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Something To Think About
Well Obama has pissed me off again dear readers. Seems he wants to make today A national day of "SERVICE".  For me and thousands of our Soldiers, sailors, Marines, Airmen, Guardsmen reservists, police, Firefighters, and Paramedics, EVERY DAY IS A NATIONAL DAY OF SERVICE..  Our nations finest,, No in my mind, today should be a day of remebering the Victims of that cowardly attack and How it brought Americans together . But old BO seems to think it was a government conspiracy along with his Homie VAN JONES,,, Id like 10 minutes alone in a room with MR jones...  I think Toby Keith Summed up my feelings in his song "THE ANGRY AMERICAN-COURTSEY OF THE RED WHITE AND BLUE"  Far bettter then i could myself express.. American Girls and American Guys We'll always stand up and salute We'll always recognize When we see Old Glory Flying There's a lot of men dead So we can sleep in peace at night When we lay down our head My daddy served in the army Where he lost his right eye But he flew a flag ou
Sugar From The Right Side Of My Brain!!
    "Now I lay me down to sleep.I pray the Lord my soul to keep.I ask the Lord, the King of kings,Protect me from, Her Black Wings- Amen."--The desert stretches out in front of me. The hills of sand undulating, flickering in the heat, glaring back into my eyes. The air is still, no movement, nothing, like being in a vacuum. The sun beats down on me and my skin feels like it's sizzling from the heat. I raise my hand over my eyes and peer into the desert, looking for the next supply truck. I see nothing for miles. I turn around and walk back into the small village. The homes of cracked wood and mud brick squat on either side of a road that is only a road because it's between the rows of homes. People sit in the doorways, gathered in small groups; young children, women, a few men, limbs thin, faces drawn, bellies distended, skin drawn tight across their skulls with dark eyes peering out at me, looking for the bit of hope that I can bring them. I feel like a god in my clean pressed shirt
This photo only needs a rate, you may comment if you'd like to but it's not necessary. I still hate the format of these blogs. Maybe that is why I abandoned the Fu. This was where I chatted up my friends.  Yes, I have a few. Maybe I should try this site again. 'Tis been almost a year since I have hung out with you peoples. NO I DON'T DO THE MAFIA THING, SO DON'T ASK. Shit. Got laundry and dishes to do. I am wound up tighter than a 3 day clock! Doc put me on another round of steroids, and ZOMG...Decided to pay my bills online today? POOR KOHL'S TELEPHONE ANSWER GUY! The "at" button on my keyboard has quit working, so as well as having to talk me thru signing up on the "my account" at the Kohl's website, he learned me about the *accessory* then *accessibliity* then *onscreen keyboard*  blah, blah.. Poor guy.  I actually did the after-call survey and gave him all "excellents" AND CALLED BACK AND ASKED FOR A SUPERVISOR AND RAVED ABOUT HIM.   Damn I am geared up. Now
Open To The Public
"Equal" is not always synonymous with "the same." Men and women are created equal. But, boys and girls are not born the same. You throw a little girl a ball, and it will hit her in the nose. You throw a little boy a ball, and he will try to catch it. Then it will hit him in the nose. A baby girl will pick up a stick and look in wonderment at what nature has made. A baby boy will pick up a stick and turn it into a gun. If a girl accidently burps, she will be embarrassed. If a boy accidently burps, he will follow it with a dozen more. Girls are attracted to boys, even at an early age. At an early age, boys are attracted to dirt. Most baby girls talk before boys do. Most boys try to avoid speaking. Girls turn into women. Boys turn into bigger boys. or do some of these people on here have some really scary default pix on purpose?   Yeah yeah...I'm bored, and about to go find something else for my drunken ass to do... So I'm wondering...I had a date the beginning of last month. It
The Bass Blog
Be Jealous. I'm Going ;) seeing Borgore Tonight with Ms Rosanne. Tha Darkmatter Crew be responsible for this one!
So my friend and I were talking today. There used to be a boards2go forum where you would just post a topic and have cyber sex... We want sex... Neither of us feel like calling for a booty call and we want to play with fantasies we may not be able to in reality. So we remade the forum! Now we just have to wait and see who wants to come and post. Really you could post pics, stories, cyber... whatever dealing with sex... I'm getting wet already haha. If you wanna check it out: AH! I just have to scream out that I need sex and I need it now! I want cock! I hate not hvaing quick access... GR! I feel better getting that out there though. I get to go in for surgery tomorrow morning. yay... Im so tired of my hand hurting that it makes me happy but at the same time I wish I had someone home to take care of me... haha selfish I know. But oh well. :) It's how it is. So if I disappear for a while I'll be back when the drugs we
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All Things Jamie
Okay I have been looking for a workout program that will help me tone without putting on bulk. I'm Scottish so I don't have a delicate frame and the wrong kind of workout can leave me looking kinda butch. Saw this and it looks promising. Its pure cardio done in long intervals rather then the conventional lots of reps with small sprint periods. Sounds like the perfect workout for a masochist hehe. You dont have to buy any equipment you use your own body weight as resistance. I am in the middle of a move so cant start it now and be faithful so I am going to start in December. Anyway I'll keep you posted on how it goes. Cheers! So have your eye on a Pisces woman. You find yourself attracted to her because there is something so mysterious and intriguing about her that you just can't figure out. Join the crowd. Making a Pisces woman fall in love with you is the easy part, its keeping her attention that's hard. You may always feel like there are parts of her you can never touch. If
Some Old Short Stories...
It happens every time two people who were meant to be together connect through ways other than face to face. They share the same likes and dislikes. Sexually, they could fulfill each other's dreams without being inhibited or even feeling ashamed. Imagine the feelings they will share when we finally get the chance too connect. With lips locked as their tongue's wrestle each other and bodies molded together breaking a sweat. No one to stop them or keep them apart...I come to you, but then you could come to me. None of that matters now. I have everything set up in a cozy little road side haven. Any toys we might like to use and, of course, you would love to use as well. They are all arranged on the table in the corner. Even ones tied or cuffed to the bed. Nothing between us and no one to catch us, left to our own devices to fill our few days together how ever we want to. Inside the room, I wait impatiently. Long nights spent together online typing and playing on the cam, innocently of cou
The Lost Loose.leaf.lover Pages
This marks my return..from the many chains..and pains..given to me..holding me down..yes..ive drowned away my empty beer bottles..yet..i still this shallow reality..its been way to long..since ive been im back..gathering memories of lies..upon each and every life time..feeling so incomplete..but free..its like being born again..but without the skin..for each of my sins..i paid a no longer interested in love..thats beyound me..this is reality..and im only living it for me..i understand this thinking might lead me to being rather be alone..then living a lie..learn my lessons..gave it my all..and watched all fall..think i want to do that again?'d be smoking..something..if you thank me a lie..more shellshocked then this all a see what one can get out of another..if so..just dont count on me..when your alone..dont call my phone..i have better things to do..then to baby you..its your choice..not mine..i
Erotic Poetry
Can we seal it with a kiss? I hear a knock on my bedroom door As my body trembles at the thought Knowing who should be there As our passions hour is sought Let me help you strip like me As we kiss softly on the mouth You pounding chest guides my hand With great passion it moves south Unzip your jeans take them off As your hardened cock appears Look up into your face now As our passion soothes my fears I take the shaft in both my hands I softly stroke your cock and balls Bring the tip up to my mouth As we answer natures calls My tongue slides slowly around the tip In tiny circles around the hole Each getting bigger now around the head My tongue it now unfolds Down the shaft my tongue now goes Now up the other side My heart beats fast as my hands stroke Loves passion we can’t hide I stroke your cock and lick your sac As my mouth takes each ball in Hear you moan in passion As purely this can not be sin Lick up your shaft and squeeze your balls As I begin to suck your cock It
Rachael's Poems
if you look into my eyes you see a faded light theres no glow so dull theres no life look past that you see a broken soula soul that has no life. i feel myslef getting stronger everyday im with you i feel my soul heal and the light come back into my eyes piece by piece my soul is back im not broken anymore for i am whole again my life had nothing my life was nothing i was empty i wanted to waste away to nothingness to feel nothing to to hold nothing but for you have came into my life and all the feelinof nothing faded away i have my life now there was a piece of me always hoping for you and i have you now the nothingness is no more i fell apart when you left never flet whole always alone cold dead no matter how much i wished for death it never came until im with you again i will stay cold alone deadin this world theres a knock on the door i open it here you are a lost soul as i am you say "i love you" and im here to fix all the pain and sorrow i have caused please forgive me i look in
This Is Me!
Ok people this is me don't tell me I don't scare you when I know I do since I am real I can prove it and I will go the mile to prove you I am real, and not fake I move fast, or slow but I go by what you tell me as I feel you are real to but don't mess with me I bite and I am kinky, but I can be the boogie man in ur worst nightmare I am the most evil person you have ever met you piss me off I can devour your soul and spit your astral dust out after. Be real with me and I will be real with you, but you tell me one thing then do another and I will snap instantly! I have an attitude that will put somone in the hospital, but I am nice guy as long as you respect me with the same respect. A tradjec tale of two that were not allowed to be together, but there love was stronger then there families rules to keep them apart so Juliet staged her death, but sent a letter to romeo but he never got it and when he saw her her dead he killed himself.  After that Juliet woke up and saw he had killed
Not To Play Jus To Be Ril (um Poetic)
So u think u tough n dont kno who u fool WIT, U kno da dil so u mite az well prepare 4 a TRIP. U gon stand a6ove da water so u 6etta not SLIP, I got a few thingz 4 u 6efore u slip like a WIMP. So many ppl azk da ? why i walk like a PIMP, No cane or top hat juz war woundz n a LIMP. Ril understandz ril n a game like DIZ, Since almighty cam wit pistles datz y I got SIX, Um to ril 4 tha fakez they pull their coverz n DIP, Stealin from home cuz a JUNKIE claimed your spot in life SHIT, Itz juz a taste uv yo future 6efore your future gitz RIPPED, So um da reeper put yo life in a cup n juz SIP, I kno it soundz rediculas 6ut its useful for a hataz EARZ i speak cuz um tru not juz cuz um unique; all wordz said are ril no mo hide n seak; peak into tha mind uv tru rilness n fil all else ril cuz i make a seat for people with heat; to fil my wordz u must open a gap for your soal to leak, wit tears and bklxxd and peace. Stanley"Tookie"Williams is my motivator not for tha violence but for
Poems I Like
Thoughts of you illuminate my spirit;Never a flicker of flame, but withArching bolts which strike with a forceThat disturbs my equilibrium.My mind races as waves of passion flush overMy pale skin, causing me to gaze upon visionsOf impossible romantic possibilities.Pathetic is this woman who anticipates theTrue rhythm of love, with a man she may never hold.My imagined discourse of thoughts leave me suffering,As my lips quiver with the words I shall never speakto his: "I have wanted you more than anybody in this world." As words flow across the screen,Relationships are discussedPositions dreamed,Frustration intensifies.You say fate has brought us togetherBut circumstances are keeping us apartWill fate and circumstances ever let us be as one? It's becoming more evidentMuch more obvious to meI thought much more of youThan you ever thought of meWas this my biggest mistakeLetting myself think you caredWas I just your marionetteWith heartstrings open and baredWith me left here still thinkingW
Check Dis Out
OK I NEED A LIL BIT OF HELP MY MAN BIRTHDAY WAS 2DAY AND I DIDNT GET 2 C HIM PLUS HE WAS IN A BAD MOOD ALL DAY JUS THINKIN. SO I WANT 2 GO C HIM DIS WEEKEND COMIN UP AND IDK WAT I SHOULD DO 2 SHOW HIM DAT I CARE BOUT HIM, DAT I WANNA B WIT HIM AND DAT I LOVE HIM PLEASE GIVE ME SOME IDEAS. I KNOW DAT HE LOVE bRUGAL SO I THOUGHT ID GET HIM A BOTTLE AND TAKE HIM 2 DINNER BUT I WANT IT 2 B MORE THAN JUS DAT. take a listen and support One day a woman's husband died, and on that clear, cold morning, in the warmth of their bedroom, the wife was struck with the pain of learning that sometimes there isn't "anymore". No more hugs, no more special moments to celebrate together, no more phone calls just to chat, no more "just one minute." Sometimes, what we care about the most gets all used up and goes away, never to return before we can say good-bye, say"I love you." So while we have it, it's best we love it, care for it, fix it when it's broken and heal
Nsfw Jokes
   Will I Live to see 80?> > Here's something to think about.> > I recently picked a new primary care doctor. After two visits and exhaustive Lab tests, he said I was doing 'fairly well' for my age. (I just turned 67.) A little concerned about that comment, I couldn't resist asking him, 'Do you think I'll live to be 80?'> > He asked, 'Do you smoke tobacco, or drink beer or wine?'> 'Oh no,' I replied.. 'I'm not doing drugs, either!'> Then he asked, 'Do you eat rib-eye steaks and barbecued ribs?> 'I said, 'Not much... My former doctor said that all red meat is very unhealthy!'> 'Do you spend a lot of time in the sun, like playing golf, sailing, hiking, or bicycling?'> 'No, I don't,' I said.> He asked, 'Do you gamble, drive fast cars, or have a lot of sex?'> 'No,' I said.> He looked at me and said,... 'Then, why do you even give a shit? NEW DRUGS FOR WOMEN DAMNITOL Take 2 and the rest of t
My Evil & Naughty Thoughts
So I'm watching the Show On Spike TV called MAN-swers. Questions asked by men & answerd by professionals. Tonight is Question: How do you get drunk faster then consuming beer though mouth? Answer: up your ass lol FACT!!!... Next Question: What size boobs does it take to crush a can? Answer: 44 Double D's or BIGGER...FACT!!! Why is it that women think they know what men want & want to talk about. how stupid is it to assume?...very!!!...look at the below message to me. do you want to know whats really fucked up? have to piss women off to get more then 3 fucking words from them. if you talk good to them & treaaat them with respect you get 3 fucking words if lucky. the below maaails proves it.   This coming from someone who has 0 friends!! Wonder why that may be? Maybe because you are an asshole!?! Or maybe because you don't understand people yourself!!! At least I did say thank you for a compliment that you said to me and was trying not to be rude. But you just pissed me off
Do you need intellect and witt for this?   Why do people find it offensive (because i throw in a bit of factual reference maybe)   can you be TOO sarcastic?   these are the questions i'n currently pondering ....... Is it just me of have you noticed like.....   there's hardly anyone on here now lately in the last couple of weeks? I haven't lost my globals in over a month?    
Writings And Ramblings.
i know that i am strongdont you try to tell me differentive been through hellbut im still standing.these eyes have cried more tearsthan any eyes should ever cry.this heart has felt more painthan any heart should ever feel.but im still here.what does not kill me, makes me stronger.many nights ive lied awakewondering what would have happenedif i had not made my mistakes.But then i rememberthat while i cannot change the pasti have control over what happens now.if it wasnt for my pasti would not be strong.sometimes i have weak moments.sometimes i live in hell.sometimes i want to screamsometimes i break down and crywhile all of these thingsmay be weaknesses,gather them togetherthrow them at me, put them in meand they give me strength.this is me, who i am.i know that i am strong.i know that i will live on.pain i have defeated.tears have run dry.i want to be happy....its all I ever wanted.i deserve it, ive earned it.i am strong, and i will move on if my pillow could talk it would say so many
dont know wut i feel,  dont know wut i should feel, dont got any right feelin like i do, shit just hate the way i feel idk im lost lost in thoughts lost in feelings idk wut u want from me idk wut i want myself im so lost lost in my own world lost in ur world idk i just... idk amazing its amazing how  u can smile at mewhen u really just wanna push me off a clip if u couldits amazing how u can whipe my tears, but behind my back ur the one causing it its amazing how u can say the sweetes thing to mebut then turn around n say most hurtfull things u canbut wuts the most amazing wit all off this, is thatu think i dont know*smirks* seriously how stuiped do u think i am?Bitch just fuckin speake up n cut the damn crap,why bother bein fake? i already know why waste ur time bein fake?aint gonna do u no good, just gonna piss u off more actuallyI LOVE MAKIN HATERS HATE ME EVEN MORE *smirks*
You say I never believe you But Baby you know I'll always love you Darlin' You know I'd never leave you You are mine I would cover your body in kisses And this is true Oh I love you You ask me why I do this for you And I tell you time and time again I do, Oh I love you I'll give you my trust and honesty and you know this is true How I love you I love you The rushing waters crashing upon the rocks Amazing how everything seems to stop Stopping in that moment of truth Stopping in that moment of honesty One or two no matter how many Either or you may not have any Within thy own heart Within thy own soul Only one could ever really be told With the heart pounding With how the waters are sounding So much of this could be astounding Much is life Much is strife But thine own love Could it fly out like a dove The waters we feel The emotions we steal The life we love The life we know of Much is like water Much is like air But how can one even dare Love is water
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My Blog
So I had a cute boyfriend for exactly one day. I don't understand why someone would just ask me to be their girlfriend after meeting me and one day. But unfortunatley, I'm the clingy type. I like to be called daily if not at least seen daily. He couldn't do either so I ditched him. Sorry but I'm not about thisbullshit don't waste my time. I want a serious relationship but it seems that either a.I appear as too much of a sex object or b. everyone i seem to meet who says they want a relationship, honestly dont and just like, much like nikolai, he's complete bogus. He dated me for about a month or so but all the wihle still trying to get back with his ex even tho she is with some abusive boyfriend. so after awhile i started to realize from him not calling me unless he wanted me to come over and go out, that i was being used, i was being a replacement, or almost a rebound. but whatev it is what it is. at least i have to of his video games i will sell or keep and never give back lol. anywa
Motivational Poetry (not Mine Of Course).
I fight a battle every dayAgainst discouragement and fear;Some foe stands always in my way,The path ahead is never clear!I must forever be on guardAgainst the doubts that skulk along;I get ahead by fighting hard,But fighting keeps my spirit strong. I hear the croakings of Despair,The dark predictions of the weak;I find myself pursued by Care,No matter what the end I seek;My victories are small and few,It matters not how hard I strive;Each day the fight begins anew,But fighting keeps my hopes alive. My dreams are spoiled by circumstance,My plans are wrecked by Fate or Luck;Some hour, perhaps, will bring my chance,But that great hour has never struck;My progress has been slow and hard,I've had to climb and crawl and swim,Fighting for every stubborn yard,But I have kept in fighting trim. I have to fight my doubts away,And be on guard against my fears;The feeble croaking of DismayHas been familiar through the years;My dearest plans keep going wrong,Events combine to thwart my will,But f
Poetry By A Clown
I needed release. This was a simple fact, I knew; a result of uncontrollable circumstance. I supposed that everyone knew tension like this on a personal basis, but I wondered as I closed the door behind me if everyone felt as much lust built up with it. I had sat at my desk for most of the day trying to focus on work; but I nevertheless found myself dreaming of your gentle caress and expert touch. An ache had been building within me, bringing a distinct wetness to my nether regions. I knew it as I lit the candles and oil lamps; I knew it as I filled the bath with hot, bubbly water; I knew it as I smelled the aroma of musk permeate the room from the incense. I needed release. As I stepped into the bath, removing my small silk robe and leaving it on a hook beside the bath, the warming touch of the water drew all my tension away. I lowered myself into the steamy water, allowing it to engulf me in its warm and soapy embrace. I sighed. It felt so wonderfully relaxing, my mind quickly drift
Erotic Stories I Wrote
On a stormy night, you walk to you car parked near the end of the parking lot it has been a long day and all you want is to go home and take a warm bath. The closer you get to your car the hair on the back of your neck stands up you feel as if some one is watching you. Then you hear tires squealing in behind you turn to look and a dark van approaches you at a high rate of speed. You start to run for your car when the vans pulls up close to you then the door opens, your pulled in and a dark hood placed over you. You try to scream but there is a hand covering your face, you fell another set of hands removing your clothes , your hands our bound as you lat there on the floor of the van in nothing but your panties.You drive for what seems hours your body quaking in fear, thinking what is going on, how can this be happening to me. Your pulled out of the van and lead down some steps you feel a cool and damp air around you. As you are lead into a room your placed on a bed and the binds are rem
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It's the fubar that never endsit just goes on and on my friendssome people started playin' it not knowing what it wasand they'll continue playin' it forever just becauseit's the fubar that never endsit just goes on and on my friendsthe angels all are screaming and the rest of us don't careespecially the demons who can sh*tface everywhereit's the fubar that never ends it just goes on and on my friendsit's time we all stop thinking that these levels mean a thingand just go back to hanging out now everybody sing Oh, give me a home where the BBW roamWhere the DJs and the Juggalos playWhere mumm is the word, a discouraging wordAnd the blingshop sells blingpacks all dayHome, home on the fuWhere the DJs and the Juggalos playWhere mumm is the word, a discouraging wordAnd
Odaat (one Day At A Time)
The most loving form of detachment I have found has been forgiveness.   Instead of thinking of it as an eraser to wipe another’s slate clean or a gavel that I pound to pronounce someone “not guilty,” I think of forgiveness as a scissors.’   I use it to cut the strings of resentment that bind me to a problem or a past hurt.   By releasing resentment, I set myself free.   When I am consumed with negativity over another person’s behavior, I have lost my focus.   I need not tolerate what I consider unacceptable, but wallowing in negativity will not alter the situation.   If there is action to take, I am free to take it. Where I am powerless to change the situation, I will turn it over to my Higher Power.   By truly letting go, I detach and forgive.  
I'm a PISCES   LIBRA - The Asshole (9/23-10/22) Caring and kind. Smart. Center of attention. High appeal. Has the last word. Good to find, hard to keep. Fun to be around. Extremely weird but in a good way. *5 years of bad luck if you do not repost.   SCORPIO - The SUPERIOR One (10/23-11/21) Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Loves to help people in times of need. Best kisser. Good personality. Stubborn. Amazing in bed. *15 years of bad luck if you do not repost   SAGITTARIUS-THE SUPERIOR SEXUAL PARTNER (11/22-12/21) Loves to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. EXTREMELY SEXY. Predict future. Loves being in long relationships. Has lots of friends. Great talker. Always gets what he or she wants. Also not a fighter, but if they have to, they will also knock the lights out of you if it comes down to it..Cool. . *24 years of bad luck if you do not repost    THIS CAPRICORN - The One that Waits (12/22-1/19)
Unfinished Poems
Darkness Overcomes us as hearts flow togetherLovers embrace lips partedAs we hold one anotherSweetness that is youfeels my life with meaningI lose control of myselfmy sences wildly screeming   You have touched my heart in many waysAlthough words cannot describe how I feelI live only from day to dayTo love and Charish you is so for realI worship you and the ground you're onOn a pedestal I'll raise you aboveMy love is written upon a stoneOf all the things I know, I know love. Upon the moutian air the wolf screamsThe rabbits hide and the deer gleamsDew forms upon theleaves and falls to the groundThe rustling of dead leaves heard all aroundCows walking about, abandoned in the feildsHorse's strut and og upon the hillsFarmer's are busy working hard in the barnWives are cooking, baking, and turning thier yarnThe smell of pies fill the airSweat pours to the ground from old farmer's hairThe bell has rung so lunh is readyFamilies sit down to rest the hour steadyFamilies rest the
Have You Ever Wondered
Have you ever got lost in a deep thought? i mean wonder what life really has in store for you? I often have! I look at my life and how high i set my expectations of me and others. Sometimes i see things in people that others dont see nor do they most likely wanna see. i guess im a old fashioned kind of guy . when i fall i fall hard . when i love i love hard.My problem is a always aspect so much from others i let myself down. not saying i want you to change for me but at least have the respect to listen and hear what i have to say. I feel that life is to short to hide how you feel. Some are lost in finding ways to say words. some have problems with not saying the right words. I often wonder how we as humans even love at all. Seems so much has happened in our past that we forget how too.We hold others accountable for our thoughts and actions not seeing all along that your expectations where maybe a Lil high. My case i seen one of the most fascinating people i ever seen in my life
Richocets In The Brainpan
  Ah the Jersey Shore…..breezy, fashionable and of course the epitome of all that is sweetness and light in the world.       Ok, so maybe this isn’t the nicest thing I have written in a while. (and for those who don’t know me so well, the above statement was indeed sarcasm)       My children go to one of the newer schools in their district. This, like most in life, has both perks and annoyances. This note is less about this school, more about the charming fellow parents that wait for their offspring to get out in the lobby.      Now I have never seen the show Jersey Shore. Maybe it is a bastion of family values for all I know, but I have lived in Jersey, visit there frequently and am a bit acquainted with the social patterns and structure. Because of that, and this particular covey of parental units, I call them the “cast of Jersey Shore”       Though in all fairness several are also faux “jaw-clinchers”. This is even more amusing the
Cancer Sucks As$
Dear Cancer???? You pick on weak people .......  Why do you do that does it make you feel stronger????   You take loved ones away from the people that love them....  Does that make you feel some love you are lacking????  One day it will catch up with you one day we will have the cure for all the horrble ways you take people away from us.........  One day we will be the one beating up on you and all I can pray for is that you go through as much pain and suffering that we have....... I hope and pray that you will let my AUNT Donna go in peace let her have the last coulpe months pain free that is the least that u could do.....  I dont think that is asking to much........   After all she would have had a chance if you would not have thrown the spine cancer on her too  crap wasnt double lung cancer enough for u...... I was taught not to hate anything in my life always give it a chance.......  SO I dislike you more then anything I ever known in my life....  F@ck off and I hope you reali
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Now This Is Fucked Up
Apparently a known terrorist has now declared the suspected Ft Hood shooter a hero. Please do not let this war spill on to our lands again. America has bled enough. We have lost over 5,000 American lives some old some young to this movement. We have fought. we have not faltered, we have not tired and we have not failed. I supported President Bush when he sent us, and I still support that decision today. Those of you who do not support us don't really know the truth or see the bigger picture. enough for now im getting pissed with the communist news network (CNN) According to dept of state, America is the number one country for sex slave trading. This leads me to tell everyone in America, GO BUY A GUN. Protect your own. If you are a member of this growing trend how bout this...go fuck yourself and leave innocent ppl to fuck as they please.  In short I hope you die a horrible death you desperate derranged sex offender :) In recent news searches it was discovered that musicians have demand
You Could Have Heard A Pin Drop
Robert Whiting, an elderly gentleman of 83, arrived in Paris by plane. At French Customs, he took a few minutes to locate his passport in his carry on. "You have been to France before, monsieur?" the customs officer asked  sarcastically. Mr. Whiting admitted that he had been to France previously. "Then you should know enough to have your passport ready." The A merican said, 'The last time I was here, I didn't have to show it.." "Impossible. Americans always have to show your passports on arrival in France !" The American senior gave the Frenchman a long hard  look.  Then he quietly explained, ''Well, when I came ashore at Omaha Beach on D-Day in 1944 to help liberate this country, I couldn't find a single Frenchmen to show a passport to." You could have heard a pin drop. A U.S. Navy Admiral was attending a naval conference that included Admirals from the U.S. , English, Canadian, Australian and French Navies. At a cocktail reception, he fou
What It Is You Do To Me
There you sitsmilingAnd it's you I watchwantingBut you don't even knowWhat it is you do to meSo I keep on watchingand wantingas I bleedEvery time I look at youEvery time I talk to youEvery time I smell youMy heart continuesmeltingAnd I am foreverdreamingWhenever you pass me byWhenever you catch my eyeI feel like I want to cryBecause of what it is you do to meYour eyesgleamingAnd your lipsplead
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I wanted her to not only die, but suffer. I wanted to grind her soul into nothing.I wanted to bend her into treble cleft screams and leave her in a locket, safe inside her jewelry box. I wanted to make her so very mine that her fleshy little frame snapped. And her frail heart would drip down a broken record uterus, gathering bacteria in her panties that perverts would mistake for menstrual blood. I wanted to throw her out in the garden with last week's mystery casserole and not have the decency to bury her. I told myself: She'll decay with dead flowers that should have blessed my pillows and kitchen tables while they still lived, and the dogs will piss on her while she tries to sleep.  I wanted to be her end, but I ended up with her pale orchid mouth, feathered and damp and pretty as all, seducing every molecule of life from my lungs and leaving only a deep, frantic hole. I wanted to paint her cheeks with bruises, the color of want, but I died as her cheeks flushed the pinks and white
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oh moon i worship theeyou make me feel like im freeoh moon your so brightyou light up my night skyoh moon but when you hidei feel torn apart insideoh moon come out to playso i can feel your praiseoh moon where did you go without you i am no moreoh moon please dont disapeari need you so we can be a pairoh moon your back againtogether again we can sinoh moon i worship theeyou make me feel like im freebyBrandon   LancasterAKA Moon Prologue When the war of the beasts brings about the world’s end The goddess descends from the sky Wings of light and dark spread afar She guides us to bliss, her gift everlasting. Act I Infinite in mystery is the gift of the goddess We seek it thus, and take it to the sky Ripples form on the water’s surface The wandering soul knows no rest. Act II There is no hate, only joy For you are beloved by the goddess Hero of the dawn, Healer of worlds Dreams of the morrow hath the shattered soul Pride is lost Wings stripped away, the end is nigh.
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Used vs. LovedWhile a man was polishing his new car, his 4 yr old son picked up astone and scratched lines on the side of the car. In anger, the man tookthe child's hand and hit it many times; not realizing he was using awrench.At the hospital, the child lost all his fingers due to multiple fractures.When the child saw his father.....with painful eyes he asked,'Dad when will my fingers grow back?'The man was so hurt and speechless; he went back to his car and kickedit a lot of times. Devastated by his own actions........sitting in front ofthat car he looked at the scratches; the child had written 'LOVE YOU DAD'.The next day that man committed suicide. . Anger and Love have nolimits; choose the latter to have a beautiful, lovely life..... Thingsare to be used and people are to be loved, But the problem in today'sworld is that, People are used and things are loved...During the day, be careful to keep this thought in mind: Thingsare to be used, but People are to be loved ... Be yourself..
Cuckold What Is It
"Cuckold" is derived from the Old French for the Cuckoo bird, "Cocu" with the pejorative suffix -ald. The earliest written use of the Middle English derivation, “cokewold” occurs in 1250. The females of certain varieties of Cuckoo lay their eggs in other bird’s nests, freeing themselves from the need to nurture the eggs to hatching. In medieval Europe, the law, custom, and the church all defined married women as a category of property held by their husbands. Although Christian marriage vows strictly enjoined sexual exclusivity in a marriage for both partners, custom rarely enforced it on the husband (although Catholic doctrine held infidelity by either party to be a mortal sin). A nuance of the word often overlooked in contemporary usage is that it refers to a man who, like the bird warming the cuckoo’s eggs, is unaware of his victimization. A man who knows and acquiesced, in his wife’s taking of another lover was called a "wittol," itself a derivation from the Middle English for "w
This And That...
Venus: wow, you are one slow son of a bitch arnt ya? Domino: talk dirty to me Venus: good for oyu Domino: ive got it all babe Venus: well unless you have the girth to go with it, you have nothing to show for babe Domino: whats that mean Venus: i kinda figured, congrats to you, ever tried to satisfy a Blue Whale? Domino: its bigger when its hard Venus: huh? english please Domino: that soft u dont wont to know hard Venus: ha, baby, I have 9 inches avalible at any time here at home, so id prolly laugh at it Domino: what could u do with 8 and a half inches of cock Domino: i dont know
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Awkward SilenceOpen your eyes and look inside my twisted world.Hope you realize that I could never go on without you.Open your eyes and see my walls are crashing down.Cover my eyes for the last time.Tell me everything I need to know.Knowing me I will always loose control.Take it all away from me.Only do I live today to tell you.Smash my face again for nothing.And you, you're gonna get what you deserve.Open your mind and see that there's much more to me.Hope you realize I know my hope for life's disappearing.Open your mind and please don't leave me hear all alone.Cover my eyes for the last time.Tell me everything I need to know.Knowing me I will always loose control.[Chorus]Every time that you're getting inside my twisted head.I find it's crazy corrupt that I wish you were dead.I keep dealing with all these emotions that are stirring, stirring inside.You know I felt this pain today.It's one of many so it doesn't matter anyway.I keep dealing with all these emotions that are stirring insi
War Of My Life
Come out Angels Come out Ghosts Come out Darkness Bring everyone you know I'm not running I'm not scared I am waiting and well prepared I'm in the war of my life At the door of my life Out of Time and there's no where to run away I've got a hammer And a heart of glass I got to know right now Which walls to smash I got a pocket Got no pill If fear hasn't killed me yet Than nothing will All the suffering And all the pain Never liked to label I'm in the war of my life At the door of my life Out of time and there's nowhere to run I'm in the war of my life At the core of my life I've got no choice but to fight 'til it's done No more suffering No more pain Never again I'm in the war of my life At the door of my life Out of time and there's no where to run I'm in the war of my life I'm at the core of my life Got no choice but to fight 'til it's done So Fight on, fight on everyone, so fight on Got no
Hate Ma Life
Hey you caught me in a coma And I don't think I wanna Ever come back to again Kinda like it in a coma 'Cause no one's ever gonna Oh, make me come back to again Now I feel as if I'm floating away I can't feel all the pressure And I like it this way But my body's callin' My body's callin' Won't ya come back to again Suspended deep in a sea of black I've got the light at the end I've got the bones on the mast Well I've gone sailin', I've gone sailin' I could leave so easily While friends are calling back to me I said they're They're leaving it all up to me When all I needed was clarity And someone to tell me What the fuck is going on Goddamn it! Slippin' farther an farther away It's a miracle how long we can stay In a world our minds created In a world that's full of shit Help me Help me Help me Help me Bastard Please understand me I'm climbin' through the wreckage Of all my twisted dreams But this cheap investigation just can't stifle all my
It is quite interesting how I woke up this morning and was off tp wprk as usual at about 420 am and I decided to put in what I thought was a Korn CD that I got from work about a wk ago.  Because it was dark and i really wasn't paying attn to nothing but the case, I put it in and let it commence to play.  Once it got going, this is what I heard:All I Think About Is You I woke up today in London As the plane was touching down All I could think about was monday Maybe I'd be back around If this keeps me away much longer I dont know what I would do You've got to understand it's a hard life That I'm going thru And when the night falls in around me I dont think I'll make it thru I'll use your light to guide the way Cause all I think about is you But L.A. is getting kind of crazy And New York is getting kind of cold I keep my head from getting lazy I just cant wait to get back home And all these days I spend away I'll make up for this I swear I need your love to hold me up when it's all to mu
Its Hard
BOY: i saw her again GIRLl:   i saw him again   BOY: She looks better then ever GIRL: He looks better then ever   BOY: I walked towards her, not sure what to say GIRL: He s walking towards me, i dont know what to say   BOY: Hi GIRL: Hi   BOY: I cant stop looking at her GIRL: I cant stop looking at him   BOY: She so quiet, maybe she stil mad GIRL: He so quiet, hope he dont think im still mad   BOY: I told her i still miss her GIRL: He told me he still miss me   BOY: she dont belive me GIRL: he dont mean it   BOY: I mean it GIRL: He dont mean it   BOY: i asked if she missed me GIRL: i told him everyday    BOY: she dident mean it GIRL: he dont belive me   BOY: She asked why i left GIRL: He said i pushed him away   BOY: I should have fought for her GIRL: i wanted him to fight for me   BOY: I told her i was sorry GIRL: i told him i was sorry   BOY: I want her to forgive me GIRL: I want him to forgive me   BOY: I stil love her GIRL: I stil love h
My Personal Opinion "warning You Might Not Agree"!
Don'ts for parents: 1. Don't throw your 3yr olds b-day party with strippers and kegs. 2. use your kid to pick up chicks no matter how cute he/she is. 3. bet with kids and collect when they lose the bet. 4. help with homework when drunk because your kid will be put in special classes for thinking 2+2=chair. 5. teach your kid or anyone elses kid to fetch beer even if you are to drunk to make it to the fridge/cooler. 6. let your kid give the family pet a hair cut (fiddo will not be happy) 7. let you kid have coffee even if they say the other parent said they could it is a trick don't fall for it. 8. let your kid use aluminum foil instead of a bicycle helmet it is not the same. Know matter how much you put on. 9. let your kid stand on top of the tv in place of the antenna even if you throw cheez it crackers at them for food, if they have a sippy cup and you get better reception with the kid. 10. give the kid something to drink by opening the bathroom door and flushin
Just Some Random Thoughts.......
Dear Fu-Land,   I was pondering the realities of this site and the way people act when they are on here. I've noticed that "some" individuals take this site way to serious and forget that it is just a play-land for adults. Here you can be and say just about anything you want.   There are so many options here for the delusional ones who want what they can't have in real life. Where else can you get fu-married one week and fu-divorced the next? On this site you can be a girl, even if you're not really.   There is a reason Baby Jesus has his name......He can make the lame walk and the ugly pretty here. All you have to do is create what you want and run with that fantasy.   With that being said, some of you lame asses need to stop taking this place so serious and learn to have fun.........Just sayin  
The Best Butts On Fubar Contests
ok its like this you promote your self i will be going by the votes you get it will start next friday at midnight if you want out of the contest i will take you out and i dont want the ladys coming to me about she the only one geting votes and not me it called you promote your self starting black friday at 12:01 am the best butts contests on fubar begins. the one rule is it is nsfw the highest avaerage that day get a one point bling. th champion on dec 25 will get a bomb or an auto 11. if there is a tie we go back and see how many days they were number 1 and award the prize after thatok and ty     ps you have till nov 26 to enteryour pictures in the contest good luck ladys OK EVERYONE I AM HOSTING A NEW CONTEST IT IS CALLED HOT SUMMER NIGHTS BIKINI CONTEST ANY AND ALL WOMAN CAN BE IN IT FOR THE LUCKY WINNER YOU CAN PICK BOMB,AUTO 11 OR  2 BOOMRANGS IF YOU WANT IN JUST COME TALK TO ME THIS IS FOR ANY WOMAN ON FUBAR SO LETS MAKE THE SUMMER NIGHT HEAT UP
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The Ten Stages of Drunkenness   Witty and charming (part 1) This is after one or two drinks. The tongue can still remain in step with the brain.In the witty and charming stage one is likely to use foreign idioms and phrases such as au contraire in place of "No way, Jose" Rich and famous By the third drink, you begin mentioning that the little Lexus you've had your eye on Benevolent You'll buy her a Lexus, too. It's only money. Just one more and We'll eat a stall tactic To hell with Dinner Let's Just get a snack at the Bar Patriotic The war stories Begin Full battle mode We should a fixed it the first time Invisible So this is what the inside of of ladies room looks like Witty and charming (part 2) You know, you don't sweat much for a fat girl. God's own drunk and a fearless man: Shit! That's...that's when I first saw the bear.. FINE This is the word women use to end an argument when they feel they are right and you need to shut up. Never use "fine" to desc
Just Thinking
Ever been around a dog that's been mistreated?  The thing about dogs...they can't think. They can act, and they can react...but they can't rationalize a situation.  That doesn't matter if that dog is a 3 pound chihuahua, or a 120 pound German Shepherd.  They react, because they can't think.  I believe they can empathize, and they can sense emotions...but they can't rationally think.  A mistreated dog will always cower in a situation where it thinks it's done bad.  My brother's dog, for instance, is a dog I'm not allowed to correct.  If and when I do, this 120 pound German Shepherd pees on herself and her surroundings.  I've never mistreated this dog in my life...haven't been around her much, if you want to know the truth...but I'm not gonna' put up with her incessant barking, jumping on the fence (she knows how to get out), or jumping on other people.  That's not accepted.  But the problem being is that she knows I don't have a problem correcting her, and popping her on her snout if sh
Not So Deep Thoughts
The rain falls slow and hollow an almost happy feeling looks me in the eye and runs to hide I could smile but the tears will bleed and the stiches on my heart my tear torn apart by the thought of getting you back vs. the thought of never really having you those dreams i had seemed so tastefully real the cottoncandy dreams coming into play I had your heart you had my we walked alone in a deep dark forest full of secrete emotions we walked the shores of forign worlds we walked the edge of insane we wonderd near and far only to find the love we were looking for was right there in our heart we wonderd to the edge of reason we strolled the walk ways of devine perfection we looked up @ the moon and said I could do better wetouched the sky so fast and then we found what we feared we found doubt we found hesitation we found a false  cure for the nothing wrong we found hate in a moment influenced by fear and controlled by anger for this I would ask for you to say what you feel one last time tel
Rants Raves And Other Obscenities
So my friend just sent me trailor for the new "Nightmare" movie....   WHAT THE FUCK!!!! WHY??!!!! WHY THE FUCK CANT HOLLYWOOD COME UP WITH SOME NEW SHIT, WHY DO THEY HAVE TO KEEP REMAKING CLASSICS INTO SHIT? WHY?? NO ONE WILL EVER COMPARE TO ROBERT ENGLUND AS FREDDY. YOU KNOW IT AND I KNOW IT. WHY DO THEY HAVE TO TAKE SOMETHING GREAT AND MAKE IT ALL EMO AND GAY IT UP WITH "DRAMA".....GODDAMN I HATE HOLLYWOOD AND YOU CAN BET YOUR BOTTOM FUCKING DOLLAR I WILL NOT BE WATCHING SHIT PIECE OF SHIT. I AM SO THOROUGHLY IRRITATED AND ANNOYED WITH THIS I CANNOT THINK STRAIGHT.. THUS, THE BILE HAS RETURNED.... For fun I decided to do a survey of all the dirty pussy down here in mississippi.. well at least the northeastern part of it. I must scan a million boxes of vagisil, yeast infection treatment, FDS, massingil, generic douches a day. I counted every time I scanned one of the above products and at the end of the week I did an average. I would say 80% of Booneville Mississippi has dirty sla
Old Stuff
As suicide thoughts/ slowly creep in/ i grab hold of my liberation/ My only way out/ The only object that keeps me sane/ The only thing i can control/ Not evern my thoughts are my own/ To know that i cant control them/ Only scares me even more/ I dont know what they mean/ I sit and try to figure them out/ Until i want to scream!/ Until i want to run away to a psychiatric ward!/ Until i stand there and yell out to my Lord!/ To my savior/ The only one who understands/ And tells me this isnt what it seems/ It is only a dream// As i wake up/ I only see darkness/ I feel trapped/ deep down in this hole/ I know theres no way out/ I have gone to my hell/ I have lost my soul/ I hold the truth/ That will liberate others/ But i start to panic/ I start to shake/
You are the first rays of sunlight that peek through my window. You are the air that I breathe. You are my light when I can't find my way. You are the comforting feel of warmth that spreads over my skin. You are my remody when I'm in pain. You make all the darkness go away. You are the melody to my symphony. You are the energy I need when I feel drained. You are my everything. Escaping With the Melody Feel those watching eyes as I take a deep breath as the spotlight flashes surrounding me My heart pumps the melody within my soul as my body moves with the start of the song Closing my eyes as i smoothly dance with the piano keys and feverish violin, in sync, as i stand from one knee The molody guides me as i feel the lyrics move my arms and legs, not one step wrong I am free. The audiance a blur as i enter a world of tranquil delight The faces disappear as I get lost in the happiness of the song that consumes my body I dance around the notes that flap their wings around me
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HEY EVERYONE...TY SO MUCH TO THOSE OF YOU WHO VOTED....THE VOTES ARE IN AND MOTW FROM DEC.7-DEC.13 WILL BE SINGLE MOMS R SEXY TOO!!! THANKS GIRL FOR ALL YOU DO....AND CONGRATS!!!...HIT HER HARD LEVELERS....RIGHT NOW SHE HAS AUTOS TOO SO YOUR RATING WOULD BE REALLY BENEFICIAL TODAY...!!! Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄ƷSingle Moms R Sexy Too~2nd Alarm Hottie~@ fubar HEY EVERYONE......MOTW IS SHAYNA......PLEASE GO SHOW HER LOTS OF LOVE....CONGRATS SHAYNA shayna0528~ILVMYKIDS~ (mbr of LoUnGiN LeVeLeRs)@ fubar Hey everybody!  Misguided Jay is only 60k from Fubarlord...  He is currently in the military and recently came back from Iraq.....  Lets show him lots of love for his service to this country and help him level. MisguidedJay@ fubar
200: My middle name is: plain199: I was born in: a hospital room198: I am really: a martian197: My cell phone company is: ripping me off196: My eye color is: hazel green195: My shoe size is: 7194: My ring size is: unknown193: My height is: 5'6’’192: I am allergic to: morons191: My 1st car was: crashed into a Mt side190: My 1st job was: where I met my ex husband189: Last book I read: long and it dragged out188: My bed is: in the bedroom187: My pet: is furry186: My best friend: is a butthead185: My favorite shampoo is: in the shower184: AIM name: is MIA183: Piggy Banks are: supposed to full of coins182: In my pockets: stuff181: On my calendar: days and dates180: Marriage is: a crazy institution179: Sponge Bob can: kiss my ass178: My mom: is the meanest person on Earth177: The last three cd's I bought were: bought a lonnnnnng time ago176: Last YouTube video watched: was in a mumm recently175: How many cousins do you have? 4174: Do you have any siblings: yep173: Are your parent
You have no idea how promising the world begins to look once you have decided to have it all for yourself. And how much healthier your decisions are once they become entirely selfish. . . . knowledge is hidden by selfish desire - hidden by this unquenchable fire for self-satisfaction. Selfishness is not living as one wishes to live; it is asking others to live as one wishes to live. And unselfishness is letting other people's lives alone, not interfering with them. Selfishness always aims at uniformity of type. Unselfishness recognizes infinite variety of type as a delightful thing, accepts it, acquiesces in it, enjoys it. Oscar Wilde (1854 - 1900)
Hot & Sexy - Xxx
The moment he dropped his pants and revealed his true identity, I was on fire. That night, I sucked and licked his cock from top to bottom. I began by gently stroking the area just behind his nuts with my tongue while my hand slowly massaged his cock. Mmm I can’t tell you enough just how delicious that was! He stands looking down at me with his hands pressed against the back of my head as he slides in and out of my mouth, his muscles flexing to my every movement, and telling me how good it feels. With each stroke of my mouth, tongue and hands, you could hear the squishy sounds of my saliva as my mouth worked his cock. God, I was so aroused, I wanted to take him to heights he’d never gone before, I wanted to suck him bone dry! I ravished his entire cock with my tongue, slowly licking and wetting every inch with my tongue and hand. I wanted to worship it in every sense. He moaned with pleasure as he grabbed fistfuls of my hair and tried to shove even more of hims
My Poetry
The night is stalking the day an inch at a time Locked together in a dance forever intertwined Ever so close only allowed to touch at twilight This passionate kiss forever fractures the night Not dead or alive but dreaming somewhere in between Eyes forever open listening for the silent scream Of the innocents lost to feed the eternal need The eternal hunger, I give you my body to feed I love you in this second for all eternity I'll share this life together our immortality Passion red as a rose and sharp as this thorn Poised above my neck ready to be reborn The nocturne sings to the children ever lost The gates of heaven and hell forever shut Thirsting for the wine of the deepest cut Drowning in a flood of reverent blood the rain had fallen, leaving everything a glistening wet behind, the drops fell off of the windowsill, drip drip drip Where a bird lay perched, Its sleek black feathers matched the dreary scene, It feet tapped the metal, tap tap tap The bird with the wi
You never lied to me,Your words were always honest and true.You never let me downor let me walk away with tears in my eyes.You held my hand when it hurt,and fixed my broken wings.Taught this baby bird to fly,and listened to her song.Turned this duck into a swan,And let her find her way.Away I flew,But back to you my heart will always stay. go give him a peace of your mind I understand that you and me,We will never be.But you will always be the one,With the biggest part of me.A tear rolls down my face,As you walk away.I reach out to youBut it's too late,You are already gone.
Having Fun Fun
Photo and video editing at  Dirty little thoughts … they cause a stir … create heat and passion. Late at night sometimes I have naughty ideas ! I share those ideas with you sometimes, other times I just keep them in my mind, I love sexy scenarios. They range from exciting places to have sex to just different sexual encounters. having wild imaginations ! One of the most exciting parts of the daydreams I have are the long lasting passionate kisses. Kisses are so personal, so intimate. Nibbling my lower lip can be very dangerous … I am going to go lay down and daydream something sexy … erotic … wanna join me ? There he was … right in front of me. I never wanted to wake up from this dream. I had been waiting for this feeling, this excitement for so long. My heart was beating so fast it felt like it would beat out of my chest. We were snuggled together on the balcony of our room overlooking the ocean wrapped up in a soft
Who Am I I am kindness, tenderness and understanding. When you are sad, I will cry with you but I'll also hold you in my arms and kiss away the tears. I am funny, charming and witty at times, and inquisitive I look for the humor and the excitement in life and appreciate all the the fullness that life brings. I enjoy finding new things to experience. I am serious, a thinker, responsible I value friends and family. I try to keep my promises. I will stand by you in times of crisis. I am affable, social and friendly My friends are important, they know I will be there for them if I can, I trust them and want to see them happy as I trust that they want to see me happy in my life too I am old and I am young. Much I have experienced in life and much more that I want to experience. I am faithfullness and devotion to the one I'm with Even when we are apart, you are always in my heart and on my mind. I am artistic, creative and imaginative I paint, I photograph, I see the world at times t
My Poems
((work in progress))Vicious, Vivacious, and Violent, and VainThe screaming source of my inferno of pain.There's something about the wayShe killed me that dayThat I just can't explain.Like the Hate for each individual cellThat Makes up my body, deteriorating, the smellof my rotting flesh peeling from my bonesThe muscle, the ligaments, the shards of my soul,               As she stands in a skirt over my shallow grave,               While snakes slither into my mouth, which is full               Of spiders and worms, dried blood and decayAnd I wish I could say,"You're Vicious, Vivacious, and Violent, and Vain.And though I despise you, I crave you the same."Howling in pleasure, my lips form her name.          Untame.          Compulsively lying: psychotic, insane.          And perfect.I loved writing this, but I never finished it because I lost interest in the chick. lol. I might continue to work on it someday. Do you dare to know better?To tear yourself open and expose your bare bones to
Random Stuff I Find Entertaining
The Disease No One Is Talking About
Hello Fellow Directors, Officers, Volunteers for Debbullan. I received the below compliment today and immediately thought of each of you. This compliment belongs to all of us that have worked hard to raise attention to Hepatitis C over the past 7 years. Without your help, guidance and selfless efforts I would only be this tiny voice with little impact. Through Debbullan Inc. we have made great impact for the HCV community. When we started there were a handful of organizations in the US with little impact. Little information on the web (much of it incorrect), barely if no, world supported effort  trying to work to speak as one. After 2007, and our 4th awareness event, Everything is Possible 2007, where we placed awareness of HCV in front of over 20,000 people in 13 countries, the cause of awareness took off. I saw a shift beginning back then. Today there is a monument of information about HCV on the web, (and now in the media as well), many organizations vying for attention
I gave you my heart,even though it was made of glass.It was already chipped and cracked,the reason why, you never bothered to ask.Then you went and dropped it on the ground,Now it's lying there, shattered.And your walking away,like it never really mattered. I don’t know if you’re pushing me away or pulling me closerI don’t know where I standI don’t know what you want from meOr if you care at allYour words lash out and hurtThen lovingly draw me inI don’t know what you want from meDo you want this to endDon’t turn tablesOr place this on meJust come out and tell meWhat it is you wantI can’t read minds I don’t know where I standAre you pushing me awayOr are you going to finally let me in I do not know what to think I do not know what to doI am sitting here in tears Because I will never be with youI thought you would be the oneTo take away my feelings of blueBut now I can seeThat I was so truely wrongI have been thinking a long time About you
True Life Poetry By Me
Mom, Can You Hear Me?     it's been 45 years, mom...a lifetime for me,but not for please don't go!the earliest yearsweren't shared asmother and soul was shatteredby the son youdidn't watch close enough...and you ran in shamefrom the placeyou held in my heart.i never understoodwhat i'd done wrong,why you stopped loving me....i never understoodwhy grandma took over me,and grandpa held mecloser to his heartthan he did the others....i never understood,no,never understood,why i always felt sougly,so inhuman,so completely invisibleto you afterthat day...and i was only 4!mom,he raped me,said, done,can't be took 22 more yearsfor you to tell meit wasn't my fault...that you believed me,that i wasn't unlovable....that it was your guiltthat kept you back,that kept our heartsnot apart,but jaded toeach other...and that it was fromlove that you gaveme to grandma and grandpa!they were dead whenyou finally told me...too late to raise me then,too late to make ital
The Noise In My Head
I hear sirens in the distance Frantically on their way To save another life That’s been tragically thrown away Time has worn down the essence of his soul Bad decisions have broken his rein of control Just one more hit and the pain will be gone One last try at a life gone wrong He never thought it would lead him back Down the path, he swore to never go back The echo he heard when the bars slid shut Mirrored the demons that still rode on his back The seduction of intoxication made him forget All of the things he lives to regret Now he has nothing but time on his hands To think of the life he will never have again Your dark dance with needles Leave those who love you in despair There is nothing you can do for someone Who just does not care A soul is lost without a mate Lost inside someone else's fate That was tangled and torn before I arrived By the deception of her lies I follow this hollowed out soul To only hear voices that have lost control Pushing me further, harder away
Don't Like It .... Don"t Look ...
.... well it astounds me sumtimes how selfish and self centered people can b but fubar seems to b able to show that side of people regularly... which is sad as hell to in point.. my very best friend just had a birthday and out of the hundreds of people that call him their friend only a few of us did anything for him for his bday... do u have any idea how disgusting that is? this man makes bday salutes buys vips and blasts and bling packs for all his close friends on their bday but they couldnt even do a damn thing for him. i would have done more then i did if he would have let me but of course he wouldnt lol. now mind u im not 1 that buys into all the fubar bullshit anyways because lets face it ur payin money for pictures and points and nuthin thats real but still it would have shown that u cared at least a lil about sumone other then urself ... sumone who's been there for u when ur man hurt u or let u down or u needed sumone to talk to or sumone just to make u smile... he's
All About The Doll
1. Okay, newest of the newest questions, ya ready?Yeah..2. If you had to choose dying or having sex with your boyfriend which one would you choose?lol what kind of question is this! 3. Is the last person you kissed more than a year older than you?yes. 4. Last December, what was your love life like?oh boy!5. Has a girl sat on your bed before?duh!6. Look at your phone. Speed dial 12?I don't use speed dial.7. Look at it again. Speed dial 6?/9. Are you afraid to grow up?I think I'm done growing.10.whats your worst subject in school?I don't take subjects or PAY for classes I'm not good at! :p11. Have you ever been around someone who was high?Many times and many people12. Three days from now will you be in a relationship?probably not ?13. What is something you wish you had more of?car :p14. Do you like to hold or be held?be held since i'm a girl :)15. When was the last time you cried?...16. What does your 10th inbox message say?Happy Holidays!17. Last person you saw other than your family?co
Just Thinking
what up my fellow fubar's i have been here along time i meen from way back lost cherry cherry tap an way before that lol i have seen good friends come an go an i think i never have done a blog huh weird well tu da lol hopefully there will be more though im not much of a talker im more of a listener boy has that ever pist off some of my gurl friends lmao " y you never talk to me " couse aint shit going on up there lol if i have something to say i will say it well how was that for my first blog ? laterz all when is enough enough??the right answer is never or should be if you really love someone.i dont know the answer myself anymore......................we go through alot of shit and put up with alot more just to have a small peice of that for letter word ...................why?????????? becouse there is another word that scares us much more ...............alone................ Why do I feel so alone inside while I have everyone to back me up.. Do they really care.. Do they really love
Zombie Information Continued
Nanobots What are they? Nanobots are a technology that science apparently engineered to make you terrified of the future. We're talking about microscopic, self-replicating robots that can invisbily build--or destroy--anything. Vast sums of money are being poured into nanotechnology. Sure, at some level scientists know nanobots will destroy mankind. They just can't resist seeing how it happens. How it can result in zombies: Scientists have already created a nano-cyborg, by fusing a tiny silicone chip to a virus. The first thing they found out is these cyborgs can still operate for up to a month after the death of the host. Notice how nano scientists went right for zombification, even at this early stage. They know where the horror is. According to studies, within a decade they'll have nanobots that can crawl inside your brain and set up neural connections to replace damaged ones. That's right; the nanobots will be able to rewire your thoughts. What could possibly go wrong?
Cre8ive Juicez
On a quest to find that Gud Love……. A Slow meaningful love that comes from reaching down into a person’s very soul, touching that soul, as no one has done before Feelings of fire that start in the bottom and begin to overcome my entire body as we embrace Looking deep into one another’s eyes and losing track of all time and reality Kisses so deep that it brings forth a feeling of serenity, peace, and ecstasy Living only for that moment and becoming one One in mind, one in spirit, and one in body Air is one of the light elements. This means that it is not necessarily involved with anything physically present, and, as it happens, air prefers it that way. This element is distant, thoughtful, reflective. This is the element of the mind, of rationality, of pure logic. It keeps its distance from things so as to consider them better; this gives it a unique sense of perspective. On the other hand, air is often an outsider. It is generally not involved in
The Hippie Cool Blog
Once upon a time there was a fubarian who didnt give a crap about points or levels and heres the story of why. Many many moons ago i joined up to fubar after a friend on another website called TRIBE invited me. Being a fan of social networking sites i joined up and thought it was alot different then the rest with a much different tone and focus. I had never encountered such a site before that seemed faster paced then say myspace and points and levels were involved. I confess the breathe of fresh air of change made me get caught up in it. I made it my business to level up FAST. I posted lots of pics and rated other peoples albums and such and yes even bought a VIP membership so i could post MORE pics AND i bought the thingy where your blast runs for a month...did that several times. Quickly i ranked up higher and higher....i didnt look at the whole rank thing as me being more important or better then anyone lower,it was the CHALLENGE that sucked me in and made me someo
I Less Than 3
Your smile makes me beam and your charm sends me through the roof. I feel like I have known you forever. You take my fears away, inspiring me to dream. How lucky I am to have stumbled into you. You are always on my mind. Your the name my lips crave. Just to love someone as amazing as you takes my breath away. I love you. Just those words rolling off my lips send me into a craze. Knowing I am saying them with such passion and such truth. I love you so much! You are my world, the sun in my sky, and the twinkles in my eye. The excitement of going to Wyoming can be felt all the way to my bones. Being able to be in the arms of someone I have fallen completly and utterly in love with is the greatest feeling in the entire world. Knowing he will be just a arms reach away and the breath I feel on my neck is something I can't even describe into words.  Being able to look in the eyes of the person I love, to see his smile, and to hear his laugh; that always makes me smile is simply amazing. I lov
Farmville Messages To Neighbors And Friends
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Lets Hear It For The Vets
By MICHAEL J. CRUMB The Associated Press  updated 11/15/2010 7:37:25 PM ET 2010-11-16T00:37:25 Share Print Font: +-DES MOINES, Iowa — A 25-year-old soldier from Iowa who exposed himself to enemy gunfire to try to save two fellow soldiers will become the first living service member from the wars in Afghanistan and Iraq to receive the Medal of Honor. President Barack Obama phoned Army Staff Sgt. Salvatore Giunta at the base in Italy where he's stationed to tell him he'd be receiving the nation's highest military honor, Giunta's father told The Associated Press. He will become the eighth service member to receive the Medal of Honor during operations in Iraq and Afghanistan. The seven previous medals were awarded posthumously. "It's bittersweet for us," said Steven Giunta, of Hiawatha. "We're very proud of Sal. We can't mention that enough, but in this event, two other soldiers were killed and that weighs heavy on us. You get very happy and very proud and then you start dealing wit
Lmao And O And O And O
I can't believe that I finally have come to the conclusion that it isn't safe to take my children to the park without my husband along anymore. We live in an area that is, to quote a friend of mine, " the buckle of the bible belt" To most that would seem SAFE for the most part. Sure we have crime, but not as much as a very large city like Birmingham or Huntsville. In fact this city that I have an address in, (Hanceville, even though I don't actually live inside the city) just recently voted on whether or not to got "WET" For you Yankee's that means that the entire county is DRY, you cannot buy alcohol in this county at all, you have to drive about 50 miles to do that. If you are caught with more than the legal amount for one person allowed in your vehicle you go to JAIL! The vote DID NOT pass, by the way...the city is still DRY. Each individual city, once large enough, may choose to vote for Wet/Dry. It has not passed anywhere in this county, yet. So, my point is this .... The w
Darker Poetry
I RememberI remember the way it feltwhen you where on top of meIt was like you controlled meYour forced yourself inSo I gave up & let you winI remember the way you looked at mewhen I said NOIt was like you wanted to show you were in controlYou pushed harderand I tried to say no againyou covered my mouthso I gave up & let you win.I remember the sounds you made.It was like you enjoyed it too much to care.there were other people thereI should of yelled for themBut I was too ashamed; too afraidthey wouldn't believe meOr say it was my faultI remember everything you didBut don't worry your secrets safeI'm still afraid.Nobody will believe meSo I give up and I guess you win. I cannot forgive him.I cannot tell of how I feelI cannot express the shameThat engulfs me each time I hearthe whisper of his name.I cannot bear the remotest thoughtof the memory of his touchHis hands on me, his body on mineremembering hurts too much.I cannot wash away the smellor the feel of himNo amount of water will clea
Men who are shallow should not even be on where there are women who are big.  It is wrong for men to be so shallow and insensative.  So do not bother rating me or even talking to me.  I would rather talk with true friends or a true man.   Superspark is a complet jerk and butthead.  He has no knowledge of right or wrong.  He has no soul.  He has no compasion for anyone but him self.  Do not judge people because of hear say.  For it is wrong.   Get to know a person.  Ask questions.  Talk with them and get to know the real person.  You will be surprised of what you will find out.  Know what they are like, know what they like and do not like.  Learn if they have a family, or what their favorite colors are.  Just know the person not the shell.
Krazy's Lost It
"I'M A BITCH, I'M A  LOVER."   You're so good to meI know but I can't changetried to tell you but you look at me like maybeI'm an angel underneath innocent and sweet.Yesterday I cried, must have been relieved to see the softer side I can understand how you'd be so confusedI don't envy youI'm a little bit of everythingAll rolled into one[Chorus]I'm a bitch, I'm a loverI'm a child, I'm a motherI'm a sinner, I'm a saintI do not feel ashamedI'm your hell, I'm your dreamI'm nothing in betweenYou know you woldn't want it any other waySo take me as I amThis may meanYou'll have to be a stronger manRest assured that when I start to make you nervous and I'm going to extremesTomorrow I will changeAnd today won't mean a thing[Chorus]I'm a bitch, I'm a teaseI'm a goddess on my kneesWhen you hurt, when you sufferI'm an angel undercoverI've been numb, I'm revivedCan't say I'm not aliveYou know I wouldn't want it any other way "All I Really Want" ALANIS MORISSETTEDo I stress you outMy sweater is on
World War 3 Timeline
The Admiralty Court Exists Becausethe U.S. is Under Martial lawThis Awareness* wishes briefly to remind entities that the admiralty court is the court in which the gold braid goes around the American Flag which indicates the court is under martial law, or under admiralty law, from the martial law since Abraham's Lincoln's executive order putting it under martial law, and in order to continue staying under martial law, the country has to have some kind of war every two years. Thus, the war on drugs, the war on poverty, et cetera, and the admiralty laws are used in the courts in such a way that they are not necessarily tied to the Constitution, although the Constitution is said to be the law of the land.Did you know the U.S. has a Military and a Civil Flag?This Awareness indicates that when Lincoln was assassinated, no one thought to put an end to this declaration of martial law because of the Civil War and because the martial law has continued up to this time, from the time of the Civil
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Snn Sex News Network
According to reports, there may be a Jessica Simpson sex tape making the rounds around town--and its from her vintage days as Mrs. Lachey. According to the Daily Sport, the home movie shows Jess in a number of sex acts with her ex-husband Nick. The video has apparently has been acquired by the same people who released Pamela Anderson and Tommy Lee's sex tape. A source said: "Jessica is horrified her name and 'sex tape' are being mentioned in the same sentence. She's always been a girl of high morals and principles." This next one sounds a little bogus to us, but you can decide. A cameraman is claiming that he has a sex tape of Madonna and Alex Rodriguez, that was filmed without their knowledge. According to the Daily Star, the "footage was obtained in this way it would be an outrageous invasion of privacy." We smell a hefty lawsuit!   A Floridian biology teacher fired after posing for racy pictures has landed a new career - in pornography. Tiffany Shepherd, 31, made headlines i
For Adults Only
A study of models used by dutch porn outfit has revealed a correlation between their sex drive and the choice of color palette when decorating their bedrooms. Results where consistent with 93% of participants ad showed that the sluttier then teen the wider range of colours used. Girls who enjoy anal sex prefer the use of bright colours including yellows, purples and reds. Girls who do not indulge in any form of oral sex where the only ones to use black. 2 teen Asian lady boys were used as ‘controls'. Their results where in line with expectations. LOS ANGELES, CA - Twenty year old Tanner Mayes has taken the adult industry by storm in her first year. The raw, unbridled energy and passion that she puts into her scenes has been noticed by fans and critics alike, as Tanner has received numerous Best New Starlet awards and other nominations. Tanner has been recognized by the Adult Entertainment Broadcast Network (AEBN), the world's largest video on demand site, as
As most of you know I work for an accounting firm. I have this one client that I do payroll for that believes that not only do I have do their work, but that I am to be their delivery service as well. Please do sit down before you go on. I will wait while you do this. Okay, so though I look sweet and innocent (stop laughing you tard) I am German, Irish Gemini and a female piss me off and well you probably will want to seek shelter. So this client calls and states she has this tax booklet I have been requesting and that I can come and pick it up. I said “Would it be possible for you to mail it or have someone bring it to me”? She said “what”? Why you come get it? I said I am sorry but I can not this time. Our clients bring in their work and pick it up when its done or request how it is to get to them. She said something in her native tongue I am sure it was how great I am. As my phone rang and another client walked in, so I politely requested to place her on
Lounge RulesThis is an RP (Role-Play) Lounge1 - Do not come into the lounge to cause drama or bullshit - i.e. coming in ranting and raving about shit that has nothing to do with anything going on in RP, or coming in to bitch people out.  Unless it is SPECIFICALLY part of a StoryLine you are involved in with another character, etc.  Do not cause trouble for the sole purpose of causing trouble.2 - As stated, this is an RP lounge, so no OOC chatter in the room unless it's important - i.e. ((BRB)).  Keep OOC chatter to shoutboxes, private messages, or e-mails.3 - If you do not know how to RP, or haven't quite got the concept, there is a dropdown box to the right which explains.  If you are still confused, send me (Terran Nytefyer) a private message, or hit my shoutbox.  I will be more than happy to help.  We were all 'newbies' once.4 - No typing in ALL CAPS!  All Caps for a word or two, here and there, for emphasis, is quite fine and understandable.  It's even acceptable for you to use All
My Demon Lover.......   He comes to me late at night, as I sleep wrapped up so tight.   His hair is long, his skin is white. His eyes sing a silent song, He can kill with just one bite.   He approaches me, but never touches the ground. His touch is so cold, He never makes a sound.   His lips are so soft, His kiss is so cold, Just a moment of pain, Is what I am told.   His lips brush my neck, His hand cups my breast. I am feeling so dizzy, As my heart pounds in my chest.   I feel his fangs, Pierce my neck. I feel as tho time is standing still, Just like before a wreck.   He tells me I am special, There is only you and me, He tells me he has given me a gift, When in fact, he has set me free.   By day we look, just like everyone. But by night, A Vampire we shall become.   By: Moketta 2008 The Final Inspection   The soldier stood and faced God, Which must always come to pass, He hoped his shoes were shining, Just as brightly as his br
Lyrics To My Fav Songs
Hitoribocchi nanka ja nainda to Yoru ni nigekonde iikikaseta Kekkyoku sore wa jibun no kodoku o Hinihini ukibori ni shiteku dake datta Kensou kara hanareta kaerimichi Itsumo to nani mo kawaranai noni Kurikaeshiteku noka to omottara Kyuu ni namida ga komiagete kita Tayorinakute nasakenakute Fuan de samishikute Koe ni naranai koe de Nukumori o hoshigatta *Nee kimi wa tashika ni totsuzen araware Watashi no kurayami ni hikari sashita Soshite sukoshi waratte daijoubu datte unazuite Watashi no te o totte arukidashita Kimi no se ni tenshi no hane o mita Tsuyoku naritai to nagatta no wa Itami ni nibuku naru tame ja nai Tasukerarete sasaerarete Ataeatte yurushiatta Ano hi mamotte ikitai Mono ga dekita kara **Nee kimi wa tokidoki muboubi sugiru kurai Watashi ni subete de butsukatte kuru Sore wa amarinimo mabushi sugiru hodo de Watashi wa mabat
hello...   the old blog has gone. so it is the best to start over again.   at first i will introduce some older material that could still be seen here.   i am sure it is interesting for the most people. when you don't like it... just don't watch.  the blog is marked as nsfw.   i would like to show you what a former slavegirl from me wrote about her training. Ex-Slavegirl S   I will never forget the day "Misterak" known to me now as Sir... my Master, my Owner came into my life. He changed my life for the greater. I had always fantasized about being a slavegirl, being owned. However I had never been in touch or talked with a dom that had an effect on me to completely surrender myself to him. Until Sir sent me an email simply asking me if I make a good slavegirl. I was fascinated by him form the start. His authority is ever present when he is near. Sir is not onlydom but he is charming, witty and extremely intelligent and well educated. Beeing in his presence is a v
The Last Straw
I am not close with any of my family. My mother do not speak to each other, I have tried but she uses me for what I can give her and when things don't work out her way she stops talking to me. My sister tries to RULE me when I speak to her. " Do this and do that" and If I don't I am a traitor  and she doesn't let up. My brother is a follower of "GOD" thats fine, I have no issues with that, I do have an issue with his preachings to me. I grew up the good girl, never into drinking, not once did I do any drugs, stayed out of trouble, wasn't having sex ~ and STILL NOT( he was out doing all those things)Thinks he has the right to preach his word to me. I don't follow his religion. I have always been a kind, compassionate, loving soul. I give until I can't give anymore. I don't feel he has the right to preach to me when I am already following my own spiritual beliefs. My older brother has sad issues like my mother( alcoholic and mean spirited individual) I just cant associate with these peop
To Write Or Not To Write...ahh Screw It.
:::THIS IS A PUBLIC SERVICE ANNOUNCEMENT FROM YOUR FRIENDLY NEIGHBORHOOD EMO CLEAN UP SQUAD LEADER!!!::: Why hello! I bet you are sitting there, elbow deep in a bag of cheetos, the latest self help guru on your television set, hand on your sad deflated little pecker, or if not, an Oral B toothbrush at the ready to be shoved down your throat and you are thinking: Why don't I just kill myself? No one wants me around. I should just do it.  Well lemme tell you something: You aren't gonna do it. The fact of the matter is this; if you are so pithy and whiny to sit there and bitch and complain about how hard it is to go to school and then come back and sit your dumpy ass down on the couch and cut your wrists-not deep enough to do any good, mind you-then you aren't a strong enough person to do the world a favor and kill yourself. Damn it all. But far be it from me to judge. I'm sure your life is so hard, afterall, living with your parents must be tough on you. The point of the matter is t
Tim's Blogs
Their once was a man who went in to battle, so all could be freeHe was strong and mighty and fought as bravely as he could beHe knew what he was there for and what had to be doneKnowing each day that the end of his life could comeSo he struggle and fought hard and did the best he knewKnowing that when it was time to leave there would be only a fewThen there came that dreadful day when his service was no moreHe came home and seen and wonder, what was it all forNo one understood him and didn't even careFor what he saw here, was just what he left thereAs time went on and the years had pastHe was a different man but with the same maskHe struggle more and more each day as it went aloneAnd was dieing inside not knowing what was going wrongHe became hard and ugly, anger and mean, broken and evil for all to seeFor there was no pleasures, love and hope in his dreamHe was no longer the man he use to be. I will walk thru the valley without a tear in my eye; because of a man who gave his life that
Blog Of A Thousand Noms Revisited
About a week ago I used a groupon (If you don't use groupon yet, sign up! ) for fresh, local produce delivery.  I got a bunch of sunchokes.  I had never seen a sunchoke before so I did some research.  Sunchokes look like this:   So I found that you can use them in stirfry, which I did...and I also make this really easy soup.   1/2 pound sunchokes 1 small onion 1 clove garlic dash of thyme (I used dried/ground) 2-4 tablespoons butter 1 can low sodium chicken broth cream (I just added a little) salt and pepper   Super easy.  Wash sunchokes and peel if you want.  Mine looked good so I didn't peel them...I didn't find anything about not eating the skin. cut into 1"ish cubes  sautee in butter with sliced onion and garlic until tender add chicken broth and simmer for about 20 minutes puree return to pan and add cream (I had already tasted it and decided not to add much and it's delicious) salt and pepper to taste   I think I may puree
The Archives
Did you ever notice the things that went wrong..Could you see my heart screaming like a song..I knew that this would end this way..Now I just can't think of the words to say..All the signs were there..where were you..I told you its not fair..although still true..How can you stand by knowing of how i feel..Knowing that love and hope just isnt real..All the feelings I bury deep..Ripping my soul for our love to keep..Hoping that someday i shall lay to rest..No longer putting my strength to the test..I know I could never truly pull the trigger..So I stand alone as a hollow figure..Trying to forget what i know is right..Pleading on my knees to win this fight..Can you really stand there to watch me cry..Knowing that I'm screaming to say goodbye..What would you do if i were gone..Could you finally release me..Let me move on. I feel this blood trailing down my chesthoping my soul will be laid to restfighting to the end to win this wartrying to remember what this life is forthe hole in my chest
Plagerizm Rocks!!!
Inside me Im screaming,but nobody pays attention. I f I had arms,I could kill myslef. If I had legs,I could run away. If I had a voice,I could talk and be some kind of company for myself. I could yell for help,but nobody would help me.       Normally I dont do Metallica,but this was too good not to put down. Well, Johnny Cash is dead and his house burned down, down, down. There’s a whole lotta weepin’ and wailin’ in Nashville town, Nashville town. Well the Man in black ain’t commin’ back and Waylon ain’t a gonna come around. Johnny Cash is dead and his house burned down. Chet Atkins & Marty Robbins ain’t here to play, sing and play. Miss Patsy Cline was one of a kind Lord knows, Oh By the way, I got nothin’ against the young Country Stars, but I could use more fiddles and steel guitars, Johnny Cash is dead and his house burned.   Southern man better keep your headDon't forget what your good book saidSouthern change gonna come at las
Some Of My Poetry
You came into my life one day,with beauty I had never ever seenand swore that you would stay,we would be a king and his queen.You sang your songs of love to meand professed them all to be true,a song of how the future would beif I would just stay stay with you.Such wondrous words I would hearas you wooed me with tender eyes,slowly drawing yourself more nearuntil I felt you, much to my surprise.Then a song burst from my very hearta song of love, I gave it willingly to thee.I swore that we indeed would never part,for you were now the dearest part of me.The ecstasy that swept me took over,my heart had dreams of endless joy.I dared to see you as my one true lover,the way it could be 'tween a girl and boy.It was then that you turned to go away,had I done something terrible or wrong?"Oh please come back!" loudly I did prayunable then to stay composed or strong.You turned and saw me bound therewithin the love chains that I had made.Walking back, I dared hope you did care,that my love and tear
What happens to the dream when the light of the early morrow appears?  Is it really gone, or does it remain hidden until your head reaches the tenderness of a pillow once more.   It’s impossible to believe that the hidden illusions of anything you could possible want have just melted away.   Melted like the frosty dew upon the grass of an early spring day. Ahh I remember this dream we sat near a lake just you and I.  We cuddled up under the blanket hand in hand.  Both eager with anticipation.  Me shivering from the soft breeze.   As the sun slowly arose from the distance I laid my head upon your shoulder as you gently placed your soft tender pink lips upon my forehead.  All the pain and suddenness of a lost you slowly slips away as I dream.  Here we are again.  Only to be lost as the beauty of another morning appears, just a glimmer. I prefer an endless slumber for my dreams have become my escape.   I’d rather remain in slumber then deal with the average of everyday.  You s
League Of Extraordinary Robots Chapter 1 Meet the Carrot-Tops A long, long time ago, in the year 1850, there was a man by the name of Sam Carrot-Top. He was a well educated man, slender in build and always wore a dusty old cap that covered his orange hair and broken glasses. He was an honest and wealthy man, but you would never guess that he and his family were well off; he never showed his wealth or bragged about it. He used his money to help the poor and needy. His wife, Jane, was oh so beautiful, with lush red hair, a petite figure, and smooth, creamy pale skin. She loved all the children in the neighborhood, always fixing a broken heart or a scraped knee. She was the perfect housewife, the kind any man could want. They lived in a small town in Georgia called Valdosta. Sam and Jane were the talk of the town; they grew the largest vegetables and fruits the eyes have ever seen. Their watermelons were the size of houses and carrots as long as 2
Random Musings
THE ATLAS ROOM - NOW HIRING:   APPLY HERE:   Daytime/Evening managers (looking for two of each ideally) Responsibilities will be to run the lounge in my absence (I do have a "real life" which sometimes doesn't allow me to be on Fubar).  -Be sure people are having a great time -Make sure other staff aren't being too controlling -Freedoms will be given to ban/eject/silence.Greeters - looking for at least 2. More as we grow. - You are the friendly face of the lounge. You should be comfortable being on cam, however there are NO requirements for NSFW behaviour on your part. It's an asset if you feel comfortable with this, however. You are to make people feel welcome, particularly if they're new. Keep people "drinking"/talking/engaged.Bouncers - Looking for at least 2 to start. More as we grow. -You are the discipline arm of the lounge. You will be given authority to silence/eject, however you will be required to consult with myself (or a manager
About Life And Love
The feeling of love, How do you describe it? When your soul feels like it's flying And there's no way to tie it to the ground When your heart feels like it could burst And there's no way to calm it down When your mind races all day And just one person runs through it When your body lays against that one person And you feel as if you are just one person When they're all you seem to care about And your own feelings seem to matter no more When you give your life to them And they take every last bit of it out of you When you find out that they have others And you just take the pain and accept them back When you know you only want that one person And they might not just want only you But you keep on going with it Cause you can't tell your heart what to feel! I have heard it said that happiness is not a prize to be won. It's a journey not a destination. You don't get there and stop, you are always moving along with it. Some say the purpose in life is to be happy and to help others be happy.
You're Shameless
Nothing salacious and slanderous, just a little fun. Give an example of something you have said to someone and you've felt yourself cringe as soon as you had said it. Mine is telling my sister she got a big arse Damn fucking arthritis decides to flare up today, just about everywhere. my knees are on fire, my ankles feel lick someone has kicked them. shoulders, hands, wrists, elbows you name it, it fucking hurts. AGGGGHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!! she said :-lolz thats why people sent me messages saying you requested them ;) whatev :) i said :- get over your fucking, 90% of the people on facebook added me not the other way around deary.> so fuck your paranoia she said :- You know, you are not the only bipolar person I have ever known so you can take that bs and fuck off.   I dont want or need you to understand anything period. My mistake was thinking you could ever care about someone else more than yourself.You can down me, say any fuckin thing you want llsht no other person on
Drain Tarnished blood form bones Let those poisons Dry up Tonight we'll cleanse our souls Cause judgment day comes One day sooner this year One day you'll be safe We were never pure again Keep them safe from what you'll discover Keep them safe from harm Keep them safe inside your home If it kills you Turn not away, avert not your face, this is how it was meant to be. In silence found hanging there above a pool of waste, the beauteous workings of mortality. No one can truly touch another parallel never to cross. Pointless, fumbling, sad mistake only capable of pain. Beyond those cursed stars above lies the answer that I seek. On the backs of bullets rides my name, longing to kiss my cheek. Resentfully decline, retire this hated life. Without guilt I break these veins, carved with salvation's knife just letting you all know that i am not buying you back because every time i do it looses me money. no offense. as soon as the glitch is fixed i will gladly buy you all back but for now it i
Sillhouette's Stories
Missy got off the phone and called Larry to her room. She didn't want him around when her mom came home, so she told him that he needed to leave for the evening. She ordered him to go get some dinner and catch a movie. Larry did as Missy instructed, and left the house. When Claire got home shortly after, she was a mess. She obviously had been crying and she began again almost instantly after Missy asked what was going on. Claire explained how she had gone back to work and was very frustrated with Larry's performance at lunch. She explained that she and Drew had been flirting for a while and how when she had seen him, she had lost control and pulled him into a conference room. He had had his way with her. She told Missy how he had taken control and fucked her better than she had been fucked in a long time. She told her how he had made her feel alive again and made her cum more than once. How he made her feel sexy when he talked dirty to her. Then came the quote that made Mi
IS TRUE DAT EVERY BODY WANT TO BE A MAN OF HIS OWN, WHILE SOME THINKS DAT DEY CAN ONLY ACHIEVED THEIR GOALS IN LIFE WEN BEING ISOLATED!. WELL I DISAGREED WIT SUCH PEOPLE. NO MATTER WATSUR DREAMS ARE IT CAN BE ACHIEVED IN ISOLATION!!. i beleive we are all here to have funs in fubar, but i'm exsperiencing some negative things coming up every day in fubar. for me, i beleive in moderation~~~~perhaps i still don't think if fubar is a dating site.... i luv every gud tins and also hate some naughty people aswell. so if u are 1 of dem,DAMM U!! I DON'T NEED SUCH PEOPLE
THE SECOND GATE of A Woman By Jeffery sanders Ahhhhhhh! Lil miss aggressive tigress I see! Responding to the Strength of two Strong splayed fingas Feeling my Absolute, unbending Steady intentions Precisely placed in an optimal way Massaging her clit to a Come hit me motion Softly touching stroking the pudendal nerve Making her pelvic Nerve situate making her body shake spreading her legs out Creating the warm lovely free flowing sensation Stroking her masterfully making her swell and respond Taking control making her emotional Components prerelease multiple orgasms Edging her into trust and Surrender Catching as she falls As I my self prepare for the intensity of what is about to come Screams tears and oooh! That Intoxicating taste of her womanly fluids Lifting the tones of all her internal muscles What follows? Well you have to wait on the Final piece... From the pages of Cali_isms THE THRESHOLD OF SEXUAL
Love Card 4/3/10
Hi Betty! Here is your Daily Love Tarot Card for Monday, April 19 "The Two of Pentacles card suggests that this matter may put you in a bit of a bind. However, it may offer two distinct possibilities for handling your time, attention and resources as they affect your relationship or love life. With careful consideration, this could actually be a win-win situation for you, provided you are not sending or receiving mixed messages. This could be a chance to double your pleasure or your chances for material or physical success especially when it comes to physical intimacy or children, provided you are adept at walking the fine line between practical realities and your appetites. You just may need to be reminded of the old sayings 'for better or worse' and 'all things in moderation.'" Hi Fu-bies, This is pretty much going to be a venting session..... Why as lustfulpeople is there such a thin line between love and hate. Also how someone new with out all of our
Lyrics To Songs (that I Like)
WHOA!! Lets GO! It's 3 o'clock at The Triple Rock, another round of watching Paddy talkIt's where you wanna get snowed in when you get snowed inOutside it's 10 below, is it day or night, we don't care or knowWhat we know is that we don't wanna be anywhere but herePlease don't make us leaveWhen in Minnesota and you got a drinking quotaI'm seeing double at The Triple Rock, we're still here watching Paddy talkThen undress, then get out the duct tapeThe one question still remains, how much more art can we take?I'll let you know when the medication wears offI'm a religious drunk and this is where I prayThe church of alchoholics can't break up the congregationGive us air to breathe through carbonationWe are at liquor church, genuflecting on barstoolsWe're praying that the taps will keep the holy water flowingKey kicks of communion then a long night of confessionsComing home after noon seems to raise a lot of questionsWhen in Minnesota and you got a drinking quota Lets GO!! I'm not insane
Here it is May 11th 3am (five futime) and I am restless. Today starts a journey and a new chapter in my life. I feel alittle sick too. I am neverous. Not for what lays ahead, I am overjoyed! I am not looking forward to this two day endeavor on the greyhound. But it will be well worth it. I look now back at the last ten years of my life, how things are so different from now and then. I look at this journey as the start of my new life. So much opportunity ahead. I just wish the next two days past in the blink of an eye. Well wish me luck and I will see you all on the otherside. I am sick and tired of the job market in California. Last I read unemployment is up to thirteen percent. I am sure it is a much larger number then this. However it also irrates me that I live  in an overpoppulated county that has more storage units, churches, stop lights  and other senseless waste of perfectly good space, Then actual jobs. They tell us they wanted to boost the econmy and premote us to spend locall
Snake Eyes Radio Promotors
Before I Go
A Blonde was sent on her way to Heaven. Upon arrival, a concerned St Peter met her at the Pearly Gates. 'I'm sorry,' St Peter said; 'But Heaven is suffering from an overload of godly souls and we have been forced to put up an Entrance Exam for new arrivals to ease the burden of Heavenly Arrivals.' 'That's cool' said the Blonde, 'What does the Entrance Exam consist of?' 'Just three questions' said St Peter. 'Which are?' asked the Blonde. 'The first,' said St Peter, 'is, which two days of the week start with the letter 'T' '? The second is 'How many seconds are there in a year?' The third is 'What was the name of the swagman in Waltzing Matilda?' 'Now,' said St Peter, 'Go away and think about those questions and when I call upon you, I shall expect you to have those answers for me.' So the Blonde went away and gave those three questions some considerable thought (I expect you to do the same). The following morning, St Peter called upon the Blonde and asked if she had considered
A Strong Love
A heart sings to that one so far , yet so close to my heart to be.A heart sings to stars above, that sweet song only thoses two ment to be shall hear.A heart sings in hopes thatone true love shall hear my crys, and hold me in her arms and love me for ever.A heart sings out to a field of roses, colors of the world so true so many diffent shades, none the same.A heart sings out to a field of roses, there blooms open to that sweet sound of love so true, that song of love between me and you.A heart sings out to a field of roses, there only promble is there beautifull nature, that glows unpon this ulgy world make it a place to smile and be happy, the same way you make me feel ever time i hear your voice, or look at a pic of u all i can is smile and hope one day i'll get to touch u and fell your sweet embrace, my spin tingles with chills of lust and happiness.A heart sings out to that one , I have never meet, but all the same when that day comes the joy that once was forgotten, may it embran
Strange And Stranger
So now I sit still and smiling inside my shrine of make up. This is almost too much to take. To restart, to retrace. But what's life without surprise? It's like, WHOA turn around, pause, wipe slate clean, resume grind in new direction. I am no stranger to this. No stranger at all. Shed the tears, lick the wounds, dust off, move along. The girls say it's not me it's them. There's more of them than me. Signs point to me. Might be me. No, no, no. Definitely them, they telled me. I'll believe it someday. I am rough around the edges. Can't help it. Just like my little man though, I'm growing everyday. And yeah, I wish it didn't hurt, but I always try to remember that without all this crap, it won't feel good when shit works out. Hopefully. Hopefully I can do that. Remember that. Everyday I get told that it's new. Fresh. New number, so it's not the same. Not the same as yesterday or any other yesterday there ever was or could be. I like to listen to that. So that way, even if I wake up and f
"true Gov`t"
And she breaks down and criesCause she`s living a lieThen she peels of her smileRevealing tears in her eyesAnd her makeup`s runningThe fire is burningHer heart is breakingHer world`s left shakenHow long could she pretend that she`s okayAnd her mask is meltingHer dreams are fading She`s slowly losing The life she`s makingHow long could she pretend that she`s okay?She knows what she wantsAnd she knows how to get itBut she`s suddenly lost all sense of directionShe wakes up and looks at the skyNot understanding, she`s asking why She goes to bed and looks at the floor Because deep down she knowsShe can`t take anymoreAnd her makeup`s runningThe fire is burningHer heart is breakingHer world`s left shakenHow long could she pretend that she`s okayAnd her mask is meltingHer dreams are fading She`s slowly losing The life she`s makingHow long could she pretend that she`s okay?Whenever she smiles she`s telling a lieBecause the girl on the insideIs losing the fightBut she grew a spineBecause her tea
My Poems
Can you take me soaring higher? Hold me close and set me afire Seize me, take me, bend and break me I want to see how far you'll take me Wrap me tight, in your sweet embrace Your touch takes me to another place I want to be filled up to overflowing My heart pounding without slowing Won't you come and set me ablaze Or would you leave me in this haze? ~me Just kiss me softly, sweet and tender I want to be lost in sweet surrender Hold my hand and brush my cheek I want to feel my knees go weak I want your soft lips pressed on mine Your breath so hot, as fingers entwine Losing myself in your sweet embrace My lips longing for one more taste I want to give in to reckless desires See how much I can stoke the fires Hold me close and whisper my name I know I will  never be the same ~me If I held out my hand, would you take it? If I opened my heart, would you break it? I'll never say what I'm really feeling What is it about you I find so appealing? Maybe somehow, I
Playing With Words
Goddess in Heaven, the one I adore Before you I kneel and humbly implore Look not away at this slave at your feet Nor cast me out in the cold, empty street The thought of your power teases my brain The thought of your beauty eases my pain I long but to give you My  body and soul And let your desires Take their toll I've nothing to give you but all that I am
My Master
Caught between Desire and Lust Frightened To be Close But afraid to stray. A Circle of disillusionment A feeling of losing control I am held Captive, But not unwillingly I am not here against my will I desire to be by his side, Even if he does not desire me tortured by Lust Listening to His every command "SIT!" yes master. "KNEEL IN FRONT OF ME!" yes master, "PLEASE ME!" yes master. I am willing to please him in every way I dare not disobey. I am bad every now and then Just to feel his pain upon my skin. to feel the touch that I long for. I am the darkness you are afraid of. I run in the night searching for my next victim. Kissing your neck is what you need to protect. One bite and your mine.   Blood dripping, I lick it slowly. Taking in every drop of your young essence. Virgins I do prefer because they are so young and pure. But if I can find the faint at heart.
Just Abuncha Bull Kwap Check out this link its a rare blooming flower and its going to bloom very soon! So cool in so many ways... I note my first blog was a fail but nice, and if you have the time to view it I fixed it!! Was sentimental and you will fully enjoy. We have so much to be thankful for! I used to think it was so cheesy because of the idiot notion  of gift giving, picking names out of a hat and buying them a 10$ gift they will stick in the bottom of their drawer. now, I realize how important it is to give thanks for our  immence abundance, each year, each day! I won't list every single thing i'm thankful for, because ill be here all day, but if your reading this, know that I am thankful for you and your presence in this amazing life. Yours truly...Tarantula
Poetry & Uplifting Words
Unconditional  love is  loving & excepting someone for  who  they  are & not  wanting  to  change  them. If  you  wan't  someone  to  change  something  about  there self  then  you   don't  truely  love  them.  Go  find  someone  you don't  want  to  change  anything  about  them  &  someone  that  does  not  want  to  change anything  about  you!!! I gaze out into the stars one night wondering about life & if I'll ever get it rite. Thinking about things I've done. Trying to make sense of it all is no fun. Then it came to me clear & bright God whispered in my ear that night, my child let go there is no future in the past I have forgotten it whats done is done you must grasp. Take hold of my hand have faith in me, I will help you through life you will see . I created all things It is no big task for me.Author: Gene Cothren I beleive there is a better way but it is going to take us the human race all of us we are all Gods children his creation if we can't get along here then how are w
My Graine 101 (caffeine + Excedrin = Zero Throbbing Pain
finchi My BlogAboutRecent PostsI haven't got a clue!!!!Syndicate this site (XML)Powered by Friendster BlogsAugust 10, 2005I would have finished writing a paragraph and i stillwould not know what blog  stands for. Well....what the heck,  i think it'sjust logging in whatever u have in mind. . What am I ??? Better yet,Who am I ? I asked myself. Most  of the time I succeeded in leaving thethought behind and saving it for later. Other times I ended up feelingfrustrated and infuriated after hrs of laying in bed tossing and turningcoming up with absolutely nothing , when I should have been countingjumpin' sheeps to put myself to sleep. This vicious cycle slowly becamethe chronic and sole reason why I constantly ended up just barelystarting to sleep at 5:00 am when I had  to get myself up and ready forgruelling 7-3 morning shift at a funky looney infested crazyhouse. Myprecious SLEEP had abandoned me at night, turning me into a full pledgedinsomniac trying to make it in the morning jugglin
10 Warning Signs That Your Net Girlfriend is a Freak   1. She sends you virtual flowers every hour on the hour...and then sends you an email every 5 minutes to ask if you got them. 2. You're 10 minutes late for a scheduled online meeting...and she sends you 5 emails demanding to know where you are and who you are with. 3. She tells you about all of her past Net girlfriends...and tells you how you'll be different from them. 4. She asks about your ex-Net girlfriends...and tells you what you will have to do differently this time. 5. You're telling her about the woman who broke your heart...and she asks "Do you think she's still single? Do you still have her phone number?" 6. She starts calling you at home just to tell you that she's online...but she refuses to tell you how she got your phone number. 7. She starts planning your online wedding the day after you meet. 8. She asks for your mother's email she can ask her for your virtual hand in cyber union. 9. She email
Scifi - Videos [nsfw]
And I wonderDay to dayI don't like youAnywayAnd I don't need yourShit todayYou're patheticIn your own wayI feel for youBetter fuckin' go awayI will be hereBetter fuckin' go awayAnd I'm doing the best I ever didI'm doing the best that I canAnd I'm doing the best I ever didAnd I don't need toFantasizeYou are my petAll the timeAnd I don't mind ifYou go blindYou get what you getUntil you're through with mineI fuckin' feel for you(Better fuckin' go away)And I will be hereYou better go awayI feel for you(Better fuckin' go away)I will be hereYou better go awayAnd I'm doing the best I ever didI'm doing the best that I canI'm doing the best I ever didNow go away... wait another minuteCan't you see what this pain has fucking done to meI'm alive and still kickingWhat you see I can't see and maybe you'll think before you speakI'm alive,For you I'm awake Because of you I'm aliveTold you I'm awake,Swallowing youTake another second
My Babi
baby when i see or talk to u its like the problems in the world just melts away i have never fallin in luv with a girl this quick exspecially from the internet but with u its different babe honestly u mean everything to me a luv u alot and hope that i never lose u in my life i dont know wat i would withou u in my life baby i luv u because u put up with my shit u know when i play around and i hope we never have a fight at all i luv u sweetheart and i  always will forever and always no matter wat happens between us baby I miss the sight of your face, I long for the taste of  your lips, I pray for the day that I can have you in my arms Babi you are the light in my day the wind blowing thru my hair and the sun beating on my skin!!!!!!!! I never knew happiness until I met you... I never knew love until I looked you in the eyes........... Babi I would do anything for you just say it and I'll do it...... Babi I don't kno what I'd do without you.. Up until I met you I was lost confused unsure
Place Of Curious
     I find In the dictionary the definition of one strange stone, Actually i not have the name of the stone, very strange happens when i find the definition of the stone, i not pay attention of this and pass a way the page and forget the name of the stone, where find in the dictionary.     The Dictionary said this stone have the property to desappear all thing what stumble with this, and it's ancient.    The Very Curious is, when  pass two Month then, i find in one pharmacy near where I live, a magazine of Enigma where corroborate this strange stone exist in the real life, and it's too invisible, The magazine said: One farmer in his home farm desappear in front Eyes of his family, when he said to one of his son, he go to the garden farm to check out the horses, when walk to the garden farm to check out like two minute when said, happens this mistery success just desappear, i think it's probable he stumble with this strange stone where i find in the dictionary, and i think this strange
People Who Admire!
Are you feeling like you haven't found the people that you connect with? Do you love the carnival? Do you love a group of misfits that will accept any person alive? Then find your way to We are a band of outcasts that live for the hatchet! We die with the hatchet! We are Juggalos and we're not like some biggot...we accept all people of all walks of life! We just want you to have fun and have respect to others! I am a straight forward person. I expect the same from anyone I met out of respect. If you wanna add me on her, fan me, rate me and such...don't do it cause u want the same done to u. Add me and all if u have read my profile, and decide this is a person I can be friends with. I am not here to help level you up. If ppl read this and I end up only have 3 friends, that's fine! I'd rather have 3 real friends than 20+ fake friends. That's just how it is. And if you read this and u are offened or whatever...then I'm sorry, but at the same
News & Information [nsfw]
We the Peopleof the United States, in Order to form a more perfect Union, establish Justice, insure domestic Tranquility, provide for the common defence, promote the general Welfare, and secure the Blessings of Liberty to ourselves and our Posterity, do ordain and establish this Constitution for the United States of America. Article. I. Section. 1. All legislative Powers herein granted shall be vested in a Congress of the United States, which shall consist of a Senate and House of Representatives. Section. 2. The House of Representatives shall be composed of Members chosen every second Year by the People of the several States, and the Electors in each State shall have the Qualifications requisite for Electors of the most numerous Branch of the State Legislature. No Person shall be a Representative who shall not have attained to the Age of twenty five Years, and been seven Years a Citizen of the United States, and who shall not, when elected, be an Inhabitant of that State in whic
The Toilet Paper
Great artists are not afraid to explore various media, aesthetics, and techniques when it comes to making their artistic vision take physical form. Recently two well-rounded female artists from two different continents made the news, given their unique ability to make masterful marks with their mammaries on canvas. What does it take to create such titillating art work? Fearlessness, passion for the process, and a great set of paint cans. [What do you think about ... body art?] Age Dennis was when he first ran away from home. Per Hopper, his mother was a state backstroke champion whose opportunity to swim at the Olympics in Berlin in 1936 never materialized due to getting pregnant. She never let Dennis forget that he was the cause of an unrealized dream. You can blame a lot of things on being drunk: slurring your words, stumbling over furniture, attempting to leap over a large campfire in nothing but women’s panties and cowboy boots. But saying the drink caused you to sell o
Blog Seven
The Love Story: Gina and I met at one of my shows back in January of this year, 2010. At the time, I was in another relationship and so was she. However we both found each other to be very attractive (I think her gauge is broken but she swears it isn't lol) all the same. As time went by she would make very supportive comments about the band, about me, and we soon discovered that we like just about everything the other likes. I'm talking politics, social issues, our tastes in music and art, you name it... we seemed to be in perfect synch. In all this time our interactions were always platonic and on the up & up... no funny business or flirting behind our respective significant others' backs. In late Feb and then again in late March, my relationship ended, so Gina & I continued to talk as friends would. About a month and a half later, she confided to me that she was extremely unhappy with hers and "spilled the beans" to me that she was very interested in making radical changes... chan
Summary of Life GREAT TRUTHS THAT LITTLE CHILDREN HAVE LEARNED: 1) No matter how hard you try, you can't baptize cats.. 2) When your Mum is mad at your Dad, don't let her brush your hair.3) If your sister hits you, don't hit her back. They always catch the second person. 4) Never ask your 3-year old brother to hold a tomato. 5) You can't trust dogs to watch your food.6) Don't sneeze when someone is cutting your hair.7) Never hold a Dust-Buster and a cat at the same time. 8) You can't hide a piece of broccoli in a glass of milk. 9) Don't wear polka-dot underwear under white shorts.10) The best place to be when you're sad is Grandpa's lap. GREAT TRUTHS THAT ADULTS HAVE LEARNED: 1) Raising teenagers is like nailing jelly to a tree.2) Wrinkles don't hurt.3) Families are like fudge...mostly sweet, with a few nuts 4) Today's mighty oak is just yesterday's nut that held its ground.. 5) Laughing is good exercise. It's like jogging on the inside.6) Middle age is when you choose your cereal for
  Strangers   As you stood naked beside your bed, you pondered your decision to let this stranger into your life. We had never spoken, nor seen each other’s pics, other than a couple I posted on the net. But as you stood there, your emotions were running high, the thought of this man touching you, exploring you, had you so excited, you were trembling. The time was near, the door handle turned and the door slowly opened. You stood there, your back to him in the half dark, you heard him move towards you, then stop, the slight noise as you heard buttons click undone, and clothing hitting the floor. Not a word was exchanged, as we had agreed. Your anticipation was getting the better of you, as with one more step he was behind you, his silhouette on the wall towering over you, his 6’3, solid frame erasing your shadow from the wall. Suddenly his fingers sat on your shoulder blades, you trembled from his touch, but he was nervous too. He was so gentle for a big man, his
♥ 0neamazinbitch ♥
So as I was blowin with my conrads like the boss bitches we are I stubbled across a topic that I find very interesting. When it comes to sex it seems as though its always the guy fucking the girl. She's basically laying there and taking it, so I was wondering how you guys feel about that. Have you ever had that chick that can work it and twirk it??? The chick that gets down to it and gives you exactly what you want?? The chick that rides that dick and handles her liquor?? ;) Just going to make this simple and sweet and get straight to the point. I know people judge each other and I know some of you may think Im stuck up or a bitch but I would like to think that if we've had the chance to talk any previous judgements fell to the waste side. But with that said, I would just like to ask one thing of all my new friends and that is to not ask the "generic" questions that I get on a daily basis. I understand that you're trying to start a conversation and all that good shit but getting asked
Uncensored Version! Mature Audiences Only!!!
On Wednesday Vivid Entertainment released Kendra's sex tape, which they expect to be their highest-selling sex tape ever. In the tape, Kendra is seen dancing nude and having sex with her high school boyfriend, Justin Frye. Kendra is now married to Hank Baskett and they have a baby boy. Kendra has reportedly already gotten a $680,000 paycheck for the tape's release and stands to collect 50 percent of the profits. A source tells that Hank is not upset about the tape or her decision to cash in on it. "This happened when she was young. He already knew about this. She told him about this before they got married," the source said. "She was young and was in love with her boyfriend and thought she was going to marry him and it just didn't turn out that way." Global-warming summiteers have been told it's uncool to buy hookers, but prostitutes have turned a trick of their own: heating up the atmosphere in Copenhagen by offering free sex to delegates. Copenhagen Mayor Ri
Love, Life, And Then Some
When I look in his eyes, I see someone who I'm not sure if anyone else knows exists. When I look in his eyes, I see someone who has a big heart. When I look in his eyes I see someone who I want in my life. When I look in his eyes I feel safe. When I look in his eyes, I know I can trust him with my life. When I look in his eyes, I see someone who is dealing with a lot of pain. When I look in his eyes, I fear that he does not see himself for the amazing person he truly is. When I look in his eyes, I want to fix everything for him and make his life perfect. When I look in his eyes, I see someone who has been hurt so much he is afraid to let anyone else in.  When I lay in his arms, I feel at home. When I lay in his arms, I feel comforted. When I lay in his arms, my past doesn't matter so much. When I lay in his arms, all the pain this world has caused me disappears.
A field full of swaying long grass Memories of yesterday and far gone past Love gained love lost Though remaining locked in my heart A grave stands alone Bare and cold Nobody cares Nobody knows The bluest of skies Turning dark through thine eyes One lone rose remained standing Now it has died.   Something happened today that got me really thinking. I hate it sometimes when that happens. So, the question is... what is love? Is everyone lovable?My dad always said if I couldn't love myself then no man would love me either. How many think this is true? How does a person learn to love themself who doesn't know how TO love themself. Maybe someone could love someone who doesn't love themself and that person would learn they are lovable and would eventually love themself? Isn't it supposed to be about accepting someone for who they are inside and out.. with all their faults and insecurities? Oh well. I could go on but that is enough for now. So I have been sad the last couple days
Sinful Prayers
Why was it so easy to walk away? Why is it so easy for you to sleep at night? Do you know I still wake up crying? Do you know everyday I think about you and what it would have been like to have a real father? One that would have spent time with me when I was visiting him, one that would have taught me to ride a bike, play catch with, listen to me when I was upset the mean boy at school or the mean boy I loved, DO YOU? One that wouldn't have cut off contact with me when faced with "problems", that would have been there for me when Mom was sick, Grandma, Grandpa, and Mark died, one that would be here for me now that my best friend won't even speak to me, DO YOU?Do you ever care? Does I ever faze you? Sadly, as much as it hurts me to admit it, I bet you don't care and you never think of me. I'm sure none of your friends know about you first child, first daughter. Just tell me how you live with yourself, how you breathe knowing what you did to us, how you can even look yourself in the mirr
Life wouldn’t be the same without you and all the memories you have given me. ~ For You Rob I want you like the roses want the rain. I need you like the poem needs the pain. I would give you anything, my blood, my life, to have you! I love you! ~ I Love You Forever The moment I first saw you, you warmed my heart, the second time you made little flames and now you make my heart burn like hell! ~ I'm On Fire There are Tulips in my garden. There are Tulips in the park. But nothing is more be beautiful then our two lips meeting in the dark! ~ I Can Only Wish People say you only fall in love once, but when I hear your voice I fall in love all over again. ~ Everything On Here Is For You Rob The fluffy cloud may kiss the sky, the rose may kiss the butterfly, the morning due may kiss the grass, but you my friend may kiss my lips! ~ Anyday At night I cannot sleep and during the day I dream of you! ~ I Always Dream Of You I saw angels in the sky. I saw snow fall in July. I sa
My "jack London" Journal
Overall my "Jack London" Journal is a stained, suede covered lined page journal. I carry some of the adventures and teachings I've learned in life therein...yes the journal has about 20 pages that were ripped out and burned because some had to have been there for...Two of my favorite pieces of poetry I have written on the inside cover:I never saw a wild thing sorry for itselfA small bird will drop frozen dead from a boughWithout ever having felt sorry for itselfDH Lawrence and Hold fast to dreamsFor if Dreams dieLife is a broken winged birdThat cannot flyHold fast to dreamsFor when dreams goLife is a barren fieldFrozen with snowHW Longfellow  This is not in the journal but should be. Animals. The old steriotype is true, "you CAN tell a lot about a person by how animals react to them". I have seen it so many times that I wonder how come everyone else doesn't. Every animal I have ever met has always been 110% honest in everything they do. They are totally incapible of mist
The Death DealerHe creeps,He crawls,He slithers,He rolls,Who is this man, you ask?He's created in your fires Your deepest desiresHe's what you wantAnd you can have itFor a small price of courseIt's not much, for one such as yourselfThe counjourer of spirits A jack of all tradesWould you care to play his game?It's not that hardBut it requires a wagerNot money, but something more dearSo make your bid But do so wiselyBecause if you lose You'll find that the cost is pricey!  am the slayer, I am the bringer of deathI come to erase the mistakes of this worldMy work shall never be done This world is full disease, filth, and putrignessThese things I must pacify from my worldI am the slayer, I am the bringer of deathI come to erase the mistakes of this worldThis world I speak of is full of fire and brimestoneIt is a world of eternal suffering and blissIt is my world and I shall controll allI am the slayer, I am the bringer of deathI come to erase the mistakes of this worldThis world demands suf
Nicolette's Blog
I didnt want to edit it or re-write it for here...   "Hey everyone!    I'm not sure if this group is up and running still. But I see that so many people have alot of interest in the WWE which is great. I just wanted to mention somethings about the Independent wrestling that is not owned by Vince and not as popular.      I'll start by saying I started wrestling about a year and a half ago. I AM NOT in the WWE but I'm trying to be. My second choice is TNA. But right now I'm working the indy scene which is an underground type of wrestling for those of you who don't know. In order to get into the WWE you need to know how to wrestle and actually be good. And to have a decent size fan base. Which I am currently working on. My reason for this post is to try to establish a fan base big enough for the WWE to sign me. My style of wrestling is high flying. I also have a clean image so that I can be marketed to children.  So that means no playboy, or any inappropriate photos. If anyone is inte
The Little Thing's In Life !!!
Why Don't You Want Me?
you knew you always had me...i guess i should have really knownthe way you'd leave me just to go playwhen you knew i felt alonesometimes you really want me as i start to back awayleft to sit inside your closetfor another rainy day the simple act of writing to ease my troubled mind   seems to much for you to manage  with all your busy time.   If you do not want me,  thats all you got to say.   but if you do, i'm hear for you   to make and break my day.   If you want me, you can use me   but don't abuse me or you'll lose me.   Just let me know if i should go   to find what i deserve.   And should you ever find someone who wants you like i do,   i wish her lots of luck and patience~   to wait around for you. he said, "you know this isn't right, you sit up crying through the night and all you do is fighti'll be the one that holds you tightyou're my sunshine i'm your knightplease don't ever leave my sight"but as darkness brought the light making everything seem bright
China Wholesale Electronics Online
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Poems Or Writings I Found
With amber eyeshe watches.Over his pack,his family.Strong togetheras they huntfor survival.With angry eyeshe sees.Fences across land,men with guns,and a thrill.He only killsto survive.With sad eyeshe looks.At sharp traps,the soft fursof his pups.They didn't runto survive.So he asks,why did hesurvive? My Tigress A bright flash of white, black lightening strikes; eyes stare deeply through space and time.  Moves without sound not enslaved by teh ground, a restless shadow sheltered by night.  All strength and beauty a grace to behold, soft to the touch should we all be so bold.    Fearsome in might, fearsome in power, truely majestic and awesome. God's flower. Tigers Cry  I am the tiger, Strong on the outside fearsome and wild. Soft on the inside gracious and mild.  I am the tiger in silence I cry; Listen to me
You came out of nowhere So unexpected It started simply enough A joke here, a compliment there Then we dug a little deeper Into the hidden recesses of ourselves The fantasies, the desires It was amazing, just how similar we were Our quirks, our insecurities, our perversions Then something changed My emotions got involved You became more than just a fantasy More than a pretty face I found myself missing you, thinking about you, caring about you I didn't know how to proceed, if I dare I said things I shouldn't have said Things you didn't want to hear Now your distant, unreadable And I'm forced to decide ...stay and wait ...or suffer and leave Chasing is no longer an option   Remeber that first night I was so full of myself But you laid right into me You always have The way we laughed The immediate closeness we felt The comfort between us  We should have never been together Yet there we were Your beauty staggered me That innocence in your eyes So out o
to my friends Thank you for being there when I needed you... and even when I didn't, Thank you for being there through the good times... and the bad, Thank you for being there to encourage my dreams.... and my crazy ideas, Thank you for catching me... before I fell down, Thank you for wiping away the tears... when I was crying, Thank you for cheering me up... and making me laugh, Thank you for all the great memories... and the bad, But most of all... thank you... For being you! I LOVE MY NANNY AND I MISS HER SO MUCH SHE WAS MY WORLD ITS SO HARD TO TALK ABOUT HER IN THE PAST TENSE I STILL CATCH MYSELF TALKING ABOUT HER IN THE PRESENT EVERYDAY, THERE ISNT A DAY THAT HAS GONE BY THAT I HAVENT THOUGHT ABOUT HER. I SIT AND THINK TO MYSELF IS SHE REALLY GONE...NO SHE CANT BE BECAUSE I STILL FEEL LIKE SHES HERE, THAT WHEN EVER I WANT I CAN JUST STOP BY HER HOUSE AND SHE'LL BE THERE. HOW CAN SOMEONE THAT WAS SO FULL OF LIFE BE HERE ONE DAY AND THEN GONE THE NEXT. IM STILL HAVING
Love and hate , most experince them every day! Some know hate better for it keeps them company! With out love the heart begins to shrink. Does Love always have to run! Does it not know the pain it causes!oes he not care! Love runs so far away! Never to be found ! Just out of reach he hides from me! Never giving me what I really need to be loved! Nightmares of a darker time, when thoughts of death crossed my mind! All hope is gone ! Love forgot me along the way!Searching for away to escape this Love has bound me to! Wanting something I never had before! Crying and begging for something new. Waiting for it all to end! Why has though forsaken me Love! You chased me away and became angery when I left! You never really knew me you never gave it a chance! You broke me Love is that not enough! When is my time in hell going to be up! You took me to your garden, and said that you wanted to talk!  You told me you loved me and that I would be yours forever more! You showed me things like I have n
Happy-ish Place
Something interesting happened on Friday. I came home to find a note scribbled on a scrap of paper from my son. Apparently I won something from a local rock station, 95.9 WRAT (The Rat). Here's the note I got: By the time I got home and called the number, they were gone for the weekend. I'm not sure if the happy hour is on February 4th or if that's when they need the guest list. I'll have to call tomorrow morning and find out. The usual contest is for 40 people, open bar, free buffett on a Friday night at Headliner's in Neptune, NJ. I'll post more when I find out more. If you're local and want in, let me know! Irish Philosophy There are only two things to worry about:either you are well or you are sick.If you are well,then there is nothing to worry about.If you are sick,there are two things to worry about.Either you will get well or you will die.If you get well,there is nothing to worry about.If you die,there are two things to worry about.Either you will go to Heaven or Hell.
Juxtaprose 2 (re-edit 2) 5/05/2010
CURIOSITY - By Alastair Reid Curiositymay have killed the cat; more likelythe cat was just unlucky, or else curiousto see what death was like, having no causeto go on licking paws, or fatheringlitter on litter of kittens, predictably.Nevertheless, to be curiousis dangerous enough. To distrustwhat is always said, what seemsto ask odd questions, interfere in dreams,leave home, smell rats, have hunchesdo not endear cats to those doggy circleswhere well-smelt baskets, suitable wives, good lunchesare the order of things, and where prevailsmuch wagging of incurious heads and tails.Face it. Curiositywill not cause us to die--only lack of it will.Never to want to seethe other side of the hillor that improbable countrywhere living is an idyll(although a probable hell)would kill us all.Only the curious have, if they live, a taleworth telling at all.Dogs say cats love too much, are irresponsible,are changeable, marry too many wives,desert their children, chill all dinn
tyler durden - Welcome to Fight Club. The first rule of Fight Club is: you do not talk about Fight Club. The second rule of Fight Club is: you DO NOT talk about Fight Club! Third rule of Fight Club: if someone yells "stop!", goes limp, or taps out, the fight is over. Fourth rule: only two guys to a fight. Fifth rule: one fight at a time, fellas. Sixth rule: the fights are bare knuckle. No shirt, no shoes, no weapons. Seventh rule: fights will go on as long as they have to. And the eighth and final rule: if this is your first time at Fight Club, you have to fight Tyler Durden: [pointing at an emergency instruction manual on a plane] You know why they put oxygen masks on planes? Narrator: So you can breathe. Tyler Durden: Oxygen gets you high. In a catastrophic emergency, you're taking giant panicked breaths. Suddenly you become euphoric, docile. You accept your fate. It's all right here. Emergency water landing - 600 miles an hour. Blank faces, calm as Hindu cows. Narrator: That's, um
Life Moves On
1) Don’t worry about what people think; they don’t do it very often.2) Going to church doesn’t make you a Christian anymore than standing in a garage makes you a car.3) If you must choose between 2 evils, pick the 1 you’ve never tried before.4) A conscience is what hurts when all of your other parts feel so good.5) Men are from earth and women are from earth. Deal with it!6) No man has ever been shot while doing the dishes.7) There is always 1 more imbecile than you counted on.8) Experience is a wonderful thing. It enables you to recognize a mistake when you make it again.9) Someone who thinks logically provides nice contrast to the real world.10) It ain’t the jeans that make your butt look fat.11) There is a very fine line between being on MySpace and mental illness.12) People who want to share their religious views with you, almost never want you to share yours with them.13) You should not confuse your career with your life.14) The 1 thing
The Four Lettered Lie
Take a minute, close your eyes, clear your mind, plug on in To existence on our planet, not just yourself or your next of kin Forget every little lesson that mom and pops have shown to you Find a window in the madness, see the world and the truth   So you say, so you do, so you reap and so you get Little bees and little birds, all these lessons you can forget Open your eyes to all the things in this world you're quick to pass Hit the brakes for fortunes sake and see how long your mental lasts   See the poeple out here hurting, take the time to know their name Hear the wounds fall from their lips,are they really so insane? Rejected daily by society under the title of vagrant or bum Labelled by those most fortunate who are scared to give up some   And see the so called righteous as in high their pulpits stand Quoting love for all around us, earth, animal, plant, and man Leaving their places of prayer and sacrifice, shedding their glorious robes To pass the needy waiting
Ramblings Of A Lost Soul
My skin is like a mapOf where my heart has beenAnd I cant hide the marksIts not a negative thingSo I let down my guardDrop my defenses down by my clothesI'm learning to fallWith no safety net to cushion the blowI bruise easilySo be gentle when you handle meThere’s a mark you leaveLike a love heart carved on a treeI bruise easilyCan't scratch the surfaceWithout moving me underneathI bruise easilyI bruise easilyI found your fingerprintsOn a glass of wineDo you know you're leaving themAll over this heart of mine tooBut if I never take this leap of faithI'll never knowSo im learning to fallWith no safety net to cushion the blowAnyone who can touch youCan hurt you or heal youAnyone who can reach youCan love you or leave youSo be gentle...I bruise easilyI bruise easily Cervical Cancer Fear,Does it have a name?Does it have a face?Can you tell it to go away?Will it disappear when you close your eyes?Fear,Is coming to me in a white coat
"cloud" Stuff.
So, this is something that I've seen debated back and forth, and I've not really concluded which side of the fence I want to sit on. JSON vs. XML in a web service. What are your thoughts? Pros? Cons? Leave comments with your side of the story. Well, I figure this is as good a place as any to start de-mystifying what the cloud is. Most of my usage is on Amazon Web Services (AWS), so I'll mostly be focusing on cloud information based on that (no, I don't work there.). However, I'll try to be as general as possible. Cloud computing has a lot of misconception degrading the experience, and has the potential for being a major operational pain to those who don't understand it. The point of this blog, is to actually give people a bit of a jump. This is mainly going to be conceptual, with a couple of potential scenarios, but mostly just concepts. Enjoy. Eventual consistency. If you're just entering the cloud realm, you've probably heard this term used before. So what is this strange concept? I
Bohemian Bull
I went to an incredible concert tonight.  Three great bands.  Loved them.  The music was loud, very loud, and it pounded through me and flushed all the shit away for just a little while.  My new sort'of friends in the band were nice to talk to.  I ran into a guy who was remodeling the old KTRE studios where my dad worked when I was a kid and he gave me a little tour.  Damndest thing I have ever had.  I was so totally happy to walk through that place.  It's all fucked up now.  Still, my dad was kind'a close then.  What great memories.  Then we left and I smoked a cig.  I don't smoke.  ha.  And now I am home.  I drove home.  Probably should not have.  Whatever.  It's almost three AM and I am fucked up still.  And I am so goddamn alone.  What's the fucking purpose?  I work my ass off for this thing I do, this website and thing for rock and metal bands.  And here I am feeling fucking sorry for myself in my van all alone.  This is damned depressing. Yeah, I have a wife who hates my fucking
Earthy Garlic Soup 2 heads garlic 8-10 oz day-old country style white bread 1 Tbsp olive oil kosher salt and freshly ground pepper 1 Tbsp chopped, fresh flat-leaf parsley Separate the garlic cloves and smash, peel and coarsely chop them. Remove and discard the bread crusts, and cut the bread into 1-inch pieces. Put it in a saucepan with the garlic and 5 cups water. Cover and bring to a boil. Reduce the heat to a simmer, and cook  for 20-30 minutes, until the bread starts to disintegrate. Transfer the mixture to a food processor. Add the olive oil and process until smooth, about 2 minutes. Season to taste with salt and pepper, garnish with parsley and serve hot. (Tonics) I seriously suggest not making this if you are a vampire, lol. Not for the weak at heart, more something for the daring individual.   Garlic Ice Cream 3 (750 ml) cups whole milk ½ tsp (2 ml) finely chopped garlic 1 vanilla bean, split in half 1 cup (250 ml) heavy cream 1 ½ cups (375 ml) sugar 9 egg yolks
A - Joseph rating my pics and hitting on me?   or     B - Seeing fubars regular pervert - "Bob the Love Doctor" going across the top of the page under the new name "Sexy Texan"?   Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there, to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson, or to helpyou figure out who you are or who you want to become. You never know who these people may be - a roommate, a neighbor, a professor, a friend, a lover, or even a complete stranger - but when you lock eyes with them, you know at that very moment they will affect yourlife in some profound way. Sometimes things happen to you that may seem horrible, painful, and unfair at first, but in reflection you find that without overcoming those obstacles you would have never realized your potential, strength, willpower, or heart. Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness, and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul. Without these sma
My Writing And Stuff
As many of you know, October is Breast Cancer Awareness Month.  But as so few of you know, I tragically lost my own mother to the disease in February of this year.  I would like to help raise awareness not just for women but for MEN too.   See, every 3 minutes, a WOMAN is diagnosed with this horrible disease, and every 13 minutes a woman DIES because of it.  But what you DON'T know, is that an expected 1,500 MEN will be diagnosed with breast cancer this year and sadly, 400 will DIE from this horrible disease.   We need to FIGHT BACK!!!!     So please, if you care enough to support this cause with me, join the fight by turning your profile picture PINK or just put a PINK ribbon up on it, to show all that you DO in fact care and want to support the cause.   You will never know just how much this means to myself and oh so many others faced with this battle.  Please show us that we are NOT alone??   To those of you who already have shown your support, a big HUG and an even bigger
We chatted as if we shared the same thoughts and feelings, Our laughter filled the emptiness deep within creating more meaning; Time we shared with one and another building a bond so strong, A friendship builton honesty and trust that will last very long; One would think this was all two would need in a relationship.   As the talking and laughter would continue through the night, Our bodies grew closer and our arms wrapped each other tight; Honesty like this between two people you would think couldn't be, Trust here isn't a question that we ask because we understand -see; No matter what happens at least we will always have our friendship.   Unable to realize the truth we seemingly grew closer, but further away, The honesty wasn't honest and the trust couldn't be trusted -who's to say; Arms unfolded and the emptiness seemed to come back into our lives, Unknown to what was realling to come we weren't prepared for the strife; But now the end has come and even death has rea
My Blog (random)
i really really really hate men right now. their stupid and dumb; they think with ONE BRAIN! and its not the smart one. and we must always need them or be under their thumbs!! im sick of it!! im a big girl and i dont need their help!! im fucking DONE!!! haha. im such a book nerd its almost ridiculous. i read 2.25 of the divine comedy. i finished the Inferno and Purgatory; but only read a little of Paradise (too many biblical refrences and metephors i didnt/cant understand. in all; my impression is good. well written, romantic poetry, high language. my fav. is of course the Inferno; but if you know me makes sense. i even figured out that if i died today...and dante was right....i would be in limbo (circle 1) with Virgil and all the other unbabtised/"virtuous pagans". wicked sweet. I'm writing this because I don't know if I'll have the courage to say it to your face. When I move back I don't think I'll be capable of just coming over to say what I'm about to say. I just n
What if time stopped, Would we stay young. Or if time moved faster, Would we age as rapid as A hummingbird beating its wings.   Time for fun and play, And to work with clay. Time to work, Time to rest, Time to be the best.   What if time is controlled by man, Will it be sacred, Or will be oblivious, We all have time to decide, So choose carefully in the mean time. This heart and soul is mine, even if I am dead They still belong to me they make me who I am My heart and soul is strong and They will never change for anyone or anything   I have been stabbed In the heart, in the back, and everywhere it hurts My wounds still open, No needle and thread or any band-aid can fix I am still alive I have been beaten and abandoned by those I love, But I have found my way to a life that wants me I am still alive I was dead but my sole never left so I got another chance, To make a difference   Nothing keeps me down on the ground When I fall, I get back up   I am ali
Pretty much, this is just a joke for girls who understand the joke at hand. Finny and CHARMiiEPANTS wanted to see my makeup. I found a way to make it into a video tutorial. No, it's not for real. I'm just a jerk. PS. The makeup I use pops up randomly. I gave up on timing. Because if you don't have one, it's freaking EASY. If someone you know needs to learn how to do this, maybe just send them here. YouTube ate my original audio, so yes, I would change it to something from their library like Red Tape by Agent Provocateur. You may be wondering what this is. You may be wondering why I made it. Have no fear. I've come up with a way to dumb-down even the simplest tasks on Fubar, so you will have no problems spamming people with your bomb link, getting your salute approved, as well as other mundane tasks. Let me be your guide. For any concerns you have about how Fubar works, you best stop is the following:The Fubar help section, which can be found he
Stephanies World
SEX ACCORDING TO YOUR SIGN: ARIES- know how to suck everything. TAURUS- Are Professionals at sex. GEMINIS- the most obsessed about sex. CANCER- make you hot and excite you to the maximum LEO- the only sign that can make you touch the sky. VIRGO- The sweetest in bed and the best. LIBRA- The best lovers. SCORPIO- sex, sex n more sex. SAGITTARIUS- will try anything. CAPRICORN- will devour you in bed. AQUARIUS- will do anything in bed. PISCIS- will make you hot, excite you and have various ways of doing it.    PSSST...IM A LIBRA nothing to say today I HAVE NEVER HAD A BLOG BEFORE, BUT THIS IS AS A GOOD OF PLACE AS ANY TO VENT I GUESS.....WELL ITS OFFICIAL, I HAVE DESTROYED MY MARRIAGE......AND SENT MY HUSBAND INTO THE ARMS OF ANOTHER WOMAN......SO THAT I COULD GET MY DAUGHTER BACK IN MY LIFE AND HAVE HER COME AND LIVE WITH ME......I ALSO DESTROYED MY RELATIONSHIP WITH MY STEP DAUGHTER AND HER HUSBAND SO THAT MY BIOLOGICAL DAUGHTER WOULD COME AND LIVE WITH ME AGAIN.......BUT T
A Little Bit Of Reflecting..
As most of you know, a week ago today I got a message that turned my life upside down,and not only broke my heart but crushed it as well. That message was from Patricq, the god son of my fuhusband Don1897 aka Drinkbox Bomber. The message was entitled "I'm sorry Gary" and after reading just that, my heart sank. Upon opening the message, I immediately began to read and be overcome with emotion. I quickly ran to the bathroom to try and get away from my younger sibblings so they didn't see what was about to become of me. My adoptive mom with whom I live with was in the room with me she was playing Halo Reach with my sister..I ran by her, tapped her on the shoulder and continued up the stairs. I got into the bathroom, she quickly came in right behind me with my puppy right behind her, and I collapsed. I couldn't get it out. My 2012 happened that day. I curled up into the fetal position on the bathroom floor and cried..I came back down to my laptop, and went to his profile, tried calling him
My First Fubar Blog
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Freedom Exercised
                It has come to this. I sooner or later I knew it would. It took them a year and a half to catch up to the excellence that was RNR, (Revolution Nation Radio for those that don't remember), another 6 months to decipher what I did in Club StarStruck, and finally they have come close. AM I pissed? Have something that you created and took pride in stolen. One could say that it was a good run. In the end, it's simply what I have always dealt with and it sadly is what it is. Intimidated people trying to imitate in the hopes that one day they will be me.  It's sad really.                 Aside from the anger, and Rage and wanton desire to shove a tire iron through their neck, I feel a slight pity for these poor bastards. These are the ones the principal release from locker incarceration in high school . The ones everyone thought would bring C4 to their Reunion. These are the fakes and two faced people the masses talk about on a daily basis. they simply want to be accepted howe
I'm blinded by the sunlight reflecting off your soul. You pull me in like the dark navy blue sea underneath a summer lit moon. Zombified, with every word is my one step closer to your heart. I cherish every moment I spend with you. Craving your endless mind, deeper and deeper I want to be. You have me wishing are souls were fused as one. Together for eternity, just yours with mine. And when the air is filled with nothing but our hearts beating and our breath, we're only gazing into eachothers true selves. Every little piece of you is different but is still amazingly, perfectly imperfect. Your beautiful in your own way. With the Earth sprung on that very day I knew just how much I truly, madly, deeply am in love with you. When you speak, that beautiful noise leaking from your lips soothe my aching heart. That fills the other half of my soul. It wraps around me like the beating sun on an August morning. When you touch me, those coarse but gentle hands up my arm and around my neck arouses
Just A Thought....
So i am in class wondering....   why does the truth get scarred more than a lie? is it because the lie feed the need of the people at the time and the truth is just that? the truth brings to light the ugliness of the person that is the accused or the gulity...and the lie is the feel good numbing drug that decieves the masses... maybe its  me...i dont know....just a thought, i will build on this later we speak a whole different slang/ but it amounts to the same thang/ your feelings be hurt and the guns going bang/ you a bitch in real life/ probally some dudes prison wife/ stop acting like a girl/ take off your dress this is the world/ stop acting all feminine/ unless you wanna wear pumps and that dress again/ you making shyt a mess again/ man the fuck up! and thats all i got for this one, maybe when i think of some more i will add to   So i was thinking, what the hell am i on fu? Like seriously why am i on fu...i have nothing in common with like 99.7% of the people on
Standing alone in this cold cold world,with nothing to my name.The only thing on my back is the clothesI picked out today.Sitting on this cold cold step,with nothing to my name.The only thing in my hand is a can I found today.Laying on this cold cold bench,with nothing to my name.the only thing I got to cover withis a newspaper I found today.Buried in this cold cold grave,with nothing to my name.The only thing I have left to say,is that no one came today. Wallpaper Love: By Caroline Marie Morrison I look at you on my computer screen,and all I can do is  just sit and dream. What I see when I look into your beautiful brown eyes, is a promise of everlasting love. As I sit and stare I see you reach out to me, took my hand and kiss each finger tip. Pulling me close to you, I feel proud and free. Never letting go of me, you hold me and sang to me. A song of everlasting love, you made a promise that you had to keep. A promise of love that goes so deep, I knew right then you were
I start down deep Within a beating heart Then something happens And my journey starts   I have to possessions So there's nothing to pack Once I'm gone I can never go back   My first stop Is that lump in your throat I can't help making Your voice drop a note   I linger there Just for a bit My friends shortly follow And there will sit   moving on up I've found a colored orb I'm just going to be More than you can absorb   Dancing there Making your nose run Glimmering and sparkling There is the sun   Now I fall down From your eye I'm sorry dear I've made you cry   Now on your cheek I leave a trail My journey near over I'm feeling frail   There I slide Onto your chin From whence I came Others begin   My demise is on the front of your shirt The journey of a tear Hope it has worth The love I give Is with true sincerity But somehow it is met With laughs of hilarity This has caused Me great disparity I'm not looking For charity Just a litt
Lost(s) Poetry
Angels in Dark Places   in the darkest hour in the darkest wood to sit alone  thoughts misunderstood of scarlet rivers and twisted dreams curled in a ball with silent screams but through the dim through the fright with chances slim of fiery flight she calls brings some light with subtle thoughts with warming life dams the floods  burnt crimson  flow eases dreams of dread and woe  lifts her lost with silent care  she calls with hope  she calls with worries she calls for if she don't he falls         Black lips black hair candles reflect in  black stare   pale skin so cold to run away scared   an embrace to escape   sharp nails  soft  touch no escape is near   a soul ensnared   cold sheets  a taste of sweat pay the pipers debt   black lips black hair     LOST IN THE DARK  Sept. 9 2010 Its dark again It always gets dark again To dark to see Cool air on my hands Which pull the blanket tight Yet dawn approaches Even if long is
Wake Up America
America in Crisis You know, if our elected leaders in Washington spent just HALF as much time actually working towards a solution to our current debt crisis as they do in pointing the finger at someone else whiel playign the "Blame Game", we might just not be in such a horrible financial spot.   However, it's not just our political leaders.  Is's the average American citizen.  We seem to live in an "entitlement" based society these days, and there are SO many people standing around with their hands out, expecting the Government.....meaning the American Tax Payer, to pay their way when times get tough.  We, as a Nation, just can;t afford it any more.   If we're going to dig ourselves out of this mess, we're ALL going to have to buckle down and face this thing head on.  This means HIGHER TAXES, CUTS IN SOCIAL SERVICES, Higher Interest rates, and a whole slew of other changes that we don't want to actually deal with.  Too bad!!
My Vampire Story
“Its me calm down,” I chuckle. “You scared the shit out of me,” she whimpers. I kiss her so she can’t complain anymore. I run my hands all over her body. We wash each other, get out and dry each other off. I look at my phone and there was a missed call from Desdemona, I knew she set everything up for me. Before Cherrie could put her clothes on I put a robe around her, blind fold her and lead her to the backyard. I was amazed at what she did. In the corner of the back yard there used to be an ugly over grown canopy type area. Now there was a black canopy with a big fluffy red blankets on a bed. There were red and black lights everywhere. Last but not least there were two goblets filled with the blood Desdemona had put away. I stand Cherrie in front of the canopy and pull off the blindfold. She was speechless. I pulled her onto the bed and handed her the goblet. She drank it slow not knowing what it was.  “What the hell was that it
Something To Think About
Soldiers come in all shapes, shades, weights, sizes, and states of sobriety, misery, and confusion. He is sly as a fox, has the nerve of a dope addict, the stories of an old sailor, the sincerity of a politician, and the subtly of Mt. Saint Helen. He is extremely irresistible, totally irrational and completely indestructible.A Soldier is a Soldier all his life. He is a magical creature. Youcan kick him out of your house but not out of your heart. You can take him off your mailing list but not off your mind. soldier are found everywhere... in battle... in lust... in bars and ... behind them. No one can write so seldom and yet think so much of you. No one else can get so much enjoyment out of a letter or clean clothes or a six pack.A Soldier is a genius with a deck of cards. A millionaire without a cent and brave without a grain of sense. He is the Protector of America, with the latest copy of playboy in his back pocket. When he wants somethi
Hello And Welcome
California Gov. Arnold Schwarzenegger (R) Thursday signed into law a bill that decriminalizes the possession of up to one ounce of marijuana. The bill reduces simple possession from a misdemeanor to an infraction.Currently, small-time pot possession is "semi-decriminalized" in California. There is no possible jail sentence and a maximum $100 fine. But because possession is a misdemeanor, people caught with pot are "arrested," even if that means only they are served a notice to appear, and they must appear before a court.That has happened to more than a half million Californians in the last decade, and more than 60,000 last year alone. Every one of them required a court appearance, complete with judge and prosecutor. That costs the cash-strapped state money it desperately needs.Under the bill signed today, SB 1449, by Sen. Mark Leno (D-San Francisco), pot possession will be treated like a traffic ticket. The fine will remain at $100, and there will be no arrest record.In a
The 5 Answers We Have All Been Waiting For!
The Italian Lover Giuseppe was relaxing at his favorite bar in  Rome, when he managed to attract a spectacular young blonde woman. Things progressed to the point where he led her back to his apartment and after some small talk, they retired to his bedroom where he rattled her senseless.After a pleasant interlude, he asked with a smile, "So, you finish?" She paused for a second, frowned, and replied, "No." Surprised, Giuseppe reached for her and the rattling resumed. This time she thrashed about wildly and there were screams of passion. The sex finally ended and, again, Giuseppe smiled and asked, "You finish?" Again, after a short pause, she returned his smile, cuddled closer to him and softly said, No."Stunned, but damned if he was going to leave this woman unsatisfied, Giuseppe reached for the woman yet again. Using the last of his strength, he barely managed it, but they ended together screaming, bucking, clawing and ripping the bed sheets. Exhausted, Giusep
The Chronicles Of Kindness
Ya may have heard me say, but my company xmas party was this past Sat night. They had a makeshift casino, and for every 1000 dollars in chips you could redeem for a voucher to be entered into the prize drawing basket at the end of the night. Each employee already had one in by default. I took a bit of a hit at craps, so switched over to blackjack, and started mopping up. As my winnings got up, I did manage to redeem one voucher. But as time drew on I accumilated quite a stockpile of chips, to which when I decided I best offload some more winnings, I found out the table was out of vouchers. :( So I shrugged it of and kept playin just for fun. One of the corporate managers came past and commented on my towering payload, and I informed him of my ordeal, to which he scowled "aw man thats bs, hang on". He went and got the contracts girl that was sort of the organizer of the party, and she managed to pull 2 more from the craps table so I could redeem at least some of my chips. That gave
Where Does Pain Begin??
It's unbeleivable what some so -called professionals can get away with after they accumulate enough money from their victims, I mean clients.  Fu's user STRENGTH THRU PEACE, Charles Logan of Tampa, Florida is one of these abuse of power mega losers.  Up until about 7 years ago, he was a somewhat respected CHILD psychologist until the police walked in and arrested him for various acts of rape and drug abuse with one of his minor patients, being treated for sexual abuse issues no less.  How do I know this is TRUE and not some rumor?  Ask me for the google link of that horrid, repulsive medical review board link that was issued to revoke his license and how he did a aplea bargain to escape jail time and having to register as a sexual offender.  Gee, didn't know the INNOCENT had to take sexual offender classes, drug tests, stay away from anyone under age 18 including their own grandkids, give up YEARS of an expensively trained livelihood and the good life that came with it without PROOF...
The Daily Crazy
Hey there! I know it's been over a year since my last blog entry. Alot has happened since then.  1. Fubar has changed it's look. Why, oh why, does fubar want to look more like Facebook? 2. I got older. 3. Video Broadcasts Let's talk a little about number 3. Video Broadcasts. I think it's a neat idea. I really believe that if you want to keep your account, and prove you are who you say you are, you should be required to do at least one video broadcast. So many fakes on this site. But, then, you get those asshats who think they are the TOS police, reporting anyone and everyone they are offended by. I have met acouple of these assclowns, and all I have to say to them is, "GET A FUCKING LIFE!" Did that offend you? Get over it. I clicked the NSFW button cuz I don't mind seeing boobs, or whatever. In fact, I will be the first to say, I LOVE BOOBS! Anyway, in short, if you don't want to see it, DON'T CLICK THE "Include NSFW" button.  That's my rant for the day. Will try to post tomorro
If you think you are beaten, you are. If you think you dare not, you don’t If you like to win but think you can’t, It’s almost a cinch you won’t. If you think you’ll lose, you’re lost. For out in the world we find Success begins with a fellow’s will It’s all in the state of mind. If you think you are outclassed, you are. You’ve got to think high to rise. You’ve got to be sure of yourself before You can ever win the prize. Life’s battles don’t always go To the stronger or faster man. But sooner or later, the man who wins Behind every bitch theres a man that made her that way! Someone asked if i knew you, it was sad cause all i could say was " I used to" I'm starting to learn from relationships in the past, lifes a bunch of bull SHIT and promises never last!   “Oh, you hate your job? Why didn't you say so? There's a support group
Fave Poetry
Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are. Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. Your mother and I had it, we had roots that grew towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossom had fallen from our branches
Aikido Dojos (Schools), like to promote a safe and harmonious environment. There is always an amount of respect between instructor and students alike. The philosophy, honesty and integrity of Aikido are integrated into daily practise.  Dojos operate and follow rules which come directly from the founder of Aikido, (Morihei Ueshiba, O Sensei), and all students are required to follow and honour his teachings. Each student should cooperate in creating a positive atmosphere of harmony and respect in the Dojo.  It is always good etiquette to arrive early and in good time for all classes.  It is traditional to perform a standing bow when entering and leaving the Dojo. All students should wear Zori, (sandals), too and from the Tatami, (the mats). When the Sensei enters the Dojo, All students should line up according to rank, in Seiza (a kneeling position), on the Tatami. All students should bow with Sensei towards the Kamiza, (a small shrine housing a picture of the founder O Sensei, usuall
Did You Know??
I use to be a daydreaming girl...always in love, always optimist and a pure believer in dreams...then some mother fucker woke me up and showed me that life is shit...people is shit and all the world is covered with shit! U know what?...I don't care! I'm still a believer, I still dream and I still think this world is fucking nice!! I am a sweet & generous senuses romantic Latin who love to smile. Independent open-minded outgoing social butterfly with a great sense of humor, fun loving person. I usually get along with most people. I try not to be rude as much as possible... but if you piss me off I can be a MAJOR BITCH. I try to have a positive out look on life at all times. So I guess you can say I’m an optimistic person. I believe in GOD and I believe that everything happens for a reason and everyone has a purpose in life. Forgive but never forget and never take a single second of life for granted its to short too waste. My friends are amazing I love them .. And
Bi Treatment M & F
i am a bi f in the usa .. when i was younger, a man told me that only men cud suck cock correctly .. so he volunteered ro show me .. he was bi or gay .. ity didnt matter 2 me .. i was gonna learn. he told me that a hand on the shaft was good .. go back and forth. he told me to really suck .. seriously,. he said if u wanna suck someone off, u literally suck on the cock using that friction against the roof of ur mouth, or your throat muscles if u cud fight back a gag reflux or something. he also said a well placed finger in the ass hole wu work against the spinter thingy .. anyway it has always worked for me. Hand on cock, suction, pressure and friction .. it works 4 me! XXX Ginny How a bi woman shud b treated by a mature bi man. Wrtten to me 10/01/10 by a bi hot dude friend:Morning baby, I just woke up in bed with two friends and had a nice little 3 way morning fuck, nothing better for breakfast than cum! If we were together I'd hold you on my lap while you fucked your little whorecunt.
Random Things
I know, i know- sore subject. Whatever.   I just find it funny that people believe in things that are not there. Like for instance... God and ''Satan''. It's retarded in my  opinion to devote yourself to something or someONE who won't even show their fucking face to their followers, but they left behind a little note book full of ''to do's'' and what not to do. The people who try to force their ''beliefs'' on me- fuck you. You're retarded. I don't want anything to do with that kind of douchebaggery. This is what i belive in: -Family -Self -Honesty -Home.   If you abandon that for something you can not see or hold on to, you're fucking stupid. Just wanted to say that, and your kids are going to grow up to be brainwashed bible thumpers trying to see something they can not. Gotta be a bitch to be told you can't commit suicide or you won't even see them- whats the point of caring when you won't see them anyways? Hope someone gets a grip on this bullshit because it sure as fuck sp
Incoherant Ramblings
So today i had the most interesting conversation with a co worker of sorts.and reminded me just how much i REALY fucking hate the human race...In my hardcore stoner day's i used to sit and contemplate things. & though it wasnt as complicated as people made it out to be....I really did find the meaning of life.Its not family,money,or all the butt secks gang banging you can ever imagine.Its simple....Breathe in & Breathe out...Once you have that masterd .You 're ready to step out into the big bad world and see how many people you can fuck over and manipulate without getting  brutally murderd and have your gapeing wounds violated...Theologically...or very literally.Just depends who you piss off at the moment.Either're going to end up suffering some sort of huge loss or dissapointment in yourself and/or others.Please dont take me as being a naive "damaged" little girl because that couldnt be farther from the truth.As any super heroe story would say ..There IS good in everybody.

I'm not going to say that what I'm about to type is a thought but more than just a thought, I've been in Tennessee for a few years, I see men and wemen together and I ask myself "Are those two really happy with each other and if not, who's the one thats happy and who's the one thats wearing a mask? I also see at times that both partners are not happy and remain together for other reasons, from where I can see (which is on the outside looking in), the reasons just don't make no sence at all to me. The Kids, Money or something to do until something or someone better comes along, I have seen, and been through this. I wish to be happy with someone I love and loves me, the kids will be taken care of reguardless, thats what I want... It's out there but where? I wish there were directions to it but oh, well... I can't believe you left me alone in this darkness to feel my way though the rubble you disappeared and left me in... I wanted to go with you but I guess it was'nt in your plan t
Just Stuff
Never Argue with a Woman               One morning, the husband returns the boat to their lakeside               cottage after several hours of fishing and decides to take a nap.                Although not familiar with the lake, the wife decides to take the boat out.                She motors out a short distance, anchors, puts her feet up,               and begins to read her book.               The peace and solitude are magnificent.                Along comes a Fish and Game Warden in his boat.               He pulls up alongside the woman and says, 'Good morning, Ma'am. What are you doing?'                'Reading a book,' she replies, (thinking, 'Isn't that obvious?')                'You
My Blog
I love this chic, she is so awesome on NCIS. If Thomas Jefferson were alive today, he may write something along the following lines.                 As the popular saying goes, “Once upon a time,” we, the founding fathers, created a document that would live through the ages. We fought amongst ourselves, trying to imagine every possible scenario that the future could bring. In the end, we felt that no matter our differences, no matter our political beliefs, the document we created would last through the ages.                 Because the document we created would be simple enough that all men, regardless of color, creed, or religion would be able to understand it.                 The document we created would limit a federal government. It would keep its powers so simple, that any man would understand that only he, or she, would be the sole one that could dictate its powers. A document that would put the power in the hands of the people, and made the government one that
On July 8th, 2011 the most painful and unexpected thing happened. My grandmother died. She had an aneurysm in her abdominal aorta which resulted in immediate emergency surgery on July 6th. A couple weeks prior to the surgery itself I had a clear and vivid dream about her. In my dream she never survived the surgery. That she would never leave the hospital or even the operating room. I woke up crying and out of breath. That dream had me on edge for what felt like months. July 6th finally came and we were all holding our breaths. My mother. My sister. My brother. My grandmother's boyfriend. Even my mother's best friend. We were all terrified because of her age and her health, which at the time wasn't the greatest either. But fortunately the surgery went well and she was already on the road to recovery. When we went to visit her, it was like a house of horrors to me. My tiny 100 lbs. 5'3" grandmother was hooked up to a breathing machine, a catheter, and a couple IV's administering several
Let's do some automatic writing, click to begin exercise... Death. Something I had obsessed over for quite sometime. Blood, something I constantly crave, be it my own or someone else's. Animalistic urges that build and build inside of me. I am a cup quivering on the edge of my sanity. I have this seething pit of rage, something that I hide really well. It scares me. I am a monster. Mutated through out the years. A flesh eating contagion, Masked behind a pretty face. I am feral, rabid beast. Pet me right and i shall purrr for you.. I fear myself. There are a million aspects to my personality. Its hard to bring them all to light. Close your eyes and you shall see. I am being followed. A black mass that eats the darkness around it. Something sinister. It beckons me. Whispering in my ear, calling my name. Jennifer... Jennifer, come home. My hair stands on end, my heart skips a few beats. Its always been with me. I've opened a door that cannot be shut. Being chased down dark corridors. I sh
Monthly Vip Giveaway
This month's recipients...  yeah, I was feeling generous...  LOL StaycMarie AKA xKoTtOnMoUtHqUeEn420x (my current owner... go figure) and Minnie the Moocha Well, I'm considering changing this concept around a little, to something like: 1) I randomly choose someone from my friends/fans (You must be in BOTH lists)... 2) Not a current VIP 3) I shouldn't need to inform you to add me, fan me, rate me, etc...  c'mon folks... we all know the game here!! 4) a negative attitude is a downer... (wah wah, I never win anything... I don't have a chance...  I can't compete with...  etc... blah blah blah...)  it's unbecoming.  Fact is, I'm looking for friends, not fakes...  if you're truly looking for a friend, you have a chance 5)  Are you a regular in my shout box???  hmmm..... disclaimer:  I do this for the fun and frolic and to be nice...  it's cheaper than a dinner/movie date, lasts longer than flowers, and who knows...  could be a long friendship... which to me is worth spending $20.  N
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Trickled down with sadness. Tear stained forgoteness. All that was left was emptiness. Screaming, Please! Please! Don't forget me! Then you came.... Crept up like fire under my skin. Peeling back my bitterness. Burning up my soul like acid eating paper. I loved it... I craved it... Give me more. I would kill to be in your arms. I would die to have your lips on mine. The blinding salvation of deaths' sweet call, Only if you will have me first. Take me completely. Forever yours. Restless minds with restless thoughts. Sick of fighting this fight I’ve always fought. Change is what I need. A different sense of prosperity. Not of individuality But through community It’s time to rise together, let them hear our voice Because you must understand, we DO have a choice Leave your differences aside, like religion and race People rise up to make this world a better place. Let’s stop the oppression! Through unification! Rise up and fight the GOOD fight
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Whats On My Mind
im at a time in my life where i am begining to see what has gone wrong and what has been a blessing in my life i have 2 beautiful little girs and would do anything for them although my relationship with my ex wife is nonexzistant i am blessed to have had her in my life and see the best thing that came out of that marrige is my eldest daughter izzibella she is 3 then there is a breef relationship with the mother of my youngest daugher shianne and it was a learning experience to say the least now i feel i am ready to start seeing other people again but not going to rush into anything because it hasnt worked out in the past if i befriend a woman the first thing they think is i want in their pants witch is not the case i want a woman who isnt about games and bullshit one i can laugh with talk to and most important grow with i need someone who is willing to accept me for who i am todays socitey is messed up when it comes to how we are protrade as egotistical peopleyou know there are som
I've been waiting for this moment for so longAn answered prayer, I know you are the oneI give to you my heart and soulWith a love that will never grow oldIn my life, I can seeThat you were made for meYou'll be there to catch me if I fallAll the days, I have prayedAnd the love that I have savedWith this ring, I'm giving you my allI thank God for the gift He has given meA love that's strong for all of eternityI give to you all of my daysWith a love for all of your waysIn my life, I can seeThat you were made for meI'll be there to catch you if you fallAll the days, I have prayedAnd the love that I have savedWith this ring, I'm giving you my allIn the days that we grow oldThe times may change but our love will remainAs we look back on this day nowWe stood the test of timeLiving the promise of our vowIn my life, I can seeThat you were made for meI'll be there to catch you if you fallAll the days, I have prayedAnd the love that I have savedWith this ring, I'm giving you my all...   You aske
My Life.... Not Smoking.
Well 7 months later, still nto soking, but got a congratulations for quitting smoking 50 pounds... woot... but hey I can breathe without coughing and I ahve more money.. so wth. So this is the last day of my life... as a smoker.   23 years of my life hsa been dedicated to making sure I have a smoke. I've decided that I don't want to give them another day after today.  Why not start now you ask? Well simple, I am doing a survey for Marlboro tomorrow and making 50.00 bucks... so 24 mours won't hurt.   It's odd to think about what I will do when I am out dirnking, or after dinner, or when I wake up in the morning. I am sure I will by less cologne... prolly put someone out of a job somewhere in that field. I fope that doing this will put another tobacco company out of vusiness. It s funny cause all the vices that I have, drinking, pot, smoking, other recreational things... the only one that is constant.. that I can live without is this damn butt.   I might be an asshat....
Rants And Raves
So i am an American Soldier deployed to Afghanistan for the first time i realize its not as easy as some people think.. i just spent the last 10 months in a country were they hate me and its a whole different feeling.. it seems that whenever people hate on the Military they don't appreciate then things we do to keep our country safe from the threat to our way of life.. i mean i just read a blog were a soldier was being hated on for being a soldier.. why does this happen.. its not like we enjoy being awa from our families especially during the holidays. its hard.but its the life of a soldier to stand ready for their country and be all they can be during a time of war. It becomes a huge responsibility to be in our shoes.. yet when the end draws near its a great feeling of knowing your going home.. but there will always be that small piece of you that lingers behind to a simple life we all live for a year at a time. To all the members of the Military Armed Services I am and always will be
Demented Chic
May I, introduce the amber alert! which is worse witch put a curse on her now shes stuck, fuck who will save her now, she leaps in the arms of drugs,  thats bad, winds up losing everything she has Madness consumes her, Ruins her friends, and love ones end up screwing her, in the end, she gets tired of spinning in the cycle of sin, she throws her hands up high, and yells his name JESUS, with open arms he came, yet ashamed he spoke why did you push me aside, i filled you with the love i had inside i always have a back-up plan though with one prayer that was all they wrote   -LEHCAR your nobody, your nothing to me, looking at me like im something for free, you say i dont look like a playboy bunny, well thats funny, why are you calling me? trying to talk to me everything in life has a fee so say your good-bye eat your bullets for breakfast click-click-pow good-bye have you laying on your side  with your mother hovering over you while tears fall from her eye
live and let live real honest kindness respect trust hello my family and friends. it has been a tough year and here i am at the end of this year. im sorry i have not been on as mach i use to but real life has taken over most of my life. may you all have the best of holidays. remember pls love one another. hug and tell your family that you love them. help others. be thankful. and pls be careful out there cus i want to hear from you all in 2013. keep it real and honest show kindness and respect.without love and someone to shear it with we nothing but enpty shells. live laugh love rock on. true friends are forever. hello and welcome to my nightmare. lets see i quess i will start at the beginning. my bro started using herion in 1993. and ever since then it has been hell with him. but now it is at the peak of annoyance. i have custody of his 3 kids cus he cant man up. and its everyones fault but his and is wife. i have to the 3 yrs age also cus of drugs use.i have them this time cus of unsu
My Strange Life Or Something
I have wrote some fiction before, and this is not. No one can fully explain the turn their lives takes, and would never make such a claim. I do not claim to be psychic. Photo-hypersensative is the word for it. What I see both in the real world and in dreams shows a slight hint into the future, both the changable and the unchangable. It doesn't help me or anyone else all that much unless we figure out the difference between the two. It's not easy. At age 5, I had a dream that I was living on a farm. All the farm animals were going crazy. The room started spinning around, and in the center of the room was the smallest of three roosters contolling the speed of the spinning room. I could tell this even at that age because once that rooster left the room, the spinning stopped. Three years later when my mother got remarried, I did move to a farm. Life was crazy there for more reasons than one. The real insanity that the dream was talking about did not stop until the youngest of my stepbrot
Funny Babies
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What I Wanted
I woke up this morning hot and wet.. Figures get fucked crazy last night and I want more. Its not really just the more that i want, I want bigger and better. For christ sake Im an american we always want it bigger and better! I want a big cock... Not huge mind you but the pride of the town might be nice... Something big hard and juicy that i can suck on and he can take... this time I want him to fuck me while he takes some mans monster and I WANT to get fucked out of my pretty little goard by both of them. I want to be so filled up with cock and cum that i cant walk sit or think for at least a week I mean honestly is that alot to ask? So the hunt is back on for something, anything that could qualify! But today thats not all I will be looking for, i am also going to try and find a woman to help me in fucking him, a nice submissive woman who will lay down and be petted and licked, sucked nibbled and fucked, I want that too. I was wondering if I could do them both... how much time is l
Love #4
I offer you my hand,To take and hold in yours.To give you strenght and comfort,Unlike you've had before.I offer you my arms,To hold you close when unsure.To give you tenderness and warmth,So that again your heart will endure.I offer you my smile,To help yours shine each day.To give you happiness and joy,So you can share with others all along your way.I offer you my eyes,So you can look deep into my soul.To give you sight well within me,So my true feelings you would know.I offer you my heart,So once again your may feel.To show you I do care,So once again your heart will heal.All these I offer you,To have yours,an honor it would be.To have your hand,arms,smile,eyes and heart,God himself would have truely blessed me. So deep in her thoughts,Is where I long to be.Buried into her heart,Will this she ever see.In days of old,This would be my lifelong quest.To search only for her,Forsaking all the rest.I wish my God would smile on me,And make this beautys heart mine.Then I would have the g
Poetry By Me!!!!!
    No amount of anything on this earth can compare to the way I felt at your birth 5 pounds 8 ounce's 19 inches with a head full of hair, Like I said nothing can compare.My pride and precious bundle of joy, Im so glad i was the one to bring you into this world, Now you have just turned 4 it goes by so fast, You think you have a lifetime But it really doesn't last.I watch you as your growing, getting older day by day, I am so happy now, but one day you will be grown up and move away.So i'm making the memories, and painting a perfect picture of your past, because i know when your older the things you are forgetting won't come back.Yes you are my daughter and you are very loved, I try to show it everyday and shower you with hugs.So when you are all grown up, and finally leaving home I hope you think back on yuor life and love where you come from..... Love is a word that means you care and the rest of your life you want to share with that person.Hate is a word that
You left your poison in my veins, every time you youch my skin I drop to my knees from the pain. Its emotional torture and i cant take it, each "i love you" only feels like youre faking. So go on, finish taking what you want, help me finish breaking. I know that i should probably walk away, that i shouldnt let your dead love song make me sway,  but its a chemical reaction, your acid touch, your toxic kiss, the way it stings upon my pale skin. I feel it burning, its breaking my heart. your whispers in my ear leave me deaf and my body stills to numb. I know i should make you stop, that i should walk away, but i crave your poison in my veins. Poison in my veins to make me cry, i taste your venom in each and every lie. Poison in my veins to break my heart, but oh how you make your poison feel so good! You were made to break my heart, my love, i always knew that you were poison from the start.... my name is destiny hope. Today, I would have just turned one. I would have taken my first steps
My Favorite Poems.......
AUTOBIOGRAPHY IN FIVE SHORT CHAPTERS ~~~Portia Nelson I I walk down the street. There is a deep hole in the sidewalk I fall in. I am lost ... I am helpless. It isn't my fault. It takes me forever to find a way out. II I walk down the same street. There is a deep hole in the sidewalk. I pretend I don't see it. I fall in again. I can't believe I am in the same place but, it isn't my fault. It still takes a long time to get out. III I walk down the same street. There is a deep hole in the sidewalk. I see it is there. I still fall in ... it's a habit. my eyes are open I know where I am. It is my fault. I get out immediately. IV I walk down the same street. There is a deep hole in the sidewalk. I walk around it. V I walk down another street.
To My Friends
Hello errrybody...i just wanted to let you know im not gonna be around much because of a ssituation i am currently in.....No im not locked up( thats far from the case)..I am currrently residing in The Salvation Army homeless shelter in Wilmington NC....Please dont be alarmed...Alot of you dont know whats going on, because i wondered whether or not i shouldve even posted this to begin with.....I am out of a place to live because of roommate drama and problems....those who want specific details can call me if they want to can either leave me a private message with your phone number and we can exchange them (if you choose) and i will fill you in on the details and such... Currently i am still working part time and its still going well...theres really no fulltime work in this town(or none that i have found) as of yet....Curfew at the shelter is 930 and lights out are at 10pm...wake up is at 545am(yes you saw correct) and i have to leave the shelter M-F at if you wou
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This Game We Call Love
Some say love is like an addictive and habit forming drug that gives us a feeling described as superhuman and the power we can overcome any obstacle in our way. For most of us that is the case it’s a feeling that we would pay any price to continuously have. For others it’s a magical potion or spell something that were not sure really exists but will by any means necessary pursue  in hopes of capturing its alluring secrets .In either case we find ourselves in an unending struggle to obtain its unearthly treasures and the exhilarating feelings we get when we are in love. It’s a journey everyone’s willing to take regardless of our passed experiences in what appears to be for most a never ending campaign in search of eternal bliss. For those of us lucky enough to find such exhilaration we are ever eager to share how we came upon such a fortune of feelings and wealth perhaps thinking in some strange way that what has worked for us is surely the answer and path for e
I know you need a friend, someone you can talk to Who will understand what you're going through When it comes to love, there's no easy answer Only you can say what you're gonna do I heard you on the phone, you took his number Said you weren't alone, but you'd call him soon Isn't he the guy, the guy who left you cryin'? Isn't he the one who made you blue? When you remember those nights in his arms You know you gotta make up your mind Are you gonna stay with the one who loves you Or are you goin' back to the one you love? Someone's gonna cry when they know they've lost you Someone's gonna thank the stars above What you gonna say when he comes over? There's no easy way to see this through All the broken dreams, all the disappointment Oh girl, what you gonna do? Your heart keeps sayin' it's just not fair But still you gotta make up your mind Are you gonna stay with the one who loves you Or are you goin' back to the one you love? Someone's gonna cry when they know they've lost you Someon
The Tribe
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Life Or Something Like It.
Love is Bullshit I do not believe in love. Why you may ask? I'll tell you why.   Love is insanity. It will make you do things a normal person would not. Love will make you drain a retirement account and give it to a woman to redo her home. Then, it leaves you with bitterness as she promptly dumps you when the 401(k) has been tapped.   Love will make a battered woman return to her husband time and time again even though he has beaten her so bad that he has ruptured both her eardrums.   Love will also make you step all over a good thing, viz. Rhett Butler in Gone with the Wind. All I can say is that Scarlett had shit for brains when it came to ol' Rhett.   I must also admit that I have been in love, and I have been just as stupid as these folks. Throw in the terrible pain, and I can tell you that I never ever want to be in love ever again. I hate it.   Love is bullshit. It lies. It tells you that your beloved is better than all the others in the world. And nothing is more tr
Block Bin
Torn apart inside, no place to hide Why do I do this, what is it that i miss? Someone from nothing but pain, and shame only desires to be loved, but in the end they all seem to be the same. Not like you didn't have enough already, they tear you apart even more. They say when you get a cut it hurts worse than anything. I think they are wrong to have someone lift you up so high you start to love again and then let you fall like you meant nothing to them hurts far worse. I could stand a thousand cuts than to take the pain that I take from each one that has done this to me. I'm their angel one that will listen to them one that will love them and talk with them. An in the end I'm tossed back to the shadows once again to hide the bruises and the scars enflicked once again. So back to the shadow lands again I go til I'm needed once again. I sit and wonder sometimes if other do like hurting others? Like with me I don't like promises they are always broken but when you give me your word or vise
Uk Riots
The Met, Manchester and Birmingham Police are complainin g that officers have not been home in some cases for as much as 3 whole days and they don't get paid enough for the the job they do putting their lives on the line they harp back Broadwater Farm riot, sad as that was. Well change your f..k..g uniform from blue to green and try 6 months away from home not getting paid enough and comrades being killed on a weekly basis. Repost for all those who have never made it home. news Got a story? Email : Para-thetic ... Dall pretended to be war hero to bed woman                                                Para beds lonely 50 VIRGINIA WHEELERand TOM REILLY Published: 10 May 2006 Add a comment (0)
Try To Be Ugly
Reason, Season, or Lifetime People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you figure out which one it is, you will know what to do for each person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty; to provide you with guidance and support; to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend, and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled; their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on. Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, g
Thoughts And Ramblings Of A Mad Man
since im getting older ive come to a cross roads in life of thought do i stay my path or do i look at all in a whole am i right in my ideals or am i wrong damed down a path of failure but given in to religion thats like calling defeat but is that my pride talking dont know but all i know is i try to keep good karma and what really is religion is it truth or is it a system of rules made by man with the threats of a place called hell to make us be better out of fear or is it a way to control a mass of people but in all religions and faiths there is the good but human intentions get in the way then greed anger and hate sorry to send like yoda but we are a broken people sitting on the edge of self destruction for the love of one ideal or people creates hate of outsiders look at all the events between the religions and people its always killing in the name of my god but why are we this blind that we forsake the teachings thats in our books of faith to throw back love peace and sernity for t
Not everyone is on fu for the same reasons as you. Not everyone deals with things the way you do.   Rather than taking things personally and/or assigning meanings to things that don't about simply accepting the two points above and considering this: If you don't feel like someone's been a good friend to you, why don't you ask yourself if you've been a good friend to them - in ways that THEY value, not in ways that YOU value? Are you nourishing them, or simply wanting to take more from what may be a scarce resource?     I am fair-fucking sick of the way I see people continually sucking the souls out of other people and bleating when the well runs dry (fuck you I can mix a metaphor if I want to).   In other news, the t-shirt my colleague got to me, and presented to me in front of the team, says "Let's pretend I give a shit and leave it at that" (for some reason the webcam made it orange - I do NOT wear orange - and I looked more chestally-gifted than Hellyion, which
While most contents that you will read about how to last longer in bed generally will try and help you to better understand how to last longer, many won’t describe some common pitfalls that you should try to avoid when combating premature ejaculation in the bedroom. The truth told, however, there are some very simple mistakes that one can make which can play detriment to their ability to enjoy sexual longevity, stamina and endurance. Use these tidbits of advice to know what to veer away from when trying to tackle premature ejaculation.  Don’t Masturbate Before Sex A lot of people say that by masturbating before sex you can successfully defeat common problems that are directly associated with how to last longer in bed trick. However, whenever you masturbate, you release a large amount of semen and hormones. These hormones take time to build back up in the testicles again. In essence, by masturbating prior to sex, you could very well be taking yourself entirely out of the g
All My Thoughts!
simply so clear as i stare in the night ever so deep when i see u in the lighttrying to remember that u are here to be mineforcing our feeling to stay put and not burstbut simplyas my heart go softmy mind work without a break can i manage this situationthat i can no longer embracewalls crumbles at my feet making to path for me to follow
My Poetry
 Fortitude Fate's hand dealt Blinding pain In perpetuum Desolation swallows me whole Transcends all else Disenchantment obliterates hopes Annihilating sanguine dreams Must surrender to affliction Malady, my friend Only solace in agony, Agony with no end. SMF DeceitJust like a vampireYou sucked me inBeauty hid your dark intentionsHeavenly scentLingered in my noseMelodic voiceSet my heart aflutterWith each exquisite syllableSplendidly beautiful faceConsumed me like a drugMost alluring of lipsInvited me in for kissesLeft me weak in the kneesWild with desirePassionate encounters beyond compareYour seduction is completeI close my eyes, you are all I seeYou have me at your mercyAll your talk of soul matesYou’ve no soul to be foundIt’s too late, my heart to you is boundAll you wanted was my life bloodNow you bleed me dryToss me asideNext victim already in sight SMF Delirium Shadowy feminine figure Lurks outside the glowing window Watching silently Coveting in the night Two angel
It took a lot of time last night but I finally rearranged this place to how I like it and to how I think will be more user friendly. Instead of having to search through blog post you just have to look at the menu and you will see the title of your favorite erotic story and their chapters (if they have any that is). As for the blog part of Erotica I will be using it mostly for writers rants, updates, and the sharing of ideas. It will be a little look into the madness that is my writing process hehe. Oh and another big change is going to be my update rate aside from what is posted in the blog I will be uploading a new chapter, or a new story (depending on how my muse moves me) every month so no longer waiting forever and a day to find out what is happening to your favorite characters. So please check out at Erotica all the new stuff and I would love to hear some feedback on it (^_^) Jeanie has just moved to a new city and now is juggling an over protective brother and
Ring…ring…click.            Hello?             This is your wakeup call Mr.Dramun, what are you doing with your life?             What...what was that?             Click.             Adrian Dramun roused himself in an upright position, his legs hanging over the edge of the bed. He stared dumbly at the telephone he held in his hand. Cheap motel pieces really, hardly able to call them telephones in this society of cell-phones (Four in every household, we swear). It was tainted a dull yellow, the mouth piece barely hanging on. With disgust of the device Adrian slammed the phone down, finally releasing the mouth piece from its purgatory of the hundreds of hot breathed creatures that spoke to it.             Adrian hunched his shoulders and rested his elbows on his knees. He buried his face into his hands. This was a morning ritual to him. Wake, clean off the sleep from his face. He would do this for about a minute, rubbing his eyes with the palms of his hands as if that
My Writings
How can you call it love?? You walked away so easily Like i was never there How can you hurt me like this??   I did nothing but love you You in turn went and broke my heart I thought you were differant Guess i was wrong.   Now here I sit in tears  Listening to memories Songs you said were ours Wow how that hurts.   Why did you do it?? That is all i want to know But do you answer No you just block me out.   You would rather act like i was never there Than to face up and tell me its over  So I have made the decission on myy own I cant wait anymore I have to move on.   Its gonna tear me apart but i have no choice i have to live life So if you suddenly decide you want me back Its to late you made ur choice. So goodbye nad good luck.                                                        How Can You Have Moved On Already??         I have tried to move on but I can't I am not ready to right now But I see you are HOW?? That is all I want to know It hasn't
Lunatic Poetry
 My screen name:JKD is the intials for "Jeet Kune Do" Chinese(Mandarin I think) for "The Way if the intercepting fist" a method founded by Bruce Lee,and today popularised in cage fighting teqnique.The key is footwork always always footwork-I love my job beacuse I have many oppertunities to perfect footwork cause I walk constantly over a ginormous warehouse.At 43 I still have the belly of an 18 y/o as a result of this walk and the isometrics involved.It came natural beacuse as a kid I had to tread lightly beacuse we always lived in The Upstairs Apartment and the neighbors would bitch if they heard a loud fart-anyway,upper body strength is wonderfull and common amougst men-Pushups and weightlifting take care of this but legs and lower belly are much neglected.A tip for working your legs and belly in everyday life w/o the use of weights is as follows:    The key Ive found is being aware of your arches,and stepping lightly.I always lead with one hip as I walk.Goint back to the technique J
People Are People
Ok my fubar friends, here is something for you to chomp on, Here is it Mothers day, Everyone is celebrating their mothers today, and Me being a mother myself, am happy I get to spend time with my kids. However, this is where this passage gets interesting, I live 300 miles away from my children and dont get to see them much anymore, they prefer to be with their friends and go to school in a familar place, So this weekend, BEING MOTHERS DAY, I thought it would be nice to take a trip on the bus to see my kids, Not even before I hit town, people are calling me making plans for me to spend the whole day with them and I can spend time with my kids when we were done. So I called this morning and said I wasn't going riding with them because my kids are the reason I am in town. These people try to make me feel guilty for not dropping what I want to do for them. When I dont see them riding their happy harley riding asses to where I live? Sounds a little one sided to me..So I say, That if they
Dark Silence
As you enter the darkened room, you see me chainedarms and legs spread, pussy glistening, nipples hardyou see me swinging myself back and forth wishingsomeone would come to me,fuck me,eat me, make me screamwith pleasure. i see you move in the darkness. i beg youto come closer, to touch me. i want so badly to feel your hands on my skinto feel your lips on mine, your hardness press against me. to enter move closer, but you dont touch me. you just stand there listeningto me beg for your touch. my pussy starting to drip with the mear thought of your touchi need you so badly, you reach out a single finger and slowly trace my lipsi bite softly. then you move closer and your lips are upon mine.kissing deeply, i feel your hand slowly moving across my belly down to the wetness waiting for you. you slowly run your finger up my pussy. then you slowly lick your finger and moan as your eyes close.when they open again, they are full of fire. you grab me and i feel your nails dig int
The Flight Of The Phoenix
 Are you entertained yet? Do you hate my guts? am I a monster for what I have done? Judge me accordingly for the moment but do not pass final judgement on me until you have taken a walk in my shoes. I had girlfriends in the past but they were far and few, the pain I suffered from the loss of my wife and daughter was horrid. Phantom fire trucks raced in my head all through this time, all I wanted was death, all I needed were bullets. When you stumbled across my page I told you I was a real motherfucker, and I stand true to that claim. I am real because I do not fear to tell you where I have been and where I am going. Every word typed here within my page is true. I have nothing to hide. I am going to be a warrior, a soldier and I want my story told just in case something somehow happens to me along the way. As I have stated before I am not proud of what I have done, though sometimes I may seem like I am boasting or being cocky. this is how I felt at that moment, this is the truth. I leav
Cute,cool & Creative
I have loved and lost so many times Have shed many tears countless nights I have wished and prayed to find the one My own soulmate, of a special kind. Out of nowhere, out of the blue My life took a spin and there was you The sun shines so bright I can finally see The greatest gift of love from you to me I love you not for the great looks you have But for the beauty you have deep inside I love you not from the sweetest voice I hear But for the words you speak without a sound Its not just your smile that lights up my day Nor the warmth of your tight embrace Its not just the laughters that brings joy in my heart But its also the soothing words you whisper night after night You are kind and gentle with a calming effect To a life tested with agony, sadness and defeat You are sweet and loving with a heart so giving Which I cannot help but get so many refills We are so much alike and so much in tune Almost a perfect match to my definition We blend so well, we love beyond measure And stil
Wedding Garment
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And So It Begins . . .
My crazy dog swinging from a rope on a tree. He makes funny noises when frustrated that he can't yank it down. So I just finished my second month of school. The second wasn't necesarily harder, but it was definitely more time consuming. A lot more projects and presentations, but I managed to still keep my 4.0 with an A+. The school has kind of a hard grading scale.A+ is 95-100% and is a 4.0A is 90-95% and is a 3.5B+ is 85-90% and is a 3.0B is 80-85% and is a 2.5Etc . . . If school tneds to stay more on par with the second class, I might have to cut back to part time at work. Will have to wait and see though. I'm really enjoying school so far, but it's fairly taxing. I just hope I can continue to keep it up. On Monday of last week, a day before my birthday, I went on vacation. I went to visit my friend Laura who lives about 45 minutes outside of Chicago. I didn't get in until fairly late at night. Long flight and a connection etc. I must say t
I'm Going on a cruise in March I need as much help I can get to make this the best Cruise ever. I'd like to hear about your experience. Let me know the "do's" & "don't's". He loves her but she is unable to have children. He wants a child. What's wrong with asking some one to have a child by him and give to them. Does anyone have some insight? Let Me know What you think?
Angel of Mercy Stand by my side Hold tight my hand Through this terrible ride Angel of Mercy Hold me so tight Shielding me from This endless night Angel of Mercy Touch all that I do Painting this terror A gentler hue Angel of Mercy Change all that I know From fields of ashes To new fallen snow Angel of Mercy Shine down from above Turning this hate To undying love Angel of Mercy Guide me today Turning my path In a truer way December 8, 2009      Spinning twirling
Pure Unadulterated Nsfw
I am well aware that fubar is a visual medium, based upon photos, however, perhaps there should be a picture of a penis for a male and a picture of a vagina for a female where the gender is stated?   (@Y@) Is the concept of anything but scatological or sex based humor anathema on fubar?
Just Saying
Ok so WTH....     First of all there is Billy, the boy is freaking bipolar... when he is sober it's "there will never be a woman like you mama" then when he is drunk which is more often than not he just wants to run the roads and get with what ever chick will take him... and im nothing... lmao he still says he loves me but doesnt want to be with me again all when he is drunk!!! sober im the best thing to him and he knows he messed up..... Well he tells me last weekend that he wanted to take me to dinner and a movie.... wow a real date after back and forth for two yrs... normally we bbq at the house and drink or go to the bar.... but a real date HE said he wanted.... so all week we talked about this date... i did not let my self get excited untill the morning of when we were still talking about going that night.... well 530 came i got off work came home and got dolled up.... 630 he tells me he is working on a friends truck... so i txt asking how much longer did he think it would be.
My Memory Library
Once knew My heart Maybe Not ~ Once Thought of Dreams That are Now unreal ~ Once Seek the Truth Who really Cares ~ Once Understood Time Time does not Exist ~ Once Wanted all that was Offer Now I care Less ~ Seek and You shall Receive Do I really want to Receive ~ Believe in Your Self You will be Strong Yet I feel very Weak ~ Nothing is as Seem For Seeing is from My View My thoughts are clouded by Doubt ~ Who Am I Very Good Question Without an Answer THIS
Fubar Stuff
About 9 months ago a friend told me about a website called Fubar. I had no idea what he was talking about but thought I would check it out. And Ill be honest, he said there where lots of "hot" women on here. Which is true!  I set up my account and had NO idea what I was doing or supposed to do. I was very shy about talking to people on here that I didnt know. But I soon realized that was one of the purposes of the site. Almost right away I had people that wanted to be my friend (some still are!). And they where all very helpful. Ms. Flintstone was my first REAL friend here. She helped me through a lot of the stuff at the start. There were others too, but she is still my friend through all of this and she is one of my best buds here. So, like everyone, I flew through the first bunch of levels rather quick. People told me I was going to get addicted to the game. I couldnt see that happening. Well, they where right! I quickly realized that to play this game you needed to become a VIP, w
Little Bit Of Everything =)
Here is the scenario... You have a friend that you are in love with, but you are afraid to reveal your feelings. You've felt this way for about a year or so and no matter how much the two of you hang out, watch movies, even cook you keep your feelings to yourself. He (or in some cases she) decided to take it to the next level and the two of you have an AMAZING sex session. Now, you really don't want to say anything. You don't want them to think or feel that it was because of the sex. So to help my family member out of this situation...what would you do? Would you tell them how you felt or keep it to yourself.  BTW..the sex sessions hasn't stopped. The 2 of you get together like once every week to every other week. Ok, while out with my family my son's father turned to me and said "this line in this song (Chris Brown - My last) is dedicated to you".  The line was "she's a 7 in the face and a 10 in the ass". I was like WOW!! He thought there is nothing wrong with that. That most men
Just Me...
December of last year (yeah, 320 days ago) I was hurt at work. I was sent to the clinic that my work uses to get my right shoulder looked at. Basically I walked out with a follow up appointment, ibuprofen 800s and light duty. Within the next 2 weeks I was there at least 4 times because the pain was getting worse and even bringing me to tears - which takes a lot.. after I got my wisdom teeth taken out I wasn't on any pain killers, and always watch when I get shots and blood taken. 2 weeks in I complained of back pain which was basically restrictions were lightened to lifting no more than 10 lbs and still not being able to reach above my shoulder level. Ibuprofen 800 wasn't working so I was switched to Naproxen 550 I think it was.   Around January 14th of this year I got fed up with being in so much pain and not getting any help. I was dripping sweat in 25-30 degree weather in just a tshirt and shorts while barely doing any work. Touching my collar bone made me want to cry
My Baby
Since I can't upload any photos [due to no VIP] this is how I will post pictures of my baby. :)     I got to hear my baby's heartbeat on Thursday, May 26, 2011 :D Scan till you get to 1:11 then start listening !
Ten Things I Hate
NUMBER ONE!... Fuckin carma... she never does anything for me but fuck my day up. number two... obama! what the fuck man for real? number three... Nacho flavor corn chips... its a corn chip... flavored to taste like... another corn chip! number four... tic tacs... sometimes i just want my breath to say "FUCK OFF!" you know number five... thumbs... i dont really know why but they piss me off. number six... the number six... its fuckin with my head man... if you flip it over its the number nine! i dont know what im fuckin lookin at man!!! number seven... movies with no piont... dude i swear to god i feel myself sinking into an unavoidable pit of stupidity every time i have to watch one. number ate... anyone better than me... soooo nobody really number nine... shit! six just rolled over quik! dont look at it! number ten... blogs   I would like to ask you a question...unfortunately i have forgotten that question... so instead i shall tell you a story...    Once upon a time, there

My First Christmas in HeavenI see the countlessChristmas treesaround the world belowWith tiny lights, like Heaven's stars,reflecting on the snowThe sight is so spectacular,please wipe away the tearFor I am spending Christmas withJesus Christ this year.I hear the many Christmas songsthat people hold so dearBut the sounds of music can't comparewith the Christmas choir up here.I have no words to tell you,the joy their voices bring,For it is beyond description,to hear the angels sing.I know how much you miss me,I see the pain inside your heart.But I am not so far away,We really aren't apart.So be happy for me, dear ones,You know I hold you dear.And be glad I'm spending Christmaswith Jesus Christ this year.I sent you each a special gift,from my heavenly home above.I sent you each a memoryof my undying love.After all, love is a gift more preciousthan pure gold.was always most importantthe stories Jesus told.Please love and keep each other,my Father said to do.I can't count the blessing or lo
Submarias Web Sights
these games are so... poetic ? well she looks not that in pain
Roxy's Ramblings
This is a lovely song by the Beatles that I was just listening to, and part of it really speaks to how I've been feeling lately. So, I'm sharing the lyrics for those of you who care. :)   Who knows how long I've loved you You know I love you still Will I wait a lonely lifetime? If you want me to, I will   For if I ever saw you I didn't catch your name But it never really mattered, I will always feel the same   Love you forever, and forever  Love you with all my heart Love you whenever we're together Love you when we're apart   And when, at last,  I find you Your song will fill the air Sing it loud, so I can hear you Make it easy to be near you For the things you do endear you to me Oh, you know I will I will  Okay, I've had some questions about my current status, and a few people wanting more details and such, so here they are! 1. The Declaration of Independence was actually voted on and passed on Juily 2, not July 4!  July 4 was the day that the text of the doc
The end to my dear friend has come...Kuki the marvelous cat!  Unlike any other feline, he filled my home for almost two decades with unconditional love, entertainment and zany antics.  R.I.P. my companion, you are loved and will always be missed..       My son, a strong compassionate 10 yr old said he would have never forgiven me had he not been there for Kuki whilst his life ended..he dealt with losing his lifetime best friend, his companion in the crib, toddler bed and into the twin...Kuki didn't know he was a cat and had no fear of dogs or other animals..he helped me de-ferralize many cats when I did rescue work years ago..before children.  He was the mother figure to my pit mix dogs...and well I will never forget him for the joy and comfort he brought to our lives. September 10th 2001 my dear son Adam was born, he will be 10 tomorrow :) Laser Tag and dinner...time flys, seems like yesterday I was holding him, now I stand to hug him as his chin rests on my shoulder...tomorrow
Passion & seduction I want you to feel the air around you getting warmer as if threatens boundaries you keep so well sliding fingers up your neck through your hair and grabbing firmly pulling your head back and taking a bite from under your swells bared with moist impressions sinking down further as reaching the cliff that is swollen awaiting to burst from attention while dabbling teases of flicks of pressure making beads of sweat gathering down ravine palms on backsides of thighs overhead sensing flight it musters a scream of animal-ism creature imprisoned to be released and this moment still harbors the torture not allowing you to feel what you want inside while the hours have past and daylight shall not exist if you don't get your way. My twisted visions of you twirl in a oscilloscope of insane wonders Measuring & excepting nothing as reality Reborn from by the species that cultivated me into existence Ecstasy feathers your soft skin as it dampens Your unwritten fictio
Venting.... Like Woa.
1.) change begging bums: is there any kind of screening process that you put your targets through? How has the withering economy changed your take of the tail end of our hourly earnings? Have you changed your diet from the morning diarrhea on rye sammich and 22oz. 211 steel reserve? Should i consider getting myself a set of fucked up clothes and practice my puppy dog eyes peering through a shaggy beard and toothless grin? I know that there really are people out there with serious problems and the results have landed them on the unforgiving streets of the city....this is not my complaint. My complaint is that there are places that will hire a strong hand for bullshit jobs so you can buy your own damn can of shitty beer and loaf of bread to make a sammich out of whatever it is you find most appealing out of the dumpster. Stop asking me. I hate it. For those of you creative enough to make a cute little cardboard sign stating your basic needs for the day and what you're willi
To my fufriends & family,I'd like to thank JohnnyDevil for posting this blog, I feel like we should all know about this, if you haven't read the blog, go to We can  have fun on the site, however we should be careful of  these situations. Also, if you would like to read a really good book, I would recommend a novel called The Lovely Bones by Alice Sebold.   Thanks for taking the time to read this,   -Dorothy     Hey! What's up? My names Dorothy Rose. I'm Club Aura's Head Promoter. You can call me Dottie,Dor,Dorothy..whatever you're comfortable with. Anyways, again Welcome to Club Aura, the hottest lounge on Fubar!  Hmm...what to say about Club Aura? Well you'll find things done different in here than most lounges. We are a DRAMA-FREE lounge, we have an AMAZING owner named Jen. I'd like to say she did an awesome job with the lounge & I wish her the best & hope the lounge does well. We have amazing staff & djs. We have the best
Random Thoughts
You know I am pretty easy to figure out. I don't have naked pics and don't hold your breath waiting for them. I have enough respect for myself to not put that out there. For those women- and I use this term loosely- who feel the need to display that side of themselves all over fubar and the internet then I say this..if you have to put that out there to get attention then you need serious help. If you cannot hold someones attention with your clothes on then in my opinion you don't have much to offer anyone. I have been labeled insecure and I find this amusing considering I am not the one throwing it all out there for everyone to see. You see me and me fully clothed. If that isn't enough well then move right along because I am sure there are more than enough of those types of women to fill your needs. I do not want to be treated like trash so I don't carry myself in that manner. As to the ones who try to insert themselves into my relationships with either friends or my boyfriend- well to
The Dungeon
Several wrestlers have been commenting on the passing on Randy Savage, here are their thoughts… Jeff Jarrett: "Just got a call w the news. RIP Randy. I met him when I was 11yrs old. He would always teach, correct, encourage, and compliment as my... Career progressed. I have NEVER forgotten the intricacies and attention to detail he taught me over the years. Randy always had a method to His madness. Randy is gone, but will never be forgotten. Thoughts and prayers are w the entire Poffo family. And, he may be the greatest card player the business has ever seen... When he lost, he was only setting you up to take more money from you!" UFC Fighter Shane Carwin: "RIP Randy Macho Man Savage! We are going to SOOOOOOOOOO MISSSSS YOUUUUUUUU...... He was a great Entertainer!" The Rock: "RIP Randy 'Macho Man' Savage - you were one of my childhood inspirations and heros. Strength, love and prayers to the Savage/Poffo family." Kevin Nash: "I lost a close friend today. If anybody in heaven
The Inner Me
things weren't good the last time we spent time together,nothing but fright's every night. The thing's you said killed me,(I deserver every bad thing you ever did to me) tears rolled out my eyes as I cried all night. I never ask for any of  this the pain,you made up your mind and did what u did in are bed.nothing change I still feel that same, the hurt from you still waits for your touch  for your comfort. Maybe that day will never find its way but u sure did, walking around acting like everything is fine and you did no crime. Things happen too soon with you,every night I think to my self is he sleeping by him self or with some one el's? But I guess we all know were you go,straight to the other side.its like how they say(WELL AM AWAY HE WILL PLAY) it seems so far away when I use to be your only lady,now its no longer me that you see.(the grass is always greener in somebody else eyes)both side some things we didn't mean cant go back into time,just have to try to make things right. i nev
SLIT MY WRIST As my blood hits the floor AS I slip away to be no more As I lay here to rest This world can kiss my ass I remornis of the pain Soon there will be no more rain I sit here now for the world to see But everyone just lets me be Soon I will leave this world For I will be dead When my body hits the floor Now that I am no more     My Heart   My heart breaks a little at a time, For now I reallise that you are no longer mine That someone else is able to put a smile upon your face Now that I am losing the whole race But you will not know For I will keep a smile on my face To keep you from leaving this place This is me how i feel about myself and i am sure it will chang day to day.  i amunloveable it is clear to me now and its got to be something im doing wrong.  i am in the army and i am incharg of people, but my wife wont even touch me she goes off with some other guy, not that i am complaining cause i dont love her any more but it would be nice to feel lov
Mountain Ma Ma
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Just Wow
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Random Stuffs
They may see mebut not for who i amthey accept mefor the person i"ve showni may be funny energetic and strongon the outsidebut withinim shatterd like broken glasstorn to the edgeused to the boneim slowly pushed outthey dont think im usefuland it hurtsi cant change who i ambut maybe of what you think of mewe were gonna be friends foreverbut nothing lastspeople changednow in my lifesince i feel as though im not loveto everyone im faded She is my strength when I am weak and she is my star in the night sky,She is my sun on a cold and rainy day,She is the voice that soothes me when I cry, She is the blankets that keep me warm at night.She is my light when it's dark, She keeps my heart beating with every step I take,She is the angel that appears in my dreams,She is the beauty within me.She is the moon that brightens up my world,She is the air I breath,She guides me through the ups and downs,She is my ANGELShe is my DAUGHTER. A sky of darkest velvet Sweet kisses in the night
Gardening Rulez!!!
I'm absolutely loving it!!! Been sweating and working and weeding and diggin and sweating, but damn it's worth it!!!   I've decided (thanks for your help if you helped in my "garden journal" MuMM) to blog this stuffs and let you know how satisfying it is and how much I'm learning....I'm experimenting with different composts and fertilizers so that I know what/when to sell etc etc...   I'm excited to eat organically and welcome your thoughts on my gardens...if you want to view pics please see my defaults..I may take close up stuffs every once and awhile and place them in the blog if it’s a subject about pests or disease or something... Anyway, this should be fun...   This is what is going on so far :) HAPPY PLANTING!!! April 13th planted pansies and potted up plugs using fertilome potting soil and pansy power.   April 14th planted sweet peas, carrots and radishes using buffalo loam and recycled materials.  Planted lettuce mix and moonflowers in fertilome potting soil.
My Thoughts
What do you think about women who show off half their tits in their photos then turn around & bitch about people making sexual comments to them?... MOST (not all) fubar women are silly & goofy & just plain old ignorant. I'm not here to make friends. besides theres no such thing as a friend on the net. only in person. I'm here to piss others off. so bring me your anger & your hatful text. I love it & i eat it up.
Club Snafu
Random Reflections
It has been a life time, 14 years, but the scars still stay, both physical and otherwise. I was 19 and you had just turned 18, you were charismatic, and yet shy. Strong, yet so vulnerable, already your life had given you more then your share, and I just added to it. I still remember walking through the park, and you asked me if I wanted a relationship with you, or if we were just fooling around. I was scared, and still trying to come into my own and figuring myself out. I wanted so much to say that I did want a relationship, but I hesitated, and you drew your own conclusion and you backed off from me, I had blown it, but worse then that I had become just another in a long line of people who hurt you and let you down. Then I had to go and tailspin out of control with my life, and you got sucked into it. Maybe you wanted to hurt me like I had hurt you, but in that moment I snapped and did something really stupid, and you got blamed for what I had done. I ultimately did the right thing, a
Municipal Cockwash
everyone kept asking me... why i quit drinking... apparently i'm not allowed to just say i'm done they figured there must be some logical explination... maybe he got a girlfriend? (you can quit laughing fuckers) maybe he got some disease from some skank he took home(wrong.... condoms the glass slippers of our generation) maybe he blacked out and set some guy on fire in the dumpster... again? (it happens folks) well... i have a confession... there was a reason... and it's a little hard to talk about... i couldn't bring myself to do it in person...  but i've mustered the courage and... think it's time you guys know see i was involved in a near-tragic hit and run accident... where 3 kids and a grandmother were killed on their way to church from what i remember i thought jack in the box was a great idea as i stumbled home after consuming way too much tequila the rest is a bit of a blur but i found puke in my floorboard and a box of half eaten jelly donuts anyway when i woke up t
Life is just a trip in to the unknown with a navigator without any clear picture. You can get hints and ideas but you will never know what will be behinde next cornor, and thats the beuty of it all. You can never tell what will be you can only follow a path that feels good what the outcome will be is left to see.   So make youre choises decide where to go follow your road in to the future and enjoy the ride! Morning and for others night time its all in a circel leading nowhere. Rain and sunshine humid and dry all in all its in balance all over. There can be no hate if there is no love its always two sides of a coin. The question is where do we go from here Sitting home all alone quiet after a day in the car its peacefull its silent its a way to get back in balance, to keep the balance is the ultimate challange for all of us. If we lose our balance we glide and try to hang on to life instead of be in controll balancing ón the edge, or traveling on the road that could lead to rui
Stolen Shit From The Interwebz
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Very early every morning during the work week, I get up at 4:45am so that I can take my Jack Russell Terrier for a walk.  During this early morning walk, I let him be off leash because it's quiet and there is really noone else around.  We only go a couple quicks blocks but it's nice to let him run ahead and he really digs his early morning walk. I've been working with Peanut to get him to stop chasing cats and for the last couple of months, he's been doing really well, walking past the kitties and leaving them alone.  But this past Friday, June 24th, he took off after a 'cat' that turned out to be a SKUNK and Peanut got sprayed.  As soon as I saw him circle way out around the skunk and shaking himself all over, I knew that the skunk had got him.  As Peanut came towards me, and was still at least 12 feet away from me I could SMELL him and I instantly felt like I was going to throw up! I've never smelled anything so vile, to putrid, so strong and over powering. OMG it was awful. I coul
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Friend Requests, Rates, And Other Futardedness
i always wanted to be taller. im average height.    my boss is like 6'1, one of my co workers is 6'3... dammitt, i wanna be taller.   but i have to thank you fubar, because while i cant find a way to be taller, i can come on this site and pretend since every girl i see on here is looking up at me like im 6'7...   thanks for hookin a brotha up!! just taking a quick second to thank all of you super creative fu that insist on having complicated gifs and mini movies as a default. everytime i try to log onto the site with my phone, your default of you turning into the entire cast of twilight really bogs things down. add that to the girl who has to have a gif of herself smiling, then not, then giving the finger, then the tongue out between the fingers, the boob squeeze, devil horns, and finally followed by peace sign. dont forget the 50+ year old lady that somehow morphs into megan fox, or angelina jolie, then into a cartoon dominatrix, then finally a butterfly. the question is... w
Dear Diary
 I see you running.....Noticing your muscular thighs and you fit body.....I watch from afar......slowing my pace to keep a distance from you.....You turn sensing someone.....but Im hidden from you sight.....I follow you home.....You stop at your door....Its dusk....You feel a slight warm sensation on your neck....just as you turn to see what it is my hands come around you.....Sliding over the front your pants.....running my hand down in between your thighs.....sliding it back up.....I rub you sweet spot...feeling you already moist thru your shorts.....biting your neck.....I feel your pulse racing against my tongue.....You don't push me away or try to move.....Your body responding to my turn your face slightly catching my eye.....I kiss you....sucking your bottom lip your hands cup my face.....I push you into your door.....Your nosey neighbors are poking their eyes through the windows watching.....this only turns you on more.....I pull down your shorts......
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This And That
‎5 DEADLY TERMS USED BY A WOMAN! (1) FINE: This is the word women use to end an argument when she knows she is right and you need to shut up. (2) NOTHING: means something & you need to be worried. (3) GO AHEAD: this is a dare, not permission , do not do it. (4) WHATEVER: A woman's way of saying screw you. (5) THAT'S OK: She is thinking long & hard on how and when you will pay for your mistake..  "You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She's not perfect - you aren't either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart. So don't hurt her, don't change her, don't analyze and don't expect more than she can give.
Did you stand there in shock at the sight of that black smokeRisin' against that blue sky?Did you shout out in anger, in fear for your neighborOr did you just sit down and cry?Did you weep for the children who lost their dear loved onesAnd pray for the ones who don't know?Did you rejoice for the people who walked from the rubbleAnd sob for the ones left below?Did you burst out in pride for the red, white, and blueAnd the heroes who died just doin' what they do?Did you look up to heaven for some kind of answerAnd look at yourself and what really matters?I'm just a singer of simple songsI'm not a real political manI watch CNN but I'm not sure I can tell youThe difference in Iraq and IranBut I know Jesus and I talk to GodAnd I remember this from when I was youngFaith hope and love are some good things he gave usAnd the greatest is love Hello all!! y'all must think am crazy on here!! I know that i am not perfect by all means, but i have to get this out... For a whole day now I sit and wond
Life Of A Lette
Well to day is a new day, but I find that for someone as sexual driven as me . ' NO Dick  make something ... something ' come to mind.  So I found that being friends with an ex is a good thing but I still have to fight off the thoughts that his dick as been in some other pussy. Yet .. when I am horny damnit... I am horny and I go for what I want. So this morning I went creeping and got me a little something, Luckily I caught him when he didn't go out to play and I will... used my head * smirks*  Still even if I got him to thrown hs hand back and shout that he was still with me.... I found that getting  almost  shot in the face... not COOL.  SO NOT COOL.   But I left mildly happy and he sat in his room with a content smile on his face.... .yet at the same time.. I am still horny.  * sighs* Oh well. I got what I wanted to here... not what I needed.   I  woke up this morning shaking slightly to the sight of seeing my ex on the laptop in my room.  For what seemed like hours I had been
Hello My Fubar Friends
Thanks to all my new friends.  I am on a shoot today and unable to reciprocate with drinks, etc.  I promise to catch up soon.  Please forgive my delays in returning your presents. Meet me at the Mynt Lounge, the hottest night club in the US, tonight.  My girls and I will be dancing all night. Should I put up a poster with my Fubar #.  Why do people do this?
Solace In The Backwoods
Sometimes you feel like a nut, sometimes you don't.       Around here the squirrels can often be fairly entertaining. I have a bird feeder that hangs on the front porch so we can watch the birds. A lot of times however, I get to watch the acrobatics of the local squirrels as they raid the feeders too. These are red squirrels and not the grey ones I used to hunt as a boy. These look too scrawny to eat.... probably take a whole bunch of them to make a decent pot of stew. But they're fun to watch.       We have to be careful of what we leave outside. Sometimes when I'm out splitting firewood or working around the farm, I will bring me a snack. I'll sit on a treestump or log and take a break. If I turn my back for even an instant the food disappears. In this case I discovered that squirrels like ice cream cones. Sometimes they'll steal the bread off the top of my sandwiches. Crackers or tater chips disappear too. Danged little crumb snatchers. I don't have a trac
Thoughts From Moi
  There is a strong possibility that most people NEVER change.   There is a strong possibility that most players deny their game.   There is a strong possibility you are not the first, last or only.   There is a strong possibility that you can't fuck the pain away.   There is a strong possibility I am in a good place.   There is a strong possibility that I wish you nothing but the best.   There is a strong possibility that you need to learn how to love yourself, before you can ever be happy....espcecially with someone else.    There is a strong possibility that you are beautiful and you have NO idea.   There is a strong possibility that you will not see it until you are ready.    There is a strong possibility that I will never be there for you.   I will never hold your hand.   I will never be your friend.   I will never be what you need.   I will always be the answer to the question you cannot find.   I will smile.   I will laugh. I will be happy.   Wi
Our Lesbian Blindfold
  I want to do something a little different with her, and so on this Saturday night we have together, we will. See, by MY definition, I am not very kinky ...but that doesn't mean I haven't engaged in quite a few things in my sex life that would be considered by many to be kinky ..and by kinky for many, the meaning is anything beyond heterosexual missionary position. You know ...even vanilla sex is pretty good .., what would be memorable would be the level of passion or lack thereof rather than what position we stretched our bodies into or what implements or flavors might have been included. So, for me to say "I want to do something a little different" does not mean we will swing from the ceiling, nor does it imply we will need heavy duty power cord extensions. It just means that there are so many ways to express this love for her, and we'll roll the dice and see if this different way feels right for us. I am by definition neither defined by the term dom or sub. I am familiar with the
Just Shit
I'm not pretty! I'm not perfect! To be honest I'm quite far from all of these!But at least I have a loving heart!
Delete Yourself
the mind wwanders away from me, i search but nothing is there. why, i ask, is there no one for me to love? i get no reply. am i not worthy of a lover, only worthy of a lyer? can i not be what someone needs me to be. NO, i am better than the rest of them, and yet, i still stand alone, not so much in the dark, but in the shallow waters of the life that i failed to live. i miss them so much i can no longer feel normal pain, but i can feel the void of a life lost. so, with that being said, i leave this mind and find another place to run and hide. inside myself, i hide. in the night, the moon so bright the trees slowly sway the first hint of light, a lover heald tight the promise of the day the springtime flowers, the april showers anew year will begin the frozen pond, the leaves have gone all things must have an end do i dare stop,stop, sing and smile and seize the precarious day or be now old cold and bitter and slowly waste away there is a fine line between life and existamce.
My Poetry
These wounds keep on hurting these hearts keep on hurting trying to mend what is broken tearing every mend       time ceases progression further back we go the past just returning     What could of happened? Will we ever know?     So much we have tried  now every chance is fried    
Merde Alors! Una Betise
Don't wait to be loved, to love Don't wait to be lonely, to recognize the value of a friend. Don't wait for the best job, to begin to work. Don't wait to have a lot, to share a bit. Don't wait for the fall, to remember the advice. Don't wait for pain, to believe in prayer. Don't wait to have time, to be able to serve. Don't wait for anybody else pain, to ask for apologies neither separation to make it up. Don't wait... Because you don't know how long it will take. Dark. I'm your citizens, slaving everything you want. Nightmare. The lord , wearing the bloody crown , builds civilization by whipping ridiculous thought. Dear, please do not fall asleep! A lonely hunter of a heart, chased by monsters that come from Deep Town. A lonely hunter of a heart, will rebel against the gloomy kingdom oneday if i get ready. Dear, please do not fall asleep!
  Dear boy who hurt me more than words can describe, I had a dream of you last night. The first one since you ever left me. Remember how much we fought oh so much and that hurt me quite so. It was always because you wanted what I did not. Well in the dream I had of you. I paid you back times two. You see you had me to the ground because we were fighting, but I simply said I hate you, I hate you. I saw the hurt in your face and the tears in your eyes and for once I felt you knew what it was like to be hurt. You simply let me go after that. I knew I finally hurt you hurt me. Sincerly, The girl with a broken heart                        BROKEN   Im broken... i'm going to be completely honest and tell you, i'm broken. but you know what? even though i'm broken right now, i'm going to be fine. i'm not going to lose any more sleep over you, i'm not going to waste any more tears over an asshole like you. and i'm not going to go running back to you, when you realize
7 Days, 7 Sins
Day 1 - Pride. Seven great things about yourself.Day 2 - Envy. Seven things you lack and covet.Day 3 - Wrath. Seven things that piss you off.Day 4 - Sloth. Seven things you neglect to do.Day 5 - Greed. Seven worldly material desires.Day 6 - Gluttony. Seven guilty pleasures.Day 7 - Lust. Seven love secrets.Here's my day two: Envy. (7 thing I lack and/or covet)1. Six-pack abs. I think I could get there if I Really Tried. But I don't know if I have that kind of stamina.  Running only does so much.2. Financial stability. I totally suck at money management.  I should be better.3. People who can make it through this life without some kind of chemical dependency.4. Guitar players. I have a guitar and a book to teach me to play guitar, but I have yet to pick either up. Totally my fault, I know.5. Ah, 20/20 Vision. How freaking sweet would that be? No contacts in the morning and no glasses at night. I might just put this on my 'When I Find A Genie' list. Enjoy it if you have it is all I'm
I cant share this with facebook... and I dont use myspace so FuBar.... I turn to you! LoL.  Okay, So I am losing my mind and I dont know where to turn. My doctor told me that I may have an underlying bipolar disorder... Now Idk why but this depresses me beyond belief. On top of that I cant find a psych counsellor so I can treat this and also I cant seem to get enough time off to actually take care of these issues.  Lord help me... please.  Do you care that everytime you come into my mind I have such an enourmous need to see you once again? That it breaks my heart when you tell me that you care. I am so full of love for you that I want to cry when I see your name, when I remember your laugh, when I think of the time spent with eachother. I despise you sometimes. You always give me false hope of one day, someday, but in my heart I know it will never be. I guess Im just to afraid to let go. I wish I could. I want to... I need to. I deserve so much better than a man that can continually
I am but a mere empty vessel floating a drift on the wind and water of life awaiting to either be filled with hope, love, life or to be washed ashore to be left to rot or to be sunk to the deepest reaches of the oceans floor. I carry not only my burden but other's as well in hopes they will find peace, love, and happiness. I cherish not worldy treasures for they tarnish and vanish. My treasures and richness comes from my family and friends. Just a moment ago I read a mumm about love. Interesting ideal behind it but not thought out well in my mind's eye. I think the word love is just said to be said cause its what we think our significant other wants to hear. Is love just a word these days or an actual true bona fide feeling that radiates deep down inside. Personally I sometimes love can be over rated and definitely unappreciated. I think love has been taken for granted for far too long. I challenge you to evaluate how you truly use the word love. Do you truly mean it or just saying it?
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Good Day
We ordered my costume last night. Love the internet. I'm going as Dr. Frankenfurter, from The Rocky Horror Picture Show. I won't look as good as Tim Curry did when he shot the roll, but I'll look better than if he did it now. ....and welcome to my blog. As I'm typing the subject of this blog, the autofill tried to help me by suggesting "Facial". Anyway, today is Friday eve, that means you can party all you want tonight, because you can always make it through one day of work. Here are my party plans Take daughter to Wal-Mart. I know, I'm a rebel.  I need her help with some stuff this weekend, so I made a deal with the devil. But, when we get back, the wife and I are going to barricade our selfs in our room and pretend it's Friday night.   What are your Friday eve plans?  
For Men Only
I want to strip you naked throw you on the bed then climb on top of you riding you while I rub your chest, kissing your neck then I will tie you to the bed and have my way with you but first I will go to the kitchen to get whipped cream and warm honey and change into a sexy shear robe, when I come back I pour the warm honey on your skin then lick it off from your belly button to you Adams apple, then I say, "the only way you can get free is by giving me what I need." Grabbing the whipped cream putting it on your lips to taste then going down towards your hips putting the whipped cream on your hot hard cock and around your balls and as you watch I take one ball in my mouth sucking the whipped cream off then going to the other doing the same. Then lick all the way up your cock as I take you into my mouth (mmmm you taste so good) you lift your hips making yourself go deeper into my throat as I come back up off you. I ask," so what do you want from me?" you say, I want you. So I slide my p
Poems I Like
XanaduKubla KhanIn Xanadu did Kubla KhanA stately pleasure-dome decree:Where Alph, the sacred river, ranThrough caverns measureless to manDown to a sunless sea.So twice five miles of fertile groundWith walls and towers were girdled round:And there were gardens bright with sinuous rills,Where blossomed many an incense-bearing tree;And here were forests ancient as the hills,Enfolding sunny spots of greenery.But oh! that deep romantic chasm which slantedDown the green hill athwart a cedarn cover!A savage place! as holy and enchantedAs e'er beneath a waning moon was hauntedBy woman wailing for her demon-lover!And from this chasm, with ceaseless turmoil seething,As if this earth in fast thick pants were breathing,A mighty fountain momently was forced:Amid whose swift half-intermitted burstHuge fragments vaulted like rebounding hail,Or chaffy grain beneath the thresher's flail:And 'mid these dancing rocks at once and everIt flung up momently the sacred river.Five miles meandering with a mazy
Martin's Status
To my friends and family I want to apologize.  I made a decision to leave fubar.  That decision was based on the actions of one person, who I thought was a close friend.  I thought that person's actions were petty, and frankling baffling.  It just left a very bad taste in my mouth, as I really trusted that person.  But I now consider that in the past. I have received many requests from friends, telling me I should reconsider and stay on fubar.  After much thought, I have decided to stay. The reasons are that I have such beautiful friends and family, who I have grown to love. Let me assure everyone that this was not a ploy to gain attention.  In fact it was quite the opposite.   So I am back on fubar, but without a VIP.  So without a VIP, I sometimes will not have 11s to rate people.  I will soon be posing a question directed at friends.  Would you rather be rated a 10, or not rated, when I have no 11s to use? Thank you and much love to my family and friends.  Martin       I have
Non-sensical Journal
I write these things to find out how universal my problems really are. Have you ever given someone every chance....2 or 3 or 4 and every time they swear it'll be different but it lasts about 2 weeks then they just go back to doing whatever they want? To know in your heart, that it's your fault because you surrounded yourself with easy people only to realize why? An entire headlong generation of bummers and jokers. To wonder why you try? If it was easy to make friends chances are it's going to be even easier to stop being friends. Trudging on day after day hoping they surprise but they don't? Ever felt that way?   Apparently it's called Family.   I won't get what I want, I'll have to put up with constant volley of stupid, and then pay them for the priveledge.   Sometimes I wonder why I can't just meet a nice, well rounded, nymphomaniac with no family, who doesn't wanna work, whose doesn't want children or a house or a fancy car, Who is content to be content, who appreciates roma
Where My Head Is
I seriously think it would be awesome to start my own religion... if i can pull this off then i will put forth all my effort into making it spread through the land...   if your in let me know... if you dont know what i am talking about...   I can make this work :)   I will keep updates on processes :) Ok so i just went on a little adventure to help with some things for the animal shelter my moms friend runs... Unfortunitly the shelter is a lie. theres numerus dogs at my moms house and an entire apartment full of dogs and cats down the road  and god knows what else. they adopt animals out on the weekends and what not but arent ever successful at it.   anyway the reason for this blog is the appartment that i just went to. i had to pull a dead cat out of one of the rooms. when i first walked into the appartment i immedietly wanted to vomit. the floors were covered in animel waste, the walls and floors were destroye... there were about 10
Character is doing the right thing when nobody's looking. There are too many people who think that the only thing that's right is to get by, and the only thing that's wrong is to get caught. Do not believe in anything simply because you have heard it. Do not believe in anything simply because it is spoken and rumored by many. Do not believe in anything simply because it is found written in your religious books. Do not believe in anything merely on the authority of your teachers and elders. Do not believe in traditions because they have been handed down for many generations. But after observation and analysis, when you find that anything agrees with reason and is conducive to the good and benefit of one and all, then accept it and live up to it You can't build a reputation on what you are going to do
Let Her Live
it is so hidious u cant even look upon it.  drowned in the darkness of its own pit. it cant not live, for it only takes your breath. lives off everything, only bringin death.  sinks you in deeper until your lost within. sees right through you, knows your deepest sin. darken and cold, all it knows is pain. never trusting it, cause theres nothing to gain. its best left where ever it lies. it cant feel anything, it dont even cry. so keep it away from u, leave it in that dark den. may seem beautiful, but its more ugly within.  Apr 7, 2011 Dark and cold, no one could survive a place like this. Walking around, you can see what no one would miss. A place full of what many left behind. Deserted and forgottin, but I call this place mine. You continue on, as if wanted to see some light. But only thing shines is her eyes so brite. Filled with anger and a since of emptyness no man could ignore. She looks at you, making you come to her as you kneel on the floor. She looks dead, no life
Yup stupidity.   After slappin the snooze a few times, lethargic from the weekend festivities, I finally got up and hustled about getting myself ready to return to the office and start the new work year. I was also happy to enjoy at least one day of very light traffic, albiet an increase in parked troopers, still a nice ride, devoid of the usual bevy of idiots playin whats my lane, convinced that their antics will win them any more than 2 spots up in traffic and 30 secs earlier arrival. 30 miles of carefree driving, only to arrive and empty parking lot..... I threw my head back and belly laughed for at least 2 mins. Can you believe this fukin shit right here. Now given most of our holidays are floaters for us management type folk, unless they take a tally and no one wants to come in, then they will put out an announcement that they are officially closing for business. I dont recall seeing such a memo, but then again I didnt take it upo
Idle Ponderings Of A Chemist
As I was heating up my lunch today, I found myself staring out at a cloudy-yet-pleasant Rhode Island day and pondering the strange evolution of my life over the last year.  Certainly, had you asked me last December where I thought I'd be in 12 months and what I'd be doing, I could not have guessed it would be this.  In the last 12 months I've been engaged, applied to grad school, graduated from undergrad with a BS in chemistry (minor in physics, almost-minor in math), taken a month off from life to help my mother learn to live with her newly diagnosed diabetes, driven myself from Tennessee to Rhode Island to move into a new house with my fiance, unpacked and moved things around the house a thousand times, survived my first hurricane on the coast, researched all summer for my graduate project, started graduate classes, ended my engagement, got fed up when he didn't get the picture and ended my relationship, had my car stolen and wrecked, leased a new (metallic lime green) car, AND met a
Really Weird Stuff I Stumble Upon
A student at Eagle Rock Junior High won first prize at the Greater Idaho Falls Science Fair, April 26. He was attempting to show how conditioned we have become to alarmists practicing junk science and spreading fear of everything in our environment. In his project he urged people to sign a petition demanding strict control or total elimination of the chemical "dihydrogen monoxide."   And for plenty of good reasons, since: it can cause excessive sweating and vomiting it is a major component in acid rain it can cause severe burns in its gaseous state accidental inhalation can kill you it contributes to erosion it decreases effectiveness of automobile brakes it has been found in tumors of terminal cancer patients   He asked 50 people if they supported a ban of the chemical. Forty-three (43) said yes, six (6) were undecided, and only one (1) knew that the chemical was water.   The title of his prize winning project was, "How Gullible Are We?" He feels the
The Shit On My Mind
OK so many of you may of noticed the new album Cleavage Signs.    I am a collector of these.  I have enjoyed doing so.  And with as many lovely ladies that i have meet and have gotten to know, it's been fun.      Again all meant in the best gentlemanly way.   But of course if anyone is intrested in adding or donating to said collection I would not be against it.   Just sending out a reminder to all the ladies that offered to do me up Cleavage signs.  I am still intrested in collecting them and those who havent.   I would be honoured if you would/could donate to the cause.    Those not sure what I am talking about, there is an album in my photos that is labeled cleavage signs. A big thank you to all of the lovely ladies I have met on here that have aloud me access to pictures to add to my ever growing Cleavage colllection and guild.   I owe you thanks a Huge Hug and many thanks.   I would still be willing to gladly accept any others that you may care to donate.   But ag
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The Oracle's Opinion
Listen, ladies, there is a sickness running rampant.   It's called insecrurity. Instead of trying to build self-confidence and a sense of independent identity outside the bounds of a relationship, many of you are looking for meaning in a man. FALSE. You need to be comfortable in your own skin before you can even begin to share who you are with another human being-men included.And don't just take my word for it. I've talked to so many men over the years and I've noticed a trend. They want someone real. It's not even that they want an uber feminine woman (whatever it means to be feminine---that's another issue all together). They want another human being that they can relate to and connect with on a level that goes way beyond makeup and tight clothes.HOWEVER, do not get me wrong. I LOOOOOVE to get dolled up, but it is not for any one esle but me. Will men look my way? Sure. Will they whistle as I walk by and regress back to cave men behavior; of course, that's what they are hard wired
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I Kissed Your Mouth: Poetry
This unrivaled truthLeisurely travels inThis body-not everMinuscule or thinThe double X organsOnce vowed lifeInstead have illiberally betrayedWith solitary strifeThe misdeeds are my ownWhile others Fall heir From my forebearer's throneThe agony that arisesFrom most unpleasant uncertaintySanction my reason, my regardTo inquire relentlessly  I was overduethat initial afternoon,misinformed as to the exact hourI was but a first glimpse—YOUa sight!sentiments overflowing,the instant you vocalizedThat which has stirred within me,is pricelessour unutterable exchanges,valued far more thanthe most enduring nights—even with the one I madean oath with long agohe is already absentconsigned to oblivion—My tenderness squandered,a foolish mistakewithdrawn to only generate within methis unreserved StrengthPossessing this vigorI will bestow this candor—YOU have disturbedmy being,at what could not bea more advantageous endeavorWithin your lyrical notionan encouragementresidesto en
Inspirational Quotes
Results will take as long as they take.” It is so easy to give up if you don’t see expected results, immediately. This is especially true with exercise. You drag yourself to the gym and you sweat and burn. The pounds you planned to lose in three weeks remain stubbornly in place. Discouragement sets in and you want to give up. Don’t worry! This is a common experience for everyone. The good news is that you can turn things around. The secret to not giving up is to practice mindful exercise. Instead of counting your chickens before they hatch, enjoy each moment of your workout for its own sake. Experience exercise as an enjoyable healthy escape from the real world. While exercising, your mind may stray from your movements. But, stay mindful each the movement. Exist in the moment and gently remind yourself to focus. As you stay focused, without demanding rewards, the exercise itself becomes its own reward – and you will see the results you expect. Give it your al
A Bear's True Love
So much traveling in this life Now a peace restored Within the heart and soul Finally a comfort With a warmth That only is brought out By the calling of a hawk Doves are to love As a hawk Is a messenger of a living spirit All one and the same When it comes to The spirit of love And what is a blessing Yearning across the canyon For a place to land Soaring high Above the red rocks Ready to land My heart is in your hand Just be gentle And it will gracefully Serve you well Taking nothing for granted Only tiny steps as to what can be Hopefully one day Sorting it out When the eyes lay upon thee Tender touches Within the dreams Passionate kisses Filling the desire of flame Within each scene I can't believe all of this is truly happening With what all a hawk means to me And what my Ancestors have taught me So thankful for their loving ways But knowing that they are truly Watching out for me!   @2012 Judy Little Hummingbird To dream of you Is like a
This Is Me And If You Don't Like It...there Is A Block Button
So, by now, you know more about me than you thought you did. You never expected someone to have gone through this much hell, huh?!? Well, while the past two blogs, in fact, were kinda harsh and brought back some bad memories for me, it's better to get everything out and not keep it suppressed. And, I have nothing to hide. I am not ashamed of myself, or the way I was raised because even though I was physically and mentally abused and raped, it made me a better person on the inside.  Sure, I have trust issues from everything that has happened but wouldn't you, if these things had happened to you? Oh, and also, the paragraphs are for someone close to me, as they don't like reading for long periods of time. So, if you have been reading, you know about me being raped and about how horrible my parents were to gets a little worse from here. After daddy died, I started getting checks every month from Social Security for $351.00 (in 1981, that was a lot). From then until the time I
I lived in darkness for what seemed like an eternity. Constantly thinking to myself--feeling a sense of loneliness. I felt like a drifter, what was going on? I began having dreams of a place I had been, I couldn't remember everything, and I spent most of this time in darkness thinking, or, maybe dreaming of what I had been. I wanted so much to remember everything. It was so beautiful for so long, but its beauty would change and eventually begin to fade away. Never again to regain that beauty it once beheld.   By the end, their was so much death and destruction, it became harder to remember all the beautiful scenery, I was desperately trying to hold onto. I remember these flesh bodies, covered up. All shapes and all sizes. These flesh creatures were not all the same color. Long flowing manes on some that blew backward as the wind passed between each strand. I could hear laughter spill out from their mouths. See tears drip from their eyes. These creatures talked in all di
Amanda's Poetry
His Touch A gentle brush of his fingers, Sending shivers down my spine.  The love I see in his eyes, Is a love that equals mine. He greets me with a smile, And leaves me with a kiss. If he were to ever leave me, I couldn't imagine what I'd miss. Maybe it's his touch, Or the way he makes me feel. But whatever it is, I'm head over heels. Author, Amanda  I feel unhappy, I feel so sad, I lost the best thing I ever had, She was my Angel I loved her so, But it's too late now , She had to go. I'm going through changes, I'm going through changes, We shared some memories,  We shared each day, Always together, I thought we'd stay. But soon the world , Had it's evil way, My heart was blinded, Heaven took her away. I'm going through changes, I'm going through changes, It took so long to realize, And I can still hear, her last good-byes, Now all my days are filled with tears, If only I could go back and change these years. I'm going through changes, I'm going through
Thoughts Opinions And Bullshit Or Simply Bullshit
There are many people who see pornography as a harmless expression of human sexuality. There are many men who see watching pornography as a mere leisurely activity. This sort of perspective is downright delusional and completely irresponsible. First of all, pornography is a highly regulated industry. It is regulated by the oppressive state to deflate the emotional and psychological energy in millions of people. The average male in the United States watches countless hours of pornography each week, estimates range from 3.2 hours to 5.1 hours. This becomes even more problematic when you consider the fact that pornography is a very complex form of consumption. When you watch pornography you are essentially watching a machine that is milking your sexuality. When you focus your eyes on the image on the screen, you are essentially having sex with the machine. When you devote all of your sexual and emotional attention to the screen, you are essentially becoming one with the screen, worshipp
A Better Way
Dedication from Shantideva’s Guide to a Bodhisattva’s Way of LifeRevised by Tenzin Gyatso, the 14th Dalai Lama :May all beings everywherePlagued by sufferings of body and mindObtain an ocean of happiness and joyBy virtue of my meritsMay no living creatures suffer,Commit evil or ever fall illMay no one be afraid or belittled...With a mind weighed down by depressionMay the blind see formsAnd the deaf hear soundsMay those whose bodies are worn with toilBe restored in finding reposeMay the naked find clothingThe hungry find foodMay the thirsty find waterAnd delicious drinksMay the poor find wealthThose weak with sorrow find joyMay the forlorn find hopeConstant happiness and prosperityMay there be timely rainsAnd bountiful harvestsMay all medicines be effectiveAnd wholesome prayers bear fruitMay all who are sick or illQuickly be freed from their ailmentsWhatever diseases there are in the worldMay they never occur againMay the frightened cease to be afraidAnd those bound be freed
Truth In Friends
Knights OathWhen fears give way to tears from the wretched's spears my strength is yours from the Western shores I've ridden, with the Mightiest of Weapons, with it I smite the wrongs and painful things, as I drive on with wings.Yes, to a Love call that rings this Weapon of which I speak, My Heart, is but yours fair Maiden, and nothing, Nay, any a harmful one shall keep it's protection from you, This Loves Armor, does shine.Let me save you, Let me wipe the passing beads from your eyes, Take my hand in full gallop from here, Let this Knight love you till eternities end......this was on the pic, and this made me cry, as it is all I have ever said to those I love, and thoses I call friend...I truly am A Knight in My Heart, and I am ever glad to be thy Knight.I hope this says all I need to say to thee, and thee knows this is true of me, and thee has seen this in me.... thy Knight A Knights Letter Home Dearest  Love,I am putting this to paper now as I have the time, to let thee know How it
"So when you are listening to somebody, completely, attentively, then you are listening not only to the words, but also to the feeling of what is being conveyed, to the whole of it, not part of it." Thank you Zen Master Itacus I love this and it is so very true..To bad most people do not do this....Wish more did because when people do not listen fully and hear what someone is truly saying not just the words but the feelings that go with them, it is one of the biggest contributors to drama, stupid miscommunication, problems and issues. That causes couples, friends and family to end their relationships with each other, so sad and tragic. People are always in such a hurry anymore  and in that they miss so much and get very little done. What happened to simple things like sitting down with loved ones and simply just talking (texting is NOT talking!!!) and enjoying each others company?? Try shutting off   the computers the cell phones and anything else that distracts you that's not a living
Doomsday Is Here!
Doomsday Inc. band profile is finally ready and we are thrilled to get this thing up and running and going. We know there's some true rockers out there who take no shit from anybody, so this is for all of you with an attitude that makes Doomsday Inc. take off their figurative hats in sheer respect! Fan us, like us, add us, leave comments... Just click the shit out of our profile! Doomsday Inc. Fubar Profile Hello everyone!We made a return back at the old drawing board and came up with a new tune for you all to listen. The song is titled "Dilemma?" and can be found on our profile. Go vote the hell out of it As a note on the side we'd like to remind you all to go to our Facebook page and hit "Like". We need all the support we can get and in return we will keep providing you with new tunes  Our FB can be found HERE.Pass this message on to your friends and tell them to do the same. Thank you all in advance!Keep rockin' and stay doomed! SDMF \,,/ Just so you wouldn't forget our most im
Hope There is something inside that tells me this can happen, something that urges me to never give up, to go after this dream that wakes you with a smile, although it seems out of reach, it is just a few short steps away, keep reaching and stepping forward, until at last you can feel it in your hand, and once you hold it never let go, what is this feeling that I feel?, why is it telling me to keep trying? it is the hope that there is a chance, to feel love once more.                              The Last Ride                                            this world is like none other everything you recieve you lose,    in this time of dispair and wretched conflict you have to break the rules,   don't hold back let it all out stir the fire deep with in   step into my world and let the pain begin   shower me with your energy and feel me deep inside   stay right here and take you share don't run and hide   don't be scared I'm right here this peace will never die   the
Rap And Hip Hop
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Guyz N' Dollz
Cheating is the #1 Mistake That Ends Relationships, What Are The Rest?  Article by: April 27, 2012    Cheating is the #1 Mistake That Ends Relationships, What Are The Rest?   Ever feel like maintaining a good relationship is harder than everyone makes it seem? There should be a yearlong class in High School that guys and girls take to learn the fundamentals of a good relationship.  But there wasn’t, so here we are.     According to an article written by Heather at All Women Stalk, there are ten classic mistakes that we make that may cause our relationships to fail.  Not surprisingly, cheating is rated #1.  See these faults that are listed and ask yourself if you making any of these mistakes in your current relationship?    1. CHEATING The number one mistakes that end relationships is cheating. If someone cheats on you, most likely, you are not going to be with that person any longer. This is the most common mistake that people break up, but it’s
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Sabpab - Another Mac os Backdoor Trojan Discovered Posted by THN Reporter On 4/15/2012 07:36:00 AM Security firm Sophos has discovered more malware for the Mac OS X platform called Sabpab. It uses the same Java vulnerability as Flashback to install itself as a “drive-by download.” Users of older versions of Java now have still more malware to worry about. It also doesn't require any user interaction to infect a system either just like Flashback all that needs to happen is for you to visit an infected webpage. Sabpab, according to Sophos, installs a backdoor that allows the hackers to capture screen snapshots, upload or download files and execute commands on infected Macs remotely. The Trojan creates the files /Users//Library/Preferences/ /Users//Library/LaunchAgents/ Encrypted logs are sent back to the control server, so the hackers can monitor activity. Although
Apocalyptic Angels
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Poetry By Muah
I am empty. Utterly And completely. Would you care to fill (With another Emotional Spill) The space inside of me? Words Can Kill And I'm aiming them At myself For everyone else To witness My lack of success. The rays are burning Through my skin Light colliding with Stray decay (How long have I Been This Way? Stupid and blind). Clinging to the promise of sin I pick myself up again Soon, we will face the end But if you'll join me You're No Friend. Veins closing As you're posing (Poster child) Reputation wild. Untamed, Unchained With semen stained Flesh Bruises fresh. Yeah, you're his little girl Yeah, he'd give you the world If it were his (And as told by your ignorance)... It is. I'll watch you fall And choke on the shards Of your pretty glass eyes Silencing your call For mercy. Choke the release, Sound the alert (I fucking hope it hurts)... I have all these little pieces of you And when put together I still don't see the use. I remember December (An every present theme You read). All o
Who I Am
Just when I think I found some one who I want to be with Life comes up a slaps me right in the face. why do people feel they have to lie and lead you on. I know I am not a failure.  I f you think (and you know who you are) that you can not tell me the truth that you found some one else  to be with you need to say so and not beat around the bush. I thing I can say to any one that reads this is don't get hooked on one person cause all that they will do is hurt you. they listen to their friends and do what their friend want them to do.  They say they are just looking out for their friend but in the end they are not.  On this Memorial Day weekend let's all remember the men and women who over the years that gave up their  lives for us the havae the freedoms that we enjoy today. Also let's us not forget the men,women and childern who lost their lives back on 9/11 many years a go. Let's us remember the men and women that is in harms way who can not be with their families this weeken
Falling In Love
You don't walk into love, you fall in, that's why it's hard to get out. You fall in love with the wrong person simply because the wrong people may say the right things.   Don't look for love, let love find you. That's why it's called falling in love, you don't force yourself to fall, you just do Find someone that isn't afraid to admit they miss you. Someone that knows you're not perfect but treats you as if you are. Someone who couldn't imagine losing you. Someone who gives their heart to you completely. Someone who says I love you and proves it. Last but not least, find someone who wouldn't mind waking up to you in the morning, seeing your wrinkles and grey hair but still falls in love with you all over again...
Poem (arlene Lucas )
 Music in the woods tonightIn the distance glows an eerie lightHear the fairies laugh with gleeHear them calling out to mePale moon in the skyCome to me and watch me flySee me dance with the fairies belowSee me twirl to and froShadows come out from afarTake my hand and we'll catch a starFeel wild passion race through my heartFeel it touch my every partOh enchanting music of the nightGuard my soul till morning light  Love? What is love?Some say it's something special that can only be sent from the heavens aboveIs it a door that never unlocksOr might it be the mighty waves that crash against the jagged rocksCould it be the rising sun in the eastOr a river that twists and turns to say the leastIs it a promising rainbow that sets you free after a shower of rainOr a deep pit of utter dispair lonliness and painMaybe it's a flower which blooms for all to seeThen dies slowly but silently  ♥PIECES OF A FRAGILE HEART..WHOSE SEAMS HAVE FRAYED AND TORN APART..STITCHES UNRAVELING FOR ALL TO
Daily Dose Of Erotica
Sam didn't mean to drink so much cranberry schnapps and end up dancing around her apartment in her underwear to Joan Jett that night. She also didn't mean to see the light on in the building next door, and she definitely didn't mean to notice The Boy.She also didn't intend on buying a two hundred dollar pair of binoculars with high quality multicoated lenses, extra eye relief, and water resistance, either, but sometimes impulses make a person do strange things.There was a time when Sam thought that she wasn't cut out to be a voyeur. She was curious at heart, sure, but she would always avert her eyes when strangers did anything even remotely worth paying attention to. She was scared to be caught watching, although if she was honest with herself, she couldn't explain why that was so frightening.This time, though, she wasn't afraid of The Boy catching her, partly because she wanted him to and partly because it was then she realized she was so damn good at being inconspicuous.It wasn't lik
This And That
Men seriously confuse me.You get what you want and then want to change it.. mold it into something different. I am not playdough or a piece of clay. I am already set in my ways. I will change but I change for myself. I have to look into that mirror everyday and approve of what I see. I realized ... you are only a drop in the ocean, the piece of me you can keep. It will only turn black in time and remind you of your wrongdoings. Texas girls are the best around. They're country girls living in the city. They have the best of both worlds. They are sweet, funny, and smart. They're typically good girls, with an edge. They can play dirty or they can play innocent. All Texas girls have a bit of an accent, but it's not easily caught unless you're listening. They love country music, but they'll listen to nearly anything. They are beautiful and most mothers love them. They have no objection to muddin' and guns and fire. They love their beer, but they don't go crazy. They know
Finyx Ramblings
Intricate Crime of a Master Design Just know that you'll never win All you'll ever be Is lost within (your feeble mind) Never to realize It was always me That helped you fall To sit and watch As you lost it all Repeating the cycle Only to be convinced Of the spoon fed truth My own little recipe of deception and lies The perfect blend That saw to your demise Just as planned   All were shocked Accusations flew Such a pathetic end to all you ever knew to be true So thanks to you and your self assured truths Your mind was closed  You never saw Through it all your sanity was questioned   Yet the one never implicated was me I smelled of roses While you had long since decayed Back to me and my carefully measured recipe You began to study me Only it was already too late I played innocent as I watched  You offered up your very own head on a golden plate I laughed silently as I discovered   My subconscious genius Self proclaimed winner In the end the ultimate failure You were always the puppet
Poetry By Shadow Wolf
Time Lines....Everything is relative, but some may insist, if you can't see or feel it, it doesn't exist.But science itself is so flawed it depends, on everything having a beginning and end.But go find a scientist right at the top, and ask where the universe starts, and then stops.The answer you'll get will not make too much sense, and not at all because your head is too dense.They'll talk of the vastness, and wonders and all, and divert your mind from the question you called.They can not explain this one question you asked, but want you to not doubt the talk they have passed.They say that a big bang had started it all, but from what volatile matter did this bang fall?For the bang to exist, then there had to be fuel, so the bang wasn't first, but they're stubborn as mules.A paradox it seems that your question does cause, they'll try something else, after a lengthy pause.Science is based on a time line we can keep, which is fine for most folks less they question too deep.But time was a
Gothic Angel Style
I’m in a dark corner, in a dark place I’ve got dark skin, you can’t see my face Even if you could, I’ve got dark lips I speak dark words in little dark wisps   I have a dark grin on my dark face I’m clad in dark clothes to match my dark phase I’m thinking dark thoughts, my head has dark waves And in dark ways, I feed my dark craves   But in this darkness, you see no dark ensemble Because you see nothing in this dark I mumble You see no dark bags under my dark eyes You see no dark pain nor hear my dark cries   I keep my dark emotions locked in a dark case Wouldn’t even let them out to a dark mage As I try to figure out how to get out of this dark maze Looking in the mirror at my dark image   All I see is darkness and it’s very stark Like feeling for door handles in the dark I can’t find you, or your dark skin And I just remain dark deep within Im gonna draw a picture, A picture with a twist. Ill draw it with a
Just Here
SOME WONT LIKE ME THATS FINE SOME MAY HATE ME AND THATS FINE TO. IM JUST ME I WAS NOT PUT ON THIS WORLD TO PLEASE PEOPLE.  SOME SAY IM A BITCH IT TAKES ONE TO KNOW ONE. THERE ARE MANY SIDES OF ME THAT PEOPLE WILL NEVER KNOW  SOME WISH THEY WHERE ME.  SOME SAY IM UGLY......  SOME SAY IM BEAUTFUL..... I SAY THAT BEAUTY IS IN THE EYES OF THE BEHOLDER  I MAY NOT BE STICK THIN BUT OH WELL. IM JUST ME AND THATS FINE WITH ME  My point of view on gun comtrol is there are laws in place to keep people safe. Criminals do not give a flying flip bout the laws that are in place . its not the guns that kill people its people that kill people If some wants to do harm they will find a way with or with out a gun. everyday house hold items can do damamge to people. if someone wanted to use them for that  As we go threw this journey called life we meet all sorts of people some are 1. hateful and mean. Those type of people really have no life so they feel the need to put others down  2. The
Perfect Wisdom
I, like most people, have often found myself pondering the meaning of life. I sit in the back yard, sitting in the backyard in the lotus position staring up into the stars, meditating while on peyote. One day it crosses my mind that what if the atheists are all right that when we die it is all over. What then? One day you will die, and then you will cease to be, just as once before you never was. The average human being lives roughly seventy-five years, give or take a few decades. A fruit fly lives only a few hours, which seems like a significantly short lifespan to us, to the fruit fly that is a long well lived life. Oddly, some tortoises can live hundreds of years, our lifespans must seem relatively short to them. Yet, when you consider that the age of the earth is 4.5 billion years old, then in comparison with the earth, our lives our not much longer than the fruit fly’s life. Our lives vanish in the blink of an eye when compared to the lifespan of the universe. No
Relationships may come and go but the love that comes with them go hand in hand.  Trust in a relationship is the key to success. Without the trust there is no relationship. People try to destroy your happiness, your love all because they are not happy with their own lives or relationships. They want want you have.  When you are fortunate enough to have that knock you out of the ball park kind of love cherish it. That kind of love doesn't come along too many times in life. Love with a whole heart, Love with an open mind. To all of those who try to come between you and that love need to realize that they can't replace you only try to be like you. If they can't respect the realationship or the fact that you are happy then what kind of person does that make them out to be? Not a very nice one in my opinion.  I have that knock you out of the ball park kind of love and I cherish it with every breathe in my body. For those who may or may not try to come between that think again. You can n
Just Athought.
Laying here tying not to think of you..nothing work's.All I see is you. I toss and turn and hear you call out my name. Then realize.It's the same j.... just anotyer cruel game.   WEN MY HEART BROKE..YU WERE THERE...THANK YOU. YOU PIKD ME UP N DUSTED ME OFF..THANK YOU. I SEE YOU IN MY DREAM'S..FEEL YOU IN MY HEART. OVER TIME YOU'VE GIVEN ME SO MUCHN TAUGHT ME HOW TO FORGIVE ,THE HARDEST THING'S... EVER..THANK YOU..XOXO..I MISS YOU. Yeswterday started out like anyothr.Then we meant...I was so happy. Sometime's I don't know what to do.Your eyes shine like Diamonds. I lose my mind everytime....I look @ you(THANK YOU)
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Now I realize too late Maybe it was just fate Why couldn't I see What you really need I am the one that could have been Why was I so blind to see? We were there, just you and me Now alone I sit Missing the fire that we lit That flame is now blown out Never to burn again without a doubt So I sit here thinking of you and I I just ask the stars, why? oh why? There is nothing to do Its time to get over you. So I say good bye to all we had This is just too sad I wish I didn't have to go through that door I realize that you want me no more.       Why do I try? When I know it will just make me cry. I cant help the way I feel Pain that is too real Just one more kiss You are who I miss A smile from your heart This is tearing me apart There will come a day Where you will want me to stay I wont be there for you to see I realize you never wanted me. Kiss me Im not who you think I am Hold me You feel the fire? I will pray for
to be seeking what I can never have.I search and search and never find.then one day it hits homelike a toin of bricks onto my head it dose fallI am seeking what I will never find.I hunt and hunt and nothing comes close.I see many things that seem to be it.I fall for the tricks and for the lies.I leave my head and let only my heart seek.I seek what I will never find.My heart dose find what it seeks.But never within reach.always to be just out of reach from an out stretched handthrough my fingers it slides like sandI seek what I can never have.I look around me and see nothinglooking far away I can see my prize but it seems to ever be if the sands of times and the fates themselves stand to stop meI want what i can never reach.wants scattered through the ages betray what my heart doth seek.maybe one day I will find day i willhave what it is I seek all the anger deep insidea little demon along for a rideit will make you fell its rightbut will never give you sightof what it
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TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey Name:  Victoria Birthplace: Tennessee Current Location: Tennessee Eye Color: Hazel Hair Color:  Black Height: 5'5" Right Handed or Left Handed: Right Your Heritage: American? I'm part Scottish, Irish, English, Cherokee, and Welsh, though. The Shoes You Wore Today: dorky work shoes Your Weakness: The inability to fly Your Fears:  Crickets! And abandonment. Your Perfect Pizza: doesn't exist. The best pizza I've had though was from a local pizza place and had roasted peppers, tomatoes, and... I'm not sure what else, actually. Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Submit an article for publication Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: lol Thoughts First Waking Up: Where's my phone? What time is it? Your Best Physical Feature: Uh... I think my eyes. But this is obviously the most subjective question on this list. Your Bedtime: When I'm exhausted or midnight if I'm in school Your Most Missed Memory: High school band Peps
Lost & Found
You Missed the joy, laughter and fun that we had You Missed when Emma bumped her head and Kera felt so sad You Missed hearing our little girls Prayers last night You Missed kissing them this morning and tucking them in last night You Missed seeing Emma off for her first day of school You Missed hearing Kera talk about that boy she thinks is so cool You Missed the joy of watching them play You Missed Emma's new word that she learned today You Missed helping Kera making her lunch You Missed more than a little You Missed a bunch You Missed seeing the girls clean up their room You Missed laughing with Kera trying to use a broom You Missed Kera's pride in all her good grades You Missed the precious little pictures from school Emma's made You Missed the joy of watching them sleep last night You
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She smiles to hide her fear,To hide the pain that's always near.Her stomach aches from being sadShe wants to stop feeling so bad. She wishes the world were a happier place,that way she could put a smile on her face.Will no one notice the pain that's inside?Can no one see how much she's cried?Wanting to feel free, wanting to be happy. She is tired of pretending there is no miseryWhat will it take for people to know that the smile she shows is fake?She has the world fooled into thinking shes pleasedWith how her life is going. Can they be so naive?But someday soon someone will seeSomeone will notice there is no bright light to light up her misery.To fade away the pain and someday soon that one person will make her really smile.   If you ever come to feel my pain or drown a day in my lonely rain,You would know what it's like to suffer in my hell. If you listened to the tales I have to tellyou would never again pass judgement on me.You may even understand why sometimes I flee, why I ru
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You were like possion you made me weak i seem to belive in everything you told me i never douted it why i may never know what i do know is to me you are possion every look every blink you some how make me week an when i turn to run you trap me in lips so sweet an yet inside those very lips words that some how kill a pieace of me as they speak!!! only in truth may we find ourselves beyond all the darkness an pain we are there sitting waiting for something sum may never find an others may never even relize is there an it is never gonna change there will always be saddness death even pain walk down the path with your head up cause in truth threw all that is you waiting to be found so fall down get back up you are waiting dont let yourself down! A tree does it have a mind or is it just the standing kind, as the fall comes the leafs begin to change then to fall leaving bare by winter does it get cold maybe even sad inside feel at all as it stands alone. Then at the first sign of spring they
The Miles That Separate Miles that separateFriends that discriminateCircumstances that kept us apartAnd those people who broke our heartsThe feelings that I was scared to showThe ones that you always made knownThe good times and the bad,The happy and the sadYou never gave up even when I wouldYou never let go even though I said you shouldYou said you love me and I believe its trueAnd now I just need to say,Baby I love you tooAs the days went by I began to findThat this feeling inside was one I could no longer denyYou amaze me in every wayYou continuously take my breath awayYou know me better then I know myselfIt's as if I'm a book,That you have read inside and outYou know when I'm happy, and when I'm sadYou even know when the little things make me madYou've one my heart, proved yourself trueBabe I don't know how you did it,But you made me fall head over heals for you Being together under a full moon,So perfectly poetic, we are complete.An everlasting shine of our love,With unwavering
The Life Of Living Demonic
I Been threw alot of crap in my life and getting my body and soul half way taken by a impish demon last year cursed my life.. I got a demonic power from it bc my soul has already been tainted by the pain I went threw with so many ex gfs who just wanted me to die.  I also use to be 1 of thoughs people who went to church every sunday i stoped doing that when i was a kid the singing hurted my ears living with this pain this torrment of pain and dispare could be worse thank ghosts it's not. Theres a reason why I'm single not to deal with this stupid fucking shit that some girls have to dish out with that whole guilt trip shit I have had my heart smashed and burned and shattered into 80.786 Billion times it seems and i cant find all the fucking pieces bc each piece holds a memorie that I rather die out for.   I maybe all EMO but i can give a fuck less about what others think. Well this bites remebering every 1 from past profiles i had..ugh -sucking on the scars on my right arm-  So m
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Joke Of The Day
This guy needs a job and decides to apply at the zoo. As it happened, their star attraction, a gorilla, had passed away the night before and they had carefully preserved his hide. They tell this guy that they'll pay him well if he would dress up in the gorillas skin and pretend to be the gorilla so people will keep coming to the zoo. Well, the guy has his doubts, but Hey! He needs the money, so he puts on the skin and goes out into the cage. The people all cheer to see him. He plays up to the audience and they just eat it up. This isn't so bad, he thinks, and he starts really putting on a show, jumping around, beating his chest and roaring, swinging around. During one acrobatic attempt, though, he loses his balance and crashes through some safety netting, landing square in the middle of the lion cage! As he lies there stunned, the lion roars. He's terrified and starts screaming, "Help, Help, Help!" The lion races over to him, places his paws on his chest and hisses, "Shut up or we'll B
True Or From Book
A man on a business trip to Las Vegas heard about how good the Las Vegas prostitutes were so on his first night there, he decided he would go out and try his luck.He walked outside his hotel and looked up and down the street and saw an attractive girl standing on the corner. He approached her and asked her if she is working tonight and sure enough she said "Meet me in room 804 across the street." He was in luck. She was a knockout.They got to the room and he sat down anxiously on the edge of the bed. She asked him what he wanted and he thought for a second, then said "How much for a hand job?" She said, "300". His eyes popped open and he asked "300?" She said, "Walk over to that window and open the curtains". He proceeded. "See that motel down there? I own it, and I didn't inherit it. I'm that good." He was like, "well go right ahead honey". So she proceeded to give him the best hand job he ever had.After a little rest he thought, if that was that good...."How much for a blow job?" She
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Ladys Lair
There are so many things that i could wish for this holliday seasons, yet i find myself at loss for what i want ....all i have ever wanted is here with me and all i ever needed is beside me , he holds me when i cry and he calms my fears he makes me smile and he makes me laugh, he understands me as no other has, he loves me he has brought me such unwavering joy and such a new delight in life that i often find myself standing in awe of trhis gentle giant that i call my own , somnetimes i watch him sleep and wonder how he could lo0ve someone such as i and how he can know what i need before i myself know i only know that i love  him and couldnt imagine life without him in i say this when asked what i want for christmas....i want to see him with a smile on his face to see the haunted look erased from his eyes to take away all  the p-ain he has suffered in his life but most of all i just want to love him..... LIKE ALWAYS I WRITE IN CAPS AND AS NO ONE READS THESE THINGS ANYWAYS I WIL
Another Daily Apocalypse
OK, I've always avoided bars ( with the exception of going to shows ), b/c I've generally regarded them as "meat markets" with negative ambience. I'm all about nice places to sit, and most bars don't fall into this category. So here I am in a virtual bar - fubar, ( I finally get this pun now., I know, I'm slow ) and feel a little lost., I'm basiclly just looking for pleasant people to talk to. I first heard the acronym fubar used in 1998, by my boss, in in the context of "The old named.conf is now at /etc/named.conf.fubar." I thought it was a great acronym and have regarded it with affection since :P Anyhow, I'm not on a quest for foo-status, or making a million friends... I just want to find a couple of pleasant ppl to talk to. End of Line Ok, so it's gay to post song lyrics... I feel like posting this anyway, b/c this applies to the ppl i'm close to: This is the end of the last days of mourning One more sad song will be sung The only children of the lost generation Are restless
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Has any one of you read these? Recommend any?   TOP FIVE CLASSICS EVERY MAN SHOULD READ   1. The Sun Also Rises by Ernest HemingwayIt may seem like a love story, but it’s way cooler. Plus, we hear Hemingway was known to imbibe. And for that, we salute him. 2. Tender is The Night by F. Scott FitzgeraldYeah, yeah, we know: You had to read his other book in high school, and now we’re telling you to check this one out. Don’t worry. This one’s a little provocative, a lot addicting. 3. Washington Square by Henry JamesCompletely old-school, and based on a true story—two of our favorite things. 4. On The Road by Jack KerouacThe road trip you wish you could take. Don’t just see the movie. 5. Slaughterhouse-Five by Kurt VonnegutSatire + war. All you need to know. I wonder if...   Manti Te'o was a fubar member. JOSHUA RADIN LYRICS "What If You" What if you Could wish me away What if you Spoke those words today I wonder if you'd miss me When I'm
Our time was as a winters snow. Beautiful to behold, until the warm sun melts it away so that seeds may grow and flower. The sky is alive with fire, As the dying season unfolds. The leaves unmask from there uniform green into an array of flaming beauty. They drop and blow as the winds whispers for them to let go, of the past and float into there future. The sky is alive with fire as cold winds whispers. Loving you gives me the taste of copper and lead. There is but one way to get you out of my head. 
Quotes That I Live By
-"Their pain [the injurer's pain at having injured you] and your pain create the point and counterpoint for the rhythm of reconciliation. When the beat of their pain is a response to the beat of yours, they have become truthful in their feelings...they have moved a step closer to a truthful reunion." $$$ -"Forgiving does not usually happen at once. It is a process, sometimes a long one, especially when it comes to wounds gouged deep. And we must expect some lapses...some people seem to manage to finish off forgiving in one swoop of the heart. But when they do, you can bet they are forgiving flesh wounds. Deeper cuts take more time and can use a second coat." ***   "Forgiveness entails the authentic acceptance of our own worthiness as human beings, the understanding that mistakes are opportunities for growth, awareness and the cultivation of compassion, and the realization that the extension of love to ourselves and others is the glue that holds the universe together.
  Death can be a wonderful thing, It can dissolve any sting. For all the pain in my life, All I seem to know is strife. Death could be my most welcome end, If in this life I find nothing else to spend. Life without love can also lead to death, It’s nothing more than the angel going stealth. If the angel of death has his way, So many people would lose out every day. All I wish is he would visit me at this point, It seems in this part of life I won’t. Everything people want me to be, Please angel of death soon take me. In this life I no longer wish to live, My life is from me to you to give. Take my soul my body I will leave here, Because death is something I never fear. Take my life and take it now, To you I now so humbly bow.   I once was in love with a guy Everything he said became a lie I opened up my heart to him He then broke it on a whim I would give anything to be with my love Even in a fight I’d say off with the gloves My love for him
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My Life
Well I'm back!  To finish telling the story of my truck driving career up until the present day. I last left off my story where I had just been fired from CR England. I had two choices. I could get a bus ticket back to Indianapolis and look for a job there or I could go to San Antonio and stay with my Mom until I got a job. Now you have to understand something about my dear Mother. She is the ultimate bitch and I will tell some stories about her later on but knowing that my Mom is a bitch you can understand why I really didn't want to go to my Mom's house but the truck driving opportunities are bigger in Texas so I decided to get on the Greyhound Bus and go to San Antonio, Texas to look for a job. So I got to my Mom's house and my step dad Jesus (Hey Seuss)   he took me to the library and told me where to put in applications and gave me some numbers to call and within a few days I had a job at this construction place driving a dump truck.   It wasn't a bad job really. I would pull up
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There have been about 514 leap years since Caesar created it in 45B.C.Without the extra days every 4 years, Today would be July 28,2013.Also the Mayan calender did not account for leap year.So technically the world should have ended 7 months ago.So believe everything other humans tell you. We need to know who you fools are.hahaha    Yeah you read this.....lmfao! It's the day you realize your past life was a dream.. That's when it all fails to matter. To know that no matter how hard you try, how honest you are or how good your intentions are... for that all to mean nothing. For it all to rest on just one other persons insecurities. This is how precarious your existence is... This is why I am never doing it again. It's a fucking trap. A chemical reaction that means little more than a squirt in the pants... or mouth, depending on how good your aim is. So, when the world doesn't end next month... What will the new date be set by the psychos and religious zealots?? I mean, In 1994 [or the
Microsoft Windows a rencontré des défis les plus graves et de loin. Les téléphones portables et les tablette tactile pas cher remplacent les PC, le traitement des tâches informatiques de plus en plus. Cela fait 25 ans depuis la naissance de Windows, mais le développement futur de Microsoft n'a pas diminué. Ce système a des revenus 19 milliards de dollars et 12,3 milliards de profit en dollars de Microsoft l'exercice précédent. Il représente près de la moitié du bénéfice d'exploitation de Microsoft. Mais les recettes de Windows a diminué progressivement au cours des deux derniers trimestres. Dans le même temps, les téléphones mobiles utilisant le système d'exploitation Google Android et l'iPhone d'Apple ont connu un développement rapide cette année et a reçu la faveur d'un grand nombre de développeurs de logiciels indépendants de tous âges. La demande pour les tablette android érodé les ventes de PC portables, dont la plupart ont adopté des systèmes Windows. Selon les donnée
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I'm so excited to announce this it deserves a blog. I've been a DJ since I was 15 years old. Got my first gig in a strip club that lasted 2 years. Then it moved into private parties. Honestly, I missed DJing and finally decided to get back to doing it. I plan to spin alot of dirty dubstep, drum and bass, hip hop, and occasionally remixes of top 40 shit. if everything works the way i have it planned I'm going to have one big party in one of the lounges here....hopefully. I don't really plan to tour or anything like that unless I have too. I'm doing this because i love djing and mixing. Also to make the fu-ladies get up and shake that ass. Listen....I am still dropping my hip hop projects this year with no question. I dont know if im going to be an rapper after this year depending on the success of the projects i release. i will not stop making music thats for sure. I plan by summer to have everything ready to go. In the meantime keep coming by and/or watch my status updates. Peace  I've
Sisyphus' Last Roll
Educating the public is essential to the progression of scientific literacy. We should take the initiative (both as professionals and dilettantes) to actively engage the public at large, and to present (as accurately as possible) the ideas that are currently relevant in the scientific community.We must also work to dispel any misconceptions that many individuals may have toward science. Not only should we disseminate solid, evidence-based scientific ideas (if we do manage to pique their collective interest), it's also imperative that we make a concerted effort to keep them in the proverbial loop. I know that this may seem like a Sisyphean task, but for what it's worth, I've added my two cents. Darkness rains! Darkness reigns! Searching for the obligatory apologies that never come. She looks upon the silted landscape, pleading to whatever ear may catch her somber notes, that her savior will come to her with promises of salvation. Lost.She wonders! She wanders! She feels most inept; the
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I have always wondered why when there is a shooting people blame the gun.  Never the person who used it.  The gun is not a BAD thing if it is used properly.  What I think this country is missing is that we have BAD people in this country.  This goes to societal upbringing of those who go on a shooting spree.  We have bad people which is small.  Yet we have to control the guns.  The 2nd Amendment is part of what this country was founded.  A mess of killers(not the gun) take precedence over our Constitution?  Something just isn't right about this debate.  We need BETTER PEOPLE not gun control. I have coronary artery disease, kidney disease, abominal aortic aneurysm, arthritis and diabetes.  I don't know if I mentioned them all but you get the idea.  It's tough with being on SSI.  They do NOT give you enough to live on.  It's a shame.  It's hard spending money.  SSI even if you contributed strongly to Social Security, if you haven't worked recently you don't get Social Security disability
Simple D/s Suggestions
 find pleasure, joy, and fulfillment from being submissive to another in a loving relationship.  I am not weak, or stupid. I am a strong woman, with firm views and a clear concept of what I want out of my life.  I do not serve out of shame or weakness, but out of pride and strength.  I look to my loving Master for guidance and protection, for never am I more complete than when he is with me.  I know that he will protect my body, my mind, and my soul with his strength and wisdom. He is everything to me, as I am everything to him.  His touch awakens me and his thoughts free me. Only in serving him do I find complete freedom and joy.  His punishments are harsh, but I accept them thankfully, knowing that he has my best interests always foremost in his mind.  If he desires my body for pleasure, I shall joyfully give it to him, and take pleasure myself from knowing that I have brought him happiness.  However, the pleasure of the flesh is but one facet of any relationship.  The love, the trus
when being extricatred from a burning building, the untrained civilian is told not to go back into the burning building and try to retrieve anything that may be still inside, to leave that to thefirefighters and EMS. The same, I believe, can be said for those individuals in a fickle relationship..Dont' try to rescue the other person..leave that to the professionals-- aka relationship counselors..and if they dont want to be with you, fine..accept it and move the fuck on. One of the first things, I have learned in winding down after a major incident, or a "bad call", is to simply talk it out. It releases the stress and tension and allows the rescuers time to talk amongst each other and more importantly, allow the body's own natural adrenaline flow to normalize. I'm not going to go into HUMAN ANATOMY 101..but I will say this-- during high stress periods, the body adrenaline factory pumps out huge amounts to allow for normal function during stress. After the "rush" is gone...there's a
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If you eat a Christmas cookie fresh out of the oven, it has no caloriesbecause everyone knows that the first cookie is the test and thus calorie free.If you drink a diet soda after eating your second cookie, it also has nocalories because the diet soda cancels out the cookie calories (water has the same properties here).If a friend comes over while you're making your Christmas cookies and needs to sample, you must sample with your friend. Because your friend's first cookie is calorie free, rule #1 is yours also. It would be rude to let your friend sample alone and, being the friend that you are, that makes your cookie calorie free, as well.Any cookie calories consumed while walking around will fall to your feet and eventually fall off as you move. This is due to gravity and the density of the caloric mass.Any calories consumed during the frosting of The Christmas cookies will be used up because it takes many calories to lick excess frosting from a knife without cutting your tongue.Cook
Studio Veena Pole And Exotic Dancing
An Open Letter to Pole Dancers Charley - Mon, Feb 18th 2013 - Like 18 people like this Over the last year pole dancing has become a struggle for me.  Not because the moves are hard or because I can't bend my body in unfathomable ways but because of the way I often see that pole dancers treat one another.  Let me also begin this letter by saying, I myself, am guilty of mistreating friends and fellow pole dancers.  Yes, I was embroiled in a 2 year fight with someone over a facebook post.  I was hurt so I shut her out.  I was so angry and my pride was so hurt I could barely look at her.  It was the inception of Peace & Pole and my role as an Ambassador that made me rethink our fight.  As I found and felt myself being mistreated and excluded I started to realize the gravity of the situation.  I would have dreams about this long lost friend, inside I did miss her a lot but couldn't bring myself to recognize that because truthfully my ego and pride was in the way.  I wanted her to apolo
A nice little love poem...when I wrote it, it honestly had NO meaning to me AT ALL...but now a days it means the world. Hope you enjoy.   I'm sitting in my chair The wall is all I have to stare Oh it feels like forever Since I saw your lovely face But we'll be together again For my love is everlasting Nothing in this life come free One way or another there's a price to pay Either with money or heart But I'm here to make you see That every hour of every day My love with never part The touch of your skin The smell of your hair The look in your eyes The taste of your lips Sets me free like no other And I'm here to tell you that I'm not afraid to say... The history behind this is unique for me. Drinking coffee at the restaraunt one day I met a guy who honestly seemed like he was a mafia boss. Very nice gentleman. We started talking and he was talking about the Bible. Not preaching though. The way he spoke he really broke through to me. Dom and I are still very good frien
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Thorin's Wicked Jester
To the weak, trials and tribulations are roadblocks. To the strong, they are gateways. The coward who is too afraid to step up and face adversity will never know the taste of victory. To gain victory, you have to first clinch your fist and fight for it. At first you will fail.Many times you will fail. But until you fully quit, you will never completely lose.Failure is often the fuel needed to succeed, the inspiration to try harder. Failure is life's way of saying,"Not tough enough, yet,""Not smart enough, yet"" Not fast enough, yet."   The strong will turn failure into angry inspiration. The will use it to signal their resignation. Everything in life settles proportionately to the persons will. Will is what drives the strong ahead. Will is what seperates the men from the boys; the doers from the takers. Will is what makes people like me think. Will is what makes me an unstoppable force.Will is what drives me to accomplish anything and everything that i set out to do.   You have to
Things Hugh Should Read
This is really more for Smart than it is for Hugh, but I bet Hugh will like it too. "Thought Experiment," by George Saunders, included in the collection The Braindead Megaphone. Imagine the following scenario:  Two babies are born at precisely the same moment.  Baby One is healthy, with a great IQ and all its limbs and two kind, intelligent, nondysfunctional parents.  Baby Two is sickly, not very bright, is missing a limb or two, and is the child of two self-absorbed and stupid losers, one of whom has not been seen around lately, the other of whom is a heroin addict. Now imagine this scenario enacted a million times. Now imagine those two million babies leaving the hospital and beginning to live their lives. Statistically, the Baby Ones are going to have a better time of it than the Baby Twos.  Whatever random bad luck befalls the Babies, the Baby Ones will have more resources with which to engineer a rebound.  If a particular Baby One turns out to be, say, schizophrenic, he or sh
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Top Reasons to Start and Own Your Own Business It is the end of 2012. I want you to ask yourself and becompletely honest. Are you where you truly want to be in your life? If you havesurvived the market down turn, layoffs and the real estate crash you areprobably happy to be right where you’re at. Now ask yourself, are you happy? Iwant you to take a moment and do some soul searching. I had a full time job that I absolutely loved. I just didnot want to sit behind the desk, punching someone else’s time clock any more. Iwas happy but knew my destiny was somewhere else. This is why I took the jumpto owning my own businesses. Now I work for myself, completely and truly lovinglife. It has been hard, I will be honest with you but worth it in every way. Iwork harder now for myself than I ever did punching someone else’s time clock.The pay off now goes into my own pocket. I want to give you the top ten reasons why it makes sense tostart and own your own business. I read the
Today I started day one of my Medifast journey.    My schedule of food was supposed to be the following MF-Dutch Chocolate Shake MF-Chicken Noodle Soup w/ Crackers MF-Cinnamon Pretzel Sticks MF-Southwest Eggs MF-Blueberry Oatmeal Salmon and cabbage soaked in vinager.   I ended up eating: MF-Dutch Chocolate Shake blended with frozen coffee MF-Chicken Noodle Soup w/ Crackers ( a quarter of the soup and half the crackers) MF-Cinnamon Pretzel Sticks and my mom brought me a small plate of rice with gravy and steak and a piece of cornbread with a little blackeyed peas  (i hate  those things.. i ate four.. no not four bites.. four beans) and a bit of cabbage. I have drank water.. and a TINY bit of sprite zero.. i like carbonation.. sue me...    The soup is gross... luckily i am going to be able to swap the meals out if i don't like them. The shake was alright, i added too much coffee though...   I don't really want to post my start weight yet... maybe once i drop some of th
Work From Home
We enter a second term with a myriad of challenges for the US Economy. Debt is skyrocketing since President Obama took office and at his inauguration the President hinted at dramatically increasing spending for things like climate change.After 4 years without a budget we are told that no spending restraints will be considered by the President even though we are borrowing - 60 percent of everything we are spending and adding to our kids and grand kids future "tab".At the same time the President's spokespeople are talking about further increasing taxes on everyone earning what they define as high incomes. That move is sure to decrease employment as people redirect their spending from paying marginal employees to paying taxes to Washington.Here's what we need to focus on now in America...Business is under attack by an Administration that seems clueless about economic realityWe need to...Legally - aggressively - avoid every dollar of tax we can...Export EVERY job we can to low cost - quali
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Naughty & Nice
 Inside all of us, in every living breathing soul is UNTOLD power. Power to change the world, right wrongs, balance justice, turn the tide, walk the sun backwards or just make the world a more beautiful place to live. The human condition is stronger than societal bounds, If we so choose to USE this power. There in lies the rub. Most want to go along to get along, they think that one person is not enough to change a mind let alone the world, but this is folly.   There is nothing more powerful than the human soul on fire. And there is enough tender, flint and steel in each of us to start a bonfire in every soul! The thing is, to realize this fire, you must step out side of yourself. A true fire can only be for the betterment of all.. not just your situation, but that of many. To reach out and help others out of their trouble and ignite their souls with your spark! The Buddah said”Thousands of candles can be lighted from a single candle, and the life of the candle will not be short
Chanaelle Man
Usually to common people, an escort girl is compared to a call girl. For them, there is no difference between a call girl, sex worker and an escort girl. That is how escort girls are highly misinterpreted. It is true that some escort agencies provide escort girls for sex services, but not all escort girls are sex workers. Escort girls are usually hired by rich people to accompany them in parties, holidays, movies, business trips or any kind of recreational acts. These escort girls are usually provided by escort agencies who charge fees, which is completely negotiable. The escort agencies usually charge for services other than sex since laws do not permit to take any kind of fees for prostitution, but people hiring escort girls usually pay to her separately for her sexual services. But in some countries, sex services provided by escort agencies or even in a brothel are permitted through licensing only. Sexual services are usually not the reasons why people hire escort girls. Sometimes,
Wooden Business Card
"The first effect is the best impression", as the long saying goes. This saying preserves awesome even in this competitive era. So, what can you do that would set your apart from your competitors? To begin with there are several opportunities that you can take up. One among them would be to get cards that have posting on wood. Yes, offering out cards is the best way to distribute the term about your organization. So, when you are able to make it interesting enough, a personal having this cards would at least look at the cards, which they might not have done if it were a details based one. This is why you need to personal yourself from the herd. Do you want to know more about this opportunity? Then analysis on to know more about this awesome choice that you can take up. For newbies, when you actually think about modifying to cards that have posting on wood it would be a awesome announcement. This is because it is a distinction from the usually accepted details based ones. Apart from t
I Ramble Therefore I Am
10. I can't type and eat  9. No, I didn't leave, the power went out 8. We had an earthquake 7. We had an earthquake again 6. You bore me 5. You don't have credits? 4. Oh, that was meant for someone else 3. My phone, computer, etc, died 2. I have to wash my hair.  1. Sorry, I need to step out to Vietnam Forgot that this is a game.   I remember back when chatrooms were first starting up and there was a question of real vs fake. Do you have real feelings or is everything conjured.   I forgot.  I forgot that it is fake.  That everybody in this that way. Thanks for reminding me. soo..sitting here looking at myself, wondering "what if I'm nobody's type"? You know how bald guys, guys wth tats, guys wth long hair, guys into sports, guys that are religious....and you realize you are NONE of those. like, what kinda of type are you? hell, idont think even like my type! its why they let me keep a firearm anymore. LOL I am so tired of myself....but miss you, even though know l
My Poems
The first time I saw you deep inside my heart I knew My heart was only made for you I believed you were my soul mate I thought you felt it too We had great times and made memories I'll never forget You showed me how wonderful love could honestly be You quickly made me see what I was meant to be living for Simply for your smile, your laugh, and your touch But most importantly for ours hearts to be combined as one And for us to show each other a whole new world of love Now you say its over and you need your space You must not see how this is killing me It's leaving my heart feeling like just an empty place I now feel cold and useless instead of warm and alive What use to be my happy life is now just a miserable race I can't stop the tears from overflowing down my face I know I am suppose to forget and try to move on I've cried so many tears now I have so many fears You took my heart and tore it apart I haven't yet learned how I am suppose to get along without you
On Love
Love is patient, love is kind and is not jealous; love does not brag and is not arrogant, does not act unbecomingly; it does not seek its own, is not provoked, does not take into account a wrong suffered, does not rejoice in unrighteousness, but rejoices with the truth; bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things. Love never fails. LOVE.... Words and actions. Like arrows piercing your heart Will leave it riddled with holes. So that light can come streaming in And explode into a thousand starbursts. Soothing. Caressing. Purifying. Love will break your heart. Love will heal your heart. You’ll protect yourself. You’ll disarm yourself. Questions will haunt you. Why me? Why not me?  What does it take to LOVE ? passion,Affection,Concern,Devotion,Attraction,Warmth,Worship, Respect,Promise,Security,Sentiment,Agitation,Craving,Delight, Responsibility,Zest,Faith,Confidence,Hope,Trust,Commitment, Reverence,Sensibility,Fire,Admiration,Tenderness,Loy
I love you all through February,Not just on Valentine's Day;I cherish you when flowers of springAppear in the midst of May.I adore you in the summer,When the air is filled with heat;Without you in my life each day,I wouldn't be complete.I treasure you in fall,When leaves are turning gold;I loved you when you were younger;I'll love you when you're old.I prize you in the winter,When colder days are here;I love you, love you all the time,Every minute of the year.So I'll give to you this Valentine,But I want to let you know,It's not just today, but always,That I will love you so. I can't begin to tell youHow much you mean to meMy world would end if ever we were throughI can't begin to tell youHow happy I would beIf I could speak my mind like others doI make such pretty speeches whenever we're apartBut when you're nearThe words I choose refuse to leave my heartSo take the sweetest phrases the world has ever knownAnd make believe I've said them all to youI Can't Begin To Tell You Drink to me
Just Jabber
This weekend, I have been lucky enough to get free HBO so I have been taking advantage of watching some of the newer movies that I haven't got to watch yet.  Last night, I watched Snow White and the huntsmen.  I have decided that Kristen Stewart can't act worth shit.  I was really disappointed in the movie overall.  Today, I watched Rock of Ages with Tom Cruise.  I didn't care much for the movie itself but I am thinking I am going to have to buy the soundtrack.  It had some awesome music in it.  I think the music is the only reason I didn't change the channel.  So have you seen any good movies lately?  I haven't seen any movies in a long time that just makes me think it was great. Hi My name is Chilly Hicks.  I have been doing phone sex for over 3 years and enjoy to get off on the phone with others.  Want to live out your dirtiest, kinkiest fantasy?  Give me a call 1-800-863-5478 ext: 9478653 and lets have some fun. Hi, Hope your having a great day.  It is rainy and dreary here today
Short Story
As the sun glistened though the window blinds it fell softly on her face. She stirred a little from the soft warmth on her cheeks. She looks so precious when she sleeps. Last night was one of the best nights we had together. We took our relationship to a new level, one that even I have never experienced. Feeling her unleash herself to me, giving me all of her, was the most erotic feeling. She presented herself to me so graciously that I almost didnt recognize the woman before me. And as she lays here next to me, all I can think about is this great gift she gave me, and a smile appears on my face. Her eyes flutter open and she sees me smiling down at her, and she smiles also. "Good morning darling, and why are you smiling?" as she leans up and kisses me. "Good morning my precious, just recalling last night", I say as I lean down and softly kiss her forehead. She lets out a small chuckle, "Oh is this so, well yes, last night was one of the best nights of my life.""As it was mine", I repl

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