Intricate Crime of a Master Design

Just know that you'll never win 
All you'll ever be 
Is lost within (your feeble mind) 
Never to realize 
It was always me 
That helped you fall 
To sit and watch 
As you lost it all 
Repeating the cycle 
Only to be convinced 
Of the spoon fed truth 
My own little recipe of deception and lies 
The perfect blend 
That saw to your demise 
Just as planned 
  All were shocked 
Accusations flew 
Such a pathetic end to all you ever knew to be true 
So thanks to you and your self assured truths 
Your mind was closed 
 You never saw 
Through it all your sanity was questioned 
  Yet the one never implicated was me 
I smelled of roses 
While you had long since decayed 
Back to me and my carefully measured recipe 
You began to study me 
Only it was already too late 
I played innocent as I watched 
 You offered up your very own head on a golden plate 
I laughed silently as I discovered 
  My subconscious genius 
Self proclaimed winner 
In the end the ultimate failure 
You were always the puppet 
And I the unseen master 
Make no mistakes 
There was no coming back 
Never again would you get the chance to underestimate 
 The determination and insane brilliance 
  of a one track mind 
   who's sites had set 
 To make you over come with dread and finally see 
In the end you've become 
 THE MANIPULATEE 
And so you've been deemed 
  For all eternity 
Was it possibly in the false hope of a nonexistent chance 
 For you to get an over anticipated blurred last glance 
A feeble attempt to appreciate and truly comprehend 
 What a clean downward spiral was created 
All because you couldn't see 
The day you ended came to be 
All because you fucked with me 
Will no one ever learn 
Second chances are never free 
When attempting to manipulate me 
The only thing guaranteed for free 
  A one of a kind cocktail just for you 
Intricately devised by me to produce 
   the very "FUCK YOU" 
That all will mention 
As you are haunted by all my sugar coated bad intentions 
Scooped and fed to you in excess 
Cleverly convinced of their enticing innocence by your very own 
  Deceptive mind and master crafted 
    MATCHING SPOON 
     that so compliments your head serving plate 
I beg someone please 
Come bask in the aftermath with me 
As I laugh forever 
At a painfully true sequence of events that wove the tale of how 

Under-appreciated 
Underestimated 
LIL OLE ME 
Is the very reason 
That your end came to be 
A tarnished memory of a sorry being 
Next to me, the 
ETERNALLY INNOCENT 
 UNKNOWN 
   DEMOLITION MASTERMIND 
            of 
YOUR SUICIDAL CRIME 

FIX IT 

You have me backed into a corner bleeding from the jugular 
Trying to sew up the wound so I can smile for you 
And there you are with a knife in your hand, trying to cut open my chest to put my heart back. 
I hate to break it to you, you're no surgeon 
I'm bleeding out 
Fading fast 
Why does this final moment seem to last and last 
Breathing is shallow 
Pulse is slow 
I got nothin left 
What do you think of this show 
After all you are the co star 
A shocking finale 
I'm slumped on the floor 
Needle and thread in hand 
Trying to sew up the wound you created 
While you tried your hand at heart surgery 
Looks like a lose/lose situation 
I lost my life 
You're left holding the knife 
Curtains close 
Dead silence 
You cant take it all back 
What do the dead know about feelings 
And what's to become of my heart 
I'll take it to the grave I suppose 
2/26/2012 

Im stuck on rhymin

down to nickel and dimein 

Dont try to chime in

You got horrible timein

dont fuckin try this

or promise ill meet you with my fist

dont pass me off

as gone and shot off

fuck it all

thinkin you so tall

thats how i managed to plant your ass against that wall

without a care

i told  you not to go there

but you took that chance

not my fault you pissin ur pants

doin a dance 

tryin to front a strong stance

take two steps back

cuz you definitely off track

and youll never make it back

go ahead and just admit

im the boss

your just a misfit

that dont fit

a never was that never will

stop jackin off jill

you are no longer what i need

a cheap thrill

like a bitch on her knees

tryin to pretend

she dont aim to please

Fight the urge to upchuck

that really was yuck

like a nasty drag queen tuck

now his dicks stuck

and i dont give a fuck

im really tryin 

to keep from cryin

there aint no need to deny it see

im shot off among the trees

fucked off and trashy

i really feel fuckin nasty

stop this cycle

cuz im in charge

do believe

i know its hard

aight act like a fuckin retard

takin envy of a trick in a leotard

your mind really has wandered off

i can finally admit

im really done 

lets stop this shit

cuz true enough

it aint no hit

really now

im done

thats it

Outrageous tips

for these lucious lips

bitch you can thank me later

keep frontin like you aint my top hater

i could care less

for all this stress

imma pimp you out

to the n****s down south

accept what im tryin to do

im here to help me not you

what happened to my fun in a pack

i hope beyond hope i can get it back

i must admit

this could make a hit

just dont give in

to the coices within

truth really is

this must end

shot off too long

dont be a tag along

its a true disgrace

to be stuck around your face

chasin that taste

javverin with such haste

all my thoughts have been replaced

all because

this isnt what i thought it was

truth be told

i broke the mold

with this story

goin on forever

racin, changin, like the weather

my sanity is gone

i wonder how this still goes on

ive grown tired

ive grown weary 

understand that

ya feel me