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If you're married and dont disclose that info to me and try to tell me youre single when youre not...trust me...I will find out. Im a very nosey person and though I might not find out right away...I will eventually. Im not lookin for anything here...but recently I found out that someone had been lying to me for years. It took me about 1 minute to snoop out the truth. If you wanna do that...no problem. What you do is your business. Just dont fuckin lie to me about it. JFS!
Everyday we make choices. Some good...some bad. Some people have the balls to admit to what they do while others chose to pass the blame onto someone or something else. I have a confession to make. Ive been logging into my ex boyfriends FU account off and on for over a year. Pretty much since he gave me his log in information in June 2013. I got to read lots of conversations that he had with other women while we were together. Some were of a sexual nature and others were nothing more than drama. After months of being neglected and abused during fight after fight, I decided that I'd had enough so I walked away from our relationship. He didnt like that and would continue to make that very clear with text messages. Finally I got to the point that I couldnt deal with it anymore so I blocked him on my phone, facebook and FU.
I must say, its been nice having some peace and quiet after being berated so many times!
Well, this week I decided to take a peek and what I read completely floored me! I read him telling a woman that his ex gf was "dating an arab guy now". Then he decided to go even further by saying "yeah and he seems a bit of an extreamist but idk for a fact". He also called me a name which I could care less about...what I have a HUGE issue with is not just him but ANYONE referring to someone as an extremist. Especially a Muslim. My ex boyfriend doesnt know anything about my current boyfriend other than the fact that he might resemble an Arab and he would have taken a guess that hes Muslim because thats not something that my boyfriend has announced on his profile. So, my ex bf is making assumptions at this point and is telling someone that he thinks hes an extremist. Thats WAY beyond fucked up. This world is filled with hatred towards Muslim people, thanks to those Zionist fucks who are behind 9/11. Too much hate towards Islam and their Muslim religion. I will be damned if I will be silent if I find out someone I know is accusing my boyfriend of being an extremist.
So yes, I snooped on my ex boyfriends page. Im a big girl...I have no qualms admitting that. I dont feel guilty...I can clearly see who he is now. A sorry assed narcissistic drunk bigot who never has the balls to admit when hes wrong.
He can make his status say anything he wants. Fact is...I never chatted with his friends while logged into his account, hes just trying to create a smoke screen for the fucked up shit he said. Easier to call me crazy and make others think it was me who was having those conversations than for him to fucking man up about the shit he said.
I could give a shit about what anyone thinks of me. I made a choice to look. Sometimes when we open Pandoras box we might find things we dont like...that would be me. Like I said...at least I know now that no matter how much he would like others to think hes a nice simple man. Hes an abusive complicated ball of drama. Holy shit Im glad I walked away from that!
Its interesting to see his sad status still lingering. As many fights as he started...as little attention he was giving me and all the hurtful things he said to me in drunk text messages, one might think he would have been happy when I walked away. I cant even say for sure how many times he said if I or his wife was unhappy to walk away. Well...I walked! I guess that old saying...hindsight is 20/20 is indeed true. Now periodically I get nosey bitches who are friends with him visiting my page.
Ladies...dont feel sorry for him. I finally got the courage to walk the fuck away after months of fights and nasty text messages. I know hes hot and is very sweet when you dont know him that well but believe me...he was an asshole the last few months of our relationship. I didnt do shit behind his back and I wasnt fucking around with anyone as much as he would like to believe. What I did do was chat with other people on another site. Since when does chatting consitute as something bad?
On a good note...Ive finally met someone who respects me and loves me. Someone who actually enjoys being intimate with me and doesnt ignore me. Im happy...Ive found someone who is my everything.
Its not my problem if he cant get over it...hopefully he will make some personal changes when the next girl comes around!
I absolutely LOVE this recipe and it saves $$!! I double the ingredients but increased the borax from what would be 1 cup to 2. I use 1/2 cup per large load unless its REALLY smelly/dirty laundry then I use a full cup. Cleans brilliantly and removes odors...even cat pee! =D It will be a semi soft gel once it cools.
4 Cups Hot tap water
2 Fels Naptha soap bars
2 Cup Arm & Hammer Super Washing Soda
2 Cup Borax
- Grate bar of soap and add to saucepan with water. Stir continually over medium-low heat until soap dissolves and is melted. (I added a little at a time to keep from getting big clumps)
-Fill a 5 gallon bucket half full of hot tap water. Add melted soap, washing soda and Borax. Stir well until all powder is dissolved. Fill bucket to top with more hot water. Stir, cover and let sit overnight to thicken.
-Stir and fill a used, clean, laundry soap dispenser half full with soap and then fill rest of way with water. Shake before each use. (will gel)
-Optional: You can add 10-15 drops of essential oil per 2 gallons. Add once soap has cooled. Ideas: lavender, rosemary, tea tree oil. (I had no luck with adding scent)
-Yield: Liquid soap recipe makes 5 gallons. (Lasts me 2+ months)
I found all ingredients at Walmart. Must be WASHING SODA not baking soda.
