Fubar Blogs 4

Random Thoughts
To you maybe it does seem strange You just do not understand why things must change It's like we are stuck in the wrong gear It's time that we overcome the fear Many memories born and dead in this town We both know its time for anew stomping ground.

A Poem
Soft and warm Sealed with careSweet and kindWill ever shareBrave and strongYet so fairThat is herShe's always thereSensitiveto despairHarkens toothers welfareDelicateshe's elsewhereBeautifulbeyond compareIf you meet herBest BewareShe'll steal your heartunawareHer name is LoveThis I swearThere's none like heranywhere

Thoughts
Word are just words until someone decides that they are worth putting into action. People talk all the time, they say words, but most of the time they never act in them. So just cuz you say something, doesn't mean shit. When you act on your words then I will believe it. Birth a beautiful and yet depressing process. Growing up is fun but always sad. Adulthood rewarding and painful, Is there ever a time in life that is not depressing, sad, or painful? From the moment that you are born you start to die. Which would mean, you are only happiest on your death bed?

The Day I Knew He Was Gone Forever
I HAD AWAKEN FROM AN UNEASY FEELING DEEP WITH IN ME THAT I TREID TO SHAKE BUT WOULD NOT GO AWAY,WAS A FEELING I NEVER WANTED TO FEEL AGAIN,I WENT ON ABOUT MY DAY AS I DID EVERY DAY I STILL COULD NOT SHAKE THE FEELING SOMETHING JUST WAS NOT RIGHT,AS I WENT ON MY WAY HOME EARLY WITH MY STOMACHE IN KNOTTS I HESITATED TO OPEN THE FRONT DOOR BUT AS I DID ALLS I HEARD WAS THE SOUND OF CRYING AND THE SOUNDS I DIDNT WANT TO HEAR MY BEST FRIENDS MOTHER SAYING OUR SON HE IS GONE ,I FEEL WHERE I STOOD HANDS TO MY FACE TO HIDE MY PAIN AND MY TEARS FOM ALL OTHERES ,MY MIND WENT BLANK AS MY HEART WAS IN SO MUCH PAIN.AS I WALKED INTO WHERE MY FRIEND MUST LAY AS I GOT CLOSER MY KNEES BEGAN TO SHAKE AND MY HEART POUNDING I FELT TOTAL NUMNESS AS I FEEL TO MY FEET NEXT TO WHERE MY FRIEND MUST STAY TEARS ROLLING DOWN MY FACE AS I REACH FOR HIS HAND I HAD TO MOVE A WAY HIS HAND COLD AS ICE WHERE HE LAYS HIS CHEST STOOD STILL OF NO MOVEMENT OF LIFE THAT DAY I DID NOT KNOW WHAT TO SAY I

So this is my first blog...I am pretty random so I decided to start one..expect any kind of posts from me because I just have things on my mind and sometimes i feel like sharing.. This time I got inspiration from madonna's latest hit.."give me all your love"..it's almost 1 am and I have had this song stuck in my head for the whole week end..partly because the cd is gonna be released on monday so the song keeps being played on the radio and I listen to the radio in the car and while I am working. I like all kinds of music, but mostly rock and metal, altough if something sounds good and has decent lyrics I tend to like it to a certain degree. With commercial stuff I don't follow a specific trend..I like some songs and artists and I don't like others that might sound similar. Madonna is one of the artists I respect for her charismatic personality, innovation skills, changing looks and why not? scenic presence that includes talent at dancing and being on the stage. That said I never bo

What Do U Think?
please answer YES DEFINATLLY, or NO NOT GOOD #1 be able to do stuff without paying in Fubucks #2 put backgrounds without doing codes #3 not be banned from lounges HAVE ANY OTHER IDEAS? PLEASE TELL AND I'LL POST THEM ON MY BLOG. I'D LUV TO HEAR UR IDEAS! ideas 2 improve fubar. What do u think about these ideas.

Good Point...wisdom Stolen From A Blast
This is so true... I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go. Things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right. You believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.

Never Had
Ok frist off I am not saying this for anyone to feel sorry for me . I never had a dad he walk out befor I even came in to this World.I meet him in 98 for the frist time . I did not want to I had a Brother that showed up. He the one that wanted to find his farther.I sayed his Because the man never did one thing in my life for me. I found out that I had 4 more sistor's & 1 more brother.They all live in Cookville TN I live in Nashville

Fml
I'm in my 20s and still haven't achieved much in life. The only job I can maintain is that of a frycook at a local restaurant. I'd get another job, but this is a small town so there are few jobs available and I'd drive out further to expand my horizons, but I've failed every driving test I've ever taken. The only other guy I work with hates my guts and I'm in love with this southern bell who's really smart and athletic, but I'm so deep in the "friendship territory" that it's not funny. My only other friend is mentally challenged which is probably why he can put up with my social awkwardness. On top of all that, I live in a pineapple under the sea. FML!!!

Brandi
"I'll Be" The strands in your eyes that color them wonderfulStop me and steal my breath.And emeralds from mountains thrust towards the skyNever revealing their depth.Tell me that we belong together,Dress it up with the trappings of love.I'll be captivated,I'll hang from your lips,Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above.[Chorus:]I'll be your crying shoulder,I'll be love's suicideI'll be better when I'm older,I'll be the greatest fan of your life.And rain falls angry on the tin roofAs we lie awake in my bed.You're my survival, you're my living proof.My love is alive and not dead.Tell me that we belong together.Dress it up with the trappings of love.I'll be captivated,I'll hang from your lips,Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above[Chorus]And I've dropped out, I've burned up, I've fought my way back from the dead.I've tuned in, turned on, remembered the things that you said[Chorus:]I'll be your crying shoulder,I'll be love's suicideI'll be better when I'

Domestic Abuse
I've gotten an idea on how to get over this pain..writing a blog about domestic abuse and my experience. I will not mention any names, but for 3 long volatile and tumultuous years I endured what I do not wish on my worst enemy.And even though I've moved on and in a happier place at the moment, I feel that this bullshit still lingers within me and I need to get it out there and out of my system! Abuse comes differently to everyone, every relationship is different, none the less until you walk in that person's shoes you have no right to judge or criticize what that other person has been through. I suffered the mental, physical and emotional abuse that had me question who I was. I use to be this strong woman who knew what she wanted in life but the abuse ripped that away from me. He made me feel worthless as a

Read....read
Hello all my friends: I want to inform you of a Cancer that is rising in statistics. If you live in the Northeastern of the United States this is considered Goiter area and your Thyroid may be already affected. I have been recently diagnosed with Thyroid Cancer and I will have my surgery April 25th. I plan to beat this but I want others to get checked so they do not have to experience what I have. If your Doctor wants to do blood work to check..please...go one step further...ask for a ultrasouind. These blood tests are not accurate but an ultrasound will show any nodules, goiters, and areas of concern for carcinoma. Thyroid problems can also be hereditary. This health condition has in the past affected only women but now men are showing signs. (men never complain of problems with their throat). This Cancer if not stopped can go further and attach to other areas in your body. (So far mine has just been my throat.) Let's stop this disease.....everyone please get checked.

Self Worth
Being away from home and stuck in motels as much as I am, I'm on here alot and I read status'. It simply amazes me on how so many people put their self worth on how much they are liked or how much bling they have. Virtual gifts from, for the most part virtual people. You can't hold the gift in your hand and rarely can you sit face to face with the person who gave it to you. People, get off the computer once in awhile and go out and experience al that the real world has to offer. It isn't always pretty, but at least you can taste, touch, smell, and feel what is going on around you.

What Lies There.
SHADES OF SHADES.Shades of night,Shades of light.Twist of a eye,Twist of a smile.Hint of laughter,Hint of tear.Shades of night,Shades of light.A glit of smirk,A glint of frown.A shift of skin, A shift of silk.Shades of night,Shades of light.Graze of teeth,Graze of blade.Slide of tongue,Slide of lips.Shades of night,Shades of light.Race of fingers,Race of heart.Shutter of storm,Shutter of body.Shades of night,Shades of light.Drop of rain,Drop of blood.Final kiss,Final sigh. With in me you hide in my deep darkness.Here with in me is all the hurt you hide.With in me is all the fears.With in me is all the evil as well as the good.With in me is all the hate,all the love. I am the keeper of all that is unseen and unheard. I am the one that holds you true to yourself,I am the one that you never see. With in me,dreams are weaven and wander through.With in me is the paths that you have been down,will be goign down and the paths you are on.With in me you are free ,with me you able to realse,with

This And That
I realized ... you are only a drop in the ocean, the piece of me you stole...you can keep. It will only turn black in time and remind you of your wrongdoings. Men seriously confuse me.You get what you want and then want to change it.. mold it into something different. I am not playdough or a piece of clay. I am already set in my ways. I will change but I change for myself. I have to look into that mirror everyday and approve of what I see. Texas girls are the best around. They're country girls living in the city. They have the best of both worlds. They are sweet, funny, and smart. They're typically good girls, with an edge. They can play dirty or they can play innocent. All Texas girls have a bit of an accent, but it's not easily caught unless you're listening. They love country music, but they'll listen to nearly anything. They are beautiful and most mothers love them. They have no objection to muddin' and guns and fire. They love their beer, but they don't go crazy. They know

Til The End Of Time??....
I am taking a break from everything and stepping back. I need to OBSERVE,....and more importantly,...i need to THINK. I have been VERY passionate about the fam from the moment I was inducted. The natural thing to do when something makes you feel great is to hang onto it, cherish it, and make it your own.

The Start Of Operation Restore Credibility Of Our Leadership On Yuwie
This how it all started for me. The wannabee writer. I always save my document when I write about a topic. Looking at my word document, it read 26 December 2007 6:29 PM We must restore our credibility and moral standing** Operation Restore credibility in our leaders U.S. Army** because rape victims say military labels them 'Crazy'**is this true? “Operation Restore credibility in our leaders U.S. Army” Mission: Call your Democratic or Republican Parties. Express your concern about Discrimination, Retaliation, Uncivil behavior, Abuse of authority, Sexual Assault, Suicide and Misconduct from Leadership. THESE NUMBER’S ARE FACTS AS OF TODAY Sexual Assault in the U.S. Army as of today. The 3,192 cases in 2011 amounted to a 1 percent increase over the 3,158 reported in 2010. The Army has consistently led the other services in the proportion of sexual assault reports, usually running about 2.5 per thousand, as it did in 2011. From Chicago Tribune When soldi

Life
well to start off i woke up at 830 this morning, have the day off from work so i decided that i would do some running around and pay some bills etc.i took a shower got dressed and headed out i stopped at the bank grabbed some cash and was on my way. Well i was almost done i made my last stop came out and was headed back to the car when i realized that i had a flat tire so naturally i took out my spare to change and the damn spare tire was flat. wtf! so i called AAA and you know it took almost 2 hours just to come down the street. guess from now on i am just gonna have to check my spare tire and all before i leave

A Loss For Words
“Life is a series of pulls back and forth. You want to do one thing, but you are bound to do something else. Something hurts you, yet you know it shouldn't. You take certain things for granted, even when you know you should never take anything for granted.” This quote is from the book “Tuesdays with Morrie” by Mitch Albom. Morrie calls it “The tension of opposites”. Never in my life have I felt this more real than I do these days.I know I’ve wanted things to happen to me recently. I’ve taken steps believing that I’m heading towards my goal, yet I already knew from the start that I’d never make it. At the times I am happiest, I am also the saddest. I’ve taken two steps forward and two steps back. Knowing that I’m at a dead end in my journey, I still trudge along doing the little that I can.“The tension of opposites”, I’m living it. You control your own life. No one else does. No one is responsible

Random Thoughts
So I have had a lot of people ask me since my divorce how would I feel if he got married again. I figure since today he's doing just that it's time to answer that question. I have known for a few years now that this was going to happen so it's not a shock to me. I left several years ago and when I made that choice I no longer had a right to his life. I was then and I am now fully aware of that.

More About Me
Taurus, the second sign of the Zodiac, includes all those born from 20th April to 20th May. Being a fixed earth sign, it lends rootedness, constancy and physicality to its subjects and you can expect your Taurus partner to bring the same qualities to your love life. Being in love with a Taurus The best part about having a Taurus for a partner is the commitment he/she brings to the relationship. While both Taurus men and women can take their time to make up their mind about a potential partner, once committed they are more likely than an Aries or even a Libra to prove loyal lovers. This reason behind this is partly because of their fixed earth sign which motivates them to be devoted and constant lovers. However by the same counter, a Taurus lover will expect an equal degree of commitment from their partners. So if you have the wandering nature of a Sagittarius or the detached quality of an Aquarius, beware of straying too far from your partner. No matter how important personal space t

Stories I Been Writing But Haven't Been Able To Finish
Walking slowly in a straight line following a similar dressed man in front of him, the squad leader spoke into the radio transceiver calling for a short halt. Breathing slowly after two dread hours walking under the scorching sun the man moved slowly to a shaded tree, lowering himself to the ground he sat down with his back against the tree as he glanced around reaching up and unclasping the chinstraps that’s keeping his helmet in place on his head. Pulling the helmet off his head, he gently placed it on the ground next to him as he continued to survey his surroundings. As the man sat against the tree he looked down at his gloved hands as he slowly noticed that they were becoming transparent. “Um, hey Sarg’nt D, we have a problem.” The man said calmly looking to his Team Leader. “What’s the problem? Mick…” the Team Leader asks looking over to the man who called him, noticing his soldier is slowly disappearing. “What the fuck!&rdqu

70sgurl Peace Blog!
Tiny is my 6 Mon. old kitten and unfortunately we can not keep her due to the landlord. She is a very lovable and playful kitten. We are asking 10$ for her to insure she goes to a good home. She will come with food, litter, litter box, and collar. She doesn't have papers BC the person we got her from said she "couldn't" find them. she still has her claws and inst neutered. She is good with kids and other animals. Please HELP Tiny!!!If interested please email me at:totallytwittygurl91@yahoo.com

Blog #1 Ha
Just saying Hi. Nothing Meaningful here at all, maybe at some other point in time. I've been meaning to put this out there for some time now but let me go back to the beginning and use her own words first :

Ghostrider's Blogs
When I wake in the morning light weary or delight all I can do is think about you. When I am home alone or out and about all I can do is think about you. As I sit in the sun light or gazing at the stars above all I can do is think about you. When it’s cold on the outside or cold within or hot on this side or hot on the other end still all I can do is think about you. When it dry and sunny or wet and raining still all I do is think about you. When my heart is filled with joy or hurting with pain, it really doesn’t matter because still all I do is think about you. When I am asleep during the day or at night, even in my dreams still all I do is think about you. Even when times are at its worst or when it’s even at its best, still all I do is think about you. In all the time there is, a day, a week, a month, a year, or even a life time, still all I do is think about you. Even in my doubts or when I know things are true, still all I can do is think about you. Love has no m

Stranger Danger
I finally got to witness first hand some of the stupidity on here. Matt Haigwood: dude she is a scum you are talking too To Matt Haigwood: who? Matt Haigwood: ariesgoddess. she is a whore liar. she got me n my buddy. watck urself To Matt Haigwood: got no idea who you are talking about Matt Haigwood: you were just talking to ariesgoddess To Matt Haigwood: Oh, just figured who it is. I simply commented in her mumm Matt Haigwood: yea thats how she gets ya. she did it to us Did what? Are people that stupid that they think they should give stuff to point hoars and get something in return? BTW....I need one credit! =^P

Things I Need To Work On In My 30's, Where I Failed In My 20's
Work on my social and communication skills. Don't try too hard to make friends. Work on my mental toughness. Focus on me before I get. Learn how to deal with females (or people) and socialize with them a WHOLE lot better. Get my own place. Stop being negative. (I wish I didn't sound like I was feeling sorry for myself & acted like a whining bitch) Watch what I say and how I say things. (I wish I could've kept my mouth shut and stopped being negative, but I'm too little too late. Damage is already have been done. I scared a lot of people away) Stop being overly nice because that didn't get me anywhere. Give a woman space when it comes to dealing with them, and don't act too aggressive and desperate towards them.

Our Government, At It's Finest
I Found this online, I liked it so therefore I am sharing it: This comes from 2 math teachers with a combined total of 70 yrs. experience. It has an indisputable mathematical logic. It also made me Laugh Out Loud. This is a strictly …..

A Dream
In visions of the dark night I have dreamed of joy departed- But a waking dreams of life and light Haft left me broken-hearted. Ah! what is not a dream by day To him whose eyes are cast On things around him with a ray Turned back upon the past? That holy dream-that holy dream, While all the world were chiding Hath cheered me as a lovely beam A lonely spirit guiding. What though that light, thro' storm and night, So trembled from afar- What could there be more purely bright In truths day-star

Random Bits And Pieces Of My Mind
So I honestly have nothing wrong with Friends With Benefits. Honestly, at the moment it would be almost preferable to just have someone to sleep with and relax without worrying about the stress of a relationship.

A Poet Never Lies
Tear stained pages, crumbled papersLie on floors, desks, and drawersEraser marks, dark lead wordsFlow out from our hearts coreTrash can filled with blank pagesWe want our words to come out rightWe fight with inner emotionsOur finish product is our delightIn journals and in notebooksOur secrets are revealedWe confess, we proclaimIn hopes our hurt will be healedWebster defines all our feelingsSo we define the truthOn how we really feelOur words not uncanny or uncouthIf you know a poetAnd doubt the words they sayKnow that a poet never liesAnd believe what they portray

Katie's Blog
hi, my name is katie and i am 24 years old. first my name is katie and i am 24 years old and i don't work i am trying to get a job but nobody here are hiring right now. but i hope i get a job down the line.but i have one kid his name is zachary and he's 5 years old and he makes me laugh he'smy pride and joy everyday. i live in spring city most in my life and my life suck with my mom and dad they make me mad and sad but i dont ever talk to them and they don't treat me right like a mom and dad should u know. but here i am on here making friends on here and talk to and i don't have anybody to talk to. and my sisters are never around. people try to control me but i put my foot down and i am tired of that shit. i wish god give me a better life and be happy for once in my life. and i got two brother's but one of my brother's is dead and missed everyday go's by and i got three sister's one of is dead too.

Memoirs Of A Lost Soul
I find a random website. Chat with some amazing people some not so amazing but special in their own way I'm sure. I sit here in the dim candlelight and the brightness of the screen lighting my hands as I type. Pondering life and events or lack of.....So there is is, my life in wonder. I am passionate, caring, generous, intelligent, chivalrous, respectful and among others to say the least. Alas every light cloud has a darker side I sit alone in darkness wondering if I have all these qualities why am I sitting alone? Like many I have loved and lost, been through tradgedy and horrors that most should not endure and hopefully never will. I am fortunate enough that my mind can compartmentalize and somewhat blank out the memories but unfortunately some good ones get lost in the process as well. I suppose I am like most on here seeking some sense of purpose whether with or through other people, looking to see if there is a spark somewhere in my life that could use some improvement or exciteme

Lost Within My Mind's Own Eye
Lost within my own mind's eye, giving breath to the demons inside. Ground beneath hoofed feet I lie, death or life is my fate to decide. Fragile wings silently flutter around, mutely plead mercy onto horned brow. Claret tears descend upon heated ground, forgiveness granted if I dare avow. In sin I live and in sin I shall die... Lost within my own mind's eye.

Nsfw - Romantic Poetry By Shadow Wolf
I have these dreams that come each night,that give my heart a guiding light.Thoughts so sweet and feelings true,with each and every one with you.The feelings I have feel so right,I am dying until I hold you tight.To this point dear right from the start,this is only whats in my heart.The rest includes your body so hot,I'll desire you deeply right on the spot.To kiss you and lick you from toe to head,out in the woods or in your bed.Your unclothed skin tight against mine,I wish to put a freeze to time.To show you passion I've held for you,and make your wildest dreams come true.I'll tease you with my tongue and lips,you screaming in pleasure, squirming your hips.Begging to have me deep inside you,but I'll wait for another orgasm or two.This dear is how I do want it to be,me loving you, and you loving me.This will be yours each time that we may,then when it can be, it would be everyday.Until then dear I wish our time be,the most we can make of you and me.-Shadow Wolf

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Romantic Poetry By Shadow Wolf
Perfection...A sunset walk upon the beach,bare feet in the wet sand.Arm in arm, and lips to lips,not much could be this grand.Making love in breaking waves,a steaming passion grows.Could human beings feel this good,now only heaven knows.A wander in a park pristine,under the towered trees,It only takes one look from you,to bring me to my knees.Nature makes the world complete,and peaceful all around.But you can put my heart at ease,not muttering a sound.To see you makes my very soul,skip into hyper space.Amazing things you do to me,with just your pretty face.To hold you in my arms so close,all troubles go away.I know that when I'm holding you,that's where I want to stay.To feel your skin against my own,just takes my breath away.A feeling that is so intense,I want it every day.To slide myself inside of you,fills my heart so full.The awesome way you feel to me,I can't maintain control.Your beauty is without compare,I say it all the time.But it's a beauty so complete,body, soul, and mind.Yo

Ghd Slae
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Amusing Things
Dear (Boss)After an appropriate period of deliberation, I have come to the decision to tender my resignation from (Company), effective (Date).Please know that I still maintain a high level of respect for you as a manager and colleague, and I thank you sincerely for the support and assistance you have offered me in each of those roles. I have been proud to work for (Company) over the past (amount of time); it has been a journey that has provided me an unparalleled foundation to move forward to new and exciting opportunities.As such, I have decided to become a professional pirate. It has always been a dream of mine to live the life of a swashbuckling corsair, beholden to none and master of all I survey. Once my crew of unabashed rogues is assembled, we shall take to the capacious expanse of the high seas to pursue fortune, fame, and hair-raising adventure.Our path may not be filled with the porcine comforts and technological marvels that (Company) provides, but we shall nonetheless move

Met A Genius
Ridin' a train, from Boston to NYC, back in "98. ...not lookin' for friendly conversation. 6 year old kid sittin' across from me gazin' out the window. ...I liked him, he was quiet. After 20 minutes of watchin' the world fly by at 60 mph ...he turned to me and said, "Not very pretty is it?" ..I met a genius.

Reflections
These things that we support most well have nothing to do with up. And we do them out of boredom, or fear, or money or cracked intelligence; Our circle and candle of light being small SO small we cannot bear it, we heave out with idea and lose the Center. Like bein' all wax without the wick, and we see names that once meant wisdom, like signs into ghost towns ............................................................and only the graves are real. Our education system in the USA is absolutely under direct control of the politicians and corporations. These Priests-of-the-State select & train the teachers, vote the salaries and dictate what truths and lies the textbooks shall contain. The schools are run in the same fashion as the monastary's of old. "Come here and we will improve your minds free of charge!" So, the pure-hearted, rosy-cheeked little ones enter unsuspectingly. Gradually they are brought "under the influence". The grey brain pulp is forced out of their plast

Happy Mothers Day !! :)
I first want to wish all moms, all single dads that take on the role of mom and dad, all grammas, all moms to be and all 2nd moms a Very Happy Mothers Day! Through gods gift and lots of prayers I was given the title of mom almost 9 years ago.

General Thoughts
As I feared would be the case some of the poetry I posted was taken out of context. So while I will continue both series I had started along with another series that will be called sweet and sour I wont continue to post here. I have a web site where i post most of my poetry and that will continue. Sorry to those that were enjoying the work. ~Magic. I will be starting to post my own poetry here and creating various poetry series of related poems. Whenever I post poems, drama soon follows due to the following questions: "Did you write that for/about me?" or "Who did you write that for/about?" First of all if I do write a poem about you or anyone else specificly I will let you or them know directly. 2nd if I do write something about a specific person, itwill be VERY RARE that I will EVER post that poem publicly. If I take the tie to write something about someone specific, the only one that should read that is the person it was intended for. When I post poems I'm just trying to express

What A Pos
Why in the world would somone take a game such as fumafia and bring it real by not only going to someones shout box calling them names repeatedly but then stoop so low as to rip the picture of her lil girl and post it on his page. I guess the world is truly gone mad and this individual has got to be so proud of himself at this point and today of all days it takes a real POS

Freedom
She follows broken footsteps, toward the rocky ledge. The flames have her surrounded, and she is at the edge. Invisible for all who pass, this girl who gave it all. I see her leaning forward, And then I see her fall. I feel the wind across her, Caressing her once more. I see the water clearly now, To cleanse her, evermore. The fire dances wildly as she soars into her place. Where she will meet the earth

Net
I do not interact with Facebook, Twitter or any of the other social networking platforms. My reasoning is simple. Why in the world would I want to share my private thoughts and feelings with the world at large? What good could possibly come from me having a convenient outlet to express myself to millions of people? The more likely outcome is that in a misguided attempt to be funny or cute, I'd say something stupid and wind up getting publicly raked over the proverbial coals. Which is why I think the wiser path is to keep my opinions to myself. For example, if I were to feel moral outrage over an organization riddled with pedophiles expressing their moral outrage over cleavage, I certainly wouldn't tweet about it. And the photographs I've taken of myself wearing nothing but oven mitts and a tiara will never be shared on a Facebook page.

New Top Ten :)
Well where do i even begin?...Honestly right here..Over the last few months i got back into the whole ranking thing, probaly worst thing i ever done again.But guess what its fubar an it sucks ya right in...However we all know that when playing the ranking game it can get dirty however i have never had haters over a family spot good thing...An hopfuly it stays like this...Like for one no names but this red an i traded fam spots during that time, a little bit ago she came to my shout box an told me she would be removing me because she was no longer ranking But yet she is still top red lol ...An even though i

Davinchi World
DAVINCHI – The Most Unknown Hip-hop Artist & Actor On The Planet The biggest surprises come from the rarest of the possibilities. Just when you think you have heard it all and seen it all, comes a bolt from the blue, something that always existed but to your oblivion. It is in the unknown that the biggest evolutions have emerged, in Hollywood as well as the hip-hop scene. Many artistes have taken hip-hop to its next level and have thereon moved to Hollywood making it big with

My Thoughts
A nurse took the tired, anxious serviceman to the bedside. "Your son is here," she said to the old man. She had to repeat the words several times before the patient's eyes opened. Heavily sedated because of the pain of his heart attack, he dimly saw the young uniformed Marine standing outside the oxygen tent. He reached out his hand. The Marine wrapped his toughened fingers around the old man's limp ones, squeezing a message of love and encouragement. The nurse brought a chair so that the Marine could sit beside the bed. All through the night the young Marine sat there in the poorly lighted ward, holding the old man's hand and offering him words of love and strength. Occasionally, the nurse suggested that the Marine move away and rest awhile. He refused. Whenever the nurse came into the ward, the Marine was oblivious of her and of the night noises of the hospital - the clanking of the oxygen tank, the laughter of the night staff members exchanging greetings, the cries and moans of t

Randomness
Okay...so I don't blog like this usually. I had an amazing day today, but something so trivial hit me out of left field, and I was taken aback by how seemingly fragile this tough as nails woman can be.

Life As We Know It
Its pretty cool... that through the internet, you can meet people from all walks of life. Different perspectives, and have amazing conversations with people. It is a great way to widen the social gap and come together and initiate conversations, learn so many new things!! I met a really great guy, who just out of being kind, helped me with my chemistry homework. I talk to other people who are either out of the military and moving on with great sucess, and others that kind of got lost, and i can lend a helping hand or a listening ear. This has been a fantastic experience. I wish more people would be open.. and listen to what people have to say, listen with there hearts. Its not about bling, or like me fan me ect ect... its a great way to become more socially aware.. and have some fun while your at it Remember.. at the end of it all, all that matters is love. Did you love with the whole of your heart? do the people in your life know you love them.. i hope you make sure to do that EVERY

7 Up
7 UP passed away on March ??, 2012. Mindy fought a long battle and is now in a much better place with no more pain and suffering. She is surely missed and many of us feel as if a part of us is gone as well.

Bling/rates
Well... as most of fu knows, alot of the people on here beg for bling packs or bling credits and don't ever do anything in return accept send fubucks... Or show ass and tits... I dont want to be one of those people who just beg for bling packs... Im always trying to make offers for bling credits... So lets see how this goes... its a win win situation... i get bling credits and we both get points... On days that there are unlimited 11s, i will rate your pictures for bling credits... Heres the break down..... 100 Pics = 1 Credit, 300 Pics = 2 bling credits, 500 Pics = 3 Bling credits, 800 Pics = 4 bling credits, 1000 Pics 5 Credits, Up To 1500 = 10 Credit, Finally, All Of Your Pics For A 25 Credit Bling Pack

Poem
Now I realize too late Maybe it was just fate Why couldn't I see What you really need I am the one that could have been Why was I so blind to see? We were there, just you and me Now alone I sit Missing the fire that we lit That flame is now blown out Never to burn again without a doubt So I sit here thinking of you and I I just ask the stars, why? oh why? There is nothing to do Its time to get over you. So I say good bye to all we had This is just too sad I wish I didn't have to go through that door I realize that you want me no more.

Me
to be seeking what I can never have.I search and search and never find.then one day it hits homelike a toin of bricks onto my head it dose fallI am seeking what I will never find.I hunt and hunt and nothing comes close.I see many things that seem to be it.I fall for the tricks and for the lies.I leave my head and let only my heart seek.I seek what I will never find.My heart dose find what it seeks.But never within reach.always to be just out of reach from an out stretched handthrough my fingers it slides like sandI seek what I can never have.I look around me and see nothinglooking far away I can see my prize but it seems to ever be moving.as if the sands of times and the fates themselves stand to stop meI want what i can never reach.wants scattered through the ages betray what my heart doth seek.maybe one day I will find it.one day i willhave what it is I seek I'm checking out your FacebookI drive past where you workYou tell me you're my girlfriendBut are you even on planet earth?I see

Life
I can never get my mind off her, I wonder if she'd mind if i'd, make her my own, and never let her go, hug her tight, treat her right, act all polite, take her on a date, make sure i'm never late, kiss her on her lips, talk about our kids, Make her feel like princess, living in a castle, hope that is not too much hassle, But i am so blessed, hope i can be the best, hold you tight, have your rest, on my chest, pass the test, NOW YOUR MINE! my life is not easy by no means the life of a soldiers is trough but i steady the crose and drive on we cant let life get us down when we hit a wall as a soldier we go over it under it arounf it or through it life is the same way so stop bitching and just man up and get back inro the fight bacuse we can use the man power that we alll have in our hearts and use our pride and desrtoy the enmy and be the best, so fight and dont give up dont quiet and dont say never

My Facets
I have found a new strength, a new faith. I have a new facet and it does fight back when you awaken it. But, this facet is not your past demons and evils, so do not dare compare it to them. It will never degrade you, make you feel less than you are. It will never strike you down and never strike back physically. It will restrain you when you strike it and envelop you with it's loving arms.

192.168.2.1. An Ip Address
Aside from 192.168.1.1, an additional personal Ip that is regularly used is without question 192.168.2.1, and additionally for example the alternative personal IPs, its own role is usually to sustain the computer data that passes through it.As with every other laptop or computer machine, IP address 192.168.2.1 utilises routers to be able to pass on information and facts back and forth from the World-wide-web to be able to the networking system node. Aside from applying the Network Address Translation, the modem includes a public IP address. This is just what the computer systems in the networking system utilize like identifiers anytime browsing through the Internet.It must be explained that mainly certified network systems administrators really should have authority to access 192.168.2.1 qualities along with their functions, as making any adjustments towards them may have an impact on the computer units incorporated with the actual computer network. Similarly, virtually any attempt to

Will You Ever Know
I don't think you willever fully understandhow you've touched my lifeand made me who I am.I don't think you could ever knowjust how truly special you arethat even on the darkest nightsyou are my brightest star.I don't think you will ever fully comprehendhow you've made my dreams come trueor how you've opened my heartto love and the wonders it can do.You've allowed me to experiencesomething very hard to findunconditional love that existsin my body, soul, and mind.I don't think you could ever feelall the love I have to giveand I'm sure you'll never realizeyou've been my will to live.You are an amazing personand without you I don't know where I'd be.Having you in my lifecompletes and fulfills every part of me.

Bi Or Curious Hers's Your Answer
Attention Ladies!!!! or even men ..... I'm sure there are alot of woman out in this world that say they are bi sexual after kissing a girl once. Guess what that does not make you bi sexual. You are just a little curious. Until u have pussy juice running down your chin and wanting more and more you are not bi sexual. So remember if you like to kiss a girl when your drunk and out danceing you are not bi sexual sorry but it's only the truth.

Things That Pi$$ Me Off About Fubar
This is the place to post your fubar gripes. My list includes in no particular order: 1. People with private profiles... if you want to be Anonymous... why are you even here... 2. People re-posting as their status something that dares you to comment only if you re-post 3. People using their status to piss and moan about their real life... if I wanted to hear that I would log off and return to my own real life 4. People posting as their status that they are bored... no $h1t... do you think I would be on fubar if I had somethng to do 5. People posting in their status that they are lonely... get off the freaking computer and go meet actual people More to come later...

No Drama Summer Tour '12
Virginia, June 8 (AP) -- On a cool night in Dumfries, VA Good2BeDaPNessKing prepares for another long journey in this thing we call life. He closes this chapter of the book we call Life with a couple of very good friends. Lorenzo said, "I've known this lil f*$&3R for too long, I know we will see each other again," as they sat there eating chicken wings at Buffalo Wild Wings at the Potomac Mills. With Yuengling in hand, DaPNessKing cheered his friends and family on the great times he had here in Virginia, and toasted to the the well wishes on his impending drive across country. With scheduled stops in Gettysburg, PA; Pittsburgh, PA; Ohio; Tennessee; Arkansas; and Texas he plans on making this drive an adventure. King was heard repeatedly saying, "How often do you get paid to take 30+ days vacation to drive across the country to see sights, family and friends." The hard part for him is saying good-bye to those that are close to him. We are always left hurting when we say farewell, but

I Am Who I Am
If u only knew just how much I hunger for just one taste From your deep ebony eyes to the soles of your feet I quietly wait to consume it all without haste Skin like silk and taste of honey oh so sweet You walk with the commanding presance of a true king Try as I might I can't get my fill of you it's jus to much I am captivated by your body and the heat you alway bring My mind continually haunted by the phantom of your touch I am rendered completely helpless by your undeniable charms My secrete addiction I can't quit no matter how I try I dreamt of us laying feverishly in each others arms The feel of your suculent lips forever emprined in my mind's eye My Dark Chocolate I egarly wait to bathe in your embrace As I desretely remember our last meeting I begin to lust

Xiaopin
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Once Again......
I've been thinking about these three words that have been tossed around to me and many others. Those words would be "I love you" I love you....Doesnt sound like that would be a tough thing to hear right?...I mean, I HAVE love for lots of people..meaning I care if they live or die or get hurt. But to Truly Love someone....Truly...those things don't happen overnight. Even if you've talked to someone over the phone, internet or text for years. Once you meet in person its as if you are learning about that person all over. Because people can and do appear on their best behavior when they aren't in front of you...You never really know someone until you've known them in person for a while...and even then..sometimes you don't see the real deal. Why people easily toss these three words around is beyond me. I wonder if when they use these words do they know the impact it can bring? I look at it this way. If you can toss those words around as easily as say "Hi" or "GoodMorning". Then you don't

I'm Back!
---UPDATE--- 6/14/2012 -- 5:43amI know I've been gone for a long while, but I can officially say I've never been better! Rumors are indeed true, that things really do get worse before they get better. I'm here to say now, NEVER let go of your dreams and true friends. Your dreams and friends will go wherever you go. Through the worst of places to insure support. My dreams have landed me with 4 business licenses. Tattoo's, Bikes, Paints and Graphics. Took me less than a year I might add! I've only been gone around 9 - 10 months. Still a long time, could have been done sooner. Which it kinda was... Like 6 months. I guess I've been wrapped up. But 9 - 10 months... Figured I would update you peeps like I said I would. So there it is and I'll do my best to keep all my friends updated! I'll post project pics and everything up as soon as I can!

Germs Of Pain
Adeceit in lovebrings alongthegerms of pain.Highly contaminatedwithdiseases likeemptiness and silence.Sometimes burn the heartwith unforgettable pastandsometimes freeze itwith old thoughts.Undetectable,till they coveryour smilewithrashes of tears.Not even the best medicineworks;drug of laughter only multipliestheinfected cells of broken heart..

Yet She Wasnt Good Enough
She gave him her allShe gave him her strifeShe worshiped himFor him she would even give her life..Yet she just wasn't good enoughShe thought about him day in and day outShe missed him all the timeShe longed for him dailyShe would run for him at the drop of a dime..Yet she wasn't good enoughShe stuck by his sideWhen he was down in the dirtShe was thereNo matter how much his words hurt...Yet she wasn't good enoughShe changed for himBecame the girl he always dreamed

Really, It Wasn't Me. And I Can Prove It
About 2 months ago. I applied at the local police station for a permit to purchase a hand gun. After submitting the paperwork and waiting a week, I got a letter in the mail and got my “card’ saying I was good to go. I went to the local gun shop to pick up a nice

Fathers Day Bling ?
fu can make a bling for mothers day but cant for fathers day ? my opinion to that is fu is being discriminating towards dads and fathers.it is BS that they can do it for the mothers but the fathers get shit on and get nothing ? what are your thoughts on this fubarions ?

My Life
I don't even know why but I get out of bed and just instantly either want to break down in tears or feel completely useless and wonder why anyone in the world would even want Me alive. I'm not saying I would ever try to kill Myself. Hell I've been clinically dead 4 times and on the brink several others and I remember them all. I know what's happening after I die and I'm not afraid but not looking forward to death either. I just wonder how anyone can find anything in Me that they actually like when I am in My own body and can't. And then there are the ones that DON'T seem to want Me around or like Me. And that's when I want to and feel like I have died inside even a bit. Why am I writing this? Hell I have no damn clue. I just have felt completely useless all day and can't seem to stop crying (yes, I'm male and cry, fucking sue Me) for absolutely no reason. I don't know if it is the heat....or the fact that I've basically been cooped up for almost a month now between the hospital and not

Getting Back
I have been a bad friend to you all. I rarely log on and I rarely have time to rate or like people. With my recent relationship status I am hoping all this will change. No I am not looking for another relationship and I and great where I am. I am just wanting meet new friends and get to know old ones. More on this laster but for now I just wanna say sorry for being such a bad friend.

Poetry
As I hold her hand she holds my heart Nothing in this world, Will ever keep us apart. She makes me smile, All the time, She is the coconut, And I am the lime. Glued at the hips, That is what we are, You can see it up close, And even from afar. Years separate us, But you could never tell, She is my best friend, Like a crab and its shell. She calls me mommy, And it melts my heart, And reminds me all the time, Why we’ll never be apart. She fights back the tears, That attempt to flow, While she sits in a room, A single candle the only glow. Thoughts are racing, through her mind, as she closes her

The Medic
The medic stood and faced God. Which must always come to pass. He hoped his uniform was clean, He'd gotten dressed kind of fast. "Step forward now, medic. How shall I deal with you? Have you always turned the other cheek? To my church have you been true?" The medic squared his shoulders and said, "No Lord I guess I ain't, cause those of us who wade in blood, can't always be a saint. I've had to work most Sundays, and at times my talk was tough. And at times I've been violent, cause the streets are awful rough. But I never took a penny that wasn't mine to keep... although I worked a lot of overtime, when the bills got far too steep. And I never passed a cry for help, though at times I shook with fear. And sometimes, God forgive me, I wept unmanly tears. I know I don't deserve a place among the people here. They never wanted me around, except to calm their fears. If you have a place for me, Lord, It needn't be so grand. I never expected or had too much, But if you don't I underst

Letting Go
letting go of resentment and thoughts of revenge. The act that hurt or offended you may always remain a part of your life, but forgiveness can lessen its grip on you and help you focus on other, positive parts of your life which I intend to do for now on.

Wishlist
my bling wish list: optical illusion, ice cube, come out and play, puggy dog, mind reader, juicy melons, full moon, lips like morphine, love nugget, v.s panties, hot pink ferrari, fu cherry, grape, cherry, and blueberry sucker, naughty nurse, lava love lamp, hot unicorn, dreamin of u, and precious love.... just incase anyone was wondering what to get a sweet girly likey me.... and of course any special ability bling is nice too....please and ty...

So Far Beneath Her
Never before have I felt such desolation and hopelessness over the affairs of the heart, Ner' before have I lost myself within another... Lost my words, lost my allure, lost my heart, within such a short time...I lost myself. Her beauty is without question, infinity. Her magnetism, without bounds. The inner workings of her heart will forever be misplaced to me. I'm never to truly know her. Never to touch and hold her. Never shall I lay an eye upon her. For I am so far beneath her. Her talents, multifold...Her intellect immeasurable. Her smile enchants, her eyes captivate, her speach spellbounds. For even the Angels are covetou

Wow..i Must Bee Popular! Lol
As I am going through loving on friends and family..I have noticed a couple of the same women have visited there pages. I can only assume they have seen these people been blinging and lovin on me. I have heard of bling chasers before..but never had one or two who have came to my page and then

Getting To The Climax Sooner
Is it unfair when a man has his orgasm and you don’t? Some women would say reaching orgasm does not matter, as long as emotional fulfilment is there. Some never admit that they have never had an orgasm during sex with their partner because they think faking is like lying. A woman’s reasons for faking orgasm is her own, but one thing’s for sure… not reaching orgasm during sex is an issue for most women, whether they admit it or not. Experts from different scientific fields could probably cite several psychological and physiological reasons why women don’t reach orgasm during sex. Research works on female libido are many and extensive, but they almost always point to the fact that a woman who cannot climax is either psychologically disturbed or hormonally challenged.

When Things Go Wrong
when things go wrong and you have no one to go to what do u do? i guess you just have to try to work it out on your own and try to figure out why its ok for some to just walk away and others to sit there and wonder wtf just happened....

More Idiots Unite
why is it that guys can hit your sb perv the hell out of you, you then post that convo to show ppl hey look what happened to me yet you get in trouble. i mean come on guys you need to be adult and try and at least act respectful around us, not everyone wants to see your cock on cam, and all your bs i hardly use fubar can i have your yim, um every perv says that so no you not getting my info kk thx

Words...
My head is about to explode from this silent noise drilling deep into my subconscious being… eradicating my solitude… draining my patience. A murderous intent grows within… choking the life from my sane vision of clarity… leaving behind an empty vessel in which to devour the world. The end is nigh and you will be my witness… as we paint our annihilation in a glorious shade of death.-end transmission-

Phukn Dr's
Went to see the Dr today. He came in with this wonderful story. Blew smoke up our asses, got us out there, for us to get home and find out the pathology report says it is worse than said by dr. I am so tired of the crap. Just lay it on the damn line and tell me the damn truth. I want to get a second opinion but that means enduring more physical pain. I am considering taking all this away from the Dr.'s all together and let what is gonna be, BE! What to do what to do

7/29 I Will Be Fm 1 Yr Need Help
I will be fm 1 yr on 7/29 and i wanna make it special.I usually buy or trade my ability bling but i am in the process of moving so I can't spend what i usualy do.So i'm asking for any help i can get :D.

Sun Diamond
Update on Mary's condition. (8/26/12) Just got off of the phone with her and she is in wonderful spirits. She has recently passed a milestone in her recovery by walking 600 feet without the us of her cane. Next week she will be tested for new glasses as her sight is steadily improving. She is looking forward to attending her daughters wedding in October in a condition that would be as she was before her stroke. Her memory is improving and I would guess that her return to FU will be in the next few months. Your prayers and blessings are greatly appreciated. Salutes2William Just talked with Sun Diamond (Mary) last night and she wanted me to pass on her current status. She is currently going through therapy to strengthen her right side and is progressing greatly. She is up and walking with the aide of a cane and is hopeful of a complete recovery. Her largest obstacle right now is her sight. She can read with the aide of a magnifying glass and she should find out in the next few weeks wh

The 4th Of July
I can't think of the fourth of July with out first thinking of my father and all the others who have served in our armed forces both past and present. With out your courage, passion, and dedication I wouldnt be enjoying the level of comfort and freedom that exist in my life now. I am, and forever will be, in debt to all of you. My dad loved the fourth. He spent hundreds of dollars every year and was very proud of the number of times his neighbors called the police on him for excessive fireworks. When I was a kid I always thought he just enjoyed putting on such a great and intense show but as I aged I realized he did it because he was so proud of his country and its history. Thankfully I was there for the last two 4th's of his life. They were both incredible gatherings of friends and familiy, oh and we had a policeman already there on standby before we even shot off one firework. I will never forget those last two years. I love you dad and miss you dearly. Now I have my own tradition wi

Video Games And Websites
Its amazing how many people out that are so against video games (World of Warcraft, Diablo Series etc etc etc) it breaks up relationships, causes stress and moon swings rules your life. Yet they can sit on a website all day long, and THE SAME THINGS HAPPEN!Video Game: You get your ass beat your pissedWebsite: Someone Causes drama your pissedVideo Game: You spend so much time playing your signifigant other breaks up with you.Website: You spend so much time on said website your signifigant other breaks up with you. (or your caught with your hand in the candy jar making lovey dovey with someone else)Video Game: You lost a really cool item sadnessWebsite: Someone posts something sad sadnessVideo Game: Another player gives you a great item you really needed Friend!Website: Another user gives you a picture or some virtual wealth Friend!Am I the only one missing something here? Or do some people need to pull there fucking heads out of there asses or have some sense slapped into them. I am so

Nothing
It would be so easy just to shut down right now & just walk away from everything, & not caring one way or another about things. Holding back not telling people off. Keeping the tongue in check not screaming out things that shouldn't be said. Not sitting crying & moaning. Trying to keep the head up. Praying for everybody else, because nothing left to pray for self, for nothing seems to work. Trying to stir up the joy & faith inside. Trying to keep emotions in check & not let the heart wander aimlessly off track. Working on keeping the promises in front as well as the prize at the end of the race. Watching as more & more gets taken & nothing can be done. What more needs to leave, or to be stripped? Is this a joke? Is it funny to dump dung on one? How much more will be dumped? The tunnel is long & never ending. No longer know which is up or down. The light ends up being a tease of another lamp hanging from a wooden beam shining, but still not enough to show if going further into the abyss

Butterflies
Butterflies holds a special meaning to me. I never told anyone the reason why I have a butterfly tattoo on my lower back. Here is the reason why butterflies hold a special meaning to me. I am very serious with what I am about to say.

Why I'm Sick All The Time
ok for those who don't know aout me.I have chronic pancreatitis had it for 6 yrs now.I i live on pain pills n is in pain 24/7 some days are better than others.My insides feel like they are on fire n i can't eat or drink anything for a week so i'm in the hospital alot.When my pancreas acts up i'm diabetic usually don't find out until its to late n i'm in the hospital.Because of the paancreatitis it caused me to have hypercalcium which means calcium was being taken out of my bones n put in my blood,b/c of that it caused me to have osteoporosis

My Wife Monica
Do you ever feel like half a person when you are Away from the one that makes you whole? Even if it is for eight hours a day, you still find yourself constantly thinking about your better half. This person exists in my life and I don't know what I would do without her! I wrote this

What A Woman Wants........
The mood was light as we sat across from eachother for the first time. Sure, we have had several heated video chats but this was the first time I could smell her fragerance and see the want in her eyes. Her smile could light up the room as she laughed at me meaningless small talk. We both knew why we were there and as the time passed it became more apparent that we were wasting precious time. It was already noon and her flight was leaving at 6 PM. As we made our way from the bar to the elevator, my eyes were constanly fixed on her body. The way her skirt hugged her hips, the outline of her panties pressing through as she walked. My hand was seated in the small of her back as we entered the elevator. When the door closed, she spun around, looking up into my eyes. I could not resist the urge to lean down for what I thought would be a simple kiss. Our lips locked, as her hand draped over the back of my neck. I could feel her fingernails tracing through my short hair as the heat between us

Tis Not The 80s Nomore
hey for anyone interested in reading this ill just give you a run down.. i have been writing poetry since i was sixteen this one ive shared with you so far was written by me at 16 using all the songs up to the finish of it that prince has written..the prince songs are in purple.. i was asked by a wonderful friend that i should share so i will feel free to read and comment or leave cuz it is really bloody long :P

Love
I have pondered the thought for many years " What is Love?" It has been determoned that "LOVE" is a force of nature. It cannot be commanded, demanded nor will it dissapear. We can stage a seduction or mount a courtship, but the result is more likely to be infatuation, or two illusions dancing together, not LOVE. Love is bigger than us. You can invite love, but you cannot dictate how, when, and where love expresses itself. You can choose to surrender to love, or not, but in the end love strikes like lightening, unpredictable and irrefutable. You can even find yourself loving people you don't like at all. Love does not come with conditions, stipulations, addendums, or codes. Like the sun, love radiates independently of our fears and desires. Love is inherently free. It cannot be bought, sold, or traded. You cannot make someone love you for any amount of money. Love cannot be imprisoned nor can it be legislated. Love is not a substance nor a commodity. Love has no territory,

Betrayal
These so called friends who let me down Who made me feel as though I would drown?My heart was broken, like a death to grieve,These friends of mine, set out to deceive.We had been friends for many years,With much laughter, fun and tears,We’d had good times, but that was past,

My A$$ Is Back!!!
Hello my FUfriends! I thought with the holidays upon us, that I would make a Christmas wish list! I appreciate anything you are able to give me, but below are a few ideas! 1. Chocolate Rose- Yummy! 2. Foxy Christmas Fairy- She's just a cute little thing! 3. Rock Star- Would greatly appreciate to return all love given to me from my friends! 4. Cherry Bomb-To show my appreciation to all that have bombed me! 5. Famplifier- 6. Boomerang 7. God Mode Below would benefit you as well as I! lol 3 Credits- For 3 credits, I will EITHER let you in my NSFW folder OR I will make an NSFW Salute for you! You choose which one and Inbox me as to which you would prefer! (If pic is requested, I will make it for you as soon as possible!) Happy Holidays to All Of You!! ANNA So, I was on here earlier this year...met and supposedly fell in love with a guy on here...I made the decision of having him move in only after knowing him for may a month...That unfortunately was a bad decision...As

What Pisses Me Off
ppl that arent willing to wait 5 mins for something cuz ur helping someone else and demandthat you stop doing something and help them first also ppl that think that the world owes them something

Forever More...
I sit bewildered, astounded, raddled at what has just transpired! Doth my eyes falsify? Doth my ears hear queer? Doth my own heart yet bleed for love? I've bestowed upon thine my own heart, given to thee my soul, presented thine with my word and my bond! To what extent dost thou wish me to go? A knife in my heart? A spear in my throat? A keen edge upon my naked wrists or a bullet through my skull? I've castaway years of friendships, nights of passionate relations just to please thee! How selfish can thou be to ask this of me....And not partake in the giving, for the sake of we? You ask of me what I've contributed and laugh at my loss...You sit Idly by mocking, when naught have you shown! No sliver of care, no trinkle of want, no slight of love. Dash thine rock upon my skull! Peirce my flesh with pointed steel! Gouge mine eyes out with sharpened stick! For I was the one whom foolishly and blindedly fell for one whom doth not care! Neither in heart nor head, action nor word hath

Cosplay-costumes-online
As being a STAR IN CELEBRITY 2012 PROM DRESSES In my opinion every star wants to shine around the red carpet. But it is possible to most significant they need to be familiar with Cosplay Costumes Online is when for themselves up, exactly what types of 2012 prom dresses they should choose. When a star offers the possiblity to walk on the red carpet, she should prepare a suit of wonderful 2012 prom dress which fits her figure and her very own taste. Here, I must look at the 2012 Cannes Film Festival. Though it has passed, I still remember some brilliant, gorgeous and Buy Mascot Costumes luxurious styles appeared at Cannes red carpets. The celebrity 2012 prom dresses are actually leading the present fashion trend. In generally, exactly what the celebs wear represent the newest fashion trend such as the fashionable styles, hot colors and fashionable accessories. So you can overtake the newest trend through some fashion shows or some red carpet shows, Popular Lolita Costumes. Some red ca

Confused
The way I see it is this. I was blessed with two very beautiful daughters. These two girls are my only real family here in Texas and we do pretty much everything together. They are my world and if people cant accept that they are part of my everyday life, then they dont need to be a part of mine. I want someone to settle down with that is honest, hardworking, dependable as well as responsible, likes kids and being outdoors, social drinker, doesnt mind smoking, and likes cats. Plus they'll have to accept my kids as part of the package. When Mr. Right comes along, I think I'll know.

Paths Taken
Whenever we walk the path of life, rarely is there a single right path but rather many paths each with different outcomes. Life is more enjoyed when we look forward and not dwell too much on the past. This is how we heal from tramatic events and let painful memories fade while attempting to hold close those that we particularly enjoyed or were meaningful in some way.....selective memory.

My Devil Doll
Sultry, slutty tunes jazzy blues wrapped around my skullI had a devil doll on my shoulderSmoky sounds pounded out from a local band reverberated against my chestI had a devil doll on my shoulder I looked for my tatoo gurl but she was goneMy devil doll was lostSitting at the table i could not help but feel the empty chair beside meMy devil doll was lost I still feel the bites against my chest, bruised with an intensity i craveMy tatoo queen was goneNights of twisted love upon wet sheetsMy tatoo queen was gone Songs from Pink Martini echoed insideMy poetic kisses have done and goneWhispers among soft and hard embraces cut across my soulFor you see my poetic kisses have done and gone Old pictures seen, songs played pollute my mind of herHer salty kisses have been stolen backSalty lips once grazed my tongue, her taste forever rememberedHer salty kisses have been stolen back I feel her through the miles stillMy devil doll is goneHer soul of great dark and lightMy devil doll is gone...f

Speak Of All That Might Be
Each moment alive i dwell among dark and deep emotions.Like the ancient Inca ruins of a fallen culture buried in the jungle of forgotten dreams and passions. Tho my passion knows no bounds for you, it may only touch you as you hear the eerie cry of the eagle upon its lonely nest as it searches for new prey to give it sustenance. Or the lonely cry of the wolf among the frozen winter landscape. Cries of both life and death lonely yet strong.

Definition
sometimes your spirit calls to me. Sometimes i recall raindrops beaded up.They remind me of tears that fell but were never delivered. In the soft moments listening in the dark, i can imagine anything.For such moments i seek for they define me

Dont Forget
I dont want to be wrapped in protocolBsdm has its own sort of boundaries.I want to be defined by my uniqueness,When i see you, i want you to push down my walls. When you see me, i want you to catch your breath.When you leave, i want you to crave more. I want to taste you, rub your scent on me.Mark your territory, for I will surely mark mine. When you sweat i want to taste it, when you cum i want you to cover me in it.When you feel things deeply, tell me. When you feel great sadness, cryWhen you're feeling pain, get LOUD or I'll do it harder til i hear you. Dont forget me if you ever leave for good,For you see this is all i have.

Realness
I am Orion Davis and I have been writing inspiring stories, articles, poems, songs, and fragments since age 5. I have been researching extensively since that age. I get the facts and I write informative articles. I like to help readers through my writing.I also can design graphics, websites, logos, and mobile applications. Visit my website oriontdavis.com to view some of my creations. Then contact me to speak about projects that I can help you with and prices

Just Something I Want To Make
Ingredients 1 cup all-purpose flour 2 eggs 1/2 cup milk 1/2 cup water 1/4 teaspoon salt 2 tablespoons butter, melted Directions In a large mixing bowl, whisk together the flour and the eggs. Gradually add in the milk and water, stirring to combine. Add the salt and butter; beat until smooth. Heat a lightly oiled griddle or frying pan over medium high heat. Pour or scoop the batter onto the griddle, using approximately 1/4 cup for each crepe. Tilt the pan with a circular motion so that the batter coats the surface evenly. Cook the crepe for about 2 minutes, until the bottom is light brown. Loosen with a spatula, turn and cook the other side. Serve hot. Homemade Eye Makeup Remover 1 Tbsp jojoba oil 3 Tbsp olive oil 1 tsp vitamin E Recipe for Bitter Melon Curry: Ingredients: 1 cup water, 1/2 cup red lentils, 1/2 cup coconut oil, 1/2 cup brazil nuts (powdered in blender), 1 large onion slices thi

Funny Story.....lol
So I was at WalMart buying a bag of Purina dog chow for my dog , in the check-out line when a woman behind me asked if I had a dog. Why else would I be buying dog chow, RIGHT ??? So on impulse I told her that no, I didn't have a dog, I was starting the Purina Diet again, and that I probably shouldn't, because I ended up in the hospital last time, but that I'd lost 50 pounds before I awakened in intensive care, with tubes coming out of most of my orifices and IVs in both arms. I told her that it was essentially a Perfect Diet and all you do is load your pockets with Purina Nuggets and simply eat one or two every time you feel hungry. The food is nutritionally complete so it works well and I was going to try it again. (I have to mention here that practically everyone in line was now enthralled with my story.) Horrified, she asked if I ended up in intensive care, because the dog food poisoned me. I told her no, I stepped off a curb to sniff a poodle's butt and a car hit me. I thought the

????
So i have no idea what is going on. I created a random mumm just like so many other people on here do. I get a message saying it was removed because it had NSFW content, which nothing at all about it was NSFW. Now I cannot post mumms, and can't get any response as to why my other one was taken down to begin with.

Missing You
Even after all that we had been through I cant believe I still want you No matter what I do I still miss you I try to think of other things But this pain inside still stings I am always thinking about you Do you miss me too?

Burning Bridges
I am not liked by everyone possibly because I speak my mind very freely, who knows .. Historically, great men never had good references because they always rocked the boat .. John the Baptist was Hated by a queen .. Jesus was Hated by a King & an entire community, some people still Hate him if you listen to how they speak .. Moses was Hated by a King .. King David was Hated by a King .. Daniel was Jailed by a King .. Galileo was Disgraced for asserting that the world was not FLAT .. I suppose it's only fitting that people Hate me as well .. But when I cross that Bridge do not follow close behind, because I plan on Burning that Bridge on the other side .. and I'm out! It`s funny how hello always ends with a goodbye .. It`s funny how good memories can start to make you cry .. It`s funny how forever never really seems to last .. It`s funny how much you`d lose if you forgot about your past .. It`s funny how friends can just leave you when you`re down .. It`s funny how when y

Family Spots
I've started making Family Spots the ones I put in my family are there for a reason begging me to put you in my family spot will not work go cry your river elseware dont reming me of my ex because while im a gentleman and and treat with respect i am blunt and will tell you off if I have too. Im not a hater not prejudice biased not a jerk or asshat but I can be if you become one. The people in my Family I respect and Love they are unique and specail in their own ways. They are my Family Deal with it take your dram else where. I may help you buy putting you temporarily in family for leveling but thats my choice and only for friends. Dont Bring Drama to my page or I will block you or to my Family friends or Fans. Thanks for Reading This Blog. I cant help ev1 theres only so many Family Spots available thanks for Understanding.

Anal Lesbian
To start i have allways been into girls,love everything about them. had some crazy boyfriends that kind turned me off to cock,,i dont like your cock shoved down my throat, so i tend to get with females ,,we can allways get each other off. anyway.....it started when this sexy little girl invited me to her house,,everything is going great,my cunt was wet and throbbing.she wanted to get a little kinky and tied me up and started teasing me,,i loved it UNTILL her black boyfriend came in. he wanted to get in on the action,i said no but you can watch..anyway he started rubbing on me,i tried to squrm away but i was tied up.after a few mins he cock was hard as a rock and it scared me,,it was huge. so big that on soft it looked 10 inch long. he started putting lube on it and rub some on my asshole i told him and her no,,she said i would like it.. and he just wanted to cram this 13 inch long up my virgin ass, anyway long story short..he cramed/forced it all up in my ass..it hurt so bad that after

Joke Of The Day
10. In the middle of smoking a cigarette, you pause for a "cigarette break"9. Your birthday is a state holiday in North Carolina 8. Your title for the Surgeon General: "Captain Bring-down"7. Cracking your knuckles leaves you winded6. Morning schedule: Wake up, cough for three hours, take nap5. In your neighborhood, they give directions by saying, "Go down to the big pile of cigarette butts..."4. You get mattress fires more often than haircuts3. You smoke during sex.2. You refer to nonsmokers as "pink-lunged sissy boys"1. You explain to the nurse that you didn't realize you were in a "nonsmoking" iron lung Maw is outside hangin up the laundry, when she hears Paw in the kitchen. Maw walks in and says, "Paw, get out there and fix that there outhouse."Paw says, "All right, Maw."Paw walks out to the outhouse, looks at it, and says, "Maw, there ain't nothin' wrong with this here outhouse!" Maw says, "Yes, there is. Put your head down in the hole." Paw says "I ain't puttin my head in that t

Grace
"Grace is a wonderful and peculiar thing, changing always until the precise Moment it decides to manifest itself upon us. It lingers timidly in the background of our lives, blending in so well with our daily scenery that we never recognize it as such. It ever closely watches for the Time, sometimes cruelly looking upon us as we endure the many cruelties this world has to offer. When least we expect to see it, when we truly feel that hope is lost, only then is it

Her Sleeping Form
A soft, diffused light illuminated her torsoHer breathing was regular and relaxedHer sleeping, supine form such a contrastAs I recalled her twisted, loud yells of before To her that I adoreBoth now and before She draws my soul forth, to embrace her wantonnessYou see i need what she exudesBeyond sexual passion,rather her intense grip of my essence To her that I adoreBoth now and before I love her while asleepas my aura envelopes herMy heart burns when she touches meFor i know her haunted secrets To her that I adoreBoth now and before How is it that i sense her from afar?Her dirty mind knows me and acceptsAll that i embrace without fearFor you see she trusts me To her that I adoreBoth now and before

Return
A soft breeze blew. He had been riding hard for for more hours than he could remember, stopping only long enough to wipe out his horse's mouth with a water soaked kerchief. All the little water that he had went to his horse for if the horse faltered he was dead anyway. All of the tribe relied on the return of what he brought. His eyes were crusty with dust and dried sweat. Finally with sun going down he thought he might yet make it back. Scanning the horizon he saw a glimmer. Soon he caught a whif of mesquite smoke and his saliva glands began to work envisioning what awaited him as his stomache had forgotten what it was like to be full. As he drew closer he could hear the soft talk of women about the cooking fire. And in the distance men cleaning their swords and engaging in idol chatter. Dismounting finally one of the children caught sight of him and called out his name. Throughout the encampment it got quiet and there was excitment mirrored in all of their faces. They gathered ro

Circle Of Trees
She had been taunting me all dayThat's not a healthy thing to do yannoBut secretly i knew what she was doingSo i said nothing, but i planned I left work early to begin enforcing my planI drove out to a secluded, wooded areaWe had walked here together once and marveled at its haunting feelI smiled a not completely safe smile Yes this was the site of my retributionGrabbing a 5 lb sledge i drove in the iron pin into the groundI yanked hard and there was no give, noneI looked around at the circle of trees and felt its haunting touch..nodding I set 4 lanterns in and amongst the nearby trees, unlit for nowI wanted to clearly see her form so that i could blaze it permanently into my mindI knew she would never forget this dayDark clouds were in the sky, ominous in their presenceI could hear and see lightning and smell the rain coming, good Coming back, I confronted herI told her to prepare herselfGrabbing her chin and holding her gazeShe was to wear a shear gown with plainly visible nippl

2006
This is something that he ..the ex said to me...in 2006 ~ I'm writing this in response to his comment to me today " I spent 18 years trying to make you happy ...and I'll never be happy because I spent so long trying to make you happy "

Work
alot has been on my mind regarding my job..this past month. We have had a slow period..not enough patients..etc.Some due to Doctors going on vacation..etc.. Anyways, this is first time in 19yrs I have seen it this bad up there. We have been combining with the medical floor. I was beginning to wonder if we were even gonna have jobs. Anyways, got called by my boss today. She wanted to let me know what was going on. I guess they plan on having us be a small unit..with just 10 beds. We will be open monday through friday and what few patients we have left on friday we will move to medical floor. She was asking me if I was willing to work 12hr days. I will only have to work 2 days a week instead of 3. I will not have to workweekends...and lesser holidays. I said it sounded wonderful. Although I am sure my paycheck will notice the difference. Will not be making the extra 2 dollars a HOUR. on the weekends...or the shift diff working evenings. Anyways..all in all it sounds go

My Inner Freak
Woke up in the middle of the night, sweaty cause i was dreaming of you. Its 1pm the time you always called. I'm perfectly dressed, no bra and your favorite red thong. All shaved, smooth and soft. I'm ready for my last night snack. I remember the feeling of your hands, the manly grab while you kiss on the neck. Turning me around and for a moment you look into my eyes. I could feel the heat coming from your chest, while you slide your hands from my tights, around my breast, then slowly to my neck. You lean towards me and bite my lips , push me on the bed. Doggy-style Yes, with one finger you pull aside my thong, then my cherry lips I know you felt that, she is talking to you. Sticky, shiny am starting to get wet. You smack one cheek, then the next OMG, his tongue. He's licking my ass but once in a while he dips into my hole. He wants the full view, now he's fingering my pussy and playing with my clit Just until he hears me say papi i want dick.

New Beginning
I will fight no longer Can you see that Im stronger? Memories is all I have of you There is nothing more to do I will let you go from my mind and heart Its better that we are torn apart I have been lost in myself far too long Looking for a way to excape what I did wrong You will never see that it wasnt me So leave my sight because you are free You will never see the real me I see the sun after the rainI feel the happiness after the painI have fought through the hell you put me throughNow I have so much to look forward toI see the door a head of meI have always held the key As I sit in my corner and think about your liesI have nothing else to do but break down and cry.

A Hidden Scent
a hidden scent I sat quietly in the cafe.Not really focused on anythingSipping roasted coffee, butOn the edge of my perceptionsSomething lingered I closed my eyes.Yes it was closer nowI inhaled deeplyYes..that's itA feminine scent I felt an erection,Why from just a scent?Because it smelled like sex on the beachLike heavy breathing in the darkIt permeated my skull I had to subtlely reach between my legs and rubGaud i must be messed up, laughsBring it on cuz i aint changingI opened my eyesShe sat across from me watching my hand I smiled self consciouslyShe got up from the tablePreceeding out the doorDropping a piece of paper next to meWith her number in hand i went home and masturbated furiously.

50 Shades Of Grey...
I have heard wonderful things about this book ..and series..so I thought I would get them to read. I have to say the book is quite interesting..although i love to read a variety of books. I got to thinking though as I was reading it. I hear of women being submissive..and I see quite a few on here who have it in there name..like they are proud of it. I sometimes wonder ..if they are really submissive..or just advertising it to get mens attention. I guess to each there own..but seriously. I have more pride then to have a man treat me like that. Yes..some of it can be fun.. I understand that part...but to really be submissive? NOT! Most who do this ...men wise.. do it for the power and control. Theres no love there at all. So what does that make a woman who lets the man do it to her? Might as well consider yourself being used. Anyways.. this is my oppinion on the subject. Like I said.. it would be fun to be tied up .. etc.. out of fun...but no way is anyone gonna control me.

The Truckers Prayer
Dear God above bless this truck I driveAnd help me keep someone aliveBe my mortal sight this day On streets where little children playBless my helper fast asleepWhen the night is long and deepAnd keep my cargo safe and soundThrough the hours big and roundMake my judgment sound as steelAnd be my hands upon the wheelBless the travelers going pastAnd teach them not to go so fastGive me the strength for every tripSo I may care for what they shipAnd make me mindful every mileThat life is just a little whileAMEN

Leveling Blogs
Activation Date: Saturday 25th of August 2012 @ 09:45:11 AM Expire Date: Sunday 26th of August 2012 @ 09:27:18 AM Start Points: 73,160,485 End Points: 93,169,095 Points Accumulated: 20,008,610 My most recent level requirement is to cherry-bomb one album. Since a bomb's good for a couple hours, why waste it? Anyone who needs to be bombed in order to level is encouraged to post a comment so I can bomb you more easily!

Survey
Leave me a comment i am opening a auction house to auction off anything from people to lounge images or skins. What kind of ideas can i sell if you have something you wanted auctioned please feel free to contact me by pm or comment ty for helping me with ideas on what to sell or even try to do in first auction. Thanks again. I am looking for reliable staff if you would like to join us please comment on this blog and i will PM you as soon as i get it please let me know what position you want and what days if possible on knowing when you will be on.

Momentary Lapses Of Irrationality
Whenever I get a blank friend request on Fubar from someone I've never had any interaction with, I'm always sort of surprised. Not that it happens a lot, but often enough in the 6 + years or so I've been on this website to make me wonder what it's about. Being the person I am, 90% of the time I have usually replied to these people in a private message with a brief explanation as to why I won't accept their request presently, but if they wish to talk and allow us to get to know one another they could see if I was actually "friend-worthy".

Funny Stuff To Read
Words Women Use Fine This is the word women use to end an argument when they feel they are right and you need to shut up. Never use "fine" to describe how a woman looks - this will cause you to have one of those arguments. Five Minutes This is half an hour. It is equivalent to the five minutes that your football game is going to last before you take out the rubbish, so it's an even trade. Nothing This means "something", and you should be on your toes. "Nothing" is usually used to describe the feeling a woman has of wanting to turn you inside out, upside down, and backwards. 'Nothing" usually signifies an argument that will last "Five Minutes" and end with 'Fine' Go Ahead At some point in the near future, you are going to be in some mighty big trouble. Go Ahead (With Raised Eyebrows) This is a dare. One that will result in a woman getting upset over "Nothing" and will end with the word "Fine". Go Ahead (Neutral Expression) This means "I give up" or "do what you want because

Perfect Person
I have been asked this more then once and to be honest there is one thing I say about it: THEY DO NOT EXIST! Anyone I don't care who they are, where they are from is not going to be perfect for you. There will always be something you love, and dislike (or hate if you have really strong feelings and emotions) about a person. People ditch, or bitch about whatever relationship they are having at the time. They don't seem to want to try to fix things. Heads up here: It's how you deal with the other persons issues you dislike or hate that makes the relationship happen! Its the differences in all of us that make us and our relationships unique, I don't care what kind of relationship you have, or what kind of person is in it. So the next time you feel like ditching or bitching about your relationship or person your with remember you could be part of that problem, and try to remember why you got together with that person in the first place, If your really that unhappy, then talk

Mmmmm
As she lay there, my lips touching her skin. My tongue swirling around her hard nipples, my lips close around it to suck gently. My hard cock sliding against the soft skin of her thigh. My fingertips sliding along her sides, tracing the curves of her breasts as I kiss down her belly. Kissing around her belly button, tongue sliding in teasing her to what is to come. As I slide down, I slide my arms under her thighs, The view and smell of her sweet pussy making me throb. She can feel my breath against her lips as I close in. Slowly slide the tip of my tongue around her outer lips. She moves her hips to push her pussy onto my tongue, but I pull back. I want to tease her. Make her so wet it drips down her sweet ass to be licked off. Once again I move my tonge in close, this time circling her clit. I love the feel of it aginst my tongue. I can feel it swelling with each lick. I wrap my lips around it and gently nibble and bite it as she slowly grinds against my face. God I love the way her

Hmmmm :(
Towers of LifeThey stood hushed and glimmering in the night,Giants able to frame the moon,Slumbering magnificently in their might. Day breaks and the sun gently warms their skin,Veins begin to pulse with life,The sprit of a thousand of kin.Evil tears towards them through the brilliant morning sky,Propelled by the blackest of hate,Guided by a lie.Barely risen they stand with no defense,Innocent and distracted they are not prepared,The pain about to be inflicted intense.Like a bolt of lighting that shatters the morn,Evil crashes once then twice into their sides,Their bodies are scorched and torn.Horribly crippled they continue to stand,Holding onto life until the last,Orders are given, they take the command.The battle is brief, the giants begin to yield,Life drains from every artery,Their fate is sealed.Collapsing to zero,First to one knee then to the next,From their dust will emerge so many a hero.The question is asked,How can such evil exist. R.I.P To those who lost their lives

- " Go With God Grand Baby Ember "-
" This goes out to Ember Tempis, my grand daughter, born September 2012, She died this morning right when she was born. She was born still death. I want this to go out to her, my beautiful grand baby I love you forever. May you be with god always. May your beauty shine over heaven with gods smile. Son Raven, and My daughter Leonore, I love you both with all my heart, I am so sorry for your loss, y ou both are in my prayers as well as my grand baby Ember. Please god I ask of you to please take care of such a beautiful girl like Ember, now that she has made her way up to you. I now place her into your loving hands. To all my family and friends, please bow your heads in silence just for a minute or so for my son and his wife and pray, for there loss of her lovely baby girl Ember. Please if you like my little good bye, please share my memorial to my grand baby please and show my son and his wife some love please. ♥

Her Supplication
There was a softness in the room,but he was not soft. She, on knees folded over, hands above headHe stepped into the room and saw her. He loved her supplication,but would never admit. His pet was all he could see,but he never told her. He handled the heavy leather flogger,She shook feeling his mood. He loved her more than all else,for her purity. He cracked the flogger across her bare back hard,He heard her deep sigh. Many times he struck so she would feel his soul,She cried. He touched her tears and took her into his arms,never would there be another Tho he be barren unto death.

Inward Tears
She was uncertain but felt pulled by stringsThe softness no longer able to contain herSo within, she spoke words that no one heardSometimes tears fell inwardAnd she searched, longing Eyes that smiled, but contained a darknessFurious fingers tried, but still left her achingPeering out..she was missing that which she cravedThe brave little girl, who dreamtA dream of darkness and light Hoping her soul would not be devouredby the greater darkness

Those That Know Me
If you knew me well you would know my casual natureMy blue jean shorts, t, and sandals,An eternal part of my wardrobe On ocassion, my fuck and beat you jeans come onLong legged, blue jeans and barefootAdorned in nothing more than wantoness As our joining progressesCovered in a sheen of sweatSeizing what is mine. Pink and ravaged,my hungry licksDevour your essence Beware the fuck and beat you jeans

My Simple Joy
Feel like playing naked in the poolSplashing, bouncing all aboutFor my spirit is carefree today I hear all kinds of music in my headMostly sax and all kinds of brassIt tickles me and makes me laugh At the edge of my consciousness is a serious thoughtBut I took a deep breath and blew it awayNot a day for tears but joy

More Laws Are Not The Answer
More laws, more laws, more laws .... More laws are not the answer! Why can't they see it eats us like cancer. Everywhere I look, there are more laws on the book. More laws, more laws, more laws More laws are not the answer! If only our forefathers could see what they have done, destroying our civil liberties until there are none! Please tell me why can't you see.... that there has been such a conspiracy! The lies are so many that you can not count them all. So why can't you hear liberty and feel the call ? More laws, more laws, more laws... More laws are not the answer ! Slowly but surely it eats us like cancer. It's not just our sin, it's the corruption within ! Locking up the innocent, letting the guilty go free. It's not just a theory, it's a conspiracy ! No one one wants to be the one to make waves or

9/11
Ok so I found this in the BIBLE i feel relates to 9/11 kinda freaky if ya ask me.. Revelation 9:10 New International Version (NIV) 10 They had tails with stingers, like scorpions, and in their tails they had power to torment people for five months. Revelation 9:11 11 They have as king over them the angel of the bottomless pit. His name in Hebrew is Abaddon, and in Greek he is called Apollyon.[a]

A Manifesto
A Manifesto of Anger Done. I'm absolutely done with people and their games, their false promises, deceptions and half told truths. No names, no fingers pointed, they know who they are. I welcomed you into my life and in return, I was treated as an option. I would advise caution in progressing further on the road you have set yourself upon, for the fork in the road ahead is but a one-time chance to change your destination. Continue the direction that you have chosen and you may find that a hard choice, with no wiggle room lies before you. In or out, yes or no, those are your only options. Too long have I sat by and let people waltz into my life and stroll out at any time. Coming and going as they please, with no regard to how it affects the very person whose life they play with. It ends now, right here, right now. A day of reckoning is rapidly approaching for those who you who hide behind false words and forced smiles. All the while pretending to care, to show “genuine” c

Shameless Vixens Entrance Guidelines
First and Foremost, thank you for taking the time to check out our group, Shameless Vixens. If you happen to have any questions in regards to the group, the process of acceptance, or any ideas, please let the founder or co-founder know. We are here to help each other in the daily grind we call Fubar. Please, enjoy yourselves while yo are here.

Replacement Officials..
"Hey if any of you are looking for Christmas gifts for me, I have one. I'd like the ref's from last nights game (Seattle vs Green Bay), brought right here to me tonight. I want them brought from their happy slumber over there on Monday night football, with all the other rich owners, and I want them brought right here, with a big ribbon on their head. I want to... look them straight in their eyes and I want to tell them what a cheap, lying, no-good, rotten, four-flushing, low-life, snake-licking, dirt-eating, inbred, overstuffed, ignorant, blood-sucking, dog kissing, brainless, dickless, hopeless, heartless, fat-ass, bug eyed, stiff-leged, spotty-lipped, worm-headed sack of monkey shit they are!!!! Hallelujah!! Holly shit!!! Where's the Tylenol!!"

Bbw Lovers
I want to wear the dress from my profile pic? Some ccrazy shit happens in free chat! Someone kept asking me to fart, others kept wanting me to see their cam's balls deep! Still a pretty good night though! I have to say that cammin is definitely a learning experience. I am learning that men are just as hot n heavy as women except men get off on almost anything,

The Ref's Are Back
My mom Brenda and I sat down and wrote up this lil diddy!! Hope you enjoy!! Parody of My Boyfriend's Back (The Chiffons) They've been away, you hung around Botherin' us every night(I'll sing it to you) When we wouldn't agree with you You called plays that weren't even real Our REF's are back and you're gonna be in trouble (Hey la, hey la, our REF's are back) When you see them comin' better cut out on the double (Hey la, hey la, our REF's are back) You been callin' plays that were totally untrue (Hey la, hey la, our REF's are back) So look out now 'cause they're comin' after you (Hey la, hey la, our REF's are back) And they knows that you've been tryin' And they knows that you've been lyin'They've been gone for such a long time (waiting for a dime) (Hey la, hey la, our REF's are back) But now they're back and things will be fine (Hey la, hey la, our REF's are back)You're gonna be sorry you were ever born (Hey la, hey la, our REF's are back) 'Cause they're kinda big an

Fumafia
The average person has 1000 wishes. A Soldier has but one, to come home safe. I know 97% of you won't post this as your status, but the 3% that do are my friends. In honor of someone that died or is fighting for our freedom

The Art Of Kissing
The lovely art to kissing is when it's returned full blownsoft and tender on my lips, your lips feel as they're my own.If you find my kiss returnednow touching your soul, take a deep breath and feelthe beating of my heart felt on your lips, lets you'll know my love's deep and real.If you find my kiss capturing your mind, close your eyes and imagine thisa romantic place of solitudedelivering the desires of invisible bliss.A kiss is more than a feeling insideit should go beyond your heavenly lipsit is in the depths of your mind, body, heart,coming from passion found withinso deeply you begin feeling sparks.A kiss is the desire of what life is to bejust take the time, just wait and seethat the love of your life has come indeed,finally realize after all those near missesyou have found all those real and true kisses I know if I ever taste your lips under stars aboveI'll find the answer to all these secrets of love.

I feel the heattouch my earhow sweet the escape,captured in scentsof your perfumethat surrounds you.As you draw me closeryour mouth, your tonguewarm me inside,I don't know whybut through your eyesyou burn my soul around you.I never thoughtof wanting someone so much.A brief silence and then....Heaven descendscascading from inside you,then outside burningthe fire surrounds us. Awakening The New Day

Please Read
ok so I was sitting here listening to my grandfather Dj Outlaw and got to thinking family weather they are blood or not they are still my family and love them as such. The ones I have kept close to my heart I know if I ever lost them I know I surely would be lost without them there. To my Gma Dawn who has always been there when I needed her most who listens to me who helps me through the worst I love you very much as if you was my own. To my Grandfather Dj Outlaw you're a hell of a man and Gma is one lucky lady to have such a fine man such as yourself. You both have a heart of gold. To my Fu

Bca Contest
ok heres all ya got to do (gals and guys) make a salute support BCA and submit it to me. It will go in a contest folder and the contest will run for a week. get all your friends to vote on your salute and the salute at the end of the week with the most votes will win a rock star bling. its that easy! lets go pink and raise awareness!!!!! ANY QUESTIONS JUST HIT ME UP!

Vote For My Hobbit Designs
There is a design contest put on by the production company of The Hobbit/Lord of the Rings and I have submitted 2 character drawings (Gollum & Gandalf). These are my own creations and I would greatly appreciate your votes! Links to both are listed below. This is an ongoing event, to I believe October 15th. Please take a moment and vote - once, twice, however many they allow! (Ok, that's being greedy...) No forms to fill out, just click however many stars out of 5. Thank you! Gollum: http://www.thehobbitdesigncontest.com/entry/4353 Gandalf: http://www.thehobbitdesigncontest.com/entry/4343 (The actual artwork can be seen in "My Artwork" in Photos on this site.)

Rants And Raves
I am a woman Beautiful and sweet Curves from my head to my feet I am a woman without a splintering of doubt I am moody Insecure at times Loud and silly Sad and happy Loving and Kind A kiss that’s so sweet I’d make you melt with just one touch A voice so calming, even sexy to some Eyes that if you look closely would tell my story Some pain and anger, some mistrust in my heart But still you’d see a never ending giving heart Pure and strong always there for the ones she loves No matter what Because I am a woman A woman strong and just Smart and courageous like no other No man can deny my love Because I am a woman Beautiful as any As god made me to be I am a masterpiece of his design, He made me a woman A woman of unbelievable Perfection. How do people get them really cool skins? Cause i want one lol Feeling so alone all the time Like I’m locked up deep inside myself Never knowing how to find a way out from all the pain Being told every

Video Games
Has anyone else noticed that the Final Fantasy series these years are going downhill, they're taking away what the game has always provided, an open environment to explore, now, lately, you can't visit towns, talk to people, I always used to love having my characters enter a store, but weapons, or items, and go to an inn and sleep, or just wander around towns talking to people, they took that away, hoping they bring it back in the future, cause it's one of my favorite aspects of the game. Dead Or Alive 5 is the newest game in the Dead or Alive series, I love it, picked up the collectors edition of it Spetember 25th of 2012, the game is so awesome, it's pretty realistic in terms of graphice, the fighters sweat as they fight, get dirty as they get thrown to the ground and around the various stages, and they get wet when they get thrown in water and get damp and some of their clothes become partially see through, they get damp from sweat as well, all in all, awesome game.

Pick'n'mix
Hey People ,i got this fuckin tasty pick'n'mix here for you , try a video or two out, enjoy the awkward/messed-up faces"Wonderboy"http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mpgDlYJjOeE"Closer"http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3dLiMuVS0YA"21ST CENTURY CURE"http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3BRybEs1jis"Bad Things"http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7OIvRPOl84I"Meds"http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i9ntDa8B6GAif you liked/got a lol ...SHARE AND HELP SPREAD THE RAGE \\,,/ \\,,/

Work.. And Change
I have been at my job for 19yrs. These last few months has been the worst I have ever seen it up there. There is talk of possibly combining my floor with the medical floor due to not enough census. Well then they changed it to where we are going to try to be a 10bed unit..just for surgeries.. monday through friday. GOod thing is..I do not have to work weekends.. I will be doing 12hr shifts. We have only done this a couple of weeks..but then had to combine again due to the fact that they are doing the floors. Anyways..I have this fear that eventually we are going to be combined for good.Then What? Anyways..I was told today that they might be down a secretary in ICU. If the one down there decides to call off again or not show up.So I am wondering.. should I take the risk and go there? knowing at least that jobs got some security? Or should i risk it..and stay where I am and hope for the best. I really like my floor..and the staff up there. My managers easy to get along with a

Randomness
I'm a product of my society My craziness is something the ingrained in me My faulty wiring that they choose to blame Is caused solely by their attacks to my name I won't sit idle, and just play my role You may hold my mortal boundaries, but you'll never tame my soul Born white trash, but that's not what I'll stay With this brain and these wings I'll fly away Stereotype me, go ahead and place me in your box I'll break out for my will is stronger than all locks I'm the big bad wolf, that's going to tear apart these sheep And finally expose the true actors behind the sheet These crooked politicians, who claim to have our backs Are merely paid actors, giving us someone to point at While the puppet masters play behind the screen We're to busy watching the decoys to catch whiff of anything We don't see that their houses get bigger, as we lose ours We don't see that our freedom is restricted by these bars Or how while we struggle to eat , they have five course meals With mo

Bad.times
I'M A STALLION!---TIME.TO.SUCK.IT.UP---AND.REMEMBER---MY SPACEBAR WORKS!!! AND HEY--DIDO SINGIN WHITE FLAG---A REAL WOMAN/MAN---WOULD ABIDE BY THE WORDS!!! G-MORNIN MY FREINDS---HAVE A GRRRREAT DAY!

About Me
well i am here to tell about me. i am not that someone that can be ran over and pushed around. i have been through alot in my 29 years of living and i just want to have a life now. i have my good days and my bad like anyone else. i love, i cry, i hurt. dont under estimate me thinking cause i am a very caring person that i cant become something else. i dont like being that person and because of it, people think they can push me around and run over me. well im taking my life back to the fullest. i just wished that certain people would see me for who i am and can be.

Some Of My Poems
In times of trouble and insanityI carry masks to disguisethe pain I carrysecure behind my eyesI can never let out againthe misery I hideto hell with my dignityto hell with my pridefrom this day forwardand for ever moreI will mount this maskthat will be my loreNo reaching out when I am weakno solace will I seekwhen you look for answerswhen you say your prayersall you will see is masksand no pain that I bear

Somthing To Think About
Before you wanna be an asshole with your girl,think about this...... While your ignoring her, another guy is giving her attention, While your giving her problems another guy is listening.... While your to busy for her another guy is making time for her, While you make her cry another guy is trying to make her smile again. When your not sure you want her another guy has already figured it out.

Random
I have been trying for the last week to be able to get out of this place. I finally got everything finished. I will be in the Philippines this weekend. I am very excited and just finised everything I had to so I can leave. Hope it all goes for the best Well I have gotten the news that I wont be going to the Philippines. Received that this past Friday when I walked into the airport to get my ticket and it wasn't there. That left me really bummed and very agitated. But on another note because of the issue, my brother has agreed to let me come up to where he lives so I have a place to live so I do not have to sleep on the streets. Hopefully this all works for the best. Just a few days left til I'll be in Ohio I dont quite understand the whole reasoning for everything going the way it does. Today has been very short in all aspects. I ended up having to go out to the hospital at like 3 am with my brother and his wife. She wasn't feeling well so she decided it was time to head over to get ch

Just To Inspire U
Me: God, can I ask You a question?God: SureMe: Promise You won't get mad ......God: I promise ...Me: Why did You let so much stuff happen to me today?God: What do u mean?Me: Well, I woke up lateGod: YesMe: My car took forever to startGod: OkayMe: at lunch they made my sandwich wrong & I had to waitGod: HuummmMe: On the way home, my phone went DEAD, just as I picked up a callGod: All rightMe: And on top of it all off, when I got home ~I just want to soak my feet in my new foot massager & relax. BUT it wouldn't work!!! Nothing went right today! Why did You do that?God: Let me see, the death angel was at your bed this morning & I had to send one of My Angels to battle him for your life. I let you sleep through thatMe (humbled) OHGOD: I didn't let your car start because there was a drunk driver on your route that would have hit you if you were on the road.Me: (ashamed)God: The first person who made your sandwich today was sick & I didn't want you to catch what they have, I knew you couldn'

Mafia War
This aint a test, fuck the rest.Time to set the record straight.Talking shit behind my back, let's hear you say it to my face?I've heard the words roll out your lips.You little trendy fuckin' bitch!The time has come to get you some, cause I just do not give a shit.Do you take me for a fool!?How's it feel to be a tool!?See to me you're just a cancer!Motherfucker!, War is the Answer!As of now the end begins, I want to laugh but there's no joke.To eat with the beast, and run with the wolves.On the Ashes you will choke.I know it's got to chap your ass, to think I just won't go away.Forget me not, I'm writing you off.I've got nothing more to say.Do you take me for a fool!?How's it feel to be a tool!?To me you're just a cancer!Motherfucker!, War is the Answer!(Get some!)You wanna disrespect me, you little fuckin' punk?Everything I've done to be who I am? As far as I've fuckin' come?I'll slap you so fuckin' hard, It'll feel like you kissed a freight train.Fuck you! I'd give anything just to c

Obituary
posted on 10/09/2012 @ 11:10 am "An Obituary printed in the NEW YORK TIMES........... http://fubar.com/school-of-the-legends/b346394-1184113 "An Obituary printed in the NEW YORK TIMES........... Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend COMMON SENSE, who has been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he was, since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He will be remembered as having cultivated such valuable lessons as:... ... - Knowing when to come in out of the rain; - Why the early bir...d gets the worm; - Life isn't always fair; - and maybe it was my fault. Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend more than you can earn) and reliable strategies (adults, not children, are in charge). His health began to deteriorate rapidly when well-intentioned but overbearing regulations were set in place. Reports of a 6-year-old boy charged with sexual harassment for kissing a classmate; teens suspended from s

Decisions
You ever have one of those days, weeks years when everything seems to either be paused in time or rushing at you like a freight train? Yeah that has been life lately except I never get one or the other. Ever have to make a fast decision that could impact not only your life for the future but also alter the way things were in the past? Yeah I know that too. I had to make a tough decision lately, stick to what I know and be comfortable. Or challenge myself in a great and vast unkown. Thing is all my bags were still in the comfort zone. Even knowing that the comfort zone might not be right and the unknown could be the absolute greatest thing since sliced bread. It came down to how well I could look at myself in the mirror when the dust settled at the end of the day. Imagine having everything you used to dream of go away immediately because you made a decision. Or having everything that you have dreamed of recently leave if you don't. What do you do, how do you know? Can you risk leavin

Innocenece
“Don't care what people sayJust follow your own wayDon't give up and use the chanceTo return to innocence.That's not the beginning of the endThat's the return to yourselfThe return to innocence.” “I know we're not saints or virgins or lunatics; we know all the lust and lavatory jokes, and most of the dirty people; we can catch buses and count our change and cross the roads and talk real sentences. But our innocence goes awfully deep, and our discreditable secret is that we don't know anything at all, and our horrid inner secret is that we don't care that we don't.”

Women
Man can never be a woman’s equal in the spirit of selfless service with which nature has endowed her. “Women and cats will do as they please, and men and dogs should relax and get used to the idea. Sexy and trashy are two total opposites that women are seeming to get confused and trying to mix together. Sexy really isn’t what it seems either. Aim for beautiful, pretty, gorgeous, words of that sort. Add some self respect, a good mind and personality to compliment your stunning looks. Girls attract boys but WOMEN ATTRACT MEN

Asking For Your Respect!
Hello everyone, we would like to know your thoughts on whether Joe Kinetic and Celestino Lee should make a song together. Please feel free to leave me your comments so that these AWESOME ARTISTS can see your thoughts :-) I am asking all men and women to please respect that I have met someone that I am very interested in getting to know a lot more, and seeing where it goes. I will be friends with you, however, I will not flirt nor will I talk sex with you. If you come to me with any kind of sex chat. I will simply delete you without a second thought. I will not say who it is for he know who he is but I will say this. Even though I may not be considered his girlfriend, his baby or anything of that nature yet, to me, I am taken, and not interested in anyone else. I found who I am looking for so please respect my wishes, and respect whatever our relationship may be. Thank you. LeAnn

My Heart
I want my nature in you right now Watching as it slowly raises to the occasion In the process playing with yourself From my excitement You miss my tongue and the way it vibrates I want to take my tongue on a tour In your valley’s flow While you guide my head in the direction ashore Where your body shines for my attention Then I come up and slide in. Slowly stroking your deep tissues Moans in my ear, whispers of how much I miss you To tease I pull back you can’t fight the urge To finger yourself deep Wishing it was me back deep inside Then you feel my warm dick entering in slowly Wanting me to grind on top of you While kissing you deeply Gripping your ass and you squeeze my dick While holding on ready for this ride Nothing else matters right at this moment As thought of me consume your inside You asked for every inch, I give you every inch I glide all of me in then grind your tissues end Then slowly pulling back as you squeeze And I jam back in you fulfilling your inner ne

Short Story...
The short story i was working on has grown into a full blown novel. 48 chapter and a 116,000 words later i have finally relased it. If you would like to find out more then i invite you to click the link below.

The Friends I Made
TODAY IS LIKE THE FIRST DAY OF NEW LIFE ENJOY EVERY MINUTE AND DO NONT TAKE ANYTHING OR ANYONE FOR GRANTED.CHERISH ALL THE FRIENDS YOU MAKE THROUGHOUT YOUR LIFE CAUSE YOU NEVER KNOW WHEN YOU WILL NEED A SHOULDER TO CRY ON OR A FRIEND TO POUR YOUR HEART OUT TO.I AM TRULY BLESSED TO HAVE FRIENDS LIKE THE ONES I HAVE MADE ON HERE AND THE ONES TO COME.YOU HAVE MADE MY WORLD A BETTER PLACE TO BE IN AND IM VERY GRATEFUL FOR YOU LOVE YOU SUPPORT AND ALL THE HELP YOU HAVE GIVEN ME. I HOPE ALL OF YOU HAVE A GREAT DAY AND PLEASE DONT EVER TAKE FRIENDS FOR GRANTED

Nothing To Fear
i dont fear death.. runnin the streets till my final breath.. brushing up on ya girlfriends breasts.. i aint afraid of a fight.. have u waking up in the hospital starrin at the lights.. many sleepless nights.. twisted corrupted n down rite not given a fuck.. so your guns buck.. better hope i die.. cause im coming back blazing n thats no lie.. you will regret the day you crossed me.. im coming back eventually.. hoses in my chest. ive seen i.c.u. eating through an i.v. tube.. what can you do to me thats not already been done son.. pain is a friend to me.. by my side and in my head constantly.. so come n do your worst.. your momma be following your body in the hurst.. my lifes been cursed since birth.. so think twice .. take ya friends advice.. sit down n STFU.. before you get busted up.. go ahead n call the PoPo.. aint scurred to go.. they gonna have to taze me.. cause pepper spray wont stop me.. i dont need to see.. just to kick a lifeless body.. i just wanna say remember this.. realize

Vip's,unlimited Bonus's, And Bonus Resets
Just a lil FYI.... This is for those of you that have VIP status.... on days that we have UNLIMITED 11's you will be using YOUR 11's after midnight. The bonus actually changes at midnight (as per the support lounge) but we do not see the change until early afternoon the following day here on Fu. So in all actuallity we have less than 12 hours on the unlimited 11 bonus. You will be able to rate 11's until the reset but you are taking the chance of winding up will 0 11's after the reset.

Swisher Been So Good To Me
im under medicated over educated and still dedicated to the streets where i grew up always screwwin up watchin bitches get shot up now i run the streets with the syrup in my cup steady tilted n the green keeps me lifted got my eyes shifted WORK IN PROGRESS

Shushwholesale
If you are looking forward for an effective idea with which you can jazz up the collection of your wardrobe, nothing can be better than going through the online range of the wholesale clothing. Well the market of wholesale product dealers is flourishing well with the awesome designed and trendy patterned rompers, jump suits, nighties, t shirts and tunics. All you need to do is selecting the lot of interest and get the product in bulk at far lower price. Apart from rocking up your summer or winter collection in this way, the retail clothing business can also be given up a speed by ordering the purchase of bulk supply of the cheap wholesale clothes.

Tommy
Am i living to die or dying to live??????? How long does a person have to wait for someone. Does her future plans include me, what does she want? She is perfect to me, but I don't think I can keep her ..

Erotic Poetry
Angel in Laceand the Lion The winetingles as giddy laughter erupts from the voice echoing across the room insilence. Candlelight flickering in paces with the fireplace flames as the beastacross the room leaves her thoughts in suspense; the intrigue of the desiresbuilding, as questions arise, the roar of a cat about to pounce and the silenceof a hunter. She folds her wings, to hide her low cut neck from the ravenouscat, mindful of her own longing hunger. Fur so soft and a purr that vibratesthe moist area down below, beckons the angels courage as the deviance of thethought made her shudder. The cat, stroked with a tongue of words, caressingher body, with passion, that gives her the urge to discover. An angel of lacekisses so heavenly, the biting lips of the beast devour the sweetness, of eachgentle motion he becks. Softly the arms of the monster, caressing her, gently,he carries her deeper, subsiding in the musical arching of eyebrows, exposingthe body in lace with wings out stretched

Erotic Poetry
Her eyes burn, passion, as crisp as the autumn breeze, imprisons her desire. Leaves blowing briskly past beckoning escape into the smoky fire. Scraping sounds of metal on dirt, force images of nails raking down a spine. A daylight dream of passion past, rustling memories of naked bodies intertwined. The gleam of a smile encouraged her; fate has not passed her by, a smoky scent of reminiscence. Muscles moving beneath his shirt, stir her guilty thoughts with his essence. Flames roar with new additions, billowing high into the sky like an offering to the goddess. Trembling inside, she explodes with need as moisture invades, her panties a mess.

Staten Islan Story
A story that needs to be told Staten Island; A borough that is usually synonymous with terms such as, “the forgotten borough,” “Staten Italy,” and a whole bunch of other catch phrases and mostly derogatory names that I won‘t list here. I’ll be honest, I had an extremely low opinion of Staten Island and its’ inhabitants, and I was born and raised here. Hearing people say that they hoped the island sinks with everyone on it, was not uncommon. I’ve said it myself a couple of times, knowing that if it did sink, I’d be on it. That’s how little I thought of S.I. Then Sandy happened. I am ignorant. I will flat out say I never thought in my entire life the devastation that Sandy caused would ever happen here. When I heard Sandy was coming I really didn’t take it seriously. I downplayed it. I think it’s safe to say that a good portion of Staten Island did not believe Sandy was going to be a big deal. Irene left us unscathed

The Bronze Age Of Disgust
The graveVerse 1Click click boom went the shots to my headNo time to rethink what i did, what i saidAnd before the blink of an eyei'm floating above in a sunlit skywatching them lower my body in the groundi fell a thousand feet with a horrible soundknelling before the devil's dark throneknowning i was very far from aloneChorus repeated twiceWelcome to the end, welcome to the gravethis is where you'll be my slavewelcome to the pit, welcome to hellthis is how it was when the angels fellverse 2he spoke to me in a menacing voiceas he told me hell was my only choicei stood up to him in pure defiancecalling out to god for a final chancethere is no hope for that foolish boyhe said to me with a tone that was coyyou lived your life in the darkest waythey told you before that sinners will paychorus twiceverse 3wait a fuckin minute this can not bedid enough good for the world to seeyes you can talk, but you can not fightyes you can run, but you can not hidethey are all around yes all the timefor

Election 2012
Obama to cut medical benefits for active, retired military, not union workers Obama administration seeks to dramatically cut health benefits for active duty, retired military while not touching union worker's benefits. Credits:

Election Day
The Nature of a Democracy: A democracy is always temporary in nature; it simply cannot exist as a permanent form of government. A democracy will continue to exist up until the time that voters discover that they can vote themselves generous gifts from the public treasury. From that moment on, the majority always votes for the candidates who promise the most benefits from the public treasury, with the result that every democracy will finally collapse due to loose fiscal policy, which is always followed by a dictatorship. The average age of the worlds greatest civilizations from the beginning of history, has been about 200 years. During those 200 years, these nations always progressed through the following sequence: From bondage to spiritual faith; From spiritual faith to great courage; From courage to liberty; From liberty to abundance; From abundance to complacency; From complacency to apathy; From apathy to dependence; From dependence back into bondage.

Piss Off
So last night I was talking to my baby and uploading new pictures for him. After I uploaded, i was looking through them and reading old comments he had left me because I am a total dork and like re-reading what he had to say.

Fu-ing In Israel
I am offering my eight year old baseball blog: Blogging Baseball for sale. The blog features day-by-day accounts of the 6 year run of the Philadelphia Phillies who won a World Series, 2 National League Pennants and 5 Divisional championships during their All-Time franchise-best run between the 2006 and 2011 seasons.

Bipolar Thoughts
So I realize that everyone can read and more than likely respond to this, but not too long ago I found out that I am Bipolar. The sad thing is I really hate being on medication yet I have to be or else my moods aren't stable. The sad thing is I am in what I feel is not a good relationship, he has only laid hands on me a couple times, but most time's I am the one that starts the violent fights. I don't do it a lot it's actually very rare, but my other half always gets pissed off over the simpliest of things, I have talked to him about how it makes me feel and that is scares me, because he throws his controller, and says the games cheats, and games are supposed to be fun. I hate when he throws the controllers because one of them IS after all mine and they are not cheap to replace. They are the cordless remote controllers. There are times where I wish he would just leave me but I am afraid I wouldn't make it on my own.

Shortys Randomness
fears are jus a mindset of your imagnation that runs circles full of color which in turn gets you wonderin..... how do u change this mindset to get outta these fears to get that demon outta you wat does fear even mean?? does it mean when your scared of somethin or is it a mixture of being scared and now wantin things to change so instead you get the feelin of fears so you try to stop the changes from happening cuz even tho there changes your hoping the past doesnt repeat itself in an awkard way if havin the fears is a good thing to improve your thinking to make you stronger time and love waits for no one jus like fear waits for no one they live and feed on people like a demon feedin rom the dark side of you wat to do, wat to think, wat to believe, hmmmm nthin can explain how i feel my heart sinks jus tryin to say the words the tears wont flow the way they should nthins the same my mind races tryin to figure out the confusion i wanna believe everything that uve told me of how u feel

My Erotic Story
Not really knowing what to do but to do as he says I continue to move the toy in and out. I stare straight up into his eyes as I stroke, my pussy wetter and wetter with every stroke knowing he is watching me. I have never been watched at least to my knowledge and it was turning me on to see him stroke his hard cock above me. I was dying to taste it with the head so big and looking just beautiful. He was easily nine inches long. And I longed for the taste and feel of him. “Would you like to feel” he asked me as if reading my thought. I didn’t know what to do. I just slowly nodded my head to him still unsure if I spoke he would just vanish. He leaned down and slowly moved my hand away from my toy. He moved it to his cock slowly and let me start exploring.

Don't Tell Me About Hard Times
Never could i have left,,> some come home,,but very ill and never the same,,my hubby was shot twice,,sprayed to death for months with agent orange,,,he was totaly bed ridden at age 30,,i turned him,,spoon fed him,,dipered him,,i was 89 lbs,,4-11,,,he was 230 6-1,,and i would get him up in the mornings shave bath,,and get him into a wheelchair,,,,he loved to go where i went in the house,,so i would get our child off to school,,then cook our breakfast,,,in one plate,,,i would take a bite,,and feed him a bite,,he loved this,,,,,,still makes me smile,,the doctors had a hard time moving him,,,loading him into my car,,it took three but i did it myself,,we used to laugh about that,,it was so very hard,,and we cried many times together,,but it is some of the most precious memories for me,,,oh,,and i tried to work part time at nite,,but it was too much,,and he cried for me,,,,when he passed he had 20% of his brain left,,,what a hero,,he was he was really

Looking For People In Va
Been on here a little over a week . Have yet to talk to anyone even clsoe to Va Or Va Beach . I know there are guys and females in my area but none talking to me. Even if your not local I would love to talk. Want to meet local people though. So I can meet in person and have some fun.

Stuff On This Site That Annoys Me
I want to start by saying I think alot of people on this site take things too seriously.The first thing I cant understand is WHY do people insist on others having a salute just to send them a friend request?What do they care if they have a salute or not?Does having a salute make you MORE friend worthy?And the people who ask for a salute before they send a request,are always so rude about it too...saying,"NO SALUTE,NO ADD".What the fuck is that all about?They act like these people that they accept as friends actually mean something.Its just a social site!Everything on here is fake.Mostly everyone here uses their alter egos. The next thing that irritates me are the women who sell their NSFW pics for bling credits.Now that I just dont fuckin understand!!Who in their right mind is gonna pay to see some womans tits and ass?Are people THAT desperate to see a woman semi-naked?I guess so.Its probably cuz they cant meet any women in real life.But then you also have the women who actually think

My Thoughts And Opinions Etc...
I've Learned that most of the things I worry about never happen* I've Learned that every great achievement was once considered impossible* I've Learned that you can't hide a piece of broccoli in a glass of milk* I've Learned that if there were no problems there would be no opportunities* I've Learned that it doesn't cost anything to be nice* I've Learned that the important things us not what others think of me, but what I might think of me* I've Learned that even the simplest task can be meaningful if I do it right* I've Learned that in every face to fae encounter, regardless of how brief, we leave something behind* I've Learned that whenever I decide something with kindness, I usually make the right decision* I've Learned that if you spread the peas out on your plate, it looks like you ate mre* I've Learned that regardless of color or age, we all need about the same amount of love* I've Learned that education, experience, and memories are three things that no one

I Am Just Me... Take It, Or Leave It
You can't live your life solely for other people. When writing the story of your life, don't let someone else hold the pen. You've got to do what's right for you, even if the people you love disagree with your thoughts, actions, decisions, and dreams. Live your life so that when it's time to ask where the time went, you can answer: "It went to joyful moments of self-discovery, to my search for passion, to doing work that felt like play, to standing up for what I believe in, and to exploring this beautiful world with an open heart. My time went to living MY life!" Namaste' Light and Much Love Everyone, Renee' I've had two different phone calls today asking me about this or that and the best piece of advice I can give anyone is simple: Get A Life. A real life, not the manic pursuit of the next promotion, the bigger paycheck, the larger house. newer car. Seriously, do you think you would care so much about those things if you developed an aneurysm one afternoon, had a debilitating str

Real Talk
I try to remember and maintain my morals.I make mistakes and own up to them.I try to experiences new thingsI can be content quiet and peaceful, or i can be fun loving loud and extreme. But cant we all really?I defend my honor and stand up for myself if and when needed. I do have my limits as we all do, and sometimes i do go too far, and i become my own worst enemy.But I do try to be reasonable and maintain my dignity and composure. But that isnt always easy is it? I am easy to get along with but pleass dont test me. I have many many faults and i not only own up to them, but I constantly try to learn from and eliminate them thru trials and errors.My situation may not be the best but I make the most out of what I have and what I get. Life isnt always pretty or fair. But it is always what we make of it. I may not always succeed the 1st time, but I never stop trying! I have lived most of my dreams, but have created new deams along the way. I try to be happy, courageous, cheerful, spontan

I Wish You Enough
I WISH YOU ENOUGH.Recently, I overheard a mother and daughter in their last moments together at the airport as the daughter's departure had been announced. Standing near the security gate, they hugged and the mother said:"I love you and I wish you enough."The daughter replied, "Mom, our life together has been more than enough. Your love is all I ever needed. I wish you enough, too, Mom." They kissed and the daughter left.The mother walked over to the window where I sat. Standing there, I could see she wanted and needed to cry.I tried not to intrude on her privacy but she welcomed me in by asking, "Did you ever say good-bye to someone knowing it would be forever?" "Yes, I have," I replied. "Forgive me for asking but why is this a forever good-bye?""I am old and she lives so far away. I have challenges ahead and the reality is the next trip back will be for my funeral," she said.When you were saying good-bye, I heard you say, "I wish you enough." May I ask what that means?"

Ya Know
I'm so excited to announce this it deserves a blog. I've been a DJ since I was 15 years old. Got my first gig in a strip club that lasted 2 years. Then it moved into private parties. Honestly, I missed DJing and finally decided to get back to doing it. I plan to spin alot of dirty dubstep, drum and bass, hip hop, and occasionally remixes of top 40 shit.

Legendary
If you have a relationship plz treat yourself spouse with the same respect you like make them smile listen to each other 2nd gentle and kind then 💘 will last, the love tradition in this age will never compare to how love is sjpposed to be growing up so now as parents we must teach our children those old fashion values if you have ever been truly loved .you will understand as well as those who havent love is there let it move in its own way!!! Good Day!!! After being married several years I finally realized make sure the one your with loves you for you not for your money or your career when you notice things.have changed and have that gut feeling go with your gut one.chance is all anyone deserves to love.someone I've been on both sides of the fence but as far as being.hurt I'm not I always overplay for the underplay make sure you do the same bachelor life now Is wonderful I have a great career and.keeping.that wat keep an eye out for my bachelor show coming soon vh1..

How To Be Happily Married
AND FURTHER MORE STAYING IN AND UNHAPPY MARRIAGE IS NOT LIVING LIFE! IT IS ONLY EXISTING AND WHAT IS THAT? IT IS NOTHING! IT SERVES NO ONE. THIS IS MY TAKE.... LIKE IT... LOVE IT.. LEAVE IT.... I DON'T CARE........ MARRIAGE IS NOT EASY, IT TAKES TWO PEOPLE THAT CAN COMMUNICATE, COMPRIMISE. IT TAKES A LOT OF LOVE]AND GIVE AND TAKE. YOU WANT TO COMPLAIN BECAUSE YOU ARE IN AN UNHAPPY MARRIAGE YOU DID THAT TO YOURSELF AND YOU STAY BECAUSE WHY? IT IS STUPID.... DEAL WITH LIFE SO YOU CAN BE HAPPY AND LIVE IF YOUR CURRENT WIFE CANNOT GET BY IF YOU LEAVE SET HER UP TO TAKE CARE OF HERSELF, SCHOOL, WHATEVER. IF ITS JUST BECAUSE YOU HAVE KIDS REALLY? GET REAL WITH LIFE DO YOU THINK YOUR KIDS ARE STUPID? THEY AREN'T THEY KNOW AND IT PISSES THEM OFF, MARRIAGE TAKES TWO PEOPLE THAT TRUST ONE ANOTHER, LOVE ONE ANOTHER AND WANT NOTHING MORE THAN MAKING THE OTHER AND THEIR CHILDREN HAPPY. IF YOU CANT DO THAT YOU SHOULD WALK AWAY.... YOUR FAMILY DESERVES MORE THAN THAT Report as NSFW

Just Had To Share This!
So pretty much, I have come across a legitimate, work from home, BBB Accredited business opportunity. I am aware that a lot of these Work from Home things have the stigma that they are a scam. So I am really excited to actually find a legitimate one, that actually pays you, and doesnt cost anything to start making money. Its not surveys, its Advertising. How it works is, I will be your sponsor if you decide to try it out. So inbox me if you are honestly interested. But basically I need a team of dedicated people who are serious about making money. How it works is, you sign up (I can supply you the link for being on MY team) You recruit people who you think will be good at, A) advertising, and B) finding themselves a good team. There are six ways to make money, 1. Direct Commission, meaning that if you sign somebody up, and they decide to buy something off of the site you are advertising, you make 45% commission on everything they buy for life, the site is very similar to ebay with over

"You" The one you want. The one you need. The one so close. So close that you bleed. See me once. Hear me twice. Everything comes back in thrice. The way you are. The way you be. You are always the one I need. By: Thomas B Goodner

Strong
Ive learned that even the strongest people, are weak sometimes. The human body and mind can only take so much pain, that they give up at one point. Glass can shatter, Concrete can break. Trees fall down and metal can bend. But all of these things would not of happened without pressure or something placed upon it. Be who you want to be and live how you want to because in the end, it doesnt really matter

Being Bi
I find it unusual that my first day on this site and I have a ton of guys asking me sexual questions as their first conversation. Yet I mention what I do for work (cam model) and I get that I'm a gold digger. I never approach these so called men yet I'm the one who's wrong...leaves me not wanting to talk to any guys and that most women online think I'm a guy because I want to find a live in gf. Why does the world have to be so judgmental?

Thoughts
A angel came to me in my in my dreams last night,she whispered in my ear"fear not even when your alone I'am near.'' She wiped the tears from my eyes as she whispered once more" I will always keep you safe,these words i tell you, like my love are clean and pure forever lasting and futhermore just believe in me and you will see." As i opened my eyes from this dream I realized it was you whispering so softly..... I don't need to leave a light on to know your gone I don't need to be alone in the dark to feel this pain in my heart I don't need to hide my tears I've learned to confront my fears I don't need ... to return to when and dream again your memory will always live deep inside of me Thinking of you Reliving the past As I always do The good, the bad The happy, the sad It's all the same to me Someways, some days Somethings hurt more In different ways To forgive and forget Move on to regret In my heart I can never quit Loving you

Simple D/s Suggestions
Essence Of Submission To understand the power of submission, one must first understand where it comes from and how it is expressed. True submission comes from deep within a person and is an essential part of their nature. It is something expressed from the soul and as such, goes much deeper than the offering of oneself to a Master for mere sexual/physical pleasure.A person can behave in a submissive manner but it does not mean they are a "submissive".To offer oneself completely to another, to surrender all power and choice requires an exceptional inner strength. Embracing and expressing ones submissive nature can bring to one powerful opportunities to find the deepest levels of trust, power and the intimacy that can only arise from the bond between a Master and submissive. It is the ultimate expression of balance, the archetypal opposition of Yin (the relative principle) and Yang (the active principle). Both sides being perfectly equal yet to

Poems
A wonder of you, a whispered word or two She looks at me with a smile I feel but it is so? Does she love me truly? So much that I feel compressed expressions lacking frame of mind Yet my mind I would have you know! and not only a part of this puzzle! Truly how can this be? Yet here we are! I feel it in this blackness inside that moment before the day’s last ending breath I feel her love upon my heart in this I am left With all that is left of me I would run How to cross this precipice of time and space? How can I help you fully understand? I think yet my mind moves to thoughts Falling into this I have been made again I find that before I was truly alone yet never by oneself Doubts overshadowed by sense of truth and love Stars look down one each from above The brightest star only seen between her eyes Eyes look through me deeply to see that as if mirrored one’s own Insecurities’ shown Shown and discarded taken back as the tide washed away with the bru

Amse
s and annulments, then appear in the next update. As of the 1992 and later editions, all Cases currently in effect at the time of publication of an edition are included with it as an update. The ASME B31 Code for Pressure Piping Standards Committee took action to eliminate Code Case expiration asme pdf dates effective September 21, 2007. This means that all Code Cases listed in this update and beyond will remain available for use until annulled by the ASME B31 Code for Pressure Piping Standards Committee. This update, Cases No. 33, which is included after the last page of the 2008 Addenda and the Interpretations Volume 43 that follow, contains the following Cases: 175 176 177 179 182 183 The page numbers for the Cases supplements included with updates to the 2007 Edition start with C-1 and will continue consecutively through the last update to this Edition. The Cases affected by this supplement are as follows: Page C-15 C-17 C-19 C-20 C-21 C-23 Location Case 175 Case 1

Ramblings Away From Oregon
And the question you need ask is who will say this too and who will say this to you “Run, no questions” and take your hand. Though predictable it really is beside the point; NRA and second amendment things. Gun control does not make crazies channel their energies into more productive activities. Most of us grew up with strict drug control; most of us know where to find gray and black market drugs. I’m not saying “If you outlaw guns only outlaws will have guns” I’m saying when motherfuckers start shooting up the joint waving a law at them is frivolous.

The Tragedy In Connecticut
Let it out. Don't be afraid to cry, don't be afraid to get angry. Yes, I asked "Why!?", Yes, I wanted him alive so he could see the suffering and pain he caused,.... yes, I prayed and prayed and prayed until my head hurt and I came to realize that this was not an act of God but of man. WE create these people who are bullied, ignored, hated, or abused. Each time we walk by someone hurting and choose to not see them or scoff at their very existence we give them just one more reason to hate themselves enough to want any and everybody around them hurt or dead.....much like they are inside. What seeds do we sow? Even a polite "hello" and half hearted smile means so much more than a crude look of distain. WE shoot people in the heart when we choose to not acknowledge someones presence. People scream to be seen, people act out to be acknowledged. We should be reaching out to them before they reach for something dangerous. People who kill often times have nothing to lose because they have been

12-15-12 Update
Many of you have noticed I have't been around for a few months, well things in my life have turned upside down. My husband of 17 years left me and has filed for divorce, my court date is Feburary 25th. I haven't had any access to internet until just

Unity And Love
I offer you peace. I offer you love. I offer you friendship.I see your beauty. I hear your need. I feel your feelings.My wisdom flows from the Highest Source. I salute that Source in you.Let us work together for unity and love.