As many of you are well aware of - my husband is in Afghanistan until late October/November and I've been using Fu to occupy my mind. However, within the next month or so - I will be travelling, A LOT and will not have time for Fu. I'm done playing the rank game for a while, but will have my sis turn on the occasional famp for my fam. Y'all can feel free to remove me from your fams in the meantime - I won't be upset over it(:. Those of you I love and care for have my personal cell number and or yim sn and I will be keeping in touch with you. It's been fun y'all, thank you for all the crazy love lately(: Stay beautiful<3
This is a great monologue I love to perform by Neil Gaiman, a wonderful author, I forget what its called per se? But here.
“Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.”