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Jarhead 4 Life's blog: "Been A While"

created on 12/17/2008  |  http://fubar.com/been-a-while/b266130

A new beginning...

Have you ever sat there, and pondered a new life.  A completely different you.  Or have you started to make a change and ultimately realize that in such a short amount of time, you are almost the person that you should be.  I'm at that point.  Everything I could possibly change, I have changed.  My diet, my health, my emotions, my mentality, and just my overall physical being has all changed.  I'm probably 10x more stronger, smarter, and resiliant then I could ever have been.  I'm not quite yet where I need to be, but I'm almost there.  There is only one thing that is preventing me from fully emerging into the man I should be, and unfortunately...I have to be patient and just allow it to come to me.  For those of you who know me, I'm not by any means a patient person.  I'm always looking to complete whatever it is that is in front of me so I can move on.  I guess it comes with the territory of being associated with the military for over half my life.  But I think this is good.  This forcing me to be patient is completing me as the man I should be.  Tough, compassionate, loving, and enduring.  I've worked really hard to shake off all the bad habits, and I'm hoping that they'll pay dividends and be extremely rewarding.  This is just me mainly letting off a lil steam and isn't necessarily meant to gain any opinion from anyone...however if you feel the need to lay down your two cents, feel free...doesn't matter to me, and I can't stop you either.

Been a While

I know that who ever actually reads this shit, really doesn't care about me or my life since it has no impact on theirs. So I'll just put this out there for those who are legitimately interested in my life. It's been almost a year since my last blog posting, and quite a bit has happened that has made me think more about my life and how I want to conduct it. I'm actually deciding to remain in the service as a Marine. I'm sure a lot of people who I talk to about this matter think I'm crazy and that I should really think about it first, but what they don't understand is that I've been thinking about it already for the past 4 1/2 years that I've already served. I'm not expecting people to understand why I'm doing this since everyone has their own motives for either getting out or staying in. All I know is that it is my decision and really no one else's business as the reasons why I'm deciding to stay in. I could right some more but my time limit is almost up and I've gotta allow other people to use the internet so that they can contact home. Because right now, I'm currently in Iraq. More will follow.
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