Fubar Blogs 4

This And That
Tuesday, May 31st, 2011 marked an historic day in the city of Winnipeg and after losing the city's beloved Jets 15 years ago, the NHL is FINALLY making it's way back home. The official announcement of Atlanta Thrashers being sold to the True North Sport and Entertaiment in Winnipeg was made LIVE at 11:15 am CST. For the past 15 years, the people of Winnipeg (and as well Manitoba) had been wanting and hoping for the return of NHL to our beloved city. The determination and will for a team to return to Winnipeg had finally been made into reality. It's GAME ON WINNIPEG! WE ARE BACK IN THE GAME! When the words "We are pleased to annouced the purchase of the Atlanta Thrasher to Winnipeg", a sea of white at The Forks roared in excitement and relief. Hockey sticks with the Jets flag and the Canadian flag tied to them were raised. Friends, family and strangers all became one. The excitement was in the air. The emotion was there. Tears of joys filled in those who had felt the pain when the last

Fubar Scumbags
I was talking to another long time Fubar member about times past here on Fubar and the subject of Baby Alijah came up. Some of you who were not members at the time may even remember the case since it was so high profile, and so horrific. The mother Caren Kohberger (aka "I Love Sporks) and the father Travis Mullis (aka DJ Roc) were both members of Fubar at the time. The mother was a legend (red member). I was just thinking what ever happened with the case and what if any sentence was handed down to the father so I did some digging around on google. I couldnt remember either of their fubar names nor their real names, but luckily for me Google understand stupid so I type in "texas baby thrown from car" and voila Baby Alijah was the first to come up in the hits. Some of you may remember this woman at first began passing out pictures like the one above but with ribbons on them acting as though she didnt know what happened to her child. So many people felt so badly for this piece of shi

Deathwish Duck
You Take What You Need From Your Father http://www.scribd.com/doc/57840168/Father-s-Day-Story-June-2011 Dealing with Cyberbullies Bullies are taking advantage of technology to intimidate and harass their victims. Dealing with cyberbullying can be difficult, but there are steps you can take. What is cyberbullying? Cyberbullying refers to practice of using technology to harass, or bully, someone else. Bullies used to be restricted to methods such as physical intimidation, postal mail, or the telephone. Now, developments in electronic media offer forums such as email, instant messaging, web pages, and digital photos to add to the arsenal. Computers, cell phones, and PDAs are current tools that are being used to conduct an old practice. Forms of cyberbullying can range in severity from cruel or embarrassing rumors to threats, harassment, or stalking. It can affect any age group; however, teenagers and young adults are common victims, and cyberbullying is

Getting To Know You
1.)Q. Can you cook? 2.)Q. What was your dream growing up? 3.)Q. What talent do you wish you had? 4.)Q. If I bought you a drink what would it be? 5.)Q. Favorite vegetable? 6.)Q. What was the last book you read? 7.)Q. What zodiac sign are you ? 8.)Q. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? 9.)Q. Worst Habit? 10.)Q. If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride? 11.)Q. What is your favorite sport? 12.)Q. Negative or Optimistic attitude?13.)Q. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me? 14.)Q. Worst thing to ever happen to you? 15.)Q. Tell me one weird fact about you: 16.)Q. Do you have any pets? 17.)Q. What if I showed up at your house unexpectedly? 18.)Q. What was your first impression of me? 19.)Q. Do you think clowns are scary? 20.)Q. If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be??? 21.)Q. Would you be my crime partner or my conscience? 22.)Q. What color eyes do you have? 23.)Q. Ever been arrested? 24.)Q. Bottle or Draft? 25.)Q. If you won $

Oh Well Life Goes On
So after landing my new job as a Wal-Mart greeter, I lasted less than a day.... About two hours into my first day on the job a very loud, unattractive, mean-acting woman walked into the store with her two kids, yelling obscenities at them all the way through the entrance. I said pleasantly, 'Good morning and welcome to Wal-Mart. Nice children you have there. Are they twins?' The ugly woman stopped yelling long enough to say, 'Hell no, they ain't twins. The oldest one's 9, and the other one's 7. Why the hell would you think they're twins? Are you blind, or stupid?'So I replied, 'I'm neither blind nor stupid, Ma'am, I just couldn't believe someone slept with you twice. Have a good day and thank you for shopping at Wal-Mart.' My supervisor said I probably wasn't cut out for this line of work weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

More Privacy
I feel it is very important to increase the privacy setting to make salutes & the default album only visible to friends. Once you post a salute your privacy is gone. I dislike this very much! There are trolls who like nothing more than to cause problems & the more we limit them the better. We should flood fubar with requests for these privacy options

Mad Moments
Hahahaha ~ How many of you walked in here thinking I was posting a picture of me naked, atleast partially ??? You just got dicked !!! Words are powerful, so am I. You are too, if you only knew how powerful you were you would realise the weapon that you are or can be. I have been here since April 2008, through different profiles. I had a few months break, and NOW here I am again. I kinda like this world, it has everything in it. The Fu World. I am a divorced mother of two. I have indeed been through hell in the past four years. Some of it you will hear about, some you won't. If I have my way, I am gonna rock the real world with some home truths the likes of which few can handle, but, even if we can't handle some things, it doesn't mean they don't exist, and it doesn't mean they aren't truths affecting all of us in some way. I am a revolutionist. At the moment I am going through some of the most challenging times of my life. Trying to prove a crime aga

Pomes Of Emotion And Feelins
if you fear losing somebody you lovelike rejection would be no surpriseeven if they never said it out loudyou just knew by the look in their eyesaccept that anxiety is due to some actionwe took while sleepwalking through lifewe would be lying if we tried denyingwe cause our own misery and strife.There is a voice inside of our headsthat tells us of what is to comedeja vu turned upside downis what it may seem like to somewhether its foresight or just premonitionit leaves you feeling quite strangewhisper or shout, it allows for no doubtthat your fortunes are due for a change.The cyclical nature of the human conditionprevents us from being at easeit bars the door to the peace that we seekits a lock without any keyshope and fear are two sides of a coina little like Abel and Caneitâ€™s not every day that just one will hold swayin the end it adds up to the same.Listen to this then, if you should findyour emotions wont give you a breatherI am telling you, dreams dont often come true

Dharqest Soul
The twisted black soul resides within this vessel..Laughing at those that stands before me,yearning for the taste of flesh,craving the pure spirit which fuels the burning within...This old soul ripped and torn vengeful waiting for the crys of war...Smiles "soon the fallen will be mine",moves into the depths of the Dharqness and waits,content in the fact that soon very soon i shall be looking down upon your carcass as the crows feed opon you,flesh on top of bone makes this vessel,evil and Dharqness consumes it,rage drives it, battle feeds and inspires it,the crys of pain pleases it,it smiles down upon your weak soul yes my brother i will feed upon you this day,and consume your soul, spite it within my deprived twisted black evil soul,for all the ages you will belong to me....

Leveling Up :)
Hey, I just submitted an entry to the High Flying Flag Photo Contest and would be really grateful if you'd check out my entry. You can view my entry at: http://wildfireapp.com/website/6/contests/123460/voteable_entries/23580456?ogn=website

Nsfw
its just amazing to me how others can seem to censor a non nsfw post i find it uncanny that the post i made saturday cant be found unless you go to my main blog lists so heres a repost of it nsfw so it cant be flagged or removed .. if you were offended good ! you should be now imnot mincing words after talking to my son who has freinds who are active duty and he himslef wishes to enlist if you are not enlisted or have a milatray id to prove as such you have no right to wear anything that resembles our men and women who are currenlty serving our country i sure as hell didnt delete this post but some reason didnt even show up as my activity feed hey this is amercia right? what gives you the dam right to wear bdus and fake being in the milatary yet if someone thinks its a disgrace to our active and past servicemen and women and also delete comments on other sites b/c you dont like the truth well now im fired up .. it doesnt matter if this person is thinking of joining or not you

Alarm's Strong Arms Coc
1. Be respectful to all Alarm Strong Arms and 2nd Alarm Hotties 2. All Alarm Strong arms must have a verified salute and a minimum of 10 new pictures including one full body picture. 3. All Alarm Strong Arms Must be male. 4. All must sign the COC in a comment below saying "I agree" and then will be put through an interview process with Mr. Bounty Dj. Thunder. http://fubar.com/mfknmrdjthunder 5. Shoutbox and fumail must be kept open to all officers for communications (Profile can't be set to friends only unless all officers are added). 6. All must add the 2nd Alarm Hotties Homepage and Alarm's Strong Arms & all officers must be added to friends list. 7. After passing interview process you are then a verified Alarm's Strong Arm's and must add to screen name. **If you are in need of any help or clarification of any of these rules don't hesitate to ask Mr. Bounty Dj. Thunder or Jazzy Chief Deputy of the 2nd Alarm Hotties for calrification. We will work with you to make sure an

Who Knows
Ok, so here's the deal, for some reason I am totally bored outta my mind tonight. I tried to watch a movie, but couldn't pay attention. chat with people, but surly the chat dies down. rate like and comment, yup all bombed out, and ultimately I'm still bored. so now comes the fun part. Im going to ramble on about who knows what amd see if anybody reads this. If you do read it, ;eave a comment, simple as that. So here it goes... There once was a l00 who lived is a chaotic land known as fubar. In this land purple dragons RAN, and Green dolphins flew. l00 was neither a human nor an animal. In fact sadly she had no idea what she was, nor why she lived in such a place. There where golden ponies, and feathered frogs, why you ask, she had no clue. Day after day she pondered this place, and day after day it overwhelmed her head. In this chaotic land, all the creatures could talk, all except for poor little l00, for who ever created her, didn't grant her a voice. She hopped along Happy as can

Flashy Images
If you want a flashy or bright pic something that will catch ppls eye i can make em for ya 3 mil each bring a get a friend to buy one and ill make you one free for each friend u can bring to me that buys one.

Weight Loss Here I Come!
ok I got tired of being heavy and so on the 8th of June I put my foot down, I weighed 231.2 lbs. Now on June 11th I weighed myself with the same scale and Im 224 lbs! I lost 7.2 lbs so far! Whoop! Fucking Whoop!! Go me! :)

Stuff
Why...?... Why is it that i can't find that right one?The one that wants to settle down..the one that wants to be true...why is it no1 my age is looking to get their life on track...what is so special about going to clubs...why do they feel drinking is fun...why can't they understand that some people have more important priorities...why is it our generation is sitting back watching their life’s slowly go down the drain...do they like the stereotype that we have... do they like being called slackers...do they like that everyone thinks we don't care about our futures...is it too much to ask for someone who cares...is it too hard to understand that i am not looking for the whole dating bs...and that i am sick and tired of all the high school drama...Damn i am just sick and tired of drama in general...i would love it if drama could be kept out of my life...will it ever happen...who knows... but then again who cares enough to read this right.

I Am Who I Am
God know I know I feel like can't nobody fuck with me God got my back so Lil boosie keep his mind at ease And god kno I kno That somebody gon hate on me But god kno I'm thug so U kno lil boosie go and get skeet Now god know my situation, he know what I be facin He know I'm so impatient when it come to money makin From school, to the blocks, from the tool, to the rocks For the lil nigga with that pistol ridin around in somethin hot Now it's bout time we hit our knees and tell god truth Can't stop the way we livin, just help us make it through When I die take me through, up to heaven up with you Gotta holla at my daddy and my nigga griles to And god kno And god know I'm thug life, u fuckin right So if ah nigga play with me of the top I gotta get him right And god got my back so, when I act wow I'm comin home safely through the back do The murder rate is sky high, nigga hollin ride or die These youngin slangin iron it ain't no mo takin pride So put yo fist up in yo pockets and them bull

The Tales Of Xcylencex
If you act like a dumbass, i WILL share it with all of Fubar. Just sayin.This guy sends me a message that says "boing". I said thanks but no thanks and then I get blasted with this chat. Enjoy :) cyberstud11:what fucking whore comes on here if shes married go die cunt me:LOL poor baby never been rejected before? cyberstud11:your ugly as fuck nigger i would rape your ass for power because i can me:and THATS why you tried to hit on me with "boing" really? lol cyberstud11:bring your dude i will beat his ass nope i do that to everyone u fucking fat ass so do us a favopr and fucking die me:roflmao i gotta say, thanks for the amusement. this is quite entertaining. cyberstud11:u arent hot i rated your ass a one me:no, actually i am. you're just pissed off because I turned down your lame attempt at a comeon. Get over yourself, seriously. cyberstud11:look here bitch if you keep talking i will find you and kill you im fucking serious ill kill you and your kids me:suuuuuure you

Poems Written In The Summer Of 2010, Inspired By Someone Who Will Hold A Permenent Place In My Heart
In a perfect world, in a perfect time...but this is no perfect world and is there ever a perfect time? The mystery of life amazes me sometimes with the things it throws my way...Unsure of what I should consider and what i should just pass by.....You were one of those moments that life presents me with....Do I pass by or do i say hi..........what a great decision i made....Just by taking a chance on a random person in a random place ivemade a connection that has changed my life forever.... In a perfect world,in a perfect time...but this is no perfect world and is there ever a perfect time?Time...theres never enough and all times are perfect if you use it to its full potential....There are two kinds of people..those who live life and those who watch it pass by....At some point in my life I watched it pass by...but no more...I intend on living it to the fullest extent...By making a simple decision to enjoy my time on this earth in everything I do I found you.... In a perfect world, in a p

Mafia Stuffz
i'm posting this now just to clean out the turf innner wall for now. will figure something out later. so far i havm't received any input so just rollin with the flow :) will update or create another blog later. some of this stuff is currently ourdated. plan to reupdate later. check out our friends in WHS,SDS,WTR,SYNERGY and OBLIVION lounges! [ http://fubar.com/lounge/wickedhotspot ][ http://fubar.com/lounge/76533 ] {--- Oblivion[ http://fubar.com/lounge/silverdollarsaloon ][ http://www.fubar.com/lounge/77456 ] {--- wild & tame radio lounge[ http://www.fubar.com/lounge/73940 ] {--- Synergy lounge will be revising this soon,maybe dumping it into a blog to cut clutter in here....welcome to the team everyone. this part of the wall is seen by turf members only. this turf is typically a laid back turf,but we protect/back our team/turf mates when we can. not all of us can be online regularly and this is meant to be fun for socialising and meeting new peeps. this turf will consist of p

Just...me
continous , irrational thoughts plague my mind. I know i need to pull it back together, but how can i? and why should i...fear i will do something irrational? oh well so be it. maybe its time for that "crazy" every one seen in me to play out full blown. Have you seen her? her eyes, the most beautiful shade of chocolate, her smile....her smile brightens my day like the morning sun rising over the florida skyline. its crazy how when she smiles it just melts me. last time i felt like this...i was in HighSchool. her voice...her voice is like a choir of angels singing in my ears. sometimes she speaks and i cant even make since of what she said because im to busy being pummeled and minf fucked by her beauty. so yeah irrational thoughts should be expected i guess. I would give up everything i have right now for to be with her. No thats not the playas way of doing it, and truth be told...i dont give a fuck. I would leave my life for her in a heartbeat. i know she wouldnt ask that of me, but

Via Fubar
i would like to thank misfit for sharing and using her ability points on a friend of mine. my friends list, consists of roughly 70ish ppl. and she was the only one who stepped up to help out a girl she doesn't even know. that is Quality right there! THANK YOU Misfit, i appreciate you! x0 ♥ C. **update ::: my friend Silveroak helped Tee as well. :) thank you Silveroak!

"the Rambling Emotional Pomes Of Life
I am 6' 1" tall 285 lbs and have blue eyes and brown hair if i have hair i choose to shave my head i have a gotee mustach and beard no tattoos or perieceings 2'' scar over right eyey i wear glasses i have false teeth but refuse to wear them hope there is not a problem with that but im a natural persone and dont belive in prosieses to improve on ones looks...I am JUst your avreage joe and a redneck at that.... Tagline:I am not old I am Not new I am just me No more No Less Ask me what you Will and I will answer With the best Of My Knowledge. Member Since:April 11, 2011 Gender:Male Location:Fairmont,W.va Age:48 Relationship Status:Singel Interested In:Friends, Dating, Serious Relationship Languages:English Ethnicity:Caucasian/White Religion:Agnostic Orientation:Straight Elementary School:Dunbar Intermediate School Junior High School:Miller Junior High School High School:Fayette County High School '82Fayette Area Vocational School '82 College:The College of Woo

The Average Soldier
The Average SoldierThe average age of the military man is 19 years. He is a short haired, tight-muscled kid who, under normal circumstances is considered by society as half man, half boy. Not yet dry behind the ears, not old enough to buy a beer, but old enough to die for his country. He never really cared much for work and he would rather wax his own car than wash his father's; but he has never collected unemployment either.He's a recent High School graduate; he was probably an average student, pursued some form of sport activities, drives a ten year old jalopy, and has a steady girlfriend that either broke up with him when he left, or swears to be waiting when he returns from half a world away. He listens to rock and roll or hip-hop or rap or jazz or swing and 155mm howizzitor. He is 10 or 15 pounds lighter now than when he was at home because he is working or fighting from before dawn to well after dusk.He has trouble spelling, thus letter writing is a pain for him, but he can field

Weird Stuff
A thousand credits and the stupid Fupony just dances? For my money, it should get up in the morning and make breakfast...you've already gotten screwed buying it! It reminds me of the story that Orson Bean tells - This is a story about a guy has a horny parrot. It's terrible. Every time he reaches into the cage, the bird humps his arm. He invites his mother to tea, the bird keeps saying foul things. Finally he takes the parrot to a vet.The vet examines the bird extensively, says, "Well, you have a horny male parrot. I have a sweet young female bird, and for fifteen dollars your bird can go in the cage with mine."The guy's parrot is listening and says, "Come on! Come on! What the hell!"Finally, the guy says all right and hands over the fifteen dollars.The vet takes the parrot, puts him in the cage with the female bird, closes the curtain. Suddenly, "Kwah! Kwah! Kwah!" Feathers come flying out of the cage.The vet says, "Holy gee," and runs across the room and opens the curtain

Thought This Was So True
This is for the Broken Hearted.......I know how you feel....Empty, Btrayed and no Happiness what so ever. You dont want to laugh cause you know its not going to help, But you dont want to cry, Because you know it will make you feel worse. You feel Like your Heart is falling apart, But Not only that, You know soon your life is going to feel like its falling apart too. You dont think it will ever end, and no matter what this person has done to you, it feels impossible to stop loving them. And everyone wonders, why if they hurt you, do you still love them so much. Thats the confusing part, You dont know why, You just do. " The Person who has the best capacity to make you the happiest, May give you the worst heartache you can imagine." YOU were the BEST and WORST thing for ME. And then after a few weeks you feel a sense of relief, Like your getting happy again, But you know inside your just going into denial. I keep telling myself that i dont miss you, I dont love you, May

4 The Friends Of Jason Cant Be Ur Superman Get A Clue Dumb Fucks
2 ALLL OF JASONS MENTALLY CHALLENGED FRIENDS JEZZI BROWN ILLEST KATE SUCCUBUS ETC ETC ETC ETC if ur such good friends with jason call him or text him or whatever it is you do ask this effen worthless piece of shit why is it that he cant pay more attention to his kids instead of this garbage ass fubar crap ask why does he have to hurt them by not showing up to get them on the days its court ordered for him to have them let him know hes in contemp with the court so ur lil bling giver u know the one who rather spend money on every other skank on here instead of spending the money on his daughters who is 2 and 6 might go to jail this guy is a dead beat he abusive a rapist that takes advantage of his wife when she is passed out cold from out having a good time with family and friends for a gathering thinks its ok to have sex with her when she cant move or tell him to stop who the hell does that and when his daughter kayla the oldest was 4 he got her ready for bed and was laying down with he

Obessed
what is ur obession.. you think u can have all my hidden postions. u try and unlock me .try and see your obessed needs kills me . im not your obession just an illustions of me are not so simple to the mind you have. posseing is of the nothing let me be .. i want to breathe free .. not have u over me.. let me go . never to love .. im just your obessing.

Random Stuffs
They may see mebut not for who i amthey accept mefor the person i"ve showni may be funny energetic and strongon the outsidebut withinim shatterd like broken glasstorn to the edgeused to the boneim slowly pushed outthey dont think im usefuland it hurtsi cant change who i ambut maybe of what you think of mewe were gonna be friends foreverbut nothing lastspeople change......you changednow in my lifesince i feel as though im not loveto everyone im faded She is my strength when I am weak and she is my star in the night sky,She is my sun on a cold and rainy day,She is the voice that soothes me when I cry, She is the blankets that keep me warm at night.She is my light when it's dark, She keeps my heart beating with every step I take,She is the angel that appears in my dreams,She is the beauty within me.She is the moon that brightens up my world,She is the air I breath,She guides me through the ups and downs,She is my ANGELShe is my DAUGHTER. A sky of darkest velvet Sweet kisses in the night

For Us Astronomy Nerds
WASHINGTON – The sun is heading into an unusual and extended hibernation, scientists predict. Around 2020, sunspots may disappear for years, maybe decades. But scientists say it is nothing to worry about. Solar storm activity has little to do with life-giving light and warmth from the sun. The effects from a calmer sun are mostly good. There'd be fewer disruptions of satellites and power systems. And it might mean a little less increase in global warming. It's happened before, but not for a couple centuries. "The solar cycle is maybe going into hiatus, sort of like a summertime TV show," said National Solar Observatory associate director Frank Hill, the lead author of a scientific presentation at a solar physics conference in New Mexico. Scientists don't know why the sun is going quiet. But all the signs are there. Hill and colleagues based their prediction on three changes in the sun spotted by scientific teams: Weakening sunspots, fewer streams spewing from the

A Poem Written For Me
My Dad, he tells a lot of lies. He never did before. But from now until he dies, He'll tell a whole lot more. Ask my dad how he is, And because he cant explain, He will tell a little lie, Because he cant explain the pain. Ask My Dad how he is, He'll say "I'm alright." If that's the truth please tell me, Why does he cry each night? Ask My Dad how he is. "I’m fine. I’m well. I’m coping" For God’s sake Dad, just tell the truth. Tell them your heart is broken. He’ll love me all his life, I loved him all of mine. But if you ask him how he is, He’ll lie and say he’s fine. I am here in Heaven, I cannot hug him from here. If he lies to you don’t listen Just hug him and hold him near. On the day we meet again, We’ll smile and I’ll be bold. I’ll say, "you’re lucky to get in here, Dad, With all the lies you’ve told!"

Life In General!
1. I can't wait to see what you're doing for my Birthday! 2. Are you....crying? 3. If we leave right now, we'll have time to stop by Bed Bath & Beyond. 4. Do you need help lighting the grill? 5. I'm putting the whole conversation on my Blog. 6. You had so much hair back then! 7. I don't care how big and drunk he is, he shouldn't be talking through the movie. I'm going to say something! 8. Actually it doesn't happen to EVERY guy! 9. We're vegetarian's now! 10. My dad can fix that, you should call him! **I hope I don't have to explain WHY women should never say anything listed above!**

Lyrical Brilliance
Flash that buttery goldJittery zeitgeist wither by the watering holeWhat a patrolWhat are we to heart Huckabee art fuckery suddenly? Not enough young in his lung for the waterwings? Colorfully vulgar poacher out of mulch Like "I'm 'a pull the pulse out a soldier and bolt"Fine, sign of the time we elapse When a primate climb up a spine and attachEye for an eye by the bog's life swamps and vinesThey get a rise out of frogs and fliesSo when a dog fight's hog-tied prize sort of costs a lifeThe mouths water on a fork and knifeAnd the allure isn't rightIt's gore on a war-torn beach Where the cash cow's actually beefBlood turns wine when it leak for police Like that's not a riot, it's a feast, let's eatAnd I will remember your name and face On the day you are judged by the funhouse castAnd I will rejoice in your fall from grace With a cane to the sky like 'None Shall Pass'If you never had a day a snow cone couldn't fix, you wouldn't relate to the rogue vocoder blitz, how he spoke thru a no-do

Birthday
If You Were Born Today, June 17: You are wise, intelligent, and communicative, always desirous of increasing your knowledge and staying informed. Many of you are authorities on a particular subject. You can also be quite driven once you've found a goal to focus on. You tend to loosen up and enjoy life more as you grow older, and you age well. While you can be sociable when you are around others, you often choose relative solitude and don't always seek out social events. Others admire you for your dry sense of humor and intelligence. Your Birthday Year Forecast: Your birthday falls just after a Full Moon this year, suggesting a period of communication and teaching. You may be turned to for advice more frequently, and you are very willing to offer your help. This is a strong year for publicity and any other endeavors that involve spreading the word. As well, your ability to be objective--or to see the "big picture"--can be especially rewarding this year.

Blessed
Some may think sisy, some may not even care, but as of the 30th of june 2011 The fitness center I call home and have made many fine friends will have been assumed and I will be unemployed. It has been gratifying and I have deep gratitude for the members there that have come up to express their displeasure at the new company not keeping the current staff. The most intese has been the members that have come up and told us how we have changed their lives through the atmosphere we provided, the positive, comfortable and relaxed atmosphere that allowed them to feel at home, at ease providing them with what the looked for to succeed in their fitness goals. It has brought tears to our eyes and lumps to our throats as they tell us their story of which we as the staff are a deep part. Had a lady that told us how she was near 300 lbs, she was shopping gyms and felt like she was too big for some, wouldn't be able to dress right for other or they were just to pushy trying to sell her the moon,

30 Days Of Blogging......
Ok I just got talked into my first blog attempt so here goes! Todays is a copy of a great friends as the thoughts lodged in my brain like that annoying song you hear and cant stop singing! Songs that remind you of someone...... Fleetwood Mac reminds me of more innocent days at 18 with my 1st real girlfriend (over 1 month lol), driving my 1st car sat off looking out over a sunset on the river where I live and playing the cassette I bought her Tango in the night being slowly driven insane by this song being played over and over lol http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R9GIjhLZvIw Thanks for reading and listening! Ok this is a weird thought but feel free to add yours below! Songs you hated then grew to love..... For me Queen's Bohemian Rgapsody was the the epitomy of this. When I was maybe 10 I hated it! Now I know its one of my favourite songs of all time http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2omuoO_hIbQ This live version is preferble to the music video though Ok this one is most mem

My Rules
Rules If you just have pics of stuff...nope not gonna add u.... If you only have one pic of yourself...Im not gonna accept your request.... If you send me a request and ur page is private where I cant check you out first...Denied If your a newbie.....sorry not gonna add you... unless u have a salute If you come at me disrespectful at ALL....wont add u and uget get blocked. If your 18-22 probably not gonna add u....I have a 23year old niece too weird..(if your part of my lounge ok thats one thing) even still kinda weird :/hehe Im on here for fun not bullshit....So Come correct or not at All..... Thanks

Reversed Polarity
Okay since I'm continuing on my rant, I guess I'm going get back on my soap box and hand some a little common sense to those who apparently either do not have it or lost it in their quest to be something that they're not on the Internet. 1) If you are in a relationship but want to be friends with a member of the opposite sex, BE UP FRONT about your status. Do not pretend your live in girlfriend/wife/significant other does not exist especially when you're on the computer. There is nothing that kills a potential friendship than lying about who you are. 2) If you work in the military or you work in security or any other job that uses the Internet constantly for information, it would be my greatest suggestion that you do NOT post any pictures that would compromise yourself (pictures of your genitals, et al). There is nothing worse than your boss making some kind of comment in regards to your penis size and what site he found this on. It would be much worse if your spouse caught these pic

Electronic Cigarettes Blog
An E-NI, otherwise known as a personal vaporizer, is a battery-powered device that provides inhaled doses of nicotine by way of a vaporized solution. It is an alternative to smoked tobacco products, such as cigarettes, cigars, or pipes. In addition to nicotine delivery, this vapor also provides a flavor and physical sensation similar to that of inhaled tobacco smoke, while no tobacco, smoke, or combustion is actually involved in its operation.An E-NI usually takes the form of some manner of elongated tube, though many are designed to resemble the outward appearance of real smoking products, like cigarettes, cigars, and pipes. A common design is also the "pen-style", so named for its visual resemblance to a ballpoint pen. Most E-NI's are reusable devices with replaceable and refillable parts. A number of disposable E-NI's have also been developed.DefinitionsBattery - The main body of your E-NI. This is rechargeable in the non-disposable electronic nicotine inhalators. Charging typically

Want A Salute From Me?
I get a lot of requests for salutes. And to be honest, I don't really have the time or desire to make them for everyone that wants one. So here is the deal.... If you want a SFW salute from me they will cost a 65 credit bling pack. A NSFW will cost a 135 credit bling pack. 1. Send me the bling pack. But sure to say that you are sending it for a salute. Otherwise, I will think you are just being nice and you won't get one. 2. I will make salutes at least once a week. So, be patient. 3. Requests are just that - a request. You get what I decide to do. You can of course, let me know what you would like, but that doesn't mean I will do it. 4. Put ALL info. ( be sure to let me know what name you want me to use - your screen name or a real name. However you spell it - is how it will be done.) in your fupal transfer message. As I do not always get to read all my message. Any message you send outside of the fupal transfer - there is NO guaranteed I will read it. Sorry if you think this is me be

Someday
Somedays i'd give anything for that familiar rush, the sting, the adrenaline rush, the blood.. Before my son i had never felt anything so real, that made me feel alive.. Nothing compares to the pain, nothing.. Its been over a year now since ive fallen back on my addiction, But something inside me doesnt wanna quit yet.. My scars will never fade, my heart will never heal.. Everything good, everything pure, everything real was taken from me... People are cruel, vile, and sometimes evil.. The purest of hearts are crushed and ruined.. I cant be what you want or need me to be, because i dont know how to be anything but broken.. Theres alot more to me than long hair, and a pretty face.. Take it or leave it, i dont care.. Just my thoughts..

My Military Life
Seems Like Ive Been Here Before, Just Outside Some Closing Door, Standing Here Just Searching For A Light. You'd Think By Now Id Have It Down I Know I Should Be Wiser Now. No Ones Gonna Bail Me Out This Time... Im Not Getting Any Better At Goodbyes, Im Not Any Better Now Than When I First Began It Hurts Every Bit As Much As It Did Way Back Then... I Suppose I'll Drink Alot The Only Thing For Sure Is Im Not Getting Better At Goodbyes. Friends My Come And Friends May Go But Lovers Memories Die Slow They Wont Always Let You Know Its Time. Even This Shall Pass I Guess And You'll Be Just Like All The Rest And I'll Start Dusting Off All My Best Lines And Im Not Getting Any Better At Goodbyes. Im Not Any Better Now Than When I First Began It Hurts Every Bit As Much As It Did Way Back Then... I Suppose I'll Drink Alot Only Thing For Sure Is Im Not Getting Any Better At Goodbyes ...Im Not Getting Better At Goodbyes. =============================================================================

My Guilty Pleasure, My Nemesis.......
Ahhhhhhhh the flashy pics, the catchy statuses, the bling, the abilities..........its so enticing is it not? To escape into a world where you are famous for nothing more than being photogenic or crafy with photoshop. Your day's mood is reflected on your current ranking and how many likes you got that day. What a superficial place full of people that try and pretend they are deeper than the nearest puddle. Admit it, you are one of them too. We all are to a degree. Guilty of chasing the bombs, eager to level, to show our worth. LMAO At the end of the day, we all go home to our bills, our empty beds or lonely filled ones and disappear into the disappointment of the "real world" ~ whatever that disappointment may be ~ lack of a rewarding job, a broken home, life challenges that no one knows but the person behind the cherry. I find the site and its pull humorous as I watch the feed and pretty people scroll...............wanna laugh with me?

Lost
Without you there is no light Without you there is no dark Without you there is no happiness Without you there no sadness Without you there is no reason Without you there is no rhyme Without you there's only stillness Without you there is no time. Without you I am so empty Without you there is no us Without you there is no future Without a future what's the fuss Without you my life is empty Without you should I continue Without you my life's a mess WITHOUT YOU....... my love will end ... forever This is from my heart, I am crying as I write this, I cant imagine a life without you in it Me... I love you dearly, I wish you could see... Tho your many miles away I can still feel you in my dreams is where we meet and for now that will have to do and when I hear your voice my heart longs for you for your touch, for your kiss, for a glimpse of that sparkle in your eye Tho your many miles away I can still feel you in my dreams is where we meet and for now that will have to do and wh

Hairy Goblet
4:05pm limited ed...: www.fubar.com... 4:07pm Mud: i hope a weasel crawls into your cunt you worthless whore 4:07pm limited ed...: excucse me 4:07pm limited ed...: i was just being nice to invite u 4:08pm limited ed...: im not a whore 4:08pm limited ed...: so u barking up the wrong tree 4:08pm Mud: sorry i meant to say i hope a rabid weasel a tiny little fucking animal... crawls into that dark decadent hole of yours and dies you diseased whore 4:09pm limited ed...: well glad ur talking about urself cuz ur words ur discribing u 4:10pm Mud: glad you don't know how to spell for shit either i guess they didn't need that in whore school 4:11pm Mud: or did your daddy turn you out himself 4:12pm limited ed...: hahaha u need a life fag boy 4:12pm to limited ed...: i'll bet you liked sucking daddy's dick didn't you? 4:13pm reply limited ed...: u must of cuz ur saying a

Municipal Cockwash
everyone kept asking me... why i quit drinking... apparently i'm not allowed to just say i'm done they figured there must be some logical explination... maybe he got a girlfriend? (you can quit laughing fuckers) maybe he got some disease from some skank he took home(wrong.... condoms the glass slippers of our generation) maybe he blacked out and set some guy on fire in the dumpster... again? (it happens folks) well... i have a confession... there was a reason... and it's a little hard to talk about... i couldn't bring myself to do it in person... but i've mustered the courage and... think it's time you guys know see i was involved in a near-tragic hit and run accident... where 3 kids and a grandmother were killed on their way to church from what i remember i thought jack in the box was a great idea as i stumbled home after consuming way too much tequila the rest is a bit of a blur but i found puke in my floorboard and a box of half eaten jelly donuts anyway when i woke up t

Thoughts
Life is just a trip in to the unknown with a navigator without any clear picture. You can get hints and ideas but you will never know what will be behinde next cornor, and thats the beuty of it all. You can never tell what will be you can only follow a path that feels good what the outcome will be is left to see. So make youre choises decide where to go follow your road in to the future and enjoy the ride! Morning and for others night time its all in a circel leading nowhere. Rain and sunshine humid and dry all in all its in balance all over. There can be no hate if there is no love its always two sides of a coin. The question is where do we go from here Viking feast a ritual some 1000 years old a celibration to the light and the sun Skål to you all. (Salute to you all)

Getting Old But Still Young
so my son's teacher emailed me to tell me that my son said " sometimes when my mom is too tired after work, she just makes us macaroni and cheese with cat food in it" and the teacher put LOL. I told the teacher it was spam!! the teacher replied said ..."I know what he was talking about, this is NYC" lol I tell ya...now a days things can get blown out of proportion lol...imagine if CPS knocked on my door to see if i was feeding my kids cat food lol...I am a single mom of 3 and it is not easy!!! I do not qualify nor do i want assistance of any kind, I work my butt off and every cent I make is for them. Living in the city aint cheap...AT ALL....you know what sucks even more? is the after school program...they could stay until 5:30 but I dont qualify it is only for low income families. HELLO - if they are a couple and only 1 is working why cant the one that isnt working get their kid from school on time??? I think that single working moms should get a chance for that!! cause i have to pay

My Independent Record Label
Oh yea! For the ones that want the single. Just check my bulletin here on fubar and click the iTunes symbol. It takes you right to D.C.A.U. iTunes sales page. Thanks, and I will keep everyone who interested in the blog here posted every week on their progress. JayNunn I've been passing out flyers here in the city of Columbia, It has a powerful impact on sales. They in the mall and people finally noticing my first group! I guess to be successful you must stay on the grind! This week was a blast. We had 3 shows and still rising. Much love to the ones that supported here on Fubar as well. Thanks for checking out my blog! Thanks, JayNunn Well when you start your own business who ever thought of the campaign cost! Advertising is getting pretty high! Oh The link below is for my New Artist for What's Up Boy Records, log on and check them out:

Autism
I Am AutismBy Marty Murphy Hello. Allow me to introduce myself to you. My name is autism. Perhaps you knowme or know of me. I am a condition, “disorder” that affects many people. Istrike at will, when and where I want. Unlike Downs Syndrome or other birth“defects,” I leave no marks on those I strike. In fact, I pride myself on theability to infiltrate a child’s life, while leaving him or her strikinglyhandsome. Many people may not even know I am there. They blame the child forwhat I cause him or her to do. I am autism and I do as I please. I am autism. I strike boys and girls. infants and toddlers. I find my bestvictims to be boys around the age of 2, but any child will do. I like childrenand they are always the true victims, though I take hostage the others in thechild’s family as well. It is a bit like getting two for the price of one. Iaffect one child and “infect” the entire family. I am autism. I strike rich and poor alike. The ri

Just Deep In Thought
Well ....I have to say, Today was my birthday and the first time i have spent it alone.....it was different but wow did you guys step in and just blow me away with all the comments and luv. It is amazing how you can meet some really great people on here and actually enjoy coming here to talk and have fun. I could name all the great people who just stood out but then you all would be reading forever and dont want to do that to you all....but I truely appreciate everything everyone did or said today ...I laughed alot ....had some great convos...and really did enjoy myself today. Funny how when your birthday comes around and everyone buys you gifts and what not and at the end of the day it was like well another birthday .....but yet today ...i didnt get the first present or card from anyone around my place and yet I seem more fufilled with some of the friends and the time i spent here on Fu today. So thank you for making my day a great one...wasnt sure how it would go but yea...l

Hurt
AS SOME OF YOU MAY KNOW OR NOT I HAD SURGERY ON MY LOWER BACK (L5) AND THEY ALSO TRIED TO FIX MY (SCIATICA) FOR THOSE WHO AREN'T FOR MILER WITH THIS ILL EXPLAIN (Sciatica refers to pain that radiates along the path of the sciatic nerve and its branches — from your back down your buttock and leg. The sciatic nerve is the longest nerve in your body. It runs from your spinal cord to your buttock and hip area and down the back of each leg.) HERE IS A LIST OF SOME OTHER THING I HAVE WRONG WITH ME ,TRUST ME I HAVE A POINT LOL Herniated disk Herniated disk — Comprehensive overview covers causes and treatment of back pain from disk herniation. Cervical disc degeneration is a common cause of neck pain, most frequently felt as a stiff neck. Cervical degenerative disc disease is much less common than disc degeneration in the lumbar spine because the neck generally is subjected to far less torque and force. Nonetheless, a fall or a twisting injury to the disc spa

My Short Stories, Please Read, Rate, And Comment
For years he has searched, he has used dark magic, and miracle cures to extend his life for her. For decades he looks, from the smallest farm to the grandest cities for her. For centuries he roams the earth, watching waiting. For a moment he knew her, and she that she smashed his heart to a trillion pieces. For a millenia he grieves for the loved that shunned him. For an eternity he searches for the pieces of his broke heart, so that it may beat again... Watching her spin around the dance floor he morns, she has found happiness and he had not. She Laughs and carries on smiling up at the man that took his place. He cries from the pain, moving though the crowd, he slips silently to the balcony and stares out at the night sky. He hears her approach behind him, and feels as she steps up next to him, her perfume catching in his nostrils. "I miss you..." she says, "But he is a great guy, I wish you could give me your approval but that time has past. I have to live again..." she takes off th

Sizzlin Summer Auction
Lots of SEXXII women are up for grabs in the sizzlin summer auction! Including Fubars very own SEXXIIMOMMY♥ http://www.fubar.com/sexxiimommy-bids-start-at-5-mil/photo-6266634-2344447-1384542757 Mistress Twizted Kitten http://www.fubar.com/twizted-kitten-bids-start-at-5mil/photo-6266634-2344447-1949636488 Come bid rate and love on all these sexxii women of fubar♥

My Wish
I wonder at times if you dont see me standing in the shadows awaiting you to finally turn see me there You seem so blinded to that fact ive been here all this time in my quiet corner At times I see you slightly turn only to watch you pause my silent pleas fill the room but you yet again deny i exist with a turn of shoulder im gone again awaiting again for you to make that move find me there you tell the world you want a special love a woman to love ive been here all along im lost to you it seems

Read This First
Well if your reading this then your on the road to being on my friends list:P I'm In a relationship Just in case you didn't catch it on the top of my page when you first come in then yes im taken and relax shes not going to come after you, not going to make a scene on your profile, or any of those jealous girl friend things. Just relax and be yourself I just want you to know that i have a girlfriend and thats all. As for me flirting shes okay with it as long that it is flirting and LBNT(look but not touch) then its all good she does not care plus she sees tits every day shes going to work at a porn shop. Html comments I can't stand those things.... If you want to comment just type something out rather have that then some picture thtas not you off some girl with a gun coming out of her pussy.. sheesh. Misunderstanding no im not a pothead just because i have a gas mask doesn't mean im a pot head. So no i dont drink or do drugs...well I take pills but those are good

Stripped
TO WHO THIS MAY CONSERN DO NOT TRUST DJ TROUBLE. HE IS A WANNA BE CODER WHO CHARGES HUNDREDS OF REAL MONEY AND WHEN THINGS DONT GO HIS WAY HE STRIPS THE LOUNGE OUT FROM UNDER YOU. SO JUST A HEADS UP DONT TRUST HIM . HE IS FROM THE FRESNO AREA http://fubar.com/5473280

Unkown Solder
Rest well American solder, Wrap yourself in the knowledge that you did your job well, Know that no one could ask anything more of you or that you could have giving any more of yourself. Enjoy the peace now that you worked so diligently for. During my work travels this Friday. I witness first hand the last ride of a fallen American hero. I was getting on a major freeway in North Dallas. Just sitting on an over pass. I noticed a firetruck lights going, a police car lights going, and a motorcycle cop. They where just standing there looking at the oncoming traffic. This seemed unusual to me but not really not worthy. Then I came to the next over pass and there was the same thing again. I could see farther up to the next overpass and there was more lights sitting on an over pass. Now I was curious. I didn't even notice how empty the other side of the freeway was of cars. Then I saw a large procession of motorcycles. Large American flags flowing off the back of them. It was amazing! That w

It All Falls Down At Once
you would think i would learn eventually. you would think that somewhere something would have to give and i would be once again centered. but you're wrong i never learn. i do the same shit all the time and then am completely perplexed when i don't get different results. that, ladies and gentlemen, is the definition of insanity. things have been particularily bad lately in my head. nothing seems to make sense anymore and i can't even communicate with my fiance, Kenny properly. i can't tell him what's wrong no matter how much he begs for answers because i, myself, don't know what my problem is. it's all very frustrating. i'm sure it's just as mind numbingly irritating to him as it is to me. and the kicker is i have no idea how to fix it because i don't know what "it" is.. impossible. right now i'm just wishing i could get high. unfortunately, i don't have any money until my check comes on the 1st. which, realistically, means i won't be able to get high again until the 2nd when my m

The Soldier
How does a soldier feel fighting a war?Does he always know what he is fighting for?Maybe he knows but doesn't understand,why he is alone in a faraway land. Like so many others he is there for a cause,And like the rest he doesn't pause.He has a job that he does well,even as his best friend beside him fell. How does he feel when he hears the news,of violent protests from the ignorant few?His shame is great, the pain goes deephe feels compassion for the dead at his feet. Rioters can boast and carry signs,about the war that has shook our time.But when the call comes for them to go,they burn their draft cards and make a show. How can a soldier be proud of his land,when this type of people make a stand?How can we show him we are glad he is there,fighting for freedom and the ones who care? War is unfair in any way of life,and all involved must pay the price.But the soldier is proud to keep us free,

Soldier's Christmas
TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS,HE LIVED ALL ALONE,IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OFPLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEYWITH PRESENTS TO GIVE,AND TO SEE JUST WHOIN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT,A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE,NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS,NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE,JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND,ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURESOF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES,AWARDS OF ALL KINDS,A SOBER THOUGHTCAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT,IT WAS DARK AND DREARY,I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER,ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING,SILENT, ALONE,CURLED UP ON THE FLOORIN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE,THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER,NOT HOW I PICTUREDA UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HEROOF WHOM I'D JUST READ?CURLED UP ON A PONCHO,THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIESTHAT I SAW THIS NIGHT,OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE SOLDIERSWHO WERE WILLING TO FIGHT. SOON ROUND THE WORLD,THE CHILDREN WOULD PLAY,AND GROWNUPS

Mother Of A Soldier
The mother of a soldier-- hats off to her, I say!The mother of a soldierwho has gone to face the fray;She gave him to her countrywith a blessing on his head --She found his name this morningin the long list of the dead:"Killed -- Sergeant Thomas Watkins,while leading on the rest,A Bible in his pocketand a portrait on his breast!" The mother of a soldier-- she gave him to her land;She saw him on the transportas he waved his sun-browned hand;She kissed him through the teardropsand she told him to be brave;Her prayers went night and morningwith her boy upon the wave. The mother of a soldier --her comfort and her joy,She gave her dearest treasurewhen she gave her only boy;She saw the banners waving,she heard the people cheer;She clasped her hands and bravelylooked away to hide a tear. The mother of a soldier --ah! cheer the hero deed,And cheer the brave who battle'neath the banner of their creed;But don't forget the mothers,through all the lonely yearsThat fight the

I Got Your Back
I am a small and precious child,my dad's been sent to fight.The only place I'll see his face,is in my dreams at night. He will be gone too many daysfor my young mind to keep track.I may be sad, but I am proud.My daddy's got your back. I am a caring mother.My son has gone to war.My mind is filled with worriesthat I have never known before.Everyday I try to keepmy thoughts from turning black.I may be scared, but I am proud.My son has got your back. I am a strong and loving wife,with a husband soon to go.There are times I'm terrifiedin a way most never know.I bite my lip, and force a smileas I watch my husband pack.My heart may break,but I am proud.My husband has got your back.

Soldier
The soldier stood and faced his God Which must always come to pass He hoped his shoes were shining Just as brightly as his brass. "Step forward now, you soldier, How shall I deal with you? Have you always turned the other cheek? To My Church have you been true?" The soldier squared his shoulders and said, "No, Lord, I guess I ain't Because those of us who carry guns Can't always be a saint. I've had to work most Sundays And at times my talk was tough, And sometimes I've been violent, Because the world is awfully rough. But, I never took a penny That wasn't mine to keep... Though I worked a lot of overtime

Freedom
FREEDOM ISNT FREE I watched the flag pass by one day.It fluttered in the breeze.A young Marine saluted it,And then he stood at ease.I looked at him in uniformSo young, so tall, so proud,With hair cut square and eyes alertHe'd stand out in any crowd.I thought how many men like himHad fallen through the years.How many died on foreign soil?How many mothers' tears?How many pilots' planes shot down?How many died at sea?How many foxholes were soldiers' graves?No, freedom isn't free. I heard the sound of taps one night,When everything was stillI listened to the bugler playAnd felt a sudden chill.I wondered just how many timesThat taps had meant "Amen,"When a flag had draped a coffinOf a brother or a friend.I thought of all the children,Of the mothers and the wives,Of fathers, sons and husbandsWith interrupted lives.I thought about a graveyardAt the bottom of the seaOf unmarked graves in Arlington.No, freedom isn't free.

Summer Time
Ok ladies, I am starting this blog for Summer. The purpose of it is to share ideas, recipes, activities, etc. Feel free to comment and add your things, your holiday fun, trip ideas, things to do with kids (that won't break the bank) and so on. Have fun and HAPPY SUMMER. I'll start it off with a simple recipe. hope you enjoy Sangra Recipe: 4 oranges, 2 juiced, 2 halved lengthwise and thinly sliced crosswise 1/3 to 1/2 cup sugar 1/4 cup brandy 1 bottle dry red wine, chilled 2 lemons, thinly sliced 2 cups seltzer or club soda Ice cubes, for serving In a large pitcher, combine orange juice, sugar, and brandy; stir well to dissolve sugar. Add wine, orange slices, lemon slices, and seltzer; stir to combine. Fill glasses with ice before serving. You remember Don Johnson when he was "cool" You know who shot J.R You remember when Michael Jackson was actually considered something of a sex symbol You practice getting in and out of your car through t

Superwoman
Well it was an experience of a life time 4 me!! It was in 2000 there was a bbw competition in London in which at that point i lived(now reside near Scotland)everyone had 2 attend an interview -out of over 300 women who went only 15 finalist were chosen!! OMG i was 1 of them finalist -almost died in shock when i got the phone call -thought it was candid camera or somethin----well things like that just dont happen to me-does it???well this time it did haha!!! I had to start attending rehearsals-wearing make up all the time(was not 1 for make up but had to wear the works haha),had 2 get some1 2 sponser me(chose my local shop which were great!!!) -'thong song by Sisqo will always ave a fond memory in my heart!! Iwon an achievement award for personality on stage wooow -we had male escorts who gladly volunteered!! It done so much for me it was unreal -my dress was made a long flowing dress wid a basque -it touched the floor wow -had to come out in 3 different outfits-introduce ur self 2

Siempre Estare Contigo
JUST USING THIS TO WRITE THINGS DONT REALLY KNOW WHAT IMA PUT I GUESS THATS THE BEST WAY JUST START TALKIN AND I GUESS U CAN FIGURE IT OUT AS U GO ALOT OF PPL ARE ALWAYS WEARIN MASKS HIDING THEIR FEELINGS I AM THAT TYPE OF PERSON WELL IDK IF I STILL AM OR NOT I GUESS ITS 50/50 I WONT SHOW MANY MY FEELINGS TO MANY PPL IF ANY PROBABLY NONE BUT 1 SHE KNOWS WHO SHE IS IVE SPENT ALOT OF TIME LEARNING FROM HER ITS CRAZY HOW U CAN MEET SUM1 AND BE SO INTO EVERY WORD THEY SAY U SIT HERE LIKE A LIL KID EXCITED WAITING FOR WHAT THEY GONNA SAY NEXT AND U GET THIS TYPE OF HAPPINESS U NEVER FELT IN UR LIFE I GUESS ITS THE CLOSEST THING TO HEAVEN HUH. U GOTTA APPRECIATE SUM1 LIKE THAT ALWAYS WHEN THEY ARE FULL OF LOVE N PURITY THAT U FALL INTO A TRANCE THAT U NEVER WANT 2 COME OUT OF NOTHINTG ELSE IN THIS WORLD MATTERS BUT U AND HER AT THAT VERY MOMENT EACH N EVERYTIME ITS A BEAUTIFUL THING I HOPE SUM OF U FIND THAT FEELING CUZ I HAVE AND ITS SUMTHING THAT I CARRY IN MY HEART EACH N EVERYDAY ITS SPE

It's Time For Change.
I'm 22 and people seem to think i am not old enough to have dealt with what i have, or think as i do. But i am here to tell people, age has nothing to do with experiances. A person can have experiances at a young or old age, that the opposite has never even dreamed of. I'm 22 in physical age yes, but mentally i am around 35-40 years old which is why those who do choose to remain at my side, are never displeased with me. Now the subject this evening is in regards to dating and relationships in general, including what i have experianced and concluded from those experiances. First let me make a little note here though, i wrote this once and a troll decided to say "how could anyone date your ugly ass" well as i told him looks don't matter if you're looking for a good personality. Those who base their relationships on looks alone will fail each time and have a empty relationship. So in that statement he proved himself to be one of those ignorant males i tend to ignore. Alright, so i

Love Isn't Evol, It's Just A Lie!
I have a blog page, I dont much write in it anymore, for reasons of my own. That's neither here or there. Im here today to ask the age old question "what is love"? Fuck if I know. I thought at one time I had found it, but no, that wasnt it. I took a chance and looked again many years later, and again, nothing. Just lately I once again thought I had found it. It started out as everything I had heard love could be. It was sweet, romantic, beautiful, and wonderful. I dreamt of her, I thought of her, I wanted nothing more, or needed anything more than her. I lived, breathed, ached and desired her. She was my world, my woman, my heart mind and soul. It wasnt to be. Shit happens. When you devote your life to someone, you give them your all and ask little in return, I see it as one hell of a bargain. When you dont get that ' little in return' though, what is a person to think? Ok, I guess I should define the ' little in return ', thats simple enough. I only want the other to care as much

My Rants
I support many organizations that RESCUE animals and many different things for pitbulls specifically. I am a pitbull lover and couldn't imagine anyone wanting to hurt one. Honestly, my Bella is the best dog I have ever owned and when circumstances allow, I will get another one. Now, it's come to my attention that BET has presented Mike Vick with Subway's Sportsman of the year award. Now people are going to boycott Subway for their decision? What about BET, they presented this award? As a pitbull owner, I find this fucking ridiculous. I understand this man did despicable things, I do not approve AT ALL. He was sent to prison and will never own another animal again. So who the hell are you or anyone else to continuously punish a man that is trying to move on with his life, to better himself? As much as people would like to believe, they aren't perfect. No one is. We all make mistakes, he admitted to his and is TRYING to make a change. Boycott whatever the hell you need to, to make yo

Angels Vs Demons Lounge
Attention Coders: Need some Help in Creating My New Lounge called Angels Vs Demons Lounge. If you are available to help out with the lounge I will pay you for it. TYVM, for more details Please contact me through Private Messages.... Also I need Reliable Staff, and a few Promoters. All Positions Available....For More Info, Please Private Message Me

Staff Applacations
i do apologize deeply for now having to have staff go through applacations but we had problems with staff prior so now we are doing applacations please fill this out fully FUBAR NAME POSITION YOU ARE APLYING FOR TIME IN THE POSITION(APLYING FOR) IF NONE THAT IS FINE LOUNGES YOU WORKED FOR (LIST ALL) TIME YOU WERE IN THE LOUNGES (LISTED) I do apologize deeply for now having to have staff go throgh applacations but we have had trouble with staff prior so now we are doing applacations please fill this out FUBAR NAME POSITIION YOU ARE APPLYING FOR TIME IN THE POSITION(APPLYING FOR) IF NONE THAT IS FINE LOUNGES YOU WORKED FOR (LIST ALL) AMOUNT OF TIME IN THE LOUNGES (LISTED) I do apologize deeply for now having to have staff go throgh applacations but we have had problems with staff prior so now we are doing applacations Please fill this out fully FUBAR NAME POSITION YOU ARE APPLYING FOR TIME IN POSITION(YOU ARE APPLYING FOR) IF NONE THAT IS FINE LOUNGES YOU WORKED FOR

Posers & Fakes
I was raised in a Southern Family, with strong values and ethics. Growing up, it was expected that one just be themself. Not to lie, deceive, steal, nor trespass on another. I come from a Law Enforcement family. When my Father died, I was 16 years old. Immediatley I gained 98 Fathers to guide me, the entire Police Department. My future, altho being established was now etched in Stone! In my family are/were Military Heroes. My GGGGrandfather's brother fought in the Continental Army as a Lieutenant, he was killed at the Battle of Guilford Courthouse in Greensboro, NC. My GGGrandfather fought with the Confederacy, with the Florida II, seeing combat at Manassas, Shiloh, Chattanooga, and Gettysburg. He returned home and died on his own land. My Uncle was a bomber Pilot in WWII, seeing combat in Europe, retiring in 1970 a Full Bird Colonel with Air Force Intelligence, last serving in Viet Nam, where my Cousin Bennie, a PFC, stepped on a land mine and gave the ultimate price. My D

Random Acts Of Genius
Network Guy (NG): NG is a smart, knowledgeable, funny guy. YT really likes him, and NG is always helpful to YT. NG isn't always user friendly though.Helpdesk Girl (HG): Helpdesk girl is a nice girl, very helpful, not always the most knowledgeable, but thus far not detrimental in anyway.NAC: A way of restricting which computers can access the network and what resources they can access once on the network.Tuesday Morning Today's story is set in New Building. YT's org just recently built New Building and over the last few weeks has been moving new users into New Building. These moves occur on Tuesdays. This particular Tuesday involved roughly 30 new users moving into New Building. YT hasn't moved into New Building yet, but is there to help out. Not long after arriving at New Building, YT overhears NG talking to another co-worker: NG: Yeah, we are going to turn on NAC on the 1st floor today. YT tucks this little nugget of information into the back of his head. Tuesday Aftern

Oblivion
There was no one around but myself; I heard my thoughts as if it was telling me a story…that’s when I knew I was alone. It was an odd day; there was hardly any sound but occasional chirps of birds and an occasional giggle from a neighborhood kid, but other then that for the first time there was silence. I felt the warm sun against my skin, the prickly grass between my toes and the shy breeze that lightly blew through my hair. This was the last time I’d be here, I thought to myself. The last time I’d stand in this grass and look out into this street, this house was no longer ours. My thoughts rapidly raced through my mind as if I was watching a movie in fast-forward, it’s been three months since I’ve seen my Oma, three whole months since she’s been gone. What was I to do? What was I to say? As I stood there lost in my thoughts without words. I felt like a blank canvas, so many thoughts but no progress whatsoever. What was going to

Calamari Cockring
someone i know shared a precious feeling... L.W. -No matter how stressed out about the small stuff I get, if I look around and if I just sit still long enough, I find myself in awe at all of the beautiful things in my life. I am grateful and in awe. i responded with my own S.R -that's strange... when i sit quietly and look around i just get the urge to watch this place turn black as night engulfed in flames and smoke swirling out of control consuming everything in sight filled with screams of the damned and dying... but i guess maybe i'm doing it wrong i suppose

Clam Canal
i'd like to watch something die... kidding so rewatching the firefly series tonight and it actually made me sad... yeah i know you're probably thinking "bullshit you're an emotionless psycho" and while there is some truth to that... i was sad looking back they had brilliant writers... the stories just fit together and flowed so perfectly it made me sad cause... there aren't many like that anymore... today's society isn't looking for inspired masterpieces... they just want flash and special effects i've seen some of the most predictable movies with lame plots and bad acting.... or overly raunchy with no real purpose to it just selling sex appeal to socially challenged retards cause sadly there are people(Specificly men) who are so facinated by nipples they will spend 2 hours watching one overpaid whore with a lazy eye prance around singing show tunes if there is even the smallest chance she'll bear her fat sacks before she dies now sure there are a few decent movies

Cooter Muffin
well since someone insisted that i care what people think i'll admit it... probably the only time that is accurate is when i'm called a liar... i don't like being accused of lying i don't lie i find it pointless and beneath me... i don't care if people like me or not if you're questioning if that includes you yes it really does friend or not your opinions don't really matter... anyway.. i don't lie to get women into bed(Seriously i rarely even try in the first place) and i don't exaggerate to impress(your opinion = nothing) and i'm honest even if it gets me into trouble.... why lower myself? it is a part of my own self worth... one of the very few things i hold as important... and one of the reason i talk so much shit about religion i view them necessary because people are weak... but a lie even if for a good reason is still a lie *notes about killing gingers and things of that nature don't count as lying as it's not my fault people can't grasp the concept of a joke **also i reta

Fetus Flaps
okay so i had a good time with my brother his wife and kids last couple days watched the zac brown band(kinda bluegrass or county) and an awesome fireworks display at fort stewart the kids always cheer me up... even if they did beat me at bowling... :( while i was there though there was a wildfire burning out of control like a mile and a half from their house which kinda sucked and closed down a couple roads they had the most awesome thing ever... an all you can eat mexican buffet XD nom nom nom nom while i was eating my 6th chicken fajita i got a call from bridgestone... i got the job i wanted but since i was in georgia i'll have to wait till next month to start it when i do start it i'll probably be working 7 12 hour days in a row for awhile... it'll help with my lack of a social life but i won't get on here much either i think... ummm oh and i got barred from my usual hang out by the owner's cunt wife for slapping a person in the face with a cupcake on their birthday... kinda

Queef Quarters
Perfec...: who said anyone was selling fam spots to see any body parts?? just wondering about your comment in my mumm thanks 9:20pm fluffy bunny: your former status dur 9:21pm Perfec...: I never once said anything about seeing body parts in my status 9:21pm Perfec...: I am running a god mode, the selling of the fam spots were to get people in for the famping 9:22pm Perfec...: sorry I offer NO pics or body parts to ANYONE on this site 9:22pm fluffy bunny: well than it's just a plain old rip off... 9:23pm fluffy bunny: you won't be getting any of my bling credits you stingie bish 9:24pm Perfec...: wow...interesting how you judge someone before you know who they are 9:24pm Perfec...: and this all has to do with rank for the higher levels that know how to play the game 9:24pm fluffy bunny: actually it's not that interesting you're easily amused i take it

Skin Canoe
it's dawned on my that i need to work on my people skills... anyone of you lovely cvnts wanna volunteer to help me out with this? okay... first off i need to work on my social skills things like -being friendly -being courteous -being modest and humble -caring -compliments -empathy -listening -loyalty -optimism -respecting boundries -respecting religion -showing enthusiasm -showing emotions -showing gratitude -sincerity -situation appropriate humor and not saying the word cunt in front of your mother things i'll need to work on later -not killing people who try to help -not masturbaing in public -pretending i'm serious about seeking help things i don't need to work on -honesty -social independence i've been accused of being an asshole a lot lately and while i wouldn't dare dispute such obvious claims it does lead one to wonder... i mean... when where and how did they come by this information? couldn't have been on introduction cause god knows i've

Erotica
I take you for a date at the park, a sunset picnic at the park on top of the mountain, overlooking the forest below. We eat dinner, drink champagne, and watch the sun disappear below the horizon. As the last of the rays fall below the skyline, a nimbus-glow crescent slipping behind the trees, I lean over to kiss you. Deeply, passionately, our lips pressing together in what seems like an endless kiss. Your heart beats and your head explodes, spinning as we part. I grab your hand, pulling you up, dragging you away from our blanket. It's dusk, light is fading fast, causing shadows to leap as we dash through the grass. I lead you to the swings, setting you on one, playfully pushing you. You laugh as I push you higher, my hands on your hips with each swing. Suddenly I stop you, joking about pushing you over the top. You grab my shirt, pulling me over to kiss you again, your breath still short from laughter. I lift you up, grinning, and wrap the rope of the swing around your wri

Every Moment
Every moment Love is a many splendored thing, they say, And i believe it when you looked my way, Out of the blue, things seemed to happen, By chance or destiny , is the question Living my life so long, without know youre existance, Then came a day we felt eachothers presence, Guess what's meant to be will always find a way, Loves creeps into hearts and decides to stay, A love so exquisite, yet so intricate, In a world of only "you and I" A love we cant even demonstrate, A secret we have to keep for life, I love you honey, as it comes from the heart, I hope you know that your no beggar from the streets, You make me fly to feats unknown, You make my heart want to soar like birds on the wind, Every moment that is spent with you, Are the moments that we cherrish the most, When all my dreams come true, Every moment i desire to spend with you......

100 Truths About Me
100 Truths About Me 1. Name: Jaynee Marie 2. Age: 35 3. Zodiac Sign: Aries 4. Male or Female: Female 5. Elementary School: Rochester Elementary 6. Middle school: Rochester Middle 7. High school: Rochester High and Juneau Douglas High 8. Hair color: Red 9. Tall or short: Short but don’t tell my son that lol 11. Sweats or jeans: Jeans 12. Phone or Camera: Phone 13. Health Freak: Na 14. Orange or apple: Apple 15. Do you have a crush on someone: Yes 16. Eat or Drink: Drink 17. Piercings: Ears 18. Pepsi or Coke: Diet Pepsi HAVE YOU EVER? 19. Been in an airplane: Yes alot 20. Been in a relationship: Too many 21. Been in a car accident: yes a few 22. Been in a fist fight: Yes 23. First Piercing: Ears 24. First Best Friend: Teri 25. First Award: Dunno cant remember 26. First Crush: Chad 27. First word: daddy I think LAST THING YOU DID 29. Last friend you talked to in person: Greg 30. Last friend you texted: Romeo 31. Last friend yo

Ladies & Gentalmen.... Welcome 2the Most Eternal Show Onearth...(the Story Of My Dark Carnival)
DARK CARNIVAL The Night Was Heavy & Cold thick with fog surrounding this forest a place you'd been to perhaps a thousand times before... the toes of well traviled foot prints lined the old dusty road. Well travled it such a short time that sight alone spoke volumes about this land & so strangly out of place. For none hardly ever cam this path none thought to special or diffrent then any other but a place people would never look twice to find. & some how not trully know how or why it felt if it drew you here a longing a calling of spirit perhaps of the nagging tugs of a restless spirit... The night was cold just a chill to the air that brough the mist form the lips of the living with each breath drifting before their faces but the dead walked here as well drifting among the clouds that hung low to the trees hlaf seen half understoon the floaded on half noticed in & out the vison of each passser by some to notice others to walk by never even knowing the energy that passed around t

Heavy Things
holla at cha boi, now sit back take ur shoes off an jus read this with an open mind, with this being said, brake it down, open it up, fill it up, light it, inhale, slowly exhale, ahhhh now thats the spot, it is amazing that when people say something and other people dnt knw what the question means nor do they understand wat the question is, its also amazing on how when people get delt alot of shit on their plate,then people being there friends jus holla back, an then they seem like they care but then really dont do they, but frist an formost there was something said on a date that shall never beforgot, something that some people will understand after reading this a few times an look at the aftermath of things, "Will the angel's bring me peace an also comfort me when i shall join them?" you should ask urself this question this is only one of the many questions that i have, i will get all of them questions answered one day everyone shall see these questions getting answered. Is there rea

My Poetry
If you're here to apologize, I dont want to hear it . you had your chance, too many in fact. unlike you I am not a good pretender. it's kind of fucked up isnt it? How all of the sudden someone wakes up and decides to never talk to you again, like you never meant shit to them and what hurts the most is how you made it look so easy. You're sorry? that's cool. go write a book about it and let someone who actually cares read it. I listened to all of your lies, bull shit and sweet talking. I trusted you and you let me down. I'm not an option, you either choose me or you fucking lose me. Are you seriously going to sit here and ask me if I'm ok? it's like now that I'm getting over you, you don't want me to. now I'm right back to where I started , you know exactly what to say and do to make me come back to you and I hate you every day for it yet I still cant stop loving you. TRUST is a strong word; A meaning broke into two This word is formed around one letter the letter which i

Daswampyard Ladies Night
LADIES NIGHT IN DASWAMPYARD WE PROMISED AND WE DELIVER If you hear any noise, It ain't the boys , it's Ladies Night , uh huh! ~*~ Oh yes it's Ladies Night,And the feeling's right,Oh yes it's Ladies Night,Oh what a night! ~*~ That's right Ladies! Ya heard right!!! ~*~

Thoughts From The Attic... Random Thoughts Of House
after a recent conversation with an amazing friend of mine about me being single... i decided to have a little open dialogue with myself. this is what transpired: hmmm. the single life. the good life? most times. the sad times are the lonely times. better to settle and learn to love? been there, tried that. fuck that. just tired. tired of having relationships end bad. tired of giving my all to the wrong ones. tired of making the same mistakes the other guys make. ive learned though. ive spent time in a self induced prison. to reflect and pay for mistakes ive made. and like a reformed man, i refuse to make them again. the guy sitting in jail for killing someone drunk driving wishes every second of every day for his freedom. hes reminded everytime he opens his eyes and looks around of where he is and why hes there. and he swears to never repeat the actions that got him there. my mistakes. ive made the same ones everyone has. but im done making them. ill never forget the time in th

Hot Dating
Some girls can't help but flirt. It doesn't matter who they're talking to or how they like the looks of him, get them talking to any guy and their eyelashes will start to flutter. You can't really blame them. If all it took for me to get my own way was to giggle and thrust my chest out, I don't think I'd ever stop. But it's not much help to us men. We've all read articles about female body language. We know how to spot if a girl is flirting with us and we've been told that means that she fancies us. Now it turns out that that isn't necessarily true. So how do you go about recognizing which are the compulsive flirts and which girls are genuinely hot for you? Well, I'm about to tell you. The first thing to remember is that some body language cannot be faked. Sure, she can twirl her hair and hold your gaze, but there are certain signals which only genuinely interested girls give out. Start by looking into her eyes. If she likes the looks of you her eyebrows will twitch momentarily u

Quotes From My Hero Bill Hicks
Bill Hicks died at the young age of 32 . and all the way up to that time he never stopped spreading his word. Now that is a Real Man! You see, I think drugs have done some good things for us. I really do. And if you don't believe drugs have done good things for us, do me a favor. Go home tonight. Take all your albums, all your tapes and all your CDs and burn them. 'Cause you know what, the musicians that made all that great music that's enhanced your lives throughout the years were rrreal fucking high on drugs. The Beatles were so fucking high they let Ringo sing a few tunes. Bill Hicks I'm glad mushrooms are against the law, because I took them one time, and you know what happened to me? I laid in a field of green grass for four hours going, "My God! I love everything." Yeah. Now, if that isn't a hazard to our country … how are we gonna keep building nuclear weapons, you know what I mean? What's gonna happen to the arms industry when we realize that we're all

Life!
Accept me for who I am Not what u think I should be....... I have come to the conclusion that life is not what we think it should be it is what we make it out to be. People are not who you think they are at all. Life goes on even though your dying inside and if you let it, it will consume the very being you once were. To pick yourself up from this may be full of tests and trials but in the end you will come back to who you are and not the person they wanted you to be in the first place. But with all this said.. who was I..... There is nothing left to break nothing left to shatter All i have are pieces all torn and tattered. When my heart is breaking and you sit back and watch the pieces hit the floor along with my tears and do nothing I realize you truly don't love me anymore. Sometimes you just have to let people go, because sometimes going on without them is easier than trying to pretend like things will ever be the way you want i told you i was scared of getting hurt

7.3.11
I'm not treating Fubar like I used to. I'm not really in my own lounge. When you have a place to call your own and you don't feel comfortable in it, you tend to not want to be a part of it. I don't MuMM. The sarcastic humor turned into pure animalistic anger and hatred. I had a MuMM that was posted with a real, bona fide query, and it was changed to "Friends Only" because the bouncer involved told me it wasn't a real MuMM. I asked her where in the guidelines and Bible it says that what I did was wrong, and she just never replied to me. Meanwhile, people post ridiculous, mundane, bullshit MuMMs and they remain posted. While I am all about freedom of speech, I am also about a level playing field, and if you have rules, they should be governed equally amongst everyone. I don't rate. I never really did. Only when I'm close to leveling will I rate, and even then, it has to be REALLY REALLY CLOSE. Still, though, rating just to rate? If I see a picture I dig, I'll rate it. But I

Poetry In Motion
With chaste heart, and pure eyes I celebrate you,my beauty, restraining my blood so that the line surges and follows your contour, and you bed yourself in my verse, as in woodland, or wave-spume: earth's perfume, sea's music. Nakedly beautiful, whether it is your feet, arching at a primal touch of sound or breeze, or your ears, tiny spiral shells from the splendour of America's oceans. Your breasts also, of equal fullness, overflowing with the living light and, yes, winged your eyelids of silken corn that disclose or enclose the deep twin landscapes of your eyes. The line of your back separating you falls away into paler regions then surges to the smooth hemispheres of an apple, and goes splitting your loveliness into two pillars of burnt gold, pure alabaster, to be lost in the twin clusters of your feet, from which, once more, lifts and takes fire the double tree of your symmetry: flower of fire, open circle of candles, swollen fruit raised over the meeting of

Thoughts
I'm soooo glad I found out about you and your ways before I got clear out west. You are such a mixed up little girl. You complain of the stress this place creates and you think you will just delete. So, what do you do? You run God modes, shop for a new fu-hubby and generally go against everything you complain about! Personally I think you are just an attention whore. You have got to have attention. Good or bad. Hell, the guy who tried to control you is now being blinged by you! What a joke you are! You really don't know what the hell you want do you? Like I said, you are really mixed up. I hope Karma isn't through with you yet. Obviously you didn't learn a damned thing. You have some serious issues and I hope you seek professional help because you are an excellent candidate. I am soooo glad I got out of your clutches. I pity the fool who falls for you next. I know for a fact I wasn't the first and am absolutely sure I won't be the last. I hope you find what you are looking for, as if y

Here's To You...
Now here's to the man whose shoes i tried to walk in But always my feet were just to small, And heres to the guy that i beat out in inches But somehow wasn't quite as tall. Yes here's to the guy that woke me in the morning And called me "Smiley" long ago, And heres to the guy who had some chips for giving, Even when his chips were low. Here's to the guy who did alot of wrong things, But always did a few more right, Yes, this funny guy, who helped me with my problems And always led me to the light. I knew i couldn't have this guy forever And at the risk of sounding sad, I'd like to say that "Funny Guy"-ILove you, So here's to You My Loving DAD!!!!!

Whats Going On
Here is a little update on why I haven't been around much. I took a job with a company that I worked with for a short time and have been staying in a hotel in Bristol, VA. I am working 7 days a week and have been here at the hotel almost 2 weeks. I work from midnight until I finish my deliveries. Normally back to my room a little after 9am. I haven't had a day off in over 3 weeks. Since I have been here my father has ben in the hospital and I lost my grandmother(last grand parent) so it's been really hard being away. The pay is great and I make a little more staying here rather than driving down each night plus it saves 4 hours travel time round trip so that helps a little. Miss everyone so much, Feel free to text me or yahoo me if you have that info. If I don't answer right away I amon the road or sleeping but willas soon as I can. If you don't have it, your not special! LOL, just kidding, just ask me for it. Leave me love so I know who cares enough to read this. LOL :P Wally

Cards
The most useful part of this card system, at least for me, is the determination of who is in your spread - that is - whom you have a connection with or as the card people say "a planetary relationship".This is easy to determine. 1st find your birthcard Let's say it's the King of Diamonds: ruled by the Mars row whose individual ruler is Venus. The spread is read one way only - viz., from right to left beginning with the Mars row and goes like this: the 6 of hearts is the Mercury card, the 4 of Clubs is the Venus card and so on until the Neptune Card which is the 4 of Spades. But the relations also include all of the cards above and below in the Venus column as well as those on both diagonals.Various books are available which provide profiles for each card. These are based upon the numerological significance of the particular card as well as what is regarded as characteristics attributed to the ruling planetsThe Tables appearing below provide general characteristics attributed to

Random Bloggishness
So, I recently set out to prove a point to myself, that fubar, and 90% of the so called friends I and everyone else ahve on it, only notice if you got bling, and notice I put 90% I have found a few wonderful friends on fubar that I wouldn't change for the world or trade for millions of dollars. but... Amazing right after you purchase that god mode bling, and you look at the blue circle with the lightning bolt and wonder... wtf happened to the cross? Probably some religious freak bitched and moaned until it got changed... but anyway, I remeber saying to myself do I really, really want to spend this money on this? And that is the biggest thing to me, this is actual money that I could be shoving in my pocket and scratching my nuts with, but hey I bought it, I was cool with it, and I set out to have my fun. And i was right, the minute I turned it on, my bar tab lit up again like it used to all the other times, and I was liked, and I was rated, and I ahd beggers in my shout box, "I am

Not A Blog..just A Collection Of Sweet Things Ive Been Told...
If you stand in front of a mirror with 11 roses, you'll see 12 of the most beautiful things in the world. I'm sitting here thinking about your beauty, but no words come to mind. Then I realize that no words could ever come close to the beauty I see in you.....By GA Assassin

Life
Life is as Forrest Gump said. " Life is like a box of chocolates ya never know what ya gonna get." Such a true statement when ya think about it. It is the sad times, hough times, happy times etc that cause use to be the person we are today. These all make up road and journey that we travel through this life. Some say the journey of life is based on fate. I am not certain about that. I do know the journey we choose has lots of ups and downs; twists and turns. It is up to us how we choose to ride that journey. You can of course stay negative and blame the world for all the bad that has happened to you. Altho, my choice has always been to stand up and embrace the good with the bad. Some of the greatest days of my life have somehow gotten me thru the darkest times. Those dark times altho few and far between can be the worst. We all experience in some way, shape or form the sad times. Whether it is a lost love, death of someone special etc. I lost myself for 2 years over the death of

A Lil Poem
http://youtu.be/VwoLQowuQvM This new year im takin it to everything i do this year relentlessly & im not gonna pull any punches what so ever,ill succeed at everything i set out to succeed at and read this at the end of the year haha.ill put it in my blog to read it at the end of next year.This year is gonna be my sweet child,ill treat it very well and make somethin of it and if this year needs discipline to shape it up to be better,then so be it.peace and happy new years from yur buddy Dee woot! & cheers!!!! happy fucin new year!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! http://youtu.be/1w7OgIMMRc4

Fbc Coc
1. All Fubar Baddest Chicks must have a verified salute & a minimum " 10 new pics " of yourself, 2. All Fubar Baddest Chicks Must be female (no exceptions) 3. Must sign the COC ( code of conduct ) agreement below as a comment of "I AGREE " in order to be In the Fubar Baddest chicks Family.4. Shout Box & Fu Mail must be open to all Officers for communications. (Profile can't be set to friends only for this purpose unless all officers are made friends).5. Fubar Baddest Chicks Homepage & Mr. Thunder must be added to friends list as long as all the FBC & FBD officers (who can be found in family).6. You must add " Fubar Baddest Chicks or FBC Prospect " to your name and come to the first meeting on the Friday of the week you were accepted (For Example you were voted in on Monday July 11 so you would come to the meeting on July 15 @ 8PM FU time) We require this so you can be aware of whats going on in the group and inform you on anything you may need to know. If you cannot make it BE SUR

Petition For Caylee Anthony Law
http://www.change.org/petitions/create-caylees-law follow this link and sign the petition this law really needs to go into affect, if it doesn't, then thousands of children will suffer, because of someone not reporting them missing. plz help get this law passed

My Blog
Hello all, I thought I would take a little opportunity to expand on the "about me" & "interests" section of my main profile. I am a professional investigator, what's the difference you might ask? That means I am not a public servant, at least in the literal sense. I spent over 20 years of my life in law enforcement, all in Florida. I started at a civilian employee in community relations while in high school. I was deployed to the rooftop of the Police Department in Gainesville Florida, during the 1968 riots for both the MLK Assassination, and the Anti-Vietnam protests at the University. The purpose? To monitor the street, and to provide intelligence on movement. To say the least, I embarked on a most interesting career. I served from the floor up, as a civilian, then after completing the Academy ( I didn't attend the ceremony, I was already on the Street) first served in Uniform and rose through the ranks from "Slick Sleeve Pinger" to Sergeant, Lieutenant, Division Commander,

The Truth
it is so hard to stop i wish i could quit tell these lies enough times and maybe you will believe it you do it to yourself and we are left wondering why and then watch a decline that leaves us too frustrated and unable to cry be it powders pills bottles or tobaccos butt end i am tired of drugs killing my friends

Cowboy Mutterings
Wrote this when I was in the heat of the chase... people think we ride for some kind of glory or cool trophies, think again. Bearin’ Down Climb up the gateAnd hang your rope.Is he gonna buck hard?You can only hope. “Let’s go boys!” – clack!They just turned another out.That belly twistin’ bramerPut your pard on the ground. Looks like you’ll have to coverMake a right pretty ride;Er ther’ll be only cold beans for supper,No hotel tonight. Now there’s just two aheadThat last twister marked 89,He spurred the hair off his side.Now the pressure’s really on – ya gotta make a near perfect ride An hour ago you were yuckin’ it up with yer pals back behind the chutes,Now, yer focused – turned inward,Checkin’ yer gear;Crankin’down the straps on your boots. A nod – clack!You hear the crowd moan;One more face down in the dirt,Ol’ Trev gets up with a groan. Your pard pulls your rope, as you dro

Disconnected
[DISCONNECTED]Hey we are the fire puppieswhy you so yuckyalways showing puppiessaying bark bark barkearning points from hereearning points from theretaking mywaste anglessuch a waste waste wastecome and join the funwhere there are lots of pointscome and run this jointget to #1 run a boomerang like a arangatangand run some autos yeah i said autosor go all the way and eat some haydown by the bay run a god mode in mayand eat some clayHey we are the fire puppieswhy you so yuckyalways showing puppiessaying bark bark barkLet's go make lots of moneyi said lots of moneyi'll sell my soul for a fubuck or twosellin' out lots of showsbangin' lots of hosmaybe a fulord hochasing lots of moneyyes fubucks moneyor get some bling or maybebeg to bling bling blingmaybe i'll fan add rate, and act like an ape eat some chocolate cake and act like i'm 8 because we are the fire puppies!

Friend Requests, Rates, And Other Futardedness
i always wanted to be taller. im average height. my boss is like 6'1, one of my co workers is 6'3... dammitt, i wanna be taller. but i have to thank you fubar, because while i cant find a way to be taller, i can come on this site and pretend since every girl i see on here is looking up at me like im 6'7... thanks for hookin a brotha up!! so im sitting here feeling obligated because a few people have friend requested me... the problem is, i dont know them. they dont know me. id say at best, we are acquaintances maybe. but friends??? and they didnt have the courtesy to even say anything in the request??? yea, way to NOT give me the impression youre gonna be a good friend. and im not just another rock in the pile for you to stand on atop the mountain of fu popularity. thanks but id rather not be a face in the crowd of 3000. in case you havent noticed, i have less than 50 friends. i will most likely never have more. most of them on there i speak to at least once a week or w

Travel
I want to travel by myself. I feel like I just NEED some time away. Dont get me wrong..I love my friends, family, cell phone and laptop. But I feel a need to just go! even if just for a day. Back when I was 21, I went to study in France. I did a lot of travelling with friends, but a great experience I had was traveling to Nice(that is pronounced like niece). I just decided I wanted to go. So I got on a bus, and walked around, found a cute hotel, walked on the beach, made out with a stranger. now, I feel lost without the gd cell phone/internet. So I think I am just going to trust in the universe and go to where I am supposed to go, just for me

Officer
"I am the Officer" I have been where you fear to be, I have seen what you fear to see, I have done what you fear to do - All these things I have done for you. I am the person you lean upon, The one you cast your scorn upon, The one you bring your troubles to - All these people I've been for you. The one you ask to stand apart, The one you feel should have no heart, The one you call "The Officer in Blue," But I'm just a person, just like you. And through the years I've come to see, That I am not always what you ask of me; So, take this badge ... take this gun ... Will you take it ... will anyone? And when you watch a person die And hear a battered baby cry, Then do you think that you can be All these things you ask of me? Rest In Peace, My baby. I miss you so. I look for you and you are no where to be found. I listen for your laugh but there is no sound I long for your embrace but will never feel it again I will never get lost in your eyes again or feel your

This And That
‎5 DEADLY TERMS USED BY A WOMAN! (1) FINE: This is the word women use to end an argument when she knows she is right and you need to shut up. (2) NOTHING: means something & you need to be worried. (3) GO AHEAD: this is a dare, not permission , do not do it. (4) WHATEVER: A woman's way of saying screw you. (5) THAT'S OK: She is thinking long & hard on how and when you will pay for your mistake.. "You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She's not perfect - you aren't either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart. So don't hurt her, don't change her, don't analyze and don't expect more than she can give.

Wtf
What the hell is wrong with people? It seems like no matter what anyone does, someone or some group tries to take it personal and wants to be offended. If you want to be offended... Fuck You! Now, I don't give a shit about the stupid celebrity that the following article is about but I'm just using it as an example. I'm even gonna take her name off of it but my point is, for example just because a singer goes onstage in a wheelchair it does not mean they're making fun of handicapped people. So Jesse Billauer, the founder of the quadriplegic advocacy group Life Rolls On, can get on his knees and suck a crippled dick because I'm sure Lady Blah Blah was not trying to make fun of anyone's handicaps. Just like everyone worrying about what Lindsey Lohan gets a tattoo of, or how Paris Hilton gets treated in jail... Plus for you stupid fucks who don't know, on a misdemeanor charge you only serve half that many anyway so if she's given 90 days and gets out 45 days later, she's not gettin

Harry Potter
So I just got home from seeing the last harry potter movie and it was the fucking SHIIIIIIT. i dont think i got a single bad comment about it they did perfect on the cgi and on the story line changed it a lil but the changes werent bad had some wicked scenes and beautiful scenery in it and the fight scenes were fucking awesome i especially LOVED the hogwarts fight opening up it was FUCKING AMAZING I would definately rate this movie a 10 and also recommend it to friends.

Stupid People On Fu.
ryan: from romania? 8:14am reply ryan: i was there at 2010 summer 8:15am more To ryan: nice 8:15am reply ryan: fucked lots of romanian girls. where do u live in romania? 8:16am more To ryan: i think i didnt asked if you fucked or not 8:17am reply ryan: i would like to fuck u thouh 8:17am more To ryan: you can keep dreaming 8:18am reply ryan: that s not a good answer slut 8:18am more To ryan: you can call slut when you go to see your mother, not to me. bye

For The Love Of My Life
I promise to give you the best of myself and to ask of you no more than you can give. I promise to accept you the way you are. I fell in love love with you for the qualities, abilities, and outlook on life that you have, and wont try to reshape you in any different image. I promise to respect you as a person with your own interests, desires, and needs, and to realize that those are sometimes different, but no less important than mine. I prmise to keep myself open to you, to let you see thru the window of my personal world into my innermost fears and feelings, secrets and dreams. I promise to grow along with you, to be willing to face change as we both change in order to keep our relationship alive and exciting. And finally, I prmise to love you in good times and in bad, with all I have to give and all I feel inside in the only way I know how........completely and forever.

Just Amazing
She is the object of my desires. A woman who has been thrugh more horrors then my mind can grasp. Her heart has been broken so many times I'm amazed there is anything left. I only hope I have the strength to help it mend, by giving her the love she deserves, the love she needs. She has given me a gift. A gift I hope I am worthy of having. A gift more prescious then then then gold. A gift of what I seek, and yet fear I am unworthy to have. The gift of her. She comes with little guarintee, only a whisper of devotion and love. Yet that promise however meek, has value some may never understand. She has put her trust in me. Trust to to take care of her. I must honor her trust, to be what she needs. I must be strong, I will have to protect her. Give her protection from the world, from herself, form me. A responcibility I hope I can handle. Having her has given me a new feeling, one that I never knew I could have. Because of her I have found a new completeness, beyond any I have known. A comp

The Lost
in deepest fear and darkest shawdows i see u waitting your twisted smile gleeming you speak the words of sweet tempation inviting me to come and play i am but your toy, nothing more I love and hate you at the very same time please end my sorrow and take my life

Short Stories
Night falls over the mountain side, no noise to be heard except the wind through the trees. Under the cover of half moon light two men walk with purpose around the base of the mountains. Searching every gap between the rocks and holes under trees. "Keep searching boy, we are close, we are so close I can feel it." "Master what are we actually looking for?" "We are looking for conformation." "Conformation? Comformation of what?" "The other..." As the two men passionate search base of the mountain, a commotion has broke out amoung the village on the other side of the mountain. Hateful cheering and jeering, Cries of fears and panic rip through the village. Men runing with swords and pictch forks, women seeking safety among the deepest corners of their homes. "Not this time! Don't let him out of your sight men!"shouts what appears to be the village leader. "Box it in and close! Ready the cross bows!" "Sir I lost him among the barn!" "Its not a him its a spawn from the pits of h

Sinful
as years go by,i see your face. just a subtle memory. i want your smile, i want your grace, to keep me grounded in my place. wish your dreams, were mine to share. so i knew you'd always care. you'd take my hand, kiss my face, i want you always.

Spotlight
*SPOTLIGHT BOUND* WANNA HELP? FU-OWN ME FOR 1 MIL ONLY TERESA@ fubar THANK YOU ***BOMBING FOR SPOTLIGHT FUNDS*** IF YOU WANT TO BE ADDED TO MY BOMB LIST THEN SEND ME 25K FU-BUCKS OR 1 CREDIT **ALREADY ADDED** LlAD H3RBAL R3M3DY DISH GIRL

Wtf The Problem
Really "Ticks Me Off" when you don't show the respect i give you! Remember bk n the day as to "Cherry Tap"!!! If you rated n fan them n took all your time rating them, they would show you the same respect bk! Not all about who has the most money on here, or who has as many bling pack's elect. Learn respect n love your friends n family don't take advatage of them because there helping you out! There's a lot people like me that can't afford to buy vip's, but as you can see don't stop us from trying to get were you are!! This kinda funny you think about it, imagine this if wasn't for people like me to rate n fan add you as friend you still be on level's 20's! So next time you see someone busted there 'butt" to rate you have some respect learn todo the same thing! Not sure y but this subject " " Really Piss Me Off " "!! Guess because only have one friend takes the time to help me out!! That person is DJ TAM if wasn't for her i wouldn't be where i am today! SweetHeart wann

Lemons
Well,I've been fighting to save my home for over a year now.Due to the lack of work here,looks like I've lost my fight.Guess I've been handed a basket full of lemons.I'm going to move soon and have no idea when I'll be back on-line.Got to do my best to make lemonade.I won't delete my profile because I have a great deal of hope that I'll be back soon.Lost my wife to cancer,now I'm losing my home.Things can only get better from here on out.I want to thank my friends here for helping me cope with my losses.It means more to me than you realize.I'll miss you all and hope to be back soon.Farewell for now. Been going to interviews every day now.My hand is cramping from filling out applications.Everyone wants to hire me,they're just waiting for work to start.Damn near all the companies I've interviewed with have about five jobs waiting to start.Problem is,the banks aren't releasing funds.Thanks Obama,you really screwed up with those new banking laws you got passed.I hope you're proud of putti

Social Security
I found this on one of the many sites I've visited lately, about the social security bull crap that could be in our future according to our wonderful President. Obama is using scare tactics again. Here’s info from a newsletter today: The Treasury is expected to bring in $172 billion in tax receipts next month. We will not default on our debt because we will service our debt first and those payments amount to about $35 billion. This leaves $137 billion for Social Security, Medicare, Medicaid and Military checks. Social Security checks will cost $20 billion. Medicare and Medicaid come in under $68 billion; Military paychecks cost about $7 billion. All together that equals $95 billion. After these essential checks are sent out, the government will still have $42 billion to fund other programs (like the wars.) When Obama claims seniors might not get their social security checks, it is a threat. Treasury Secretary Tim Geithner has the authority and responsibility to prioritiz

My Opinion
How perfetic can some of you people be you go on someones broadcst to get them to show you what you want then you call them a ho and a whore i mean or fuck sake grow a fucking pair of balls and click the red cross. if a woman wants to show let her your opinions are perfetic she does what she wants if you don't ike it no one is telling you to stay. let those who want to see enjoy it if you don't want to your insults are just gonna get you blocked if you want to be blocked so bad ask them to block you. or block them it's that simple so learn to grow up the way it's seeming guys are happ to go on cam and jack off but if a woman wants to masterbate or show her tits it's not allowed, i don't gree if guys are allowed then women should be ble too aswell so stop being childish stop being perfetic and grow set of balls you obviously weren't born with and stop insulting those who want to waatch and those who want to show and go wtch someone elses broacdast there are many women who don't.

My Reflections In G.o.c
Today I read where 6 people were shot and killed and 4 others wounded at a Texas Roller Rink. Then the shooter shot himself what a cowards way out. Yesterday I read in Norway where a man dressed asa police officer told youths at a camp to come closer. When they did he pulled weapons and shot and killed I think 80 - 90 people. Once he shot them he made sure they were dead by shooting them again in the head with a shotgun. The world has gone crazy. What makes someone take a gun and just shoot people at random for no reason. Lives gone families devasted to have to bury loved ones. Its sad what has happened in the last couple days. Then tonight I read Amy Winehouse at 27 was found dead in her london home. Death unknown but I am sure it will come out a drug overdose. I am hoping in the next few days there is good newsand no more devastation. I started this G.O.C. Chapter 3 years ago and there have been a few times I wondered why out of frustration of how the system works. When I started thr

Bright Eyes Speaks...
I can be myself here. I can tell the truth and never have to say, "I'm fine." I can talk freely about it. About how even when some mornings and I'm content, I can still feel it tapping silently behind my heart. I know it's there, waiting for something, anything, the tiniest hiccup in my day to claw it's way out and spread like cancer through the dark bits of me. It spreads from behind my heart, to my lungs (it's almost musical), it rushes to my head and then I am gone, rendered defenseless, helpless. People don't understand it. It's not an over reaction, it's losing a battle in a long dark war. I know, ultimately, I won't win this fight, I am already so tired. I know one day it will take me. My heart will decide it is time to stop pumping it's poisons through my veins. That will be the day that people will know, once and for all that every time they asked how I was that the best I could do was spin lies, to grant them the freedom to doubt it's existence. That will be the day that it fi

And Still We Learn
After a While After a while you learn the subtle difference betweenholding a hand and chaining a soul and you learnthat love doesn't mean leaningand company doesn't always mean security.And you begin to learn that kisses aren't contractsand presents aren't promises,and you begin to accept your defeatswith your head up and your eyes ahead,with the grace of a woman, not the grief of a child.And you learn to build all your roads on todaybecause tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for plansand futures have a way of falling down in mid-flight.After a while you learn that even sunshine burnsif you get too much, so you plant your own gardenand decorate your own soulinstead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers.And you learn that you really can endure,you really are strong, you really do have worth,and you learn and you learn.With every goodbye, you learn......by Veronica Shoffstall This poem is available as a beautiful calligraphy creation by Sherrie Lovler, with

Rants
To all of those who think the "War on Terror" is unjust, ask those who went to work 9/11/01 & never made it home, if this war is unjust. Ask those who boarded a plane that morning not knowing it was going to be their last ride. Ask the child who has to grow up missing one or both parents. Ask the husband or wife who lost part of themselves that day. Ask the countless public servants who rushed in to a collapsing building trying to save someone they didn't know. To you imbeciles all I have to say is "I feel sorry for you". I refuse to be sorry because I think we should just wipe them all off the map. http://youtu.be/ZE4wjGp-80A That's it, I'm done, I quit !! No longer will I be 2nd place, 2nd choice, 2nd in line. If I'm not good enough to be 1st place, then I'm too fucking good for you ! I'm sick of being overlooked & passed over. Either I'm first or I'm gone. My patience has run out & I don't see it refilling anytime soon. If you don't like my new frame of mind, TOUGH SHIT !! You're e

Bling Auction
BLING~AUCTION ANY 1 CREDIT BLING STARTING BID 1 MILL ENDS WHEN IM HAPPY WITH THE BID ANY 3 CREDIT BLING STARTING BID 3 MILL ENDS WHEN IM HAPPY WITH THE BID ANY 5 CREDIT BLING STARTING BID 5 MILL ENDS WHEN IM HAPPY WITH THE BID

Vampiric Lust
This Is 1 of my new exotic stories for all to read.If you loved exotic read this and let me know what you thin ok.It's graphic and nsfw too. I can feel her passion streaming from her body.Her lustful desires makes my hunger more stronger.Her smile so Inviting to me,and her eyes tells me her whole life story.Her short life span have seen many horrors and she has lost everyone she has ever loved.But yet her zestfulness and lusty sexual drive has fueled her through It.And It's her lusty side that I so badly needed tonight.For It has been well over 10 yrs since I have fed my sexual vampire side and It was screaming at me to do so.I could feel It pulling me to her.Her curves aroused me In more ways then one.And the thought of being inside of her have driven me to a almost frenzy state of being. My condition didn't go unnoticed neither,It have caught her eyes and spark a fire In her.But she had to keep dancing till her shift was over.But as soon as her song stopped playing she came to m

Random Thoughts
I dedicate this to my true love. One day in a time that seamed like a distant memory I was sitting in class and there was this one girl that had totally mesmerized me. I fell in love with her on the spot but never whispered a word of it because I felt that she would never give me a second look. She was beautiful and well I was me, a not so good looking stoner who thought high school meant being high everyday. One day I dreamt of being her man and when I looked in the mirror I didn't know who it was looking back and I knew at that point if I was ever going to have that young lady I was going to have to change my life, so I set out on a hard task of cleaning my life up I quit doing the drugs cold turkey and have been clean since. Well time had passed and I set out on a another task and that was to find her but everyone still seen the stoner I once had been and wouldn't tell me even if they had seen her or where I might go to find her. So I settled with being clean

A Tribute To Amy Winehouse By Russell Brand
The tragic death of Amy Winehouse has made a huge impact on her family, her many fans and her celebrity friends - the outpouring of grief and the emotional tributes paid to the 27-year-old star show just how loved and respected she was for her talent. However, one friend of Amy’s has gone further than just posting a 140 character message on Twitter. Clearly deeply affected by Amy’s passing, Russell Brand has used his website to speak about Amy’s untimely death, and his words are of course funny, moving and deeply saddening. Bearing in mind that Russ could have so easily followed the same fate as Amy, it’s no surprise that Russ has been moved to write at length about his friend… For AmyWhen you love someone who suffers from the disease of addiction you await the phone call. There will be a phone call. The sincere hope is that the call will be from the addict themselves, telling you they’ve had enough, that they’re ready to

Lmao
How do you expect kids to listen to their parents..when Tarzan lives half naked, Cinderella comes home at midnight,Pinocchio lies all the time, Aladdin is the king of thieves,Batman drives at 200 mph, Sleeping Beauty is lazy,and Snow White lives with 7 guys......We shouldn't be surprised when kids misbehave...they get it from their story books. :)

If I follow my heart and it shatters, shards of emotion strewn about carelessly as if its owner fell short of protecting its worth, would you look upon it as such? If I stumble in my time of despair, blinded by my season of darkened skies, would you carry me and set light to the path I was meant to take? If I called you hero, for all the compassion you have given me, would you know its value or has this title become so cliché that you wouldn’t feel the depth of its meaning? If I searched for the one word that would make you understand just how much you mean to me, would you wait patiently, by my side until the word could be spoken? If I failed to speak any words at all, would you hear ~ in silence the language of a once shattered heart saying I love you? © 2009 Babbette Francis/Yevette Cole ~ aka (SugarRain) Poetry/Prose Copy-written under my Pen name and birth name and is to be published and sold in 2012 Thank you for your support MY L

Finding My Way
-im finding my way through all the mean things people say. ya i might make some mistakes. but they will pay. and it will be okay. im finding my way.. -I will never regret or say that I wish I'd never met you… because “Once upon a time” you were exactly what I needed -Too often we don’t realize what we have until it’s gone. too often we’re too stubborn to say, “sorry, i was wrong.” too often it seems we hurt the ones closest to our hearts, and we let the most foolish things tear us apart ? -They say 'follow your heart' but if your hearts in a million pieces which piece do you follow:)) ? -Learn from the mistakes others make, you won't live long enough to make them all yourself! -no matter how ugly you think you are, there's someone out there who thinks you're the most beautiful person in the world ? -You laugh at me because i'm different, I laugh at you, because you all the same ? -We're not perfect . Any of us . We make mistakes

Sunshine
Like the sun rises and falls The love in our lives comes and goes Some days are beautiful and pleasent Those are the days you dont want to end Some days are grey and stormy Those are the days that dont end when u want them to You yern for the days of sun Try your hardest to fill them with laughter and happiness But they rarely last, the day always ends Yet, knowing at the end of the day you will be sad that its over you long for the next to begin One day we will find our never ending day untill then, enjoy the ones that pass and do it to the fullest!

My Work
How do I say "I love you" when it's something hard to say. When you are with me, I never feel alone. When I look into your eyes, I can't dream of being with anyone else. When you hold me, I feel protected. When I'm in your arms, I never want to leave. When you kiss me, I'm breathless. When you are around, nother else matters. It's speaking a different language. But to me it's saying "Je vous aime." (Coffin is still a work in progress. It was first written in 2009, and is changing ever so slightly.) "I'm going to lie in my coffin one last night.I'm no longer looking for a fight to see what I truly am,and who I may beJust make me this promise and stop looking for me."She stopped writing and put the book down on the nightstand.There.She sat next to the bed. She wasn't sure what to think. She has just been in the same bed as one of them, yet she didn't feel different. Her mind was fuzzy, her body was numb, but she couldn't help it.She loved this feeling. She felt like she w

Words
Pay attention to those who don't care, why..I don't know, they don't either..people matter as much as you let them. The greedy come in different forms, pay attention to whose been there, who was there and why the lost came back. The show offs normally have small egos. Anything to make them look better than you, but who cares..Some people but that makes them just as shallow. Breast mean nothing to those who have seen too many but man boobs will never be the same.. Everyone wants to get laid, but why....hell I don't even know the answer to that but the most I can come up with is.....no, still cant think of an answer. Your uncle is only your father and your mother is only your sister if your family is small... Stop reading this already, I'm bored and cant think of anything witty to say. lol I don't want to be like you. The delusional puppet of what beauty is. The emo cry of begging for attention. The disgrace it takes to become something you aren't. Have you forgot your name?

Sinsational Hotties Elite Agreement
Welcome to the Hotties ELite We are a FEMALE Family on FUBAR!!! We are here to have fun and to meet new people You must have a SALUTE When AGREEING we do understand Real Life!! and you will not be removed if u have Real Life stuff going on We do not do drama!!If you are the main source to drama you will be asked to leave!! After you have commented on this blog that YOU AGREE you will add Hottie Elite After agreeing we ask you add the homepage in your top friends!! If you have any questions you can message the homepage and or contact JUICY

The Boyfriend Application
Boyfriend Application 1) Full name - 2) Age - 3) Height - 4) Weight - 5) Eye/Hair color - Contact Information 1) Home/Cell number- 2) Email - Getting to know you 1) Are you a virgin? If no, how many past sexual partners have you had? 2) Have you ever had a sex change? 3) Do you smoke? 4) Do you use any illegal substances? 5) Do you have kids? If yes, how many? 6) Do you workout? 7) Do you currently have a source of income? If yes, what is it? 8) Do you live on your own? If no, whom do you currently reside with? 9) What ki

Custom Images
Here is an example of what I can make for special ability defaults: thumb nail (what it shows as your default) and the bigger size when someone looks at your pictures! this is only an example of the unlimited possibilities that I can make! I can make pictures like this for all of the special abilities! Hit me up for more details (PRIVATE MESSAGE PLEASE) :) 2nd Example Example 3 FUPONY EXAMPLE THUMBNAIL FULL SIZE

Sexploration
So, here it begains. Ihave been dibble dabbing around the internet to see what i can see. i have found some really interesting sites lol. i thought i might share a few with you. The first one is called EdenFantasies.com this site is so fucking cool. i had been on the site fora ling while but just rediscovered it recently. EF is a company that has a user based community that focuses on sex. this companys main function is to sell intimate items such as sex toys and etc. I recently got accepted to become an advanced review.... my first review assignment is on its way and omg. lol cant wait. to join in on the fun visit: http://www.edenfantasys.com/ To see my profile: http://www.edenfantasys.com/contributors/stickythicky/ If you decide to order use code: GP3 To have fun and make cash: http://www.edenfantasys.com/programs/partner_online#pcode-GP3 Te Item i ordered today : http://www.edenfantasys.com/vibrators/rabbit-vibrators/luxe-squirmy Check it out. tell

My Love
We all want something beautiful. Some day when all the colors fade. And the luster of the things you need have fallen into a color blind world. You will find me sitting alone imprisoned among the shades and scattered lines. Shackled to the earth and the nature that is all of a woman's heart. Awaiting the comfort and renewal of its infinite passion. You ask me, " what are you looking for in a man?" My reply.... When I look into your eyes, no words are needed. When our hands meet and our fingertips touch, there is an indescribable force of energy. It races and pulsates through to our warm lips. Gently and softly caressing each other; Igniting a fire that rages through to the very cores of our souls; Illuminating the colors of the night sky as the sun drifts down into the horizon. Leaving us in Utopia till the dawn awakens us.

The Lunatic Is In My Head.
Let me start off by saying, for all the good things in my life, and I know there are plenty, I am grateful for them, be it events that have happened, grand opportunities I’ve gladly partaken in, or people that truly care about me. Despite having a decent life, I cannot shake this terrible feeling at times, this loneliness that consumes me, and at times, I even act out because of it. It’s all so ridiculous, and I have not really fathomed how this could be so powerful, and beyond that, what exactly is the source of this? I feel tonight, I can honestly say I’ve come to a decent conclusion: my pursuit’s of women, that have gone absolutely nowhere, and will go absolutely nowhere. It really should have been so obvious, but I guess it takes time to really understand what’s at the core of such a deep feeling in your life. I do not blame women for my loneliness, or not being able to handle rejection, although to be fair, I’ve been treated bad in some prett

This Summer
It's monday the 1st and it's the home stretch til I get to go back to Boston! No more humidity in uniform, no more cranky people, no more no ac, no more half meals, no mor humvees or minivans. The only things I actually somewhat enjoyed out here were sitting outside after work (when the bugs weren't bad) and getting to talk to a certain someone more. I went a month without tv, crazy huh? Yeah not really I guess considering I don't watch much anyway. I already have my weekend planned for arriving at home. We land around 11pm saturday night so after a few of us will enjoy a nice cold one. The next day if I get back into boston early enough, I'll head to mul's for breakfast, mmmm. If not then it'll be brunch at lucky's. Two of my favorite places that I missed most. Anyone in the area is more than welcome to join me. Pool or beach all day sunday then all week off to straighten out school stuff, relax, and prepare for my trip to fort hood. I acquired a private to go with me. But

Mutual Respect
You know I understand that we all come from different places and different worlds, but in what place and what world is "Hey sexy nice tits wanna cam" an acceptable way to start a conversation with a woman. A little about me. I am 27 years old, born and raised in Dallas but a single woman who worked three jobs just to make sure we lived in a decent neighborhood. Now where i come from that is not acceptable. Acceptable would bee "Hello (Her name), My name is (your name), how are you today". It's fascinating to me just how hard it is for guys to have a descent conversation with a woman on here. I dont know maybe I am just weird. But guys if you are just trying to get her to let you see her private pictures, you will most likely be dissapointed. Where i come from, what I am talking about is called Mutual Respect. Show it and you will have much better conversations. Just a thought. Hope everyone has a great day.

A Love
you are like a new fresh wind that had just begun , i can look beyond the skys and see a new sun when i see your face for the very first time , i had wished that youd be mine , a smile thats bright , long into the night , captures a glimpse of the faces around you . love is near but we are far , look to wish at your bigest star. we are not close but we are here.

Solace In The Backwoods
Sometimes you feel like a nut, sometimes you don't. Around here the squirrels can often be fairly entertaining. I have a bird feeder that hangs on the front porch so we can watch the birds. A lot of times however, I get to watch the acrobatics of the local squirrels as they raid the feeders too. These are red squirrels and not the grey ones I used to hunt as a boy. These look too scrawny to eat.... probably take a whole bunch of them to make a decent pot of stew. But they're fun to watch. We have to be careful of what we leave outside. Sometimes when I'm out splitting firewood or working around the farm, I will bring me a snack. I'll sit on a treestump or log and take a break. If I turn my back for even an instant the food disappears. In this case I discovered that squirrels like ice cream cones. Sometimes they'll steal the bread off the top of my sandwiches. Crackers or tater chips disappear too. Danged little crumb snatchers. I don't have a trac

2011
Had a pretty good night Boyfriend and i decided not to go to the bar and just have a relaxing night just cuddling and what not lol . We also had a serious talk tonight too hes like "nikki what do you want out of me?" Im like well i want to marry you and have a family with you , im like what do you want out of me ? he's like marry you and have a family . tehe that made me blush lol . In 2 years he wants to move out and get a place so by then i should have a good job.. Been applying to work in an office Got the skills and what not . But i really think this guy is serious about me.. hes not like my ex bfs . ahh i think he is the one !! hes the one i want to spend the rest of my life with . He makes me so happy ! Almost 3 years we been together and known him for like 3 years before we started going out , it turned out to be a crush to the love of my life :) . Cant describe the way i feel right now .. We have decided we want to get married in a few years . okay that is all just wanted to s

Help (if You Need It)
I don't know why I haven't post this before. Maybe it may hurt the image that I try to convey on here. But here it is.... I have dealings with this non-profit organization called YesICAN.org. It is a chatroom that serves as a group therapy session for those who are survivors and those that are still going through abuse (sexual, physical, psychological, etc.) It is anonymous. So if you have been/being abused or know someone that is, YesICAN is a place they can go to talk. Pass the word around. YesICAN

My David And Chris
True Story Two Days After David And Kris Well The hot tub incident that happened on saturday night called herb, david and kris. i Was feling kind of ashamed never cheated and slept with someones wife before especially my best friends drunk or not. Kris called me on Sunday and asked if was coming for the dallas game i said no i felt bad about the hot tub thing. so she said "can i come over on monday" I was living with my parents at the time. i knew mom was going to be there and nothing could happen so i said "cool come on". Thats when it fell apart right, before she got there mom got a call and had to leave. Mom Was leaving as kris got there, wow now i would be alone with my friends wife. so now i was alone with chistina, chris is 145 5'7 36d breast and cute. we started talking about the birthday, and it didn't take long for her to change the subject about what happened saturday night. she told me how hot the hot tub night was and how my cock was bigger then my friends and she wanted m

What I Hate
THIS IS MY BLOG SO IF I CONTRADICT MYSELF, I DONT GIVE A FUCK THINGS I HATE: PEOPLE WHO USE ALL CAPS: YES PEOPLE LIKE ME, FUCK OFF! OLD PEOPLE WHO CAN'T DECIDE SHIT WITHIN 5 MINUTES: YOU CAME TO WENDYS YOU DUMBASSES. DONT TALK ABOUT A BIG MAC NOT BEING ON THE MENU FOR 3 OF THE 5 MINUTES YOU HAD TO DECIDE WHAT TO EAT. PEOPLE WHO DO THE EXACT SPEED LIMIT NO MATTER WHAT: DONT PRESS THE FUCKING GAS EVERY 10 SECONDS TO GET UP TO SPEED THEN LET YOUR CAR GLIDE FOR 50 FEET, THEN GAS AGAIN. YOU ARE THE FUCKING ASSHOLES THAT MAKE ME CHANGE MY BREAKS EVERY YEAR!! PEOPLE WHO TREAT THE CONDIMENT COUNTER AT WENDYS LIKE A TRUCK STOP BATHROOM: IF I SEE YOU DO THIS I AM GOING TO SHOVE SOME SEA SALT IN YOUR DISRESPECTUFL VAGINA AND/OR ASS! PEOPLE WHO CANT CHECK THIER BREATH BEFORE TALKING TO YOU: DONT GET ALL MAD AT ME BECAUSE I TURN MY HEAD WHEN YOU ARE TALKING DIRECTLY AT ME. THE FUCKING NERVE YOU HAVE TO GIVE ME ATTITUDE WHEN YOUR BREATH SMELLS LIKE AN ONION WRAPPED IN VOMIT! PEOPLE WHO A

All Things Dark And Steamy
I have decided that this side of my creativity needs an outlet. For those of you that dont want me to tarnish your sensibilities, you might want to move on. I have a deep well of emotions....dark and passionate ones that I dont let out very often for fear that I might scare people off or that they just wont get it. I am finding that i just cant keep it all in anymore. The raw side needs to be freed....... My version of a perfect date might probably be a LOT different than most of yours. A perfect date to me would start off with a really goodlooking guy coming to pick me up for a night out at a club. He'd be dressed nicely for the bad boy he is and wouldnt mind a bit that I am dressed any way that I want to be...the sexier the better. If I wear a skirt, tight jeans, slinky tops, he wouldnt care because to him its ALL GOOD! He would greet me with a sexy smile and hello....being a gentleman with a twinkle in his eye letting me know there is more going on in his head than

Mind Wanderings
Life works in, sometimes, mysterious ways; or at least that is how it seems when we are in the middle of a certain situation and we cannot wrap ourselves around the scope of meaning and the influence (the result) that particular situation will have on our own personal development. We often times allow ourselves to remain stuck in that situation until the situation resolves itself or until circumstance forces us to resolve it. As time passes we gain the ability to look back with a more objective, analytical view and recognize the changes we underwent in the process. We gain a determination not to find ourselves in a similar situation again when it concernes a negative experience. Key in this however is how strong is this determination and are we able to implement this determination into our lives to prevent a repeat. How honest can we be with ourselves in scrutinizing our actions, or lack thereof, in the development of this situation. How far can we go in the dissecting and analyzing

My Family
Well new subject that seams to be relevant now days. I add people to my family i like and i try my best to rate them like them and comment everyday. I almost never ask to be added to anyone's family. I do not run a lot of family bling so if family members feel the need to take me out while they sale my slot then i understand and just hope i get added back when its over. NOW WITH THAT SAID IF I BEEN NOTHING BUT GOOD TO YOU AND YOU ADDED ME TO FAMILY THEN DECIDED TO GET PISSY CAUSE OF OTHERS DRAMA AND NOTHING I HAVE DONE AND DECIDE TO REMOVE ME FROM FAMILY EVEN THO I RATE AND COMMENT YOU EVERYDAY AND TRY AND BE YOUR FRIEND THEN YOUR NOT STAYING IN MINE ITS A MATTER OF RESPECT I DONT GO KICKING MY FRIENDS AROUND WHEN SOMEONE OR SOMETHING CAUSES ME TO HAVE A BAD DAY WHY SHOULD I LET THEM DISRESPECT ME AND KICK ME CAUSE SOME DOUCHE CAUSED THEM TO HAVE A BAD DAY IF YOU DONT LIKE HOW I FEEL ON THIS THEN REMOVE ME BLOCK ME ITS YOUR CHOICE JUST DONT CRY ABOUT IT

Sick Criminals Who Should Belocked Up
What is wrong with people now days I meanseriously........................................................... You have people killing kids, molesting kids, torturing kids, murdering thier husbands and wifes for the insurance money or because they have a girlfriend or boyfriend they want to be with, or you have 50 year old men marrying kids 10 yrs thier senior, I mean hat in your right mind says that is ok , you have parents torturing, molesting abusing mentally and pysically killing thier kids to go party you have hubbys killing the mother of thier childeren for undeterminded reasons,woman who get abused, or your husband or boss is blackmailing you , people who murder and hide thier bodys, do they understand the torment these people go through the rest of thier lives to find thier loved ones, or To KILL 80 people for what fucking purpose???? How are these people raised or brought up to think hey its ok if I kill two kids or molest

Stupid People Doing Stupid Things.
Oh come ON people!!!! It's not offensive, its STUIPD!!! Jimmy, you're jokes really aren't that funny. Snoozefest... http://www.latina.com/entertainment/tv/poll-jimmy-kimmels-captain-mexico-parody-offensive Good grief. if you're going to smuggle drugs, at least keep them in a safe place! http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/43973441/ns/local_news-fort_myers_fl/

Fubar Break
It is official... I have been debating whether or not to post about it but figured my friends on here may want to know. I will have to have surgery. They have found cancer and unfortunately this means I lose my ovaries. I had a partial histerectomy when I was 25 and now they want to remove the ovaries. I am a bit depressed over this and have been avoiding fubar and people in general so I don't have to keep discussing it over and over again. Please know I will get through this and even though I am scared as hell to go under the knife for the 13th time in my life... I am a fighter and will pull through. Sending some love to all my true and kind friends here. Take care all and I will try to pop on as much as I can. God Bless! To all my fam and friends... I first and foremost want to thank you all for the love you have shown over the past 2 years of my being a fubar member. This site has opened my eyes to so many new things as well as so many new and wonderful friendships. I have recently

I Dont Care What Others Think
What drives me nuts is that how people acted toward what people say or do or even what they like. I like video games, I like to watch anime. I like to do a lot of other things as well. But what kills me tho is that i have noticed that people on here will say the rudest things on peoples mumms. Whether they are being serious or not, they got to watch out cause some people might not know your just jokeing around. Another thing i have noticed is that people have said things about peoples names on here, like your name is stupid, retarded or gay. I have to laugh about that cause people i have seen do that, i am like have you looked at your name lately, you have no room to talk. P.S IF you dont like what I said in this blog then you can just go and kiss my ass.

Things To Look Forward To
Recent turn of events has had me thinking and evaluating my heart and soul, my search in helping others to look through more loving eyes. I've lost touch of what makes me enjoy the very existence of who I am. I challenge myself daily to face my fears. To reach the things that others may have never tried spiritually. To whisper when all I want to do is scream to not allow the cruelness of life to harden my soul or smother out the light that guides my every step. My addiction with passion in life may have been viewed as weakness and may even have me question it myself. Yet here I stand today to say... if you ever mistaken those for living their life with a forgiving heart and a passionate soul as a weakness, you just may have voluntarily put yourself in the category of the blind. For it is so easy to break under psychological warfare. It takes strength of the heart and patience. But even this strength doesn't mean you won't break because you will break over and over again in a single lif

This Is Funny
The government today announced that it's changing the flag to a CONDOM, because it more accurately reflects the government 's political stance. A condom allows for inflation, halts production , destroys the next generation , protects a bunch of dicks, and gives you a sense of security while you're actually being screwed. It just doesn't get more accurate than that!

Internet I.d. (so-called)
This was sent to me in my e-mail not sure if its fact or rumor but eh here it is .... I do not know if you have heard of it yet, but Pres. Obama is trying to get an Internet I.D. on all of us. This means that your e-mails, what you read, etc. will not be private at all, but the government will know everything, because it requires that you get a permit from the government, revealing not only the name of your e-mail address, but also your password. I have already written to my congressman and my senator to ask them to vote against this. Thename of the bill officially is: "National Strategies for Trusted Identities in Cyberspace". It is being promoted as a good thing so Internet Fraud will be curtailed.I urge you to immediately write your congressman and senators and ask them to vote against it. There are enough votes in the House to defeat it if they are notified that you oppose it. If this goes through I will not any longer be on the Internet at all, because the government

Help
Dear friends, I found out this week that my father died over a year ago. I never really knew him, since I was only 2 when we last lived with him. I am trying to find out details on how he died and where he is buried (if he got buried). Me and and my brothers are planning on going to the town where he died for closure. My brothers, our mom (they never got divorced), my wife, my brothers wife's, and I all have been searching the Internet for information. We have found when he died and where he died. We looked in the local obituaries, but they only went back to April 2010. He died in Brewton, AL on February 16, 2010. I am looking for any kind of help that you or any friends can give. This way our family can get some closure before we get there. Please leave a comment on here or PM me if you or one of your friends can help us any. Thank you, Richard UPDATE: 15 August 2011 I found where they did the internment and that he was cremated. Also got some contact inform

Satin Kupcakes Blog
Okies I so know yall are gonna be laughing your asses off after you read this so enjoy!! Is funny now but wasnt funny then... So I was curious about the Vibrators and I wanted one so I went driving around searching for a sex shop...finally found one that didnt look to bad..Finally I get the courage to go in and of course I am already beat red and scared..so I open the door and theres a fricken cow bell on the door letting the whole store know you just walked in..talk about turning 6 shades of red..so first thing I see is all these vibrators and dildos hanging from the ceiling and I think OMG..turn around and walk out now!!!..Oh no not me I just had to stay...so Im looking around for about 15 minutes just looking at all the different stuff they had and I wasnt sure what I was looking for at this point... I finally found the one I wanted and wouldnt you know it was behind the clerk hanging on the wall...so I finally get the courage to ask the gentlemen to see it..and I looked at it

Striking Thoughts
Life Emptiness the starting point. - In order to taste my cup of water (tea) you must first empty your cup. My Friend, drop all your preconceived fixed ideas and be neutral. Do you know why this cup is so useful? Because it is empty. Flow in the process of life. - You can never step in the same water twice, my friend. Like flowing water, life is perpetual movement. There is nothing fixed. Whatever your problems happen to be in the future, remember well that they cannot remain stationary but must move together with your living spirit. Otherwise, you will drift into artificiality or attempt to solidify the ever-flowing. To avoid that, you must change and be fleixible. Remember, the uselfullness of a cup is in its emptiness. Life has no frontier. - Life is wide, limitless. There is no border, no frontier. To live is a constant process of relating. - To live is a constant process of relating, so come on out of that shell of isolation and conclusion, an

Highway Of Heroes
On August 24, 2007, the MTO announced that the stretch of Highway 401 between Glen Miller Road in Trenton and the intersection of the Don Valley Parkway and Highway 404 in Toronto would bear the additional name Highway of Heroes, in honour of Canada's fallen servicemen and servicewomen. This length of the highway is often travelled by a convoy of vehicles carrying a fallen soldier's body, with his or her family, from CFB Trenton to the coroner's office at the Centre for Forensic Sciences in Toronto. Since 2002, when the first of Canada's fallen soldiers were returned from Afghanistan, crowds have lined the overpasses to pay their respects as convoys pass. The video which I have will be shown each and every time a fallen is brought home. This is to honour them. Please keep their families in our thoughts and prayers and also take the time to thank those that are still with us and our veterans. For without the ultimate sacrifice they are willing to make, we would not have the fr

Quotes
I've never wished a man dead, but I have read some obituaries with great pleasure. If you tell the truth you don't have to remember anything It is curious - curious that physical courage should be so common in the world, and moral courage so rare There are people who can do all fine and heroic things but one - keep from telling their happiness to the unhappy. I thoroughly disapprove of duels. If a man should challenge me, I would take him kindly and forgivingly by the hand and lead him to a quiet place and kill him. Sanity and happiness are an impossible combination Never tell the truth to people who are not worthy of it (perhaps i should learn this one) Honesty: The best of all the lost arts Keep away from those who try to belittle your ambitions. Small people always do that, but the really great make you believe that you too can become great. Don't go around saying the world owes you a living. The world owes you nothing. It was here first. Whatever you say,

Fufriends
I have connected with alot of folks via drink trading but have only chatted with four (4) people, although I have found those 4 to be very nice I'm wondering how many people in Fubar actually become friends. I'd like to hear from anyone that has found a real friend in here and how that friendship is going??

In Flanders Fields
This poem was written during WWI by Lieutenant Colonel John McCrae. It is read at every Remembrance Day Service. In Flanders Fields In Flanders fields the poppies blow Between the crosses, row on row, That mark our place; and in the sky The larks, still bravely singing, fly Scarce heard amid the guns below. We are the Dead. Short days ago We lived, felt dawn, saw sunset glow, Loved, and were loved, and now we lie In Flanders fields. Take up our quarrel with the foe: To you from failing hands we throw The torch; be yours to hold it high. If ye break faith with us who die We shall not sleep, though poppies grow In Flanders fields. - John McCrae

Not A Blog Really
this is all for today check back tomorrow for more if you enjoy Horse Farm Posted at: 2009-07-14 15:12:55 Original ad: I am a 18 year old looking for a summer job. it is hard for me to find work and I just want a job so I can afford a car for college next summer. I can clean, babysit, answer phones, pretty much whatever as long as it pays!! From Mike Anderson to ***********@***********.orgHey, I saw your ad looking for work and I think I have a job for you! I am looking for an assistant on my farm for the summer. It will involve working outdoors. Let me know if you are interested. MikeFrom Stephanie ******* to MeHi Mike! I am interested in your job! I love animals and used to ride horses so a farm would be great! what kind of work would I be doing, and where is your farm located? it needs to be close to ******** so my parents can drop me off and pick meupFrom Mike Anderson to Stephanie *********Stephanie,It is very close to **********. I'm glad to hear you are familiar with horse

Quiet Please
Quiet Please!Taming Monkey Mind in Meditation We all have the endless chattering and noise in our head often referred to as the monkey mind. It’s been called the monkey mind – the endless chattering in your head as you jump in your mind from thought to thought while you daydream, analyze your relationships, or worry over the future. Eventually, you start to feel like your thoughts are spinning in circles and you’re left totally confused. One way to tame this wild creature in your head is through meditation – although the paradox is that when you clear your mind for meditation you actually invite the monkey in your mind to play. This is when you are given the opportunity to tame this mental beast by moving beyond thought – to become aware of a thought rather than thinking a thought. The difference is subtle, but significant. When you are aware of your thoughts, you can let your thoughts rise and float away without letting them pull you in different direc

R.i.p Broken Britain!
"RIP Broken Britain .. You went soft on discipline ! You went soft on immigration! You went soft on crime. Parents were told 'No, you can't smack the kids'. Teachers were prevented from chastising kids in schools. The police couldn't clip a trouble maker round the ear. Kids had rights blah blah blah.. Well done Britain. You shall reap what you sow. We have lost a whole generation." This about sums it up. > > Though it is nice to see this brave lady making a stand.

10 Things In Life That Will Make You Fell Better
1. Drama 2. Back stabbers 3. Cheaters 4. Head gamers 5. Two-faced 6. Fakes 7. Stuck up 8. shit talkers(bullshiters) 9. Followers 10. Liars Follow these 10 rules and your life will be soo much better :) Well since I cant write this on my statues because of what i'am about to write will be to big so I'am just going to post this up on my blog and hope u guys read it. Ever since I joined Ive changed alot in a bad way I dont go out, I dont play any video games that I spent my time on I miss my friends, This became an addictive to me in a bad way and I just wanna change back it sounds crazy but its the truth. Also i dont get the help when I need it, I helped out many and when I ask they dont respond soo its just not for me sry. I just wanna thank everyone who have been there for me ill always remember u guys, ill be on here but just to talk and give my points away to ppl that mean something to me. Goodluck everyone!

Fuck
I dont understand can people not comprehend that i have lived one of the shittiest lifes possible and that i actually take responisibility for it being that way lol i mean shit i get over my personal issues constantly and just try to live life one day at a time but noone else seems to be able to keep there personal problems from over running into other peoples lives mainly mine look im sorry if your dog pissed on your leg or if you fucked someone last night and your shit fell of this mornin im sorry and look im sorry if you have a shitty job like mine and you only make a hundred a week when your worth thousands more im sorry if you just got told you have 1 year left to live im sorry i really am but i didnt have a fuckin thing to do with any of that so im sorry but kiss my fuckin ass

Lifes Fuck Up's
Do you ever wonder where you could have been if you made different choices... I've been thinking a lot about that lately.. one particular thing is when I was 22 I got a kick ass opportunity... I started interning in a recording studio in downtown hollywood. I got invited by someone that was recording in the studio to come help out at one of there shows.. He said he'd throw a band T-shirt on me and I can help load in the gear and get some experience in live sound. I was dating this girl at the time and I called her to tell her and she flipped out... Crazyness...I thought I loved her so I wanted to make sure she was happy.. I turned down the opportunity because of this chick... ANd i've regretted it ever since.. I eventually got out of interning at the studio as well because of this stupid dumbass girl.. grated we got married and then less than a year later she decided she was to young to be married and fucking divorced me... I Had one of the most amazing opportunities right in front

My Music Days...
I'm sitting here utterly perplexed at myself - tears in my eyes, yet a smile on my face. I lost someone who I had gotten to know as a very good friend, and someone most of you are familiar with - Warrant's former frontman, Jani Lane. I thought I'd share some of my favorite times with him: It was November of 1996 in Detroit, and I was with Warrant, L.A. Guns and Bang Tango. This wasn't just any show - this night Warrant was recording a live album. I was so geeked that I don't know how I kept myself together. One person on my friend list, Viva, was there with a few other friends I brought that night. Before the big night at Harpo's, I had arranged for something special with my friends. It was gonna be manic that night at the club, so I took them to meet Warrant and the L.A. Guns at a private meet-n-greet earlier that day. We had some fun hanging with the Guns at first and then went to chill with Warrant. Now, not only was this day big for the obvious reaso

Stuff
FUCKIN' BE THERE!!! Saturday - September 3, 2011 4:00pm The Moose Lounge 75 Washington Street Tonawanda, New York Only $4 at the door ALL AGES show $10 bottomless pitchers of beer BANDS: Claymore Amish Noise The Knickers Anatoth Marty McSorley Mega Mouth

Waves Upon The Beach
Why do the waves lap upon the beach shore .. why do they endlessly grasp to hold and to feel the sand and shore beneath there watery kiss ... I see my self as the ocean ...alone in its self ... reaching for its love ..but never to have or hold it. Yet the ocean is not sad .. no.. It grasps and reaches still to touch its desire for only those brief moments before returning in on itself once again... The days and weeks go by and the ocean still reaches for the sands.. the earth it so dearly loves and desires.. It never tires or grows weary after the centuries ... it is still there by the sweet sands of time and there it will always be ..as I will you my love.. I will always be here ..right by your side ...reaching for you ..but not becoming weary or discouraged when I cannot touch you .. I will be grateful to have the spiritual love we so clearly have defined as rare .. and I will remain right here .. lapping at your toes ...just to refresh and refill your spirit... with lo

Tales Of A Tattooed Love Boy
Its so damn irritating to not be able to see the trail of things around you on your homepage. You can't see who likes you or rates you or buys you drinks or jack shit I get the site went down two days ago!!!! But damn can't we get this working soon. Maybe they should give everyone some Fubucks or some bling to compensate for the inconvience of not being able to see the shit we can always see. Not that they will do that or hell not that they will even ever see this rant. Fuck its just so damn irritating. You can see mumms and thats it. FUCK THAT> Idon't know if people have noticed or not but I have. I click that LIKE button for every new person that pops up on my screen. IS it really that HARD to click a button and LIKE someone back. It takes less than a second. How the hell can you not like people back. ITs rude uncalled for and Disrespectful. Yes I realize that we miss a few here and there. But Ive liked over a 1000 people just today and i have 100 likes. like 10 percent o

My Stories
AS I WALK INTO THE I GET UNDRESS AND HEADS TO THE SHOWER ! I PROCEED TO TURN ON THE WATER AND LIGHT MY SCENTED CANDLES AS I STEP OUT TO GET MY T SHIRT FOR THAT NIGHT ! I STEP IN THE SHOWER AND CLOTHES THE DOOR !! AS I BEGIN TO WASH MY FACE THEN PROCEED TO LATHER THE I LET THE SPONGE AS THE SOAPY BUBBLES SLIDE DOWN MY BODY ! JUST THEN I HEAR MY NAME BEGING CALL BY HIM " HEY BABE WHERE ARE YOU ???" I SAY IN THE BATHROOM AS I PROCEED IN ENJOYING MY SHOWER ! THE WATER WAS NICE AND WARM !!! IT HAD BEEN A GOOD 10 MINUTE SHOWER AS I STEP OUT TO DRY OFF I GRAB THE LOTION TO MOSTURIZE MY BEEAUTIFUL SKIN!!! I HEAR HIM SAY " BABY WHATS TAKEN SO LONG ??" I REPLY " IM PUTTING ON MY LOTION " AS I EMERGE FROM THE BATHROOM PULLING THE TSHIRT DOWN I FEEL HIS HAND WRAP AROUND MY SOFT MOISTEND SKIN AS HE SAYS " LEAVE THE SHIRT OFF " AS I FEEL HIM PULL IT BACK OVER MY HEAD !! HE BEGIN TO KISS MY LIPS AND DOWN MY NECK AS HIS HANDS WONDER ALL OVER MY BODY !!! I LOOK AT HIM SAY " MMMM BABY WHATS GOTTEN I

THERES SOMETHING GOING ON INSIDE ME AND IM NOT SUREWHAT IT IS, ALTHOUGH I DO KNOW WHY ITS HAPPENING AND WHO'S THE CAUSE OF IT I GUESS AFTER ALL THE HELL & PAIN, HEARTACHE,YRS OF BEING USED,ABUSED AND MISTREATED( 4 MOST OF MY LIFE) I HAD TRUELY GIVEN UP ON EVER FINDING ANYTHING CLOSE TO REAL LOVE, ANYTHING REAL AT ALL MUCH TO MY SURPRISE A WHILE BACK I FOUND OUT THAT SOMEONE I HAVE LOVED IN SECRET, THAT I HAVE LONGED FOR AND DREAMED OF FOR QUIET SOMETIME, DOES INFACT FEEL THAT WAY ABOUT ME. IN THE SHORT AMOUT OF TIME I HAVE GOTTEN TO SPEND WITH HIM I HAVE FELT THINGS I DIDNT KNOW I COULD, HE HAS BROUGHT THINGS ALIVE IN ME THAT I NEVER KNEW WAS THERE AND THE LOOK IN HIS EYES WHEN HE LOOKS AT ME IS SOMETHING OUT OF A DREAM. I AM SURE THAT EVERY GIRL OUT THERE DREAMS OF FINDING LOVE, MOST DO I GUESS BUT IN ALL HONESTY AFTER ALL THESE YEARS I HAD MORE THAN GAVE UP ON IT COMPLETELY! AND NOW I FIND THAT WHAT MY BROTHER TOLD ME WAS TRUE, HE SAID I NEEDED TO STOP LOOKING FOR IT AND LET I

North Face Outlet
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Just Like Me
JUST LIKE MEShe sits and waits Pupils fixated on a spot she does not see Afraid to blink, afraid to move Almost too afraid to breath Staring into the darkness The blackness is all she can view She's done this many times over This ritual is nothing new Eyes so dry she cannot cry She has no tears left to shed She just cowers in a ball On the floor beside her bed She's so cold, her body shivers She pulls her legs up to her chest Rests her head upon her knees Lays her head down to rest Sleep will come although she fights it Eyes will close, mind will shut down At least then her dreams take over Her dreams of running far away from this small town

A Darkened Path
Along The Darkened Path I walked along the darkened path,Not knowing what was beyond,I knew there could be danger, For a place I did not belong.Why had I chosen to follow my thoughts,Which led me far from home, Now off in the middle of nowhere,In the debt of the forest alone.What were the sounds I was hearing, What sights would there be ahead, Why did I follow my instincts, When I could be home in my cozy bed.What was the sound I just heard,Who’s shadow is following me,Too afraid to turn around,I shiver at what I might see.A voice is whispering softly,Not scary, nor frightening at all,Just the sounds of birds rustling through trees,For it’s now coming on fall.Soon they’ll be flying high,Off to the warmer lands they’ll roam,The cold weather here would freeze them,They need the warmth for their home. Now I’ll just turn myself around,Go home to where I belong,For these walks along darkened paths,At this late hour is wrong. By Rose

Just Thoughts
As I sit on the toolbox of my old truck watching the horse slow eat hay and watching the sun fade into the western horizon I think "this is a mighty nice site". I hear the cicada's singing their lonesome song in the trees, the crickets slowly star to come from hiding to enjoy the on-coming night, the coyote howling somewhere in the distance calling for the rest of the pack, and just then a lone doe barely visible in the fading light walks from the brush sniffing the air wondering if it's safe to come from hiding for a drink before scaveging for food during the night. I dare not make a move knowing she would see and run for her life. She jumps the fence and slowly walks to the water trough taking a drink and then another and walks away. The dog sitting there keeping a ever faithful watch for varmits, snakes and such. Ears percking up and listening to every song the night has to bring. Even though it was a sight to see it still missed something of being perfect, that special someone sitt

Things I Learned From Porn...
1. Women wear high heels to bed . 2. Men are never impotent. 3. When going down on a woman 10 seconds is more than satisfactory. 4. If a woman gets busted masturbating by a strange man, she will not scream with embarrassment, but rather insist he have sex with her. 5. Women smile appreciatively when men splat them in the face with sperm. 6. Women enjoy having sex with ugly, middle-aged men. 7. Women moan uncontrollably when giving a blowjob. 8. Women always orgasm when men do. 9. A blowjob will always get a woman off a speeding ticket. 10. All women are noisy fucks. 11. People in the 70s couldn’t fuck unless there was a wild guitar solo in the background. 12. Those tits are real. 13. A common and enjoyable sexual practice for a man is to take his half-erect penis and slap it repeatedly on a woman’s butt. 14. Men always groan “OH YEAH!” when they cum. 15. If there are two of them they “high five” each other. (and the girl isn’t dis

Shatered
The Dreams I had of us are now Shattered The Hopes I had of us are now Shattered The Life we should have had is now Shattered The heart you promised to protect is now Shattered The promises you made are all Shattered The smile you gave me is now Shattered Forever is now never and will always be Shattered You walked away Shattered Your words are all Shattered Me and You and now Shattered.

Application For Lovers
CUT AND PASTE AND REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. LET THE FUN BEGIN......... 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Boob size, if a girl?? 4. Favorite position ? 5. Do you think I'm hot? 6. Would you have sex with me? 7. lights on or off? 8. Would you have to be drunk? 9. Would you take a shower with me? 10. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 11. Would you leave after or stay the night? 12. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 13. Condom or skin? 14. Do you give Oral pleasures 15. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 16. Have sex on the first date? 17. Would you kiss me during sex? 18. Do you think I would be good in bed? 19. Threesome? 20. Would you make me scream your name? 21. How many times would you like to cum? 22. Would you use me as a booty call? 23. Can I use you as a booty call? 24. Do you like foreplay? 25. What is foreplay to you? 26. Can we take pictures of the act? 27. Woul

My Thoughts
Hygiene People! Please I will be the first to admit that my pictures are not perfect. That being said.... I have been noticing more and more salutes with dirty nasty hands. WTH!?! Do you not wash your hands ever? I don't understand this at all. I wonder if these people are even aware of how dirty their hands are? UGH! And I'm not just talking about guys here, there are females with nasty finger nails in their salutes.. I just don't get it. Another thing I find repulsive.... The Brown Tongue (I'm sure this is from your smokes or your coke) that is really disgusting. Please keep your nasty tongue in your mouth.. ugh Come on people clean it up a little.

Stop Pretending
Why? do I act like someone else? Am I not good enough to just be me? Why do I have to expose my body to get attention? Is my mind not good enough? Why do I act like a slut to get attention? Is this the way of the world that I must succumb to? Why do I lie to other human beings? And tell them what they want to hear so I can get what I want? Buy me a drink Buy me this buy me that and I will love you forever. Rate me 11 1/2 and I will be yours forever (LIKE HELL I WILL) I took a look at the top chicks and I was blown away! They look like rejects from the pig farm. Why are they the top chicks? MMMM let's see. Cause they have a paid account? Cause they know how to bullshit people to get want they want. And what they want is to be top chick here. And what do they get for it?????????????????MONEY? NO FAME NO So why do it???? Cause they need the feeling of power. But guess what. You do not have the power. FUBAR just FUCKED you. Your all that on fubar and nothing in real life.

This Is Awesome&totally True.hope You Guy's Like My Cool Story.
Oh man I love my life.It's story time children,I know it's not time for bed,but hopefully a good laugh will get your day started great&it'll stay that way.Ok a few day's ago I was walking Sophie&I forgot the poopy bag,she goes potty&the lady across the street comes out hollering&sticking her nose in where it doesn't belong(wish I would have smashed her snoopy nose right in Sophie's dook)So I ask her for a bag she say's no I ain't got no bag,mind you she has two dog's of her own,so she basically wanted to make me look like an asshole.So I get walking turn around&she's still standing there staring me down,so I go back get in her face&chew her ass out,she goes running into the house like the coward that she is,you know the type talk the talk but they can't walk the walk,we most of you know I talk the talk,walk the walk&I don't take shit from anybody.I don't care who you are.So and this is the best part,you might want to pee before reading this.let me just say first that god work's in very

Lmfao Must Read And Pass On To Friends
During a visit to the mental asylum, a visitor asked the Director how do you determine whether or not a patient should be institutionalized. "Well," said the Director, "we fill up a bathtub, then we offer a teaspoon, a teacup and a bucket to the patient and ask him or her to empty the bathtub." "Oh, I understand," said the visitor. "A normal person would use the bucket because it's bigger than the spoon or the teacup." "No." said the Director, "A normal person would pull the plug. Do you want a bed near the window?" ARE YOU GOING TO PASS THIS ON, OR DO YOU WANT THE BED NEXT TO MINE?

Still Scared About My Brain Surgery
i am afarid im gonna die in my brain surgery this next 2 weeks (whenever its scheduled) 24th or 31st. I realize that when they put me under, it may be the last time im alive. I have to go to a phsyical rehab to learn to talk and walk again afterwards (after im discharged from hosp). I will spend 4-5 days in ICU then 4 days or so on the medical floor. I will be gone from Fubarv up to 2 months. I want to get married to my BFF and g/f Metal Baby!!!! So she wont feel bad while im gone for that amount of time. Im scared. Is there anyone that can help me feel more positive about this?? Please talk to me. i need to talk to someone who can help me feel ok about this. Please keep me in your thpought. I need all the positive energy i can get. Especilly when they shave all my hair off--im gonna cry. Then donate it to Locks of Love. For kids with cancer anhd they can make a wig out of my hair for them. I have a wig already. So i guess im set. I dont want my hair gone. i have even written a will ju

Scared About My Surgery
I am having major sugery on the 24th or the 31st. All my doctors are talking w/each other before the surgery. Its brain surgery. I have a tumor that keeps growing and causing me horrendous headaches. I already had problems w/having headaches but these headaches are killer!!!! Make me wish i was dead when they hit they are just simply that bad. They dont know if its a cancerous tumor or not, but i guess i'll find out soon after surgery. Doc says i will be in ICU for 4-5 days and 4 more days on a regular floor. They dont want me to only rely on IV pain meds. But oral as well, cuz i wont have IVs when i go to the phsycial rehab i have to go to afterwards to recover. They feel i will have some problems speaking and walking so off i go again to a phsycial rehab. again!! I am scared that i might die during surgery. Or that i'll have irreversable brain damage. these are all possiblities. the surgeon is the best in Indiana, im told by other patients who he operated on. But w/having

Crazy
Its crazy how your silence gets to be another murder caseIts crazy how i trip like i didn't tie my shoe laceIts crazy how its so hard for me to be your baseIts crazy how other people put smiles on my faceIts crazy how those little things by you come by graceIts crazy how much your love i embraceIts crazy how loving you feels like i'm in a raceIts crazy how i can't catch your paceIts crazy how i love you and i'll give you spaceIts crazy how its crazy so watch this space

Sister Murdered Hardest Thing
I Wrote this Before But Almost Deleted My Fubar Account and Deleted The Blog.But One Of The Hardest Things Ive ever Had To Deal With was Losing My Sister To Murder.{Feb 3rd 2006}.From My Mums Sounding so Hysterical when She called Me That Morning.And Crying and Saying My Sister Stephanie was Dead...At 1st When I Heard her I Thought she was gonna say something wrong with one of My Girls-I Couldnt handle that.But She Said Bobby-Stephanie Is Dead. I really couldnt Grasp what was being Said...In The Back of My Mind,I'm Thinking Ok She is Just Hurt Need to get her to the Hospital...But It Soon Was all sinking in That This was Reality and wasnt gonna be right or She wasnt coming back.Went To Greenville.It was a Huge Crime Scene.Roped Off.The Highway That Little Caesars Sat On Was Crowded...I Knew My Sister was In There.And Laying Dead in The Floor...Coroners,Police,Investigators were in there.Taking Pics.or whatever.........Had To Stop Just Thinking bout it Just Now....But its Ok.......Im W

Short Stories
Every muscle in my body screamed at me when I tried to stretch upon waking up, I laid there in bed debating if I should take a shower of soak in a nice hot bath to uncoil my tight aching muscles. I had only been in the house for a month and a half but I had been busy fixing up the old manor. My mind was still having a hard time believing that my fiancé had written a letter to his family attorney and asked that this old manor be left to me in the event that something ever happened to him. All of my friends had told me that the thought was crazy, to leave the loft warehouse apartment that I owned and move to a foreign country. My writing was selling well, but had suffered as of late there was inspiration; maybe this move was just what the doctor had ordered. The countryside was beautiful, and the old manor even though nobody had lived in it for years was still for the most part well kept. There was running water, and the electric worked. The attorney was kind enough to have the house i

Just Wow
This past week has been just wow ... It has been an emotional round of ACM (Look that up it's a military turm specifically fighter pilot turm) And Right now I'm giddy. I need a Grinectomy (Surgical removal of the grin from the face a made up turm) And I beleive it is only going to get better. *Looks to his one sleeping peacefully* Yeah only going to get amazing. For I have found her. *Looks to who I have to thank for this* Thank you for everything, and especially for introducing us I don't regret a thing.

Song Lyrics
[Chorus - Lil Wayne] You had a lot of crooks tryna steal your heart Never really had luck, couldn’t never figure out How to love, how to love You had a lot of moments that didn’t last forever Now you in the corner tryna put it together How to love, how to love [Hook - Lil Wayne] For a second you were here, now you over there It’s hard not to stare, the way you moving your body Like you never had a love, never had love [Verse 1 - Lil Wayne] When you was just a young’un, your looks were so precious But now your grown up, so fly it’s like a blessing But you can’t have a man look at you for 5 seconds Without you being insecure You never credit yourself so when you got older It’s seems like you came back 10 times over Now you’re sitting here in this damn corner Looking through all your thoughts and looking over your shoulder [Chorus - Lil Wayne] See you had a lot of crooks tryna steal your heart Never really had luck, couldn’t never f

My Crazy Nsfw Stories
He watches his mistresses Hounds wrestle and spar as he leans over kisses the back of her head and says “Milady may I make a suggestion” she looks at him and says “ what does my Alpha ask of me?” I would recommend a prize for the victor of say a tournament” he replied. She smiles and asks “now what type of tournament should it be” he ponders for a bit then replies “mayhap a series of duels then tactical challenges as well as something sexual, milady” she places a gentle yet firm hand on the most inner part of her alphas thigh...gently massaging him, she smiles wickedly at his rapid breathing.....will you show me what the victors prizes will be, action by pleasurable action he looks pleadingly into her eyes " you would be they’re prize? I had not thought of that. had meant to give them a choice of all the women of the house" “no…I just want to feel what you would instruct them to do to their prize…”

Wish You Were Here
Wish You Were HereWish You Were Here... Me, oh, my country man, Wish You Were Here... I Wish You Were Here... Don't you know, the snow is getting colder, And I miss you like hell, And I'm feeling blue... I've got feelings for you, Do you still feel the same? From the first time I laid my eyes on you, I felt joy of living, I saw heaven in your eyes... In your eyes... Wish you were here... Me, oh, my country man, Wish You Were Here... I Wish You Were Here... Don't you know the snow is getting colder, And I miss you like hell... And I'm feeling blue... I miss your laugh, I miss your smile, I miss everything about you... Every second's like a minute, Every minute's like a day When you're far away... The snow is getting colder, baby, I Wish You Were Here... A battlefield of love and fear, And I Wish You Were Here... I've got feelings for you, From the first time I laid my eyes on you...

Jyfn
I would like to thank all the new family members for adding and fam'n the family page. The next step is if anyone knows of someone that might be good for the family send them this way and we will get them up and runing on the family page. My goal is to spread the family across fu but only with ppl who will be loyal and dependable. Sp lets spread the word and bring in new family. Thank you and love to all my family. DevilDog JYFN FNDR

Nothin To You
the distance between us, its killing me, the words spoken between us, they are hurting me, the look in my eyes when you walked away, unforgetable to me, my brokenheart? meaningless to you, the tears i cried,nothing to you, the look in my eyes when i walked away, forgetable to you, what you mean to me, everything, what i would give to have you back, everything, what would it change? nothing, why would it change nothing? cuz to you i mean nothing, i am nothing, and nothing will change that,

Baby
A Woman's Worth You could buy me diamonds , you could buy me pearlsTake me on a cruise around the worldBaby you know I’m worth itDinner lit by candles, run my bubble bathMake love tenderly to last and lastBaby you know I’m worth itWanna please wanna keep wanna treat your woman rightNot just told but to show she is worth your timeYou will lose if you choose to refuse to put her firstShe will if she can’t find a man who knows her worth, mhmnCuz a real man knows a real woman when he sees herAnd a real woman knows a real man ain’t afraid to please herAnd a real woman knows a real man always comes firstAnd a real man just can’t deny a woman’s worthIf you treat me fairly I’ll give you all my goodsTreat you like a real woman shouldBaby I know your worth itIf you never play me , promise not to bluffI’ll hold it down when it get’s ruffBaby I know your worth itShe rolls the mile makes you smil

Numbers
The custom originated in Germany during the seventh century when the triangular outline of a fir tree was used to illustrate the Holy Trinity. Five centuries later the fir had replaced the oak as "God's tree" and was hung upside down in houses during the festive season. source: Jacquie Lawson dot com This list is for informative purposes only and does not constitute an endorsement or recommendation by the United States Department of Vetrans Affairs. The United States does not warrant or guarantee the products, services or information provided. Applebee's- free meal, Friday, Nov. 11: Applebee's is offering a free meal to military veterans and active-duty service members on Veteran's Day, Friday, Nov. 11. 2011. There will be 7 entrees to choose from. Military ID or proof of service required. Find locations at http://applebees.com/. Chili's- free meal, Friday, Nov. 11. Chili's is offering all military verterans past and present their choice of one of 6 meals. This

Mother.
THIS WAS FOR MY MOTHER BEFORE SHE DIED AND ITS HER BIRTHDAY TODAY... God bless you mom I love you may you ever rest in peace mwah xxxI LOVE YOU MOTHER... These tears are not of joy,But of sorrow as you can see.They're for my dear mother,Who is very sick indeed. I want to help her get better,But this will never be so.For she turned my offer down,And blatantly said NO. So all I can do now,Is sit and watch with fright.As mother slowly dwindles from me,And far beyond my sight. I hope gods place is ready,For someone as dear as my mother.For

She's Not Cryin Anymore
She's Not Crying Any More lyricsShe used to cry when I’d come home lateShe couldn’t buy the lies I toldAll she wanted was to be neededSomeone that she could call her ownThe love I know I took for grantedUntil she walked out of my doorToo little too late to say I’m sorryShe’s not crying any moreShe’s not crying any moreShe ain’t lonely any longerThere’s a smile upon her faceA new love takes my placeShe’s not crying any moreI hear she’s really doing well nowShe’s picked herself up off the groundI wasn’t there when I was neededBut I was there to let her downSometimes you know I feel so foolishIf I knew then what I know now

The Seraph's Heart
"I won't believe in heaven or hellNo saints, no sinners, no devil as wellNo pearly gates, no thorny crownYou're always letting us humans downThe wars you bring, the babes you drownThose lost at sea and never foundAnd it's the same the whole world 'roundThe hurt I see helps to compoundThat father, son and holy ghostIs just somebody's unholy hoaxAnd if you're up there you'll perceiveThat my heart's here upon my sleeveIf there's one thing I don't believe in its you dear god!!" by xtc

To The One...you Know Who You Are...
You called me the strong one, and I know this is true. You have helped me so much. I'm so blessed to have you. You have inspired me, in so many ways. I will look forward, and try my hardest to regain those days. The ones we shared, the emotions involved. I know it's not going to be easy, to be resolved. I was afraid and, shut you out. I couldn't believe the truth, I had my doubts. It never happens that way for me, no one has ever loved me so easily. But you do, and I'm sorry. I know that now. I hope you find your way back to me, somehow. Until that times comes, I am grateful just the same. To have ever had the pleasure, of simply knowing your name.

8-27-11
I looked beyond your flesh Your painted eyes and face Your grossly adorned ears, tongue,hand, and neck Your clothing that is nothing but a public display of a whore Your dyed hair attempting to make you look younger and exotic You disgust me You are no better than the whore on the street Full of seed from men Vagina stretched and mangled from the sick fucks that would fill you Your breath of rotting flesh You display no integrity No loyalty No fealty No devotion And no love You fuck anything that moves Anyone that spends thousands of dollar upon you Anyone that dolls you up You may not fuck them, but you're a whore just like the one on the street You tell me to trust you You tell me you won't lie to me You tell me that you love me Hah! You love nothing but your own demoralized, self-loathing I deserve true, unrequited, love Devotion, trust, loyalty, fealty, Adoration, and caring compassion Not the filth of this world you wallow in. ----- FSI

The Deep Pit
The thigns i didn't believe have tourted me for many years who was to think that i could be so blind, to the systematic crash of the darkness in my world the apolypise has begun in my soul..... Black skies hang over my head another moment i could be dead looking through the vail thats cracked i probaly shouldn't think back darknes wraped around a broken soul this world has turned him cold rooted in the a darkness he cannot surivive he won't make it in time DARKNESS IS GRIPPING WRENCHING ITS TWISTING GRASPING HIS HEART BRAKING IT INSIDE AND I CAN'T FIND A REASON WHY NO HOPE FROM EITHER SIDE THE LIGHT BETRAYS THE DARKNESS IS THE ONLY THING THAT STAYS!! NOW HE RUNS AWAY FROM THE PAIN TRYING TO SO HARD TO GET AWAY NO HOPE WILL EVER SAVE HIS LIFE THE END IS COMING ON SIDE! i can't breath i won't see the sun agian arising on the bridge the ending comes i can't see a way nothing will remai the same WHEN DARKNESS GRIPS IT'S HAND AND TWISTS THE L

The Shorts Poems
Who is this person I see staring before me? Who is this person so fragile and weak? I reach out my hand to draw her in close But I’m stopped by a wall. A force. Who is this person that I cannot reach? She’s just on the other side of me. I call out softly, but it seems she cannot hear I know she knows I am there. Her eyes are looking at me. Or perhaps they are looking through Into another world or dimension she knows to be true. Who is this person? I wish I could help Raise up to the clouds where she obviously belongs. Who is this person? I see so much life in her eyes But she’s so scared to show it. Instead tries to hide. I try to reach out to her again. She reaches for me But when our hands collide. It’s smooth A surface that is unknown to us. A window to the soul And it is at that moment it s

Geography Of A Woman And A Man
Between 18 and 22, a woman is like Africa - half discovered, half wild, fertile and naturally beautiful! Between 23 and 30, a woman is like Europe -well-developed and open to trade, especially for something of real value. Between 31 and 35, a woman is like Spain - very hot, relaxed, and convinced of her own beauty. Between 36 and 40, a woman is like Greece & gently aging, but still a warm and desirable place to visit. Between 41 and 50, a woman is like Great Britain, with a glorious and all-conquering past... Between 51 and 60, a woman is like Israel - has been through war, doesn't make the same mistakes twice, and takes care of business. Between 61 and 70, a woman is like Canada - cool, self-preserving, but open to meeting new people. After 70, she becomes Tibet - wildly beautiful, with a mysterious past and the wisdom of the ages.... an adventurous spirit and a thirst for spiritual knowledge. THE GEOGRAPHY OF A MAN Between 1 and 80, a man is like Iran - ruled by a couple of nuts.

One Day...
The hand on the clock, just won't rewind. Take me back to that, moment in time. To that very second, I let fear shine it's light, down on me and my mind, leaving you behind. You've never left, me from the inside. I know you are with me, but choosing to hide. I understand, really I do. I wish I could, make it up to you. I cannot say, I'm sorry too much. Even though those words, simply aren't enough. To erase what I've done, the hurt within. I can only pray, one day, you'll let me back in.

Under Attack
Lying in bed, tossing around in my sheets. I can feel you, ripping it from my body underneath. It's a pain, you cannot describe. Something unseen, disguised. The pressure is just, to much to bear. What once was strong, is no longer there. Everyone has a soul, they say. I had one, then threw it away. Now I'm fighting the pain, because I want it back. My heart, my body and my mind, are under attack.

Someone Who Knows
There are two halves to every whole. Two lives sharing one soul. At the end of every rainbow, lies a pot of gold. Until you reach it? A part of you is gone. Some search a lifetime, never knowing where they belong. When that light shines through? The one made, especially for you. Grab onto it, as tightly as you can. It's a gift, it's yours, it is part of your plan. Don't let it slip away. Don't you dare let it go. Take it from me. Someone who knows.

If Only
I feel you here, You've been here all along. Disguising yourself, waiting for the perfect moment. Infection set in, Injected by the poison you sent. First up then down. Me, my life, my town. Go ahead and smile, it's okay. But I feel you within me each day. Building me up, to be knocked down again. I am playing a game, I can't seem to win. Each time something great makes it's way inside. You show yourself, refusing to hide. Misery and pain, haven't you brought me enough. I can't handle much more, just good at playing tough. I see her face and I know why I am here. Although I feel you, death is near. If I am here one day, then gone the next. Absorb all my presents, my love's depth. For it runs deep, strong and pure. If only it was your love, instead of this disease. I could die knowing there was no cure.

I Shed A Tear
I shed a tear, cause you greeted me with open arms. I shed a tear, cause of a sweet kiss. I shed a tear, cause you touched my heart. I shed a tear, cause you took the time to hear me. I shed a tear, cause i love you. I shed a tear, cause of a dream. I shed a million tears cause it was not meant to be. I shed more tears cause soon the miles will grow between us. I shed not a tear, but a smile knowing you will be a friend for life.

A What Is The Question
A daughter unwanted, but kept at birth. A slave to many, buried in the dirt. A victim, a prisoner to his ways. A friend stabbed in the heart, then thrown away. A girlfriend, beaten down to size. Praying through swollen eyes. A wife, tossed to the side, forgotten and alone. A mother wise, bitter and strong. A fighter working her way through school. A protector from a world so cruel. A singer, blaring out all her fears. A survivor drowning in tears.

I'll Find A Way
Death sentence poison inside these veins. What was once pure, only evil remains. Staining it's innocence, by colors of black. Leaving it's mark, En-denting your tracks. Through each an every cell that disappears. You are with me, even in my tears. You drain me dry, take all that you can. I can't fight you back, for you're not a man. You leave me helpless and weak, But my strength will prevail. There is nothing too deep. No obstacle will stand in my way. I will win, I'll find a way.

I Dare You
A dare you say? Yes, those were my words? I can repeat them. If that’s what you prefer? You see, I’m not afraid of you anymore. You can’t hurt me, like you did before. The scars I carry are nothing but a reminder. I no longer look through swollen eyes, I wear no blinders. I see you now for what you truly are. A beast, not a man, just another monster. That little girl you abused in the past. She died where you left her, lying in the shattered glass. A woman takes her place, and she is not afraid. She’s not your servant, punching bag or maid. I am no longer your victim, I have escaped your demon. You’re on the other side now, rotting in prison. You are where you belong, and yes I put you there. Not an ounce of fear within me, regardless of your stare. I will sit on that stand with my head held high. Tell the jury my story of abuse, how I almost died. And for no reason at all, I was merely a child. I wasn‘t bad, didn‘t misbeha

Someone Hear Me
Mouth moving, But with no words. Is it so much to ask, To just be heard. I have so much to say, Yet, no one hears a thing. Like a child without a smile, A diamond without a ring. Screaming, At the top of my lungs. I am begging, Please hear me someone.

Behind These Hazel Eyes
Like a sinking ship, dragging you down under. I'm worse than the lightning following the thunder. Like the plague, that infected my town. The only path im headed on, is down. It's just my way, it's who I am. Like junk mail, the unwanted spam. That's me, no escaping it, time for me to realize. Nothing but pain and regret, hidden behind these hazel eyes.

Starving
Thirsty, starving for more. Always lacking, closed doors. Either there's a wall or a bridge for me to cross. Both dry. not damp, a reason without a cause. Running through the tunnel, towards the light. It's bound to be there, something has to go right. I can see it, I feel it all the time. It's etched into this soul of mine. It's there, but out of reach. So much to say, with loss of speech. Pounding heart, refusing to burn out. It's so intense, yet, without any doubt. I will not stop, until the light soaks me in. Feels my warmth, absorbs my beauty within.

Jokes
After a long night of making love, the guy notices a photo of another man on the womans nightstand. He nervously asks, Is this your husband? No, silly, she replies, Your boyfriend, then? he continues. No, not at all, she says, Is it your your brother? he inquires, hoping to be reassured. No, no, no! You are so hot when you're jealous! she answers. Well, who is he, then? he demands. She whispers in his ear. That's me before the surgery.

Random
ok... WTF one min you are owning me and ppl are buying me from you which is the whole point of the fuowned game. then we are talking on like a daily basis and now you are ignoring me. also i am more than just a toy for you to order to do things on cam just because you want to see it. you obviously didnt want to talk to me for me all you wanted to talk to me for is to have someone to look at on cam. anyways i have better things to do then to waste my time. You know that you have made true friends when you meet people on fubar and they are willing to be there for you no matter what is going on. You can always count on them to talk to when you need help. If you are having issues no matter how big or how small the issues are you have someone to talk to. They always have advice when you are in need of it. They are also willing to open their home to you when you are going to be spending the holiday alone. I am glad that i have made such good friends on fubar. It is nic

Poetry
I used to have a comfort zone where I knew I wouldn't fail. The same four walls and busywork were really more like jail. I longed so much to do the things I'd never done before, But stayed inside my comfort zone and paced the same old floor. I said it didn't matter that I wasn't doing much. I said I didn't care for things like commission checks and such. I claimed to be so busy with the things inside the zone, But deep inside I longed for something special of my own. I couldn't let my life go by just watching others win. I held my breath; I stepped outside and let the change begin. I took a step and with new strength I'd never felt before, I kissed my comfort zone goodbye and closed and locked the door. If you're in a comfort zone, afraid to venture out, Remember that all winners were at one time filled with doubt. A step or two and words of praise can make your dreams come true. Reach for your future with a smile; success is there for you! If I had win

Traceys Place
It is a great accomplishment to have known the reality that stares at you in the face. I'm not a follower, I'm not a tag along however, I stand individually, with pride. I stand strong! The most important ingredient we put into any relationship is not what we say or what we do, but what we are. And if our words and our actions come from superficial human relations techniques (the Personality Ethic) rather than from our own inner core (the Character Ethic), others will sense that duplicity. We simply won't be able to create and sustain the foundation necessary for effective interdependence Rebel with a flaming heart, always ready to take on anything that may stand before me. Business minded, bubbly, free spirited, and a true passion for beaches , water and the sun to fall upon my face. With that being said, I'm also the kind of person you need a knife to cut through to get to the heart of me (metaphorically speaking) in any situation. What can I say...I am a little more complicate

Daily Rants
As a parent, you want to take all of your child's fears and pain away and give them answers to questions that are about to push them off of that emotional ledge. I can't take my son's fears and pain away, and I don't have any answers to his questions that are pushing us BOTH off that emotional ledge that life has put us... Three weeks ago, my son came over with his wife and my two grand babies. He had informed me that he's been suffering from groin pain for awhile, and had found a lump in his testicle. He made an appointment with his MD who peformed a panel of tests and an ultrasound. While waiting for the results we were just being us, joking and knowing that it wasn't anything bad because after all, we are invincible. A day or two passed when he got the call that he had Testicular Cancer, and he would have to have it removed ASAP. He would also have to undergo a CT scan to make sure it hadn't spread. With Testicular cancer it begins in the testicle, then sp

Why
I look in the mirror and see a girl, Who is staring back at me. I don't know who she is, Because she's not the girl I wana be. She puts a smile on, While inside she is falling apart. She says, "I'm okay", As pain fills her heart. She pretends not to care, As everyone slowly walks away. She hides behind her mask, And pretends to be okay. She is scared to open up, And call someone her best friend.They all turn out the same, And never really care in the end. She is scared to let people close, It always ends up as heartache. She decides to trust someone, But it always ends up as a big mistake. She feels like a stranger in her own home, Like she doesn't even belong. She tries the best she can, But it always seems to be wrong. She freezes up at the word "love", People throw it around too much. Her muscles constrict, As she is afraid to be touched. She has ideas for the future, Hopes and dreams of her own. But she doesn't hold her breath, Because disappointment is all she has ever known. She

That's All I Can Say
I'm not fake, and I do not hide. The way I am, how I feel inside. If I am feeling it, I'm going to write it down. These words are to YOU, how I'm feeling right now. Hands shaking at this very, moment in time. Because I can feel your heart, beating with mine. I have lost enough to know, that life does goes on. But I have never loved like this, I know where I belong. To say I love you, is the truth, but still. Even that word, isn't powerful enough to express how I feel. The world stops, and my heart begins to pound. As if, my feet, are being lifted off the ground. Everything makes sense, when I think of you. Like anything is possible, my dreams can come true. So to YOU, my Baby, the love of my life. All I can say is you're with me, every day and night.

Help Me Out Father Time
Hands go back and forth, not knowing what to do. As I wipe the tears away, thinking of you. How I screwed up, and threw it away. Not taking control, of my emotions that day. Come on Father Time, give me a break. Please just let me, fix my mistake.

Whatever It Cost
I prayed for the first time in a while.I need to find the realism,behind this smile.I am asking for help.Please guide my way.Searching for the light,getting darker by the day.My heart is pounding,and it appears to be lost.Can you please help me find it?I'm willing to pay,whatever it cost.

Delete Yourself
in the night, the moon so bright the trees slowly sway the first hint of light, a lover heald tight the promise of the day the springtime flowers, the april showers anew year will begin the frozen pond, the leaves have gone all things must have an end do i dare stop,stop, sing and smile and seize the precarious day or be now old cold and bitter and slowly waste away the mind wwanders away from me, i search but nothing is there. why, i ask, is there no one for me to love? i get no reply. am i not worthy of a lover, only worthy of a lyer? can i not be what someone needs me to be. NO, i am better than the rest of them, and yet, i still stand alone, not so much in the dark, but in the shallow waters of the life that i failed to live. i miss them so much i can no longer feel normal pain, but i can feel the void of a life lost. so, with that being said, i leave this mind and find another place to run and hide. inside myself, i hide. there is a fine line between life and existamce.

Poems
He came and took me by the hand, up to a red rose tree, He kept His meaning to Himself, but gave a Rose to me I did not pray him to lay bare, the mystery to me, enough the rose was Heaven to smell, and His own face to see ~Ralph Hodgson I watch you from afar,wishing you were mine,wishing that is me with you having great times,wishing your arm was over my shoulder,wishing you would kiss me,wishing that other girl would dissapear,replacing her me,but sometimes that only happens to a lucky girl crushing on you behind your back,and Im hoping that girl is me When I close my eyes, I see youWhen I open them a raiser tear fallsWhen I’m restless, I’m thinking of youWhen I go to sleep, You’re there beside me…smilingWhen I wake up, I scream because you’re not thereIf you were MINE, I’d say I luv u and meen itif you we

Men
Why do men think they have to lie. When you tell someone your interested in them act like it, show that person your interested not just say it in words. Actions speak louder then words. You have no idea how much that can hurt a person when they turely like you. I'm the type that my actions and words match.

Boomy Conest
Tonight at 8pm Central I will be holding a random drawing for a boomy. Rules 1. Once there is 30 people in the lounge Social Disorder http://fubar.com/lounge/80484 2. goto http://fubar.com/lounge/80484 and become a member 3. Be there at 8 pm Central time 9 east or 6 west 4. Must be present to win. Be there........

Poem: No One's Home
Curled up on the floor Tears streaming down my face All I think is how did it end up like this? No ones home and I wonder, Will they ever find me? I feel so lost and lonely I hug my knees to my chest, Waiting for the pain to go away And for the tears to stop flowing I don’t want to be here anymore But there’s no where else to go There is no escape from myself And there’s no one left to help me There’s no one left at all No one left but me

Love And Lust
Each shall have a room, as they are distinctAs love is blind, lust has eyes wide open for its gamesAs love is day, lust is the night at the barAs love speaks the truth, lust can just lay silent looking for the tasty frothLove need not be beautiful but lust makes it a requisiteLove may abstain, but lust cannotBy its nature it thrives in banquetsLove is pure but lust goes to mud in all wild wrestling for what it desiresI can love you without lustBut you may not like it after allI love and lust youAnd in youLove and lust shallHold hands, kiss tight, hiss all the nightLove and lustThe two becoming oneTo both of usSo this union may lastThis communion of souls.

Demons Desires
I looked at her funny and laughed “There is not darkness around me, only the joy. I hold no ill will toward anybody.” The other girls all made a purchase from the woman while I continued to walk around and look at the other exhibits, as I walked around my eyes kept darting back to the statue and wondering what it would have been like to have been seduced by the demon. As I stood there near the other statues waiting for the girls to finish up, my mind started to drift to another time, a time when demons roamed the earth freely, under the cover of darkness, and seduced women, and had half human half demon children. I could see it clearly it was as if I were standing there watching a woman getting raped by a horde of demons, and as she screamed for help the men from her village turned and walked away. I heard one man say, if we give them one virgin a year they leave the others alone and our village prospers for the next year. I was lost in this waking dream

Just So You Know
I'm not looking for pity, just getting this out. Can't deal, and this is the only way I know how. Being in love is not my reward, it's my punishment. I fucked it up, my time to vent. About why, and how bad it hurts. Feeling as if, I'm face down in the dirt. At a dead end, not knowing what to do. I'm probably, looking like a fool to you. But that matters not, not important to me. I deserve worse, most likely. Without you, I feel so lost. My actions, were not worth the cost. So I guess it's time, for me to let you go. I love you the same, just so you know.

Love Is Patient
Shall I compare thee to a summer's day?Thou art more lovely and more temperate.Rough winds do shake the darling buds of May,And summer's lease hath all too short a date.Sometime too hot the eye of heaven shines,And often is his gold complexion dimmed;And every fair from fair sometime declines,By chance, or nature's changing course untrimmed.But thy eternal summer shall not fadeNor lose possession of that fair thou ow'st;Nor shall death brag thou wand'rest in his shade,When in eternal lines to time thou grow'st,So long as men can breathe or eyes can see,So long lives this, and this gives life to thee. "Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil, but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails. 1 Corinthians 13:4"

I'm A Fustalker?
So, I've never blogged before, but this is hilarious. I know fubar has it's share of complete fucking idiots, but this one might take the cake. DJscdaddyo...: you need to back off lacy. period. she's my girl. nuff said8:58pmTo DJscdaddyo...: um.....what did i say to her?8:58pmTo DJscdaddyo...: i wasn't hitting on her at all8:59pmDJscdaddyo...: all i'm gonna say is keep making bogus profs to harass her and you'll be looking at criminal charges asshole8:59pmDJscdaddyo...: period8:59pmTo DJscdaddyo...: DUDE, I'M NOT GONNA BOTHER HER, BECAUSE I NEVER DID BEFORE9:00pmDJscdaddyo...: ya well she's already reported your ass to fubar, and if you continue then you will face legal concequences..........and remember fubar logs ips for everyone that signs in9:00pmDJscdaddyo...: so back off9:00pmreplyDJscdaddyo...: period9:00pmTo DJscdaddyo...: dude....i swear to god man, i didn't do shit to her. wtf are you talking about? what is she telling you?9:01pmTo DJscdaddyo...: chill the fuck out. i'm not

Just Blogging
Some people just take this fu shit wayyyyyyy too serious. I am on here for entertainment and nothing more. I mean what will happen will happen. BUT when people trip out cause ur now fu engaged, or wehn people get bent out of shape cause your not on as much as you once were... THAT IS RIDICULOUS! I am a real person, and I have a real life. Although I do appareciate my friends and fam on fu, there is only so much time I can spend on here. I work, school, and am a single mother to one wild 16 month old boy... I am lucky to find time to get on at all. If this is a problem for ya, DELETE ME! Feelings.... They are fucking scary. I have not had too many in a LONG LONG time. I have some now... They petrify me. I am so glad they are there. Yet sooooo sooo scared. I guess I am kind of used to the bad crap always happening to me. I am doing all that I can to be positive because somehow... I actually trust this. For once. I have never wanted for something or trusted in somet

Suggarfoot
I figured out the game at Outpersonals. I loaded my blog with comments. It was mind numbing by the time I moved "Suggarfoot" to third place. I don't think blogs are as popular at Fubar as on the other sites but the game here is even more agressive than any 'blog war'. Sides don't seem to be so obvious. As long as you click on things you get rewarded here. Some of us figured out the game fast. I noticed we(from lifeout) have levelled higher than some who've been here over a year. Also our blogs seem to be hidden away. This mindless popularity point game is addictive but it's good to connect on a more personal level through dialogs. If anyone reads this please say "Hi' just so I know I've been read :) Movies

Grow Up Or Die....
I do not love you as if you were salt-rose, or topaz,or the arrow of carnations the fire shoots off. I love you as certain dark things are to be loved,in secret, between the shadow and the soul. I love you as the plant that never bloomsbut carries in itself the light of hidden flowers;thanks to your love a certain solid fragrance,risen from the earth, lives darkly in my body. I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where.I love you straightforwardly, without complexities or pride;so I love you because I know no other waythan this: where you do not exist, nor I,so close that your hand on my chest is my hand,so close that your eyes close as I fall asleep. Thinking of you Tom The universe is expanding as I write this. At some point the universe will collapse in on itself, then expand again. When the universe expands again everything as we kn

Angelshopping
Sportswear is gaining popularity considering the modern girl. This is attributed to the reality that many people actively perform activities who demand some people dress around the exact same exact. In essence, the following are the main good reasons contributing to this kind of state about things.They will enable them to conduct all the things associated with video games in level of comfort and with apart having to force.columbia sportwear.The North Face Coats They have accessories for example training sneakers and this clarifies that it's achievable to work out appropriately with out being forced to worry about damaging any section of her physical structure. They come in unique designs this also makes them made for those who are vogue conscious.Ever since these reasons are clear, it's essential to take a look at several of the features incorporated within the distinct exact same if you want to recognize precisely what they're all about. To begin with, it's ideal to n

Took Like 5 Minutes
Just some facts: 1) No one will ever have to pay to be in my family. "Big fuckin' deal," you're thinking, but it means a bit to me. People who are in my family are there because they're good people, and can hold their side of a convo without getting too goddamned emo. For that matter, no one will ever have to pay me anything for anything, unless I fuckin lent you money. :P 2) I will never pay for NSFW through bling packs, fubucks, or whatever. It doesn't matter at all to me whether or not you even HAVE them, and there are plenty of naked pics on the web for free even if I do get the urge. There are two job groups that get paid to be seen naked: strippers and prostitutes. Think about that one. 3) This brings me to the next bit, a pet peeve if you will. If you are considering being one of those types that will be constantly asking for bling, bling credits, bling packs, and other things that cost OTHER people money, kindly fuck off. You know you're asking people to buy you small

Lvblog
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Interesting
------Jocks vs Nerds----Michael Jordan having "retired," with $40 million in endorsements, makes $178,100 a day, working or not.If he sleeps 7 hours a night, he makes $52,000 every night while visions of sugarplums dance in his head.If he goes to see a movie, it'll cost him $7.00, but he'll make $18,550 while he's there.If he decides to have a 5-minute egg, he'll make $618 while boiling it.He makes $7,415/hr more than minimum wage.He'll make $3,710 while watching each episode of Friends.If he wanted to save up for a new Acura NSX ($90,000) it would take him a whole 12 hours.If someone were to hand him his salary and endorsement money, they would have to do it at the rate of $2.00 every second.He'll probably pay around $200 for a nice round of golf, but will be reimbursed $33,390 for that round.Assuming he puts the federal maximum of 15% of his income into a tax deferred account (401k), his contributions will hit the federal cap of $9500 at 8:30 a.m. on January 1st.If you were given a p

My Poetry
I'M THE WOMAN DOWN THE STREET I'M THE DRUGS IN WHICH YOU SEEK I'M THE PLEASURE AMONG THE WEAK I'M HERE TO PULL YOU DOWN I HATE ALL THATS CRUEL AND KIND I HATE ALL THATS DEAD IN MY MIND I HATE WHAT YOU THINK IS ME I HATE THE PERSON IN ME I SEE I WANT TO FUCK YOU UP I WANT TO TEAR YOU DOWN I WANT TO DRINK FROM YOUR CUP

My Stuff
These lyrics ring so true for me...If i could sleep threw this month i would. Summer has come and passedThe innocent can never lastwake me up when September endslike my father's come to passFive years has gone so fastwake me up when September endshere comes the rain againfalling from the starsdrenched in my pain againbecoming who we areas my memory restsbut never forgets what I lostwake me up when September endssummer has come and passedthe innocent can never lastwake me up when September endsring out the bells againlike we did when spring beganwake me up when September endshere comes the rain againfalling from the starsdrenched in my pain againbecoming who we areas my memory restsbut never forgets what I lostwake me up when September endsSummer has come and passedThe innocent can never lastwake me up when September endslike my father's come to pass5 years has gone so fastwake me up when September endswake me up when September endswake me up when September ends She had been home f

In Memory Of...
September 11th 2001 was a sad day indeed. On the anniversary of this tragic day, my thoughts are not with the American troops currently serving in hostile territory overseas...even though my oldest nephew is among the U.S. Marines currently in Afghanistan. My thoughts go to the people who lost their lives. My thoughts are with the families left behind. My thoughts are with those who risked, and in many cases gave, their lives that day so that someone else may live. I don't view 9/11 as a day America suffered. I view it as a day that all of humanity suffered a great loss. It wasn't just Americans who died that day. It wasn't just American children who lost a mother and/or father. Most anyone with a heart felt the pain as we watched the footage of that tragic day. Most of us felt the loss as more broken and lifeless bodies were pulled from the rubble. So, instead of talk of making 9/11 a national holiday, let's make it a day we thank those who selflessly give of themselves eve

I Can't Help But Wonder
Last night was about, as hard as it gets. The more I ignored it, the harder it hit. As I lied all alone, upon my bed. Thoughts of you, ran through my head. Eyes wide open, I just couldn't sleep. The feeling was too intense, ran too deep. Back and forth, tossing and turning. Heart pounding, body burning. I asked myself, if you were the one keeping me awake. If you feel like I do? Does your heart ache? I can’t help but wonder. I only wish I knew. If you were lying there, thinking of me too.

9-11
10 Years ago I missed being in the tragedy of 9-11 by 1 day, i was visiting my parents in PA and flew back home to FL on 9-10-01. I am thankful that my son who was only 9 months old at the time and I were home safe when I saw the events unfolding on tv. I thank god everyday for my son being alive. Sadly this was not true for so many men and women inside the buildings in NY and The Pentagon as well as in the air in PA. So many lives changed that day police, firefighters, every day people. So many people gave their lives to help save others. Today is a day of reflection of what could have been and what was. Everyone needs to show support for all of those who were affected by that day. and remember to be thankful to whom every you worship that you are still alive and with your family. Be glad you have your loved ones and parents. becasue so many lost husbands, wives, children and parents that day.

Why?
I'm a nice person. I try to rate everyone who rates me...I never rate people below a 10... but so many people on her just like to be mean. They are filled with such hate and spew negative remarks and comments to people they don't even know. MUMMs shouldn't be used as a place to be aggressive. If the MUMM is about something you don't want to comment on, or want people to know your opinion on, just move on. There is no need to attack the person who posted it. That just shows childish behavior and isn't necessary. It isn't necessary for you to call them names if you dont know them. If someone doesn't want to view your NSFW photos, don't get mad and call them names. Likewise if someone doesn't have any NSFW photos, don't attack them and say they are prudes... that may not be the case at all. And if you don't know someone... at least say hello and introduce yourself before asking them if they want your cockup them... or want wherever... that's just showing your lack of resp

?
Let's see... how does this go again,I gripe, I bitch, I whine, I moan and groanI have my good days, my bad daysMy up days, my down daysAnd oh yes I do talk about themBut then again we all do I am just meA nobody in a great big worldSo who else did you expect me to beIf I lie, pretend to beNo matter how hard I workAt a game to playI can really only be meThrough it all That's all I'll seeSo who else did you expect me to be

Poems Written By Me
Poems written By: me a.k.a.abby my wonderful life:just when u thought things were going greatyou relize the life your living is the one u hate.the things you say and do you may dreadjumping from room to room bed to bed.the four walls close in more and more everydaythe world without color it all turns gray.as the days pass by you feel more out of placeall u can do is stand and pace.many nights u stay up to seeif this is the person u truely want to be.your friends tell u your heartless,cold,dark and a whoreyou change and change and they want u to change somemore.the person inside me is dark and coldbut im more than that im loving and bold.my words might be blunt,coldhearted,and deepbut there also trueful eventhough they make u weep.im locked in a closet with no way outi sit on the floor like a seed that wont sprout.i sit here and wonder as the days go byshould i live or should i die.im all alone now i must saymaybe i should just die and rot away.noone loves me nor do they carethey just l

No More
No more Weaker men than you have fallen. It is a curse upon humanity. Do not mistake it for what it is, for it is not. It embraces you like a welcoming lover, and steals to your senses. It will envelop your soul and you will fall victim to a sigh. Ever deceitful is the lie. Locked in combat, Two… is one. nowhere to hide… nowhere to run. Round in circles we will spin. There is no victor,

Lmfao... To Good Not To Read
The horror of blimpsLast week while travelling I stopped at a Zany Brainy store and saw that they had a blimp for sale. It's called Airship Earth, and it's a great big balloon with a map of the Earth on it, and two propellors hanging from the bottom. You blow up the balloon with helium put batteries in it, and you have a radio controll indoor blimp. I'd seen these things for sale in Sharper Image catalogs for $60-$75. At Zany Brainy it was on clearance for $15. What a deal! Last night my wife was playing tennis and it was just my daughter and I at home. I bought a small helium tank from a party store, and last night we put the blimp together. Let me tell you, it's quite a blimp. It's huge. The balloon has like a 3 ft diameter.We blew it up with the tank attacched the gondola with the propellors, and put in batteries. Then we balanced the blimp for neutral bouyancy with this putty that came with it, so it hangs in the air by itself neither rising nor falling. It was easy and fun, a

Merde Alors! Una Betise
Don't wait to be loved, to love Don't wait to be lonely, to recognize the value of a friend. Don't wait for the best job, to begin to work. Don't wait to have a lot, to share a bit. Don't wait for the fall, to remember the advice. Don't wait for pain, to believe in prayer. Don't wait to have time, to be able to serve. Don't wait for anybody else pain, to ask for apologies neither separation to make it up. Don't wait... Because you don't know how long it will take. Dark. I'm your citizens, slaving everything you want. Nightmare. The lord , wearing the bloody crown , builds civilization by whipping ridiculous thought. Dear, please do not fall asleep! A lonely hunter of a heart, chased by monsters that come from Deep Town. A lonely hunter of a heart, will rebel against the gloomy kingdom oneday if i get ready. Dear, please do not fall asleep!

Surveeyyy
Dear boy who hurt me more than words can describe, I had a dream of you last night. The first one since you ever left me. Remember how much we fought oh so much and that hurt me quite so. It was always because you wanted what I did not. Well in the dream I had of you. I paid you back times two. You see you had me to the ground because we were fighting, but I simply said I hate you, I hate you. I saw the hurt in your face and the tears in your eyes and for once I felt you knew what it was like to be hurt. You simply let me go after that. I knew I finally hurt you..like you hurt me. Sincerly, The girl with a broken heart BROKEN Im broken... i'm going to be completely honest and tell you, i'm broken. but you know what? even though i'm broken right now, i'm going to be fine. i'm not going to lose any more sleep over you, i'm not going to waste any more tears over an asshole like you. and i'm not going to go running back to you, when you realize

Random Thoughts From The Heart.
Tell me what is on your mind, Is it good or bad?Do you lay awake at night? Or ever wonder if I am happy or sad?Is there one thing in your life, That you never want to be without?Please take the time to tell me, What is your life all about?I want to know all about you, From the beginning to the end.I want to know just where in your life, Do you see that I fit in.Do you have days that are bad? When you wish you could share?But you feel you have no one, I am here and I really care.I don’t know what the future holds. I am not sure what tomorrow will bring.I just know that at this moment in time, You happen to be my life and my everything. Sometimes I just don’t understand just what you see in me, When I look deep inside myself I only see what could be. A plain little person, with a lot to give A very lonely person, just trying to live. Never knowing what to do as I face each day a new Only hoping and praying that my day will be spent with on

Just For Fun
NEW TIC-TAC-TOE WITH SOUND ! This is REALLY Cool!!! A new Digital version of the classic game with sound. This is so much fun !!! Click on the Tic-Tac-Toe link (below) to play. See if you can beat the computer... CLICK HERE: ......................TicTacToe

Against Abuse
i hate all kinds of abuse but mostly child abuse and weman abuse. i cant stand it, and i dont see why someone would want to put up with it or not do any thing to stop it. that is why i have made a lounge for all kinds of abuse and we are will to help thos who need it and want it, and we are trying to make our number grater so we can help more people around the word, and i mean help by wther being there for someone to talk to or be able to find a way to help them get away from the person that is abusing them. if you want to help use try to put a stop to this come join us so our numbers can grow and we can help more people, i have already helped 9 people and i have friends that have helped people to, so come join us in Against_Abuse http://fubar.com/lounge/77054

7 Days, 7 Sins
Day 1 - Pride. Seven great things about yourself.Day 2 - Envy. Seven things you lack and covet.Day 3 - Wrath. Seven things that piss you off.Day 4 - Sloth. Seven things you neglect to do.Day 5 - Greed. Seven worldly material desires.Day 6 - Gluttony. Seven guilty pleasures.Day 7 - Lust. Seven love secrets.Here's my day two: Envy. (7 thing I lack and/or covet)1. Six-pack abs. I think I could get there if I Really Tried. But I don't know if I have that kind of stamina. Running only does so much.2. Financial stability. I totally suck at money management. I should be better.3. People who can make it through this life without some kind of chemical dependency.4. Guitar players. I have a guitar and a book to teach me to play guitar, but I have yet to pick either up. Totally my fault, I know.5. Ah, 20/20 Vision. How freaking sweet would that be? No contacts in the morning and no glasses at night. I might just put this on my 'When I Find A Genie' list. Enjoy it if you have it is all I'm

Beautiful Within
Write these words little girl, and tell your story. Paint them a picture, of the sorrow and glory. As if they are there, holding your hand. Let them know who you are, exactly where you stand. Share your views, your pain, your beliefs. All the images, you are dying to release. The beautiful colors, covered up by grey. Let them shine bright, open up this day. For nothing is more beautiful, than I am from the inside. Not the exterior, that doesn't matter, my inner beauty cannot be denied. Reach for my hand, and step into my world. I will paint you a portrait, unlike any before. The contrast of colors, the lies beneath the skin. Is all that I am, beautiful within.

Making Life From Dreams
A friend that knows, the hardship and pain. Has battlescars, left feeling the same. Despite the obstacles, we push on. Refusing to be beat, the lengths we have gone. Someone says you can't, we say watch me succeed. Fighting back, prevailing, no matter how bad we bleed. Never quitting, despite how rough it seems. This is what extraordinary people are made of. Making life from dreams.

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Sheri
Nickolas leaned back against his table, waiting, he left Sheri kneeling at the door, waiting. Yes, It was definately time to move forward. He opened the door to his Dungeon, and Sheri knelt obediantly, eyes down, ankles crossed, mouth open, wrists up. Her face looked a little frightened, but inquisitive. Nickolas held out his hand, beckoning her to rise and follow. Sheri got up, and followed him inside. The place looked like freaking Disneyland! Rows of toys, whips, floggers, canes, switches..all for her sweet ass! Sheri looked around as much as she could before he took control. She noticed a small lump, or something, under a furry cover. What the hell could that be?? she asked herself, and then Nickolas spoke. "Sheri?" he said softly. "Are you ready?" Sheri nodded, and he took her by the hands, and lifted them up over her head. His hands roamed her body, slowly pulling the sub gown off her. His teeth found her nipples, still a little sore from the new piecings, a

Use The Mind You Were Created With
THE TIME IS NOW TO AWAKEN AND TO REMEMBER THAT YOU ARE A MULTIDIMENSIONAL BEING, CO CREATING WITH THE ONENESS KNOWN AS THE CREATOR, PRIME SOURCE, GOD, ALL THAT IS.BY CHOOSING TO REMEMBER, YOU ARE ALLOWING DIVINE ENTITIES TO BEAM NCONDITIONAL LOVE INTO YOUR BEING, ALLOWING EACH INDIVIDUAL TO RELEASE FEAR, GUILT, AND TO REALIZE THAT BY GIVING UNCONDITIONAL LOVE AND FORGIVENESS TO ONESELF AND OTHERS, ONE'S VIBRATIONAL FREQUENCEY INCREASES TO MATCH THAT OF EARTHS AS SHE TRANSITS INTO THE NEW DIMENSIONS DISCOVERED BY SCIENTISTS AND KNOWN BY SPIRITUALISTS ALL ALONG.BY CHOOSING TO MOVE INTO LOVE AND LIGHT YOU WILL MOVE INTO HIGHER DIMENSIONS UNAVAILABLE TO THOSE VIBRATING AT A LOWER FREQUENCY OF GREE, ANGER, HATE, AND DARKNESS.BY HOLDING ON TO PAST-HURT, ANGER, RAGE AGAINST SOCIETY-THE HUMAN MIND SENDS NEGATIVE VIBRATIONS. BY FORGIVENESS, THOSE ARE RELEASED IMMEDIATELY TO ALLOW SPACE IN THE MIND FOR NEWER CONCEPTS OF OF UNLIMITED BEING, MAKING AVAILABLE POWERS LONG FORGOTTEN SUCH AS ESP, CLAI

Need A Nice Kc Guy :d
My mom's BF is a jerk. And she seems to think that ALL the good guys are gone!!! I tell her "not so mom" so, im trying to prove it. Im posting a pic of her to my page and im welcoming all the "GOOD guys" from KC to fight for her affection!! Now that ive made my point vey clear....my LOVELY mother is 5'2" average build (no woman EVER tells her weight) ;) brown hair and eyes, great SMILE ;D and has a plentyful D cup. AGAIN...im posting a pic. Oh yeah...shes 44, so for all you 50yr olds trying to talk to me..talk to my mom instead :) REMEMBER: You MUST be a good guy. She already has a loser, she DOESNT need 2!! Thanks, Amanda ;)

9-16-2011
I abide within your heart I feel you I hear you I smell you I taste you I love you more than myself And would die to protect you. Yet I am repaid with incessant insult Continual mutilations of your own flesh with blade and pigment Your neverending lust of worldly pursuits of the flesh Your ownership of the vanity that will destroy you Your neverending demand for attention from other men You whore yourself with money and flesh You trade your civility for greed and avarice

Poetry
my sweet death my sweet release take me by my hand and lead me to the rivers of red take me in take in my blood as i lick my lips in excitement to your sweet touch o how i long for it o how i long for my sweet release let me go to the other side let me go to my spot in hell were i am destined to be o how i long for thee o how i dream of the moment you come for me my sweet release take me to the great beyond release me from my sarrows release me from my fears release me from my emotions and release me from this world it was never mine and the angel the world has taken it and raped it and left my angel to die as i look in the eyes of the sky with pain on my face i ask for my sweet release im preying for rain im praying for im preying for title waves im preying for mayhem i am preying for chaos i am preying for a change in me to happen and no more breaking hearts at the heart break hotel when i die i am sure i am going to hell with out fail i can almoast garantee this some say igno

Delivery!!!!!!!!!
Chinese water torture pales in comparison to the second hand ticking away, hurdling over milliseconds on its 60 count journey. Tick, Tick, Tick drums on in my ears, then echoes like a church bell in an opera house. Twelve minutes past our arranged meeting time, and still no knock on my front door. The anxiety brought on by this unprecedented delay,tightens and twists my insides, causing me to throw my nerve wracked body against the wall. Thoughts of betrayal and conspiracy gather behind my searching eyes, as I look out the window, pacing back and forth, to and fro, again again and once more, searching for the arrival of the missing piece to a pre arranged appointment. The phone is cold, lifeless and heavy in my hand, as I bring the already ringing technology to my ear. No answer. Why, is this happening i wonder in sweat drenched panic. Where is my dang pizza. I ordered like a thousand hours ago. I'm Starving! When will my public service be done. I am so tired of this

This One Last Time
Fog and mist, surrounds me so. Where I am, I do not know. I can see you there, but I can’t make out your face. Reach for my hand. take me out of this place. It’s dark and cold, let the light shine through. Please grab the hand, that’s reaching for you. Don’t turn away from me, yet again. Can’t you see the wounds, beneath the skin? The scars you caused, cut too deep. These are blood tears, you cause me to weep. What’s done is done, there’s no changing it now. Let’s start over. a new beginning somehow. I was delivered to you, for reasons unknown. Let’s discover them together. let it be shown. I was your baby, and you tossed me aside. I am asking for your hand Mom. This one last time.

Who Does That?
Daddy’s little girl. I never knew how that felt. A feeling I used to wonder about, myself. Just a hint of feeling, love or concern. Something I never received, and yet I still yearn. For that father’s love, the pride and protection. Instead I got nothing, but constant rejection. A child left to fight alone, at such a young age. Like a defenseless animal, locked in a cage. People poking and taunting, until you snap. Leaving your tears, falling upon your own lap. With no one there, to wipe them clean. The reason remains, a mystery to me. Why you chose to turn, your back. Help me understand, why you done that.

Pass It Around
A man stands alone, on the side of the street. Dirty and cold, no shoes on his feet. People pass him by, without a single glance. He’s easily dismissed, doesn’t stand a chance. I bet he was once, someone who mattered. Then something happened, caused him to shatter. What is his story? I want to know. What makes him stand out there, barefoot in the snow? His eyes are heavy, something happened to this man. Why doesn’t anyone care, or want to understand? I look all around me, and the shoes I am wearing. Then I pull over, can’t help caring. I have been blessed, so I’ll pass it around. Give him a ride, to the shelter in town.

Lives On
A shadow is cast, upon the ground. A girl, on a bridge, looking down. From up there, it looks clear. You can see right through. But there is more inside, it’s depths of blue. Just like her, there is more within. Camouflaged by waves, covered by skin. Her eyes tell all, as the tears fall into the deep below. The burden she carries, refuses to show. The sea is her escape, the moment they collide. One longing for the other, neither one alive. Until they unite, finally becoming one. As the waves hit the sand, Their legacy lives on.

Karma Will Haunt You.
If only if only I could light you aflame, standing there laughing while going insane. Stomping you out with my favorite cleat, loving every moment you burn under my feet. Grabbing the shovel and digging thy grave, I laugh at your soul for no one will save. Do unto others as you would have them do unto you, kiss that pharase goodbye because your soul is screwed. As your soul barrels down through the 9 circles of hell, you have no one to blame but only yourself. As you reach the bottom of this hellish ground, it is where you'll remain experiencing pain so profound. Forever enslaved to anguish and pain, your soul will be tormented by all those insane. So next time you're foul or you get that itch, just remember that Karma's a bitch...

Reaching Forward Pulling Back
They stand on the other side, of this wall I have built. I don't know what lead them there, maybe it's guilt. Regardless my heart pounds, from the other side. Wanting to tear it down, choosing to hide. To reach through, shows weakness, a single crack, and it could break. Reaching forward, pulling back. Which choice should I make? Each time I thnk of you, that little girl comes back. That one you tossed into, a world so black. To tear down this wall, means letting you win. Not sure I'm willing to lose, to the two of you again.

The Most Beautiful Light
Off in the distance, is a sight like none other. It's beauty surpasses any, yet to be discovered. You reach for it, and feel a sting. You instantly pull back. That's when you notice it's, in the middle of a thorn patch. Still you don't care, it's worth the blood shed. You see the bigger picture, what lies ahead. Those thorns, that stick to it, drawn to it almost. Are just that, thorns, easily disposed. But you yourself, shine just as bright. The two of you together, could give off the most beautiful light.

A Mind That Never Sleeps
The thoughts and images, inside my head. Will live on, long after I'm dead. For, they speak louder, than I ever can. It's my way of expression, to help you understand. What it's like having a mind, that never sleeps. The memories keep haunting, the past that weeps. Infecting my thought process, enabling it's power to stop. I need to find the switch, that turns this thing off.

Don't Even Have To Knock
To reach for someone, without doing so. Seems impossible, believe me, I know. So much to say, on the tip of your tongue. Fighting to keep the words in, one by one. You know they feel the same, but they are scared to. Keeping it in, yet letting it out just the same. Gives you both, pleasure and pain. Both too afraid to bust the door down, you thought you had locked. I'll leave my side open for you, just walk in, you don't even have to knock.

Out Of Reach
To make you feel my love. What would I do? I'd bottle up this emotion, and send it straight to you. I'd talk to the moon, if that's what it took. In-order to give you, an inside look. If you could feel, the power within. How it deep it runs, beneath the skin. The chills, the trembles, the loss of speech. I suddenly have, because you're out of reach.

Reasons Unknown
Can you speak, without saying a word? Do you have the power, not to be heard? I don't have to speak, My eyes speak for me. Look into them, and tell me what you see. I will never have to say, a word at all. My strength is mighty, for a body this small. My eyes tell a tale, of pain, sweat and tears. You can search for it, but there's not an ounce of fear. The only fear you may see, would be attached to love. I don't know why, but it terrifies me. To be vulnerable, weak, a simple release. One thing I can't grasp, my disease. That's one emotion, I can't allow to be shown. When I lose sight of that, I run, for reasons unknown.

The Shame Of College Sports
“You Might As Well Shoot Them in the Head” “When you dream about playing in college,” Joseph Agnew told me not long ago, “you don’t ever think about being in a lawsuit.” Agnew, a student at Rice University in Houston, had been cut from the football team and had his scholarship revoked by Rice before his senior year, meaning that he faced at least $35,000 in tuition and other bills if he wanted to complete his degree in sociology. Bereft of his scholarship, he was flailing about for help when he discovered the National College Players Association, which claims 7,000 active members and seeks modest reforms such as safety guidelines and better death benefits for college athletes. Agnew was struck by the NCPA scholarship data on players from top Division I basketball teams, which showed that 22 percent were not renewed from 2008 to 2009—the same fate he had suffered. In October 2010, Agnew filed a class-action antitrust suit over the ca

That Girl Sammi Baby@ Fubar
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Nothing Left
A single red rose, unopened at first. Then the light shines down, giving it birth. It's open and bright, innocent and pure. The dew drips from the pedals, saturating the sand. A stranger admires it, holds it in his hand. It's fragrance is so sweet, elegant and kind. He has to change it, pulling the pedals off one at a time. Until the rose, can take no more. It is no longer, innocent and pure. It is tainted and dark, there is nothing left. But a pile of broken pedals, where it once slept.

Try And Stop Me
Accepting defeat, is something I just can't do. I was not put on this earth, to lose. I might fall down, crack and bleed. But I always get back up, there's no breaking me. Regardless of the tears or blood, I have lost. I always pay my dues, I'll find my cause. There is a reason I am here. I know this is true. Try and stop me from finding it, I dare you.

Just Thought I'd Let You Know
So you call yourself a ladies man, well I don't see it. What kind of a "lady", is going to fall for this shit. Telling your stories of sex, and satisfaction. Knowing that it is all, an exaggeration. Cyber, sorry, I don't engage in that. Step into the real world, that's where it's at. I know all to well, that you would never approach me at all. If I passed you by on the street, at the mall. You hide behind the screen, because it causes your balls to grow. I am familiar with your type, just thought I'd let you know.

Do You Have The Power
Power isn't measured by the money, in your bank account. It depends on your strength, from the inside out. Not your size, your looks, or your car. That has nothing to do, with the person you are. Fixing a problem, seeing beyond someones imperfections. Will lead you, in the right direction. Do you have the power, to make your own place? Or do you choose, to forget it's face?

No More Tears
Build me a wall, because that’s what you do. Build it strong blocking everyone out, except me and you. I’ll buy your bricks, one at a time. If it leads you into, this life of mine. Let us follow, the yellow brick road. Hand in hand, and see where it goes. We've both had sorrow, pain and fear. It’s lead us to each other, no more tears.

Ride It Out
No expectations, no bridges to burn. No sudden stops, or U-Turns. Your road is not smooth, and neither is mine. But all of our bumps, pot holes and lines. Has made us the people, we have grown to be. A fast paced surprise, fits perfectly. Into your life, as well as mine. Let's ride this out, one gear at a time.

Moms....& Some Dads
Mom and Dad were watching TV when Mom said, "I'm tired, and it's getting late. I think I'll go to bed." She went to the kitchen to make sandwiches for the next days lunches. Rinsed out the popcorn bowls, took meat out of the freezer for supper the following evening, checked the cereal box levels, filled the sugar container, put spoons and bowls on the table and started the coffee pot for brewing the next morning. She then put some wet clothes in the dryer, put a load of clothes into the wash, ironed a shirt and secured a loose button. She picked up the game pieces left on the table and put the telephone book back into the drawer. She watered the plants, emptied a wastebasket and hung up a towel to dry. She yawned and stretched and headed for the bedroom. She stopped by the desk and wrote a note to the teacher, counted out some cash for the field trip, and pulled a textbook out from hiding under the chair. She signed a birthday card for a friend, addressed and stamped the en

Freedom
It is a shame it has come to this: BY A 15 yr. OLD SCHOOL KID Who got an A+ for this entry Since the Pledge of Allegiance And The Lord's Prayer Are not allowed in most Public schools anymore...... A kid in Arizona wrote the attached NEW School prayer: "New Pledge of Allegiance" ~~~~~~ Now I sit me down in school Where praying is against the rule For this great nation under God Finds mention of Him very odd. If scripture now the class recites, It violates the Bill of Rights. And anytime my head I bow Becomes a Federal matter now. Our hair can be purple, orange or green, That's no offense; it's a freedom scene. The law is specific, the law is precise. Prayers spoken aloud are a serious vice. For praying in a public hall Might offend someone with no faith at all. In silence alone we must meditate, God's name is prohibited by the state. We're allowed to cuss and dress like freaks, And pierce our noses, tongues and cheeks. They've outlawed guns, but FIRST the Bible. To quote the Good Book m

Wicked's Words
My daughter was given an english assignment to write a letter or poem to someone. This is what she came up with... This is what a parent lives for. I just HAD to share. :) I love my you T...Dear Mom,We've been through it allWe've foughtWe've dancedWe've LaughedYou were there for meYou protected meSupported meYou loved meNo matter what I didWe've had our differencesOur confrontationsWords have been saidObjects have been thrownThings have gotten betterSince thenI've learned from my mistakesAnd from yours as wellYou've taught me"Everything happens for a reason"Because of youI've learned right from wrongI've learned respectAnd disciplineYou taught me wellI thank you for all you've done for me

Me Going Off....
I'm a fan of pretzel-dogs, and I don't know anybody in MY hometown who would eat one, so, I guess it's that eye of the beholder thing. Which is actually my favorite song by Metallica. Or at least it used to be. WElllllllll.... I better get goin'. I have to pick up a 12 foot cake and deliver to a Chinaman. That's right. I said Chinaman. Like, I'm an 80 year old WWII survivor with a penchant for being inappropriately rascist at inopportune times. Not that there are many opportune times. Unless theyre pedophiles too. I don't think anyone will yell at you for making a rascist remark to a pedophile. Must suck double for them. Not that I'm feeling bad for them, you see. Ahhh you get the point. Moving along... P.S. You would think it would be easy to get a mob ready with pitchforks and torches fairly quickly. Immediately after a bad guy gets caught in some old-timey town, there's always a mob heading to the jail where he is held. Well, trust me, it's not as easy as it looks.

Jokes I Like.
Three men were sitting together bragging about how they had given their new wives 'duties". The first man had married a Woman from Montana and had told her that she was going to do dishes and house cleaning. It took a couple days, but on the third day he came home to a clean house and dishes washed and put away. The second man had married a woman from Oregon. He had given his wife orders that she was to do all the cleaning, dishes, and the cooking. The first day he didn't see any results, but the next day he saw it was better. By the third day, he saw his house was clean, the dishes were done, and there was a huge dinner on the table. The third man had married a girl from Kentucky. He told her that her duties were to keep the house cleaned, dishes washed, lawn mowed, laundry washed and hot meals on the table for every meal. He said the first day he didn't see anything, the second day he didn't see anything, but by the third day some of the swelling had gone down and he could see a litt

Words To Ponder
have u ever felt soo alone u cou ld barley stand it? have u ever walked passed a mirror and barely recognized the person in front of you? have you ever wished the world would pause just for a second to catch ur breath? have you ever wondered if you were gone today what people would remember u for? WHAT IN YOUR LIFE HELPS YOU TO GO ON? PEOPLE PAST IN PRESENT IN YOUR LIFE HAVE COME AND GONE, DO WE REMEMBER THEM ALL OR HOW THEY IMPACT US? ARE FRIENDS AND LOVES REALLY FOREVER? HAVE YOU EVER WONDERED IF YOU HAVE BEEN A GOOD PERSON AND HUMAN AND TRIED THE BEST YOU COULD. HAVE YOU EVER WANTED TO RUN AWAY AND START OVER?AM I UNIQUE OR ARE THERE MORE LIKE ME OUT THERE? WORDS TO PONDER THESE QUESTIONS CAN EITHER WEEKEN YOU OR MAKE YOU STRONGER WHICH ONE DID IT FOR YOU? I THINK THESE DAILY AND THEY CAN DEPRESS ME INTO A FETAL POSITION OR GIVE ME THE OOMF TO GO ONE MORE DAY. I DONT LIKE MYSELF BUT I UNDERSTAND MYSELF SILLY HUH? LIFE IS.....

Sex On Mars
The year is 2222 and Donald and Maureen land on Mars after accumulating enough Frequent Flier miles.They meet a Martian couple and are talking about all sorts of things. Donald asks if Mars has a stock market, if they have laptop computers, how they make money, etc.Finally, Maureen brings up the subject of sex.'Just how do you guys do it?' asks Maureen.The Martian responds, 'Pretty much the way you do.'A discussion ensues and finally the couples decide to swap partners for the night and experience one another... Maureen and the male Martian go off to a bedroom where the Martian strips.. He's got only a teeny, weenie member about half an inch long and just a quarter-inch thick. 'I don't think this is going to work,' says Maureen. 'Why?' he asks. 'What's the matter?' 'Well,' she replies, 'it's just not long enough to reach me!' 'No problem,' he says, and proceeds to slap his forehead with his palm. With each slap of his forehead, his member grows until it's quite impressively long. 'W

How To Become A Member Of Jlm
So you would like to harness your inner super hero? You have come to the right place. We are a group of family/friends that help eachother level and have fun here on Fubar. From time to time we will have events like member auctions, trivia nights, etc. In order to become a JLM member: Message the JLM page and let us know what your superhero is. From there the counsel may decide to ask you a few questions and then will approve your request. You will need to add the JLM page as a top friend and place JLM in your name. Please make sure you add members of JLM so when someone needs a little help leveling you can help, as they can help you too. CB Superman is the owner. If you have any questions please direct them to him, or you can message us here! JLM is back and better than ever....join us!

The Start Of Something Wonderful...
I slowly undress you, trailing my hands with sweet, soft kisses all over your body. I'll start by kissing your lips and moving on to your neck. You feel my breath on your skin as my teeth lightly rake across your neck. I can feel the goose bumps as my hands slide along your arms. I lift your shirt and can see your erect nipples already looking forward to feeling my hands and lips. I kiss them through your bra as I slowly turn you around to unhook your bra. My kisses and nibbles move to the nape of your neck as I slide your bra off and cup each breast in my hands. You feel the warmth of my hands as they squeeze each of your hard nipples. The kisses trail down your spine as I unbutton your pants, sliding them down your legs. My kisses reach the small of your back as my hands slide your panties down. You step out of your pants and panties and lean over the end of the bed allowing my hand to move up your leg to your already wet and hot pussy. I slide a finger inside, feeling how hot you yo

Rants And Raves
I need to vent some in this blog . I wonder sometimes why some people insist on pressuring other people into doing things that maybe that person doesn't want to do. Also why can't people start learning to read profiles and even filling out a little in their own profiles. People have become really stupid in the past decade I have noticed. It's like they live in the USA but don't want to take the time to learn anything wheter it's proper English or even how the government has become really bad. what ever happened to being intellectual and even intelligent . I don't mean being a snob in attitude and a know it all type of person but just a smart witty intelligent person who has a good head on their shoulders

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Pro-life...the Only Way!!!
A worried woman went to her gynecologist and said: 'Doctor, I have a serious problem and desperately need your help! My baby is not even 1 year old and I'm pregnant again. I don't want kids so close together. So the doctor said: 'OK and what do you want me to do?' She said: 'I want you to end my pregnancy, and I'm counting on your help with this.' The doctor thought for a little, and after some silence he said to the lady: 'I think I have a better solution for your problem. It's less dangerous for you too.' She smiled, thinking that the doctor was going to accept her request. Then he continued: 'You see, in order for you not to have to take care 2 babies at the same time, let's kill the one in your arms. This way, you could rest some before the other one is born. If we're going to kill one of them, it doesn't matter which one it is. There would be no risk for your body if you chose the one in your arms. The lady was horrified and said: 'No doctor! How terrible! It's a crime to kill a c

You'll Soon Find Out
When I look at you, here’s what I see. A Blade, thorns, surrounding me. I am the rose in the middle, refusing to wilt. Full of fire, passion, yes, even guilt. I have qualities, that you’ll never possess. A conscious, regret, you’re just like all the rest. I am powerful, strong, born suited for war. That is exactly, what I’m here for. Don’t think for a second, that I am weak. Because I have chosen, not to speak. You think I don’t know, but I have seen it all. With a Blade in my back, and my heart torn in two, I’m still standing tall. So, do what you must, to “try” and defeat me. You’ll soon find out, that doesn’t happen very easily.

Please Have Mercy
I feel like I’m playing poker, with my heart, body and mind. Desperately needing, that four of a kind. Say you’re sorry, admit you fucked up. I have done both, still not enough. I have done this, tried that, nothing works. It’s so hard hiding, how bad this hurts. You feel my pain, I know you fucking can. Please have mercy, and deal me a good hand.

I Need Motivation!!
I need motivation to lose these 50lbs! I seem to have fallen off with my dieting and fitness :( My goal is by my 29th birthday on December 26th..... if anyone has any tips or suggestions on how to stay fit and overcome your cravings please let me know! I would like to start tomorrow morning..... thank you friends.

Random Shit
I am currently standing in a chair at my friends house because a spider is MIA... I went to grab my bag and a spider big enought to carry me off crawled out of it...Since I had no shoes on and nothing in reach to kill it, I went to bathroom to grab the ,believe it or not, spider killer. Well dont waist your fucking money cause I sprayed the spider and it looked at me like "bitch please" and continued to keep on crawling. So I went and grabbed a shoe to smash the big SOB and he is nowhere to be found. I will not get down till the hugh fucking thing is found and dead.... I might be here awhile...

Professional Led Car Light Manufacturer
In fact,auto signal light is very important for us when use the signal light.Now led me introduce a few common led signal lihgts. In addition, to keep the drivers to replace the brake light in mind: China's production of vehicles taillights are generally "a bubble with two" light bulb with two wires, the weak light is the small lamp and the strong light is the led brake light.Some manufacturers will design them as plug-foot level, making it convenient to use.When exchange the led brake light,we must be very careful and not reversed. In addition, there are still some very important vehicle lights, such as led width-indicator light. When refer to the led turning light,we know its basic function,it is mainly used for warning the the vehicles and pedestrians around the car.It is ordered to master the time when to turn on the auto turn light, usually we should turn on the light when the car is 100 meters away from the intersection.If you turn on the light too early,may would cause the

Stories
Boy's dont realize how much one little thing can upset a girl. 45 THINGS A GIRL WANT, BUT WON'T ASK FOR: 1. Touch her waist. 2. Actually talk to her. 3. Share secrets with her. ...4. Give her your jacket. 5. Kiss her slowly. Are you remembering this? 6. Hug her. 7. Hold her. 8. Laugh with her. 9. Invite her somewhere. 10. Hangout with her and your friends together. KEEP READING .. 11. Smile with her. 12. Take pictures with her. 13. Pull her onto your lap. 14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back. 15. When her friends say ¡°I love her more than you¡±, deny it. Fight back and hug her tight so she can¡¯t get to her friends. It makes her feel loved. Are you thinking of someone? 16. Always hug her and say I love you whenever you see her. 17. Kiss her unexpectedly. 18. Hug her from behind around the waist. 19. Tell her she¡¯s beautiful. 20. Tell her the way you feel about her. One last thing you need to do to sh

Random
.This is not for anyother reason but to help a friend, not a pissing contest for linux users. I just figured i would post it incase anyone wanted to try it. Having said that, try at your own risk and ask if you need help ill try to get back to you as soon as i can. Also these are written without the care of an english professor, dont bitch just try it. go here and download the 32bit versions ( 64 is fine, but may require you to tweak too much for what you want, try saving it for when you get good) of the one you want: http://fedoraproject.org/en/get-fedora-options Versions: KDE is as close to windows as you can get without selling your soul. Gnome3 is the product of idiots xfce is too close to gnome but slightly bit better then cutting your wrists Lxde is what i use, but may be too striped down and require more effort into setting up My advice is to go with KDE 32 bit If you have an ISO burner that's fine use it, if not the best and easiest to use

Feeling Like This
Maybe it is time for me, to stop. Gonna just give this life, all that I've got. It may not be much, but I'll do my best. Do what I can, and ta Hell with the rest. I know how I feel, there's no changing that. But I can't stay, where I'm at. I'm going to start over, smile and move on. I will always know, where my heart belongs. Time for strength, not afraid to fail. In the end, I know I'll prevail. Say yes for a change, take a risk. It can't be any worse, than feeling like this.

Vanishing Pimps
Afternoon all, below is a message I ahve sent to Fubar Support. if & when I get a reply i will post it here. please feel free to get in touch with Support & complain to them about the loss of pimps http://fubar.com/mailman Dear support I logged in today to find out that I had lost the ability to pimp people? When I went to the fubar support lounge to query this I was directed to Scrappers blog to place any complaints I have on this blog. I posted 1 comment & then went back to post another comment & found I had been blocked by scrapper as I got this message “ERROR: this users permissions don't allow you to do this. If you want to add this member to your 'blocked' list CLICK HERE.” So for an admin guy he doesn’t like you disagreeing with him. My point I was going to make was if the pimp ability was being abused by a small section of people who kept scrolling across the top, then stop the few not punish the many. Your change to the pimp allowance & be

History Of The Jlm
In late 2006 two people got together and decided to rival the 2nd Alarm hottie as a group... They deicded to form a super hero group and from there "The Justice League Mafia" was born... This group consisted of CB Superman (Superman) & Supersuperwendy (Wonder Woman)... The group grew a little with the additions of Batman... Superman... Storm... Nightwing... & Catwoman... These few select people carried the group for a short span before the group stopped in early 2007... A few months later... The two originals JLM Members got back together to re-create the group bigger and stronger this time... This time the group grew to 36 members... Only this time we noticed we weren't alone in the Super Hero Groups... There was also a "Justice League of Fubar"... These group didn't rival but unstead saw each other as allies... They even shared graphics and other things as aid to each other... There was even talks of a merger then but the merger never happened at that time... This new JLM group l

Dansstudio
http://www.krykey.com/Radio/PRSPage.aspx?id=3529 plan5878 RADIO http://player.radio.com/player/YahooPlayer.php?version=1.2.10232&station=9239 FRONT PAGE OF MICROSOFT http://digg.com/newsrooms/microsoft "http://fubar.com/studiojamsonfubar" "http://fubar.com/lounge/81647" > Free counters http://fubar.com/7012376 http://fubar.com/7012376 Carol Has a Great Personality Make a Free Website at Wix.com Dans Studio

10.2.11
For those that know me, you know I work in the promotions marketing industry. With this, along with my 15-year radio career, I have quite a few connections in both industries.That said, I know someone who can get hold getting an iPad CHEAP through a contact. These are legit, not off the back of a truck; they are from a canceled hospital contract due to the United States government cutbacks. The numbers are limited - he has 23 iPads left going for less than half price so it's first come first served. He has already sold one (picture is below so you can see what you are getting). Get back to me as quick as you can if you want one.

As Long As Your With Me
Everyone thinks they have, to get the last word. I'll give it to you, take it, it's yours. I don't need it, it doesn't matter to me. YOU are the most, important thing. Not the words, whose right or wrong. I'm not like everyone else, singing the same song. Placing blame, pointing fingers. The same words coming from, the same tone def singers. You have to ask yourself, does it really matter. When you're all alone, feeling broken and shattered. To me it doesn't, I am to blame. There are no winners, in this game. Both are losing. Is pride really worth the cost? When the love of your life, is what you have lost? In my eyes, the answer comes easily. Pride doesn't mean a thing, as long as your with me.

Libra
GREEN EYES -Sex Addicts!!! People with green eyes have the most passion put into relationships, they have long lasting relationships. People with green eyes are also the horniest and most beautiful. They long for the touch of another. People with green eyes are very sexy and very attracted towards the opposite sex. You will meet the person you're going to spend the rest of your life with if you repost this. HAZEL EYES -People with hazel eyes are very loveable. They are really hot and are awesome to be around. They don't enjoy 'pet names'. They don't care what people think or say. They are very satisfying and they love to please. They can exceed your pleasure standards. They are very laid back, chilled and love to just be around. If you repost this and have hazel eyes then you will be happy soon with the person who is on your heart. BROWN EYES -Either sexy as hell or are adorable. Loves to make new friends. Their relationship tends to be very honest because if they aren't truly in love,

Everything I Am
Have you ever had someone, just knock you off your feet? Shock you, amaze you, beyond the words they speak? When it hits you, you'll know it. Nothing compares. To the feeling your left with, the effects of one stare. Everything before this, just fades away. You find yourself hanging on, to every word they say. Waiting and hoping, for this dream to become real. To be wrapped up inside them, let them feel what you feel. One touch, one kiss will say more, than I will ever be able to. Longing to share everything I am, with YOU.

Classics Lounge Staff Policy
Classics lounge staff policy Rule Enforcement First and foremost, you are staff, therefore, you must set an example for the members and guests, this means simply; “don’t be breaking the house rules.” To ensure that you don’t break them you should take a moment and actually read them and familiarize yourself with them, if you have not already done so. The reason being, you cannot enforce rules that you yourself break. The penalty for breaking the rules should fit the crime so to speak, for most things; First offense = verbal warning and reprimand Second offense = privately talk to the individual, do not have a long drawn out battle in chat whenever possible, this breeds drama. If the offense is racial slurs or disrespectful speech, deleting the comments the person made would be in order. Third offense = silence the person, and tell them privately should they ask. Fourth offense = kick, banning is left to the discretion of the DJ working as when the

I Promise I Won't Break
I'm not a doll, I promise I won't break. Don't hold back, I want it all. Give me more than you think I can take. Lay your hands on me, rough and mean. Watch how fast these blue eyes, turn green. Hair flying, sweat dripping, moaning wildly with a firm grip. The taste has never been sweeter, running my tongue across your lips. Against the wall, on all fours, laying flat against the bed. Sitting on your desk, not a word needs to be said. The intensity of your feel, plummeting into me. Sends me over the top, almost instantly. Raw pleasure, I hope never ends. And when it does, we'll wait a while, then go at it again.

Crescent Hotel
Walk with us through the legendary Crescent Hotel and hear of its ghostly legends. The hotel was constructed in 1886 and known as the "Queen of The Ozarks" to the Victorians. In the teens of the 20 th century it was a fine girls school offering intriguing tales woven with history. Hear of legendary haunts and ongoing investigations being conducted by our trained staff. The Lady In The Garden, Cancer Hospital Nurses, Michael, Theodora, are a few of the legends to whet your appetite of the "guests" that reside at The Crescent. Follow the dark halls below the hotel into the realm of "Dr." Norman Baker and his Cancer Cure Hospital where many dreams of a cure for cancer were never realized. The long history of the hotel is represented through the ghosts that still inhabit it's halls and walls.And I will go there,even if its the last thing I do.As there are many stories and history. Room 213: This was overheard by a guest from a daughter and her mother who stayed at the hot

Wow I Cant Believe Some People
wow to people i thought was my friends and they are sisters i found out one of them acts like she likes you if you buy her stuff and she promise things to you and to find out all she was doing was lieing to just get stuff. she is also married and looks at other guys nsfw pics and treats him like trash as well. well from what she has told me about him. and now she is pissed at me and wishes me dead what a wonderful person ...just because i havent gotten her blings or anything wow

You'll Just Have To Deal
It must be nice, living in your world. I don't think I have ever despised, anyone this much before. Sneaking and disguising, but I can see through your cold heart. I knew you were there, seen you from the start. I don't see you as a threat, you're just a scared little bitch. I am here to stay, so deal with it. You can't run me off, not scared in the least. I am out there for everyone, including you to see. Try and beat me, you wrinkled up old hag. Dang, I've resorted to name calling, how pathetic is that? I don't care, I'm saying what I feel. Like it or not, you'll just have to deal. With the fact that you, cannot move me. My feet are planted on the ground, firmly.

Life As I Know It...
I don't know about you guys... but in my opinion... if your viewing & enjoying the images shared I think you should rate and comment them to reflect that... I know when I get horny I love to go back and read the naughty thoughts you guys & girls post while your looking at mine and I'm pretty sure other like to do the same... SO be kind... if your viewing... leave some naughty little notes behind to show your appreciation and don't forget to rate the persons NSFWs either!!!

My Poetry. Please Read You'll Be Touched. Promise Please Let Me Know What You Think Of It. Ty God Bless.
Pains of Relationships Like a thorn brushing against your skin leaving it scratched, and burning but not bleeding is how a short friendship ending feels Having a thorn scraped against you leaving it stinging, burning and bleeding some is how a longer frienedship or relationship ending feels Now when you fall in love and it ends that's a different kind of pain It feels like you'll never make it through another day without them It feels like someone just grabbed your heart out of your chest, body and soul and just chewed it up, ran over it than stabbed it over and over Until there's nothing left but a speck Scrappy Jan 6.2006 WHY ME LORD Why me, Lord? Why cant I be a woman?I should be able to do what normal women do.Why me? Why can't I have kids,or even show a guy how much I care?It's not fair, Why did I get left behind?What did I do wrong? Did I do something terribly wrongto deserve this?I don't feel human at all, I feel so empty.I feel as t

Ihw
:D HELLO AND WELCOME TO FUBAR. ITS A GREAT PLACE WITH SOME GREAT PEOPLE AND ONE WAY TO MEET GREAT PEOPLE ON HERE IS THE LOUNGES :D AND ONE OF THE BEST LOUNGES ON FUBAR IN HARMS WAY. BEST FAMILY AND BEST ROCK/METAL MUSIC ON FUBAR SO JUST CLICK THE LINK http://www.fubar.com/lounge/78728 AND COME JOIN THE FUN... AND AS ALWAYS THE DRINKS ARE ON THE HOUSE. ========================================================================================================== HELLO AND WELCOME TO FUBAR. ITS A GREAT PLACE WITH SOME GREAT PEOPLE AND ONE WAY TO MEET GREAT PEOPLE ON HERE IS THE LOUNGES :D AND ONE OF THE BEST LOUNGES ON FUBAR IN HARMS WAY. BEST FAMILY AND BEST ROCK/METAL MUSIC ON FUBAR SO JUST CLICK THE LINK http://www.fubar.com/lounge/78728 AND COME JOIN THE FUN... AND AS ALWAYS THE DRINKS ARE ON THE HOUSE. :D=====================================================================================================:) HELLO AND WELCOME TO FUBAR. ITS A GREAT PLACE WITH SOME GREAT PEOPLE AND ONE WAY

Krystles Words Lol
My best friend was killed in 2009 by her husband from domestic abuse and i wrote a poem for her after it happened please if you know any one that is in a abusive relationship help them get out of it even if sometimes it feels as if its never going to heppen we all made that mistake by not trying hard enough to make her leave him and now shes gone from us for ever. She was a beautiful wonderful person smart kind and everything a friend could be she was a great mother to her 3 childern and loved them so much that is breaks my heart that she wont be there for when her daugther gets married or has babies over her own or to see her boys become good men unlike their father. Sitting here thinking of all the time we spent Talking on the phone or the computer The things we always said we would do but never did Wishing we did them so I would have them memories as well Wishing that I had never gotten that call Knowing I will never hear your voice again Or the laughte

A Dark Dark Writing
Have u ever felt so lost and confussed by ur actions that ur numb inside .... To the point u cant feel anything any more to the point where ur voice is gone from all the begging and pledding and yellin for help and yet no one came to save u ... U feel trapped in the cage ur so called other half put u in just to see if u had the will power to fight to get ur self out of this deep depression they put u in just becouse there bored and needed to get some kind of thrill from some where .... Uve cryed so much that ur eyes refuse to make any more tears ur eyes so red from the lossed count of days endless cryin and pledding that someday someone would pick up on the signs that ur not happy that u want to go home .... But uve lost the way .... And theres only one person that can show u but shes out of reach becouse she waiting for u at the gates of heaven ur true home the only place u want to be but ur unable to get there becouse the man up stairs says its not ur time .... Unless u act on the gr

The Ruler
Her eyes are darker, that's the only difference. She has my face, my voice, my persistence. She's headstrong, independent with a soft heart. Beautiful, talented, fun loving and smart. Oh how she brings new meaning, to my life. She makes me proud, makes me smile, brings tears to my eyes. But I wouldn't change a thing, about my babygirl. There is simply no one else, I'd rather have ruling my world.

New Drugs?
I have an emergenct meeting with my psychiatrist because he's wanthing to try and stop the voice I haer and things I see. I'm already on Cumbalta and have been for over a year. The nurse suggested he may true Abilify, Risperdol, or Kloponin. *sighs* Hopefullly I can get back to the "Katiemae" so many of you loved

Q&a
Okay, I've done this before and had some sucess and lots of fun. This is where you can ask me anything and I will reply honestly. Any questions asked must be respectful. Consider it an interview if you like. Other than respect and courtesy, there are no rules. All you have to do is drop a comment. I will then paste the comment in this little box and answer it, to keep everything in one place. Oh, another rule, you can't ask question after question after question. Give some other people a chance! Once this entry gets too long to read in one sitting, I'll start a new one. Have fun! GaZ whats your favorite book...the one you could read over and over again and never get bored of itHmmm...I was going to say I don't have a favorite book, but I guess I do. Mandy by Julie Andrews Edwards. Why? Because I read it as a child and fell in love with the magic within it's pages. I haven't read it in a very long time and even had to look up the title. Sad but that's the way the cookie cr

Funny Stuff
Seems God was just about done creating the universe, but he had two things left in his bag of creations, so he decided to split them between Adam and Eve. He told the couple that one of the things he had to give away was the ability to stand up while urinating. "It's a very handy thing" God told the couple, "and I was wondering if either one of you wanted that abilty."Adam jumped up and blurted "Oh, give that to me! I'd love to be able to do that. It seems the sort of thing a man would do. Please give me that ability. It'd be so great. When I'm working in the garden or naming the animals, I could just stand there and let fly. It'd be sooo cool. I could write my name in the sand. Please, God, let it be me you give the gift to, let me stand to pee, oh please." Eve just smiled and said that if Adam really wanted that so bad that he should have it. It seemed to be the sort of thing that would make Adam really happy, and she didn't mind if Adam were the one to get this ability. Adam was hap