CoyoteOwned by Roadrunner's blog: "Life's Dilema's"

Okay I know it's Murphy's Law. But, have you ever had anything that could go wrong to you go wrong. Like having 4 family memebers pass away, getting injured at work, losing your job (so they don't have to pay you for the injury), having to fix your house, having your child end up in and out of hospitals, having that stress keep pilling up on you, not really having many friends, and it seems like th ones that you do have you cn't keep, or getting new friends and scaring them away when they relize how messed up your life can be. It seems like everytime you get over one hump. (like having someone close to you in and out of the hospital and some people telling you that with there condition most people dont last more than 10 years some times only 5.) Something else messes up. And when you get through all of this stuff things will start to go really god for you for a while then wham here comes another tidlewave of stuff to deal with. It's just amazing what we as humans can put up with. Yes some of us are aolt stronger than others. Most people crack alot sooner. Me I am a surviver and don't really let it get to me. But Even I have to admit that lattley all the stress pilling up is even getting to me. Can't wait for it all to just stop and life to go back to being normal. Is it to much for all of us to just want a normal life.

OKay did you ever have it happen. Where things are going really good. And then all of a sudden something happens that throws your world upside down. We had four people pass away already. Then there is the lose of income due to all of it. Having to pay for two funerals. Oh and the famous after the Holidays money crunch to ass to it all. My Dad passed away on 11-19-2008 and my Father-In-Law passed away on 7-24-2008. This year has just really sucked beyond compair. If feels like our hearts have been ripped right out of our chest and nothing is ever going to feel right again. Sometimes you just feel like throwing your hands in the air and screeming I give up. But I can't cause that is not how my or my Husband were raised. Plus, I am just determined to try and set everyting right again and somehow get through this. There have been tons of other problems that have happened to us. Not just these. But they all just seem to be adding stress on top of stress for us. I feel like I am fighting a losing battle. I should be use to it by now. It seems like this is always happening to us. Things are going really good and we feel on top of the world. And the next thing we know it feels like our feet have been knocked out from under us and we are laying on our backs helpless. I just wish that there was some way of getting through these times. And am more than happy to except any type of help or thoughts anyone has to offer. Shit ready to pack up our crap and move to another country. Ireland, England, Scotland maybe even Canada maybe it will change our luck.