there things in everybody life thats apart of them. the smile there sences of a hole...
ive lots mine there empty space i cant seem to fill .
the smile on my face which ppl see just for looks when they need to see me.at work just hopen they cant see what is really going on in my head or my heart.
my head always spinning never rest even when my body tries....
my heart is blocked just for the simple reason the hole luve thing pfffft never ever again.
ppl told me just shine for the sack for just being u, the hate, the rage i got i need to let it go the fear of being hurt by another is that truly my proublem?
i cant explain the hole it feels so empty when i think ive found the thing im missing in my life to felll the space. i find out it was never that in the first place. i watch the world around me....
i shake my head because if ppl see the world as i do the place go little better for everyone that always running for which they are afraid of...everybody always tries to make everybody else happy never them self selves how freaking sad....but true....than like my self we wonder why we have a hole that cant be fillled with anything that when we try never really happpens because we dont like thinking about our selves first it is everubody else than our selves....WTF!!
