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Ppl
Whats good yall some times in life u must take the good with the bad it hurts when u cant please everbody at once but things happen 4 a reason just so long as the ppl that matter and cares 4 u knows that u tried ur best no matter what i hope whom ever reads this can relate on a issue or two in life we must choose the paths we r given if u make the wrong choise bad will happen if u make the right choise good will happen whos 2 say whats right or wrong in some ones life dont judge others unless other judge you 1st member god is love and thats the strongest thing we all have and can hold on 2 peace love and happyness 1 love 1 god 1 world in all i seen on the news yesterday or the day befor that this teen mother left her newbourn child road side that baby didnt ask 2 be bourn or 2 be left like that i hope they find a better home 4 that child then find the girl whom did that and put her ass in jail or some type of puinshment 4 her doing that well folkes less than 24 hrs b4 my b day got nada

Spin
Ok so i found a sik ass techno club (yea i know dont gimme shit) called Spin in san diego. I'm there every friday an saturday night. Its the loudest club around with a kick ass atmosphere. If good times, good music is yer thing cum on out an hang! Oh by the way did i mention it's open till 4am? FUCKIN WOO HOO!!!!!!

Name The Knob! Hott Lips Contest Thru 6/30/09
Name the Knob! You know it well - it's slapped your happy butt many times. You should be on a first name basis with him/her! Please Name our Knob! or pick your favorite of the the other 'Name-inations' in the default pictures in my profile. You may only vote one time. Contest open to Hott Lips members only. Contest runs until the end of June. Winner will receive 100k fu-bucks SO NAME THE KNOB!

Cat Abuse ...horrible
Bronx teen confesses to roasting kitten BY Lisa L. Colangelo, Erica Pearson and Bill Hutchinson DAILY NEWS STAFF WRITERS Friday, June 5th 2009, 4:00 AM Myspace Cheyenne Cherry tossed her ex-roommate's kitty, Tiger Lily (below), into the stove, then left so she didn't have to hear the cat's anguished cries. Myspace A Bronx teenager roasted her ex-roommate's kitten to death in a stove - then brushed off the incident as a joke when she was busted, authorities said Thursday. "I hate cats," Cheyenne Cherry, 17, allegedly told investigators when asked about the heartless crime. Cherry's confession came after she was arrested Wednesday by the American Society for the Prevention of Cruelty to Animals. She and an unidentified juvenile allegedly broke into Valerie Hernandez's Tinton Ave. apartment on May 6 and trashed the place. Then in a shocking act of animal abuse, they tossed the woman's kitten, Tiger Lily, into the stove and cranked up the temperature, ASPCA assistant d

Random Thoughts
You know there are times when I envy machines. They feel nothing at all. They are unbiased, analytical, calculating, unemotional machines for lack of a better term. They don't feel pain, remorse, heartache, jealousy, fear, hate, nothing. They go about their existance with nothing but the task at hand concerning them. If they ever do something wrong it is corrected in a millisecond and no one is the wiser. When an equation comes along that does not compute it is rejected and moves on to the next in line. Nothing ever confuses or concerns a machine and nothing ever will. It will make a life or death desicsion before it's even thought of in a human mind. This probably does not make sense but at times.....I really do envy them.

If We Had Sex
The answers were so FUN Now don't be scared.... you never know who really wants to do you!Here are the rules to the game.. REPLY SO ONLY I SEE IT AND REPOST SO OTHERS CAN FILL OUT!1. Would you be in control?2. Would you pull my hair?3. Would you whisper in my ear?4. Would you talk dirty to me?5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue?6. Would you say my name?7. Would you go down on me?8. Would you let me give you a hickie?9. How many rounds would we go?10. What would you wanna do afterwards?11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly?12. Would you lick and bite me all over?13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point?14. Would you want me to take my time?15. How freaky are you, 1 - 10?16. Would you want fast or slow?17. Where would you wanna "do it"?18. Would you be loud or quiet?19. Would you want me to be loud or quiet?20. What position would we do it in?21. Do you like me?22. Would you call me the next day?23. Would you scratch me?

The Right Way To Eat
EAT DAT PUSSI~ This wat you need to know !!! 95 % of females can't cum from sex UNLESS, they're on top..and they're on top why? so they can stimulate their clit..by doin' their lil snake charm grindin' grab on our pelvic bones..which..really does nothin' for them..so the key is..eat pussy first..make her cum a few times...numb her up..then hammer away or soft and slow with alot of vaginal teasing with your magic stick to build it all up in the end, however u like...... now once ur inbetween her legs..don't just fuckin' dive in there like a bum at a thanksgiving charity dinner...take your fuckin'time I know pussy is nearly irresistable...but don't act like it is.. lick her inner thighs, kiss them..kiss around her pussy lips..kiss the lips etc. etc..finally once u've got your tongue on her clit..this is what u do..(u can use ur hands to spread her lips here if u want..that's all preference...it's easier to make em cum w/their lips spread..so u have easier access to their clit) now...ro

Book - In Other Words
http://www.irontontribune.com/news/2009/jun/22/local-poet-publishes-first-collection-work/ ust Thought You Should KnowIn case I haven't told you.And it's way past time.How glad I am to know you.That you're in this life of mine.Now don't start to crying.When it's time to say goodbye.You'll always be with me.And in my heart always shine.But I guess I should have told you.That we're more like the wind.The time we've been together.Would have to come to an end.The pain is too strong now.And no matter how I try.I'm afraid I can't live with,the constant need just to cry.It never was easy.Not from beginning to the end.But at least in the middle.You were my dear friend.When I get where I'm going.I'll drop you a line.And you'll know it's with great love.In which it was signed.So show me a smile now.Before the sun has to rise.Hurry give me squidge now.Before the light shows my eyes.It won't be so lonely.As I feared it would be.Cause over the rainbow.You'll still be with me.We've put it off too lo

So Why Do Peopel Add If They Don't Talk?
so this is my first blog and i figured i woudl try to figure out why people add others but never talk to them after the add i just don't get it.. i mean i ry to keep in touch with all the people on my friends list but damn anyways first blog figured i woudl see what happens

If The Fu-shits
3 Explorers from the San Diego Zoo travel to the Andes Mountain range in Peru on a mission to find and capture a legendary bird, the infamous Fu-Bird. Local legend has it that the bird is a menacing killer in the Andes, and the Native people were deathly afraid of it.After several days of mule packing travel in the mountains, they heard a terrible, earth shattering "Fuuuu...Fuuuuuuu...Fuuuuu" and the local guides they had hired for the trip totally panicked, and ran for their lives leaving the explorers to continue their journey on their own. They had come way too far to abandon the trip, so they continued on.Suddenly, this massive prehistoric looking bird swept down screaming "Fuuuu...Fuuuuu" and shat on one of the men. It was the most disgusting, nasty, smelly bird poo one could immagine. The man ran down to a mountain stream, and jumped in to bathe. As soon as it had all washed off, he grabbed his chest and died.The other two men in shock by the events, decided to turn around and he

Back Again
Well, I've been back over here for about 7 months now. Just returning from my first R&R and have discovered that I no longer belong anywhere. I have no one and all the things that I've bought mean absolutely nothing to me. I know that it's my own damned fault and that just makes it suck even more. The thing is, I thought that the old way of life would be what would sustain me. Come to find out, it doesn't nor will it. One night stands and just traveling around the country/world are not, it seems, what I really want or need. I miss not haveing someone to come home to. Someone to be able to share in my "adventures" with. And yeah, someone to hold at night when it's time to call it a day. Who knows if that's really what it'll take, but right now that's what I feel like I really need to make me feel whole again. Of course, there's always religion, lol.

Sexist Men
Ok family and friends. I have put a pic up in the sexist man contest in the candy shop. So go get your eye candy fix and vote for me. Thank you. Once you get to Candy Shop if your not a friend you will have to put in a friend request. If this link does not work please leave me a message. Thier page is also one of my family. %The Candy Shop%http://b.pca1.fubar.com/76/06/2516067/tn_295067337.jpg">@ fubar

How To Make A Woman Happy
How To Make Women Happy... The Point System (advice according to women) In the world of romance, one single rule applies: Make the woman happy. Do something she likes and you get points. Do something she dislikes and points are subtracted. You don't get any points for doing something she expects. Sorry, that's the way the game is played. Simple Duties: You make the bed (+1) You make the bed, but forget to add the decorative pillows (0) You throw the bedspread over rumpled sheets (-1) You leave the toilet seat up (-5) You replace the toilet paper roll when it is empty (0) When the toilet paper roll is barren, you resort to Kleenex (-1) When the Kleenex runs out you use the next bathroom (-2) You go out to buy her extra-light panty liners with wings (+5) In the snow (+8) But return with beer (-5) You check out a suspicious noise at night (0) You check out a suspicious noise and it is nothing (0) You check out a suspicious noise and it is something (+5) You pummel it with a six iron

Almostalien
This has been with me and my thoughts for years . Because of selfish ways of man kind and the lack of knowledge of what we know because of our limited mind being born of this world earth . It has given me a different way of thinking then most . I believe there is a creator to all things a God as most would call it. As humans and our tear jerk reactions in bad and uncontrollable situations . I believe as with everything learned there are steps along the way to get to the heavens above . People are brought up in a limited way of thinking you go to first grade then the second and so on to learn until you graduate get a job and live a life that takes many turns . We are also brought up reading religious books to do the write thing and always fail . We are also taught if you do not do these things according to the books we will pay the price fail your exam go to hell and not see God or make it to heaven . We are told and made to believe that when we die and are good we will get to heaven .

The Meaning Of Love
What is the meaning of love? Most people who claim to love someone don’t really love them, because they don’t know what love actually is. What is love NOT? Possessiveness is not love Jealousy is not love Lust is not love Fear is not love Keeping people all to yourself is not love Expecting something from someone is not love Real love is unconditional. All other “forms” of love are not really love. Most parents and kids don’t love each other, most people in relationships don’t love each other, most people on the planet never experience unconditional love in their entire lives… or at least it sure looks that way. To love someone unconditionally means that you love the person exactly as they are, exactly as they were before, and exactly as they will be in the future - because people change all the time, so if you love the person, you will love them even if they become something you disagree with. How many parents can say that about their kids? How many

Time To Face Reality
so i take a look at days...wondering what i know and what others know. we all have questions what is life about or what will tomorrow bring. some tho have more serious question. for instance the people who serve for us..most of the questions i can see them having is this will i be here tomorrow? can i go home tomorrow? when do i get to see my family?..to those people they have the greatest fight in this world they give there lives for people they do not even know for countries they dont even live in. why because they choose to, Now that brings me to now other people and there questions like whatst he point of caring? why even bother? what in the world can ever bring me out of a dark place that has grown on me and made me part of who i am and saved me from the tears and blood shed of heart break. well not a lot of people can answer any of these questions. all i know is this....we live life doing what we can...for some its about popularity and who gets the most attention....for those peo

Fubars Most Wanted Exhibit
How jaded have women become...there are guys out there like me, who feel a compliment is still nice to give a lady if it fits. yet it seems if you tell a woman u think she is beautiful these days, your either coming on to her, trying to hook up, or a player. LADIES sometimes we just wanna tell you how pretty you are PIERIOD. I say this because i've complimented many of you here on fu because you are indeed very sexy and very beautiful.

Empty
Upon the advice of my friends, I'm listening more closely to the advice of my friends. Perfect strangers, however, can read my profile and leave their advice after the beep. Where it will likely be ignored. Inked, were we going to write things in depth, or just write the important details? Hey, I'm new here. Welcome me, and I promise not to respond on this blog. Don't welcome me, and I swear,

Stitch Mouth
Ran out the back door to go to the garageIt's daytime but it looks like a mirageThe air is thick and calm and everything's hazyA red orange goo blocking sun from letting grazingThe garage door is opened so I go on insideSearch through my pockets find the keys to my rideI got inside my car and I started it upThe muffler blows smoke it hasn't been drove in monthsI back out, turn around then I head down the drivewayI drive down the street until I get to the highwayI don't even know how to get thereTime is passing like the trees I just stop and stareBlankly out the window, it's like the car drives on its ownTaking me where it wants, destination unknownUntil I pass a sign I read it in my rearviewWelcome to Silent Hill, the road is Lathan AvenueWelcome to Silent Hill - we hope you enjoy your stay hereWelcome to Silent Hill - where reality becomes your worst fearWelcome to Silent Hill - try to trap your sanity inside your headWelcome to Silent Hill - where the population is deadThe road was b

Randomness
2011!!! WOOO!! So far it's been just like last year, only more friends and stuff. Working a lot and likeing my job and not wanting to harms as many people as I normally do. I guess the new year is good so far. Well that was interesting. I accidentally downrated someone and now they hate me, go fig. Hopefully I can give the intended rating, it's gonna bug me a bit knowing I did that. Damn it's been a year since I last made a blog, the fuck!?!?! Anyhoo nothing really important, just thought I should make a blog. Granted after week of annoying as people and stupid shit I'll have something interesting for people to either read and make fun of me or ignore since i don't think many people will read it.

Doing The Right Thing
Why is it when you try so hard to do the right thing it always get's fucked up? Why is it that nice people are always the first one's to get hurt? Is the world really hurt or be hurt? IS that truly how the world works. Ether keep your mouth shut and take it up the butt or piss everyone around you off? Ether cheat or get cheated? Have we gone so far that we do not care about the people around us? Have we become a world that the people that we love the most are the first one's we hurt? Are we all so dead that we don't care for our brother's and sisters? Can you not belong on a web site with out men ether wanting to see you necked or show you there dicks? Can no one just say hello, how was your day? It's nice to meet you. Why is it that people who really hurt people never have to pay for it. And one's who try really hard but might slip up just a little are nailed to the wall? Why do men think Fat chicks are

Ew. Girl Germs.
Have you ever noticed girls who set their handbags on public toilet floors, then go directly to their dining tables and set it on the table? Happens a lot! It's not always the 'restaurant food' that causes stomach distress. Sometimes 'what you don't know will hurt you'!

Only When I Find Something Worthwhile
Below is the latest little effort to make up for the foreseen decline of the gas tax as cars get better on mileage and people drive less... The Rube Goldberg Gas Tax By RICK FERRI The Obama administration is floating a transportation authorization bill that would tax automobile drivers based on how many miles they drive. This new tax is being considered to make up for lost gas tax revenue as cars and drivers become more energy efficient. The proposed “Transportation Opportunities Act” would mandate a vehicle miles traveled (VMT) tax that’s calculated by installing electronic equipment on each car and at filling stations. VMT calculation and payment would take place electronically every time you buy gas at the pump. Buying and maintaining the equipment would undoubtedly be at a cost to service stations and vehicle owners, and non-compliance will likely result in hefty fines. The plan is a part of an administration’s draft proposal obtained by

Betrayal
Ill never forget those words burned deep into my heart,even made me think twice on tearing you apart,I think about you daily as im caught up in this maze,feel lost without your presence blinded by the haze,For the first time in my life I regretted what I did,didnt even get that reaction when that thing happened to that kid,All

The Old Days
hold on for just a minute im gonna be right by your side, disregard these limitations and these boundaries lets just ride, dont you wanna take a chance and satisfy the want to know?, instead of chasin mr right and never tryin to let go, just a night of your time and a memmory dug in deep, the kind that you can smile on just before you go to sleep, im not tryna be that man that can offer you a dream, or say that we will last forever or be the perfect team, Im just real enough to know that limitations are an issue, and emotions runnin deep lead to scars and used up tissue, all I offer is opportunity to be the best of friends,

Fubar Magazine
Hi, We are putting together the very first issue of Fubar Magazine and I wanted to know if you wanted to be included. Our first issue will cover the hottest members, the hottest crews, lounges, blogs, stashes and anything else we find worthy. I am inviting my friends the first opportunity to pimp themselves out. So jump on this chance! Let me know if you are intersted. It will include a link to your profile, any pic you like and a few words about you. There will be a NSFW section that you can choose to be a part of or not aswell. Let me know asap. If you do not contact me we will not include you no matter how high you rank on Fubar no matter what! Cheers, Ink'd aka Vlad

Michael Jackson
Look you Motherfuckers that want to make jokes about Michael! Go right ahead! The shit will come back on you. Go on! Until you walk a mile in his shoes, don't say a GodDamn thing. Look at all the good he did for the world! When you get that great people want to bring you down. Well take your best shot! Ain't happening!

Randoms
i HATE my upstairs neighbor... and even more i cant stand the other one that lives above my bathroom... they sound like friggin elephants trampling around .... im ready to move... but know... i just cant right now... but still .... you would think these people would have respect for the ones that live below them esp at 3AM!!!! ok i feel better! I thought for once i would write about something im most passionate about: Friendship Now granted I dont have many but those i do have i cherish to the end of the earth.. granted i do worry if i have upset them in some way shape or form since i do have a way with running my mouth off from being blunt...but no matter what i do love them and hope that if i have offended they could come to me about it Stacie (known to some as Per on here) is one of my greatest friends... i have known her for 10 years... which is an aweful long time...me and her have been threw it all.. well just about...and i just want to take this time to say to her... I lo

Sex Survey
What is it that you absolutely need sexually?ummm..is this a trick question? What is something you have always wanted to try? Midgets What is something you have never done in bed before? Feathers What time of day do you like to have sex? anytime What do you absolutely need to see to turn you on? PancakesHow long can you just kiss until your hands start to wander?3.14 secondsIf someone was in the next room while you had sex would it make you nervous or excited

Oh Canada !
This is especially nice to see as we are approaching Canada Day on July 1st. British newspaper salutes Canada . . . this is a good read. It is funny how it took someone in England to put it into words... Salute to a brave and modest nation - Kevin Myers, 'The Sunday Telegraph' LONDON : Until the deaths of Canadian soldiers killed in Afghanistan , probably almost no one outside their home country had been aware that Canadian troops are deployed in the region. And as always, Canada will bury its dead, just as the rest of the world, as always will forget its sacrifice, just as it always forgets nearly everything Canada ever does.. It seems that Canada 's historic mission is to come to the selfless aid both of its friends and of complete strangers, and then, once the crisis is over, to be well and truly ignored. Canada is the perpetual wallflower that stands on the edge of the hall, waiting for someone to come and ask her for a dance. A fire breaks out, she risks life and limb to resc

Mistressmorganlefay
"I'm only going to say this once. I don't give a flying fuck what your fantasies are. You are now my slave. I own your sorry ass. The rules are simple. You will not speak unless spoken to and you will do everything I say. You break the rules you get punished, Any questions?

Dreamer
Gazing through the window at the world outside Wondering will mother earth survive Hoping that mankind will stop abusing her sometime After all there's only just the two of us And here we are still fighting for our lives Watching all of history repeat itself Time after time I'm just a dreamer I dream my life away I'm just a dreamer Who dreams of better days I watch the sun go down like everyone of us I'm hoping that the dawn will bring a sign A better place for those Who will come after us ... This time I'm just a dreamer I dream my life away oh yeah I'm just a dreamer Who dreams of better days Your higher power may be God or Jesus Christ It doesn't really matter much to me Without each others help there ain't no hope for us I'm living in a dream of fantasy Oh yeah, yeah, yeah If only we could all just find serenity It would be nice if we could live as one When will all this anger, hate and bigotry ... Be gone? I'm just a dreamer I dream my li

Friendship
LET ME SPEAK A BIT! THIS PAST FRIDAY (03JULY09) MY BEST FRIEND WENT UNDER SURGERY TO REMOVE A BRAIN TUMOR! IT WAS SUCCESSFUL (thank the lord) BUT YET THE DOCTORS COULDN'T FIGURE OUT WHY HE DEVELOPED IT. THEY TOLD HIM HE WAS ONE OF A FEW JUST TO DEVELOP A TUMOR OUT OF THE BLUE. ANYWAYS WE HAD BEEN FRIENDS SINCE WE WERE 15 AND HAVE DONE & BEEN THROUGH ALOT GROWING UP. A COUPLE YEARS I MADE A DECISION TO BETTER MYSELF & MY LIFE AND WE DIDN'T STAY ON THE SAME PAGE. IT TOOK THE ADVICE OF A WONDERFUL NEW & AMAZING FRIEND TO GUIDE ME TO SEE MY FRIEND CAUSE HE NEEDED ME THE MOST & IT WAS WORTH IT FOR ME! SO TO MY FRIEND(you know who you are) I THANK YOU FOR THE ADVICE & WARMTH! I THANK THE LORD FOR PULLING MY FRIEND THROUGH THE SURGERY! I LEARNED THAT EVEN THOUGH MY FRIEND & I CHOSE DIFFERENT PATHS - I SHOULD RESPECT THE FRIENDSHIP & BE THERE IF NEEDED!

Warrior
Now you will feel no rain,For each of you will be shelter to the other.Now you will feel no cold,For each of you will be warmth to the other.Now there is no more loneliness,For each of you will be companion to the other.Now you are two bodies,But there is only one life before you.Go now to your dwelling placeTo enter into the days of your togethernessAnd may your days be good and long upon the earth

California Love Story
I got this in my email today and cracked up lol check it out. Hope you like lol. A man was lying in bed with his new girlfriend. After great sex she spent the next hour rubbing his Testicles, something she loved to do. As He was enjoying it he asked her, why do you love doing that? Because, she replied I miss mine. Kinda brings a tear to your eye doesn't it. lol

Passin Me By
If you think life is hard..wait til you grow up and your kids are all gone. Time is just passin me by.I didnt realize how hard it would be til my babies had grown and slowly leaving me. So, now is my time to renew myself and show the world I am on top, I am still sexy, I love my life. Come say Hi.....

Thanks For Being My Army
I never meant to start getting sick like I did 5 years ago I didn’t ask to be frustrated and sick every single day All the pain that I go through I thank GOD every day that you don’t have to go through And every night I may not be on my knees praying but I GOD knows That the pain im going through has a purpose even if im not sure what it is I will keep on bearing this pain until reality sets in and I fall to the floor Open my eyes and the pain will hurt no more I will get up strong as knowing I won the battle between my life and death And I will throw my hands in the air and praise you like I never have before And I will stop on the ground and say you had me for all those years held down with the Chains of hatred, anger, mistrust, anguish, and rage, OH SUCH RAGE and HATERED And I will scream at the top of my lungs now who’s next ive been through it all I refuse to let you take anyone in this world from where they are meant to be I’m fully equipped no

Demented And Tortured Souls Of Glassious Helio
demented souls run about and slash at the very existence of man kind in an effort to alter there existence of pure pain and torture of there very souls. The escape they find is not of freedom but of bondage, bondage to there master of which there is no escape and such fall to the ground with thousands of other hopeless demonic beings only to rise up again from there moment of rest to forever endure the pain, torture and torment that awaits them for being being an honored but wasted existence. Congratulations you are one of The Demented and Tortured Souls of Glassious Helio

I Wish I Was Devious...
constantly hear about how guys are incapable of expressing emotion. Maybe it's my contrary nature, but fuck that! You asked for it...I am 25 years old, with a mind that fluctuates between a 5 year old's optimism, and 90 year old's crushing surety that all is wrong in this pathetic fucked up little world we live in. I live in constant fear of myself. I have PTSD, whether or not any of you bastards care is none of my concern. I do. It's real. It's why I sleep little, and think too much.I don't drink anymore. Drinking leads to time I can't remember, time I won't get back, and it led to a marriage I will always regret. My only true pride in my life so far is a beautiful little blond girl with a knowing smile, and heart-breaking blue eyes. She has more value than could ever be equaled. She is my reason to get up every morning, to try to sleep each night, and to make it to work everyday whether or not I succeeded.I have a passion, obsession, and fixation with eyes. They are the windows to a

Ranting, Commending, And Such
Why is it that in the month or so we have been up and running I see so many ups and downs? I see people with out THE Baby Dolls in their name. I see people not showing love. I see members who have their buzz meter's at 0%. I see members VERY close to leveling, yet not getting help. But then on flip side I see members like Joy, who every single day I see her on several members pages, gifting, commenting , rating. I see Tonya, recruiting, keeping home page open. I see Luscious, making tags and pics. I see other members being active. I'm not pointing fingers, naming names ( for the negative anyway) but I want us to be THE strongest we can be. I want us to be THE group that people think about when they think about premiere groups on fubar. I want to be a trend setting group. I want other groups to envy us, pattern their OWN groups after ours. But most importantly I want EVERY member to feel love from EVERY member. Ok. I'm done. *steps down from soap box*

For My Son...aidan
Remember me Smile under the sun And know that it is me looking down on you The warmth on your cheeks is only a kiss from me. Laugh when you see the stars glittering in the midnight sky Knowing tha i always watching over you the glittering stars is only a wink from my eyes. Cry when yu see the rain fall from the gloomy grey clouds Its only my tears knowing that i can't be with you right now. Smile when you the rain passes and a rainbow forms And remember that I am smiling when i think about your laugh I will see yo soon my heart, my soul, my life, my Aidan. For my Loving son Aidan MJ Watters.

Need Prayers For Zachary Lane
ZACHARY LANE NEEDS ALL THE PRAYERS HE CAN GET. HE IS ON HIS WAY TO NEW ORLEANS. I COULDN'T GO CAUSE I HAVE TO WORK. HIS SHUNT IS CLOGGED IN HIS STOMACH AND THEY HAVE TO DO SURGERY ON HIM AGAIN. SO WILL YA'LL PLEASE PRAY THAT HE COMES HOME SAFE TO ME. THANK YOU ALL SO VERY MUCH.. I WANTED EVERYONE TO KNOW THAT ZACHARY IS HOME SAFE AND SOUND AND HE IS DOING GREAT. THANK YOU ALL FOR ALL YOUR PRAYERS FOR MY SON..HUGS TO ALL..

Lyrics For Some Projects Im Working On
I JUST SHOULDA LISTENED INSTEAD IM SITTIN HERE LIKE AN IDIOT, TRYIN TO FIGURE OUT WHAT YOU REALLY DID, BUT THERE'S NO MORE TIME FOR YOU, YOU SILLY KID, AFTER I DROP THIS DISS IT'S MY ASS YOU COULD KISS, SHOULDA SLAPPED YOU AROUND LIKE A MASTICHIST, MAYBE YOU WOULDA LIKED THAT YOU LIL NASTY BITCH, TRY TO CLAIM YOU WERE PLAYIN? BITCH YOUR SHITS LAME! EVERYBODY BUT YOUR MOMMA KNEW MY NAME. AND TEARDROP, YOU SHOULDA STAYED SOBER SO YOU COULD HEAR THOUGHTS, STILL DRUNK DIALIN, WHILE THE GUYS PILE IN? YOU WERE RAPED YOUR FIRST TIME? WELL LET ME PLAY THE VIOLIN, SILENCE IS THE ONLY THING I EXPECT OF YOU, CAUSE I KNOW THE TRUTH'LL ALWAYS GET THE BEST OF YOU, AND IT WAS A FAVOR THAT YOU DID ME IF YOU HID ME, I DONT THINK THIS LEGOPHILE WOULDA BEEN ACCEPTED BY YOUR FAMILY OF PEDOPHILE, I COULD RAP ABOUT YOUR ISSUES FOR A 1000 MILES, YOU DUMB BIPOLAR BITCH TAKE YOUR FROWNS AND SMILES, YOU KNOW WHY YOU CHASE SOBRIETY AWAY, AND YOU KNOW WHY YOU'RE HAUNTED BY ANXIETIES TODAY, LISTE

My Personality
Okay, to get this out there, so it's understood....if I rate the hell out of your pics, admire you, gift you, give props to you, pimp you out, or anything like that....rest easy. You have not gained a stalker, I'm not skeezing on you, no need to vomit. I'm the type of person that goes out of his way to treat people nice because that is what makes me happy. I like to be attentive to my friends and family and I am. If you feel uncomfortable with my level of attention, flirting, the way I talk to you, tell me, I'll respect that not everyone can be comfortable with how I interact with them. I'll do my best to bring my attention to a comfortable level for you. It's that simple! If I think you are good looking or sexy or funny....I'll say so. I LOVE to flirt, I LOVE attention. You say to back off, I will. However, just because I flirt with you doesn't mean I'm interested in a relationship beyond friendship with you. It means you are a hot friend of mine

Daddy's Poem {will Make You Cry}
Her hair was up in a pony tail,her favorite dress tied with a bow.Today was Daddy's Day at school,and she couldn't wait to go.But her mummy tried to tell her,that she probably should stay home.Why the kids might not understand,if she went to school alone.But she was not afraid;she knew just what to say.What to tell her classmatesof why he wasn't there today.But still her mother worried,for her to face this day alone.And that was why once again,she tried to keep her daughter home.But the little girl went to schooleager to tell them all.About a dad she never seesa dad who never calls..There were daddies along the back wall,for everyone to meet.Children squirming impatiently,anxious in their seatsOne by one the teacher calleda student from the class.To introduce their daddy,as seconds slowly passed.At last the teacher called her name,every child turned to stare.Each of them was searching,a man who wasn't there.'Where's her daddy at?'She heard a boy call out.'She probably doesn't have one,

Down Rated
I am very limited in what I can do on fubar while at work. Today I was collecting user ID's of auto 11's for a bomb after I got home. When I got home I readied my list and checked my bar tab and found this: http://fubar.com/user/2172006 was on my list to bomb, I don't think so now. I will wait on my bomb. You see, her #1 is the benefactor of a level 37, who I recently added to my family for leveling reasons, points tonight. The level 37 is having a Happy Hour tonight and to help his benefactor I was planning to use the bomb during that Happy Hour. I guess landing on her profile and not rating it is grounds for a 1 and a block. 29,000+ points for her and ?? for her #1 lost.

Reunion!
Hey all just letting u all know where i'll be this weekend...i'll be in richmond kentucky @ a family reunion in Waco KY and i won't be back til sunday..leaving tomorrow night! Need me call the cell if u know the # HOLLA @ ya boy!

This Is Great Advice... I Think Lol
well, whenever i find things falling apart and spiralling out of control... i get myself centred by acheiving one task completely. last time i had a million things going on and couldnt control any of them, i took an hour out and cleaned the oven. top to bottom. this way i felt i acheived sumthing and was reminded everytime i walked past it. make sense?

Funny Shit!!
According To http://www.wabg.com/NEWS05272009_WASHINGTON.htm LOCAL LAW ENFORCEMENT HAS BEEN BUSY WITH SEARCH WARRANTS ARRESTING SUSPECTS ON A VARIETY OF DRUG CHARGES. THROUGH THE EFFORTS OF WASHINGTON COUNTY SHERIFF'S DEPARTMENT'S NARCOTICS DIVISION AND THE GREENVILLE POLICE DEPARTMENT TWO MEN HAVE BEEN ARRESTED AND ANOTHER NOW BEING SOUGHT. FIRST UP WAS A SEARCH ON FRIDAY AT 640 HIBISCUS STREET IN GREENVILLE WHERE THREE OUNCES OF MARIJUANA AND $4,884 IN CASH WAS FOUND. 22-YEAR-OLD JAMES BOYD WAS ARRESTED AT THE RESIDENCE AND CHARGED WITH POSSESSION OF MARIJUANA WITH INTENT TO DISTRIBUTE. HE WAS ARRAIGNED ON TUESDAY AND IS NOW OUT ON A $5,000 BOND. THEN ON TUESDAY, AUTHORITIES EXECUTED A SEARCH WARRANT AT 424 FAIRVIEW STREET IN GREENVILLE AND FOUND A HALF POUND OF MARIJUANA AND $2,133 IN CASH. 22-YEAR-OLD DENNIS SMITH WAS ARRESTED AT THE RESIDENCE AND CHARGED WITH POSSESSION OF MARIJUANA WITH INTENT TO DISTRIBUTE. HE REMAINS IN THE WASHINGTON COUNTY JAIL PENDING AN ARRAIGNMENT HEAR

What Is Forgiveness
What is forgiveness?There's no one definition of forgiveness. But in general, forgiveness is a decision to let go of resentments and thoughts of revenge. Forgiveness is the act of untying yourself from thoughts and feelings that bind you to the offense committed against you. This can reduce the power these feelings otherwise have over you, so that you can a live freer and happier life in the present. Forgiveness can even lead to feelings of understanding, empathy and compassion for the one who hurt you.

Smiling At People
Why do we as a society feel that we have to smile at another person when in passing? In my line of work I see a ton of people every day. I'm not going to smile at everyone that I see. Women feel that they have to smile or atleast say hi. The only problem with that is the fact that if you don't smile or say hi back you get a dirty look like you just gave her a shoulder check. If guys don't want to smile they will do the head nod. Everyone knows the nod, especially the people that don't like it. Women don't do the nod, unless they are big time tom boys. Ladies, feel free to use the nod. If you really want to me smile, smack my ass, have me smack your ass, show me your tits and I garuntee you I will smile. All I saying is don't get offended or pissed off at me if I don't smile back at you. There are many reasons for me not doing so. I'm busy with something at the moment, there is something else on my mind and I didn't notice you at all, or perhaps I'm just in a bad mood bitch and I

What's Ailing Me
In 2008 my doctor assured me that my long battle with anemia and painful heavy bleeding during my menstrual cycle would be over after a simple out patient procedure called Novasure. In medical terms it is a endometrial ablation. What was supposed to be a simple 90 second procedure that has turn into anything but simple. Two years later I am battling to find the reason why I am the exception to the rule. Bouncing from Doctor to Doctor having pain meds thrown at me and told they can’t find a reason for my pain. The only way to find out if I could have a severed nerve etc is to have a hysterectomy of which my insurance denied based on my age and that I only have one child. What is ironic is that this procedure causes you to just about become sterile with a less than 10 percent chance of conception and birth control to prevent this is more than just strongly recommend they almost insist on it. The reason for this well if you were to become pregnant if would cause life threatening c

The Importance Of Honesty In A Relationship
Honesty, Integrity, Loyalty; not quite grammatically correct, but to write it any other way diminishes the interdependence of three separate values that have no value without the others. That is not the difficulty with setting this triad as a basis for living. The difficulty is that the values conflict with social interaction. The conflict is not an intrinsic part of the values.The conflict is generated in the way the values are interpreted.At the risk of clich, take this example:Most of us will agree that honesty is a desirable quality in a friend and an invaluable necessity in a relationship. Yet, there are situations where we do not want brutal honesty.Q: Does this dress make me look fat? A1: Why yes dear, it does. A2: Not as much as the one with the horizontal stripes does. A3: Why no, it is quite slimming.The point is honesty has degrees. It has degrees because most people are afraid to ask honest questions and are even more afraid to be honest with themselves. From this, a decisi

Long Distance Love
Long Distance Love When it hurts so bad, why does it feel so good? I wish this all made sense, I wish I understood. Not having you here with me is tearing me up inside, but I can't stop thinking about you no matter how hard I try.

Lustful Love
Tell me what I'd have to change. Who would I have to be To slip into your arms; for you to make sweet love to me. Must I climb the highest cliff; swim along the ocean floor Crawl over broken glass - would you demand that I do more? Could you take me as I am, with my issues and my flaws Pull me to your chest without a hesitation or a pause? Slide your hungry tongue between my parted lips. Run your anxious fingers along my quivering hips. Wrap me in your passion, expose your every need. Press your steamy lips to mine, every secret freed. Sprinkle your tears across my cheek, confess every desire Moan my name, call me yours, and set my soul on fire. Need me more with every breath that slips into your chest, Please me nightly, miss me daily, never compare me with the rest. Grip my wrists; look in my eyes, and say the words I long to hear Kiss me roughly, and weep my name, forever hold me dear. Do I ask for wishes that could never quite come true? Is my sin, my greatest fault, that I can't s

Madly
When Two Hearts Fall Madly In Love, heir hearts beat faster and deeper than normal. There is nothing unusual, They stare deep into each others eyes, silently telling one another that there must be no lies, and if there will be love and lust, there must be between us trust. Standing there only inches apart, no one or nothing else could be heard, not even a weep nor even a bird. When Two Hearts Fall Madly In Love, they fall head over heels, and not one feels like arguing, even when push comes to shove. You know the deal. They ignore it or them, and continue to pursue the other’s thoughts, and their feet seem like lead. Nothing or no one can separate them, no matter what they think or try to do. When Two Hearts Fall Madly In Love, that when they stand so close together, not even an inch apart. Their eyes meet, and they can feel each others body heat, and so quiet, they can even here the thumpity thump of their hearts beat. Sunshine rain or snow or sleet, it matters none of

Sports
I knew Jack for a number of years both on and off the ice. I can remember going to shinny games early and he and I would sit there against the glass watching the mites practice. Jack would have a gleam in his eye making him look so much younger than his age. We would sit there and tell jokes (most of them dirty) or a group of us would just listen to him talk of past playing days. His stories were always lucid and vivid, and so god damn funny. Jack Molt played hockey in 7 decades. But to hear him talk abut it, you could never tell. Dispite failing health he continued to lace the boots because it was his passion for the game that kept him young at heart. Sitting in those rink lobbies soaking up each story like a sponge was some of the best things about shinny hockey and I dearly miss that. I am not a religious man; but if there is a heaven, then I can see Jack, young and vibrant, sitting with Jesus telling hom story after story of his playing days with our pro team at the time. And Jesus

True Friends
To be in loveWhat does that meanDoes love truly flowFrom sea to sea When you find the oneYou truly care aboutYeah, you will knowWithout a doubt To be in loveWhat does that meanJust you waitAnd you will see Nothing is to highNothing is to farAll you have to do is reachAnd you can grab the stars To be in loveWhat does that meanTo fall in loveWill set you free 06/02/98 Friends will comeFriends will go.True friendship, though,Comes from the Heart. Once a true friendAlways a true friendTrue friendship, of course,Never dies But if it never diesThen where does it lie?Does it lie in the mind or heart?Can anything ever tear it apart? True friends always careThey always listen to your troublesThough they may not have a solutionAtleast they take the time to share Having a true friendIs an honor to cherishIf ever you find oneDo not let him or her get away 11/17/92

Boston Sports
The arrival of spring awakens the citizens of Red Sox Nation and the annual quest for a World Series victory by the local nine. They began in 1901 as the Boston Americans of the newly formed American League. They won the first ever World Series in 1903 over the Pittsburgh Pirates. In 1908 they changed their name to the Red Sox. In 1912 they moved into brand new Fenway Park, where they still play today. In 1918, the Red Sox won their fifth World Series, thanks in part to a star lefty pitcher named Babe Ruth, who could also hit the 'you know what' out of the ball. Following the 1919 season, Sox owner Harry Frazee sold Ruth to the New York Yankees. For the next 86 years despite the enduring loyalty by Red Sox Nation the team suffered a variety of gut wrenching disappointments and no World Series victories. After the Babe's exile to New York, thirteen futile years followed including nine last place campaigns. A resurgence began in 1933 when millionaire Tom Yawkee purchased the team, re

Home
Home...I Just Want A Place...To Call Home...Again...A place I can breatheA place that is "Sancturary"A place to look forward to goingA place I won't be anyone...other than who I amA place that even with or without other people...I won't feel aloneDoesn't need to be much...I'm no princess...(not by a long shot...;)...)I don't care if I (we) struggle(I'm quite familiar with "that struggle")...And I dont care...Cuz I(we) can and always have gotten by...But...I don't wanna do it alone anymore...I need friends...I need love...I need to laugh...To smile...again.I know I need that...But...I know...I can't do it alone...anymore.I need some arms every now and again to help me up if I fall...(and everyone does)...I need them to be real...to be true...I need something to be there...and...stay there...without ever being taken away again...and...I wanna be able....to call it..."Home". (k...I'm done spewing...;)...but I meant every single word of it...the hell...if I didn't...) http://www.youtube

Crazy Fucking Skanks
Why do fucking stupid skanks (Jessica) like to fuck with my man. The god damn fucking baby mama drama from her skank ass needs to stop. All she is doing is getting herself into trouble because of the fact that she writes things that can be used against her like the fact that lil Robert has tried to choke lil Khalyn. One day she says My baby (Adam) can come see the kids, but when he calls to set a day up her shitty ass step-dad get on the phone & says Adam has to go though the courts to see the kids & she listens to him.Then she waits # months before trying to put a injuction for protection on herself & the kids (which did not work). The courts drop that cuz she waited to long (HAHA skank). In the injuction she tried to say the Adam ruined some of her belongings, but she does not realize that I was the one who helped Adam go through the things that she ruined. There were 7 bags of clothes & dale earnhardt things & only 4 or 5 were able to be kept. The main fucked up thing is that she is

Can't Wait Til September
So I'm just so excited today because the best show on TV is back with a new season in a few months. I have 4 shows that I bother to tivo, and this is one of them. If you've never caught it, you should!

Leaving Fubar
It is time for me to leave fubar I have been on fubar for a really long time and I have seen alot of changes that I dont like so it is best for me to go and find somewhere else to hang out or find something else to do with my time. I have met alot of great people here and I will miss you all for those who wish to stay in contact with me here is my yahoo texaswildflower69@yahoo.com I donot cyber so dont add me if that is all you want!

What Is A Second In Time?
What is Time? Times ia a dillusion of importance. A second in time is an eternity depending on what that second in time effect's it can be wasted and regreted along with horrible images that fill your head that would cripple a person of normal understanding, but no you are not a normal person. You are a person who realizes that time is a dellusion and that it"s only existence is to warp and bend and puppetier our very existence as human beings. What is a secomd in time to the average understanding person caught in the games that society like to play go here, must go there , have an appiontment in 10 minutes. This type of thinking has lead people to become mindless drones and

Love
So im dating the most wonderful woman in the world. I cant wait till we finally get married. She makes life worth livin. With out her god knows where id be right now or even what id be doing, Rachel I LOVE YOU BABY.

Sicktanick - Chapter One: The Doctrines Of The Damned
I wake up, I'm fuckin' covered in bloodI feel as if my body's burning and my eyes won't stay shutI think I'm dreaming but this feels so realThe last thing that I remember is the four step ritualHow can that be my body's suppose to be deadI gave my soul unto the Devil I'm suppose to have no life leftThere is a pain in my stomach and I'm feelin' so sickI open up my mouth to vomit and I feel like shitI feel drugged and I can't really walkSo I go to the door but the door is lockedAnd I fall to the ground now I hear no soundI think I'm deaf I can't hear there's no one aroundI try to get back up but my legs are paralyzedThat's when I saw the Demon standing right before my eyesI try to get up again but now I can't feel anythingFull paralysis has set in and I can't even screamScream!I'm lost I'm in the darknessInside this shell I'm heartlessI can not breath, I can not moveI can not, I can notScream!I'm lost I'm in the darknessInside this shell I'm heartlessI can not breath, I can not moveI can

Sicktanick - The Lament Configuration
Imagine for a second the affects of a toxinWith widespread panic all around people marchin'In defense of what they serve and protectBut what they serve and protect is full of lies that they disrespectImagine for a second that the people marchin'Were zombies infected with a neurotoxinDeveloped by thoseWho never seemed to opposeThey only seek to have us locked up and treated like animalsThey're hannibals, the political vandalsThe worse kind of people that you have in your scandalsThey're called humans, but I like to call them zombiesLocked inside a world lies their televisions what they watchin'Little do they know the man who stands all up on the buttonIt's just two years as a traitor for our final consumptionWhile the beast is in the sea, he's away in the bayAnd California disappears and we're left in dismayApocalypse year 2012Armageddon approaches because we're all going straight to hellApocalypse year 2012Ain't got no money, that's fine, why, cause you got a soul to sellApocalypse yea

Sicktanick - Various Other Songs
When you think of sucide tell me what you feelIs it a razor to your wrist or just another cap you wanna peelWhen you deal with the Devil your fate is sealedWhen you deal with something non existent it's like a gun for realThis is the tale of a mad man and a sad man who took the final stepAnd took the Devils hand and regretted it sinceBecause of insolence, he's the killer that ruled his world with an iron fistHis name is Andy, he was abused as a childBeatin' down in school, he lived a scrub lifestyleEven though he had a little money he never caredHe'd rather watch a horror movie and not be scaredOf the reality that's outside his roomA place of hatred, broken promises and eternal doomHe's consumed by these images of death and final restI guess when you break it down it's all he had leftSo one dark night he kissed his grandmother goodnightOnly to roam the back streets of the 505Heroin needles and junkies filled the back part of CentralHis heart was racing he was feeling criticalHe didn't

~ahhh~
What is your full name? Jimmy Foster What is your birthday? Nov 8 1972 What is your favorite color? Black Are you spoken for? No What is your biggest fear? Of the world my daughter is growing up in! What is your most embarrassing moment? Cant think of nothing of nothing off the top my head. Get back to ya on that lol! Do you love someone?

Open Letter From A Witch.
An Open Letter from a Witch:I am a witch. I do not worship Satan; I am not interested in Satan. Satan was invented by the Christians. Satanism is a form of Christianity. I am not a Christian. I don't go to church on Sunday. Jesus is NOT my savior. He was simply a holy man who lived 2,000 years ago. I am not afraid of going to Hell because I don't believe in Hell any more than I believe in Satan. I believe in reincarnation; that I will come back to this world or another and live out another life. I am not evil. Telling people I am a "good witch" or asking me if I am a good witch implies that there are evil witches. There are evil people in the world and there are people who chose to work with the forces of nature in a way that harms others; those people are NOT witches.The central law of being a witch is: "if it harms none, do as you will." Please don't ask me about sacrificing cats or desecrating churches. I love my cats! And I don't go into churches or synagogues unless a friend from

Return To Salem
PLEASE REPOSTThis is a sad story and I can believe this is happening in the US.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Rhonda Gruber... has been arrested.. on the warrant it said "practicing witch" I need every pagan you know and all paths to KNOW what's going on.Here's what she posted to her yahoo groups pagansnightout......My name is Rhonda Gruber AKA Wicked Lil Witch and I am a Proud Witch. I am currently being persecuted as a Witch by a Lt. Kevin Duke of the Horry County Police Dept. My life and the lives of my family and friends are being threatened and destroyed by this man with the backing of countless other officials.I was arrested Monday Sept 10th '07 by Lt Duke for Breach of Peace, Child Endangerment/ Neglect and 1st degree Harrassement.This all began around the end of May '07 from many false police reports from a neighboring family, The Luisettis, who also seemed to think I deserved to be arrested for my religious beliefs. They stated such in their police reports. When this began to become

Just A Thought
I have been on this site for almost 4 years.And every month I see things getting worse and worse with the self centered,gift grubbing,point whores on this site."Buy me a Bling pack or Auto 11's.And I'll give you access to my NSFW photo's" Who gives 2 shits about giving you anything to see your nude photos?I have enough nudes from women on this site to wallpaper the Empire State Building.And it cost me nothing! Why because they were my friends and family.I have never bought gifts or Bling for anyone because they demanded it.I bought these things because I WANTED to.And there are several women on this site that need a serious reality check.Right now Hard To Handle is having a war with some Sap about rating and fanning profiles.And claiming that she is the Queen/Boss of this site.Let me remind you about MISS CHERRY (Angel)She was and always will be #1 on this site.No woman will ever top her numbers.And when she left this site she was NUMBER 1 !And I had the privlage of being her friend an

Cold Fire
It was long after midnightWhen we got to unconditional loveShe said, 'Sure, my heart is boundlessBut don't push my limits too far'I said, 'If love was so transcendentI don't understand these boundaries'She said, 'Just don't disappoint meYou know how complex women are'I'll be aroundIf you don't let me down too farI'll be aroundIf you don't let me downIt was just before sunriseWhen we started on traditional rolesShe said, 'Sure, I'll be your partnerBut don't make too many demands'I said, 'If love has these conditionsI don't understand those songs you love'She said, 'This is not a love songThis isn't fantasyland'Don't go too farA phosphorescent wave on a tropical sea is a cold fireDon't cross the lineThe pattern of moonlight on the bedroom floor is a cold fireDon't let me downThe flame at the heart of a pawnbroker's diamond is a cold fireDon't break the spellThe look in your eyes as you head for the door is a cold fireI'll be aroundIf you don't push me down too farI'll be aroundIf you don

Poem For You.....
You're an Angel that nobody can see,Still an Angel is what you are to meAn angel from heaven is what you areIn my sky you're definably a heavenly starYou're an angel with beauty & graceYou're kind & sweet, you have an angel faceYou have very graceful angel wingsHappiness and joy are just some things that an angel can giveIn my heart & mind is where you're livingYou have hair as soft as the white cloudsA guardian angel is what Ive gotten. Your eyes are like sapphires that shine bright.When everything is dark, you give me light.You're an angel that gives me a reason to live, You're an angel that teaches me to give. You're an angel that teaches me the right things to say. You're my angel & Ill always care.You're my angel & you know Ill always be there.

How I Feel
“I hate the way you talk to me. And the way you cut your hair. I hate the way you drive my car. I hate it when you stare I hate your big dumb combat boots. And the way you read my mind. I hate you so much it makes me sick - it even makes me rhyme. I hate the way you're always right. I hate it when you lie. I hate it when you make me laugh - even worse when you make me cry. I hate it that you're not around. And the fact that you didnt call. But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you - not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all.”

The Ceiling Of My Debris
Dreams come true because of youyour my perfect sunshine timefrom climbing trees to playing with skies your my perfectfrom laughter to the talk about our futureyour my perfectmy sole matewild and crazy statemy grateful baby loveso humblemy perfectwe've grown so muchour love so strongand always hit tin bongstogether foreverwhat ever we want to do we dowere ever we want to go we gowhat ever we want we getWere Engels of the skyand the Owls eye your my perfect You are the light in the dark room. You are the train that arrives soon. You are the handshake between friends. You are the song that everyone likes. You are the spice that senses entice. You are the sanctuary of strength not used. You are the vibration to which I attune. Richard LeBlanc (c) 2009 Culminating in the ceiling of my debris. She churns out the language of disgust. Well coordinated, directly at my chest. Fearful, she be not, to her consequences. The payoff is, a trifecta of somothered love. Who cares about

Leveling Hints
Must rate 100 different members a rating of 1.Members must be at least level 20 and online.Requirement must be completed as of 8-06-2009. i learned a new thing about this today from Bashfullhunk! you can rate someone with autos on a 1 and it still counts so no down rating needed! Mr. Sunshine

Why I Refuse To Live In The States!
To Disarm The People Sponsored by The People's Dominion You Be The Judge and Jury is a FREE on-line book exposing the acts of rebellion, sedition, insurrection and treason being committed by the Federal Reserve Banks, IRS, U.S. Government against We the People.

Sisterhood Of The Traveling Butterflys
THIS IS HOW IT IS AND I LOVE IT SISTERHOOD OF THE TRAVELING BUTTERFLIES THIS SAYS IT ALL: Time passes. Life happens. Distance separates. Children grow up. Jobs come and go. Love waxes and wanes. Men don't do what they're supposed to do. Hearts break. Parents die. Colleagues forget favors. Careers end. BUT........ Sisters are there, no matter how much time and how many miles are between you. A girl friend is never farther away than needing her can reach. When you have

People Pleaser?
work in progress i often sit and wonder, how i allow myself to be so run over...i dream of better, different things, yet somehow my life always remains just the same..when will i ever be good enough...?

Crazy For Him
Well Im not big on telling all my stuff on my profile so I thought Id write a blog about me and sum of who I am. My names Nikki Im 20 gonna be 21 in October. I love my southern roots but basically Im an all out West Virginian Girl wit a southern twist. lol. Im in love with the most wonderful guy on here hes known as Dark Cloud but in rl hes the guy known as my baby . Im fuckin crazy for him and am totally in love. Hes sweet and carring and sumtimes I sit and wonder what good thing Iv done to diserve him. Im a crazy and funny funsized women with alot of love in me . But I can be an ice queen hints one of my nicknames cause apperently im just so evil lol. And all I gots ta say is if you dont like me I rlly dont gives a sheet. lol. ok yall Im blowing this blog so later. Well my last blog was a lil different than this one. Right now my life is great and Im completely happy in mostly every way. Iv got a great boyfriend and he means the world to me hes my everything. I dont know how I got h

Stories
The Journeyby Bob Geesn4/10/10 I went to walk along the wayIt was a bright warm sunny beautiful dayThere were many people bustling about in a hurry, angry, and many shoutThings were not pretty on that roadI felt as I were being prodded with a goadThings got uglier along that wayI felt destruction emanated for me that dayThen up a head I saw off to the side a narrow gateStanding there was a friendly faceHe invited me in with a warm smileAsked me to walk with him for a couple of milesHesitantly I turned to accept his offerI was afraid that I get lose my and never profferIt was peaceful and calm as we went our wayEach step felt guided as a new peace surrounded me that dayThe road was straight and easy to walk as I followed HimI noticed that is was quiet and there was no longer a dinSo I looked back to see where we had beenTo my surprise I saw only one set of tracksMy burdens felt lifted from off my backThen I looked into that smiling faceI knew then I had found my Savior that dayWhat see

Wtf Is With All The Chain Letters
I don't whats up with all the chain letters as of late that is why i hate giving out my email. Once i sent this out all that junk stopped coming .. so if you get these please feel free to pass it on.... Hello, for you that don’t know my name is Morphy, I am suffering from rare and deadly diseases, a suck ass job, lack of sexual activity, fear of being kidnapped and executed by anal electrocution, and guilt for not sending out 90 billion fucking forwards chain letters sent to me by people who actually believe that if you send them, they will be handsomely rewarded by MicroShit. Or that a poor 6-year-old girl in Arkansas with a breast on her forehead will be able to raise enough money to have it removed before her redneck parents sell her to a traveling freak show. Do you honestly believe that Bill Gates is going to give you, and everyone to whom you send "his" email, $1000? How fuckin stupid are we? " Ooooh, looky here! If I scroll down this page and make a wish, I'll get laid by

Saving Home Health Care
Congress is proposing to drastically reduce Medicare reimbursement for home health services to the chronically sick and elderly. They plan on cutting $57 billion out of the Medicare home health benefit over 10 years. Home health represents only 4.5% of the total Medicare budget, but 11% of the proposed total cuts. Home health is a key solution for lowering the cost of health care. It is the most cost effective way to care for the sick and elderly. More importantly, the sick and elderly want to stay in their home. They recover more quickly at home with family and friends. Without home health care, seniors will be readmitted into hospitals and transferred to nursing homes, both of which will put a greater financial burden on our Medicare system. To help save the concept of Home Health Care, add your name to the petition to Congress at: http://www.wecansavehomehealth.org/

Taxed 2 Death !
The Tax PoemAt first I thought this was funny...then I realized theawful truth of it. Be sure to read all the way to the end!Tax his land,Tax his bed,Tax the tableAt which he's fed.Tax his tractor,Tax his mule,Teach him taxesAre the rule.Tax his work,Tax his pay,He works for peanuts anyway!Tax his cow,Tax his goat,Tax his pants,Tax his coat.Tax his ties,Tax his shirt,Tax his work,Tax his dirt.Tax his tobacco,Tax his drink,Tax him if heTries to think.Tax his cigars,Tax his beers,If he criesTax his tears.Tax his car,Tax his gas,Find other waysTo tax his ass.Tax all he hasThen let him knowThat you won't be doneTill he has no dough.When he screams and hollers;Then tax him some more,Tax him tillHe's good and sore.Then tax his coffin,Tax his grave,Tax the sod inWhich he's laid.Put these wordsUpon his tomb,'Taxes drove meto my doom...'When he's gone,Do not relax,Its time to applyThe inheritance tax.Accounts Receivable TaxBuilding Permit TaxCDL license TaxCigarette TaxCorporate Income TaxDog L

30 Songs & Artists
Here's a new one for you to play along with. You get to pick 30 of your favorite songs, but here's the catch - you must pick 30 DIFFERENT ARTISTS in random order. So, if you have an absolute favorite, you are only allowed to pick ONE SONG by them that you love and move on. 1. Pantera- This Love2. Black Label Society - Fire It Up3. N.I.N - Something I Can Never Have 4. Iced Earth - The Phantom Opera Ghost 5. The Doors - Wishful Sinful6. GWAR - Sexacutioner7. HellYeah - Star8. Jack Off Jill - Nazi Halo9. Lil Wayne - Prom Queen10. Lillasyster - Umbrella11. Linda Strawberry - Fuck You I'm Beautiful12. Marcy Playground - Saint Joe On The Catholic School Bus13. Metallica - Harvester Of Sorrow14. Megadeth - Tornado Of Souls15. Slayer - I'm Gonna Be Your God16. Ministry - So What17. Mudvayne - Determined18. Bad Company - Shooting Star19. Alice In Chains - Wrong20. Paramore - Decode21. In Flames - Alias22. AC/DC - If You Want Blood23. Down - Beautifully Depressed24. The Beatles - I Want You (S

Albert
A woman in a grocery store happens upon a grandfather and his poorly behaved 3 year-old grandson. It's obvious to her that Gramps has his hands full with the child screaming for candy in the candy aisle, cookies in the cookie aisle; same for fruit, cereal and soda in their respective aisles. Meanwhile, Gramp

Funny Story
ok funny story: When me and my ex would do standing doggy she would quif. So one night I had been drinking and she starts quifing, so i start to call her Quiffer Sutherland.Looking back I think she may have been retarded because she didnt get it.

Hyboria
I have lived most of my life on the outskirts of Chicago, yet my dreams always take me to giant icy peaks, dense forests, and seering deserts. Whether I am clad with loinskin cloth, or full plate armor, the dreams are the same. Some insurmountable obstacle; a beast laying waste to a village, or a host of armored enemies glittering in the sun as we rush towards one another. The aspect of danger, and the very anti-thesis of what being civilized means. This refelcts in my writings; always the hero against an entity that confounds reason, which he eventually triumphs over. I absolutely believe I was born too late in history; romance in the world has all but disappeared. Now, the 4 corners of the earth are reachable with a mouseclick.

Dark Days....
Have you ever noticed how the littlest thing you say could do more damage to someone than good, weather you meant it or not??? the littlest thing you say can set someone back on years of depression and anger... the years they worked so hard to block out so it doesnt effect their every day life... it truely bothers me that there are people who dont think twice about what they say first.... granted, ive had my share of times ive spoke before i thought, and i would step up and apologize about what i said or what i did.... but there are people who are just so heartless that what they say, even after they find out how much what they said hurt someone, they still cant and wont step up and apologize.... i dont get that.... yeah ima bitch, and ill admit it right off hand and i dont care.... but..... ive never been able to be heartless like that.....

K.l.a
if god hadnt created the universe, i wonder wat else he would have done. course we wouldnt be alive but i dont think we would care because we woudnt even exist to care in the first place. hmm....i wonder how other religions came to be and why. i wonder why god made us to choose one or the other. im not looking for answers cuz in this world in these times who really knows.

Truth About Nsfw Pics Of Self
Hello fu-friends, I am writing this blog after being pressured by friends to do so. I have a good friend who was a School teacher (I use the term "was" ) as she was recently terminated from her position after almost 10 years of dedicated service. Apparently several years ago when she was getting her graduates degree in Education she ran across tough times and decided to try to make a little extra money by selling some nude pics of herself. Well recently she was heading up a PTA meeting when one of the parents who just happend to work for

Life
What is Chaos? A life without meaning? A heart bearing scars but has felt no pain. A thought sparked from a mind with no focus. What gives a life meaning? Inspiration? Hope? Love? Dreams? No. Only chaos. Simple chaos. Chaos brings emotion. Emotion triggers action. Hope inspires more actions. Actions resorts to more chaos. Each action takes thought. Thoughts flood a mind with no control. No control is chaotic. Multiple thoughts form dreams. Dreams inspire hope. Without hope, life is simple. There is no chaos. Life has no meaning. Without chaos, there can only be peace. Peace is thought to be enriched with happiness. Peace without happiness leads to loneliness. Loneliness ends where happiness begins. Love is happiness. Love is uncontrollable. Love sparks new emotions. Love is chaotic. Life is simply chaotic. Full of Hope. Of Love. Of Inspiration. Of Dreams. We cant control our thoughts. We cant control our emotions. We cant control what inspires us. We cant control what we dream. We ca

"mfkn" If You Don't Know
I have heard alot about MFKN and didn't know nothing about them.. Now that i have read the MFKN home page i have learned alot. I have been prospect for 2 days and and have had more fun checking them out and adding them than i have ever had on fubar.. They are a great family, if you have heard anything negative about them don't listen i suggest u check out MFKN homepage and find out for yourself. You dont know what you are missing. It's all about respect, loyalty, and trust, everyone helps everyone. How can you not like a group of ppl like that..

Obama's 5 Big Lies On Healthcare
Are Obama and his friends taking you as a fool? You have to wonder what they really think about the intelligence of the American people. Obama repeatedly has out-and-out lied about his healthcare plan. Here are just

One
Tag a bunch of people, answer each with one word. Cept the three word ones. Erm...yeah. Where is your cell phone....................Desk Your hair.......................................Messy' Your father....................................Dunno Your favorite thing............................Music Your dream last night.........................Vivid Your favorite drink............................Coke Your dream/goal...............................Happiness The room you are in...........................Kitchen Your fear........................................Unloved Where do you want to be in 6 years........Happy Muffins..........................................7-11 One of your wish list items...................Stuff Where you grew up............................Brooklyn The last thing you did...........................Burped What are you wearing..........................Smile Your TV...........................................Inside Your pets..............................

Short Story's
Cold seeping feelings burning into the core and rending it limb from limb, blood pouring down to the floor as their broken body’s fall to the floor in a bloodied heap, the chilled laughter echoing off the walls as he chooses another victim to play with, his games dark and evil, his idea of love filled with blood and pain beyond human understanding. Licking his lips he picks a young girl and pulls her up, her black hair pretty and the fear in her eyes making his lips water. She is beautiful if he had need for human urges she would be perfect for his needs but not any more now all he wants to do is make her scream in pain, his pain is still too great he needs to kill more make MORE PAIN to feed the darkness that eats at his heart. Hours pass he opens her up feels every inch of her and shows her it all before she passes into the cold void that he so wishes he could find yet no matter how many he takes, no matter how many he rends open... none of them hold the secret he seeks to end

Mixed Thoughts
wanna be an airborne ranger,Live the life of guts and danger. Airborne ranger,Life of danger. I wanna be a scuba diver,Swim around in the muddy water. Scuba diver, muddy water.Airborne ranger, life of danger. I wanna be an S.F. medic,Shoot some funky anisthetic. S.F.medic, anesthetic.Scuba diver, muddy water.Airborne ranger, guts and danger. And when I retire. Im gonna be a texas ranger,Drive around in sking tight wranglers! Texas ranger, skin tight wranglers. Im gonna be a UPS man,Drive around in a ugly brown van. Ups man, ugly brown vanTexas ranger, skintight wranglers. Im gonna be a forrest ranger.Chipmunks are my greatest danger. Forrest ranger, chipmunk danger.UPS man, ugly brown van.Forrest ranger, chipmunk danger. i just like this and wanted to share it

Does Anyone Really Read This Stuff?
its been a long time since ive had the opportunity to sign on here. ive been busy trying to pick up the pieces of my shattered life and move on. my wonderful wife has decided im not worth her time but refuses to give me the divorce i want because shes not done using me for her own personal gain. thats a little too involved to try to explain here for now. she thinks other people around her are not smart enough to realize the kind of person she is which she of course denies. for years she has been sleeping around behind my back or so she thought it was behind my back. so now i i try to move forward in my life, she does what she can to hold me back. she uses people around her including her new person in her life who isnt bright enough to realize this. she takes his entire check from him to use as she pleases as well as whatever she makes from her job. she constantly puts this guy down behind his back and has admitted that shes with him because she loves the control she has over him and hi

Scam From Fake Soldiers
There are several people pretending to be in the military asking woman and men for money for a program called army signals. once you denie them they will threaten your life. please do not send money to anyone overseas with out checking them out through your local recruiting office first.... even then i would still be worried... If you have had this scam ran on you please list the name below so that everyone can be warned. The FBI have said that this is an on going investigation based out of Canada but that does not mean that is where all of them are. please copy and repost so that we can all stand together to protect each other. please repost after you notice a friend has added a name so that we can try to keep up with all of the names. I do love and respect our soldier... these people are not really soldiers just pretending to be!!!!Please note that Army Signals is a real program but these people are giving false info on the account info that you send the money to.sgt_markolafson

Nfl
ARE YOU READY FOR SOME FOOTBALL?!?!?!?!? YEAH FUBARIANS ITS THAT TIME OF YEAR AGAIN!!!! GET OUT YA TEAM JERSEYS AND PUT ON YA CRAZY FACE PAINT FOR YA FAVORITE TEAM!!!!! IM GOING TO BE TAKING ORDERS FOR CUSTOM MADE NFL SKINS FOR YOU PROFILES!! THEY HAVE YOUR NAME ACROSS THE TOP IN EITHER ANIMATED 3D OR NON ANIMATED BUT EDITED WITH THE COLORS OF THE TEAM YOU CHOOSE!!!!

Letting Go....
Letting GoYou will look back on the times you laughed and you will cry.You will look back on the times you cried, and you will laugh.You will always remember close friendsand you will keep memories of them in your heart.Life is hard - it’s tough, it’s unfair.But everyone gets over the hurt and the pain, eventually.And you always end up with a smile on your face,if you give it a chance.I've learned that good-byes will always hurt,pictures will never replace having been there,memories good and bad will bring tears,and words can never replace feelings.To let go isn’t to forget, not to think about, or ignore.It doesn’t leave feelings of anger, jealousy or regret.Letting go isn’t about winning or losing.It’s not about pride and it’s not about how you appearand it’s not obsessing or dwelling on the past.Letting go isn’t blocking memories or thinking sad thoughtsand doesn’t leave emptiness, hurt or sadness.It’s not about giving

Have You Forgotten
have you forgotten?there are alot people forget now days but the thing is there forgeting the wrong things so fallow me an take a look back in the past.do you remember 9/11 acorse you do its the day the towers fell.now think for a moment an look at the pictures and videos,look at all the fire.now i want you to think of all those people that died in it think of all the elderly,the women,the men,and the kids.think of all the pain they were in an how scared they were.now look at most of you your just sitting there on your computers think whats your point,well my point is just that!wile your sitting there doing nothen your leting all those people that died be invane,your not helping to stop the war,so i ask for you to help,join the service,write cards to the soldiers,donate items they may need or could use.even just a card that says thank you is helping an not letting all those people suffer.it will take you 5 mins of your time so just do it....

What Happend To This Country?
I just finished a conversation with my closest friend. I told her she needs to start a blog as she is much more eloquent an empassioned than I am. I will start off so that she may add to my blogs, or may well be the writer of them.

Madam Jenny's
By now almost everyone at Facebook has heard about the dispute between Zynga and Facebook. First Zynga threatens to leave Facebook because they think a 30% commission to Facebook is too much. Facebook wants Zynga to keep all of their games only at Facebook. I will admit I do like Farmville, Mafia Wars and Poker Blitz (when it is working). However I do not know if I am willing to log into Zynga every day in order to play my games. I am a member of Pogo and I do not log into Pogo every day or even once a week to play games even though I have a chance of winning a jackpot spin worth real money. I check my Facebook almost every day but that includes checking on updates from my friends and family. Playing the games is a bonus that is offered at my profile site. Plus Zynga is not the only company supplying games at Facebook. Their games may have better graphics than most, but ultimately I still play games at Facebook that are not by Zynga. Such as Country Life, Mobsters, Mobsters 2, Airline

Diamond Rings
Engagement rings consist of many features. Its metal band, precious stones, settings, elaborative engravings are few of the chief features that make a ring. Each of it involves good amount of money and total cost of the jewelry piece goes higher if the couples demand a great quality as well. So, what is the most costly such feature on the ring? Well, without doubt it is the diamond. Though usually there is single diamond on the top of the ring, still it is expensive and often out of the buying reach of the couples. To escape the high costs, some couples opt for smaller diamonds. Still, the costs are out of budget if some care is not taken to cut the expenses. One can say that if you successfully cut the cost of precious stone, the overall cost of the ring will be down substantially.

I Miss You Dearly
When I dream of you is when I am at peace. My only chance to hear your wonderful laugh, to see your perfect smile or wipe the tears from your beautiful blue eyes. when I held you in my arms my sorrows could not defeat the joy I felt, My love could not be conquered. I've only met you once but I never wanted to say goodbye. I place my hopes next your crib and close my eyes, you will be home soon. "my heart beats for you my son "

For What It Is Worth
Today I broke down and cried For all the hurt and all the lies The years that have past I can't get back The runaway train rolling off the track Looking back upon the road at what I have done You took it all away and left me no where to run All these years I have hidden my shame Blaimed myself for all

Mistress Kiara's Femdom Diary
As those of you on My mailing list already know, I have decided to have another auction. More information can be found at My Femdom Auctions page. I’m selling these old nasty flats of Mine that I’ve had for about a year now. I know My little foot boys are going to be eagerly bidding on these ripe shoes! I know some of you are wondering what a progressive auction is.

One Year
its been one year to the day i lost a true friend of mine. he was a police officer, and he was doing a police charity ride, and he was hit head on by a ford f-250 while he was riding a police motorcycle. i 'm not doing this for sympathy,i'm mainly doing this to raise awareness. he was a husband and a father of now 4 year old girl. i would like to ask when you out driving to pay attention to your driving. is that phone call, how pretty you must look, radio station, cd, etc. really worth someone's life? he'll never be there for his daughter's first day of school, her first heart break, to put the fear of god to the boy who comes to pick er up, to walk her down the asile when she gets married, and every other little momment in her life. so please just pay attention to your driving

Can You Believe This Guy?
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My Life, In The Toilet
Well on Aug 9, 2009, early in the morning I did something really dumb. I was at a SCA event, started drinking some mixed drinks and six hours later I decided to go out for a pack of "smokes".

Todays Thought
Envision the presant Deminish the past Relenquish the Dream Put the action into the idea Then incorporate the positive force into manifestation All thing are possible through the power of thought

Poems I Found And Liked
Hopelessly bound unfettered by the chains of love's grip - greatest gift, fate's cruelest curse. Wherefore do I weep at knowing the joy, the warmth, at feeling the peace, the fire. Wherefore do I weep unable to complete , to be, unknown the kiss, the flames. Wherefore do I weep at loving not living seeing not touching breathing not sharing holding not loving? All, because I, The Fool, am no more? this one touches my heart it actually means something to me

Captured By The Moment- 100 Words Or Less...
I continue this game to see if I can write thoughts and dreams in 100 words or less and still ignite your imaginations........another offering, hope you like it... The blindfold’s darkness is total. The handcuff's chain scrapes against the bed’s iron frame, the bracelets cold against her slender wrists. The bed creaks as he kneels down between her trembling thighs. His steady palms glide up her legs, past her stocking tops. The touch of his flesh against hers electrifies her. She smells his maleness, hears his excitement, senses his ravenous eyes devouring her near-nakedness. His powerful hand settles over the front of her

Cat Circus
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First Blog
After a while to look around, it appears that Fubar is an online meat market more than a social anything, but that's not all bad. The younger folks need a place to market their wares and attract partners of whatever level they have an interest toward. At my age, that stuff is just a fond memory and the equipment is worn out enough I couldn't get much done anyway. The main reason I am even online is for the money and I don't make any excuses. I know that turns a lot of people off, but I couldn't care less. It's only the ones who share my quest that will even contact me. I should add that I have been quite successful even though I made my share of mistakes. The biggest one was putting all my eggs in one backet and when it shut off my $6,000 a month income, I had to start all over. The good part was I learned what worked and I am already well along the path to regaining what I had, only diversified so it won't dissapear overnight again. So the bottom line is I can coexist in any envir

Wish List
back fixed pay off car (3,100) new phone lap top go to england laser hair removal boob job other nipple pierced chest piece tattoo 2 pea's in a pod hip tattoo weight goal of 165 (lose 57 lbs) teeth fixed tumors removed business degree finish my book laser eye surgery to not "need" glasses xbox360 or ps3 own place to live

Razakel - Femicide
"I want you to pray to your God. I want you to pray that he comes and saves you. I want lightning to come down and crash upon my fuckin' head.""Oh Jesus.""Louder!""Bless the earth.""I don't feel anything.""Oh, oh oh, I feel it, Oh great God Almighty I repent, I repent. Aww, I feel the love of the God God God Almighty. Oh the Holy Spirit is in my body."I'm your darkest reflection, I'm that Devil insideI'm the reason that it rains, I'm so wicked I make God cryFrom high up above he cries when I take a life"I am the Devil and I am here to do the Devil's work"I stick a knife deeper inside, this is femicideHeaven must have cried when they learned the likes of meCold hearted heathen with the tongue of blasphemeI'll leave you suffering welcoming my sanityTaken away from meWill God save a person like me - NO!Does he hold a special place for me - NO!Is he even alive, is he real - NO!You'll never be saved, repent not, go out and killI wake up with blood dripping from my mouth and chinSeems that I

My Assignment
write on your ideal woman and what you would do to make the relationship strong with her. what commitment and love mean to you My idea of the ideal woman would be a fun, loving free spirited woman. A woman with great ambition and

I Dont Know
feeling lonely and sad...im not sure why. could it be because ive been sick for days? or am i just getting depressed? thought id shake it as the night went on, but its not let up. maybe its just me and the changing of the seasons. anyone ever think that their moods are affected by the weather and the seasons?

Pls Help Stop Animal Cruelty
What bothers me most about this is not that it's happening but that this behavior is TAUGHT. Please take just a moment to sign the petition to help take a stand against animal cruelty. Thank you in advance! https://secure.peta.org/site/Advocacy?cmd=display&page=UserAction&id=2521&c=917f&s_src=p2fb

Dating?????
You know your Mexican when....... You have ever been hit by a chancla. You can play any sport wearing chanclas. You grew up scared by something called "El Cucuy." Others tell you to stop screaming when you are really just talking, You use your lips to point something out. You constantly refer to cereal as "con fleis." Your mother yells at the top of her lungs to call you to dinner even if it's a one bedroom apartment. You can dance ranchera, cumbia, or salsa without music. You call your sneakers "tenees." You have at least thirty cousins. You can't imagine anyone NOT liking spicy food. There is more alcohol than punch at little Juanito's birthday party. There is at least one member in your family named Maria, , Juan, Jose, or Jesus. You swear "Choco Mil" is the same as Slim Fast and try to lose weight by drinking it. You have a drunk uncle/aunt. You not only know who Don Francisco from Sabado Gigante is, but you tell people he's your tio. You have ever had to tell you

Writings
hold your friends close....the ones you lose and knew the longest is easier to deal with then the ones you just met..My hopes and prayers go out to my brother in arms Jon..Keep fighting....There is something that most people can't understand...When your in the service or getting out..The loyalty you gain is unfanthomable. We walk these streets next to you and you don't realize that if shit hits the fan we will be the first ones to pick up and fight despite what condition we are in and We fight for you because WE choose to. Some people call us washouts or failures. But we don't choose that..It is dealt to us. But it doesn't mean we cant fight. We will. We sworn an OATH to defend our country...At what cost to us it doesn't matter just as long the people we care for are safe. We face uncalculated odds. You can spit and kick us when we are down but we will still will get up and have your back when the time comes. If you want to meet a real soldier look for the ones who have their heads l

It Begins
It BeginsLost within spent momentsWhen happpiness seamedSo close HelloGoodbyeIn the blink of an eye Our love fellTo the championTime Tear streaked lonlinessImplodingPieces of mind Shallow meanings of loveSlayThe sacred shrine Narcotic memoriesSmoke signalsLeft behind resonance Through the swelter and the stormClouds drift pastThe moments we had Since the time I was bornDistant voice pointingTo destined futures Traces of loveResidual differencesShadows of what once was Not good enough to beTouched againSo It begins+Brown Recluse+-2009-

Lonely Thoughts
+Lonely Thoughts+Transgressions of lonelinessFleeting thoughts of desireCost of soul measuredIn heart fires Sometimes My tears get tiredSoul callingMy mind a liar In angerWords spoken upon the earthExist in infinity Never wanting allot of thingsDiamonds, clothesCars, goldAll seem so coldMy mind feels so oldKickin' back On the porchWith my soul I supposeLife is what we make itAlthoughOur lives are what makes usWe can't let it break us Lost memories of timesI can't make upSo now I'm straightLaced upFor the court of life I wake upDressed in blackRunning from the waist upLet me make my caseI appeal to the judge I lived my lifeAlways knowing You can't bring backWhat once was Is it no wonder whyI bust In traces of dustAn remnants of lessonsSpiderwebs of confessionsHad me stressin'Never second guessingThe questionOr the lesson.+Brown Recluse+-2009-

Time Incurred
+Time Incurred+So it seemsI can't go onLiving my lifeLike I don't belongGave all I hadTill there wasNothing leftMoved onWrote these words asTime incurredIn burden of wrongsAnd failure withinI know my sunWill rise againTruth todayGone tomorrowHappiness is cleansedWith sorrowExausted lonlinessIn love and spiritBecause someones soulsAre too coldTo hear itRacing timeTo beat the patternLost withinLike nothing matters+Brown Recluse+-2009-

Without This Woman
+Without This Woman+ @ Eternity converged Triangular stars upon my heartParallel universes closing in on meLove starved soulSpiraling the voices in my headGalloping horse rhythmEchoing reflections in my memoryMoonlight/SunlightCollide in black whole of infancyLeaving a rippleIn the water of my lifeSlamming convulsionsFading blue moonSunset glow When I think about The reasons whyI LOVE YOUThats why I cryIn the sanityGiving me a reasonTo try As I take timeFrom yesterdayI realizeI onlyStopTimeFor you Thoughts ofSunshine fireIn yourEyesSweltering heatInRain stormComforting transitionsLikeDarknessFrom dawnPulsars Beat of my heartHollowBlackLonelinessOf myUniverseInterruptedByExploding stars Turning back the time To where I used to beI seeIt's no longer meAbsorbing your voiceIn a wordHearing your thoughtsIn my heartWalking among the remnantsOf discarded leavesOn a quest for eternitys visionWith the roar of hells doorAt my back Cold receding daysLongMistyBrightNovemberNightWords from

My Sun
+My Sun+Last nightI dreamedOf how I wishedThings were different then Tears fell like hailFor the times I failedAnd all I've missed out inYou areMy lightIn theDarkest dawnThe thing in my life that Makes meWant to go onLatelyI've been feeling likeSomething's very wrongThe days pass slowWithout youThey all Seem very longI can't forgetThe yesterdaysWe never got to haveHow did it come to be This way?Why did I getSo mad?All I can say is, your my SunAnd I will always beYour DadI hope that when you think of meThat you forget the badAnd when I'm gone away from you You never get too sadUnderstandingComes in timeBut when does forgiveness come?At the end of the lineI sayWhen all isSaid and done+Brown Recluse+ -2009-

Quotes
Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine as children do. It's not just in some of us; it is in everyone. And as we let our own lights shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.

Nymphetamine
Laid to the river Midsummer, I waved A "V" of black swans On with hope to the grave And though Red September With skies fire-paved I begged you appear Like a thorn for the holy ones Cold was my soul Untold was the pain I faced when you left me A rose in the rain.... So I swore to the razor That never, enchained Would your dark nails of faith Be pushed through my veins again Bared on your tomb I'm a prayer for your loneliness And would you ever soon Come above onto me? For once upon a time On the binds of your loneliness I could always find the slot for your sacred key Six feet deep is the incision In my heart, that barless prison Discoulours all with tunnel vision Sunsetter... Nymphetamine Sick and weak from my condition This lust, this vampyric addiction To Her alone in full submission None better... Nymphetamine Nymphetamine, Nymphetamine... Nymphetamine girl. Nymphetamine, Nymphetamine... My Nymphetamine girl. Wicked with your charm I'm circled like prey Back in the forest

Music Lyrics
When you search for your inner lightAnd you've opened every doorI come to see you againLike so many, many times before I am the demonIn your mindI will make you blindI will make you blindIt's like you're dreamingAnd I'm schemingTo stay inside your mindInside your mind So you dare to raise me againIn the cold embrace of nightI'm your guide and your flame of lifeI'm the edge if a sharpened knife I'm liquid fireI am here to eat your flesh and mindYour flesh and mindI have the answers to your questionsSeek and you shall findYes, you shall find Now drink this holy cup of poisonDrink this blood of mineAnd I will ease your painJust let me be inside your veinsDon't you worry 'bout tomorrowPerhaps tomorrow never comesWhen you are lonely in the darkThe only friend you've got is me I am the demonIn your mindI have made you blindI've made you blindIt's like you're dreamingAnd I'm schemingForever in your mindInside your mind I'll take you away to my dark domainNo worries now I'll ease your

Announcement
I have thought about this for MANY years & agonized over the decision. I have for a long time been unhappy in My male body. I just never felt "right". With the help of My wonderful Sis, I have chosen to take matters into My own hands & change into who I was meant to be....a beautiful woman. The road will be a long one, but one well worth it.

Crying Child
My name is Chris,I am three,My eyes are swollen.I cannot see.I must be stupid,I must be bad,What else could have made,My daddy so mad?I wish I were better,I wish I weren't ugly,Then maybe my mommy,Would still want to hug me....I can't do a wrong,I can't speak at all,Or else I'm locked up,All day long.When I'm awake,I'm all alone,The house is dark,My folks aren't home.When my mommy does come home,I'll try and be nice,So maybe I'll just get,One whipping tonight.I just heard a car,My daddy is back,From Charlie's barI hear him curse,My name is called,I press myself,Against the wall.I try to hide,From his evil eyes,I'm so afraid now,I'm starting to cry.He finds me weeping,Calls me ugly words,He says its my fault,He suffers at work.He slaps and hits me,And yells at me more,I finally get free,And run to the door.He's already locked it,And I start to bawl,He takes me and throws me,Against the hard wall.I fall to the floor,With my bones nearly broken,And my daddy continues,With more bad words s

Thoughts....
This is a test (from me and to myself) to see how well I know myself. Obviously I know my name. (I choose not to tell you my real name though) :) I know my age. (though I could be lying about that too ^_^) I know where I live. (Okay I definitely lied there lol, pick one out of my photo albums... ^_^) I know that I hate school, but some things are fun like the electives. Its hard though. Criminal Justice for example, is hard but interesting. Im on my last year of english but it suckssss. I'm stuck on math and may have to do some credits at Adult School to finish up my math credits in an easier way. I wanted to do a blood drive but I don't know where to look for people who are interested in helping. I get headaches alot. I smoke ... and I drink alot. I have as much fun as I can. I take whatever opportunity sounds good to me, if it seems like a once in a lifetime chance, or taking whatever I can get. Bad things have happened to me... but lets not go there. I try to focus on the good, bu

Feelings
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Songs For Myself And Other Local Bands, If You Want One Just Pm
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Caddy My Maine Coon Pride And Joy
A heuristic is a "rule-of-thumb", advice that helps an AI program or human think and act more efficiently by directing thinking in an useful direction.Some of these heuristics are age-old wisdom, bordering on cliche, but most are actually helpful.If you want something done, do it yourselfComment: Obviously true, and doing it is usually very good for your self esteem. A surprising amount of work can be done this way, and experts are not always necessary. However, there is a risk of becoming overworked if you try to do everything yourself - we all need other people after all.Never procrastinate anything you can do right nowComment: Very powerful. There are many things that can be fixed or solved with a minimum of effort, but are often pushed aside as unimportant. Unfortunately they won't go away, and in time the feelings of guilt for not having done them will make you even less likely of fixing the problems.When you have several things you could be doing and don't know which to do: Just

Where Has My Brain Gone
You know lately it has become harder and harder to just care about everything anymore. I mean What do you do when you realize theres no point? I say this only because in the last few months so much has happened to make me care less about the world. My son has been moved to Washigton because his mother is Evil and likes to use our son against me to get her way, when I put my foot down and said I had enough she packed up the kids and runs away taking from me the best part of my life. She stalks me through here and various other methods and not just me but the people I care about. I can't have a relationship because I'm so worried that she will destroy it. I'm back in college but it has even lost the excitement of making my future better. I lost the only job I've had in 2 years because if I didn't quit some employees and a supervisor would have killed me for sticking up for myself. I'm still in love with a woman who I now realize will never love me like that again because I'm a fuckin

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My Thoughts
When people walk in and out of your life it's harder to let them in than it is to let them go, Because every fairy tale has an ending!When life get's uncontrollable It's easier to sit back and watch life pass you buy than it is to stand there and fight!When people say horrible and judgmental thing's to you it's easier to beat there ass than it is to tell them how you really feel.When you are forced to do something you have never done before it's hard to accept the fact that you can't change people's way of thought than it is to move on and deal with it.When you think that anything good is never gonna happen to you it's easier to let it pass you buy than it is to fight for what you believe in even if it means that you stand alone.It's harder to believe sweet and honest word's when all you have heard is lie's! It seems to be easier to follow others foot print's than it is to make your own and be your own person and create your life on your own.It's hard not to cry when all you feel is pa

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Just My Thoughts
I just wanted to blog to test this out, I never did a blog before. I think I might start though. Does anyone ever read these? If they do let me know. If enough people do then maybe I will start. Who knows I might actually have something to say that is interesting. If nothing else I am a pretty good speller, which is a relief compared to some of the people I have come across on here who are on the shy side of literate. I am guessing those folks probably don't come here to the blog section anyway. Okay that is enough about nothing.

Ya Boi Is Up On The Block
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Food For Thought ...
Go placidly amid the noise and haste,and remember what peace there may be in silence.As far as possible without surrenderbe on good terms with all persons.Speak your truth quietly and clearly;and listen to others,even the dull and the ignorant;they too have their story. Avoid loud and aggressive persons,they are vexations to the spirit.If you compare yourself with others,you may become vain and bitter;for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself.Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans. Keep interested in your own career, however humble;it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time.Exercise caution in your business affairs;for the world is full of trickery.But let this not blind you to what virtue there is;many persons strive for high ideals;and everywhere life is full of heroism. Be yourself.Especially, do not feign affection.Neither be cynical about love;for in the face of all aridity and disenchantmentit is as perennial as the grass. Take kin

My Thoughts
What has come over meWhat madness taken hold of my heartTo run away, the only answerPulling me awayTo fall upon the nightThe source of my recoverySweet shadow taking hold of the lightAnother day has been devouredCalling me away, begging the questionWhy For saving me from all they've takenLetting my armor fall againGiving me the strength to face themFeeling it taking over nowOn a path to take it all awayThere can be no better way of knowing [Chorus]In a world beyond controllingAre you going to deny the saviorIn front of your eyesStare into the nightPower beyond containingAre you going to remain a slave forThe rest of your lifeGive into the night This self discoveryRedemption taking hold of my mindA serenade of haunting voicesCalling me awayTo feast upon the nightSo much felicityDark maiden taking hold of my handLead me away from hibernationStrong and unafraidNever a question why For saving me from all they've takenLetting my armor fall againGiving me the strength to face themFeeling

New Bill To Aid Vets Hurt By Agent Orange
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Understanding The Social Standings .. The Fubar Food Chain
I can't get over the amount of smugness and right to ownership that the clique of regular MUMMers display. I recently posted a MUMM as a lark and a cheap way of getting points and Fu bucks. I don't deny my motives I'm sure I'm not the first person to do it.

My Peom
beautiful face, I'm shy to talk to you. You're the eagle I must watch No matter what I do. You're the beauty, wild and free, The mistress of my eyes, Rolling through exultant air, Alone in pristine skies. I would take you for my own Could I but have your wings, Could I but go where night begins And frozen sunlight sings. Could I but have you for my love, How might we fly together! But I must watch you from below And long for you forever. But I must be the one below And long for you forever.

The Halloween Witch
The Halloween WitchEach year they parade her about ... the traditional Halloween witch. Misshapen green face, stringy scraps of hair, and a toothless mouth beneath her disfigured nose. Gnarled, knobby fingers twisted into a claw, protracting from a bent and twisted torso that lurches about on wobbly legs.Most think this abject image to be the creation of a prejudiced mind, or merely a Halloween caricature. I disagree. I believe this to be how witches were really seen.Consider that most witches: were women, were abducted in the night, and smuggled into dungeons or prisons under the secrecy of darkness, to be presented by the light of day as a confessed witch.Few, if any, saw a frightened, normal looking woman being dragged into a secret room filled with instruments of torture. To be questioned until she confessed to anything that was suggested to her, and to give names or whatever would stop the questions. Crowds saw the aberration denounced to the world as a self-proclaimed witch.As th

Survey Questions
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. How many times would you like to cum? 19. Do you like foreplay? 20. What is foreplay to you? 21. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Help Me Please
Hello Fu-Universe, I know this is a great place and I don't really like doing this but I really need your help. Why do I need it well things have taken a bad turn for me, my dad sold the house we shared and sat me on the street. So in a few weeks I am homeless because my own (german) government let's me run in loops in order to get their help. At the end they don't seem like a great help at all. My idea is to do something for my education and get a better degree so i plan on going to a college. What costs unfortunately some money. I can come up with some on my own but it not enough to pay for the first year at the community college. Now this is where your help comes in in shape of a donation. How much you donate is up to you. Every donation gets me a step closer. Everyone who donates will get a personal thank you email from me and if requested will be mentioned in this blog until I came up with something nicer. Here is the link for the donation page

A Country Song By Me
SLOW DANCEHave you everwatched kidsOn a merry-go-round?Or listened tothe rainSlapping on the ground?Ever followed abutterfly's erratic flight?Or gazed at the sun into the fadingnight?You better slow down.Don't dance sofast.Time is short.The music won'tlast.Do you run through each dayOn the fly?When you ask How are you?Do you hear the reply?When the day is doneDo you lie in yourbedWith the next hundred choresRunning throughyour head?You'd better slow downDon't dance so fast.Time is short.The music won't last.Ever told your child,We'll do ittomorrow?And in your haste,Not see his sorrow?Ever lost touch,Let a good

Newborn
Awkward SilenceOpen your eyes and look inside my twisted world.Hope you realize that I could never go on without you.Open your eyes and see my walls are crashing down.Cover my eyes for the last time.Tell me everything I need to know.Knowing me I will always loose control.Take it all away from me.Only do I live today to tell you.Smash my face again for nothing.And you, you're gonna get what you deserve.Open your mind and see that there's much more to me.Hope you realize I know my hope for life's disappearing.Open your mind and please don't leave me hear all alone.Cover my eyes for the last time.Tell me everything I need to know.Knowing me I will always loose control.[Chorus]Every time that you're getting inside my twisted head.I find it's crazy corrupt that I wish you were dead.I keep dealing with all these emotions that are stirring, stirring inside.You know I felt this pain today.It's one of many so it doesn't matter anyway.I keep dealing with all these emotions that are stirring insi

The End
The EndFuck you!3,2,1 your time is up.Shit out of luck too fucked to think to duck.You're lookin for me?Well, I'm huntin for you.I'm ready to handle some business I'm attendin to.Are you ready for this shit?You better ball up your fist bitch.I'ma show you what I'm all about, ride outAnd do it how we do it in the south so watch out!I've got this disease.So stay away from me.Fed up with all the mistakes that you made.Not sure how much more of this I can take.I know I'm through with you, you say Fuck me?Well I say fuck you too.Heart beating faster than a motherfucker.I black out when we're about to kill each other.Served or be served I don't give a fuck.I'm not afraid to take a beating you're the first to get stuck.Are you ready for this shit?You better ball up your fist bitch.Don't believe me? Swear to God fuckin try me!And I'll be the first to show you what you get little bitch!I've got this disease.So stay away from me.[Chorus]You want a fuckin piece of me?!?

Apology
Apology :[Verse one]To my ray of sunshine,you're the only thing that gets me by,and when I think of you,I know in my heart that I never tried from the start[bridge]These feelings I have for you,will never fade awayI just can't be without youSo this is the day, you'll hear me say[chorus]I was wrong, all along.Now I'm tryin' to changeand I'm finally starting to seeIt's my faultThat you're goneand this is my apology.[verse two]I remember the first time,that I looked into your eyesI couldn't believe you were minenow I'm empty inside,how could I leave you behind?[bridge 2]These feelings I have for you,will never fade awayI just can't be without youNow I realize that I wasn't right[chorus][verse three]Now I know, how things should beI'll do anything,you mean everything to me.Please give me one more chanceto be with you again[chorus][chorus 2]I was wrong.Now I'm tryin' to sayThat I'm sorry,can you forgive me?It's my faultThat you're goneand this is my apology.To my ray of sunshine, this is my

Hurt Me
Well what can i say. I am 29 divorced and have 3 beautiful wonderful kids that are 7 , 9, and 11. I have been through a lot in my life and tired of all the bullshit. My marriage lasted for about 6yrs and then been through 3 other serious relationships since then and all of them didnt work out either. Im the kind of guy that puts all of my heart and soul into something when im serious about certain things. I know what i want and i go after it. Call me stupid but im a determined kind of guy and i dont give up easily. Ive obviously been hurt quite a bit otherwise i wouldnt be putting it all out there like this. I dont know what i can do to change things to make people see how i really am cause i do a really good job of hiding things now. Cause every time i show how i really am i end up getting hurt all of the time. Its the people that i am right in front of that have been there the whole time that dont even see it cause they are too blind or dumb to even notice that right in front of them

The Flag
It thore out my heart,It shred it apart.I lost all my faith...I even lost trust. I miss all friends,I miss all thouse timesWhen happiness strived,When I felt so free. Now even when homeI cant get awayFrom all of that hazeAnd mud on face. I live with my guiltMy filthy old handsAre covered in bloodAnd scars cover heart. How do you explainThe war to some one?How can u tellThe loved ones your done? So dead on the inside,So thorn and so gone,So tired of pain,So sick of regrets. How do you explainThe death someone?How do you reclaimYour heart that's far gone? Pretend to be strong...While dieing inside.And being so tough...While feeling so gone. Pretending to laugh...While crying inside.Pretendin to beWhat they wonna see. Disarmed in physical estate Alarmed by visual mandate In disarray without a fate For my redemption it's to late

You Mean Nothing To Me Anymore
Let the curtain fall on me and you Let the lights go out and blow out the fuse No strings attached between me and you Amazing it seems You mean nothing to me anymore Acquainted as we are expected to be When we grow up You remind me of not letting go Disabled by fear to be on my own Having a twin as your lover You'll never be free

Dear God
A lonely road, crossed another cold state lineMiles away from those I lovePurpose hard to findWhile I recall all the words you spoke to meCan't help but wish that I was thereBack where I'd love to be, oh yeahDear God the only thing I ask of you Is to hold her when I'm not aroundWhen I'm much too far awayWe all need that person who can be true to youBut I left her when I found herAnd now I wish I'd stayed'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tiredI'm missing you again, oh noOnce againThere's nothing here for me on this barren roadThere's no one here while the city sleepsAnd all the shops are closedCan't help but think of the times I've had with youPictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeahDear God the only thing I ask of you isTo hold her when I'm not around, When I'm much too far awayWe all need that person who can be true to youI left her when I found herAnd now I wish I'd stayed'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tiredI'm missing you again oh noOnce againSome search, never finding a

My Personal Opinion "warning You Might Not Agree"!
Don'ts for parents: 1. Don't throw your 3yr olds b-day party with strippers and kegs. 2. use your kid to pick up chicks no matter how cute he/she is. 3. bet with kids and collect when they lose the bet. 4. help with homework when drunk because your kid will be put in special classes for thinking 2+2=chair. 5. teach your kid or anyone elses kid to fetch beer even if you are to drunk to make it to the fridge/cooler. 6. let your kid give the family pet a hair cut (fiddo will not be happy) 7. let you kid have coffee even if they say the other parent said they could it is a trick don't fall for it. 8. let your kid use aluminum foil instead of a bicycle helmet it is not the same. Know matter how much you put on. 9. let your kid stand on top of the tv in place of the antenna even if you throw cheez it crackers at them for food, if they have a sippy cup and you get better reception with the kid. 10. give the kid something to drink by opening the bathroom door and flushin

Subservience
The lazy streets are undemandingI walk into the crowd..In starbucks you get yourCoffee or that lemonadeWhere people dress just snazzy..Beauty so unavoidable everywhereIts there I sit and wonder "Do I Dare?"But on the cellphone I text to herI'm nothing I want to beShe was a super model..And one wouldn`t know theDifference would you?Modern namesLike jackie or mandyAnd modern bodies again..0n Beach BoulevardI never felt so lonelyNever felt so out of placeI never wanted something more!But on the sitesI am anything I want to be She was beauty model For Robert Powers... On the cellphone I amAny heightI am any age I want to beShe could be a caped crusader orSupergirl, even middle aged...And you wouldnt knowThe difference would you?

In God We Trust
Here's your chance to let the media know where the people stand on our faith in God, as a nation. NBC is presently taking a poll on "In God We Trust" to stay on our American currency. Please send this to every Christian you know so they can vote on this important subject. Please do it right away, before NBC takes this off their web page.. Poll is still open so you can vote: http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/10103521/ This is not sent for discussion. If you agree forward it, if you don 't, delete it. By my forwarding it, you know how I feel. I'll bet this is going to be a surprise to NBC.

Poems
I've come to realize that no matter how nice i am and treat everyone with respect i never get it back sometimes,if you've needed something and if i had enough to go around i shared if you was hungry and i was eating I've shared more then the last bite. every time you had someone new come around i set in the back and played my part I've never played and broken your heart on purpose. no matter how many times i was there for anyone to fall back on,gave them my shoulder to cry on,my ear to listen to what makes them ill. I've made some more friends and lost quite a few even though we got bad blood don't mean i wont be there for you if your hurt and need a helping hand or got you back against the wall in a fight facing all odds ill still come help you out and ride it out if you needed a ride and i had transportation i came and helped you out I've turned alot of wrenches and busted all my knuckles and lost alot of skin but i got you back rolling and wanted nothing. No matter how

For Her
Lying beside you, here in the dark Feeling your heart beat with mind Softly you whisper, you're so sincere How could our live be so blind We sailed on together We drifted apart And here you are by my side So now I come to you, with open arms Nothing to hide, believe what I say So here I am with open arms Hoping you'll see what your love means to me Open arms Living without you, living alone This empty house seems so cold Wanting to hold you, wanting you near How much I wanted you home But now that you've come back Turned night into day I need you to stay So now I come to you, with open arms Nothing to hide, believe what I say So here I am with open arms Hoping you'll see what your love means to me Open arms

Magic And Powers In General
To start this I would like to ask the reader a simple question, "Do you believe in an individual actually having powers?". Now powers can range from having a sixth sense to actually being able to make things happen with the mind. I have been interested in this subject since I was young enough to actually make decisions of what I like and don't like. My personal opinion, and I'd like to note this is from experience, is that these 'powers' do exist and people have been able to tap into them since the beginning of time. I have had many weird things happen to myself in the last 10 years. Call it coincidence or pure luck, but I have made statements out-loud or even thought of something that has came true within a short period of time. In a later blog I will give a few examples of where I have personally experienced these happenings.

Worlds In My Head
The parralllel transicities of the universes in my head would puzzle even the most educated of men. The gradual incline from world to world would throw even einstien. The many hardships in my conciuos existence have manifested many more. and my undieing love has created one so beautiful one could not even comprehend from the deranged pschopaths to the cardiotherasik neurologist. from the crack fiend to the little pot head on the corner.imagine if life was an adventure but were is the adventure.what if life was just somone elses thoughts? then that would mean that there would be an infinite number of thoughts to be acted out.Now what about the guy

Witchcraft And Othere Things
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Random Thoughts
My heart is heavy, my heart is broke. It takes your breath, and it makes you choke. The pain will take you to a dark place and eat you alive. Loving someone will only get your heart broken. The tears will roll and you will ache. Love is a lie, love is untrue. It will eat you alive and leave you blue. I look into your eyes and see the real you, and it makes me wonder why you do the tings you do. People

The Right Way To Do It!!!!!
Its all about the sex.Getting in and out.Busting in and out.Screaming loud, Cussing words you've never heard before.Going into imaginary land.Feeling the highest state of ecstasy.The inner freak is coming out.Sex is what it's all about. No more hiding.Going hard, going deep.Constantly in and out.Slow and Quick. Soft and Violent.Open your mouth.Baby begging for anal.Too big, so use my finger.1 finger, 2 finger, 3? no more.She is a true nymph.nutting freely like a rain shower.Swallow some, swallow it all.Don't like to swallow? I'll clog the back your throat.Then you won't vomit!Choke you, romp you.Swing you over there.Have my way as always.No other way is best.Moans, groans, the only noises you make.Never-ending. Unable to stop.Loss of consciousness, out for the night.Sleeping deeply. She's gone.Turned her views, changed her ways.Come to my side. The good side.Reality you never knew existed.Next time, make it a threezie.Some for one, More for all!

Rising To Nothing
Nothing i was, nothing i am, and for always nothing to be. not even a speckle of dust or ash upon the earth. why cant anyone see me? a ghost i must be. a ghost i am. a ghost i will forever be. quiet and alone, the 2 things i hate most, i must live with for eternity. no one to go but myself. no person except me. demons parade around me, my life. suffering is all i expect. torment is all i live for. the past haunts me, the future taunts me, the present is just lonely. no one to see, no one to please, no one to love. blood is how we live, it decays with death, and forever pleasures ourself. its as if im the invisible man of whom no one sees, no one cares about, and no one wants to see. ignoring me. ignoring my existance. ignoring this life on earth. i have been placed in the wrong realm of reality. i belong in the underworld with the shame and recluses i so long deserve. desiring one, i do. desiring the world, never. noticed i never will be. unknown for eternity. so here i am, risen to no

Truth Behind
Biblical scholars have argued from time to time that December 25th was not the actual birth date of Christ. It was just adopted as a day to celebrate the birth of Christ as a Christian substitute to the Roman festival Saturnalia in the third century. Saturnalia was celebrated as the Feast of Sun and was actually considered the birth date of the Sun God of the Romans. Catholic priests held a special mass that day for Christ and thus, it came to be known as 'Christ-mass' or 'Christmas'.

Taxes Destroy Jobs, Not Create Them
Last week, the White House hosted a "Forum on Jobs and EconomicGrowth" to address the soaring unemployment rate and to discuss newways and policies to promote job growth. This is not the first timePresident Obama has attempted to address the nation's job crisis, andthere are real doubts whether he'll be more successful this timearound.When President Obama took office in January, the unemployment rate was7.6 percent. He quickly called for action and in March he signed intolaw a $787 billion "stimulus" package that would allegedly create 3.3million net jobs and "save" millions more.Since then, 3.4 million more netjobs have been lost, pushing the unemployment rate above 10 percent. In short, the president's "stimulus" package, which was supposed tocap unemployment at eight percent, failed horribly. This is becauseevery dollar Congress 'injects' into the economy must first be taxedor borrowed out of the economy. Therefore, the morethe government spends, the more taxes Americans will have

The Graceful One
Graceful beauty yet untouched Not ever truly seen Beneath the gossamer veils The beautiful chaos lives It breathes and grows A beautiful contradiction Words that cannot truly express Never what people see Nor able to be what they want Not perfect, not beautiful, always wrong The graceful beauty of chaos in my soul

What Time Is It?
Sorry to imform those who don't give a damn whether i rate/fan you, but your time is up!! Find someone else........ For the Fu-Friends n Family who appreciate not when i rate/fan them, but my friendship as well: You're in the clear!!

Dark Side
Run, run, run......i'm here for my fun now....you thought it was safe to fuck with my mind. But you've awakened the side of me that I kept away for everyones own good. Thought it was all fun and games, but little did you know I was keeping tabs on who and where. I am gonna rape your fucking mind and destroy your fucking soul...you tried to do it to me. But I'm gonna make your nightmare a reality for you and I...We gonna dance all night until I'm tired. Don't cry now, cause all the knives you put in my back and my heart, are now laid in front of you. If I were you I'd run..But hey the door is locked..If you want the key, explain why you think you should have it... Explain why you still have my heart... Explain why you thought

Things About Me
Favorite Flower: Lilies with Orchids I like to eat grilled cheese with mariinara sauce I don't like to play footsie once i can feel the other persons toe nails. i hate it when people fidget i love all fashion era's between the 30's and 60's I hate the 80's full of coke and bad clothes i like white gold better then yellow gold I love words by Dr. Maya Angelou I've seen someone die, I wouldn't choose to forget it I've had my heart broken more than once i used to and still do love shows like: Family guy, the cleveland show, The old Girl's next door, Doug from Nickelodean and the rugrats, power rangers, vr troopers, sailor moon, the vampire diaries, secret life of an american teenager, 7th heaven, party of 5, full house, family matters, the cosby show, and most of all Fresh Prince of bel air. Movies: I hate scary movies, I watched one in theatre's i'm not the kinda girl that'll just jump out and hold your hand. I will jump out and leave the theatre. lol. I love comedies, acti

Vindicated
It was a ravishing Sarcophagus Anointed with alluring gems of Hyacinth and Onyx Fitted for a Queen, A women with beauty of the fabulous Houri of the Turk For her to lay in the abyss of eternity with her only beloved in Luxor It is an astonishing Sarcophagus The envy of all the Mediterranean She who lay inside will be glorified in history It is the perfect Sarcophagus To deliver thy Queen upon Anubis He will take her prematurely It is a curious Sarcophagus In that the Queen still walks Why the luxury for this fallen women It is a mysterious Sarcophagus To be banished from the world herein And her dishonor with it It is a disgraceful Sarcophagus Which inside lies no Queen, in fact, But the Harlot who thought she was It is an avenged Sarcophagus For tramp who murdered the Queens heart Now lays with scarabs It was a mercifuless Sarcophagus Not only buried was the cold body of a young girl slain But the unforgiving heart of a humiliated Queen It i

Thoughts From An Epiphany
So in any normal circumstance I'd never post anything here, but I figured I might give it a try. Actually, I was a frequent blogger years and years ago back during my undergraduate days (wow, I'm starting to feel old just thinking about it. And I just barely graduated a year ago as of Dec 13th here in 2 days). BUT, looking back on it; I see how immature I was back then. And as I've gotten a bit older, posts are fewer and far between; unless it seems important or something of relevance. Now on with the post... Abandonment? Meaning (as defined by Merriam-Webster) "given up." A lot of things can come to mind when you think "abandoned" (or any form of the word). Myself? It unfortunately brings back a lot of painful memories. Memories I never thought I'd ever remember. Not until 2 nights ago... I was on the phone with one of my best friends in Shreveport and while I was speaking, I happened to mention a few things on my mind. In particular, my string of horrible luck in relationships...

My Angel
For never more will my heart be cold, for thee I tell you, I now have a heart of gold, now that I have you to hold. We now hold the keys to each others hearts and souls.So listen to the sounds of our bodies as the story is told, for we may never know what will unfold.I love the gentle touch of your hands, as they warm my body and touch my soul.I love the gentle touch of your lips for they are never neither rough nor are they ever cold. I love the soft words that you speak as they caress my mind and make me whole.I longed for the moment that we are joined together as one, now my love the story of our bodies starts to be told, with you for me to ever hold. ©WMW2004 I'm slippin and fallin and can't get up, I'm slippin and fallin and can't get up, I'm slippin and fallin and can't get up and if this is a dream then damn sure don't wake me up; but if this is truely reality then please lord don't make it a fatality...Lord hear my cries and hear my pleads if this is truely an angel yo

Skins
Here's a new skin I just made for Lisa-Jane. Here's a preview http://www.fubar.com/user.php?u=1054814&preview_skin=1054511 To rip it to your profile use this URL http://www.fubar.com/myskins.php?rip=1054511

Lyric Thingys I Like
Whatcha thinking wearing that skirt? Whatcha thinking being a flirt? Whatcha thinking wearing PVC? Whatcha thinking? Whatcha thinking? Whatcha thinking smelling like a dead hand? Whatcha thinking digging that band? Whatcha thinking doing your dance? Whatcha thinking? Whatcha thinking?

For Thought
Shrouding all the ground around meIs this holy crow above me.Black as holes within a memoryAnd blue as our new second sun.I stick my hand into his shadowTo pull the pieces from the sand.Which I attempt to reassembleTo see just who I might have been.I do not recognize the vessel,But the eyes seem so familiar.Like phosphorescent desert buttonsSinging one familiar song...

Just In Case
Here I am its almost 7 am and I havnt gone to sleep yet. I just cant get someone off my mind. Its rather silly I know, since I hardly know her and we just barley started talking. She just seems so down to earth and cool. Granted most people start out like that but thats not the point Ive sat here the last

Thoughts From Beyond The Living
hey first blog. put em up. LOL First and foremost i neeed to enter the newest theory that sprung from my mind today. health care is nothing more than a scam to force the general population to conform to neofacist docterins designed to clone us and then sterilize us so the World population growth can be dropped to nothing, allowing the government total control over our lives. Next........i'm at a lost, i not good about talking aboutt myself..... so please forgive if my thoughts are chaotic. oh i got stopped tonight. cop was going for glory bust. kept trying to get me to say i had drugs on me or in my car. which i didn't. but i also didn't have my liscence. which due to being so angry about not gettin his glory bust, he completely forgot about it, let me fof on a warning for failure to use my blinkers. freaking glory hounds.

Stupid People
what the fuck is up with people nowadays.everyone thinks they are the shit i mean its ok to have some convidence but dont get stupid with it.And jealousy ok yeeah who fuckin cares who you date or your fu-married to just in case you didnt know fubar is fake its not real life so wake up dumbasses

Spotlight Glory
So I have been on the Fu for two years (almost three) and I have never attempted to get the spotlight. Well I'm not to far away from Godfather and feel like getting the spotlight would help me reach it or at least get very very close. So I am calling on all my friends, and their friends and their friends to donate fubucks and your whoring out skills to me.

Sex Application
NAUGHTY APPLiCATiON" Best and hottest one will get a reply......1. Your Name:2. Age:3. Favorite position (s)?4. Do you think I'm hot?5. Would you have sex with me?6. lights on or off?7. Would you have to be drunk?8. Would you take a shower with me?9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me?10. Would you leave after or stay the night?11. Do you like cuddling afterwards?12. Condom or skin?13. Do you give Oral pleasures?14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures?15. Have sex on the first date?16. Would you kiss me during sex?17. Do you think I would be good in bed?18. Threesome?20. How many times would you like to cum?21. Would you use me as a booty call?21. Can I use you as a booty call?22. Do you like foreplay?23. What is foreplay to you?24. Can we take pictures of the act?25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Remebering
I sit her thinking about the yr ending in 2 days , its got me thinking. Another decade is gone and what do i remember. I remember the loss of 2 cusions, Kevin and John both gone to soon .. john at 15 and just a month ago. My Uncle Joe, lost him last week. And most of all my Grandpa @ yrs ago . I miss them and always will.

Real Stupidity...
LOL this person didnt look at my profile and was stupid enough to say they were 20 when their profile says 19, and they only got the account 12 days ago, then on top of it all they post professional looking pictures a whole 2.... what sadest is there are idiots that will believe them.. http://fubar.com/user/3706024 carla: Hi, how are you? I am carla and i am 20 and i am looking for a hot guy to play with or maybe a serious relationships to share my life with so, i attached my picture here so you can see my looks.. or maybe we can talked on private window.. I am online on my y=a=h=o=o and just add me, its carlasmith08=@=y=a=h=o=o.=c=o=m or (just remove the = sign to read my email addy) or just give me your email ID.. hope to talk to you soon.. I am badly waiting for you.. thanks for reading my message.. see ya!.. its me its my pleasure to meet you we can chat anytime you want.. to get more of each other... we can chat now.. love to see you soon carla...

Thanks
Well I finally made it to ANGEL. With a lot of help from some great friends. First and foremost I want to say thank you to my beautiful and loving girlfriend, Brittany Brutality. Without you buying the bombs and auto's I would have never made it as far as I did. And lets not forget all the pimp outs either. I love you my Princess.

Happy New Year Friends.
Hi Friends Happy New Year to all of you, hope it will be a awesome new year it is now 2010 wow imagine that so hard to think I been on here sence 2006 wow I have made alot of good awesome friends and had some good time and great times and bad times of course like we all have this site of course is something else it was alot better back then as cherry tap but of course we all know times and things are for ever changing who knows mite change again sometime huh. I have made some awesome new friends so far this new year and also last yr of course still have a few old good friends from my first start of the day back in 2006 never thought id be on a site this long wow and still single on top of that hmmm hehe but of course those who know me or of me on here know that there is a reason why I am single and stay that way but of course for those who read this and don't know well the reason is because I collect pet snakes its posted right on the front page of this profile even in big letters but

Wildthing9959
life can really mess u up. exspeacaily after ur husband of 18 yrs divorces u then a year later comes back into ur life,buys u a wedding ring and then a week later leaves u again for another women!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Don't Like It .... Don"t Look ...
.... well it astounds me sumtimes how selfish and self centered people can b but fubar seems to b able to show that side of people regularly... which is sad as hell to me...case in point.. my very best friend just had a birthday and out of the hundreds of people that call him their friend only a few of us did anything for him for his bday... do u have any idea how disgusting that is? this man makes bday salutes buys vips and blasts and bling packs for all his close friends on their bday but they couldnt even do a damn thing for him. i would have done more then i did if he would have let me but of course he wouldnt lol. now mind u im not 1 that buys into all the fubar bullshit anyways because lets face it ur payin money for pictures and points and nuthin thats real but still it would have shown that u cared at least a lil about sumone other then urself ... sumone who's been there for u when ur man hurt u or let u down or u needed sumone to talk to or sumone just to make u smile... he's

Soldiers Poem
For all the free people that still protest. You're welcome. We protect you and you are protected by the best. Your voice is strong and loud, but who will fight for you? No one standing in your crowd. We are your fathers, brothers, and sons, wearing the boots and carrying guns. We are the ones that leave all we own, to make sure your future is carved in stone. We are the ones who fight and die, We might not be able to save the world, Well, at least we try. We walked the paths to where we are at and we want no choice other than that. So when you rally your group to complain, take a look in the back of your brain. In order for that flag you love to fly wars must be fought and young men must die. We came here to fight for the ones we hold dear. If that's not respected, we would rather stay here. So please stop yelling, put down your signs, and pray for those behind enemy lines. And then when the conflict is over and all is well, be thankful that we chose to go through hell.

Faintwhisper
I have stared at a hollow grave. The waves of my life just rock me to sleep. It's the only thing I feel I have to help. And when I am asleep my haunted memories let the nightmares unfold me. No matter how hard I try I can't help but remember it. Don't fall down because an angel should never touch the ground he says. And I'm higher than I was yesterday. Believe me. But I'm a shattered torn tree in a deciduous forest. You can grab me by my waist and never let go. I'm waiting for the answer. I'm waiting in the deep silence. I'm waiting to fight through what's right and what's wrong to get me to you.

Feeling....
in life we are ruled by feeling..i wonder why. At times and think about it late at night and come up with nothing... and no matter how hard i try i keep getting the same old feeling for some one i care for and i feel as i mean nothing to her...so i ask what should i do ?

~true Feelings~
WITH TEARFUL EYES MY HEART SAYS YES WITH BREATHLESS STEPS MY SOUL SAYS GUESS YOU MADE ME THINK ABOUT MY LOVE FOR YOU I'VE THOUGHT ABOUT IT TWICE SADLY ITS QUITE NOT TRUE YOU CRY AND TELL ME NO BCUZ MY TEARS HAVE BEEN SHED NOW THAT YOU ARE LONELY IM CRYING IN MY BED.

Jokes
God was missing for six days. Eventually, Michael, the archangel, found him, resting on the seventh day.He inquired of God. "Where have you been?"God sighed a deep sigh of satisfaction, and proudly pointed downwards through the clouds, "Look, Michael. Look what I've made."Archangel Michael looked puzzled, and said, "What is it?""It's a planet," replied God, "and I've put Life on it. I'm going to call it Earth and it's going to be a great place of balance.""Balance?" inquired Michael, still confused.God explained, pointing to different parts of earth. "For example, northern Europe will be a place of great opportunity and wealth, while southern Europe is going to be poor. Over there I've placed a continent of white people, and over there is a continent of black people. Balance in all things,"God continued pointing to different countries. "This one will be extremely hot, while this one will be very cold and covered in ice."The Archangel, impressed by God's work, then pointed to a land are

Whatever
time to rebuild the wall around my heart..he chipped it away stone by stone and he wasn't even trying..i know he'll never love me..no biggie..no man ever has..but i'm content to sit and love him..be his friend..whatever..there's no one i'm hurting but myself..there's no one in the real world that is even semi-interested..the few i have met on line who are even remotely close by are just playing the same old games..so who cares? i've tried to push him out..let someone else in..but no one comes close..it's my life..i'll live alone die alone..doesn't really matter anymore..i'm not letting myself cry over it..

Sinful Rawker
I dont mean to bug you . . . but I need two seconds of your timeand a click of your cursor. Are you game?I am in a contest to win a Happy Hour . . . Please rate the picture below for me!! Thank you so much in advance!!

Prayers Needed
I was asked to Post this From the local Newpaper in Clinton Iwoa For My Sinfully Deb. Her Sister on here some of You know as Bi-Sexy Molly and the rest of her Family Died in a tragic House Fire Friday Night... Here is the story from the local paper...Four killed in fireHerald Staff ReportCLINTON — Four people were found dead after a fire late Friday night at a Clinton home.The Clinton Fire Department responded to a fire at 2436 Dunham St. at 11:37 p.m. Friday, where the first firefighters on the scene said light smoke was coming from the structure.According to a release, firefighters encountered moderate smoke and a small fire, and extinguished the blaze within approximately 10 minutes. One occupant escaped the fire without any injuries, according to the release.There were no working smoke detectors in the structure, the release states. Names of the four fatalities have not been released.The fire is under investigation by the Clinton Fire Marshal’s office, Clinton Police De

Funny Shit
I think Santa Claus is a woman....I hate to be the one to defy a sacred myth, but I believe he's a she. Think about it. Christmas is a big, organized, warm, fuzzy, nurturing social deal, and I have a tough time believing a guy could possibly pull it all off! For starters, the vast majority of men don't even think about selecting gifts until Christmas Eve. Once at the mall, they always seem surprised to find only Ronco products, socket wrench sets, and mood rings left on the shelves. On this count alone, I'm convinced Santa is a woman. Surely, if he were a man, everyone in the universe would wake up Christmas morning to find a rotating musical Chia Pet under the tree, still in the bag. Another problem for a he-Santa would be getting there. First of all, there would be no reindeer because they would all be dead, gutted and strapped to the rear bumper of the sleigh amid wide-eyed, desperate claims that buck season had been extended. Blitzen's rack would already be on the way to the tax

Dodgen Bullets
So a couple weeks ago I went to one of my peeps house, got some things, n stayed the nigh. So I woke up at like noon new I had to take off, had to make it back across Tx dirty, so I left. As it turns out a min or two after I left the cops kicked in the door to my friends house, n took folks to jail. This is the second time this has happened, the first was at my bf's house, I took off at like midnight 15 mins later everone went to jail.For what ever reason I think god kinda looks out for me, atleast a lil entrest.

Time To Bitch
This was from http://whatreallyhappened.com/WRHARTICLES/shorebank.php This explains a lot! THE SHOREBANK, OBAMA, CHICAGO CLIMATE EXCHANGE SCAM! Sent in by a reader So . . . You think you know quite a bit about Obama and his band of thieves. Read on and see just how little you know.All of this comes together in the last part... a must read. This is an interesting story put together from various articles and TV shows by the British Times paper.It shows what Obama and his friends are really all about. It's not hope and change, it is money. I warn you, the first part is a little boring, but stick with it.The second part connects all the dots for you (it will open your eyes). The end explains how Obama and all his cronies will end up as multi-billionaires.(It's definitely worth the read. You will not be disappointed). A small bank in Chicago called SHOREBANK almost went bankrupt during the recession. The bank made a profit on its foreign micro-loans (see below) but had lost

Random
I thought before I first saw you,I knew what love was.That, I later found, to be false.You showed me the meaning of True love.I loved you with all my heart,I gave you everything I had to give.I thought our loved would last a lifetime,I was the only one, though,You already knew it wouldn't be forever.You tried to tell me.I always chose not to listen.I only heard what my heart was telling me.If I could go back in time and change things,I wouldn't. I always want the memoriesof you and I together, the way we were -Happy for the most part.I love you still,And I always will.But today my life starts over,Starts over without you.This will be a tough journey for me,But I know I will make it.Life does go on. How long beforeI kiss your sweet lipsAgainTasting the curves ofYour mouthAs we unite.When willI get to hold you in my armsAgainFeeling your soft curvesPressing against my bodyAs we embrace.How many days must pass untilI love you on all levelsAgainIntoxicating you onThe physical, spiritual an

The Johnson Family
Here's the story of a lovely lady Who was bringing up five very lovely kids. All of them had a heart of gold, like their mother, The youngest one in spurts. Here's the story, of a man named Cj, Who was busy with three boys of his own, They were four men, living all together, Yet they were all alone. Till the one day when the lady met this fellow And they knew it was much more than a hunch, That this group would somehow form a family. That's the way we all became the Johnson Bunch. The Johnson Bunch, That's the way we all became The Johnson Bunch. The Johnson Bunch.

This Is So Sad.
Please take the time to say a prayer for Deb “Sinfully Delicious”, she was the only survivor of a house fire late Friday night 1-22-10. Tonya “Bi-Sexy Molly”, another fu-friend, devoted National Guard member also died.

Move Me?
sometimes i feel i'd really like to believe in some kind of higher power out there in the cosmos, or wherever... but i get the feeling that whatever that power might be, he/she/it probably wouldn't like me very much :/

Loser
: ~!~!'s mob of 750 fought with: 2 Armed SCB-304 Submarines, 290 Reinforced Blast Shelters, 279 Leopard II Main Battle Tanks, 469 Tactical Utility Vehicles, 460 Full-Body Tactical Armors, 750 M134D Gatling Guns Levi's mob of 750 (including 2 eligible mercenaries) fought with: 89 Reinforced Blast Shelters, 203 Leopard II Main Battle Tanks, 54 Blast Shelters, 547 Tactical Utility Vehicles, 607 Full-Body Tactical Armors, 750 M134D Gatling Guns

Nice Guys Finish Last
GUY:I'm sorrythat i bought you rosesto tell you that i like youI'm sorryThat I was raised with respectnot to sleep with you when you were drunkI'm sorryThat my body's not ripped enoughto "satisfy" your wantsI'm sorrythat I open your car door,and pull out your chair like I was raisedI'm sorryThat I'm not cute enoughto be "your guy"I'm sorryThat I am actually nice;not a jerkI'm sorryI don't have a huge bank accountto buy you expensive thingsI'm sorryI like to spend quality nights at homecuddling with you, instead of at a clubI'm sorryI would rather make love to you then just screw youlike some random guy.I'm sorryThat I am always the one you need to talk to,but never good enough to dateI'm sorryThat I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car,but when we went out you went home with another guyI'm sorryThat I am there to pick you up at 4am when your new man hit you and dropped you off in the middle of nowhere,but not good enough to listen

Convo
Can't breath, can't see, damn girl why you have to leave me Gave you my heart thought we had a good start but then you Let me see how you can truely be... you made me cry, not kno why... Why you said what you said, Words you didn't mean. But damn you still got me.... I can't believe you walked out on me With tears in my eyes I can see me and you was a lie And we were not ment to be but damn you still got me... You turned your back and never looked back. For yet you See the day you left made me cry and just wanted to die But i held my head up high to let you see one day you'll miss me... But then that time will come and you will see,

Emotions
How do you fight something you can't see... Why do you hold something back that you need to let loose... How do you hold something in that needs to be let out... Why can't emotions be explained as easily as it is felt... Why can't emotions be reprogrammed so they don't hurt when you see a photo from the past... I guess WAR does leave an EMOTIONAL scar on everone....

Taken Love
You loved me Or so you said so But now, now I can't see Why I lie here in bed Wanting to cry My heart is aching as I wonder Where you've gone Why you've torn my heart asunder It's been so long Since I've seen your face You never said, "Goodbye" You hurt me with your need for space All I want to do is cry But the tears won't come In my heart I have an empty place You had to leave me and make me feel dumb Why did you stop Loving me?

Me And What I Like
I have been here a long time and come to realize that what people what, it's takes them a long time to find it. Growing up I sat back and watched how things were done and learned from it. Rather it be friends, relationship, and social habits. The main thing I learned was how a lady should be treated and how relationships should work. Rather it be social, courtship, or marriage. I've been to alot of places either in or out of the states. I'd live in the country or mountains than the city.