Simple Pleasure's blog: "Poems"

I Miss 

I miss his gentle touch and his amazing blue eyes.

I miss the looks on his face and his silly replies.

I miss kissing his lips and hugging him tight.

I miss him every morning and sleeping by him at night.

I miss his wonderful arms and loving embrace.

I miss the love that he gives I can never replace.

I miss his whispers and everytime he says I love you.

I miss him motivating me fo rthe things I must do.

I miss his smiles and his everyday charm.

I miss things about him that may even bring alarm.

I miss the way he made everything seem right.

I miss just being able to see him with my sight.

I mis the love he gave and shown me everyday.

I miss how he brightened my day in everyway.

*****By: Annaliese Edie

WORK IN PROGRESS-STARTED 06/26/2013

I sit here with a wondering mind,

Getting up returning to the grind.

Not knowing who I am anymore,

Finding it harder to actually ignore.

My life feels at a stand still 

And Im not left with a single thrill.

Waking up is harder to do,

Rather just sleep the day through.

But here I am keeping the pace,

With this sullen look upon my face.

Wishing I could just runaway,

But theres nowhere to hide today.

*** By: Annaliese Edie

Going Crazy

Whistling winds stuck in my head

This annoying noise in which I dread.

Im feeling close to the end,

All these colors are starting to blend.

There's something wrong with this picture-

Not to sure Ive used the right mixture.

Tiresome feelings are closing in on me,

So overwhelmed I can no longer see.

That distracting noise it just wont stop,

And the ground beneath me is starting to drop.

The light, its so bright, it's blinding my eyes.

Why the earth surrounding me is trying to rise.

I know it seems that Ive lost my mind,

With this crushing madness that makes me blind.

My ears are still drumming that wasteful beat,

Now the old and the new are going to meet.

Lost in the darkness that's all around,

Screaming, but still not able to be found.

Crushing down around me now with might,

Are disturbing noises and loss of sight.

***By: Annaliese Edie (Feb 13, 2007)

Fear

My heart still beats it's lonely tune

And my souls beat will be that way soon.

Why wont my minds thoughts just stop?

It's causing my emotions to flip-flop.

I wish there was somewhere I could hide,

This life seems like a roller coaster ride.

Soemtimes I wish that I was dead,

Or that I could sleep through life instead.

Lost inside with what i should do,

Wishing I could see death through.

Unhappy thoughts just to waste the time,

Numbing my feelings and commiting a crime.

What are the reasons that m kept around?

For not one of them have I found!

All I do is live my life in fear,

There is nothing left for me to do here.

Ive been trying to run from the fear of my past,

But it seems like my fear is going to last.

**** By:Annaliese Edie

UNTITLED

There is something that is pulling me away

Not to sure if I should go or stay.

In this situation my mind is lost

And my emothions are being tossed.

These mixed emotions are losing me,

I'm blind to myself, I can not see.

I don't understand what Im going through

I from excited to angry to being blue.

Where do I go from here on out

When Im not sure what this is about.

***By: Annaliese Edie

Broken Sadness

There are feelings that are there but are sought

You keep saying that you love me, then not.

How am I suppose to believe all the lies

When I've already given you so many tries. 

My love has always been there and always will

But the relationship we had is not still.

Pain and hurt fill my heart at the thought

And it's hard to deal with the feelings I've fought.

How can you really expect me to stay?

The thing is you still can't change your ways.

I've been lost in confusion of what to do,

Unfortunately the outcome was me losing you.

***By: Annaliese Edie

Empty

What's right?, What's wrong?, What needs to be?

What is there that I need to see?

Fighting with this troubled pain.

Can't seem to make it through the rain.

Life is starting to closin in on me.

My mind is getting ready to flee.

My hearts feels so empty and tired

With all the things it has inquired.

Deciet, heartache and loss is all it can feel,

Im afraid my heart will never heal.

My eye's no longer have their glow

And my soul has seemed to lose it's flow.

*****By: Annaliese Edie (Feb 5th, 2007)

Blank

One day at a time is how I've been taking my life,

And there's a man who asked me to be his wife.

But I'm not sure where I stand with either one,

Though I can say I'm starting to feel very alone.

Have you ever felt like you want to just disappear?

Or that you were already invisible to the ones you thought cared?

Can life overwhelm you beyond your own belief?

And is it hard for you to relax enough for relief?

I've found my own feelings are hard to follow

And that all the hurt isn't easy to swallow.

Truth be known... Im not  sure I know myself. 

Im finding it very hard to deal with the fact that I've fell.

Losing yourself into the darkness overcome with your own thoughts,

Acting like I am a programmed robot.

Wanting to fade away but something keeps you from letting go.

Blankness.... I just do not know.

****By: Annaliese Edie (December 13, 2009)

Silence

The whaling winds are all around,

The rest is silence, there is no sound.

Crushing madness is in my head

Followed by that which is dead.

Something unwinding in my soul,

Where is the feeling that makes me whole.

Im so lost now, left without my pride,

Remembering every moment that I cried.

Losing myself into wishful thinking,

Leaves me with the feeling that Im sinking.

Nowhere to run- nowhere to hide,

My life feels as if it is done.

*** By:Annaliese Edie

Happy Times

I see the peace in your eyes

That I hunt for in life.

I'm jealous you weren't always mine.

And can't wait to be your wife.

There are things that drive me crazy

But at the same time drive me wild.

Your kiss causes my heart to race

Even when your so gentle and mild.

It's comforting to have your arms

Wrapped around me in a warm embrace.

Cozily fitting into your every curve,

While I kiss on your smiling face.

***By: Annaliese Edie