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        Can anyone truly look at a sunup and say that there is no God. Dare I  gaze into the heavens on a starry night and not know that we have been blessed by the Presence of an Almighty Creator. And then there are those billowing cloud formations we lay staring at as a child. Could this be an act of chance? If you want it.. I do.. Come and get it.. if you dare.. Or listen to the melodious tune of a babbling brook as it sings on its merry journey. God's handiwork is all around us and His signature is on each of His masterpieces. Do I dare?  Because God cares! And the greatest masterpiece He ever
Every Where You Go There You Are.
I know its the overly used lame statement but it kinda puts into perspective something important. I was thinking back to when i was younger and how everything i did was a grand adventure. Back when then we would walk all the way from Irvine to the tustin market place. It would take hours and we would go through ditches and sewers and fields. We would notice every bit of the area stopping to explore what ever was interesting. As we grow older our worlds start to expand and things start moving by faster. We stop taking time to notice all those things that used to be fascinating. I guess what im trying to say now that i seem to have fallen back into routine of life is that i need to enjoy the fact that here i am. It seems that much of my life is working toward the ends with out taking a thought about the means. I suppose in a constructive perspective we should start with the ends and then work out the means but life isnt that simple. Life isnt like a video game where u get this great priz
I Am The One:
I AM THE ONE:...who comes up with a situation......for u to put ur head on my shoulder......who can make things all better......who gets ur first text message......who takes u to get ur first tattoo.....that wipes that tear from ur eye......picks u up when u fall......helps u deal with the loss of ur first love......who lets u have ur first beer......u call when u just need an ear......who takes u camping......that shows u how to teepee someones house......that will ring random door bells and run away with u......helps u get away with staying up to late......who doesnt make u eat the nasty veggies......who feeds u lots of choc b4 goin home......checks out ur first date......parks around the corner to pick u up so ur friends dont see me......takes ur training wheels off ur bike......lets u steer the car as i'm  driving......lets u play video games all day long......tells u everything will b ok......who will fight for u whenever, however, whoever......that will love u no matter what.....
Poems
I would be the breeze across your cheek to wipe away your tears...I would be the sun on your face, to make you smile when your feeling down...I would be the rain falling over your face, crying with you when your hurt...I would be the grey clouds, a blanket to hide you from the world...I would be the seashore, the music to sooth the soul...I would be the tree under which you nap...I would be the springs flower blossoms, a friend always there to listen...If I could I would be the shadow at your side, so you'd never be alone a friend always there to past the dull moments away with...There is many things I wish I could be or do...But these things I may never be. But the one thing I can be is a friend, true to the end. Something that will never change or end. So this is why I write these things down, is for you my friend. I cant imgine my world without you in it, This world seems dismal and drab. Where the music is gone from the air and replaced by the eternal sonota of the noctum serenadi
Humanity Needs To Die.
I can't take this I hate the fact that everyones problems become mine. My own problems get shoved away in the closet. My thoughts and feelings are my own. I have such difficulty expressing them because evidently everyone elses pain and suffering is monumental so why should my worries even matter? Why should I be happy when all those around me are troubled? Of course my purpose in life is to just weep with them. Oh, and if you have feelings to share with me then please do not make them apparent. More MESS is needed! Much more. I don't think we have quite enough MESS in this situation.If I say something, I mean it. Just so you know. I do. I did. So don't leave me in the dark.I. Have. Had. Enough. People need to fuck off and be happy and let me go live in a convent or something along those lines. Joy for all.Maybe without the burden of everyone elses sorrow on my back I will become a demure, wonderful human beingBUT UNTIL THEN YOU CAN DEAL WITH MY ATTITUDERant over.Ooh, ooh wait.Yes, in c
For Cw And Sb
As White as a Dove Is as pure as our love As strong as an Ox You cant put it in a box Just let it grow as you let a river flow For ever and ever you lover I shall be for you and me we belong together for ever and ever I shall love thee  
My Poem
Alone through the unknown By: Fire Lily  4/7/2010 The bringer of fire the bringer of light, The one who shines through the endless night. The barer of hope the barer of dreams, But beware the truth is not always what it seems.   Beware the good beware the bad because love is something to never be had. Into the light from the dark, The one without a soul mate always to be apart. Time is something one always seeks to concur, in her life it is her true loves blocker.   Through time and space there will always be a divide, She is truly one of a kind. When she was born the mold was broke, but she is one half of a whole that never can be spoken. But in the end she starts again, reincarnated to fight and defend. But through it all she concurs alone, for her sole mate is always ahead in time in places unknown.   Have you ever felt like you didn’t belong? As if the life your living isn’t yours? Like you belonged to a different place, universe, even a different time period. T
In Dreams
IN DREAMS At night I dream of you,Coming to be by my side.I see your silhouette at first;I watch your calm, quick glide.Vivid images;Pictures in my mind.My night's love, my passion;All in you I shall find.Once again, you'll whisper to me,"Hello, my dear. "Your touch eases me,Removing any fear.Your gaze meets mine;The warm look in your eyes,It melts my heart. From now onNothing but blue skies!Tonight you romance me;Our bodies entwine.You enter; I gasp!Our souls combine.A touch here, a tickle there,It enthralls me; I am captivated.Our bodies move, the motion constant;My body's completely activated.Throughout the nightOur passion flows,Coming together,My emotion grows.For you, in dreams,Oh, how I care.But when morning comes,I am left in despair.Anther night gone and passed.I awake in ecstasy all alone.For you visit at night; In dreams you come.And I dread the coming of a new dawn. THREE WISHESIf I had three wishes,I would wish to trade lives,With a person so lucky,A woman,Your wife.Just
Sharon Stone And Kilts (e)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8bdnsAosfVA
Poetry
SEE THAT MAN THERE ACROSS THE ROOM? THE ONE IN THE TATTERD SHIRT AND THE BROKEN BROOM. STARTED HERE ABOUT SIX MONTHS AGO, WHY HE USES THAT BROOM NOBODY KNOWS. HE NEVER SMILES AND HE NEVER FROWNS, MINDS ALWAYS ON HIS WORK WITH THAT BROOM SWEEPING THE GROUND. I ASKED THE MAN A FEW DAYS AGO, WHY A BROKEN BROOM AND NOT ONE THAT'S NEW? HE PAUSED FOR A MOMENT AND THEN HE SAID, SOMEONE VERY DEAR TO ME IS DEAD. ABOUT EIGHT MONTHS AGO I LOST MY WIFE, 50 YRS SIDE BY SIDE IS HOW WE SHARED OUR LIFE. OH I WAS LOST AND DIDN'T KNOW WHAT TO DO. I NOTICED IN THE CORNER THIS BROKEN BROOM. WASN'T QUITE SURE WHERE IT CAME FROM. EVEN THOUGH IT WAS BROKEN IT LOOKED BRAND NEW.COULDN'T UNDERSTAND, I WAS QUITE CONFUSED. THEN IT HIT ,THAT BROOM, IT WAS NEW. YOU SEE MY FRIEND MY WIFE WAS KILLED ONE NIGHT BY A MAN IN A TRUCK TOWING HIS BIKE. HE WAS ON HIS WAY HOME FROM A RALLY DOWN SOUTH. WHEN HE STOPPED AT THE BAR TO WET HIS MOUTH. ONE TURNED INTO TWO AND TWO TURNED INTO MORE. HE WAS FEELIN NO PAIN
My Heart Believes In You
My Heart Believes In You I kept my head up high,and then you came my way.I have been hurt so many times.My heart filled with so much pain.but now that pain has gone away.For I have found a place I want to be.This place I see is with thee.For in your arms I have felt and seen,a wonderful feeling that I cannot believe.A safe haven in your arms just for me.Now I give my heart to thee.For my heart believes in you.
Love On The Internet
Love On The Internet Though I wasn't looking for anyone new,One day I got e- mail and in it was you.Charming, sensitive and so debonair,I strongly resisted it go anywhere.But letters and stories captured my heart,Filled me with passion almost from the start.Love on the Internet, how could it be?These things just don't happen to people like me.But doves and butterflies flew into our lives,Carrying messages we could not deny.Each person has meaning and love to express,And we could deny our hearts nothing less.It's a beautiful love that has grown between us,Something beyond any words we discuss.Much deeper than LOL, cyber kisses and such,Far down to our souls, beyond human touch.My love's not confined by what it can see,I feel you, I taste you, I experience your dream.Close my eyes, and I envision what in my heart I can hear,"Love knows no boundaries, no distance, no fear."It's the soul that captures God's love in a wayThat eternally melts hearts together to stay.Fused and se
If I Could Make A Wish
If I Could Make A Wish If I could make a wishAnd have it last forever and a day,I would take you in my armsAnd this is where I'd stay..For there's no one else I knowThat holds my heart like you,And I know someday, baby,You'll realize this is true.If I could make a wishYour lips would be on mine,I'd slowly sip and savor youLike only the finest wine.For there's no one else I knowThat gives me so much pleasure,And I know someday, baby,You'll see that you're my treasure.If I could make a wishOur bodies would unite,There's nothing I'd love moreThan making love all night.For there's no one else I knowWho gives me passion like you do,And I know someday, baby,All my wishes will come true.If I could make a wishI'd start by making things right,I'd take away all your doubts,And hold you through the night.For there's no one else I knowThat means as much you see,And I know someday, baby,You'll learn to trust in me.If I could make a wish.It would be just you and me,No worries in the wor
Fu-goo
I was in an auction, my first. my winner, DragonMaster775 is a looser. I spent 2 days rating and commenting on his every pic, blog, etc, giving him drinks all week and showering my new BF with mad fu-luv. he finally startin' shout boxin me.DragonMaster775:married or not, I WANT YOU...sorry..you are just too good to be trueme:Hi, BF!!! Yes, I'm married, happily with 2 kids. How's your weekend?(this was when my man gave him a cooler of beer with a message to check himself, to watch his game)DragonMaster775:I know you are married...My weekend is ok I guessme:r u seeing anybodyforgive my askin, it just seemed like from your pics that u've been hurt in the pastDragonMaster775:i am single and not seeing anyone..and didnt appreciate some guy messaging me about not being able to have youme:o that some guy is my hubby sitting next to me on his computer, silly. u really don't know much about me yet.DragonMaster775:either way, he is blocked and so are you. I make one comment as a joke, and ASSHO
That Night
On that night I died They all thought I committed suicide Turns out it was a double homicide Acted out by that demon inside A man with hair as dark as night His hatred plagues the land with plight This abomination is a hideous sight His darkness is a terrible blight On that night the angel warned Of the impending hellish storm That would bring about A terrible drought Of light in the land It was to be by my hand On that night he died They thought it was a suicide I committed a double homicide He and that angel died Committed by me, that demon once inside
Stop Abusing The Send A Round Function
~Stop abusing the "send a round" option and Interact with your friends.   From here out I will not send drinks to people who are already shit-faced.   I will send Gifts. I'm so tired of getting and giving drinks when I/They are already shit-faced. It's a waste of time & "fu-bucks" When everyones You know has a full buzz. Not to mention some people need to sober up or hit 50% to level at times. The send a round button was a great addition. And a curse. Stop being lazy. Its not a clickable excuse to be impersonal, lose touch with people and become a friend collector. its a quick and convenient way to send friends and fans drinks. But its not a substitute for interacting with them.   So thats my opinion on it and now you know why your going to get more gifts and less drinks. ^V^
Just A Little Piece Of Me
Today has been just another ordinary day in my life. I try not to complain too much. My life is not a bad one at all. I have a great fiance and wonderful children. I am a stay-at-home mom and also an AVON Independent Sales Representative. My fiance just got out of the military and is currently looking for part-time work while he prepares to go back to school to be an EMT. We just moved to Florida to stay with my soon to be father-in-law while we are trying to get our feet back under us. The only small dark spot on this picture is the oldest son I had no choice but to leave behind with my parents in North Carolina. Someday though I know I will get him back. But no matter how good life is, there are always low spots. My fiance and I do have some pretty wicked fights at times. It sucks but I guess that is just how it goes. I have never known anyone who never had a fight with their significant other. My fiance also has a tendency to hide things from me... either because he thinks it is no
Bad Robot
Insight Into My Soul
Even though I am 1crazyfcker I was given a name a long time ago and that name is Will. I'm a 38 yr. old full time daddy and it has been just David and I since he was 6 months old (he is 7 yrs old now). My entire world has revolved around David and it forever will, and I made a promise to myself when I became a full time single daddy that I would remain single and not allow a bunch of different women to come in and out of David's life causing him further unnecessary hurt and confusion. I have even stayed out of any sexual relationships so as not to break that promise and until fairly recently had done so 110%. David is a special little boy and has needed and demanded so much of me that I have been unable to have any social life at all so I decided to join FUBAR when a buddy told me about it just for the social interaction and outlet. I wasn't looking for a "hook-up", or relationship or anything intimate with ANYBODY. Then one day I went into this lounge (as music is one of my biggest pa
Hope Rides Alone [please Read This!!!]
Hope Rides Alone By Eddie Jeffers I stare out into the darkness from my post, and I watch the city burn to the ground. I smell the familiar smells, I walk through the familiar rubble, and I look at the frightened faces that watch me pass down the streets of their neighborhoods. My nerves hardly rest; my hands are steady on a device that has been given to me from my government for the purpose of taking the lives of others. I sweat, and I am tired. My back aches from the loads I carry. Young American boys look to me to direct them in a manner that will someday allow them to see their families again...and yet, I too, am just a boy....my age not but a few years more than that of the ones I lead. I am stressed, I am scared, and I am paranoid...because death is everywhere. It waits for me, it calls to me from around street corners and windows, and it is always there. There are the demons that follow me, and tempt me into thoughts and actions that are not my own...but that are n
Hatred...and The Poems Of Love
I never once knew what I felt, couldn't tell if what it was, was real or not. Every day I cherished the fact, I held on too. We gave it our all, through the good and the hell. Never once did I ever turn my back on you, only taking a step back from you each time it blew. Anger in its truest form, the form of my darkness is released through my voices, growls, screams..till the knife comes out.Blood is bled, and what is shed is no more then tears of a different thickness. Witness the breaking point in which you point the finger, don't mention how the past will linger on your tongue waiting for a chance to strike. But let me fuel the fire and leave all desires off my sleeve until I expire, its the only thing that will never change. Sick in the head, tongue filled with lead, leaving a hole in your head, click click bang ya dead. Metaphorically of course, but I do want a divorce from ever remembering ya quicker then a race horse can piss with two dicks, like I said I'm sick in the head, have
People Want Sometin For Nuttin
Darkness' Desire
For my X~wife started December 11, 2007 finished January 27, 2008   Before you become interested in me. You might want to search your darkest fears. There you will see death. You will be looking at me.Your soul is the only thing that I do lack. When your life ends, trust me, I will not slack. When I retrieve your soul I will just be taking it back.   It was just for you on loan. Time for it to come back home. Cant have it wandering aimlessly, cant let it roam. Not like you, that mindless drone. Careful where you go, you wandering to close to my zone. Turn away and leave, this I dont condone. Stay away from me, I will show you true reality.   You come near me, your throat I will slit. Your blood on my face, it will spit. The look in your eyes , it will make you shit. Your soul when I do pull, that wasted life becoming eternally dull. Your life, pety and pathetic. You fucking make me sick. Your wasted soul from your chest, cant wait to rip. Your life soon, I will strip Your time,
Poems
Sitting here inside my headDreaming dreams here in bedRunning round inside my thoughtsNever seeing what's in frontTossing, turning round and roundDrowning in the sorrow I foundDreaming of you the one I seeDreaming of times never thereDreaming of happiness, love and lifeDreaming of things no one can fightWhy do I sit hear in my head?Why do I care bout what's not there?Why do I dream of the one I see?Why do I care that person's not there.Will I wake from this painful dream?Will reality sink into place?Or will I lay here dreaming of things not so?Is He the devil setting me up?Sitting here inside my headDreaming dreams here in bedFinally the morning's comeAnd now I wake the dream is done.
Joanie
ty 4 all the happy b days everyone
Heros
Toothache
Poems
RED IS FOR BLOOD SHED FROM OUR SLAIN SOLDIERS AND NOT FOR THEM ALONE...FOR THE POW'S AND THOSE MISSING IN ACTION, WHO NEVER MADE IT HOME. I LIGHT THIS CANDLE IN YOUR HONOR, TO KEEP YOUR MEMORY ALIVE. I WON'T FORGET YOUR SACRIFICE...YOU LAID DOWN YOUR LIFE FOR MINE. WHITE IS THE SYMBOL FOR INNOCENT PEOPLE WHO'VE DIED AT THE HANDS OF WAR. A HIGH COST OF FREEDOM UNWILLINGLY PAID, THAT'S WHAT THIS CANDLE'S FOR. SO PRAY FOR THOSE WHOSE LIVES WERE LOST AND ONES THAT COULD BE SAVED...HEAVENLY FATHER PROTECT YOUR CHILDREN AND KEEP THEM FROM HARM'S WAY. BLUE REPRESENTS COURAGE FROM OUR BRAVE MEN AND WOMEN, THAT MAY BE CALLED TO WAR. THEY'LL FIGHT FOR OUR FUTURE, OUR FREEDOM AND CHILDREN, FROM LAND, AIR, SEA AND SHORE. SO LIGHT A CANDLE IN A SOLDIER'S NAME, AND TO GOD OUR FATHER PRAY.. PLEASE GUIDE AND PROTECT OUR BELOVED TROOPS AND GOD BLESS THE U.S.A. LIGHT THESE CANDLES AND SAY A PRAYER, THAT HATE AND WAR MAY CEASE, AND LOVE YOUR ENEMY AS YOU LOVE YOURSELF, SO THAT WE ALL
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Get Off Your Butt And Run!
Picture Suggestions I’ve noticed a lot of various pictures now on this website that are simply either bizarre or, quite honestly, frightening. So I thought I would write a brief guide to choosing a default picture wisely as well as thoughts on real life versus fubar life. First and foremost, if your default picture looks nothing like you – then you shouldn’t use that. It’s disappointing to come to a page after clicking what looks to be a hot picture and finding out that the girl is really some slob using a fake picture just to get rates. Second, props should only be used sparingly. For example, I’ve noticed some pictures where a girl is holding a snake, yet she’s still a pretty big freaking girl. While the snake might be nice and all, and while some people might be into that kind of thing, seeing it curled around your rather huge body is not really all that attractive. It just highlights your fat rolls which, honestly, no one wants to see. Spe
Poems By Me
I am a ragdoll, stitched crudely and with many mistakes, I fall apart at the lightest tug in the wrong place, and Get mended, but I will never be the same, stuffing Falls out, and I am torn, my only friend is love, love From the one who made me, love from the ones who Play with me, they see past the bad stitching, past The rips and tears, past the little patches over my Body, and past my imperfect frame, I know I am not Perfect, and I do not want to be, I am loved because I am different, and I am something special. Still beaten soul and furious heart,bloodlust for ages and cold steel hand. Death to the righteous but honor the fallen, price is pain and reward never-ending. Rivers of blood and loss of will, bodies to bury and children to do it. Reaper came knocking and left well trodden, darkness came and stayed till the end. Barren earth became red and sky became black, fumes of burnt flesh and souls not at rest. This is war, this is hate, and bodies like landmines to the mind lit
The Heart Of The Matter
A month has passed since you left and everyday I think of you. Sometimes its thoughts of anger and resent. But mostly it is of love and regret. Nevertheless I cant seem to let go. To say that I’ll eventually get past it and I should move on is to say that we should never have been together in the first place. If that were true, I wouldn’t be writing you this letter and you wouldn’t be reading it. Yes its true we’ve had problems and doubts about us. I never wanted you to leave and why I told you to is beyond me. You said you fell out of love with me but why? I didn’t have a job. I wasn’t doing what was expected of a loving and supporting husband and father. I failed you and the children plain and simple. The fact that I admit it openly should be enough but its not. I once told you that you were trying to change me and that it was useless to do so. I said that thinking that I couldn’t be what you wanted or needed. The truth is, for whatever reas
Life
as you go through life you meet all kinds of people people who say they are your friends and then back stab you and those that will be by your side even t when you have cheated on them and still they stay by your side . this one friend is my little angel. her name is satan's little angel she has been by bene by my side through my infidelity and my deceit she has been there through it all and i still by by side walking next to me . to my little angel you are my soul mate my lover and best friend and soon to be wife you have my love and only you are in my life we are meant to be together i love you baby with all my heart and nothing or noone will tear us apart . you mean the world to me and i will never stray away again for i know who really loves me and not the thge others that are fake and not real friends or lovers
Love
True Blood
My head aches with the throbbing pain of a 1,000 spears. At first I couldn’t remember where I’ve been or even where I am at in this duration of elapsed seconds that seemed like days. As my focus sharpens the memories strike me like a bolt from the blue. Buckling under the pressure of the flooding visions of the past, I remembered every bitter detail. Two hours earlier… He walked down the street with a brown paper bag- acting like some sort of drug pusher-feeling the heat of the street life he was condemned to at the sorry age of seventeen. What the exact story is I don’t care, but I know his mom pushed him to the streets in order to feed her famine stricken twins, barely six years old. A wave of sadness swept over me when I saw Jack walking down the alley. In the last century of my life, I witnessed this world’s decline as if it was scrapping at the garbage heap of life. Jack’s fear streamed into his voice as he started to speak, “You have no idea what I had to do to get thi
Seriously Do I Get A Turn
So meet someone i think is great get strong along to the most serious of extents then poof, when i try to find out whats up things start to unravel thats its all bs. After getting serverly fucked over I'm suppose to sit back and hope something comes along that is great and wonderful and perfect for me, to what see if I get fucked over again. Hmm would just like something I don't have to wait around for just to find out its bs. Shitty thing about having a wall up for so long is that when you let someone in even the slightest bit the smallest amount of confusion and misunderstanding on anyones part can tears you heart to shreads. I thought I was being so careful and didn't even think I felt much for some one. New I liked them new I wanted to get to know them more and had an inkling that I wouldn't mind if they were around for a while. It wasnt until somthing stupid and meaningless happened that I like the jealous ass that I have always been couldn't seperate reality from the damn compute
New Drink
New Drink A woman and her boyfriend are having a few drinks. She starts talking about this really great new drink and wants to order it for him. He gives in. The bartender puts a salt shaker, a shot of baileys, and a shot of lime juice on the bar. She explains "first you put a bit of the salt on your tongue, Next you drink the shot of baileys and hold it in your mouth, and finally you drink the lime juice. "He goes along to please her. He puts the salt on his tongue-salty but ok. He drinks the shot of baileys-smooth, rich, cool, very pleasant. He thinks, "this is ok." Finally he picks up the lime juice and drinks it. In 1 sec the sharp lime taste hits. At 2 secs the baileys curdles. At 3 secs the salty, curdled taste and mucous-like consistency hits. At 4 secs it feels as if his mouth is full ofnasty salty snot. When he finally chokes it down he says "Yuck what do you call that drink? She smiles widely and says "Blow Job Revenge."  
Why Does God Deal With Cancer Cards?
Why does God have to play the cancer card on my family?      For those of you who know of me online I have 3 relatives with various forms of cancer. And its hurting me to know that I cant do anything for them. One aunt is in the Quad Cities area of Illinois and she has AML Luekemia, she was in remission but shes now out of remission and has started chemo to help. At first she refused to do a bone marrow transplant but for some unknown reason she has changed her mind and my father is a perfect match. So needless to say my fathr is going to give his oldest sister some of his marrow in hope that she will be cured.      One Uncle somewhere in South Carolina has stomache cancer, he was originally diagnosed with . Now that he's found out about the stomache cancer hes refusing treatment and is "Leaving it all up to God as to what happens to me". To me that sounds like hes giving up the fight to live. He has children and grandkids to live for not to mention his nieces who love him dealy!!  
General
The secret is so simple: adjust your state of mind and enjoy the results of more happiness. Attitude rules your happiness quotient!the secret to happiness The key to happiness is to appreciate what you have. Sounds simple? Then why are so many people still unhappy? Happiness is really a state of mind, so learn how to embrace the good, to stop worrying and to just be happy. ( Time's up ) Be happy now. Be grateful for what you have today, rather than dwelling on what you don't have. Practice being satisfied with what you have now while you work in pursuit of the things you want for your future. Start by counting your blessings. ( CHANGES ) Understand what you can - and can't - change. Things take time. Work on what you can to improve your life right now, understand what will take some time, and accept that there are always things that you just can't change. Accept those truths. ( SMILE ) Put a smile on your face and it will change how you feel and the way that people react to you.
When I Look At You...by Me
When I look at you By me When I look at you I see the sun, the moon and the stars. I see everything thats beautiful in this world.I see a momma who loves her babiesI see a woman who loves her familyI see strength and convictionI see love and I see respectI see an un assuming womanI see someone who is not affraid to be themselfI see a flower in full bloomI see a shy girl I see a strong womanI see funI see laughterI see seriousnessI see fearI see trepidationI see sunshine on a dark stormy dayI see a sultry sexinessI see sexy smokey eyes I see eyes that have seen love and painI see happinessI see sadnessI see confedenceWhen I look at you I see what I want
Duo Dimidium Infectus Universus Nostrum Animus Convenio Ut Unus
My Baby
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Funny Shiit...lol
CHILI JUDGING CONTEST:>>A Texas Chili Contest>>If you can read this whole story without laughing then there's no hope for>you.>>>For those of you who have lived in Texas, you know how true this is.>They actually have a Chili Cook-off about the time Halloween comes>around. It takes up a major portion of the parking lot at the city park.>The notes are from an inexperienced Chili taster named Frank,>who was visiting from Canada.>>Frank: "Recently, I was honoured to be selected as a judge at a>chilli cook-off. The original person called in sick at the last>moment and I happened to be standing there at the judge's table>asking for directions to the Coors Light truck, when the call came>in. I was assured by the other two judges (Native Texans) that the>chilli wouldn't be all that spicy and, besides, they told me I>could have free beer during the tasting, so I accepted".>>Here are the scorecards from the event:>>~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~>>Chili # 1 Mike's Maniac Mobster Monster C
Ramblings
For FeTho your many miles awayI can still feel youin my dreams is where we meetand for now that will have to doand when I hear your voicemy heart longs for youfor your touch,for your kiss,for a glimps of that sparkle in your eyeTho your many miles awayI can still feel youin my dreams is where we meetand for now that will have to doand when I see your facemy heart skips a beatfor your touch,for your kiss,for a glimps of that sparkle in your eye Can you see the light, or are you still just blind,or can you be lost,in the shadows of your mind,open up your eyes,and together we will start,we will star to walk,and never be apart,and together, we'll run....take a look at me,and open up your heart,see the light i feel,and we'll never be apart,is your mind still dark,or is the daybreak nearing,is it my love you fear,or the love for me your feeling,and together, we'll run....open up your eyes, and let your fears rush out,feel the love I give,and they'll never be a doubt,oprn up your heart,and we
White Wolfs Safe Haven Staff And Lounge Rules
Never Leting Go
To no end dose it matter what anyone eles thinks. It is all about what you feel in your heart for that person and that nothing should keep you away from him or her. The one that holds your heart helps you along to be a better man or women. Because no body is perfect we all have good and bad traits in us all but finding the will to do the right things in life to make us all happen and never leting anyone take that away from us no matter who they are.
"just Some Thoughts"
Everyday is a struggle, every minutes a curseWatching my world collapse, shit can't get any worse.I've gone from the bottom to the top,Only to fall to an abrupt stop.This lesson's been the straw to break the camel's backThere isn't an ounce of fight left to get back on trackSome say I'm giving up, I say I've had enoughLook down your nose is disgustDo as you feel, but for me I believe this is a must.How can I fight for anything when there's nothing left to fight for?How can I move forward when all gears are stripped? How do you climb out of a bottomless pit?Everyday is a curse, every minute's struggleSince the day I was born, my pops would tell you I'm trouble.I try to steer clear of everything that causes painI try to move forward but feel it's all in vainWhat's left to achieve when true happiness falls into the abyss?Where is there to go when the streets is the only place you've called home?I've made my attempts to pursue my dreamsI just hope my children understand that life ain't alw
Concious Thought Fo Ya Badoinkinz !!!
Dig into the minds of those in power/and what you will find is the hunger to devour/Predators who prey on those with less will power/command and conqure/but those with strength will die with honor/as we grow in knowledge they become less evil/strength in numbers/ power to the American peoples/stay strong the government is lethal/ with all intentions to eat you/With no intentions to rejuvinate the youth/all that happens is what happens in Asia to there youth/ We're told we'll get what we need/But all I see is the American Heritage Bleed/I can feel her when she breaths/Short winded and coughin with a wheez/Why I ask does this have to happen to me/can't you see we're all in need/we gotta come together,join forces,become one/Handle our bussiness as strong AmeriCONZ!..
A Beautiful Morning
A Beautiful Morning   It is a beautiful morning this morning. After an evening of tension and agrivation and a very few hours sleep. I awoke to a quick heated cup of left over coffee and a cigarette. "Wow Hunden you are in a GOOD mood to have suffered that. Do I hear irony or sarcasim in that?" Nope. I Then drove in, mostly darkness through light showers over the bridges and onto Pensacola beach, and to the EPA Island, where I dropped my cousin off for work. "Ok so now we KNOW there was sarcasim .... Right?" Nope. Haveing time and being there and up I pulled over at Pensacola Beach, aka Casino Beach, and at aproxamatly 06:30, with a cup of hot fresh coffee and a cigarette, I stroaled along the walks there and watched the large waves come ashore and breathed the sea air. I remembered how the beach was before and shortly after Ivan. How you used to be able to get coffee in the mornings at The Dock, back in the late 80's. And an evening with a couple of friends, one of whom was
11 Yr Old Girl How And Why This Is So Wrong
EXCLUSIVE: An 11-year-old girl in Mexico allegedly raped by her stepfather and now more than four months pregnant says she wants to have his baby – despite pressure from women’s groups who want her to have an abortion, pro-life activists in the country say. They say attorneys for abortion-rights activists have shown up at the girl's home with plane tickets in hand in an attempt to whisk her away to get an abortion, but the  child has said adamantly, “This is my baby. I’m having my baby. I will call my girl Alejandra.” The mother-to-be, from the Mexican state of Quintana Roo, has become the poster child for abortion rights in a country where laws pertaining to the procedure vary dramatically from state to state. In 2007, Mexico City passed a law allowing abortions to be performed without restrictions in the first three months of pregnancy. The law was challenged, but it was upheld on appeal. Since then, 17 of Mexico’s 32 states have adde
Becka
In Memory
Dhh
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::fake Dash::
OKAY, SO I DECIDE TO MAKE AN ACCOUNT ON HERE. I'VE HAD MANY PEOPLE USE MY PICS AND SAY THAT THERE WHERE ME. BUT I AM THE ONE AND ONLY DASH. AS OF RIGHT NOW I ONLY HAVE ONE OF THE ACCOUNTS THAT WERE USING MY PICS. SO IF ANYONE ELSE KNOWS OF ANY PLEASE LET ME KNOW   THE ACCOUNT WHO CLAIMED TO BE ME & AS FAR AS I KNOW A FEW OF MY CLOSE FRIENDS. 3695823@ fubar   AS FAR AS I KNOW SHE DOSE NOT HAVE MY PICS UP ANYMORE. BUT STILL PRETTY LAMEE TO BE SOMEONE YOUR NOT.
Me
  Come with me and take my hand Walk my path as seen Through the mist of gloom Entering into a melancholy world   A forlorn world of nightly horror Enwrapping my every thought Suffocating breaths from within Forcing me to succumb to the night   My last thought, a prayer My "guardian angel" Who is he…you A reminisce of you   You were my hope Sent to save me before Warm, inviting, compassion, love I knew you
Poetry
Darkness surrounds my eyes, cuts all my emotional ties, to those who would, to those who could, potentially betray me, i now see, that this is all, my fate is to fall, I will not fade from this life, i will not break from the strife, all is lost, as to the cost, tis life obscene, I'm not yet so keen. on the thought of you having my heart, since when did you play the part, you took what you had, made it look bad, now you will be teared, i am one to be feared, i wouldn't piss on fire to put you out, i wouldnt even raise a shout, i would sit and watch you burn, an slowly wait for my turn, i watch you wallow in your very own sorrow, just remember love, your the one with the heart as small as a dove, i played my part, and gave you my heart. i fell down, to get right back up, i have my resolve, the world does not revolve, not around me, other may yet see, that to walk my path, you have to do the math, can you walk for so long, follow your own song, for
Everyday Life(can Kiss It!)
Who just doesn't love multi chatting... I'm definately not a fan. I mean, jeeze four sites at once and texting is a bit overwhelming,.. maybe not to you, but it definately is to me. Then, while I was multi-chatting, the ice cream carton I was eating out of started leakin, and in the hurry to make sure I didn't get ice cream all over me, I ran over my foot with a rolling chair. Fun, right? Don't you dare say yes... or I will ninja frog you.
Emotions
Why do the ones that love us the most have to go to such extremes to make open our eyes? Here I have such a wonderful and loving lady in my life. I am destroying the happiest days of my life by waiting till it is/was too late to do anything about it. I have finally, after tough love persuation, have realized I am not in control as much as I thought I was. Although not physical as of yet, I have a temper and anger problem. I don't know where it is coming from and don't even realize it is happening. It took being apart from the one true love of my life for me to finally realize it.  I am in the process of getting the help I need to save my loved ones as well as myself. More so myself. Let's see how do I start explaining this. I grew up with a mother that used to whip me with a garden hose, made me knee for hours at a time in a corner on raw rice, always told me I would never mount to anything, I was useless, etc.  Well through the years of mental abuse from that I guess it takes a tol
Fond Memories
This is a group for all of us who were raised in Ionia but refuse to call it home - for those who have thankfully made it out of that town...but laugh when you think of everything you experienced there.You know you were raised in Ionia when...1) The highlight of the summer is attending the Worlds Largest Free Fair on a daily basis.2) The prison sirens never distracted you during MEAP testing.3) You know all of the homeless people by their first names. (Dirty Dave, Killer Miller)4) It's completely normal to see cows running across the driving range during golf practice.5) Nobody knew what to do when the traffic light was out at the M-66 and Tuttle Rd. intersection6) You've almost died trying to make a left turn into the Olivera's parking lot.7) If you can't buy something for a $1 then you aren't really looking...8) The biggest news of the year was the gas war between Meijer & K-mart9) You were guaranteed at least one 1/2 day off a year due to a bomb threat.10) You were able to smell the
The Vip Room
Think You Can ?…. Stump The DJ and Win FuBucks
Honest Question (song Lyrics..by Daniel Bedingfield)
Honest Questions lyricsCan you seeThe honest questions in my heart this hourI am opening like a flowerTo the rainAnd do you know the silent sorrows of aNever ending journey through the painDo you see a brighter day for meAnother dayA dayDo you wonder whats in store for meThe cure for meThe wayOh look down and see the tears I've criedThe lives I've livedThe deaths I've diedWould you die them tooAnd all for me(You say)I will pour the water down upon a thirsty barron landAnd streams will flowFrom the best of your bruised and broken soulAnd you will grow like the grassUpon the furtile blades of Asia by the streamsOf living water you will growOh.. you will growDo you knowThe story from the startAnd do you know meLike you've always told meDo you see the whispers in my heart against your kindnessMy eternal blindnessDo you see...Do you see a brighter day for meAnother dayA dayDo you wonder whats in store for meThe cure for meThe wayOh look down and see the tears I've criedThe lives I've livedT
Twisted
Check out TEAMHATE1 on Youtube for more awesome destruction derby videos. i just have this twisted feeling right now feel the downword spiral spinnin, got a lot of shit on my mind the voices wont shut the fuck up i just need to drown them little fuckers well its been commin for a while i get like this sometimes we each must till our own soil so that we may sow the seeds of our souls, only then can we truly reap the benefits of what we have worked for the ever long battle of inner demons and the right and wrong which each is to percieve  i feel twisted today i told you  the limits to my internal frustration knows no bounds for i have failed only myself if i were to give up on my will to survive. i am not speaking of you i am speaking only of me, my thoughts, my soul, for before you step into the hell that is me you should know this side as well
My Adventure!!!!!
I called my  friend Andy Sable, a gastroenterologist,  to make an appointment for a  colonoscopy. A few days later,  in his office, Andy showed me a color diagram  of the colon, a lengthy organ  that appears to go all over the place, at one point passing briefly through  Minneapolis.          Then Andy explained the colonoscopy procedure to  me in a thorough, reassuring  and patient manner. I  nodded thoughtfully, but I didn't really hear anything he  said, because my brain was  shrieking, quote, 'HE'S GOING TO STICK A TUBE 17,000 FEET UP YOUR  BEHIND!' I left Andy' s office with some written  instructions, and a  prescription for a product called  'MoviPrep,  which comes in a  box large enough to hold a microwave oven. I will discuss MoviPrep in  detail later; for now suffice  it to say that we must never allow it to fall into the hands of America 's  enemies. I spent the next several days productively sitting  around being nervous. Then, on  the day before my colonosc
Bomb List
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Fubar World
SEXUAL ENCOUNTERS KUDOS PROGRAMWelcome to the Sexual Encounters KUDOS Program Blog!  This is a place of encourgament  and Prasie for SE Staff, When you see another staff member doing something good, Let us know by commenting on this blog! We want every staff member from the owners to cammers to know that your work for SE is appericated!! So anytime you see or hear of a good deed or just someone leanding a ear to another staff member do it hear!! At the end of each month when the Employee of the Month nomintees come up comments here will be condsidered!!  So let's work together to make SE the #1 Lounge on Fubar and some Fubar that we arent like the other Lounges!!
Contest Idea
Ok Heres a good Idea for a contest how about who has the funniet pictures it can be either of you or one you found on the net. Each person has to put 5 pictures in funny pic contest. If amybody ese has any info that would make it good just keep adding.
Depression Kill Me
well, I guess its time to finally get shit off my chest. I really am not fond of Fubar, maybe because I hardly use it, or maybe because I dont really care for the methodology behind it all. I understand its about gaining rank and points and hopefully making friends along the way, but it all seems vain to me. granted i have made at least one true friend, but deep down I still feel neglected over all. I make the attempt to befriend people here, but maybe there is something about me that others dont like. i KNOW i have my flaws, but that doesnt mean I am not worth getting to know first, then if you judge me from there, at least you made the attempt....
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3 DOORS DOWN "Here Without You" A hundred days have made me older Since the last time that I saw your pretty face A thousand lies have made me colder And I don't think I can look at this the same But all the miles that separate Disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face I'm here without you baby But you're still on my lonely mind I think about you baby And I dream about you all the time I'm here without you baby But you're still with me in my dreams And tonight it's only you and me The miles just keep rollin' As the people leave their way to say hello I've heard this life is overrated But I hope that it gets better as we go I'm here without you baby But you're still on my lonely mind I think about you baby And I dream about you all the time I'm here without you baby But you're still with me in my dreams And tonight girl its only you and me Everything I know, and anywhere I go It gets hard but it wont take away my love And when the last one falls When it's all said and done It g
Hope In A Child's Eyes
Dedicated to my sons Logan And Steven   Whispers in the night calling for the fight, Freedom is what they say Blessed freedom will come our way, That is what they pray Too many wars and too many battles, No with true just cause. Harboring grudges, Like a kitten with viscous claws Innocents dieing on either side, Tell me where this is right What right do we have as mortal men to carry the weight of the world within? To create hate were we should love? To believe in no God of any kind above, To lose ourselves within this hate True sorrow is what should fill our plates, We are all humans with the same ended fate It matters not what we believe in, Nor how we look within our skin We all long for the same freedom A world without war, Now that would be something to see, Somewhat of a dream to me I do no clam to understand it all, But I know in time with war we will be our own down fall Brothers killing brothers all because of differences in faith
Zomg's
this trailer and review was awesomely MORBID!
Pepsi
Pepsi is coming out with a new can, the patrotic can. It will have a picture of the Empire State Building and the pledge of alliance. But in the pledge ao alledgance they left out the words "under God". The reason for this was that they as a company did not want to offend anyone. I think that we should not buy any Pepsi products for fear that we might offend them because the American Dollar has " In God We Trust " on it. I would not want to offend them just as they did not want to offend any of us.
Contest/auctions!
I am going to start a 50 U.S. Beauty contest. If you are from the U.S., private message me what you want to offer and 100K for the entry. The contest will open on May 15th and will run till Memorial Day. The entry must have a salute to be considered!
Linked With Chewyws6
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Shorty's Deep Thoughts, Lol
You need something on Fubar?  Like... your life hangs in the balance?!  Maybe you want something, but I seriously doubt that you need anything on Fubar.  Your life will go on if Fubar ends tomorrow.  If you really believe you need something on Fubar, maybe you should reexamine your life and priorities.  Too many people confuse needs with wants.  I need to eat.  Later. I treat everyone with respect and rarely say anything to anyone... I'm a loner.  But I've been watching some of the fighting and crying on here and find it amusing.   If you take pictures of yourself in revealing clothes and suggestive positions solely to get more rates, etc.  You're a piece of meat!  Or at least that's what you're representing yourself as.  So don't be surprised when the dogs come looking for supper.  You can gripe all you want, about the people that send inappropriate messages, but if you are begging for love, you have to take all that comes your way.  Grow some thicker skin and learn to deal ppl... it'
Forever & Always
Jaded Juliet
*jaded* described as: no longer interested in something, often because of being over exposed; exhausted; fatigued by over work: made dull, apathetic, or cynical by experience or by surfeit: satiated, tired, bored, worn out, done in, spent, drained, shattered, fed up, wearied, uninterested, listless. *juliet* is described: as a headstrong, intelligent, character in spite of her age. timid at times bc she is so young. considered to be the true hero. she is a balance for her impulsive romeo. she is the one who sets the boundaries in her relationship. her forgiveness indicates her mature nature in contrast to his passionate impulsiveness. a far more complex character than her family, or even romeo, can appreciate. by far the stronger of the 2. she is abandoned, beaten, betrayed and led into a folly. she forged ahead, faced fears, defied social customs, and went against her parents. just to lose her love and in so realizes her life is worthless without him. *a star-crossed lover.*
My Blog
I thought I had been in love before,I thought my last love was the perfect match for me,But i had thought wrong cuz when I met you,Everything became so clear,that I been waiting all along for you.Never have I felt something like this.Its amazing what you can feel though only words.Imagine what it will be like when we finally meetThough people don't believe what you and I have.the most important thing is, I don't dout it.and I'm sure you don't either. ------------------------------------------------I wrote this poem especially for you,to show you what my feelings are going through.The moment I saw you my heart was sold,the two of us together will never be cold.Your are my baby day by day,I hope you will never ever go away.All of you is what I need,Please tell me where it can lead.-----------------------------------------------The touch of his hands upon my body send chills though my soul/His lips upon mine oh how bitter sweet/His arms that hold me oh so tight lets me know am safe/The wo
Save Your Reptiles
the best way to pretect your pet constrictors an rights to own them is to speek out ,dont keep what u have to say in your head .an keep your constrictors housed propperly.not just some plywood box or aquirem they need propper housing good owners knw this.though.im not here to tell anyone how to keep their pets.but  4 u  that keep them safe .an knw they need are help to live .please protect them  from others such as gov .no person or goverment should hav the wright to destroy such creachers if it was a aligators killing humans they would just capture an remove to better enviromet.so why not do the same with pytons of florida im ashame i was born in a state wheir thy are destroying such creachers.an what they are not telling  everyone is that the indigo snake can reach 12 ft i knw this because ive seen first hand that they can an do an indigo snakes can be just as dangerouse as any pyton to tell all of u the truth any snake can kill its in their nature .so dont let goverment bs anyone .a
Women Who Loves Women
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Luvers Deelite
As I am walking, there is a feeling of concern. Is he checking out my ass? Does my hips sway? Is my shirt up? Can you see part of my panty? What the heck is going through his MIND?? Uggggggh females with boobs? friends with balls? fondle wet breasts? feel wiggle bend? Any thoughts..I mean suggestions? :) She desired him..wanted him so badlyHer body cried out for himThe nipples started to ache..for his mouthThe breasts wanted to be cupped in his handsVisions of seeing him devouring her nipples and breastsOvercomes her body and she lets out a cry of delightRiding on that desire and hungerShe watches a porn videoIt's a man and womanThe woman is riding the manVisualizing in her mind..she thinks of himThat it is her..riding himTouching herself to send her over the edgePutting as much fingers in her pussyThinking it is his cock that is penetrating herShe pinches her nipples..visualizing his mouth..sucking itHer fingers..going deeper and deeperStretching out her tight little
..:: How I Feel ::..
Because I believe Bigger is betterComfortably cushionedNo bones showingFuck skinnyWaifsI prefer curves
Done
THIS IS MY LAST WEEKEND ON THIS SITE! I WAS THINKING ABOUT DELETING ANYWAY BUT THE THINGS THAT HAPPENED TONIGHT HAVE ENDED ME AND FUBAR. SO IF YOU STILL WANT TO TALK TO ME AFTER THIS WEEKEND GIVE ME SOME OTHER WAY TO KEEP IN TOUCH. IF NOT O WELL I GUESS WE WERENT THAT GOOD OF FRIENDS ANYWAY. I HAVE FACEBOOK, MYSPACE, YAHOO, AND GMAIL. SO IF U HAVE ANY OF THOSE AND STILL WANT TO TALK LEAVE ME A COMMENT WITH UR INFO.
My Addiction On Fubar
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Poetry
My Friend   As the sun dips down to the west, The skies turn pink to a blush color; The wind blows my hair back across my broad shoulders; I look across the beach and find a soaked red rose drowning int he  ocean I picked it up and said, I pick you up like I would pick anybody that is down my friend;   Dream of Desire Dreams, Dreams, Dreams, show themselves and disappear; They come forth and then leave; When I dream of you, My heart melts into a liquid love to surround you, and never lets you out of my sight; The ocean crashes like thunder, lightning flashes through the dark windy night; The birds scream their flawless echo's across the sea; All that is left is your love heating me with desire;   Dream Spell As I look off in the distant blue ocean; As the crystal wind blows through my hair; I dreamed of a next walking up to her and giving her a rose; A rose which was leading my heart out to hers; the beautiful woman grasped the rose firmly; I blacked out, but whe
Test
The Stfu Box
(read bottom to top) Dingdong: just waking up though some parts of me are more awake than others - where r u from?   To Dingdong: ok...u?   Dingdong: how r u today
So Over It
Is this real, partially real like when you are between dreams and awake, or totally a lie...With so many fake photos and profiles, women flirting when they are already involved with someone, fake FU engagements and marriages which are as fake as Las Vegas, so called friends and those who beg and plead for blings, VIPs and other things that cost real money which give them fake points, FU bucks and fake popularity. I want reality. True feelings, true friends and total honesty because that is what I offer. So over this life and planet. We squabble over petty issues. He/ she has this and we don't. He/she loves him/her and not me. This person has earned this many points and reaches this level and been on the FU less time then I have...This is the most critical time and we should all pull together and say enough is enough. Governments, politics and leaders are making the most bold attempt to steal our money and our very freedoms in the history of mankind through manufactured lies which they
For My Babybird
Beauty, it is what I see in your eyes. When I touch your body, it feels like silk. Your lips, like rose petals. Your hair, as Dark and as Beautiful as a moonlit summers night. Beautiful in Everyway. Your personality, that of a playful puppy. Your attitude, as Dark as the Darkest recesses of my mind. Your, body as pale as the Moon. Beautiful in Everyway. Words flow from your Lips like that of Poetry, fallin up on my ears, Lovin everything you say. Beautiful in Eveyway, that is what you are to me. Rick
The Big Girls Next Door
Click to join thebiggirlsnextdoor *~*The Big Girls Next Door Meet & Greet*~* Saturday June 5th 2010 Doors open @ 7 p.m. til 3 a.m. The Hideout Bar 3304 West Chain of Rocks Rd. Granite City, Il. 62040 7 p.m. - 9 p.m. No Cover After 9 p.m $ 5.00 cover The Band "Guilty Pleasures" will be on stage Couples and Singles are welcome! for more information contact foxxxynyla@gmail.com or Send a text 314-632-6185 The Hideout is located at the corner of west chain of rocks road and route 3 , right off of interstate 270 on the east side.   http://www.facebook.com/event.php?eid=117639061601325 Party Like a Rock Star Theme Party!!!!!! April 28th 2012 @ Missy's Crib 9:00 pm  You're Invited to Dress up like your favorite Rock Star/ Movie Star , Costume is required.It's B.Y.O.B. ,  Please remember to R.S.V.P.  for more information: email foxxxynyla@gmail.com or Text me 314-632-6185
Porn
OK ladies I know we all watch porn even if we don't want to admit that we do. But we do. So my question is who is your favorite to watch? Mine is Jenna jamenson!
Love Your Veteran You Freedom Didn't Come Cheap
This poem was written by a terminally ill young girl in a New York Hospital.It was sent bya medical doctor - Make sure to read what is in the closing statement  AFTER THE POEM.SLOW DANCEHave you ever watched kidsOn a merry-go-round?Or listened to the rainSlapping on the ground?Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight?Or gazed at the sun into the fading night?You better slow down.Don't dance so fast.Time is short.The music won't last.Do you run through each dayOn the fly?When you ask How are you?Do you hear the reply?When the day is doneDo you lie in your bedWith the next hundred chores Running through your head?You'd better;slow downDon't dance so fast.Time is short.The music won't last.Ever told your child, We'll do it tomorrow?And in your haste,Not see hissorrow?Ever lost touch,Let a good friendship die Cause you never had time To call and say,'Hi'You'd better slow down.Don't dance so fast.Time is short.The music won't last..When you run so fast to get somewhereYou miss half the fu
My Love
Such a Beauty has befallen me.to Whisper words of Lust in my ears.To teach me how to Pleasure Her with every Breath. Every beat of my heart, to Worship Her as the GODDESS She truly is.her Heart, her Body and her Soul, to watch Her every move.Flowing effortlessly, like a Babbling Brook. Knowing her soft quiet Movements, just by the Look in her Eyes. With just a Wink, Ive become Her Puppet.With that Look, that Beauty, She turns me to Jello.I long for her Words, I hang on every Breath.Rick
Soooo...
Soo i hear they're gonna change the number of mobbies from 750 to 1000 really soon. Go add me if you havent already!! & also.. if you're not in a turf.. now would be a good time to join one! Especially since people are allowed to take millions of dollars per attack! We can have your back! We're growing more & more everyday & we'd love your company =] We're not just a turf.. we're also a family! Here's the link for you to check us out =] http://fubar.com/mafia/?t=2060 come onnnn, you know you wanna!! Much love!
Thoughts Of My Mind...
I missed my chance I sat and watched you walk out of my life. Not that I did anything to stop you but off you went, on to bigger and better things.  I was just person you saw out the corner of your eye some days as you came in and out of the coffee shop. In my head we did this dance like I would say hi and you would say hello and out the door you would go. Then the next day I would say hi and you would smile brush the hair over your ear and say hi.  And after bout a handful of hi and byes we would sit and chat over coffee and doughnuts. Then came time for me to ask you out and you would smile and say yes. Yes would have been the best phrase one simple man could ever hear.  Dating would be a breeze, there would be no fights just love and passion.  Passion that burned so bright it would rival the sun.  And the kids we would have would be gorgeous. Little talented angels that could hum a tune, turn a phrase, and are the humblest kids a person could ask for.  I would love till I lay down
Frustration
Trying to figure out why it is that men seem to see me as a shoulder to lean on and a friend to count on? do you not realize I have feelings too.... I want to be loved...for more than a friend. Why does he need to ask me my opinions? Doesn't he have anyone else to ask? It kills me to see him hurting the way he is...loving her and knowing she is only playing with his heart. And there is nothing I can do. I've tried to tell him...over and over..Everytime he asks for my opinion..I set my heart aside and am honest....But in being honest, he gets mad. Then don't ask me! I do love him....And I don't think he will ever know. At least not until she is out of his life. But she keeps stringing him along. Making him sit and wait. And I know she is never going to go back to him. And he is missing me...who is right in front of him!! I don't think I could be anymore stressed out, so this is primarily going to be some serious venting!!! Like first off, my ex husband and his new wife insist on sho
My Everything
SHE IS MY EVERYTHING SHE IS MY HEART AND SOUL, LIFE ITSELF SHE MAKES ME WANT TO BE BEST THAT I CAN BE SHE BRIGHTENS MY DAYS AND INTO MY NIGHTS SHE TAUGHT ME TO LOVE LIKE I HAVE NO OTHER SHE MAKES ME WANT TO LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST SHE GIVES ME HOPE WHEN THERE IS NONE SHE IS THE AIR THAT I TAKE IN TO MYSELF TO GIVE ME LIFE SHE MAKES ME WANT THE BEST THAT I COULD GIVE FOR MY FAMILY SHE IS THE SMILE ON MY FACE SHE IS THE MOST BEAUTIFUL WOMAN IN THE WORLD IN MY EYES SHE HAS CLASS, STYLE, AND YET SHE IS OUT GOING SHE CAN MAKE ME SMILE AND THE TEARS FALL JUST FROM KNOWING SHE IS MINE TO LOOK UPON HER IS TO WORSHIP THE GROUND SHE WALKS ON TO SEE HER IS LIKE WATCHING THE HEAVEN OPEN AND SEEING THE ANGELS DESENDING A UPON US TO LOVE HER IS THE GREATEST FEELING ANYONE COULD POSSABLY HAVE THE LOVE SHE SHARES WITH YOU WOULD MELT YOUR HEART TO ME SHE WOULD BE ALL I EVER NEEDED BUT TODAY I AM TORN CAUSE SHE LOVES SOMEONE ELSE WHO WAS THERE BEFORE ME YET SHE LOVES ME AS
Jerz Girls!
 A girl from New Jersey and a girl from the West Coast were seated side by side on an airplane. The Jersey girl, being friendly said, "So, where ya from?" The west coast girl said, "From a place where they know better than to use a preposition at the end of a sentence." The girl from Jersey, sat quietly for a few moment...s and then said: "So, where ya from, bitch?" Post this if you're a PROUD JERSEY GIRL~!
Truth
ok its time for me to be honest ppl about somethings. ive seen somethings that life has to throw at you like having to watch my mother whither away from cancer or having one of your best friends (brother) wrap his car around a telephone pole. the thing that hurt the worst was finding out that my ex had not only cheated on me not only once but several times. after we had broken up she told me that she didnt know who the real father to our kids were. i think i would have hurt more if my family hadnt told me a week before that they didnt think the kids were mine........ i looked my family in the eye and said "i didnt care one bit if they were of my flesh and blood. they are the kids of my heart and soul. i love them without reason or conditions"  and walked out the door to work. that is how i view things in my life. with an open mind and its helped with alot of the other things ive been through besides this.
Story Time!
I've always wondered when it became alright to be selfish with your own life. Not too long ago someone very dear to my heart took their own life. As if it were okay and everyone was supposed to turn the other cheek and go on as life does. I'm sorry, but I can't. I am still very angered and hurt over it. Why is it okay for you to take yourself from us? Where is it written in the books that a belt and a ceiling fan is okay? I have yet to forgive you. And I don't know if I will ever learn how. You told Amber you were trying to escape the pain. Well congratulations, you succeeded, and fucked everyone else that ever cared about you in the making.  I don't care that you left me, I don't care that you left everyone else. I care that you left Hailey. Of everyone I know you truly cared about her. And how I know this, is I lived it first hand. She never asked to be brought into this world to a mother who was a junky and to a father who would eventually take himself from her.   Amber told me t
Love On Fubar???
I have always dreamed of finding true love. Who hasnt? But to find said love here on fubar? is it possible? SURE IS!!!! i have been with my fiance for over a year now. it all started about 2 years ago right here on fubar! He sent me a friend request and i accepted! we chatted for a while and then decided to finally meet! I cant imagine my life without him now! THANK YOU FUBAR!
Single
Cell Phones Vs. The Bible
What would happen if we treated our Bible like we treated our cll phones? What if wecarried our bibles in our pockets , what if we flipped through it several times a day? What if we turned back to get it if we forgot it , left the house without it? What if we used it to recieve messages from the text? What if we treated it like we could not live without it? What if we gave it to our children as gifts? What if we used it when we traveled? What if we used it in case of emergency? Something to make you go hmmmm... And unlike our cell phones , we don't have to worry about our bible being disconnected because the bill has been paid , by Jesus Christ. What if we used the Bible half as much as we used our cell phones, where would we be as a world, as a nation, as a people, as a person? Food for thought, this country was based on the bible, and that is what has made this country what it is today. . . . . 
In The End
Period.
Husband Store Funny
A store that sells new husbands has just opened in New York City,where a woman may go to choose a husband. Among the instructions atthe entrance is a description of how the store operates:You may visit this store ONLY ONCE! There are six floors and thevalue of the products increase as the shopper ascends the flights.The shopper may choose any item from a particular floor, or maychoose to go up to the next floor, but you cannot go back down exceptto exit the building!So, a woman goes to the Husband Store to find a husband. On the firstfloor the sign on the door reads:Floor 1 - These men Have Jobs.She is intrigued, but continues to the second floor, where the sign reads:Floor 2 - These men Have Jobs and Love Kids."That's nice", she thinks, "but I want more."So she continues upward. The third floor sign reads: Floor 3 - These men Have Jobs, Love Kids, and are Extremely Good Looking."Wow," she thinks, but feels compelled to keep going.She goes to the fourth floor and the sign reads:Floor
Chemistry
The following is an actual question given on a University of Washington chemistry mid term. The answer by one student was so 'profound' that the professor shared it with colleagues, via the Internet, which is, of course, why we now have the pleasure of enjoying it as well : Question: Is Hell exothermic (gives off heat) or endothermic (absorbs heat)? Most of the students wrote proofs of their beliefs using Boyle's Law (gas cools when it expands and heats when it is compressed) or some variant. One student, however, wrote the following: First, we need to know how the mass of Hell is changing in time. So we need to know the rate at which souls are moving into Hell and the rate at which they are leaving. I think that we can safely assume that once a soul gets to Hell, it will not leave. Therefore, no souls are leaving. As for how many souls are entering Hell, let's look at the different religions that exist in the world today. Most of these religions state that if you are not a membe
Good Information On Diabetes Type 1 And Type 2
THE STORIE OF MY FUFAMILYThere once was a dude named Black who met a chick named Sdmf Dee. Black became very very close to Dee, and called her Brown sugar and very Heavenlee666. Dee decided to let Black meet her Rich brothers, Bls Kevin,Chris USA86,christopher, ReLLik and of course Sandmn2051. Dee met all Blacks sisters DaviGurl, Raven, Tiggy and Kinky Chula. Black said one of his sisters looked like a Dreadlockula666 was way to Hard 2 Handle and just a Lint Licken Cootie Queen. Dee thought Black was kind of mean for sayin that. So she shouted are you Siruis Jacko! you must be on Cocaine I swear!  Black said hey Dee your in a lilbitotrouble now! I sure aint tappinit no more! Dee said pfft what ever were is the Mfkn og Foreplay anyway huh! You like my cousin SLDC anyway pfft Shebledglitter to! Dee started to just get furious and acted like a Typhoons kitty. Black said MMMHmmm sure Dee she was tastiilykeKandy to! Dee said what ever ya HolyDiver I am gonna go play Domino's with Dj Bayfana
Proud To Be White
This is great.  I have been wondering about why Whites are racists, and no other race is...Proud to be White Michael Richards makes his point...Michael Richards better known as 'Kramer' from TVs Seinfeld does make a good point.This was his defense speech in court after making racial comments in his comedy act. He makes some very interesting points...Someone finally said it.  How many are actually paying attention to this?  There are African Americans, Mexican Americans, Asian Americans, Arab Americans, etc.   And then there are just Americans.   You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you... so why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live? You have the United Negro College Fund. You have Martin Luther King Day.You have Black History Month.   You have Cesar Chavez Day.You have Yom Hashoah. You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi.You have the NAACP.   You have BET. If we had WET (White Entertainment Television), we'd be racists.   If we had a White Prid
Updated Writing
One kiss One kiss Is all I ask One kiss to heal and erase the past One touch One touch Of your lips to mine One caress Sweet caress To know the divine Two breaths Become one As reality fades Bid farewell to the sun As the night invades The heat between bodies Contrasts the cool air Two bodies One rhythm And wildly tossed hair. Passion runs like electric current Satin sheets catch aflame Tasting your lips one last time As I whisper your name. At the waist I have you bend While into subspace I gently and firmly send Your sweet sighs of contentment are barely heard You strain to be still as you listen to my every word My voice strong and even, my touch long and light While I do my best to stay just out of your sight The rounded curves of your ass raised and bared In my ropes your hands and feet are snared With you naked and helpless, you are at my mercy When my hands begin to smack your upturned globes, my lips are held together tersely With your
Things Ive Learned Throughtout My Life
if there is one thing ive learned from my parents its about hating things or ppl. my parents had this saying "to hate would take time out of my day that would be better spent loving my friends or family". something else i learned was to not wait to tell someone how you feel about them. while mom was sick i told her that i was sorry about us not getting along very well these last few yrs and that i forgave her for the things that she had done that had hurt me really badly. the last week she was alive my dad told me that she didnt think i was ever going to forgive her for the things she had done. i told dad that i had told her that i forgave for those things. he wanted me to tell her again but she wasnt in touch with the world at the time and i told him that as soon as she was more in touch with the world that i would tell her that i forgave her again. a couple of days later she died from cancer. what i wish to pass on to you is to not wait ever to tell someone you care about things like
Raw And Emotionally Exposed, Welcome To My World!
Some people go together like salt n pepperSome people are meant to be like bread n butterBeing a part for any time is like jam missing peanut butterWhen you find your dip to your chipHold on tightI will bring the whip, you bring the creamPaint me with honey and chocolate syrupLickity splitBanana splitI got a lovely set of coconuts................Or maybe i should just go get some lunch Life is one big mess, repetition every dayScrew the mentality that made you this wayYou bruise me time and time againWith your wordsDoes it make you feel better inside to have all this hatred?Dont mold me how you want meAccept me for who i amSomeone who is never good enoughNever good enough for lifeStop the blood flowing through your veinsThe whispers in your headOnly wish i were deadDeadwh*re forever moreDeny what you crave, its ok pretend i am like the restIn your heart you know i fit you the bestAngers youDefies everything you thinkEverything you have come to feelMisery and woe is what
Hitting A Woman
im writing this after seeing some more of what "us men" have been saying to the ladies here on fu. first of i will call all women a lady. one cause they have to put up with our asses and the things we say and/or do to them and second they deserve to be treated like they're worth something. us guys get pissed if another person says things we dont like but we treat the ladies like they are here to do nothing more than serve us and bare our children. come on are we really stuck in the dark ages??? im not going to lie i have my pet pevs. one of those is treating a lady like sh*t. i know there are some out there who like to be treated like that but thats their business not mine. respect shown is respect earned or at least thats how i was raised. if you really want to get techical about things we would not be here today if it wasnt for women. plainly put its the truth. if women told us men to take a flying leap the human race would come to an end. so come on guys lets start acting like the a
7's Heaven Lounge
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Wedding Plans
If you have an ideas for additional songs for our wedding, comment on here Jimmy Buffet - Brown Eyed Girl Michael Jackson - You Are Not Alone Avenged Sevenfold - Seize The Day - Dear God - A Little Piece of Heaven Bruce Springsteen - I Wanna Marry You John Berry - Marry Me Eric Clapton - Wonderful Tonight - Tears in Heaven Proclaimers - 500 Miles The Beatles - All You Need is Love - She Loves You - And I Love Her - I Wanna Hold Your Hand - When I'm 64 Sonny & Cher - I Got You Babe Cher - Shoop Shoop David Bowie - As The World Falls Down Rammstein - Ohne Dich The Supremes - Someday Me First and the Gimmes - All My Lovin Pennywise - Stand By Me Rob Zombie - Living Dead Girl Ronstadt/Neville - All My Life Michael Buble - Haven't
Rip Ronnie James Dio
Message from Wendy Dio Today my heart is broken, Ronnie passed away at 7:45am 16th May. Many, many friends and family were able to say their private good-byes before he peacefully passed away. Ronnie knew how much he was loved by all. We so appreciate the love and support that you have all given us. Please give us a few days of privacy to deal with this terrible loss. Please know he loved you all and his music will live on forever. - Wendy Dio   You can leave your condolences on Facebook    ronnie was my favorite artist of all time n i am in shock to say the least this , this news is very sad, we have lost one of the greatest today rip ronnie, you were the best,thanks for all the great music n all the great memorys
Possible????
Leveling
_I really am not happy with the fu right now, I have an account and have had it since 2007.  I get locked out of it, I try to message support and nothing I do works.  So I emailed them and have not heard back yet.  So Here I am had to make a NEW account so I can try to get my OTHER one back.............So please, have it in your hearts and help me BACK up through the ranks please.
Wired
All I Ever Wanted
Tear up the photographsBut yesterday won't let goEvery day, every day, every minuteHere comes the emptinessJust can't leave lonely aloneEvery day, every day, hey heyThis second-chancin's really getting me downYou give and taking everything I dreamed aboutIt's time you let me know, let me know just let goAll I ever wanted, all I ever wantedWas a simple way to get over youAll I ever wanted, all I ever wantedWas an in-between to escape this desperate sceneWhere every lie reveals the truthBaby cause I all ever wantedAll I ever wanted was youI'd rather walk aloneDon't wanna chase you aroundEvery day, every day, every minuteI'd fall a thousand timesBefore I let you drag me downEvery day, every day, hey heyYour new beginning was a perfect endingBut I keep feelingwe've already been here beforeIt's time you let me know, let me know just let goAll I ever wanted, all I ever wantedWas a simple way to get over youAll I ever wanted, all I ever wantedWas an in-between to escape this desperate sceneWh
My Tribute To Ronnie James Dio
Neon Knight's play by the mob rules while the holy diver finds his rainbow in the dark, even  though its just another day for rock n roll children who dream evil. Still the sunset superman is the wild one who locked up the wolves while traveling strange highways to bring down the rain on this computer god and its  angry machines on this double monday. still there  The Lord of the last day suffers fever dreams while well before the fall we stand killing the dragon while Living the lie of the end of the world and have one more for the road...
Cuz I Can
debating on getting my tongue pierced after i have my baby girl...what does everyone think? you can love me or hate me. its not going to break me. who cares who judges you? live your life the way you want too. only you can change YOUR life. if u dnt like the way i do things, too damn bad...get ur own life then. im bisexual...have been since i was 15-16yrs old. im 20 now. im tired of keeping it secret.    "ima hold my head high like i have a nosebleed" ima keep on doing me and u can keep on doing u....
My Wants
I really have to find someone who wants to have children cause i really want more children!!!
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Read You May Learn Something.
i'm slowly but frequently having Nate out of my mind. it's okay to be upset. maybe i need a week, month, year to not talk to him. i need serenity and tranquility. the way i can get simplicity me trying to better myself.i should live my young life without being serious. I'm only 21. what's to say that god may have a rewarding future for me. patience isn't my strong point. neither is being open. i have talked to other guys on the net. they all seem like horny dogs.. what part of i want charming guys do you not understand? i know men was born to mate, but it does hurt to show intelligence every now and then? it seems like women have to teach guys what's wrong and right. i wish it was instant to know a woman's motives. but i do understand guys isn't always to blame.women hurt the good guys , which causes misjudgment of when a good girl tries to woo/love him.it's human nature to develop special feelings for another. it's a problem if you cant stop committing infidelity but 'im not going to
My Life On Fubar
ok i think i have a lot to offer i could show that you can survive if you want to. I know that it seems impossible. but i am proof it isnt. Is it hard hell yes. But life is not easy you get what you put into it. i think that sometimes people just turn their backs and ignore, one thing i have learned is that there are a lot of people that say they are friends but are not, it is better to have one true friend then 100 so called friends. I have learned that you dont tell people your life if you dont want to impact theirs. I have also learned that there is only one person you can depend on and thats your self and warning sometimes your self even let you down. I also know that talking about can be healing and also it  can hurt. dont put your self out there if you are not a strong person. another thing is say what you mean and mean what you say . I will post more when asked and would love to meet more people like me. \peace out jim hello this my first blog so be nice. i am. going to share
Twain64
new to this site i like it hope to have alot of friends here :)
This Place
 The next thing I want to bring up is all the profiles with Strategic photos, the ones that show face and all the cleavage. You go to a profile and you see several to a couple of hundred pictures of a woman and all you see is face and cleavage from the overhead, the Birds eye view. Lets get real ladies, if you are taking only the overhead Birds eye shots obviously you are hiding something. If you have something to hide go elsewhere to sucker guys and many of you do. Some of you should seriously consider spending alot less time on FUBAR and alot more time in the gym or outdoors exercising.  If you think I am pciking on people and/or being mean ............ I have struggled to maintain a level of fitness and remain within Army height and weight standards for the last 26 years. I walk with my daughter and Classc1 on a regular basis.  Take a look at her page (Classc1), fresh photos taken within days. She looks pheonomenal, you cant tell she is a mom and had a normal pregnancy. I think
My Babi
baby when i see or talk to u its like the problems in the world just melts away i have never fallin in luv with a girl this quick exspecially from the internet but with u its different babe honestly u mean everything to me a luv u alot and hope that i never lose u in my life i dont know wat i would withou u in my life baby i luv u because u put up with my shit u know when i play around and i hope we never have a fight at all i luv u sweetheart and i  always will forever and always no matter wat happens between us baby I miss the sight of your face, I long for the taste of  your lips, I pray for the day that I can have you in my arms Babi you are the light in my day the wind blowing thru my hair and the sun beating on my skin!!!!!!!! I never knew happiness until I met you... I never knew love until I looked you in the eyes........... Babi I would do anything for you just say it and I'll do it...... Babi I don't kno what I'd do without you.. Up until I met you I was lost confused unsure
Week By The Numbers
3. total number of hair clients on Friday. 3. Total number of nail clients on Saturday. 3. number of french manicures done on other student's clients (really? is it that hard?) 1. number of hair clients missing an ear. (not my fault, he came in that way.) 357. number of freak outs had while cutting the thickest, curliest hair I have ever seen. I couldn't even hide the freak outs. It went: cut hair, OH SHIT! oh we are good nevermind, repeat for an hour. 6. number of times I asked the educator to check that haircut. 2. number of times the educator freaked out on me for freaking out. I kinda deserved it. 1. Number of Swedish films seen over the weekend. did you know "what the fuck" is pronounced "what the fuck" in Swedeish. 4. number of referrals given to me already by that curly haired girl (she works in the call center at school! Fuck yea!) 102. percentage of people that tipped me for my services. (one of the people I painted for another student tipped me) 38. number of dolla
When Im Gone
people who actually kill themselves never give warning or signs, those that do aren't serious but I can tell you this, Suicide is a train barreling downhill track with no brakes- it starts slow but builds into an obsession impossible to stop. You should feel honored that he felt you were the most important person in his world that he chose you to spend his last hours with- that was carefully and intentionally planned. When you are on the train you enjoy the view the speed your last hours but feel it is inevitable so you are happy and never feel the ending coming, its all preplanned and nothing can stop it, you dont want it stopped, you want it over. My roommates have no idea it ever happened to me, that I was ever on that train but I have many times and if I were on it right now, no one would know. When we refer to people we love who are gone, they want us to remember the fun we had together, to them death was just another step in life. the only predictable part of life is that it is u
No Love
Suicide Hold on never let go don't let their words take control Stay true to who you are and you will go far Hold on never let go don't let their words take control Stay true to who you are and you will go far Suicide it's always on my mind I'm tired of people asking why? Why I talk like this why I cut my wrist why I live my life like this I don't care what they say they aint me they don't know my pain the thought in my brain I don't care it's like whatever cuase you bitches just don't know better . Hold on never let go don't let their words take control Stay true to who you are and you will go far Hold on never let go don't let their words take control Stay true to who you are and you will go far Blade in my hand blood on my arm what the fuck do you think is going onHart full of pain head full of hell go on ask if I'm wellMind racing leg shaking slide the blade again blood rushingThoughts stop tempting suggestions clear way out I see it I'm think I'm ready I'm talking it Hold o
Suffer And Pain
Easy way out Sometimes I wonder if I will be free,I think death needs to come to me,that's no more bills or heartache see,I believe it's the best way to be!I want to take my life right now,I want to end it someway somehow,I am tired of living through this pain,I see nothing that I will gain,I just want to say goodbye,Fuck this world and fuck this life,If I come back to this place again,I will repeat this letter my friend.
Lovely Linda's Blog
BUTTERFLY BUTTERFLY FLYING BY, YOUR COLORS SO BRIGHT YOUR BEAUTY A SIGHT TO BEHOLD; YOU LAND ON A NOSE, YOU LAND ON A ROSE, IT DOESN'T MATTER NONE~ JUST KEEP FLYING IN THE SWEET TIME OF SPRING~ SO LIGHT, SO PRETTY AND NICE TO BEHOLD; WHAT A PLEASURE TO SEE YOU FLUTTER YOUR PRETTY WINGS IN THE FRESH AIR OF SPRING.. YOU ARE SUCH A DELIGHT TO SEE *  YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL*   BY: LOVELY LINDA  ~ POSTED ON: THURSDAY, JUNE 23, 2011 ~   BABY, BABY MADE WITH LOVE YOU SURE KNOW HOW TO KICK AND SHOVE! I LOVE YOU ANYHOW THOUGH YOU'RE UNSEEN YOU'RE PART OF ME~~ I THINK THAT'S KEEN! YOUR DADDY AND I HAVE MUCH IN STORE WHEN YOU FINALLY MAKE IT OUT YOUR MOTHER'S DOOR! SO HANG ON TIGHT AND HANG IN THERE AND OUT YOU'LL BE ~~ JUST DO YOUR SHARE!   MY SISTER MARY, EXPECTING HER FIRST CHILD... DON'T PREACH TO ME BUT REACH TO ME, REACH WITH YOUR ARMS OPEN WIDE SHOW ME YOUR LOVE, YOUR HOLY LOVE THEN I WON'T HAVE TO HIDE; GIVE ME YOUR TIME YOUR UNDIVIDED TIME SO I CAN FEEL YOU CARE; SEND ME
Funny Shit
BREAKING NEWS. OAKLAND,CA-Raiders football practice was delayed nearly 2 hours after a player reported finding an unknown white powdery substance on the practice field. Head coach, Jackson, immediately suspended practice & called the police & federal investigators. After a complete analysis, FBI experts determined that the white substance unknown to players was the GOAL LINE. Practice resumed after special agents decided the team was unlikely to encounter the substance again this season.
Her
you wont be her first,her last, or her only.she has loved before,she will love again but if she loves you now what else matters? shes not perfect,and neither are you and the two of you will never be perfect but if she makes you laugh,at least once causes you to think twice,and admits to being human, and making mistakes... hold onto her, and give her all youve got. she is not going to quote poetry,she is not going to be thinking about you every moment,but she will give you a part of her, that she knows you can break dont hurt her, dont change her,dont expect too much from her,smile when she makes you happy,cry when she makes you sad and miss her when shes not there....
People Who Admire!
Are you feeling like you haven't found the people that you connect with? Do you love the carnival? Do you love a group of misfits that will accept any person alive? Then find your way to http://www.fubar.com/lounge/backstagepassradio. We are a band of outcasts that live for the hatchet! We die with the hatchet! We are Juggalos and we're not like some biggot...we accept all people of all walks of life! We just want you to have fun and have respect to others! I am a straight forward person. I expect the same from anyone I met out of respect. If you wanna add me on her, fan me, rate me and such...don't do it cause u want the same done to u. Add me and all if u have read my profile, and decide this is a person I can be friends with. I am not here to help level you up. If ppl read this and I end up only have 3 friends, that's fine! I'd rather have 3 real friends than 20+ fake friends. That's just how it is. And if you read this and u are offened or whatever...then I'm sorry, but at the same
May 25
 Yesterday was really hard on me not that the date was the 25 of May, it holds some very speciali meaning as well.  May 25, 1964, will live as a date that changed my life forever , because on that date I lost my mother in an automobile accident , a careless act in my opinion , the sad thing is I never even knew my mother because I was only 10 months old at the time . people have told me not to dwell on it but its kind of hard when a person gives you life and then 10 months later is taken from you , all a person to do other than question was I the cause of all of this .  The wreck had taken alot ofrom me but it had also given me alot  
F Ing Manners
I saw this one of my internet friends header pages.Apparently somebody did something to piss her off. DON'T ASK FOR HELP IF YOU CAN EVEN SMILE & SAY THANK YOU...GROW SOME FUCKIN MANNERS!!So I wonder what would fucking manners be. I jotted down a few things, I am open toadditional thoughts and comments . Like I said it has been a long time since I rocked and rolled. :-D Fucking Manners,1. at least buy or make dinner for the woman. 2. Wine or drinks are optional depending her taste.3. Foreplay is not an option 4. Clits are delicious and need to be licked hard and often. 5. Blowjobs are to be enjoyed not critiqued. 6. let the woman get hers first and often. 7. anal sex is her choice. 8. Get a luke warm wash cloth if she needs to clean up, not a one extremely hot or extremely cold. 9. Give her a warning before you come, especially when she is giving head.10. Cuddling is a nice afterthought and if you did your job well, might lead to some recovery sex.11. Ass Slapping
Http://www.youtube.com/your7sins
Alright I took time out to share with you all.... some amazing humour. My friend Michael has a show on you tube. http://www.youtube.com/your7sins You will be a better person for watching it.  
Hand Me Down
Someday they'll find your small town world on a big town avenueGonna make you like the way they talk when they're talking to youGonna make you break out of the shell cause they tell you toGonna make you like the way they lie better than the truthThey'll tell you everything you wanted someone else to sayThey're gonna break your heart, yeahFrom what I've seenYou're just a one more hand me downCuz no one's tried to give you what you needSo lay all your troubles downI am with you nowSomebody ought to take you inTry to make you love againTry to make you like the way they feelWhen they're under your skinNever once did think they'd lie when they're holding youYou wonder why they haven't calledWhen they said they'd call youYou start to wonder if you're ever gonna make it byYou'll start to think you were born blindFrom what I've seenYou're just a one more hand me downCuz no one's tried to give you what you needSo lay all your troubles downI am with you nowI'm here for the hard timesThe straight
Epically Inappropriate Status Messages
These are only funny because they are true. *If I'm too lazy to masturbate, do you really think I have the motivation to talk to someone I don't know? *I don't wanna be drunk the first time we make love, so can we just fuck instead? *Statuses about your cock are only funny when you're not lying. *If "Obama" is the answer, Then that must have been one stupid ass question. *I believe that sex is one of the most beautiful, natural, wholesome things that money can buy. *Bisexuality immediately doubles your chances for a date on Saturday night. *There are a number of mechanical devices which increase sexual arousal, particularly in women. Chief among these is the Mercedes-Benz 500SL *If a Dodge Challenger was a dude, I'd totally get over my gag reflex. *Sex is one of the nine reasons for reincarnation. The other eight are unimportant. *Hockey is a sport for white men. Basketball is a sport for black men. Golf is a sport for white men dressed like black pimps. *I don'
Thoughts
I would like to put forth that we change what we call ourselves to Humanimals.I hear people all to often deny that they are animals or using the term in a derogatory manner. If you are not an animal, are you vegetable or mineral? We are the animal Human, we are subject to many of the same afflictions that other animals have, but supposedly have the intelligence to overcome them. We see them in our day to day lives, even make jokes about them. The 'terrible twos', the 'little adult' stage,the 'teenage rebellion', the 'seven year itch', the 'biological clock', and the 'mid-life crisis' are all examples. Most are designed to facilitate breeding and a diverse gene pool, but do not fit well into a monogamous relationship, if any wish further explanation on how these were meant to affect breeding, feel free to drop me a line and ask. If we are to overcome them we must be aware of them, educate ourselves about their effects, and be smart enough to overcome the; however in order
From Guys Point Of View
From a guys point of view:We don't care if you talk to other guys.We don't care if you're friends with other guys.But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off.It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there.We don't care if a guy calls you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned.Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't waittill the morning.Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it.Don't tell us we're wrong.We'll stop trying to convince you.The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence.Yeah, you can quote me.Don't be mad when we hold the door open. Take Advantage of the mood im in.LET US PAY FOR YOU!DON'T "FEEL BAD"We enjoy doing it.It's expected.Smile andsay "thank you."Kiss us when noone's watching.If you kiss us when you kn
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Venting
As the title says, am venting, so if you don't want to read this rant, then best to leave now. My fu-hubby and I are on our 4th turf, the last 3 deleted because some asshats had to keep hitlisting and coming into turf and trash talking, basically making sure that we couldn't do anything on mafia. I am sick and fucking tired of so-called adults acting like little kids that think it is fun to beat someone down just because they can. The turf we are in now is getting the same treatment, hitlisted for the hell of it and then keep doing because someone gets rightfully pissed off because was listed for no good reason, just for shits and giggles. Apparently people are thinking because small turf, we don't deserve to be left alone to play the game. Have had people outright tell us to delete because they wouldn't stop fucking with us, they were having fun. All I can say is must be nice to be able to act like an asshole 24/7, because would bet money that these people are just as much of ass
The Toilet Paper
Great artists are not afraid to explore various media, aesthetics, and techniques when it comes to making their artistic vision take physical form. Recently two well-rounded female artists from two different continents made the news, given their unique ability to make masterful marks with their mammaries on canvas. What does it take to create such titillating art work? Fearlessness, passion for the process, and a great set of paint cans. [What do you think about ... body art?] Age Dennis was when he first ran away from home. Per Hopper, his mother was a state backstroke champion whose opportunity to swim at the Olympics in Berlin in 1936 never materialized due to getting pregnant. She never let Dennis forget that he was the cause of an unrealized dream. You can blame a lot of things on being drunk: slurring your words, stumbling over furniture, attempting to leap over a large campfire in nothing but women’s panties and cowboy boots. But saying the drink caused you to sell o
Things I Like
He sits and looks out across the valley. While staring in amazment at what he see’s before his eyes he wonders what she is thinking.  Is she thinking of him? What is she doing?   Where is she?  He can only imagine.    He is amazed   He then thinks of all that she has said to him.  He thinks of the trust that he has for her.  What her words really mean, and why they mean so much to him.  He thinks of these words because she has given him a gift.  It is that feeling that is down deep, so down deep that it is a surprise to him when it has finally come out.  It has been something that was there all along.  Something indescribable.  So real, so right.   He is amazed   While just sitting and staring off at what God has created, a smile comes across his face.  He has thought of one of the many memories that he has shared with her.  His mind goes back in time to places that he had been, the feelings he had felt, the love that he had shared with her.  The smile is still there, but
If Only ..
I love to listen to you talk,as you open up to me,expressing what your feeling,and everything you see. I love they way you listen,and how i know you understand,everything I'm mumbling,and help me through it with your hand. I love how you give me advice,and tell what's on your mind,You always make me fell better,with those things you say, I love the way you help me,Whether is night or day,your always there,every step of the way. I love the way you make me smile,and make me glow with delight,You take away my fears,and make everything alright. I love everything about you,And you'll always be my Friend .. and maybe more,I love the fact we don't know what's in store.  ... If everyone who has ability to see.. could for one week see in a fog. They would understand and see life a little differently ..of course senses are more acute .. but there are other sense that becomes apparent, you ou go on instinct .I have learned so much about myself as well as others from experencing this . I ha
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David's Memories
Molly rolled over in the bed and realized that David wasn’t there it was 3 am and she figured he got up for a cup of coffee as he had been doing so she got up to join him.  When she got downstairs, she wasn’t prepared for what she found it was David leaning over the coffee table weeping, wiping his hands on his chest repeatedly.“Davey are you alright?” she asked him as she put her hands on his shoulders sitting down behind him.“I can’t make the blood stop he keeps bleeding and I cannot make it stop.  He took two rounds in the stomach and I can’t put his insides back in either.  He is dying and I can’t make it stop what the fuck do I do now?” He kept repeating.She begins to weep along with him and is afraid the kids are going to come down and see their Daddy on the floor.  “Please get up I don’t want the kids to see you like this David.  Please get up off the floor and I will help you clean it up alright?”  He wiped
The Midknightdevil
I'm The MidKnightDevil here to party and dance the night away as for when the sun starts to rise it's to the grave I go with a salute to you and a song in my heart and memories of those loved and lost I'm The MidKnightDevil and thanks for letting me party with you.
What If
    I can't find the rhyme in all my reason I've lost sense of time and all seasons I feel I've been beaten down By the words of men who have no grounds I can't sleep beneath the trees of wisdom When your ax has cut the roots that feed them Forked tongues in bitter mouths Can drive a man to bleed from inside out What if you did? What if you lied? What if I avenge? What if eye for an eye? I've seen the wicked fruit of your vine Destroy the man who lacks a strong mind Human pride sings a vengeful song Inspired by the times you've been walked on My stage is shared by many millions Who lift their hands up high because they feel this We are one We are strong The more you hold us down the more we press on What if you did? What if you lied? What if I avenge? What if eye for an eye? I know I can't hold the hate inside my mind 'Cause what consumes your thoughts controls your life So I'll just ask a question What if? What if your words could be judged like a crime?
Pain
last nite my cell rang , its my big brother . I knew then that this wasn't gonna be good, due to the fact my mom was admitted in the hospital last friday. She has struggled with breathing problems  for the last 5 years & of course she is getting worse now. Now the steroids are not helping her like  they used to , now they are pumping her full of steroids & morphine. My brother described her as "barrel chested"(she is normally small, 90 pounds) . He says that she is layin there in pain , moaning, begging for rest ! This is where it gets even worse, she is now starting to lose her mind, she is starting to say & do the things that Dad did right before he died. Now my brother informs me that mom's wishes are to be creamated, no preacher, no fancy urn & honestly, i'm glad that mom has chose to handle those things in her own way. My questions are limitless at this point. How does  a person learn to let go of someone that loves me unconditionally, someone that is soo close to  my he
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Fumafia
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Looking 4 This Picture
I am lookinhg for a picture I saw on one of the girls on heres pictures. I don't remember who's pictures it was on but if any of you out there know and can get me this picture I will buy you a 25 credit bling pack. The picture has the Angels on one side and the Demons on the other they are fliing at each other about to go into battle but not yet engaged in battle. I believe it is in black and whit,also the ones closes to you are big and as they get further away they get smaller and smaller until they fade away and there is alot on both sides .  If you can find me this picture I will reward you with a 25 credit bling pack . Thank you for all your help it is very much appreciated. :)
A Cry Not Spoken
ONCE again i find myself ignorant, shallow of the strength i lack for a day well spent . should we say , now as the hour begins to fall the glass becomes pessimistic of a dream i once saw . i cannot blame anyone as fault balongs to me try lookin at fate through my eye you then may understand loss as you feelme bleed . who is this behind me , that hides in shadows? a being of death maybe , when my soul becomes hollow . hate takes me quickly . at this moment my only hope is my brother . i wonder how can he help me , when this poison has also left him confused and pale , we maintain this struggle of  pain through a bond of blood . a silent cry to god as we lose our loved ones . i shall return would be my last words . a beast no more when my ashes lay upon this ern . i finally walk free from this realm of evil tears . with one remaining on my left eye to tell a story you cannot hear . my soul shall ponder forever in the hearts of those who knew me , forget me not , for the flesh you know l
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Just bloggin to say that fubar and most of it's people r great! :)
Ever Wonder...
Ever wonder why when everything seems to be going good, things are looking up and all is well, something or someone always messes it up? Ever wonder why these people or things do it?? IDK... just a lil hurt, annoyed and aggravated... :(
Random Thoughts
Tho your many miles awayI can still feel youin my dreams is where we meetand for now that will have to doand when I hear your voicemy heart longs for youfor your touch,for your kiss,for a glimps of that sparkle in your eyeTho your many miles awayI can still feel youin my dreams is where we meetand for now that will have to doand when I see your facemy heart skips a beatfor your touch,for your kiss,for a glimps of that sparkle in your eye Can you see the light, or are you still just blind,or can you be lost,in the shadows of your mind,open up your eyes,and together we will start,we will star to walk,and never be apart,and together, we'll run....take a look at me,and open up your heart,see the light i feel,and we'll never be apart,is your mind still dark,or is the daybreak nearing,is it my love you fear,or the love for me your feeling,and together, we'll run....open up your eyes, and let your fears rush out,feel the love I give,and they'll never be a doubt,oprn up your heart,and we will
Credits For Sale
Bleading Hearts
well you can like me or you cant, who gives a hary rats ass? i am me, you are you, they are they. a lot of people like barking up other peoples trees, here is an idea, bark up your own damn tree. maybe if you tried that ever once in a while you might see that the real problems in your life is realy only just your own problems. i know it is hard for some people but dont shit and fall back in it cause it makes you smell just like it, and it gives you away cause other people can smell shit also, and most of them aint stupid so they know exactly where that shit smell is coming from. sincerly (FU) josh- have a nice day :)
Things I Do On Bored.com
Personality Type Report for ryan Your Personality Preferences INTROVERT While you may not be anti-social, you do need (and deserve) your private time and space to retreat from the world. Unlike extroverts, you need to develop a concept of the world or some aspect of it before experiencing it. Too much socializing may sap your energies. Your energies are derived from exploring the inner world of ideas, impressions and pure thought. SENSORY You usually gather information with your senses: what you can see, hear, taste, touch and smell in the physical world. The facts gathered from the sensory data you process are the building blocks of your model of our world. You concentrate your energies on what actually exists and do not ponder what might exist too much. You are usually practical and rely on your common sense to guide you through the world. You see things as they are and have little or no need to search for underlying meanings. JUDGING Y
Life
Ich will Ich will dass ihr mir vertraut Ich will dass ihr mir glaubt Ich will eure Blicke spüren Ich will jeden Herzschlag kontrollieren Ich will eure Stimmen hören Ich will die Ruhe stören Ich will dass ihr mich gut seht Ich will dass ihr mich versteht Ich will eure Phantasie Ich will eure Energie Ich will eure Hände sehen Ich will in Beifall untergehen dl will deinee Muchi     Seht ihr mich? Versteht ihr mich? Fühlt ihr mich? Hört ihr mich? Wilst Du mich Könnt ihr mich hören? Si hören dich Könnt ihr mich sehen? Sie sehen dich Könnt ihr mich fühlen? Sie fühlen dich Ich versteh euch nicht Ich will Ich wollen dass ihr uns vertrautIchwollen dass ihr uns alles glaubtIch wollen eure Hände sehenIch wollen in Beifall untergehen - ja Könnt ihr mich hören? Sie hören dich Könnt ihr mich sehen? Sir sehen dich Könnt ihr mich fühlen? WSie fühlen dich Ich versteh euch nicht Könnt ihr uns hören? Sier hören euch Könnt ihr uns sehen?Sie sehen euch Könnt ihr uns fühlen? Sie fühlen
Love
I love you with all of my heart I will never get over the feeling that I have so strongly for you I just keep thinking about how if I would ever lose you how I would spend the rest of my life trying to get you back And thinking about how my life will never be complete with out you in it You are my world You are my strength You are the reason that I get up ever morning You are the reason that I want to live You are the greatest thing that has ever happened to me I just keep thinking of the mistakes that I have made in our relationship And how I would go back to take them all away I know that we will have our little fights and arguments Every argument that we have kills me inside But all that I can think of is’ In the end will we remain together? And I know that you will be there for me when I need you the most You sit there and say that I do not love you But you got it all wrong I love you more and more each day I love you more and more with every breath that I take and with eve
Just Thinking
Starting to think about winding down my time here on Fubar. It seems like it is just become about the games. Leveling, points, begging and pleading without and thought or feeling about the ones you call friends and ask them for favors. I am not a VIP or have money to buy blings, or any of the imaginary stuff so many think are so important on here so I am mostly ignored. I wanted friends who might actually care and maybe share a thought or two in the shout box, an occasional comment or a rate or drink to show you actually care. If you think all I am good for is to help you level, not an actual person, but just a click or two on the keyboard to help you out, you are not a true friend and I ask you to please remove yourself from my family, friends, fans and fans of list. If you do care, talk to me once in a while!!!!!
Poetry
Blakhawk
life is short so let's rock it !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Cams
 I need help getting on cam in a lounge.. Can someone help me?
Clownface
when im at wrk,freinds and fand  get in for free,Im the front dood bouncer,call me clownface,then i will know,hope to see you there   being a bouncer is not an aesy job,but when you look like me its a good fit thanx for all the help my fubar friends
The Darkness Inside
My life, as torturous as it may be. This life, it is sane to me. Overwhelming, it would be for thee. A life of anger and pain it would be. Followed closely by misery and despair. There is nothing that compares. So jus stay the fuck away, away from me. Haunted by thoughts of homicidal rage. I live in a life of darkness, souless and uncaring. Demons settling in, deeply roaming. Darkest of the dark, forever free. Never helping, always destroying me. Ripping through the heart of me. Always pain, never any glee. Cries of rage and screams of pain echo thru the distance to find a kindred spirit. cant keep them down
Sexual Appitite ;)
 I crawl under the table, lift your dress over your silky creamy thighs, jus enough to xxpose them beautifully glistenin lips. teasin you, my tongue slides round the out walls of your constant moisten pussy. you out a slight but quiet moan. my rings catching your clit, jus enough for you to feel. body squirmin to get ever closer. tryin not to draw to much attention as to what is goin on in our direction. you slide your ass closer to the edge of your seat. pullin my face closer to your pussy, the smell of your scent intoxicating. my tongue slidin in deeper and deeper. your hands grabbin my long hair, pullin me in tighter between your creamy thighs.       my tongue movin in and out between your drippin lips. my teeth nibblin, sometimes soft. most times hard, jus so i can see the pain, pleasure on your face as i peek from under where im at.hearin you wince and moan has got me hard. the more i flirt with your clit, the louder you get.people turn to see what is all the comotion. mostly
Jus A Tease Hehe
walk up behind you, wrap my arms round your body. as they barely touch your already erect nipples. my hands grabbin and messagin your tits. slowly movin down, i slip my fingers past your lips. sliding two inside you. my fangs penitrating your neck. as the blood runs down your body. reachin your hand around you grab my hard cock. feelin me through my jeans as they get tighter with your hand bein there. you reach over my waist band. slide your hand down insinde my jeans. grabbin my hard cock, you begin strokin me. gettin harder as you move up and down on me. slidin your hand over my belt, you loosen it. pullin it out one loop at a time. slowly your teeth find the buttons on my jeans. carefully undoin them on by one. slowly pullin my hand away from your pussy, squeezin your lips as i move to your jeans. undoin them, carefully. slowly lettin them fall to the floor. exposin your perfect pussy, your swollen lips. to be continued, hehe.
Painter's
Please, be polite.They will come big, medium and smallBut, this doesn’t matter at allNow, eat it rightSlip your fingers in, gently pull it apartand lick up the juice that may run out and down your chinIt is ready and waiting now, whenever you areYou don’t need a knife, fork, or spoon at all.You only need your mouth and your fingers. That’s allRemember, there is no coreno stemno rindno pitno seedsno throw away at allSo don’t make it a choreEnjoy what you're eating 
Me.
I just don't understand how you guys think I'm attractive. All throughout my elementary through high school years, I got called ugly. People never wanted to hang out with me or be my friend because of how I look. I guess you to have to look good to be a friend...Oh well.
Why Does He Love Me So Much
WHY DOES HE LOVE ME SO MUCH IM NOT ALL THAT I MEAN COME ON THERE IS BETTER WOMEN OUT THERE THEN ME CAN ANYONE TELL ME WHY????????????????????? WHY IS IT WHEN YOU RATE EVERY SINGLE PIC A CHERRY BOMBER HAS THEY STILL DONT BOMB YOU WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF CAN ANYONE EXPLAIN THIS TO ME ?????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
Dark Parking Lots Where Shopping Carts Go Uncollected....
- so i wish i could remember everything that happened on march 27,  i was out with my friend celebrating my 22 birthday. it was a great night.. greatfuldeads all night... shitfaced ... i was walking towards my car, i was basically beligerent so i obviously couldnt drive. my friend was calling a taxi and we were in the back of the brickhouse. its really dark parking lot. id say around 1130 so it was definately before last call. while we were waiting we were both talking loud and waiting for the taxi. a officer made an assumption that my friend was my boyfriend and that we were fighting, both of those assumptions were and are false. the officer then tapped me on the shoulder from behind, "to see if i was okay" and i just started to defend myself. immediately i was slammed against the hood of my car, and i couldnt hear that it was a cop because i wasnt listening, it didnt matter, the fact is a male who was 3 times my size touched me from behind and i promised before i moved back here tha
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Freeman's Wish
well okay... I had the most unexpected moment today... I didn't even know it was coming as i thought my soon to be ex had already been served... I allowed a realtor to visit as we are selling out house and have to agree on what Will be taking place as far as getting rid of the place... all that said and it was about half way through his presentation when he looked out the window and noticed a police man parked and walking toward the door... it was a then that I knew that that was the service of the papers for her... wow.. timing was way bad.. though I was glad that the realtor was there or it might have turned ugly... she excused herself and the poor guy was left from a smooth talking sun of a gun to a stammering idiot that didn't know what to say.... I felt bad for the guy... and I kind of didn't like how the timing worked out it would have been better for me if it would have happened when I wasn't there... oh well now I have a story to tell about it.. this one isn't as long as but
If Only One Realizes !!!
Why do we hurt? Why is it so hard to be honest? Thank God I was raised by a woman that tought me to speak my mind be blunt but kind and always honest. Tha problem I expect this from everyone eles !! What a joke ! I kid myself into thinking that that there are people out there like me that respect and honor life and belive that what you put in you get back ! I havent give up the search and everytime I open up to a fake a pretender someone that says they love me when they clearly dont and I get hurt I put my heart back out there you know why? Because I belive that there is someone in this world that will love and cherish me and be honest and not break my heart! I belive that so I push on beliving that every experiance is a life lesson leared and that Im more wiser for what I have been thru and experianced. So why we hurt I dont know but where that hurt takes you is what matters most standing above and living life is the best reward of them all for we only have one life and live it we sho
18 And Up Party
Dedicated To Tupac And Everybody Here In Fubar
NSPIRATION IS WHAT TUPAC GAVE ME BEING YOUNG, STRONG MINDED ANd leaving life i starded freestyling cuz pac gave me inspiration. LOST IN THE STREETS IN MY CAR PLAYING IS A NEW 2PAC RELEASE REMINDING ME THAT SOMEWHERE THERE IS PEACE. SOMETIMES I CRY WONDERING WHY SOME MANY OF MY FRIENDS HAD & HAVE TO DIE. LISTENING TO PAC I KNEW IT WAS ME AGAINST THE WORLD & DONT TRUST JUST ANY GIRL. PEOPLE GLORIFY BEING SHOT NO LIE TO TELL LIL HOMIE THEM BULLETS ARE HOT, AND THEM PEOPLE GOT A SPOT FOR YA CALLED 3HIDES & A COT. RIDING IN MY CAR STRESSING WATCHING 2PAC RESURRECTION KNOWING MY LIFE IS A BLESSING. PHONE RINGING AND THE RING IS BETTER DAYS & ON THAT NOTE I PUT DOWN THE HAZE. PAC SAID ITS HARD TRYING TO BE AN ANGEL WHEN YOUR SURROUNDED BY DEVILS THANKING THE LORD I MADE IT TO ANOTHER LEVEL. PRAYING & HOPING FOR A HAPPY HOME INSPIRATION FROM PAC LET ME KNOW ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE AND IT WANT BE LONG. THEY DIDNT KILL 2PAC THEY BIRTH BELIEVERS, THERE WILL BE NO OTHER LIKE 2PAC. so i go by wat tupa
Virgin Blogger (first Time)
Not going to get fancy, I really don't come here very often. Haven't made a salute or whatever it is, so I can't talk to some people. I come on when sent an alert. Pantyshotz sent me a drink and I tried to return the favor. Don't know if it went or not. The alert said there was a comment also, but I have no idea what it was. I wonder if she will see this? Hopefully she will This is all fun and good, but it is a fantasy type thing. You will never meet the others you talk to, and I have no idea what I can tell them;since there is that section about being "defrocked" depending on what you say. If someone wants fantasy, all I have to do is dip into my past and describe it first person as if we were within licking distance. I have met women from dating sites, but at east half that I have met have had problems such as being alcoholics (4), Bipolar (3), thieves (2), multiple personality (1) but if you count all of the rest of her...at least 8. One of her personalities was a televangelist an
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Yah I Would Like To Know Too
So where are all the "Save the Gulf" concerts? Where are the T.V. Benefits with celebrities and musicians giving heart felt speeches on the poor fisherman, wildlife, beaches, loss of income and sabotaged gulf economy? I find it rather strange how these people (including our own government) are so quick to help Haiti and other countries...but sit on their asses for this one. Just the facts. *Post this if you agree!!!*
Tear From A Rose
Tear From A Roseon one block in the world there was a rose bush that started to grow. it grew slow, reaching up to the sky. then as months passed it started to have lil red blossoms. they sprouted bloomed, as the days went by. people walked by watching them grow. some were picked and most had stayed. yet there was one that was blooming like the rest. then, one day, all the flowers were pick. although this single rose just started to bloom. as it grew it looked around. wondering why it was the only one. as the people from before walk on by. it came un noticed. then one day it grew to its full size and was the biggest out of them all. yet people continued to walk on by as if it were not even there. then one night as it was sleeping it began to feel this cutting at its stem. it began to wake to look around. all it saw was nothing but darkness. then there was a light in the distance. it tried to stay awake, yet it was still very sleepy, as it began to pass back out it saw a d
Musings...
Coming back to Fubar after a year is a real shock... I was here for the LostChary, and then the CherryTap and finally Fubar and each change was a sorta seemless transferral from one to another...more stuff, more people...some changes were great and others a pain in the ass.  When I finally deleted my original Nomad site I'd become too jaded and so aloof with the people that were my friends that it was pointless to stay anymore... mostly the problem was me, and the funk I allowed myself to dive into that eventually pulled me away from my friends.  Hopefully, I can give this another shot and meet some new friends, as well as connect with those that I bailed on before, because they were(are) some good people... So...Here I am again, (Luckily, I had a few back up accounts with the older 6 digit member ID...lol I'm one of 4 million now, but I was among the 1st 100k...lol)  I can tell you that it was a shock when I logged in for the first time to the New Fubar... it was like leaving a town
Wtf, Why Add Then Block
WTF, Why add someone then blockthem? if you don't want to talk or whatever have the respect to tell them so. That is wtf is wrong with this country, noone has respect for anyone except themselves today and those that do care and respect others get shit on!!!!
Zz
Seriously what is it with women and tattoos, I don't get it. I don't know why some think its sexy cause it just doesn't look good on any women, maybe except for biker chics.. Or maybe some of you women just want that "gangsta lookin appeal, which in that case its understandable lol. Oh well to each their own, carry on.
Sums It Up...
I loved you for capturing my heart... I loved you for giving me the kind of love I never had.. I loved you for listening to me all those hard to get through times.. I loved you for being the beautiful picture in my life.. I loved you for keeping me warm all those nights... I loved you for making me laugh and my heart smile... I loved you for being the love I couldnt live without... I loved you for being the person I wanted to spend the rest of my life with.. I loved you for having the only heart I wanted to call my own... I loved you for being my everything... FUCK YOU... For capturing my heart...just so you can break it! For giving the kind of love I never had... just so you could take it ! For listening to me all those hard to get through times...just to then turn and walk away! For being the beautiful picture in my life...just to leave an empty frame on the shelf! For keeping me warm all those nights...just to later leave me out in the cold! For making me laugh and m
My Funny Freestyles Lol Kinda
Yo your quick to fail Your to much of a kid to tell All your acne jokes u think are well Apply to him as well And when it comes to rap im the steady king And ur boyfriend prefers u when ur not wearing anything Except his wedding ring But I do the most work U can go first U can keep my girls money and tour the whole earth Looking for a growth spurt I got the sick flavor While this faker Is trying not to get confused for a fifth grader But anyway ur getting wrecked And when he was a kid He wished he was big But instead got the reverse effect Have u even developed into a person yet Or is ur mom still trying to figure out what birth defect But when we spit its airless But I don’t know why anybody would be scared against This piece of asparagus And you see the crazy thing to me is that u reek of such arrogance But secretly u speak to a therapist Like… I CAN’T BE THE AMERICANS!!!
Note To Self
Stop making notes..
Quote
"It is not enough in a situation of trust in the commonwealth, that a man means well to his country; it is not enough that in his single person he never did an evil act, but always voted according to his conscience, and even harangued against every design which he apprehended to be prejudicial to the interests of his country. This innoxious and ineffectual character, that seems formed upon a plan of apology and disculpation, falls miserably short of the mark of public duty. That duty demands and requires that what is right should not only be made known, but made prevalent; that what is evil should not only be detected, but defeated. When the public man omits to put himself in a situation of doing his duty with effect it is an omission that frustrates the purposes of his trust almost as much as if he had formally betrayed it. It is surely no very rational account of a man's life, that he has always acted right but has taken special care to act in such a manner that his endeavours could
Did You Know...
Did you know... ...that the words "race car" spelled backward still spells "race car"? ...that "eat" is the only word that, if you take the 1st letter and move it to the last, it spells its past tense, "ate"? And have you noticed that if you rearrange the letters in "illegal immigrants," and add just a few more letters, it spells: "Go home you free-loading, benefit-grabbing, resource-sucking, baby-making, diaper dumping, violent, non-English-speaking assholes and take those other hairy-faced, sandal-wearing, bomb-making, camel-riding, goat-loving, raggedy-ass bastards with you." How weird is that??? if your not an illegal immigrant get off my back its how i feel
Wtf?!
WTF you may ask?! Keep in mind this is the condensed soup version of what happened to me in 2004-2010. Yes its long and yes there are technical terms. Get lost or confused ask. I was a nurse before I got sick. I tend to forget that not everyone knows what the fuck I'm talking about.     March 2004 I became deathly ill. I had what "they" thought to be a chronic migraine. Turns out that would be the easy way out. But for those of you who know me, know I can't take the easy way out of anything... I was put in the hospital and "they" started running tests. Every fucking test known to man was ran on me. I was diagnosed with Pseudo Tumor Cerebri (PTC). In short my brain thinks its has a brain tumor. It doesn't, but trying to convince that tainted thing of that isn't possible. My brain over produces Cerebral Spinal Fluid (CSF) and crushes itself. So I was put into a medically induced coma for nearly 2 weeks. "They" tried drug therapy to help me. Guess
The Vampyress Queen
I WALK INTO THE NIGHT WITH 1000 CORPSES, AWARE OF THE TOMBSTONE LYING FLAT ON THE GROUND.I APPROACH THE TOMB STONE AND A SPIRIT CALLS TO ME AND SAYS, "WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING HERE?" I REPLY, I'M JUST A LONER, LOOKING FOR A REASON TO SURVIVE THE SPELL OF THE GOTHIC VAMPYRESS QUEEN OF ANCIENT TRANSYLVANIA. WITH THE AGES OF THE OLD TYME ARE OPPOSED BY THE FORCES OF THE WHITE LIGHT. THIS DARK SOUL TAKEN TO THE UNDERWORLD, ONLY SURVIVING BY SUFFERING DEATH AND TORMINTING DOMINATION OF THE GOTHIC VAMPYRESS QUEEN OF THE DAMNED SOULS OF THOSE WHO HAVE ACCEPTED DEATH AS A SECOND CHANCE TO LIVE UNDER THE FAITHFUL SERVICE TO THE DARK, THE ASSTOUNDING, THE BEAUTIFUL SINGLE BEING, THE GOTHIC VAMPYRESS QUEEN OF THE NIGHT!
Avon Rep
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Memyselfiandtheworld
Ann, has access to my PC's because I have nothing to hide and she found it amazing that I had Porn and Ladies of The Night in my Favorites. She said anyone coming across this will have the Perception of you being something your not. Perception are easily created. She was floored by me the other day. She never expected it nor others. Unfortunately, not many thihngs are clear as it may seem. Perception of me is based on the actions of others and not me. Who has the most to gain? How many gained and whe really lost it all, meaning wife, animal (friends), house, dignity, and respect? Anyone paying attention to this, beside The Roman Catholic Church, The Oder, TEMPLER, and friends? Glory to God N   Songs said something about time? I don't get that much time to come to this site. I have things I have to read here very soon. Seems there are an awful lot of people that are paranoid and yet refuse to admit it whereas they are very quick to throw it around. They should examine their owns

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The Words Flow
  i never really understood the meaning behind the words now understanding the words that always seem to flow out of your mouth feeling the rhythm touch my soul making me feel whole wanting u to talk real nice and slow. let me enjoy every last word that roams in your world. yes i do understand every last word u just said     that seem to always flow out of your mouth not knowing when they will begin or would they ever end.always got me lost in your mind as if I’m in outer space.like im speeding down a congested freeway all caught up in a daze running around in a maze   i never really understood the meaning behind the words that seem to always flow out of ur mouth never know whether to stand still and listen ... or turn my back and walk away not hearing a word you say you can get me all bent and twisted with the soft spoken words that flow out of your mouth hanging on to ever consonant and vowel ever last syllable that you sound its crazy how u
Blinded By Love
I put so much into what we had … Got lost in the past with you in my heart. Lord knows I would go to the ends of the world to Make you happy. It’s a damn shame that you did not see it in the same Light as I did. All broken up and shattered with pain of losing you When in reality I never did have you. You was playing silly ass games… got the wool pulled over my eyes . For those looking from the outside in would say I was Blinded by love. Whatever you want to call it… the pain is too great to Deal with. My mind is spinning out of control. Like I cant seem To find my way back to home. Clouds fill up my mind . I can feel the tears building up in my eyes And the pounding in my chest is getting greater Lord, why does it hurt so much? I thought that love wasn’t suppose to be so painful. Why do I feel so shameful? I feel as though I’m a flightless bird that doesn’t know How to use my own two feet. All I want to know is…
Fubar Help Me
How do I block non Fubar friends recent activities from showing up on my Bar Tab ? Explain it to me like I am a 2 year old. I swear the Help Lounge aint no help at all. So I am at your mercy.
Told I Was Insane
I was told I was InsaneCuz I could hear and see the unexplainedSo they threw me into a room by my lonesomeAnd threw way the only Key to the doorAll cuz I hear the voicesThat resided in my Head And those of all aroundAnd saw what they could not seeSo in this single room I goWith its padded walls of whiteBecause they thought I was InsaneAnd would try to hurt, or kill, youWhen all I've every wantedIs to help you and myselfTell you what I see and HearThat you fail to know ofBut no you dont believe meWhen I'm constantly shifting my stance and gazeCuz I can see them and hear their plansOf coming out to hurt, or kill youDont think no one can help youWhen you needed it the mostAnd no ones there to know whats happeningFor theres only one that could knowBut you locked me into a padded roomAnd threw away the only key to the doorBecause you were to afraid to ask and ponderIf maybe what I hear and see is going to beSo here I sit nice and cozyIn the center of my roomStaring at the pad
I Am Here, You May Celebrate
These are only funny because they are true. *If I'm too lazy to masturbate, do you really think I have the motivation to talk to someone I don't know? *I don't wanna be drunk the first time we make love, so can we just fuck instead? *Statuses about your cock are only funny when you're not lying. *If "Obama" is the answer, Then that must have been one stupid ass question. *I believe that sex is one of the most beautiful, natural, wholesome things that money can buy. *Bisexuality immediately doubles your chances for a date on Saturday night. *There are a number of mechanical devices which increase sexual arousal, particularly in women. Chief among these is the Mercedes-Benz 500SL *If a Dodge Challenger was a dude, I'd totally get over my gag reflex.
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DUDE I GOT SOME THINGS TO SAY TO U IM NOT DONE U SENT ME THE LINK TO UR BLOG UR MOTHERFUCKER U CAN BLOCK ME OR WHATEVER BUT I WANT TO SAY GO FUCK URSELF AND I FEEL BAD FOR WHOEVER ENDS UP WITH YOU HAVING TO DEAL WITH UR ASS MAN I LOST FAMILY AND MY FIANCE IS IN THE ARMY AND HE STILL REMEMBERS 9-11 HE CARES ABOUT THE PEOPLE AND HE HELPS THOSE IN NEED ALONG WITH HIS FELLOW TEAM I WAS IN ROTC IN COLLEGE SO I DONT RESPECT WAT U SAID GET A FUKEN  LIFE OR A FUKEN CLUE THIS IS THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA AND WE WON'T GET OVER IT FOR THOSE OS YOU WHO LOST FAMILY WE ARE STILL PULLING FOR YOU U R NOT ALONE AND FOR WHOEVER THIS GUY IS I SAY FUCK HIM HE DONT KNOW WAT THE FUCK HE IS TALKING ABOUT AND IN CASE U DIDNT KNOW MY NAME IS ALEX FUKEN ROSE REMEMBER THE NAME DONT FORGET IT BITCH CAUSE ME AND MY FIANCE AND ALL THE OTHER SOLDIERS R HERE TO HELP THOSE IN NEED AND IF ALL U WANT TO DO IS TALK SHIT REMEMBER WHEN I SAY SOMETHING I DO IT BUT UR JUST A BITCH SO WATS IT MATTER TO U MAN IDC WHERE U CO
Kitkat
Just gonna stand thereAnd watch me burnBut that's alrightBecause I likeThe way it hurtsJust gonna stand thereAnd hear me cryBut that's alrightBecause I loveThe way you lieI love the way you lieI love the way you lieI can't tell you what it really isI can only tell you what it feels likeAnd right now there's a steel knifeIn my windpipeI can't breatheBut I still fightWhile I can fightAs long as the wrong feels rightIt's like I'm in flightHigh of a loveDrunk from the hateIt's like I'm huffing paintAnd I love it the more that I sufferI sufficateAnd right before im about to drownShe resuscitates meShe fucking hates meAnd I love itWaitWhere you goingI'm leaving youNo you ain'tCome backWe're running right backHere we go againIt's so insaneCause when it's going goodIt's going greatI'm SupermanWith the wind in his bagShe's Lois LaneBut when it's badIt's awfulI feel so ashamedI snapWho's that dudeI don't even know his nameI laid hands on herI'll never stoop so low againI guess I don't know my ow
Jokes
  An Amish farmer walking through his field notices a man drinking from his pond, with his hand.The Amish man shouts: “Trinken Sie nicht das Wasser, die Kuhe und die Schweine haben in ihm geschissen!”(Which means: “Don’t drink the water, the cows and the pigs have shit in it!”)The man shouts back: “I’m a Muslim, I don’t understand your gibberish. Speak English, infidel!”The Amish man shouts back in English:  “Use two hands, you’ll get more!”
Casper's Auction
Hi i'll be hosting my 3rd auction. I know i dont do this very often.   I will be taking entries on Tuesday June 29th at 12am EST. until Tuesday July 6th at 12am EST.   You will need to send me my fu-mail. The list of your offers, The picture link you wish to use and the entree fee of 100K fubux.     The minimum bid in the auction will be 250K. Call cash bids will override fu-bux. You may use fu-bux along with cash bids but it must be the same cash value or higher.     The auction will start on Saturday July 10th at 12am EST and will run until. Saturday July 17th at 12am EST.   Any questions about the auction let me know. I recremened that you share this with your friends so that they can join too.     Casper4SER  
Poems
dusty old stone  i fond a stone dusty and oldeye's don't see the beauty so deeponly heart and soul can see the diamend it keepsit sparkels only for me to see whate secrets it keepsmy secret beauty dusty and oldkeeper of diamends keeper of soulsthats what i fond in a dusty old stone   crying ever felt like crying like your whole world is dyingever feel like running and hiding while your whole world is dyingnothing left dut ashes no ground left standingnoting to fight over but ashesscattered by the wind washed away by tearscrying over ashes crying over lost grounddrowning in tears running from fears noting left but ash covered tearsleft with a burning soul consuming fire surrounded by ash coverd tears broken down world whit noting left to burnflames dying light faiding darknes risingtears drying noting left than wind scatered ashes geting older geting older is noting to fear geting older is not geting old just wiser it happens to all of us evry year evry day age is just a number
Is This Weird Or What?
my best friend of 14 or so years and i have  always agreed and  talk about being  each  others  best  man  when we got married. even talked about getting married simultaneously! he got engaged, cool. to the best friend of one of  my exs, also cool, no  big deal to me. her maid  of honor happens to be  that  ex, totally  cool  with that too, sooooo what  right? his soon  to   be  wife decided  and   convinced  my hm  that it   would   be  awkward and not ok  for  me to  be  the  best  man  because  of   this...  >_> uh why do i  get  kicked? ive  been here longer.... honestly  broke my heart  but i brushed off, but i  still dont think   its  ok... last   week  i  asked if i  was  still getting to at   least stand  up  there..... nope... why? because she thinks ive  been rude  to   her  and very  disrespectful... >_> if barely talking  to   you and answering your questions is rude then you  bet. they had  asked me to draw  and paint out  a  leafless tree so   they could use thumb prints
What A Day
Ok, so today I had 6 Doctor apointments, and I have to say, I feel as if it was a total waste of time. As usual, the military does not really have a doctor that knows a damn things, and if they do, they are to afraid to say soemthign because they might get in trouble for thinking. The only good thing that came out of today was I got my ketamine. Wanna talk about good shit. It is a astart. Now, if they can just get theis damn headache to go away.... I will deal with the other stuff over time.
Poetry
As I sit alone in the darkness, A figure enters, And the room becomes engulfed with life. Her beauty and elegance, Her grace alone, Creates and atmosphere of pleasure. She is the most beautiful, Sensual being, To ever walk before me. As she moves closer,  I can feel it, The pull  of her, She is electric, She is penetrating, She is mesmorizing. I want to look away, But there is just something about her, Something that won't let me. I am drawn to her, Like the magnetism of earth, She draws my attention. She enters my mind, My heart, My soul. I try to maintain myself, It's no use, Her presence is too powerful. She does not realize, The effect she has, Controlling my every thought. My mind, No longer my own, But now a part of her
For Love
So I havnt posted a blog in a long time so bear with me lol! Been doing a lot of soul searching lately and well to be honest Im not exactly sure where im going but im starting to get a pretty good idea of what will make me truly happy. Sometimes life hands you a box of lemons and you have to take a bite of that lemon and spit it back in their faces lmao!!!! So for all of those who hate me ....go ahead and hate me It doesnt bother me. Take that hate somewhere else cause it just consumes and rots the already dead horse. I dont need it anymore For all those who love me....I love you back in full and then some. I have always loved to the fullest and that is one thing I will never change about myself as long as I can help it. I am around somewhere so if you wanna chat or just have some fun haller at me....for those who wont take no for an answer FUCK YOU im deleting you :) have a great day everyone!
Just A Box Of Stuffs...
so...I was just sitting here listening to one of my favorite bands...because tomorrow their last CD ever is going to be released...sad day! :( so I thought I'd post some of my favorite lines from their songs...and you should reply with some lyrics from your favorite songs! :) it'll be fun! "I can't stay over you. It seems we drive forever but can never get away from here, just one more try. I'm guessing you are over me, I guess it's bravery." "I'm tasting nothing but 4 words, "please don't leave me"." "Well they're just thoughts so go ahead and speak. So pick out what you like and call me when you're on the way. You can spend the night and hope to sleep all day. For me its just another week, twenty eight was once how I dreamed. And with your scent on my face I can leave and have you for days." "I still can't see you. The summer came and we got lost, all of us. You are nothing with out her. I still wont remember your face, the features mix too well with this alcohol. So w
"nymphetamine" By Cradle Of Filth
Led to the riverMidsummer I wavedA 'V' of black swansOn with hope to the graveAnd through red SeptemberWhen skies fire-pavedI begged you'd appearLike a thorn for the holy onesCold was my soulUntold was the painI faced, when you left meA rose in the rainSo I swore to the razorThat never, enchainedWould your dark nails of faithBe pushed through my veins againBared on your tombI'm a prayer for your lonelinessAnd would you ever soonCome above unto me?For once upon a timeFrom the binds of your lowlinessI could always findThe right slot for your sacred keySix feet deep is the incisionIn my heart that barless prisonDiscolours all with tunnel visionSunsetter, nymphetamineSick and weak from my conditionThis lust, this vampyric addictionTo her alone in full submissionNone better, nymphetamineNymphetamine, nymphetamineNymphetamine girlNymphetamine, nymphetamineMy nymphetamine girlWicked with your charm, I'm circled like preyBack in the forest where whispers persuadeMore sugar trails, more white l
If Tommorrow Never Comes...
I THINK THAT PEOPLE SHOULD NOT JUDGE,WE KNOW RIGHT FROM WRONG,REMEMBER THE HARD THING TO DO IS THE RIGHT THING TO DO.. IF I KNEW IT WOULD BE THE LAST TIME I D SEE U WALK OUT THE DOOR, I WOULD GIVE YOU A HUG AND A KISS,AND CALL YOU BACK FOR ONE MORE.IF I KNEW IT WOULD BE THE LAST TIME ID HEAR YOUR NAME LIFTED IN PRAISE,I WOULD VIDEO TAPE EACH ACTION AND EACH WORD AND PLAY THEM BACK DAY AFTER DAY.IF I KNEW IT WOULD BE THE LAST TIME TO SAY OUR "I LOVE YOU'S"INSTEAD OF ASSUMING YOU KNOW I DO.THERES ALWAYS TOMMORROW TO MAKE UP FOR AN OVER SIGHT,AND SURE WE WILL GET A SECOND CHANCE TO MAKE EVERYTHING JUST RIGHT,BUT JUST IN CASE IM WRONG AND TODAYS ALL I GET, I WANT YOU TO KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU AND JUST TO TELL U I CHERISH OUR TIME WEVE SPENT.WE NEED TO REMEMBER THAT TOMMORROW IS NOT PROMISED TO ANY ONE.. I AMHAVING A HARD TIME GETTING THE CONFUSION OF YOU OUT OF MY HEAD. I KNOW I WAS TOLD NOT TO GET TO CLOSE PAPI,BUT YOU MADE IT EASY FOR ME, BUT YOU KNEW I IGNORED WHAT YOU S
Poems
I love you with all my entity, mind body and soul.I love you unconditionally,you are the one that makes me whole.I love you with a passion,you are the fire within my heart.I will never stop loving you, I have known this from the start.I love you like you are the ocean,and I'm a tiny wave.I love you like i'm a stalagmite,and you are a mighty cave. I love you like a snow flake, melting on the ground. I love the way you look at me, I love the way you sound .I love you like a little bird, love's the bright blue sky.I love you more and more, every second that goes by. I LOVE YOU!  ONE DREAM ONE OPPORTUNITY ONE LIFEI AM DARK AND YOU LIGHTI LIE DOWN IN THE SHADOWNO LONGER THE LIGHT OF MY DREAM BEFORE MENO LONGER THE BRIGHT OF MY DREAM ABOVE MEONLY THE SHADOWONLY THE THICK WALLHELP ME TO SHATTER THIS DARKNESSHELP ME TO SMASH THE NIGHTTO BREAK THIS SHADOWTO PUSH IT AWAYINTO A THOUSAND LIGHT OF SUNINTO A THOUSAND WHIRLING DREAMS OF SUNLET ME BREAK THIS SHADOW]  Girlfriend Application Name: Sta
Surrender
Until We Meet
More Feelings
I'm not sure where to start......my life has taken a downward spiral. I am almost 30 yrs old and having to move in with my mom. I feel like I have been used again and thrown away AGAIN. It depresses me to think that the only use men have for me is physical not never emotional. When will my feelings matter? I am starting to think NEVER. The depression is begining to be too much to bare. I want to shut off my emotions and never let anyone in. I am thinking this might be the only way to protect myself. Why should I care when no one else does? Why should I give a shit about anyone? I am done trying to find someone to love or love me. I can only take so much and this last experience has opened my eyes to how I am valued and respected by others. This is where the depression takes over. My nereves can't handle watching what I am being forced to watch. I am trying to not see but I am not blind and my heart is still broken. No one cares and this just adds to the pain. I wonder if I will ever fe
Bookness
Prologue As the shadow of night crept across the globe, a figured adorned in a robe as black as the night itself crept along the rocky walls of an ancient canyon, his heavy footfalls echoing across the vast plains with each step. The canyon was said to have been the site of a great battle in the wars centuries before, where thousands of seasoned troops were taken out by a group of guerillas. After the battle it came to be known as the Canyon of the Wailing Dead, as it was said when the wind blew through it’s walls, the cries of the fallen soldiers could still be heard. The man was a very tall individual, most of his face save for the lower portions covered up by his hood, his pale eyes glistening in the moonlight as he arrived at his destination at the canyon’s central chamber. Despite the darkness of the night, the chamber was well lit by torches mounted along the walls of the canyon, giving the entire area an eerie ambiance. It was here where the man found six other figur
Death
The Death DealerHe creeps,He crawls,He slithers,He rolls,Who is this man, you ask?He's created in your fires Your deepest desiresHe's what you wantAnd you can have itFor a small price of courseIt's not much, for one such as yourselfThe counjourer of spirits A jack of all tradesWould you care to play his game?It's not that hardBut it requires a wagerNot money, but something more dearSo make your bid But do so wiselyBecause if you lose You'll find that the cost is pricey!  am the slayer, I am the bringer of deathI come to erase the mistakes of this worldMy work shall never be done This world is full disease, filth, and putrignessThese things I must pacify from my worldI am the slayer, I am the bringer of deathI come to erase the mistakes of this worldThis world I speak of is full of fire and brimestoneIt is a world of eternal suffering and blissIt is my world and I shall controll allI am the slayer, I am the bringer of deathI come to erase the mistakes of this worldThis world demands suf
2001 Heros
Died December 05, 2001 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 28, of Frazier Park Calif.; assigned to the 3rd Battalion, 5th Special Forces Group, Fort Campbell, Ky.; killed in action during a friendly fire bombing, on Dec. 5, 2001 in Afghanistan. Died November 29, 2001 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 19, of Queens, New York City; assigned to the 10th Mountain Division, Fort Drum, N.Y., killed Nov. 29, 2001, by a non-combat weapons discharge in Uzbekistan. Died October 19, 2001 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 20, of Cheyenne, Wyo.; assigned to the 3rd Battalion, 75th Ranger Regiment, Fort Benning, Ga.; killed in action in a crash of a UH-60 Black Hawk during a training mission, on Oct. 19, 2001 in Pakistan.
Just So You All Know
                                           Yea,I FINALLY found the kind of rig I wanted,in my price range,below that actually,lol. I now have a 1996,(I know,but if you saw this rig,age wouldn't matter to ya),GMC blazer w/ 4 wheel drive. It is in great condition in and out,no rust,clean,no rips in cloth seats,pw/pl,NICE cd/radio player,auto,v6AND only about 35,000 miles on it.I STOLE IT for $950.00.Cool huh?.....Of course it does need something to pass inspection,but it's only a muffler and a brake line and bf will do the work for me for nothing plus get parts cheaper than I can. Going to play with my new rig,have a good night all,love yas,mauhz.(h) Just want to wish ev1 a Happy and safe Halloween and say I'm sorry for not being around. It doesn't mean I miss or love ya any less. I have just been very busy cleaning out a bunch of stuff I don't need in house any more and VERY stressed out cuz of neighbors. Also I have been busy with my son's boy scout meetings. He earned his bobcat badge
Friends
Friends (by me) A true friend is invaluablewhere ever you may meet it could be as babies or toddlers in grade school or high schoolin college or grad schoolon a team or at a jobin a club or in a band at a park or at the mallin real life or on line Some people you just know in passingothers are just acquaintancesbut a true friend is like the family you choosea real friend is a treasure to beholdthen there are friends who become loverssometimes you are looking for that loveother times it catches you off guardBut when it is real love you will just know Never take a true friend lightly even worse don't push them awaySome will fight to hold on to youothers will just walk awaysome may come backothers you could lose forever Never take a friend for granted no matter what...  
The Dark Side Of Me!
I walk into the dark abyss, seeking the nature of my darkness. I come upon a gravestone that was unmarked, it looked as if it had been there forever, and a spirit becons me, taunting me, and asks,"What are you looking for?" I stand there with an icy glare upon my face and say,"answers to my hopeless existence. Why must I be this way?" and the spirit says."The only reason why you thint that your existence is hopeless is because you are not who you want to be with. You are this way because you are longing for a dark and romantic pleasure!" I stare at the spirit as if i was staring at myself, who has died from eternal loneliness and lack of the physical romantic nessissity of life, and a life of chaos and despair."Let me help you that way you won't end up like the way that i have. Go to your love and follow your heart, listen carefully to your hearts' voice, for your heart IS you, not only mentally, but physically too. Don't be like me and close your heart from those who love and care for
Check Her Out
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Autism
And All That Jazz....
Well I know, I miss more than hit With a face that was launched to sink An' I seldom feel, the bright relief It's been the Worst Day Since Yesterday If there's one thing I have said Is that the dreams I once had, now lay in bed As the four winds blow, my wits through the door It's been the Worst Day Since Yesterday Fallin' down to you sweet ground Where the flowers they bloom It's there I'll be found Hurry back to me, my wild calling, It's been the Worst Day Since Yesterday Though these wounds have seen no wars Except for the scars I have ignored And this endless crutch, well it's never enough It's been the Worst Day Since Yesterday Hell says hello, well it's time to I should go To pastures green, that I've yet to see Hurry back to me, my wild calling, It's been the Worst Day Since Yesterday  
Fuct Free Pics
Ok FuCt fam if ya want a gif made or just a pic edited hit my PM with the details of what ya want. If you want a basic gif done i need at least 3 pics of you. If you want a stream gif like some of mine I need a video of you no longer then 8 seconds I can edit the video n make it for fu. THIS IS ONLY FREE TO FuCt FAM MEMBERS FOR OTHERS IT WILL COST YOU DEPENDING ON WHAT YA WANT DONE. Pass this along as well plz ty. DJ FuCt
Tarot Card
The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Eigth Level of Hell - the Malebolge!Here is how you matched up against all the levels:LevelScorePurgatory (Repenting Believers)Very LowLevel 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)Very LowLevel 2 (Lustful)Very HighLevel 3 (Gluttonous)Very LowLevel 4&l
The Day I Lost My Best Friend
Life And Time Of A Beautiful Disaster
I want to go outside and open my arms and spin around in a circle until the world becomes a blur of colors and shapes.  I'd laugh as the wind slithered through my hair in soft wispy carresses and the grass beneath my feet trembled as my feet moved across them into the dirt below.  I'd smile and watch as you copied my every move and giggle with each circle we made, and when you got too dizzy I'd catch you before you fell.  I dream sometimes that we'd sit together on a pile of blankets reading together, and you'd ask me questions and look onward diligently as the story was weaved by my words.  I imagine how much you've grown, how much your eyes sparkle with the light, and how much you've changed.  We would race to the kitchen and make breakfast in the mornings, and i'd teach you how to flip pancakes and watch your eyes light up in awe.  You'd try to take a peek and talk my ear off about how much you liked food.  I imagine two faces smiling at me, and sometimes I can even hear their l
Lost Medic
Well its been 375 days since I left home, my family and friends to come to Kuwait.  My job here is pretty simple... I am an Emergency Medical Technician that runs the 911 emergency response for the military bases here.  Very low call volumn for sure.  I take care of teh sick, the injuried and the ones that just need a shoulder to lean on for a brief minute.  Although I can leave at any time, it still feels like an obligation of sorta.  I have missed my kids pass school, yet the military that is here does not have a choice and they miss the same thing.  I missed Christmas and 2 out of 4 of my kids' birthdays... yet the military missed the same thing.  Being over here has made me realize that I take alot of things for granted.. including my marriage.  I am slotted to go home on leave in August and I will be getting a divorce.  I guess I had this coming.  In October after I finish the contract here, I plan to move to Ohio and start my life all over.  This is going to be a real challang
What Do You Like To Do On Sunday's
Hey guys what do you like to do on Sunday's??..........
Hiring
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Illusions (stuff I Wrote A While Back
Welcome To The Moosedaddy Lounge
Well it's that time of year where all the hard work and long hours you put in at your job finally payoff... How you might ask? Well instead of taking all that extra money you have saved up over the past 11 months and going on a vacation with the one you love, you get to spend it on everyone else!!!(yah!)( note the sarcasm in that) Not that I don't like to spoil the ones I love, I just wish product nowadays wasn't so damn expensive!!!!! Unless all you have for kids are dogs, if you don't have at least $2,000.00 saved up for Christmas, your'e pretty much screwed in the present department(and not in the way you would like to be). So I'm going to do what any good father would do, I'm going to spend as much as I can and worry about myself at a later date. And if that isn't enough, well then they can get off their ass and get a job and buy their own shit!!!!! Gotta go and surf the web for more Christmas gifts..... So much fun...    Welcome to all that have taken the time to see what my
Quotes
Quote to live by(cannot for the life of me remeber where the quote is from or who to attribute it to possibly the Buddha?):     ·                    No matter what happens throughout life, always, regret nothing, for all eternity.  Without any single exemption that Life inevitably will throw at you, whether it is love, hate, guilt or any other nefarious plan used to keep us from Enlightenment.  Once we are successful and truly have no regrets,  the illusion that we are all pawns, becomes clear to us.  Because we now know it is just an illusion. We are then capable of anything, we now are capable of anything as long as we continue to live without regret.
Yammer
mer on and on hello here is a entry blog entry
Insidemyhead
Fate   Our meeting was more than fate. Godness knew you were my soul mate. Your timming is never wrong. Now we share a bond so strong. Our time together means so much. Each moment intensifies the need to touch. Your love has reached my deepest soul. Longing for you to daily hold. May our love and need continue to grow. Forever, LOVE, NEED, PASSION to each show.   My arms ache to hold you near but my mind remembers all the miles between. My lips feel that you aren't here to kiss but my heart can't reach that far. How can you be so far away and yet so close? How can I need you so much and yet have to realize you are out of my grasp? How can love be so possible if love-making is not? Why us? Why now? Why like this? Why the pain? When will it stop? We both want. We both need, and yet neither of us gets or gives because we can't. "If only..." "I wish..." we say, but the miles remain long and as cold as the lonely nights. for you my love
1,000 Miles To Nowhere, Aka, Real Life.
The year was 1997, as a child I had always been a bit of an odd fit.  I never was the center of attention, I never was popular.  By this point in my life I was used to being the one that did everything alone.  A lot of my isolation is, and still is, self imposed.  I've always been an egghead and a brainaic and I've always been socially inept.   The problems these can cause a child go without saying, and I was admittely desperate to be noticed for something other than a punching bag.  I won't name her name here, or anyone elses.  I was young, and dumb, I was only 14, its to be expected, but the point of this story is, I was "going out" with a preacher's daughter...I placed way to meaning into this relationship, being as it was my first, but she moved away.. and I still feel like a piece of my soul moved with her. the year is 2001 and I'm a noob on this fantastic creation called the internet.  I meet up with a girl who was mutually depressed about her life and together we conspired chan
It Is What It Is
The smile you see is all for show. The words you hear no longer have meaning. I am here because there is nothing else left to do. I sit back and sigh and know its all over. Time to rebuild. Time to move on. There are no tears. Mistakes and life's lessons is what we carry on for memories. Times remembered remain in the shadows. Its harder to Live than it is to die.  There will be no next time around. There are no more answers I can give. It has simply become the walking nightmare I knew it would be. Finally walking away and learning to survive.  Becoming the person wanted can not be done. The things Ive done and become are the way I shall be forever. Feeling have no more meaning. Emptiness is inside.  Don't cry over me. Don't hurt for me. Its not needed. I need no more comfort. I will have my fears. My heart can never be broken when I no longer carry one. This is what it is. This is the end 
A Reminder Of What The 4th Of July Means-
IN CONGRESS, July 4, 1776. The unanimous Declaration of the thirteen united States of America, When in the Course of human events, it becomes necessary for one people to dissolve the political bands which have connected them with another, and to assume among the powers of the earth, the separate and equal station to which the Laws of Nature and of Nature's God entitle them, a decent respect to the opinions of mankind requires that they should declare the causes which impel them to the separation. We hold these truths to be self-evident, that all men are created equal, that they are endowed by their Creator with certain unalienable Rights, that among these are Life, Liberty and the pursuit of Happiness.--That to secure these rights, Governments are instituted among Men, deriving their just powers from the consent of the governed, --That whenever any Form of Government becomes destructive of these ends, it is the Right of the People to alter or to abolish it, and to institute new Gove
Girlfriend App
FOR THOSE WHO THINK FUBAR IS LIKE MYSPACE OR FACEBOOK.... ITZ NOT FUBAR IS A PLACE WHERE ANYTHING GOS AND FOR OLDER PPL TO HAVE FUN AT AND PUT UP ANYTHING THEY FUCKING WANT... SO B4 U GO AN POINT UR LIL ASS FINGER AN SAY THEY ARE WHORES HERE JUST REMEMBER... ANYTHING GOS!!!!!!!!!!!! 1. Your Name:2. Age:3. Fave Color:4. Are you a virgin?5. Are we friends and if we are, do you want to be more?6. Do you have a crush on me?7. Would you kiss me?8. ...with tongue?9. Would you enjoy it?10. Would you ever ask me out?11.Would you make a move on me in a movie theater?12. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?13. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before?14.Would you walk on the beach with me?15. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me?16. Do you/have you talk crap about me?17. Do you think I'm a good person?18. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)?19. Would you have sex with me?20. Do you think I'm hot/attractive?21. If you could change anything about me
There Comes A Point
~PSALM 27~ Psalm 27 1The LORD is my light and my salvation; whom shall I fear? the LORD is the strength of my life; of whom shall I be afraid? 2When the wicked, even mine enemies and my foes, came upon me to eat up my flesh, they stumbled and fell. 3Though an host should encamp against me, my heart shall not fear: though war should rise against me, in this will I be confident. 4One thing have I desired of the LORD, that will I seek after; that I may dwell in the house of the LORD all the days of my life, to behold the beauty of the LORD, and to enquire in his temple. 5For in the time of trouble he shall hide me in his pavilion: in the secret of his tabernacle shall he hide me; he shall set me up upon a rock. 6And now shall mine head be lifted up above mine enemies round about me: therefore will I offer in his tabernacle sacrifices of joy; I will sing, yea, I will sing praises unto the LORD. 7Hear, O LORD, when I cry with my voice: have mercy also upon me, and answer me. 8When thou said
4th Of July?
Oh Im sure what Im about to say is going to piss alot of people off but dont forget, there isnt a lil person in my head running in circles yelling "give a damn, give a damn". We are so stoked about The 4th of July....but why? I mean I know people have died for this country but that also happens in every day life as well. We tend to forget the truth on this country..how it so called "got the freedom". It was stolen from the people who were here first. Where was the freedom then? Where was the voice that spoke up and said, "ya know what, this is OUR country".  There was no voice, those people who now live on small parts of land were killed. For the soul purpose of mine mine mine!. Whatever...my point is, before you shoot off your fire works, have your family cook out...take a moment to remember the ones that DIED so people could be here..oh and dont forget...if it wasnt for the NATIVE AMERICANS...most of the people on the boats would have died as well...My people taught them how to live.
Nsfw Pics
So Sorry Mommy
Sorry I’m a mistake. don’t know why you don’t admit it and also deny it. You could have had a much better life without me. You wouldn’t have had to suffer so much raising me. I’m sorry mommy that I’m just a failure. I’m sorry I ruined you life. I’m sorry I’m not as good as your family’s kids. Sorry I’m not close to perfect. Sorry that I haven’t even made a dent in perfection. I’M SO SORRY AND I LOVE YOU MOMMY!!!!
H8rs
H8s Juggalos, i was even midin my own bizness, leaves comment on my main status and then blocks like a pussy   Chakku@ fubar
Games
The riddles and games take a walk through a maze Can anyone solve these puzzles? Please fucking stop these puzzles! Intense the complexity that boggles my mind with the mystery- of those who are blind. How frusterating! How disheartening! Can I obtain the patience to furbish solutions- so the questions stop pounding inside? -Oh how they fuck with my mind. The games and these riddles must die! FIN THE LONELY EGG    By-Amanda Baldridge   A family of eggs who lived as a dozen,  were closely related-  in fact they were cousins.  As food they were sought, and by grandma   were bought.  When she got home to the fridge they were brought.   In the fridge they sat cold,  near a gelatin mold and soon rumors were told of a menacing fate, in which each would be ate.  "Don't even worry," said spicy brown curry. "Nothing will matter when your served on a platter".   The rumors were true! She took one egg then two.  When the next day arrived, she took three, four and
Rip
Hoover official calls balcony collapse 'terrible tragedy' Published: Monday, July 05, 2010, 3:01 PM     Updated: Monday, July 05, 2010, 6:06 PM Roy L. Williams -- The Birmingham News Follow Share this story Story tools Hoover fire officials continue today to investigate the collapse of a balcony at an apartment complex that killed one person and injured six others. Rusty Lowe, Hoover Fire EMS and public information officer, said this afternoon that authorities could wrap up their investigation into the mishap at the Waterford Landing Apartments sometime tomorrow. He called the collapse, which happened shortly before midnight Sunday, a "terrible tragedy." Lowe said an insurance company representing the owner of Waterford Landing Apartments, located in the 3200 block of Chace Lake Fairway near Alabama 150, has begun its own investigation of the deck collapse. Lowe said incident occurred when a third-floor deck at the complex fell onto the two decks b
Twizeled
put the drink down never. their should always be a back up plan! when to just say no cant . whouldnt know how to act! what is the stoping point you ask? no paints no short an you have no idea where your clothes are is 1 . then there is when walking becomes a problem 2   /
A Lesson Well Learned
as i sit here the days go bye and i think of you and cry and all you say is that i lie and dont care how i might die   alone at night i think of you and wishing that i was next to you but rolling over and crying so hard knowing that my heart is scared   and now i sit here battered and torn i remember the days and im forlorn boys may come and boys may go but you were the one that let me go   its been days now and i still think of you  crying so hard my face turns blue i loved so hard it cant be changed but forever my heart will be chained   ty for the one man that will always be in my heart no matter what he has done to me! ty master i have learned well from your teachings
Stug
Stug is the essence of happiness. The feeling of bliss we achieve at our best moments. It's the high of being on top, and the courage to stay there. Stug is the swagger of a leader. It is the determination for better - and the quest for happiness. It gives you a the reason to get out of bed with a smile, master the day, and make dreams turn to reality. Stug is the aura that radiates from the heart and makes us who we are. Live Stug!   Proper uses of Stug - 1. Noun: A. A name for "the best of the best" {example}"Through my hard work and dedication, I've finally made it to the top; I'm Stug. (suffix) - fy: noun-to-verb (...Stug → Stuggify) {example}"He looks like he can sure use some help, Lets Stuggify his life!" 1. Adjective: A. An implication of greatness. {example} “Mohammed Ali is a legend. He is Stug" B. A blissful state of being. {example}"When I’m taking long walks on the beach, I become filled with Stug." C. Without flaw; Perfection. {example}"Be Stug" (prefix
Why?
I mean, why the circus? isn't there somewhere better to run away to, like possibly disneyland to ride all the rides free forever, to the mall where they can live in the ceiling and become a mall ninja and steal anything awesome, or even playboy mansion, where they get all of the free porn they want with no parental blocks. But no, they want to run away to the circus where they are peeped on by a bunch of drunken clowns who smell like beef jerky and cheese, where their job is to shovel elephant shit because their kids and they have no fucking talent other then entertaining a few pedophilic tightrope artists. why do you think they wear such tight tights? so their junk has no room to grow when they see all the little kids, sick high flying pricks, and when it's all over, you have a 40 year old man who's scarred beyond repair, who is freakishly scared of clowns, and they have no teeth from eating so much fucking popcorn. now think about it and let me know your insights. thanks for reading
Poems Or Writings I Found
With amber eyeshe watches.Over his pack,his family.Strong togetheras they huntfor survival.With angry eyeshe sees.Fences across land,men with guns,and a thrill.He only killsto survive.With sad eyeshe looks.At sharp traps,the soft fursof his pups.They didn't runto survive.So he asks,why did hesurvive? My Tigress A bright flash of white, black lightening strikes; eyes stare deeply through space and time.  Moves without sound not enslaved by teh ground, a restless shadow sheltered by night.  All strength and beauty a grace to behold, soft to the touch should we all be so bold.    Fearsome in might, fearsome in power, truely majestic and awesome. God's flower. Tigers Cry  I am the tiger, Strong on the outside fearsome and wild. Soft on the inside gracious and mild.  I am the tiger in silence I cry; Listen to me
Weekly Goal Update And Such
today was a bad emotional day so i went for a walk... in the last week i found out i definately have to have back surgery, my doctor wants me to get down to 160 before the surgery but will settle for 200... i've been waiting for a lost wages check since april... they told me april 9th i should get it in 5-7 weeks and i found out friday that it is now up to the insurance adjuster when to give me the check and if i havent recieved it by the end of my case which could be 3-5 yrs from now that my lawyer will address it then so i have lost my apartment that i was to move into on the 1st of sept.... my cell phone has been acting up giving me scramble screen and have to restart it to see whats on my phone adn then over the weekend it stopped letting me send forward text messages or pic or video texts so i took it in today and they told me that even though i pay for insurance every month they are claiming it was damaged by me doing something to it not covered under insurance so i have to pay 5
Cowboys (posers)
This for all you cowboys and poser like them. Just because you got COWBOY in your name doesnt make you one.  Why cant you be yourself? Is it becasue you cant let the real person out.  All you posers think i am cowboy let me ride you. well the village had a more real cowboy than you. Get a life and try to be yourself. for the real cowboys and cowgirls more power to you. you all got my respect, but for the posers take a flying leap off my fu$* stick and get a life. I am tired of seeing perverted faggots like you. so if you think your a real cowboy or girl ask the real ones first.
Block Blog Pt 1
ERROR: sorry, the users permissions don't allow you to message them.   === 'Feet Crazy' wrote the following at '2010-06-29 14:31:54'.. yupp..............your a CUNT === 'BLOODY MADNESS' wrote the following at '2010-06-29 14:28:44'.. yupp === 'Feet Crazy' wrote the following at '2010-06-29 14:17:44'..  typical === 'BLOODY MADNESS' wrote the following at '2010-06-29 14:15:47'..  nope, sorry === 'Feet Crazy' wrote the following at '2010-06-29 13:54:33'.. u making my feet salute?
Block Blog Pt 2
ERROR: sorry, the users permissions don't allow you to message them.   === 'dave' wrote the following at '2010-07-06 14:55:12'.. Don't talk to me ugly girl .. your fam is right , you're ugly   i do but i don't give it out to strangers, sorry :P=== 'dave' wrote the following at '2010-07-06 14:51:41'.. Im sure you're very hot in real life ... Do you have yahoo babe ?   well i personally would say no...then again i barely find me "yummy" in my pics either...so I dunno, probably not...ask around i'm sure tehy can tell you i'm pretty ugly in real life...like on cam or something...like ask my fam they are honest about it i'm sure....=== 'dave' wrote the following at '2010-07-06 13:43:34'.. are you as yummy as the pics in real life ?     yeah its just pics you are right, but thanks, I'm a good pic taker it seems :)=== 'dave' wrote the following at '2010-07-06 13:41:38'.. very yummy from the pics  
Block Blog Pt 3
successfully blocked user   Mmm, you're so kinky!=== 'BLOODY MADNESS' wrote the following at '2010-06-25 12:23:47'..>> > > well if you slap me in the face with it i will 1. not even see it and 2. not even feel it so who cares if it looks like a mosquito bite...whats make up for? > > === 'Vortex of Misery' wrote the following at '2010-06-25 12:21:24'..> >> > I will slap you in the face with it. If you try to call the cops on me I'll just tell them that mark on your cheek is a mosquito bite! Who's gonna feel silly then?> > > > > > === 'BLOODY MADNESS' wrote the following at '2010-06-25 12:18:54'..> > >> > > great. small dick, small chance, small expectations...> > > > > > > > > === 'Vortex of Misery' wrote the following at '2010-06-25 12:17:18'..> > > >> > > > That will work!!! > > > > > > > > See i'm easy to please!> > > > > > > > > > > > === 'BLOODY MADNESS' wrote the following at '2010-06-25 12:15:25'..> > > > >> > > > > bang? with what?> > > > > > > > > > want me
Natural Health
Boost your metabolism in 24 hours!   The latest research shows that loading your menu with these "fat-burning" foods can shift your metabolism into high gear, helping you burn calories up to 30% faster. Can't them all? Don't worry--consuming even a few of them daily will help keep your fat-burning engine humming all day long!   1. Optimize fat burning with this! A yummy" creamsicle" smoothie! (whip 1 peeled orange with 1/2 cup yogurt and 1/2 cup low-fat milk in a blender.) The drink has super-slimming powers, thanks to two fat-burning nutrients: calcium and vitamin C! The proof: People who consume plenty of vitamin-C-rich citrus burn up to 30% more fat. And dairy's calcium helps block a fat storing hormone called calcitrol. 2. Downsize fat cells with a soy snack! Although edamame (baby soybeans) are low in calories, they're packed with protein (11 g. per 1/2 cup)--and eating protein burns more calories because it's harder to digest than carbs or fat! Bonus: Research suggest that
Crazy
Olen's Poetry (comments Welcome)
why hath the fates need to play cruel games on me, showing me true love and taking it away within a moments time of a day.what wrongs have I must done in a former life to be treated so heinously in matters of love and heart.why hath my heart be wrenched to and fro like a long boat in a raging storm.what is my purpose in this all, this charade of life and love.why hath my heart be born to always love knowing it shall be torn asunder.what is the reasoning in this madness, this fixation to love and be loved.why hath i fallen for she, she who fits me like no other has or ever will.what have i done to deserve to find the one to give me a happiness no other can bring me, and yet cant wholly have.why hath i been forsaken to love she, she who is my heart, she who is my twinflame, my mate.what must i endure further to be graced with her love again, if i will ever be graced by her presence again.soon, the kiss of steel will beckon unto me, calling me to share in its embrace. soon, oh so very soo
Guess Who's Back
YEP, IT'S ME, AND I'M BACK WITH A VENGANCE.  I KNOW THAT I'VE BEEN AWAY FOR OVER A YEAR.  THIS TIME, I'M A CHANGED AND BETTER PERSON.  I'VE BEEN GOING THROUGH A LOT OF CHANGES IN THE PAST YEAR WITH, RELATIONSHIPS, I WENT TO ORLANDO, FLORIDA AGAIN, AND I GOT A NEW JOB (WHICH IS LONG OVERDUE).  I'M MORE STRONGER AND MORE TOUGHER MENTALLY AND I LEARNED FROM MY MISTAKES THAT I'VE MADE WHILE ON HERE FOR THE PAST 3 YEARS.  THIS TIME I'M NOT GONNA LET ANYBODY RUN ME OVER ANYMORE, AND I'M GONNA BE CAREFUL WHO I ADD, AND I WON'T BYTE MY TONGUE EITHER, AND I WON'T BACK DOWN FROM ANYBODY EITHER. IT'S GREAT TO BE BACK AND I MISS MY OLD FRIENDS ON HERE.  IT FEELS GOOD TO START A NEW BEGININNG AND BECOME A NEW PERSON
My E True Hollywood Story Part 1
Ok so like many of you who have profiles on here not many seem to take the time to tell about the real you due to the fact that all u care about is who is gonna buy you your next bling or get you that vip or whos gonna give you money to see your nsfw pics. Like really people…… So with that being said I am gonna give you some real isight to who I am and I guess maybe ull figure out why I am the way I am and if not go FU yourself lol. So like any person theres a point in your life where u can remember your first images or first memories, mine starts when I was 3 almost 4.   It was a warm spring day not hot but warm.  A gentle breeze filled the air as the leaves flowed in it.  Sitting in my bedroom which was pretty bare, a bed, dresser,  closet , and one blue plastic dumptruck with black tires. As I recall my only toy.  Peering out my bedroom door the sound of slamming and banging immurged from downstairs. Like any child curiosity kicked in, as I crept down the stairs not
Piss Up A Rope
Im going to dedicate my first blog to the band WEEN.  Why? Because I love the way this band can be so versitile from hardcore sounds such as with their first band Moist Boys, to their country songs, Ween is fun for the whole family!   From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia 12 Golden Country Greats   Released July 16, 1996 Recorded November 2-November 8, 1995 12 Golden Country Greats is Ween's fifth album, and third for Elektra Records. This album marked the first time Ween limited themselves to a specific genre of music. Bringing in a wide variety of seasoned (and sometimes legendary) Nashville musicians (including Buddy Spicher, Bobby Ogdin and The Jordanaires), the album sought to recreate the sound of golden-age country music with a great amount of success, while also combining this sound with classic Ween on such tracks as "Piss Up a Rope." Later, Ween would assemble many of the session musicians again into a touring band dubbed The Shit Creek Boys. Th
Waisted Time
CHANGES , ALL SO MANY CHANGES IN OUR LIVES . GOOD & BAD, MY LOVE FOR YOU IS ALL I'VE HAD. KEEPIN ME STRONG , KEEPIN ME LONG . MY HEART WITH YOU IS WHERE I BELONG. WANTING YOU, NEEDING YOU, BELEIVING IN YOU .  CHANGES ALL SO MANY CHANGES IN OUR LIVES . HERE WE ARE LOVIN EACHOTHER THROUGH THEM ALL FOR OUR LOVE WILL NEVER FALL. TRUE FRIENDSHIP IS RARE IN THIS LONG WALK OF LIFE BUT IN YOU WHAT I HAVE FOUND WHAT IS A TRUE FRIENDSHIP. YOU GIVE TO ME A FRIENDSHIP THAT IS DEAR & SWEET , YOU GIVE TO ME WORDS OF ENOURAGEMENT, YOU GIVE TO ME THE TRUEST OF TRUE FRIENSHIP THAT WILL CARRY ME  THROUGH & TEACH ME THE THINGS I HAVE NOT LEARNNED THUS FAR . YOUR FRIENDSHIP GIVES TO  ME  A POSITIVE WAY OF LIFE THAT WILL HELP ME ME SHARE WITH PEOPLE IN MY LIFE THE GOOD THINGS I HAVE INSIDE. I CHERISH THE FRIENSHIP I HAVE FOUND IN YOU FROM HERE TILL OUR END. MAY GOD BLESS YOU WITH THE LOVE YOU DREAM OF & STRENGTH TO DEAL WITH ALL YOU MUST GO THROUGH ALONG THIS LONG WALK OF LIFE . MY PRAYERS ARE WITH YOU MY
Ramblings
to my friends Thank you for being there when I needed you... and even when I didn't, Thank you for being there through the good times... and the bad, Thank you for being there to encourage my dreams.... and my crazy ideas, Thank you for catching me... before I fell down, Thank you for wiping away the tears... when I was crying, Thank you for cheering me up... and making me laugh, Thank you for all the great memories... and the bad, But most of all... thank you... For being you! I LOVE MY NANNY AND I MISS HER SO MUCH SHE WAS MY WORLD ITS SO HARD TO TALK ABOUT HER IN THE PAST TENSE I STILL CATCH MYSELF TALKING ABOUT HER IN THE PRESENT EVERYDAY, THERE ISNT A DAY THAT HAS GONE BY THAT I HAVENT THOUGHT ABOUT HER. I SIT AND THINK TO MYSELF IS SHE REALLY GONE...NO SHE CANT BE BECAUSE I STILL FEEL LIKE SHES HERE, THAT WHEN EVER I WANT I CAN JUST STOP BY HER HOUSE AND SHE'LL BE THERE. HOW CAN SOMEONE THAT WAS SO FULL OF LIFE BE HERE ONE DAY AND THEN GONE THE NEXT. IM STILL HAVING
Al Qaeda On Strike
   al Qaeda  on StrikeMuslim  suicide bombers in Britain are  set to begin a three-day strike on Monday in a dispute over the number of  virgins they are entitled to in the afterlife. Emergency talks with Al Qaeda have so far failed to produce an  agreement. The unrest began last Tuesday when Al Qaeda announced that the number of virgins a  suicide bomber would receive after his death will be cut by 25% this  February from 72 to only 60. The rationale for the cut was the increase in  recent years of the number of suicide bombings and a subsequent shortage of  virgins in the afterlife.The suicide  bombers' union, the British Organization of Occupational Martyrs ( or B.O.O.M. ) responded with a  statement that this was unacceptable to its members and immediately  balloted for strike action. General Secretary Abdullah Amir told the press, "Our members are literally  working themselves to death in the cause of Jihad. We don't ask for much  in return; but to be treated like t
Tidbits
You know, only a handful of people will bother even noticing I posted a blog, and to those few people, thanks for noticing. It's not often that I throw one of these out. Now, I'm doing this for a few different reasons. First and foremost is simplicity. I don't feel like telling everyone the same thing over and over and over again because I'm in a bad mood, and it puts me in a worse mood having to explain things more than once, ESPECIALLY things that are pissing me off. Secondly, because only the people that even halfway give a shit are gonna read this shit anyways. As is it has become readily apparent, I'm in a shitty mood. Have been for the last few weeks. I've tried to talk to a few people about it, here and offline, but most of the time I just get pushed off to the side, like my problems are less important than the person I'm talking too, and it's pretty much pushed me to the point of open hostility with people I care about. This is not my end goal. Anyways, to the rant. I hate
Songs...from..."da Bricks"...
We've been in this city now for 2 years this August...my son and I...& we haven't lived together since we were separated...he was 17 at the time...living on the streets with his 16 yr old gf...for close ta 6 months...I didnt get to see him on his 18th birthday...we had no cell phones ..I had to take "temporay"  shelter in this city...& he landed in the projects downtown...I am at the other end...My kid learned a whole lotta "stuff"...ya gotta know...to survive here...and he taught me...k???...And we both agreed the other day when I saw him...It's HARD WORK...being poor...& amongst other things...We are all in this hell here together & nobody"wants"to be here...& once your here...It's real hard to get out. One of the most important things we learned...is that we are ALL just people.Human beings.You Give Respect.You Get Respect.Pretty much the law of the land here. There are a few more which I really can't write here,but, some of these songs tell it all. It truly is "An Every Day Struggl
Anger
I am doing a survey and need your help. Please just answer the questions in a private message to me. If not all, just whatever you want to answer.    1. What angers you or upsets you while at in public? 2. What angers you or upsets you while at work? 3. What angers you or upsets you while in a car? 4. What angers you or upsets you while in yours or someones house? 5. What else just angers you? Im trying to find the ultimate hardcore song.  Im not talking about because of how the band acts, or the lyrics...just overall. And I mean when a song is pretty much from beginning to end hardcore. No pause, no soft spots....just brutal. I have a song in my play list. Song number 16, by Skinless. That is an example of what I mean. Does not have to be death metal, just brutal. Just message me what you think would work and I will find the song. 
Carpe Diem
A wise man once said... Though there are many fish in the sea, we are all just looking for one. The problem is that you have to be willing to take it off the hook before you can take it home. Keeping that in mind. I've been here on and off for 3 1/2 years now. I've watched people fall in and out of lust and even love. I've even seen some people from here to the ends of their lives. Unfortunately, the one thing I haven't seen much of is people being honest, both with who they are or how they feel. The fu world has become a place more suited to daytime television than a social networking site for adults. The point is this... If you meet somebody on here and develop feelings for them, TELL THEM! You never know when it will be too late. If they don't feel the same way then move on. Weather you want to believe it or not it does take two to make a relationship work and hanging around causing drama does NOT help. Take the chance and tell your special someone how you really feel. You never kn
Happy-ish Place
Something interesting happened on Friday. I came home to find a note scribbled on a scrap of paper from my son. Apparently I won something from a local rock station, 95.9 WRAT (The Rat). Here's the note I got: By the time I got home and called the number, they were gone for the weekend. I'm not sure if the happy hour is on February 4th or if that's when they need the guest list. I'll have to call tomorrow morning and find out. The usual contest is for 40 people, open bar, free buffett on a Friday night at Headliner's in Neptune, NJ. I'll post more when I find out more. If you're local and want in, let me know! Irish Philosophy There are only two things to worry about:either you are well or you are sick.If you are well,then there is nothing to worry about.If you are sick,there are two things to worry about.Either you will get well or you will die.If you get well,there is nothing to worry about.If you die,there are two things to worry about.Either you will go to Heaven or Hell.
Bullie's
My Life Story
so yar my dad gets another job offer in Conroe,Tx. i was sad that i would never see my friends from school again. there is one i managed to find on facebook but he doesn't remember me :P so i went to a new school and finished up 1st grade. the house we lived on was like a really small ranch in another forested area. we had a pasture for horses but never had any. after 1st grade we had to move again because our house kept having problems and the landlord wouldn't help fix them. a few months later my dad took him to court and we ended up winning i think. i know i went to the court when it happened but i cannot recall at all what happened.  to this point i had had a relatively normal life. but one event changed my life forever. me and my sister used to play games in our oldest brother's room. he had some old fashioned puppets we used to play with and we'd make up dances to songs. it was fun. but one night i guess my brother was feeling.. experimental. he started askin to touch is and for
Real Love
Real loves is not something that you can take for granted real love is a feeling that comes between two people and can not be broken by man or woman or anyone for that matter.Real love is the feeling that you are wanted you are loved and respected and cherished through thick and thin and it never changes day to day minute to minute.The best part about being loveds is knowing that the person that u love is always right there by your side till the end of time. So is what you have True and Real love? This is for the people on here that say they are real but are fake as hell if u cant be real with someone the best thing to do is to keep ur mouth shut because all that comes out if lies and Bull and people can smell it a mile away and i hate the smell of bullshit so if ur not real stay away from my page than u have a good day 
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Saddness
love is pain its true I know Ive been through love and its killing me slow and right now in my life I don't know which way to go becuase she tore my heart and stomped on it to she through a knife through my heart and beat it black and blue , she played me like a record going round and round why did I let her get to me I should have stood my ground but I kept playing the fool and now that I think about it I know that was not at all cool but now I'm here standing with tears falling from my eyes and I geuss this is way it feels when love dies.
Quotes
tyler durden - Welcome to Fight Club. The first rule of Fight Club is: you do not talk about Fight Club. The second rule of Fight Club is: you DO NOT talk about Fight Club! Third rule of Fight Club: if someone yells "stop!", goes limp, or taps out, the fight is over. Fourth rule: only two guys to a fight. Fifth rule: one fight at a time, fellas. Sixth rule: the fights are bare knuckle. No shirt, no shoes, no weapons. Seventh rule: fights will go on as long as they have to. And the eighth and final rule: if this is your first time at Fight Club, you have to fight Tyler Durden: [pointing at an emergency instruction manual on a plane] You know why they put oxygen masks on planes? Narrator: So you can breathe. Tyler Durden: Oxygen gets you high. In a catastrophic emergency, you're taking giant panicked breaths. Suddenly you become euphoric, docile. You accept your fate. It's all right here. Emergency water landing - 600 miles an hour. Blank faces, calm as Hindu cows. Narrator: That's, um
Breath
I see nothing in your eyes, and the more I see the less I like.Is it over yet, in my head?I know nothing of your kind, and I won't reveal your evil mind.Is it over yet? I can't win.So sacrifice yourself, and let me have what's left.I know that I can find the fire in your eyes.I'm going all the way, get away, please.You take the breath right out of me.You left a hole where my heart should be.You got to fight just to make it through,'cause I will be the death of you.This will be all over soon.Pour salt into the open wound.Is it over yet? Let me in.So sacrifice yourself, and let me have what's left.I know that I can find the fire in your eyes.I'm going all the way, get away, please. You take the breath right out of me.You left a hole where my heart should be.You got to fight just to make it through,'cause I will be the death of you.I'm waiting, I'm praying, realize, start hating.You take the breath right out of me.
News & Information 5 - Videos [nsfw]
This has a decided 'right' wing overtone, but the issues are pertinent. The goals are worthy. No matter what side you are on you need to know as much as you can.
Stop This Shit Right Now, Boys And Girls!!!!
OK...listen up, people. Who thinks it's right, ok, appropriate to hit your significant other or spouse?????  IT IS NEVER OK TO HIT THEM!!!!! OR YOUR KIDS!!!!!!! Men, if you have a testosterone imbalance, or you're just one of those that think you're all that and a box of whupass--- THINK AGAIN! That is, if your neanderthal upbrining/brain will allow you to. You think it's impressive that you either: drive the muscle cars or the trucks?? Or those redneck trucks that double as elevated hunting platforms?? Or how much alcohol you consume??? Or how much pipe you've laid in town??? Or how much you're feared at work-home-the local bar??? How much you make on your job???  How much better you are at keeping up with the "Joneses"???????  Or all the rest of that bullshit you think is so damn important????????  You're NOTHING. You're not worth the dogshit on ANYone's shoes! You are THE most pitiful excuse for a man. A REAL man. Bunch of fucking, stupid, cavemen is what you are. I don't give a fly
To Many Doors
the other side of thee is a part everyone gets to see there's no secretes no surprises what you see is what you get all you see is simply me this is my life there's no gettin out no getin around it no unsure doubt raised by the best of men as well i'm a good guy although i'm goin straight to hell i'm tryin to be everything everyone of them are it's not so easy for the journey i have to travel is quite far i've been taught the values of pride i have my honor i dare not hide dignity and courage to do whats right for all my loved ones i'm willing to fight and i will take that fight straight to you to guard and protect thats what i'll do i'm made from the best of everyone of them how ever i do have my own flaws like popping off at the mouth and running my jaws i dont think before i speek my hearts to big which makes me week yet i'm not stupid and i'm not dumb just like these men i too stand for freedom i do bare the red white and blue i've also shared the same pain as those soldiers too my
Just To Help Someone
 Thursday, July 1, 2010 at 11:45am MARRIAGE When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly. She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why? I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn't love her anymore. I just pitied her! With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The w
Why I Came Back
Well, I am back. The reason? Missed talking with Shay. But, I am still open to reconnecting with my old friends. But, you have to prove you care that I left. Come find me. Tell me you enjoyed having me as a friend. That's why I came here originally. For friends.
I Got It Bad
Want To Own Me?
Do you want to own me? If so click the pic below and place your bid. Show me the love!!   LIL MISS SOUTHERNBELLE
Fantasies And Dreams
It started the same way any other Friday night would, I thought, as I walked into the same club I had been to what seemed like a thousand times before.  I made my way to the bar, zigzagging through clouds of smoke and waves of endless chatter.  I arrive at my usual spot and take my seat as the bartender nods his normal greeting.  Issuing back nothing more than a nod, he starts mixing my drink.  What seems like hours go by before I notice her staring at me from across the bar.  She's with two guys, but it's obvious that their attempts at seducing her are falling on deaf ears.  Her gaze is focused on just one thing and the two would be suitors realize they are vying for the attention of someone that don't realize they exist.  She is wearing a short black dress that isn't old fashioned yet still leaves a little to the imagination.  Her legs were long, and her thigh high boots barely made a sound as she seemed to glide on air walking to me.  I pretended not to notice her standing beside me
Hmmmmmz
its hot the sound of the AC is  tink tink tink crinkle like winter snow under my boot in july im not cold im not cold cold cold if the heat wont stop i will cold stop if you could here it would you think the same hear wondering this makes me smile but not that smile its bitter cold stop i tell myself, but i wont because i cant stop cold so i sit and listen to the tink tink crinkle tink and wonder what you are thinking cold stop and because i cant you will do it for me stop cold tink me you nothing and everything is gone and where that makes any difference i cant see stop  cold stopped cold
My Lot In Life, It's Not Alot But It's My Life
Kids off to bed and time for me to relax. Was a good weekend. My 5 year old loves swimming lessons, my daughter stayed at her grandparents house all weekend. The baby not feeling to good though. Weather been good and that helps. For me I got class tomorrow and wednesday. Also giving a lecture at work on Wednesday. Going to be tired that day. Many will find this boring and sorry for that. I have been a parent for 10 years and it does become a large part of who you are. Entirely to warm here. But it beats Evansville. Back at home, still hate funerals and they are not getting any easier. Anyways home and kids are happy. So am I
For Those Wanting Bombing!
Notes From Rkl
Not sure what to say, so I will tell you a story, well the first part of a story I am writing...let me know if you want to read more???   A Simple Tale   Written By   Rebeca Reagan     Chapter 1. Arrival     Deep green grass and fallen leaves tickled his white fur covered paws, as the long eared creature silently moved amongst the living trees of the ancient forest. His foresters highly honed intuition peeked by the sour scent assailing his delicate nostrils,  eliminating from a pair of unusual young humans making an unexpected arrival in his woods.    However, instead of using any normal form of conveyance, that of horse, wing, or fin. The strangely dressed female, accompanied by her male servant had arrived by way of a most unfamiliar mode of transportation.    The females male servant had rode into his world through a tunnel of swirling rainbow of colored light, born on the back of a snorting metal beast that breathed flame and smoke from its twin nostrils. The two y
Cold Hearted?
Ain't Life Grand?
I often find myself disscussing the possibilities of existance with a few friends.Some of us have startling different veiws on the subject.One in particular always makes me feel as though there is little hope for us as a species.Let's just call him "M."He seriously thinks that all of life is utterly pointless.Nothing really exists and no one is ever truely alive. He refuses to search for answers to anything, as understanding is a futile endeavor.Nothing is made to make sense, according to M, and that everytime you find any answer, it's complicated with a thousand more questions.He sees no beauty in life, only chaos. He seems to feel no love for much of anything, just contempt and loathing.Bored almost to tears when no one is around, he is constantly searching for companionship. He is overly competitive, which then drives people away.His negativity is heart-breaking.  So many times have he and I sat and conversed about these things. I wish I could get through to him.The walls around him
Lyrics
Please, mother mercy Take me from this place And the long winded curses I hear in my head Words never listen And teachers OH they never learn Now I'm warm from the candle But I feel too cold to burn He came from an island And he died from the street He hurt so bad like a soul breaking But he never said nothing to me So say hello to heaven New like a baby Lost like a prayer The sky was your playground ->But the cold earth is your bed ->Ooh, said poor Stargazer ->She's got no tears in her eyes ->But smooth like a whisper She knows that love heals all wounds with time Now it seems like too much love Is never enough, you better seek out Another road 'cause this one has Ended abrupt, say hello to heaven I never wanted To write these words down for you With the pages of phrases Of things we'll never do So I blow out the candle, and I put you to bed Since you can't say to me Now how the dogs broke your bone There's just one thing left to be said Say hello to heaven Define your meaning of w
Bikini Contest
BIKINI CONTEST GOING ON NOW HELP MY FRIEND OUT AND VOTE FOR HER ALSO LEAVE A COMMENT SAYING YOU VOTED AND THE END OF THE CONTEST A WINNER FROM ALL THE VOTES  WILL  BE PICKED FOR A 3 CREDIT BLING:MOREOVER I WILL BE RUNNING RANDOM BOMBS IF YOU WANT ON THE LIST THE ONLY WAY IS TO VOTE ON HER THEN SB YOUR VOTER NUMBER TO ME AT THE TIME THE BOMB IS RUNNING. NO EXCEPTIONS http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=262812&albumid=2113303&i=59785435&idx=5
The Fakers
WELL WELL I FIND MYSELF ALWAYS NEEDING TO CREATE NEW ACCOUNTS BECAUSE WELL IN REAL LIFE NOPE IM NOT THE HOTTEST CHICK, ATTRACTIVE YES BUT NOT ACCORDING THE THE FUBAR WORLD STANDARDS SO I GRABBED 2 PICTURES FROM THE NET AND PUT THEM UP! I GOT TIRED OF EVERYONE BITCHING AND MOANING ABOUT SALUTES AND SO I FIGURE FUBAR IS FUN SO WHY NOT JUST GO UNDERCOVER AND FIND THE FAKERS LIKE JOHNNY DEVIL AND STRYKER DO!  EASY ENUGHT RIGHT ??? YUP YUP WELL AS I WAS ABOUT TO UPLOAD THE BLONDE CHICK I HAVE UP THERE SHE WAS RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME ON ANOTHER PROFILE, OK LADIES AND GERMS THE PICTURES ARE EVERYWHERE! HOTCOLLEGEGIRLS.COM/ SEXYGIRLS.COM ETC...... YOU GET WHERE IM GOING WITH THIS! STRYKER DID SHOW ME A COOL WAY TO FIND THEM, IF HE READES THIS HOPEFULLY HE WILL CALL ME, WE SPOKE ONCE AND HE IS A REALLY BIG SWEETHEART! LOVE YOU STRYKER XOXOXO ANYWAYS SO I WANNA BE THE FEMALE VERSION OF THE 2 GUYS AND JUST SEARCH OUT ALL THE FAKERS AND YES THAT INCLUDES ME BECAUSE MY PICTURES ARE NOT ME BUT I AM N
The Four Lettered Lie
Take a minute, close your eyes, clear your mind, plug on in To existence on our planet, not just yourself or your next of kin Forget every little lesson that mom and pops have shown to you Find a window in the madness, see the world and the truth   So you say, so you do, so you reap and so you get Little bees and little birds, all these lessons you can forget Open your eyes to all the things in this world you're quick to pass Hit the brakes for fortunes sake and see how long your mental lasts   See the poeple out here hurting, take the time to know their name Hear the wounds fall from their lips,are they really so insane? Rejected daily by society under the title of vagrant or bum Labelled by those most fortunate who are scared to give up some   And see the so called righteous as in high their pulpits stand Quoting love for all around us, earth, animal, plant, and man Leaving their places of prayer and sacrifice, shedding their glorious robes To pass the needy waiting
My Personal Mental Thoughts
I wish that I could save you from the mental thoughts you are having. I wish that I could save you from the terrors you are having with the world and how things are suppose to be. I wish that I had a chance to hold you and help you any way that I can. Distance is away for the truth on how you feel. But theres nothing I can do. Theres nothing I can say that will make everything for the moment just go away. I wish that I was able to walk with you, sharing moments from the past until now. I wish that I was able to smile for you, just making sure you did that, if not only once. I wish that I could watch the sunset, the morning sun rise, the sounds of the earth waking up..just you and me. I wish that I could be a better friend. I wish that I could give you better advice, but what I say is only from what Ive learn. We all have different lessions. Teaching you is what you already know. I wish that I could start your life over but then you'd have to start over with the he
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From The Ashes
I am the man...for which no god waits Yet an entire world yearns, my courage, m strength, my sacrifice I have fought bloody battles on far away ground, and here upon the streets of home I have held onto dying and torn commrades in their last moments of life I have looked into the eyes of Death and felt the stinging coldof fear, yet moved forward I have gone places and did things no one else should ever have to, all in the name of rightiousness? I have been lied to and lied about...I have been scorned, slandered, and the brunt of many cruel jokes just because others that wear the same uniform I have, have been cowards I have seen the horror in the eyes of an abused child or a battered wife, and have been forced to choke back tears so none could see a weakness they might exploit...and yet have been branded a heartless bastard for it I live with death and chaos, and walk into shadows alone I am marked by blood, darkness, and powder burn scars and yet I will give my life if nee
Five Months To The Largest Tax Increase In History
In just five months, the largest tax increase in the history of America will take effect. They will hit families and small businesses in three great waves on January 1, 2011: First Wave: Expiration of 2001 and 2003 Tax Relief In 2001 and 2003, the GOP Congress enacted several tax cuts for investors, small business owners, and families. These will all expire on January 1, 2011. Personal income tax rates will rise. The top income rate will rise from 35% to 39.6% ( this is also the rate at which two-thirds of small business profits are taxed). The lowest rate will rise from 10% to 15%. All the rates in between will also rise. Itemized deductions and personal exemptions will again phase out, which has the same mathematical effect as higher tax rates. So much for only soaking the rich!  The full list of marginal rate hikes is below: The 10% bracket rises to an expanded 15% The 25% bracket rises to 28% The 28% bracket rises to 31% The 33% bracket rises to 36% The 35% bracket rises to
Politricks
In my opinion this country needs to change.A change frome the outside in cause inside out is turning us upside down.You cannot trim a redwood from the roots if you do it will wilt.The branches are the key and we are the branches.But like the great redwood we have to stand strong.The people make this country the country does NOT make the people.The constitution was built upon equality,and every day we have our rights revoked.We have the right to free speech but we cant say this.We have the right to malitia and to protect ourselves but we cant do that.When all is said and done we or our family will be controlled,and that is a direct effect of violations of the constitution that made this country great.It was created from true grit,guts,and glory forming a bond with one another aginst tyrany against a one world order against the ways and actions of a facist government.The wool has been fabricated and firmly pulled over our eyes.This is a time for us to affirmativly raise up against tyrany
Operation Insomnia
I do not have much time to explain but our constitutional right are being systematically stripped as we speak. Those of us is a representation for Those-Of-Us.com The site is dedicated to awareness about our society and the things that are going on to undermine the very papers that make our flag Holy to us. The preservation of our rights as humans  wrote out unto the CONSTITUTION. We must realize that right now their is a war on us as the populace to keep divided over things like religion, sex, race, sexual preference, "clicks" social groups as well. They use things like flouride in the water to control, and dumb you down knowing there are severe side effects. look it up do not take our word for it.They systematically reguard internet bullshit as the topics of discussion through the media. THEY DO NOT CONTROL THE WEB YET!!!  THEY ARE TRYING TO SHUT IT DOWN HOWEVER... THAIS IS OUR LAST STAND TO STAY TOGETHER. These youtube videos are done by ALEX JONES -  You tube: POLICE STATE 4,&, THE
What Happened !!!
What happened to people caring about each other ? I have been on fubar on and off for alomst 3 yrs now.I know this site is a game..its about points and leveling..But have we forgotton that we are all human beings too.I have seen so many of my friends getting hurt on here its like no one cares about anybody anymore.Why do people say things they dont mean..Is breaking someone's heart  part of the game too?If it is I dont want any part of it.What happened to being honest with someone...say what you mean and do what you say!!!   I know there are some good people on this site..dont get me wrong..Im not trying to say this site is all bad.There are people out there that really care.I know there are some that have met their someone special on here..And to them I want to wish them luck. Cause your gonna need it..this has become and cruel and crazy world.   I dont know how long I will be on this site..my mind changes everyday.But to the few true friends I have on here..I want to say
Smiling_bob_2u
I once was fortunate to live ONE block from the Atlantic Ocean, in Florida. I mean, I didn't have the best living conditions...the building was older and made of concrete blocks, with multimillion dollar houses and condos all around, but it was a COOL living environment. Every day was like vacation. I would love to get up at 5am...put on my sweats and running shoes...and hit the beach. Every morning, after you've lived at the beach for a while, you start to see the regulars...the people that are the runners, the dog walkers, even the yoga instructor. I was fortunate enough to be able to run far enough to be in a national park within a two mile run, so I would stop at the point along the beach, catch my breath, and watch the ocean. There always is something therapeutic about the ocean...no matter what ails you...if you stare long enough at the water and the horizon, eventually you will find some sort of cure. Anyhow, one October morning(the wind was starting to turn cold), I was staring
2002 Heros
Died December 20, 2002 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 22, of New York, N.Y.; assigned to the 504th Infantry Regiment, 82nd Airborne Division, Fort Bragg, N.C.; killed Dec. 20, 2002, in Afghanistan. Died October 14, 2002 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 19, of Bridgeview, Ill.; assigned to the 551st Military Police Company, Fort Campbell, Ky.; died Oct. 14, 2002, in Djibuoti, Africa. Died June 12, 2002 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 37, of Thousand Oaks, Calif.; assigned to the 16th Special Operations Wing, Hurlburt Field, Fla.; killed in a MC-130H Combat Talon crash on June 12, 2002, in Afghanistan.
Do You Recognize Yourself In This ?
I have been viewing profiles of women (In my age catagory 38-47), whom I would assume are "fully cooked" adults and mature. Then .. there they are in all their glory... BREASTS... and the other one is close ups of their mouths....I can only imagine what kind of conversations that these women have had with men to make them to post such an image, I say this becasue on several occations the lady (term used loosley) added either the breast or mouth close up after the fact.... I sat back and wondered, she looks like a nice and decent woman who appaers to be intelligent and respectable (Now no flames here from the exobitionists, I just mean that if you are a woman in yor 40's with children you are an example whether you like it or not)....so why on earth is she resorting to having herself on display like this.... ?      .. Photos are optional and are by choice... so perhaps I should amend my statement to be,,,, not only are photos optional but photos of body parts are are also...... If
Febuary 2003 Heros
Army Sgt. Michael C. Barry Died February 01, 2003 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 29, of Overland Park, Kan.; assigned to the 205th Medical Battalion, Missouri National Guard, Kansas City, Mo.; killed in a vehicle accident on Feb. 1, 2003, in Qatar. serving during Operation Iraqi Freedom Army Spc. Rodrigo Gonzalez-Garza Died February 23, 2003 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 26, of Texas; assigned to A Co, 5th Battalion, 158th Aviation, Giebelstadt, Germany; killed in a UH-60 Black Hawk crash on Feb. 23, 2003, in Kuwait. Army Spc. William J. Tracy Died February 25, 2003 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 27, of New Hampshire; assigned to B Company, 5th Battalion, 158th Aviation, Aviano Air Base, Italy; killed Feb.25, 2003, in a UH-60 Black Hawk crash in Kuwait.
Yes Sir...
Black Man - A Poem for You The truth of the matter is There is nothing more beautiful Than a black man Whether five-two or six-seven, Yellow fabulous or chocolate heaven There is nothing more beautiful Than a black man Long and lean With deep brown eyes Wavy hair or dreds With strong thick thighs There is nothing more beautiful Than a black man Bald head with goatee Cornrows or a fade A little thick, a little thin Oh the choices to be made There is nothing more beautiful Than a black man Scholarly or not Wall Street or hip hop I'll sing your praises To the mountain top Head of the home Provider and love Obedient son and loving brother There's nothing more beautiful Than a black man A mighty provider you've proven to be Sacrificing your life to keep me free Working for crumbs When the table is bare Praising the Lord Leading the family in prayer There is nothing more beautiful Than a black man Holding my hand When fear emerges Remaining faithful, suppressing your urges Provin
Funny Stuff
Corruption Confusion, illusion, diffusion among us. Inspired by those who are in power of us. Our protectors are devils, disguised in angel eyes, Misleading, deceiving, tricking us into believing we are safe while we are dreaming. All the while they are scheming, demeaning, Manufacturing a false sense of security just to maintain worldy positions, possessions, with no discretions. We are only puppets in their puppet show, Singing and dancing for their pockets to grow. Assets no longer, it's time to go, oppose their code and to jail you will go. A seemingly endless supply, Brainwashed from inside the womb. It's not us they care about, It's power, greed, prestige, they protect. More money to make, more souls to take. It's Freedom we need to protect, it's us Who need to direct. To stand up for Our rights, unite one another... Believe in each other! Think for ourselves, listen to our hearts,
Don't Hate - I Thought This Prayer Was Cool!!
Our Father who art in Dallas. Football Be Thy Name. Thy 6th ring come, Thy will be done, on the road and in Cowboys Stadium. Give us this day our daily arrest, and forgive those who false start against us. Lead us not into overtime but deliver us to home field advantage. For Thine is The Kingdom, The Power, and a Cowboys Fan Forever. Amen
Take A Few To Help Pass Some Laws
Dear Friends,I have just read and signed the online petition:   "Kill a Biker, Go To Jail"hosted on the web by PetitionOnline.com, the free online petitionservice, at:   http://www.PetitionOnline.com/sabiker/I personally agree with what this petition says, and I think you mightagree, too.  If you can spare a moment, please take a look, and considersigning yourself.Best wishes,stacy R.I.P.    Tj I LOVE AND MISS YOU KILLED JUNE 11,2010
Always There
24 July 2010    Ever since that day, you are always on my mnd. A place where I keep you, watching you, taking care of you. Being there when you need me most. Making them special days memorable to you. Always There My Darling, you are never forgotten. Whenever I close my eyes, it is your beautiful face I see. Your loving hand in mine. The smell of your breath. Wrapped delicately in your blanket. Always There. Your loving fingers, around two beautiful roses with care. Into them gorgeous eyes I loved to stare. All I saw was Darkness, nothing there. Into te Dark Abyss I do stare. Always There. My life without you, it is painfully incomplete. The tenderness of your touoch, I miss it so much. Not a day goes by that you are not on my mind. You were my life. Always There. My baby, I miss you so,I hope this you surely know. Can you hear me? Are my words loud enough? Are they getting through? Luna Sylene, you have my heart. To you this I bestow, no other woman shall have it no, no, no. Alw
Words Of Wisdom
when a man reaches for the stars and get as far as the moon and finds there is nothing for him on the moon still has a blanket of stars to land on in the end my thoughts: when i wrote this i was only 16 years old i wanted to do so much in my life. people. if you reach hard you will take your dreams by storm. the only problem is your will power. even i have that problem. when i first went into the military i was told i wasn't going to make it. which brings me to my next qoute   people who tell you "you won't make it" , "you won't ever amount to nothing" , or "you can't do that and you'll never be able to" those select few should be the feul of your fire.   now when people told me that i wasn't going to make it in the military i was upset yet i did not let that extinguish my eternal flame i told my self that i was going to add them as fuel to my fire.   for my friends: my friends don't let other people influence you negativily. and if your worried what people think or feel abo
Next Level
Mass-- Ok you can chalk this up to my mood. or the day I've had or whatever reason you may want to ignore or dismiss this. But I STRONGLY SUGGEST YOU TAKE THE TIME.   1. if u want to DJ here that's fine. I appreciate your help. but if u have Committed , Asked to be placed on a steady schedule. do what u have committed. and no I'm not bitching about real life getting in the way I'm talking about .. the whiny ass "I don't wanna Dj to a lounge with only a few people in it" ..  .. Fubar is a social networking site... u should have friends that want to listen to u .. if u don't go fucking make some. I don't have the time to deal with that and I WILL NOT DEAL WITH THAT. 2. I don't ask any more of my DJs than I would do my self ...I have never said I am the best coder on fu nor will I, However, there are quite a few people who would say that. It didn't happen over nite. Nor did the ppls who tune in to the BoneYard where ever I do .. sometimes it take years of work to be an overnight succes
A Sidewalk Cipher Speaking Prionic Jive
If you see this profile, and realize who I am, that's fine.  They never deleted it, and with the new invite only rule I thought I'd keep it as a backup.  I won't be looking at it much.  There is plenty of bling to polish though.   Friend requests may or may not be accepted.  Without a salute, not much point to it.
Unconditional Love Despite The Imperfections
Tears can not stream down my faceMy mother, now in a better placeHer suffering, and her pain, are goneBut with me her memory will live onMy loss is great, my heart is brokenI remember every word that was spokenI hear it, like it was yesterdayI almost don't know what I should sayShe now watches over me from aboveSending me her unconditional loveEven despite my imperfectionsShe offered me her protectionFrom all the unjust things in lifeShe endured the pain and strifeDoing the best that she could doAlways telling me to think it thoughWhen I was quick to let my anger goMother, I will miss you soMy voice is cracking, with unshed tearsShe was there though my toughest yearsLoving me unconditionally, until the endNot just my mother, but my best FriendShe meant the entire world to meBecause she's the one who helped me seeThat love is unconditional, despite the imperfectionsAs I look at my mirrored reflectionI realize that she made me what I am todayMother, I love you, is all that I can say.
Today
Today will be a busy day.. what am I saying? Everyday is busy anymore.  I am sorry I have not been on much. I will be leaving here around 1030 or so.. running to pay water bill, going to Dr for follow up, Going to get my vehicle a estimate on it..Yes..I got hit again.  I don't know what it is about me..If I got a sign on my car saying hit me..or what. Also.. after that..got to do the fair booth...from 2 to 4.  Then maybe later I can come home to relax some..before heading to work tomorrow..then watching the rough trucks tomorrow night.  (Damn I will be tired).  Anyways..this just to let ya all know what I will be doing next day and today.
A Life Of A Soldier
u stay up for 16 hours . we stay up for days on end . u take a warm showerto helpu wake up. we go weeks without running water u complain of a headache and call in sick. we get shot at, as others r hitand we keep moving forward u talk about ur buddies that arent with u . we nowe may never see any of ours again. u complain about how hotit is . we wear ourheavy gear, not daring to take off our helmetto wipe our forehead. u get mad at the waiterfor getting ur order wrong. we dont eat today. ur mad that ur class lasted an extra 5 minutes. we're told we will be held over an extra 6 months. u roll ur eyes when ur baby cries . we get a letterw/ a picture,and wonder if we'll ever meet our new borns. u pay the price for ur living arraingements. we volunteer to live in tents. we r not complaining. all we ask for is some respect and for u to extent ur hand. give us ur love. because we have volunteer to die for ur freedom. for we r soldiers for the rest of our lives, and we will protect
The 3 Candles
3 candles which illumine every darkness - Truth, Nature, Knowledge
Relationships
Somebody wrote this but I don't know who. I can relate to it in SO many ways!if i ever push you away, i don’t really mean to. when i tell you i don’t want to talk about it i do, i am just looking for the right words. give me a minute, and if i can tell you; i will. i try to be a struggling mix of real and perfect at the same time. at the moment, i am working on the ratio. when i get really quiet sometimes it is because i have too much to say i have thought of too many things to tell you all at once and i don’t know what to say first. i get immaturely jealous of anyone who gets to see you on a daily basis. i miss you real easily. but i also like it that we can be a    p    a    r    t   and we are both okay.          space is good, too. i love the way we love some of the same things. and i love how we love entirely different things. my head is a complicated pile of thoughts, and fears, and cravings, and dreams, and this tangled up nostalgia for the past and, somehow, t
My Shit
 Is finding it all very hard to understand in my warped mind these days feelings and such that I try to ignore and pretend they are nonexistant. It amazes me how one can have a friend and not think too much about the future until something throws a wrench in it and changes courses of events in your life. My friend Ronnie committed suicide last week and I have just now come to terms that he will no longer be around it took me a damn week to realize this..what kind of friend does that make me? Funny how you think you wont miss someone so badly and then a event in your daily life jars a memory or makes you think of that person in some particuliar way. At this point my mind says hes free of the pain that noone seemed to know of or failed to notice but my heart weeps for him and my soul crys out for a friend who could always put a smile on the face of a friend or stranger alike. So fly my friend be at peace knowing so much love from so many people could not kill the pain that weighed heav
My Daddy
Marriage..
MARRIAGE When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly. She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why? I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn't love her anymore. I just pitied her! With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life
Happy Birthday My Sir
To: my Sir, Birthdays are inevitable, as is the passing of time. Nearly four years have passed since W/we began spending time together. At first, it was by chance, when both of U/us were on line and not busy. Even then i felt drawn to You. It wasn't long before i started to squirm and wiggle my way out of other on line *clears throat* conversations when You showed Yourself on line, even if only to get a moment of Your time and attention. Weeks passed, some with little communication, some with a lot. It seemed, though, that W/we started to seek each other out more and more often. Just a couple short months into O/our friendship, i knew something special had begun. The word love had not yet occurred to me though it would have fit. You had become an important person in my life, showing me more respect than i could have shown myself at the time. O/our conversations ebbed an flowed easily, sometimes touching on the erotic, but usually just day to day stuff. You let me vent about m
Vampire Bitch
im new to this so hope i do ok my dads home from the hospital after double bypass surgery so im  happy as can be
Hot Or Not
So listen i just got told by some like guy that i was totally not hott. but then like his friend was like dude what the fuck look at her she is totally hott. Are you like blind or something. So i'm really hurt right now. Am i hott or am i not. rate me 1 to 11 please and thanks. i could really use the confadance boost.
Bregalad's Song
O Orofarnë, Lassemista, Carnimírië! O rowan fair, upon your hair how white the blossom lay! O rowan mine, I saw you shine upon a summer's day, Your rind so bright, your leaves so light, your voice so cool and soft: Upon your head how golden-red the crown you bore aloft! O rowan dead, upon your head your hair is dry and grey; Your crown is spilled, your voice is stilled for ever and a day. O Orofarnë, Lassemista, Carnimírië!
Random Facts And Stories
I haven't been on much to invest any time into my friendships here, and for that I apologize. Been trying to get my life back on track lately. I reapplied for college, I start next month. Strictly online, I'm doing this as best I can. I will have two jobs starting next week as well. I need the money. And I've been trying to invest time in my relationship with Matt because some things got complicated when his friend decided to be a lying bitch. Fact is, I love this boy. I have since the first time I met him and I don't plan on anything changing that. Our parents are meeting on Saturday and Sunday Matt and I are going out of town together. I'm excited for the great great weekend we will have. :)   Well, Sorry again for everything and i love you all :) In virtually all Western societies, execution of a pregnant woman would be delayed until after the woman gave birth, which no doubt gave rise to a desperate effort on the part of some condemned women to get pregn
Show Some Love For Fubar
Fubar rocks out.. there are so many lounges and too many cool ass people that are funny... Love the site and once I started it I can not walk away. Met some awesome fucking people that are great.
Feelings
Hello, can u see me? im right here, look at me plz no i mean really look at me   can u see me hurtin? can u see me smilin?   look me in the eyes, they say eyes is the way to someones soul look into my soul what do u see?   im tryin to smile when all i wanna do is cry, can u see that? ur supose to know when my smile is fake or true   god i cant breath, i really cant breath dont know wuts goin on my mind is gone   i need u to see me look at me plz into my soul   why cant u see me?  am i that good actor? it dosent matter if i am u should see me look at me plz
About Me
 First let me explain what this blog is for alright ; There's a few people out there who claim they know me but in reality  only a handful of people truly do know me ; in fact they are my blood family or very close friends . Whom I have known for countless of years  because I'm a very private person  and it's hard for me to let just anyone get to really know me . I'm pretty sure alot of you understand what i mean by that........... I'll write more when i get a chance to 
I Was In The Paper
http://www.pe.com/localnews/stories/PE_News_Local_D_they31.2d8dfb1.html
My Blog
So you want to know how I got that name!!?? ok here is the story I was living in a house with an ex bf and 4 other guys, my friend Liz stayed there from time to time, she needed to take a shower and there was no lock on the bathroom door, we didnt trust the guys to not open the door while either one of us showered so when she took a shower I sat in the bathroom against the door so that the guys couldn't come in, and I was yelling YES YES YES MMMMMM , joking around and my friend said "you put it in the wrong hole!!" She has always call me Kooter so after this had happened she said Kooter, you are such a dirty little bath mistress!! Hence where I got my nickname and it has stuck ever since. Kooter The Dirty Little Bath Mistress!!! I don't have a credit card otherwise I would buy these things myself: They aren't in order I just want them Happy Hour Boomerang Auto 11 Cherry Bomb FuPony
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Vacation
Non-html Codes
Welcome to FUBAR Come Rawk with the Best Fam and Friends around! Erotic Desires, Have some drinks and Join in the FUN!! Copy and paste the link and join the insanity!! Hope to see you there! http://www.fubar.com/lounge/73829 2 HEY!! WELCOME TO FUBAR! Come Rawk with the Best Fam and Friends around! Erotic Desires, Have some drinks and Join in the FUN!! Copy and paste the link and join the insanity!! Hope to see you there! http://www.fubar.com/lounge/73829 3 HELLO Welcome to FUBAR Come Rawk with the Best Fam and Friends around!   Erotic Desires, Have some drinks and Join in the FUN!! Copy and paste the link and join the insanity!! Hope to see you there! http://www.fubar.com/lounge/73829 4 HELLO Welcome to FUBAR Come Rawk with the Best Fam and Friends around!
Fake Ass Bitch Finding Tool
  http://www.tineye.com/ I've been using this for about  year. Search any image and you can see other locations of that image on the net. It's free without  spyware or any crap like that. It's very useful to weed people out and verify info. Happy hunting!
A Broken Heart
 Well I'm single again, just broke up with my boy friend today, and just one week before my 40th birthday too. It sucks to have a broken heart.
Pain!!!
WHY DID I JUST THROW AWAY 3 YEARS OF FRIENDSHIP, BECAUSE I AM A JERK!!! WHY DO PEOPLE DO THE STUPID THINGS THEY DO WHEN THEY KNOW IT WILL CAUSE THEM PAIN IN THE FUTURE THIS SHOULD ACTUALLY BE IN GREEN BECAUE I LOST THE CLOSEST FRIEND I HAVE EVER HAD BECAUSE OF MY OWN JEALOUSY. I KNOW I WILL NEVER GET THIS WONDERFUL PERSON BACK IN MY LIFE AND WOULD GIVE ANYTHING TO ERASE THE PAST 72 HOURS, i CAN ONLY HOPE THAT WHEN I AM JUDGED I AM GRANTED MERCY FOR THE AWFUL THINGS I SAID AND DID. I PROBABLEY WON'T BE ON HERE FOR VERY MUCH LONGER AND DESERVE ALL THE PAIN I AM FEELING NOW. LEARN FROM YOUR MISTAKES AND THE MISTAKES OF OTHERS
My Pre Fight Playlist
1. Through Struggle- As I Lay Dying 2. Unholy Confessions- Avenged Sevenfold 3. Indestrucible- Disturbed 4. White Knuckles- Five Finger Death Punch 5. I Will Be Heard- Hatebreed 6. Raise Hell- (Hed) PE 7. Set to Fail- Lamb of God 8. Eat You Alive- Limp Bizkit 9. Determined- Mudvayne 10. Sun Dosen't Rise- Mushroomhead 11. Miracle- Nonpoint 12. New Noise- Refused   13. Her Comes The Pain- Slayer 14. Before I Forget- Slipknot 15. Step Up- Drowning Pool 16 Indiffernt to Suffering- Chimaria
Random
I have been thinking about the most painful stuff that some people have to live with and come to realize the "mentally and emotionally" unstable people are where they are for a reason they trust friends to always help them out when times get rough but sometimes we take that for granted it's something stupid that we all do.. well what happens when those friends turn there back on you and everything falls apart this a stupid fuckin blog . I know im not the nicest or coolest person to talk to or be around especially on my bad days and the more and more i i think about it the more and more i realize that i treat people like shit because i'm unhappy or depressed well maybe it's time for me to step up and try to make a change for the better and maybe by doing this i wont hurt the ones i care about and that care about me the most. We often take things in our lives for granted and maybe we should give our head a shake well all in all i guess this is just me giving my head a shake 
Illegal Immigration
Recently large demonstrations have taken place Across the country protesting the fact that Arizona Is addressing the issue of illegal immigration. Certain people are angry that The US might protect its own Borders, might make it harder To sneak into this country and, Once here, to stay indefinitely. Let me see if I correctly understand The thinking behind these protests. Let's say I break into your house. Let's say that when you discover Me in your house, you insist that I leave. But I say, 'No! I like it here. It's better than my house. I've made all The beds and washed the Dishes and did the laundry And swept the floors. I've Done all the things you don't Like to do. I'm hard-working And honest (except for when I broke into your house). According to the protesters: You are Required to let me stay in your house You are required to feed me
My Baby
The day i ment my baby i knew there was something special about him i just couldnt figure out exactly what. The more we talked the more my feelings grew for him.It didnt take long for me to know he was the one i wanted to be with for the rest of my life. When i finally got the chance to show him just how much i really do love him and how much i wanna be with him till the day i die. Tje day i told him that he could move in with me i was prayong he would say yes so i knew i would have my baby for the rest of my life.He said to give him some time to figure out what he ahd to do and i got the message that my baby was gonna move in with me and my heart skipped beats when i found that out. I had to wait for the day of him coming up to be with me and it seemed like it was never gonna happen. When he texted me saying that he was coming up that day i was so excited i didnt know what to do with myself. I waited and waited for him to be here so i could finally kiss him and hug him. Then i went ou
My Writing
happiness. The night falls, with a whisper, like every night before, but through it she feels. Something that reminds her of, blurred edges, a burnt paper smell, and something like a kiss. It bring with it a light, a fire in the dark. A blinding chaos, she welcomes with fear, before it consumes her. I watched my world burn to the ground to the beating of a broken heart. I watched the flames take down all i loved, or would ever love, and leave nothing but ashes. I looked down and seen the matches in my own hands. what have I done? I tried to paint you once In shades of summer, bright blues, and frosted orange. But it always turned to shadow ridden decay. I tried to paint you in sun shades of yellow, illuminated whites, bright pure splashes. but the color would run from the brush, and putrefy. Not wanting to admit defeat, I painted you in the ridiculous. green, pink, purple haze, mocking myself with color. But even in these, the humor of it failed. I tried to paint you
Time To Be
Some of you will no doubt recognize new Corum Golden Bridge Lady Diamond Watch as a derivative of an existing style they have, to others this unique watch will be all new. Years ago Corum was able to develop a mechanical movement that was shaped like a bar (more or less linear as opposed to square or circular). They placed it in a horizontal fashion in watches. It was incredible to look at as they cased in a traditionally sized squarish case with the movement placed in the middle being showcased through the sapphire crystals.  This concept has been adopted here and is now placed horizontally instead of vertically with the new Corum Gold Bridge Lady Diamond watch. The new position of the movement is more flattering to the wrist in the rectangular 41mm x 34mm sized case that comes in either red gold or white gold. Aside from the 180 diamonds on the case and face, and the unique placement of the dial, the real show here is in the mechanical C0113 movement and in watching its ongoing oper
Creatures I Am Particularly Fond Of
Love to see them play hide and seek. One of my nicknames is also Ditzy Doodlebug. great fish bait. Long slender legs.
Facebook Pics
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Tangled Up In Me
You wanted to know more,More about me?Then watch the world spin around,To get a clue about what you see.Hey, you wanted to understand,Why I push you around,Why I push you away?Take a closer lookAt what’s right in front of you today.What makes you thinkWhat you see is what you get?You think you know meBut in reality you haven’t realized it yet.Everyday you search for her,The damsel in distress,The perfect girl you’ll one day meet;But what you don’t seem to recognize,Is I’m the girl sweeping you off your feet.You wanted to know more,More about how I dream?Well, I’ll have to admit thenThat’s not as complicated as it seems.All I ever wanted was that sunset escapade,Fireworks and shooting stars,In a secret moonlit rendezvous That’s going to end upBetween me and you.Hey you wanted to find love?Open your eyes then and see-All you need to do to find itIs get tangled up in me. 
8/4/2010 House Fire
 
Newbie Here :)
I have some questions that i would love some answers to.   !. What does it mean to be cherry bombed? 2. What determins how many points you get for being bombed? 3. How do you pay someone in fubucks? 4. What gets you more points, rating someone with the boomerrang or auto  11's?
Wolfhound Metal Radio
Wolfhound Metal Radio is making a special compilation of bands of Rock&Metal. It will be 4 CDs in mp3 for free download online with 80 bands.All bands can participate in this contest. The voting will be by the official facebook of Wolfhound Metal Radio.If you're interested in participate, you have to read the conditions:1. You should send an email to Wolfhoundmetalradio@gmail.com with the next information:Band,Country,Genre,Links. Include in the email a photo band & logo.2. The bands should have Rock or Metal roots, we don't accept POP Music.3. The bands should have one Album or EP.4. We only accept bands and the single projects will be rejected.5. It can participate unsigned and signed bands but they need the confirmation of the label for including it in the email.6. All political bands will be rejected.All those bands that do not meet the requirements set out above will be rejected.The last date for participate in this contest is 15th May.Good Luck Bands!Wolfhound Metal Radio, www.
The Final Goodbye
This is the end of the road.  Reflecting back on 3 years of Fubar, I find myself smiling at the close friends I have made, cherishing the times where I could be a listener and help people through their troubles (which I'm actually pretty good at, for those of you who didn't know), and knowing the thrill of anticipation at a few of yo uwho were seriously an integral part of my life.  I am also nearly dumbstruck at the level of pettiness, misunderstanding, jealousy, and outright rudeness I have seen here.  I guess this is really a microcosm of society, which is what I have always seen Fubar as...a social experiment.  If this were a Master's thesis, I would be curious what the author's conclusions would be.  Anyway, there comes a time in everyone's life where he has to re-examine his life and priorities, and make necessary adjustments.  This is that time for me.  Fubar no longer holds any draw or desire for me, and while some may think it rude or shocking that I just end it like this, my
The Truth
TO GET SOMETHING YOU NEVER HAD,YOU HAVE TO DO SOMETHING YOU NEVER DID.. WHEN GOD TAKES SOMETHING FROM YOUR GRASP,HES NOT PUNISHING YOU,BUT MERELYOPENING YOUR HANDS TO RECIEVE SOMETHING BETTER.. THE WILL OF GOD WILL NEVER TAKE YOU WHERE THE GRACE OF GOD WILL NOT PROTECT YOU...
Wannabe's Or Real
Which are you..a wannabe or Real friend For most of the people on my friends list i would assume are wannabe friends that only stick around on the off chance that a cherry bomb is activated...For the remaining friends i have that actually talk to me and or rate me i appreciate it... IF YOU ARE A WANNABE FRIEND AND ONLY SAY SOMETHING WHEN THERE IS SOMETHING TO BE GAINED THEN GET THE FUCK OFF MY FRIENDS LIST.....I AM NOT INTERESTED IN HELPING THOSE THAT WILL NOT HELP ME BACK......I HAVE CHERRY BOMBED AND BLING AS MUCH AS I CAN AND BARELY RECEIVED ANYTHING BACK IN RETURN....   TO THOSE THAT HAVE RETURNED THE FAVOR I THANK YOU...   NOW FOR THOSE THAT HAVE NOT BOTHERED TO NOTICE I HAVE BEEN TRYING TO GET TO LVL 28 FOR ALMOST 1 YEAR NOW AND STILL WORKING ON IT....SO GET YOUR ASSES TO MY PAGE BLING ME  RATE ME  SOMETHING TO LET ME KNOW THAT YOU ARE EVEN THERE OR EVEN CARE ENOUGH TO HELP OUT....LIKE EVERYONE ELSE DOES FOR YOU ...
Fubar Ids, 3 Pic Slide Show For Dis Play Pic , Bullys Name Tags
 I am making  display  3 slide show  pics ,   name tagges ,  bullys for lounges,  fubar ids  and i code lounges if you are intrested send me a private message or   comment on this  blog and i will get back to you  make sure your  shout  box is on so i can  get back to you  for all its 500k  for   1 it is 1k  for 4  its  4k   if you bling  or a  bling pack or a vip you get them free and  doubled   for bling packs  and vip
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Mind Grind
Thought You Should Know
Lindsay Lohan, 24, gets her name and face all over the news because she went to jail. But did you hear about any of the following? Justin Allen, 23, Brett Linley, 29, Matthew Weikert, 29, Justus Bartett, 27, Dave Santos, 21, Chase Stanley, 21, Jesse Reed, 26, Matthew Johnson, 21, Zachary Fisher, 24, Brandon King, 23,
Yea, Okay
Well.. I guess I shouldn't have things bother me lately , but I have so much that I am thinking about that I feel like a ticking time bomb. I am losing my patience, and money on  one thing,  losing my mind on many other things.  I can't say one thing  lately that is bothering me or or say anything That something  I get mad of  because 1 thing  that bothers me with a passion.  I can't help it if I can't do something , or say things right because of  how my mind works... If you really knew me, my feelings and gave a rats butt.. that person(s) wouldn't think it is on them... Mostly, I can take a few joking  aside... But if it is constantly... then the other part of my mind  works and might get irritated  or mad. Normally, I don't care... but if I FEEL pushed  I do. I can joke  with the rest of them... I can take a lot of  being joked on..,, but Like I said if constantly on a certain matter I feel strongly? I am usually  the person  who  would either say nothing or  leave if i get fed
Lyrics So Dont Trip Their Just Good N Resonate W/me
[Intro] I don't know what to do anymore After I quit with medicine I became psycotic I suffer from depression Complete depression Had it my whole life I have had it so bad that uh... I had anxiety Been diagnosed with major depression Lots of phobias, lots of fears Anxiety, panic attacks Manic depression before, I didn't think that Depression could be so bad [Verse 1:] Sometimes it feels like the world's on my shoulders Everything around me closing in, it's starts to grow colder It's like I'm sitting on death row and waitin' for conclusion Shits real fucked up, my brains filled with much confusion Do you know what it is to sit a 3am With a gun pressed to your temple on your knees prayin' Or in the bathroom, on the floor, a handfull of pills Cause the fuckin' rent's due and you can't pay bills Have you ever felt the cold grip of death in your heart I'm talkin' rips right in your cavity and pulls it apart Ten motherfuckin' seconds just from ending this shit Flames rising from the action
Random Thoughts
Ya know, for the sake of your children, you should be nice. At least care enough to put your child first and be civil with your ex. It's not that hard. It doesn't take a lot of energy to do such a thing. I do it EVERYDAY of my life. As much as I HATE my ex, I care enough about my child to put him FIRST and be civil. It wasn't always easy at first, but we made it work. So to you, you know who you are, quit being a selfish ass cunt and for the KIDS, who are starting to become the VICTIMS, put your anger aside and be an adult here.  You may not have to care enough to want to talk to him, but you do NEED to talk to him and be civil with him for yalls kids. THAT is what matters. Have a nice fucking day.
Corn Bread
Poetry
Baby when I look in your eyes I see a future with you Baby when you touch me I feel your love Baby when you whisper to me I hear your lovely voice Baby when I'm with you I wanna be with you forever and always My heart beats so fast that I can't live without you It seems that when I'm away My mind is always thinking about you I don't want to stop No one is ever gonna get in the middle of us I won't let them I love you so much that when we our together We just have that connection that will never die I wanna give you everything that my heart desire's I wanna be with you forever and always  
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I have no idea what Im doing..how do i put on a background and music? can anyone help me out? thanks AS I said in my last blog im new to this site.so if you feel like chatting or anything.just hit me up.
About Me
A-2-Z About Me Survey by bamachic49 {---Basics---} Name: Andy Nickname(s): -- Age: 21 Birthday: Jan. 01, 1989 Birthplace: Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania Current Location: Southfield, Michigan Eye Color: Blue Hair Color: brown Height: 5'6" Weight: Lefty or Righty: Right Zodiac Sign: Capricorn What Do You Drive: A Car Screenname: Ask for It {---Favorites---} Color: Red, Black, green, Number: Band: what ever sounds good at the time I'm listening to it Music Genre: All TV Show: Family Guy, The Simpsons, TNA, UFC, WWE Movie: Action, and comdie Actor: Actress: Kind of Movie:
Me
So i am in the ntiedstates army. its alright but after a while it gets boring i really have no clue `why i am in states when my mos is an out of counrty job. makes no sense to me but yeah i am right now out at the feild doing demo its boring but i can say i now know how to set up  a minefeild that is all i gt to say foe now
True Lies
why those people are afraid to be honest more questions,more lies I'm sick and tired of it.....................
Usms
A Soldier's Heart They don’t know why we do it. They don’t see what we see. They don’t know why we risk our lives for a war that isn’t even ours. It’s not for publicity but for love. That is it. It is all for love. It is as simple as that. For the brotherly love of the men next to us and for the loved ones we have left back home. The times are changing and freedom is no longer free. So we must fight to keep our families free and safe. For we are not afraid to die because we will know in our hearts that our family will be safe. It is truly an honor to give your life for the ones you love and know. So we do this for our moms and dads. Our brothers and sisters. Our friends back home. For the stranger on the side of the street. For the people who have crushed our hearts. And for the guy who said that we would never amount to anything. Because we love and care about them all and always will no matter what they have done. That is why I am a s
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Them Damn Sheet's
DO U KNOW WHAT THEM SHEETS WOULD SAY IF THEY COULD TALK WE PROBABLY WOULDN'T WANT TO HEAR IT,WHO WAS ON THEM BEFORE WE WAS OR IF SHE WAS WITH BEFORE SHE WAS WITH YOU,OR WHO YOU WAS ON THEM WITH BEFORE YOU WAS WITH BEFORE HER ON THEM SHEETS,WE THINK WE ARE GONNA BE ALRIGHT LAYIN ON THEM SHEET'S NEXT TO WHO WE THINK WE ARE COMFORTABLE WITH ON THEM SHEET'S UNTIL WE FIND THE NEXT PERSON OR PERSON'S,THEM DAMN SHEET'S GOT STORIES AND WE KNOW IT,YOUR'S,MINE,THEIR'S,AND WHAT ABOUT THEM MOTEL AND HOTEL SHEET'S UUUGGGHHH,DONT WANT TO ASK THEM NASTY MOTHERFUCKER'S.        REAL WORD'S    FROM DEEEZZZNNNUUUUTTTTSSSS
Just Venting
                   Homeless In Our Home Land    Not that many people know that it is happening but it is. Those that doknow are either trying to do something about it or they just don't care and are just ignoring it, We have a big problem with homeless in our home land and the government are not wanting to help nor do they want anyone else totry and help the homeless. The government is just punishing the people who are trying to do something for the people who are homeless.     As a matter of fact the government are a big reason there are so manypeople out there livin on the street's in our home land. The people that are livin out there on the street's didn't necessarily chose it. Now do notget me wrong there are those out there on the street's that have chose to be there by either drinkin up all there money, druggin up it all, just think it is kool or would rather live on the street's instead of being confined to a apartment or house. I know that not all people are out therebecause of
Beast Within Me
It's paces echo within my mynd. Caged within the blackness of my thoughts. It's rage darkens the blind corners. Clawing the walls, searching for escape from the torment of nightmares. Wounds thought long healed, open with fresh pain as they scrape against the jagged edges of my sanity. Even the falling of my tears can't extinguish this flame burning white-hot inside my soul. Nightmares glowing with the anguish of hatred and pain. Screaming silenced by the flow of life. Deep from within, the beast howls as his torture ceases to exist momentarily. Knowing the circle will form again.
Why?
What have we done to the people in ours lives? have we fucked them up so much that it is easier to go through life with walls,fences,and barricades up? is this what we have come to ? a world that people are so afraid to love and be loved? to be in love. to be able to lean on one another in times of sadness? why is it so hard to cry or be held by someone? remember when we where children,?  we cried, we fell down we let someone that loved us pick us up. we had bad dreams, we let someone comfort us. Why is it so hard for us to enjoy unconditional love, to embrace it, to bask in it to be happy? are we just a bunch of heartless zombies??? Why?? or is it just me that feels this way???
The Usual Shit I Have To Put Up With
                        Okay last night was so fuckin stupid...I have been a storm chaser for almost 7 years now and this is one of the stupidest false alarm I have recieved from a partner of mine in the field...He said there was a wall cloud about 5 miles north of town so I grabbed my camera and got dressed and went...By the time I got to where he was he told me it was just a false alarm because he didnt turned on his laptop and looked at the radar...He was just looking at the fucking sky and thought it was a wall cloud...Grrrrrrrrr it just pissed me off right there....I know it sounds stupid to get pissed about it but shit man before the dude thinks he sees a wall cloud comming he should go to sources first to find out whats going on and then just wait and see what its going to do...Not just jump the fucking gun and say well, gee I see a wall cloud but my computer isnt on...What the hell man.
Stuff
Life
Just tell me why I have to fight and die Is it just another lie Is this my last good-bye? How dare they call me free Claim it’s for liberty It’s just another killing spree In the name of my Country Our Government lied My brothers died To many mothers cried In the name of false pride Take a look at life now Sit back and wonder how How are my brothers dead Who’s next to have their blood shed The seas are turning red This shit’s fuckin with my head They give me this gun I’m not the right one I’m still too young I just wanna run Run to the hills Live life for the thrills I’m not the type that kills Don’t waste my time Time’s a priceless thing What’s the next moment gonna bring Is it life or death Have I taken my last breath Should I want the answer Will it kill me like cancer Is it time to meet my maker Be slapped in a box by an undertaker Death comes to all But who makes that call Who’s n
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Deerlog
Hello!   Let's set this straight: most fubarians are here to score. And you know what I mean, if you *REALLY* don't then you either are too young to be here or you probably just do not pertain here. Don't get me wrong: not all of us are here for that reason, but still, many are. Ok so now to the point: either you are thaat kind of person or you're not, you should be reading profiles. Reasons to do this if you are: Profiles can give you nice hook points Profiles can address your effort in ways that will get you a response back Profiles can help you see the "bigger picture" of the person   These reasons alone should be compellng. Reasons to do this if you are not: Same reasons as above Profiles will also usually give you an idea of the person and how you will get along with him/her.This might look like a shallow point but is indeed crucial: if the person is,for instance, supportive of thearmy and you're not, well, there are good chances that your differences will cr
Hmmmm
Just Some Thoughts...
“Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life... You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.”   To be able to breathe out ones unhappiness to breathe out deeply so that
Photography
I like big butts and I cannot lie. In case you haven’t learned this about me already, I’m a bit of what some may call a “chubby chaser”. I’m proud of it. I think my taste leans towards some pretty hot women. Yet nearly every woman I’ve ever met, especially those who have modeled for me are always conscious about the way they look; specifically in the weight department. No. Conscious is not the right word. Self-conscious, overly concerned, neurotic; those are more accurate.Now before I start my praise of the Big Beautiful Woman (affectionately to be referred to as BBW for the duration) I would like to play “devil’s advocate” for those of you nay-sayers who just don’t subscribe to my logic. It would seem logical for boney people, such as me, to simply argue that if a woman does not like her weight she should simply go on diet, work out more, or take “better care of herself”. I once these point of views and let me jus
Wake Me...
Wake me when the night fallsAnd quiets the cares of day.Wake me when the night fallsAnd instead of leaving stay.Wake me while the sun sleepsAnd all the world is still.Wake me while the sun sleepsTo a silence only whispers fill.Wake me when the sky is darkAnd share this time with me.Wake me when the sky is darkAnd we'll just sit and be.Wake me while the moon and starsGive us their gentler light.Wake me while the moon and starsBless us again with night.Sing me to sleepWhen the dawn comes near.Sing me to sleepWhere the sun does appear.Cradle me in your armsAs others open their eyes.Cradle me in your armsAnd sing me lullabies.Lay my head on the pillowAnd meet me in my dreams.Lay my head on the pillowWhere not all is torn at the seams.Sleep with me through the day;Ignore its insistent calls.Sleep with me through the day,But wake me when the night falls.    Haha .... Love Blows
Yep, Its Time
i think its time to bid a fond farewell, dunno something about turning 40 has made me come to the conclusion that its time for me and fubar to go our separate ways, and so i say to those few i have talked to its been great and ifin ya have the urge feel free to find me here....vespillo23@yahoo.com. otherwise good luck to all and be well............Tim   ####THIS PAGE WILL SELF DESTRUCT IN 24 HOURS####
Just Anything
Inspiration There is alway's somethin or someone that inpire's you to do whatever it is you do. So, with that being said. Who or what inpire's you to dance,sing,write,talk,draw or whatever? Is there a person in your life that is so incribile to you. Does that person tell you that you can do or be anything you want to be? Does that person tell you how good your are at great at something and that you should presue it? Does that person just let's you be you and not try to change you into what they want you to be? Does that person just listen to you, give you advice on somethin that you ask them for advice on, does that person give you a shoulder to cry on whenever you need it? Or does somethin else tatally different inspire you like a movie,a song,a drawin, a poem or somethin? It doesn't have to be a person who inspire's you. It can be anything or anyone. It can be a blog that you read online or what have you. I think that you can find inspiration in everything and ev
Poetry
With in the heart of a young boy was once love,It dwindled there for a man who couldn’t see it,When that man left the little boy cursed heaven above,Eventually he cried so much there was only a candle lit.With in the heart of the young man was once hate,It remained there for the one thing he never had,And that man never came back for his first mate,With a swift punch he was making everyone around sad.With in the heart of this man is now a love for life,Everything here is set in place to encourage your journey,All the things that go wrong, grin and bear it through your strife,For acceptance of what you cannot change will release you of your burdens.   (this is for my old man) as brazen cold winds blow across my face i feel my disheveled reality begin to slip,i cannot begin to explain how or why my head feels like a helium balloon.but avast my kind soul ponders why this cycle comes around like an ellipse,at first all resides well within my tender heart and then all sinks below a
The Girl Who Was Never Good Enough For You
She's all tortured up insideAll because of what you didThe intense hurt you inflictedNone of your love she'll now needShe still daydreams of your pastNo matter how much it was scarredThe ugly truth strikes her once moreYet again breaking her fragile heartMonotone fills her melancholy daysSpine-tingling thoughts run through herA sad memory suddenly strikesThe almost lifeless broken girlBlue flashbacks, then tearsThis painful procedure repeatsNever a day without a swollen eyeOr dreadful incessant heartbeatsThe air of dejectedness she carriesAn eternity of heartrending reminiscenceThe essence of wretchednessAnd the element of despondenceShe knows the dread of remembranceShe's silently living with the markAnd when her thoughts overflowShe faces her fears alone in the darkHer life revolves around a lachrymose tuneOne that is eternal; that is endlessHer smile leaks a sign of miseryNothing but pensive sadnessHer reflection no one can understand Intense feelings but no one to pour out toBeneat
Sacrifice For Affection
Crumpled on the bathroom floor,Her body hugs the bowl,Agony in her appearance,Angry that she lost control.Her fingers pinch her stomach,Measuring imperfection,Determined to change herself,Unable to handle her reflection.Believing that she was huge.(Unable to see she's not)Conviced she wasn't good enough,From comments she never forgot.Memories became her torture,Holding her to the commode,Pushing her past the line,Callous to the tears that flowed.Everyday in the bathroom,Willing to pay the price,So desperate to be thin,She became the sacrifice.Slave to the perfect image,She measured her worth by size...Persuaded she was fatAnd disgusting in his eyes.Certain he thought her grossOblivious that she was wrong.She died desiring his love.....Unaware she'd had it all along. 
Stay With Me
Now I lay me down to sleep,Tears crest and fall down my cheek.But as hard as i try, I cannot rest,Nor calm the aching in my chest.Broken hearted, I muffle cries,Insistent burning behind my eyes.Fighting hard to remain strong,The night has never seemed so long.My mind is numb; my body too,I'm so scared that I might lose you.Shaking badly-here I lie,Confused and dazed-can't help but cry.Praying I'll soon understand,My blanket clenched in my hand.I groan out loud, "what can I do??"I'd do anything not to lose you.[[ please stay with me. please ]] 
Poem 1
"Fire and Brimstone"The darkness that fills my life has over took my soul.The feeling of hate has given me no where to go.I strive to be someone worthy of love and trust.But in my endless travels I have found only lust.I fight for the feeling of honesty and control.But what I feel inside seems to never be told.My life has went to hell and will be hard to return.I claw my way up the brimstone only to fall and burn.As my flesh melts from my body and falls to the ground.I climb once again never giving in to the sound.I hear them say I am unworthy and weak.But I fight to say I am strong and find what I seek.The love of another will be my goal till the end.Until that day in this fire I will stay pending. "What Will It Take"I have lost friends I have lost loversWhat will it take to never hurt anotherMy life has become numbMy Life has become dimWhat will it take to never hurt againThe times have became hardThe times have become ferceWhat will it take to stop these tearsI have hurt my
Trial Of Lunacy.
     Soft earth gives easily under my treading claws. Hurried and frantic. Desperate to lose the shadows that seek to end my existence. Breath ragged and hot from fleeing, billows into the cold black night. Softly the sounds of hurried  anger and fear, mixed with taunts of death and worse are menacingly close. I see the blinding light above that is both my curse.  and my pursuers grace for it allows them the pale silver light with which to search for me. My coat, a tattered bloody mess, sheen with the effort of escape, bristles with fear, rage, and pain. Pain so great so deep it rips into the very fabric cloaking my soul. Pain begets the madness to destroy. To kill! To devour! To claim the night with terror only my cries of agony can instill., The smells of marsh, earth, and sweat are tinged with the sting of soot from torches twinkling across the dark valley. Tiny embers that beg to set flame to the tender on which the mortals wish me to burn.
Final Fantasy
When death comes over ones soul, the reapers cold, sharp, nails pierce ones wrist. Unable to resist his pull, they are forced to walk behind him, awaiting there judgment as to which side there soul will be taken to. If your life was peaceful and happy, then his grip will be released and the marks will vanish, allowing you safe passage into Shangri-La. If your life was full of hatred and pain causing, then you will be cast down into the pits of hell to endure a punishment you have never thought existed for your crimes.... But for a select few that escape his grasp and run away, the marks will never leave and they are to suffer a torture worse than Hell could ever provide. Life with no happyness. Sadness everywhere you go. Never to feel love of joy withen the heart ever again. This is a Final Fantasy. Pain, hatred, sorrow, and love. all are emotions that involve another person to have. If this means humanity must have pain to have happiness and vice-versa, why should we want it? becaus

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