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fighting on short notice.....   fighitng while hurt........   fighting at all......    
Fubar Nfl Fantasy Football League
          hello friends and family i want to start a NFL fantasy football league will need 7 entries to join  ,8 counting me then we will do a live draft in my  lounge u will need 2QBS, 3RBs, 3WRs,2TEs,2Ks,2DEF per roster  each week u will start 1QB,2RBs,2WRs,1TE,1K,1DEF - NO ONE CAN DRAFT the same players once a person is drafted there gone will cost 50k a peice to join will all get a NFL FUBAR FANTASY FOOTBALL ID made,  will run from week one to week 17!!!!!!!!!WINNER will get 100 pic rates , 20k fu bux,and a salute statin u r the CHAMP from each member in the contest ,and a custom morph and graphic from me        HERES WHAT THE IDs LOOK LIKE !!!!
5 questions. 1 chance. 5 honest answers. Thats all you get. You get to ask me 5 questions. (inbox) Any questions, anything, no matter how crazy it is. No catch. Just between me and you. No one else will ever know. But I DARE you to repost this. And see what people ask you
Madd Bomber's Society
 I will be the first to admit I ask to be bombed on a regular basis and I never once bought a cherry bomb to return the favor.  I thank those who has bombed me without asking anything in return (THANK YOU VERY MUCH) I rate photos on a regular basis using up the max rates that my level offers. I try to rate people who takes care of me but it doesn't always workout like that. I like to be bombed and so I rate bombers profiles and photos alot when the bombing starts. it may sound kiss-ass to some and maybe rightly so but in this "Game" you have to kiss a little ass to get ahead.  I'm no writer nor am i a poet but I am a rater have no other choice but to do so. If I rate you It's cause of two things, one is cause your cherry bombs are activated and the other is cause you ask me to. It's not that hard to see why bombers bomb other bombers but those who take the time to bomb us raters I want to personally thank you for all of us who are trying to get to your level..                     
My Life With Lee
  Over a year ago Lee and I met each other here,he fell head over heels for me (smiles) but I,at the time,thought he was rushing things a little fast...he backed off after awhile thinking all I wanted was friendship,and later on got himself involved with someone else.  We still talked up to the point where they started their life together,I realized too late that I had forgotten to tell him I loved him and he just turned and walked away...We quit talking to each other over the phone because he really wanted to give this new relationship a fair shot,after a couple of months with this other person he realized things would never work out...5 months later it had evaporated....One day he made a new account and came to my page to find me,I just happened to be running late for work and saw him here and thought I was dreaming (I had left all my reminders of him and us here during this time because I KNEW in my heart he was and is my SoulMate)He had left a PM wanting to know if I would be st
Two Question
Life really boils down to 2 questions...1. Should I get a dog....?       OR...   2. Should I have children?         No  matter what situations life throws at  you.... No  matter how long and treacherous your journey may seem...Remember  ~~ there is a light at the end of the tunnel.           You're  laughing aren't you? That's good ~~ my job here is  done! Have a great  day
Lyin' Bastard
Fudrama Part Deux
Out Of Place
So here's a small list of them and what they do to me. Feel free to reply to add your own, it's always good to know what other people are into.   -Thongs. O M G I don't even know why, but thongs just drive me crazy. G strings not so much, but a black or red thong just gets my mind going, it makes me fantasize about ripping it off with my teeth, spanks, bites, rough sex, I just can't control myself when I lower a pair of pants and surprise surprise! A thong! Other colors do it of course, but red and black are my favorite ones so it's a dream come true.   -Glasses. I love the way women with glasses look. Sure, not 100% of them, but most of them. It gives them a sort of sweet and innocent look, so of course this only gets hotter when I know the girl is not sweet and innocent, the clash of image versus reality makes this quite hot. I love it when a woman wears glasses during sex as well, or when they bite their glasses in a cheeky innocent-ease manner.   -Tattoos. Nothing
The "soldiers Not Victoms Save The Troops Campiagn "
THIS WAS SENT TO ALL NEWS STATION, NEWS PAPERS AND ALL MILITARY SUPPORT GROUPS.   July 13, 2009 Scott La Marca…Army Soldier   My concern as an American is that we allow our soldiers to fight for our freedom, put their lives on the line and their families and children also pay while they are gone to serve OUR COUNTRY. We turn our backs on them and the battles they fight that are not of their doing but others that may commit these crimes such as i.e. making false statements and to the courts accusing them of something they did not do, and other crimes the people they know did but the soldier is being held responsible for their actions when they return from a deployment. We repay them by allowing their children not to spend time with them when they return from being deployed or military missions. We allow the spouse or ex-spouse to go to court and make false statement claims that end up taking their rights away while being a soldier. The crazy part is we allow the spouse or ex-
I've Learned...
I've always been told that you should avoid political discussion with most individuals, as you should religious.  However, Im going to assume that the vast majority of you have some type of intelligence floating around in your brains, somewhere, even if it is an *extremely* small amount for some. I’m crazy unhappy about the Koran burning party that some preacher is trying to throw in Florida tomorrow, in remembrance of 9/11.  It makes me angry to a point that I didn’t think it was possible to be at a preacher, other than Westboro Baptist's lunatic leader.  I don’t understand "Christian" leaders, who advocate hate towards other religions, or people, or anyone at all really.  Even if they look at it and say "9/11 was Muslims, this must be they all advocate violence", it’s still stupid, based on a couple of key points. 1.       Not ALL Muslims advocate acts such as 9/11.  I personally know a few people of this religion...and *none* of them advocate events like th
Broken I lay in bed, with a surrounding fearWhen i close my eyes, I can feel it draw near What looms in the dark, I do not know But when it is light, it does not show Deception, hurt, and years of pain It consumes me like, a never ending rain It blankets my body, heart, and soul What will come next, how will it unfold I prepare for the worst, and hope for the best Soon it will be here, then i will know the rest I fight through each day, with all of my heart Now i realise, it has torn me apart The final strands, and nerves, of a tattered man I dont know how, much more i can stand I lay in bed, with a surrounding fear When i close my eyes, I can feel it draw near.......
Your Soulmate
Your Soulmate The face, the body and location unknownWhen they are found, your mind will be blownNot mistaken, as your first loveBut something as pure, as a white doveYour souls will entwine, and rejoice together It is a true love, that will last foreverThrough hell and it's fury, here on earthThrough trials, and pain, pregnancy and birthIt is known in life that, they are the oneIf you find that person, make sure you dont run For they are meant, to be with you Heartfully, Soulfully, and eternally trueUnconditional love, where your heart drops to the floorMake sure that you open your heart, and the doorWe walk our path that is dark and alone Will you be one, where your soulmates unknownI hope for you, that one life in your lifeYou find your soulmate, who is your friend or your wife
Just Stuff
Go ahead and scream like no one cares Live the life that no one else dares Dare to be bold dare to be strong See the dream in wich you belong Don't be afraid of what you cant see Be afraid not to believe
Topic Or Question Of The Week ... =_)
warmth Days like this a warm body, next to a sun filled room is all i need. Soft touch, gentle caress as it touches my skin. I miss the warmth, i need the warmth, crave the warmth. Smile as I know one day it will arrive, smile as for one day i will not have to crave. Warmth is on the way  1st of as I ask this question, it is for couples (committed BF & GF, or Married ones)   ok with that being said here it is "Respect or Controll" - Men and women Plz respond.   My Example is this - Your going out of the home, work etc.... is it controlling to give an FYI to ur Mate or is it Respect? also how about going to be late, or happen to be somewhere else other than known? I have heard different opinions, so plz speak up ... =_)   This morning or afternoon after I woke my head was filled with too many thoughts for sleep. My Motto lately has been "One Day at A Time". Some days being longer than others. I thanks GOD for getting me thru.... Thank You
Ppl Piss Me Off!!!
I got on today and checked my messages..from someone who dont know me, and whom i've never talked to before wrote this to me!!   RE: what the fuck is the matter with you?...your one ver sick mother fucker for thinking interracial is okay when its dead wrong.I cant wait till interraical is agaanst the law.whore better be glad theres a law aganst protecting worthless ass mother fuckers like you or i would shot you & thaat bride in the fucking worthless head.i think this site should ban you.
Out Of My Reach
The pain in my heart intensifies. I reach out my hand only to watch you turn away. Tears fill my eyes, the pain in my heart intensifies, and still I reach out to you. I want to save you, I need to save me, and in that we’ve lost us. I call out, one last time. A hope and a prayer is all that’s left. You’re gone and all I have is my outstretched hand.
I'm not always good with words,saying how I feel seems wrong.All I have ever wantedwas the one thing I could never have.One thing that was always denied me.I jumped in with both feet,when I should have used my head.Is it wrong for me to want things?Wrong to be selfish on occasion?Sometimes I act without thinking,I say things I regret,I hurt those around me.Perhaps I should leave well enough alone,not try to examine what I feel.Shut myself off as I have before.Part of me can't do this,part of me wants to yell and scream,to say yes! I have been done wrong.Yet part of me just wantsthat one little thing that I can't seem to find.When I do I am not sure how to dealI just want to be loved,I want it to be real.  If I were a color, what color would I be? Would I be blue? For without you beside me I just couldn’t see. Would I be red? For the passion in my heart would be taking hold? I am unprepared if that happens, I want to fight being cold. Would I be green? For the things I have seen
You Know The Drill
just so you know i did not intentionaly get rid of all my bling....someone whos name i wont say...(shue)....sent some yankees bling to my page...well i hate the yankees almost as much as i hate child molesters...and so in a panic to get  that crap off my page ...i deleted everything
To All Who Tried To Find Love
If you find yourself in love with someoneand that someone does not love you be gentle to yourselfthere is nothing wrong with you love just did not choose to rest in that someone's heartIf you find someone in love with you and can not answer that love feel honored that love came by and called on door but gently refuse the feeling you cannot returnas love did not choose to settle in your heart If you find yourself in love with someone and the love returned it still can happen that love chooses to leave do not try to reclaim it and do not assess any blamelet it go despite the pain there is a reason and meaning to cannot choose love by yourselfLOVE CHOOSES YOU
Playin In The Sand
They had run for two days, driven on by the enemy and in fear of their lives.  At dawn on the third day, they felt safe sitting in eachothers' arms watching the Sun come.  And in those moments of peace, they realized spirituality and intimacy that a lifetime of searching had not revealed to them. My attempt at poetry.  More to folow.  Better too I hope :-) When I look into your eyes Your love is there for me These moments help me realize How much more there is to see.     Is there really a place called Knob Lick Kentucky?  I mean dude.... How are you all today.  I'm working and pushing myself to get out in the heat.  I had a video crew here today to shoot some footage of the operation. They atually put makeup on me.  Ha!!  It's 120 degrees out in the middle of nowhere and they wanted me to look good.  Surreal man. So I hope all is well in the states.  I'm actually trying to learn how to care for my bamboo shoots.  I got a little cup and about a dozen bamboo about four inches t
Running Built For This I will be posting some of my personal running blog here. This is one of them:   So Lauren txtd me and asked if I was down with her "short" run. After being achy all day I started to feel better towards the end of my work day so I decided to reschedule the Kelly Drive run and join her. It was a struggle today I admit. If it was up to me 2.5 would have been sufficient. But Lauren had done some "speed work" earlier in the day so I felt compelled to get that next 2.5 done. She stressed to me the imprtance of rest and said since I was ahead of schedule I should rethink when I want to step it up to the 8.37 of Kelly Drive.So, the title of this post is "Clockwork". Ray Kline was a good friend of mine. He was known as Clockwork in the music biz. His production landed on the OuterSpace album "Blood Brothers". We would chat about music in the beginning and then evolved our friendship into a lot of l
Nsfw For Bling And Whats Wrong With It
ya know i been off this site for a few years and when i come back i notice people are sayin "buy me this to see my nsfw pics." does anyone else see this as prostitution? i mean i cant afford that shit for myself why the hell would i buy ya a bling pack to see yer tits? seriously, its pretty lame. almost makes wanna say to hell with this site  
New Evidence "swine-flu" Is Man-made
(A. True Ott, PhD, ND) – Novartis Patent Detailed And Mass Murder Charged Murder suspects are either convicted or acquitted at trial based on the prosecution’s presentation of EVIDENCE which usually hinges on MOTIVE, OPPORTUNITY, and TIME-LINES combined with physical documents. To gather such hard evidence, detectives and/or federal agents often spend months following leads and interviewing witnesses. In the trial phase, re-creating the sequence of events is essential. I submit this paper will provide more than enough hard evidence to at least result in a series of criminal indictments of charges of MASS MURDER, and CONSPIRACY TO COMMIT WORLD GENOCIDE against Novartis Pharmaceutical principals and agents and others. PRIMARY MOTIVE The Primary Motive behind this alleged criminal activity is also the primary cause of most murders in the world today, and that motivation is simply: BIG MONEY. Billions of Dollars of windfall profits from government contracts worldwide, as a m
Mfkn Fam
Ok, not really sure how to say what all I feel I need to say, but here goes. As most of you know I left the MFKN Fam because I was tired of constantly helping others and never ggetting anything in return.  However, looking back on it I feel my actions were not completely justified. I have in the past couple of days had some conversations with a few of the founders, all of which have brought up some good points. My biggest mistake was blaming the Fam as a whole, for the actions of some. So, while my comments and frustration were not directed to everyone, I DO WANT TO APOLOGIZE TO EACH AND EVERYONE OF THE MFKN MEMBERS. I WOULD ALSO LIKE TO MAKE A SPECIAL APOLOGY TO THE FOUNDERS OF THE FAM FOR NOT GIVING THEM A CHANCE. With all of that being said, and after reading DJ Lost Soul's latest blog on the homepage, i have decided that i do not want to walk away from the Fam. So with his approval I am adding the MFKN back into my name. I feel it is better for me to stay and try to help make this
Out Of Control Government
Texas DNA exonerees find prosperity after prison By JEFF CARLTON, Associated Press Writer Jeff Carlton, Associated Press Writer Fri Sep 4, 1:13 pm ET DALLAS – Thomas McGowan's journey from prison to prosperity is about to culminate in $1.8 million, and he knows just how to spend it: on a house with three bedrooms, stainless steel kitchen appliances and a washer and dryer. "I'll let my girlfriend pick out the rest," said McGowan, who was exonerated last year based on DNA evidence after spending nearly 23 years in prison for rape and robbery. He and other exonerees in Texas, which leads the nation in freeing the wrongly convicted, soon will become instant millionaires under a new state law that took effect this week. Exonerees will get $80,000 for each year they spent behind bars. The compensation also includes lifetime annuity payments that for most of the wrongly convicted are worth between $40,000 and $50,000 a year — making it by far the nation
Gotta Love Drama
Those four little words come from the very depths of my soul. They were not given lightly and they mean a great deal. It means forever, and beyond death for me. You are the only one I love and you are the only one I want to be with. Tempers have flared and accusations have been thrown on both sides. Yet those four words remain. They are words that bind the heart that no matter what you will have my love eternally and I will have yours. They are unconditionally and irrecoverably. Just like my love for you. I love you just as much now as I did when I first told you I did. Nothing has changed. You are in my heart and on my mind and in my soul. I need you in my life and I miss you so badly. People always talk about drama. They don't want it and don't need it, they all want to be happy and find either thier prince or princess which is all fine and good. There is just one problem with that. Sadly enough there are alot of people out there in cyberspace that just don't quite get it.   D
For The Beautiful Lady Only
Ladies, Do you want to order all your Avon needs right from home without looking for that book or an Avon Rep? I have NOW OPENED! My Avon ONLINE STORE JUST FOR YOU! All the beauty products for your "TEEN GIRLS" with acne and skin issues, cheaper and safer than that "other" brand plus much much more AND don't forget about yourself and tell your men to buy you something nice just because!! Click this link and have fun! The best part is I dont have to know you ordered anything because it comes TO YOUR DOOR! Thank you Ladies and if you have questions contact me here or my "personal" info is on the site... HAPPY SHOPPING!
Show Me The Way To Go Home
Why is it that when ONE man dies, the whole of America loses their minds with grief. When a man dies whose only contribution to the country was to ENTERTAIN people, the Amercian people find the need to flock to a memorial in Hollywood, and even Congress sees the need to hold a "moment of silence" for his passing? Am I missing something here? ONE man dies, and all of a sudden he's a freaking martyr because he entertained us for a few decades? What about all those SOLDIERS who have died to give us freedom? All those Soldiers who, knowing that they would be asked to fight in a war, still raised their hands and swore to defend the Constitution and the United States of America. Where is their moment of silence? Where are the people flocking to their graves or memorials and mourning over them because they made the ultimate sacrifice? Why is it when a Soldier dies, there are more people saying "good riddence," and "thank God for IEDs?" When did this countr
Advice From My Friends?
So, I'm wondering if any of you have experience with Mixed families - if not, maybe some of you are parents of children in "broken" homes....and that might be enough experience to help me figure out something. As most of you know (and maybe some of you don't) I am a single mom of two kids.  That in an of itself comes with a host of issues and problems but that is something for another blog. I've started dating a guy that I've known for years.  The relationship is pretty darn good.  A realistic one if you know what I mean.  I don't believe him to be a knight in shinning armor come to sweep me off my feet.  He's someone that I love being with, that I connect with and that I can talk to...normally... The issue is this - he is seperated and going through a divorce.  His "wife" left and moved in with a boyfriend (also not the subject of the blog shh :P )  He has a 9 year old daughter who he is considering at least fighting to have joint custody of.  Obviously, I have no issue with this (
Erotic Writings
                                                                                    1.        He had not planned on kissing her just yet. He told himself it was too early, too bold a move. Better to wait for a more definite sign that she would respond favorably.  Maybe it was the moonlight on her vibrant skin, or the way the stars sparkled in her eyes when she looked just past him to the heavens that made him pause. Something about her presence sang to him, her symphony holding his body in rapture. His nervousness and caution melted away and he saw a beauty far greater than anything he had experienced before, a beauty beheld, it should seem, only by angels. Funny, he thought, how the senses cross when they are overwhelmed: the sight of her he could almost taste, he could hear the way her breath might feel on his neck, and that symphony sang to him as always, pulling his body close. The sudden certainty that he must kiss her flooded his awareness. Bold, yes, but absolutely necessary.
I checked in on my coworker. He was a little bit more responsive today. He just doesn't realize what he is in store for. I explained a little about how he was going to have to do the physical therapy himself. He was pretty doped up on morphine still. All I got was, "Okay" to everything. He is young and will recover. Thanks to everyone who kept him and his family in your prayers. A very good friend of mine, a coworker was in a tragic car accident. He was hit by two vehicles right after another. He is 21 adn fighting for his life right now. Please say a pray for him. His name is Joey. Thank you all. GOD bless.
My heart is heavy, my heart is broke. It takes your breath, and it makes you choke. The pain will take you to a dark place and eat you alive. Loving someone will only get your heart broken. The tears will roll and you will ache. Love is a lie, love is untrue. It will eat you alive and leave you blue. I look into your eyes and see the real you, and it makes me wonder why you do the tings you do. People come and people go but my love will always show. You took my heart and broke it in two. Why oh why do you treat me this way. You pick up my heart and you throw it away. Alone in the dark, with just my thoughts. Crying because of the lonelyness and pain. What went wrong I will never know, I'll just pick up the pieces and go. Welcome to the dark and wrap myself in it. Stay in the dark, live in the dark. Never to love again.
Final Countdown...
so it looks like this is it...i will hav 1 last set of 11z and i hav 1 bomb ..then i will wait for my vip to end. after that i think i will be leaving FU   ty  2 the ppl that hav been friends 2 my #1 and i and i hope b4 i go we can find a way 2 stay in touch. pm me and ill get back to you.   thank you again,   bucknekkid..aka..ruffrydr..aka..manwhore 
World Events
a thousand questions - injustice from Kristian Martens on Vimeo. Q'Orianka Kilcher reads Rita Lasar, "To Avoid Another September 11, U.S. Must Join the World" (September 5, 2002) from Voices of a People's History on Vimeo. Q'Orianka Kilcher reads Rita Lasar, "To Avoid Another September 11, U.S. Must Join the World" (September 5, 2002) by Voices of a People's History
The Wake Up Call
8 years ago. My best friend woke me up. Told me you need to see this. As I opened my eyes. Grabbed the coffee he made for. I reached for cig. as I started to light it up he told " This is not gonna be easy for you to see". The tv came on. The 1st tower was hit. I dropped my lighter in shock. Then the phone rang. My heart now in my throat. Thinking In my head plz dont let that be for me. It was. As the second plane hit. It was My cousins wife. Frantic, crying, rambling words. I told her to calm down whats wrong. All she could mutter over her tears is albert's in there Im losing albert! Just then my cigs feel to the floor as my phone did too. My cousin , who I never met face to face. Was the closest cousin I had. We talked 3 times a wek like it was religion. wrote each other all the time. when he got married I had custom rings made for them.I was suppose to finally meet him the next week. A cousin I loved more than Life itself now gone. I hung up the phone. It rings again. My USAF recrui
Well its been 8 years ago that america was changed forever, so many lives cut short. My heart still hurts and I still cry sometimes when I hear Alan Jackson sing "Where Were You When The World Stopped Turning", I sit there think "Why God Why" would you let this happen? But I know that he had a reason for everything and in time his reasons will be revealed. But I still wonder and I still pray that we as americans will never have to see something like this again. I sure dont want my children to ever have to see it. But I know that where is a purpose and he will show us in his time. As americans we must stick together and work as one to keep this nation strong!   I am writing this blog just as a opening for me this is my 1st one, So please feel free to watch this small clip of how our world was changed forever 8 years ago.   All I ask is you please feel free to leave comments, If you have a memory please share.       Thanks in advance to all those who take the time to read! May Go
R.i.p Docy
        In Remembrance Of Docy    
Groups/anti Groups On Fubar
Groups on Fubar and any other site are made for various reasons. Personally i own a small leveling group called the SG Sex God/Goddess' I have seen various groups go bad but on the same hand have been judged in the past because i owned a help crew on another site a long time ago. PEople want to hate or judge me or my members because we carry a name on our name? let em.... They want To join and help other people and get love, friendship and respect from each other... your more than welcome.... If a group is running around and making threats then thats sad... but realize there are some people that make up stories.. some good and some bad about someone else... just an opinion i have... I am not nor will ever be anti groups.. I will state this though... If a group of people are making threats and wish to try that with me or mine there will be a serious issue.... I seriously doubt that will happen... again this is just my opinion and Fubar is supposed to be a social site thats for FUN! BTW
My Love Of Breasts
So, the majority of my friends know, I'm hands down, the biggest fan of boobs.  Alot of guys say they are, but trust me, I'm the biggest.  Small, Big, fat, skinny, short, long, doesn't matter.  I love all of them.  And I to prove to everyone that I am the biggest fan there is, I have come up with a way to show you, sorta. So, if there a like a Boob's football team, I would be that psycho devoted fan that you always see wearing a Boob's jersey.  Probably dress up as a boob, got season tickets to all the Boob's games, home and away.  TAILGATE PARTY FOR THE BOOBS!!!!  GO BOOBS!!! YOU'RE THE GREATEST THING ON THE PLANET!!!  See what I'm getting at?  I'm  saying I'd open a Boob's sports bar.  All the waitresses and bartenders would have to wear shirts that say BOOB'S om the front.  Women drink for free if the flash me their boobs, that kinda thing. So you see what I'm getting at?  I love boobs more than any man on the planet.  And to show you again?  I'm going to scour the internet and fi
What The Hell
Omg This Is Cute :p
The doctor, after an examination, sighed and said, 'I've got some bad news. You have cancer, and you'd best put your affairs in order.'The woman was shocked but managed to compose herself and walk into the waiting room where her daughter had been waiting.'Well, daughter, we women celebrate when things are good, and we celebrate when things don't go so well. In this case, things aren't well. I have cancer. So, let's head to the club and have a martini.'After 3 or 4 martinis, the two were feeling a little less somber. There were some laughs and more martinis. They were eventually approached by some of the woman's old friends, who were curious as to what the two were celebrating.The woman told her friends they were drinking to her impending end, 'I've been diagnosed with AIDS.'The friends were aghast, gave the woman their condolences and beat a hasty retreat.After the friends left, the woman's daughter leaned over and whispered, 'Momma, I thought you said you were dying of cancer, and you
New Blog
Remember when you could afford another Hog, a new pick up truck, or Carhart work clothes.    Cause some dudes will pay what ever it takes we all!    Remember when you could count on the other biker in the bar to back you up, and not be some lawyer (to want to sue fer ya), or some dentist (to want to fix yer knocked out teeth), or some gutless weezel who runs for the door when the first glass breaks.    MAN....I see all these shiney new scoots with riders in t-shirts from places they never been, brand new engineer boots, chain drive wallets, black carhart jeans, and not a fuggin beard, tatto, or long hair among em. Is dis that yuppie scum shit I been hearin about? How did they get on my mountain? How do I get rid of them....?    And now you yuppie says to me you got a computer and a web I says, I never walked around in high waters with a pocket protecter and slide rule. I admit I'm a computer geek wanna be......why you actin like a Biker!    Ya....I know
My Thoughts.
Change Your Thinking It will take just 37 seconds to read this and change your thinking. Two men, both seriously ill, occupied the same hospital room. One man was allowed to sit up in his bed for an hour each afternoon to help drain the fluid from his lungs. His bed was next to the room's only window. The other man had to spend all his time flat on his back. The men talked for hours on end. They spoke of their wives and families, their homes, their jobs, their involvement in the military service, where they had been on vacation.. Every afternoon, when the man in the bed by the window could sit up, he would pass the time by describing to his
Dragon Massage Studio
hey everyone out there in Fu-land.  i just recently started up my massage practice again. and am looking for clients.  my rates are very fair and i will travel if need be. travel fee is dependent on distance.   my rates are as follows:   $60- for a full body massage   $45- for a combination massage ( neck and back, legs and arms, chest and shoulders, feet and legs, etc)   $30- for a partial massage ( neck, arms, legs, back, etc)       travel fees are:   0-10 miles - free   10-20 miles - $10   20-30 miles - $15   30-40 miles - $20   40-50 miles - $30   Will negotiate a price break for anything over 50 miles. 1/2 off first Massage with booking of a second. Group rates for clients booking 5 massages or more at a time.  Travel fee waived if you can line up 3 or more massages in the same area. i have traveled to other states in the past. but must have more than 1 massage lined up to make it worth my time.   if you want to book an appointment either leave me a m
I Am In Auction Please Bid On Me
My Auction
        Do you want to be FU-Owned?Come and join my Auction.Entry fee is 5k but the bidding will start @ 50k so you will more then double your fubucks.All you need to do is send me your offer in a pm and a pic that you would like to use.The Auction will run for 2 weeks startin on Oct 5th @7am EST and will end Oct 16th @ 7 am Est. So get your offers in and come make some new friends.If the person who bids the highest doesnt fulfill their obligations it will go to the second highest bidder.The hostess is NOT responisble for payment.Please ADD/FAN/RATE the hostess and you hostess is tumbleweed fuengaged to beerman@ fubar  
Writings And Ramblings.
i know that i am strongdont you try to tell me differentive been through hellbut im still standing.these eyes have cried more tearsthan any eyes should ever cry.this heart has felt more painthan any heart should ever feel.but im still here.what does not kill me, makes me stronger.many nights ive lied awakewondering what would have happenedif i had not made my mistakes.But then i rememberthat while i cannot change the pasti have control over what happens now.if it wasnt for my pasti would not be strong.sometimes i have weak moments.sometimes i live in hell.sometimes i want to screamsometimes i break down and crywhile all of these thingsmay be weaknesses,gather them togetherthrow them at me, put them in meand they give me strength.this is me, who i am.i know that i am strong.i know that i will live on.pain i have defeated.tears have run dry.i want to be happy....its all I ever wanted.i deserve it, ive earned it.i am strong, and i will move on if my pillow could talk it would say so many
Fallen Pittsburgh Officers 4-4-09 (rip Eric, My Friend)
Dont Read This, Its Just A Waste Of Time, Ill Point And Laugh At You
told ya, no secrets of life here fools *points and laughs at you
An Awakening
An Awakening - When in the midst of all your fears and insanity you stop dead in your tracks and somewhere the voice inside your head cried out- ENOUGH! Enough of the fighting and crying or struggling to hold on, and like a child quieting down after a blind tantrum, your sobs begin to subside, you shudder once or twice, you blink back your tears and through a mantle of wet lashes you begin to look at the world through new eyes. This is your awakening. You realize that its time to stop hoping and waiting for something to change or for happiness, safety and security to come galloping over the next horizon. You come to terms with the fact that he is not Prince Charming and you are not Cinderella and that in the real world there aren’t always fairy tale endings (or beginnings for that matter) and the guarantee of “happily ever after” must begin with you and in the process of a sense of serenity is born acceptance. You awaken to the fact that you are not perfect and tha
Wanna Own Me For A Month (my 1st Auction)
WooHoo...My 1st Auction! Help Me Make It A Good One Plz! Who Wants To Own Sum Ch3rrY Pie? Pls Make A Bid For Me...I Promise It Will Be Worth It! ;) PS. Sorry its not lettin me add the direct link here to the auction but the link is on my status! Thanx, Ch3rrY ~XOXOX~     
Ok... I haven't been around for a few days because I've had a lot of things going on. Been super busy, and then I dislocated my knee, and my favorite uncle that I was very close to killed himself yesterday. I'm having a hard time dealing with the circumstances of his death. So, if I'm not around much or just seem flaky, well now you know why.   I know that he wasn't the type of person to do something like that. I found out that he'd been put on 4 types of antidepressants in the past few weeks. The last last time I'd spoken with him, he told me he was happy, even though he was having some health issues. He'd had heart problems but told me he was getting better and taking better care of himself. So, all this came as a shock yesterday when suddenly he just took his own life. I know he was strong in his faith and in his church, and that's what makes it so hard for me to believe that he was himself.   From what I have been told, he suddenly didn't even recognize his own sister, and was
Nc Cherokee Warrior   When we lose something that is precious to us, we are left with a feeling of sadness. Whether it is a precious friend or even a treasured object, the loss can be hard to bear. It is as if a part of you has gone missing. Throughout our life we amass collections of friends and treasured possessions. Having close relationships help us feel as if we are not alone in the world. When we lose someone or something that is precious to us, we may realize that there is a certain aloneness that can never be filled. Ultimately the condition of life is one of being alone before G-d. MAY YOU R.I.P. NC CHEROKEE WARRIOR YOU WILL BE MISSED BUT NEVER FORGOTTEN:   LOVE ALWAYS, TEJANA POR VIDA
Gone Too Far
My son is 15 and has begun to check out girls (especially the tits and ass on these girls). He begain dating this one girl last month, she was sweet but too clingy for Wilson. Anywho.....Wilson had gone to a fire department (he's on the youth fire department) meeting. When he gets there he sees clingy girl's real dad (her mother died a few years back and he didn't want anything to do with her so her Aunt adopted her). Well her "sperm dnor" saw and yelled at Wilson walking into the fire department. He was sitting in his truck with his door open and motioned for Wilson to come to the truck. Wilson walks to the truck and see this guy take a bullet out of his glock, wrote Wilson's name on the bullet in sharpie and asked him if he knew what it was. Wilson said "A bullet with my name on it". Then the guy told Wislon if he did anything other then hold hands of kiss his daughter he's gonna start at his pinky toe and work his way to his ass. It bothered Wilson so much he finally told us what
Living Right By Letting Go
Tuesday, October 13, 2009 Living right by letting go. Sometimes we need to let go of that which is holding us down. It can be very hard to let go, especially when you have an emotional attachment.You must ask yourself, in letting go, will it positively impact you? Will you be better off in the long run, by letting go? We find that most of the time, the answer to this question is "yes", and only due to the fact that we needed to let go, because that which was holding us down was something negative, and therefore not beneficial to us in any way possible.We need to reevaluate what it is that we call "positive" in our life. One must understand that every meaningful interaction we have, not only with others but with ourselves must thoroughly be grounded in the basic meanings of the word "love". When we hold onto that which holds us back, depresses, saddens, or causes us to feel negative, that there is in fact no love involved. One can not truly say they are loving themselves when the
I'm About To Come Alive
I can hear you downstairs crying on the phoneTelling someone that I'm here but you still feel all aloneMaybe we were too youngGoodbye, I've gotta goI can hear the baby waking upGot to get back to the life I know I should have never believed himMaybe I should just leave him Maybe I'm not but you're all I got left to believe inDon't give up on meI'm about to come aliveAnd I know that it's been hardAnd it's been a long time comingDon't give up on meI'm about to come alive No one thought I was good enough for youExcept for youDon't let them be rightAfter all that we've been through'Cause somewhere over that rainbowThere's a place for meA place with you In every frame upon our wallLies a face that's seen it allThrough ups and downs and then more downsWe helped each other off of the groundNo one knows what we've been throughMaking it ain't making it without you
Being A Submessive
Fkd With A Roll Of Quarters
Last time I tried to change jobs in the company I was stalled off until they hired someone else and the general manager asked, didn't you want that job? Have you ever done to good a particular job that they wanted you right where you are? That is where I am at. This new job would be an upgrade in pay, position and working conditions but once again they are playing the same old game. Would love to change jobs in the company or somewhere else but we have the 3rd highest unemployment rates in the country so I am screwed
She came home early and found her husband in their bedroom making loveto a very attractive young woman.  The wife was VERY upset!"You are a disrespectful pig!" she cried. "How dare you do this to me - a faithful wife, the mother of your children!  I'm leaving you. I want adivorce straight away!" And he replied:"Hang on just a minute luv, so at least I can tell you what happened""Fine, go ahead", she sobbed, " but they'll be the last words you'll say to me!"And he began:"Well, I was getting into the car to drive home and this young lady hereasked me for a lift. She looked so down and out and defenceless that Itook pity on her and let her into the car. I noticed that she was very thin, not well dressed and very dirty.She told me that she hadn't eaten for three days!  So, in my compassion,I brought her home and warmed up the enchiladas I made for you lastnight, the ones you wouldn't eat because you're afraid you'll put on weight. The poor thing devoured them in moments.Since she needed a
Fucking Retards.
jeez i love trolling on here for the ugly and old. it REALLY amuses me to see these "people" honestly posting pictures and shit on purpose that just embarasses them. although i am completely against, and hate, the whole employers trolling sites like this and firing people over what they say and do in their own time and whateverthefuck, i would completely shitcan 99% of these idiots if they worked for me and i saw their shit on here. but come on, its hilarious laughing at other people. i have no blogs posted. nor, any stashes. except for my red moustache. i forget i got the boot/quit and lost all that shit. however, i believe im going to start adding to the stash. music shit that is. and im pretty sure this blog thing is for me. so i dont forget. im thinking about mass friend requesting just to do it. and every person that "likes" me and rates my photo. but im not going to rate shit. just request. because im bored. BORED GOD DAMNIT. ooooooooooh sweet jesus!!!! the new episodes of
It's A Different Kind Of Beautiful
There seems to be two types of people who are in the crazy waiting room. The first is the lethargic, schmeh, everything is horrible people who mope around with their heads hung through imaginary nooses that they’d wish were real ones. The other type is the super hyper, mile a minute, medicated conversation starters that see something about you to which they can relate and attempt an in depth conversation in the narrow space between arriving at the office, and being called to talk to your therapist. One of the latter accosted me today and shared with me her thoughts of my lobes with the phrase, “You’ll look like an African soon, tripping over your ears.” Indeed, crazy woman; my goals of becoming African are in fact nearing. Before you know it, I’ll be hunting lions, winning gold metals in the Olympic Games, and being sold to other countries for rum. I have always been fascinated by the swelling trends of aesthetic. What is ironic about these trends is
Wake Up Call
Wow,My life has been turned around in the last few months.My sister is a heroin addict and I now have custody of my 2 nephews.I love the fact that I can offer them more than they have recieved in a long time from their own parents.I believe they deserve more.Since I have had them,I can see a huge difference in the way they act and they just seem all around happier and that alone just heals my soul.They are like sons to me and will always be a major part of my life no matter what happens with them down the road.They have such good hearts and I honestly think They can grow and prosper with the proper guidence.I will give them my all and make  sure i raise two honorable and respectable young men.Its been a real challenge..especially since my wife and I are expecting our own child in nov. but i would do it all over again without a second thought.
"To Return" To return to the cold It isn't much fun To touch the trees no one has known Go rest your head Cause you can't miss this Poor boy became A slave to use Now despair moves in so close Too many years free at last He didn't know so learned to speak He clears his throat Cause you can't miss this [Chorus] Poor boy became A slave to use Rebuild what's left Of this child, so weak Sorry, changes, trample the plan Death, stores, victims Once more [x4] Keep on burnin' through the noose Keep on... [Chorus] Poor boy became A slave to use Rebuild what's left Of this child, so weak To return, to the cold It isn't much, but I'm free at last
Jack Shit
For some time many of us have wondered who is Jack Shit? We find ourselves at a loss when someone says, You dont know Jack Shit? Well, thanks to my efforts you can now respond in an intellectual way. Jack Shit is the only son of Awe Shit who married O Shit, the owners of Knee Deep N Shit Inc. In turn Jack Shit married Noe Shit. The couple had 6 children: Holie Shit, Giva Shit, Fulla Shit, Bull Shit, and the twins Deep Shit and Dip Shit. Deep Shit married Dumb Shit, a high school dropout. After 15 years, Jack and Noe Shit got divorced and she married Ted Sherlock and became Noe Shit Sherlock. Meanwhile, Dip Shit married Lota Shit and had a rather nervous disposition named Chicken Shit. Fulla Shit n Giva Shit married the Happens brothers n had a double wedding. The newspaper invited everyone to the Shit-Happens wedding. Bull Shit traveled the world and returned home with an italian bridePisa Shit. So from now on, no one can tell you that you dont know Jack Shit!
In The Mouth Of Madness
As the blood leaks out and the air reaches in, the early feeling of death starts to begin with a bullet lodged in your chest, you think of your life and hope for the best You think of you family, you think of your friends you start to get cold. you know its the end With your eyes closed tight  you start to cry The last drop of your blood drips , and then you die When I say I love you, it means I love myself enough to let that feeling become a reality once again in my life. It's not to be measured against those words from anyone else, for they are not the same. Caring about someone so much that it enhances ones care for themselves is something not too often felt.   If you have ever been around a person who makes you feel like a better person just by being in their company, you know what I'm talking about. When someone can brighten your day by doing something so little as saying hello to you with a smile that comes from a deeper place than the muscle reaction to raise
Awww So Sweet ....
    In 1986, Peter Davies was on holiday in   Kenya after graduating from   Northwestern   University ..On a hike through the bush, he came across a young bull elephant standing with one leg raised in the air.The elephant seemed distressed, so Peter approached it very carefully. He got down on one knee, inspected the elephants foot, and found a large piece of wood deeply embedded in it.As carefully and as gently as he could, Peter worked the wood out with his knife,after which the elephant gingerly put down its foot. The elephant turned to face the man, and with a rather curious look on its face, stared at him for several tense moments. Peter stood frozen, thinking of nothing else but being trampled.Eventually the elephant trumpeted loudly, turned, and walked away.Peter never forgot that elephant or the events of that day.Twenty years later, Peter was walking through the Chicago Zoo with his teenage son.As they approached the elephant enclosure, one of the creatures turned and walked o
They Made Me Do It!
      What color eyes do you have? Gold in the winter. Hazel in the summer.   How tall are you?6'3"   Right handed or left?Right   Your Heritage: Greek & Spanish Just recently found out I have a fraction of African American as well but not sure how much.   Your job:In school   Do you like your job? I used to :D   Any tattoos/​piercings?​5 tattoos all on my arms   What underwear are you wearing right now?None   What shoes did you wear today?Barefoot   Do you play video games?nope   Have you ever broken someone's heart? probably. If I did, they never told me.   Have you ever had your own heart broken? Very much so   Favorite car:dodge magnum   Favorite animal: Lions & Meerkats   Favorite soda:mt dew/vault   Favorite underwear:boxers   Favorite music: Mostly R&B, reggae, hip hop....aww hell just listen to my playlist   Ever feel like you're not good enough?Nope, not here for the approval of others   Do you want to be in a relation
Needing Alittle Help
 I need alittle help. I've posted a Picture with a ? and a folder say needs alittle help with nickname . I'm really starting to hate the name Camo. So Help  me out here is the link...
Sensual Love
The sun rises on a cool crisp morningMy body aches for want of yearningI want your caress, your touchFor I need your love oh so muchYou are my presence in my mindI am lucky to find a man so kindTo hold in awe at your passion and needYour want for me is not of greedTo languish for hours within your armsYour wit, your humor and that impeccable charmEnlightens within me a new desire each dayOne I hope is there forever to stayI love you lover, my friend and desireMy loins ache for you as though on fireMy breasts harden at your thoughtNipples grow hard, sensitive and tautThe door to my inner depths opens for youThe passion, the fire, the need to endureCaressing you, touching you, kissing youMy love has been waiting so long for youI love you with all my heart and soul!Not just your being but you as a whole!
Alone In The Dark
There was a lonely flower waiting for someone who can accept and pick her up Then savior came to fulfill the emptiness Full of joy, happiness, laughter and pain. One fine dream came true:.. As time goes by:wind blows in a shadow room People know that it's perfect one Living in the iron mask and feel so pathetic Suddenly she became alone in the Dark Feeling of something that unexplainable with grievances and pain:. Deep down inside love became empty Pretending to be happy to escape the fear Living for nothing is not the answer To live alone in the cage of love.   WRITTEN BY M DAVID
Lets Try This Again
Rbk Loves Desertoutlaw
      THE AWESOME DesertOutlaw WiLL HAVE HiS 1ST Happy Hour Thursday @ 6PM make him do the DesertOutlaw HappyDance and Fan/Rate/Add Bling&Bomb the hell outta his profile before he throws me to the crocodile NOW GO & CHECK HiM OUT SHOW HiM LOVE Desert Outlaw owned by the Scrumptious ~ ☥ RisingPhoenix ☥ ~@ fubar & DONT FORGET ON Thursday @ 6PM is his 1st HappyHour This was brought to you by the One & Only Rმinხ☻wBritεKillმ©@ fubar
Movie Lines
Without you, I'm as lonely as an abandoned dog on the side of a highway. I have gift anxiety, even through I don't know when your birthday is. We can spend perfect days shopping and cooking together. I swear, I'll never make wisecracks when you scrape your tires against the curb while parallel parking. If you consent to live with me, I'll clean the toilet every week. I'll do it with my tongue if you ask. I will strike the words "hooters" and "love rockets" from my vocabulary. I'll love you. Even if your name is Mimi and you want me to pronounce it "May May". I will only pass gas underneath the covers and only under the direst of circumstances. Hell, I'll go on a low cholesterol diet. And I won't buy one of those red sports cars when I hit my mid-life crisis. Your parents can come visit us every week, even if your mom is a big witch with a capital B. And your folks don't have to go to a retirement home because they can come live with us. I declare, I'll separate the whites from the colo
Thank You
Support our troops…. They are people that have volunteered to do that which we believe we cannot. Support our troops…. We sit here in our comfortable houses and enjoy our TV, our cars, free time at the local bar, community theatre, friends and family. They are there in the blistering heat, or arctic cold waiting for something to go wrong and to fix it for us. We do not even think about it and don't want to know. Support our troops…. There are some things that you do and don't do. They are told to do those things and are encouraged to like it so that they are desensitized to the brutality that they have to endure. Support our troops… Some politicians think of our troops as dollars in their wallets. Then again if they were like dollars in their wallets then we would not be where we are. He would know how precious each one is to them and would not want to part with a single one. Instead they spends them like our hard earned tax money that they know is not theirs, but spend t
To Help Others
As some of you may know, my girlfriend (who is also my #1 in both the friends and family lists) needs help leveling.  What she needs is to be worth 25,000,000 in fuOwned. I don't have nearly enough fubucks for that at this very moment, so I'm asking for your help.  I'm asking for whatever you can do.  Rates, comments, fubucks donations, anything at all.  Later this week, I'll even be able to offer a 25-credit bling pack to the first person who altruizes me in order to help me do this. As my girlfriend has two children and is doing a damn good job of raising them on her own while working and being a full-time student, she doesn't get to go out and do many of the things that myself and some of you can do.  Fubar is her outlet to chill and have some fun.  Being able to level would mean a lot to her, and being able to help her would mean so much to me.  I love making her happy! :)  That's what a good boyfriend tries to do, right? I thank you in advance for any amount of help that you ca
For All My Haters
lord , som ppl seriously blows my mind. last couple off days i been named called, cus of a game. lol like imma sit in a corner n cry cus somone callin me names. wont happen. i dont give a shit, if me helpin my friends, n doin somthin gd for somone makes me a bad person, then hell, then im hella bad. get it straight i dont give a shit, call me wut ever u wanna call me, but seriously grow up, its like bein back in high school, sheesh , those who know me, knows who i am, they know i am a nice person, dont do drama, just cus i dont sink down to theire level dosent mean im weak n dont know how to fight back, just lazy at times, lmao but seriously keep the shit comin, n il show ya how big off bitch i can be, n il do that with a smile on my face :) *gets up n dances, n sings* keep on hatin keep on hatin ur makin me famouse :D:D:D peac out *claps my hands* Good job to those that woke up today feeling bad about them self  and figured out that today, they gonna make someone feel less about
    F*U*J*E*F*F F*U*J*E*F*F@ fubarHe Has Autos On...  So show this wonderful man some real fubar love So go rate him hard F/R/A/C/B & Bomb him.... AddictedBy Saving AbelBest Video Codes
Yummy Yummy Gumdrops!
Third Eye, Jambi, Stinkfist, Vicarious, Intolerance, Schism, Forty-Six & 2, Lateralus, and Aenima as the finale. Everyone who called in to the local radio stations afterwards said that it was the best concert theyve ever been to, and with all the NIN and Pantera t-shirts I saw out there, thats some pretty high praise. The high point for me, though, was during Lateralus, they brought out the two guys in the opening group, Dalek, to do a little jamming. They had a bottle of something, most likely rum, and they were drinking it. Maynard told the guy he could take it with him as he was walking off-stage, but he must not have heard him. So Maynard, without missing a beat, hopped down, grabbed the bottle, and took a huge swig from it before finishing the song. Epic. Love you, Tool. Now go write your next album! I had a sudden inspiration at work this morning to write this, or write something anyways, and this seemed easiest. Well, my name is Brook. A guy with a girl's name, even though I
A Day In The Life Of Havok!!
So, the other day i had a conversation through the shoutbox. The conversation will remain confidential. Anyways, to sum up the latter part of the convo, I was told that I was a horrible person because I said that I had a tendancy to leave my mind in the gutter (more or less my words). I could hardly believe what I was just told. Because I'm admittingly a male with a dirty mind, I'm automatically a terrible person? I did some thinking and I now present to you the following gem of knowledge.   I am a pervert. I'm a horny bastard who will not think twice to see someone naked or flirt with someone. And guess what? I'm perfectly okay with this and I'll tell you why. All my friends and loved ones know full well that I'm a dirty bastard and they're fine with it because they know something else. I'm a nice guy. I'm a gentleman and a sweetheart. My brand of humor and my mentality are what adds to my charm. Do I force myself on people when they don't want the perversion? No. Contrary to popula
Questions go unanswered I think to much they say Feels as if my heart is dead already Like everything was taken away I want to cry But I hold back the tears Cause I never can voice my opinion Even when I do It falls on cold deaf ears I'm the stranger you once fell in love with I'm the stranger that thinks to fucking much A touch, soft and tender. A whisper, full of desire. A gasp of sweet surrender As passion fuels the fire No words spoken between us No promises to be kept
Allow My Melancholy Indulgences
To Autumn Season of mists and mellow fruitfulness, Close bosom-friend of the maturing sun; Conspiring with him how to load and bless With fruit the vines that round the thatch-eves run; To bend with apples the moss'd cottage-trees, And fill all fruit with ripeness to the core; To swell the gourd, and plump the hazel shells With a sweet kernel; to set budding more, And still more, later flowers for the bees, Until they think warm days will never cease, For summer has o'er-brimm'd their clammy cells. Who hath not seen thee oft amid thy store? Sometimes whoever seeks abroad may find Thee sitting careless on a granary floor, Thy hair soft-lifted by the winnowing wind; Or on a half-reap'd furrow sound asleep, Drows'd with the fume of poppies, while thy hook Spares the next swath and all its twined flowers: And sometimes like a gleaner thou dost keep Steady thy laden head across a brook; Or by a cyder-press, with patient look, Thou watchest the last oozings hours by hours. Where are th
im on the Hunt for the best set of beautiful eyes on FU post a close up pic of your eyes on your profile and send me the link and i will post it in my behind those beautiful eyes  folder  more info to come ..... Starting today:     I will be giving 30k to every 100 rates you give. In order to receive your fubucks, you must private message me with your total and the folder name u rated. 30k will only be given when rated during a Happy Hour. Otherwise you will get 15k. You can rate my pictures all you like, but there is 60k limit per week.     As for the 15k for the bomb, if you bomb me, I will already get a message and as soon as I see it, I will compensate you. 15k will only be given if bombed during a Happy Hour. Otherwise you will get 5k per bomb.     All people that rate and bomb me must have a salute in order to get compensation.     Thanks peoples for your participation and happy rating.
My Poetry
There is a darkness That dwells deep within me It is a sadness which I hide So no one else can see It tortures my soul And invades my thoughts And dims my inner light During the day it haunts me less But hits me hardest At night. The sadness comes from a tortured past from a life with too much pain A stormy past filled with sorrow That falls on me like rain But I know that with time and lots of hope I will someday rise above, And the sadness that lies Within my heart Will be replaced completely with love.   by Melynda   August 11, 2006 It's hard to say the wordEven now twenty years gone by.Just thinking about the wordMakes me feel anxious, wanting to cryI don't think about that nightAs much as I used to,But the memory will neverfade completelyA fight with a memoryThat I always lose to.I still feel it's my faultI still feel guiltyIf I hadn't been out that night,It wouldn't have happened to me.I've been told by a fewThat I am not to blameBut it's hard f
A Soldier's Christmas
Ha! Freaking Love This!
Haven’t been in church sinceI don’t remember whenThings were going greatTil they fell apart againSo I listened to the preacherAs he told me what to doSaid you can’t go hating otheswho done wrong to youSometimes we get angryBut we must not condemnLet the good Lord do his jobAnd you just pray for themI pray your brakes go outRunning down a hillI pray and flower pot fallsFrom a window sillAnd knocks you in the head like I’d like toI pray your birthday comes and nobody callsI pray your flying high when your engine stallsI pray all your dreams never come trueJust know wherever you areHoney, I pray for youReally glad I found my way to churchCause I’m already feeling better and I thank God for the wordsSo I’m gonna take the high roadAnd do what the preacher told me to doYou keep messing up And I’ll keep praying for youI pray your tire blows out at 110I pray you pass out with your best friendAnd wake up with his and her tattoosWherever you are, near or
Auctions Im In
heres the link, cash bids only... come and start me off please   I wont let ya down!
Smoke Gets In You Eyes"tournament"
"Smoke Gets in Your Eyes" Tournament by Loretta Osgood 8/95 - Houston, Texas USA   There were about 45 people gathered for the weekly Sunday afternoon BDD at Sherlock's Baker Street Pub, an establishment located in a 2-story shopping center with the upstairs dart room opening onto a balcony. Just before the draw was made a strange smell was noticed. Laughs all around about someone having thrown a "funny" cigarette in the waste basket. But the smell got stronger. "It's OK folks, said the barmaid, "I think there was a paper towel burning in the trash can." But the smell got stronger...and the room got smoky. Really smoky, with solid curls of smoke obscuring the boards. Everyone started going out on the balcony between rounds for fresh air. Then sirens connected to great big red trucks sounded in the parking lot below. Then a man (I think it was a man, you couldn't really tell, what with the big yellow coat and oxygen mask he was wearing) comes running through the bar and is startle
What Is Love?
     If you were expecting someone perfect,  you  picked the wrong girl. Go buy a damn barbie!      What is love? why must we always search for love? Do any of us really even know what love is? hate is so much easier than love. That's why there are more wars then peace... love is easier to give up on. how do you really know if your in love? honestly? lust is easy confused for love. so how does one really know what love is? Some people just say its out of habit some say its cuz they are more in love with the idea of love then love it self.. So how do we find this out? i mean some say love is being able to see a person at their lowest point and still don't want to give up on them. Some say its loving a person to the point that you
My Poetry
The night is stalking the day an inch at a time Locked together in a dance forever intertwined Ever so close only allowed to touch at twilight This passionate kiss forever fractures the night Not dead or alive but dreaming somewhere in between Eyes forever open listening for the silent scream Of the innocents lost to feed the eternal need The eternal hunger, I give you my body to feed I love you in this second for all eternity I'll share this life together our immortality Passion red as a rose and sharp as this thorn Poised above my neck ready to be reborn The nocturne sings to the children ever lost The gates of heaven and hell forever shut Thirsting for the wine of the deepest cut Drowning in a flood of reverent blood the rain had fallen, leaving everything a glistening wet behind, the drops fell off of the windowsill, drip drip drip Where a bird lay perched, Its sleek black feathers matched the dreary scene, It feet tapped the metal, tap tap tap The bird with the wi
Info On The "just Some Stuff I Write" Category
A little info on the "just some stuff I write" category. They are in no particular order. Some are even older than the time I've been on fu. They may not be for anyone specific or they may be for you. If indeed it is for you...more than likely you will get it via email or some other way. I write because I write, sometimes it flows and sometimes it doesn't. Some are pretty fucking good and let's face it....some are garbage. But I think it's smart to post the garbage as well. Just to show how the Muse works or doesn't work. Some are rantings that must be purged or it will poison me inside. I do write from deep within but sometimes it is embellished in some form to make it work. I am not always miserable (ok a lot of times I am). But it mostly works for the type of writing I do. And I am by far NOT the best (I have seen some amazing stuff on here) But writing is good for the soul therefore I do it. So I just wanted say that they are not in the order they were written. For some reason I th
Adult Humor Courtesy Of Wv's 'hillbilly Hollar'
 (If this offends anyone, I apologize for it)   The President was looking for a call girl. He found such girls in a local pub, a blonde, a brunette and a red-head. To the blonde he said, “I am the President of the United States. Now how much would it cost me to spend some time with you?” She replied, “$200.” To the brunette he asked the same question. Her reply was “$100.” He then asked the red-head.. her reply was:  “Mr. President, if you can get my skirt up as high as my taxes, my panties as low as my wages, get that thing of yours as hard as the times we are living in, keep it rising like the price of gas, keep me warmer than it is in my apartment, and screw me the way you have retiree’s, then it isn’t going to cost you a damn cent!”       One particular Christmas season a long time ago, Santa was getting ready for his annual trip but there were problems everywhere. Four of his elves got sick and the trainees didn
Things That Make U Go Hmmm
  A store that sold husbands has just opened in New York City, where a Woman may go to choose a husband. Among the instructions at the entrance is a description of how the store operates.    You may visit the store ONLY ONCE! There are six floors and the attributes of the men increase as the shopper ascends the flights. There is, however, a catch... you may choose any man from a particular floor, or you may choose to go up a floor, but you cannot go back down except to exit the building! So, a woman goes to the Husband Store to find a husband. On the first floor the sign on the door reads: Floor 1 - These men have jobs and love the Lord.The second floor sign reads:   Floor 2 - These men have jobs, love the Lord, and love kids.The third floor sign reads: Floor 3 - These men have jobs, love the Lord, love kids, and are extremely good looking. "Wow," she thinks, but feels compelled to keep going. She goes to the fourth floor and sign reads: Floor 4 - These men have jobs, lov
My Bad Christmas
THE NEWS TOLD A STORY OF 4 BOYS WHO WERE KICKED OUT OF SCHOOL BECAUSE THE TEE SHIRTS THAY HAD ON WERE OF THE AMERICAN FLAG. FIRST OFF, " THE VISE PRINCE ASSHOLE" SAID THE SHIRTS COULD MAKE THE MEXICAN STUDENTS MAD, AFETR ALL IT WAS MAY5TH. WELL I SAY TO FUCKEN BAD!!!!!! IF THE FUCKEN MEXICAN'S WHO BITCHED ABOUT DOSENT LIKE IT GO BACK TO YOUR OWN SHIT HOLE OF A COUNTRY!!!!! ONE STUDENT WHO WAS MEXCAN, SAID IT WAS DISRESPECTFUL TO HER, WELL SORRY YOU DUMB FUCKING MAEIXCAN CUNT, SEE WAS ARE AMERICANS FIRST THEN WERE WE CAME FROM SECOND !!! YOUR NOT MEXICAN-AMERICAN....YOUR AMERICAN -MEXICAN AND THETS JUST THE WAY IT IS !!!!!!!! And there were in the same country shepherds abiding in the field, keeping watch over their flock by night. 9 And lo, the angel of the Lord came upon them, and the glory of the Lord shone around them; and they were in great fear. 10 And the angel said to them, Fear not: for behold, I bring you good tidings of great joy which shall be to all people. 11 For to you
what's going on? where is everybody? I just bought some shoes on line. They're Dr. Marten ballet flats. I didn't know Dr. Marten made ballet flats but they do and I just got them for $30 bucks through Amazon. Hooray. I've been tearing up shoes ever since I started school and hoping these will stand up to beauty school. I went over to my sister's house yesterday. It is so awesome to have a car again. Hello sweet freedom. We went to dinner and a coffee place I love in downtown St. Pete. I'm going back over to her house to watch some movies and finish up some projects I have going on. I know my sister and I go through our ups and downs but there is nothing that can replace that bond. Plus it's just nice to have some where to go when the shit hits the fan. I've had dreams about that before. Not having anywhere to go and ending up at her house. I feel like last week was a crap week for a lot of people and I hope this week is going better for everyone. Blog update: If you get a chan
Surveys And Quizes
In the polarity of humans, a person's left side has been determined to be feminine, while the right side is masculine. So when it comes to single ear piercings in men, why is it that straight men pierce their left ear and gay men pierce their right? You are The Hierophant Divine Wisdom. Manifestation. Explanation. Teaching. All things relating to education, patience, help from superiors.The Hierophant is often considered to be a Guardian Angel. The Hierophant's purpose is to bring the spiritual down to Earth. Where the High Priestess between her two pillars deals with realms beyond this Earth, the Hierophant (or High Priest) deals with worldly problems. He is well suited to do this because he strives to create harmony and peace in the midst of a crisis. The Hierophant's only problem is that he can be stubborn and hidebound. At his best, he is wise and soothing, at his worst, he is an unbending traditionalist. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.   Every time I
Good Stuff
A very weird thing has happened. A strange old lady has moved into my house. I have no idea who she is, where she came from, or how she got in. I certainly did not invite her. All I know is that one day she wasn't there, and the next day she was. She is a clever old lady and manages to keep out of sight for the most part, but whenever I pass a mirror I catch a glimpse of her. And, whenever I look in the mirror to check my appearance, there she is hogging the whole thing, completely, obliterating my gorgeous face and body. This is very rude! I have tried screaming at her, but she just screams back. The least she could do is offer to pay part of the rent, but no. Every once in a while, I find a dollar bill stuck in a coat pocket, or some loose change under a sofa cushion, but it is not nearly enough. I don't want to jump to conclusions, but I think she is stealing money from me. I go to the ATM and withdraw $100, and a few days later, it
A SoulMate is someone who will have an instantaneous effect on youMake you weak in the kneesTake your breath awayWith a single glance they can lessen the burdenWith a simple smile..touch your heartYou will feel a total connection to this personThey will touch you so deeply on so many levelsthat you will want to share your inner most secretsThis person will make you feel like your a god or a goddessThey will forever change your life..sometimes for better or worseWith your SoulMate you will feel a deep yearninga compelling energy drawing you to themYou will find safety with this personYou will knowingly let go of all of your defences as a deep empathic bond is formedThere is something about the passion you share with a SoulMate that goes so far beyond just the physical bodyFor a moment in time you two are the only ones who exist in the universe. Hearts beating in rhythm as your souls have intertwined themselves becoming one. Soon you begin to lose trackof where you begin and your partner
Sitting on my steps, I take a drag of my cigarette, and as the smoke fills my lungs I reflect on my day. I've had a rather unproductive one. I've had a rather unproductive life. I expel the smoke along with my loathing and then draw in a heavy breath. My eyes begin to well up, my throat begins to swell. I know what is coming and it's been quite some time since I last felt this way. I let the tears fall. I let the tears run down my cheeks. And when I flick off the ashes I watch as the embers fade in the wind. That's how I feel. In between sobs my tears claim my breath, dripping from my lips and extinguishing my cigarette. What a lovely ending. Such a beautiful way to end my day. I remember how it used to be when nothing else matter but you and me music, country roads, and future dreams. I miss you, I wish you could see although you are here, I miss you and me. I remember when you said how happy I made you and you really meant, it's just a phrase you say without think
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Divine Love
Divine Love is not human 'romantic' love. It is of a spiritual nature, it is all-encompassing and unconditional. Divine Love is often attributed only to God and/or spiritual beings. Yet as we are all sparks of the Creator (the Divine), and as the Creator IS LOVE, we are therefore also Love - Divine Love is who we really are, yet in our human state and using mostly only our five senses, we have forgotten this and we perceive other people and animals and nature as 'separate' from ourselves. But we are all made of the same 'stuff' and are all therefore "ONE and all connected. This is confirmed on a scientific level with Quantum Physics. It is our perception of separateness that causes all the woes we have in this world. What we do to one, we do to ourselves. There is NO separateness, only ONE-NESS.   Namaste..................... Ms. Desa
Vampys Birthday Battle
The Stir Of Silence
One whisper upon your lips, Those Silent words i long to kiss. The hum in your breathe, It's rythmn of silence scare me to death. A hush so suprised, This feeling deep with in what a rush. The stir of silence takes on the meaning of sadness, Yet this is my guidance. The breeze among the leaves, It is singing it's melody to you and me. Chirping birds dance through the sky, We watch them dance on by. Many Stars light up the night, So silent yet so bright. The stir of silence fill the air, I want to reach your soul to consume you with, love and care. So this stir of silence is pure, This stir of silence is our hearts only cure.  
Sensual Touch
That look, I am hooked, The sound, I feel you all around. The way you feel, So sensual oh so real. When I kiss you the world around me slips away. So passionate so sweet, Our bodies melt together as they meet. I feel your skin of fire, We slide together with lust. Full filling every desire. You put your hands in mine, As we thrust with a rythmn in time. Sensual touch, I long for this oh so much.
World War Ii Water Girls
My Grandfather has Dimentia, My sister, and me were watching him over the summer in 2009.  He believed we were his World War II Water We played along just to keep him sane....I hope you all enjoy....   Your face of a pale color, So many years filled with wonder. It's full of wrinkled age, But a passion of a wisdom filled page. Tales of your boyhood you wear a "Great Smile" So we shall sit here and listen awhile. Man seas you have sailed, Roughest of waters to, it seemed. Your mind has drifted to the war, It is there you fought tooth and nail. As the sound of bombs rang loud and clear, A smoke settles in your pale blue eyes. You look to thee, and say, you were there to see. "My Watergirls, I was fighting the Japanese" Why yes our memories would recall, We must play long or he will loose it all. You raise your fist, they are clenched tight. As you stand up and say, "Let's Fight". We cower knowing your mind, it is of a young man, A youngman lost in time.
Dont Be Skeered
How bad are you wanted? Post this and see how many msg's you get......... dont be scared!(1) just friends(2) georgious(3) cute as hell(4) hot(5) fine(6) sexy(7) amazingly sexy(8) we can be friends with benefits(9) see ya
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One Wish
  one wish I wish for the desire of my heart.   but I must find the courage within me   will you return my love, or will we part?   Shall I quit now, or shall my love you be?   My soul sorrows when you are not around   And when you are, my body leaves the ground.   And i wish I could just be where you are.   Will you join me in love's first fantasy   complete with dream's enchanting mastery   My soul and very essence fight a war.   I wish with all my being you were mine   And with this very urge I write no more   But to have one wish, you and me for all time.... If We Had Sex....GAME. don't be scared. you never know who really wants to do you! (Reply so only I see it and Repost so others can fill it out).1. Would you be in control?2. Would you let me pull your hair?3. Would you whisper in my ear?4. Would you talk dirty to me?5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue?6. Would you say my name?7. Would you go down on me?8. Woul
Peacey's Blog
Whatevahhhh can disya mean? L0L :p *goes into hiding* :o
Depression by William Hemig Your beauty intoxicates all you encounter,Yet you fail to notice,Your mind starts to wonder?You've had a rough time,Though now it is over,But yet you continue clinging to what is left over,And in doing this your depression grows deeper,Pulling you apart at the seams,Causing you to unravel and fall to you knees,Pondering desperately: "How much worse can it be? "To ease your mind of your terrible burden,You bargain with Satan (as if he cares),Giving you a release, in turn for your soul:That you believe tarnished and not worth much at all,When all of your friends have been with you till now,But here comes the crossroads up ahead,They give you a choice: "Stand tall or fall down."\You have your beauty and charm,Your intelligence and grace,Good friends and your health,What more does it take for you?  
Cyber Sex
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Rants And Raves
Ok so bare with me, cuz this might sound alil pissy. But this goes out to all those who want to hold grudges and listen to the bullshit. I hate drama on here, I think its childish and stupid. So to those people, I dont want you in my life, either here or real life. If you want to be bitter because I didnt conform to things the way you wanted them, and to those that want to take sides and take away your friendship, be gone. I am a better person without you in my life and I dont need you to drag me into your own misery. I hate my own problems and challenges in life, and those who I really thought were more than a picture on a screen, really turned out to disappoint. You were never a real friend if you turn your back on people and only want them around to feel better about yourself. Friendship works both ways, and a real friend doesnt abandon another because they dont cater to them. So bye bye be gone. I am a good friend to have and I am not the bad guy. Theirs plenty of those here, Good
Forever takes me by a minute, While I’m here with you. I’m falling even more in love, With everything you do. Hold me in your arms, Look deep into my eyes, Don’t turn away and let me go, Don’t ever tell me lies. I swear I’ll never loose you, In my arms I’ll always hold. I’ll never let you slip away, And leave nothing left untold. There aren’t enough hours, In each passing day, To find all the words, I wish I could say. Your kiss will last forever, Your touch forever warm. You’ll guide me to the sunlight, And shield me from the storm. This is what I’m saying, With everything that’s true, I swear on my life, That I really do love you.
The "system"
Some of you on here I talk to daily.  Some not so much.  But for those of you that I don't talk to on a regular basis....this is a good time to enter an update, since I have not even wrote a blog in some time.   In 3 weeks I start on a new adventure.  About 8 months ago, I decided after having a series of bad days at my dead end job, it was time for me to do something about it.  So I enrolled in school full-time.  The goal of this is for me to get my associates degree in management/marketing.  There are so many things I can do with that.  And after school, I hope to pay down some student debt, and perhaps later persue my bachelors' degree in an related field.  And get out of this town.  If you have ever been to Houtzdale, PA.....well, you know....   Quitting my job is such a relief.  I work with someone I kind of am dating, and even though we do not work directly with each other, there is so much drama all the time.  And yesterday...was a whole different creature with her.  Usually
Erotic Story
    As I arrive home, you great me at the door.  After a long kiss, you tell me to close my eyes.  I soon feel the coolness of silk as you place a blindfold over my eyes.  You soon take my hand and lead me through the house.  I soon feel the warmth of candles and smell the scent of incense attack my now heightened senses. You slowly begin removing my shirt, kissing your way up my chest, taking little nibbles along the way as the shirt finally comes off.  As you slowly make your way down my arm you raise it above my head and I feel the rub of rope tighten around my wrist.  Soon both arms are tethered leaving me more vulnerable than ever.  As you begin to nibble on my neck I feel your hands fumbling with my belt only to soon hear the thud of it hitting the ground.  I feel the button on my pants and underwear are slowly taken down, exposing my erect cock.  You tell me to spread my legs apart and I soon feel you devour my dick like you’ve hungered for it for years.  Your tongue soon
Grandma Fucks Grandpa Up
Twas the day after Christmas and all through the house, everyone was passed out drunk even the mouse. When all of a sudden I heard a big clatter I ran inside to see what was the matter. Granma and grandpa seemed in a bother, grandma told grandpa the mailman was his son’s father. Grandpa called grandma a filthy lil whore she grabbed that old man and slammed him to the floor. I could tell grandpa was in fear for his life, when grandma reached in a drawer and grabbed a really big knife. Grandpa got to his feet and tried to flee but grandma tripped him, he took out the tree. The family was watching in awe grandpa jumped up and punched grandma right in the jaw. Grandma stumbled back and took a deep breath, we all knew this meant grandpas untimely death. Grandpa looked at grandma with fear for his life; for he knew he could never beat up his wife. The next thing that happened, I thought I would die; grandpa fell to his knees he started to cry. Through his crying and tears grandpa told grandm
well my first blog...and its not a happy one...gee wiz...people...if someone says something ...rates one of your photos the wrong way...or makes you not post something like (im so done with men...or all men are donkey holes...or the likes....dont take it out on everbdy else...for gods sakes...take it out on the one individual that crossed you.......dont act like our goverment that makes laws becuase of one person..grow up.......also i just saw a ladie whine an cry no one rates her profile....(its on private stupid).....if someone adds you too there profile they are interasted in you.....not pics of other people..dont sell yourself short...oh yeah....whats the point of posting pics that no one can view..not friends not one...if you dont want the world too see just keep friends and family only for crying out friends if i see this your gone .....and for those that dont like nsfw...dont advertise yourself as a bag of chips and all that..goto eharmony er s
Have I Told You Lately
Have I told you lately: I miss you You are beautiful You are smart You are funny You make me smile I need you I want you I cant live without you Hearing your voice makes me happy Seeing you smile makes my day Knowing that you are mine makes me proud Have i told you that I love you more today then I did yesterday and more tomorrow then  today If I have not told you these things then I am a fool, and I don't deserve you.... I'm sorry 
Truth About Freemasons
I will add, this is my chance at being all ninja like. Although I cant send chats or even shout box because I cant remember my email password to verify it   Dont know what else I can do without doing that.. but I am here for a bit to add a few very select people
What Makes A Dad
A dad is a person who is loving and kind And often he knows what you have on your mind. He's someone who listens, suggests and defends A dad can be one of your best friends! He's proud of your triumphs, but when things go wrong, A dad can be patient and helpful and strong. In all that you do, a dad's love plays a part. There's always a place for him deep in your heart. And each year that passes, you're even more glad, More grateful and proud
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Fuown Bs
Since I have been on here, I have been purchased by two men who are way to old for me. I am at an age where I look for men no more than a few years older than me. I guess it is selfish of me to not want to spend my best years nursing my babies and husband :), but hell my generation is, so I have been told very selfish in our wants and needs. Anyway these two men dumped me because they thought I wasn't excited about their ability to purchase me at a higher cost than most of the men in my age group, am I suppose to be impressed by this?   So here is the question: A) do older men want to get their youth back by scoring on us younger females? or B) or are they trying to one up on the younger men?
Just A Screen
I'm Makin It While I'm Spendin It.
     I'm makin it while I'm spendin it,You can go to the Louie store,You can go to the Gucci store,You go to the mall,You gonna spend it all wat he do it for,You can buy the rags you can buy the bags,but there ain't no sign that say they the sway,But you can watch me an do your best impersonation,You need a lil time, a lil prepreation sooner or later you gonna have to face it,I'm like the penthouse you a fixed up basement,As far as chicks go I get it You take it I give em all franks the call me nathan.....
My Promise To You Mom...
  Now that you're gone,.. I'll remember you with smiles and laughter And if I need to cry, I'll cry with our family who walk in grief beside me. And when I need you, I'll put my arms around anyone and give to them what I need you to give to me. There are so many who need so much. You have left me something... something much better than words or sounds. I'll Look for you in the people I've known or those you helped and touched in some special way. You will always live in my heart as well as my mind. I will love you most by letting my love reach out to our loved ones, by embracing them and living in their love. Love does not die, people do. So, when all that's left is love, It will be your love that lives on forever.   I love you Mom... rest in peace.
My Demons
Once long ago, a wise person told me something that has come true.   That person told me that "My Demons" will be the one to cause me the most pain in my life.   At the time I didin't want to belive what I was told, but it comes to fact that yes they have come to be a big part in my life and have caused me the most pain.   My Demons, are all from my past, and it is a past that I am not very proud of.   I have hurt the person that means the most to me, and I am sorry for that.  But now that person knows what my demons are and is going to help me try to conquer them.   Now if I wish to brings things back to how they used to be, I have to learn to be more patient, and not let my past come back to haunt me.
So, tonight this dumb bitch bombed my "Default" folder.....which contains 13 pics.  I have, like most people do, a clearly marked bomb folder with over 250 pics in it.  Now, I neither knew nor cared that she was bombing, and as such I DID NOT ask her to bomb any of my folders.  When she did, I sent her a half-thanks, and told her I was sorry she had wasted her time by bombing 13 pics on my Auto-11s when she could have had the full 250.  Basically, she gave up over 20000 points, and got less than 1500 by being lazy and not paying attention and bombing a tiny folder.  Then she suggests it's because I didn't PAY her!  You should all know that I NEVER pay anyone to bomb me, and I NEVER require anyone to pay ME if they want to be bombed.  Shown below is our brief exchange.  I blocked her after that, and the conversation ended.
Intangible 2/15/10
Here i sit at almost 5 in the morning, nothing more than the sound of the computer running is going through the house. I can't help but think of my life, where i've been, where i'm going, and what happens overall. It seems to me that no matter what plan you have or where you think your life is going nothing ever seems to turn out that way. Maybe you saw yourself graduating college, or married, or working your way up the corporate ladder. Whatever the case may be things change, people change, lives alter their course and you can never be prepared for that.      My life took one of those turns tonight. As it has in the past it cought me off guard mostly. I'm not sure how exactly to deal with this emotionally or even physically for that matter. Thoughts run through my head at tremendous speeds with no set direction or final destination. Everything seems to be mixed up and jumbled and almost unintelligable. I push forward knowing that we're doing the right thing for everyone involved but i
Life's Short
I'm not sure what i'm going for here, maybe it's just to vent, maybe it's just for my own amusement but either way whatever.             Life is full of surprises both good and bad, the outcome of these suprises means nothing, it's what you take from them that matters the most. I've had my fair share of suprises in life. Some good, many more bad and i've learned a lot from them. In general though, the thing that hits home the most is i learned that no matter who you surround yourself with, or who means the most to you people are rarely what they seem. You can always count on that.           There's so many things on my mind at all times that its hard to get a good thought about any one thing. My brain just hops and skips around to everything i've learned, witnessed, endured and been a part of. I wish it were easier to just take a step back and evalute life as a whole yet no one can ever really get that chance 'cause life is ever changing and evolving.           Pain and happiness. H
Shlt That Is Rad!
At first glance, these images look like painted landscapes covered in snow. However, if you look a little more closely you will see that the landscape is made of bacon and other cold cuts. These aren’t paintings but true photos! Also everything you can see in the photograph is made of real food! Pictures were photographed by Carl Warner, a photographer who works in London, and who made specialty of these food landscapes or how I like to call them - ‘foodscapes’. In recent years he has been commissioned by many advertising agencies throughout Europe to produce his distinctive images for clients in the food industry. Each scene is photographed in layers from foreground to background.
  LONDON – Scientists using a remote-controlled submarine have discovered the deepest known volcanic vent and say the superheated waters inside could contain undiscovered marine species and perhaps even clues to the origin of life on earth. Experts aboard the RRS James Cook said they found the vent more than three miles (five kilometers) beneath the surface of the Caribbean in an area known as the Cayman Trough, a deep-sea canyon that served as the setting for James Cameron's underwater thriller "The Abyss." Volcanic vents are networks of small cracks that penetrate deep into the earth's crust, where temperatures can reach 750 degrees Fahrenheit (400 degrees Celsius). Sea water seeps into the openings, where it's heated to extreme temperatures and expelled into the icy cold of the deep ocean. Minerals in the water precipitate as it cools, creating a smoke-like effect and leaving behind towering chimneys. The spectacular pressure — 500 times stronger than t
PLEASE READ THE FIRST COLUMN STRAIGHT DOWN FIRST, THEN RETURNTO THE TOP AN READ BOTHCOLUMNS TOETHER TO FULLY UNDER STAND THE MEANING OF THIS POEM THANK YOU......                              L.O.V.E. Lies                       THE DECIEVER OF MEN Overbearing                HIS NATURE TO CONTROL Valued                     FEELINGS HE SELLS ALLEmotions                   INSIDE HE'S BOTTLED UP Locking                    TOGETHER OUR EYES SEEKOut                        EACH OTHER WE'RE SEARCHINGVirtually                  UNSEEN AND HIDDEN FROMEveryone                   REACHING UNABLE TO GRASP Letting                    GO OF DOUBTS AND FEARSOur                        FAITH GROWS ASVisions                    INSTILLED IN HEARTSEntwine                    MIND BODY AND SOUL Lifting                    PRAYERS IN OFFERINGOaths                      BIND WORDS SPOKEN       Verifying                  INTENTIONS RELEASED DEEPExposition                 BURIED LONG FORGOTTEN Learning          
To Write Or Not To Write...ahh Screw It.
:::THIS IS A PUBLIC SERVICE ANNOUNCEMENT FROM YOUR FRIENDLY NEIGHBORHOOD EMO CLEAN UP SQUAD LEADER!!!::: Why hello! I bet you are sitting there, elbow deep in a bag of cheetos, the latest self help guru on your television set, hand on your sad deflated little pecker, or if not, an Oral B toothbrush at the ready to be shoved down your throat and you are thinking: Why don't I just kill myself? No one wants me around. I should just do it.  Well lemme tell you something: You aren't gonna do it. The fact of the matter is this; if you are so pithy and whiny to sit there and bitch and complain about how hard it is to go to school and then come back and sit your dumpy ass down on the couch and cut your wrists-not deep enough to do any good, mind you-then you aren't a strong enough person to do the world a favor and kill yourself. Damn it all. But far be it from me to judge. I'm sure your life is so hard, afterall, living with your parents must be tough on you. The point of the matter is t
Lovely Theory
Why should the wedding ring be worn on the fourth finger? There is a beautiful and convincing explanation given by the Chinese. Thumb represents your -- Parents Second (Index) finger represents your Siblings Middle finger represents your Self Fourth (Ring) finger represents your Life Partner & Last (Little) finger represents your Children First, open your palms (face to face), bend the middle fingers and hold them together - back to back Secondly, open and hold the remaining three fingers and the thumb - tip to tip (As shown in the figure Above) Now, try to Separate your Thumbs (representing the parents)..., they will open, because your parents are not destined to live with you lifelong (Sorry but its the Truth), and have to leave you sooner or later. Join your thumbs as before and separate your Index fingers (representing siblings)... ., they will also open, because your brothers and sisters will have their own families and will have to lead their own separate lives. Now join the
War Of Djs At Legends Saloon
This March 12th starting at 7:00pm EST and 13th starting at 4:00pm EST Here at Legends Saloon we are doing a DJ War. Let's see what these DJs have and who can be called the LEGENDary DJ!! Lots of fun with some great prizes Theme is all genere of Rock and Metal. Winners will receive First place: 1 Month VIP, Second place: 12-Credit bling pack, and Third place: 200,000 fubucks. We will have door prizes, trivia, and more prizes. Entry fee is 50,000 fubucks for all DJs wanting to particpate in the DJ War. All entrys must be in by Thursday March 11 Please Contact one of the following People for more information: Clitterman CO LegendsSaln strait 8 babe CoOwner of Legends Saloon FuEngaged Owned by my wonderful RYMAN LegendInMyOwnM
Unusal Hotels
Sala, Västmanland, Sweden - Bed & Breakfast A single suite, 155m underground People have asked me how to manually set Fu own prices... Like the old way you go to own me then Buy member now just like before then set your own price...there you have to click in the price box and backspace, then add the new price... I hope this helps everyone Hugs Dana Key Largo, Florida, USA Underwater hotel, where you need to dive to enter.
How do you get up every morning ready to face everything life throws at you when it seems everyday life is knocking you down..Where does the will come from?  Life wasnt supposed to be this hard.  I remember being told "dont worry once you leave HS everything will be different".  Nothing is different. Im still looked down upon by nearly everyone. Even those who call me friend just kick me. I just dont seem to be able to live up to everyones standards. I just cant do it.
Guys Bein Dumb
 slasher_is_eternal: she may be hurting and all that......but i have no reason to feel bad about that cus i didnt commit the acts that spiralled into that she did.........and if u expect me to be something im not thats not gonna happen........when im wrong im wrong and i admit it.......but im not wrong here........the things she did were cold.....drastic.....but yet she could do all that and yall can see its cus she was hurt and that makes it ok......but me feeling the way i do is wrong cus she hurts  slasher_is_eternal: thats kinda bogue  slasher_is_eternal: i could pull the old switcheroo if i wanted and say this.........if she ever loved me she wouldnt have done none of that hurtful shit to me.......but i aint sayin it cus its done and over with it happened.......but im being told that she shouldnt have to suffer the consequences of those actions but i should have to suffer the consequences of mine slasher_is_eternal: i shall not and will not feel bad.......she should f
Shit That Makes Me Laugh
According to a 3rd grader in washington, dc. There are 90 types of bitches...   The list can be found here in its entirety     I will take it upon myself to copy and paste just for you lazy fucks...   But i must say...seeing it written out by a 3rd grader adds a bit of flair...   Types of Bitches 1) Dirty dumb ass bitches 2) Aint got no ass bitches 3) Dusty trick bitches 4) Fishy bitches 5) Don’t know how to fight bitches 6) Got all that mouth but can’t step bitches 7) Ugly looking bitch that think they all that Can’t keep a man bitch 9) Track wearing bitches 10) Bitches that be trying to steal your man 11) Hoochie looking bitches 12) Ain’t got no damn sense bitches 13) Stupid bitches that act dumb 14) Bitches who can only get a dirty boy 15) Want to be jocking bitches 16) Bitches who think their man love them but get pregnant and be left alone 17) Bitches who think they better than me 18) Instigati
Friday Hh Block Party
Zombieland Rules To Survival!
1 Cardio 2 The Double Tap 3 Beware of Bathrooms 4 Wear Seat belts 5 No Attachments 6 The “skillet” 7 Travel Light 8 Get a Kick Ass Partner 9 With your bare hands 10 Don’t Swing Low 11 Use your foot 12 Bounty paper Towels 13 Shake it off 14 Always carry a change of underwear 15 Bowling Ball 16 Opportunity Knocks 17 Don’t be a hero (later crossed out to be a hero) 18 Limber Up 19 Break it up 20 Its a marathon, not a sprint, unless its a sprint, then sprint 21 Avoid Strip clubs 22 When in doubt Know your way out 23 Zipplock 24 use your thumbs 25 Shoot First 26 A little sun screen never hurt anybody 27 Incoming! 28 Double-Knot your shoes 29 The Buddy System 30 pack your stain stick 31 check the back seat 32 Enjoy the little things 33 Swiss army Knife
Mere Words
Mere words can't do justice, to the feelings in her heart. The way she feels, needs and aches for him. The way that she carries his smile and her soul, and takes it out from time to time. Just to make everyday seem more bearable. The way a thousand voices ring in her ears, yet she only hears his unspoken words. The way every thought every sight and sound. Reminds her of something else and someone else of him. The way she loves unlike she's ever loved, without all the pretense and confines that she thought to be love. They way she knows this even though this love will remain untouched it has touched her. Though she will never feel his hands in the small of her back. He has guilded her back into life and love and she will love him always.
Promo Codes For Gates Of Asgaard
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Hi there it has been a good while sence my last blog and this 1 here is because I posted a pic of my newest set of snakes my ball pythons, I have and collect snakes because there cool and a diffrent pets the real funny thing is to find out how many pussy macho men are in the worl when they scared of a small snake but they can have a big stupid dog or beat his g/f and or wife a kids huh wow that realy makes him a man huh. I am realy tired of people putting me down about my snakes, I have been totaly alone sence 2006 because of my choice of pets and even worse of a excuse I have even heard from people on here is my looks up close I know im not 100% gorgeous or handsome I am 38 geeze what you expect you don't like my choice of pets then don't come on to my page and leave me nasty comments about them I don't ever put down 1 person at all on this site and I have realy met some hard assholes on here and some pain in the butt women too and still I dont treat no 1 bad all. I collect and have
What 8 Hours Of Sleep Will Get You!
I slept.. Im excited I finally stopped having major leg cramps last night and got a full 8 hours.. All of this sleep has changed my perspective on a few things...   !. Ive been a mean sob lately, i apologize to my friends but hahahaha i love it. 2. I think im getting horny again and really its only to the gender with vagina's 3. I talked to Witchie on the phone at first i was scared i make shitty impressions but hey i made the call.. seriously that woman brightens my mornings.... maybe its cause were both psycho 4. Seamus still refuses to allow my to enter the boobs contest cause apparently he thinks the scorpion will give it away i personally think hes has "pregnant lady" hate...   I love you all and i will try really hard to be nicer to those around me.. *crosses fingers behind back*   HAHA FUCKERS IM PREGNANT YOU HAVE TO PUT UP WITH ME!!   Wicked My daughter is getting fat and oh im 6 months pregnant yeah   PS i havent really talked to you people at all so what happe
Wake Up!!
Why are American cities designed so it's almost impossible not to have a car? Why were hundreds of railways in big cities created and then deliberately destroyed? Why did the electric car get scrapped? Why were we, the United States, along with Australia, the only two countries not to sign the original Kyoto Climate Treaty? Why was an oil company lobbyist allowed to change official government reports on global warming? Why was the same P.R. firm employed by the tobacco industry to persuade the public that smoking is healthy, then employed by oil companies to convince us that there's still doubt about climate change? Alternative energy has been available for over 50 years! Why have we barely used it? Why were the solar panels taken off of the White House?   Because right from the early days of the industry, the “oil men” and their obscene profits have had an unhealthy influence with the people running our country. Now they are the people running our country! The oil b
A tisket, A tasket The Scarecrow's out his casket Turn off the lights and lock the door Prayin' that he passes A vision of the dead and the inbred A backwoods motherfucker born inside a toolshead Momma never loved me never gave me no attention Daddy was a rapist 30 years up state Fulton County Prison And I was raised by my own will Surviving off of scraps of bones, bear traps, and road kill Spending my days and my nights all alone And my mind is gone is something wong with my dome Should have put me in a tomb I didnt ask for this life When they cut me out the womb with a dull pocket knife Now I walk with a sight and a murderous ability Cornfed motherfucker feared with hostility Cracked out and I'm gone off that moonshine 100 dated proof wine made from a muskadine Out in these cornfields Learning all these wicked skills Swingin, slicing, chopping, dicing Country boy born to kill A demon spawn The child of a bastard son Seven born of seven and the Seventh child fathered one A soul bla
Trouble Time
BabYDoLL77 fuengaged to COWBOY@ fubar this my beautyful my fu- engage soon to be wife and i do adore her....she has been there and i been there for here for countless so im glad to be her in her life and im in hers =D
What Is Love
what is love? do you know what it is? can you explain it? is love that feeling we call the butterflys? hell if thats the case im in love with boxing everytime i step into that ring the butterflys start goin haywire or maybe its the feeling of excitement and fear of not knowing weather im the better fighter but i dont think thats love either! every guy who says hes in love if asked honstly would he sleep with another girl when hes around his old lady says no he wouldnt when hes round the boys he say f**k yeah i would! why is this? in my mind im thinkin dude your a dishonest man this is why women go to bein lesbians because guys are two faced a**hole and that goes for me as well. thats why i dont believe in love because i know me and im a guy! so if a man/women says he/she loves you is it true or is it just your mind tellin you you love that person but in actuallity your not! so in conclusion what is this thing called love? can anyone explain it?
Message From Your Bartender
From your Bartender Someone once pointed out to me the fact that there seems to be a micro-economy in the service industry. Restaurant workers take their tip money out to bars and clubs at night and give it to the bartenders, who promptly return it to the waiters and waitresses the next day at lunch. The cycle is almost self-sufficient and is mutually beneficial. Knowing the pain of waiting on customers, each group tips the other well and never raises a fuss. These people do not need to be educated. The rest of you do. Many of us have stood in a noisy, crowded bar and asked, "What's a guy got to do to get a drink around here?" Well, you're about to find out. Here are some Do's and Don'ts that will keep the relationship between the bartender and bar patron running smoothly. DON'TS Fail to have your money ready We're waiting on you. Everyone else is waiting on us. Therefore, by the Transitive Property of Equality, everyone is waiting on you. Rule 1: Have your shit together. Not onl
Standing On The Corner
...You see him every day, somewhere, standing there with his sign that troubles you so. Your mind has an itch that can't be reached, can't be scratched, and wont go away. Who is this guy outside your car window, eyes downcast as if ashamed or embarrassed? Get a job...go make me uncomfortable...dont look at me for money...come on light, turn green!!! Sound familiar??    Consider this BEFORE YOU MAKE THE DECISION to just drive away.......he sees YOU every day as he stands there on the corner, his eyes downcast...ASHAMED, EMBARRASSED. He wants a job so he CAN go away! HE is UNCOMFORTABLE, "DON'T LOOK AT ME" he thinks. "COME ON LIGHT, TURN GREEN" he doesn't have to accept your money.....your handout. In HIS mind he wonders how his life came to this....You can't imagine the nerve it took for him to print that sign that un nerves you so..." DOWN...BUT NOT OUT!!!!"....Every fiber of his being is screaming.....this is not how he was raised!!!....A window rolls down, a hand is
Bored, So Some Old Shit
Laying trainqually Eyes fixed upon her memoirs Intensly drawn to the piece She submits her words No sense of difficulty Eagerly transitioning line by line No intent on waisting time Beauty often rests reticent Only omitting here or there For what is seen when gazing upon her Serene yet potent What is she supressing Does she lay somber Or slumber frail It is only to be seen Dark in appearance Sheltered by a spirit Stripes hide this figure Distracting us from truly viewing Total realization is obscure No longer enchanted with self expression Her body exhibits motionless conduct now Mysterious seems to be her game This is one who shall not be tamed Eyes set with ambiguous purpose Distracting and misleading She remains composed She remains enticing She remains a figure Struggle weighs...     As much as the battle itself     Or as loose as the grip     That holds the fight together Struggle is...     A conflict between two sides     A situation of slipping
An Unexamined Life...
  "What is F.u.cT.?" Fuct is a group containing the best Fu has to offer. The best of the best.  It's a group of people who are sick of the protocol & drama, and who just want a kick ass family that always has their back. It's built up by the 7 sins, because face it, you've gotta sin to win :) Others are invited to join the ranks, as well!   "Can I join?" The team is looking to only grow stronger & bigger over time on Fubar. If you're interested, get in contact with any of the FucT members listed below.   "What do I have to do?" All that we ask is that you rate, fan & add the members in the FucT family and over time add all of those who join along the way.We want to keep this a tight family  and make sure everyone gets support as we grow into an unstoppable Fu-Army! Be sure to add FucT to your name, as well. It can go anywhere, abbreviated or not. We do require that you have a salute!   "What do I get by joining?" Haha, sorry we don't have official FucT giftbaskets or anyth
A Poem That Gives You Goose Bumps...
A drunk man in an OldsmobileThey said had run the lightThat caused the six-car pileupOn 109 that night.When broken bodies lay about"And blood was everywhere,""The sirens screamed out eulogies,"For death was in the air."A mother,t=#@^^$ inside her car,"Was heard above the noise;Her plaintive plea near split the air:"Oh, God, please spare my boys!"She fought to loose her pinned hands;"She struggled to get free,"But mangled metal held her fastIn grim captivity.Her frightened eyes then focused"On where the back seat once had been,"But all she saw was broken glass andTwo children's seats crushed in.Her twins were nowhere to be seen;"She did not hear them cry, ""And then she prayed they'd been thrown free, ""Oh, God, don't let them die! "Then firemen came and cut her loose, ""But when they searched the back, ""They found therein no little boys, "But the seat belts were intact.They thought the woman had gone mad"And was traveling alone, ""But when they turned to question her, "They discovered
Since Baby J Is Being A Pussy And Wont Post My Response To His It Is
hmm i wonder if this will even be posted..but here we go..the problem i and others see is half your bouncer staff with too much control and on major power trips and the other half doing "fixes" on the site when its not broke.first your staff,they have too much power.they think their orange name makes them a god.they use that power for their own personal power and others have had features blocked for no reason,without warning,and no response as to why...mainly scrapper.after the lounge changes was made i pointed out what and why the was screwed up..beyond the bogus px thing..and after getting ignored..was told too bad basiclly.the lounges that we code keep getting screwed up...and no reason given as to say how to fix it and it dont...we create these lounges and at any time you up and change the formats of them.its all in an effort to control..coding these places isnt hard and shouldnt need this much changing..if your gonna have a major site like this..have a decent prog
Scary Poems!
every finger in the room is pointing at me i wanna spit in there faces but that would be so mean so instead i sit in silence trying to block them out but like always my anger comes out i got a kick for a bitch thats wanting my lover i got angry words for my evil my fucking sister my hearts be chained due to fucked fate im three days passed my menstrol cycile so go ahead mess with me today. im sick of all the bullshit im really on edge my past is catching up with me im about to put it to rest voices in my head i know they aint real but it agress with me screaming kill bitch kill im sick of faulse promises and all the fucking lies im sick of being trampled on and sick of tears i cry so look at me and call me names tell me how having a 2yr old at 19 is strange tell me that im a slut , a whore ,a bitch tell it to me but u better say it in my face you wanna see my anger i hope you have a gun cuz me and my blade is gonna have a little fun it might hurt a little well m
Fubar Stoof
Here is a list of abilities for BOTH sides. Personally, I have been both. They both have pros and cons. I prefer Demon as I can help out more friends in a day and can be a little more "evil". I have put this here so that those of you about to choose can see for yourself the abilities for both sides, giving you time to make up your mind. Also the page isn't available until you reach level 25. So take a look. Ask around. But choose wisely! **WARNING** Even though it CLEARLY shows you in bright YELLOW on the page that you will be charged to make your choice, I still get many people asking "Where did all my fumonies go??!!"  It will charge you 10 million for your choice. If you don't have the full amount, you will be charged whatever amount that you have.  Yes. You DO have to choose once you level. And yes, it DOES charge you now to make your initial choice!! It REALLY, REALLY grinds my gears when people get something up their rears and go on a flagging spree. What you guys fail
Loving Hearts Miles Apart
The Heat Of The Savannah
                Savannah awoke at 10A.M. Her long dark brown hair fell over her face. All that showed were thin lips that glistened from moisture and a chin that lacked blemish with a perfect roundness. She sat up and revealed a red silk night gown. The night gown clung to her body revealing breasts that appeared to be a size 32c. She turned out of her covers revealing two legs that were as smooth as the night gown she wore. Her thighs were slim but strong. No fat showed at all. Her legs joined behind a pair of black cotton panties. She stretched her hands out showing powder blue finger nails at the end of long slim fingers. She bent her elbows with the grace of a dancer and slid the hair off her face. Her dark blue eyes focused on the room in a matter of minutes. She arose out of her bed and walked across her room to sit in front of her mirror. She picked up her brush and began to comb her hair.                 After combing out her hair she stood and walked over to her dresser. She
T Virus
I am gonna auction myself off.. here is what I got to offer:   11s on your pics.. twice in the month u own me pimpout daily when I am on here... a salute.. a nsfw salute if given a bling pack comments your name with mine on my page you on my page.. and just me.. showin u some love :D
Welcome Back !
But To Be 6 Again   . A man was sitting on the edge of the bed, watching his wife, who was looking at herself in the mirror. Since her birthday was not far off he asked what she'd like to have for her birthday. 'I'd like to be six again', she replied, still looking in the mirror. On the morning of her Birthday, he arose early, made her a nice big bowl of Lucky Charms, and then took her to Six Flags theme park. What a day! He put her on every ride in the park; the Death Slide, the Wall of Fear, the Screaming Roller Coaster, everything there was. Five hours later they staggered out of the theme park. Her head was reeling and her stomach felt upside down. He then took her to a McDonald's where he ordered her a Happy Meal with extra fries and a chocolate shake. Then it was off to a movie, popcorn, a soda pop, and her favorite candy, M&M's. What a fabulous adventure! Finally she wobbled home with her husband and collapsed into bed exhausted. He leaned over his wife with a big smile
The 14th of April is here, and it never gets any easier. My little brother was taken in a car accident from us. He was only 25 years old when he died. There was never a man out there that was as good as he was. He lived each day like it was his last, which is why he has left such a lasting impression on people. He always took the time to talk with people. He never rushed anyone. He even made time to call and bullshit with me on Saturdays to chat with me. I miss him terribly. He was a great man. I wish I had more time to talk with him and just hang out with him. He was years ahead of everyone else out there when it came to living life. His faith was unshakable. He never backed down from what he believed in, but he always listened to someone else's perspective. He was a much better man than I, but each day, I try to be better than I was the day before. I know I have a long way to go to live up to what he was. I love my brother, even today. His name is Shawn, and he will be forever missed
Inspiration When U Feel Like Your A Nobody
I know I sure feel at times like I have not made any impact in anyones life other than my kids..but after reading this story.. I realize we do make some impact more than what we realize.. and that alot of times we just dwell on the bad stuff. Once upon a time, there was a young woman named Sarah who lived in the village below the Mountain of the Golden Footprints. She was feeling very sad and depressed. Nothing or no one could make her happy. She had been very unhappy and depressed for a long time. "What is the use of going on?" she said. Nothing anyone said seemed to make a difference. Her best friend went to visit Sarah and told her the story of the Mountain of the Golden Footprints. "It is a special place where as the sun sets you can look out over the city and see sparkling golden footprints on the places and people where you have made a difference." "But I haven't made any difference in anyone's life," she said. There won't be any golden footprints for me to see. So why should I
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Up Coming Gigs
this weekend we will be at the road house in colonie ny on friday and at mal's lounge in haverhill mass on saturday.....come on out and have a good time....and if you see me say for more info
Hottie Auction
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My Hell
Just heard on the news that the state of Florida could be sunned-in for the next several days. Residents have been urged to hunker down at your nearest beach and/or tiki bar and wait for further instructions. Use extreme caution when braving this blizzard of sunshine, preferably SPF30. We are asking our friends and relatives to the north to please keep us in their thoughts as we deal with 2 feet buried in the sand  i told u i was broken. my mind does not function any more. the woman i gave up everything for to provide for her and her kids decide i wasnt worth her time when it started and i asked her for help. drinking was the only thing she cared about and she didnt need some broken down weak warhorse bothering her. its only got worse since then. i try to talk to girls on here and get my mind working again but just like with u i was trying to say something nice i thought and u run away like im an insane maniac. i will leave u alone and try to find my way out of this living hell the way
Thank You
As some of you's may know, my grandma past away last week. Funeral was yesterday. I was extreemly close to her. Every time she was sick or had a stroke I felt it. I would call my aunt to go check on her. We were so close I knew it was my aunt calling me to tell me she died. Without her even saying a word I said "I know" she replied " I knew you did". She was my ancore, My strength. I'll miss her dearly. A lot of you who have gotten to know me know how abandond I feel about my family (or lack of). And how lost I am. You've offered your condolances, given up you #'s... I'd be sunk ifnot for a select few of you guys. Even this morning after a sleepless LONG night, it was a "kunty" mummer (lol) who texted me at 6:04 this morning telling me to "Get Up!" that really just kicked me when I needed it.  Than she kept texting me all the way home chewing me out for texting her keeping me awake (and smiling).  I just wanted to say THANK YOU!! to those who know who they are. I may not have called or
You Want To Know Me!!
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Rants, Rants, And More Rants.
Lying on the floor she weeps, her soul cries for help once more. Nobody can hear her; she lies there all tattered and torn. Staring into the darkness, always wondering what’s in store. Thinking of him her heart cries with pain and forlorn. Who will save her from the devil’s henchmen? She cries out in agony, still no one even pays attention. The breath of life escapes from her body like fire. Her soul grows weaker, her body continually grows tired. Who will save her? Help her escape this dreaded pain. She looks to him even though her heart thought it wouldn’t love again. He stands before her, hands stretched and inviting. With hesitance she looks, no longer does she feel like fighting. She reaches up and grabs that outreached hand. Still really weak, he helps her to stand. The smile in his eyes comforts her only slightly. Once again she can feel her heart beat lightly. Who are you? She wonders to herself with fear. He places his hand upon her cheek and
Video Chat N Or Fulette
How do I use video chat? fubar allows you to video chat one on one with users or play fulette which randomly pairs you with other fulette players. You can opt in or out of the game by clicking on the “fulette” button on the video chat window. Video Chat Set up 1. Connect your webcam to your computer. 2. Make sure your webcam privacy settings are turned on. 3. Go to your homepage and click on the “Launch Web Control” link and the video chat window should pop up with your webcam controls. You will be prompted to approve your webcam connection. Once you approve, you should see your webcam activate. 4. If you wish to video chat one on one with a user, make sure they have their webcam connected and privacy settings correct. Also, make sure you both have opted out of fulette. Go to their fubar page and look for the “Video Chat” link below their profile photo. Clicking this link will initiate your video ch
Song I Listened Too
I sit and wait does an angel contemplate my fate and do they know the places where we go when we�re grey and old �cos I�ve been told that salvation lets their wings unfold so when I�m lying in my bed thoughts running through my head and I feel that love is dead I�m loving angels instead and through it all she offers me protection a lot of love and affection whether I�m right or wrong and down the waterfall wherever it may take me I know that life wont break me when I come to call she wont forsake me I�m loving angels instead when I�m feeling weak and my pain walks down a one way street I look above and I know ill always be blessed with love and as the feeling grows she breathes flesh to my bones and when love is dead I�m loving angels instead and through it all she offers me protection a lot of love and affection whether I�m right or wrong and down the waterfall wherever it may take
Barbwhire Along The Walls Of A Shattered Heart
Its been a whie since I've tried my hand at poetry. I hope ya'll like and will comment. Barbwire Along The Walls of A Shattered HeartI try to understandBut things are hard to  comprehendWhy can't I get you out of my head? Your always at the back of my mindDreams ... Memories...A single song on the radio...The past comes rushing backAlways so closeI can almost touchYet... so far awayNever can close that distanceMy heart feels so empty without youLoneliness surrounds meEven as friends are all aroundCan't find joy in the simple thingsDrink just so I can feelWords were saidNever can take backForever gone... A whisper upon the windAnd so I putBarbwire along the walls of a shattered heart. February 16, 2010
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Sweet N Sexy Bbw's Blog
Pretty much all I use a blog for is to complain lol ...this is no different :P   I just wanna know how I managed to piss off someone for not telling them I rated them because they are good looking when there was not a single pic of their face or anything??? hahaha ...people are strange!

Non-toxic Cleaning Recipes
I found this in a magazine at one of the health/organic grocery stores I go to. Thought it was interesting and want to try some. I'm doing the fabric softener one now. Feel free to use and or all of these.     ALL-PURPOSE CLEANER Suggested uses: hard surfaces like countertops and kitchen floors, windows and mirrors.   2 cups white distilled vinegar                                       2 cups water 20-30 or more drops of essential oil (optional) Tip: warm in microwave until barely hot to boost cleaning power for tough jobs. (only microwave in a glass container.)   CREAMY SOFT SCRUB Suggested uses: kitchen counters, stoves, bathroom sinks, etc.   2 cups baking soda                                                       ½ cup liquid Castile soap 4 tsp vegetable glycerin (acts as a preservative)          5 drops   antibacterial essential oil such as lavender, tea tree, rosemary or any other scent preferred (optional)   Mix together and store in a sealed glass jar; shelf l
The Lost One
for those of you that REALLY know me and know who i am, you know i'm a helpless romantic.   i can't help it.  its how i show my emotion.   i guess its a trait i got from my mother.   well the point of this blog is for those that know what happend to me a while ago.   my wife at the time left me and never returned.   i was sooooo heart broken.  i thought i would never find love again.   i thought i would never find peace.  all i ever really wanted was to fight for someone.   well i found that someone FINALLY.   when i was lost i found my heart and soul back.   then SHE came into my life.  it wasn't easy at first and i had to work for her.  but i finally won her over.   she lets me be who i am and i don't have to pretend like i'm someone else around her.   thats not easy to find in this world.  someone that will let you be you ya know ???  she's an amazing woman and i gotta say thats the ONE good thing fubar is good for.  we met here.  actually we've known eachother for a while but never
Paternity Fraud, Let's Stop It Now!!
I know I haven't been on here as much as I have been in the past. After being deleted "mysteriously" several times in the last few months, I figure I would just kinda keep a low profile. But, that is only one of the reasons why I haven't been on as much. The main reason is that my husband and I have been busy dealing with a Paternity Fraud case involving his EX wife, her new husband and son. Those of you who have been friends with Dan and I in the past are aware of this, those of you who are recent friends are not. This came about back in August of 2008, when Dan's "son" came to stay with us for a week. Previously, this young man has mouthed off to me and my son's about Dan and his family, saying cruel, hurtful things about them. These rambliings by this young man has always led me to believe that he was not my husband's biological son and when I would mention this to my husband Dan, a fight would always ensue. When this young man was graduating from High School, he called my husband
Random Thoughts
I am really getting tired of men altogether. I use to just tolerate them. But lately I am just starting to wish all of them would drop off the face of the earth.(yes i know that sounds mean) In person I  can understand them approaching us being they don't know the girl is gay or not. But when they can READ online that the girl is only interested in girls I mean seriously why keep bugging her when its not going to get them anywhere. Thank God for the ignore/block button on here. I mean seriously if they read are profiles they should see they are not going to get nowhere. Yes I know some  have trouble reading and just look at our pictures. Then you get the ones that tell you that they are a "gentleman" and to me if they where one of those you would think he would know not to bother the girl being it wont get him anywhere.  Anyway Just had to get that off my mind! What even makes it worse is when they are older then your own dad or even granddad! Plain gross!
Top Ten Country Western Songs. 10. I Hate Every Bone In Her Body But Mine 9. I Ain't Never Gone To Bed With an Ugly Woman But I Woke Up With A Few 8. If The Phone Don't Ring, You'll Know It's Me 7. I've Missed You, But My Aim's Improvin' 6. Wouldn't Take Her To A Dogfight 'Cause I'm Scared She'd Win 5. I'm So Miserable Without You It's Like You're Still Here 4. My Wife Ran Off With My Best Friend And I Miss Him 3. She Took My Ring and Gave Me the Finger 2. She's Lookin' Better with Every Beer And the Number One Country & Western song is... 1. It's Hard To Kiss The Lips At Night That Chewed My Ass All Day Long
As The Wind Whispers
As the wind whispers The world results in change The clouds float by slowly Always out oWhich always hangs around Always out of range The tree's leaves fall Red, green, orange Beautiful for all As the wind whispers The grass lays down  It bows to the sun Which always hangs around As the wind whispers The ocean ripples with life As the wind whispers A smile crosses my face Whispers in the wind Produce a kindred soul We all need somebody Somebody special to love   ***Another poem I wrote in 99***
My First Book Released On May 13th, 2010!!
Hey Fu Friends!   My first book "A Shiver at Midnight - A Collection of Spine-Tingling Tales" is now available on and!!! I do appreciate your support!!!!!   Thanks!   Daryl My first book; "A Shiver at Midnight: A Collection of Spine Tingling Tales," was released on May 13th, 2010.  Check it out here!   Remember to sleep with the lights on....    
I look up to the sky and I send this message through my eyes   can you hear me? can you hear my prayers? I want to talk to you so you should pull up a chair   I can fell you looking right at me I close my eyes and your face is the only thing i see   Reaching my hand out towards the stars that shine the wind through my fingers feels like your fingers interlocking with mine   Can you hear me? do you hear the words i'm trying to say? it's hard to put my feelings together, but i'm trying in every single way.   I wish you were here in my arms so i could hold you tight hold you to the point where we fall asleep in each other's arm's and our hearts say goodnight   "I love you" are the words I here coming from the moon i'm wishing even harder for you to come home   I speak to the moon, yes this is true cause whenever i'm not near my love i ask the moon to look after you Can you hear me, MOON? Did my message get through? Just tell him that I miss him
Bombing Ettiquette (thanks Chopchop)
1) Read status of bomber for christ sake!!!!  Leaving status comments, gifts, and rates dont help if they want you in the sb!!!   2) Make sure if bomber asks for links that they work!!!!!! And I'm sorry, if your skin has no contrast and I have to hunt for your bomb folder, you will not be bombed period, no exceptions!!   3) Do not link your a bomb folder!!!!   4) Do not hit my sb more than once during a single bomb!!!! I know this is a hard one to keep track of but it sucks when I have already bombed you and I get a message that says: "Hurry up! You've already bombed this person"   5)  If I ask for autos only in means im trying to level....ALL I WANT IS AUTOS IN THERE!!!! I dont care how much you are willing to pay. Read the friggen status first.   6) Sometimes I will repay bombs...sometimes I wont.  If you have autos on...I will most likely bomb you!!  I dont ask for bombs when i dont have autos on...please dont ask me for a repay of bombing
For Him
Oh oh oh I, oh oh oh IIf I wrote a book about where we standThe title of my book would be "Life with Superman" That's how you make me feel I count you as a privilege This love is so idealI'm honored to be in itI know you feel the same I see it everydayAnd all the things you do And all the things you say You are my rocBaby you're the truthYou are my rocI love to rock with youYou are my rocYou're everything I needYou are my rocSo baby rock with meI wanna kiss ya, feel ya, please ya just rightI wanna touch ya, love ya, baby all nightReward ya, for all the things you doYou are my rocI love to roc with youI love to roc with you Oh oh oh IIf I wanna try to count the ways You make me smileI'll run out of fingers Before I run out of timeTo sing to talk about Sugar you keeps it going onMake me wanna keep my lovin strongMake me wanna try my bestTo give you what you want and what you needGive you my whole heart, not just a little pieceMore than a minimum,I'm talking everythingMore than a single w
Why Im Deleting Fubar In 4 Days!
The Pragmatic Eye
LET IT GO T.D.Jakes There are people who can walk away from you.And hear me when I tell you this!When people can walk away from you: let them walk.I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you,loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you,staying attached to you.I mean hang up the phone.When people can walk away from you let them walk.Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left.People leave you because they are not joined to you.And if they are not joined to you,you can' t make them stay.Let them go.And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person,it just means that their part in the story is over.And you've got to know when people'spart in your story is over so that youdon't keep trying to raise the dead.You've got to know when it's dead.You've got to know when it's over.Let me tell you something:I've got the gift of good-bye.It's the tenth spiritual gift,I believe in good-bye.It's not that I'm hateful, it's that I'm faithfu
Short Story
He was just sitting in his own little world lost in his tunes pumping through the headphones. His back up against the cold metal beam of the waiting platform; waiting for the next train to burst through. Within moments a rush of air signals its arrival. Sliding in to the open slot next to the windows, he thought nothing of his familiar surroundings. It was the same trip and environment that he has been in so many days before. The train jerked to signal the start of the benign routine. The trains movements snapped his head and brought his eyes back up to stare out the crusty windows of the car. The eroding landscape of the city is played out before him like bits of corroded information. At points his visions and the music in his head collide and things make more sense for but a brief moment. As he is lost out the window something catches his eye. A reminder of the warmer weather; the appearance of the bare shoulder of the woman that has sat in front of him. Looking straight ahead
Guys That Try To Get With Me When Im Taken!!
ok im not saying all of u guys are bad .. but this one guy friend of mine wants me to cheat on my bf so this guy friend of mine could get a kiss from me . I told him im Taken and not gonna cheat on the best thing thats ever happend to me . im not that kind of person who cheats on my other half especially for being with them 1 year and 5 months and this was his responce via blackberry messenger " I never catch a break, finally find something of worth and cant even try and persue" well umm told u from the start when we met i have a boyfriend i love him to death and im not gonna cheat so stop trying to get me to cheat it will never happen so stop trying and wasting ur time LMFAO god . some guys dont even get it do they . They wanna be with you but u have a bf . No im not gonna leave my bf for you !!! ughhh go away stop bugging me and now u wonder why i dont chill with you cause i was afraid this was gonna happen but im not surprised cause all my guy friends wanna do the exact same thing .
Ok, I have to ask this.... Why do people bother running?  I have yet to have anyone succeed in getting away. 90% of the time I know who it is from the start, yet they still try. So, anyone understand how running could possibly make sense when it just adds more charges to the original problem?
There's A Nut Case Out There! Lol
The other day I started getting messages from an unknown person.  Of course it's a new profile with no picture or anything. Here are the messages in the order I got them. 5/19 subject: hi i guess you get to be mikes (BLS) news victim to be date raped and put down, but how much do drugies and drunks and guys with no job turn you on, gl with him and have fun going through everything that he put me through subject: ps lets also not forget how he don't have a car cus hes a drunk and can't drive with out crashing subject: pss while you at things with mike be sure and ask him about how quickly he forgot about the 100+ cams in wal-mart where he works to prove the harrassment he gave to me but anyway i am done gl you have ha
I just called it off with the guy that I was dating. he only wanted to see me during the week and not during the weekends. something is just not right and I have to trust myself on this one. it hurts like hell. but I will get over it.
Song Lyrics
"Modern Man's Hustle"The first time I met the Devil was at a Motel 6She left Hell to spend a weekend on Earth just for kicksSexy little bitch, shorter than expectedAbout five-foot five big an' thick in the breast and thighsBeautiful, dark eyes a strong stareLarge lips, soft hands and long hairI said Ill make you smile for the simple fact Im good at itIll make you smile just so I can sit and look at it,[Chorus 2x]I will show you all you need to knowYou must hold on to anyone that wants you And I will love you through simple and the struggleBut girl you gotta understand the modern man must hustleWho cares what Jane saysShe always spits the same spitId rather kill the radio and listen to the rain hitLittle sister needs seclusionSomehow she'll discover it through the pop musicGot used to the feeling of fallingBut you'll never see her followingBouncing back and forth between the healing and the holleringRiding the outer ring of your own private saturnThoughts scattered all across the grey m
Lessons Learned
Hi Aryes517 I work in the marketing department for and wanted to present an opportunity to you that we think you would be great for. Do you want to be filmed on a first date with someone you are interested in meeting from These dates are light, fun and truly illustrate how exciting it can be when you give a try. So, if you're feeling spontaneous, we want to hear from you!  To see examples of First Dates we've recently filmed, visit If you're interested in participating, please let me know ASAP so that I can give you more information involving next steps. Also, please send the following to be considered: 1.       A recent picture of yourself 2.       Phone number to reach you 3.       First and last name Thanks! Lauren Filipski Marketing After a while you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul and you learn that love doesn't always mean security. And you begin to learn that kisses
Wolf Who Steps Sharing & Caring
     Four am and after communicating in prayer to the 'Great Spirit' I have been lead to write this blog howl! I was raised by a Nazarene Minister and a school teacher and that 'helping others' enviroment shaped me in many ways to be the 'wolf' I am. About a year ago I met someone through Yahoo Personals that was a school teacher in a 3rd world country. She was working 5 hour days 5 days a week making $50 a month. Also she attended the local university there part time.  Poverty,diseases,short life spans of approx. 47 years of age,bandits,villages with no electricity, cities with sometimes electricity.scams,hospital where you have to pay before you are treated,ect. were conditions in this country all too familiar to her. I established a friendship with her and found her to be honest,intelligent,educated in many areas as she spoke 3 languages,needy,warm,great sense of humor,and a 'people person' who liked to help others. She was originally from Australia and lost both her parents and end
Where is he? The man who hides in my dreams. The no named man who visits me everynight while i sleep. I feel no need to hide the inner me, for he loves me for all my flaws no matter how big or small. Y cant he come out and save me from my pain. Must he hide inside while i slowly die outside. So the question lies y must my quest be so agonizingly long when he is so close, or is it just a dream? As i cry these silent tears i put a smile on my face, like makeup, a normal routine. Hoping this time you will look into my eyes and see the pain that i hide. Why is it you say you love me but you ignore me. If this is love i want no part of it. Must i hide inside with these tears i cry? Will i mess up your perfect little world? When will you open your eyes and see the door and let me out? Cant you hear me screaming banging on the door? The key is in plain sight cant you see it, just look into my eyes! I guess i must move on hoping the next will use the key to unlock the
Ihw Promos
Demonic And Dark
When satan's son is dead, castrated A dark gateway will be created The world will transform to a living HELL And will create the unholy shell Where the skeleton hangs the body lies As demons' hands reach for the skies The life within now gone away Tomorrow is a darker day Joy to demons, Joy to hell Joy to those within the shell The hatred is a joyous thing And sorrow makes the church bells ring The tree of life is grown with thorns And sprout anew with little horns The angels have abandoned flight And there will be no morning light Those who burn with holy fire Will not reach their one desire The happy dreams will not be filled Let all the joyful ones be killed The dark one sits on burning tower The bright one feels his folding power It seems now that the tide has turned Let all the holy ones be burned The world has now come to an end This is it, I'm afraid It's over my friend. Twisted minds in an endless world of pain. A place where beautiful things vanish before the naked eye. Darkne
Kitten Rushed To Hospital
boomer for sale . place your price We all worry about breast cancer, fubar has a bling for that. The stats show that almost no one worries or cares about our children with cancer..They are our future, and without them, well, we have no future, so please help our future blosom, promote awarerness for children with cancer.I grew my hair and 2 years later, I donate it to locks of love, a child with cancer deserves a second chance on life.Let's all stand up to the cause and help as much as we can, because again, children are our future..Thank you for all who support the cause,and feels that we all have to do something about it .
Possible Wedding Song
I guess the time was right for us to say We'd take our time and live our lives together day by dayMake a wish and send it on a prayerWe know our dreams can all come true if loving we can shareWith you I'll never wonder will you be there for me With you I'll never wonder you're the right one for me(chorus)I finally found a love of a lifetimeA love to last my whole life throughI finally found a love of a lifetimeForever in my heart I finally found a love of a lifetimeWith every kiss our love is like brand new And every star up in the sky was made for me and youStill we both know that the road is longWe know that we will be together because our love is strong(chorus)(instrumental)(chorus)(Finally found a love of a lifetime)Love of a lifetime(Finally found a love of a lifetime)Finally found a love(Finally found a love of a lifetime)Ooh, forever in my heart I finally found a love of a lifetimeOoh ooh ooh
Vote For Me For Pennsylvania Governor
Robert R. Preston Brookville, Jefferson Co., PA I will not align myself with any party, I do not even like being called independent. I am just a citizen of Pennsylvania. * I can give a vague answer as well as the rest of them. * Absolute pro-gun, unlicensed OC & CC, license optional, removal of vehicle issue, strike the "firearm" transfer thing along with the PSP recording of such. * The Constitutions mean what the words in them say. * For the decriminalization of marijuana, then regulated and taxed like alcohol. * Pro-choice on abortion up to the end of the 1st trimester. Only pro after that for medical reasons of the mother. * NO PARTIAL BIRTH ABORTIONS! (I'm sorry, that shit is sick how they do that) * I dont care if you are gay or straight, what religion you are, your nation of origin so long as you are here legally, gender, race, creed - laws apply equally, and all rights, priviledges, and immunities shall be equal amongst the People. * Tax relief/credits for companies
Groovy Form
{GOD) Inventory Check List.Just fill in your totals beside the colon for each item. Depending on your current level not all territory or equipment may be available for purchase.Level Mobsize TerritoryNewsstand:Deserted Lot:Abandoned Storefront:Townhomes:Restaurant:Town Square:Auto Body Shop:Night Club:Condo Complex:Luxury Hotel:Vacant Military Bunker:Helipad:Skyscraper:Resort Casino:Outlet Shopping Strip:Office Building:Airport:Internet Data Center:Offshore Oil Rig:EquipmentWeaponsRusty Butterknife:Tennis Racket:Wrench:.357 Revolver:12 Gauge Shotgun:Tommy Gun:Tech 9:M16:Fortified M16:M134D Gatling Gun:Sniper Rifle:AT4 Rocket Launcher:Machine Gun:M2 Flamethrower:AK-74 Grenade Launcher:ArmorBullet Proof Vest:Body Armor:Full-Body Tactical Armor:Bomb Disposal Suit:Blast Shelter:Reinforced Blast Shelter:VehiclesStreet Bike:Military Jeep:Armored Truck:Tactical Utility Vehicle:Battle Tank:Super Tank:AH-64 Apache Helicopter:Stealth Apache:Unarmed Submarine:Armed Submarine:Skill points:Attack:D
Sell Tools
rst off, I don't give a shit if you do this or not, you have NOT gotten me to this point and it's safe to say Tomorrow you will not help me either.  Same goes for me too, I have nothing to do with your life either.   Second, I own a Tool & Supply biz.  We Sell safety equipment and Tools to construction companies nationwide.  6017 Items to be exact.   Women do very well at this, listen NO offense, but i am a realist, WE ALL flirt on here either for acceptance, to make ourselves feel important or just to find someone to get us off.  Listen I am the Playahs Playa.  With that in mind, I know some of you are just the same, playing games with people for our own amusement.   Since you have
Fuck Buddy Application (:
Fuck Buddy Application Name: Age: Birthday: Location: Sexual Preference: Height: Weight: Body Type: Eye color: Hair Color: Ethnicity: Religion: Do You Smoke?: Do You Drink?: Do You Drive?: What Kind Of Car Do You Own?: Do You Have A Source Of Income?: What Is Your Job Title?: Are You Currently In A Relationship?: Do You Have Children?: If Yes How Many?: Have You Ever Been Married?: Do You Have Any Piercings?: Where Are They Located?: Do You Have Any Tattoos?: Where Are They Located?: Why Are you Applying?: Whats One Special Thing About You?: Whats One Special Thing About Me?: Whats Your Favorite Body Part On Me?: Whats Your Favorite Body Part On You?: Do You Work Out?: Do You Play Any Sports?: What Is Your Favorite Sport?: What Is Your Favorite Type Of Music? Are You In A Band?: Do You Play Any Musical Instruments? Are You A Veteran?: Are You Currently Serving In The
Altruize Abilities
I now can Altruize my points (for 12 hours) to anyone I choose to do so, SB me or PM me your offer. I will need either an auto, bomb or boomerang in order to help you maximize the points you will get. I unlike others who I have had help me by Altruizing me will work to help maximize your points, so we'll decide on a date that I know I'll be around my computer to promote that I'm giving my points well as I will chase boomerangs, polish bling and use my 11's while I'm giving you my points. If you want a reference I can give you the 1st person I gave my points to she will tell you I worked very hard at making her the most points that I could she needed like 5 or 6 mil I think to level (it was a double pt Friday) but I was able to get her leveled. So if you are close to leveling SB me or PM me your offer and when you'd like to have it done and I will see what I can do to accomodate you There are very few people on here that I can say have helped me in leveling but I like t
       Alone... By Me Here I lye, feelin alone once againstairing at the same 4 wallssearching for answers that never seem to comewondering were I went wrongthis fimiliar feeling of lonelyness setteling in tired of spending my nights all alonelooking for love in all the wrong placesnever able to be with the ones that I love Time to move in another directionharder then anything I've done in the pastlooking to the future not sure what I seewondering what Is the reason for thisI try to be what I am happy to bebut no one seems to see this in mewhat is it they are expecting from mealways the friend that will listen to youbut never anything more to all the friends I have I'm Tired of always being alonefeeling inadequite to all that I knowfeelings inside that bring me downfeeling inside like I am starting to drownlots of friends I do know I havetelling me i am not alonebut a human touch is what I want to knowyerning for the love that aludes metired of actually being alone. Always condemed
So I don't know if I have made it clear but I'm an Anne Rice Fan... well several years ago... when I was in the island of Oahu, Hawaii I met this one woman Vely and she introduced me to Laurell K Hamilton  Guilty Pleasures book its the Anita Blake Series. And OH MY GOD!!!!! I was hooked!!!!!!!!! I am a loyal Anne Rice fan but I do must admit she paints a beautiful picture but she would dedicate a whole chapter to just describing a room.... (don't get me wrong that's great pictures a great scene in my head) But Laurell K Hamilton has a way with delivering to the point where she doesn't waste a chapter to describe one thing. Its quick and fast paced..... Now what I LOVE about the Anita Blake series is the fact that Anita herself is a necromancer, as well as a Vampire Executioner...Laurell K Hamilton dives you into a world of everything that goes bump in the night. I love how she incorporates vampires, wherewolf, wererats, wreleopards, faeries, demons, zombies, witches, etc etc and the s
For All Of You Out There Who Do Not Know The Real Me And Insist On Hurting Me.
Okay here it is. I am Amanda Lorene Barnes. I am twenty three years old. I live in Marble Falls Texas. So if you want to hunt me down and kill me go ahead I could careless at this point in time of my life. I was born in the "wonderful" town of Burnet Texas but raised in Elberton Georgia. When I was five years old my mother married my step father. She told me everything was going to be alright that he was my new daddy and would take care of me and I trusted her knowing she would never put me in danger. Things went swell for a while, but he was a drunk and a drug addict. Sometimes he would spend his whole check on cocaine and alcohol. He would disappear for days at a time with no word. When I was at home I wasn't allowed to speak without being spoken to. I couldn't even use the bathroom without asking first. I was basically silent at home. So when I went to school I would talk a lot, and in doing so I would get into trouble for talking. So a note was always sent home. When that happened
[Curse Of Life] ***************************************************************** *I curse the moon the sun and the stars. * *I curse the life given and the life taken. * *I curse the ground I walk and the air I breath. * *I curse this heart and the beating of the thunder in the skys. * *I curse the the thought of cursing. * *I curse the thought of not breathing. * *I curse the life taken for granted. * *isnt life a wonderful thing. * *I curse it. But its my curse . * *Your curse. * *Our curse. * *the curse of life is hard. * *but we wouldnt give it up for the world. * *
Words Of A No One
Im not old Im not new I am Me The Gambler No one aka Its not Importaint: I am just me No more No Less Ask me what you Will and I will answer With the best Of My Knowledge.But Know this that I am owner of No One And no one owns me either on the net or in real life...  This is not  aimed  at my friends  or fubar  in genereal its a wrning to those whom are fake,dramakings or queens that are looking for points blings and other fu glory no matter what it it takes to get it, and all those haters and  down raters that attack me in general and dont have the balls or ass to confront me personly so in general This Is for all the Weak Ass Posers out there that think they Know me and Want all that Weak ass Mushy shit. Take your Fake Ass some Place else... I am not a point hoe im here for friends so i add who i want and rate who i will so please dont ask or beg, I am not here to give blings randomly or to rate you to the next level so you can have fu glory,hell ive worked for everything i got i
A Heartfelt Note
I woke this morning feeling a bit disturbed and maybe a little vunerable. My about me section I felt just about summed it up for me but then maybe not.Then I started writing a blog here and there to show more pieces of who I am,just in case someone really wanted to know. I now wake up as I said above and realize that some of the ones I have gotten close to I may be hurting.I went through a spell of taking everyone out of my family because things were being said & even though nothing is being said at this momen, if I changed it around for my reasons it would be.I have never put in order who I like better or more than this one or that one I had my own system but from what I hear from others they take it as if you are number one then that is who you like the most..I dont do it like that,If I could I would put everyone first.So I am thinking of getting that gone again as well. I feel I need to say that I am only one person and even if one of the other girls get on I am still just that o
Life wouldn’t be the same without you and all the memories you have given me. ~ For You Rob I want you like the roses want the rain. I need you like the poem needs the pain. I would give you anything, my blood, my life, to have you! I love you! ~ I Love You Forever The moment I first saw you, you warmed my heart, the second time you made little flames and now you make my heart burn like hell! ~ I'm On Fire There are Tulips in my garden. There are Tulips in the park. But nothing is more be beautiful then our two lips meeting in the dark! ~ I Can Only Wish People say you only fall in love once, but when I hear your voice I fall in love all over again. ~ Everything On Here Is For You Rob The fluffy cloud may kiss the sky, the rose may kiss the butterfly, the morning due may kiss the grass, but you my friend may kiss my lips! ~ Anyday At night I cannot sleep and during the day I dream of you! ~ I Always Dream Of You I saw angels in the sky. I saw snow fall in July. I sa
One Of My Poems Just Felt Like Posting It.
If I shall die tomorrow, with no more life to live I want to tell you that I love you and say thanks for what you give. Everyday I smile, Everyday I know,  That you truely love me no matter where you go. I love you more than life itself, no matter what the change. You will live in my heart forever and live within my soul's range. So if Im not here tomorrow I'll still have something to give, My love will always be here as long as you shall live. I asked God but a simple question, what is my purpose on this earth? Then I waited for the answer feeling like I was a curse. 'Til one day he did reply and gave the answer to me. That day I well remember where my future was laid out for me to see. God granted me the oppurtunity to live life to its best. He gave me my one true love which put my bad thoughts to rest. Now I live for all thats good and Im happy all the time to. For now I have a reason to be around: someone- in which to be true. Now I am free to fly but I only wish to
This Man A Lair
Deb (6/14/2010 12:07:25 AM): even if tonight ...we where done i still worry about you ..i am making a statement is all !!!!Mike Hubbard (6/14/2010 12:07:49 AM): iknow baby hugs Mike Hubbard (6/14/2010 12:07:56 AM): i feel the same wayDeb (6/14/2010 12:09:25 AM): I wish you really understood how i felt......i have been trying to pull my feelings away some Mike Hubbard (6/14/2010 12:10:56 AM): i do babyDeb (6/14/2010 12:13:04 AM): you here or busy ?Mike Hubbard (6/14/2010 12:13:28 AM): im hereMike Hubbard (6/14/2010 12:13:37 AM): i said i do know how you feel babyDeb (6/14/2010 12:14:21 AM): your do Mike Hubbard (6/14/2010 12:14:56 AM): love you babyDeb (6/14/2010 12:15:07 AM): MikeDeb (6/14/2010 12:15:50 AM): so you have any questions for me, since i do most the talking lolMike Hubbard (6/14/2010 12:16:49 AM): is there any jobs for me there?Deb (6/14/2010 12:17:47 AM): in the city also in the area lol babe very small town Deb (6/14/2010 12:17:58 AM): everyone works in t
For Everyone Wondering Where I Have Been And Why I Haven't Been Here
my g-ma gained 30 plus lbs in a week of fluid the fluid reached her lungs causing her to cough and vomit in over doing that she tore her esophigus : tearing that she was vomiting blood and as she thought she had to have a bm it was nothing but blood...she lost over 600 liters of blood in just a couple of hrs her pace maker and her diabetes were really messing up working really hard ,with her liver and galbadder not working right she cant fight infections and they wont do surgery on her...they managed to be able to do a procedure to find where it was all coming from,they got the blood clots out and it's fixing it's self but she cant overly caugh vomit or sneeze ..if she does she'll tear it again and they will not be able to save her this time

"I have come to tell you that you are free. Many ages ago, My consciousness left humanity, that they might develop themselves. I return to find this development approaching completion, but hindered by fear and by misunderstanding. You have built for yourselves psychic suits of armor, and clad in them, your vision is restricted, your movements are clumsy and painful, your skin is bruised, and your spirit is broiled in the sun. I am chaos. I am the substance from which your artists and scientists build rhythms. I am the spirit with which your children and clowns laugh in happy anarchy. I am chaos. I am alive, and I tell you that you are free." Just wondering if there would be any interest in some rare Hour of the Time broadcasts as well as some Mae Brussell shows. I figure with all the bs disinfo patriot bs polluting the web nowadays it would be nice to have access to some quality alternative reasearch available in one place! Imagine the suprise of some wayward researcher stumbl
Poems From Proud American
I Pledge my life,Like my Brothers before meTo fight the fires to the bestof my ability.Through my training and what I have learnedI'll use common sensenot to get burned.I'll always be alertTo hear the weakest shout,I'll work quickly and efficiently To put the fires out.Through smoke and flame I'll give my all,Like my brothers before me who did fall.And if something should go wrong,And Death should make his callI'll neither take nor place no blame,For I know I gave my all. It seems like it were only yesterday  When you held me in your arms,    Free from any pain, safe from any Harm.         When I was young you were hard on me,      and at times a little rough,     But now I realize you did it to make me stronger     for the times when things get tough..      You took my hand and walked me down the aisle,      though you were giving me away,     you did it with a smile.          The lessons you taught me ,      made me what I am today,      f
Until We Meet
Until we meet My nights will be a little colder My days a little shorter My heart will beat little less rapid Until we meet I know my arms will be empty My mind hurting from the constant thought of you Minutes will seem like hours Hours will seem like months Months will seem like an eternity Until we meet The starts will not affect me with their gleaming sparkles of life Until i am gazeing up at them from inside your arms Until we meet The food that i eat will not be as fulfilling or nourishing Until it is you that i am shareing it with Util we meet I will not feel whole My world will seem incomplete Until that wonderfull day When our eyes make first contact and Our bodies and souls collide in a blissfull whirlwind The words will roll off my tounge a sweet song HELLO MY LOVE I COULDN'T WAIT TO MEET YOU For Austin I Love You
 It's late and we've had a wonderful time at the club. The drinks have lowered our inhibitions and we are being very affectionate just before closing. We've spent the night mingling with your old friends and making some new ones. You've noticed me chatting it up with a couple of really cute guys you haven't see before, and are happy that I am getting along. When we leave we invite a couple of your friends and one of the cute guys to come back to your place for a nightcap. We spend the ride in the backseat fondling and kissing each other, and make no effort to hide the fact that things are going to get very hot when we get home. The cute guy is watching all this with a sly smile, and nods in approval sitting next to us. We arrive, and soon the group of us is laughing and sharing a few last drinks together in your parlor. A little while later everyone is gone except for the cute stranger and us. I notice you've been checking him out when you've had the chance and ask you if you like wha
Roses is red an' my neck's red too an' you make my lips pucker like a big plug o' chew. If you was my shed i'd be proud to have made ya an' if you was my gun,in my rack i'd display ya. Cuz yer sleek like a bas boat an' hotter'n fire yer more grippin' to me then a new set o' tries. I'm a sad. lovesick fool jus' a-caryin' a torch            an' i whine like them houn' dogs         that's under my porch. Cuz you make my head spin like i'uz drinkin' white lightnin' (I ain't use to much thinkin' i confess it's a mite fright' nin'.) But yu'v stol my poor heart like that big ol' tornader that come through last month an' took off with my trailer....
I was recently incarcerated in the Las Colinas Detention Facility for failure to appear. Apperently I was supposed to show up for court ordered classes whether or not I was able to pay the 200 bucks they wanted. What  bothers me is the way the officer came knocking at my door stating matter-of-factly how I was wanted for prostitution! ha me a prostitute yeah right. I told him i dont get enough sex as it is being a 4yr olds mommy lol let alone get paid for it shit at this point if I ha money to spend trust me it would be th other way around and I would be paying for sex of course he would have to give me a free sample or demonstration (let me watch him with another woman) so that I know I am not getting ripped off). Anyways I got taken in and it turns out that my charge drunk in public is categorized under the same penal code as prostitution just a different section......go figure....officer was doing his job but not reading the info right! he was cute too =/
Taunted Treasure
Perhaps some will recall the passon from "The Chronicles of the Wanton"... Her simpliest desires as from this repost from the past...   Behind my armchairI found a small scrap of torn black fishnetsAnd I smiled to myselfRemembering…My legs spread wideIn four inch heelsBare breastedGripping the chairBent at the waistYou tore throughClutching my hipsRipping my pantiesEnteringThrustingTogether GrindingMoaningTrembling ThrustingCollapsingExhaustedEcstaticNow I am remembering….I wonder what house guestWill trip over the next scrapAnd pocket itSmilingKnowingWonderingI tucked it in a drawer Where I keep such thingsBecause I have such thingsTo conceal.
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me and my wife just found out that one of our old friends in school is missing and presumed dead she was a great person so if you are religous or whatever u do please pray for her and her family. here is a link on the curent staus of the search  
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Free Concert.
      The BIG O! Throws a huge free concert every summer. I have to share two things I saw tonight. While standing in the Porta potty line with my daughter, three drunk women walk up to the line next to us. 2 40's sisters and their niece. The niece doesn't look old enough to be in public drunk, but she was. Niece thinks she can walk to the front and be cute to the male.  He tells her to go back to the end of the line. Long story short... They make friends with the young guy and lady in front of them. By the time they get up to the front the young guy lets the ladies go first. While aunt #2 is going, aunt #1 Is officially introducing Daniel and Niece. I have a pic. titled "Nothing like having your aunt hook you up... at the porta potty.". When I get back to our site, this guy asks a friend of mine if he could have some pizza. Dion ( my friend) look inside and sees: 3 pieces and a couple bread sticks. The guy pulled a $20 out of his pocket and said "I'll give you $20 for that." Dion
Single Life
Snippet of a conversation with a friend...since I don't feel like explaining again I'm gonna copy/paste. Here's my day.   Was up until 8am...finally passed out from exhaustion...woke up at 3:40 to my mom banging on my door saying she doesn't like being locked out when she knows damn well I always lock my door when I'm home alone for my own safety. So I wrap myself in a blanket and go to the door, and told her I had went to bed at 8 and she goes "why?" I'm like "I dunno" so she goes "Well I'm gonna go get something to eat then" and just storms off and goes to get food. I just snapped at that point, I got up, threw on clothes and went to Mike's because Tawnua wasn't available until 6. So I talked to Mike's mom for a while, spent some time with Gwinevere, then went to Tawnua's. We watched true blood and we shared a can of soup for dinner. I kissed her too just to see if I'll enjoy it when the time comes   By when the time comes I mean I've been invited to participate in a 3-way with
Quick Beef Steaks with Mushrooms and Wine Using cube steaks instead of the usual cuts can shorten cooking time and calories.PREPARATION TIME: 10 minutesSERVES: 44 large (4- to 6-ounce) beef cube steaks½ cup red wine8 oz fresh mushrooms, quartered2 medium garlic cloves, minced2 tbsp fresh parsley, finely chopped2 tbsp butterPlace cube steaks in a quart-sized plastic bag, then set in a bowl to help bag stand up.Add wine, mushrooms, garlic, and parsley. Marinate mixture, refrigerated, for at least30 minutes (to add flavor) and up to 24 hours (to tenderize the meat).Melt butter in a large skillet over medium-high heat. Braise steaks, two at a time(reserving marinade for sauce), 2 minutes on each side. Remove steaks to servingplatter and keep warm.Pour reserved marinade into pan, and bring to a boil over medium-high heat. Cook fora couple of minutes, then pour over steaks. Serve immediately. Variation: If you are short on time, simply heat marinade ingredients together in asmall pan for 2
New Poetry Yay :)
I've never been so sure of anything till I met you you make me feel as happy as a gol digger with a rich jew you make me feel as light as air you show that you really care but you're so far from me why does this ocean have to be so mean so unforgiving and cruel I don't think its cool this ocean is breaking my heart I love you but i'm not sure I can fulfill my part all because this ocean won't let me embark all I want is you someday it'll happen but probably not any time soon :( I feel nothing, numbed by an unknown energy, now i sit here about to make a wish your blood on a dish, drowning itself amongst the bitterness. Embrace the life to my lips a breath grazes my lips gently, my mind dances with transylvanian memories of times depleted by the night. I see yet my eyes are closed, I see for i am no longer blind. Into the darkness i walk, I see, this place isn't so dark after all... I feel nothing but yet theres somethingnow I sit here about to make a wishyour blood on a
Broken Heart
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LMAO! Some girl (NatalieSparks) asked me for my messenger, and I told her she could have it as long as she wasn't going to ask me to sign up for a cam website - and she blocked me. Oversensitive webcam girl? Yep.   Listen, I have nothing against camgirls, and I would be more than happy to be friends with you (and may even seriously consider dating), but I'm not going to sign up for (and give my CC info to) a webcam site to see you strip - even if you claim it's free with your "access code" - and no amount of begging, pleading, rationalizing, or pouting will make me change my mind. I *might* consider signing up for your site if we're actually dating (or even just good friends) and have been for quite some time (days won't cut it - weeks might.) So please, if you happen to be a camgirl, don't be repelled by all this. I'm here to meet new friends, online or off, and who knows, maybe meet a potential GF, and camgirls are no different than any other girl. Just, please, seriously. Do
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i can not replace you in my heart i guess that makes you irreplaceable you're my best kept secret  though it seems impossible  you give me the best feeling  you must be delectable i can never hide my thoughts inside to you i'm detectable take away all reason   its not incomprehensible live all the brokens hearts past i may be indestructible but take one day with u away from me is completely irreprehensible loving you is my worst case scenario totally irrefutable  but living without you I am nothing my only unforgettable   === 'A GOOD FRIEND  wrote the following at '2011-09-14 10:01:33'   TODAY TO ME.......................................  > GUESS I AM ON THE WRONG END OF THE SANDMANS LIST......MUST HAVE PISSED ON HIS PAPER OR SOMETHING... > NOW YOU KNOW WHY I NEED CALMING........ > YOU GET THAT WAY TO??????? > FUCKING MIGRAINE THE DAY BEFORE... JUST COULDN'T KILL THAT PAIN....THEN YESTERDAY SUCH A NATURAL UP FORGOT TO EAT.....OR SLEEP...... > NOT TIRED YET.
real love never dies!!!! ♥♥♥If ya can,t be good, be good at it!!!♥♥♥ real love is forever♥♥♥
Just Stuff
I always wondered what was missing from my life. What else is out there? Is it more or less better or worse? I didn't know what but something was keeping me from feeling whole. When do I get to be complete? You go through life making choices that you hope lead you to be solid and have your thoughts and dreams come true. I didn't know what to wish for. I wasn't paying attention and you slipped into my life and made a bang. You put the spark in my eye while i wasn't looking. Things became different. Food was tasting better the sun was shinning bright I had something. The smile on my face was a real one for the first time and it was unstoppable. Rules were broken the hours on the clock stood still. I was laughing and truly happy.Wow. I look up at tonight's moon glowing bright white and notice that a star in the sky only sparkled for me. The sound of your arrival and voice is a complete intoxicating rush that never goes away. I am open and no longer missing anything. I AM FOUND  So just wh
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Thoughts Of Everything, And Nothing
A heart beats within a troubled breast. Made from glass, once pure and clear. Now blackened by knowledge of evil. The beats slow, slow, slow... Then beats no more. I walk along the path life has given me... I wish for it to be smooth and straight.... Yet, by design, it twists and writhes as a serpent   Each of every fork in this path, I have turned the wrong way. The dead ends, the termination, lash scars upon my heart And penetrate my flesh,until blood flows as water   My mind is assaulted with behaviors, images, that speak only the slow death of decay Sheer evil seeks to rend flesh from my bones, and twist me into gross rictus The depravity washes over me like a tidal wave, and I can only stand there and scream as it does   Once I have returned to my path, I continue onwards I am alive, but bleeding with every part of me in anguish I continue on, for I cannot stop until death greets me in another fork in the road
Fed Up With Haters
My Writing
I look at her everyday and I am reminded Of everything you have done It isn't her fault that you are who you are But yet for some reason you don't want her.   She is so beautiful why wouldn't you want her I tried to convince you that she is yours But now I am done trying so now I say no she isn't yours she is mine.   You don't deserve someone so pure and beautiful SO you have lost her forever and you have lost me I can't deal with the pain of knowing what you have done You lost the best thing you ever had and I don't mean me.   You have done so many things in your life And the only good thing you lost forever So know now that you did this to yourself And no there is no more chance of getting it back.                                                       I AM DONE AND I HAVE LEARNED JUST WHO YOU ARE. I watch as you go day to day And I see the struggles you go through But yet your always there To offer whenever we need someone.   People say that change is good B
Car Cover Man On Ebay A Complete Scam
I was asked by my husband to post this so more people would be aware of this scam CAR COVER Man on eBay - WARNING! A COMPLETE SCAM! Current mood:  angry Category: Automotive Hi everybody.  I know I haven't been on here much lately and I know I NEVER blog but I've got something that I just gotta share with as many people as I can.I just want to let everybody know that buying a car cover from Car Cover Man on eBay is a VERY BAD idea.  This company is currently working on eBay with at least two different accounts (carcoverman & worldoutletcenter) selling car covers and who knows what else. THEIR NEGATIVE FEEDBACK ON eBAY!  They may be great if you need an indoor dust cover but that's all you're going to get and it may or may not fit your car.They've got a fairly good eBay page (if you don't look to close) and they advert
I always believed you when you said I was weak, Afraid to hold on – afraid to let go; Terrified of failing – running from success; Standing in confusion despite everything I know.   But I figured out that everything you said Was just a part of chaining me to your side; The words that you screamed at the top of your lungs Were carefully chosen to wipe away my pride.   And now that my eyes can see your truth, Now that my tears have washed away the lies, I’ve come to the conclusion that all of the weakness Was part of the man I have come to despise.   And now I’m strong – Stronger than I ever thought I’d be; And I’ll move on ‘Cause giving up is not a part of me; And I’ll find joy In everything I’m leaving far behind; You cannot win ‘Cause I’m the captain of my own mind.
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Today the sun rose,But it I did not see.Something more beautiful,In my eyes came to me.A smile that glows,More than the sun can shine.Now a friend to me,I hope for the rest of time.Brooke send me your smile,For today and now on.And I promise mine forever,Now our friendship has begun. Her beauty beyond my words,Her heart I cannot grasp.If only across this ocean,My heart I could cast.Would hers come in return,Or mine broken back to me.I look across this ocean,Wishing for her eyes to see.Her beauty,mind and words,I would cherish along with her heart.But until she can see my words are true,Here will I stand,from her an ocean apart. Bullets fly,some dead lay dead, Brutal,heartless they walk away. And drink to thier victory, Till the dawn of a new day.   The new day starts,10 fold now replace, Look for others to help with this menance. And pray to God you send them, And they resectfully do thier penance.   If life and death were as easy as this game, Some could master it all. Oth
Fire Safety
Before I pass on a few fire safety tips let me start by saying that I am the Fire Prevention Officer at a 60mil doller facillity.  I only mention this so that you can get an even bigger kick from the inferrences you will surely create. 1. Check your fire exstinguishers regularly..if a member of your household uses one and does not inform you..this could have tragic results when it is needed. 2. Ensure you have enough garden hose to reach any space in your house that may possibly need extinguishing. 3. Keep all drop ceiling tiles in good repair and in place..these are crucial fire safety items when there is a void between floors that contain highly flamable items such as insulation..plastic/flexy piping..ect. 4. Check/clean your dryer venting duct on a regular basis..ensure that there are no obstructions or excessive lint build-up..this is crucial in households where 40-50 loads of laundry are done a week. (No exageration) 5. Always use hard metal pipe for venting whenever possible
I Need Your Ideas Please
I want to host a contest for men to enter about their legs. I love a mans legs! But I am a single mother of 2 so I can NOT offer stuff like bling packs or an auto or that kind of stuff as a reward. So I need some help. I would like to know from YOU what you would like from ME as a reward. Dont be shy. I want honesty. Once I figure out from you what you want as a reward then I will figure out when I will place the contest & how long it will run & all that good stuff. Remember HONESTY   Thank you  
Standing Alone
Another day another thing gone wrong. Yet i still find myself in the same situations over and over again. I tend to always hit that friend status but nothing more for the people i fall for. yay. I sit here with a fake smile on my face pretending to be ok as i listen to you go on and on about this girl or that one. Yet i cant help wonder when will it be my turn if ever. I find myself slowly drifting from you in the darkness of my mind. no light to guide me back to you. Am i not pretty enough for you or do I not have the right personality for you. I rack my mind trying to figure out what it is that isnt good enough for you and yet i still have nothing. frustrated an jaded is all that I am. Slowly falling with no one to catch me. All is lost and all is gone  
So here I am stuck in Hell and I am wondering where in the hell did I go wrong? I think I got things all figured out and that I am finally on the rd to stability and routine again just to have it all go to hell in a hand basket. I cant seem to get to where I am going and I am not in any way going to remain stuck here or going back to where I was...ugh. My phone is shut off and I don't have anyone left that I can call on for help. People just love running their mouths and getting up in my business when their own lives are a fucked up mess and yet I am wondering why I seem to be the only one that sees this shit. I mean like do people not see all the hate and drama that is being spread or the fact that by egging it on or spreading things heard/overheard/disclosed to you that you are only feeding in to the drama??? And wtf is up with ppl stealing lately????? ppl I dnt even know are stealing things from me and then the people that are trying to be my "friend" and help me are actually callin
Why is it so hard to find that special someone? All I keep hearing is that don't worry she is out there. I have heard it most of my life. Im starting to get really tired of hearing it. Why can't that someone just finally come along? Up to now everyone that I meet that seems intrested turns out not to be. The ones that I think are the one run and never want to speak to me again. I want that special someone to prove to me that not all girls are the same. maybe one day it will happen but im beiginning to think at this point its not going to. Any one want to prove that not everyone is the same...........................
  Dear Lord   Thank you for the love you've placed in my life through the friends you've given me.  They bring me warmth when the days are cold, music when I'm overwwhelmed by silence, joy when sadness dawns above and below me.  May I be a loving friend to each one of them as well.  Fill me anew with your love that I may pass it along. Amen. ScorpionRuling Planet: Mars/PlutoRuling House: Eighth HouseElement: WaterQuality: FixedBody Parts: sex organsKeyword: SEXDate with destiny: Cancer, PiscesRun for the hills: Leo, AquariusWhere you glow: investigatingWhat makes you tick: chessFitness forecast: sexPlay date: chatting on the InternetPerfect jobs: private investigator, surgeonBest accessory: magnifying glassA sure thing: magnetismDestination: The NetherlandsPleasure: mystery, calling the shots, passionPain: exposure, simplicity, interruptionKindness: Your idealism and passionate belief in transformation and rebirth inspires others to want to work toward these goals as intensel
long hard slowly strokin......thinking of u riding it slow my hands on ur back running them down to u ass grippin and grinding cock in u as u go down.....softly suckin nipples as u moan.... grips ur ass lifts my hips making cock go deeper as i pull u down on me......circular liftin motions leans into wraps arms around ur back feeling u thrust down as we kiss feling cock go in and out hard.....u gettin wetter and wetter......both of us moanin ...... leans into wraps arms around ur back feeling u thrust down as we kiss feling cock go in and out hard.....u gettin wetter and wetter......both of us moanin ...........lay u back lift ur legs pull u in between mine grips ur thighs and slide deep.......lean over u thrustin hard lookin in ur eyes...whipser i love you baby..... feeling our bodys touch as we passionatly have sex...make love......kissin u..biting ur lip as i thrust more.....nibble ur ear.......whispers u like this baby.....bites ur neck and goes deep as possible......body heat
Completely Confusing Rambling
AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH FUCK GAH DAMNIT SON OF A BITCH IDK HOW THE FUCK TO SAY HOW I FEEL ABOUT YOU THE CONSTANT BACK AND FORTH MY HEAD SPINNING FROM IT ALL... AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! IT WONT FUCKING COME OUT AND IT IS EATING ME ALIVE..... If you could be honest just once in your life. One moment to speak the right down brutal truth, no matter how evil it Ok I have finally come back to this place. Now that I am back it is time for a new posting.. This time away has taken me in many different ways. I have changed in many of those ways, let's just say I have grown-up which was much needed. Before I left I was dealing with a bunch of shit and wasn't getting the answers I was seeking. Now don't get me wrong I have always felt like I was quote unqoute excepted but most. I believe that I have finally found me and the path that I must take in life to be happy and get that feeling of satisfaction. Not to mention any names but there were some people that I had to remove myself from. I know
Stuff I Write...
I have spent my whole life searching.. Searching for something inside Something i could never find Something i couldn't hide   The one thing to make me feel whole To fill the empty hole It was so cold and dark My deep dark soul   I found that something in you Something i tried to fight A battle within I tried with all my might   I pushed and pushed Till i could no longer deny You were my soul  I could no longer hide   The war is over My search came to an end I'm tired and worn All of my love, i do send.     To the sound of a voice I awake.. I close my eyes in hopes It will go away   I drift back to sleep Slipping back into that dream It all seems so sweet But nothing is as it seems   I hear the voice once more I sit up to answer you Why you won't leave I have not a clue   I'm haunted by the memories Of our scattered past The neverending nightmare Of a love that didn't last.. I actualy wrote this like two years ago... i dunno...       KK
I'm never waking up again so I'll never have to find out what you did. Each day it's harder to pretend. That your eyes aren't lying as much as your mouth did. I'd grab your head by your hair and I'd hack it off. And put it on display at the front of the yard on a stick that's decorated with a little pink bow and a sign that says "Her friends and family should have taught her more about love." Dear Tragedy, I never had anybody. But being alone wasn't half as bad as being obsessed with a breath taker, a smile faker. But these years alone have eaten me alive. Recounting pages in a book. That I'd torn out ashamed that one day you'd look. Afraid that once you did you'd really know how it felt to be a sucker on a string that you dragged around wherever you'd go. I'm running around, around and it hurts. Tempted to tape up the pages I'd ripped. And although I recognize that we're attached at the lips, you're the one in charge and that the captain's gotta sink with the ship.
My First Blog
I don't do this. But I have seen some friends (and some not-friends) getting awfully emo, pissy, touchy, whiny... Call it what you will. And I wonder if there's something in the water? Is it STILL Friday the 13th? Why is it I have escaped much of the disappointment and hurt many on here have been feeling? Or maybe I just don't get butthurt easily - iron underpants? I finally decided that maybe their all hormonal, so I want to suggest a special bling item - Fudol. If you're not getting enough attention, if Fubar deletes your friends, if someone's wrong in the mumms, if someone beat up your fuMafia character and took your tank money - we can give you a Midol bling and it would make it all better And unlike most other bling, THIS one would cost only 1 or 2 credits, but give 5 credits of points to the recipient! And polishing it would be similar - give 2 credits worth of points to the owner, and 5 credits of points to the polisher, so they can share their HAPPY - well, period! Either
Profile of the Sociopath Glibness and Superficial Charm  Manipulative and Conning They never recognize the rights of others and see their self-serving behaviors as permissible. They appear to be charming, yet are covertly hostile and domineering, seeing their victim as merely an instrument to be used. They may dominate and humiliate their victims.  Grandiose Sense of Self Feels entitled to certain things as "their right."  Pathological Lying Has no problem lying coolly and easily and it is almost impossible for them to be truthful on a consistent basis. Can create, and get caught up in, a complex belief about their own powers and abilities. Extremely convincing and even able to pass lie detector tests.  Lack of Remorse, Shame or Guilt A deep seated rage, which is split off and repressed, is at their core. Does not see others around them as people, but only as targets and opportunities. Instead of friends, they have victims and accomplices who end up as victims. The end always
Thoughts...mostly Evil Lol
Read the rest of the comics at Snafu-Comics   Read the rest of the comics at Snafu-Comics The colour grey: The sun shines through the crack in my curtain... My eyes slam shut. Not another day of agony inside of my mind! E very waking hour i spend trying to forget. The feelings within.   The steam rises, like many silver snakes from the kettle.. Listening intently to the sound of boiling, Almost like rage. I can feel it building inside of me. I feel like the colour white. Alone. Restless.   As i sip on my tea,Trying to wake up and see sense. I wonder what things would be like without me? I start to dream of how to die... I feel like the colour green. Calm. And safe when i wonder this.   I long for the steel colour of metal in my skin. I desperately need to see the sound of blood. The feeling of escape. The knowing of peace. The colour black. Silent. Still.   The sun shines through the crack in my curtain... My eyes slam shut. Not another day of agony in
Protection,my view Reality is..truth Look inside,nothing's there useless fighting the unfair take a DNA Brought up the good way Lost the point,lost the view lost it all..Believe in you?? Through your eyes, it's never grey pushing me ,,believe your way contradiction,, makes u a liar live my life ,tied on your wire Holding on to cause me pain loose the truth,,You rise again but the part that hurt me most Im the worm,you're the host Yup showed his true colors Like I knew he would I'd get me some justice If only I could.. Hung with a life & money sucker Lost my family and my friends Everyone tried to warn me Left with nothing ,how it ends, A life of a hard core addict. Became so obsolete. Never having anything,, nothing was complete. Moved over 14 times in 6 years never could pay rent always had to be fucked up Thats how money got spent Need to feel betterBad situations get me lowProcess itPush it awayProcessing will deaden the fe
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Need For Proofreading
Man Kills Self Before Shooting Wife and Daughter  This one was caught in the SGV Tribune the other day.  It took two or three readings before the editor realized that what he was reading was impossible!!!  They put in a correction the next day.           Something Went Wrong in Jet Crash, Expert Says        No crap, really? Ya think?   Police Begin Campaign
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as a mother I teach my children... You NEVER will ever truly know someone. With each day that passes time changes... With each daily influence people change... With every daily experience characters change... So trust in only ONE wordly being... that being  yourself...  People of this world take for granted Ones Word Ones Sincerity, swaying themselves to the flow of the river, the river that dominates today... Honesty is word, that today, can only be found printed on a page in a dictionary... Character a trait, that today, is oh so influenced but anothers opinion... and Frienship  that most seem to take advantage of... To my children... stand true to    your word, shine through your character, and never be mislead that being ones friend has the price tag of adopting ones views, that true friendship ... those with character those who stand by their word those who will expect nothing more from  you than you being you...they are a true with this said... I wish you well, those
Previous Zodiac Sign New Zodiac Sign
Previous zodiac sign New zodiac sign Capricorn: Dec. 22-Jan. 19 Sagittarius: Dec. 17-Jan. 20 Your previous qualities: willingness to work hard and determination to succeed Your new qualities: philosophical, wide-open and curious nature Aquarius: Jan. 20-Feb. 18 Capricorn: Jan. 20-Feb. 16 Your previous qualities: vision, intellect and humanity Your new qualities: willingness to work hard and determination to succeed Pisces: Feb. 19-March 20 Aquarius: Feb. 16-March 11 Your previous qualities: compassionate and charitable nature Your new qualities: vision, intellect and humanity Aries: March 21-April 19 Pisces: March 11-April 18 Your previous qualities: initiative, courage and determination Your new qualities: compassionate and charitable nature Taurus: April 20-May 20 Aries: April 18-May 13 Your previous qualities: stability, loyalty and dogged determination Your new qualities: initiative, courage and determination Gemini: May 21-Jun
CAREFUL I stared at your picture today One last time just for hate Before I lit it up and smiled While your face engulfed in flames Careful what you wish for You dreams just might come true But instead of fucking me Im gonna fuck around with you Im no one to be played with You fucked with the wrong girl Should have stuck to the pathetic simple ones That seemed to rock your world But you wanted more, you wanted me Dumb bitches made you sick But you should of know theyre what you deserve You lying fucking prick You cant handle a girl like me You cant treat me like you did them I wont sit there , cry and take it Just to keep you as my man
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You tube has changed there embed codes and members are haveing and issue  with loading the video to their profile. Here is what needs to be done to be able to load the video to your profile. 1. go to youtube and choose the video you would like to be on your profile 2. click on "Embed"   3. do not use the code that comes up when you click on embed 4. Scroll down a little and you will see 4 different boxes. 5. you will want to check the last box so you can post the video to your page.  the code will then revert back to the code to where you can post it onto your page. fuPal is a fubar feature that allows users to transfer their fuBucks or bling credits to other users. You may do this because one of your friends is broke and needs to pay their lounge fee, or because you want to help them bid for spotlight! Why you transfer them is up to you. Keep in mind however, that you will be charged a transaction fee of 20% of the amount you transfer. For example, if you transfer 100 f
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A guy who purchased his wife a pocket Taser for their anniversary submitted this.    Last weekend I saw something at Larry's Pistol & Pawn Shop that sparked my interest. The occasion was our 15th anniversary and I was looking for a little something extra for my wife Julie. What I came across was a 100,000-volt, pocket/purse-sized taser. The effects of the taser were supposed to be short lived, with no long-term adverse affect on your assailant, allowing her adequate time to retreat to safety....??    "WAY TOO COOL!” Long story short, I bought the device and brought it home.   "I loaded two triple-a batteries in the darn thing and pushed the button. Nothing! I was disappointed. I learned, however, that if I pushed the button AND pressed it against a metal surface at the same time; I'd get the blue arch of electricity darting back and forth between the prongs.   "AWESOME!!!   Unfortunately, I have yet to explain to Julie what that burn spot is on the face of her microwave.   Okay,
Life So Far
Inner Workings Of A Conversation With Children
Sitting at the table amongst the kids as they had their afternoon tea, the toddlers were set free from their yard and a adorable boy all of 2 who i talk to regularly and who makes me laugh at times came over said hello to me had a cuddle so cos his so cute and all i ended up giving him a biscuit he says to me  "tacos?" "yeah we had tacos for lunch today already" "i have tacos at my home" "do you?" "yeah! i love tacos" One hot sunny afternoon, out in the yard we had set up some water play, i had perched myself on a rock and was watching the kids as they played happily in the water splashing laughing generally doing what kids do the most, one little boy sitting in the clam shell pool full of water looks up at me and says "shell im going to fill my hat with water"... "ok sure" i respond so he proceeds to do so dunking his hat in the water he then lifts it up and puts it on his head he turns to me again and says "shell i got water in here did you know?" as he points to the hat on his
Dark Lotus
This is the Lotus The Underground Where all darkness meets For the judgement of their afterlife Six petals, One pod And an Army full of Juggalos Emerging from the center of the earth Willing and able to take control Of all unfinished situations By leading the outcasted souls To the power of Shangri-La   Venomous snakes magically charmed All of disappear with the wave of a wand Pharaohs eternally rest in they tomb Hachets unleashed allow doom to consume Nomads wander were do they go? Scholars go insane at the minds of Juggalos Sand grains burn when the sun beats down Skin rots more as the earth spins around   I got a handfull of dust From the leaf of the Lotus Hold it in the sky Blow it in the air to get my focus Cut off my fingertip I wanna see the blood drip Onto the tail of a possum Close my eyes make a wish On my knees praying to my Ali Baba! Can you hear me every time I scream an Holla! I'm just a killer with problems I want a fucking release Withou
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few realize this word. ACCEPTANCE, means to be unconditional taken for who they are or what they stand for. Too many judgements pass without so much as a thought required to think of what it may be truly like to be "in someone else's shoes". We make "assumptions" based on looks, appearance, and attitudes, but these are merely NOT enough "grounds" to decide if a person is truly worthy of our respect. If we dont learn acceptance at a point to where a person may be in their lives, then how can we make assumpmtions, or "judgements" on whether we can befriend them or not? HAVE we walked in someone elses shoes? people do wrong, they make mistakes, but where is forgiveness in a persons heart? Where is love and unconditional "help" a point....mind you, towards a person who may be lost, lost to the point of no return, lost to the point of just no longer caring anymore. We get angry at people simply because they gave us a "stare"across the room, or simply because they seem "stupid" in our
My Feelings About September 11th
I couldn't imagine being on a plane thinking I was going home to see my family and never make it...   I couldn't imagine being in the WTC and just went to work to feed my family and the last thing I see before I die is a plane coming toward my office and not having a chance to say goodbye...   I couldn't imagine being on the floor above the plane crash and feeling like suicide was my only way out...   I couldn't imagine being a firefighter and going into the WTC to save lives and lose mine ...   I couldn't imagine waiting for my loved one to come out of the WTC only for them to never make it...   I couldn't imagine growing up without my mom or dad because a terrorist killed them for his beliefs...   COULD YOU IMAGINE?? I WILL REMEMBER  9/11 LIKE I DO MY NAME...ITS SOMETHING I CAN'T EVER FORGET!!
Cyber Is Not A Std
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How Awesome Is He!
"A Very Special Meal Mirabai Chrin Once there was a very poor and devoted woman who always prayed to the Glory of God, asking very little, if anything for herself. But one thought, one desire continued to recur and finally she asked: petitioning the Lord, that if it were possible she would love to prepare a special meal and have God share at her table. And God, in His Love for this goodly woman, said He would indeed come the next day and share a meal.Filled with ecstasy, the woman went out the following morning with her meager purse and purchased such delicacies that she felt would please the Lord.Returning home, she prepared a banquet and waited patiently for her most honored guest. Soon there was a knock on the door, and when she opened it, there stood an old beggar asking for something to eat. Being a woman of God, she could not turn the beggar away, so she invited him in to partake of her table. The beggar felt as if he was in a dream - such a feast set before him. He finished
Random Things
how am i suppose to give you the answers to things i don't know? how can i help you, when i can't even help myself? i don't know how to make things better, i can't tell you what you want to hear... i can't fix things for you, i can't change the way things are.... i know you're not happy... i'm not either.. coming to me.. it can't fix anything.. i'm not your answer... nothing i say or do .. will change anything... i have nothing to do with your problem... even tho i kno you blame me... i'm sorry you didn't think i was good... that i was such a bad influence... i don't know how it happened.. i don't know what i did... to make you think i'm the bad guy... i have my own problems... my own pains.. i don't know how to fix me.. how can i fix you??   071310 Name:Age:Location:Height:Hair (color and style):Eyes:Piercings/tattoos:OTHER:1. Where would we go on dates?2. Who are three of your favorite bands/artists?3. Do you drink/smoke??4. Do you like the beach?5. If so...would you go w
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This Is Our Time
                          This Is Our Time We wake up in the morning at the dawn of a new day,      And hope and pray to God above that things will go our way.There are times we reach that mountaintop and think we have it all,      Then there's moments that are rocky and we stumble and we fall. As your world comes down around you, no matter how hard you try,     And the darkness fills up in your heart and you don't even know why.It's seems like one step forward, two steps back, and we're left so hard and cold,      'Cause it seems like it'll be forever until our destinies unfold. Then your heart cries out into the night and hope that someone hears,      And you pray that they will take away your doubts and all your fears.The hell you're in is way too much and you can't take anymore,      And you want that feeling in your heart like you've never had before. In a tiny, single moment, someone whispers your name,     And it changes your life forever and you'll never be the same.Those s
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My Poem
Baby when I look in your eyes I see a future with you Baby when you touch me I feel your love Baby when you whisper to me I hear your sexy voice Baby when I'm with you I wanna be with you all the time My heart beats so fast that I can't live without you It seems that when I'm away My mind is always thinking about you It don't want to stop All I ever wanted is to be with you forever & always
No Matter What
TroubleStrifeTrue love?Ending? Dear friend.Don't worryI am hereI won't leave you I,.... I can't leave her Found the one.She sees in me.I see her soul.Her most amazing mind.Her lushious body.I can't let anyone else see.Why do i feel like i need her? Because i do.I need her like i need air.I need her like i need the sun.Her brown eyes,As deep as the ocean.Hiding wisdom in the depths.Strange for one so young. She's not young. Not in realityHer years have seen horrors.Pain,Death,Lost love, Why is it she must feel these thingsI would do anything to take the bad memories away. She knowsI told her, Or is she even smarter than i first thought?She is.I know her.I love her.I tell herI ask her She tells me, she can't. I ask whyWhy after all the time i've stood by her Why can't i, like all the men Have One Chance. Did i do something wrong? Is something wrong with me?   No I know how i feelI think she feels the same.I will fightI must fightTo show herShe won't lose me No Matter W
My Mind At Work
  HAMPTON — — Earlier in the week, Hampton coach Mike Smith declared Daquan Romero to be Phoebus' best receiver. It didn't matter to him that Romero had caught six passes all season.And with the Eastern Region Division 5 championship on the line, Smith knew Romero would be the Phantoms' go-to target. He wasn't happy to be correct: Romero's 6-yard touchdown catch gave Phoebus its first lead with 2:55 remaining, and the Phantoms hung on for a 12-7 win Friday night at Darling Stadium.It was Romero's only catch of the night, and it came on fourth-and-goal. With the Crabbers' linebackers dropping into coverage, Romero ran a drag route and made the catch at the 1-yard line. He dragged a couple of defenders into the end zone, just when it looked like Phoebus' VHSL record winning streak would end."What a great route," quarterback Jordan Roby said. "He had the perfect speed and when he caught it, I said, 'Please get into the end zone.' He made a great play."With its 43rd consecuti
Temptress or to go straight to the nasty stuff Come check me out!   I'm into foot fetish....anyone else????
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Recently I joined a real free make money online site that the maintenance guy working and living at this hotel has been using for 2 1/2 years. He claimed to have been wealthy and making his money from real estate thru a free make money online site. Before the recession happened Donald Trump was telling everybody to sell everything and the hotel maintenance guy didn't think real estate was going down the tank so he didn't sell the homes he had contracts for and the people that had a contract with him walked away from their home because they couldn't afford to pay the bills when the bills came so the hotel maintenance guy wasn't making any money himself so he became poor but he stayed a member of the free make money online site and still recieves an income but not enough to just live on the income from the free make money online site so he is currently working as the maintenance guy at this hotel until real estate picks up again and he can live on the income again provided by the free ma
101 Kinky Questions!!!
Hot Survey...                                                                                                                                    101 Kinky Questions (Enjoy!!!) 1. Have you ever slept naked? : Yeah2. Have you ever masturbated? : who hasnt at one point in time3. What's your bra size, or dick length? : 38c4. Where was or would you want your first time to be and why?: 13 was first time, and it was in the back of a car.5. Have you ever gotten sexual with anything that wasn't a person? : maybe6. Have you ever shown anyone your body parts and asked advice? : haha....not that i know of7. Have you ever seen any of your relatives naked? : dude, it aint pretty to come outta ur room and see mom naked growin up8 . Do you prefer doing it in the dark or in the light? : dark9. What's your greatest fantasy? : Thats for me to know and you to find out maybe10. Would you suck on anyone's toes? : No11. Where do you think would be the weirdest place to have sex? : a church12. Would you have
Your Betrayal LyricsAm I going insane (insane)My blood is boiling inside of my veinsAn evil feeling attacks (attacks)My body’s shaking there’s no turning backdon't take your eyes off the trigger I’m not to blame if your world turns to blackas your eyes start to blisterthere's just no hope for our final embraceSo here we are, I’m in your headI’m in your heart!You were told to to run awaysoak the place and light the flamePay the price for your betrayalYour betrayal, Your Betrayal!I was told to stay awayThose two words I can’t obeyPay the price for your betrayalYour betrayal, Your Betrayal!Is it my turn to die?My heart is pounding as I say goodbyeSo now I dance in the flamesI love you crying and screaming my nameYou said that we’d be foreverHow could you kill me and lie to my faceNow that we can’t be togetherThere’s just no hope for a final embrace So here we are, I’m in your headI’m in your heart!You were told to run away
Sometimes Sometimes we see things that aren’t meant to be seen.Sometimes things aren’t always as they seem.Sometimes we need someone to call our own,Especially when we’re alone.Sometimes people just can’t understand,Why things get out of hand.Sometimes life just isn’t fair,Especially when people just don’t care.And sometimes it's hard to say,Why things have to be this way.Sometimes it’s all you can do to get by,Especially when dreams continue to die.Sometimes it’s nice to sit in the rain.Even to just relieve the pain.And when we’ve had a really bad day,Sometimes we just need to get away.We never know what’s wrong with out pain.Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same. And sometimes when people get hurt,
Therapist Joke
a man is upset with his sex life from his wife so he looks for a therapist while searching he finds a guy who is TheRapist the guy goes into the office and starts talking the TheRapist asks what his problem is the guy goes its my wife doc she hasn't laid me in a year TheRapist says ok sir and where do you live and work what hours do you work and when is she home the gentleman thinks this is odd but tells TheRapist anyway TheRapist says ok sir see you back next week next week comes and the guy goes back with a big smile on his face and tells TheRapist how happy he is and he doesn't know why she started putting out againTheRapist responds with it's my job sir the guy says how did you do it. TheRapist says well i went and raped her two days after you last saw me and told her she needed to start fucking you or i would be back
For some time I’m searching for your loveWith the tune, that’s something I’ll remind you ofWhen I feel the turning of the sunEvery moon has something that I’m dreaming ofWe can sail and sail as one by the time we reach the sunWhen hope will guide my wayI’ll hear you say You are all that I want, you’re more than thisYou’ve been gone on your crystal ship‘Cause I’m standing on the shores with the wind and a kissTime will fly, on your crystal shipYou are all that I want, you’re more than thisYou’ve been gone on your crystal ship‘Cause I’m standing on the shores with the wind and a kissTime will fly on your crystal ship Now we sit and wonder at the moon,While my heart is beating so much fasterWe can rise, rise up like
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I know, i know- sore subject. Whatever.   I just find it funny that people believe in things that are not there. Like for instance... God and ''Satan''. It's retarded in my  opinion to devote yourself to something or someONE who won't even show their fucking face to their followers, but they left behind a little note book full of ''to do's'' and what not to do. The people who try to force their ''beliefs'' on me- fuck you. You're retarded. I don't want anything to do with that kind of douchebaggery. This is what i belive in: -Family -Self -Honesty -Home.   If you abandon that for something you can not see or hold on to, you're fucking stupid. Just wanted to say that, and your kids are going to grow up to be brainwashed bible thumpers trying to see something they can not. Gotta be a bitch to be told you can't commit suicide or you won't even see them- whats the point of caring when you won't see them anyways? Hope someone gets a grip on this bullshit because it sure as fuck sp
Sent To Me By Revjoe
That type of Beauty Is best Described As rare The kind That seems To draw You in And urges you To share I thought I saw A wondrous Glance So I felt It may be Time To take The chance It is hard To say Whether Or not I am Back In the Game All I know For certain Is I am Not sure If you feel Anything Even close To the Same     Its beatiful ty REV
How To Navigate Your Profile & Make The Most Of Your Fu Experience
There are two types of statuses that you can change. One is your relationship status. You can change this when you click on the "MY" tab above your Live Feed box. A drop down box will appear and you will select "Settings" from that menu. It will take you to your Settings page where you will click on the box marked "Relationship Status" and a drop box will appear. There are eight (8) statuses to choose from and they are:                                                          1. Private (this status is if you do not feel the need to tell everyone your business)                                                          2. Single                                                          3. In a Relationship                                                          4. Married
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HCB MEMBERS   Shell (founder) Lucia (co founder) Dixie Mia Rainbow Wikid Bella     NEW PROSPECTS RULES   1)   Must prove hardcore (tell someone off in sb)   2)   No fuct in name or member of fuct nation   3)  Must add hcb homepage to friends and family list.   4)   Must make salute to be approved for the homepage   5)      Must have an approved fubar salute   6) Must add HCB Prospect to ur name. 7) Once you have been accepted into the group by proving ur hardcore you must add HCB to ur name
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If U Get These Questions Wrong Ur A Pervert
The ScorpionOctober 24 to November 22Scorpio! About Your Sign...Scorpios are the most intense, profound, powerful characters in the zodiac. Even when they appear self-controlled and calm there is a seething intensity of emotional energy under the placid exterior. They are like the volcano not far under the surface of a calm sea, it may burst into eruption at any moment. But those of us who are particularly perceptive will be aware of the harnessed aggression, the immense forcefulness, magnetic intensity, and often strangely hypnotic personality under the tranquil, but watchful composure of Scorpio. In conventional social gatherings they are pleasant to be with, thoughtful in conversation, dignified, and reserved, yet affable and courteous; they sometimes possess penetrating eyes which make their shyer companions feel naked and defenseless before them.In their everyday behavior they give the appearance of being withdrawn from the center of activity, yet those who know them will recogniz
The Truth.......
I'm not good with words,so I will do my best. I am not myself and if people don't understand this,then I can't help that. I can't handle being around people right now. I just can't. I look right through friends and family and I certainly am not hearing anything you say. If there is a time limit to mourn,I have apparently surpassed that limit with some people and quiet frankly,you can kiss my ass. I don't see where there is a book on how long or how I should mourn! I am trying to find a job,raise my kids and clean a house that never seems to get clean! I am tired,stressed and to the point I prefer to be alone. I have to learn how to leave my kids home alone and not freak out about it. It's just me! Not me and a husband,me and a boyfriend or me and anyone else now. I am learning and if it pisses people off that I don't or can't spend time with them......well to bad!  You are more than welcome to stop talking to me and/or being my friend.  Little things piss me off now. I'm
In a park I did dwell For there was a man I loved so well He stole my heart away from me Now he wants to set it free A small girl he placed upon his knee And told her things he didn't tell me Home I went to cry in bed Not a word to mother I said Father came home from work late that night He looked for me left and right Up the stairs the door he broke And found me hanging from a rope Upon the ground a note he found "Dig my grave dig it deep Place a stone at me feet Upon the stone place a dove To show the world she died for love"
Broken Chain, By Ron Tranmer We little knew that day, God was going to call your name. In life we loved you dearly, In death, we do the same.It broke our hearts to lose you.You did not go alone. For part of us went with you, The day God called you home.You left us beautiful memories, Your love is still our guide. And although we cannot see you, You are always at our side.Our family chain is broken, And nothing seems the same,But as God calls us one by one,The chain will link again. Dedicated to my mam my brother and a dear friend.   When the change first came to god mode (now lasts 24 hours or a max of 20 mil points) i felt a bit awful for those who bought it under the old rules but now thinking about it, it makes sense. I remember reading Scappers blog a while back about how it's not just about money here and that anyone can rank. So if you think about it logically they had to make the change to the god bling, people were closing folders and blocking anyone who polished their bling
Princesses Don't Give Head
Day 27- Why are you doing this 30 day challenge BECAUSE I AM ALWAYS FUCKING BORED Day 19- Nicknames you have; why do you have them   i think all my nicknames are pretty self explaintory but they're: kykykykybugwhyleemichellechelllejohnsonjohnsonbuiscky johnanddddd cutie patoutie Day 25- What I would find in your bag broken necklaces, braclets, and earringsa shit ton of papers and receits moneys, and about a pound of change- i do not use changecoach wallet, that has nothing in it because i always throw moneys, plastics, change, and receits in the bottumsunglassesmedicine35mm fish eye camera flimbroken lighters, and  working lighterspencils &caculater (i FUCK at math)hair pins, and hair tiescondomsgerm x my badge for the nursing homeextension holdera brushperfrumes tamponscamel crushes
Salute Contest
hello. i am i my first salute contest on here. i need lots of coment to win. i hope all my sexy freinds and all you sexy fu people can come vote for me. ty and have a great day. [ photo: sexynymph ]
Fubar Things
Ok Fubar, wtf? Every time a major championship game/series is coming up, you put up blings for the teams involved. Since I joined Fubar last September, you have made Texas-Alabama for last year's NCG, Colts/Saints, Yankees/Phillies, Giants/Rangers, etc. Fast forward to a few weeks ago, Oregon and Auburn are slotted in the NCG for college football. Is there a Ducks or Tigers bling? Noooo, only an Auburn one after the game. Now you have ones up for the NFC & AFC title games? Seriously, it's not even the Super Bowl yet. I guess you guys are a bunch of Cal and/or Stanford fans and felt like snubbing Oregon or something. Way to show some love for the PAC-10. If Stanford was in the NCG I bet you would have had it up two weeks in advance. So thanks for not putting up an Oregon bling when many of us were looking forward to it for over a month.  Ok, so with all the tweaking and retweaking with God looks like they're set on it being 20 million points or 24 hours, whichever comes first.
Have you ever felt like you don't get any love from fellow fu's? Are your fufunds low and you just can't get any kind of attention? Well come see Madame Rain And Lady J in WYKD and let one of us be your personal slave for a week... We will love on you, comment your page, rate pics, send random gifts. We will also add you to our #1 friend spot, and we will also randomly put you in our status. Depending on what it is you have to offer will depend on what and how much we will do for you. Ownership is only for a week. If you are a perve, and think you will be getting a freak, you will, but we aren't like most fufreaks on here. We do have our limits. THERE WILL BE NO DRAMA WHAT SO EVER!!! If there is any kind of drama, you will be blocked from both Madame Rain and Lady J. You do have to be a member of WYKD. There will be no exchanging of numbers, addresses, personal info of any kind. No cam for either Madame Rain and Lady J. There will also be nocybering, no sexual acts of any kind. There i
My Acheivements
  HOW  DO I START   TO HAVE  Had  my  songs  played and aired  to  thousands     out  west   on  one  a the  largest  internet  stations   across  canada  and  usa    was   exciting   and to  have seen  them   up  beside  all  the  greats  on the  charts  was  also    something  i  thought  ide  never  see    i have  to thank  all  my  fans  here  and  all  over the world     for  this  first  and  freinds  and  family   for  haven     the  confedence  in  me   and  never ever  giving  up   on me    also   the  many  other  things  ive  done  for cheritys  singing  to  help  others  is  one a my  greatest  rewards  of  all       ps .    this is  my  first  blog  on me  so ill   keep  it  short   and in saying    ty  to  any  and all  stations    sites    that  have aired  me   played  me    a  big  big  ty     goes  out  to  them  also  and am  looking  fwrd  to  a wonderful    2011    if  my  songs  have  touched   anyones  heart  or    made  there  lives  better   im  so   pleased  i
I pace around my apartment as I wait for what is to come this night. Tonight is the night  my dream comes true tonight I become the submissive and let my partner  do as they wish with me. As I pace around my place I make sure everything was set for the events to come. As I went to check the time I heard a knock at my door and go and check to see who it was.  I opened the door  and there stood Christen. She was dressed in a black and red corset and a long tight black skirt. “Hello Christen how are you tonight?” I say to her as I open the door and step out of the way so she could come in. As she steps in she looks at me and tells me to go to the bedroom and wait for her. I do as I am told and close the door and go into my bedroom and wait for her to come in.  As Christen enters the bedroom I look at her and smile as she starts to pull bed straps out of her bag and begin to tie them to the bed. When she was done tieing them to the bed she looked at me and told me to take my cl
Date Safety
I View On How Woman Should Be Treated..
To be honest , Saturday was okay...But Sunday , wow, not too good.... Why can't people (someone in particular)just be happy and stop sweating the small things... Pick and choose your battles in life and you will be a happy (too be sure) better person period.... I hate to say, but some people are  not happy un-less they're miserable... Sad but true...I can't be around negative people for long.. When you try to help and they won't help themselves , what can you do... Sorry ...I live is too precious and sweet to be negative and unhappy.. no matter what , you are in total control of yourself and what you want to make of your life......Once you stop blaming everything around you for your problems and short comings , your can take responsibility and your life will turn around... You are where you are because you choose what you wanted... Nobody has a gun to your head and made your life miserable, you choose what you want in life and if you truly what to be happy then change your life..Do wha
Rants And Raves
So i am an American Soldier deployed to Afghanistan for the first time i realize its not as easy as some people think.. i just spent the last 10 months in a country were they hate me and its a whole different feeling.. it seems that whenever people hate on the Military they don't appreciate then things we do to keep our country safe from the threat to our way of life.. i mean i just read a blog were a soldier was being hated on for being a soldier.. why does this happen.. its not like we enjoy being awa from our families especially during the holidays. its hard.but its the life of a soldier to stand ready for their country and be all they can be during a time of war. It becomes a huge responsibility to be in our shoes.. yet when the end draws near its a great feeling of knowing your going home.. but there will always be that small piece of you that lingers behind to a simple life we all live for a year at a time. To all the members of the Military Armed Services I am and always will be
Blogs I Typed But Didnt Want To Post, And Posted Anyway
      life is too short to keep making excuses My status, this morning: and the drive to 45 plunders on.   There is a special place in my heart and in my mind for each and every one of you*   This site reeks of dissatisfaction. People not leveling fast enough. The bonus multiplier isn't high enough. This bling doesn't last long enough. My blue-shaded name isn't light enough. I'm sure you understand and know where I'm coming from, and could add many things to that list. There are things even in our own lives we all wish were better, but points somehow seem more manageable, and it's easier to channel frustration here. I'm not writing this for anyone in particular. I'm writing it for me. Hell, this blog itself is about my dissatisfaction with the world in general, and how it all funnels down into this microcosm we call Twitter Fubar. Frustration and dissatisfaction drive us to do or seek better for ourselves and/or loved ones. For our friends, and friends we haven't even made ye
Very Important Favor!
Just My Thoughts.
So JD posted a folder of some pictures that he (and others including myself) found pretty dang skanky. You know what? They are! From what I understand (and I may be wrong) it was for a contest for a bling. Men and women alike got naked and graphic for this thing!! Are you kidding me?? Nope it's very true. Do you young people have any idea what you're doing? Is this stuff you want your children seeing?? Cause let me be the first to tell you once it is on the net it is never going away. Have I done or said some things I'm not proud of? Yep! Would I want my kids seeing it? Hells no!! Do you think before you do something like this? Obviuosly not! I'm not saying you should be ashamed of yourself or your bodies, however is this something you'd want your mom or dad or husband or wife, girlfriend, boyfriend or children looking at? Ask yourself that before you post some of the stuff you do. Johnny got slammed by one person (or more) because one of the girls was classy about her nudity. REALLY
*WHAT A REAL WOMAN DOES* A real woman is a man's best friend.  She will never stand him up and never let him down. She will reassure him when he feels insecure and comfort him after a bad day. She will inspire him to do things he never thought he could do; to live without fear and forget regret. She will enable him to express his deepest emotions and give in to his most intimate desires. She will make sure he always feels as though he's the most handsome man in the room and will enable him to be the most confident, sexy, seductive, and invincible. . .    
Stumbling Through Life
I've taken to exploring a new web site/tool called 'stumble'. It's a tool that supports me in exploring the web. I identified subjects I like, and stumble finds sites that have those subjects. I will share things I have found now and then...below is the first thing I want to share... A few rules.   1.Never stop thinking. This is important. If someone ever says to you ‘You need to stop thinking so much,’ call them ignorant in your head and keep thinking deeper. It is this mentality that breeds stupidity and sheeple. Your mind is the most important tool you have, if you stop using it, it will atrophy. Question everything. 2. Stare into space blankly and don’t mentally punish yourself for doing it, even if it is for that split second. If you have a problem with staring blankly, think of it as daydreaming.3. Root Beer sucks after having spicy food.4. Everything is going to be just fine. If
Soldier Christmas
'Twas the night before Christmas, He lived all alone, In a one bedroom house, Made of plaster and stone. I had come down the chimney, With presents to give, And to see just who, In this house did live. I looked all about, A strange sight i did see, No tinsel, no presents, Not even a tree. No stockings by the mantle, Just boots filled with sand, On the wall hung a picture, Of a far distant land. With metals and bages, Awards of all kinds, A sober thought, Came through my mind. For this house was different, It was dark and dreary, I found the home of a Soldier, At once I saw clearly. The Soldier lay sleeping, Silent, Alone, Culrled up on the floor, In this one bedroom home. The face was so gentle, The room in disorder, Not how I pictured, A Canadian Soldier. Was this the Hero, Of whom I just read, Curled up on a poncho, The floor for a bed. I realized the Families, That I saw this night, Owed their Freedoms to these Soldiers, Who are willing to figh
Do It
"What are you doing to me? I moan deeply, breathlessly as this magic, this voodoo you do takes over my body. Mmmmmm........I have no control over me; my body is so hot. I tingle. There's electricity in your touch and it feels like heaven. My body moves at your control-a delicious spasm of pain and pleasure. My insides feel so weak yet this urgency inside me is so strong........I long; I languish for more of this spell you've cast upon me." "I feel as if I am years younger than now and my love is needy. My body has never known the things you do to me....I am silently enslaved the devilishly decadent things you do. I never knew, I never knew.....and now you show your hand; you play me so skillfully and  so well. I can only toss in my hand at this game...." "The insides of my thighs twitch; my skin crawls as your hands invade my  bodies most private of spaces. My legs, I can't keep them closed. I am under your spell. My conciousness rises above me now as to observe my uncon
  It seems that being an atheist has become some sort of crime. I've been told that atheism is un-American. I've been insulted by so called Christians. I've been told that I should not speak to others about my lack of beliefs because it may "poison them. I was told that I could not support the military (which really pissed me off because my brother proudly serves in the Coast Guard and so did my father and that fact that they did that makes me proud to be part of the family) This all seems kinda of discriminating to me. If you replaced the word Christian, Jewish, or Muslim in any of those sentences you would be told you a discriminating and ignorant, which is true. It seems though that those that have decided to take that stance that there is no "supreme being" are not protected from being insulted or discriminated against.  As an atheist I have exposed my children to multiple religious organizations and not forced any ideas on them. I have donated money to a Lutheran non-profit hel
Deep Inside My Mind
My first fubar blog : What is the point of this fubar website ?  I mean really ? Is there a point to it at all.  In the real world, if I had to put myself in a category , I would fall under "straight edge".  I don't drink , I don't do drugs,  and I obey the law.  Ya, I know, real boring to all you people who have value in losing control of there bodily functions, but I don't see how its fun. If you need alcohol or drugs to have fun, what's that really say about you in the first place? ~ I don't see the point in this site. Ever throw anything out, only to remember at a later date that it was important or had something important inside it. So it only gonna cost you money to replace said something . Yup. Well thats happened to me too. Oh well, everything seems to be easily replaced enough. Nothing interesting going on here. Just another boring day. No one seems to want to chat, or do anything with me. ~ This exsistance is boring me Near the end of last week, our family pet , T
Thinking Of Mom
Thinking Of Mom When I think of Mom, I think of all things good.I think of a time when I felt safe.Nothing makes me feel as safe as she could.When I think of Mom, my heart feels a little lighter and if the sun happens to be shinning it shines a little brighter.When I think of Mom, I see her face so clearly in my mind.The shape of her nose and her eyes.Her smile was oh so kind.When I think of Mom, the world is not the same. Just the thought of my Mom can ease some of this worldly pain.So I think of Mom all the time, whether I am happy or sad.My Mom is just a thought away and that makes me very, very glad. R.I.P.  LORRIANE ELIZABETH CONNOUR BRYAN OCT.13,1941-JAN. 1,1996 I MISS YOU MOM SO MUCH Poem Source: Thinking Of Mom, Mom Poems
What Is A Daddy/dom?
The term Daddy Dom got me thinking about the misconceptions surrounding this aspect of D/s. I realize most think that it involves a father/daughter relationship. That isn't quite true, Daddy/little girl is a much different level. I do not know if I can explain what I mean so I will simply talk about what a Daddy Dom is to me. First I should say that in my relationship my Dom is not my father, he is nothing like my father, and I have no need for him to replace my father. He is however my Daddy. We do not engage in age play specifically (beyond the occasional schoolgirl fantasy *s*) and our relationship is not based on any need to have sex with children.I am always all woman, and always a very independent woman. He does have the ability to make me feel like a little girl, however, a very cherished and sometimes needy little girl. It is a feeling that I revel in, it is the safest place I have ever been, and it allows me the freedom to be all that I am without fear of reprisals. So what ma
These days, weddings are some of the most fashionable affairs anywhere. The bride is breathtaking, the bridesmaids are stunning, Cheap Plus Size Wedding Dresses and also the groom and his groomsmen are handsome and polished. But let's not forget about the mother-of-the bride. The proud matriarch deserves to look her best at this monumental event, as well. So here are some gorgeous choices for that mother-of-the bride. Two-Piece extend Taffeta dress This sapphire-colored taffeta ensemble is each current and elegant. Cheap Mother of the Bride Dresses The ruffled neckline will be the most distinguishing quality with this short-sleeve best with jeweled buttons. one other item is truly a flattering extend trumpet skirt which can be uncomplicated and comfortable. One-Shoulder Sueded Charmeuse facet Drape Dress For the mother who would like to look nearly as stunning as her daughter, the dramatic one-shoulder neckline functions a facet drape that produces a slimming silhouette. Cheap Fl
Is it so wrong to want to know u come first and that you matter? Is it so wrong to want to be told that you are beautiful?  Is it wrong to want that which you give to that special someone in return? To know that you mean as much to them as they do to you? So Confused anymore not sure who or what to believe. Someone once told me to follow my heart and my gut I have done this and gotten hurt some may times I can't do it anymore. I am so tired of being the one in pain I just wana close myself off from everyone. People who said they were my friends and said they were here for me no matter what have left, I am so tired of fake people and fake friends, or people who tell u they care about you when they really don't. I have one true friend that has been there for me threw everything and if it wasn't for him I probably would have quit fubar already, I am hoping that there are more people out there like him I just don't know who to trust anymore. I have recently met a few other cool peopl
"sitting Here"
                                                                              "SITTING HERE"   I'm sitting here all alone,feeling so sad,empty and lonely. I think of you every minute and second of each passing day.Wondering how you are doing, what you are doing? I spend my time also wondering where you are right now. Wishing I could hold you again. I sit here remembering all we have shared,over the phone and in person,just dreaming of all that will be. Crying a tear every minute we are apart. At times I tell myself that I'm strong and these  times will go by fast.Yet,at other times I sit here and wonder why I must hurt this way. Though some where in this emptiness I find myself feeling loved still. Then I realize that its not the sadness,emptiness,or even the loneliness that hurts me the most. It's the sitting here and being without you....
2010 on fubar left me sorrows and happiness. Goodness and naughtiness. Was friends with ppl that I would  have given my  life for. Ppl that I cared for deeply.. men and female. Maybe I am naive or just not understanding, but if I did something let me know. I also met some ppl some have shown me true friendship outside of fubar..  What I am shooting for in the new year is strength, guideness and the ability to understand more from people and to know where the bs is before it happens.  I wish all of my friends and family much love this year and prosperity.   Thank you for listening. Your favorite Robin.    
Looking at running a contest for a 1 month VIP and a Boomy. Just thinking and letting it evolve right now, but it would consist of the your pic (or 2, NSFW and a SFW) emailed to me (not ripping it as there are no points for ripped pics), a hot borderline SFW:) pic. The first one to 10,000 votes/comments wins.Saying 10,000 because I have pesonally bombed a picture for a friend in less than a week at that number. Enough interest i'll do it. And my status tells the tail. Vote and comment on this:D Just playin the Fu
My Life 2011
You know whats sad? people stalking you, and posting your shit everywhere!   I post my referral link on a site, some stalker chick joined it using that, and found my profile. I said thanks for stalking me, she said she didnt have to stalk me, the link to my profile was on my page, I had to keep telling her that  its a referral link not my profile link, a profile link isnt the same as a referral link.    Anyways so they saw that my old facebook was linked to my fubar, along with my twitter. They started stalking those. So I had to make a new twitter, but I kept that one public so they got something to talk about since my life is so fascinating for them.  However my facebook profile is  none of their business, its my private profile for my real friends who I trust. I had a profile username link set for facebook they probably saved that and that they could keep linking it so I made a new facebook profile, hid myself from search and, never created a username profile link.  I can't r
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Death And Responsible Behavior
Six people are dead, including a Federal Judge, a nine year old girl and a 79 year old woman. It has been reported that 19 people were shot, fourteen of them are critically wounded – including Representative Gabrielle Giffords. It happened outside a supermarket in Tucson, Arizona on a crisp, clear Saturday morning. A motive for the shooting has yet to have been determined. The shooter is said to have been a “deranged young man” who acted alone. Everyone on both sides of the aisle is, of course, decrying the senseless violence. Republicans are scrambling to distance themselves from the folks on the fringe while some Democrats are seizing the opportunity to foist them on their own petard.   Yes, there is a direct link between the rhetoric of violence and acts of violence. That point is so obvious to me it boggles my mind to think that there are some – apparently a great number – who actually don’t get it. This quote from this morning’s NY Times editorial clearly summaries the pr
::miab Blog::
Soooo I posted a pic or two of the new man in my life. This is my first relationship since "he-who-will-not-be-named" and I'm very excited! I have known him since the 6th grade and we were friends throughout school until high school graduation and then we went seperate ways. We reunited in mid-2010 and I wasn't really into first. We both started out as good friends with the same passion for martial arts, combatives and writing and photography. He's leaving very soon for Iraq so that's the bitchin' monkey wrench thrown into our relationship but I have faith that we will make it. He completely supports my dream to be in law enforcement and he makes me happy! But yeah, thought I'd share that tidbit with you all Were just going to take it one day at a time especially since were both ambitious and have goals that we want to accomplish but it feels really good to meet a good man that not only treats me right but also has a mean leglock! Of doing the Jillian Michaels 30-day Shred
I Love You
Sometimes what we care about the most gets used up or goes away, never to return. Sometimes we never get to say goodbye or I love you! Life is short and precious. Suppose 1 day you never woke up... Do your friends and family know you love them? Let everyone know how you feel even if you don't think they love you back. It's amazing what 3 little words can do. Just in case I am called home, I just wanted you to know... I LOVE YOU!!! Live everyday to the fullest and forgive those who are wrong Because tomorrow is never promised. We got 1 shot in life, Don't let pride or anger ruin your chance of happiness!!! ♥Much Love♥ ~Jodi~
Random Thoughts
I don't think you will ever fully understand how you've touched my life and made me who I am. I don't think you could ever know just how truly special you are that even on the darkest nights you are my brightest star. I don't think you will ever fully comprehend how you've made my dreams come true or how you've opened my heart to love and the wonders it can do. You've allowed me to experience something very hard to find unconditional love that exists in my body, soul, and mind. I don't think you could ever feel all the love I have to give and I'm sure you'll never realize you've been my will to live. You are an amazing person and without you I don't know where I'd be. Having you in my life completes and fulfills every part of me. I want to cry I want to scream I want to tell you mostly I hate that I'm so afraid of everything I wish I would've been strong enough to say no to you I wish I could believe my own lies I use to cover up the pain you left I envy the way this hasn’t hurt
Headline Of The Day
Dolphins Save Dog From Watery Death from     A cool and happy headline for today...if you like dogs and dolphins. from the story - Turbo might be a bullet on land, but the 11-year-old Doberman was a lame duck in the water until he was saved by two unlikely heros - curious dolphins. The flippery rescue rangers were drawn to their usually land-dwelling mammal relative after the dog somehow became stranded in the waters off Marco Island, NBC 2 reported. Cindy Burnett, Turbo's owner, said the dog got out of the yard Sunday night but she couldn't find it. He was found Monday afternoon in a canal by a neighbor drawn to the struggling dog by the splashing of two dolphins around it. Naked Man Battles Police Robot from       take that battle bots  Porn queen Jenna Jameson pleads guilty to DUI   I wonder what she blew.
On the news this morning, there was talk about raising the age of retirement to 67. Frankly, I'm getting tired of watching my Social Security being cut away a piece at a time.  The elderly of today have it better than any group of seniors before them.   It's about time for this generation of elderly to start feeling it too because I really don't want to have to work until the day that I drop over dead.   Every time I come to check out the mumms I am amazed to see yet another complaint about comment approval.Many of these complaints are made by mummers who are notorious jerks and go out of their way to disrupt mumms and sling fu-crap. I think it's funny how they make folks want to approve comments, then complain when they do just that.  
How I Became Who I Am Today
About Me
Take the Magic: The Gathering 'What Color Are You?' Quiz. You are The Wheel of Fortune Good fortune and happiness but sometimes a species of intoxication with success The Wheel of Fortune is all about big things, luck, change, fortune. Almost always good fortune. You are lucky in all things that you do and happy with the things that come to you. Be careful that success does not go to your head however. Sometimes luck can change. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out. Advanced Global Personality Test Results Extraversion |||||||||||||||||||| 83% Stability |||||||||||| 43% Orderliness |||||||||||||| 56% Accommodation |||||||||||| 43% Intellectual |||||||||||||||||||| 90% Interdependence |||||||||||||||| 70%
The page will be hosting it's first auction for St. Patrick's Day. All Angels and Hotties are free to enter and all others will pay 1 million fubucks. I am going to place a 2 million fubucks minumum bid on it. If you are interested, please see the picture in our default folder for rules and info. 
Ignorant People
                                                PEOPLE KNOW HOW TO MAKE MY DAY! i just wanna say im new to this site and i have ignorant people blocking me for no reason today is actually the first day that i have been on in awhile cause of my work, he asked me to add pictures of myself and i did than he went and blocked me and had other people block me also!!!I dont know why because i am new here and i am only trying to enjoy the site and meet new people!!!THIS ONE PERSON EVEN ASKED ME IF I WAS ON HERE FOR SEX!!!!! AND YES YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!!!SO WHY I 'AM BEING BLOCKED BY PEOPLE I HAVE NO IDEA!!!!IS THIS HOW YOUR TREATED ON THIS SITE!!!!IF SO ILL DELETE IT CAUSE I DONT WANT KNOW DRAMA!!
Yippie And Stuff!
    Yesterday, while driving to get the kids from school, I heard a commercial come on The Michael Baisden Show. It was a commercial about a company that works for Disney that finds child talent for TV shows, commercials, movies, and appearances on The Disney Channel. I figured since my daughter has my artistic side (singing, dancing, acting, etc.) that she would like this. So I called the 800 number and what do you know? I got her an audition!!! I will be taking her on Saturday. Her audition is at noon. The lady on the phone said they are looking for child talent for a TV commercial, so that is what she will be auditioning for. Wish her luck!!! We are both very excited and I know my little lady will do very well!       P.S. I already researched the company. They are BBB accredited and it is not a scam. I know someone will come in here and say be careful. Just know that I already thought about it before you did :P  
Ever get the Feeling That is you Do not die In public No one Would even Notice That you Were gone That you try To follow The right path But everything Just turns out Wrong All your Pall bearers Would cop out Citing something Better To do I guess we All Have days Like this When the dark Embraces you It gets hard To find A way Through
the skies so dark with evil and torment,the earth so scorched with rage and fury,the ravaged by time and despair,when it seems theres no hope,look up, remember the skies,like it once was,look around you and remember,what the earth once looked like,look within yourself,remember wom you were,then gather up courage and hope,to let others see for themselves,that they, are not alone on this,cursed place, help them remember themselves,till everyone remembers...if they do,then whos to say its racked with evil and grief,when all they see is hope and remembrance,of whats past, and work to build the future....
Life And Death
Well, i continue to heal after my pacemaker surgery, and since the docs dont want me working, i started writing a book on my all time love, the west. Its called The streets of Tombstone(After the OK Corral).  Yesterday i recieved a call from a publishing company interested in the book based on the samples i e-mailed them, and they might be sending me a contract to publish it!  I cannot tell u what a gift from God that is, because writiing keeps me from going outta my mind with boredom.  So im working hard on getting everything wrapped up on that end, and hopefully success will be headed my way soon! A little over a month ago i had open heart surgery and a pacemaker. Now, as the final hurdle to getting disability, the Social Security doctors want to do a MRI and internal cardiac exam, u are NOT supposed to do this with someone with a pacemaker and 2 heart attacks already. I feel old enough already these days, but it seems like i have to jump through hoops for these people.  So if i dont
Dreamlike silence shrouds my sullen worldWith loneliness keeping me companyA feeling of dejection creeps inside meAs a moment of mourning shares the tearful reality I find myself in solitudein the vast expanse of immense emptinessQueries overflowing, wailing and wonderingfor things still left unspoken All the things turn out to bebleary, bleak and drearyAs tears trickle tenderlyKnowing failure has come my way
Tired Of Woman
it does not matter if you find someone either online or in person they can still be the same shady person i don't believe there is someone out there for everyone that's a old day cliche and it gets old hearing it when in fact there is no one for everyone some people just don't want to hear it but its the true i really hate people who are superficial materialistic stuck up and sad to say there alot of that in the world today but what i hate more is people who lead other people on they don't stop and think when they got hurt before how did it feel to them age is overrated it does not matter how old you are age from 18 and up people still feel the need to lie use and lead other people on saying iam not like most woman but how do you really know that to be true only way is by getting to know them thu in thu most of who i talked with in a week or a month i can tell if they are or not before any female reply to this blog yes iam fully aware most men are the same as will
Scorpio is sitting in a chair by the fire watching Pisces read.    Scorpio: Come here Pisces: Yes Sir   Pisces closes her book and walks over to him dropping to her knees, her hands in her lap. She peers up at him through her lashes, a quick flash of amber before she respectfully drops her eyes.   Scorpio: I want you Pisces: I'm yours Scorpio: No, i want to possess you, command you... Pisces: I'm yours my love. Do as you wish. Scorpio: No, i don't think you understand. I want to do vile things to you, things a good man should never do to a woman...    He rakes his hands through his hair in frustration...   Scorpio: Look at me.   Pisces looks up at him this time giving him the full weight of her gaze. She looks so fragile to him eyes so innocent yet knowing. How can she both... Her throat so delicate so breakable the site of her makes his blood boil and slam through his veins. Those lips... so plump begging to be kissed, to be bit. He grabs her by the hair and yanks her
Blinded By The Light
One day you are online and you see an advert for discreet sex dating pleasure garuanteed, you feel a slight feeling stir deep within and think why not! Very nervously you fill in details and press enter. You now wonder why did you do that? But you hopefully they might not get back to you and you carry on with what you were doing. As the next hour goes past you get an email from the site about your request for a sex date and your heart skips a beat as you open the message and read on. It gives you a date a couple of nights later and an address and how to get there etc. Now your palms are really sweaty and all these thoughts run through your head like who might turn up and what might be in store it's so nerve racking just not knowing but also just the thought turns you on and even excitement makes you think 'stuff it!' and thats when you make the descision to go ahead and do it. over the next two days you get some nice a nice sexy outfit and shoes ready for that nite.                    
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Mistress Flash... Nsfw - Updates
Nice variation of a St Andrews Cross... dubbed a Chris Cross since the builder's name is Chris :-) Very sturdy but portable enough to put in the trunk of a car... awesomeness Nice set of dragon's tongues... matched... hand painted with inliad rose tips on handles - gotta get ready for florentine scene now 2 different little stingy things nt sure they have a true name, lol, handmade and awesome... one is cable wrapped with fur on the other side - very decieving look, the other is a braided plastic a very nice sap   nice aluminum crop extremely nice metal chain flogger I cannot wait :-0
Need Help With New Name
For Biheavenlyangels Members
Due to how fast we've grown as a group, I have had to assign teams. Please check the team folders to see which one you are in. I don't have enough room to keep everyone in fam, so I have management, team leaders, girls who have contributed to the NSFW folder and those who have bought their way on in the fam. Eventually I may have to creat team pages if we continue to grow at this rate. I hope everyone understands. The people that I have made team leaders are ones who have helped me on a daily basis in one way, shape or form. As we grow more, I will also be making new teams. If you are interested in becoming a team leader as this happens, let me know and we will get you in as one. Thanks. Any Angel wishing to become a 2nd Alarm Hottie please send a private message to MajaBabyyy. She is our #1 friend and the Hotties Dept Chief. Let her know you are a member of BiHeavenlyAngels. I am putting together a new folder and would love as much participation as I can get. It will be a folder of me
Writing Of Another Sort
I sometimes find my heart lurching in several directions, searching for that one thing that will create a feeling inside me unlike any other.  What will it be today? A song, perhaps? Maybe a piece of writing, or the soft, sensual touch of a lover. I yearn for the sensation to well up inside my soul until it floods my entire form, filling me with the life I so desire to attain. What does it mean to truly live? That life found me today in a song by one of my favorite bands, 30 Seconds to Mars. It reminded me to live my life on the edge, to take risks without giving thought to the consequences that would follow. I have been stuck in a rut for what seems like decades in a state of despondency that has eaten away at my soul like a cancer, slowly feeding off my emotion until eventually I succumb to its relentless harassment. I tried to suppress it, and have been for 3 years now, and told myself that it would just go away with time, yet here it remains in the forefront of my mind. My comica
My Stalker
Stupid Bouncer
Something Differant
a little girl runs to her gramma and tells her " grampa burned his hand in the kitchen"  so naunie and her grand daughter rush tothe kitchen to see if grampa is ok.  they see grampa cooking  with a cold towel wrapped around his arm like it is the most natual thing to do.   later the lil girl asked her grampa " grampa why didnt you cry or anyting when you burned yourself?" he hugged his grand daughter and softly told her " i am a cook, i am differant than normal people. when i cook i dont think about anyting but making good food for you and your naunie.' some people say that a cook has oil for blood and that they use eggs to comb their hair. we clean our fingers with french fries and we shave with our kitchen knives. we work hard to take care of our family and we love our families forever no matter what. so if you ever marry a cook remember he sometimes burns himself but he will always do his best to ake everyone happy no matter what the cost to himself. 
Island Hoppers
                     "DANCE OF THE WHAMPHYRI"                     daylight wanes...darkness calls,                     amidst the failing light...                    bloodlust, love, and romance,                     call creatures of the night.                      unknowing prey, open throats,                      walk the streets so safe...                      they never know, never dream,                      about thier terrible fate.                        but, for two, is different now,                      they seek each other only...                        the romance of the whamphyri...                       in eternity, so lonely..                       &
And So It Begins . . .
My crazy dog swinging from a rope on a tree. He makes funny noises when frustrated that he can't yank it down. So I just finished my second month of school. The second wasn't necesarily harder, but it was definitely more time consuming. A lot more projects and presentations, but I managed to still keep my 4.0 with an A+. The school has kind of a hard grading scale.A+ is 95-100% and is a 4.0A is 90-95% and is a 3.5B+ is 85-90% and is a 3.0B is 80-85% and is a 2.5Etc . . . If school tneds to stay more on par with the second class, I might have to cut back to part time at work. Will have to wait and see though. I'm really enjoying school so far, but it's fairly taxing. I just hope I can continue to keep it up. On Monday of last week, a day before my birthday, I went on vacation. I went to visit my friend Laura who lives about 45 minutes outside of Chicago. I didn't get in until fairly late at night. Long flight and a connection etc. I must say t
I wrote this a while back while bored at work one day. I think it's pretty funny, and fairly decent considering the subject matter. Oh, what a wonderful way to waste an hour Counting how many penises a woman can devour You can watch it alone or with a good friend To see how loud people moan while taking it in the end Staring at people move and sway while at the height of their passion And seeing what high heels are the latest triple "x" fashion Picking your favorite star and following their career With lotion in one hand, and in the other a beer Locking the doors, and checking them twice Mastrabating in peace is always nice Timing your orgasms to match with them So you can imagine blowing your load in that hot sexy femme As you sit back exhausted, and wipe away the fruit of your labor You realize that you were being watched all along by your nextdoor neighbor So, this is something that I would like to do something with. What, I am not sure. A novel was my original idea,but I t
This & That
I try to get excited by New Years, but honestly my mind doesn't think of time in the linear fashion that most people do. Today is no different than yesterday, the resolutions I could make today are no less important than the ones I could have made yesterday. What IS important is that we grasp EVERY moment and make the most of it, for we have but one life to live, and never hesitate to tell the ones you love that you do in fact love them. So every once in a while I see a bouncer check where the letters/numbers make me laugh. Tonight was such a time and it inspired this joke off the top of my head.   Have you heard about the new product for racist homosexuals? Its called KKKY Jelly. So maybe you have noticed, or maybe you haven't, that a lot of my statuses lately have been fitness oriented. Needless to say I have become a little bit obsessed. But wait! There's a reason.   As many of you know, I spent from December of '09 until my surgery in July of '11 enduring rather nasty shoulder/
The Reason
Angel of Mercy Stand by my side Hold tight my hand Through this terrible ride Angel of Mercy Hold me so tight Shielding me from This endless night Angel of Mercy Touch all that I do Painting this terror A gentler hue Angel of Mercy Change all that I know From fields of ashes To new fallen snow Angel of Mercy Shine down from above Turning this hate To undying love Angel of Mercy Guide me today Turning my path In a truer way December 8, 2009      Spinning twirling
What A Mother Huh ? THIS IS MY FATHER< THE ONE WHO SEXUALLY ABUSED ME AND MY SISTER< AND MY SO CALLED MOTHER PROTECTED< HIS ASS, AND NEVER DID ANYTHING ABOUT IT!! WHAT A MOTHER HUH ? LET ME KNOW WHAT YALL THINK OF THAT, goe to her page and let her know how u feel bout it, let her know shes a piece of shit!! Peggy Mcnees
Just Me
The stars shine bright, light up the night I hear the pounding, of your heart beating Your smile shines, brightens my whole day I wake, to only see your face your words, cut through me lke an knife Your eyes, see right through me My thoughts, are of you My life is nothing, with out your grace long ago their was this boy, 2 year later he was given a brother only for the brother to die 3 days later.. year later, he was given twin sister, and year after that a half brother.. then 2 years later, a dunbass was getting a trailor ready to move in and was unhooking a stove, while holding a cigarette the stove blew up, blowing this boy out the front door, into sum trees not remembering wat happen, except his legs hangin out of the window of the car on the way to the hospital, where he would leave for aobut a year.. learnin how to walk, talk, and write all over again.. then a few years after that, iwas hit by a truck, while riding his bike.. then when he was 12, his mom took off
A Return Of Thought
  Life's a joke and we're all laughing. Hope you're laughing with me instead of laughing at me.  If not, it's ok.  I'm use to the wrong side of everything.  Days only bringing rain, death dominating my brain. All from the pain of living, life is the gift given to all those but only a few make the best of it.  Most shit is irrelevant. Yet we waste time on the worthless and its evident.  We have weak souls, our weak show and we cant better it. Maybe a doctor i better get.  Prescribe me with the answers to fix this sickness. Choked up, i'm coughing.  Fear rules, so life becomes haunting.  Having trouble seeing the joke?  Is it truth that i'm offering. We're so blind.  Screaming for the best but always settling for the worse, its no wonder we've gone hoarse.  Always whispering ideas of change but we wont stand and do work.  It's only getting worse but i'm prepared myself so i'm doing dirt.  Like you digging my grave, all roads unpaved so I wont walk down them.  Crawling towards my history
Blonds Explain Easter
An atheist was seated next to a little girl on an airplane and he turned toher and said, "Do you want to talk? -- Flights go quicker if you strike upa conversation with your fellow passenger."The little girl, who had just started to read her book, replied to the totalstranger, "What would you want to talk about?"Oh, I don't know," said the atheist. "How about why there is no God, or noHeaven or Hell, or no life after death?" as he smiled smugly."OK," she said. "Those could be interesting topics but let me ask you aquestion first. A horse, a cow, and a deer all eat the same stuff - grass.Yet a deer excretes little pellets, while a cow turns out a flat patty, buta horse produces clumps. Why do you suppose that is?"The atheist, visibly surprised by the little girl's intelligence, thinksabout it and says, "Hmmm, I have no idea."To which the little girl replies, "Do you really feel qualified to discusswhy there is no God, or no Heaven or Hell, or no life after death, when youdon't know shit
Exotic Bullies
Two Brothers
Two brothers sat on the shore They saw that the tide had washed up new shells on the shoreline They could see some were encrusted with pearls There was one shell that appeared empty One brother gathered all of the pearl encrusted shells and began to take his treasure home to protect it from theft The other brother picked up the hollow shell A gentle breeze blew in causing a whistling sound to eminate from the shell He picked up the ordinary shell and held it to his ear He closed his eyes and he could hear all of the mysteries of the ocean He heard trumpets echoing through from a far shore He heard deep cries of ocean birds.. life and death of many from other times and places He smiled as he strolled carelessly down the shore Sometimes I tell a story and no one is there to hear.. smiles walking carelessly away
My Poetry
My heart is like a battle field It's got the scars to show It has wounds that healed up nice and quickly And, others that drug out nice and slow My tears have flowed just like a river Sometimes I thought they'd never dry And, once or twice the one I usually turned to Was the very one who'd made me cry Sometimes I thought I needed no one Then chose "friends" who brought me down Turns out the one's who really love you Are the one's who through all your bullshit, stick around I must have put my parents through sheer hell When they'd stay up wandering where I'd been And, in the last ten years I've only had one good true friend I've made a few decisions I'll have to deal with all my life Had friends stab me in the back Then grab the handle, and turn the knife I've chosen roads that led to nowhere Burnt brigdes I'd need to cross again Had the Devil stand infront of me And, temptation won, and I gave in I lost a friend to drugs He took his own life one night when he w
If Your Bored Read!!
Love starts from our inner self. You can't really love someone else unless you really love yourself first.when we love ourselves, we have a reserve of love inside that allows us to give love to others with greater freedom. Smile and say, "I love you," whenever you see your reflection! Do it as if you are happy to see you! Every single time you see your own reflection, smile, look you in the eyes, and say, "I love you."
                                           "First  Flight" we stand together, in the moonlight, your first flight is at hand.. after bringing you into this world of mine, it is now time to allow you freedom.... to hunt...with impunity... when you thirst. i unwrap my wings from around you, and with a :::soft kiss:::, i back away, and watch with pride as youtest your wings...drying them...assuring yourself of...their strength...their ability to hold you flight. you look at me, with a smile and blow me a kiss...thenyou gather yourself...and with a small jump, you throw your hands up...  nothing.i smirk, and your brow furrows...and with much determination you try again...gathering for a leap.... jump high! i allow a small laugh, and it makes your temper flair just a bit... soo, once more...with wings run a few steps, and leap!!!! your arms steady you as you rise... trying a turn, you waver slightly... and it comes to you... fl
In The Still Of The Night
In the still of the night In the still of the night..stars visible with pale lights illuminating faintly the surrounding countryside.  The wind stirred the palms shaking their dry winter fronds.  Time marched and along the eastern horizon, a shallow pink touched the earth signaling the arrival of the morning.  Slowly twisted shapes emerged like grasping  fingers reaching to the sky and materialized into shrubs and pines..first black, then grey, and finally green. The pink became more pronounced and shades of red pierced the edge of the horizon.  Deeper red pushed hard at one point in the horizon, then yellows and oranges competed for dominance chasing the reds and greens away.  A bright, sharp edge of magnificence pierced the edge and washed all other colors away.  Morning had arrived. Good morning.
hi fubar..  i will not be doing NSFW please don't ask!!!! i can do clothed to bikini  i am ok with that...yes i have been here before well its been a few yrs..i decided to come back and i see alot of changes i like it so far and i like the people here so far=) very nice and understanding..i don't take drama or well u get the point!!! enough said...i am playin fu-mafia so add me if u like...and i am trying to reach my achievement's  if u help me i will rate and fan and like admire and rate all photos of course if u have a lot it goin to take me time to=)and make a pg salute and a family add if i have room...Please help and thank u..and i do watch out for my safe and have a good day and good eve and a good night...   lady ice hawk thanks for reading
Marriage.. Read This Even If Not Married.
In a relationship, married or not... YOU SHOULD READ THIS!   I got this off a friends facebook page, an wanted to share it            MARRIAGE When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly. She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why? I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn't love her anymore. I just pitied her! With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our h
Peaceful Warrior
Well I am just back from DC. The city of hot air no wonder it is so warm there all of the time. I like to thnka people who commented on my last blog and thank me for the good advice. Not going to get any today lol. So peopla re asking what is going on with the weather, I have on simple statement, it is not nice to mess with mother nature she will get even. We have been messing with her for years. it is all about how my life can be easier not think what we might be doing to the environment, I am just as guilty. Damm I hate it that today I can not do new paragraphes in here. I dont know way, might have to contact fubar support to see if it is bug. Since I cant I am going to cut this blog short today. God Bless you all. I just returned from a great event in Erie, Pa. It is a motorcycle run called roar on the Shore. It was for a great cause the Shankville ZFlight 93 Menorial fund. It starts on a thursday with a parade of bike. Over 6,000 this year! It goes from the casino down to the wat
The end to my dear friend has come...Kuki the marvelous cat!  Unlike any other feline, he filled my home for almost two decades with unconditional love, entertainment and zany antics.  R.I.P. my companion, you are loved and will always be missed..       My son, a strong compassionate 10 yr old said he would have never forgiven me had he not been there for Kuki whilst his life ended..he dealt with losing his lifetime best friend, his companion in the crib, toddler bed and into the twin...Kuki didn't know he was a cat and had no fear of dogs or other animals..he helped me de-ferralize many cats when I did rescue work years ago..before children.  He was the mother figure to my pit mix dogs...and well I will never forget him for the joy and comfort he brought to our lives. September 10th 2001 my dear son Adam was born, he will be 10 tomorrow :) Laser Tag and dinner...time flys, seems like yesterday I was holding him, now I stand to hug him as his chin rests on my shoulder...tomorrow
My Poetry.
Terrible thoughts rush through my mind as my anger grows, the things I think of doing to people no one should ever know. My dreams are full of blood and death, I wake to my own screams, I'm turning back into something I do not want to be. The feelings of cutting are coming back the release is all I need, but once the razor cuts my skin I feel the need to bleed. Darkness grows inside my heart untill I feel no pain, the voices start to speak again, I know I am not sain, I hold back from the darkness untill it fills my soul, I feel my insides dying as it's starting to turn cold. I have nothing left inside of me, it's time for me to go, I want everyone to remember Angel, before my soul turned cold. 2008 I take the knife and begin to cut, deeper and deeper till the feeling comes, the sky turns black the ground blood red, the feeling of relief is still with in. I just keep cutting till the feelings done, hide the scars, turn and run. The scars wi
Glitter Graphics Malware
Safe Browsing Diagnostic page for What is the current listing status for Site is listed as suspicious - visiting this web site may harm your computer. Part of this site was listed for suspicious activity 5 time(s) over the past 90 days. What happened when Google visited this site? Of the 659 pages we tested on the site over the past 90 days, 81 page(s) resulted in malicious software being downloaded and installed without user consent. The last time Google visited this site was on 2011-05-19, and the last time suspicious content was found on this site was on 2011-05-19. Malicious software includes 72 exploit(s). Successful infection resulted in an average of 3 new process(es) on the target machine. Malicious software is hosted on 8 domain(s), including,, 3 domain(s) appear to be functioning as intermediaries for distributing malware to visitors of this site, including js-ghost
Now I Want A Hubby
This is so funny... Have some tissue near by, you may need it This is long, but worth the read.....too funny...Why do men have to be so macho!?ONLY A MAN  WOULD ATTEMPT THISJust try reading this without laughing till you cry!!!Pocket Tazer Stun Gun, a great gift for the wife.A guy who purchased his lovely wife a pocket Tazer for their anniversarysubmitted this:Last weekend I saw something at Larry's Pistol & Pawn Shop that sparkedmy interest. The occasion was our 15th anniversary and I was looking fora little something extra for my wife Julie. What I came across was a100,000-volt, pocket/purse-sized Tazer.The effects of the Tazer were supposed to be short lived, with no longterm adverse affect on your assailant, allowing her adequate time toretreat to safety...??WAY TOO COOL! Long story short, I bought the device and brought ithome... I loaded two AAA batteries in the darn thing and pushed thebutton. Nothing! I was disappointed. I learned, however, that if Ipushed th
You Probably Don't Want To Know.
It's gotta be me. I just has to be. I scare them away, or something. LOL. I always thought I was pretty rad...I have a huge heart and a huge ass...whats not to love? LMAO.        Meh,       Ya win some...       Ya lose some.     Tis life. 
The Beach
i was strolling along the beach in Venice..looking for shark's teeth. It was early..dew still upon the slender grass. reaching down i licked it off with my tongue..the salty taste lingered and reminded me of another similar taste. Stepping over a sand dune I practically fell over this godess blond beach bunny... ummmm. Man i've lost my train of thought cause all i could do was enjoy this little bit of bliss laying on that pale blue towel.. I could hear words, but they didn't mean anything to me.. oh shit, it was me talking "sorry 'bout almost running you over". I had kicked sand on her blanket and offered to help brush it off. I held one end and she the other..pulling on the towel i fuckin couldn't get my mind around getting her towel clean as i was enraptured with her silkin tongue speaking to me and her full, ample, well-formed breasts.. thank gaud for bikins. She then offered to share some of her iced coffee with me and handed me a clear plastic cup filled with coffee. Beads
Whining Ass Cry Baby
chicks wanna make a nigga look bad ha you got another thing coming if you think you that bad runnin they mouth looking for sympathy from niggas bitch grow the fuck up handle your own business lil cry baby why you ignoring me only reason why is cuz bitch you  annoying me yo one thing you dont know bout me is I DONT GIVE A FUCK what you or anyone else gotta say about me tryin to get me set up by ex supposed girlfriends ha you trippin that shit whack the bitch is inher 20's acting like she back in high school with the childish bull crap so yea yo this is my blog my flow what ever you wanna calll it but check this out bitch your like an illegal imagrant in my book you just been deported so fuck you and your littel childish shit you wanna talk about me this is what you fucking get you run your mouth bout me talkin shit believe this will be only the beginning for what ill have in store for you bitch dj papi chulo the one and only all the real chicks get the fuck at me 
Came Home...
The travel was intermittent. He had become so used to it that He had lost count of the conveyances, the types and time mattered not. His boots still on his feet, the sand never quite gone, He trod onward. The sounds of a bustling life washing over him unheard or listened to. The sounds He was listening for had not been made yet, so His ears remained alert, yet unhearing. Hollowed footsteps echoed for Him, and the emptiness of the long way gave birth, to a open expanse of life as He had forgotten... Hell and horror still in His eyes, the smell of death not familiar, but merely with one always, replaced with Cinnamon buns fresh from the oven and the overpowering scent of 100's of perfumes and colognes, cloying but making Him seek something He had shied from forever it seemed. "Jefferson!" He heard and recognizing that as his name, He turned and physically shied away, as a skittish but curious colt would, from the outstretched hand of Eunice P. Shoemaker of Paducah, Ky. "Welcome Home Sol
Weird People On Fu
This guy really made my day n pissed me the F*CK off MATT@ fubar See what he had to say Now how come he 26 n talking like that when back then when it all happened he wasnt even planned yet??? I n also all the germans now dont have anything to do with what happened back then....   Well after me not responding n ignoring the guy i just got this from him again   wowers it keeps going now all germans in his status  
Wanna Be Altruized?
Wanna be Altruized?   Let's Make A Deal!FAMP or BOOMY ~ 12 HOURS OF ALTRUIZING AUTO 11 ~ 2 DAYS WORTH OF ALTRUIZING GOD MODE ~ 1 WEEK OF ALTRUIZING   I will make my list as of FIRST COME FIRST SERVED basis!
Saving Friends
Thought I would say I won't be around much anymore. I don't want to be a burden on anyone and I know you all think I'm mental enough and I don't need to feed into it. I've lost so many people, I can't afford to lose more. I figure if I wasn't here, I wouldn't lose anyone. each other and peace out. I love you.
Why Me Lord ?
In my shoutbox  grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr going back to salute and friends  only lol   Dean S Wil...: would you think that a person in a wheelchair who has never known what it's like to walk like me would be nuts to want to feel what it's like to walk by having a person literally walk on their chest so they can feel the motions of feet walking and then envision in their own mind as if the feet they're feeling walk on them were to be their own feet moving if they were to be able to walk, and would it be something you think you'd be willing to help someone feel?
So, You Think You're A Player....
I heard you're a player,so let's play a game....let's sweet talk,let's play fight.let's talk 24/7,let's tell each other g'morningand g'night.everyday,let's take walks together,let's give each other nicknames,let's go on dates,let's talk on the phone all nite longggg,let's hold, kiss and hugand whoever is the first to fall in love....LOSES!!! ~unknown

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