jaysonXcross's blog: "XROSS FILES"

Happy Veterans Day to all the service men who served us over the years.  Especially to those who were fucked over, now homeless, drugged out and an afterthought in society today.  The ones who have never been right since returning home, that smelly guy getting coffee in the convienent store, looking bummy riding a rusty 10 speed was somewhere overseas preserving our freedom too.Some are on the otherside because society had no place for them, and some ended up locked up for good because of that decision they had no choice but to make. Those guys fought to preserve your freedom too.  Let's not be picky or cliche when it comes to today, just honor and respect those who put their lives on the line so we can and always will enjoy the lives we live in the USA.

Nothing brave about Bruce Jenner. It's just a sign that we live in sad times, where it's cool for men to walk around bitch made and emasculated. My opinion, Bruce got seriously emasculated by Kris Jenner to the point he forgot who he was, and Caitlyn was born, fuck that bullshit he was talking about.

ESPN wants to honor him over Noah Galloway, an Iraq war veteran who lost limbs and competed on DWTS and Lauren Hill, who recently lost her battle with cancer, helped raise awareness for the disease. These two people are/were brave and people like these two need to be acknowledge, not some man that allowed himself to be emasculated by Kris Jenner to the point he becomes Caitlyn, that's not brave, that's lame, that's fucked up, and sad.

The year is 1986, and I finally got a chance to see the movie I've been wanting to see all summer long, Transformers. One scene that sticks with me until this day, well scenes, are the ones that led to Starscream's demise.

Now see, those who are familiar with Gen 1 Transformers, not the Michael Bay bullshit, know Starscream was the biggest hater in the Decepticons, despite being second in command and only Megatron and Shockwave were more powerful and skilled than he was. Starscream was a hater, a kiss ass. a snitch, a coward, and a schemer, Always undermining Megatron and scheming to become leader. He was also the least respected Decepticons, that was more evident, when he created the Combitcons and was almost close to overthrowing Megatron, before eventually being defeated. After that the Combaticons turned on him after seeing Starscream for what he truly was and went rogue, until Megatron with help from Autobot leader Optimus Prime joined forces to defeat them, afterwards, the Combaticons would be loyal followers of Megatron (who would later become Galvatron), making Starscream look like shit.

 Now in the movie, Megatron and Optimus Prime have this epic fight that ends in a stalemate leaving both severely wounded. Prime dies afterwards, Megatron is holding on to dear life. After Starscream kicks Megatron, sarcasticly asking "How do you feel mighty Megatron?", strike one. Starscream orders a retreat leaving Megatron to die, but Soundwave assists Megatron and helping him retreat with the others, strike two. Then in space, Starscream and other Decepticons, dump their fallen comrades in the middle of space to die. Megatron begs, stating he is still fully functionally, Starscream just dumps him cold heartedly in the middle of space, leaving him to die, strike three.

 This struck a chord with me later in life, in understanding how so many people end up getting killed doing dirt and running their mouths, or always getting their asses kicked. It's ironic some of the guys I grew up that was always and still is, getting their asses whipped or shot at, who watched this show with me stated that Starscream was their favorite Transformer. Starscream was an intelligent and skilled warrior, who's majore weakness was in all honesty being a bitch, and no one respects a bitch, and the cartoon clearly illustrated while others acknowledged what he could bring to the table, he was not to be trusted and worst not respected. I go back to the very Decepticons he created as the best example on how he was treated amongst his peers. Starscream thought he was feared as well, and always reorted to snitching and ass kissing when he was about to get his ass whopped.

 So yeah, Megatron turns into Galvatron thanks to a run in with Unicron, and his fellow dead Decepticons are rebuilt in to new Decepticons as well, and the first thing they do is find Starscream, surprise him and kill him, Galvatron does the honor of course, which ironically was at his coronation as new Decepticon leader.

 I was there, well not at the exact building where our First Lady Michelle Obama spoke last Saturday at Tuskegee University. I was at the Chapel watching it on video screen in real time, just some two buildings away. Her speech floored me, as she did her research on everyday life as a student at Tuskegee University, before she went on to deliver one of the best commencement speeches I've ever heard at Tuskegee University. It was positive, inspiring, and afterwards all our graduates and all who were there were in jolly mood.

Then Monday came, and and people who weren't there, people who took soundbites out of the speech, started talking about race baiting, and how she ruined the students graduation making it about her, and other bullshit not worth mentioning. Yo, you motherfuckers weren't there, didn't hear or care to hear the whole damn, and the only thing you want to do is find another reason to bitch and moan.

The purpose of this blog is to vent, and tell those who care and saw the reaction from knuckleheads who like talking out of their asses is this, I was fucking there, I was there because 4th years I had helped were graduating and I had come to congratulate them and say goodbye, and I wanted to hear the First Lady speak. Tuskegee University, the community of Tuskegee, AL, the University's faculty and staff, graduating students, current students, and families of the graduates attitude was positive to joyous, much different from what you saw on TV, heard on the radio, or on social media. Period!!! Anyone who said otherwise, wasn't there is full of shit. And if someone told you they were there and stating the ignorant rhetoric you heard Monday, is probably associated with Auburn University and don't know what the fuck they're talking about.

So why are we pretending to be shocked by Donald Sterling's ignorant ass comments? His racists antics are legendary in the city of LA, yet the NBA and others continued to do business with him.

Not mad at all, nor do I condone it. Just accepted along time ago that there is a section of society that is comfortable in their ignorance, and a lot of people will go along out of fear of being outcasted or alone.

You see shit like this all the time if you are on the net, in fact when I heard those tapes, I thought of some of these guys and girls on Fubar. Yes, that is how I believe some of you behave. You see a guy or girl you're obsessed with friending, sending comments, bling, etc. with a person you don't approve, whether he's or she is black, white, hispanic, jew, muslim, doesn't matter and you flip out on that person and come up with incoherent bullshit like Sterling did with his side piece. Not all of Fubar, but a lot of you, don't think a brother don't know. Then when you get busted, all of the sudden Fubar sucks or people on here are phony, or you return to the real life you have that doesn't exist, or my favorites the stalking, downrating, and the petty shit. In fact, from here on out, that's what I am going to call that, the Sterling.

Call a girl on Fubar a slut because she blinged, liked, poked, etc... a black guy for example, you just went Sterling on that person. Vice Versa!!!!

I'm out!!!

It's that time of the Fu year where I have to take my annual break from here and focus on real life.

First off, next week is my job's annual symposium which is a big deal here, and I get to see people I haven't seen in years and have some fun, so I am excited about that. I'll be on and off in April, May is graduation, so I'll probably be MIA the first two weeks, and our summer school follows two weeks after that. I can not guarantee I'll be on here as I am now. Plus there's family, finances and other real life stuff I got to handle.

The summer months is probably when I will be MIA the most, unless I'm on vacation and I decide to stay put.

I won't be back in the swing of things probably until late July or August, I think I did all the leveling I am going to do for right now, that was fun, but man my poor wallet. I enjoyed hosting my first Happy Hour, which was neat, got to do that again.

This is just a heads up so you won't be asking what happened to me later on. If you got the number, you know how to reach me.

One big reason why I try not to get into the hoopla of what's on TV is tthis reason, I get into one show, and boom it's cancel, or the studio wants to tweak it, thanks to some douchebag exec, and then the show isn't the same and it's cancelled.

See I will admit, I watched Smash and enjoyed the first season, while flawed, it had a lot of strong points and me and the fans who faithfully watched highly anticipated the second season. So what happens, NBC fires the creator of the series, dumps actors who played charactes who were crucial to the story of the first season, adds other actors/singers *coughs Jennifer Hudson*, who had no business there's and puts the main plotline on the backburner, the competition between Megan Hilty and Katharine McPhee's characters, and what happens, the ratings tank and the show is cancelled.

Other shows get a following and is not allowed to grow and cancelled, low ratings will doom any show, like Killer Women. I personally believe several factors played a role in this show's demise. If you are going to have a show with a female lead, it has to be damn good, because we still live in a society where men that have shit for brains stil believe women were created from a rib of man, therefore she should know his place, okay I'm about to get off subject, but why in the hell would want to fuck anything that came from my own body? Not even if I took a shit and it crawled out the toilet and turned into Zoe Saldana, would I fuck it, I would be scared out of my muthafuckin' mind!!! Enough of that, the other reason is this, and a lesson should be learned, when the show was advertised, I was expecting some bad ass Latina chick to come in and kick some ass and hunt down female killers, especially since Sofia Vergara was the executive producer. But no the hero was a white lady saving the day, with a bunch of redneck cowboy sidekicks. Yeah go ahead, you misread it? That's not true? But even if no one says it, the show's failure is due to some serious misinterpretation!!! Look, this may sound wrong, and think whatever you will about me, but as a kid, when I saw a black Santa Claus, I was pissed the fuck off, but I didn't say anything, unlike my much younger brother who flat out told the guy playing Santa Claus he was a fucking fraud. I wanted to see some sexy bad ass latin chick kick some ass, but I got the chick from the godawful Sci Fi version of Battlestar Galactica, so in someways watching the show I was disappointed.

I am happy Arrow is coming back for a third season. No word yet on my other tv shows I watch. I just know next season and here on out, Netflix, Crackle, and Amazon Prime will be getting much more of my attention. As the networks and cable is too much in love with bullshit ass reality shows, Law and Order, CSI, and NCIS re runs!!!

 One thing that bothers me are statuses in social media in which a woman will go, don't call me sexy, I'm not your baby, leave me alone pervs, etc.. etc.., you get the point. This is after numerous disclaimers in your profiles, pictures you have up, and I know in Fubar, many women have folders showing examples of these idiots who don't get the message, have no reguards nor respect, or just too fucking stupid to understand.

I could just say report them, that has been done with little or no success, blocking works to a point, assholes will create another or get people just as retarded as them to pick up where they left off. So my suggestion is to put your foot down and fight back. You have obviously told these morons many times not to address you a certain way and they continue to do so, so I say it's time you return the favor.

Guy : hey sexy

You: hey you fucking pussy

Guy: hey babe

You: hey saladtosser

Now I am not guaranteeing instant results, but believe me, this is a great start of getting these idiots either to stop what they are doing, or to leave you alone, because, believe it or not, not all of us on socila media is desperate for attention.

Got to get back to work, Part 2 will be here whenever I fucking feel like posting it!!

I am feeling this new Tonight Show with Jimmy Fallon and I like that it is back in New York. I am really watching this not only because I was a fan when Fallon hosted Late Night, but because I am a fan of The Roots, and the band's presense on the show is a big step forward for hip hop.

I am watching the Winter Olympics, and I got to say the curling events I woke up to in the middle of the night and in the morning has to be one of the dumbest shit I have ever seen. That is all goodnight!!!

Why are men the way they are these days? Well either they were around men who didn't want to fufill their responsibilities as a man, and took their mental and verbal abuse out on any and everyone around them, usually an alcoholic, drug addict, and a womanizer. Or there wasn't a man around period, leaving the woman to play both mother and father, this is toxic to both boys and girls, the father is the disciplinary and enforces the teachings and nurturing by both parents, that's my opinion. When the father is absent, the boy doesn't have that male figure to learn what is expected of him as a man, what replaces that is what he sees from his mom, if her has little to no male presence at all, and if that woman is scarred and hates men, she is raising consciously or unconciously a boy who will grow up and hate himself. Men who have grown up like this that will come in contact with one another, will automatically despise each other and constantly be at odds, leading to the fights and the murders you see daily. They will be sexually confused, no man to teach them or understand their sexuality, they will either be random womanizers with no reguard to the women he comes in contact with, or he will be a flaming homo, not because he realizes he's gay, it's because what he has learned about sexual behavior will have come from his mother and women that she surrounded him with. (Do not debate me about that one). These men have no ambition, they constantly hate, they have no will to work, but always complain about any and everything. That is just one small pimple on an elephant's ass, no male presence will lead to boy growing up as a sorry ass man.