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I have had a moment to sit and realize

that time really matters today,

For four years have passed us by

and it seems as if only yesterday.

United as one in a small northern town,

a matrimony for lifetime,

It seems as if it were a day away

when first introduced in that summer time.

 We’ve had extreme highs and witnessed lowest lows,

But somehow we passed over life’s shallow burrows.

And even though spirits were dampened by things

We overcame what was deemed mystical failings.

We shared our love from the first day,

and still now,

Holding hands like young lovers,

but with a determined vow.

You still have the charms

that I’ve always thought dear.

And you still have that honorof dedication, sincere.

Life spares no challenges as the years pass quickly by,

And we will deal with them each until our last goodbye.

But for now let’s enjoy how we arrived here

so ably And share “I love you” again on our  anniversary.

Why

Why did you love me then?

Why do you hate me now?

why did you even care?

 why did you want to Share?

why do i want you to go? 

Is it because you was putting on a show

why do i still love you?

why do i still need you near?

 Why am i still standing here?

Why am i still asking why?

when all i should say is Goodbye

YOU'LL ALWAYS  REMAIN
   You'll Always Remain in Our Hearts You stood tall, strong, and firm in your place Never had a frown or wrinkle upon your face As you struggle to run your tiresome race, You kept a swift and steady pace. The smiles you wore in the presence of all: No matter how beaten, batter, even about to fall, Not once did you holler or even call You stood up tall and strong like a sturdy brick wall. Your comforting words, when one was feeling down The jokes you shared with everyone you met Throughout the town These things now will remain deep down in our hearts, With each new day that we all must start. You left us here with out saying good-bye Not a word was uttered, not even a cry; Your legacy now we will carry on For it is our strength and encouragement To remain strong...

Would you fall in love with me?

 I need your love to make me strong

 My arms are widely open to accommodate you in my heart

 My words are not enough to express my love for you

 Oh my love, remember is more than I say

I love you Would you fall in my love with me?

I need your hugs and kisses to make me filled with light

 I dream of having someone to hold me

 And when I found you then I found myself right by your side 

Oh my love, remember love is more than just  saying  I love you

 Would you fall in love with me? 

I need your heart to understand my love for you 

Your love is a treasure but I need your love 

Because its only can give me to complete my life 

Oh my love, remember is more than just  saying   I love you 

I  HAVE BEEN THROUGH SO MUCH

I've been: Beat, Raped and abusedBut Flawless without a bruise.TATOOED- With your hand prints on my face, back and arms.but who'd ever thought you could have done Harm.Beaten, Raped and battered.Now my face is shatteredmy Legs and skull with minor fracturesbut as blood runs down my faceYOU LAUGHas this was entertainment for you.but YET I refuse to shed a tear infront of you.but through the years I've cried as I washed the blood off of my face, out of my hair and my clothesand when these salty tears run into my wounds I let out a louder cry. Pleading for helpwith no response.I was Raped that very same nightbehind a carthat said FIRST IN FLIGHTyou Cut,Bit,Spit on mebut yet I bleedbut YET you laugh againand the drama starts over again
You got your pleasureI got the painI lose but you gain(you) the drama(me) severe head trama
Yet beaten raped and abusedwhile in painYOUR amused
ABUSED-mentally, phsically, emotionallynever letting out one screamYou hit me with a lamp,beam,pan,drop cord, hot curling irons and beltsand I come out with no whelps
Never hit you back too weakwhile you stedily keepyour beatON ME!Until now.Thought you would surely kill me this timeYOU've broken my legs, face, and NoseNo telling how long this beating goes.
Raped-Never thought I'd escapeI ran until my legs couldn't take ityet againI find myself washing blood off of my faceand crying againTRYING...to think like this was all pretendThen Reality SMACKED ME IN THE FACE.I Got my stuff out of YOUR apartment while you were at work.Then thought..........
No childrenNo Moneymost of allNo RINGYet, I was beaten, raped, and abusedJust the thought of staying with youpushes me even more to leave
Because staying with you
IS LEAST LIKELY AS IT SEEMS 

Browsing in my heart 

Browse in to my heart dear love 

Tell me what you see 

Do you see the template of my love

 Dear one if you do pick it up

 And copy it to your heart.

Dear one love of mine If you c

an not use the template 

You will find the tools

Set to the right of my heart.

Go and search for the right ones

And you will see all Dear one 

For here is the key to my heart

 Its all your to use for all time 

Lets insert love now into our lives 

Love Lost Broken Hearts
Within the time love is lost
Thrown asunder into theWind
Left
Many broken hearts to liveIn loneliness
Broken down piece by piece
Weaken just to mourn a loveThat was once beautiful
But Now
Just tossed into the wind
Like the petals from the rose
Destined to ride upon the 
Wind
Now used and broken
Just
Tears fills the wind
Sobbing echo's into the night 
From the broken heartsTossed away like broken Glass
Ancient and old as the lostLove is trapped
Within time
Within the mind
Love that is lost from timeBack than
Weaken from the fight tryingTo hold their lover heart
But 
Cannot be regained
Cannot be mended
Spoiled without even a'Sigh'
From her lover's heart
Just echo's of hurt and tears
From
The painful ruins of love tiedSo strong
Being tossed to the wind asUnwanted paper
Lonely eyes
Lonely hearts
Lonely tears
Just rides and echo's in theWind
Crying out for their love
That cannot be found
So desperately in need
To find their place in
The heart of the wind
That holds all their tears
Their fears
Their Pain
That bleeds into the heartOf the wind
From The Love That Is Lost
And The Broken hearts..

I always knew that you would be the one

The one that I could never say no to

The one that I will always run to

The one that I can never deny

The one that will always make me cry

The one that makes me feel like no one else can

The one that holds my heart in the palm of your hand

The one that has hurt me like no one else can

I always knew that you were the one

That I would love forevermore

The one that I would adore

I always knew you would be the one

To make me feel complete

To hold my hand and force sadness to retreat

I want to spend my life running to youNever telling you no

Doing all I can to make your dreams come true

I rush home just to see if you're there, we chat, we play games, we help each other, we laugh, we cry, why? All you are is just a computer! a machine, that's hook up , plug into a wall. i rush home just to say hi, you're always there waiting on me. we smile, we're just so happy -but who are you really?All you are is just a computer! You can't fix breakfast in bed for me, you can't run my bath!when i need a hug, you can't give that to me, All you are is just a computer.i need a laugh, LOL. , oh how funny!and i guess you are. what ever you say to me, i must belive.for all you are is just a computer that i love.no man, no woman, just a machine!i sit for hours in front of you,i  can sit for hours and just waite for you!