xxLynnxx's blog: "Summer time/R&R..deployments"

So ive decided..Very soon i will b cleaning up my fam..If you are removed for some reason..Please dont take it personal just feel free to remove me as well..Ive played the ranking game...ive leveled....ive made friends..an ive lost some too..The whole thing about fam adds well im not here for the ranking anymore...Last year i spent a great day of my life on fubar 24/7...for what?? to BE A COLOR RED..That is no different then the color pink purple or blue??....Only difference is RED Cost you more money..But in the end if your not spending guess what? you go back to being pink purple blue or even white...Soo what ive decided is that im cleaning my family up to the people that i talk to daily...That have shown me a great amount of respect an been here for me through tough times!!...Not about who rates me daily..Anyone can rate you daily to keep a fam spot...With 16,000 friends an 200+ adds daily its hard to find the friends that u talk to on a daily basic inless you add them to fam...So please....For whatever reason if your removed i will say it once again DONT TAKE IT PERSONAL!!>..Its my family box an i will keep an remove whoever i want..If you feel the need to remove me from your fam now sure i wont be mad :) ITS FUBAR an not like im gonna cry a rivier :)....As spring nears soon hopfuly my time on fubar will be very limited!!..I plan to make 2012 heathly an happy an make my family my first as always...But as i stated above fubar took alot of my time away last year an u dont realize it intill you have spent a great deal of time...I WONT LIE FUBAR Will keep you here for hours at a time..for whatever reason it may be they seem to always keep our attention...LOVE THIS PLACE an i will always come around to hang out!!...But please keep the drama away from me....Oh an also...for the jealously out there, just for your info just because someone blings someone doesnt mean they are having affair lol some one you seriously make me giggle... An one last thing..this goes out to all the haters whether it be MEN OR FEMALES...LET ME Tell ya i dont care how much respect you say u have for yourself or whatever it may be everyone of us has taken some sort of NUDE Photo of ourself..for whatever reason i dont wanna know but i do know coming from myself as i have very High RESPECT FOR MYSELF AN BEING ALMOST 31 I Can count on one hand an less on how many men i have been with in my whole life...An only been with the same one for the last 12+ plus years!!...But not like thats anyones BS But mine but i thought id share this to the ones that claim they are perfect lol...Cause seriously if you have never looked at yourself NAKED IN Front of a mirror an snapped a photo of yourself...Well lets just say hopfuly there is a really good reason for that lol mmmmk thats all :)

The month of May has arrived...Boy where has the time gone?..I have to say i am amazed at how fast this deployment has gone :)..So with that said let me begin this blog...As many of you that have actualy gotton the chance to know me...Know that i am Married outside of fubar...An im a mommy of 4 :)...I came to fubar to help me get through these deployments an meet a few good people along the way.I have to say god has truly been good to me an i have met a handful of good people on here..I have also had my share of the haters....

In this blog i wanna thank most of for most...Erica one of the first girls on here that truly seen me for who i am :)...Shawn who is like the  BEST guy friend i never had An will always remain in my real life.He was one of the first people that welcome me to fubar an seen me for who i really am,we spent i dont know how many nights just chatting an caming.an yes i said"CAMING".He will probaly be the last guy that will ever get the chance to see me on cam :)) just because i dont cam with anyone only a true friend who can cam an chat for fun an nothing sexual he is an will always be my fav person on "fubar"as well as someone who will always be a butthead but i heart him....An well as i moved up into the fu world..I meant Dumplin...Who from the very begining was nothing but a total sweetheart down to earth women i love her to pieces an i couldnt thank her more for being a true friend..Alot of ppl on here think that your "Color of your Name"...Makes you different or better from another person..Just let me give you a little bit of advice...Being red doesnt make you no better then the rest an if your gonna act like that....Then i truly feel sorry for you...Alison is one of the first people to let me know how red can change you :(Boy do i love her to pieces :)...Just a lil tip...Never ever trade your friendships for a god mode fam spot..Cause let me tell ya something...that friendship is gonna last a long time..that god mode only last 24 hours sad but true...An with that said...Every person that is in my family..Is there for more reasons then just the points..i HAVE Finally been able to build my family around the true friends i have an hope to remain active with them as long as i can...But now that summer is winding down..An my time on fu is limited...I have a stack full of things planned for my muchins...An lots of tutoring will begin as soon as May ends...But more on to other things...

I was informed my husband will be coming home somtime very soon...Which could means days? weeks?..I dont know it doesnt mean "Oh she is leaving fuabr because her real life hubby is coming home an she dont want him to know about fubar...rofl...Come on ive been here for 4 yrs..It just means im taking sometime away to spend with my family..It will only be for 2 weeks which is called  R&R...Also in this blog i wanted to tell KGBGirl...i luv ya your awesome thank you for being so damn sweet....Moving on to One of the most respectful guys on FUBAR..."Soundwave"...Jacob..I dont give a fuck who dont like him or who has had something bad to say about him...Let me tell you i feel very blessed to have him as a friend hes been so real with me an he just been my best friend...Thank you Jacob :) i fu'kn love you...My fu hubby is one of the sweetest down to earth guys..if you havnt gotton the chance to be his friend your missing out..hugs..Devil41b he's truly nothing but a sweetheart an has never asked for one thing from me on here truly a hero so glad we got the chance to be friends an i could help you out leveling when i could :))..JRZMike..i just wanted to tell you Thank you :) Your beyound special an the friendship we share we last a lifetime because your truly a sweetheart an always care about what im going through...Your one of the very few an first person to ever ask me about my mom an worried about me when she had her stroke..i truly am greatful for your friendship i never wanna let it go :))There are many more on here that have touch my heart..Roxie..Bren....Alana..Just so many...But there is one...that just stands out..She always has the brightest things an the most gorgeous comments for me..".Southern Blonde" thank you.....within the last week or so ive gotton the chance to be friends kathryn..such a sweetheart thank you for being a freind doll....An well if i missed you by chance im sorry ive been blessed with more then a handful of friends on here an i do love ya all very much....

So with that said...Im ending this blog with...iVE Enjoy being pink..blue.....Green...An well red..however i wont be runing alot of ability blings anymore...I will however be runing a couple famps every week for my fam...an just to have fun..ive enjoy it an its been fun :) thats what fubar is suppose to be about..however if you feel like a couple famps  a week  here an there isnt good enough to be in your fam anymore..Please spare yourself some heartache an remove me.....Im just glad to say my fam is now built apon friendship..an if points follow thats a bounus thats what makes fubar fun :) Everyone enjoy your summer :))

Lynn