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Fighting Champions: The Legecy Of Cisco
                            Chapter 2                    The Start Of Cisco’s Journey   When the sun rises the mysterious warrior wakes Cisco and tiffany up. Cisco becomes a real pain in the ass and doesn’t want to wake up so the mysterious warrior throws fresh water on Cisco’s face. Cisco wakes up coughing Cisco:’ Alright im up already”. Cisco:’ By the way I didn’t ask yet what’s your name?”. Mysterious Warrior:” My name is Rakumashi’. Cisco:”Nice to meet you my name is’. Before cisco could finish saying anything the mysterious warrior tells cisco that he already knows his name, cisco looks at the warrior with curiosity in his eyes. After awhile Cisco, Tiffany, and Rakumashi travel down a broken down road, while traveling Rakumashi explains to Cisco of how he got here and why here’s there he explains to Cisco that he’s there to help him destroy an evil far beyond that of his world. He also tel
---this Person Digs You
---This person digs you
My Research
How Time Travel Will Work by Kevin Bonsor Browse the article How Time Travel Will Work Introduction to How Time Travel Will Work © Photographer: Nicemonkey | Agency:Dreamstime.comThe dream to travel through time has existed for centuries. There may be no other concept that captures the imagination more than the idea of time travel -- the ability to travel to any point in the past or future. What could be cooler? You could jump into your time machine to go back and see major events in history and talk to the people who were there! Who would you travel back to see? Julius Caesar? Leonardo da Vinci? Elvis? You could go back and meet yourself at an earlier age, go forward and see how you look in the future... It's these possibilities that have made time travel the subject of so many science fiction books and movies. It turns out that, in some sense, we are all time travelers. As you sit at your desk, doing nothing more than clicking yourmouse, time is traveling arou
Stuff That Has Touched Me
Two men, both seriously ill, occupied the same hospital room. One man was allowed to sit up in his bed for an hour each afternoon to help drain the fluid from his lungs. His bed was next to the room's only window. The other man had to spend all his time flat on his back.The men talked for hours on end. They spoke of their wives and families, their homes, their jobs, their involvement in the military service, where they had been on vacation. And every afternoon when the man in the bed by the window could sit up, he would pass the time by describing to his roommate all the things he could see outside the window. The man in the other bed began to live for those one-hour periods where his world would be broadened and enlivened by all the activity and color of the outside world.The window overlooked a park with a lovely lake, the man said. Ducks and swans played on the water while children sailed their model boats. Lovers walked arm in arm amid flowers of every color of the rainbow. Grand o
Oh Hell Obama
May 19-2011 will be marked as the day President Obama threw Israel under the bus and sealed America's doom
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The Rock
Okay, everyone knows “The Rock” the professional wrestler, right? Well, now everyone is getting to know Dwayne Johnson, the actor. Though it wasn’t the goal, it was probably inevitable that Dwayne Douglas Johnson (born May 2, 1972) would become a professional wrestler as he comes from a long line of them. His father was “Soulman” Rocky Johnson, a Canadian professional wrestler and his maternal grandfather was “High Chief” Peter Maiva, a Samoan professional wrestler. Also, his uncles, the Wild Samoans (Afa Anoai and Sika Anoai) and three of his cousins (Rikishi, Rosy, and Umaga) were all professional wrestlers. Pre-Wrestling Days When he was in high school, Dwayne played football, ran track, and wrestled, but he receive scholarship offers in football. He decided to go to the University of Miami where he played football (defensive tackle) for the Miami hurricanes. After college, he was turned down by the NFL, but was accepted into
Randy The Macho Man Savage Dies In A Car Wreck
‘Macho Man’ Randy Savage dies in a car crash By Chris Chase   "Macho Man" Randy Savage, a professional wrestler who became a fan favorite thanks to his outlandish outfits and trademark catchphrase, died Friday in a car wreck, as first reported by TMZ. The 58-year-old Savage -- whose legal name was Randy Mario Poffo -- reportedly suffered a heart attack while driving his 2009 Jeep Wrangler in Tampa, Fla., and careened across lanes of oncoming traffic before colliding head-on with a tree. He died later at a local hospital. Savage's wife Lynn, who was riding in the passenger seat, escaped with only minor injuries. Both passengers were wearing seatbelts and the police do not believe alcohol was a factor. The World Wrestling Federation favorite from Ohio burst onto the scene in 1985 and quickly drew attention with his flamboyant outfits and "ooh yeah!" catchphrase. His marriage to Elizabeth Hulette, Ms. Elizabeth to fans, was one of the first high-
Random Thoughts
You know I am pretty easy to figure out. I don't have naked pics and don't hold your breath waiting for them. I have enough respect for myself to not put that out there. For those women- and I use this term loosely- who feel the need to display that side of themselves all over fubar and the internet then I say this..if you have to put that out there to get attention then you need serious help. If you cannot hold someones attention with your clothes on then in my opinion you don't have much to offer anyone. I have been labeled insecure and I find this amusing considering I am not the one throwing it all out there for everyone to see. You see me and me fully clothed. If that isn't enough well then move right along because I am sure there are more than enough of those types of women to fill your needs. I do not want to be treated like trash so I don't carry myself in that manner. As to the ones who try to insert themselves into my relationships with either friends or my boyfriend- well to
Feeling You
I feel your voice as much as hear itWhispering hot promises In my ear, against my mouth, on my skin.I feel your mouth and tongueGentle, plundering,Wandering from lips to neck to breastsSucking, kissingSkimming down my bellyTeasing, lickingProbing, tasting.I feel your hands ExploringTender, roughCaressing, liftingDemanding, claiming.I feel you Strong and warm beneath my handsAll power and control between my thighsMuscles bunching, strainingRock hard and throbbingStretching me, filling meThrusting, urgent, demandingTaking, giving, cummingShuddering, relaxed and heavy against meI feel your voice as much as hear itRelaxed, murmuring words of loveIn my ear, against my mouth, on my skin
Message From Brother Hiram
MY LIVING WILL: Last night, my friend and I were sitting in the living room and I said to her, "I never want to live in a vegetative state, dependent on some machine and fluids from a bottle. If that ever happens, just pull the plug." She got up, unplugged the computer, and threw out my wine. She's such a bitch. Got a bullet in my side and it hurts so bad. You know I can't die, 'cause my girl would be sad. Twenty more days and Jody be takin' my place. Come on N.C.O. gotta get on the ball. Tell the R.T.O. to put in a call. The medics here have done their best. Now it's time for the Dustoff to do the rest. The sun/s goin' down and it's hard to see. But the bullets keep on flyin' all round me. I see a red light way up high. It's gotta be the Dustoff in the sky. I feel real bad leavin' friends behind. But they say they're gunna get me home on tme. They're gunna fight all through the night. And when the mornin' comes I'll be out of sight. Here I am home sittin' in my chair. Got
Off The Wall
  All applications should be sent by PM  :p
Blood Spills
We all think that when we live the life of a liar that we will never be affected. The one that starts a lie is the one that trys to Spill the Blood of the innocent. The innocent is the one that lives a life of grace, honesty, and devotion. What fun is it to live such a boring life. I live for the fun in making your life miserable. The one that has made me into the mass of destruction. The one that has made me into a Living Dead Doll. The dead only has one wish to see the wicked be punished for the crimes that they committed. Our lives are made by the actions we do to others. They will never end and they we never subside. So that is why to end this life you have made for your self pray for the forgiveness of the dead to have mercy on your soul. Once you leave here you will be tormented for eternity.  Living the lie of lies over and over again.  So i raise my glass to the ones that have always stood in the shadows. Because they are the ones that have never spilled the blood
Reflection Of A Soul
Within her lies sophistication scorned by a sightless mortal society. Her eyes hold beauty that must be spoken in hushed tones, as if a sacred subject. Passion emanates from her very soul, and gives rise to an uncontrollable urge to sin against her nature of purity. The carnal motion of her body, a dark, slow dance of lust, is a language of desire only understood by the beat of a heart. How does one sum into words the infinite depth of a cursed soul, and etch into parchment the crimson ink beating inside a tainted heart? I am foremost, a beast, a poet, and a scribe by sheer existence. My words I can twist into lovely shining ribbons to adorn my muse's tresses or shimmering chains forged of my will to bind her delicate limbs, so she may lie in wait for my dark amusement. My dear cherished muse, look beyond the gentleness that can fool so easily and you will find that which only time and understanding can teach. All along you will vow you knew me, and then you turn
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About A Piece Of My Mind
Your tha frist thing i think of each morning when i rise,  your tha last thing i think of each night when i close my eyes,   your in every move i make and in every breathe i take,  My feeling are growing stronger by every move i make, I want to prove to you that i love you, but thats tha hardest part so im giveing you all i have to give to you..... i give my heart If I were to fall in love, It would have to be with you. Your eyes, your smile, The way you laugh, The things you say and do. Take me to the places, My heart never knew. So, if I were to fall in love, It would have to be with you.   If I were to give you my heart, It would have to be to you, For bring things into my life, So beautiful and new. Love, so soft and warm beside me, That I know it's true, If I were to give my heart, It would have to be to you.   I was looking for an answer. I was looking for a way. To keep the magic that you bring, TO each and every day. To live our lives together, A
Witty's 3 Day Weekend
Changes
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Loving Thoughts And Poems About My Beautiful Dragon Gal, Deb
DaydreamWhenever I day dream,and day dream I do,in my secret garden,I day dream of you.I day dream of you,in a faraway land;embracing me tightand holding my hand.Holding my hand,and touching my face.Just you and me,in this peaceful place.In this peaceful placea pristine river flows.Where the unicorns run,a breeze always blows.A breeze always blowsand sings of a song;our love in a placewhere you're never gone.Where you're never goneis as it would seem,from dusk until dawn,
Changes And Changes...
 Ok so here we are playing on a stupid website where the name of the game is flirting, getting drunk, and having the opposite sex (or in some case the same sex...lol) buy you things therefore raising your popularity level. Why is there so many people on here that are taking this so seriously and why is there so much bullshit and backstabbing going on to others lately???? Omfg people!!!! I thought that we left the bullying, name calling, and rumors back behind in Elementary school. I know that I did. I feel that things are just getting outta control and there are alot of people that are getting hurt out there and I think that we should stop and look at ourselves instead of joining in on one group or another thats out to destroy someone for some stupid reason (that half of you dont even know but hey your right there following whatever leader is setting fire to someone for whatever unknown reason) and agreeing wholly with them. Think for yourself again and stop being sheep... We were give
Why??
Jiff's Blog
Don’t tell me you want to work things out. You still run in circles and expect me not to doubt. I sit here and wait, with my heart breaking even more. It’s time to leave. There’s the door. Don’t you dare say you still love me. You’ve lied a thousand times, it will never be. Keep running, as long as it’s not to me. Until you’re gone, I’ll never see clearly. You've torn me apart, and the pieces are scattered. You're just making it worse, my outlook is shattered. Forget it. I don't regret it. The heart is deceitful. Wrapped in many different emotions, it looks as sweet as candy. It's eaten up, bit by bit. It beats faster with every moment we cherish. However, what if the beating is really the heart's way of saying, "no, not yet..." It repeats the words over and over.  Unfortunately, there are times when noone listens.  Struggling for air, it reaches for the mind for a little comfort. The mind wanders from place to place on it's ow
Eighteen Days Of Death
Eighteen Days Of Death   Eighteen days of death is how I refer to my eighteen days of being comatose in a hospital in Loma Linda, California, starting on the night of November 27, 1987. They are days and nights that I will always remember, and are hard for me to forget. This is about what caused my being comatose, and about my mental and physical traumas from being comatose. On the night of November 27, 1987, I went to a friends birthday party, where there were a lot of drug and alcohol abuse all around, of which I was a part. While at the party I consumed, an equivalent to, one case of beer out of a keg, and one-fifth of tequila out of a gallon bottle. I also had smoked some marijuana. To say the least, I was well over the legal limit of alcohol consumption. The party had gotten a little too loud and out-of-hand for the apartment where it was held so, we decided that it should be moved to a place in the desert, known by all the partygoers in Ridgecrest, California as Cherry Hill.
Go Figure
A woman wants a man to: Wild and rich Be there for them- just not to availabe Lust after her beauty- just not in public it's sexual harrassment Man handle them- Be cafeful you could wind up with an assult charge Take charge- as long it's her decision that's RULED Let her act like a man without consequences- the law let's her be violent and you can't do shit about it Let her have the "Wallet"- she can always have her "Side" fun Get her that "Pickett fence" for her- so she gets it for free when you divorce Need I say more... Why do you think they get in where they fit in when it SUITS them In the END you got Screwed only for what they can get out of you~ then she'll leave or you leave her KARMA is a BITCH in the end though   It's been me & my boys for 4 years without a woman around ~ I might be a nice guy & lost everything to pay for my 3.5 year divorce~ It was worth it I saved my boys from abuse, I have full custody. So all you disrespectful BITCHES could only wish~ In
Life Is Rude
I'm kinda sad.  I woke up one day and my account was gone.. points, friends... everything.  So I set up a temp account.. just until I could figure it out.  I emailed support... and got NO response.  I am totally upset about it.  I guess I'll just have to redo everything here.  I guess that is why I was so hesitant to add too much b/c I was really expected to get this whole thing sorted.  Apparently its not important to the Fubar staff though.  Thank heavens for LeiaSwift.  If it wasn't for her I def would not be at the level I am right now.  She is such an awesome chick!  Well I'm off to add pics n shit. Take care all.. hope u have a fab day!   xoxoxo Trin So I joined FUBAR back in like 2008 or 2009.... Apparently sometime last night my account got deleted. I am hoping to research what happened. I may end up cutting my losses, but that would totally suck! I lost all my points, bling, gifts, friends and all that! I am very interested in seeing what happened! Any thoughts? xox
Bully
Pick your favorite song then i will count the vote and they will be played Friday nights! One genre a Friday!   Lupe Fiasco-"The Show Goes On" DJ Khaled-"I'm On One"(Ft. Drake, Rick Ross & Lil Wayne) Nicki Minaj-"Super Bass" Dr. Dre-"I Need a Doctor" New Boyz-"Backseat"(Ft. The Cataracs & Dev) Kanye West-"All of the Lights" Wiz Khalifa-"Roll up" Cupid-"Cupid Shuffle" Lil Wayne-"John" Lil Wayne-"6 Foot 7 Foot" YC Worldwide-"Racks" Nicki Minaj-"Moment 4 Life" Diddy-Dirty Money-"Coming Home" Flo Rida-"Club Can't Handle Me"(Ft. David Guetta) Eminem-"Love the Way you Lie"(Ft Rihanna) Lil Wayne-"How to Love" Wiz Khalifa-"Black and Yellow" Ace Hood-"Hustle Hard remix"     THE AMAZINGLY WONDERFUL BUTTERFLY ON AIR IN EXOTIC DJ BUTTERFLY IS LIVE ON AIR DON'T MISS OUT COME JOIN US FOR GOOD MUSIC AND GREAT FUN!!! CLICK ON EXOTIC DREAMS TO ENTER
Bro Sis Conflict
Ok im just getting back from overseas, my sis and her husband are living in my house becouse her son got expelled for the school year. I love that shes here been years since we were close. Now they are remodling my house yard garden lol and those are things ive been thinking about for 8months, its the stuff i love to do. Makes me feel like there stepin on my toes but i dont know if im just being a petty douchebag. There trying to thank me but its my house, could use some non family advice
Random Stuff
Swimming in the dark, bound to drift apart, we're in love, we play with matches in the rain, But never learn, we're trying to light a fire that can't burn. You thought that love was just a casting call, well it's our turn to quit before the curtain falls. Don't need to pretend you love me, we just never meant to be, Am I wrong? Am I right? Have I lost my mind. I dance around her heart, like an actor plays his part. I hit the stage and get, blinded by the light,
Me
SLIT MY WRIST As my blood hits the floor AS I slip away to be no more As I lay here to rest This world can kiss my ass I remornis of the pain Soon there will be no more rain I sit here now for the world to see But everyone just lets me be Soon I will leave this world For I will be dead When my body hits the floor Now that I am no more     My Heart   My heart breaks a little at a time, For now I reallise that you are no longer mine That someone else is able to put a smile upon your face Now that I am losing the whole race But you will not know For I will keep a smile on my face To keep you from leaving this place This is me how i feel about myself and i am sure it will chang day to day.  i amunloveable it is clear to me now and its got to be something im doing wrong.  i am in the army and i am incharg of people, but my wife wont even touch me she goes off with some other guy, not that i am complaining cause i dont love her any more but it would be nice to feel lov
My Writings
"Lost In My Thoughts"by Double PMazed thoughts of Pondered QuotesSit on my brain as I rumble through jumbled notesTrying to find where the love was lost vanishing with no tracePains sheltered by a smile upon my faceDisguising what no one knows deep down insideJust staying with the flow along for the rideJesters of a Laugh creep through a somber gloomWhat use to be a beautiful red heart no longer bloomsLost in my thoughts that keeps me consumedTore between what use to be and now what turns out to be my doomHateful feelings of a love that was never ment to beThought i was special but now I know that will never beBe it as it may i have come to the realization that my time will never comeMad at myself beating myself down how could I be so dumb Dumb Dumb DumbThese thoughts need to leave my soul alone please go homeBut my home is there home what use to be a reminisce of what use to be my domeOneday soon I will have back what the once called a clear mind
Foodgasm Recipes
I love tamales! You love tamales! We all love tamales! I will give you a detailed How-To for the meat, the masa, the prepared tapas (cornhusks), the fillings and cooking. If you have any questions, just let me know.  Puerco en Chile Colorado (Red Chile Pork) Ingredients This recipe makes enough meat filling for 90-120 tamales. Leftovers can be frozen and eaten later in tortas, tacos or burritos. Pork This is best made the night before. 10 lbs. Pork picnic shoulder (with bone and fatty skin still on it)  4 lbs. Pork neckbones (espinazo de puerco) 2 tbs. Ground cumin[/li][li]2 tbs. Minced garlic 2 cups La Lechonera Naranja Agria or 1 beer of choice or 1 cup of vinegar 8 medium-sized tomatoes, sliced[/li][li]2 large-sized yellow onions, sliced 2 tbs. salt 1 tbs. pepper Water Dutch oven pot, or any heavy large stew pot When ordering the pork at the meat counter, make sure to have them cut the pork shoulder in medium-sized pieces. The pork neckbones already come in man
Usmc And John Wayne
THO' HE NEVER SERVED IN UNIFORM, HE DID A HELL OF A JOB FOR OUR ARMED FORCES' MORALE AND NATIONAL PRIDE   HOW JOHN WAYNE SAVED THE MARINES (GOD BLESS HIM!)  Today is John Wayne’s 104th birthday. He was born on May 26, 1907 in Winterset, Iowa, as Marion Morrison, weighing 13 pounds. His birthplace is a museum.  There is a guest book, opened to a page with the entry, in the entrant’s handwriting, Name: Ronald Reagan. Address: 1600 Pennsylvania Ave., Washington DC.   To celebrate the birthday of a truly great American, let me tell you how John Wayne saved the Marine Corps.  In theaftermath of World War II, the psychological letdown after years of war and bloodshed, the huge demobilization of servicemen, the desire to slash military spending, and  the antipathy towards the military by left-wingers in the Democrat Party all combined in a call by a number of Senators and Congressmen to abolish the Marine Corps.   In this, they were supported by the Doolittle Boar
Same Shit
It seems like i dont have to actually do anything for people to be pissed off at me or to be a hater. Whether i am the nicest person ever, or a bitch, it really doesnt matter, people still will piss on you. So this is what i have decided, im just going to be me and if you dont like it then get the fuck on somewhere, cause i am tired of the hating fucking drama makers of this world. Seriously grow the fuck up people, you know who you are.
Keras's Blogs
Knocturnal Dj'z Radio 24/7
BEFORE REQUESTING SONGS, MAKING COMMENTS OR ASKING QUESTIONS OF THE D.J., PLEASE...READ THIS IN ITS ENTIRETY !1) PLAY SOMETHING GOOD...SOMETHING WE CAN DANCE TO!The D.J. has to play for more than one person... so what you hate may be another’s favorite song and EVERYTHING played here can be danced to one way or another 2) WOULD YOU PLAY SOMETHING WITH A "BEAT"?BE SERIOUS! We know of NO songs played in a club that don’t have some sort of Beat! 3) I DON’T KNOW WHO SINGS IT AND I DON’T KNOW THE NAME OF THE SONG, BUT IT GOES LIKE THIS...PLEASE don’t sing for the D.J. They have to put up with smoke-filled rooms and dangerous decibel levels all night... Do them a favor and DON"T give them a rendition of your favorite song. 4) EVERYBODY WANTS TO HEAR IT!Oh, sure... you polled everyone in the club and, as their spokesperson, you’re requesting the song.5) EVERYBODY WILL DANCE IF YOU PLAY IT!The D.J. won’t. I guess that blows a hole in that theory! 6) I
Maybe I'm Paranoid
at least the voices agree Below is my comment for the pimpout blog I can't see it being posted along with all the suck-ups...so here is what I atttempted to have him post this is my reply to my post asking why my original comment was not posted in case you lost it somehow..here it is again...I don't understand why you can't post some criticism of your decision to go along with all the atta-boys...You need to change your messages so that people are not deceived into thinking you didn't screw around with the pimpout. The messages still tell that the person being pimped "just pimped you out! This means you will appear in the online user bar at the top of the screen in 5 minutes. Everyone on fubar will see you scroll by!"It's too bad you didn't let everyone know ahead of time, instead of using this blog. Not everyone on fubar "follows" your blog posts. I think this change sux...I used to look forward to scrolling side by side with someone else I had arranged to swap pimps with. I do not
Deathwish Duck
  You Take What You Need From Your Father http://www.scribd.com/doc/57840168/Father-s-Day-Story-June-2011 Ray is gay. He goes into the doctor's office and has some tests run.   The doctor comes back and says, "Ray, I'm not going to beat around the bush. You have AIDS". Ray is devastated. "Doc, what can I do?"   The doctor says "eat 1 curry sausage, 1 head of cabbage, 20 unpeeled carrots drenched in hot sauce, 10 jalapeno peppers, 40 walnuts and 40 peanuts, 1/2 box of All Bran and top it off with a gallon of prune juice."   Ray asks bewildered, "will that cure me Doc?" Doc says, "No, but it should leave you with a better understanding of what your ass is for"! Dealing with Cyberbullies   Bullies are taking advantage of technology to intimidate and harass their   victims. Dealing with cyberbullying can be difficult, but there are steps   you can take. What is cyberbullying?   Cyberbullying refers to practice of using technology to harass, or bully,   someone else. Bullies
Rambling
NEW YORK (Reuters) - A high-profile group of global leaders declared the "war on drugs" a failure on Thursday and urged governments to consider decriminalizing drugs in a bid to cut consumption and weaken the power of organized crime gangs. The Global Commission on Drug Policy, which includes former presidents of Brazil, Colombia, Mexico and Switzerland, said a decades-long strategy of outlawing drugs and jailing drug users while battling cartels that control the trade had not worked. "It's not peace instead of war, it's a more intelligent way to fight ... the use of drugs," former Brazilian President Fernando Henrique Cardoso, chair of the commission, told a news conference in New York. "Stop the war on drugs and let's be more constructive in trying to reduce consumption." "We cannot have one recipe. It's not so easy to say stop the war on drugs and let's legalize, it's more complicated than that," he said. "Between prohibition and legalization there is an enormous vari
Getting To Know You
1.)Q. Can you cook? 2.)Q. What was your dream growing up? 3.)Q. What talent do you wish you had? 4.)Q. If I bought you a drink what would it be? 5.)Q. Favorite vegetable? 6.)Q. What was the last book you read? 7.)Q. What zodiac sign are you ? 8.)Q. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? 9.)Q. Worst Habit? 10.)Q. If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride? 11.)Q. What is your favorite sport? 12.)Q. Negative or Optimistic attitude?13.)Q. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me? 14.)Q. Worst thing to ever happen to you? 15.)Q. Tell me one weird fact about you: 16.)Q. Do you have any pets? 17.)Q. What if I showed up at your house unexpectedly? 18.)Q. What was your first impression of me? 19.)Q. Do you think clowns are scary? 20.)Q. If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be??? 21.)Q. Would you be my crime partner or my conscience? 22.)Q. What color eyes do you have? 23.)Q. Ever been arrested? 24.)Q. Bottle or Draft? 25.)Q. If you won $
Let's Take It To His Cross
Blessings of our beloved ABBA ADONAI ELOHIM YAHWEH in the blessed Name of HIS SON our MESSIAH Y'SHUA/JESUS CHRIST through HIS HOLY SPIRIT. Amen. Greetings one and all. I can only hope you're filled with many blessings from our FATHER in heaven, encouraged in the hope of HIS promises to one day be fulfilled soon.  I pray, too, for your continued health, peace, and joy.  At the end of this deovotional I've included a music video.  I pray it blesses all who view it, and I thank you in advance for sharing it by passing it forward to others.  What are you nourishing today?  Your Spirit or carnal natures? There's not a day that we don't question our belief in an all powerful CREATOR.  There's not a day that our faith isn't tested and challenged in some way.  There's not a day when we aren't compromised by our trust issues, or lack there of, be they moral and/or ethical.  Just because we're flawed through our carnal states (ie: physical, emotional, psychological, deveplomental) does not m
Oh Well Life Goes On
So after landing my new job as a Wal-Mart greeter, I lasted less than a day.... About two hours into my first day on the job a very loud, unattractive, mean-acting woman walked into the store with her two kids, yelling obscenities at them all the way through the entrance. I said pleasantly, 'Good morning and welcome to Wal-Mart. Nice children you have there. Are they twins?' The ugly woman stopped yelling long enough to say, 'Hell no, they ain't twins. The oldest one's 9, and the other one's 7. Why the hell would you think they're twins? Are you blind, or stupid?'So I replied, 'I'm neither blind nor stupid, Ma'am, I just couldn't believe someone slept with you twice. Have a good day and thank you for shopping at Wal-Mart.' My supervisor said I probably wasn't cut out for this line of work weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
More Privacy
I feel it is very important to increase the privacy setting to make salutes & the default album only visible to friends. Once you post a salute your privacy is gone. I dislike this very much! There are trolls who like nothing more than to cause problems & the more we limit them the better. We should flood fubar with requests for these privacy options
Pimphand
this thing gets on my nerves
Mad Moments
Hahahaha ~ How many of you walked in here thinking I was posting a picture of me naked, atleast partially ???   You just got dicked !!!   Words are powerful, so am I.  You are too, if you only knew how powerful you were you would realise the weapon that you are or can be.   I have been here since April 2008, through different profiles.  I had a few months break, and NOW here I am again.   I kinda like this world, it has everything in it.  The Fu World.     I am a divorced mother of two.  I have indeed been through hell in the past four years.  Some of it you will hear about, some you won't. If I have my way, I am gonna rock the real world with some home truths the likes of which few can handle, but, even if we can't handle some things, it doesn't mean they don't exist, and it doesn't mean they aren't truths affecting all of us in some way.   I am a revolutionist.  At the moment I am going through some of the most challenging times of my life.  Trying to prove a crime aga
Pomes Of Emotion And Feelins
if you fear losing somebody you lovelike rejection would be no surpriseeven if they never said it out loudyou just knew by the look in their eyesaccept that anxiety is due to some actionwe took while sleepwalking through lifewe would be lying if we tried denyingwe cause our own misery and strife.There is a voice inside of our headsthat tells us of what is to comedeja vu turned upside downis what it may seem like to somewhether its foresight or just premonitionit leaves you feeling quite strangewhisper or shout, it allows for no doubtthat your fortunes are due for a change.The cyclical nature of the human conditionprevents us from being at easeit bars the door to the peace that we seekits a lock without any keyshope and fear are two sides of a coina little like Abel and Caneit’s not every day that just one will hold swayin the end it adds up to the same.Listen to this then, if you should findyour emotions wont give you a breatherI am telling you, dreams dont often come true
Interesting To Say The Least....
Dharqest Soul
The twisted black soul resides within this vessel..Laughing at those that stands before me,yearning for the taste of flesh,craving the pure spirit which fuels the burning within...This old soul ripped and torn vengeful waiting for the crys of war...Smiles "soon the fallen will be mine",moves into the depths of the Dharqness and waits,content in the fact that soon very soon i shall be looking down upon your carcass as the crows feed opon you,flesh on top of bone makes this vessel,evil and Dharqness consumes it,rage drives it, battle feeds and inspires it,the crys of pain pleases it,it smiles down upon your weak soul yes my brother i will feed upon you this day,and consume your soul, spite it within my deprived twisted black evil soul,for all the ages you will belong to me....
Leveling Up :)
Hey, I just submitted an entry to the High Flying Flag Photo Contest and would be really grateful if you'd check out my entry. You can view my entry at: http://wildfireapp.com/website/6/contests/123460/voteable_entries/23580456?ogn=website
Alarm's Strong Arms Coc
1.  Be respectful to all Alarm Strong Arms and 2nd Alarm Hotties 2. All Alarm Strong arms must have a verified salute and a minimum of 10 new pictures including one full body picture. 3. All Alarm Strong Arms Must be male. 4. All must sign the COC in a comment below saying "I agree" and then will be put through an interview process with Mr. Bounty Dj. Thunder. http://fubar.com/mfknmrdjthunder 5. Shoutbox and fumail must be kept open to all officers for communications (Profile can't be set to friends only unless all officers are added). 6. All must add the 2nd Alarm Hotties Homepage and Alarm's Strong Arms & all officers must be added to friends list. 7. After passing interview process you are then a verified Alarm's Strong Arm's and must add to screen name.   **If you are in need of any help or clarification of any of these rules don't hesitate to ask  Mr. Bounty Dj. Thunder  or Jazzy Chief Deputy of the 2nd Alarm Hotties for calrification. We will work with you to make sure an
Who Knows
Ok, so here's the deal, for some reason I am totally bored outta my mind tonight. I tried to watch a movie, but couldn't pay attention. chat with people, but surly the chat dies down. rate like and comment, yup all bombed out, and ultimately I'm still bored. so now comes the fun part. Im going to ramble on about who knows what amd see if anybody reads this. If you do read it, ;eave a comment, simple as that. So here it goes... There once was a l00 who lived is a chaotic land known as fubar. In this land purple dragons RAN, and Green dolphins flew. l00 was neither a human nor an animal. In fact sadly she had no idea what she was, nor why she lived in such a place. There where golden ponies, and feathered frogs, why you ask, she had no clue. Day after day she pondered this place, and day after day it overwhelmed her head. In this chaotic land, all the creatures could talk, all except for poor little l00, for who ever created her, didn't grant her a voice. She hopped along Happy as can
Weight Loss Here I Come!
ok I got tired of being heavy and so on the 8th of June I put my foot down, I weighed 231.2 lbs.  Now on June 11th I weighed myself with the same scale and Im 224 lbs! I lost 7.2 lbs so far! Whoop! Fucking Whoop!! Go me! :) 
Stuff
Why...?... Why is it that i can't find that right one?The one that wants to settle down..the one that wants to be true...why is it no1 my age is looking to get their life on track...what is so special about going to clubs...why do they feel drinking is fun...why can't they understand that some people have more important priorities...why is it our generation is sitting back watching their life’s slowly go down the drain...do they like the stereotype that we have... do they like being called slackers...do they like that everyone thinks we don't care about our futures...is it too much to ask for someone who cares...is it too hard to understand that i am not looking for the whole dating bs...and that i am sick and tired of all the high school drama...Damn i am just sick and tired of drama in general...i would love it if drama could be kept out of my life...will it ever happen...who knows... but then again who cares enough to read this right.
I Am Who I Am
God know I know I feel like can't nobody fuck with me God got my back so Lil boosie keep his mind at ease And god kno I kno That somebody gon hate on me But god kno I'm thug so U kno lil boosie go and get skeet Now god know my situation, he know what I be facin He know I'm so impatient when it come to money makin From school, to the blocks, from the tool, to the rocks For the lil nigga with that pistol ridin around in somethin hot Now it's bout time we hit our knees and tell god truth Can't stop the way we livin, just help us make it through When I die take me through, up to heaven up with you Gotta holla at my daddy and my nigga griles to And god kno And god know I'm thug life, u fuckin right So if ah nigga play with me of the top I gotta get him right And god got my back so, when I act wow I'm comin home safely through the back do The murder rate is sky high, nigga hollin ride or die These youngin slangin iron it ain't no mo takin pride So put yo fist up in yo pockets and them bull
The Tales Of Xcylencex
If you act like a dumbass, i WILL share it with all of Fubar. Just sayin.This guy sends me a message that says "boing". I said thanks but no thanks and then I get blasted with this chat. Enjoy :)   cyberstud11:what fucking whore comes on here if shes married go die cunt me:LOL poor baby never been rejected before? cyberstud11:your ugly as fuck nigger i would rape your ass for power because i can me:and THATS why you tried to hit on me with "boing" really? lol cyberstud11:bring your dude i will beat his ass nope i do that to everyone u fucking fat ass so do us a favopr and fucking die me:roflmao i gotta say, thanks for the amusement. this is quite entertaining. cyberstud11:u arent hot i rated your ass a one me:no, actually i am. you're just pissed off because I turned down your lame attempt at a comeon. Get over yourself, seriously. cyberstud11:look here bitch if you keep talking i will find you and kill you im fucking serious ill kill you and your kids me:suuuuuure you
Poems Written In The Summer Of 2010, Inspired By Someone Who Will Hold A Permenent Place In My Heart
In a perfect world, in a perfect time...but this is no perfect world and is there ever a perfect time? The mystery of life amazes me sometimes with the things it throws my way...Unsure of what I should consider and what i should just pass by.....You were one of those moments that life presents me with....Do I pass by or do i say hi..........what a great decision i made....Just by taking a chance on a random person in a random place ivemade a connection that has changed my life forever.... In a perfect world,in a perfect time...but this is no perfect world and is there ever a perfect time?Time...theres never enough and all times are perfect if you use it to its full potential....There are two kinds of people..those who live life and those who watch it pass by....At some point in my life I watched it pass by...but no more...I intend on living it to the fullest extent...By making a simple decision to enjoy my time on this earth in everything I do I found you.... In a perfect world, in a p
Mafia Stuffz
i'm posting this now just to clean out the turf innner wall for now. will figure something out later. so far i havm't received any input so just rollin with the flow :)  will update or create another blog later. some of this stuff is currently ourdated. plan to reupdate later.    check out our friends in WHS,SDS,WTR,SYNERGY and OBLIVION lounges! [ http://fubar.com/lounge/wickedhotspot ][ http://fubar.com/lounge/76533 ] {--- Oblivion[ http://fubar.com/lounge/silverdollarsaloon ][ http://www.fubar.com/lounge/77456 ] {--- wild & tame radio lounge[ http://www.fubar.com/lounge/73940 ] {--- Synergy lounge  will be revising this soon,maybe dumping it into a blog to cut clutter in here....welcome to the team everyone. this part of the wall is seen by turf members only. this turf is typically a laid back turf,but we protect/back our team/turf mates when we can. not all of us can be online regularly and this is meant to be fun for socialising and meeting new peeps. this turf will consist of p
Just...me
continous , irrational thoughts plague my mind. I know i need to pull it back together, but how can i? and why should i...fear i will do something irrational? oh well so be it. maybe its time for that "crazy" every one seen in me to play out full blown. Have you seen her? her eyes, the most beautiful shade of chocolate, her smile....her smile brightens my day like the morning sun rising over the florida skyline. its crazy how when she smiles it just melts me. last time i felt like this...i was in HighSchool. her voice...her voice is like a choir of angels singing in my ears. sometimes she speaks and i cant even make since of what she said because im to busy being pummeled and minf fucked by her beauty. so yeah irrational thoughts should be expected i guess. I would give up everything i have right now for to be with her. No thats not the playas way of doing it, and truth be told...i dont give a fuck. I would leave my life for her in a heartbeat. i know she wouldnt ask that of me, but
"the Rambling Emotional Pomes Of Life
  I am 6' 1" tall 285 lbs and have blue eyes and brown hair if i have hair  i choose to shave my head i have a gotee mustach and beard no tattoos or perieceings 2'' scar over right eyey  i wear glasses  i have false teeth but refuse to wear them  hope there is not a problem with that  but im a natural persone and dont belive in prosieses to improve on ones looks...I am JUst your avreage joe and a redneck at that.... Tagline:I am not old I am Not new I am just me No more No Less Ask me what you Will and I will answer With the best Of My Knowledge. Member Since:April 11, 2011   Gender:Male Location:Fairmont,W.va Age:48 Relationship Status:Singel Interested In:Friends, Dating, Serious Relationship Languages:English Ethnicity:Caucasian/White Religion:Agnostic Orientation:Straight   Elementary School:Dunbar Intermediate School Junior High School:Miller Junior High School High School:Fayette County High School '82Fayette Area Vocational School '82 College:The College of Woo
The Average Soldier
The Average SoldierThe average age of the military man is 19 years. He is a short haired, tight-muscled kid who, under normal circumstances is considered by society as half man, half boy. Not yet dry behind the ears, not old enough to buy a beer, but old enough to die for his country. He never really cared much for work and he would rather wax his own car than wash his father's; but he has never collected unemployment either.He's a recent High School graduate; he was probably an average student, pursued some form of sport activities, drives a ten year old jalopy, and has a steady girlfriend that either broke up with him when he left, or swears to be waiting when he returns from half a world away. He listens to rock and roll or hip-hop or rap or jazz or swing and 155mm howizzitor. He is 10 or 15 pounds lighter now than when he was at home because he is working or fighting from before dawn to well after dusk.He has trouble spelling, thus letter writing is a pain for him, but he can field
Sin's Most Important Blog Ever.
Weird Stuff
A thousand credits and the stupid Fupony just dances?  For my money, it should get up in the morning and make breakfast...you've already gotten screwed buying it!   It reminds me of the story that Orson Bean tells -    This is a story about a guy has a horny parrot. It's terrible. Every time he reaches into the cage, the bird humps his arm. He invites his mother to tea, the bird keeps saying foul things. Finally he takes the parrot to a vet.The vet examines the bird extensively, says, "Well, you have a horny male parrot. I have a sweet young female bird, and for fifteen dollars your bird can go in the cage with mine."The guy's parrot is listening and says, "Come on! Come on! What the hell!"Finally, the guy says all right and hands over the fifteen dollars.The vet takes the parrot, puts him in the cage with the female bird, closes the curtain. Suddenly, "Kwah! Kwah! Kwah!" Feathers come flying out of the cage.The vet says, "Holy gee," and runs across the room and opens the curtain
Thought This Was So True
Lately I've been hard to reachI've been too long on my own Everybody has a private worldWhere they can be alone Are you calling me, are you trying to get throughAre you reaching out for me, I'm reaching out for youI'm just so fuckin' depressedI just can seem to get out this slump If I could just get over this humpBut I need something to pull me out this dump I took my bruises, took my lumpsFell down and I got right back up
My Blog Posts!
Club 69
4 The Friends Of Jason Cant Be Ur Superman Get A Clue Dumb Fucks
2 ALLL OF JASONS MENTALLY CHALLENGED FRIENDS JEZZI BROWN ILLEST KATE SUCCUBUS ETC ETC ETC ETC if ur such good friends with jason call him or text him or whatever it is you do ask this effen worthless piece of shit why is it that he cant pay more attention to his kids instead of this garbage ass fubar crap ask why does he have to hurt them by not showing up to get them on the days its court ordered for him to have them let him know hes in contemp with the court so ur lil bling giver u know the one who rather spend money on every other skank on here instead of spending the money on his daughters who is 2 and 6 might go to jail this guy is a dead beat he abusive a rapist that takes advantage of his wife when she is passed out cold from out having a good time with family and friends for a gathering thinks its ok to have sex with her when she cant move or tell him to stop who the hell does that and when his daughter kayla the oldest was 4 he got her ready for bed and was laying down with he
Useful Info
This is the step by step process to sign in and out of smotri so there are no accidental deletions of a broadcast after you are done using cam :)    Step 1   Step 2     Step 3     Step 4     Step 5     Step 6     Step 7     Step 8   An alien cam down here from Venus. 'Not a girl, but a guy (had a penis). With three eyes in between, Pointed ears that were green. He was obviously not of our Genus.    He landed at old Johnson's farm. An arrival that caused some alarm To old Johnson's daughter. Who thought if he caught her. He might want to cause her some harm    Now our alien wasn't too bright. He forgot to bring something to light The night and his way Through the field filled with hay Took a left instead of a right.    Now things didn't turn out like they aughter He did not meet up with the daughter Instead he found Bessie And now things get messy. He not only found her but caught her.    "My Dear you have beautiful eyes!"
Obessed
what is ur obession.. you think u can have all my hidden postions. u try and unlock me .try and see your obessed needs kills me . im not your obession just an illustions of me are not so simple to the mind you have. posseing is of the nothing let me be .. i want to breathe free .. not have u over me.. let me go . never to love .. im just your obessing.
For Us Astronomy Nerds
WASHINGTON – The sun is heading into an unusual and extended hibernation, scientists predict. Around 2020, sunspots may disappear for years, maybe decades. But scientists say it is nothing to worry about. Solar storm activity has little to do with life-giving light and warmth from the sun. The effects from a calmer sun are mostly good. There'd be fewer disruptions of satellites and power systems. And it might mean a little less increase in global warming. It's happened before, but not for a couple centuries. "The solar cycle is maybe going into hiatus, sort of like a summertime TV show," said National Solar Observatory associate director Frank Hill, the lead author of a scientific presentation at a solar physics conference in New Mexico. Scientists don't know why the sun is going quiet. But all the signs are there. Hill and colleagues based their prediction on three changes in the sun spotted by scientific teams: Weakening sunspots, fewer streams spewing from the
Life In General!
1. I can't wait to see what you're doing for my Birthday! 2. Are you....crying? 3. If we leave right now, we'll have time to stop by Bed Bath & Beyond. 4. Do you need help lighting the grill? 5. I'm putting the whole conversation on my Blog. 6. You had so much hair back then! 7. I don't care how big and drunk he is, he shouldn't be talking through the movie. I'm going to say something! 8. Actually it doesn't happen to EVERY guy! 9. We're vegetarian's now! 10. My dad can fix that, you should call him!   **I hope I don't have to explain WHY women should never say anything listed above!**
Lyrical Brilliance
Flash that buttery goldJittery zeitgeist wither by the watering holeWhat a patrolWhat are we to heart Huckabee art fuckery suddenly? Not enough young in his lung for the waterwings? Colorfully vulgar poacher out of mulch Like "I'm 'a pull the pulse out a soldier and bolt"Fine, sign of the time we elapse When a primate climb up a spine and attachEye for an eye by the bog's life swamps and vinesThey get a rise out of frogs and fliesSo when a dog fight's hog-tied prize sort of costs a lifeThe mouths water on a fork and knifeAnd the allure isn't rightIt's gore on a war-torn beach Where the cash cow's actually beefBlood turns wine when it leak for police Like that's not a riot, it's a feast, let's eatAnd I will remember your name and face On the day you are judged by the funhouse castAnd I will rejoice in your fall from grace With a cane to the sky like 'None Shall Pass'If you never had a day a snow cone couldn't fix, you wouldn't relate to the rogue vocoder blitz, how he spoke thru a no-do
Birthday
If You Were Born Today, June 17: You are wise, intelligent, and communicative, always desirous of increasing your knowledge and staying informed. Many of you are authorities on a particular subject. You can also be quite driven once you've found a goal to focus on. You tend to loosen up and enjoy life more as you grow older, and you age well. While you can be sociable when you are around others, you often choose relative solitude and don't always seek out social events. Others admire you for your dry sense of humor and intelligence. Your Birthday Year Forecast: Your birthday falls just after a Full Moon this year, suggesting a period of communication and teaching. You may be turned to for advice more frequently, and you are very willing to offer your help. This is a strong year for publicity and any other endeavors that involve spreading the word. As well, your ability to be objective--or to see the "big picture"--can be especially rewarding this year.
Swamp Yard Rules
Blessed
Some may think sisy, some may not even care, but as of the 30th of june 2011 The fitness center I call home and have made many fine friends will have been assumed and I will  be unemployed. It has been gratifying and I have deep gratitude for the members there that have come up to express their displeasure at the new company not keeping the current staff. The most intese has been the members that have come up and told us how we have changed their lives through the atmosphere we provided, the positive, comfortable and relaxed atmosphere that allowed them to feel at home, at ease providing them with what the looked for to succeed in their fitness goals. It has brought tears to our eyes and lumps to our throats as they tell us their story of which we as the staff are a deep part. Had a lady that told us how she was near 300 lbs, she was shopping gyms and felt like she was too big for some, wouldn't be able to dress right for other or they were just to pushy trying to sell her the moon,
Me Vs Icp
So this shit was so crazy I had to blog it. Im workin on some beats that a fiend of mine asked me to do for his lil cousins. He sent me the samples they wanted to use and a general description of how they wanted it to sound. So I get to work and slam this thing out within like maybe 2-3 hrs...real quick. I send him the demo of it so they can decide if they like and move onto price and contract negotiations. Long story short they love it they want it what do we gotta do to get this beat??? So I hit them back and tell em the price scale... $1k if they wanna own it or $275 if they wanna lease it. Now when you lease a beat from a producer you are agreeing that the producer can still sell that beat after a certain period of time OR you can modify that agreement to be you can own it for that $275 price but you have to record the song and the producer (me) has to like the song enough to give you the blessing to keep the beat. This is structured so that when I make a dope ass beat someone ca
My Rules
 Rules  If you just have pics of stuff...nope not gonna add u.... If you only have one pic of yourself...Im not gonna accept your request.... If you send me a request and ur page is private where I cant check you out first...Denied  If your a newbie.....sorry not gonna add you... unless u have a salute If you come at me disrespectful at ALL....wont add u and uget get blocked. If your 18-22 probably not gonna add u....I have a 23year old niece too weird..(if your part of my lounge ok thats one thing) even still kinda weird :/hehe Im on here for fun not bullshit....So Come correct or not at All..... Thanks                         
Reversed Polarity
Okay since I'm continuing on my rant, I guess I'm going get back on my soap box and hand some a little common sense to those who apparently either do not have it or lost it in their quest to be something that they're not on the Internet. 1) If you are in a relationship but want to be friends with a member of the opposite sex, BE UP FRONT about your status. Do not pretend your live in girlfriend/wife/significant other does not exist especially when you're on the computer. There is nothing that kills a potential friendship than lying about who you are. 2) If you work in the military or you work in security or any other job that uses the Internet constantly for information, it would be my greatest suggestion that you do NOT post any pictures that would compromise yourself (pictures of your genitals, et al). There is nothing worse than your boss making some kind of comment in regards to your penis size and what site he found this on. It would be much worse if your spouse caught these pic
Electronic Cigarettes Blog
An E-NI, otherwise known as a personal vaporizer, is a battery-powered device that provides inhaled doses of nicotine by way of a vaporized solution. It is an alternative to smoked tobacco products, such as cigarettes, cigars, or pipes. In addition to nicotine delivery, this vapor also provides a flavor and physical sensation similar to that of inhaled tobacco smoke, while no tobacco, smoke, or combustion is actually involved in its operation.An E-NI usually takes the form of some manner of elongated tube, though many are designed to resemble the outward appearance of real smoking products, like cigarettes, cigars, and pipes. A common design is also the "pen-style", so named for its visual resemblance to a ballpoint pen. Most E-NI's are reusable devices with replaceable and refillable parts. A number of disposable E-NI's have also been developed.DefinitionsBattery - The main body of your E-NI. This is rechargeable in the non-disposable electronic nicotine inhalators. Charging typically
Want A Salute From Me?
I get a lot of requests for salutes. And to be honest, I don't really have the time or desire to make them for everyone that wants one. So here is the deal.... If you want a SFW salute from me they will cost a 65 credit bling pack. A NSFW will cost a 135 credit bling pack. 1. Send me the bling pack. But sure to say that you are sending it for a salute. Otherwise, I will think you are just being nice and you won't get one. 2. I will make salutes at least once a week. So, be patient. 3. Requests are just that - a request. You get what I decide to do. You can of course, let me know what you would like, but that doesn't mean I will do it. 4. Put ALL info. ( be sure to let me know what name you want me to use - your screen name or a real name. However you spell it - is how it will be done.) in your fupal transfer message. As I do not always get to read all my message. Any message you send outside of the fupal transfer - there is NO guaranteed I will read it. Sorry if you think this is me be
Club Snafu
JOIN US!!!! MFKN DVUS IS RAWKIN OUT IN CLUB SNAFU & DA SWAMPYARD!!!! *VISIT MY PAGE HERE* *VISIT SNAFU HERE!!* *VISIT DA SWAMPYARD HERE!!* BULLY BY MFKN DJ DVUS
A Cool Breeze From Coolslick
I am just trying this out. Here goes. I am trying to figure out why certain issues never get resolved. When I speak of certain issues, it can be anything. I mainly don't know why people make the same mistake over and over but yet never change. They do complain. I thought everything would be different at this stage in my life. I keep seeing a lot of the same thing. I think i am being vague.  Meh it is my blog. I will be vague for now. I want everybody who works hard and puts their all into everything they do to be happy. The problem is happiness is nothing more than an idea. I can go as far as to say it is an illusion. I know most people will think that I am crazy. I can accept that but what I hate seeing is pure denial. I see so many people in  situations with a smile on their face but I can feel the pain they are projecting. Hell sometimes it is not pain. It is pure disappointment. I don't get it. I see some people who are actually happy. It is not a show for everybody else to see. I
Someday
Somedays i'd give anything for that familiar rush, the sting, the adrenaline rush, the blood.. Before my son i had never felt anything so real, that made me feel alive.. Nothing compares to the pain, nothing.. Its been over a year now since ive fallen back on my addiction, But something inside me doesnt wanna quit yet.. My scars will never fade, my heart will never heal.. Everything good, everything pure, everything real was taken from me... People are cruel, vile, and sometimes evil.. The purest of hearts are crushed and ruined.. I cant be what you want or need me to be, because i dont know how to be anything but broken.. Theres alot more to me than long hair, and a pretty face.. Take it or leave it, i dont care.. Just my thoughts..
My Military Life
I dont know why Im writing this maybe because I have nothing else to do...yep that about sums it up.. Im sitting in my chu in iraq and my messenger blows up with messages from Dave/Brian/Trish/Your Mom. Im asked do I know whats going on? what happened? can I help? will you help? she needs you now more than ever? you need to be her rock? Im blindsided by this I log onto facebook which i hardly ever use because I just dont...I log in an check *her*page... I see her yelling cussing blaming pointing the finger and going off..(which she is exceptionally good at..I dont think I ever been put in check by anyone like her before lol) Her husband whom she left me for cheated on her with a stripper. He went on leave without her which is stupid..dead giveaway, and shaked up with a stripper an fucked her the whole time he was home. She calls him and a woman answers and then proceeds to tell her that she has been with her man and he is going to leave her for herself? lol. I was like wow...holyshit
My Guilty Pleasure, My Nemesis.......
Ahhhhhhhh the flashy pics, the catchy statuses, the bling, the abilities..........its so enticing is it not?  To escape into a world where you are famous for nothing more than being photogenic or crafy with photoshop.  Your day's mood is reflected on your current ranking and how many likes you got that day.  What a superficial place full of people that try and pretend they are deeper than the nearest puddle. Admit it, you are one of them too.  We all are to a degree.  Guilty of chasing the bombs, eager to level, to show our worth.  LMAO At the end of the day, we all go home to our bills, our empty beds or lonely filled ones and disappear into the disappointment of the "real world" ~ whatever that disappointment may be ~ lack of a rewarding job, a broken home, life challenges that no one knows but the person behind the cherry. I find the site and its pull humorous as I watch the feed and pretty people scroll...............wanna laugh with me?
Lost
  Without you there is no light Without you there is no dark Without you there is no happiness Without you there no sadness Without you there is no reason Without you there is no rhyme Without you there's only stillness Without you there is no time. Without you I am so empty Without you there is no us Without you there is no future Without a future what's the fuss Without you my life is empty Without you should I continue Without you my life's a mess WITHOUT YOU....... my love will end ... forever This is from my heart, I am crying as I write this, I cant imagine a life without you in it Me... I love you dearly, I wish you could see... Tho your many miles away I can still feel you in my dreams is where we meet and for now that will have to do and when I hear your voice my heart longs for you for your touch, for your kiss, for a glimpse of that sparkle in your eye Tho your many miles away I can still feel you in my dreams is where we meet and for now that will have to do and wh
Hairy Goblet
  4:05pm limited ed...:  www.fubar.com... 4:07pm Mud: i hope a weasel crawls into your cunt you worthless whore 4:07pm limited ed...: excucse me 4:07pm limited ed...: i was just being nice to invite u 4:08pm limited ed...: im not a whore 4:08pm limited ed...: so u barking up the wrong tree 4:08pm Mud: sorry i meant to say i hope a rabid weasel a tiny little fucking animal... crawls into that dark decadent hole of yours and dies you diseased whore 4:09pm limited ed...: well glad ur talking about urself cuz ur words ur discribing u 4:10pm Mud: glad you don't know how to spell for shit either i guess they didn't need that in whore school 4:11pm Mud: or did your daddy turn you out himself 4:12pm limited ed...: hahaha u need a life fag boy 4:12pm to limited ed...: i'll bet you liked sucking daddy's dick didn't you? 4:13pm reply limited ed...: u must of cuz ur saying a
Municipal Cockwash
everyone kept asking me... why i quit drinking... apparently i'm not allowed to just say i'm done they figured there must be some logical explination... maybe he got a girlfriend? (you can quit laughing fuckers) maybe he got some disease from some skank he took home(wrong.... condoms the glass slippers of our generation) maybe he blacked out and set some guy on fire in the dumpster... again? (it happens folks) well... i have a confession... there was a reason... and it's a little hard to talk about... i couldn't bring myself to do it in person...  but i've mustered the courage and... think it's time you guys know see i was involved in a near-tragic hit and run accident... where 3 kids and a grandmother were killed on their way to church from what i remember i thought jack in the box was a great idea as i stumbled home after consuming way too much tequila the rest is a bit of a blur but i found puke in my floorboard and a box of half eaten jelly donuts anyway when i woke up t
Thoughts
Life is just a trip in to the unknown with a navigator without any clear picture. You can get hints and ideas but you will never know what will be behinde next cornor, and thats the beuty of it all. You can never tell what will be you can only follow a path that feels good what the outcome will be is left to see.   So make youre choises decide where to go follow your road in to the future and enjoy the ride! Morning and for others night time its all in a circel leading nowhere. Rain and sunshine humid and dry all in all its in balance all over. There can be no hate if there is no love its always two sides of a coin. The question is where do we go from here Sitting home all alone quiet after a day in the car its peacefull its silent its a way to get back in balance, to keep the balance is the ultimate challange for all of us. If we lose our balance we glide and try to hang on to life instead of be in controll balancing ón the edge, or traveling on the road that could lead to rui
Getting Old But Still Young
so my son's teacher emailed me to tell me that my son said " sometimes when my mom is too tired after work, she just makes us macaroni and cheese with cat food in it" and the teacher put LOL. I told the teacher it was spam!! the teacher replied said ..."I know what he was talking about, this is NYC" lol I tell ya...now a days things can get blown out of proportion lol...imagine if CPS knocked on my door to see if i was feeding my kids cat food lol...I am a single mom of 3 and it is not easy!!! I do not qualify nor do i want assistance of any kind, I work my butt off and every cent I make is for them. Living in the city aint cheap...AT ALL....you know what sucks even more? is the after school program...they could stay until 5:30 but I dont qualify it is only for low income families. HELLO - if they are a couple and only 1 is working why cant the one that isnt working get their kid from school on time??? I think that single working moms should get a chance for that!! cause i have to pay
Contest
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My Independent Record Label
Oh yea! For the ones that want the single.  Just check my bulletin here on fubar and click the iTunes symbol. It takes you right to D.C.A.U. iTunes sales page.   Thanks, and I will keep everyone who interested  in the blog here posted every week on their progress.     JayNunn I've been passing out flyers here in the city of Columbia, It has a powerful impact on sales. They in the mall and people finally noticing my first group! I guess to be successful you must stay on the grind! This week was a blast. We had 3 shows and still rising. Much love to the ones that supported here on Fubar as well. Thanks for checking out my blog!               Thanks,  JayNunn Hi everybody at Fubar! This week things picked up for me and my Artist.  Now there all over the net now! Available at Rhapsody, Amazon MP3, Zune, Napster,  and Various other! We're reaching the world now and it feels great!  Been busy reconstructing the flyers and marketing campaign. Thanks for the ones here at Fubar for
This Is It!!
Yep!!! This is my second blog!! I am really getting the hang of this!! Yes!!!! This is my first blog!!!! Cool huh?
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Autism
I Am AutismBy Marty Murphy Hello. Allow me to introduce myself to you. My name is autism. Perhaps you knowme or know of me. I am a condition, “disorder” that affects many people. Istrike at will, when and where I want. Unlike Downs Syndrome or other birth“defects,” I leave no marks on those I strike. In fact, I pride myself on theability to infiltrate a child’s life, while leaving him or her strikinglyhandsome. Many people may not even know I am there. They blame the child forwhat I cause him or her to do. I am autism and I do as I please. I am autism. I strike boys and girls. infants and toddlers. I find my bestvictims to be boys around the age of 2, but any child will do. I like childrenand they are always the true victims, though I take hostage the others in thechild’s family as well. It is a bit like getting two for the price of one. Iaffect one child and “infect” the entire family. I am autism. I strike rich and poor alike. The ri
Just Deep In Thought
Well ....I have to say,   Today was my birthday and the first time i have spent it alone.....it was different but wow did you guys step in and just blow me away with all the comments and luv.  It is amazing how you can meet some really great people on here and actually enjoy coming here to talk and have fun. I could name all the great people who just stood out but then you all would be reading forever and dont want to do that to you all....but I truely appreciate everything everyone did or said today ...I laughed alot ....had some great convos...and really did enjoy myself today. Funny how when your birthday comes around and everyone buys you gifts and what not and at the end of the day  it was like well another birthday .....but yet today ...i didnt get the first present or card from anyone around my place and yet I seem more fufilled with some of the friends and the time i spent here on Fu today. So thank you for making my day a great one...wasnt sure how it would go but yea...l
Hurt
AS SOME OF YOU MAY KNOW OR NOT I HAD SURGERY ON MY LOWER BACK (L5) AND THEY ALSO TRIED TO FIX MY (SCIATICA) FOR THOSE WHO AREN'T FOR MILER   WITH THIS ILL EXPLAIN (Sciatica refers to pain that radiates along the path of the sciatic nerve and its branches — from your back down your buttock and leg. The sciatic nerve is the longest nerve in your body. It runs from your spinal cord to your buttock and hip area and down the back of each leg.) HERE IS A LIST OF SOME OTHER THING I HAVE WRONG WITH ME ,TRUST ME I HAVE A POINT LOL   Herniated disk Herniated disk — Comprehensive overview covers causes and treatment of back pain from disk herniation. Cervical disc degeneration is a common cause of neck pain, most frequently felt as a stiff neck. Cervical degenerative disc disease is much less common than disc degeneration in the lumbar spine because the neck generally is subjected to far less torque and force. Nonetheless, a fall or a twisting injury to the disc spa
My Short Stories, Please Read, Rate, And Comment
For years he has searched, he has used dark magic, and miracle cures to extend his life for her. For decades he looks, from the smallest farm to the grandest cities for her. For centuries he roams the earth, watching waiting. For a moment he knew her, and she that she smashed his heart to a trillion pieces. For a millenia he grieves for the loved that shunned him. For an eternity he searches for the pieces of his broke heart, so that it may beat again...  Watching her spin around the dance floor he morns, she has found happiness and he had not. She Laughs and carries on smiling up at the man that took his place. He cries from the pain, moving though the crowd, he slips silently to the balcony and stares out at the night sky. He hears her approach behind him, and feels as she steps up next to him, her perfume catching in his nostrils. "I miss you..." she says, "But he is a great guy, I wish you could give me your approval but that time has past. I have to live again..." she takes off th
The Last Time I Was On Here
It's good to be back and I can tell a lot has changed since I'v been gone and the change is great from whatI can tell

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Stripped
to get points should you bare your ass or show your chest 
It All Falls Down At Once
you would think i would learn eventually. you would think that somewhere something would have to give and i would be once again centered. but you're wrong i never learn. i do the same shit all the time and then am completely perplexed when i don't get different results. that, ladies and gentlemen, is the definition of insanity. things have been particularily bad lately in my head. nothing seems to make sense anymore and i can't even communicate with my fiance, Kenny properly. i can't tell him what's wrong no matter how much he begs for answers because i, myself, don't know what my problem is. it's all very frustrating. i'm sure it's just as mind numbingly irritating to him as it is to me. and the kicker is i have no idea how to fix it because i don't know what "it" is.. impossible.   right now i'm just wishing i could get high. unfortunately, i don't have any money until my check comes on the 1st. which, realistically, means i won't be able to get high again until the 2nd when my m
The Soldier
How does a soldier feel fighting a war?Does he always know what he is fighting for?Maybe he knows but doesn't understand,why he is alone in a faraway land. Like so many others he is there for a cause,And like the rest he doesn't pause.He has a job that he does well,even as his best friend beside him fell. How does he feel when he hears the news,of violent protests from the ignorant few?His shame is great, the pain goes deephe feels compassion for the dead at his feet. Rioters can boast and carry signs,about the war that has shook our time.But when the call comes for them to go,they burn their draft cards and make a show. How can a soldier be proud of his land,when this type of people make a stand?How can we show him we are glad he is there,fighting for freedom and the ones who care? War is unfair in any way of life,and all involved must pay the price.But the soldier is proud to keep us free,
Soldier's Christmas
TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS,HE LIVED ALL ALONE,IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OFPLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEYWITH PRESENTS TO GIVE,AND TO SEE JUST WHOIN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT,A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE,NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS,NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE,JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND,ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURESOF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES,AWARDS OF ALL KINDS,A SOBER THOUGHTCAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT,IT WAS DARK AND DREARY,I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER,ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING,SILENT, ALONE,CURLED UP ON THE FLOORIN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE,THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER,NOT HOW I PICTUREDA UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HEROOF WHOM I'D JUST READ?CURLED UP ON A PONCHO,THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIESTHAT I SAW THIS NIGHT,OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE SOLDIERSWHO WERE WILLING TO FIGHT. SOON ROUND THE WORLD,THE CHILDREN WOULD PLAY,AND GROWNUPS
Mother Of A Soldier
  The mother of a soldier-- hats off to her, I say!The mother of a soldierwho has gone to face the fray;She gave him to her countrywith a blessing on his head --She found his name this morningin the long list of the dead:"Killed -- Sergeant Thomas Watkins,while leading on the rest,A Bible in his pocketand a portrait on his breast!"   The mother of a soldier-- she gave him to her land;She saw him on the transportas he waved his sun-browned hand;She kissed him through the teardropsand she told him to be brave;Her prayers went night and morningwith her boy upon the wave.           The mother of a soldier --her comfort and her joy,She gave her dearest treasurewhen she gave her only boy;She saw the banners waving,she heard the people cheer;She clasped her hands and bravelylooked away to hide a tear.    The mother of a soldier --ah! cheer the hero deed,And cheer the brave who battle'neath the banner of their creed;But don't forget the mothers,through all the lonely yearsThat fight the
I Got Your Back
I am a small and precious child,my dad's been sent to fight.The only place I'll see his face,is in my dreams at night. He will be gone too many daysfor my young mind to keep track.I may be sad, but I am proud.My daddy's got your back. I am a caring mother.My son has gone to war.My mind is filled with worriesthat I have never known before.Everyday I try to keepmy thoughts from turning black.I may be scared, but I am proud.My son has got your back. I am a strong and loving wife,with a husband soon to go.There are times I'm terrifiedin a way most never know.I bite my lip, and force a smileas I watch my husband pack.My heart may break,but I am proud.My husband has got your back. 
Soldier
The soldier stood and faced his God Which must always come to pass He hoped his shoes were shining Just as brightly as his brass. "Step forward now, you soldier, How shall I deal with you? Have you always turned the other cheek? To My Church have you been true?" The soldier squared his shoulders and said, "No, Lord, I guess I ain't Because those of us who carry guns Can't always be a saint. I've had to work most Sundays And at times my talk was tough, And sometimes I've been violent, Because the world is awfully rough. But, I never took a penny That wasn't mine to keep... Though I worked a lot of overtime
Freedom
FREEDOM ISNT FREE I watched the flag pass by one day.It fluttered in the breeze.A young Marine saluted it,And then he stood at ease.I looked at him in uniformSo young, so tall, so proud,With hair cut square and eyes alertHe'd stand out in any crowd.I thought how many men like himHad fallen through the years.How many died on foreign soil?How many mothers' tears?How many pilots' planes shot down?How many died at sea?How many foxholes were soldiers' graves?No, freedom isn't free.   I heard the sound of taps one night,When everything was stillI listened to the bugler playAnd felt a sudden chill.I wondered just how many timesThat taps had meant "Amen,"When a flag had draped a coffinOf a brother or a friend.I thought of all the children,Of the mothers and the wives,Of fathers, sons and husbandsWith interrupted lives.I thought about a graveyardAt the bottom of the seaOf unmarked graves in Arlington.No, freedom isn't free.
Summer Time
  You remember Don Johnson when he was "cool" You know who shot J.R You remember when Michael Jackson was actually considered something of a sex symbol You practice getting in and out of your car through the windows You owned at least one skinny leather tie. Your first Walkman weighed 10 pounds and was the size of a brick. You wore L.A. Gear tennis shoes. You know the meaning of Wax on/Wax Off You're always "in the mood for dancing"  If you can "See Better" with sunglasses that have paint splattered all over the lenses. You wore lace gloves with the fingers cut off, bangle bracelets up to your elbows, bright red    Reebok high tops and parachute pants to a school dance You need a shopping cart to carry your personal stereo with you.  You remember what Michael Jackson looked like before the surgery. You go rollerskating every Friday night (not to skate, but to 'hang out') You still want to take Karate...(after you move to California) You watch NYPD Blue thinking, "Well,
Mma
It's Time For Change.
I'm 22 and people seem to think i am not old enough to have dealt with what i have, or think as i do. But i am here to tell people, age has nothing to do with experiances. A person can have experiances at a young or old age, that the opposite has never even dreamed of. I'm 22 in physical age yes, but mentally i am around 35-40 years old which is why those who do choose to remain at my side, are never displeased with me.   Now the subject this evening is in regards to dating and relationships in general, including what i have experianced and concluded from those experiances. First let me make a little note here though, i wrote this once and a troll decided to say "how could anyone date your ugly ass" well as i told him looks don't matter if you're looking for a good personality. Those who base their relationships on looks alone will fail each time and have a empty relationship. So in that statement he proved himself to be one of those ignorant males i tend to ignore.   Alright, so i
Love Isn't Evol, It's Just A Lie!
I have a blog page, I dont much write in it anymore, for reasons of my own. That's neither here or there. Im here today to ask the age old question "what is love"? Fuck if I know. I thought at one time I had found it, but no, that wasnt it. I took a chance and looked again many years later, and again, nothing. Just lately I once again thought I had found it. It started out as everything I had heard love could be. It was sweet, romantic, beautiful, and wonderful. I dreamt of her, I thought of her, I wanted nothing more, or needed anything more than her. I lived, breathed, ached and desired her. She was my world, my woman, my heart mind and soul. It wasnt to be. Shit happens.   When you devote your life to someone, you give them your all and ask little in return, I see it as one hell of a bargain. When you dont get that ' little in return' though, what is a person to think? Ok, I guess I should define the ' little in return ', thats simple enough. I only want the other to care as much
My Rants
Public Dis-service Announcements
If you're like me, and whether you want to admit it or not... you are, you enjoy a refreshing gulp of icy cold water on just about any given day. But long gone are the days when we would dash toward the water fountain after yet another gym class which confirmed that we had little to no hand-eye coordination whatsoever. Nowadays, those of us looking to halt our hankerings for H2O not only avoid tap water sources, we usually pay good money to drink it straight from the bottle. And don't try to pretend you're above the whole bottled water thing, telling me you've never had it before, because you have had it and you know it. Whether it's been on a lunch break, at a movie theater, or at one of those lengthy outdoor concert events where you paid 7 bux for a bottle of the stuff so you wouldn't die of dehydration, you've had it before and you'll have it again. And why not? If there's one thing mankind needs to do it's stuff our landfills with as much plastic as possible at an accelerated pace.
Angels Vs Demons Lounge
Attention Coders: Need some Help in Creating My New Lounge called Angels Vs Demons Lounge. If you are available to help out with the lounge I will pay you for it. TYVM, for more details Please contact me through Private Messages.... Also I need Reliable Staff, and a few Promoters.  All Positions Available....For More Info, Please Private Message Me
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Staff Applacations
I do apologize deeply for now having to have staff go throgh applacations but we have had problems with staff prior so now we are doing applacations Please fill this out fully FUBAR NAME POSITION YOU ARE APPLYING FOR TIME IN POSITION(YOU ARE APPLYING FOR) IF NONE THAT IS FINE LOUNGES YOU WORKED FOR(LIST ALL LOUNGES) AMMOUNT OF TIME IN THE LOUNGES (LISTED)   I do apologize deeply for now having to have staff go throgh applacations but we have had trouble with staff prior so now we are doing applacations please fill this out FUBAR NAME POSITIION YOU ARE APPLYING FOR TIME IN THE POSITION(APPLYING FOR) IF NONE THAT IS FINE LOUNGES YOU WORKED FOR (LIST ALL) AMOUNT OF TIME IN THE LOUNGES (LISTED) I do apologize deeply for now having to have staff go throgh applacations but we have had problems with staff prior so now we are doing applacations Please fill this out fully FUBAR NAME POSITION YOU ARE APPLYING FOR TIME IN POSITION(YOU ARE APPLYING FOR) IF NONE THAT IS FINE L
Posers & Fakes
I was raised in a Southern Family, with strong values and ethics. Growing up, it was expected that one just be themself.  Not to lie, deceive, steal, nor trespass on another. I come from a Law Enforcement family.  When my Father died, I was 16 years old.  Immediatley I gained 98 Fathers to guide me, the entire Police Department.  My future, altho being established was now etched in Stone! In my family are/were Military Heroes.  My GGGGrandfather's brother fought in the Continental Army as a Lieutenant, he was killed at the Battle of Guilford Courthouse in Greensboro, NC.  My GGGrandfather fought with the Confederacy, with the Florida II, seeing combat at Manassas, Shiloh, Chattanooga, and Gettysburg.  He returned home and died on his own land.  My Uncle was a bomber Pilot in WWII, seeing combat in Europe, retiring in 1970 a Full Bird Colonel with Air Force Intelligence, last serving in Viet Nam, where my Cousin Bennie, a PFC, stepped on a land mine and gave the ultimate price.  My D
Calamari Cockring
someone i know shared a precious feeling...  L.W. -No matter how stressed out about the small stuff I get, if I look around and if I just sit still long enough, I find myself in awe at all of the beautiful things in my life. I am grateful and in awe. i responded with my own  S.R -that's strange... when i sit quietly and look around i just get the urge to watch this place turn black as night engulfed in flames and smoke swirling out of control consuming everything in sight filled with screams of the damned and dying... but i guess maybe i'm doing it wrong i suppose
Clam Canal
  i'd like to watch something die...  kidding so rewatching the firefly series tonight and it actually made me sad... yeah i know you're probably thinking "bullshit you're an emotionless psycho"  and while there is some truth to that... i was sad looking back they had brilliant writers... the stories just fit together and flowed so perfectly it made me sad cause... there aren't many like that anymore...  today's society isn't looking for inspired masterpieces... they just want flash and special effects i've seen some of the most predictable movies with lame plots and bad acting....  or overly raunchy with no real purpose to it just selling sex appeal to socially challenged retards cause sadly there are people(Specificly men) who are so facinated by nipples they will spend 2 hours watching one overpaid whore with a lazy eye prance around singing show tunes if there is even the smallest chance she'll bear her fat sacks before she dies   now sure there are a few decent movies
Cooter Muffin
well since someone insisted that i care what people think i'll admit it... probably the only time that is accurate is when i'm called a liar... i don't like being accused of lying i don't lie i find it pointless and beneath me... i don't care if people like me or not if you're questioning if that includes you yes it really does friend or not your opinions don't really matter... anyway.. i don't lie to get women into bed(Seriously i rarely even try in the first place) and i don't exaggerate to impress(your opinion = nothing) and  i'm honest even if it gets me into trouble.... why lower myself? it is a part of my own self worth... one of the very few things i hold as important... and one of the reason i talk so much shit about religion i view them necessary because people are weak... but a lie even if for a good reason is still a lie   *notes about killing gingers and things of that nature don't count as lying as it's not my fault people can't grasp the concept of a joke **also i reta
Fetus Flaps
okay so i had a good time with my brother his wife and kids last couple days watched the zac brown band(kinda bluegrass or county) and an awesome fireworks display at fort stewart the kids always cheer me up... even if they did beat me at bowling... :( while i was there though there was a wildfire burning out of control like a mile and a half from their house which kinda sucked and closed down a couple roads they had the most awesome thing ever... an all you can eat mexican buffet XD nom nom nom nom while i was eating my 6th chicken fajita i got a call from bridgestone... i got the job i wanted but since i was in georgia i'll have to wait till next month to start it when i do start it i'll probably be working 7 12 hour days in a row for awhile... it'll help with my lack of a social life but i won't get on here much either i think... ummm oh and i got barred from my usual hang out by the owner's cunt wife for slapping a person in the face with a cupcake on their birthday... kinda
Queef Quarters
   Perfec...: who said anyone was selling fam spots to see any body parts?? just wondering about your comment in my mumm thanks 9:20pm fluffy bunny: your former status dur 9:21pm  Perfec...: I never once said anything about seeing body parts in my status 9:21pm  Perfec...: I am running a god mode, the selling of the fam spots were to get people in for the famping 9:22pm  Perfec...: sorry I offer NO pics or body parts to ANYONE on this site 9:22pm fluffy bunny: well than it's just a plain old rip off...  9:23pm fluffy bunny: you won't be getting any of my bling credits you stingie bish 9:24pm  Perfec...: wow...interesting how you judge someone before you know who they are 9:24pm  Perfec...: and this all has to do with rank for the higher levels that know how to play the game 9:24pm fluffy bunny: actually it's not that interesting you're easily amused i take it
Skin Canoe
it's dawned on my that i need to work on my people skills... anyone of you lovely cvnts wanna volunteer to help me out with this? okay... first off i need to work on my social skills things like -being friendly -being courteous -being modest and humble -caring -compliments -empathy -listening -loyalty -optimism -respecting boundries -respecting religion -showing enthusiasm  -showing emotions -showing gratitude  -sincerity -situation appropriate humor and not saying the word cunt in front of your mother   things i'll need to work on later -not killing people who try to help -not masturbaing in public -pretending i'm serious about seeking help   things i don't need to work on -honesty -social independence  i've been accused of being an asshole a lot lately and while i wouldn't dare dispute such obvious claims it does lead one to wonder... i mean... when where and how did they come by this information? couldn't have been on introduction cause god knows i've
Erotica
I take you for a date at the park, a sunset picnic at the park on top of the mountain, overlooking the forest below. We eat dinner, drink champagne, and watch the sun disappear below the horizon. As the last of the rays fall below the skyline, a nimbus-glow crescent slipping behind the trees, I lean over to kiss you. Deeply, passionately, our lips pressing together in what seems like an endless kiss. Your heart beats and your head explodes, spinning as we part. I grab your hand, pulling you up, dragging you away from our blanket. It's dusk, light is fading fast, causing shadows to leap as we dash through the grass. I lead you to the swings, setting you on one, playfully pushing you. You laugh as I push you higher, my hands on your hips with each swing. Suddenly I stop you, joking about pushing you over the top. You grab my shirt, pulling me over to kiss you again, your breath still short from laughter. I lift you up, grinning, and wrap the rope of the swing around your wri
Every Moment
                  Every moment Love is a many splendored thing, they say, And i believe it when you looked my way, Out of the blue, things seemed to happen, By chance or destiny , is the question Living my life so long, without know youre existance, Then came a day we felt eachothers presence, Guess what's meant to be will always find a way, Loves creeps into hearts and decides to stay, A love so exquisite, yet so intricate, In a world of only "you and I" A love we cant even demonstrate, A secret we have to keep for life, I love you honey, as it comes from the heart, I hope you know that your no beggar from the streets, You make me fly to feats unknown, You make my heart want to soar like birds on the wind, Every moment that is spent with you, Are the moments that we cherrish the most, When all my dreams come true, Every moment i desire to spend with you......
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100 Truths About Me
100 Truths About Me 1. Name: Jaynee Marie  2. Age: 35  3. Zodiac Sign: Aries 4. Male or Female: Female  5. Elementary School: Rochester Elementary  6. Middle school: Rochester Middle  7. High school: Rochester High and Juneau Douglas High 8. Hair color: Red 9. Tall or short: Short but don’t tell my son that lol  11. Sweats or jeans: Jeans  12. Phone or Camera: Phone  13. Health Freak: Na   14. Orange or apple: Apple  15. Do you have a crush on someone:  Yes 16. Eat or Drink: Drink  17. Piercings: Ears  18. Pepsi or Coke: Diet Pepsi  HAVE YOU EVER?  19. Been in an airplane: Yes alot 20. Been in a relationship: Too many 21. Been in a car accident: yes a few  22. Been in a fist fight: Yes  23. First Piercing: Ears  24. First Best Friend: Teri  25. First Award: Dunno cant remember   26. First Crush: Chad   27. First word: daddy I think LAST THING YOU DID  29. Last friend you talked to in person: Greg 30. Last friend you texted: Romeo  31. Last friend yo
Do I Really Want To Fuck
Probably not. I've only come across one person in the last several decades whom I really and truly wanted/want to fuck but she has no interest in me. So generally the whole process, especially Heterosexually, seems like cock torture. Metaphorically or otherwise, take off your underwear put your stiffest blue jeans on and dry hump me until you cum. Don't rub my face unless you shave your facial skin off and don't fucking touch me. Better yet do the same thing on the floor. Christ no wonder people in porn look so pissed off. The guy is humping his stiff blue jeans and the bitch being paid to be so close is pissed because it's too fucking close!!No matter how close, you're awlays aloneButt my background regarding this unfortunate predickament is addressed in my other blogs (see The Biology of It ). I just don't have any luck with my cock.But I do occasionally have that sense, that if a young woman with long beautiful legs, would let me fuck her in my back yard, on a hot summer night, stan
Ladies & Gentalmen.... Welcome 2the Most Eternal Show Onearth...(the Story Of My Dark Carnival)
Is This My World.....? I look around & all I see is the crimson running down the walls... pooling at my feet... every where I look it stains the walls... little puddles of liquid shining their twisted light back at me... if only I could remember... every where the blood runs dripping down on me from above...  covers my body... runs across my flesh... my hands stained by their disease... my sc3ams echoing back to my ears... is this mine... is this form another... every pour is consumed... the smell of it fills the air... filling my nostrils... filling my body with feelings I cant explain... ideas that make my mind tremble... thoughts dark disturbing & dangerous fearful & terrifying... inside I feel the maelstrom burning me alive... every where I see my crimson relation... my world turning round... I feel its disease run over my skin as I touch its sweet silkiness to me... fell the life's blood run over my body.. Feel the darkness touching my soul... hear the primal ro
Heavy Things
holla at cha boi, now sit back take ur shoes off an jus read this with an open mind, with this being said, brake it down, open it up, fill it up, light it, inhale, slowly exhale, ahhhh now thats the spot, it is amazing that when people say something and other people dnt knw what the question means nor do they understand wat the question is, its also amazing on how when people get delt alot of shit on their plate,then people being there friends jus holla back, an then they seem like they care but then really dont do they, but frist an formost there was something said on a date that shall never beforgot, something that some people will understand after reading this a few times an look at the aftermath of things, "Will the angel's bring me peace an also comfort me when i shall join them?" you should ask urself this question this is only one of the many questions that i have, i will get all of them questions answered one day everyone shall see these questions getting answered. Is there rea
Daswampyard Ladies Night
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Thoughts From The Attic... Random Thoughts Of House
after a recent conversation with an amazing friend of mine about me being single... i decided to have a little open dialogue with myself. this is what transpired:   hmmm. the single life. the good life? most times. the sad times are the lonely times. better to settle and learn to love? been there, tried that. fuck that. just tired. tired of having relationships end bad. tired of giving my all to the wrong ones. tired of making the same mistakes the other guys make. ive learned though. ive spent time in a self induced prison. to reflect and pay for mistakes ive made. and like a reformed man, i refuse to make them again. the guy sitting in jail for killing someone drunk driving wishes every second of every day for his freedom. hes reminded everytime he opens his eyes and looks around of where he is and why hes there. and he swears to never repeat the actions that got him there. my mistakes. ive made the same ones everyone has. but im done making them. ill never forget the time in th
Hot Dating
Some girls can't help but flirt. It doesn't matter who they're talking to or how they like the looks of him, get them talking to any guy and their eyelashes will start to flutter. You can't really blame them. If all it took for me to get my own way was to giggle and thrust my chest out, I don't think I'd ever stop. But it's not much help to us men. We've all read articles about female body language. We know how to spot if a girl is flirting with us and we've been told that means that she fancies us. Now it turns out that that isn't necessarily true. So how do you go about recognizing which are the compulsive flirts and which girls are genuinely hot for you? Well, I'm about to tell you. The first thing to remember is that some body language cannot be faked. Sure, she can twirl her hair and hold your gaze, but there are certain signals which only genuinely interested girls give out. Start by looking into her eyes. If she likes the looks of you her eyebrows will twitch momentarily u
Diatribe
Send a nice warm friend request. Accepted. Visit profile often, giving only 11's. Send notes. Give drinks. Suddenly unfriended. Send blank friend request, because you were already friends. Not accepted. Send note asking why. "I don't keep friends who never visit my profile". wtf? Freak.
Alone
im so tired of the wanna be acting people in the world, im the type of person that when i say im going to do something i do it. i like meeting new people.
Hell Bound
7.3.11
I'm not treating Fubar like I used to. I'm not really in my own lounge.  When you have a place to call your own and you don't feel comfortable in it, you tend to not want to be a part of it. I don't MuMM.  The sarcastic humor turned into pure animalistic anger and hatred.  I had a MuMM that was posted with a real, bona fide query, and it was changed to "Friends Only" because the bouncer involved told me it wasn't a real MuMM. I asked her where in the guidelines and Bible it says that what I did was wrong, and she just never replied to me.  Meanwhile, people post ridiculous, mundane, bullshit MuMMs and they remain posted.  While I am all about freedom of speech, I am also about a level playing field, and if you have rules, they should be governed equally amongst everyone. I don't rate.  I never really did.  Only when I'm close to leveling will I rate, and even then, it has to be REALLY REALLY CLOSE.  Still, though, rating just to rate?  If I see a picture I dig, I'll rate it.  But I
Poetry In Motion
With chaste heart, and pure eyes I celebrate you,my beauty, restraining my blood so that the line surges and follows your contour, and you bed yourself in my verse, as in woodland, or wave-spume: earth's perfume, sea's music. Nakedly beautiful, whether it is your feet, arching at a primal touch of sound or breeze, or your ears, tiny spiral shells from the splendour of America's oceans. Your breasts also, of equal fullness, overflowing with the living light and, yes, winged your eyelids of silken corn that disclose or enclose the deep twin landscapes of your eyes. The line of your back separating you falls away into paler regions then surges to the smooth hemispheres of an apple, and goes splitting your loveliness into two pillars of burnt gold, pure alabaster, to be lost in the twin clusters of your feet, from which, once more, lifts and takes fire the double tree of your symmetry: flower of fire, open circle of candles, swollen fruit raised over the meeting of
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Morals
the other day was sitting in a chatroom,it was a small room and had more women then men...(gotta like them odds)(and me being shy.suipid stupid stupid...okay enough about me)....said my hellos, the ladies were basically the ones that were chatting with a few man words in between...well the subject bounced around liked an oblong superball...and me with the typing skills of ahhhh....hmmm cant say child,cause most probaly type better then me....shoot my computer guy is 11 years old....best thing my daughter every did.....just jokin now...but that tells you that i need a dummy book for the dummy book....thats bad huh? so....let me think, get back to you on that one,ok...cool?  okay back to the room (sorry got that shiny object syndrome)...well it gave me a chance to fulfilled every mans dream,well most....being a fly on the wall in the ladies filled room....and there as some good convo going on,when yep... it didnt take long for the sex to come knocking at the door....gotta love the mind,
Here's To You...
Now here's to the man whose shoes i tried to walk in But always my feet were just to small, And heres to the guy that i beat out in inches But somehow wasn't quite as tall. Yes here's to the guy that woke me in the morning And called me "Smiley" long ago, And heres to the guy who had some chips for giving, Even when his chips were low. Here's to the guy who did alot of wrong things, But always did a few more right, Yes, this funny guy, who helped me with my problems And always led me to the light. I knew i couldn't have this guy forever And at the risk of sounding sad, I'd like to say that "Funny Guy"-ILove you, So here's to You My Loving DAD!!!!!
Whats Going On
Here is a little update on why I haven't been around much. I took a job with a company that I worked with for a short time and have been staying in a hotel in Bristol, VA. I am working 7 days a week and have been here at the hotel almost 2 weeks. I work from midnight until I finish my deliveries. Normally back to my room a little after 9am. I haven't had a day off in over 3 weeks. Since I have been here my father has ben in the hospital and I lost my grandmother(last grand parent) so it's been really hard being away. The pay is great and I make a little more staying here rather than driving down each night plus it saves 4 hours travel time round trip so that helps a little. Miss everyone so much, Feel free to text me or yahoo me if you have that info. If I don't answer right away I amon the road or sleeping but willas soon as I can. If you don't have it, your not special! LOL, just kidding, just ask me for it. Leave me love so I know who cares enough to read this. LOL :P   Wally
Cards
The most useful part of this card system, at least for me, is the determination of who is in your spread - that is - whom you have a connection with or as the card people say "a planetary relationship".This is easy to determine. 1st find your birthcard Let's say it's the King of Diamonds: ruled by the Mars row whose individual ruler is Venus. The spread is read one way only - viz., from right to left beginning with the Mars row and goes like this: the 6 of hearts is the Mercury card, the 4 of Clubs is the Venus card and so on until the Neptune Card which is the 4 of Spades. But the relations also include all of the cards above and below in the Venus column as well as those on both diagonals.Various books are available which provide profiles for each card. These are based upon the numerological significance of the particular card as well as what is regarded as characteristics attributed to the ruling planetsThe Tables appearing below provide general characteristics attributed to
Random Bloggishness
So, I recently set out to prove a point to myself, that fubar, and 90% of the so called friends I and everyone else ahve on it, only notice if you got bling, and notice I put 90% I have found a few wonderful friends on fubar that I wouldn't change for the world or trade for millions of dollars. but...   Amazing right after you purchase that god mode bling, and you look at the blue circle with the lightning bolt and wonder... wtf happened to the cross? Probably some religious freak bitched and moaned until it got changed... but anyway, I remeber saying to myself do I really, really want to spend this money on this? And that is the biggest thing to me, this is actual money that I could be shoving in my pocket and scratching my nuts with, but hey I bought it, I was cool with it, and I set out to have my fun. And i was right, the minute I turned it on, my bar tab lit up again like it used to all the other times, and I was liked, and I was rated, and I ahd beggers in my shout box, "I am
Responses To Blogs I'm Not Allowed To Respond To
  Suzy's Blog   I sincerely doubt that Anyone in the USA actually cares about sexual 'improprieties' on some moral ground or even pseudo moral ground but i am absolutely certain beyond any reasonable doubt that people in the USA act in accordance with what Vattel attributed to people under a Monarchy - they accede to what appears to be the prevailing ethos and what we have now - in that regard - are the vestiges of 34 years of 'Conservatism'. Consequently at least half of the people merely think - yes, that's the right and proper thing or no that's terribly wrong and merely go along with it to preserve what ever pleasantry they have to maintainBut the biggest part of it is the exploitation of that conformity for the sole purpose of punishing some person that a powerful per$on doesn't like.But the more Liberal society becomes towards nudity, same sex marriage, &c the more melodramatic the sexually related allegations have to be, notably rape and pedophilia. I thought it was interesti
Not A Blog..just A Collection Of Sweet Things Ive Been Told...
 If you stand in front of a mirror with 11 roses, you'll see 12 of the most beautiful things in the world. I'm sitting here thinking about your beauty, but no words come to mind. Then I realize that no words could ever come close to the beauty I see in you.....By GA Assassin
A Lil Poem
 This new year im takin it to everything i do this year relentlessly & im not gonna pull any punches what so ever,ill succeed at everything i set out to succeed at and read this at the end of the year haha.ill put it in my blog to read it at the end of next year.This year is gonna be my sweet child,ill treat it very well and make somethin of it and if this year needs discipline to shape it up to be better,then so be it.peace and happy new years from yur buddy Dee woot! & cheers!!!! happy fucin new year!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! http://youtu.be/1w7OgIMMRc4 http://youtu.be/VwoLQowuQvM
Fbc Coc
1. All Fubar Baddest Chicks  must have a verified salute & a minimum " 10 new pics " of yourself,  2. All  Fubar Baddest Chicks Must be female (no exceptions) 3. Must sign the COC ( code of conduct ) agreement below as a comment of "I AGREE " in order to be In the Fubar Baddest chicks Family.4. Shout Box & Fu Mail must be open to all Officers for communications. (Profile can't be set to friends only for this purpose unless all officers are made friends).5. Fubar Baddest Chicks Homepage & Mr. Thunder must be added to friends list as long as all the  FBC & FBD officers (who can be found in family).6.  You must add " Fubar Baddest Chicks or FBC Prospect " to your name and come to the first meeting on the Friday of the week you were accepted (For Example you were voted in on Monday July 11 so you would come to the meeting on July 15 @ 8PM FU time) We require this so you can be aware of whats going on in the group and inform you on anything you may need to know. If you cannot make it BE SUR
Petition For Caylee Anthony Law
http://www.change.org/petitions/create-caylees-law     follow this link and sign the petition   this law really needs to go into affect, if it doesn't, then thousands of children will suffer, because of someone not reporting them missing.  plz help get this law passed
My Blog
Hello all, I thought I would take a little opportunity to expand on the "about me" & "interests" section of my main profile. I am a professional investigator, what's the difference you might ask?  That means I am not a public servant, at least in the literal sense.  I spent over 20 years of my life in law enforcement, all in Florida.  I started at a civilian employee in community relations while in high school.  I was deployed to the rooftop of the Police Department in Gainesville Florida, during the 1968 riots for both the MLK Assassination, and the Anti-Vietnam protests at the University.  The purpose?  To monitor the street, and to provide intelligence on movement. To say the least, I embarked on a most interesting career.  I served from the floor up, as a civilian, then after completing the Academy ( I didn't attend the ceremony, I was already on the Street) first served in Uniform and rose through the ranks from "Slick Sleeve Pinger" to Sergeant, Lieutenant, Division Commander,
New Place, New Life, New Friends, New Ends
So here I am in Columbus, Ohio...yeah I know right?  Well, I'm here and that's about all I can say about it.  Beats the hell outta Iraq amd Afghanistan lol
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Cowboy Mutterings
Wrote this when I was in the heat of the chase... people think we ride for some kind of glory or cool trophies, think again. Bearin’ Down Climb up the gateAnd hang your rope.Is he gonna buck hard?You can only hope. “Let’s go boys!” – clack!They just turned another out.That belly twistin’ bramerPut your pard on the ground. Looks like you’ll have to coverMake a right pretty ride;Er ther’ll be only cold beans for supper,No hotel tonight. Now there’s just two aheadThat last twister marked 89,He spurred the hair off his side.Now the pressure’s really on – ya gotta make a near perfect ride An hour ago you were yuckin’ it up with yer pals back behind the chutes,Now, yer focused – turned inward,Checkin’ yer gear;Crankin’down the straps on your boots. A nod – clack!You hear the crowd moan;One more face down in the dirt,Ol’ Trev gets up with a groan. Your pard pulls your rope, as you dro
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[DISCONNECTED]Hey we are the fire puppieswhy you so yuckyalways showing puppiessaying bark bark barkearning points from hereearning points from theretaking mywaste anglessuch a waste waste wastecome and join the funwhere there are lots of pointscome and run this jointget to #1 run a boomerang like a arangatangand run some autos yeah i said autosor go all the way and eat some haydown by the bay run a god mode in mayand eat some clayHey we are the fire puppieswhy you so yuckyalways showing puppiessaying bark bark barkLet's go make lots of moneyi said lots of moneyi'll sell my soul for a fubuck or twosellin' out lots of showsbangin' lots of hosmaybe a fulord hochasing lots of moneyyes fubucks moneyor get some bling or maybebeg to bling bling blingmaybe i'll fan add rate, and act like an ape eat some chocolate cake and act like i'm 8 because we are the fire puppies!
Friend Requests, Rates, And Other Futardedness
i always wanted to be taller. im average height.    my boss is like 6'1, one of my co workers is 6'3... dammitt, i wanna be taller.   but i have to thank you fubar, because while i cant find a way to be taller, i can come on this site and pretend since every girl i see on here is looking up at me like im 6'7...   thanks for hookin a brotha up!! just taking a quick second to thank all of you super creative fu that insist on having complicated gifs and mini movies as a default. everytime i try to log onto the site with my phone, your default of you turning into the entire cast of twilight really bogs things down. add that to the girl who has to have a gif of herself smiling, then not, then giving the finger, then the tongue out between the fingers, the boob squeeze, devil horns, and finally followed by peace sign. dont forget the 50+ year old lady that somehow morphs into megan fox, or angelina jolie, then into a cartoon dominatrix, then finally a butterfly. the question is... w
Shopping
Travel
I want to travel by myself. I feel like I just NEED some time away. Dont get me wrong..I love my friends, family, cell phone and laptop. But I feel a need to just go! even if just for a day. Back when I was 21, I went to study in France. I did a lot of travelling with friends, but a great experience I had was traveling to Nice(that is pronounced like niece). I just decided I wanted to go. So I got on a bus, and walked around, found a cute hotel, walked on the beach, made out with a stranger. now, I feel lost without the gd cell phone/internet. So I think I am just going to trust in the universe and go to where I am supposed to go, just for me
Hot Rod Heaven
Officer
   You used me for good. To protect and serve! To lay down the law and hold all that’s true. You loved me to the fullest. I could see this right away! You Oiled and cleaned me almost every day!  To the range we would go. And boy did we put on a show! As a team we couldn’t be beat! Bull’s-eye, Bull’s-eye, bull’s-eye! We would laugh in the eye of defeat! A great team us two! Protection this is my function simple and true. I had your back! I loved you!  What you used me for was to never be.  Simply put, you abused me. You made me doing something I never thought I could do; you made me put a hole in you. rip-ger I look for you and you are no where to be found. I listen for your laugh but there is no sound   I long for your embrace but will never feel it again   I will never get lost in your eyes again or feel your sweet breath on my neck   what I am left with will not do   when I am left with everything, but you   Your memory haunts me   pain
This And That
‎5 DEADLY TERMS USED BY A WOMAN! (1) FINE: This is the word women use to end an argument when she knows she is right and you need to shut up. (2) NOTHING: means something & you need to be worried. (3) GO AHEAD: this is a dare, not permission , do not do it. (4) WHATEVER: A woman's way of saying screw you. (5) THAT'S OK: She is thinking long & hard on how and when you will pay for your mistake..  "You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She's not perfect - you aren't either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart. So don't hurt her, don't change her, don't analyze and don't expect more than she can give.
Wtf
What the hell is wrong with people?  It seems like no matter what anyone does, someone or some group tries to take it personal and wants to be offended.  If you want to be offended...  Fuck You!  Now, I don't give a shit about the stupid celebrity that the following article is about but I'm just using it as an example.  I'm even gonna take her name off of it but my point is, for example just because a singer goes onstage in a wheelchair it does not mean they're making fun of handicapped people.  So Jesse Billauer, the founder of the quadriplegic advocacy group Life Rolls On, can get on his knees and suck a crippled dick because I'm sure Lady Blah Blah was not trying to make fun of anyone's handicaps.  Just like everyone worrying about what Lindsey Lohan gets a tattoo of, or how Paris Hilton gets treated in jail...  Plus for you stupid fucks who don't know, on a misdemeanor charge you only serve half that many anyway so if she's given 90 days and gets out 45 days later, she's not gettin
Stupid People On Fu.
ryan: from romania? 8:14am reply ryan: i was there at 2010 summer 8:15am more To ryan: nice 8:15am reply ryan: fucked lots of romanian girls. where do u live in romania? 8:16am more To ryan: i think i didnt asked if you fucked or not  8:17am reply ryan: i would like to fuck u thouh 8:17am more To ryan: you can keep dreaming 8:18am reply ryan: that s not a good answer slut 8:18am more To ryan:  you can call slut when you go to see your mother, not to me. bye 
Just Me
I salute the confederate flag with affection, reverence, and devotion to the cause for which it stands!!!! It's heritage not hate!!!!   I just want to clear something up about this post. I am not racist, I hate everybody equally. Plus, it's my heritage. My whole family is from the south and I was raised with southern values. I'm a redneck and I don't care who knows it. If you don't like it then leave me alone. Like it says in my 'about me', I'm not like other girls. I camp, hunt, fish, mudd, hike, and swim in the Wabash river. I love being outside. The music I like is, classic and hard rock, heavy and death metal, and country. I do like P.O.D, and Deamonhunter. I usually don't do the whole christian band thing but I do like those two. If you have a question about my views just ask but don't expect to get an answer that you're gonna like. A Hero I need a hero, Someone who'll come to my rescue, Someone who loves me for me, Someone who wont try and change me, Someone who'll do anything
For The Love Of My Life
I promise to give you the best of myself and to ask of you no more than you can give. I promise to accept you the way you are. I fell in love love with you for the qualities, abilities, and outlook on life that you have, and wont try to reshape you in any different image. I promise to respect you as a person with your own interests, desires, and needs, and to realize that those are sometimes different, but no less important than mine. I prmise to keep myself open to you, to let you see thru the window of my personal world into my innermost fears and feelings, secrets and dreams.  I promise to grow along with you, to be willing to face change as we both change in order to keep our relationship alive and exciting. And finally, I prmise to love you in good times and in bad, with all I have to give and all I feel inside in the only way I know how........completely and forever.
Just Amazing
She is the object of my desires. A woman who has been thrugh more horrors then my mind can grasp. Her heart has been broken so many times I'm amazed there is anything left. I only hope I have the strength to help it mend, by giving her the love she deserves, the love she needs. She has given me a gift. A gift I hope I am worthy of having. A gift more prescious then then then gold. A gift of what I seek, and yet fear I am unworthy to have. The gift of her. She comes with little guarintee, only a whisper of devotion and love. Yet that promise however meek, has value some may never understand. She has put her trust in me. Trust to to take care of her. I must honor her trust, to be what she needs. I must be strong, I will have to protect her. Give her protection from the world, from herself, form me. A responcibility I hope I can handle. Having her has given me a new feeling, one that I never knew I could have. Because of her I have found a new completeness, beyond any I have known. A comp
Hearts
I have felt lost for a while, and made me turn against my number one family on here, i know y'all dont care.... So I am fighting daily to keep myself going on a straight road and return to being happy with the whole me, which is proving harder then anything i have done..  I truely hope in my  daily track to be a happy whole person the fubar family i made will take me back with open arms.
F O F
I need a CRUSH right NOW so who's it gonna BE? No 4 real I need a CRUSH cuz da spot has been EMPTY 4 a while now and Fubar keep telling me 2 get 1.LMAO
Short Stories
Night falls over the mountain side, no noise to be heard except the wind through the trees. Under the cover of half moon light two men walk with purpose around the base of the mountains. Searching every gap between the rocks and holes under trees. "Keep searching boy, we are close, we are so close I can feel it." "Master what are we actually looking for?"  "We are looking for conformation." "Conformation? Comformation of what?" "The other..."   As the two men passionate search base of the mountain, a commotion has broke out amoung the village on the other side of the mountain.  Hateful cheering and jeering, Cries of fears and panic rip through the village.  Men runing with swords and pictch forks, women seeking safety among the deepest corners of their homes. "Not this time! Don't let him out of your sight men!"shouts what appears to be the village leader.  "Box it in and close! Ready the cross bows!" "Sir I lost him among the barn!" "Its not a him its a spawn from the pits of h
For Everyone
I am someone funny that make some laugh. I bring happiness to all the people touch when life give cherry's then eat some more and when life give ya raspberry then you have the best of both worlds. You have sweet and tart and you great courage and life in self.
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Sinful
as years go by,i see your face. just a subtle memory. i want your smile, i want your grace, to keep me grounded in my place. wish your dreams, were mine to share. so i knew you'd always care. you'd take my hand, kiss my face, i want you always.
Wtf The Problem
Keep me n your thought's n prayers please!! got bad news :( At the Doctors Office the nurse ws looking my leg, she wanted the doctor to see it. so we waited for a few mins. he came n said i have super infection my leg. they setting me up see a specialiest ASAP!!!!! should be going n to see them either today or marrow deppending on when they can get me n. Doctor said was super huge staff infection they are putting me on Sulfameth/TrimeThoprim 800mg. They are trying work me n asap! for a specialist because it is so serious n dangerous. Thats pretty much all i know right now. other than meds im taking for it will cuase me to bruse easly. Seems like 1 thing after another thing goes wrong, my blood level supposed be btw 2.5 n 3.5 they cant get bk normal went n today it was 1.6...My leg hurting me so badly some days wish they would just cut off it hurts worse than my back surgery i had when i was 14. Really "Ticks Me Off" when you don't show the respect i give you! Remember bk n the day as
Lemons
Well,I've been fighting to save my home for over a year now.Due to the lack of work here,looks like I've lost my fight.Guess I've been handed a basket full of lemons.I'm going to move soon and have no idea when I'll be back on-line.Got to do my best to make lemonade.I won't delete my profile because I have a great deal of hope that I'll be back soon.Lost my wife to cancer,now I'm losing my home.Things can only get better from here on out.I want to thank my friends here for helping me cope with my losses.It means more to me than you realize.I'll miss you all and hope to be back soon.Farewell for now. Been going to interviews every day now.My hand is cramping from filling out applications.Everyone wants to hire me,they're just waiting for work to start.Damn near all the companies I've interviewed with have about five jobs waiting to start.Problem is,the banks aren't releasing funds.Thanks Obama,you really screwed up with those new banking laws you got passed.I hope you're proud of putti
Social Security
I found this on one of the many sites I've visited lately, about the social security bull crap that could be in our future according to our wonderful President.   Obama is using scare tactics again. Here’s info from a newsletter today: The Treasury is expected to bring in $172 billion in tax receipts next month. We will not default on our debt because we will service our debt first and those payments amount to about $35 billion. This leaves $137 billion for Social Security, Medicare, Medicaid and Military checks. Social Security checks will cost $20 billion. Medicare and Medicaid come in under $68 billion; Military paychecks cost about $7 billion. All together that equals $95 billion. After these essential checks are sent out, the government will still have $42 billion to fund other programs (like the wars.) When Obama claims seniors might not get their social security checks, it is a threat. Treasury Secretary Tim Geithner has the authority and responsibility to prioritiz
My Opinion
How perfetic can some of you people be you go on someones broadcst to get them to show you what you want then you call them a ho and a whore i mean or fuck sake grow a fucking pair of balls and click the red cross. if a woman wants to show let her your opinions are perfetic she does what she wants if you don't ike it no one is telling you to stay. let those who want to see enjoy it if you don't want to your insults are just gonna get you blocked if you want to be blocked so bad ask them to block you. or block them it's that simple so learn to grow up the way it's seeming guys are happ to go on cam and jack off but if a woman wants to masterbate or show her tits it's not allowed, i don't gree if guys are allowed then women should be ble too aswell so stop being childish stop being perfetic and grow  set of balls you obviously weren't born with and stop insulting those who want to waatch and those who want to show and go wtch someone elses broacdast there are many women who don't.  
My Reflections In G.o.c
Today I read where 6 people were shot and killed and 4 others wounded at a Texas Roller Rink. Then the shooter shot himself what a cowards way out. Yesterday I read in Norway where a man dressed asa police officer told youths at a camp to come closer. When they did he pulled weapons and shot and killed I think 80 - 90 people. Once he shot them he made sure they were dead by shooting them again in the head with a shotgun. The world has gone crazy. What makes someone take a gun and just shoot people at random for no reason. Lives gone families devasted to have to bury loved ones. Its sad what has happened in the last couple days. Then tonight I read Amy Winehouse at 27 was found dead in her london home. Death unknown but I am sure it will come out a drug overdose. I am hoping in the next few days there is good newsand no more devastation. I started this G.O.C. Chapter 3 years ago and there have been a few times I wondered why out of frustration of how the system works. When I started thr
Bright Eyes Speaks...
I can be myself here. I can tell the truth and never have to say, "I'm fine." I can talk freely about it. About how even when some mornings and I'm content, I can still feel it tapping silently behind my heart. I know it's there, waiting for something, anything, the tiniest hiccup in my day to claw it's way out and spread like cancer through the dark bits of me. It spreads from behind my heart, to my lungs (it's almost musical), it rushes to my head and then I am gone, rendered defenseless, helpless. People don't understand it. It's not an over reaction, it's losing a battle in a long dark war. I know, ultimately, I won't win this fight, I am already so tired. I know one day it will take me. My heart will decide it is time to stop pumping it's poisons through my veins. That will be the day that people will know, once and for all that every time they asked how I was that the best I could do was spin lies, to grant them the freedom to doubt it's existence. That will be the day that it fi
And Still We Learn
After a While   After a while you learn the subtle difference betweenholding a hand and chaining a soul and you learnthat love doesn't mean leaningand company doesn't always mean security.And you begin to learn that kisses aren't contractsand presents aren't promises,and you begin to accept your defeatswith your head up and your eyes ahead,with the grace of a woman, not the grief of a child.And you learn to build all your roads on todaybecause tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for plansand futures have a way of falling down in mid-flight.After a while you learn that even sunshine burnsif you get too much, so you plant your own gardenand decorate your own soulinstead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers.And you learn that you really can endure,you really are strong, you really do have worth,and you learn and you learn.With every goodbye, you learn......by Veronica Shoffstall        This poem is available as a beautiful calligraphy creation            by Sherrie Lovler, with
No. 1
We have an obligation to every last victim of this illegal aggression because all of this carnage has been done in our name. Since World War II, 90% of the casualties of war are unarmed civilians. 1/3 of them children. Our victims have done nothing to us. From Palestine to Afghanistan to Iraq to Somalia to wherever our next target may be, their murders are not collateral damage, they are the nature of modern warfare. They don't hate us because of our freedoms. They hate us because every day we are funding and committing crimes against humanity. The so-called "war on terror" is a cover for our military aggression to gain control of the resources of western Asia. This is sending the poor of this country to kill the poor of those Muslim countries. This is trading blood for oil. This is genocide, and to most of the world, we are the terrorists. In these times, remaining silent on our responsibility to the world and its future is criminal. And in light of our complicity in the supreme crim
Bling Auction
BLING~AUCTION ANY 1 CREDIT BLING STARTING BID 1 MILL  ENDS WHEN IM HAPPY WITH THE BID   ANY 3 CREDIT BLING STARTING BID 3 MILL  ENDS WHEN IM HAPPY WITH THE BID   ANY 5 CREDIT BLING STARTING BID 5 MILL ENDS WHEN IM HAPPY WITH THE BID  
Why?
Why is it, that the person you most want, can't be the one you get?  I recently told a girl that I loved her, that I have loved her for several years.  This fact was actually causing me stress and I think affecting my health.  Now, this girl is several years younger than me, but she is quite mature and very smart.  She is also, the most beautiful person I know.  I have been afraid to tell her for a very long time, because I did not want to lose her friendship, which is very important to me, very.  I truly did not want to know what it would be like to not have her in my life, in some way. I was not able to tell her face to face.  She lives in a different city than me and I am on the road with my job.  But I had to tell her, so I e-mailed her.  I didn't get to put everything in it that I wanted, as I didn't want to overwhelm her.  But I did tell her. She responded a couple of days later.  Now, I have to tell you that I did not expect anything.  Well, I did expect that she would not hav
Agoraphobia -- Freeverse Poem
Agoraphobia    9: 09pmSomething isn't right...I look around, as if you're right next to mewith a frown I silently say 'I feel you tonight.'anxiously, I arise from my chair and begin cleaning...Dishes Vacuumed floorsWashed windows As I wipe the beads of perspiration, I inhale deeply.In noticing the time, I exhale...9: 28pmPause - breathe - contemplate'WHAT THE HELL! ' I scream.I glare at the reflection in my screen door windowdirectly in the eyes...realization sets in... that's my reflection.Back to my chair, I sit...In solitude, I feel so saddened and confusedrestlessly, I grind my fingernail into my kneepiercing through, I come to a halt.Mouth and eyes wide open...I feel like someone's here... or are they coming? 
Vampiric Lust
 This Is 1 of my new exotic stories for all to read.If you loved exotic read this and let me know what you thin ok.It's graphic and nsfw too.   I can feel her passion streaming from her body.Her lustful desires makes my hunger more stronger.Her smile so Inviting to me,and her eyes tells me her whole life story.Her short life span have seen many horrors and she has lost everyone she has ever loved.But yet her zestfulness and lusty sexual drive has fueled her through It.And It's her lusty side that I so badly needed tonight.For It has been well over 10 yrs since I have fed my sexual vampire side and It was screaming at me to do so.I could feel It pulling me to her.Her curves aroused me In more ways then one.And the thought of being inside of her have driven me to a almost frenzy state of being. My condition didn't go unnoticed neither,It have caught her eyes and spark a fire In her.But she had to keep dancing till her shift was over.But as soon as her song stopped playing she came to m
Random Thoughts
I dedicate this to my true love.    One day in a time that seamed like a distant memory I was sitting in class and there was this one girl that had totally mesmerized me. I fell in love with her on the spot but never whispered a word of it because I felt that she would never give me a second look. She was beautiful and well I was me, a not so good looking stoner who thought high school meant being high everyday.         One day I dreamt of being her man and when I looked in the mirror I didn't know who it was looking back and I knew at that point if I was ever going to have that young lady I was going to have to change my life, so I set out on a hard task of cleaning my life up I quit doing the drugs cold turkey and have been clean since.         Well time had passed and I set out on a another task  and that was to find her but everyone still seen the stoner I once had been and wouldn't tell me even if they had seen her or where I might go to find her. So I settled with being clean
A Tribute To Amy Winehouse By Russell Brand
        The tragic death of Amy Winehouse has made a huge impact on her family, her many fans and her celebrity friends - the outpouring of grief and the emotional tributes paid to the 27-year-old star show just how loved and respected she was for her talent. However, one friend of Amy’s has gone further than just posting a 140 character message on Twitter. Clearly deeply affected by Amy’s passing, Russell Brand has used his website to speak about Amy’s untimely death, and his words are of course funny, moving and deeply saddening. Bearing in mind that Russ could have so easily followed the same fate as Amy, it’s no surprise that Russ has been moved to write at length about his friend…     For AmyWhen you love someone who suffers from the disease of addiction you await the phone call. There will be a phone call. The sincere hope is that the call will be from the addict themselves, telling you they’ve had enough, that they’re ready to
Lmao
How do you expect kids to listen to their parents..when Tarzan lives half naked, Cinderella comes home at midnight,Pinocchio lies all the time, Aladdin is the king of thieves,Batman drives at 200 mph, Sleeping Beauty is lazy,and Snow White lives with 7 guys......We shouldn't be surprised when kids misbehave...they get it from their story books. :)

Short story     I stood on the dock, looking out over the river. The morning sun was just peeking up over the tree line and casting its rays through the small openings of the dew covered leaves. I stood staring at the light that the perfectly round, orange sun shined down on the water. The water reflected the face of a new day.   Just as my thoughts began to wander, I heard Lenny open the screen door of the camp house that stood several hundred feet behind me, on the most beautiful green hill I had ever seen. Everything about this place was paradise to me. I guess that's why I never left.   My eyes followed the wharf back to the hill where Lenny sat looking at the water, his eyes fixed on the boat we've traveled in on days like today. We had the best of times in that boat, speeding down the river, laughing, singing, and enjoying the company of one another.  Oh how I can still, so vividly remember countless occasions we would become overtaken by passion, doing what came naturally
Finding My Way
-im finding my way through all the mean things people say. ya i might make some mistakes. but they will pay. and it will be okay. im finding my way.. -I will never regret or say that I wish I'd never met you… because “Once upon a time” you were exactly what I needed -Too often we don’t realize what we have until it’s gone. too often we’re too stubborn to say, “sorry, i was wrong.” too often it seems we hurt the ones closest to our hearts, and we let the most foolish things tear us apart ? -They say 'follow your heart' but if your hearts in a million pieces which piece do you follow:)) ? -Learn from the mistakes others make, you won't live long enough to make them all yourself! -no matter how ugly you think you are, there's someone out there who thinks you're the most beautiful person in the world ? -You laugh at me because i'm different, I laugh at you, because you all the same ? -We're not perfect . Any of us . We make mistakes
My Work
How do I say "I love you" when it's something hard to say. When you are with me, I never feel alone. When I look into your eyes, I can't dream of being with anyone else. When you hold me, I feel protected. When I'm in your arms, I never want to leave. When you kiss me, I'm breathless. When you are around, nother else matters. It's speaking a different language. But to me it's saying "Je vous aime." (Coffin is still a work in progress. It was first written in 2009, and is changing ever so slightly.)   "I'm going to lie in my coffin one last night.I'm no longer looking for a fight to see what I truly am,and who I may beJust make me this promise and stop looking for me."She stopped writing and put the book down on the nightstand.There.She sat next to the bed. She wasn't sure what to think. She has just been in the same bed as one of them, yet she didn't feel different. Her mind was fuzzy, her body was numb, but she couldn't help it.She loved this feeling. She felt like she w
A Long Road
Words
Pay attention to those who don't care, why..I don't know, they don't either..people matter as much as you let them. The greedy come in different forms, pay attention to whose been there, who was there and why the lost came back. The show offs normally have small egos. Anything to make them look better than you, but who cares..Some people but that makes them just as shallow. Breast mean nothing to those who have seen too many but man boobs will never be the same.. Everyone wants to get laid, but why....hell I don't even know the answer to that but the most I can come up with is.....no, still cant think of an answer. Your uncle is only your father and your mother is only your sister if your family is small... Stop reading this already, I'm bored and cant think of anything witty to say. lol I don't want to be like you.  The delusional puppet of what beauty is. The emo cry of begging for attention. The disgrace it takes to become something you aren't. Have you forgot your name?
Mother-in-law
                Mother-In-LawA Man,His Wife And His Mother-In-Law Went On Vacation To The Holy Land. While They Were There, The Mother-In-Law Passed Away. The Undertaker Told Them."You Can Have Her Shipped Home For $5,000, Or You Can Bury Her Here In The Holyland For $150.00'! The Man Thought About It And Told Him He Would Just Have Her Shipped Home.The Undertaker Ask,Why Would You Spend $5,000 To Ship Your Mother-In-Law Home When It Would Be Wonderful To Have Her Burred Here And Spend Only $150.00? The Man Replied, A Man Died Here 2,000 Years Ago,Was Burred Here, And Three Days Later He Rose From The Dead. I Just Can't Take That Chance.  
Speed Bar
If you want speed bar brought back please post with me and tell Baby Jesus we would like it back. We need a way to get fubux fast if needed. Thanx Tazz
Sinsational Hotties Elite Agreement
Welcome to the Hotties ELite We are a FEMALE Family on FUBAR!!! We are here to have fun and to meet new people You must have a SALUTE When AGREEING we do understand Real Life!! and you will not be removed if u have Real Life stuff going on We do not do drama!!If you are the main source to drama you will be asked to leave!! After you have commented on this blog that YOU AGREE you will add Hottie Elite  After agreeing   we ask you add the homepage in your top friends!! If you have any questions you can message the homepage and or contact       JUICY
I Sing Therefore I Am
If you have friends in Michigan, New York, Chicago, Florida or Oregon let them know that our song 'Marigolds' is being played on the local Rock stations. Here is the list.88.7 (89X) in Michigan and Canadahttp://www.89xradio.com/313-298-7999519-792-5000101.7 The Wrif in Detroit, Michiganwww.wrif.com313-298-WRIF101.9 RXP in New York City, New Yorkhttp://www.1019rxp.com/99.9 WBTZ in Plattsburg, New York (covers metro Burlington, VThttp://www.999thebuzz.com/1-877-893-2899101.0 Q101 in Chicagowww.q101.com88.9 WIIT in Chicago (College Radio)http://radio.iit.edu/blog/312.567.3088103.1 The Buzz South Floridahttp://buzz103.radio.com/866-954-ROCK99.3 WJBX in Southwest Florida99xonline.com94.7 KNRK in Portland, Oregonwww.947.fm800.777.0947If you or your friends can call these stations and request us we can go into regular rotation.Thanks for all of your support!Dave, Frank, Brian and Oleg Check out the new song 'Come Away' here on my page written by Dan Brown Jr.and sung by me. We will be coll
Custom Images
Here is an example of what I can make for special ability defaults: thumb  nail (what it shows as your default) and the bigger size when someone looks at your pictures! this is only an example of the unlimited possibilities that I can make!  I can make pictures like this for all of the special abilities! Hit me up for more details (PRIVATE MESSAGE PLEASE) :)           2nd Example           Example 3       FUPONY EXAMPLE THUMBNAIL     FULL SIZE  
My Love
We all want something beautiful. Some day when all the colors fade. And the luster of the things you need have fallen into a color blind world. You will find me sitting alone imprisoned among the shades and scattered lines. Shackled to the earth and the nature that is all of a woman's heart. Awaiting the comfort and renewal of its infinite passion.     You ask me, " what are you looking for in a man?" My reply.... When I look into your eyes, no words are needed. When our hands meet and our fingertips touch, there is an indescribable force of energy. It races and pulsates through to our warm lips. Gently and softly caressing each other; Igniting a fire that rages through to the very cores of our souls; Illuminating the colors of the night sky as the sun drifts down into the horizon. Leaving us in Utopia till the dawn awakens us.
The Lunatic Is In My Head.
Let me start off by saying, for all the good things in my life, and I know there are plenty, I am grateful for them, be it events that have happened, grand opportunities I’ve gladly partaken in, or people that truly care about me. Despite having a decent life, I cannot shake this terrible feeling at times, this loneliness that consumes me, and at times, I even act out because of it. It’s all so ridiculous, and I have not really fathomed how this could be so powerful, and beyond that, what exactly is the source of this? I feel tonight, I can honestly say I’ve come to a decent conclusion: my pursuit’s of women, that have gone absolutely nowhere, and will go absolutely nowhere. It really should have been so obvious, but I guess it takes time to really understand what’s at the core of such a deep feeling in your life. I do not blame women for my loneliness, or not being able to handle rejection, although to be fair, I’ve been treated bad in some prett
This Summer
Well today is thursday the 5th. Yes I'm late, its the end of the day and it's been an awesome day. I get stuff done to get out of here, briefed the colonel and his XO on how to do their job, yes im pretty important. But the past hour has been the best. Wish I could be listening to a choir right now. That all being said, TWO MORE DAYS. I hand over authority tomorrow and then im off to see what wisconsin has to offer. Then saturday I wake up, leave, fly to chicago, enjoy a nice 312 and hot dog, then fly into providence and drive home. Long day I know, but awesome day. Anyway I'm pumped right now, so pumped. What a great afternoon, I'm still laughing about a hyena comment. Sigh, if only... nevermind. People are still cranky and I'm still sucking it up. Life is good right now, cant complain. I look forward to talking to someone everyday, i look forward to school everyday, i look forward to traveling everyday, i look forward to waterfire someday hopefully. I leave soon, so ha
Mutual Respect
You know I understand that we all come from different places and different worlds, but in what place and what world is "Hey sexy nice tits wanna cam" an acceptable way to start a conversation with a woman.  A little about me.  I am 27 years old, born and raised in Dallas but a single woman who worked three jobs just to make sure we lived in a decent neighborhood.  Now where i come from that is not acceptable.  Acceptable would bee "Hello (Her name), My name is (your name), how are you today".  It's fascinating to me just how hard it is for guys to have a descent conversation with a woman on here.  I dont know maybe I am just weird.  But guys if you are just trying to get her to let you see her private pictures, you will most likely be dissapointed.  Where i come from, what I am talking about is called Mutual Respect.  Show it and you will have much better conversations.  Just a thought.  Hope everyone has a great day.
A Love
you  are  like  a new  fresh wind  that  had  just  begun  ,  i can  look  beyond  the  skys  and  see a new  sun  when  i see  your  face  for  the  very  first   time  ,  i had  wished  that  youd  be  mine  ,  a  smile  thats  bright  ,  long  into  the  night  ,  captures  a  glimpse  of  the  faces  around  you .  love   is  near  but  we  are  far  ,  look  to wish  at  your  bigest  star.                               we  are not close  but  we  are  here.   
Solace In The Backwoods
Sometimes you feel like a nut, sometimes you don't.       Around here the squirrels can often be fairly entertaining. I have a bird feeder that hangs on the front porch so we can watch the birds. A lot of times however, I get to watch the acrobatics of the local squirrels as they raid the feeders too. These are red squirrels and not the grey ones I used to hunt as a boy. These look too scrawny to eat.... probably take a whole bunch of them to make a decent pot of stew. But they're fun to watch.       We have to be careful of what we leave outside. Sometimes when I'm out splitting firewood or working around the farm, I will bring me a snack. I'll sit on a treestump or log and take a break. If I turn my back for even an instant the food disappears. In this case I discovered that squirrels like ice cream cones. Sometimes they'll steal the bread off the top of my sandwiches. Crackers or tater chips disappear too. Danged little crumb snatchers. I don't have a trac
2011
Had a pretty good night Boyfriend and i decided not to go to the bar and just have a relaxing night just cuddling and what not lol . We also had a serious talk tonight too hes like "nikki what do you want out of me?" Im like well i want to marry you and have a family with you , im like what do you want out of me ? he's like marry you and have a family . tehe that made me blush lol . In 2 years he wants to move out and get a place so by then i should have a good job.. Been applying to work in an office Got the skills and what not . But i really think this guy is serious about me.. hes not like my ex bfs . ahh i think he is the one !! hes the one i want to spend the rest of my life with . He makes me so happy ! Almost 3 years we been together and known him for like 3  years before we started going out , it turned out to be a crush to the love of my life :) . Cant describe the way i feel right now .. We have decided we want to get married in a few years . okay that is all just wanted to s
Help (if You Need It)
I don't know why I haven't post this before.  Maybe it may hurt the image that I try to convey on here.  But here it is....   I have dealings with this non-profit organization called YesICAN.org.  It is a chatroom that serves as a group therapy session for those who are survivors and those that are still going through abuse (sexual, physical, psychological, etc.)  It is anonymous.  So if you have been/being abused or know someone that is, YesICAN is a place they can go to talk.   Pass the word around.  YesICAN
My David And Chris
True Story Two Days After David And Kris Well The hot tub incident that happened on saturday night called herb, david and kris. i Was feling kind of ashamed never cheated and slept with someones wife before especially my best friends drunk or not. Kris called me on Sunday and asked if was coming for the dallas game i said no i felt bad about the hot tub thing. so she said "can i come over on monday" I was living with my parents at the time. i knew mom was going to be there and nothing could happen so i said "cool come on". Thats when it fell apart right, before she got there mom got a call and had to leave. Mom Was leaving as kris got there, wow now i would be alone with my friends wife. so now i was alone with chistina, chris is 145 5'7 36d breast and cute. we started talking about the birthday, and it didn't take long for her to change the subject about what happened saturday night. she told me how hot the hot tub night was and how my cock was bigger then my friends and she wanted m
All Things Dark And Steamy
I have decided that this side of my creativity needs an outlet.  For those of you that dont want me to tarnish your sensibilities, you might want to move on.   I have a deep well of emotions....dark and passionate ones that I dont let out very often for fear that I might scare people off or that they just wont get it.  I am finding that i just cant keep it all in anymore.   The raw side needs to be freed.......   My version of a perfect date might probably be a LOT different than most of yours.  A perfect date to me would start off with a really goodlooking guy coming to pick me up for a night out at a club.  He'd be dressed nicely for the bad boy he is and wouldnt mind a bit that I am dressed any way that I want to be...the sexier the better.  If I wear a skirt, tight jeans, slinky tops, he wouldnt care because to him its ALL GOOD! He would greet me with a sexy smile and hello....being a gentleman with a twinkle in his eye letting me know there is more going on in his head than
Mind Wanderings
Life works in, sometimes, mysterious ways; or at least that is how it seems when we are in the middle of a certain situation and we cannot wrap ourselves around the scope of meaning and the influence (the result) that particular situation will have on our own personal development. We often times allow ourselves to remain stuck in that situation until the situation resolves itself or until circumstance forces us to resolve it.  As time passes we gain the ability to look back with a more objective, analytical view and recognize the changes we underwent in the process. We gain a determination not to find ourselves in a similar situation again when it concernes a negative experience. Key in this however is how strong is this determination and are we able to implement this determination into our lives to prevent a repeat. How honest can we be with ourselves in scrutinizing our actions, or lack thereof, in the development of this situation. How far can we go in the dissecting and analyzing
My Family
Well new subject that seams to be relevant now days. I add people to my family i like and i try my best to rate them like them and comment everyday. I almost never ask to be added to anyone's family. I do not run a lot of family bling so if family members feel the need to take me out while they sale my slot then i understand and just hope i get added back when its over. NOW WITH THAT SAID IF I BEEN NOTHING BUT GOOD TO YOU AND YOU ADDED ME TO FAMILY THEN DECIDED TO GET PISSY CAUSE OF OTHERS DRAMA AND NOTHING I HAVE DONE AND DECIDE TO REMOVE ME FROM FAMILY EVEN THO I RATE AND COMMENT YOU EVERYDAY AND TRY AND BE YOUR FRIEND THEN YOUR NOT STAYING IN MINE ITS A MATTER OF RESPECT I DONT GO KICKING MY FRIENDS AROUND WHEN SOMEONE OR SOMETHING CAUSES ME TO HAVE A BAD DAY WHY SHOULD I LET THEM DISRESPECT ME AND KICK ME CAUSE SOME DOUCHE CAUSED THEM TO HAVE A BAD DAY IF YOU DONT LIKE HOW I FEEL ON THIS THEN REMOVE ME BLOCK ME ITS YOUR CHOICE JUST DONT CRY ABOUT IT   
Sick Criminals Who Should Belocked Up
What is wrong with  people now days I meanseriously........................................................... You have people killing kids, molesting kids, torturing kids, murdering thier husbands and wifes for the insurance money or because they have a girlfriend or boyfriend they want to be with, or you have 50 year old men marrying  kids 10 yrs thier senior, I mean hat in your right mind says that is ok , you have parents torturing, molesting abusing mentally and pysically killing thier kids to go  party  you have hubbys killing the mother of thier  childeren  for undeterminded reasons,woman who get abused, or  your husband or boss is blackmailing you , people who murder and hide thier bodys, do they understand the torment these  people go  through the rest of thier lives to  find thier loved ones, or To KILL 80 people for what fucking purpose???? How are these people raised or brought up to think hey its ok if I kill two kids or molest
Sexiest Eyes Contest
Please go vote from: fubar Support Ask your support questions! United States subject: CCA Request received: 11/15/2012 02:08 pm replied: no   block this member Hi,We need you to fill out a Credit Card Authorization form. This form basically says that you are the primary card holder on all card that you use on fubar, and you authorize the charges made on your fubar account. This also helps protect your account in case you can't login, and helps verify your identity in case you lose your account information. All you have to do is go to www.fubar.com/cca.php and fill out the form there.Thanks! from: SCRAPPER Ring Ding Dingling ding! United States subject: Greetings received: 11/16/2012 07:55 am replied: no   
Seriously???
4:29pm reply Dirk Diggler: Hey gorgeous you interested in 8 1/2 inches all shaved and toys on my cam?  4:34pm more To Dirk Diggler: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAAHA..........no.
Stupid People Doing Stupid Things.
Oh come ON people!!!! It's not offensive, its STUIPD!!! Jimmy, you're jokes really aren't that funny. Snoozefest... http://www.latina.com/entertainment/tv/poll-jimmy-kimmels-captain-mexico-parody-offensive Good grief. if you're going to smuggle drugs, at least keep them in a safe place! http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/43973441/ns/local_news-fort_myers_fl/
Fubar Break
It is official... I have been debating whether or not to post about it but figured my friends on here may want to know. I will have to have surgery. They have found cancer and unfortunately this means I lose my ovaries. I had a partial histerectomy when I was 25 and now they want to remove the ovaries. I am a bit depressed over this and have been avoiding fubar and people in general so I don't have to keep discussing it over and over again. Please know I will get through this and even though I am scared as hell to go under the knife for the 13th time in my life... I am a fighter and will pull through. Sending some love to all my true and kind friends here. Take care all and I will try to pop on as much as I can. God Bless! To all my fam and friends... I first and foremost want to thank you all for the love you have shown over the past 2 years of my being a fubar member. This site has opened my eyes to so many new things as well as so many new and wonderful friendships. I have recently
I Dont Care What Others Think
What drives me nuts is that how people acted toward what people say or do or even what they like. I like video games, I like to watch anime. I like to do a lot of other things as well. But what kills me tho is that i have noticed that people on here will say the rudest things on peoples mumms. Whether they are being serious or not, they got to watch out cause some people might not know your just jokeing around. Another thing i have noticed is that people have said things about peoples names on here, like your name is stupid, retarded or gay. I have to laugh about that cause people i have seen do that, i am like have you looked at your name lately, you have no room to talk. P.S IF you dont like what I said in this blog then you can just go and kiss my ass.
Things To Look Forward To
Recent turn of events has had me thinking and evaluating my heart and soul, my search in helping others to look through more loving eyes. I've lost touch of what makes me enjoy the very existence of who I am. I challenge myself daily to face my fears. To reach the things that others may have never tried spiritually. To whisper when all I want to do is scream to not allow the cruelness of life to harden my soul or smother out the light that guides my every step. My addiction with passion in life may have been viewed as weakness and may even have me question it myself. Yet here I stand today to say... if you ever mistaken those for living their life with a forgiving heart and a passionate soul as a weakness, you just may have voluntarily put yourself in the category of the blind. For it is so easy to break under psychological warfare. It takes strength of the heart and patience. But even this strength doesn't mean you won't break because you will break over and over again in a single lif
Auctions
EASTER PLAYMATES AUCTION Auction will open on April 1st & will end on April 7th @ midnight central time. Here Are The Auction Rules! When I get 5 entry's I'll open the auction Entry fee will be 5 mill The min bid must be a credit pack Absolutely NO drama or I will delete your auction. Must have a salute to enter I am not responsible for the highest bidder paying you. Last day to enter is March 31st @ midnight central time. All I need is your offers & a SFW pic Let's Have Fun and Happy Bidding! Fu-mail entry's to Darlin if you like to enter. Bulletin/Auction Brought To You By: Darlin FM2 Jim N AO by Llad
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This Is Funny
The government today announced that it's changing the flag to a CONDOM, because it more accurately reflects the government 's political stance. A condom allows for inflation, halts production , destroys the next generation , protects a bunch of dicks, and gives you a sense of security while you're actually being screwed. It just doesn't get more accurate than that!
Help
Dear friends,   I found out this week that my father died over a year ago. I never really knew him, since I was only 2 when we last lived with him. I am trying to find out details on how he died and where he is buried (if he got buried). Me and and my brothers are planning on going to the town where he died for closure.    My brothers, our mom (they never got divorced), my wife, my brothers wife's, and I all have been searching the Internet for information. We have found when he died and where he died. We looked in the local obituaries, but they only went back to April 2010.   He died in Brewton, AL on February 16, 2010.    I am looking for any kind of help that you or any friends can give. This way our family can get some closure before we get there.  Please leave a comment on here or PM me if you or one of your friends can help us any.   Thank you, Richard UPDATE: 15 August 2011 I found where they did the internment and that he was cremated. Also got some contact inform
Satin Kupcakes Blog
Okies I so know yall are gonna be laughing your asses off after you read this so enjoy!! Is funny now but wasnt funny then...   So I was curious about the Vibrators and I wanted one so I went driving around searching for a sex shop...finally found one that didnt look to bad..Finally I get the courage to go in and of course I am already beat red and scared..so I open the door and theres a fricken cow bell on the door letting the whole store know you just walked in..talk about turning 6 shades of red..so first thing I see is all these vibrators and dildos hanging from the ceiling and I think OMG..turn around and walk out now!!!..Oh no not me I just had to stay...so Im looking around for about 15 minutes just looking at all the different stuff they had and I wasnt sure what I was looking for at this point... I finally found the one I wanted and wouldnt you know it was behind the clerk hanging on the wall...so I finally get the courage to ask the gentlemen to see it..and I looked at it
Striking Thoughts
                                  Life Emptiness the starting point. - In order to taste my cup of water (tea) you must first empty your cup. My Friend, drop all your preconceived fixed ideas and be neutral. Do you know why this cup is so useful? Because it is empty. Flow in the process of life. - You can never step in the same water twice, my friend. Like flowing water, life is perpetual movement. There is nothing fixed. Whatever your problems happen to be in the future, remember well that they cannot remain stationary but must move together with your living spirit. Otherwise, you will drift into artificiality or attempt to solidify the ever-flowing. To avoid that, you must change and be fleixible. Remember, the uselfullness of a cup is in its emptiness. Life has no frontier. - Life is wide, limitless. There is no border, no frontier. To live is a constant process of relating. - To live is a constant process of relating, so come on out of that shell of isolation and conclusion, an
Highway Of Heroes
On August 24, 2007, the MTO announced that the stretch of Highway 401 between Glenn Miller Road in Trenton and the intersection of the Don Valley Parkway and Highway 404 in Toronto would bear the additional name Highway of Heroes, in honour of Canada's fallen servicemen and servicewomen. This length of the highway is often travelled by a convoy of vehicles carrying a fallen soldier's body, with his or her family, from CFB Trenton to the coroner's office at the Centre for Forensic Sciences in Toronto. Since 2002, when the first of Canada's fallen soldiers were returned from Afghanistan, crowds have lined the overpasses to pay their respects as convoys pass. The video which I have will be shown each and every time a fallen is brought home.  This is to honour them. Please keep their families in our thoughts and prayers and also take the time to thank those that are still with us and our veterans.  For without the ultimate sacrifice they are willing to make, we would not have the f
Quotes
I've never wished a man dead, but I have read some obituaries with great pleasure. If you tell the truth you don't have to remember anything It is curious - curious that physical courage should be so common in the world, and moral courage so rare There are people who can do all fine and heroic things but one - keep from telling their happiness to the unhappy. I thoroughly disapprove of duels. If a man should challenge me, I would take him kindly and forgivingly by the hand and lead him to a quiet place and kill him. Sanity and happiness are an impossible combination Never tell the truth to people who are not worthy of it (perhaps i should learn this one) Honesty: The best of all the lost arts Keep away from those who try to belittle your ambitions. Small people always do that, but the really great make you believe that you too can become great. Don't go around saying the world owes you a living. The world owes you nothing. It was here first. Whatever you say,
Fufriends
I have connected with alot of folks via drink trading but have only chatted with four (4) people, although I have found those 4 to be very nice I'm wondering how many people in Fubar actually become friends. I'd like to hear from anyone that has found a real friend in here and how that friendship is going??
In Flanders Fields
This poem was written during WWI by Lieutenant Colonel John McCrae.  It is read at every Remembrance Day Service.    In Flanders Fields In Flanders fields the poppies blow Between the crosses, row on row, That mark our place; and in the sky The larks, still bravely singing, fly Scarce heard amid the guns below. We are the Dead. Short days ago We lived, felt dawn, saw sunset glow, Loved, and were loved, and now we lie In Flanders fields. Take up our quarrel with the foe: To you from failing hands we throw The torch; be yours to hold it high. If ye break faith with us who die We shall not sleep, though poppies grow In Flanders fields. - John McCrae
Quiet Please
Quiet Please!Taming Monkey Mind in Meditation We all have the endless chattering and noise in our head often referred to as the monkey mind. It’s been called the monkey mind – the endless chattering in your head as you jump in your mind from thought to thought while you daydream, analyze your relationships, or worry over the future. Eventually, you start to feel like your thoughts are spinning in circles and you’re left totally confused. One way to tame this wild creature in your head is through meditation – although the paradox is that when you clear your mind for meditation you actually invite the monkey in your mind to play. This is when you are given the opportunity to tame this mental beast by moving beyond thought – to become aware of a thought rather than thinking a thought. The difference is subtle, but significant. When you are aware of your thoughts, you can let your thoughts rise and float away without letting them pull you in different direc
R.i.p Broken Britain!
    "RIP Broken Britain .. You went soft on discipline ! You went soft on immigration! You went soft on crime. Parents were told 'No, you can't smack the kids'. Teachers were prevented from chastising kids in schools. The police couldn't clip a trouble maker round the ear. Kids had rights blah blah blah.. Well done Britain. You shall reap what you sow. We have lost a whole generation."  This about sums it up.       > >            Though it is nice to see this brave lady making a stand.
What All Rangers Despise!
1. Unappreciative Americans. You know these losers – the guys that profess that America is the worst country ever created, threaten to leave if things continue the way they are, but never do and continue to churn out their 6, 7, and 8 figure salaries, complaining all the way to the bank. Anyone with the balls to compare any of our elected officials to the Nazis should be shot on sight.2. France. They never support us. They lose all their wars. They break all kinds of UN trade restriction with our enemies. Their “culture department” made using many English words illegal. All this, and they still have De Gaulle (oh, we’re sorry) to try to play the “high moral ground” card as they take a back seat in the world’s struggle to defeat an enemy that threatens the very fabric of western civilization. We understand they’re busy, but how much time does it take to practice weapons dropping and white-flag waving? Note: Per the "Hot
10 Things In Life That Will Make You Fell Better
1. Drama 2. Back stabbers 3. Cheaters 4. Head gamers 5. Two-faced 6. Fakes 7. Stuck up 8. shit talkers(bullshiters) 9. Followers 10. Liars Follow these 10 rules and your life will be soo much better :) Well since I cant write this on my statues because of what i'am about to write will be to big so I'am just going to post this up on my blog and hope u guys read it. Ever since I joined Ive changed alot in a bad way I dont go out, I dont play any video games that I spent my time on I miss my friends, This became an addictive to me in a bad way and I just wanna change back it sounds crazy but its the truth. Also i dont get the help when I need it, I helped out many and when I ask they dont respond soo its just not for me sry. I just wanna thank everyone who have been there for me ill always remember u guys, ill be on here but just to talk and give my points away to ppl that mean something to me. Goodluck everyone! K so to get this out of the way, the big reason why I can't purcha
Fuck
I dont understand can people not comprehend that i have lived one of the shittiest lifes possible and that i actually take responisibility for it being that way lol i mean shit i get over my personal issues constantly and just try to live life one day at a time but noone else seems to be able to keep there personal problems from over running into other peoples lives mainly mine look im sorry if your dog pissed on your leg or if you fucked someone last night and your shit fell of this mornin im sorry and look im sorry if you have a shitty job like mine and you only make a hundred a week when your worth thousands more im sorry if you just got told you have 1 year left to live im sorry i really am but i didnt have a fuckin thing to do with any of that so im sorry but kiss my fuckin ass
Lifes Fuck Up's
Last call to wake me up and stumble to the streetDon't know if I'm coming or going (one more drink)So called friends long since departed in the nightTomorrow morning they'll exaggerate and tell me varied liesIf they only knew what I have seen and what I have been throughThe truth is bottled up inside 100 proofAnother weekend spent alone time passing byToo drunk to pick up the receiverFeeble attempts to help me go ignoredDon't have the energy or will power to make it anymoreIf they only kew what I have seen and what I have been throughThe truth is bottled up inside 100 proof Do you ever wonder where you could have been if you made different choices... I've been thinking a lot about that lately.. one particular thing is when I was 22 I got a kick ass opportunity... I started interning in a recording studio in downtown hollywood. I got invited by someone that was recording in the studio to come help out at one of there shows.. He said he'd throw a band T-shirt on me and I can help load
Fu-ucked By Gigi - Or How Stupid Can Someone (me) Be?
My Music Days...
I'm sitting here utterly perplexed at myself - tears in my eyes, yet a smile on my face. I lost someone who I had gotten to know as a very good friend, and someone most of you are familiar with - Warrant's former frontman, Jani Lane. I thought I'd share some of my favorite times with him:     It was November of 1996 in Detroit, and I was with Warrant, L.A. Guns and Bang Tango. This wasn't just any show - this night Warrant was recording a live album. I was so geeked that I don't know how I kept myself together. One person on my friend list, Viva, was there with a few other friends I brought that night.     Before the big night at Harpo's, I had arranged for something special with my friends. It was gonna be manic that night at the club, so I took them to meet Warrant and the L.A. Guns at a private meet-n-greet earlier that day. We had some fun hanging with the Guns at first and then went to chill with Warrant.     Now, not only was this day big for the obvious reaso
Waves Upon The Beach
Why do the waves lap upon the beach shore .. why do they endlessly grasp to hold and to feel the sand and shore beneath there watery kiss ... I see my self as the ocean ...alone in its self ... reaching for its love ..but never to have or hold it. Yet the ocean is not sad .. no.. It grasps and reaches still to touch its desire for only those brief moments before returning in on itself once again... The days and weeks go by and the ocean still reaches for the sands.. the earth it so dearly loves and desires.. It never tires or grows weary after the centuries ... it is still there by the sweet sands of time and there it will always be ..as I will you my love.. I will always be here ..right by your side ...reaching for you ..but not becoming weary or discouraged when I cannot touch you .. I will be grateful to have the spiritual love we so clearly have defined as rare .. and I will remain right here .. lapping at your toes ...just to refresh and refill your spirit... with lo
Tales Of A Tattooed Love Boy
Its so damn irritating to not be able to see the trail of things around you on your homepage. You can't see who likes you or rates you or buys you drinks or jack shit   I get the site went down two days ago!!!! But damn can't we get this working soon. Maybe they should give everyone some Fubucks or some bling to compensate for the inconvience of not being able to see the shit we can always see.  Not that they will do that or hell not that they will even ever see this rant. Fuck its just so damn irritating. You can see mumms and thats it. FUCK THAT> Idon't know if people have noticed or not but I have. I click that LIKE button for every new person that pops up on my screen. IS it really that HARD to click a button and LIKE someone back. It takes less than a second. How the hell can you not like people back. ITs rude uncalled for and Disrespectful.    Yes I realize  that we miss a few here and there. But Ive liked over a 1000 people just today and i have 100 likes. like 10 percent o
Ordinary World
Came in from a rainy Thursday on the avenue,Thought I heard you talking softly.I turned on the lights, the TV and the radio,Still I can't escape the ghost of you.What has happened to it all?"Crazy," some would say.Where is the life that I recognize?Gone away...But I won't cry for yesterday, there's an ordinary world,Somehow I have to find.And as I try to make my way to the ordinary world,I will learn to survive.Passion or coincidence once prompted you to say:"Pride will tear us both apart."Well now pride's gone out the window, cross the rooftops, run away,Left me in the vacuum of my heart.What is happening to me?"Crazy," some would say.Where is my friend when I need you most?Gone away...But I won't cry for yesterday, there's an ordinary world,Somehow I have to find.And as I try to make my way to the ordinary world,I will learn to survive.(Ooh, Ahh, Ooh)Papers in the roadside tell of suffering and greed.Fear today, forgot tomorrow... oohHere beside the news of holy war and holy need,Our

THERES SOMETHING GOING ON INSIDE ME AND IM NOT SUREWHAT IT IS, ALTHOUGH I DO KNOW WHY ITS HAPPENING AND WHO'S THE CAUSE OF IT I GUESS AFTER ALL THE HELL & PAIN, HEARTACHE,YRS OF BEING USED,ABUSED AND MISTREATED( 4 MOST OF MY LIFE) I HAD TRUELY GIVEN UP ON EVER FINDING ANYTHING CLOSE TO REAL LOVE, ANYTHING REAL AT ALL MUCH TO MY SURPRISE A WHILE BACK I FOUND OUT THAT SOMEONE I HAVE LOVED IN SECRET, THAT I HAVE LONGED FOR AND DREAMED OF FOR QUIET SOMETIME, DOES INFACT FEEL THAT WAY ABOUT ME. IN THE SHORT AMOUT OF TIME I HAVE GOTTEN TO SPEND WITH HIM I HAVE FELT THINGS I DIDNT KNOW I COULD, HE HAS BROUGHT THINGS ALIVE IN ME THAT I NEVER KNEW WAS THERE AND THE LOOK IN HIS EYES WHEN HE LOOKS AT ME IS SOMETHING OUT OF A DREAM. I AM SURE THAT EVERY GIRL OUT THERE DREAMS OF FINDING LOVE, MOST DO I GUESS BUT IN ALL HONESTY AFTER ALL THESE YEARS I HAD MORE THAN GAVE UP ON IT COMPLETELY! AND NOW I FIND THAT WHAT MY BROTHER TOLD ME WAS TRUE, HE SAID I NEEDED TO STOP LOOKING FOR IT AND LET I
Ass
Life is all about ass. You're either married to an ASS divorcing an ASS or trying to forget an ASS. You're either working your ass off, sweating your ass off, laughing your ass off, kicking ass, kissing ass, spanking ass, hauling ass, wiping ass, busting ass, shaking your ass, or trying to get a piece of ass! Or, you ARE an ass? If you agree with this.... pass the ass (_!_)
North Face Outlet
Whom says skiing are just for men? Women get pleasure from winter sports to boot - most definitely skiing! It can be a great sports activity for everyone who desires to chase the the winter season blues at bay. For women, it is particularly hard to buy female's ski garment. However, it is critical to get the appropriate Jackets to protect yourself from the cold.Like dressing to get a winter, you want layers plus layers for clothing to remain yourself hot while skiing. Thermal lingerie are usually put into use as the for starters layer connected with clothing. It is followed by a new high-quality turtle neck the top to the protect every aspect of your chest from the North Face Jackets elements. Environments pants are great when it comes to ski, as they deliver maximum proper protection. These important elements, combined with vital accessories just like winter less difficult, goggles, the best ski jumper and safety gloves will make ones own ski wardrobe complete. Might ski f
Just Thoughts
As I sit on the toolbox of my old truck watching the horse slow eat hay and watching the sun fade into the western horizon I think "this is a mighty nice site". I hear the cicada's singing their lonesome song in the trees, the crickets slowly star to come from hiding to enjoy the on-coming night, the coyote howling somewhere in the distance calling for the rest of the pack, and just then a lone doe barely visible in the fading light walks from the brush sniffing the air wondering if it's safe to come from hiding for a drink before scaveging for food during the night. I dare not make a move knowing she would see and run for her life. She jumps the fence and slowly walks to the water trough taking a drink and then another and walks away. The dog sitting there keeping a ever faithful watch for varmits, snakes and such. Ears percking up and listening to every song the night has to bring. Even though it was a sight to see it still missed something of being perfect, that special someone sitt
Things I Learned From Porn...
1. Women wear high heels to bed . 2. Men are never impotent. 3. When going down on a woman 10 seconds is more than satisfactory. 4. If a woman gets busted masturbating by a strange man, she will not scream with embarrassment, but rather insist he have sex with her. 5. Women smile appreciatively when men splat them in the face with sperm. 6. Women enjoy having sex with ugly, middle-aged men. 7. Women moan uncontrollably when giving a blowjob. 8. Women always orgasm when men do. 9. A blowjob will always get a woman off a speeding ticket. 10. All women are noisy fucks. 11. People in the 70s couldn’t fuck unless there was a wild guitar solo in the background. 12. Those tits are real. 13. A common and enjoyable sexual practice for a man is to take his half-erect penis and slap it repeatedly on a woman’s butt. 14. Men always groan “OH YEAH!” when they cum. 15. If there are two of them they “high five” each other. (and the girl isn’t dis
Shatered
The Dreams I had of us are now Shattered The Hopes I had of us are now Shattered The Life we should have had is now Shattered The heart you promised to protect is now Shattered The promises you made are all Shattered The smile you gave me is now Shattered Forever is now never and will always be Shattered You walked away Shattered Your words are all Shattered Me and You and now Shattered.
Application For Lovers
CUT AND PASTE AND REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. LET THE FUN BEGIN......... 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Boob size, if a girl?? 4. Favorite position ? 5. Do you think I'm hot? 6. Would you have sex with me? 7. lights on or off? 8. Would you have to be drunk? 9. Would you take a shower with me? 10. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 11. Would you leave after or stay the night? 12. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 13. Condom or skin? 14. Do you give Oral pleasures 15. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 16. Have sex on the first date? 17. Would you kiss me during sex? 18. Do you think I would be good in bed? 19. Threesome? 20. Would you make me scream your name? 21. How many times would you like to cum? 22. Would you use me as a booty call? 23. Can I use you as a booty call? 24. Do you like foreplay? 25. What is foreplay to you? 26. Can we take pictures of the act? 27. Woul
My Thoughts
Hygiene People! Please   I will be the first to admit that my pictures are not perfect. That being said.... I have been noticing more and more salutes with dirty nasty hands. WTH!?! Do you not wash your hands ever? I don't understand this at all. I wonder if these people are even aware of how dirty their hands are? UGH! And I'm not just talking about guys here, there are females with nasty finger nails in their salutes.. I just don't get it.     Another thing I find repulsive.... The Brown Tongue (I'm sure this is from your smokes or your coke) that is really disgusting. Please keep your nasty tongue in your mouth.. ugh   Come on people clean it up a little.
Stop Pretending
Why? do I act like someone else? Am I not good enough to just be me? Why do I have to expose my body to get attention? Is my mind not good enough? Why do I act like a slut to get attention? Is this the way of the world that I must succumb to? Why do I lie to other human beings? And tell them what they want to hear so I can get what I want? Buy me a drink Buy me this buy me that and I will love you forever. Rate me 11 1/2 and I will be yours forever (LIKE HELL I WILL) I took a look at the top chicks and I was blown away! They look like rejects from the pig farm. Why are they the top chicks? MMMM let's see. Cause they have a paid account? Cause they know how to bullshit people to get want they want. And what they want is to be top chick here. And what do they get for it?????????????????MONEY? NO FAME NO So why do it???? Cause they need the feeling of power. But guess what. You do not have the power. FUBAR just FUCKED you. Your all that on fubar and nothing in real life.
This Is Awesome&totally True.hope You Guy's Like My Cool Story.
Oh man I love my life.It's story time children,I know it's not time for bed,but hopefully a good laugh will get your day started great&it'll stay that way.Ok a few day's ago I was walking Sophie&I forgot the poopy bag,she goes potty&the lady across the street comes out hollering&sticking her nose in where it doesn't belong(wish I would have smashed her snoopy nose right in Sophie's dook)So I ask her for a bag she say's no I ain't got no bag,mind you she has two dog's of her own,so she basically wanted to make me look like an asshole.So I get walking turn around&she's still standing there staring me down,so I go back get in her face&chew her ass out,she goes running into the house like the coward that she is,you know the type talk the talk but they can't walk the walk,we most of you know I talk the talk,walk the walk&I don't take shit from anybody.I don't care who you are.So and this is the best part,you might want to pee before reading this.let me just say first that god work's in very
Mmmhmmm :p
Lmfao Must Read And Pass On To Friends
During a visit to the mental asylum, a visitor asked the Director how do you determine whether or not a patient should be institutionalized. "Well," said the Director, "we fill up a bathtub, then we offer a teaspoon, a teacup and a bucket to the patient and ask him or her to empty the bathtub." "Oh, I understand," said the visitor. "A normal person would use the bucket because it's bigger than the spoon or the teacup." "No." said the Director, "A normal person would pull the plug. Do you want a bed near the window?" ARE YOU GOING TO PASS THIS ON, OR DO YOU WANT THE BED NEXT TO MINE?
Still Scared About My Brain Surgery
i am afarid im gonna die in my brain surgery this next 2 weeks (whenever its scheduled) 24th or 31st. I realize that when they put me under, it may be the last time im alive. I have to go to a phsyical rehab to learn to talk and walk again afterwards (after im discharged from hosp). I will spend 4-5 days in ICU then 4 days or so on the medical floor. I will be gone from Fubarv up to 2 months. I want to get married to my BFF and g/f Metal Baby!!!! So she wont feel bad while im gone for that amount of time. Im scared. Is there anyone that can help me feel more positive about this?? Please talk to me. i need to talk to someone who can help me feel ok about this. Please keep me in your thpought. I need all the positive energy i can get. Especilly when they shave all my hair off--im gonna cry. Then donate it to Locks of Love. For kids with cancer anhd they can make a wig out of my hair for them. I have a wig already. So i guess im set. I dont want my hair gone. i have even written a will ju
Scared About My Surgery
I am having major sugery on the 24th or the 31st. All my doctors are talking w/each other before the surgery. Its brain surgery. I have a tumor that keeps growing and causing me horrendous headaches. I already had problems w/having headaches but these headaches are killer!!!! Make me wish i was dead when they hit they are just simply that bad. They dont know if its a cancerous tumor or not, but i guess i'll find out soon after surgery. Doc says i will be in ICU for 4-5 days and 4 more days on a regular floor. They dont want me to only rely on IV pain meds. But oral as well, cuz i wont have IVs when i go to the phsycial rehab i have to go to afterwards to recover. They feel i will have some problems speaking and walking so off i go again to a phsycial rehab. again!! I am scared that i might die during surgery. Or that i'll have irreversable brain damage. these are all possiblities. the surgeon is the best in Indiana, im told by other patients who he operated on. But w/having
Crazy
Its crazy how your silence gets to be another murder caseIts crazy how i trip like i didn't tie my shoe laceIts crazy how its so hard for me to be your baseIts crazy how other people put smiles on my faceIts crazy how those little things by you come by graceIts crazy how much your love i embraceIts crazy how loving you feels like i'm in a raceIts crazy how i can't catch your paceIts crazy how i love you and i'll give you spaceIts crazy how its crazy so watch this space 
Sister Murdered Hardest Thing
I Wrote this Before But Almost Deleted My Fubar Account and Deleted The Blog.But One Of The Hardest Things Ive ever Had To Deal With was Losing My Sister To Murder.{Feb 3rd 2006}.From My Mums Sounding so Hysterical when She called Me That Morning.And Crying and Saying My Sister Stephanie was Dead...At 1st When I Heard her I Thought she was gonna say something wrong with one of My Girls-I Couldnt handle that.But She Said Bobby-Stephanie Is Dead. I really couldnt Grasp what was being Said...In The Back of My Mind,I'm Thinking Ok She is Just Hurt Need to get her to the Hospital...But It Soon Was all sinking in That This was Reality and wasnt gonna be right or She wasnt coming back.Went To Greenville.It was a Huge Crime Scene.Roped Off.The Highway That Little Caesars Sat On Was Crowded...I Knew My Sister was In There.And Laying Dead in The Floor...Coroners,Police,Investigators were in there.Taking Pics.or whatever.........Had To Stop Just Thinking bout it Just Now....But its Ok.......Im W
What Did I Do Wrong?
SO I THOUGHT I WOULD WRITE A BLOG ABOUT MY NEW ELECTRIC TOY I HAVE ALWAYS WANTED BUT NEVER HAD THE GUTS TO BUY. WELL ALL IT DOES IS MAKE NOISE AND VIBRATE! i CAN NOT GET IT UP!!!
Reflections Of A Lycanthrope
SUMMERS EVE (BLUE MOON ON THE RISE)    Thu, August 30, 2012 - 8:24 PM Summers Eve is at hand and I will head into WolfHaven this long weekend to partake of Earth, Wind, Fire And Water. The Silver Goddess will rise almost directly through the trees in front of the Vesica Pisces in all her radiant glory and after rituals I will walk into the ghostly night to the Old Growth Forest to greet her. I will smell the damp earth and I will give offering and thanks to my Wolf Spirit Guide and we will both call out into the night. The following day I will sip sparkling wine and drift on the lake taking in the magnificent vestiges of summer as the colder nights give way to Autumn under a cobalt blue sky. That evening I will prepare a meal and set two places with wine and candle on the Vesica Pisces to welcome and honor those of you that cannot be here in person................. I will dress up in my black suit and I will raise my glass to all of you cuz that is how I roll. - Mikademus As I mov
Short Stories
Every muscle in my body screamed at me when I tried to stretch upon waking up, I laid there in bed debating if I should take a shower of soak in a nice hot bath to uncoil my tight aching muscles. I had only been in the house for a month and a half but I had been busy fixing up the old manor. My mind was still having a hard time believing that my fiancé had written a letter to his family attorney and asked that this old manor be left to me in the event that something ever happened to him.  All of my friends had told me that the thought was crazy, to leave the loft warehouse apartment that I owned and move to a foreign country.  My writing was selling well, but had suffered as of late there was inspiration; maybe this move was just what the doctor had ordered. The countryside was beautiful, and the old manor even though nobody had lived in it for years was still for the most part well kept. There was running water, and the electric worked. The attorney was kind enough to have the house i
Just Wow
This past week has been just wow ... It has been an emotional round of ACM (Look that up it's a military turm specifically fighter pilot turm)  And Right now I'm giddy. I need a Grinectomy (Surgical removal of the grin from the face a made up turm) And I beleive it is only going to get better. *Looks to his one sleeping peacefully* Yeah only going to get amazing. For I have found her. *Looks to who I have to thank for this* Thank you for everything, and especially for introducing us I don't regret a thing.
Song Lyrics
[Chorus - Lil Wayne] You had a lot of crooks tryna steal your heart Never really had luck, couldn’t never figure out How to love, how to love You had a lot of moments that didn’t last forever Now you in the corner tryna put it together How to love, how to love [Hook - Lil Wayne] For a second you were here, now you over there It’s hard not to stare, the way you moving your body Like you never had a love, never had love [Verse 1 - Lil Wayne] When you was just a young’un, your looks were so precious But now your grown up, so fly it’s like a blessing But you can’t have a man look at you for 5 seconds Without you being insecure You never credit yourself so when you got older It’s seems like you came back 10 times over Now you’re sitting here in this damn corner Looking through all your thoughts and looking over your shoulder [Chorus - Lil Wayne] See you had a lot of crooks tryna steal your heart Never really had luck, couldn’t never f
My Crazy Nsfw Stories
He watches his mistresses Hounds wrestle and spar as he leans over kisses the back of her head and says “Milady may I make a suggestion” she  looks at him and says “ what does my Alpha ask of me?” I would recommend a prize for the victor of say a tournament” he replied. She smiles and asks “now what type of tournament should it be”  he ponders for a bit then replies “mayhap a series of duels then tactical challenges as well as something sexual, milady” she places a gentle yet firm hand on the most inner part of her alphas thigh...gently massaging him, she smiles wickedly at his rapid breathing.....will you show me what the victors prizes will be, action by pleasurable action he looks pleadingly into her eyes " you would be they’re prize? I had not thought of that. had meant to give them a choice of all the women of the house"  “no…I just want to feel what you would instruct them to do to their prize…”
Wish You Were Here
Wish You Were HereWish You Were Here... Me, oh, my country man, Wish You Were Here... I Wish You Were Here... Don't you know, the snow is getting colder, And I miss you like hell, And I'm feeling blue... I've got feelings for you, Do you still feel the same? From the first time I laid my eyes on you, I felt joy of living, I saw heaven in your eyes... In your eyes... Wish you were here... Me, oh, my country man, Wish You Were Here... I Wish You Were Here... Don't you know the snow is getting colder, And I miss you like hell... And I'm feeling blue... I miss your laugh, I miss your smile, I miss everything about you... Every second's like a minute, Every minute's like a day When you're far away... The snow is getting colder, baby, I Wish You Were Here... A battlefield of love and fear, And I Wish You Were Here... I've got feelings for you, From the first time I laid my eyes on you...
Jyfn
I would like to thank all the new family members for adding and fam'n the family page. The next step is if anyone knows of someone that might be good for the family send them this way and we will get them up and runing on the family page. My goal is to spread the family across fu but only with ppl who will be loyal and dependable. Sp lets spread the word and bring in new family. Thank you and love to all my family.   DevilDog JYFN FNDR
Nothin To You
the distance between us,  its killing me,  the words spoken between us,  they are hurting me,  the look in my eyes when you walked away, unforgetable to me,  my brokenheart? meaningless to you, the tears i cried,nothing to you, the look in my eyes when i walked away, forgetable to you, what you mean to me, everything, what i would give to have you back,  everything,  what would it change? nothing,  why would it change nothing? cuz to you i mean nothing,  i am nothing,  and nothing will change that, 
Baby
A Woman's Worth You could buy me diamonds , you could buy me pearlsTake me on a cruise around the worldBaby you know I’m worth itDinner lit by candles, run my bubble bathMake love tenderly to last and lastBaby you know I’m worth itWanna please wanna keep wanna treat your woman rightNot just told but to show she is worth your timeYou will lose if you choose to refuse to put her firstShe will if she can’t find a man who knows her worth, mhmnCuz a real man knows a real woman when he sees herAnd a real woman knows a real man ain’t afraid to please herAnd a real woman knows a real man always comes firstAnd a real man just can’t deny a woman’s worthIf you treat me fairly I’ll give you all my goodsTreat you like a real woman shouldBaby I know your worth itIf you never play me , promise not to bluffI’ll hold it down when it get’s ruffBaby I know your worth itShe rolls the mile makes you smil
Numbers
The custom originated in Germany during the seventh century when the triangular outline of a fir tree was used to illustrate the Holy Trinity. Five centuries later the fir had replaced the oak as "God's tree" and was hung upside down in  houses during the festive season.   source: Jacquie Lawson dot com   This list is for informative purposes only and does not constitute an endorsement or recommendation by the United States Department of Vetrans Affairs. The United States does not warrant or guarantee the products, services or information provided.    Applebee's- free meal, Friday, Nov. 11: Applebee's is offering a free meal to military veterans and active-duty service members on Veteran's Day, Friday, Nov. 11. 2011. There will be 7 entrees to choose from. Military ID or proof of service required. Find locations at http://applebees.com/. Chili's- free meal, Friday, Nov. 11. Chili's is offering all military verterans past and present their choice of one of 6 meals. This
Heartbreak.
Heartbreak is a bad thing no matter how many times it happens to you. You never get over it quickly and it always hurts! See I've never been good at expressing my self or telling other my feelings now I have lost someone I care about very much by keeping it bottled up, am I to go through life alone? Who knows but will I settle for whats there or will I find love again? 
Mother.
THIS WAS FOR MY MOTHER BEFORE SHE DIED AND ITS HER BIRTHDAY TODAY... God bless you mom I love you may you ever rest in peace mwah xxxI LOVE YOU MOTHER... These tears are not of joy,But of sorrow as you can see.They're for my dear mother,Who is very sick indeed. I want to help her get better,But this will never be so.For she turned my offer down,And blatantly said NO. So all I can do now,Is sit and watch with fright.As mother slowly dwindles from me,And far beyond my sight. I hope gods place is ready,For someone as dear as my mother.For
Fire
I have been in Firefighting since I was 20 years Old I enjoy it greatly.
The Seraph's Heart
"I won't believe in heaven or hellNo saints, no sinners, no devil as wellNo pearly gates, no thorny crownYou're always letting us humans downThe wars you bring, the babes you drownThose lost at sea and never foundAnd it's the same the whole world 'roundThe hurt I see helps to compoundThat father, son and holy ghostIs just somebody's unholy hoaxAnd if you're up there you'll perceiveThat my heart's here upon my sleeveIf there's one thing I don't believe in its you dear god!!"  by xtc
Thank You Mom
I received a message, from out of the blue. It said I was surfing the web, then I found you. My intention wasn't, to hurt you like that. Tears formed as I, thought back. You were probably sitting in church, putting on your little act. Not wondering for one second, where your little girl was at. You never meant to you say, well you did just the same. The only thing you have ever give me, is my name. Although I do not claim it, and I never will again. You made sure of that, way back when. I was a scared little girl, needing you so. I'm a grown ass woman now, it's time to let go. Of you, and the pain, you are responsible for. I will never again, walk through that door. I don't need to know why, you would expose me to such. I needed you then, but now, not so much. Your granddaughter, will never know you, she will never feel my pain. Everything I suffered and lost, will be her gain. I guess I should be thanking you, for everything you have done. Because
To The One...you Know Who You Are...
  You called me the strong one, and I know this is true. You have helped me so much. I'm so blessed to have you. You have inspired me, in so many ways. I will look forward, and try my hardest to regain those days. The ones we shared, the emotions involved. I know it's not going to be easy, to be resolved. I was afraid and, shut you out. I couldn't believe the truth, I had my doubts. It never happens that way for me, no one has ever loved me so easily. But you do, and I'm sorry. I know that now. I hope you find your way back to me, somehow. Until that times comes, I am grateful just the same. To have ever had the pleasure, of simply knowing your name.
8-27-11
I looked beyond your flesh Your painted eyes and face Your grossly adorned ears, tongue,hand, and neck Your clothing that is nothing but a public display of a whore Your dyed hair attempting to make you look younger and exotic   You disgust me You are no better than the whore on the street Full of seed from men Vagina stretched and mangled from the sick fucks that would fill you Your breath of rotting flesh   You display no integrity No loyalty No fealty No devotion And no love   You fuck anything that moves Anyone that spends thousands of dollar upon you Anyone that dolls you up You may not fuck them, but you're a whore just like the one on the street   You tell me to trust you You tell me you won't lie to me You tell me that you love me Hah! You love nothing but your own demoralized, self-loathing   I deserve true, unrequited, love Devotion, trust, loyalty, fealty, Adoration, and caring compassion Not the filth of this world you wallow in.   ----- FSI
The Deep Pit
The thigns i didn't believe have tourted me for many years who was to think that i could be so blind, to the systematic crash of the darkness in my world the apolypise has begun in my soul.....   Black skies hang over my head another moment i could be dead looking through the vail  thats cracked i probaly shouldn't think back darknes wraped around a broken soul this world has turned him cold rooted in the a darkness he cannot surivive he won't make it in time   DARKNESS IS GRIPPING WRENCHING ITS TWISTING GRASPING HIS HEART BRAKING IT INSIDE AND I CAN'T FIND A REASON WHY NO HOPE FROM EITHER SIDE THE LIGHT BETRAYS THE DARKNESS IS THE ONLY THING THAT STAYS!!   NOW HE RUNS AWAY FROM THE  PAIN TRYING TO SO HARD TO GET AWAY NO HOPE WILL EVER SAVE HIS LIFE THE END IS COMING ON SIDE!   i can't breath i won't see the sun agian arising on the bridge the ending comes i can't see a way nothing will remai the same WHEN DARKNESS GRIPS IT'S HAND AND TWISTS THE L
Geography Of A Woman And A Man
Between 18 and 22, a woman is like Africa - half discovered, half wild, fertile and naturally beautiful! Between 23 and 30, a woman is like Europe -well-developed and open to trade, especially for something of real value. Between 31 and 35, a woman is like Spain - very hot, relaxed, and convinced of her own beauty. Between 36 and 40, a woman is like Greece & gently aging, but still a warm and desirable place to visit. Between 41 and 50, a woman is like Great Britain, with a glorious and all-conquering past... Between 51 and 60, a woman is like Israel - has been through war, doesn't make the same mistakes twice, and takes care of business. Between 61 and 70, a woman is like Canada - cool, self-preserving, but open to meeting new people. After 70, she becomes Tibet - wildly beautiful, with a mysterious past and the wisdom of the ages.... an adventurous spirit and a thirst for spiritual knowledge. THE GEOGRAPHY OF A MAN Between 1 and 80, a man is like Iran - ruled by a couple of nuts.
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One Day...
The hand on the clock, just won't rewind. Take me back to that, moment in time. To that very second, I let fear shine it's light, down on me and my mind, leaving you behind. You've never left, me from the inside. I know you are with me, but choosing to hide. I understand, really I do. I wish I could, make it up to you. I cannot say, I'm sorry too much. Even though those words, simply aren't enough. To erase what I've done, the hurt within. I can only pray, one day, you'll let me back in.
Under Attack
Lying in bed, tossing around in my sheets. I can feel you, ripping it from my body underneath. It's a pain, you cannot describe. Something unseen, disguised. The pressure is just, to much to bear. What once was strong, is no longer there. Everyone has a soul, they say. I had one, then threw it away. Now I'm fighting the pain, because I want it back. My heart, my body and my mind, are under attack.
Someone Who Knows
There are two halves to every whole. Two lives sharing one soul. At the end of every rainbow, lies a pot of gold. Until you reach it? A part of you is gone. Some search a lifetime, never knowing where they belong. When that light shines through? The one made, especially for you. Grab onto it, as tightly as you can. It's a gift, it's yours, it is part of your plan. Don't let it slip away. Don't you dare let it go. Take it from me. Someone who knows.
If Only
I feel you here, You've been here all along. Disguising yourself, waiting for the perfect moment. Infection set in, Injected by the poison you sent. First up then down. Me, my life, my town. Go ahead and smile, it's okay. But I feel you within me each day. Building me up, to be knocked down again. I am playing a game, I can't seem to win. Each time something great makes it's way inside. You show yourself, refusing to hide. Misery and pain, haven't you brought me enough. I can't handle much more, just good at playing tough. I see her face and I know why I am here. Although I feel you, death is near. If I am here one day, then gone the next. Absorb all my presents, my love's depth. For it runs deep, strong and pure. If only it was your love, instead of this disease. I could die knowing there was no cure.
I Shed A Tear
I shed a tear, cause you greeted me with open arms. I shed a tear, cause of a sweet kiss. I shed a tear, cause you touched my heart. I shed a tear, cause you took the time to hear me. I shed a tear, cause i love you. I shed a tear, cause of a dream. I shed a million tears cause it was not meant to be. I shed more tears cause soon the miles will grow between us. I shed not a tear, but a smile knowing you will be a friend for life.
A What Is The Question
A daughter unwanted, but kept at birth. A slave to many, buried in the dirt. A victim, a prisoner to his ways. A friend stabbed in the heart, then thrown away. A girlfriend, beaten down to size. Praying through swollen eyes. A wife, tossed to the side, forgotten and alone. A mother wise, bitter and strong. A fighter working her way through school. A protector from a world so cruel. A singer, blaring out all her fears. A survivor drowning in tears.
I'll Find A Way
Death sentence poison inside these veins. What was once pure, only evil remains. Staining it's innocence, by colors of black. Leaving it's mark, En-denting your tracks. Through each an every cell that disappears. You are with me, even in my tears. You drain me dry, take all that you can. I can't fight you back, for you're not a man. You leave me helpless and weak, But my strength will prevail. There is nothing too deep. No obstacle will stand in my way. I will win, I'll find a way.
I Dare You
A dare you say? Yes, those were my words? I can repeat them. If that’s what you prefer? You see, I’m not afraid of you anymore. You can’t hurt me, like you did before. The scars I carry are nothing but a reminder. I no longer look through swollen eyes, I wear no blinders. I see you now for what you truly are. A beast, not a man, just another monster. That little girl you abused in the past. She died where you left her, lying in the shattered glass. A woman takes her place, and she is not afraid. She’s not your servant, punching bag or maid. I am no longer your victim, I have escaped your demon. You’re on the other side now, rotting in prison. You are where you belong, and yes I put you there. Not an ounce of fear within me, regardless of your stare. I will sit on that stand with my head held high. Tell the jury my story of abuse, how I almost died. And for no reason at all, I was merely a child. I wasn‘t bad, didn‘t misbeha
Someone Hear Me
Mouth moving, But with no words. Is it so much to ask, To just be heard. I have so much to say, Yet, no one hears a thing. Like a child without a smile, A diamond without a ring. Screaming, At the top of my lungs. I am begging, Please hear me someone.
Behind These Hazel Eyes
Like a sinking ship, dragging you down under. I'm worse than the lightning following the thunder. Like the plague, that infected my town. The only path im headed on, is down. It's just my way, it's who I am. Like junk mail, the unwanted spam. That's me, no escaping it, time for me to realize. Nothing but pain and regret, hidden behind these hazel eyes.
Starving
Thirsty, starving for more. Always lacking, closed doors. Either there's a wall or a bridge for me to cross. Both dry. not damp, a reason without a cause. Running through the tunnel, towards the light. It's bound to be there, something has to go right. I can see it, I feel it all the time. It's etched into this soul of mine. It's there, but out of reach. So much to say, with loss of speech. Pounding heart, refusing to burn out. It's so intense, yet, without any doubt. I will not stop, until the light soaks me in. Feels my warmth, absorbs my beauty within.
Random
You know that you have made true friends when you meet people on fubar and they are willing to be there for you no matter what is going on.  You can always count on them to talk to when you need help.  If you are having issues no matter how big or how small the issues are you have someone to talk to.  They always have advice when you are in need of it.  They are also willing to open their home to you when you are going to be spending the holiday alone.   I am glad that i have made such good friends on fubar.  It is nice to have someone to talk to and to get advice from when i am in need of it.  Even when i dont say that there is something wrong they know that there is due to the way that i talk.  They know how to cheer me up when i am in need of that.     These friends know who They are and i am greatful that i have met them.  I dont know where i would be without them.   Thank You both sooo much for everything. ok... WTF   one min you are owning me and ppl are buying me from yo
Poetry
I used to have a comfort zone where I knew I wouldn't fail. The same four walls and busywork were really more like jail. I longed so much to do the things I'd never done before, But stayed inside my comfort zone and paced the same old floor.     I said it didn't matter that I wasn't doing much. I said I didn't care for things like commission checks and such. I claimed to be so busy with the things inside the zone, But deep inside I longed for something special of my own.     I couldn't let my life go by just watching others win. I held my breath; I stepped outside and let the change begin. I took a step and with new strength I'd never felt before, I kissed my comfort zone goodbye and closed and locked the door.     If you're in a comfort zone, afraid to venture out, Remember that all winners were at one time filled with doubt. A step or two and words of praise can make your dreams come true. Reach for your future with a smile; success is there for you! If I had win
Traceys Place
It is a great accomplishment to have known the reality that stares at you in the face. I'm not a follower, I'm not a tag along however, I stand individually, with pride. I stand strong!  The most important ingredient we put into any relationship is not what we say or what we do, but what we are. And if our words and our actions come from superficial human relations techniques (the Personality Ethic) rather than from our own inner core (the Character Ethic), others will sense that duplicity. We simply won't be able to create and sustain the foundation necessary for effective interdependence   Rebel with a flaming heart, always ready to take on anything that may stand before me. Business minded, bubbly, free spirited, and a true passion for beaches , water and the sun to fall upon my face. With that being said, I'm also the kind of person you need a knife to cut through to get to the heart of me (metaphorically speaking) in any situation. What can I say...I am a little more complicate
Daily Rants
As a parent, you want to take all of your child's fears and pain away and give them answers to questions that are about to push them off of that emotional ledge.  I can't take my son's fears and pain away, and I don't have any answers to his questions that are pushing us BOTH off that emotional ledge that life has put us...   Three weeks ago,  my son came over with his wife and my two grand babies.  He had informed me that he's been suffering from groin pain for awhile, and had found a lump in his testicle.  He made an appointment with his MD who peformed a panel of tests and an ultrasound.  While waiting for the results we were just being us, joking and knowing that it wasn't anything bad because after all, we are invincible. A day or two passed when he got the call that he had Testicular Cancer, and he would have to have it removed ASAP.  He would also have to undergo a CT scan to make sure it hadn't spread.  With Testicular cancer it begins in the testicle, then sp
Why
I look in the mirror and see a girl, Who is staring back at me. I don't know who she is, Because she's not the girl I wana be. She puts a smile on, While inside she is falling apart. She says, "I'm okay", As pain fills her heart. She pretends not to care, As everyone slowly walks away. She hides behind her mask, And pretends to be okay. She is scared to open up, And call someone her best friend.They all turn out the same, And never really care in the end. She is scared to let people close, It always ends up as heartache. She decides to trust someone, But it always ends up as a big mistake. She feels like a stranger in her own home, Like she doesn't even belong. She tries the best she can, But it always seems to be wrong. She freezes up at the word "love", People throw it around too much. Her muscles constrict, As she is afraid to be touched. She has ideas for the future, Hopes and dreams of her own. But she doesn't hold her breath, Because disappointment is all she has ever known. She
Nsfw Stories That I Have Written
your sitting on a couch and a blindfold covers u from behind... you feel a set of hands undress you and kiss you... you feel a sent of hand and lips going all over your body slowly... you feel the lips go down between your thighs... until u feel ur clit getting sucked on and nibbled....you moan and groan as you get wetter and wetter... you beg for a kiss but the lips keeps eating your sweet pussy until you cant take it any more then you get a kiss so u can taste your sweet jucies... as u kiss u feel a hard cock slid in your wet pussy....it goes in and out slowly and goes faster and harder until u cant take it any more and scream in ectasy....you are then flipped over and the cock is slid in from behind you feel the cock going in harder and faster as you feel a spanking and your hair pulled you scream again as you cum harder then before....then u get a kiss and the person is gone... you take off the blind fold and fall asleep wondering if it was all a dream You come to the door of the h
That's All I Can Say
I'm not fake, and I do not hide. The way I am, how I feel inside. If I am feeling it, I'm going to write it down. These words are to YOU, how I'm feeling right now. Hands shaking at this very, moment in time. Because I can feel your heart, beating with mine. I have lost enough to know, that life does goes on. But I have never loved like this, I know where I belong. To say I love you, is the truth, but still. Even that word, isn't powerful enough to express how I feel. The world stops, and my heart begins to pound. As if, my feet, are being lifted off the ground. Everything makes sense, when I think of you. Like anything is possible, my dreams can come true. So to YOU, my Baby, the love of my life. All I can say is you're with me, every day and night.
Help Me Out Father Time
Hands go back and forth, not knowing what to do. As I wipe the tears away, thinking of you. How I screwed up, and threw it away. Not taking control, of my emotions that day. Come on Father Time, give me a break. Please just let me, fix my mistake.
Whatever It Cost
I prayed for the first time in a while.I need to find the realism,behind this smile.I am asking for help.Please guide my way.Searching for the light,getting darker by the day.My heart is pounding,and it appears to be lost.Can you please help me find it?I'm willing to pay,whatever it cost.
Oracle
Okay, I normally could care less about leveling but I'd like to become one to use some special abilities.  Any suggestions on how? 
Life
Christmas poem TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT, OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE SOLDIERS WHO WERE WILLING TO FIGHT. SOON ROUND THE W
Delete Yourself
the mind wwanders away from me, i search but nothing is there. why, i ask, is there no one for me to love? i get no reply. am i not worthy of a lover, only worthy of a lyer? can i not be what someone needs me to be. NO, i am better than the rest of them, and yet, i still stand alone, not so much in the dark, but in the shallow waters of the life that i failed to live. i miss them so much i can no longer feel normal pain, but i can feel the void of a life lost. so, with that being said, i leave this mind and find another place to run and hide. inside myself, i hide. in the night, the moon so bright the trees slowly sway the first hint of light, a lover heald tight the promise of the day the springtime flowers, the april showers anew year will begin the frozen pond, the leaves have gone all things must have an end do i dare stop,stop, sing and smile and seize the precarious day or be now old cold and bitter and slowly waste away there is a fine line between life and existamce.
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Poems
He came and took me by the hand, up to a red rose tree, He kept His meaning to Himself, but gave a Rose to me I did not pray him to lay bare, the mystery to me,  enough the rose was Heaven to smell, and His own face to see   ~Ralph Hodgson I watch you from afar,wishing you were mine,wishing that is me with you having great times,wishing your arm was over my shoulder,wishing you would kiss me,wishing that other girl would dissapear,replacing her me,but sometimes that only happens to a lucky girl crushing on you behind your back,and Im hoping that girl is me When I close my eyes, I see youWhen I open them a raiser tear fallsWhen I’m restless, I’m thinking of youWhen I go to sleep, You’re there beside me…smilingWhen I wake up, I scream because you’re not thereIf you were MINE, I’d say I luv u and meen itif you we
Wish..
You Didnt See Me
I saw you when you looked at me in my bike gear and hugged your purse closer to you in the grocery store line.   But, you didn't see me, put an extra £10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday.   I saw you, pull your child closer when we passed each other in town.   But, you didn't see me, playing Santa at the local kids disco.   I saw you, change your mind about going into the restaurant.   But, you didn't see me, attending a meeting to raise more money for the disaster relief.   I saw you, roll up your window and shake your head when I rode by.   But, you didn't see me, riding behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window.   I saw you, frown at me when I smiled at your children.   But, you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless.   I saw you, stare at my long hair.   But, you didn't see me, and my friends cut ten inches off for charity.   I saw you, roll your eyes at my leather jacket and gloves.   But,
Boomy Conest
Tonight at 8pm Central I will be holding a random drawing for a boomy. Rules 1. Once there is 30 people in the lounge Social Disorder http://fubar.com/lounge/80484 2. goto http://fubar.com/lounge/80484 and become a member 3. Be there at 8 pm Central time 9 east or 6 west 4. Must be present to win. Be there........
Poem: No One's Home
Curled up on the floor Tears streaming down my face All I think is how did it end up like this?   No ones home and I wonder, Will they ever find me? I feel so lost and lonely   I hug my knees to my chest, Waiting for the pain to go away And for the tears to stop flowing   I don’t want to be here anymore But there’s no where else to go There is no escape from myself   And there’s no one left to help me There’s no one left at all No one left but me
Love And Lust
Each shall have a room, as they are distinctAs love is blind, lust has eyes wide open for its gamesAs love is day, lust is the night at the barAs love speaks the truth, lust can just lay silent looking for the tasty frothLove need not be beautiful but lust makes it a requisiteLove may abstain, but lust cannotBy its nature it thrives in banquetsLove is pure but lust goes to mud in all wild wrestling for what it desiresI can love you without lustBut you may not like it after allI love and lust youAnd in youLove and lust shallHold hands, kiss tight, hiss all the nightLove and lustThe two becoming oneTo both of usSo this union may lastThis communion of souls. 
Demons Desires
AI was sitting at the computer playing a game on face book when the phone rang.                 “Hello, hey Katie what’s up?” “Wanted to know if you wanted to go out with some of the girls tonight? We’re going to a new exhibit at the museum.”                 “I don’t know, have to get up early tomorrow for work. What time does this exhibit start?” “Believe it or not the exhibit starts at midnight; it’s a Dark Art Exhibit. The flyer that I picked up says that there will be a lot of dark art, statues, and people who claimed they have seen demons and the devil. Just thought that it might help with your stories, you know give you some inspiration. You were the one who was talking about wanting to write something totally new and different.” Katie was giggling as she spoke.                 “You’re a brat, I don’t care if you are my best friend or not. You knew that there was no way I could say no t
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the names james and a few thing about me easy going pron to vilences and my kids are my life and thats about all i have to say
Just So You Know
I'm not looking for pity, just getting this out. Can't deal, and this is the only way I know how. Being in love is not my reward, it's my punishment. I fucked it up, my time to vent. About why, and how bad it hurts. Feeling as if, I'm face down in the dirt. At a dead end, not knowing what to do. I'm probably, looking like a fool to you. But that matters not, not important to me. I deserve worse, most likely. Without you, I feel so lost. My actions, were not worth the cost. So I guess it's time, for me to let you go. I love you the same, just so you know.
Love Is Patient
  "Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil, but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails. 1 Corinthians 13:4" Shall I compare thee to a summer's day?Thou art more lovely and more temperate.Rough winds do shake the darling buds of May,And summer's lease hath all too short a date.Sometime too hot the eye of heaven shines,And often is his gold complexion dimmed;And every fair from fair sometime declines,By chance, or nature's changing course untrimmed.But thy eternal summer shall not fadeNor lose possession of that fair thou ow'st;Nor shall death brag thou wand'rest in his shade,When in eternal lines to time thou grow'st,So long as men can breathe or eyes can see,So long lives this, and this gives life to thee.
I'm A Fustalker?
So, I've never blogged before, but this is hilarious. I know fubar has it's share of complete fucking idiots, but this one might take the cake.  DJscdaddyo...: you need to back off lacy. period. she's my girl. nuff said8:58pmTo DJscdaddyo...: um.....what did i say to her?8:58pmTo DJscdaddyo...: i wasn't hitting on her at all8:59pmDJscdaddyo...: all i'm gonna say is keep making bogus profs to harass her and you'll be looking at criminal charges asshole8:59pmDJscdaddyo...: period8:59pmTo DJscdaddyo...: DUDE, I'M NOT GONNA BOTHER HER, BECAUSE I NEVER DID BEFORE9:00pmDJscdaddyo...: ya well she's already reported your ass to fubar, and if you continue then you will face legal concequences..........and remember fubar logs ips for everyone that signs in9:00pmDJscdaddyo...: so back off9:00pmreplyDJscdaddyo...: period9:00pmTo DJscdaddyo...: dude....i swear to god man, i didn't do shit to her. wtf are you talking about? what is she telling you?9:01pmTo DJscdaddyo...: chill the fuck out. i'm not
Just Blogging
Some people just take this fu shit wayyyyyyy too serious. I am on here for entertainment and nothing more. I mean what will happen will happen. BUT when people trip out cause ur now fu engaged, or wehn people get bent out of shape cause your not on as much as you once were... THAT IS RIDICULOUS! I am a real person, and I have a real life. Although I do appareciate my friends and fam on fu, there is only so much time I can spend on here. I work, school, and am a single mother to one wild 16 month old boy... I am lucky to find time to get on at all. If this is a problem for ya, DELETE ME!    Feelings.... They are fucking scary. I have not had too many in a LONG LONG time. I have some now... They petrify me. I am so glad they are there. Yet sooooo sooo scared. I guess I am kind of used to the bad crap always happening to me. I am doing all that I can to be positive because somehow... I actually trust this. For once. I have never wanted for something or trusted in somet
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Marijuana Cookies   Green Chocolate Chip Cookies   1. Melt 1lb butter or margarine in double boiler, add 1/2 to 1 oz ground marijuana leaf or 2 – 6 grams of seedless flower and cook covered on low heat for 20 mins (be careful not to burn mixture) 2. Pour the marijuana butter mixture into a large bowl. Add 1 cup white sugar and mix well with an electric mixer. 3. Add 1lb brown sugar and mix well. 4. Beat 5 eggs well and mix into sugar mixture and mix thoroughly, 5. Sift 3 1/2 cups of flour, 2 tsp of baking powder and 1 tsp salt together, then add to egg/sugar mixture and mix with a large spoon by hand until well blended, 6. Blend in 2 12-oz packages of chocolate chips. Mixture will be thick. 7. Bake in oven pre-heated to 375 degrees for 10-12 mins.
Grow Up Or Die....
                          I do not love you as if you were salt-rose, or topaz,or the arrow of carnations the fire shoots off.   I love you as certain dark things are to be loved,in secret, between the shadow and the soul.  I love you as the plant that never bloomsbut carries in itself the light of hidden flowers;thanks to your love a certain solid fragrance,risen from the earth, lives darkly in my body.  I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where.I love you straightforwardly, without complexities or pride;so I love you because I know no other waythan this: where you do not exist, nor I,so close that your hand on my chest is my hand,so close that your eyes close as I fall asleep.                                                Thinking of you                                                         Tom   The universe is expanding as I write this. At some point the universe will collapse in on itself, then expand again. When the universe expands again everything as we kn
Angelshopping
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You! Yes, I'm Talking About You
Took Like 5 Minutes
Just some facts: 1) No one will ever have to pay to be in my family. "Big fuckin' deal," you're thinking, but it means a bit to me. People who are in my family are there because they're good people, and can hold their side of a convo without getting too goddamned emo. For that matter, no one will ever have to pay me anything for anything, unless I fuckin lent you money. :P 2) I will never pay for NSFW through bling packs, fubucks, or whatever. It doesn't matter at all to me whether or not you even HAVE them, and there are plenty of naked pics on the web for free even if I do get the urge. There are two job groups that get paid to be seen naked: strippers and prostitutes. Think about that one. 3) This brings me to the next bit, a pet peeve if you will. If you are considering being one of those types that will be constantly asking for bling, bling credits, bling packs, and other things that cost OTHER people money, kindly fuck off. You know you're asking people to buy you small
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In Memory Of...
September 11th 2001 was a sad day indeed. On the anniversary of this tragic day, my thoughts are not with the American troops currently serving in hostile territory overseas...even though my oldest nephew is among the U.S. Marines currently in Afghanistan. My thoughts go to the people who lost their lives. My thoughts are with the families left behind. My thoughts are with those who risked, and in many cases gave, their lives that day so that someone else may live. I don't view 9/11 as a day America suffered. I view it as a day that all of humanity suffered a great loss. It wasn't just Americans who died that day. It wasn't just American children who lost a mother and/or father. Most anyone with a heart felt the pain as we watched the footage of that tragic day. Most of us felt the loss as more broken and lifeless bodies were pulled from the rubble. So, instead of talk of making 9/11 a national holiday, let's make it a day we thank those who selflessly give of themselves eve
I Can't Help But Wonder
Last night was about, as hard as it gets. The more I ignored it, the harder it hit. As I lied all alone, upon my bed. Thoughts of you, ran through my head. Eyes wide open, I just couldn't sleep. The feeling was too intense, ran too deep. Back and forth, tossing and turning. Heart pounding, body burning. I asked myself, if you were the one keeping me awake. If you feel like I do? Does your heart ache? I can’t help but wonder. I only wish I knew. If you were lying there, thinking of me too.
9-11
10 Years ago I missed being in the tragedy of 9-11 by 1 day, i was visiting my parents in PA and flew back home to FL on 9-10-01. I am thankful that my son who was only 9 months old at the time and I were home safe when I saw the events unfolding on tv. I thank god everyday for my son being alive.  Sadly this was not true for so many men and women inside the buildings in NY and The Pentagon as well as in the air in PA. So many lives changed that day police, firefighters, every day people. So many people gave their lives to help save others.  Today is a day of reflection of what could have been and what was. Everyone needs to show support for all of those who were affected by that day.  and remember to be thankful to whom every you worship that you are still alive and with your family. Be glad you have your loved ones and parents. becasue so many lost husbands, wives, children and parents that day.
Why?
I'm a nice person.  I try to rate everyone who rates me...I never rate people below a 10... but so many people on her just like to be mean.  They are filled with such hate and spew negative remarks and comments to people they don't even know.     MUMMs shouldn't be used as a place to be aggressive.  If the MUMM is about something you don't want to comment on, or want people to know your opinion on, just move on.  There is no need to attack the person who posted it.  That just shows childish behavior and isn't necessary. It isn't necessary for you to call them names if you dont know them.   If someone doesn't want to view your NSFW photos, don't get mad and call them names.  Likewise if someone doesn't have any NSFW photos, don't attack them and say they are prudes... that may not be the case at all.  And if you don't know someone... at least say hello and introduce yourself before asking them if they want your cockup them... or want wherever... that's just showing your lack of resp
What About It ;)
Let's see... how does this go again,I gripe, I bitch, I whine, I moan and groanI have my good days, my bad daysMy up days, my down daysAnd oh yes I do talk about themBut then again we all do I am just meA nobody in a great big worldSo who else did you expect me to beIf I lie, pretend to beNo matter how hard I workAt a game to playI can really only be meThrough it all That's all I'll seeSo who else did you expect me to be
Poems Written By Me
missin himbroken shattered toren and incompleteso sad that we didnt meettaken the time we had and savoring every minutewithout you my heart just aint in it i should be the one kneeling at your feetcleaning up after u and keepin it all neatyour collar around my neck i nolonger wear the feelings inside me burn make me wanna rip out my haircant believe u left after all we been thrubut kno dat deep inside my heart still crys for u i kno i must move on and finally let u gobut its so hard to do when my feelings wanna shoi miss you every moment every sec of the dayi pray that u stay safe and find ur special one that completes u in every way layin here waiting for your return my heart mind and soul race and yearn your words charm your sexxi face it all makes me leave this placeanother world u&i our own time zone so fullfilled and high i know ur the one i have waited for im so happy i opened that door i love u more every min dat pass byour world our love together till we die hes the reason i wa
Lmfao... To Good Not To Read
The horror of blimpsLast week while travelling I stopped at a Zany Brainy store and saw that they had a blimp for sale. It's called Airship Earth, and it's a great big balloon with a map of the Earth on it, and two propellors hanging from the bottom. You blow up the balloon with helium put batteries in it, and you have a radio controll indoor blimp. I'd seen these things for sale in Sharper Image catalogs for $60-$75. At Zany Brainy it was on clearance for $15. What a deal! Last night my wife was playing tennis and it was just my daughter and I at home. I bought a small helium tank from a party store, and last night we put the blimp together. Let me tell you, it's quite a blimp. It's huge. The balloon has like a 3 ft diameter.We blew it up with the tank attacched the gondola with the propellors, and put in batteries. Then we balanced the blimp for neutral bouyancy with this putty that came with it, so it hangs in the air by itself neither rising nor falling.  It was easy and fun, a
Random Thoughts From The Heart.
Tell me what is on your mind, Is it good or bad?Do you lay awake at night?  Or ever wonder if I am happy or sad?Is there one thing in your life,  That you never want to be without?Please take the time to tell me,  What is your life all about?I want to know all about you,  From the beginning to the end.I want to know just where in your life,  Do you see that I fit in.Do you have days that are bad?  When you wish you could share?But you feel you have no one,  I am here and I really care.I don’t know what the future holds.  I am not sure what tomorrow will bring.I just know that at this moment in time,  You happen to be my life and my everything. My grandmother will be 96 on 9/11 of this year, but she will not be here to celebrate this birthday. For the past 32 years I have been able to pick up the phone and call.  Get any kind of advice that i needed.  Soon that will be gone.  My emotions are raw, my eyes hurt from crying and I struggle with understanding so much in life. See, m
Just For Fun
NEW TIC-TAC-TOE WITH SOUND !       This is REALLY Cool!!!  A new Digital version of the classic game with sound. This is so much fun !!!   Click on the Tic-Tac-Toe link (below) to play.   See if you can beat the computer...  CLICK HERE: ......................TicTacToe    
Against Abuse
i hate all kinds of abuse but mostly child abuse and weman abuse. i cant stand it, and i dont see why someone would want to put up with it or not do any thing to stop it. that is why i have made a lounge for all kinds of abuse and we are will to help thos who need it and want it, and we are trying to make our number grater so we can help more people around the word, and i mean help by wther being there for someone to talk to or be able to find a way to help them get away from the person that is abusing them. if you want to help use try to put a stop to this come join us so our numbers can grow and we can help more people, i have already helped 9 people and i have friends that have helped people to, so come join us in Against_Abuse http://fubar.com/lounge/77054
7 Days, 7 Sins
Day 1 - Pride. Seven great things about yourself.Day 2 - Envy. Seven things you lack and covet.Day 3 - Wrath. Seven things that piss you off.Day 4 - Sloth. Seven things you neglect to do.Day 5 - Greed. Seven worldly material desires.Day 6 - Gluttony. Seven guilty pleasures.Day 7 - Lust. Seven love secrets.Here's my day two: Envy. (7 thing I lack and/or covet)1. Six-pack abs. I think I could get there if I Really Tried. But I don't know if I have that kind of stamina.  Running only does so much.2. Financial stability. I totally suck at money management.  I should be better.3. People who can make it through this life without some kind of chemical dependency.4. Guitar players. I have a guitar and a book to teach me to play guitar, but I have yet to pick either up. Totally my fault, I know.5. Ah, 20/20 Vision. How freaking sweet would that be? No contacts in the morning and no glasses at night. I might just put this on my 'When I Find A Genie' list. Enjoy it if you have it is all I'm
Beautiful Within
Write these words little girl, and tell your story. Paint them a picture, of the sorrow and glory. As if they are there, holding your hand. Let them know who you are, exactly where you stand. Share your views, your pain, your beliefs. All the images, you are dying to release. The beautiful colors, covered up by grey. Let them shine bright, open up this day. For nothing is more beautiful, than I am from the inside. Not the exterior, that doesn't matter, my inner beauty cannot be denied. Reach for my hand, and step into my world. I will paint you a portrait, unlike any before. The contrast of colors, the lies beneath the skin. Is all that I am, beautiful within.
Making Life From Dreams
A friend that knows, the hardship and pain. Has battlescars, left feeling the same. Despite the obstacles, we push on. Refusing to be beat, the lengths we have gone. Someone says you can't, we say watch me succeed. Fighting back, prevailing, no matter how bad we bleed. Never quitting, despite how rough it seems. This is what extraordinary people are made of. Making life from dreams.
Poems
Pain And Misery Are Things No One Person Needs..But Those Things Do Happen And Its Wht Causes The WorldNothing But Confusion...Everyday Events Will Cause These Problems...Stress, Fighting, Death, And Even Luv; All Hve A Certain Effect....If U Look Around U Ppl Get Hurt From Those Every Second...Fighting Can Lead To Stress, Which Will Eventually Lead To Death,Its All Caused B/c The World Refuses To Stop The Bickering Of SmallThings Such As A Boulder From One Place Is On Anothers And Starts A War..The One Thing Tht Causes The Most Pain And Misery Isnt Just Death, But Luv...Why Is It One Can Fall In Luv With Another But Turn Around And Hurt Someone..Yes Luv Is Something Thts Suppose To Be Sacred But No One CanReally Define The True Meaning Of Luv..I Thought I Did At One Time, But It Wasnt It, The Spark Wasnt There Nemore And Then I Got Hurt All B/c The Other Was Hurt As Well...A Person Once Showed Me Tht Its Hard To Move On, And I Understand Every Bit Tht Person Feels. Its Not Uncommo
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Sheri
Nickolas leaned back against his table, waiting, he left Sheri kneeling at the door, waiting. Yes, It was definately time to move forward. He opened the door to his Dungeon, and Sheri knelt obediantly, eyes down, ankles crossed, mouth open, wrists up. Her face looked a little frightened, but inquisitive. Nickolas held out his hand, beckoning her to rise and follow. Sheri got up, and followed him inside. The place looked like freaking Disneyland! Rows of toys, whips, floggers, canes, switches..all for her sweet ass! Sheri looked around as much as she could before he took control. She noticed a small lump, or something, under a furry cover. What the hell could that be?? she asked herself, and then Nickolas spoke. "Sheri?" he said softly. "Are you ready?" Sheri nodded, and he took her by the hands, and lifted them up over her head. His hands roamed her body, slowly pulling the sub gown off her. His teeth found her nipples, still a little sore from the new piecings, a
Use The Mind You Were Created With
THE TIME IS NOW TO AWAKEN AND TO REMEMBER THAT YOU ARE A MULTIDIMENSIONAL BEING, CO CREATING WITH THE ONENESS KNOWN AS THE CREATOR, PRIME SOURCE, GOD, ALL THAT IS.BY CHOOSING TO REMEMBER, YOU ARE ALLOWING DIVINE ENTITIES TO BEAM NCONDITIONAL LOVE INTO YOUR BEING, ALLOWING EACH INDIVIDUAL TO RELEASE FEAR, GUILT, AND TO REALIZE THAT BY GIVING UNCONDITIONAL LOVE AND FORGIVENESS TO ONESELF AND OTHERS, ONE'S VIBRATIONAL FREQUENCEY INCREASES TO MATCH THAT OF EARTHS AS SHE TRANSITS INTO THE NEW DIMENSIONS DISCOVERED BY SCIENTISTS AND KNOWN BY SPIRITUALISTS ALL ALONG.BY CHOOSING TO MOVE INTO LOVE AND LIGHT YOU WILL MOVE INTO HIGHER DIMENSIONS UNAVAILABLE TO THOSE VIBRATING AT A LOWER FREQUENCY OF GREE, ANGER, HATE, AND DARKNESS.BY HOLDING ON TO PAST-HURT, ANGER, RAGE AGAINST SOCIETY-THE HUMAN MIND SENDS NEGATIVE VIBRATIONS. BY FORGIVENESS, THOSE ARE RELEASED IMMEDIATELY TO ALLOW SPACE IN THE MIND FOR NEWER CONCEPTS OF OF UNLIMITED BEING, MAKING AVAILABLE POWERS LONG FORGOTTEN SUCH AS ESP, CLAI
Need A Nice Kc Guy :d
My mom's BF is a jerk. And she seems to think that ALL the good guys are gone!!! I tell her "not so mom" so, im trying to prove it. Im posting a pic of her to my page and im welcoming all the "GOOD guys" from KC to fight for her affection!! Now that ive made my point vey clear....my LOVELY mother is 5'2" average build (no woman EVER tells her weight) ;) brown hair and eyes, great SMILE ;D and has a plentyful D cup. AGAIN...im posting a pic. Oh yeah...shes 44, so for all you 50yr olds trying to talk to me..talk to my mom instead :) REMEMBER: You MUST be a good guy. She already has a loser, she DOESNT need 2!!   Thanks, Amanda ;)
9-16-2011
For far too long, I have watched and waited I have delved into the depths, and rose to the heights I observed and recorded the behaviors of mankind, in all manner of being.   I have seen the blood lust of the kill,in men and women and children Smelled their appalling stench of rotting flesh, as they pass me by Heard the multitudes of oaths and blasphemies uttered from their dead lips.   There is no redemption for the filth that walks the Earth No absolutions for the men, nor the whores they inject themselves into No mercy for the killers of flesh, mind, and soul.   Selfish, narcissistic children of all ages Who would not even piss on someone in flames Who only seek the pleasure of their carrion flesh.   I look upon this world, this modern society, this cesspool of sperm and ova I feel revulsion come over me, and I turn my back on it all No more.... Let their putrid, decaying, debauchery continue....And let death be thy destination. There is nothing to be gained in thi
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Are Friends Forever
i thought i lost a dear friend in majestic only to be reborned in another friend here in fubar we chat alot and i visit her alot and give her 11s.she means the world to me.
Delivery!!!!!!!!!
Do not judge others by there appearance, only judge them by their deeds.   Judge them by the mindframe, wants and needs. Whats right and wrong and what should belong are the markers on a quest, a bird in flights sad song, must find the strength to be alone, for it is the only way to rest.  Blessed is the one whos light shines bright.  Damaged is the one who fights their own life.  Keep your enemies at arms length, and embrace a loyal friend.  For dark and twisted, vein and wicked are the thoughts of evil men. Chinese water torture pales in comparison to the second hand ticking away, hurdling over milliseconds on its 60 count journey.  Tick, Tick, Tick drums on in my ears, then echoes like a church bell in an opera house. Twelve minutes past our arranged meeting time, and still no knock on my front door. The anxiety brought on by this unprecedented delay,tightens and twists my insides, causing me to throw my nerve wracked body against the wall.  Thoughts of betray
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This One Last Time
Fog and mist, surrounds me so. Where I am, I do not know. I can see you there, but I can’t make out your face. Reach for my hand. take me out of this place. It’s dark and cold, let the light shine through. Please grab the hand, that’s reaching for you. Don’t turn away from me, yet again. Can’t you see the wounds, beneath the skin? The scars you caused, cut too deep. These are blood tears, you cause me to weep. What’s done is done, there’s no changing it now. Let’s start over. a new beginning somehow. I was delivered to you, for reasons unknown. Let’s discover them together. let it be shown. I was your baby, and you tossed me aside. I am asking for your hand Mom. This one last time.
Who Does That?
Daddy’s little girl. I never knew how that felt. A feeling I used to wonder about, myself. Just a hint of feeling, love or concern. Something I never received, and yet I still yearn. For that father’s love, the pride and protection. Instead I got nothing, but constant rejection. A child left to fight alone, at such a young age. Like a defenseless animal, locked in a cage. People poking and taunting, until you snap. Leaving your tears, falling upon your own lap. With no one there, to wipe them clean. The reason remains, a mystery to me. Why you chose to turn, your back. Help me understand, why you done that.
Pass It Around
A man stands alone, on the side of the street. Dirty and cold, no shoes on his feet. People pass him by, without a single glance. He’s easily dismissed, doesn’t stand a chance. I bet he was once, someone who mattered. Then something happened, caused him to shatter. What is his story? I want to know. What makes him stand out there, barefoot in the snow? His eyes are heavy, something happened to this man. Why doesn’t anyone care, or want to understand? I look all around me, and the shoes I am wearing. Then I pull over, can’t help caring. I have been blessed, so I’ll pass it around. Give him a ride, to the shelter in town.
Lives On
A shadow is cast, upon the ground. A girl, on a bridge, looking down. From up there, it looks clear. You can see right through. But there is more inside, it’s depths of blue. Just like her, there is more within. Camouflaged by waves, covered by skin. Her eyes tell all, as the tears fall into the deep below. The burden she carries, refuses to show. The sea is her escape, the moment they collide. One longing for the other, neither one alive. Until they unite, finally becoming one. As the waves hit the sand, Their legacy lives on.
Karma Will Haunt You.
If only if only I could light you aflame, standing there laughing while going insane. Stomping you out with my favorite cleat, loving every moment you burn under my feet. Grabbing the shovel and digging thy grave, I laugh at your soul for no one will save. Do unto others as you would have them do unto you, kiss that pharase goodbye  because your soul is screwed. As your soul barrels down through the 9 circles of hell, you have no one to blame but only yourself. As you reach the bottom of this hellish ground, it is where you'll remain experiencing pain so profound. Forever enslaved to anguish and pain, your soul will be tormented by all those insane. So next time you're foul or you get that itch, just remember that Karma's a bitch...
Reaching Forward Pulling Back
They stand on the other side, of this wall I have built. I don't know what lead them there, maybe it's guilt. Regardless my heart pounds, from the other side. Wanting to tear it down, choosing to hide. To reach through, shows weakness, a single crack, and it could break. Reaching forward, pulling back. Which choice should I make? Each time I thnk of you, that little girl comes back. That one you tossed into, a world so black. To tear down this wall, means letting you win. Not sure I'm willing to lose, to the two of you again.
The Most Beautiful Light
Off in the distance, is a sight like none other. It's beauty surpasses any, yet to be discovered. You reach for it, and feel a sting. You instantly pull back. That's when you notice it's, in the middle of a thorn patch. Still you don't care, it's worth the blood shed. You see the bigger picture, what lies ahead. Those thorns, that stick to it, drawn to it almost. Are just that, thorns, easily disposed. But you yourself, shine just as bright. The two of you together, could give off the most beautiful light.
A Mind That Never Sleeps
The thoughts and images, inside my head. Will live on, long after I'm dead. For, they speak louder, than I ever can. It's my way of expression, to help you understand. What it's like having a mind, that never sleeps. The memories keep haunting, the past that weeps. Infecting my thought process, enabling it's power to stop. I need to find the switch, that turns this thing off.
Don't Even Have To Knock
To reach for someone, without doing so. Seems impossible, believe me, I know. So much to say, on the tip of your tongue. Fighting to keep the words in, one by one. You know they feel the same, but they are scared to. Keeping it in, yet letting it out just the same. Gives you both, pleasure and pain. Both too afraid to bust the door down, you thought you had locked. I'll leave my side open for you, just walk in, you don't even have to knock.
Out Of Reach
To make you feel my love. What would I do? I'd bottle up this emotion, and send it straight to you. I'd talk to the moon, if that's what it took. In-order to give you, an inside look. If you could feel, the power within. How it deep it runs, beneath the skin. The chills, the trembles, the loss of speech. I suddenly have, because you're out of reach.
Reasons Unknown
Can you speak, without saying a word? Do you have the power, not to be heard? I don't have to speak, My eyes speak for me. Look into them, and tell me what you see. I will never have to say, a word at all. My strength is mighty, for a body this small. My eyes tell a tale, of pain, sweat and tears. You can search for it, but there's not an ounce of fear. The only fear you may see, would be attached to love. I don't know why, but it terrifies me. To be vulnerable, weak, a simple release. One thing I can't grasp, my disease. That's one emotion, I can't allow to be shown. When I lose sight of that, I run, for reasons unknown.
The Shame Of College Sports
The Shame of College Sports A litany of scandals in recent years have made the corruption of college sports constant front-page news. We profess outrage each time we learn that yet another student-athlete has been taking money under the table. But the real scandal is the very structure of college sports, wherein student-athletes generate billions of dollars for universities and private companies while earning nothing for themselves. Here, a leading civil-rights historian makes the case for paying college athletes—and reveals how a spate of lawsuits working their way through the courts could destroy the NCAA. By Taylor Branch  “I’m not hiding,” Sonny Vaccaro told a closed hearing at the Willard Hotel in Washington, D.C., in 2001. “We want to put our materials on the bodies of your athletes, and the best way to do that is buy your school. Or buy your coach.”Vaccaro’s audience, the members of the Knight Commission on Intercollegiate Athle
That Girl Sammi Baby@ Fubar
yes this girl is the coolest girl i've met on this site by far, theres a close second and third, but she takes the cake show her some love click those buttons and she'll get ya back she's good like that. Yes its THAT GIRL Sammi Baby shes the shiznit! lol So if you get the chance look her up and help her out a bit level her up she deserves it! She's a real fubar chick not fake like some i've met, you know who you are, thanks for taking the time to check this out lata, peace I'm out!!
Master Chris Juggalo
Our Gracious and Heavenly Father,We pause in the midst of this festive occasion, mindful and thoughtful of the guidance that you have given us. We would ask today, Lord, that you be with us in this rodeo arena as we pray you will be also with us in life's arena. As cowboys, Lord, we don't ask for any special favors in this arena today. We only ask that you will let us compete in this event, and in life, as You did for us. We don't ask that we never break a barrier, draw the steer that won't lay, draw around a chute fighting horse, or a bull that is impossible to ride. Help us to compete in life as honest as the horse we ride; in a manner as clean and pure as the wind that blows across this Texas country; so when we make that Last Ride, that we know is inevitable, to the Country Up There.. Where the grass is green and lush and stirrup-high and the water runs clean and clear; You will tell us, as our Last Judge, that our entry fee's are paid. We ask these things in Christ's Name.  
Nothing Left
A single red rose, unopened at first. Then the light shines down, giving it birth. It's open and bright, innocent and pure. The dew drips from the pedals, saturating the sand. A stranger admires it, holds it in his hand. It's fragrance is so sweet, elegant and kind. He has to change it, pulling the pedals off one at a time. Until the rose, can take no more. It is no longer, innocent and pure. It is tainted and dark, there is nothing left. But a pile of broken pedals, where it once slept.
Try And Stop Me
Accepting defeat, is something I just can't do. I was not put on this earth, to lose. I might fall down, crack and bleed. But I always get back up, there's no breaking me. Regardless of the tears or blood, I have lost. I always pay my dues, I'll find my cause. There is a reason I am here. I know this is true. Try and stop me from finding it, I dare you.
Is This A Meeting Place?
I wonder as I set here online watch the Fubar World go by, I see many aspects of this site has changed over the years.  It appears that many people do not want chat or even respond to a normal conversation from someone.  It's almost as if, 'if I answer this simple Hello, it is going expand into something more than I want to deal with.' It's almost as if it's only a game and not a social media site that was far strong back in the day before FB.  People chatted and responded to a a private message, they were not worried about there buzz level of where their next level was going to come from, if it came it came because of the friends we had met can cultivated online.  They wanted us to be successful just like someone else had made them. So really, does anyone want to chat?
Just Thought I'd Let You Know
So you call yourself a ladies man, well I don't see it. What kind of a "lady", is going to fall for this shit. Telling your stories of sex, and satisfaction. Knowing that it is all, an exaggeration. Cyber, sorry, I don't engage in that. Step into the real world, that's where it's at. I know all to well, that you would never approach me at all. If I passed you by on the street, at the mall. You hide behind the screen, because it causes your balls to grow. I am familiar with your type, just thought I'd let you know.
Do You Have The Power
Power isn't measured by the money, in your bank account. It depends on your strength, from the inside out. Not your size, your looks, or your car. That has nothing to do, with the person you are. Fixing a problem, seeing beyond someones imperfections. Will lead you, in the right direction. Do you have the power, to make your own place? Or do you choose, to forget it's face?
No More Tears
Build me a wall, because that’s what you do. Build it strong blocking everyone out, except me and you. I’ll buy your bricks, one at a time. If it leads you into, this life of mine. Let us follow, the yellow brick road. Hand in hand, and see where it goes. We've both had sorrow, pain and fear. It’s lead us to each other, no more tears.
Ride It Out
No expectations, no bridges to burn. No sudden stops, or U-Turns. Your road is not smooth, and neither is mine. But all of our bumps, pot holes and lines. Has made us the people, we have grown to be. A fast paced surprise, fits perfectly. Into your life, as well as mine. Let's ride this out, one gear at a time.
Moms....& Some Dads
Mom and Dad were watching TV when Mom said, "I'm tired, and it's getting late.  I think I'll go to bed."  She went to the kitchen to make sandwiches for the next days lunches.  Rinsed out the popcorn bowls, took meat out of the freezer for supper the following evening, checked the cereal box levels, filled the sugar container, put spoons and bowls on the table and started the coffee pot for brewing the next morning.   She then put some wet clothes in the dryer, put a load of clothes into the wash, ironed a shirt and secured a loose button.  She picked up the game pieces left on the table and put the telephone book back into the drawer.  She watered the plants, emptied a wastebasket and hung up a towel to dry.  She yawned and stretched and headed for the bedroom.  She stopped by the desk and wrote a note to the teacher, counted out some cash for the field trip, and pulled a textbook out from hiding under the chair.  She signed a birthday card for a friend, addressed and stamped the en
Freedom
It is a shame it has come to this: BY A 15 yr. OLD SCHOOL KID Who got an A+ for this entry Since the Pledge of Allegiance And The Lord's Prayer Are not allowed in most Public schools anymore...... A kid in Arizona wrote the attached NEW School prayer: "New Pledge of Allegiance" ~~~~~~ Now I sit me down in school Where praying is against the rule For this great nation under God Finds mention of Him very odd. If scripture now the class recites, It violates the Bill of Rights. And anytime my head I bow Becomes a Federal matter now. Our hair can be purple, orange or green, That's no offense; it's a freedom scene. The law is specific, the law is precise. Prayers spoken aloud are a serious vice. For praying in a public hall Might offend someone with no faith at all. In silence alone we must meditate, God's name is prohibited by the state. We're allowed to cuss and dress like freaks, And pierce our noses, tongues and cheeks. They've outlawed guns, but FIRST the Bible. To quote the Good Book m
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Wicked's Words
My daughter was given an english assignment to write a letter or poem to someone.  This is what she came up with...  This is what a parent lives for.  I just HAD to share. :)  I love my you T...Dear Mom,We've been through it allWe've foughtWe've dancedWe've LaughedYou were there for meYou protected meSupported meYou loved meNo matter what I didWe've had our differencesOur confrontationsWords have been saidObjects have been thrownThings have gotten betterSince thenI've learned from my mistakesAnd from yours as wellYou've taught me"Everything happens for a reason"Because of youI've learned right from wrongI've learned respectAnd disciplineYou taught me wellI thank you for all you've done for me
Me Going Off....
I'm a fan of pretzel-dogs, and I don't know anybody in MY hometown who would eat one, so, I guess it's that eye of the beholder thing. Which is actually my favorite song by Metallica. Or at least it used to be. WElllllllll.... I better get goin'. I have to pick up a 12 foot cake and deliver to a Chinaman. That's right. I said Chinaman. Like, I'm an 80 year old WWII survivor with a penchant for being inappropriately rascist at inopportune times. Not that there are many opportune times. Unless theyre pedophiles too. I don't think anyone will yell at you for making a rascist remark to a pedophile. Must suck double for them. Not that I'm feeling bad for them, you see. Ahhh you get the point. Moving along... P.S. You would think it would be easy to get a mob ready with pitchforks and torches fairly quickly. Immediately after a bad guy gets caught in some old-timey town, there's always a mob heading to the jail where he is held. Well, trust me, it's not as easy as it looks.
Words To Ponder
have u ever felt soo alone u cou ld barley stand it? have u ever walked passed a mirror and barely recognized the person in front of you? have you ever wished the world would pause just for a second to catch ur breath? have you ever wondered if you were gone today what people would remember u for? WHAT IN YOUR LIFE HELPS YOU TO GO ON? PEOPLE PAST IN PRESENT IN YOUR LIFE HAVE COME AND GONE, DO WE REMEMBER THEM ALL OR HOW THEY IMPACT US? ARE FRIENDS AND LOVES REALLY FOREVER? HAVE YOU EVER WONDERED IF YOU HAVE BEEN A GOOD PERSON AND HUMAN AND TRIED THE BEST YOU COULD. HAVE YOU EVER WANTED TO RUN AWAY AND START OVER?AM I UNIQUE OR ARE THERE MORE LIKE ME OUT THERE? WORDS TO PONDER THESE QUESTIONS CAN EITHER WEEKEN YOU OR MAKE YOU STRONGER WHICH ONE DID IT FOR YOU? I THINK THESE DAILY AND THEY CAN DEPRESS ME INTO A FETAL POSITION OR GIVE ME THE OOMF TO GO ONE MORE DAY. I DONT LIKE MYSELF BUT I UNDERSTAND MYSELF SILLY HUH? LIFE IS.....
Sex On Mars
The year is 2222 and Donald and Maureen land on Mars after accumulating enough Frequent Flier miles.They meet a Martian couple and are talking about all sorts of things. Donald asks if Mars has a stock market, if they have laptop computers, how they make money, etc.Finally, Maureen brings up the subject of sex.'Just how do you guys do it?' asks Maureen.The Martian responds, 'Pretty much the way you do.'A discussion ensues and finally the couples decide to swap partners for the night and experience one another... Maureen and the male Martian go off to a bedroom where the Martian strips.. He's got only a teeny, weenie member  about half an inch long and just a quarter-inch thick. 'I don't think this is going to work,' says Maureen. 'Why?' he asks. 'What's the matter?' 'Well,' she replies, 'it's just not long enough to reach me!' 'No problem,' he says, and proceeds to slap his forehead with his palm.  With each slap of his forehead, his member grows until it's quite  impressively long. 'W
Honoring America
April 17, 2012 Stars and Stripes|by Matthew M. Burke SASEBO NAVAL BASE, Japan — The White House announced Monday that a 101st Airborne soldier will be posthumously awarded the nation’s highest valor award for actions that took place in Cambodia during the Vietnam War, nearly 50 years ago. President Barack Obama will award the Medal of Honor to Army Spc. Leslie H. Sabo Jr., a rifleman in Company D, 3rd Battalion, 506th Infantry Regiment, in a ceremony at the White House on May 16, according to a White House news release. The president will be joined by Sabo's widow, Rose Mary Sabo-Brown, and his brother, George Sabo. On May 10, 1970, Leslie Sabo and his platoon were ambushed by a large enemy force in Se San, Cambodia, where they had been sent to attack North Vietnamese units who were using the country as a staging area for the Tet Offensive, according to an account reported by the Pittsburgh Post-Gazette. The White House news release said Sabo “immedi
How To Become A Member Of Jlm
So you would like to harness your inner super hero? You have come to the right place.  We are a group of family/friends that help eachother level and have fun here on Fubar.  From time to time we will have events like member auctions, trivia nights, etc.  In order to become a JLM member: Message the JLM page and let us know what your superhero is.  From there the counsel may decide to ask you a few questions and then will approve your request.  You will need to add the JLM page as a top friend and place JLM in your name.  Please make sure you add members of JLM so when someone needs a little help leveling you can help, as they can help you too.  CB Superman is the owner.  If you have any questions please direct them to him, or you can message us here! JLM is back and better than ever....join us!
The Start Of Something Wonderful...
I slowly undress you, trailing my hands with sweet, soft kisses all over your body. I'll start by kissing your lips and moving on to your neck. You feel my breath on your skin as my teeth lightly rake across your neck. I can feel the goose bumps as my hands slide along your arms. I lift your shirt and can see your erect nipples already looking forward to feeling my hands and lips. I kiss them through your bra as I slowly turn you around to unhook your bra. My kisses and nibbles move to the nape of your neck as I slide your bra off and cup each breast in my hands. You feel the warmth of my hands as they squeeze each of your hard nipples. The kisses trail down your spine as I unbutton your pants, sliding them down your legs. My kisses reach the small of your back as my hands slide your panties down. You step out of your pants and panties and lean over the end of the bed allowing my hand to move up your leg to your already wet and hot pussy. I slide a finger inside, feeling how hot you yo
Amusement
1. Sometimes I'll look down at my watch 3 consecutive times and still not know what time it is. 2. Nothing sucks more than that moment during an argument when you realize you're wrong. 3. I totally take back all those times I didn't want to nap when I was younger. 4. There is great need for a sarcasm font. ... 5. How the hell are you supposed to fold a fitted sheet? 6. Was learning cursive really necessary? 7. Map Quest really needs to start their directions on #5. I'm pretty sure I know how to get out of my neighborhood. 8. Obituaries would be a lot more interesting if they told you how the person died. 9. I can't remember the last time I wasn't at least kind of tired. 10. Bad decisions make good stories. 11. You never know when it will strike, but there comes a moment at work when you know that you just aren't going to do anything productive for the rest of the day. 12. Can we all just agree to ignore whatever comes after Blu Ray? I don't want to have to restart my collec
Rants And Raves
Okay so I have to make a blog about stupid people and their lack of not using their brains, and opting for the ignorance is bliss way of thinking. So I just got a message from a person on here but won't say the name. This person thinks that English grammar is for the following people: gay people,virgins,bisexual people and girls . What an ubsurd way of thinking. just had to make a blog about that  I need to vent some in this blog . I wonder sometimes why some people insist on pressuring other people into doing things that maybe that person doesn't want to do. Also why can't people start learning to read profiles and even filling out a little in their own profiles. People have become really stupid in the past decade I have noticed. It's like they live in the USA but don't want to take the time to learn anything whether it's proper English or even how the government has become really bad. what ever happened to being intellectual and even intelligent . I don't mean being a snob in attitud
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Pro-life...the Only Way!!!
A worried woman went to her gynecologist and said: 'Doctor, I have a serious problem and desperately need your help! My baby is not even 1 year old and I'm pregnant again. I don't want kids so close together. So the doctor said: 'OK and what do you want me to do?' She said: 'I want you to end my pregnancy, and I'm counting on your help with this.' The doctor thought for a little, and after some silence he said to the lady: 'I think I have a better solution for your problem. It's less dangerous for you too.' She smiled, thinking that the doctor was going to accept her request. Then he continued: 'You see, in order for you not to have to take care 2 babies at the same time, let's kill the one in your arms. This way, you could rest some before the other one is born. If we're going to kill one of them, it doesn't matter which one it is. There would be no risk for your body if you chose the one in your arms. The lady was horrified and said: 'No doctor! How terrible! It's a crime to kill a c
Cute Kid Contest
My Little Girl is in a photo contest for Parents Magazine. Your Votes would be appreciated :)     http://photos.parents.com/category/vote/photo/1050355?esrc=nwphotofaves3
You'll Soon Find Out
When I look at you, here’s what I see. A Blade, thorns, surrounding me. I am the rose in the middle, refusing to wilt. Full of fire, passion, yes, even guilt. I have qualities, that you’ll never possess. A conscious, regret, you’re just like all the rest. I am powerful, strong, born suited for war. That is exactly, what I’m here for. Don’t think for a second, that I am weak. Because I have chosen, not to speak. You think I don’t know, but I have seen it all. With a Blade in my back, and my heart torn in two, I’m still standing tall. So, do what you must, to “try” and defeat me. You’ll soon find out, that doesn’t happen very easily.
Please Have Mercy
I feel like I’m playing poker, with my heart, body and mind. Desperately needing, that four of a kind. Say you’re sorry, admit you fucked up. I have done both, still not enough. I have done this, tried that, nothing works. It’s so hard hiding, how bad this hurts. You feel my pain, I know you fucking can. Please have mercy, and deal me a good hand.
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I Need Motivation!!
I need motivation to lose these 50lbs! I seem to have fallen off with my dieting and fitness :( My goal is by my 29th birthday on December 26th..... if anyone has any tips or suggestions on how to stay fit and overcome your cravings please let me know! I would like to start tomorrow morning..... thank you friends.
Random Shit
I am currently standing in a chair at my friends house because a spider is MIA... I went to grab my bag and a spider big enought to carry me off crawled out of it...Since I had no shoes on and nothing in reach to kill it, I went to bathroom to grab the ,believe it or not, spider killer. Well dont waist your fucking money cause I sprayed the spider and it looked at me like "bitch please" and continued to keep on crawling. So I went and grabbed a shoe to smash the big SOB and he is nowhere to be found. I will not get down till the hugh fucking thing is found and dead.... I might be here awhile...  
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Jokes
i am a tease and a joker   some things i say are ment as jokes or to tease if you cn't figure out which is meant as nothing but a joke than maybe there is no room for you in my life i love to laugh  even if it is at my own expense if you can't laugh at yourself then you don't realize how many people are laughing at you behind your back   i am sorry if i offend anyone but i am honest and tell it like it is
Random
.This is not for anyother reason but to help a friend, not a pissing contest for linux users. I just figured i would post it incase anyone wanted to try it. Having said that, try at your own risk and ask if you need help ill try to get back to you as soon as i can. Also these are written without the care of an english professor, dont bitch just try it.   go here and download the 32bit versions ( 64 is fine, but may require you to tweak too much for what you want, try saving it for when you get good) of the one you want:   http://fedoraproject.org/en/get-fedora-options   Versions: KDE is as close to windows as you can get without selling your soul.   Gnome3 is the product of idiots   xfce is too close to gnome but slightly bit better then cutting your wrists   Lxde is what i use, but may be too striped down and require more effort into setting up   My advice is to go with KDE 32 bit   If you have an ISO burner that's fine use it, if not the best and easiest to use
Feeling Like This
Maybe it is time for me, to stop. Gonna just give this life, all that I've got. It may not be much, but I'll do my best. Do what I can, and ta Hell with the rest. I know how I feel, there's no changing that. But I can't stay, where I'm at. I'm going to start over, smile and move on. I will always know, where my heart belongs. Time for strength, not afraid to fail. In the end, I know I'll prevail. Say yes for a change, take a risk. It can't be any worse, than feeling like this.
My Dark Corner
I hear knock at the door. Maybe if I’m quiet they will go away. They’re still knocking; for fucks sake. I open it and there he stands, I know it’s him right away, though we have never met… “It’s you! You came!”“Yes, Dear, I’m here, but only for a moment. I heard you calling for me, so persistent are your cries.”“I’ve been so lonely, so lost for so long. I’m so glad you are here.”“I know of your pain, but I cannot help you right now, I have other matters to attend to and must be on my way. You know now that I have heard you, that I am real and am paying attention. I will be back for you, one day.”“But, I want to go with you, I want to go now! Please, don’t leave me here to suffer anymore! Please, take me with you.”“I’m sorry Dear, that’s just not how it works. I cannot take you with me, for it is not time for you to go.”“Don’t abandon me!
History Of The Jlm
In late 2006 two people got together and decided to rival the 2nd Alarm hottie as a group... They deicded to form a super hero group and from there "The Justice League Mafia" was born... This group consisted of CB Superman (Superman) & Supersuperwendy (Wonder Woman)... The group grew a little with the additions of Batman... Superman... Storm... Nightwing... & Catwoman... These few select people carried the group for a short span before the group stopped in early 2007...   A few months later... The two originals JLM Members got back together to re-create the group bigger and stronger this time... This time the group grew to 36 members... Only this time we noticed we weren't alone in the Super Hero Groups... There was also a "Justice League of Fubar"... These group didn't rival but unstead saw each other as allies... They even shared graphics and other things as aid to each other... There was even talks of a merger then but the merger never happened at that time... This new JLM group l
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10.2.11
For those that know me, you know I work in the promotions marketing industry.  With this, along with my 15-year radio career, I have quite a few connections in both industries.That said, I know someone who can get hold getting an iPad CHEAP through a contact. These are legit, not off the back of a truck; they are from a canceled hospital contract due to the United States government cutbacks.  The numbers are limited - he has 23 iPads left going for less than half price so it's first come first served.  He has already sold one (picture is below so you can see what you are getting).   Get back to me as quick as you can if you want one.     
My Dogs.
As Long As Your With Me
Everyone thinks they have, to get the last word. I'll give it to you, take it, it's yours. I don't need it, it doesn't matter to me. YOU are the most, important thing. Not the words, whose right or wrong. I'm not like everyone else, singing the same song. Placing blame, pointing fingers. The same words coming from, the same tone def singers. You have to ask yourself, does it really matter. When you're all alone, feeling broken and shattered. To me it doesn't, I am to blame. There are no winners, in this game. Both are losing. Is pride really worth the cost? When the love of your life, is what you have lost? In my eyes, the answer comes easily. Pride doesn't mean a thing, as long as your with me.
Libra
GREEN EYES -Sex Addicts!!! People with green eyes have the most passion put into relationships, they have long lasting relationships. People with green eyes are also the horniest and most beautiful. They long for the touch of another. People with green eyes are very sexy and very attracted towards the opposite sex. You will meet the person you're going to spend the rest of your life with if you repost this. HAZEL EYES -People with hazel eyes are very loveable. They are really hot and are awesome to be around. They don't enjoy 'pet names'. They don't care what people think or say. They are very satisfying and they love to please. They can exceed your pleasure standards. They are very laid back, chilled and love to just be around. If you repost this and have hazel eyes then you will be happy soon with the person who is on your heart. BROWN EYES -Either sexy as hell or are adorable. Loves to make new friends. Their relationship tends to be very honest because if they aren't truly in love,

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