rope to grab onto to pull me up.  I see the hand at the edge of the cliff that I have fallen from.  However that reach is just so far like reaching into the sky and wanting to touch the stars.  I feel like I am drowning like water has suffocated my lungs and will not allow air to pass.  The sunshine is fading and there is no cool breeze.  Everything is just falling apart and no longer do I know what to do.  To talk is to be yelling into a crowd where no hears me.  Time is no longer of an essence that I can afford to lose.  Oh what do I do?  Each voice of children, young adults, and adults vibrate through my mind like the sky full of thunder.  
Just Me
Hello all. I'm new to the blogging thing. Forgive me if I do something wrong. I wanted to say Ty to the folks that came by and said Hi. I really appreciate that. I tend to be the type that has a hard time at a party. I stay to the back and try to blend in. Too many times I've been shot down, usually just for saying hi. Oh well. Once people actually get to know ME they usually find I'm a pretty nice guy. So how about some folks get to know me and not my outside. You might be surprised. Some of my friends on here have been asking if everything is ok. Some of you really don't give a rotund rodent's rear end. Well I'll tell you what the biggest issue is. I am deeply, and madly in love with someone that I can't even touch, hold, caress, or even hug. She is now 5776 miles away from me. We talk when we can and burn up the email like crazy. We got to spend quite a bit of time together before she had to leave . She actually accepted me for me, not what I could get her, not where I could take he
Poems Made For Me
I have been praying for you to get healed since I learned what happened. I have asked my family to pray for you as well. They have reached out to others asking prayer for you also. I asked my church to pray for you this morning. The guest preacher, and his wife are asking more people to pray for your healing. I went to a revival at a different church earlier, and again I asked for prayer for you. There was also a guest preacher, and they are all praying for you now. No thanks are needed for any of this on your behalf. The angels are praying for you as well so that you will get the healing that you need. ================================================================================== I dedicate this poem to my Friend/Family member on here Lady Carpe Diem. Kristen you have lots of prayers going up for you to get healed. I do not need thanks, but just thank God for everything. I remember when we first met. I said to myself you will make a great friend I bet. I talked
Star Ranch Rescue
My friend VATOLOCO here on Fubar works for an animal rescue farm in North Carolina. The ranch is  non-profit charity for all kinds of animals. This month they are one of 3 featured charity organizations. This is a link to their Facebook page that tells you all about the farm. There is also a link on the page that will take you to the news story featuring Star Ranch Rescue. There is also a link that will take you to a page to vote for them. The winner of the Charity Challenge receives a cash prize to help out with their organization. Please click on  the link to help show your support for this wonderful charity.
Express Your Thought
When you look for that special person; What is it that you look for? What are the most important things that accredidate that person with the ability to be your prospective mate. Long Distance relationships..... Worth it??? Can you really withstand it? What do you think??? Everyone has their favorite, which is yours? and Why
Let Me Love You
I Love You , Not only for what you are , But for what I am , when I am with You , I Love you , for the part of me , That You bring out , and make me , Who I am , always wanting to be Your Lady . The greater the emotional pain , the greater, The desire has been to learn the most , Fast . And the greater the desire to get on with, Happily ever-afters , Which begins right about Now . Lady I was and for awhile lost my way , But the Path , Did lead back to You and the Lady in me was found. Talking as we while away the hourdreaming of you in the wet showerwater running over that body dearwhen I grab you and draw you neartasting wetness of it's embraceas I lick your neck, breast, faceknowing the pleasures and thrillthat await me here with you stillA fantasy a lover's awesome dreamto fill you up and make you screamwith ecstasy in each and every gaspwhile I restrain you in my firm graspVery moving , as you always do , always make me want ,To be with you .Cuddled in your strong emb
I have been stressed out alot with work lately due to the combining of floors etc.  Seems like my work has doubled..and its hard to keep up anymore.  They demand more..expect more work..but dont seem to adknowledge it.  Heck my job hasnt gave out raises in 6yrs. I guess its the way most places are now..with the way the economy is.  Anyways I get anxious anymore thinking of going into the place. One girl I work with is on xanax.. says she has to have it to work there. LOL.  I have seriously thought about it myself but do not believe in getting on them.  I dont really think they can be good for you.  So yesterday I decided to go to a herbal store and found some pills thta are suppose to enhance  mood... st john wort.   I bought some and hoping to find out if they really do.   I come on here to avoid everyday stress in my life..and escape my real life.  I am not sure its helping me much lately. I take things personal on here.    I have seriously been sitting here today..rating/liking
Fun Cam Time
I am thinking about mixing my sexy chatturbate times with fubar....its free for anyone to watch altho for a really fun time i do except tips...come and watch me .. im a nawty little girl
Honoring Gramps
I have been thinking how I can honor a man that would have done anything for anyone.. and usually did. I have decided to do a good deed everyday in his honor for a complete stranger.. today I seen the effects of that gesture. I bought a gift card at the grocery store and asked the cashier to give it to the next person she felt was having a tough day and explained my sadness and struggle with his death this last week and this was my way of trying to find my happy again. after she finished crying she gladly rang it up, gave me a hug and said my grandpa would be proud of me. That one gesture will bring happy to at least 3 of us today. I knew quite understood why Gramps would do so much for people that seemed like they didn't appreciate anything. I now understand...   Thank you Grandpa for being you, I am eternally grateful that I learned compassion, empathy and your sense of doing the right thing for others.. I will not let that die with you, I will pass that down to my own children a
My Best Friend
For most of us we either have a large number of friends with very few close friends, or we have fewer friends of which most are close. Yet, there is always that one friend that we consider our best friend; one for whom we share the strongest possible kind of friendship. We know them for leaving footprints on our heart.  When it hurts to look back and I am scared to look ahead, I can look beside me and she will always be there. Most importantly, we share quality time together, mischevious moments, and share ideas.  We respect our differences, and stick up for each other when no one else will. My life would be crap without her.   Thank you Chick for always walking with me when the others have walked out.
Combat Veteran Need To Knows
10 THINGS YOUR COMBAT VET WANTS YOU TO KNOW 1. He is addicted to war, although he loves you. War is horrible, but there is nothing like a life-and-death fight to make you feel truly alive. The adrenaline rush is tremendous, and can never be replaced. Succeeding in combat defines a warrior, places him in a brotherhood where he is always welcome and understood. The civilian world has its adrenaline junkies as well; just ask any retired firefighter, police officer, or emergency room staff if they miss it.2. Living for you is harder. It would be easy for him to die for you because he loves you. Living for you, which is what you actually want, is harder for him. It is even harder for him if you are smart and do not need him to rescue you, since rescuing is something he does really well. If you are very competent at many things, he may at times question if you need him at all. He may not see that you stay with him as a conscious choice.3. “The training kicks in” means something
My Writing
 im in a darkness. its in my mind and in my soul. i fight to take control. the storm is strong and deep within me. its like im drowning and no one can save me. i call out for help and no one can hear me. the desire to live is burning out. the madness holds me in like walls of a prison cell. i hear it laughing telling me just a little further now. the end feels near. you cant have fear. slowly killing myself. no one seems to care. just how far will they let me go before they have fear? the waves crash harder i cant see ill just float whatever comes shall be. i dont know where im going i know where ive been it feels like my soul travelled with the wind people come and they leave but does anyone really know me? times are hard troubles the come you feel like your empty but this story has just begun they say the eyes are the gateway to soul what do you see behind mine? these times are weary the storm rages on but one day the sun will burn and lift the darkness you see behind my eyes    ju
Sometimes he’ll say cheezy stuff to you just to make you smile so he knows you’re a little happy. When he looks at you it puts a smile on his face for no reason. The real reason it does that is because he can believe that someone as beautiful as you is with him. He stands up for you no matter who it’s against even if he gets hurt. He calls you at night just to say “hi” and to see how your day was. When he sees you again because he missed you he kisses you where you’re pressed against the wall. Then he whispers “I missed you so much”. You know he loves you when you both have a moment where you just gaze into each other’s eyes even if he’s with his friends and you’re with yours. When you cry he wipes away the tears and he’ll hold you tightly as he says every thing’s alright then stays with you all night not wanting anything from you. Even if you say you hate him he tries to be there for you through the roughest
Has Anyone Seen My Head?
You know I love to recount my travel stories, but honestly in real life I'm not a very good story teller.  I've always been much more eloquent on paper and well now a keyboard. Here's the gist ... I love to travel and I'm not big on the glitz and glam or a 5 star hotel (though given the chance I wouldn't turn down a night).  I love trains, hostels, getting lost (sometimes not so much, but we'll get to that later), random happenings and just utter and total chaos really. The next few stories will give you a little insight into how utterly unorganized I am in a completely organizational way and may even give you a few chuckles. Off you go and Enjoy :D The more I think about my adventures the more I'm convinced that I will forever stumble through my travels and I'm quite happy with that.  First I must say that I am absolutely horrible with money, organization, and sticking to plans.  I left home with an itinerary that only went as far as where I was going and when (kinda).  It went a l
The Perils Of Male Grooming Products
  Men everywhere: When attempting a "back,sack and crack," proceed with caution.... I found this on FB.   THIS IS AN ACTUAL CUSTOMER REVIEW FROM A MAN ON AMAZON.CO.UK AFTER USING VEET HAIR REMOVAL CREAM FOR MEN.   "After having been told my danglies looked like an elderly Rastafarian, I decided to take the plunge and buy some of this as previous shaving attempts had only been mildly successful and I nearly put my back out trying to reach the more difficult bits. Being a bit of a romantic, I thought I would do the deed on the missus's birthday as a bit of a treat.   I ordered it well in advance and working in the North Sea, I considered myself a bit above some of the characters writing the previous reviews and wrote them off as soft office types...Oh my fellow sufferers, how wrong I was. I waited until the other half was tucked up in bed and after giving some vague hints about a special surprise, I went down to the bathroom. Initially, all went well and I applied the gel and
I admit it.. I like to flirt. If you got a problem with it.. then dont deal with me. Its as simple as that.   This is an adult site..people flirt..etc. Get over it! I had this sent to me...  Flirting can be dangerous. The flirt does not necessarily have full control of her or his actions. A flirt with low self-esteem is a dangerous human indeed. A flirt without a moral sense is also dangerous. Like the Shadow, a flirt has the power to cloud men's minds. Or women's minds -- whatever minds the flirt is aiming for. The object of a full-on flirt can feel disoriented, toxic, hormonally imbalanced. A flirtee with an appreciation of the art form can feel exhilarated, as though taken on a roller coaster ride. Like the rider on a roller coaster, a flirtee always ends up back at the same place. Flirting is not transportation; it is social excitement for its own sake. If everyone understands that, then all is well. If they do not, uh-oh.   would like to thank the person who sent it to me.  
Heartbreaking Story   its a news story please read
How I Became A Cuckold
                                                 How I was Cuckolded     This is a true story about how I was cuckolded without wanting to be cuckolded. I started out a dominant man wanting to be with women and over the last 12 years have become a bisexual male that wants to be dominated by a white woman or a black male. It all started in 2001. I was 26 at the time and very confident in myself and was dominant in nature. I had a much younger girlfriend who was 18 going on 19. Her name was Jessica and was not the kind of girl you take home to mamma. She had quit school and had moved to my city just a couple months ago. She had just ran away from a broken home. I met her through a friend of hers that my friend was fucking. She was so hot, curley long black hair, snow white soft skin, big dd tits with huge areolas, about 5"5 ,145 pounds and a big ghetto booty. We hit it off right away, I was fucking her the first night we met. She liked to drink and smoke pot and I was game as well. She
Interesting Stuff
BLUE ... Lovers of blue are wonderful sex partners. They are affectionate and sensitive to their partner's needs. They consider love making a fine artand their approach is elegant. Men who love blue are like concert pianists, delicately ravaging their partner like they would play a baby grand. Women in the blue category enjoy sex to the fullest. They are exciting partners but their passion may be compared to a tidal wave rather than firery aggression. Both women and men enjoy foreplay and the aftermath of lovemaking, as much as the sex act itself. In marriage a blue person is a wonderful mate -- never seeking outside interests. Blue: Soft, soothing, compassionate and caring, Blue is the color of deliberation and introspection, conservatism and duty. Patient, persevering, conscientious, sensitive and self-controlled, Blues like to be admired for their steady character and wisdom. They are faithful, but are often worriers with somewhat inflexible beliefs and can be too cautious, and s
My Attempts At Writing
  The Wind created @ 2008-05-24 06:33:19     The cool breeze against my face feels so nice As I again find myself gazing at the stars. In amazement I savor the twinkle of their light; Seas of dancing lights above do serenade our souls. I feel the coolness of the breeze against my skin. Each hair of my arms feels its soft caress. The moon above smiles down upon me, It knows my heart is singing songs of love. I feel the coolness of the breeze as it leaves my body Its movement westward I desire. I gaze upon the wonder of the heavens, I sense its warmth embraces you from afar. My heart feels so filled with joy Knowing our hearts by Heaven is joined. Feel the touching of my words as they seek your heart. Soft kisses to the wind I give, Whispers of my soul's elation singing forth sweet words to you. Look up sweet Woman and count the stars Its numbers tell how strong my heart desires your touch. copyright 2006 Rafy
Random Rant
Can someone please explain to me why it seems to be ok to some men on here to look at my picture and all of a sudden assume that I am easy? I mean the first words outta someone's mouth should never be "you gotta pretty mouth, wanna suck my dick?" really first off lets begin with the fact that noone should ever start a conversation with you got a pretty mouth unless we're out in hillbilly hollar somewhere. Secondly really do you think I am not gonna block your ass for that? Let me also say I will block anyone who feels the need to ask me if I will bear their children because of my hips or if I would like cum on my face..... If I wanted it I would make it known. I know there are a lot of pervs out there everywhere this just really got my blood boiling today because it's been like every other person in my SB over and over again.    Thanks for listening to my random rant 
Funny how someone can say "I'm interested in you", yet when given the opportunity to actually to get to know them, they have nothing more to say than "I want to be with you" or "I'm attracted to you". They make no inquiries as to what that person likes to do, what they believe, what kind of morals they have, what kind of friend they are, etc. A person that is truly "interested", will ask questions (lots of them)... look for commonalities.... establish whether or not there is a potential for compatibility.  The statements "I want to be with you" or "I'm attracted to you" are merely indicative of a physical desire to have or be close to someone. To say "I'm interested" means they want to learn about the mind and the heart, not just the physical. Please recognize the difference or the result will inevitably be hurt or disappointment. I, personally, will shut down as soon as it becomes apparent that "I'm interested" really means "I want".
Welcome To Fubar!
Welcome to fu!  First.. don't let the craziness of your first day or two turn you off..  I've been here for years, and made closer friendships with people than I have on any other site.. and I'm sure most who have been here for some time, would say the same.  Here's a few tips (take em or leave em) to try to help make the first few days more enjoyable. First, there are two aspects to Fubar. The social side, and the "game" side. The social side is simple.. chat, get to meet people.. enjoy! The game side includes "leveling" You'll notice your name is green and you start at level 0.  The first few levels pass pretty quick.  Pretty much EVERY thing you do on Fubar gives you "points" and fubucks. The points are required for every level.  Once you hit level 19, you'll then have "tasks" to complete to level. We'll go over those later. Starting out.. it can be rather hectic. If you go to "edit profile" or "edit" found either above or below your picture depending on how your page is set up..
I Figure I May As Well Let The Cat Outta The Bag Now
12:37am reply Arun: do u know this guy.. magoo09 ? 1:45am more To Arun: I don't 1:45am reply Arun: sent me a frnd request randomly...i rarely come was telling me abt this place..the hippie culture here..and the girl's he had "befriended"...was of u 1:48am more To Arun: Fuckin lier, He bee talking highly about me reguardless..... I'd hate to tell my boys about about someone talking sick shit about me lol 1:49am reply Arun: actually he puts up nude pics of girls from here on anonib..he has done a few girls...but overall seems to be a big mouth 1:52am more To Arun: Haha, He cant do that to me cause I don't have any 1:52am reply Arun: must be lying... 1:53am more To Arun: There's only two soldiers that have remotely any thing nude of me and they don't play fubar 1:
Right Beside You
 Jessies song v1 As I sit here thinkin of you there appears a picture of something new hoping to hold you close to my hear tand feel your warm embrace how I long to stroke your hair and touch your soft face it's just not fair the feelings I feel when your away  v2 the time we share together means so much to me I just hope somedaybaby you will see  chorus Eventhough we're miles apart you still managed to melt my heart you came into my life like a dream straight from a movie scene you've filled me with so much happiness that I can't help but say I Love You v3 The road I have to follow is very clear to me Cause when I see that smile and the sparkle in your eyes I know deep inside my soul it's your arms that I long to be(chorus) (musical break)bridgeTo have your love and hold you close means so much to me I know our loveit was destiny baby can you see (chorus x2) Right Beside You   I've seen it and felt it Hopelessness with no lifeline The wicked are feedi
Do You Have An Inclination For Bdsm?   Take the quiz and find out....   Here are my results   Sadist 100%Exhibitionist/Voyeur 100%Dominant 100%Experimental 86%Vanilla 29%Bondage 29%Degradation 14%Switch 14%
Really disgusted that u all would promote a date rape drug as bling as if its some sort of trophy of some sort! And anyone that has been victim to a roofie because this is the real SICK world that we live in...isnt seeing at all the humor or reasoning that a site like this would give shitheads the mindset to think roofies are at all cool WTF r u all thinking!!!!Absolutely turned my stomach !!Completely a disrespectful and insensitive Bling why dont u just PROMOTE RAPE ALREADY!!! OHH U JUST DID!
9/11 Never Forget
 Today as I look back over the past 12 years since 09-11-01 I realize that I don't need some politician grandstanding talking about the 343 rescue workers who made the supreme sacrafice that day to help me remember 9-11. In fact that number is much higher!!!!! How many rescue workers have passed away since then from complications from working on the pile day after day, night after night? Didn't they also make the supreme sacrafice? How many rescue workers since then have been medically retired from injuries recieved or lung issues from breathing all the dust? One thing is for sure. Unless you was there in person and saw ground zero for yourself, I'm not sure you could imagine just what happened there. No television screen in the world could possibly show the destruction and devastation. I have a lot of close friends in FDNY. Some were lost on 9-11 and today I will raise a glass in your honor, "May peace be with you always brothers". Some retired because of 9-11, brothers my prayers you
Have You Ever Loved Someone
Have you ever loved someone         And knew they didnt love you Have you ever felt like crying, And thought what good would it do Have you ever felt like walking with the lights way down low Have you ever said God I love him, but I'll never let him know Dont fall in love my friend, you will be hurt before its thru, Cause listen my friend I ought to know................ I fell in love with you!!!!!!!!                                                    A few months ago my niece was sent off to a girls home to get help, bc we thought she needed it because she got to the point she was uncontrollable. She comes home every other weekend to spend time with family. Whiile she is there she is in a therapy group. Today December 3, 2013 she had her session. She done her normal routine with the lady and they actually when in a lil deeper into her feelings. It has come out that she has been raped. She told the location where it happened and everything. It started 2 years ago when she went
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You Will
You are the one...... I need in my lifeyou are the one...... made my life beautifulyou are the one...... given direction to my lifeyou are the one...... I opened up my heartyou are the one...... I admire mostyou are the one...... I want to see happyyou are the one...... I want to hold in my armsyou are the one...... I want to see beside meyou are the one...... I want to cry withyou are the one...... I want to laugh withyou are the one...... I am waiting to come into my lifeyou are the one...... I want to spend my whole lifeyou are the one...... I cant loseyou are the one...... I miss a lotyou are the one...... love you We are born & grown in...different places...We have different tastes &...lifestyles...But...Still our hearts are connected....with a single miraculous feeling....called “Love” “If my love was an ocean, there would be no more land. If my love was a desert, you would see only sand. If my love was a star late at night, there would be only light. And if my
You And Me
Every once in a while, the impossible comes true. There is no explaining, the way I feel for YOU. Do I love you? Yes, more than life itself. But even love doesn't compare, to all that I have felt. You rebuilt me, healed me from the inside out. And each time I hear your name, there is no room for doubt. Doubting is for the weak, and you and I are strong. Holding onto one another, through everything gone wrong. I once walked with millions, down the Hall of Shame. Pretending to be someone else, ashamed of my own name. But you loved me regardless, through all that I was not. I have learned a lot from you, and the lessons you have taught. Some don't understand, but really I don't care. They can call me crazy, knowing you are there. My soul is not mine anymore, it has been yours all along. Pride is what I feel, knowing I'm right where I belong. Inside your heart as well, and if it takes a lifetime. I will wait patiently, to place your hand in mine. Because you are worth it,
Dead Beat
So I have a six year old son. Yesterday his dad informs me he wants a dna test done to prove that he is his. Ironically this happens after we get a letter for child support! Are there any real fathers left? Any man can knock up a woman. But it takes a real man to stick with it and be a father.
Boogey Man
I'd like to be the sort of friend thatyou have been to me;I'd like to be the help thatyou've been always glad to be;I'd like to mean as much to youeach minute of the dayAs you have meant, to me along the way.I'd like to do the big things andthe splendid things for you,To brush the gray from out your skiesand leave them only blue;I'd like to say the kindly things thatI so often have heard,And feel that I could rouse your soulthe way that mine you've stirred.I'd like to give you back the joythat you have given me,Yet that were wishing you a needI hope will never be;I'm wishing at this time that Icould but repayA portion of the gladness thatyou've strewn along my way;And could I have one wish this year,this only would it be:I'd like to be the sort of friendthat you have been to me. You are friendly, kind and caringSensitive, loyal and understandingHumorous, fun, secure and trueAlways there... yes that's you.Special, accepting, exciting and wiseTruthful and helpful, with honest brown eyesC
* Randoms *
In an attempt for you all to get to know me better, I compiled this list of 101 random facts about me, filled with trivial and tantalizing tidbits. I hope you enjoy and Happy Hump Day! 1. When I was younger I wanted to be a fashion designer a movie star, neither of which I actually would do now. 2. I love, love roller coasters, but hate rides that drop you straight down. 3. I’m have one sister, she is ten years younger than me.  4. Maybe as a result of such the age gap, I had dozens of imaginary friends while growing up. 5. I'm a nurse, I naturally very compassionate and love everyone. 7. I have a beautiful daughter :)  8. I had never changed a diaper until having my own kids. 9. I love pretty much all music, with the exception where I dont understand the lyrics 10. I love Coach sneakers & Burberry scarves. 11. My biggest fear in life is mediocrity… 12. …and roaches. 13. I cannot burp on command, but wish I could. 14.  I love the rain. 15. I grew up on
The following vid shows how to create a fubar skin! The vid below explains how to add a youtube video to your page. The vid below explains how to add a music player to your page.  
Just A Name
She’s put on display, passed around like a joke.Under false pretenses, words were misspoke.Setting her soul on fire, burning from the inside out.Her tears create a current, while drowning in self-doubt.Killing her dream, that must be the goal.For her emotions are running wild, spinning out of control.Silently she sits, her voice is bitter and weak.For compassion and human understanding, has become obsolete.Her passion is dying, a part of herself is already there.The decomposition of her heartbeat, is damaged beyond repair.Things can’t be undone, they cannot be taken back.As they sharpen their claws, and send knives through her back.Still, she does nothing, although the pain from it all.Sends her over the edge, into a freestyle fall.Just lay down, give up for good.Being pushed to the surface, by things misunderstood.Chance and opportunity, simply does not exist.The lack of such, she can no longer dismiss.It seems as if each one, has to take a bite.Taking turns, laughing at h
Mumm Trolls And Such In Full Detail!!!
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Giày Tốt
Một đôi giày nam là thứ không thể thiếu trong trang phục hằng ngày của các quý ông. Không còn những lo sợ về độ thời trang kém hay sự khó đi của những đôi giày tây, các quý ông có thể lựa chọn các mẫu giày nam tại Để phục vụ qua quá trình lựa chọn, chúng tôi xin đưa ra 7 mẫu giày nam đang được chú ý nhất mùa đông năm nay. Các mẫu giày nam lười mùa đông: Mẫu giày da nam Sanvado màu đen phong cách dành cho quý ông giá 599.000VNĐ Giày lười nam sanvado màu đen với giá 699.000VNĐ Mẫu giày lười nam da sanvado quai sát đơn giản, trang trọng giá 599.000VNĐ Mẫu giày nam buộc dây đang được lựa chN
Written For Me..
I'd lead you back to bed and gently lay you down on your back and whisper for you to lay there. I would start on first one foot and work my way up to your tummy, kissing your calf and inner thigh all the way up, then repeating this again on your other leg. I would then kiss your tummy all over, working my way up to your neck, being careful to avoid your tempting nipples. I would kiss my way up each arm, starting from your fingers and working my way towards your sensual neck. Finally, I would kiss you on your lips, softly at first, then getting more intense. I would then nibble on your ears and begin my way back down, this time giving your breasts and nipples the attention they crave. I would finally work my way back between your legs, kissing your inner thighs and inhaling your sweet scent. I know you're dying for me to quench your desire and I give your sweet pussy a few gentle licks, pausing to build the anticipation between each slow lick. Soon though, I can't help but ravenously fe
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My Writing
  Her eyes so delicate, words so sweet,   she's beautiful, making you want to believe,   making you want to hang on her every word,   gaze so venomous, luring me to her,   makes me sick because I know   i’m Kissing the same lips that tell all the lies,   What’s worse is that I know it, and I still don’t say a word,   I keep the role of her vulnerable, witless marionette,   in the sick puppet show play that she puts on in her head,   For everyone to see her cruel powerful ways,   and the effect she has on me,   the way she uses me as a pawn   to feel all the more in control,   I am her victim, and she loves it,   she loves that I am inferior to her,   it pleasures her for me to fall prey to her mind games,   I am the servant, she the monarch,   my everlasting ruler, as I obey her every whim,   meanwhile being strummed like a banjo,   in her own pathetic orchestra of songs   about the oblivious souls to be pitied like my own,  
Club Dgaf
CLUB DON'T GIVE A FUCK LOUNGE RULES   * Must have a primary photo while in the lounge * Respect Everyone {Staff, Members, as well as Visitors} We are all here to have FUN! *  All cammer must be 18+ ~PER FUBAR TOS~ * Caps are for announcements and song request * No trash talking other lounges.... we are here for us * Ask before dropping links in lounge chat * Use SHOUTBOX for giving contact info {skype, yahoo, oovoo, kik, voxer........} * No HARD DRUGS on cam at any time ~PER FUBAR TOS~ *  Flashing is permitted, but FULL NUDITY is not unless the lounge is locked down ~
Mothers Shouldn't Have To Say Goodbye
I have known Shawna and her amazing son JackAndy for almost 10 years. Tonight she had to do the most difficult thing any parent has done; say goodbye to her 14 year old son. JackAndy is truely a miracle child. He overcame many obsticals in his short life. Jack had many medical issues including autism and a form of gigantism. I can't even begin to imagine what she and her family are going throught right now as they are dealing with such a tremendous loss . Jack lived many more years than Shawna was told that he would. He had many medical procedures to help him over the years but sadly the last procedure was not what his body wanted. JackAndy loved cartoons especially blues clues and he loved to eat taco's. Though he couldn't speak Shawna always knew what he wanted. In my eyes and many others shawna was supermom and fitting it is for her since Jack loved superman. Please keep Shawba and her family on your thoughts and prayers. Cruet have prepared for this day for a long time. But the
đổ Mực Máy In Brother 2130
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Moon Tears
There once was a man who held the moon tight. The moon loved him so much, that it began to shine bright. Lighting up the night sky, showcasing their love. While inspiring young lovers gazing above. The moon faded one night, then lost its true shine. For he did not show up at all this time. It wept as the dew fell to the earth. With every moon tear fallen, came down its self worth. The next night arrived, but the moon wasn't whole. It appeared to be missing, a piece of its soul. As time went by, the moon gave up hope. Displaying only half of itself, was the only way to cope. The world down below, stays drenched in moon tears. Because the man it loved most, gave into his fears. Afraid of his own feelings, he simply walked away. While the moon's broken heart, is on permanent display.
Embarking On Sin
I waited in the shadows, for him to appear. Judgment day has arrived, after all of these years. I descended from the darkness, with a firm grip of my gun. Absorbing his fear, as I stood there with none. Do you remember that night? Was the question I asked. He stood there in shock, un-fulfilling my task. Pulling back the hammer, I asked yet again. Demanding to be remembered, embarking on sin. Thou shall not kill kept playing in my mind. Yet I lied there dead, at that moment in time. Back on the night in question, he refused to remember. Thirteen years has passed since that cold December. A statistic I was, young and alone. Having been taken, so far from home. His prisoner, his slave, my chains were bound tight. Left to bleed to death, in the middle of the night. As the images replayed themselves, again in my mind. I mustered up enough strength, to find. The courage, to lay down the gun. While staring straight into his eyes, he knew I had won. He d
Life Philosophy
My entire life I have fought fiercely for what I want.  I would work way too hard to try to maintain friendships or relationships when clearly the other person involved was not as invested in me as I was in them.  It is exhausting and just ends up making me feel hurt in the end.  Maybe it is even selfish of me to be that way... as if I would be forcing my friendship upon other people. Truthfully, friendship is a two way street and people need to be invested in each other for it to grow over time.  I have been really sick recently and I have seen who has taken the time to be there for me, both in my real life and even on an online community like fu.  I am appreciative and grateful when people don't abandon me without explanation. I would never try to make anyone get to know me or spend time with me or any such thing.  People tend to have a habit of just disappearing without telling me what's going on, and I think my inherent flaw here is expecting others to be as considerate as I am.
Ok let me start out by saying ty to my wonderful family, including my perm boosters, I would have never have gotten this far in the game with out your help, and hard work and dedication iv felt so honored knowing that you have cared enough to work as a team to get me to my goals of top ten and even pushing me further too #1 truly from the bottom of my heart ty all so very much, My real reason for writing this blog is that it has come to my attention that if you are not a level 57 ranker you should step down from the ranking game, ok for one I agree if your already at your 58,59 level yes it would be the right thing to do and help out, their has been a few people not naming names, that cant keep my name out of there shout boxes or referring me to a (NEW BREED OF RED) in some specific blogs, that they feel me at level 56, and on the verge of 57 should stop ranking and fall off the grid, but before you people talk your smack and say your insulted by my family members still running me, you
For years now, a group of my friends and I have been getting together once a month to play "Bunco", a friendly dice game. We are all close to the same age and it is really just an excuse to get together, socialize and have some fun with "the girls." One particular evening proved to be a very pleasurable time for myself and my friend Kelly. We are both married and have been good friends for a long time. Several years ago when our children were much younger, the "Bunco Club" was an excuse to get away from our families for an evening. Each of the Bunco Club members would take turns hosting the monthly gathering and come up with different prizes and other fun activities. Husbands and children of the hostess would disappear for the evening so we could talk about anything and everything. Somewhere along the line, we began watching x-rated videos at our Bunco parties. I'm not even sure how that practice got started, but we would watch them, laugh at the poor acting and make co
My 2 Cents
Christines Life!
Sooooo I just got back from bra shopping at the mall and I'm wondering how I did? Pic 1 Pic 2 Pic 3 Pic 4
2nd Alarm Hottie Code Of Conduct
                                   2ND ALARM HOTTIE CODE OF CONDUCT   Rules are simple,if you would like to be apart of 2AH, just do the following. Rate/Fan/Add all of the people listed in the Hotties homepage family. Add hotties Officers to yourtop FRIENDS and the Home Page (HH) and Our Founder To your family.(if you do not have room in your family message us privately and we can discuss that issue.) Hotties have been around for some time now, and we would like to get back on top. Were a family, and we will stick with you no matter what,were here for support. We believe that inner and outer beauty is the most beautiful. And Our girls are the most amazing and beautiful girls around. It is recquired to show love to the page daily, you do not have to do it everyday but at least 2-3 times  a week,You SHALL leave a status comment or profile comment to confirm. We will always keep in contact with you, if you have suggestions,questions we are open to hearing what you have to say. 2
Good Bye Fubar
I have made so many wonderful friends here and I'm so very sad to say goodbye to all of you!  I've been in tears the last half hour at the thought that I won't get to say hello to all of you anymore.  For the most part, you all have been very kind and generous to me and I can't thank you enough for being my friend! To clarify, I am not leaving because of any fu-drama.  It's just my own personal decision that I've made to better my life.  I've become addicted to this site and addiction is a very ugly thing.  I spend my whole days here. I get up and log in on my phone first thing in the morning.  I've fallen behind in other aspects of my life because I'm constantly on here checking my messages and returning rates. I just can't do it anymore. I have 2 wonderful kids who need me to be the best mom that I can be.  This site gets in the way of that.  I am sticking around long enough for my fu-fiance, Razor, to get his money back since he has invested quite a bit into "owning" me, but once
Old News
First thing you need to do is read my other blog  Problem with multiple Rockstars and ways to try to overcome it (these problems may have been fixed as of 3-8-2012) If your 2nd, 3rd, 4th Rockstars don't reactivate your likes, it will make your goals nearly impossible!! Another important resource is my blog about maximizing your rockstar 2500 Likes and a Rockstar  Now, I know this is a lot of information, but its all important for you to succeed!! The blog above gives you lots of ideas to keep your name in the public eye and get yourself noticed!! If you are going for your 10K acheivement you will basically be doing this for every waking moment! When I did mine I only slept about 2.5 hours total.  It took a lot of work!  You will have to work hard to get there!!  1st step - Happy Hour I'd recommend at least 1 Happy Hour.  I'm not sure if anyone has gotten the acheivement that didn't have at least one HH.   This takes preplanning because usually you need to schedule your HH a we
.I just finished having brunch on the roof. Whilst Im eating churros & flan topped with mango purre, a mexican duet seranades me with a spanish version of CheapTrick's "I want You To want Me".....played on a gigantic wooden harp....a fucking harp!!! hahahahaha   I can honestly say, there is not much left to accomplish, today. (waits for juggling midgets to show up at the door) ...much you can accomplishment when your efforts will reward you with more personal time. Such was the case with this trip.   Touched down and checked in last night without complication. Even the rental car company had no mishaps to offer. The hotel gave me a location most atop the hill, with a lil better view of the valley, the very end room top floor in fact, so I wound up with a bay window sitee because the balcony ends at my door. The matre'd remebered me, and loaded me up with vouchers for dinner and drinks, or I guess thats why, because I didnt get that treatment loast stay. Nice. It was pretty cool
I am wondering why us members don't get the opporunity to have a say on Fubar and Fumafia. Changes are being done like they are not being thought out. I am sure I don't have to go into all the erratic changes in Mafia that have basically made the game we/I used to love to play so much. I am now on strike, and may take my VIP away because it seems being a VIP is just a money maker on here. I am no longer going to participate in ANY thing that goes on in Fubar and Fumafia. I have worked hard for over 2 years to build my turf and my main player to have  " The powers that be " decide for us and because of that the game now sucks.  It's not worth playing anymore. The only rackets that are open of course is this sites Energy turf because people have to " buy " credits to get their energy needed to complete missions in order to complete badges, so this site has their hands in our pockets. Then the other 2 rackets, Weapons Depot and Tactical Upgrades are still going strong. But the Banks and H
Christian Blogs
Whether you agree with this or not-these are the facts. So, please, no matter how difficult they are to read, read them all. It could mean the difference between life and death for the child you are now carrying and may be considering to abort.For those who think that incest or rape justifies abortion-please read number 15 twice. And those who think that a "fetal defortmity" justifies abortion, read number 17 twice. I, myself, was born with spina bifida and if abortion was justified just because of a "fetal deformity" I wouldn't be here. God bless you. LIFE AND PEACE ARE ALWAYS THE RIGHT CHOICES 1. The taking of innocent life is called murder. 2. Take a look at the pictures of aborted babies, murdered babies, lying without legs or arms, in a pile of blood with their little fingers and face features in pain, or listen to what an ex-abortionist doctor says about when they were doing the "PROCEDURE", and how the baby moved away and tried to hide in the walls of the uterus, or that its he
Various Humor
SAD NEWS - Please join me in remembering YET ANOTHER great icon of the entertainment community. The Pillsbury Dough Boy died yesterday of a yeast infection and trauma complications from repeated pokes to the belly. He was 71. Dough Boy is survived by his wife Play Dough, three children, John Dough, Jane Dough, and Dosey Dough, plus they had one in the Oven. Services were held at 3:50 for about 20 minutes.... this is an attempt to get people to sign kinda like a petition  so copy this blog and sign your name  and put in your blog, lets get rid of the new tool bar  here on fu. Fzy69me (Dale) favorite drink, called  A DIRTY DOG fill blender with ice shots of light rum, dark rum, 151 rum, creme de banana, creme de coconut cherry vodka, cherry sloe gin blend AND   put in glass it is like a slurrpy and tastes like one too ,  but it will like a dirty dog sneak up and bite you on the ass.
Ok boys and girls I'm going to run a contest of the best eyes. I've always been a sucker for a beautiful pair of eyes so this fits really well. I will take entires from now til 11:59pm EST 5/7/12 Contest is open to all both boys and girls. Contest will run from 12:00AM EST 5/8/12 Til 11:59PM EST 5/15/12. Entry fee 1,000,000 FU bux Send links to my INBOX letting me know what pic you want me to use, no I will not pick a pic for you. 1st place will go to the most rates and I will spend 25 credits however you wish (no I will NOT transfer 25 credits to you) but if you want a famp which is worth 25 credits thats fine or any other combination of bling up to 25 credits 2nd place will go to the most comments and I will spend 15 credits however you wish (no I will NOT transfer 15 credits to you) but if you want a boomy which is worth 15 credits thats fine or any other combination of bling up to 15 credits Everyone else will get a big pimpin gift from me just for entering. No blank comments
Memoirs And Poetry (copyrighted)
Picking myself back up again.  I still have work to do. I know.  Havent had a drink for almost a month now.  doing good.  to me. for me.  i need to beleive that im good enough.  Im not sure how i could.    doing good though. for me.  I cant beleive youre gone. I cant believe and i wont accept it. your blood on the walls but no i wont see it. I loved you. I love you.  I still feel you. I still see you. I can hear you. You cant be far.  yet they say you are.  gone. wasted brilliance. cold silent beauty.  I loved you. I love you.  Im going crazy, Its been weeks and I cant stop crying.  You said I saved your life. I guess i really had. I went to rehab. didnt know you needed me so bad. the guilt is there. and youre still everywhere.  God i loved you. I love you.  1. I'm an escapism addict 2. I don't feel like myself in matching socks. 3. I'm 9 months SOBER!!
My Point Of View
Why do i always feel like im on the outside looking in??????? I will be soon moving into a new 3 bedroom apartment....i need some decorating writing this blog now cause i will be stepping out in about an hour or so....i will be back later in the day to respond to comments and such...Ideas welcomed and i will take pics as soon as im moved in...i am PSYCHED about the fireplace and the patio(its small but i have off the living room and one off the master bedroom....
Ultasweet Blogs
You're on my mind everyday And in my mind I see your face A melody plays as you walk by My heart beats fast as I look into your eyes What we have is a mystery An adventure that becomes history Amazing feelings flow through my soul Penetrating my glands giving me a glow A bond that remains so strong A love that keeps shining on Keepsake that never loses its value A nightmare to be without you A journey in which we walk miles upon miles No thunderstorms no need for snow plows Just another memory for us to share I need you here... now... everywhere.   She sat at her computer and typed with frantic haste There was so much she needed to say and so little time Her heart poured out so easily through her fingers As the words appeared on the screen before her She filled her screen with her words of affection Then waited anxiously for him to type his reply Her heart skipped as his reply appeared before her She read and reread his words of endearment Then hurried to reply as her h
Working On Level 38
Abilities:Must have used ALL (each 11 of the angel / demon available at levels 37 and under)abilities at least once.This may require switching between sides!Requirement to be completed after reaching level 37 4 Angel: Family Boost, Altruize, Points Boost, Vouch 6 Demon: Sh*tface, Buzzkill, Family Boost, Cloak, Points Boost, Namescrew 1 Both Reveal Crushes. This picture shows all 11 TO CHECK recent abilities used  Use that link to see you have used all Demon/Angel abilities BEFORE you switch to the other because it just shows what you have done in side you are in currently.
Yes you read that right.  I give my points away to friends all the time for nothing and I even randomly do that with strangers if I see their status message saying they are close to leveling. My life has always been about giving.  I enjoy helping people.  So here is the deal.  This must be a selfless act.  You should not benefit from nominating someone in any way if they win my points.  This is about giving and caring about others.  If you have a friend that is close to leveling reach out and help them.  Leave me a comment on here that tells me what makes them stand out from the rest and why they should get my points.  I am going to be looking over all comments tonight & the winner will get my points tonight. With all that said, I just want to make a point of saying that we should all help each other.  I have been on fu for almost 3 years now and in the old days of fubar it very much was like that.  Now it seems that everyone doesn't do something unless something is in it for them.
New Results
K again TY for everything, the words, the prayers, the bully's the comments, words fail me .. besides im crap at words :) i went back to Lawton Cancer care centre it seems im jus falling aprt .. biopsy i have to wait for .. they want to start an 8 week treatment of IV solution similar to iron .. my levels are below 3.. should be 9-12. my iron saturation is only 20 percent. so he took more blood to run some more tests get those results when i go back next week. so for now its a trip to cancer care centre for iv treatments he gave me some good ass pain pills and some sleeping pills . unfortunatly there isnt a pill to grow my hair back LOL ..Hell bloody hell Justins hair is longer than mine .. N e wayz Thankyou all so very much i really do mean that Sarah
Paintings For The Fallen
I have seem to have lost my path on what is important to me,but I have found a place of focus and this is what I want to do. A project called a A Painting For The Fallen. I want to get the word out to anyone with Who has lost or knows of a fallen troop to contact me so I am able to I do a painting for them.,in between the painting's I am working on.   I will get with my Web Master as soon as I am able, so I can set up a picture to be sent and all the info required. I want to give back at least a little part to those who gave all. I will donate all the supplies and my time, it is just the shipping cost is what I will need. I am literally a starving Artist here. Thank you and pass the word Brandon.
Fubar Stuff
whether you have thousands of friends on your list or less than 100....fubar is just a website. whether your name is red, pink, yellow, blue, orange, green, neon green, gray, purple or white...fubar is just a website. whether you are fumarried or not...fubar is just a website. whether you are level 45 or stuck at level 17 and cant seem to get the help you need...fubar is just a website. whether you are blocked by many or just a few or none at all...fubar is just a website. whether you like to mumm or prefer to play the fubar game/mafia/lounges...fubar is just a website. whether you like to filter out everything on your bartab or prefer to read it all...fubar is just a website. whether you have zero blingies or thousands of blingies...fubar is just a website. whether you get bombed/rated/blinged/fuowned/run a HH/blast everyday or not, fubar is just a website.   whether you are happy here or not, fubar has a logout button. free for everyone to use.   feel free to add to my l
Watching as my red blood drips White birds scatter as I touch my lips Floating away on their worldly trips   Leaving nothing but water     Touching my hand to a withering tree   When will I open my eyes to see   All the creatures staring at me   I am nobody's daughter I touched a flower yesterday It withered and curled away from my hand Its scarlet hues faded to grey I cried that I didn't understand   I dipped my finger into a watery pool It darkened in righteous anger at me It asked how could I be so cruel To torment it for eternity   I wandered into a beautiful meadow The green grass died around my feet I wept to my heartless shadow The rain around me turned to sleet   I fall t
Confessions Of A Beautiful Disaster
I want a pair of Christian Louboutain shoes.  They are gorgeous.  They are extravagant.  Thay ARE expensive.  I WANT THEM!  I'm not sure how, but it is a goal of mine to own one pair in my lifetime.  It's good to have goals, right? I wear a size 8 shoe.  :D I love, I mean absolutely LOVE a guy with tattoos.  Super hawt!  :D
Wanna Join Fuct?
So you wanna join FucT huh? Well heres what you need to do.   Get a hold of... -VIII La Commare Secca -White Mamba or -Buzzkillin' Beauty aka Puddin Tane Any one of those 3 can get you squared away. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE MAKE SURE YOU HAVE TALKED TO ONE OF THEM BEFORE YOU ADD FucT TO YOUR NAME!
Bling Contest...just For The Fun Of It!
Hello everyone :) I seriously need some new music on my external; I've decided to hold a "best play list bling contest" If you feel you have the best play list on fu...give me a link to your page and I'll check it out!!!  1st prize: Boomerang & pimphand 2nd prize: Boomerang 3rd prize: 10 credit bling of your choice 4th prize: 1 day blast or 5 credit bling your choice 5th prize: 1 day blast or 5 credit bling your choice   If you do not have a playlist, I totally understand.  Please put your suggestions below and I will check them may still win j/s.   *lilboops and sio are already in teh contest by default.  I have spent many days on their pages listening to their lists. If you'd like to nominate a friend...feel free :) UPDATE!!!! 1-12-11 DUE TO OVERWHELMING RESPONSE AND LONG/MULTIPLE PLAYLISTS I WILL BE EXTENDING THE CONTEST UNTIL 1-23-11 HIGH NOON FU TIME! *sorry if your panties are wadded, blame the "mummers" they helped me make up my mumm and
Thoughts Is All
 No matter how much I try, I can not express just how very dear you are to me, or how very deeply I am truly in love with you.   For so many years now, I have thought each day about you. Wishing so many times I would have simply just said some thing long before now.   There truly are no words nor phrases which could ever do justice for how I feel about you. No song could ever express the love for you I have.   I know deep down you can never be mine, for your heart belongs to another. All that I can be is a dear friend who is always here for you.   Please just know how what I truly fee is pure love for you, and always shall in life. For you my beautiful darling will always be my love in life!!   PJ   11/21/2012   2:49am Wanting Back My Sanity!! Feeling the urge to just say the hell with it all, I think as well, of those I would leave behind. Wondering if they would be able to cope with the decision I am looking at. Wanting this pain to go away, but not wan
Anti-lounge Cams
ANTI-LOUNGE WEBCAM RULES Here are a set of rules we ask you adhere to as far as our lounge cams are concerned. IF YOU ARE JUST A VIEWER... Try not to ask the person or persons on cam to do things. We are not trained monkeys, we are not strippers, and we are not your personal pets. If you want to be a director, go to Hollywood. IF YOU WANT TO GO ON CAM... If you are lounge staff and want to take an open cam, by all means... go for it. Start with Cam 1 if it's available, that's the staff cam in the lounge, and only staff members are permitted on that cam. If you are a lounge MEMBER and want to take an open cam, please ask an active staff member first. If you happen to be denied and feel you have an issue with that, send a private message to Radio X show. If you are a lounge VISITOR and want to get on cam, fuck you. Seriously... you can't join the lounge first, you impatient prick? ONCE YOU'RE ON CAM... You should change your status to reflect that you're on cam. A goo
How I Feel
Bright LightTonight I was lonely,I had to come by,I wanted to be happy,In moments I would cry...Just to say this to you,I'll always be loving you...I forget about the tears,With your music in my ears,I am really into you,When I share with you,Moments of your day,What you have to say...The little things you do,Are those defining you.No solitude in the night,When I see your bright light,My heart gets so happy,I sense your serenity...I'll just say this to you,I'll be forever loving you... Falling in love with youI lived my life mostly in solitude,Not because I was a bad dude,Trust in people was not something to do,Years before I knew you... I walked through life going nowhere,I saw trees but paradise was not there,Birds flew around and I did not care too,Long before I met you... If sometimes I appear very sad,Do not think I am feeling bad,I care not for me but only about you,I only care about you... It was long for me to see some light,Telling myself that all will be alright,And you cam
Club Paradise
Ready for the party of the year??  Club Paradise will be throwing an all weekend party Friday, June 10th - Sunday, June 12th to celebrate its 3 year anniversary.  This party will be kicked off with the one and only DJ Sparky on air Friday from 8pm-12am.   There will be random giveaways all weekend long even to those that are parked. There will be a major giveaway on Sunday, June 12th at 9:15pm EST in which there will be prizes such as a happy hour, polisher, other bling, fubucks, pimpouts, points, and more.  The entry fee will be 100k to get a chance to win some of those prizes. This should be fupaled to me ASAP before the contest.  75 prizes will be given away during that drawing!  MUST BE A MEMBER OF CLUB PARADISE TO ENTER & MUST BE PRESENT TO WIN! We will be hosting the following contests which will have bling as the prize for winning them: Dance Contest (Friday @ 8:30pm EST) - 1st place = boomy! All others will receive bling. Crossdressing Contest (Saturday @ 4pm EST) - 1st p
A Mission
This is a dude who is butt-hurt cauz someone fu-owned me from him!! WTF does the think he owns me in real life? This dude is nothing but a head game player, a loser and a liar!!! 7/28/09 3:05am(from rhino)-slut 7/-28/09 5:32am(from me)-LEAVE ME ALONE! 7/28/09/532AM(FROM RHINO)-fuck off 7/28/095:35am(from Rhino)-leave me alone text again I will get the cops on your ass 7/28/095:36AM(FROM ME)-UR the one buggin me get this one, the messages dont stop either, hes now in YIM tryin to tell me it wasnt him!! LMFO Ok today while I was in church, (yeah i do attend church sometimes), the pastor was talking about missions in life, and the paths in life that our mission takes us or perhaps our calling in life. Now, I believe that one of my missions was to teach pre-school, now ok done that one. But as I sat in church he was also talking about the paths in life we all take, and the paths that we take are paths that God has chosen for us. My kids are almost grown and out of the house (16 and 1
Bad Day Turned Good!!
Sorry to my friends for being so flippy today..   Life's shit had me down   My dad came over and actually made me laugh.. hes a dork like me   I want to thank all my friends for putting up with my craziness...   Im bringing back theme day.... I love to hate you all Wicked
My Poems
Iam so broken and tornMy heart is bruised and wornI tell myself everyday things will changeInside me thoughts so strangeI'm good at not letting you know my painI just want to die over and over agianI will not be missedTrust me I'm so convincedMy friends rather walkawayEven tho gasping for air I beg them to stayI don't see this getting any betterI guess this is my suicide letterI'm sorry to have disappointed youI'm sorry but this time I will follow throughThere's no helping someone so like meIt's in your best interest to close your heart so my pain you dont have to seeIt will only hurt for a lil whileHoping that when I'm gone I can find my smileTell my babies I love them soI'm sorry it's now time for me to go.....
Blog #1
Have you been to an emergency room in the past three months? Yeah, right. I don't have health insurance. I'd rather be dead than have medical bills. If so, what for (patient, visitor)? What is your least favorite thing about the same sex? Shoes with chunky heels and muffin tops. What about the opposite sex? They're needy ass bitches. And they always want blowjobs. Hello, how about my neck hurts. Have you ever seen a bald eagle in person? Hello, I'm so American I have a pet bald eagle. What type of rides do you like most at amusement parks? Yeah, let me go spend thirty bucks to get on some death traps, be around screaming children. And if all that isn't fun enough I can buy a eight dollar diet coke and not be able to smoke anywhere. Would you be willing to take a drug test right now? I mean it depends on what it's for but there is a VERY good chance I would pass. I'm proud. Has there ever been a time in your life that you would've failed that test? Why don't you ask DuPage County about
I just wanted to say that I have the most amazing friends here.   I was gone forever, and decided to come back.  I was re-welcomed with open arms.   It feels good to be remembered.   Granted, I kept up with many via FB, but not all.   I just wanted to share my warm fuzzies. So, yesterday, Crazy Lips proposed an experiment. Be her for 24 hours. I uploaded some of her pics, put mine in a private folder (except for the salutes, of course), ripped her custom skin and changed my name. Well, I didn't get the VIP and bling that I wanted, but I did get a ton of friend requests, dudes in my SB asking for their e-kok to be stroked, and I had to turn off the secret admirer notifications because they got so annoying. It may have been more effective if I'd been more responsive to guys wanting to get in my pants.  Not that Crazy Lips is, but not knowing me from her, it may have gotten me further.  I just couldn't do it.  The annoyance factor set in much too soon to keep anything like th
Why I Love Vampires
I love the Vampires Saga's because it shows sensuality in love and freedom. The vamp can make his victim come under his mind control so he can tell her to serve him unconditionally and she does so with joy. Then when he partakes of the free flowing blood , it send her body into continuous orgasmic joy and so she continues to obey willingly.  Another thing is when the coven needs him , will stand beside and face what-ever battle is to be fought . They seem more family connected than any human I've ever seen. And basically I don't trust most people anymore , because they don't seem to really care. Have meet so many fake-ass idiots that truly makes me want to hide. To find a cave deep in the Earth and just go out when the moon is shining and feel the night air caress  my skin. I think if there is truly Vampires that they have been given a bad rap. Because at least they know how to keep their love close. And a love like that is truly worth waiting for ..... just saying.  Any comment is w
Hotties Only
Hotties Family, I write this onn 2/22/10 3 years after I started this great group. We have had some great time and not so great but after the day ended it was good. But today after reaching 1,2 and 9 as the hottest I have to make a choice on if we keep it going as it is or change it......We my answer is change and this is how it will work. All Hotties no matter who you are need to reply on the blog as to wether your intentions are to be a caring family that rates each other other and care  when in need. If agree follow up on what is espected then follow it up with action Will supply your email to the home page so imporant info can be sent to  you See Not much is asked from each Hottie butyour love is required if your going to caring the 2nd Alarm Hotties in your name. There are many that will not even see this and those will be ask to leave and Never Return.   The ones that do will be a part of rebuilding the Hotties to the era of greatness. To all that care, as chief all
Don't Be Fooled By Me
Don't Be Fooled By Me Author-Unkown  Don't be fooled by me.Don't be fooled by the face I wear, for I wear a thousand masks.Masks that I'm afraid to take off and none of them are me.Pretending is an art that's second nature with me, but don't be fooled.For God's sake don't be fooled.I give the impression that I'm secure.That all is sunny and unruffled with me, within as well as without.That confidence is my name and coolness my game;That the waters calm and I'm in command.And that I need no one.But don't believe me. PleaseMy surface may seem smooth, but my surface is my mask.Beneath this lies no complacence.Ben
Those of you very close to me,knew my appointment today with the w/c doc was wrecking my nerves.Shockingly it went very well.I still don't know how to react and have been burnt so many times...I refuse to get my hopes up. He is sending me back to the surgeon that I like.He is also going to agree with him and the surgery.   He said he is going to reccomend that they give me water therapy again and to put me back together. I just can't believe I heard those words out of his mouth, after what he spewed out last time we spoke.   If w/c finally approve's this surgery,it will be a spinal fusion done through my abdomen and a couple other tweeks. Don't hold your breath...I am not hugs and stuffs....the spasms from the ride made me sick on the ride home,so I will be off and on thanks everyone who has been up and down this rollercoaster with me!
Messages To Members
hey girls if at all possible i would love to add u all on Yahoo Messenger!! so that i can ask ?'s here and there and get oppinions and maybe have a few lil meetings to get some ideas from u girls and so i can get to know u... If u were a hottie i need yours again too because i do not use the same yahoo i used to:P.. if u will just put your yahoo names in a private message, i will add u guys :D lol DO NOT put it in the Blog because it is PUBLIC :P thank You
Our Ceramony
to those of you that have my number, sry but its been shut off and will be off for a while, thanx to this piss poor economy. i'll let ya'll know when its gonna be back on. O/our Collaring Ceremony So...last night was a much anticipated event for Soda and myself. O/our collaring ceremony. W/we invited very few people as W/we did not wish for it to be a circus. The words W/we "spoke" to each O/other were serious in context, as O/our intentions are. W/we were presided over by BC Daddy McSpanks. O/our witnesses were Dolly Dagger and Goddess. It was attended by some close friends, along with some real life friends and my real life daughter. The words below, are O/our creeds to E/each other. my words: yotd: Sir...No creed that has been written by someone elses hand will i write here. These words are my own, and written for You alone. i offer You my submission. Completely and with total trust, and the utmost respect. Know that You have captured my heart and that
Those Who Choose To Be Alone Because Of Fear
To All Of My Awesome Family And Friends   I will be taking a break from Fubar for about 2 weeks.  Some things have come up for me medically and personally, both bad and good, and I will be extremely preoccupied.  Hopefully during this time I will be able to stop in for a few minutes here and there, but if not, it has nothing to do with anyone or anything that has happened here.  I will miss you all and I will hurry back as soon as possible.  I just didn't want anyone to think that I was avoiding them or anything.  This all came up so suddenly so I didn't have time to explain to anyone. I will explain when I get back.   Thank you all so much for everything and Ill see you all soon! The LonersThey travel through life alone. They  exist alone. They are loners.They  cry out that they  are lonely, but deep down in their souls, they prefer it that way.They do not live alone. They have family.    They do things with their family because they truly do love them. They do things with them al
To Be Your Next Angel..
I'm hosting a Happy Hour today and that will give me all my points to Angel.  However, I'll never make it without your help.  I still need 22 referrals.  I have no real life friends.  So I'm calling out to my fu-friends...if you have a friend, family member, co-worker, business partner or class mate...and you think they'd do great on this site, perhaps you can give them this link and they can join under my name.  It'll help me...if not, I'll forever be Oracle.  Let me know if you send any invites, I'll do whatever I can to repay you.  XoXoX Much Love... Bri-Tah-Nee
New Drive By Cootings
To anyone who has wondered, I am sorry if I have seemed distant or just not been around comunicating much.   I have been sick off and on for the past several years and this year for a few months it was really severe. No drama here Im starting to feel better, Im not cold all the time and I am starting to eat again. Now I can slowly start to get things done around the house that my poor old wife Debbie cant do, which really makes me happy :) I was going to type a long rambling epistle but My sister inlaw is coming over and I want to cleanup the house so she wont know how we really live :-D David Okay concerning my shoutbox and PMs ,  It is really simple. I am not ignoring you! 90% of the time I am on fubar is when I am at work. So If I dont get back to you in a nano second it may just be that I am actually working. If i rated all your pictures that does not indicate that I lust after your body as awesome sexy as it is.  A lot of times I just start clicking on stuff when I am interv
My Wedding Day!!
I am writing this to give you all a good laugh and to show sometimes when there are signs you should see them and run..... These are sure signs that you should not get married: 1. You buy your own rings.... 2. Your bridesmaids are both lactating 3. your corset you pre ordered months before is 3 cups sizes to bug. 4. the flowers you picked for your bouquet come and your father looks down and says those are the same flowers we throw on the coffin in Greece... 5. as soon as you walk out the house all ready a rain storm appears lasting the whole day 6. your wedding shots are outside in the said rain storm 7. you arrive at the church and your son is ill (scarlet fever) 8. you look down the isle and realize that there's no exit doors close enough to make a mad dash for it 9. Your dad says be strong as you walk down the isle 10. your dress wont hold up because you just spent the last 3 hours in the rain smiling pretty for the camera, so your aunt uses a large pin to hold it up. Peo
My Fubar Rant
From The Desk Of StewieGriffin So I have been around Fubar for a few years now and have endured all of the so called upgrades and name changes. I have rolled with the punches, for the most part never complained.. Well tis about time I aired my opinions on the direction that Fubar has taken. Remember the days when reaching GodFather was an accomplishment ? I do.. Where the people that you thought were your friends helped you get there. Those days have pretty much gone. All thease so called new features are nothing more than the owners of Fubar turning it into a cash cow.. If you stand back and look at it, ya kinda knew that it would happen. Seriously how long did anyone think that Fubar would be totally free. Now instead of the fun days we have graduated to the days where depending on how much money you are willing to spend will determine what level you get too and how fast. It was FUN when people actually had to work (and work hard) to get to the glorious level 25 and didn't have
Im sitting here being ooo soo lazy this AM or evening if  you will and just have alot on my mind!!!  lol i am not gonna sit here and try to catch my miss spells, or my punctuation. lol i am on IE not firefox so this could get ugly spelling wise!! those of u that know me well know my fingers are way faster than my brain!!  I been sitting here looking through some pics from a friend that is stationed over in Afgan, as u will see in my pics i Uploaded a few of em!! Just yesterday i was fussin with my mom about the shoppin and the blah and the blah lol i just been really bah humbug this year, So i was getting ill with a few things on fubar and i decided look through the pics cus i had been meaning to do it!!!So i layed here and i really looked through those pics and I really let it sink in whats going on over there, ever since my cousin got killed in Iraq a few years back i have kinda blocked it out and some how managed to just pretend that its not going on till i came in contact with KW
These are the first things real people said to me on Fubar. No surprise, right? "Hi... you into anal?" "Well I'm hungry, hungry and your pussy looks so good I wanna suck your asshole, wanna piece of...? I don't even care if your on the bloody rag I'll eat you buttplug, come on sit on my face I wanna eat you out, baby eat you out Open up your legs baby, I wanna eat you out Eat you out, baby eat you out I don't care if it's runny and I don't care if it smells Eat you out, baby eat you out I wanna stick my tongue in you and suck your cunt juice out Don't wanna finger fuck you, stick my dick inside of you I'd rather? Fat or ugly it looks like you don't care If your young or old, you gotta cunt? I'll lick you there I wanna put my tongue so far inside of you Drink your piss and cum and you can drink mine too Wanna eat your shit, you can eat my diarrhea Wanna... bring your cunt right over here" "can i see your girls?" "awesome boobs" "can i see that ass naked?" "
Why Is It?
It's almost that time... the time I came home from a place I never want to be again.   Came home to my now ex to whom I was once engaged.   I was willing to give her my life.  I gave her my first born and on the day of 1 December of last year she stole my baby from me and broke my heart.  No... shattered it.  I never lied to her.  I never treated her badly.  I walked two hours in cold rain just to buy something that the store down the street didn't have in stock.  And she paid me back by running away with my unborn first child and put him up for adoption in another state without identifying me as the father.   Now... 20 days from the one year mark of the day she left me, I'm in emotional agony all over again.  I hurt worse now I think than I did when I realized she wasn't coming back.  And it's not because I lost her.  I'm better off without someone like her.  But it marks a year of knowing that someone else is raising my son, the one thing that brought me joy just to think about d
My Thoughts
I am a very simple person here to help those in need I do the things I do from the goodness of my heart I dont ask for much jus RESPECT me and my family please I will do whatever u ask of me cuz I believe if u are true to someone till the end ... U will bless others with ur kindness i pass around helpin people in random some jus block me some actually appreciate what i do ...  All i ask is pass it around the FULUV I have shown my friends and Family. And for future friends all are welcome my Name Is Raul And I am a true friend and gentleman who will always have a hand to help and my Crazy Friday Bling Mania for all who needs points too... Thanx FUBAR !!
"bob" Nuff Said
  "Bye Bob, my friend, you haven't left me yet - but you will. Too soon you'll be going on the final journey without me. I know the tears are for me because I will niss you so much.   No more night time cuddles, no more pats on the arm to encourage more stroking of your head and back. No more watching your funny attempts to catch imaginary creatures only you could see. No more so many things.   Though we never spoke the same language we understood each other. Amazing really. You made friends with the neighbours. You were (are) such a character. You are the best.   So 'bye Bob,
My Broadcasts
I broadcast my friend and I having fun watching tv and smoking. She will not flash and I do not flash with her in the room. Dont be rude. Say please. We will zone out and I may forget about the cam and laptop althogether. I am sorry but this is just what happens lol.
Naughty Files
Do you want access to my NAUGHTY Files?   There is only one way to get them.... However; there are three options to choose from....   (1.) 25 Bling Pack or 7 Day Blast   (2.) 65 Bling Pack or 30 Day Blast   (3.) 135 Bling Pack   When you make your purchase, please be sure to include your email address in the "Notes" box.... All NAUGHTY Files will be sent directly to your email box and are NOT to be posted anywhere online unless special permission is given to you.... All NAUGHTY Files are NSFW !!!!   If you would simply like a Basic SFW Salute the price will be 10 Bling Pack or a 1 Day Blast....   NO EXCEPTIONS!!!!!
Erotica I've Written
I brush my hands over my plaid skirt.. as I walk up and knock on the door.. As I look down to my little ankle socks and tennis shoes.. I hear.. him answer.. Yes? I don't answer.. i just look up again.. and run my fingers thru my hair.. I did it this time.. I knew I was in for it... and suddenly the door opens... Come in he says.. I've been waiting for you... I walk in.. I can feel his cold gaze on my back as I sit in one of the chairs in front of his desk.. I watch as he walks around his desk into his large overstuffed leather chair..  He doesn't say a word.. just thumbs thru the file on his desk.. I figure I have to say something... plead my case... please Sir... I can explain... it didn't happen like you heard it.. They ganged up on me... I was just trying to defend myself... All of the other girls don't like me much here... he just held up his hand.. signaling for me to be quiet.. I stopped talking.. feeling the tears start in my eyes... he looks up at me.. and pushes the tissue bo
Sending Out Blessings..
Blessings, Good Fortune, Strength and Peace... I've decided to dedicate a blog to the wonderful people that cross my path for reasons I will not question, but will cherish and remember because I grew from the experience... Gus, Ok, I’m going to admit this and straight up say “Gus, for a bus driver?? OH COME, YOU TOTALLY COULD HAVE DONE BETTER” Actually, I couldn’t do any fucking BETTER!! He looks like a Gus… GUS *grins* is the driver I had on my bus this morning. I hop on the bus, pay my $2.25 and ask for a transfer with a good morning and a smile, standard policy for me.  Usually, I get a slight smile back and my transfer or even better a “Ya, here ya go!” with a grumble and a huff because people really do suck monkey balls and I’m sure the drivers had a heck of a route…that, or they're just a complete asshole.  50/50, you choose *smiles* “Good Morning, May I have a transfer?” I say with my standard smile.  &ldq
I am a woman Come warm yourself in my arms Let me shelter you from the cares of the world Do not fear me I could not harm your fragile heart Nor can I destroy your dreams I am a woman Destiny is mine to protect you Let me help to heal your wounds Do not fear me I know the pain of a broken heart I could never cause you this pain I am a woman I don’t ask you to love me Only that you let me love you Do not fear me I cannot cage your spirit Your freedom is not mine to control I am a woman I cannot give you the moon and stars I can give the beauty and fragrance of a rose Do not fear me If you choose to love me I accept If you choose to leave I have your memory Sitting here not knowing what to feel or to think I am randomly thinking about my days and feelings that I have inside and the situation that has arise... probably not in my favor... How can I explain? Now..... It's come to my attention... That I am once a friend.. A friend who is need
X Qzme
how many people will wonder why im not returning thier shoutbox will probably be the same number of people that will not read this....or is this you or N-e-1 remember Johhny...Imagine that Nothing.  Fyne.  And Nowhere.   Doesn’t explain why someone seems to be ignoring you now. They used to respond, now they don’t…you wonder to yourself if you have possibly done something wrong, and if  that person might be mad at you…and if that person is mad at you, by all rights you should Know what you have done to make them mad… Communication – its only fair.   TMI- Too much information-Used quite frequently now-a-days…when does it really apply? When the information provided is more than you wanted to know in all actuality or is more graphic in content than you cared to hear.   I personally abhor being avoided, ignored or presumed to be a moron…such as seeing someone sobbing uncontrollably any concerned individual asks…What is wro
 In her radio show, Dr Laura Schlesinger said that, to an observantOrthodox Jew, homosexuality is an abomination according to Leviticus 18:22,and cannot be condoned under any circumstance.  The following response is anopen letter to Dr. Laura, penned by a US resident, which was posted on theInternet.  It's funny, as well as informative:   Dear Dr. Laura: Thank you for doing so much to educate people regarding God's Law.  I havelearned a great deal from your show, and try to share that knowledge with asmany people as I can.  When someone tries to defend the homosexuallifestyle, for example, I simply remind them that Leviticus 18:22 clearlystates it to be an abomination ... End of debate. I do need some advice from you, however, regarding some other elements ofGod's Laws and how to follow them. 1. Leviticus 25:44 states that I may possess slaves, both male and female,provided they are purchased from neighboring nations.  A friend of mineclaims that this applies to Mexicans, but not Canad
Just Appreciate It
There lies a volume of stars at night and when I think of it I think of the way I saw you that night, You were standing up there next to the waterfall and as I walked up to you, you said, "There are stars tonight" I nodded. I pointed to the waterfall and you nodded and I said, "There, see that water falling, see that's the result of the stars dropping in every night from the sky but you know they never fade even as they fall from the  water because you're the reason they are still out there. They can keep falling from this waterfall but  who you are in this waterfall are the formations to where the water flows because you give me this love I don't deserve but you make me happy so much I will take the plunge for your love that will keep me  falling to be with you." As that water kept falling, we took a sit, enjoyed those stars, and as she gave me that simple kiss on the lip you smiled and said "Can you just be here for me for the rest of the night? Mr. Waterfall?"    (This s
Tips For Fast Points On Fubar
I decided to write this blog with the intention and hope of helping fellow Fubar members with getting points to help them level up a little quicker. Keep in mind that now there are other requirements for leveling. This blog will just focus on the points. What is Fubar?-----------------In short, Fubar is a game and a popularity contest. It may come as a surprise (sarcasm), but you'll find that usually women with NSFW photos will be at the higher levels. That's because men will buy them bling, VIP's, etc that enable them to level with minimal effort on their part. Also people who purchase God Mode blings for themselves everyday will be at higher levels as well. If you don't want to buy God Mode blings and are not a female with NSFW photos, you'll find that it takes a great deal of time and effort to gather points needed to level. I've learned of a few ways to help ease the time it takes to get points. Keep in mind, using these techniques will not help you get to level 50 over night. It
*** Dear Mcdonalds fries, yes, I know you miss me..I miss you too!! I miss you somethin fierce, but please understand, your jus TOO easy t'get... I need to respect myself, and right now, it just isnt safe for us to be together....sincerely yours. [send]   .......Dear Papa Johns, you KNOW you have my heart, right? I'm sayin, it gets wild every time you come through the door cause you always look so hot. And thats why I hafta back off for a while. Your jus too yummy for me to resist. Seriously, I'll eat you all night. But trust me, its for the best so we dont ruin a good thing. "mwuah." [send]   ......Dear Whopper, You love it when I call you juicy, and I love the fact you let me have it my way....EVERY time!!...Thats some serious dedication right there. And I cant ignore the goodness....SPECIALLY when the beef gets up between those big beautiful buns. But Imma leave you alone for a while, cause your a whole LOT to handle, and its gettin harder for me to breathe around here. ....Its
Lances' List Of Things To Bitch At. YAY! DP is blogging! Saddly it's nothing fun... none of my randomy bitching, nor did I go to Jail again recently so I have no updated stories... this blog is my asking for something....*GASP*  eww, I know, ASKING for shit. disguesting... in short, My friend is in the running/finals to win this Tattoo modeling thingy.  and since I NEVER ask you sexy poop stains for ANYTHING... Gimme like 45 seconds and click yes on here cotey button thingy... please, I'd love you. She's under the name "Miss Rad" Vote for my friend to win this tattoo modeling thingy. shes at the bottom right of the voting page I think under "Miss Rad" ( yes, cheesy name but we're not voting on name coolness)Go, vote( Miss Rad) make me happy. DO EEET! and i'll lub you forever and ever and ever.   IN return? sexy picture of me blowing random things! YAY!  Ya'know what I
Deleting Account
Purple Heart Tags
I'm It? Lol
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I am from a large family of 6 Brothers and 3 Sisters. My brothers taught me the most about life. 2. I have moved 16 times in 20 years. 3. I write HTML to relax and calm down. 4. I got my JDW name from finsihing a 1.75 liter of Jack Daniels in 4 hours. I then slept for 2 days. 5. I refuse to answer my cell phone. If you want me to answer...text me. 6. I am the worst driver unless I am mad... 7. I come off as un-approchable at bars on purpose. I hate idle conversation. 8. Intelligence is a huge turn on for me...HUGE! 9. I travel to Norway for Love. 10. I can be callous and cruel and
Just Another Fubar
Just another fubar whore by sexy sweet and I lol.. just another day to walk through the fubar door oh my my here is another one in traing a fubar whore walkin in and saying you are cute.. better watch out or she will give you the boot wow walking in a lounge to look around to see and low and behold the fu whore is free dont matter if you are man or woman .. all she wants is her auto 11 dont matter what gender she wants the bling but all the pervs only want to give her ding a ling dont forget the tickers and happy hours or fans she got she will get fu perved and spread her fu legs allot tittie shots for all to see.. but the beaver shots they aint free the pervs get a free ticked to see to ride the whore train playboy, hustler gots nothing on fu they are cheap and its there gain.. its fu lovin she needs.. its that fu drama train she feeds the drama drama drama ohhhhh myyyyy she wants to be fu famous spread her legs and fly its mike the hottie she wants to see .. but he
Older But Gooder
Witchie likes postin music blogs so I decided to take it upon myself to up the ante I see your Sex&Candy n raise ya a Fuckin Craig Christ biosh!!! might be m0 older but its m0 gooder
Quotes And Such
  WOULDN'T IT BE GREAT TO TURN ON THE TV AND HEAR ANY    U.S. PRESIDENT, DEMOCRAT OR REPUBLICAN, GIVE THE FOLLOWING SPEECH?   ' My Fellow Americans : As you all know, the defeat of the Iraq regime has been completed. Since Congress does not want to spend any more money on this war, our mission in Iraq is complete. This morning I gave the order for a complete removal of all American forces from Iraq . This action will be complete within 30 days. It is now time to begin the reckoning.  Before me, I have two lists. One list contains the names of countries which have stood by our side during the Iraq conflict This list is short . The United Kingdom , Spain ,Bulgaria , Australia , and Poland are some of the countries listed there. The other list contains every one not on the first list. Most of the world's nations are on that list. My press secretary will be distributing copies of both lists later this evening. Let me start by saying that effe
The Baby Dolls Etiquette
~~THE Baby Dolls Etiquette~~   1. All "THE Baby Dolls" members/prospects MUST have a verified salute. 2. All " THE Baby Doll Members" must be female. Once we get the group established we will be adding males to the group. Read "THE Baby Dolls Etiquette" and if you agree to the terms, comment in the comment box with "Agree" you will be placed in the voting folder. 3. Mark aka Slut OR "THE Baby Dolls" homepage must be added to your Family or Friends top 7 list. 4. All " THE Baby Doll Members" will be assigned a team leader who we recommend be placed in your top friends for communication purposes, however, this is not a requirement. 5. You must add "Potential Baby Dolls" to your name while awaiting results of the weekly voting. Voting will occur Friday - Sunday. If you are voted in,your name should be changed to "  THE Baby Doll Members". You may not be part of any other "All Girl" group. (You will be notified via email if your membership has been approved or not.) 6. All "THE Ba
My Dearest and Best Friend.. Moaner... Sin.. Tammy... Is going through a real rough time.. And this Note is for her...     When a person is born they are like a a baby tree, a sapling As they grow older they branch out and leaves bloom...  But deep under the earth, roots are growing... Every year the leaves change colour and fall from the tree...  But the roots never fail, every winter they get stronger...   Now you may wonder where this is all going,  This long drawn out analogy of a tree, Your Grandma is the tree of your family, and each root spreads to the hearts of those who love her.  Even when her leaves have fallen and you can no longer see her... You can reach into your heart and feel the roots she left... Im really sorry Tammy.. My words may not be able to express it correctly.. But your in my heart and prayers...  one day you will grow up  and question everything  and i know you will think  why didnt she want me?  and why didnt she fight harder?  baby, oh s
Happiness In A Bag
Okay, so I'm doing some spring cleaning and I've got these stains on the walls....yea, I know laugh it up...I have no idea what it is, as some of it made it to the top of my vaulted ceilings (about 12 ft) I tried Magic Eraser and it doesn't work on it, and I really don't want to rub the paint off, so any ideas on what else to use? I am thinking about painting the walls, which is a whole other ordeal, but I need the walls to be clean first.   Also, cleaning chemicals are the poor man's drug of choice  :D Just caught this article as it pertains to me, and wanted to share it.     WASHINGTON – The government is taking what President Barack Obama calls "a long overdue step" to aid veterans with post-traumaticstress disorder, making it easier for them to receive federal benefits. The changes that Veteran Affairs Secretary Eric Shinseki will announce Monday fulfill "a solemn responsibility to provide our veterans and wounded warriors with the care and benefits they've earned w
Help Me Here!
After I submitted my video and it was accepted I got an email telling me to share it with everyone and to get comments so pliz folks help me here! If ya do I'll give ya back rubba rubba.       Leave a comment pliz! Let's see if I can drive this thing, been a while. I cannot make mumms nor can I make comments and of course you guessed it, that hurts my heart and junk.   Please let me know if you would like to post a mumm for me, I got a million of'em, I will pay you 10,000 fubucks per mumm which is twice the cost of making mumms.   Hey this might work out better, when I could make mumms I could only do five per day but if enough folks help me out here I could be making thousands per day! Imagine that folks!
Human Resource Memo
Fubar Related
You can add music to your profile by creating a play list and OR you can upload your own music by using one of these sites or If none of this helps contact a volunteer fucoder Add to your e-mails contacts then submit the password recovery after that check bulk folders and inbox. then if that doesnt work message support. If its not in our database and cant be found in search then their is no way to retrieve it. users are solely responsible for their login credentials If you are still unable to login, you can send a PM to Support with your user ID# to that account and the email address you believe is signed up with that account. Support will verify that information and give you the correct email address for login only if they can verify that is your account.  fubar allows you to vi
Stuff And Nonsense
  There was a quaint little community known as Gainesville, Georgia. It was filled with lots and lots of poultry farms, and prided itself on being "the chicken capitol of America!" Some major poultry processing plants operate out of Gainesville, and employ lots of good, honest, hard-working bubbas who pluck and clean and prepare those chickens for our dinner tables. But one day, the managers at one of the biggest plants made a discovery. Some of the decent Abercrombie and Fitch boys working on the chicken assembly line were "having their way" with the poultry. Apparently the workers believed that since the chickens were going to die ANYWAY, and be all cut up, nobody would ever notice. Which is true.And so, for a time, many a foul fowl was being processed alongside pure, virgin birds. Unfortunately, the workers who'd been enjoying their chickens uncooked were arrested. There was only one problem: neither the quaint town of Gainesville nor the bubba-headed state of Georgia had any laws
Gardening Rulez!!!
I'm absolutely loving it!!! Been sweating and working and weeding and diggin and sweating, but damn it's worth it!!!   I've decided (thanks for your help if you helped in my "garden journal" MuMM) to blog this stuffs and let you know how satisfying it is and how much I'm learning....I'm experimenting with different composts and fertilizers so that I know what/when to sell etc etc...   I'm excited to eat organically and welcome your thoughts on my gardens...if you want to view pics please see my defaults..I may take close up stuffs every once and awhile and place them in the blog if it’s a subject about pests or disease or something... Anyway, this should be fun...   This is what is going on so far :) HAPPY PLANTING!!! April 13th planted pansies and potted up plugs using fertilome potting soil and pansy power.   April 14th planted sweet peas, carrots and radishes using buffalo loam and recycled materials.  Planted lettuce mix and moonflowers in fertilome potting soil.
How To Get My Points
~HOW TO GET MY POINTS~ I do Altruize friends for the pupose of helping them level.  This means I come to your profile and click "Altruize for 12 hours" and the person begins recieving all of my accumulated points for the next 12 hours. Its nice/helpful if the person receiving my points sends a bling to run for themselves, i.e. an Auto 11, a Famplifier or a RockStar...otherwise the person wouldnt get as many points! Depending on the daily bonus a Rockstar ability bling has thus far proven to create the most points. I created this blog for anyone interested in getting my points since i am asked about my points on a regular basis, i figured a blog would be beneficial for anyone interested. When deciding what bling you want to have run while you recieve my points I always tell people if you are considering sending a Famplifier, you could just go purchase a 25 credit bling pack which is only $19.99 which saves you $5 when purchasing a Famplifier, and i would then just purchase the Fam
My Thoughts Or Concerns.
copy`d from my my yearbook, well here`s my good luck, first show i see is this, to make me feel even worse, i`m not going on nice dates like they are "" small clip if it adds to my what ever i want thing on my page. 38 minutes ago · Comment · Like · View View all 4 comments... Becky Leuallen /... 12 minutes ago I`m talking about them taking you to nice places to see and do nice things together. Terri F 6 minutes ago Yes, I understand..I was taught to set them up for sucess and give hints. Maybe that would help
In the future I do plan on havinga full ACTIVE family. You will get rates and comments from me daily and I expect the same from you. If any of my family needs help please ask me and I want my whole family to be one family so you all should at least get know one another. I will be running famps and boomy when I get enough friends and family memebers. However in order me to do this I will need credit donations to pay for all this. We are all here to level, be social, laugh, and love so lets make the best of it.   All bling is excepted, especially from my family, i will make sure you get the proper shuts outs and will be promoted when I am the right level. Love you all and its great to be back. - Love Amber
Just not whole   I know that I should be happy and be smiling becuse I have a gorgeous daughter and a caring family and friends but I'm not whole. My heart is still broken and torn. Joe is gone and me and my baby brother are split more than ever. Joe was the glue that kept us close.   My baby brother Andrew and myself were never that close and I think it is mostly because of the fact that Andrew was closer to our father and I was closer than my mother. It also wasn't just that because me and him used to be closer but life just changed things. When we would get into hard times and would fight and just being done with everything to do with each other Joe would stop us. Joe would remind us that we would only have each other after he passed. That we were going to need each other.   When Joe was on his bed and needed his brother and sister me and Andrew were both with him. We were both there for him in his last moments when it mattered,  the only thing is that seemed to push us further a
The Repurposed Male;postID=4371979344545985097 Last night I went to bed hungry Hungry for your touch Starving for your smile Gut rumbling emptiness Emptiness that won’t be replaced Like knowing that you won’t Have solid food for... forever Looking to the past for nourishment Nourishment that is like a diet And a hunger that is never fulfilled image art by; Behance   
First Scene
Anticipation By Lisa aka Vicarious   The day started out as any normal day would, then the phone rang. It was Him and the sound of His voice sent shivers all over my body. He spoke few words but was direct with His command “Come to me tonight and wear nothing under your dress except stockings” and then He hung up.The rest of the day I tried to stay focused on doing chores and running errands as usual, but my mind kept running into what the night would hold in store for me. Had I done something wrong and in need of punishment? Or was pleasure on His mind?I bathed, shaved, and picked the most accessible dress I could find in the closet and matching stockings. His commands were playing over and over again in my head and my whole body trembled with excitement.Pleasing Him and being His good subgurl makes me feel so complete as a woman, knowing that He truly appreciates all I do. I race to the car and drive as fast as legally possible as the anticipation builds inside of me.
Just Stuff
One of these days i wont be pushed aside, One day ill be first in line, but wont gain no pride. Not by luck, nor sharpness of mind. But maybe my heart will show through, finally unveiling that finished me. The one that will always be true, one you can truely see. The hearts been broken and tattered, though it's taken me longer. Maybe that's the reason its mattered,  because it made me stronger. I wanted to just jump in and dive so deep drowning in a river of love so sweet, But that current, so strong with banks so steep, after all its not just a street, that you can casually walk on down. and not feel an thing.
Salutes I Need Your Help
i want to collect salutes from all 50 states and countries from around the world, please help me make my folder   please link me when and if you do pleaseeeeeeeeee
What I Think...hmm
A true italian meal comes in corses, first you get the pasta you take a brea to let it settle then you get the chicken, or whatever else was prepaired, then you get the rest, then you get desert but if you see it all on a table FORGET ABOUT IT!! YOUR EYES WILL BE WIDE OPEN we are talking all spread out lasagnia, pasta, chicken, steak, meatballs, and any other italian food you can think of trust me if your not full when your done eating you gots a problem italian food makes you feel soooo stuffed its crazy not to mention massive left overs, so your leaving that house with food for like 3 days lol I think everyone has those few select co workers that get them threw the day. Well since I work with all men and a older women as my boss work gets interesting. My job is filled with butt kissers I don't suck up, I have no reason to suck up I fin it pathetic and pointless. People are mean scum, they come in with crappy attitudes and they to ruin our day...... It's like ok I get it your
Straight Talk About Sex And Love
What would be your ideal romantic setting?  What would you take the time to plan and create for that someone special? I've done a couple of things with past relationships, as I specified 1 or 2 in the A-Z portion. One particular time, I asked my man to meet me at this 5 star hotel at a specific time. I set it up where there were flowers and candles EVERYWHERE. I set out a plate of appetizers and wine along with a note. I wasn't there yet, but I'm sure he was looking for me (even though he said he wasn't). I arrived about 30 mins after I asked him to be there. I had on nothing but a lace nightie, trench and heels (I was sooo scared I would get pulled over while I was driving there lol. But I made it there without incident.). Anyway...long story short we enjoyed the night and morning.  Even though we had to snap back to reality, it was VERY fun while it lasted. Now, I told my story...what is your experience? Why do men/women cheat? What is Love?
Classics Lounge Public Cams
This is how you may get on cam in CLASSICS LOUNGE A few rules: #1  NO NUDITY OF ANY KIND ON CAMS !!!!!!!!  WE DO NOT WANT ANY MORE CAMS TO BE BANNED, IF THIS HAPPENS CAMS MAYBE REMOVED FROM THE LOUNGE. #2 Please make sure there is no one on a cam before logging in to it. #3 Respect everyone. #4 PLEASE KEEP ALL AUDIO OFF ON CAMS !!!!!!!!!!!  #5 DO NOT change any settings to the cams, as in adding pictures, videos display names or so on. #6 Reminder that there are other people besides the people in the lounge watching you on cam. So if you don't want other people to see something outside of the lounge DON"T SHOW IT... GO TO USTREAM.COM   go to USTREAM.COM  log in the user and passwords provided here click " GO LIVE " ITS IN ORANGE AT THE TOP RIGHT THEN YOU WILL SEE A BROADCAST THING POP UP JUST CLICK BROADCAST THEN SCROLL DOWN TO ALLOW ADOBE THE CLICK THE GREEN START CASTING MAKE SURE ALL AUDIO IS UN CHECK WE DONT WANNA HEAR YOU LOL  HOPE TO SEE YOU SOON This is how you may ge
For All Thoes Who Want To Put Thier Nose Where It Dont Belong Read This
My Blogs
Friends and Family With Disabilities Support and Chat Group Lounge Needs You!!!! This is a new lounge and we need lots of help getting on our feet We are paying people to join until Christmas So stop by and enjoy great conversation and the most wonderful people on Fubar Click the banner below to meet these amazing people in a nice laid back lounge And have a couple of drinks on us!!! DJZman@ fubar
Stupid Stuff
Animal you feel represents you or feel connected to? Lion What weather do you feel you are? Storm Choose one living & one deceased person you would like to spend 24 hours with, can be anyone. living...Kerry King gone....Dimebag If you could go anywhere in the world expenses a non issue where would you go? (choose more than one if you like) The moon!!!! Who do you admire most? Babies. They can shit where ever they want! What is something(s) that bring you peace? Music. It soothes the savage beast. That and Poi Favorite tree & or flower? Columbine What is a gift you have always remembered getting that meant a great deal? (doesn't matter how long ago) My 10th birthday I had a scavenger hunt type thing leading up to my first .22 in the cherry tree in the back yard. Then a few minutes later we got a phone call from the hospital about my brand new niece I got for my birthday :D A song lyric that holds meaning to you or song? (more than one is fine) I
Random Thoughts At 37,000 Ft.
Random Thoughts at 37,0000ft.... Yeah, that time again. Another flight, another chance for my mind to wander, which reminds me, I really gotta go thru all these and post them again, new profile and all that. So, today is a rant / vent day I think. I'm not one to bitch, don't like to sweat the petty small things, but I felt the deep desire to get this off my chest, and I KNOW I am speaking for others as well as myself. This ones for those fake people out there, you know, the ones that are all nice and friendly to your face but love to talk shit about you behind your back, yeah, those people. Yes, I know, we all have those in our lives, but here on FuBar, is it really that fuckin necessary? Do these people bother me, no, not really, other than I just don't understand why they feel the need. I realize Preach that this is like runnin in the Special Olympics, just bare with me bro. They might be "special" but they at least know how to read if they're on FuBar, right? Yeah Jersey, I k
Fastest Way For A Married Man To Get A Divorce
Three women, one engaged, one married and one a mistress , are talking about their relationships and decide to amaze their men. That night all three will wear black leather bras, stiletto heels and a mask over their eyes. After a few days they meet up for lunch. The engaged woman: 'The other night when my boyfriend came over he found me with a black leather bodice, tall stilettos and a mask. He saw me and said, 'You are the woman of my life. I love you. Then we made love all night long. ' The mistress: 'Me too! The other night I met my lover at his office and I was wearing the leather bodice, heels, mask over my eyes and a raincoat. When I opened the raincoat he didn't say a word, but we had wild sex all night. ' The married woman: 'I sent the kids to stay at my mother's house for the night. When my husband came home I was wearing the leather bodice, black stockings, stilettos and a mask over my eyes. As soon as he came in the door and saw me he
In The Begining.....
Despite what OTHERS do here, here is how I have my family... If you're in my family your there for a reason and I talk to you all the time ... not just once a week or once a month. EVERYONE in my family is equal... PERIOD there is no favoritism, Where you fall is noted by your user number... just cuz your user number is lower then someone else’s doesn't make you any better then the other person. This is how you get in my family... 1. I know you personally 2. I talk to you frequently 3. I've known you for a LONG ASS TIME ON here 4. I feel you need to be there All the rankings EXCPT “Family” and “Fans” is chosen by your user number. Your “Friends” and “Fan Of” are chosen when YOU add them and then it’s listed from newest to oldest. SO if your user number is 1 you will always be listed first in “Family” and “Fans”. Example : Brandy is user number 181 she will always appear first in fans… and My user number is 270 therefore I will always be second in your fans list. OR if
Over 30 Crowd
THE SPOILED UNDER-30 CROWD!!! If you are 30 or older you will think this is hilarious!!!! When I was a kid, adults used to bore me to tears With their tedious diatribes about how hard things were. When they were growing up; what with walking Twenty-five miles to school every morning ... Uphill... barefoot… BOTH ways Yadda, yadda, yadda And I remember promising myself that when I grew up, There was no way in hell I was going to lay A bunch of crap like that on kids about how hard I had it And how easy they've got it! But now that... I'm over the ripe old age of Thirty, I can't help but look around and notice the youth of today. You've got it so easy! I mean, compared to my Childhood, you live in a damn Utopia! And I hate to say it but you kids today you Don't know how good you've got it! I mean, when I was a kid we didn't have The Internet. If we wanted to know something, We had to go to the damn library and Look it up ourselves, in the card cat
The Confession Box
The Enemy With In Me
The Enemy Within Me There are a few who can relate to what we have been through and are willing to sit down a listen to your thoughts,experiences,the horrors,and the love of brotherhood in the experience of war. You are not alone we are united as brothers and sisters through the impact of what we have done and seen. Often I too can't tell my friends of the true war that is waged between my heart and soul and it flusters into my dayly life. My heart weans the pain and my soul feeds on its power leading me to not even understand myself. But I know there are a few that will understand when I need/want them to. But what is my war becomes war for all to experience around me as I struggle to fit the normal life. Of those who have not been in the military,police, how they had to kill or defended our nation or anothers nation and freedom, ultimate price has been paid in full with sweat,blood and forever tears are shed in private by the soldier or their families. Often question
I'm not sure if anyone will ever use this coding, but I figured I'd put it out there, just in case. Remember, you can change the color of the font to any color you want and you can change the background. If you want to do either of those and you don't know how, shout me or send me a private message and I'll tell you how. To use this code, just copy EVERYTHING that is in the box below and paste it into your bulletin/blog. Change and add whatever else you want. Remember, if you have any questions, shout me or send me a private message.Whomever has Auto-11s on!!!Here you can write whatever you want here. Generally it's telling people to go rate the hell out of the person with the Auto-11s.[[Per]]™@ fubar If you want to give someone a link in a private message and have it open in another tab, use this code. Thanks Van. WHATEVER YOU PUT HERE WILL SHOW UP SO PEOPLE CAN CLICK
For My Friends
i may have missed a few of you, and for that i am truly sorry. but i love you anyways.. here is something special for my friends, you guys are awesome, and thank you for being you! Make an on-line slide show at
Thoughts N Stuff!
There's always 2 side to every story told no matter what kind of story it is. Lately I have been feeling betrayed, stabbed in the back, lied too & many other feelings to go along with it.  I had a very good friend of the family pass away & was buried on 9/11/2010.. I went to reach out for the 1 person that was always suppose to be by my side to help me get through the rough times. But nope he couldn't even get online or fkin call me cuz he was to damn busy playing cards with his buddies. I'm sorry I maybe wrong but if u love someone & wanted to marry her, you'd drop anything to comfort her when she's hurting deeply. I have always been there for ppl and it just seems like the one time I needed someone he turned his back on me which hurt me even more then I was already hurting. Let alone I was reliving the whole 9/11 cuz I was there, I saw the hurt children, adults, etc & doing everything I could to help out that day. But for some reason all that didn't matter to him. Back in july of 201
Sucks Being A Goddaddy
during the weekly southern association of wino's *SAW* the topic came up as to what to do in this present  day & age now that girls fill out quicker and sexier than when we was coming up.getting so bad that ya have to ask for some id before even talking to them. finally the topic came towere it was a greed upon that little girls are Gods way of getting back at ya for all the shit you pulled on other women when you were young. so.. i ask, as a godfather to a beautiful young girl that is growing up, when do young girls realize just how sexy they are & begn to use it to thier advantage? AS I sit here  in total numbness, I find myself doing something I normally wouldn't do.. writng my thoughts for the world to see, because mainly i figure who cares what you think.. while enjoying the little pleasure i do get of interacting with online friends here on fu, it's interupted by my girlfriend, she's sobbing uncontrolably.. I finally get her to calm down enuff to finally talk to me.. but she keep
Tangent Thinking
Often I find my thoughts are not contained and concise. My stream of conciousness is more a raging river, rather than a winding a easy flowing stream. Why must there be so much struggle to simply clarify a thought? Such random behavior certainly fosters a high likely of self doubt. For those of you who think I am some cocky, self righteous, conceited bitch - you could not be farther from the truth. In all reality,  I am flawed beyond belief and fail at every turn. The self loathing could not be more crushing. I am my own defeat, the sole responsible party to my lacking. There is often great disparity between what we present publicly and true self. So when you see me in the mumms, judging harshly, it is merely frustration. There is far more to me than some chick that writes outlandish things for shock value. Uncontrolable and consuming to this I resign my fate, being misunderstood is all too common.
Story Time
I wrote a true erotic story and got published.  Jill Jill's Erotic Story
Not The Same
I never claimed to be perfect in an un perfect world. Ihaven't been happy for sometime. It's been a year since my mom has passed. An people expect you to get over it like it's no big deal..... these people don't know what it's like to have lost someone so close.she's the women who gave birth to me. If not for her I wouldn't be here . So to get what I made this blog, my home life. I'm going to take a vactation from this place aka fubar.. I will miss my friends an people who have really touched my life.. For you that would like to stay in touch please leave a comment here of leave me a private message...                                                 thank you again all                                                   Rae
My Hearts Contents
WeakBy: Ashton MullenWe were making a chainMade to be strongIt started out shortbut built to grow long.It started out fineEach link fastened tightBut I missed a small chinkthat was plain out of sight.The chain was growingAt a faster pacebut then I noticedIt start to unlace.It stretched out farI heard it rumbleThe chink was weakand started to crumble.It happened so fastI didn't expect thisThe chain just snappedOver something I missed.We worked so hardTo build this bondit fell apart onceand now it's gone.You got angry Your patience was slackyour work seemed worthlessSo you turned your back.It was my faultI didn't see the chinkOh why the hellDid I not check that link?Now I'm left aloneHolding the broken linkThis issue was smallit's just a tiny kink. This can be fixedBut you took the glueI can't do this aloneThis will take two. I hope you come backto finish what we startedYou left me all aloneand deeply broken hearted.You'll think about our chainand the bond we madeThis cou
Farewell Dr@gonmaster.......maybe!!
Day after day I look around, just what I see; I see a world that is slowly being choked by desire and lust!!! When I first joined this site there was less than 500.000 people here and friendship was all that was offered, we all had 10’s to rate the pictures and stash of our friends and god forbid, we actually had proper conversations with each other, there were no such things as auto’s or bombs, no bling or fu-owned and not even VIPS........happy hours were a thing that happened maybe 4 times a day, but I look around me now and all I see mostly is a beggars paradise...... Sad to say that because of all that has happened to this site in the past 2 years, I have lost some very good friends, some who have gotten fed up with what the site now represents now or for their own reasons have been caught up in all that is bad about this site these days, my heart just is not in it right now and this is why I have given Dr@gonMaster his sabbatical, a very hard thing for me to do, but
To Fu-marry Or Not To Fu-marry
I have recently become engaged to a very handsome man.. He is my world my everything.. although i never believe when i was proposing marriage he would actually hit the accept button.... Seamus 1 Wicked 0 to my absolute shock he did, I have a feeling he did this knowing full well i expect him to run screaming.. Now it seems i am stuck with the grumpy old bastard..... Does he not know i pine for woman that i secretly lust Witchie. Does he not know that i am secretly trying convince Witchie to point whore with me... The shame in it all.. Its like the blind leading the blind but together I believe we can make it threw , her and I...... There are woman and men out there that I love to the depths of my soul does this mean Seamus will be my only one? is there no sex after love? AM i lost forever in a marriage with masturbation... Do I hit the accept button and ruin my chances of ever lusting over more men.... I am a Sinner Wicked
My Auction Details
Pop My Auction Cherry! You get:  1,000 rates per week, for a month. My crush for a month.   5 million total spent on you in Fu-owned      Actual drinks if we ever cross paths in real life                                                                                         photo & profile comments                              Ill cover yer back in Mumms                                        Bonus profile & photo comments Minimum bid is a VIP OR Auto 11's bling OR  Cherry Bomb Bling.  MUAH!     If you buy me in the auction, I will:A) Send you a home made cupcake via US mailB) Sing your praises in my shower - yes -you can listen on the phone as I sing about you if you wish.  C) Tattoo your screen name on my left butt cheek.D) SB what ever you want me to say to whomever you want me to say it to.(5 times total)OK OK - All these are for reals, except C. Lastly - I will shave a heart into my chest hair and make a salute with your name if by some strange occurance of drunken a
Redo Blog Cause Im Done
I wrote a blog a while back and apparetnly i need to remind people of the shit i deal with on a weekly basis ..... I honestly am at the point in whichI either break down or just laugh threw it.. so please i beg you if you care or respect me dont add to my stress.. And no im not just picking one person and pointing the finger. I hope that bywriting this maybe you as a person can see that life outside Fu might not be great, try saying something nice and try respecting others and their right to have a place to come be safe and breath... Love you Wicked Heres the old blog: I am proud of the fact that Is usually pretty sweet and morally sound when it comes to being on the Internet.. What you see is what you get. I try to make everyone feel better about all the shit that's going on in their lives and make them at least laugh... Most I can make them feel a little bit better but some I cant help...   What I want to know is what the fuck happens when my day is going to shit... do i compla
3:33:09:09:09:after Maridian
So, its a mental blender and heres the contents that i spill; spewing forth the sickness within me, all the twisted tear streaked memories that reside inside my mind. Riddled across the scars of my soul is a jellybellys bag of moments forever immortalized. The sweet tender dreams of yester years gone awry.... Trepid anticipation shattered by the breaking ride of expereince.... Sundering heartaches ripping seams anew, realigning....rectifying.... There is no longer the glimmer inspired by the echo of voices long withheld.. How is there to be a flourishing with all nourishments denied!?!?!?! To ease the Agonies within me, would seem as if a blasphemy as all Soulpieces pick the trials, obsticals that litter their pathway to Grace, Harmony, Mirth, Sacrifice, Compassion, Honor, and not leastly Love..... It is not my place to gainsay Karma's dictations on payment. There seems no abode i might call my own.... ever a steping stone   whelp, changes to be made. im going to have to clean out
*~*simply Me*~*
Aries Love, Sex and Relationships:   What it's like to date an Aries Woman: Dating an Aries never lacks excitement. She is hot-blooded, and forceful, so you had better be able to handle the heat! The Aries woman is for the person who likes an independent self-driven woman who can fend for herself and is not clingy and needy. An Aries woman requires freedom. For the Aries woman, the best part of the relationship is the beginning, then the spark is there and she is trying to catch you to be hers. She will find happiness in a long-term relationship because she enjoys sharing everything with her partner. She will not only have a romantic partner but a best friend too. She has a great need for love and passion but she will never let a man become the master, she considers her partner to be equal. Aries women are not for domineering men. She will be faithful but she expects the same in return. She can be jealous because she wants a man to give her all of his attention, "all o
Have You Ever Wondered
Have you ever got lost in a deep thought? i mean wonder what life really has in store for you? I often have! I look at my life and how high i set my expectations of me and others. Sometimes i see things in people that others dont see nor do they most likely wanna see. i guess im a old fashioned kind of guy . when i fall i fall hard . when i love i love hard.My problem is a always aspect so much from others i let myself down. not saying i want you to change for me but at least have the respect to listen and hear what i have to say. I feel that life is to short to hide how you feel. Some are lost in finding ways to say words. some have problems with not saying the right words. I often wonder how we as humans even love at all. Seems so much has happened in our past that we forget how too.We hold others accountable for our thoughts and actions not seeing all along that your expectations where maybe a Lil high. My case i seen one of the most fascinating people i ever seen in my life
Things About My Dad...
I allowed the wonderful image of my father slip from me. I am sorry my precious Daddio! I still mourn and miss you so terribly. I love you with all that I am. Always Daddy's little girl...... Happy Father's Day! It's so hard for me to believe it has been 3 years since my father passed. Some days it feels like I just heard the news. And some days I still expect him to walk through my front door. I talk to him all the time and I know it isn't believable for some but he calls my name. I hear it often and yes...often I am sober when I hear it! LOL When I was younger, sometimes I would think about one of my parents dying...and wonder how could I live without them? I just knew I would die when my Dad did. I always thought that even as a child.  LOOK!!! I didn't die. Imagine that!!! I wanted to. I wouldn't have done anything to myself but there were MANY days I remained curled up in my bed and wished for it. The pain was too much (I thought at the time). The pain sti
I Hate Fakes
simple blog-- I hate fakes and block them. If you feel the same or are just interested and knowing who some of them are see the following blogs-- Stryker Johnnydevil
Fyneazz's Team
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You are my everything, my one and onlyWith out you, I just feel too damn lonelyI adore the sound of your voice and your beautiful smileThat is why thinking about you makes it all worth whileI dont know why I do the things I doMaybe it's because I love you.You are the greatest thing that's ever happened to meWhen I try and dream at night youre all I ever seeI try to remember the good times we hadKnowing you're not with me makes me very sadI would do absolutely anything for youThat is why I love you the way I do. I try to imagine how things would beIf you were here right now with meWatching movies or just hanging outCause baby, that's what I'm all aboutYou know that I am always here for youThru all the good and bad. I Love You!
hello...   the old blog has gone. so it is the best to start over again.   at first i will introduce some older material that could still be seen here.   i am sure it is interesting for the most people. when you don't like it... just don't watch.  the blog is marked as nsfw.       i would like to show you what a former slavegirl from me wrote about her training.     Ex-Slavegirl S   I will never forget the day "Misterak" known to me now as Sir... my Master, my Owner came into my life. He changed my life for the greater. I had always fantasized about being a slavegirl, being owned. However I had never been in touch or talked with a dom that had an effect on me to completely surrender myself to him. Until Sir sent me an email simply asking me if I make a good slavegirl. I was fascinated by him form the start. His authority is ever present when he is near. Sir is not onlydom but he is charming, witty and extremely intelligent and well educated. Beeing in his presence is a
Dedicated To The Immortals....
The Drunk Eskimo Shatters Masturbation World Record! Share It's official, The Drunk Eskimo is the new king of masturbation. In a stunning feat of endurance and determination, The Drunk Eskimo achieved 36 orgasms in a 24 hour period! Sleeping intermittently during the 24 hour marathon, The Drunk Eskimo remained focused and aroused by his impressive library of pornographic films. With over 400 films in his library and 3 televisions playing movies at all times, he had a continuous stream of footage to aid him in his quest. It is apparent by the massive development of the muscles in his forearm that The Drunk Eskimo is not your average masturbator. In an interview with UJ reporters after the record setting event, The Drunk Eskimo was quoted as saying, "masturbation for me is a way of life. I've been training for this day since I was 13 years old and I'm happy with my performance today". This record was formerly held by German Student, Hans Blickstein who achieved 27 orgasms in a 24 hour pe
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Fat Class
I really really hate when people assume shit about me If I give short answers maybe I am logged on from my phone, or tired, or just woke up Relax people.   My total lost is now 12.2 so yay me :D today was my weigh in after week 1 i lost 4.6 pounds :D   goooo meeeee
Area 51 Experiment
to get on cam, go to "" cam1 user= area_51_radio cam1 pw= area51cam   cam2 user=area_51_radio2 cam2 pw= area51cam2   click broadcast in the upper right hand corner of your screen once logged in, and youll see the adobe window open up, and click allow, and once you see yourself in the video window, click start bradcast and announce you are showing your dirty ass house in Area 51 lounge Hello all, It's Sunday and I feel like jammin the classics... yanno, the stuff with nostalgia..anyway, Im streaming some classic rock, oldies, punk covers and whatever else today in Area 51. Also I will be on in SER for the 7 to 10 slot..thats there or be square!   as you were 
A Few Of My Favs
Don’t look at me with soft loving eyes.Don’t touch me with hands of a gentle lover.I want your darkness.  I want to feel your untold desires.  Pull me into your world. Strip me of my walls.  Pound me against the unrelenting siegeMake me feel what you do. Rape my mind with your harsh cruel words. Let your hands tear into the soft flesh of my body, marking me to my very soul.I want the beast that resides deep inside of you. I want him set free.  I want to feed that part of you that lays untouched.  that craves a willing victim that will laybroken and still whimper for more. News o' grief had overteakenDark-eyed Fanny, now vorseaken;There she zot, wi' breast a-heaven,While vrom zide to zide, wi' grieven,Vell her head, wi' tears a-creepenDown her cheaks, in bitter weepen.There wer still the ribbon-bowShe tied avore her hour ov woe,An' there wer still the hans that tied itHangen white,Or wringen tight,In ceare that drowned all ceare bezide it.When a man, wi' heartless slighten,M
I Just Love This Song
Lyrics to No Halos For The Heartless : HATEBREED I see a world that's out of focus Lost and dying as we witness virtue Thrown aside Now degenerates and leeches thrive While the working mans condemned And the junkies, risen up onto a throne of lies A wretched pedestal But only fools will watch it all I have no halos for the heartless No pity for the insincere No honour for the worthless Who've done nothing in life to be revered When addicts die Their abuse fades If heroes live They face the hardest days They'll demonize the soldier And question motives to try And cheapen all their sacrifice They pay homage to those who don't deserve Praising thieves and liars The corrupt and the pariahs Decency is left to die It's completely despicable Only weak minds will deem them worthy I have no halos for the heartless No pity for the insincere No honour for the worthless Who've done nothing in life to be revered I have no halos for the heartless No pity for the insincere No honour for the worthless
Different Issues And Topics That Are Important To Me
Thank You
Two very simple little words that brought tears to my eyes! Why would those two words bring me to tears? Because they were said by one of the many people I respect and pray for each night. His a member of the finest group of people this country has, OUR MILITARY. He said it because I used my voice to recognize him and all those like him that chose to put on the uniform and protect this country. They chose to protect you and me, people they don't even know, so that we can sleep in peace. So that people like me have the freedoms like being able to use our voice, and all those others that we take for granted everyday. Those two words meant the world to me. Imagine what those same two simple words mean to them.The ones that will look you in the eye and say "I'm just doing my job", when we all know they are doing so much more. When was the last time you stopped one of this country's HEROs, past or present and said those two very simple but powerful little words? To al
Dear Mr President
Dear Mr. President: When you signed the health care reform bill two years ago, your vice president told you "This is a big fucking deal." My son  was 4 years old and heard it. I explained to him that Mr. Biden did not know the microphone was on and that I was sure he was sorry. Today on the news, my son hears you, the President of our United States, refer to Mitt Romney as a "bullshitter." For that, I cannot make excuses. You should be ashamed. Because of your language, my son  thinks much less of your office, an office he dreams of holding some day. This undecided voter just made his decision. And if you ever happen to come to my home and use that type of language around my child, you'll find out how Mothers  deal with that kind of trash.
Borrowed & Stolen
For Better Social Skills, Scientists Recommend a Little Chekhov By PAM BELLUCKNew York Times October 3, 2013 Say you are getting ready for a blind date or a job interview. What should you do? Besides shower and shave, of course, it turns out you should read — but not just anything. Something by Chekhov or Alice Munro will help you navigate new social territory better than a potboiler by Danielle Steel. That is the conclusion of a study published Thursday in the journal Science. It found that after reading literary fiction, as opposed to popular fiction or serious nonfiction, people performed better on tests measuring empathy, social perception and emotional intelligence — skills that come in especially handy when you are trying to read someone’s body language or gauge what they might be thinking. The researchers say the reason is that literary fiction often leaves more to the imagination, encouraging readers to make inferences about characters and be s
Ripples In Time
 I'm a free Spirit , wild and free , So untamed , as far as the eye can see , No one holds my heart or mind or soul ,   No one can hurt me , or get through to me. I love to love for love itself , To give pleasure untold ,   To watch dreams unfold , But you wont find my soul.... Cause I'm free......   So give it your best shot , In the end , I'll stand alone  , And fly in the wind.   To my lover in the skies , free to be just me.... my soul was stolen   The pain of growing old , isn't as bad as we were told.You still feel with the same heart ,Just like from the very start ,Where his smile , as he curls his lips ,Is written in every line , Like the story of old ,It's the love we unfold , like the rippling pages of time.It was our's then , it is our's now ,Just have to turn the page , the lov
Sexy Legs And Heels Contest
I thought since I love my heels so much I would run a contest. Rules: 1 pic per entry Must be wearing heels Winner will be decided on rates x comments Winner will get a 135 Bling Pack Album open in an hour Voting will start 1 Dec 13 and End 24 Dec 13 Must be your own pics so a salute required Min 20 entries to start contest
Chainmail Cave
1. Ever been compelled to fill out an asinine survey? 2. Ever tear the tag off of a mattress depsite risk of fine and/or imprisonment?3. Ever used an aeresol can other than directed (bonus cool points for as a flamethrower to kill a spider)4. Ever put in excess of 5 pringles in your mouth at once? 5. Ever been driving and kinda flinch because you dont remember part of the ride? 6. Ever sneezed in your hand, and then were immediately confronted by someone that wanted to shake? 7. What diversion did you create to get them to shake the other hand? 8. Ever been so drunk you ate all the individual components of a sandwich, but never actually made a sandwich? (ie-peice of bread, piece of meat, piece of cheese, squirt mustard in mouth)9. Not counting medical facilities or online...Whats the largest number of people that have seen you naked at once?10. What was the situation in question 9?11. Have you ever recycled a miss work excuse? And did anyone remember you already used that one? 12
Points Auction!!
LOTS OF POINTS TO BE GOTTEN!! Are you wanting or needing some easy points? I scheduled a HH this coming Saturday and I'm willing to auction off those points to the highest bidder. I will be running an auto, boomerang, and a famp.. maybe even a bomb... needless to say it is a chance for lots of points! The HH will be at 7pm FuTime or 10pm EST!!   MINIMUM BID WILL START AT 50 MIL FuBUCKS.. CASH BIDS ARE WELCOME TOO!!   I RESERVE THE RIGHT TO ACCEPT OR DENY ANY BID BETWEEN NOW AND 11am FuTIME ON SATURDAY!! PLEASE PLACE BIDS IN THE COMMENT SECTION.. LET'S HAVE SOME FUN!!   AUCTION ENDS SATURDAY @ 11am FuTIME!
Yep, I'm Her
Kissesxxxxxon~a~ropexxxxxxxxxo Make an on-line slide show at ........??????............?????? ....??????????....?????????? ..????????????????........?????? ??????????????????........?????? ???????????????????....????? ?? ??????????????????? ..??????? . ????????????????????????? ....?????????????????????? ......????????????? ?????? .........??????????????? ...........??????????? ............???????? .............?????? ...............??" MuShMuShLuV!!! FGL! AA (a) May ThE LoRd Be WiTh U AlWaYs! Kissesxxxxxon~a~ropexxxxxxxxxo
My Fubar Three Year Anniversary!
3 Year Fubar Anniversary! April 6th 2006-2009Wow! I can't believe that it's finally here! Three years since I officially signed on to Fubar.... Well.. it wasn't called "Fubar" back in those days, it was, "Lost Cherry" and I still have my original T-shirtfrom back then! My Member ID Number is 17355. My Friend, Smiles, invited me over to the site back in March of 2006.. she kept saying. come here. come over here! So I finally came over and looked around and it was So different than where we were used to hanging out.. I poked around a while and finally, on April 6, 2006, I clicked that magic button and officially became a "Lost Cherry"! It was great then, and is still great.  I never know what to see coming in for new features or even site Names, as "Lost Cherry" then evolved to "Cherry Tap" and a while later, ""I've made SO many friends from the US and around the world, folks that I hope to be able to keep in touch with during my life, no matter where we are or move! Life const
Current Info Must Read
Message from Firechief: "Attention All, The 2nd Alarm Hotties a group I founded on my owned and asked a 2 face Bluedemon to help me in the start only to have him leave after I did a Real Cash Contest has with the help of a young lady (who needs help) think they are running the 2nd Alarm Hotties and yes they have taking over the profile I started and even allowed men in the group. Between the 2 of them I watch them run the Hotties into the groud and I would ask that you pay no mind to either of them. I shut the name 2nd Alarm Hotties Down last month and thesr 2 who between them both dont have a clue how to run, promote yet have to steal an idea I had dating back to lost cherry days. So if you see them tell them to create their own group as neither will ever be able to take the hotties to the level we had it many times" This is what firechief have posted on his profile to bring Blue, Anni and this group down. Due to this we have decided to change the name of our group. Any suggestions
Missing Fubuks
Almost 2.5 years ago I joined Fubar, a newbie. Since then I`ve gotten little help to achieve what I have accomplished. There has been a few of you, Shadow_dancer, FiestyBitcha, It`s just me, Fridge, and Silly Calis girl just to name a few( and please forgive me if i have ommitted your name and you helped also). I am now a level 42 and will soon level to 43. At level 45 I will be leaving Fubar permanently. I will leave my profile up and you and anybody else may visit it but I will not be here anymore. Since I started my account there has been a few females on here that took it upon themselves to take advantage of my loniless and has used me for both money and bling. It`s not their fault. I blame myself because I let it happen.   I had met a lady on here that I was sure was gonna be the woman I marry and spend the rest of my days with but alas that will not happen because she has become interested in another man on here and we have split up. i wish her well and nothing but love and hap
For Men Only
You whisper into my ear Sweet things that make me weak,Then you look into my eyesWith your mysterious provocative gaze,Causing you to touch my skinTo feel the burning of your flames,Caressing me with a love that is real,Then you kiss me...As I feel your wet eager lipsOur hungry tongues indulging in their craving,To feel the poison...Of your blood boiling throughout your soulSending electrify emotionsStimulating pure intoxication,As your hands flows over me;Touching every curve and everytime you It seems I move my legs apart automatically,As you lift me on the mystical rideWhile my body you know I will guide,Just listen to our songMaking love all night long,The flames of passion, desire and loveIs taking control over us,You put your hands in my breast,As I feel a sensation so exciting,When you kiss my nipples with your eager lipsEvery time you do that,It gets more and more fulfillingLet me feel those sensations,As I feel you deep inside meFeeling a rage so incredible to resist,As all I

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