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One day at a time is how I've been taking my life,
And there's a man who asked me to be his wife.
But I'm not sure where I stand with either one,
Though I can say I'm starting to feel very alone.
Have you ever felt like you want to just disappear?
Or that you were already invisible to the ones you thought cared?
Can life overwhelm you beyond your own belief?
And is it hard for you to relax enough for relief?
I've found my own feelings are hard to follow
And that all the hurt isn't easy to swallow.
Truth be known... Im not sure I know myself.
Im finding it very hard to deal with the fact that I've fell.
Losing yourself into the darkness overcome with your own thoughts,
Acting like I am a programmed robot.
Wanting to fade away but something keeps you from letting go.
Blankness.... I just do not know.
****By: Annaliese Edie (December 13, 2009)