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My Stuff
For anyone that personally talks to me this will be old news for u but as for the rest of u im gonna give a quick little update to my life. Back in april i quit my job.. at walmart. I took a month off for my bday and to just not have to stress on anything. I got a new job workin at Hobby Lobby in the frame shop. I totally hated the job. Most the time it was too repeditive and the other part of the time it was just... boring. Not to mention that on freight day it was jsut hot n sweaty moving stuff outta the truck to the floor. My department managers were real bitches the majority of the time (u know the type of women that seem to be on the rag permanently). Granted i guess if i was a virgo then it would be perfect job.. always worrying bout perfection but im just not that nit picky. It recently flooded here in alot of the parts of town. I had been driving and had no choice but to go through it, which ended up flooding the car. So in the long run it was rended useless. An
Happiness
2008-07-11 01:40:43 I was sitting here at 1:13 AM thinking, and decided to start journaling again. I took some writing classes in college and really enjoyed them and found theraputic value in them. This blog is about me, my life and my thoughts at any given time. I will try to keep it real, but I aint (yeah I said aint) keeping it that real. A human being has to keep something personal. So here are my thoughts for this evening. I was thinking about a childhood friend tonight, Jimmy. We both moved away from home in the mid 70's. He enlisted in the Navy, and I enlisted in the Airforce about 6 months later. I got in touch with Jim a while back after not seeing him for close to 25 years. I also spoke to Jim a couple of months ago shortly after my 50th birthday. He and I are the same age, but I am a little older. What brings this relationship to mind this evening is a new consulting gig I started yesterday. The company I am contracting with licenses and collects
Children
Dear Lord, Remind me that my little girl will always need her mother's prayers. Prayers to help her understand the death of a pet...or a grandparent. Prayers to help her get along with a playmate...or to get her through the first day of school. Prayers to mend a boo-boo...or a broken heart. Help me realize, Lord, that I have only begun to pray. A whole life stretches before her. I know I will not always be able to go with her, not always be there to hold her hand or point the way or pick her up when she falls. But comfort me in the fact that though I will not always be able to go with her, my prayers will. ~Mary C. and Robert G. Wells~ ~Judy and Ken Gire~ Dear little one, feircly protect the twinkle in your eye. Listen to how you were made because that is where the twinkle comes from. Revel in your God-given unquineness. It is your differentness the world is longing to know. Listen to your calling-the place where your gifts live. Listen to the words fo your own son
Important!!
I must warn you of another Male Fubar user.This pertains to most of the ladies out there. This man's username is RushN'RoseS He lives in Naples,FL.His real name is Artens and he is from Albania. Now this guy may at first,appear to be a real cool dude and is all for the ladies but in fact he is out to bash every woman out there if you do not heed his every command,need,or want. He will blame you for being an American as well as other things that will leave you speechless.I know this because it happened to me. We had only chatted a couple of times and then it went to Yahoo messenger.In that one afternoon on messenger,everything got strange.I had told him I was going to get up and get something to eat.I did NOT say when I was returning or how long I would be.He said ok.So I get up,go eat,hang with my kids for a while,watch football(Gators VS Cats)etc. which may have been 4 hours or so.After game I came back to my PC and Bam! Shit had hit the fan.He left me negative comment on Yahoo
Contest...prizes..pics..
COME VOTE FOR ME AND I WILL SEND YOU LOTS OF LUV...U WILL ALSO GET ADDED TO MY FAMILY IF U ARE NOT ALREADY!!! XOOXOXOXOXOXOOX SEXY REREXXOXOXOXOOXOXOXOXO i do believe its 420 already~! i have no motivation to go to work today or clean or just do about anything!! i really would love to just 420 it up with a side of madden and a nap for dessert!!! sounds fab~~ anyone wanna join me!! im feelin a lil freaky~~ need to get the cam~~~~ xoxoxox love you all!! OK SO I AM GOING TO BE IN A SEXY LEGS CONTEST AND I NEED ALL MY FRIENDS, FANS, FAMILY, FUTURE FRIENDS, EVERYONE TO HELP!! IF YOU HELP ME YOU WILL WIN FROM ME.......................... WHOEVER VOTES ALOT I PROMISE I WILL ADD YOU TO MY FAMILY IF YOUR NOT ALREADY ADDED AND TO UPDATE IT WITH FREAKY SEXY PICS ALL THE TIME. I WILL BLOW YOUR PAGE UP AND GIVE YOU MAD LOVE... SO HELP ME WIN IT AND I WILL MAKE SURE YOU ARE A WINNER TOO!!!!!!!!! LOVE SEXY RERE XOXOXOXOXOXOX XOXOXOXOXOXOXO X XOXOXOXOXOXOX XOXOXOXOXOXOX X XOXOXOXO
Work
oh god my feet hurt hella bad today ive was only on them for 6 hours today and they hurt so bad!! it also doesnt help that was on them for about 9 hours yesterday cause of work!! and here the thing not only do my heet hurt i have migraine that just wont go away ive had it for about 3 or 4 days now and my last night my back started to hurt right befor i went to bed and it still hurts :( i hate unboxings callendars so i might have a new job real soon, yesterday my mom asked me if i wanted to come work with her, cause they need someone for there shipping and receiving and if i do get the job i will be making $12.50 and hour, 40 hours a week, Monday though Friday, benefits. and that is alot better then what i have now im only working one or two days a week if im lucky $8.50 an hour with out benefits so gave my mom my résumé this morning so im hoping to hear back real soon Ok well today was one hella long ass day for me!! It started around 4 in the morning when pooh and fatty came in my r
The Soul Plane! Ride For Free
FLY IN STYLE IN CLOUDS! COME JOIN THE SOUL PLANE! YOUR CAPTAIN OF THIS PLANE IS THE ONE AND ONLY GETTOFISHERMAN'S AND SNOOP DOG IN THE HOUSE! RULES: 1. RATE AND FAN ALL ON THE PLANE AND BECOME FRIENDS. IF ALREADY FRIEND THEN LEAVE A COMMENT THAT YOU BEEN THERE. 2. FOR FIRST CLASS WILL BE HAND PICK BY ME AND MY CREW.(GHETTO BOOTY ONLY WOMEN) 3. MUST HAVE A SALUTE. 4. ALL DRAMA ALLOWED ON THE SOUL PLANE 5. DRINKS ARE 5 OR MORE AND PLEASE GIVE THE HOST MONEY! NO CHECKS , NO FOOD STAMPS, NO CREDIT! 6. NO SMOKING ALLOWED UNLESS YOU SHARE WITH THE CAPTAIN AND CREW. GETTOFISHERMAN'S THE MAN WHO LIKES TO FISH AND ALWAYS GETS A GOOD CATCH!@ fubar AKAMRS. T~LIL PLEASURE~LIL BUSINESS~DYLON'S DIVA~@ fubar
Let It Go!
TO MY SOMEONE SPECIAL...Be someone who listens, and you will be heard. Be someone who cares, and you will be loved. Be someone who gives, and you will be blessed. Be someone who comforts, and you will know peace. Be someone who genuinely seeks to understand, and you will be wise. Be someone kind, someone considerate, and you will be admired. Be someone who values truth, and you will be respected. Be someone who takes action, and you will move life forward. Be someone who lifts others higher, and your life will be rich. Be someone filled with gratitude, and there will be no end to the things for which you'll be thankful. Be someone who lives with joy, with purpose, as your own light brightly shines. Be, in every moment, the special someone you are truly meant to be. I sometimes find I'm drifting Through this life without effect; I often wonder if I'm truly Worth what I've been blessed. I search through days that have been hard, To try to understan
Poem 1
I looked into your eyes.. as you wrapped your arms around me, I felt so safe, warm, and protected, as I felt your heart beat, when I lay my head on your chest.. You tilted my face upwards, touching my lips with your finger, as you leaned over to give me a kiss.. so passionately, that you took my breath away.. We looked up to the stars in the sky, as I saw a shooting star fly by, I wished this moment would last eternity, as I took your hand.. my aches went away, I knew you were here for me... Do you ever think about me, Despite your hatred towards My being, my soul... Have you forgotten everything, My voice, my touch, My pressence... I am saddened By your lack of empathy Towards my darkened world... At one time, You were my everything, What was keeping me alive... With you gone, Not caring about me, Hurts more then you will ever know... At one time I thought that our souls were connected I would have done anything for you In return, I
Something Wicked This Way Comes
Squealer She said she'd never been Never been touched before, hummm She said she'd never been This far before She said she'd never liked, hummm To be excited She said she always had Had to fight it And she never won She said she'd never been Never been balled before And I don't think She'll ever ball no more Fixed her good Hey (Squealer) when I held her hand (Squealer) I made her understand (Squealer) when I kissed her lips (Squealer) sucked her finger tips, hey (Squealer) oohh started getting hot (Squealer) oohh made it hard to stop (Squealer) got too much (Squealer) I think I've got the magic touch, aaah (Squealer....) © 1976, J. Albert & Son, Pty. i need him here. I need him as a constant reminder that my heart and my body belong to him. i am too weak and selfish to do this without him. differences... If I want a bbq... and i have a very small budget... I will get a very small bbq. C would have just charged a monster balls to the wall bbq.
News Articles
Of course, from bottom to top as usual. ♥ Br...: well you shouldnt have offered ->Sphere Fre...: sorry hun, but I wouldn't let you near my asshole with a gold fucking tongue ... and i'm fine with my asshole not being licked ... that's what tp is for ♥ Br...: lovely* even ♥ Br...: bye have a loely day ->Sphere Fre...: done ♥ Br...: youre really not bothering me,you can stop talking at anytime ♥ Br...: i have no need to block you ->Sphere Fre...: obviously you are into it, which is why you offered ... aren't you going to block me already, you really are boring and your friend is boring too ♥ Br...: hey i just thought thats what you were into. to eachhis own. ->Sphere Fre...: well, sorry to dissapoint you, but no thanks ... have fun with that ... I'm sure someone will let you lick their seconds ♥ Br...: sure ill lick your asshole since your wife wont ->Sphere Fre...: I have made a choice that is different than yours ... lick my hairy
More Stories From My Naughty Mind!
Against the Wall First I would kiss you like you kiss me... I like it hard and heavy, that usually gets me all turned on. I would have to pin you up against the wall you know. And I would start with taking off your clothes partly, I hope you didn't have a bra on so the shirt could stay. But the rest of your clothing has to go. I would start at the top......kissing my way down...taking some time to suck on your nipples....and kiss your tummy before I went down on you. Yea I would have to get you off before I could bend you over and take you for myself. Forgiven Kneeling in the corner, left to myself with my thoughts and actions. Knowing that in some way I had displeased you. This time I didn't even get to cuddle afterwards. You left me with my ass burning hot, a few small welts starting to show. You pushed me to the edge again, you are so good at doing that. Well really I couldn't resist you, my hands were tied and my mouth was gagged. I knew I had better lay there and take your p
Stuff
Have you ever watched kids on a merry go round? Or listened to the rain slapping on the ground? Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight? Or gazed at the sun into the fading night? You'd better slow down. Dont dance so fast. Time is short. The music wont last. do you run through your day on the fly? when you ask "how are you" do you hear the reply? when the day is done do you lie in your bed with the next hundred chores running through your head? you'd better slow down. dont dance so fast. time is short. the music wont last. ever told your child, we'll do it tomorrow? and in your haste, not see their sorrow? ever lost touch, let a good friendship die cause you never had time to call and say "hi" you'd better slow down. dont dance so fast. time is short. the music wont last. when you run so fast to get somewhere you miss half the fun of getting there. when you worry and hurry t
Closed Doors
I don't even know where to start this year has sucked to say the least I'm so lost.....I quit my job at the post office and couldnt find a new one for about 3 weeks and that put me in so much debt..........My heart was broken...I was lied too and left to the curb like I never mattered.....i was told I'm amazing and awesome and beautiful and then bam i don't want you get the fuck out the door slammed in my face............I found a new job at the hospital but only as a casual thought my life was getting better I could pay my bills but naw 3 weeks ago my bos decided to tell me that i would no longer have shifts in sept....bastard told me this on aug 29th..........so here i am stuck again no job and the debt I was tryin to pay off has only gotten worse..I'm gonna lose my car, my sanity EVERYTHING good that has happened to me this year has blown up in my face......I've enjoyed tryin to be single and tryed to find someone but how the fuck do you do that when al you can think about is that
Writings, Poems, Thoughts.....
I listen for secrets hidden in whispers..... in the winter time And catch them tickling my whiskers..... colliding with wind chimes The kind that send shivers..... up and down tingling spines Thinking time could stretch if..... We'd spin a design inside our web that would catch drifts The type that blow out birthday candles before we make our death wish I'm waiting for a message in my calling so I'm checking my voice mail, and I'm answering machines with man-made dreams. Man made band-aids to cover up the seams. The cover-up seems to only work if the wound never opens up or bleeds. Beads of sweat form above the eyes of a heathen Emperor Who won't get on his feet and step outside into the freezing temperature He wants to adjust the global thermostat But he's so remote...and you can't control the world like that Come to find these eggs ain't even golden. I see depreciation in the family jewels the Queen is holding. That broken marraige was fixed. It happene
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You Can Only Type One Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? bathroom 2. Your significant other? what ? 3. Your hair? floor 4. Your mother? gone 5. Your father? there 6. Your favorite thing? tiramisu 7. Your dream last night? farm 8. Your favorite drink? shake 9. Your dream/goal? Paris 10. The room you're in? back 11. Music? yes 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Paris 14. Where were you last night? home 15. What you're not? tramp 16. Muffins? yes 17. One of your wish list items? food 18. Where you grew up? tallinn 19. The last thing you did? shit 20. What are you wearing? nothing 21. TV? Oprah 22. Your pets? cat 23. Your computer? sucks 24. Your life? problem 25. Your mood? irked 26. Missing someon
Vip
Ok, I've been a long time smoker 30 plus years. I need help quitting. I forked out the 140 plus for the Chantix. I need people to keep me on track to stop this crappy habit. I have been put out of work, due to Phlebitis, smoking related, and Cholesterol related,. What I'm asking for is to my buds to keep me on track. I need to quit smoking, so all support will be appreciated. Much love to all who reads this and much love to all that help.... Big Hugs from Boo My daughters dad has recently come back into her life, after 29 years. He want's to be a part of her life. She wanted to look him up, she left him a voice mail,, and damn if he didn't call back. I'm so conflicted over this, I left him almost 30 years ago, he was wanting me to have an abortion, and I refused. Now I have my Lexi, who will turn 29 Sat Sept 6th. WE have exchanged some emails, and he has talked with Lex on the phone, but now he want's to talk to me and explain things. I'm not sure what I should do! Part of me wan
My Companies/projects
Finally its that time! The new site has been launched and The Sugar Cube is up and running! www.hotpink-productions.com I hope you all enjoy of course you feedback (Good or Bad) is appreciated Thanks, Sugar I am very proud to be on board with Clive Aid please check out the site and learn more about this amazing charity event for Teenage Cancer and MS Foundations For many years now we have been working to help to make a few lives less of a stress for many people. Our work has taken us to many parts of the world and your support and help has made it possible for us to bring a smile to a few extra faces. We are now entering a new era hear at CLIVEAID, an exciting time with many new shows and new projects both here in Europe and across the globe. Our goal in the UK is to set up a respite center offering a variety of programs from music therapy to psychology. Our work with teen cancer is set to increase and envelope new countries offering us all here at CLIVEAID ne
Strange Observations
So I find out last minute that I don't have work today. Fine. I go through a list in my head of things that I can get finished today because I always have tons of those. After eliminating the ones that that require the most effort, usually the ones that need to be done the most, I narrow it down to either a) doing my laundry or b) doing my laundry. After some deliberation I go with b) doing my laundry. Now, I am a shrewd little bastard and I devised a system for getting laundry done for free. During the course of the week I collect all my spare change and when I have to do laundry I cash it in, bring my clothes to the laundromat and have them do it for me. I say it's free because change doesn't really exist for me once I complete a purchase. If something costs me, let's say, $10.23 in my mind it costs me $11. I give the cashier a ten and a single and the rest disappears into my pocket. It slowly builds up into a huge, annoying heap until one day when I'm getting ready for work I re
Nfl Football
I am having are really hard time accepting the death of my dad. I am not sure if I ever will. I am trying to be strong for my mom because I know that is what my dad would want but, with each passing day it becomes harder and harder for me. Everything reminds me of him, the trees, the sound of the outdoors, my home, his home. I never thought something could be so rough. I am thinking of seeking some counciling because I really do not think I can do this alone. I have to make myself eat, sleep, work or even a fake smile. I have lost interest in a lot of things that I use to enjoy doing. I could care less if I even get out of bed. I try to just do things and pretend I'm not thinking about it but, honestly every moment of every day I am. I have always been close to my dad, he was my hunting partner, my friend and I just don't know how I am suppose to ever move on. To be honest at this point and time I don't really even want too. These last 2 weeks have went slower than any other ti
Jokes
Dear Santa, I wud like a kool toy space ranjur for Christmas. Iv ben a good boy all yeer. YeR FReND, BiLLy -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Dear Billy, Nice spelling. You're on your way to being a career lawn care specialist. How 'bout I send you a fucking book so you can learn to read and write? I'm giving your older brother the space ranger. At least HE can spell! Santa -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Dear Santa, I have been a good girl all year, and the only thing I ask for is peace and joy in the world for everybody! Love, Sarah -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Dear Sarah, Your parents smoked pot when they had you, didn't they? Santa -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Dear Santa, I've written you for three years now asking for
Animals...
A Man and His Dog : "Watch out! You nearly broad-sided that car!" My father yelled at me. "Can't you do anything right?" Those words hurt worse than blows. I turned my head toward the elderly man in the seat beside me, daring me to challenge him. A lump rose in my throat as I averted my eyes. I wasn't prepared for another battle. "I saw the car, Dad. Please don't yell at me when I'm driving." My voice was measured and steady, sounding far calmer than I really felt. Dad glared at me, then turned away and settled back. At home I left Dad in front of the television and went outside to collect my thoughts. Dark, heavy clouds hung in the air with a promise of rain. The rumble of distant thunder seemed to echo my inner turmoil. What could I do about him? Dad had been a lumberjack in Washington and Oregon. He had enjoyed being outdoors and had reveled in pitting his strength against the forces of nature. He had entered grueling lumberjack competitions, and had placed often. The shelv
I'm Real
MAKE SURE YOU WATCH THE VIDEO AT THE END Cause some dont get that chance........... SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I didn't mean to spill my milk at dinner last night. SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I didn't mean to play with my dolls that long. SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I didn't mean to be a mistake.. why can't I eat?SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.i didn't mean to pee in my pants yesterday. SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I didn't mean to cry when my bath water was too hot.SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I love you! Why don't you love me back? Why is everything I do wrong?1,504,000 CHILDREN GET ABUSED BY THEIR GUARDIANS. IT'S NOT RIGHT. THEY SHOULDN'T HAVE TO SUFFER. IF YOU THINKCHILD ABUSE IS WRONG YOU CAN HELP BY RE-POSTING.*****Watch The Video***** if you dont repost you have no heart >
Happenings
I had fondled the transmission enough to blow a gasket by this point when finally the buick ahead left my crosshairs pulling up to the window i threw on my very best appreciative look for the dreaded bit of eye contact during bag exchange- thanking through my teeth as if I were riding shotgun to a ventriloquist I don't know if tacos and manners have much more in common than being forgotten in drivethroughs but one cant help but marvel at the correlation there are a lot of things we forget and even more we do in advance but the canadian pennies I found later were not either case canadian pennies-you can learn a lot about a person by their life stories bastardized quarters and prodical pennies its inevitable to run into those sneaky, deceptive silver pieces but like a lot of things in life theres no sense in hanging on to them for some people its a quick turn-around process a lot like hot potato with a bomb but with less guilt when it comes down to it its all ab
My Thoughts...
How to lose weight....Just follow this program: 1. Get up at 7 am, drink cup of coffee, smoke cigarette....repeat until coherent enough to walk to kitchen without bumping into walls. 2. Get baby a bottle, turn on Sesame Street. Feed other children. 3. Wash everyone from breakfast mess, and clean up mess (if running out of time, leave mess till you get home later) 4. In frenzy to get everyone ready and yourself forget to eat breakfast, smoke a quick cigarrette instead. 5. Either clean up house or go and run errands. 6. Stop for lunch, feed baby and kids, change diapers... 7. Realize that you are ravenous from skipping breakfast yet again, and find something small and fast to eat. 8. Clean up kids and baby.... 9. Continue running errands or cleaning house 10. Baby is crying, put down for nap where he falls asleep instantly. Attempt to put kids down as well, but their cries of protest wake baby..... 11. Make a bottle and repeat step 10 until baby is finall
Help A Friend Level
hey all please do me a favor and show ur love to one of my best friends on fu.... he needs help leveling off .... and he will be more than happy to return the love.... thanks mrniceguy01@ fubar my friend really needs ur help hes trying for a VIP and is falling behind could u be kind enough to help him out he will gladly return the love Fonzi@ fubar please help him out
The Poison Sapphire
The Poison Sapphire is now accepting applications for the following positions: 6 Security Positions 6 Bar tending Positions 12 DJ Slots (available a min. of 2 hours) Promoters All applicants may apply for the maximum of 2 positions. Anyone interested please contact myself or, the co-owner, Poison. Then the two of us will look over every candidate and then get back to those we have chosen to fill these positions. Thanks for your interest, The Poison Sapphire Staff Copy the below section and repost it as a comment: Fubar Screen Name: ID: Current Rank: Position Applying For: Age: Location: Gender: - Get Your Own - Get Your Own Sully McKeehan
Observation
Last night when I got to work I went into the team dining room and was sitting drinking my coffee, I happened to look around the room and to my surprise there sat Aaron Tippin, Joe Diffie and Mark Chestnutt at a booth eating the same crap they feed us for lunch and dinner, LOL. I absolutely couldn't believe how down to earth these guys were. I mean hell Aaron was discussing his high cholesterol with them as he ate some cereal and drank a Heineken. So it's nice to know these guys are real just like the rest of us. As the headliners for the concert at the casino they could have eaten in the 4 star restaurant privately with their own chef. I actually intend to go over and say Hi tonight if they are in there again, as I know know we can approach them. Would have loved to get all their autographs. Have a great weekend. I'm off to work! YAY it's my Friday. I've had my crush on the same guy now for awhile and he doesn't even get on his fubar account anymore. Anyone wanna
*death To All Mankind*
I AM NOW AN OFFICIAL SATANIC SLUTS MODEL!!! GO CHECK OUT MY PROFILE ON THE SATANIC SLUTS SITE!!! http://www.satanic-sluts.com/ -LILITH DRACONIS MY HUSBAND AND I ARE LOOING FOR A BI FEMALE TO HAVE A THREEWAY RELATIONSHIP WITH...IF ANYONE IS INTERESTED AND YOU LIVE IN TEXAS...THEN FEEL FREE TO DROP ME A LINE...WE WILL SEE WHERE THINGS GO FROM THERE... -LILITH DRACONIS YES...THE MOVE TO TEXAS IS OFF...BUT I NEED TO FIND A PLACE ASAP...MONDAY I HAVE TO MOVE...*SOMEWHERE*...OR ELSE I WILL BE ON THE STREET...FUCK...WISH SOMEONE COULD HELP! MAYBE TO VEGAS...BUT WHO KNOWS AT THIS POINT...I HOPE WE WILL BE ABLE TO BE TAKEN IN BY SOMEONE IN VEGAS...MONDAY IS THE MOVE...AND WE NEED A PLACE..A ROOM IS GOOD BUT EVEN A COUCH OR THE FLOOR WILL HAVE TO DO IF THATS ALL ANYONE CAN OFFER..WE WILL BE GETTING WORK RIGHT AWAY...SO MONEY WILL NOT BE AN ISSUE... HOPE SOMEONE CAN HELP... DARKEST BLESSINGS, -LILITH DRACONIS
News And Politics
      First of all if you are a Republican you may not want to read this!!!  I have been watching the news lately and wondering if The Republicans are out of their minds.  They keep talking about lowering taxes on the "job creators" or another words the richest of the rich.  Now this comes the same week as Warren Buffet said that Washington needed to raise the amount of taxes he and the other billionaires pay.  Do the Republican actually believe that the nations income should really be placed on the backs of the middle class and poor?  It seems to me that they do.  They want to cut entitlement programs for the needy, but yet want the rich to have less taxes.  Now this shit does not make any sense at all.  They say that lowering taxes on the rich will create more jobs.  Really, are you sure they will not keep that exra money for themselves?  They are not billionaires because they invest all their money or use it all to create jobs.      Why do they need tax breaks to create more jobs? 
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I try not to reach out, I try not to let it get to me. I try not to ask for help. But how far can one person be pushed? How much can one endure? I bend over backwards to make people around me, happy. Makes me wonder, how many of those people are doing the same for me. Don't get me wrong, I'm not sitting here today, asking you to make me happy. Because, I know in my heart that only I can be the one to do that. My heart was so cluttered with feelings I didn't understand. Feelings, that honestly... scared me. I can admit that now.... I felt like, I was hiding in the dark, I felt like only person held the light to help me find my way. But do you ever get to the point, where you don't know your left from your right? Or that your "light" is constantly being shifted? I know what I want... or who I want. But, I'm at the point, where I wonder if I've pushed too much, tried too hard to get it. Making me realize why I don't fight for what I want anymore. For the fear of rejection, for the fear of
Philosphical Thoughts
Having a dream is what keeps you alive. Overcoming the challenges make life worth living.-- Mary Tyler Moore Everything that irritates us about others can lead us to an understanding of ourselves.-- Carl Jung I’m not going to die because I failed as someone else. I’m going to succeed as myself. -- Margaret Cho The important work of moving the world forward does not wait to be done by perfect men. -- George Eliot Okay. I'm going to try a new blog. I really do believe I missed my calling as a philosopher or humanitarian. Either that or I was too lazy. :) Anyways, I'm going to try and post some quotes and thoughts in this blog. I will also leave it open for all to see. Post your thoughts, if you like. I just hope that maybe seeing this will brighten someones day. Learn from your mistakes and have no regrets. - Me (That is my motto) Recently found this one and ♥s it. :) You've got to make a conscious choice every day to shed the old - whatever 'the
Survey's
Cute NameYour Cute Name isLoversnookieGet Your Cute Name at Quizopolis.com Q1) Name Nathan Q2) D.O.B 9-13-1978 Q3) Birthplace Chicago Q4) Current location Vegas Q5) Height 5'8 Q6) Eye Color Blue Q7) Hair Color Brown Q8) Right or Left Hnaded Right Q9) Zodiac Sign Virgo Q10) Piercing None Q11) Single/in love/crush on Single Q12) Fear Being alone Q13) Weakness Love Q14) Best Physical Feature Eyes Q15) Overused Phrase on IM lol Q16) Bedtime It varies Q17) Most missed Memory My childhood Q18) Have you ever been in love If you call it that Q19) Ever broken a heart Yep Q20) Have you cheated Nope Q21) Last person you talked to Michele Q22) Do you love # 1 on your list This is for fubar not myspace lol Q23) What do you like most about yourself My heart Q24) Who's your best friend Dont have 1 Q25) Did you like this myspace survey No I dont this is for fubar Random InquiriesWhat's your nickname?:None Middle initial?:D Name three thoughts at this e

Buried at PhotoCasket.com so far the ppl ive meet on fubar are great some ummmmm, no comment, this site blows myspace away!wished i knew about this site sooner! every one has been so nice and great i meet some awesome great friends here Peace ~vicious gurl 69 have a sick and twisted weekend! Just wanted to say THANKS for all the Christmas/New Years and Birthday comments that me friends left me! Your all AWESOME! Have a killer week Peace ~Rachel
Haunted Places
http://theshadowlands.net/places/ Johnstown - Union Lake - The lake was re-named by locals in the 1960's to Hell Lake because of the numerous sighting of a the apparition of a young boy that appears just before sunset floating from one end of the lake to the other. Kelly 92s Island - 4-H Camp - Things move around the cabin when no one was around, voices are hear by the deaf, and people sometimes see dark figures walking on the beach only to disappear in a heartbeat. Kent - Kent University - Stuart Hall - This Vacant dorm located on Kent State's campus, not far from the student center has several rumors of hauntings. There are broken windows and bars against the doors urging you not to even try and trespass. Vines have grown all along the walls as well... Noises are heard and every now and then you can see a light from the window, even though "no one" has been in there for several years... Kent - Masonic Temple - Marvin Kent home- Masonic Temple former mansion of Marvin Kent
Poetry
Dearly Beloved, we are gathered here today to witness before family and friends the exchange of solemn vows between (first and last name) and (first name) "WHO LOVES YA, BABY?" (last name). If there be any suspicious minds present in the audience doncha think it's time to speak now or never - their love won't wait. (First and last name), repeat after me: It only took one night to get stuck on you, and now my wish came true, you big hunka hunka burnin' love! I thought you were nothin' but a hound dog, cryin' all the time, but now I know you're my teddy bear 'cause tigers play too rough and lions ain't the kind you love enough. So kiss me quick and love me tender for I can't help falling in love with you. (First name) "WHO LOVES YA, BABY?" (last name), repeat after me: It took a hard headed woman to make me king of the whole wide world. I thought you were the devil in disguise but you turned out to be my puppet on a string. I use
Tli_69@ Fubar
Death surrounds me always, A day doesn't go by when I don't cry; Everyone around me starts to decompose. I drink the alcohol to help me think, I smoked the weed to help woth the pain; I popped the pill to disappear. I took the knief to help forget, forever. The pain is so, strong it does not belong, Not in this world not anywhere; No one can be ashamed of me, The thought of death frees me; But, I sit and watch everyone else; They go so, fast it's like a rollercoaster. It gets my mind moving to speeds unknown, The things I can see sometimes scare me; Now, I stare at the needle I behold, It's not a game but, it could mean fame. No more pain as death starts to drown my soul. I have no more control, The needle has taken it's toll! This is the end of all that I am, The pain witheld inside, I tend to hide; Not knowing what could be of anything. I can't keep myself from feeling this pain, The thoughts I put in my head;
Music Cds For Sale
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Original Fire
Staring... Off the edge... Of a cliff... Peering into... An abyss... Something so... Aluring... Something so inviting... So safe and warm... Not fearing the... Unknown... There's... Just some thing I... Gotta have... On the other side of... This fence... A house of cards... Is what others... May see... Fuck that... Lmao... I'm mixing concrete... Using steel beams... Adapting to... Any thing that lies... Before me... No complicated designs... Or hidden rooms... Turning up the heat... Fanning the flame... You wonder why the... Light... Is so brite... Just what it is I see... The compassion... Nonjudgemental... Trust worthy... Loving... Understanding parent... I love and... I know... The list is longer... Each day it grows... All the lil things... That make a love flurish... From the ashes... We have both risen... I scense... The way you feel... The pain when... Where apart... A slo
First Time
im having trouble deciding what i want. im happy but then again im not. for now im just going to play it by ear but damn. i hate this shit my bro sean was in a horrible car accident. someone ran a red light and t boned him on his side. sean wouldve been killed had he not turned to cover the baby that was beside him. he is in grant hospital on the seventh floor. he can have visitors till 9pm. he just got out of surgery for his hip which he broke. he also cracked the ball part of his femur that goes into his socket as well as the socket itself. he had to get a plate for his leg a bolt for his the ball joint and a bar for his hip. he will be there most likely till fri at the latest. if you want to know anything else youll have to go there and ask him yourself. a friend of mine killed himself yesterday. tragic. i feel especially bad for my buddy who found him when he got off work. i may not be religious but please god watch over duston and his family as they deal with this tragic loss of
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Frank was excited about his new rifle and decided to try bear hunting. He spotted a small brown bear and shot it. Right after, there was a tap on his shoulder and he turned around to see a big black bear. The black bear said, "That was my cousin and you've got two choices ... Either I maul you to death or we have sex." After considering briefly, Frank decided to accede to the latter alternative. Even though he felt sore for two weeks, Frank soon recovered and vowed revenge. He headed out on another trip where he found the black bear and shot it. Right after, there was another tap on his shoulder. This time a huge grizzly bear stood right next to him. The grizzly said, "That was a big mistake, Frank. That was my cousin and you've got two choices. Either I maul you to death or we have rough sex." Again, Frank thought it was better to cooperate. Although he survived, it took several months before Frank finally recovered. Outraged, he headed back to the woods, managed
Dietrich Thrall
My Brother Has Cancer "We are saddened to announce today that our brother Kristov will be forced to undergo immediate chemotherapy to battle newfound cancerous growths. Test results received this past week confirm new growths in two critical areas. As per physician recommendation, Kris will begin chemotherapy this coming Monday. Our thoughts and prayers go out to the Kemp family during this unexpected and disappointing turn for the worse and we appreciate everyones understanding and patience as we deal with this situation privately. We will have an announcement shortly on how this will affect our Fall tour plans." ~DNKMARAZENE For those of you not 100% on what's going on, Kristov is my drummer and business partner in MARAZENE, and even more importantly, he's my friend. I've known him since I moved to Chicago in May 2001 and we have been working together for years. Thanks for your continued love and support. XoXoX ~D MARAZENE Press ReleaseStreet date 09.20.07As report
For Thought
Now that I'm moving I am not buying anymore groceries. I looked in my freezer earlier and you know... All I had in there was a bottle of Jack and some freeze pops. lol. True Story! 1. People who point at their wrist while asking for the time.... I know where my watch is pal, where the hell is yours? Do I point at my crotch when I ask where the toilet is? 2 People who are willing to get off their ass to search the entire room for the T.V. remote because they refuse to walk to the T.V. and change the channel manually. 3 When people say "Oh you just want to have your cake and eat it too". Damn right! What good is cake if you can't eat it? 4 When people say "it's always the last place you look". Of course it is. Why the hell would you keep looking after you've found it? Do people do this? Who and where are they? Gonna Kick their asses! 5 When people say while watching a film "did you see that?". No Loser, I paid $12 to come to the cinema and stare at the damn f
Building Fubar Blocks :)
Daddy4Light@ fubar Please show this guy some FU Love. When I began this site (fka, Lost Cherry), he was one of my first FU Friends. Married - yes.... but, Great listener... Great friend... Great writer... Great humor... He got booted from FU back in August and needs help levelling back up. Please go fan, rate, and say "Hello" to my friend...and hopefully yours, too!! Thanks to Year of the Dragon.... Ұẽặŕ Ǿƒ Ťĥě Đŗćĝŏŋ™@ fubar for sharing her bulletin earmarking updates for various aspects of Fubar, including but not limited to..... Blocking and Unblocking...Your Options http://www.fubar.com/blog/60737 ******************************************************* Harassment-How to Cope http://www.fubar.com/blog/60737/359777 ******************************************************* NSFW Guidelines http://www.fubar.com/blog/60737/249509 ***********************
Morning!
GOOD MORNING EVERYONE! I TRIED A BLOG EARLIER AND SEEMED TO GET SCREWED UP..LOL SO HAPPY TOUCH ME TUESDAY AGAIN! HUGS AND KISSES! MySpace Graphics & MySpace Layouts MySpace Graphics & MySpace Layouts MySpace Graphics & MySpace Layouts
Songs That Are Stuck In My Head
Marilyn Manson - Evidence (Eat Me, Drink Me) You have eyes that lead me on And a body that shows me death Your lips look like they were made for something else But they just suck my breast I want your pain, to taste why you're ashamed And I know you're not just what you say to me And I'm not the only moment you're made of You're so sudden and sweet And all legs, knuckles, knees Head's blown clean off, your mouth's paid off Fuck me 'till we know it's unsafe And we'll paint over the evidence I want you wanting me I want what I see in your eyes So give me something to be scared of Don't give me something to satisfy You're so sudden and sweet And all legs, knuckles, knees Head's blown clean off, your mouth's paid off Fuck me 'till we know it's unsafe And we'll paint over the evidence Sisters of Mercy - Ribbons (Vision Thing) I'm lying on my back now The stars look all too near Flowers on the razor wire I know you're here We are few and far b
Loving You Is The Closest Thing I Have To Magic
So it's been a while and I decided to give someone access to my NSFW pics, now i'm open to criticism, whatever, i'll just tell you to fuck off if you have a problem with them but when someone goes through your pics and then says "awww cute" i'm not sure how to respond to that. After a minute I'm thinking "MY PUSSY IS NOT A PUPPY AT THE PET STORE!! WTF DO YOU MEAN BY 'AWW CUTE'?" I open a private folder, you give the most odd response I could ever imagine and then to top it off you say that you like boobs better. I'm kinda blown away right now. It's so ridiculous it's almost funny lol This song makes me feel like i'm falling in love again for the first time, foot popping, bashful, puppy love lol. So romantic. I think that possibly, maybe I'm falling for you Yes theres a chance that I've fallen quite hard over you. I've seen the paths that your eyes wander down I want to come too I think that possibly, maybe I'm falling for you No one understands me quite like you do Thr
Bombers Needed
please show her some luv by bombing her contest...click the pic and it'll take ya there...luv will be returned! Thanks for your help this person is harassing my family members and she blocked me i was going to ask her what is going on and she blocked me before i could so i can't get her side of everything please show her how we luv people on here , that do that, it is so funny she is a 19 level ninja and is acting like this . here she is , no pic with it but you can look her up ! thanks everyone!!!!!!!! Name: I'm the Only One.....I LIKE GIR... (Stepped away) Level: Ninja (19) Rating: 10.09 (702) Fans: 308 Gender: Female, 26 Location: Durham, NC Salutes: 2 salute photos! pictures (199) call me! Buzz: 100% -- sh*t faced! SHOUT: SEND help here with comments everyone she is in a contest http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=333192&i=532332928
Expressions Of My Mind
words cannot express the way i feel inside, all the tention i hide, confusing, anger, and pain, the feeling of happniess, laughter, and joy swimming all around me in a sea of lies i wonder why i feel the way i do, is there a reason, a lesson to be learned, a story to be told, the story of my life, is one tell un told hidden from all the confusion of the world, to many emotions, mixed up feelings, coming towards me in such a rush, what do i do, do i handle them as they come, do whats right get mixed in the game of life, do what i feel inside, take the road less travled by, be true to myself, independent, and free. mixed emotions, thats the way i feel inside it makes me toss and turn all night the rage of my family the love of my friends this is what keeps life so much fun what is there to do where is there to go if i dont do something quick i am gonna flip i need a drug any drug to escape from the truth of reality creeping up from behind hurry fast everyt
Band Reviews I Have Done For Renegaderadio.net
Come with me and take a visit to the Northern Throne. Iceland, a land of mystery, pride in heritage, Viking lore and amass of bands that will leave you awestruck. Among these such bands, emerges Stillbirth. An amazing band which stands in a group of its own. Come now for the journey into world of Stillbirth. In the early days of 2003, the band Post Mortem, which later evolved into the force we now know as Stillbirth was formed. Lead by the dark, enduring vocals given to us by Tryggvi Hjaltason. Follow up with the mix of astounding guitar work by Einar and Kjartan, riveting bass lines provided by Eythor, and amazing drum work that will leave you feeling like Odinn is leading us into the wars of old. Not to be left out, the talent provided by Andri on keyboards. Then to emerge, the only band in Iceland to play melodic gothic metal that can enthrall the masses completely!! While listening, you may hear the similarities of Cradle of Filth and Dimmu Borgir. They stand a force to
Shorty
C h o o s e Your Birthday ♥ Comment What You Got ♥ Jan - I ate Feb - I fucked Mar - I ran naked with April - I smoked with ... ... ... May - I ran shirtless with June - I beat July - I cuddled with Aug - I needed Sept - I shot Oct - I shanked Nov - I stabbed Dec - I slept with Pick the day (number) you were born on 01 - my lover 02 - a dog 03 - homer 04 - A homo 05 - a condom 06 - A toothbrush 07 - a hippie 08 - a glass of milk 09 - a porn star 10 - Paris Hilton 11 - the trojan man 12 - a teletubby 13 - the kool-aid man 14 - some crack heads 15 - an Easter egg 16 - a pot head 17 - a bum 18 - a stripper 19 - a horse 20 - a homeless guy 21 - a drink 22 - my best friend 23 - the cookie monster 24 - my boy friend 25 - a bowl of cereal 26 - a golf ball 27 - a bag of weed 28 - a french fry 29 - your mom 30 - your grandma 31 - a mop Pick the color of shirt you are wearing White - because hoes keep stealing my tacos Black - because I'm sexy like that Pink - Because I'm good in
Fucking Hurt
ok i make a mumm that asked are you down with the clown...it got deleted cause it was offencive or some shit....now...i cant make a mumm at all? what the hell? ok so...hhmm....how should i explain this?....i have this friend...i like him...from what i understand he like me...ok anyway...hes really good and reading people and tonight...he sat there and told me all this shit about me...and for a while i sat there going no no no hes wrong fuck all that....but the more i thought about it...he was right...and i dont get it...it bugs me...but not in a bad way...more of just like a WTF thing...like...how does me know this shit...cause some of it was things i didnt even know about me...untill he pointed it out and i thought about it...i dont get it i really dont... theres nothing like the smoke u blow out....i never understood why so many people like it...but i dont do it to get spun or anything like that lol...i just love that thick cloud of smoke u blow...no other drug does that really....or
Poems
Ask not of me, love, what is love? Ask what is good of God above- Ask of the great sun what is light- Ask what is darkness of the night- * * * * * * Ask what is sweetness of thy kiss- Ask of thyself what beaty is. He who for the first time loves, Even vainly, is a God But the man who loves again, And still vainly, is a fool. If love were what the rose is, And I were the leaf, Our lives would grow together In sad or singing weather.
Phantom Skins
I just checked to see how many rips I have on my Christmas skins... would you believe 768 rips? I'm amazed #41 is the most popular, with 183. You can find the link to my list at the bottom of my page I made an album in my pics of Christmas backgrounds. Please send me a mail message if you would like a skin made using any of them. If you like making your own skins, feel free to copy them. Happy Holidays to all my friends I'm a little late getting this done, but for the Taz lovers, a halloween skin is ready for pick-up. It looks like this, just way bigger :D
Making Friends..and Keeping Them
The closer Christmas gets the harder things hit me. Its been a while since i've talked about certain things. Maybe this isn't the place to say some things but its definately the time. I spend Christmas alone. It was never really a big deal for a long time but alot of things have happened in my life. Changes happen in and around all of us. The things that have happened to me i could and should write a book about. For those that don't know me but still read this i guess i should start from the beginning. I was a soldier for 14 years. I was wounded twice and was forced out of the military. I mean just about every major conflict the US has been in since 1983 i as there. I was in Beiruit the morning our Barracks was destroyed in 1983. I spent 10 days with everyone else digging thru rubble. In 1986 i was with a special forces lazer team outside Banghazi Libya when the US bombed. In 1988 i was in Honduras when the Sandanistas came across the border to get at the Contras and us. In 1989 is w
New Contest
Here are the final totals for my 2nd contest Congratulations to all that entered Shortyseceret, Bignuts and Sheena you all did much better then I thought especially with this being your 1st contest Current standing Name Comments Total points 1 J-roxx(the evil twin) 30802 31487 2 Shortyseceret 17205 17835 3 Jenn 10650 10735 4 Bignuts75 - EYECANDY'S stalker 7069 7159 5 Sheena aka John Jacob Jingleheimer Schmidt 5556 5676 6 The §even And 12 4906 5001 7 Candy 3400 3450 8 ac1d_eyez 1678 1793 9 Scott 1243 1303 10 Redpopo 729 784 11 121781 541 571 12 Paradise 240 420
My Stuff And Other Things
1. Armadillos sleep in the middle of the road with all four feet in the air. 2. There are 5,000 types of snakes and 4,998 live in Oklahoma 3. There are 10,000 types of spiders. All 10,000 live in OK, plus a few no one has ever seen before. 4. Raccoons will test your melon crop, and let you know when they are ripe. 5. If it grows, it will stick you. If it crawls, it will bite you! 6. Nothing will kill a mesquite tree. *except my father* 7. There are valid reasons some people put razor wire around their house. 8. A tractor is NOT an all terrain vehicle. They do get stuck. *My father knows this to be very true* 9. The wind blows at 90 mph from Oct 2 till June 25; then it stops totally until October 2. 10. Onced and twiced are words. 11. Coldbeer is one word. 12. People actually grow and eat okra. 13. Green grass DOES burn. *Again, my father knows this from experience* 14. When you live in the country you don't have to buy a dog. City people drop them
My Profile Picture
Hey! Just a little confused here. I added a ton oF new pics and can't decide which one to use as my primary photo. Tell me what you guys think. I have to do this through a blog because im not yet a level 5 to be able to do a mumm... Odd Facts About MeTAKE THIS SURVEY!Take this surveyDO YOU SNORE? yesLOVER OR A FIGHTER? loverWHATS YOUR WORST FEAR? deathAS A KID, WERE YOU A LEGO BUILDER? yesWHAT DO YOU THINK OF REALITY TV? i like some showsDO YOU CHEW ON YOUR STRAWS? yesWERE YOU A CUTE BABY? yesHOW MUCH DID YOU WEIGH AT BIRTH? too muchHOW IS THE SINGLE LIFE FOR YOU? im not singleWHAT COLOR IS YOUR KEYBOARD? blackDO YOU SING IN THE SHOWER? noHAVE YOU EVER BUNGEE JUMPED? no, but i did the extreme sky flyerANY SECRET TALENTS? uh huh and if i told you it wouldnt be a secret now...WHATS YOUR IDEAL VACATION SPOT? floridaHAVE YOU EATEN SUSHI? no.... eeeeewHAVE YOU SEEN SAW 1-4? no 1-3 onlyDO YOU GIVE A DARN ABOUT THE OZONE? yesHOW MANY LICKS DOES IT TAKE TO GET TO THE CENTER OF A TOOTSIE P
Hey
http://www.nick.com/turbonick/index.jhtml?extvideoid=66887 please watch this video it is about autism/aspergers HI my name is Amanda Favors. I am a mother to 2 boys of my own. I just got married to the guy I have been living with for five years. We have now been married for 4 mo. I have always wanted to adopt or foster care kids. I really would like to have special needs kids. My children are also special needs children. Jospeh is 9 and has arnold chiari malformation, bipolar level 2 , adhd, asthma, migraines. Devin is 7 and has explosive/pdd/autism/aspergers. I homeschool both of them. I decided to writethis today b/c of my church. The bulletin had something about Texas wanting christian families to adopt/foster kids of abuse. I would really like so help finding out how to go about doing the process. Please any info would be greatly appericated i have internet again finally oh it has been 4 months since jesse and i got married
Affirmations/ Thoughts
Indulge @ Sexy5Photos.com Curled up in my corner The light peeked in through pale glass Thesse days, in a haze Over the love I felt for you Passed by like ships in the night And I was to become the mourner Grasping my pillow close To try to find a scent A pause in memory of all I knew Torn and tattered my heart wept all night I woke to a dull lifeless self Could I see clear to bring in the new day? Taunted by faces similar to yours A smell, a sound a place we shared When would it end I feared And the questions that come to my mind Time was clearly making its mark on me For finally I could see What had lost was a part of me When you occasinally have a really bad day, and you just need to take it out on someone, don't take it out on someone you know, take it out on someone you don't know. I was sitting at my desk when I remembered a phone call I had forgotten to make. I found the number and dialed it. A man answered saying hello, I said politely "
You Know
I have alot of great friends and there are those that accecpted my friend request to get points. What I'm looking for are friends that I can talk to. If you still want to be my friend then let me know. I will be cleaning house the 1st of the year. I need a drink...who wants to buy Big Dan a drink I need a drink !!!!

Just a game, i learnto play. Emotions involved,a price to pay. For everyone wants more than they have. Hurt in the process we we roll the dice.Just A gamble to spice up a life. No biggie, right, i'm just a pawn.It's ok tomorrow you'll be gone. Find an ace next time if you are lucky, trouble is, no one fits in place. Move them pieces around the board,fix it, try to, draw your sword. Play the game as only you can. Lets see what comes with this next hand.Good enough? Probably not. Hit me again..Who really truly knows the plan?? Unlock the door, find the key,Dropped it on the floor. Its ok its just me..... Lordy.Oh my. Ok this is so bizarro i can't imagine it. Anyways fuck, my sis moved to Indiana over the summer. So like due to so many wierd circumstances,there is no thanksgiving at mom and dads...too much to get into. And we won't go to his moms because of some revelations about his brother in law...pervy fucker,another long personal story. So like my sister and i have been so close fo
Random Thoughts
1. No matter what, every single night between April and October, its always on AS SCHEDULED at 1:05, 3:55 on Saturdays, 7:05 or 10:05 for a West Coast game. Baseball is always on when it says its on, and there's always LEGIT excuses for it not being on, IE rain. And even then, the games are made up. Baseball is "never too busy for you." 2. Every single date with baseball is always entertaining. Whether it's human batting target Kevin Youkilis getting beaned for the 7 billionth time, Clemens and Schilling engaging in a battle of the AARP members or Scott Proctor setting his jock strap on fire, something interesting always happens before, during, or after a baseball game. Even watching Baltimore getting blown out 105 to 3 during a meaningless game is more entertaining than about 99 percent of dates I've been on. 3. Even when your team goes down in a brutal extra innings game, you know that they tried their hardest and that no matter the horrific outcome of Aaron fucking Boone belti
Blah Blah Blah
  Its a damn shame that some people feel that they can control people by telling them that they are banned from their lounge and run their mouths about someone because they fired them.For those of you that have been told by this DRUNK you cant talk to me and few others , WELL GUESS THE FUK WHAT? SHE CANT TELL YOU WHO TO TALK TO AND WHO NOT TO TALK TOO. AND IF YOU WERE BANNED BY THIS PERSON COME FIND ME YOU ARE MORE THAN WELCOME TO MY LOUNGE AND THE SISTER LOUNGE WE WILL WELCOME YOU WITH OPEN ARMS    You know who you are..... I wouldnt lower myself to steal staff from another lounge. People are starting to see the real you and they dont like it . You are an alcoholic. Grow up and face reality..... People are leaving you because they cant stand the way u are. I WOULD NEVER DISRESPECT YOU THE WAY YOU DID ME.... BUT U KNOW WHAT? I DONT NEED A BOTTLE TO MAKE MY LIFE.... WHEN YOU FIRED ME YOU LOST THE BEST MANAGER THAT YOU WILL EVER HAVE AND THAT YOU WILL EVER HAVE. You are also the worst b
Life Is Short!
At 34 it feels as though you are probably about 1/2 way through life. At least that was how I felt. Somedays wondering if I was on the right path for me. Most days putting up walls and not letting people get too close, other that maybe a couple of trusted friends, after all when you let people in you get hurt! Just work everyday, take care of the kids, let life pretty much roll on by. Then in the middle of the night all of that can change....you can end up in the hospital, unsure of what is really going on, not remembering who you spoke to 5 minutes ago, hooked up tp heart monitors, and IV's and scared. The you go home, to a shell of a home, a place just to lay your head...not your heart. Suddenly you realize all that you have done to protect yourself from pain has just alienated you from love, from laughter, from everything. Only you can change that! I did! It was not easy, and I am sure I still have a very long way to go. But I have great people on my side who are pushing me to be t
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Wtf Was I Thinking
it is once said that a smile more than a gentile kiss, a smile more and more i seem to miss the thought of joyful excitment of exchanging thoughts, a warming connection longful saughts your kindness overwhelms my innocence and fancy's distraction, for playful and meaningful attraction laughter and laughter i tend to hear, closer and tighter all to well way to near thought after thought and fears after tears, closer and closer after time began so near hopefull of future meaningful conception, hearts full of mourning erection. empty and torn into two not knowing exactly what to do does life not really mean anything to me now don't know exactly what happened; don't know how I think the future is laughing at me because it knows exactly the way it's going to be can past mistakes make up for future glory my life a long and distant story how can one be good and bad at the same time each moment a passing and endless rhyme can be happy but never knew how can my he
Love
In my thoughts and my desires you are there in my passion and climax you are there a touch a kiss your hearts desire I am here with you when ever you feel me I am there if only in though my heats desire is to full fill your hearts pleasure fill me up with you I will shower you with all of me our ride has just begun our journey is forever a connection communication trust and willingness to fulfill hold on tight to all that touches your life once it is gone it is gone forever.. I have a little angel that flys around with a hammer and hits every one I love, I hope it beats the shit out of you!!! Send this to everyone you care about, even me if you care and if you get 8 you are loved.
Just Some Info
Well... here goes nothing... I have had this on my mind for a while now and nothing has happened yet. I am going to the doctor on Thursday for a pregnancy test. I haven't had my visitor since before Thanksgiving. I took a test a few weeks ago and it was negative, BUT I still have yet to get anything. AND I have been dizzy, really tired, getting headaches, and my skin has been breaking out like crazy. SO.. with my two best friends yelling at me I am off to the doctor on Thursday for a real test and not one of those OTC tests. SO.. keep your fingers crossed for me! This is something I have been wanting and hoping for! If the test is negative... I will be really sad and worried that something else is wrong! Well... this is the last day for a while that I will be on... if I come back. I have moved and don't have internet at the new house (wayyyyyyy out in the country lol) and I dunno when I will be getting it turned on out there. But I also lost my job... damn new boss and cut backs... o
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10 things men know about women: 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. 6. 7. 8. 9. 10. WOMEN HAVE BOOBS Dear Friends and Online Community, It has come to my attention that you have participated in acts in an attempt to "bring sexy back." To date, substantial prrof has not been provided that the "sexy" in questions was at any time in your possession. Allegations claiming that "them other boys don't know how to act" are entirely unsupported and irrelevant. As you neither asked for nor recieved permission to use the Work as the basis for "operation: sexyback," nor to make or distribute copies, including electronic copies, of same, I believe you have willfully infringed my rights under 17 U.S.C Section 101 et seq. and could be liable for statutory damages as high as $150,000 as set forth in Section 504(c)(2) therein. If you are able to prove the "sexy" in question did indeed belong to you, all charges will be dropped. In the event evidence is not provided, I demand that you immediately cea
Just Stuff...
Get your mammies grammed this month :) or remind the ones you love to get their mammies grammed :) I also stashed a whole lotta breast cancer awareness taggies , well in my stash obviously, feel free to right click save anything you like in there. :) nuff said, gawd could I have any less to do at work. I'm posting bits of nothingness. LOL What do you do when you are crushing hard on someone? here's my story :) So I have the biggest crush on a friend of mine. :) Have had for like 9-10 years, and I know the feeling is mutual t,we a run into each other rarely and at others we end up spending LOTS of time together...and the times we run into each other lots is ALWAYS the WRONG time (he's in a relationship, I'm in one, we're both in one and everything is hunky dory in at least one relationship) He is a bus driver, thus how it is feast or famine. If he drives something I ride often we see each other alot.:) If not then not.:( Anyway I saw him this morning and we talked for a
Www.retrogod.com T-shirts
Anyone got one? I'll rate and fan ya! post me ya invite - cheers :) Hey all I make t-shirts if ya didn't know already! Anyway I could really do with ya help on this - I get a lot of good feedback but to really make any dosh from my tees I need to get the word out there. If you've got no idea what I'm talking about checkout www.RetroGod.com A few friends have offered to rip my t-shirt pics and hopefully get them a little more attention. If you wanna help me please rip a pic or two and put in ya albums. If enough ppl see them I might actually make a subsistence living from my skills one day woot! Ha ha - anyway I know it is blatant self-promotion but it makes a change from looking at people's bits all day. Okay this is my latest - it's called Crowd Surfer. Here's some more... If u wanna see more go to my t-shirt pics folder (There's about 35 there) or visit RetroGod.com - where I have about 70 tees! If u wanna rip one that's n
Stuff I Write.
Instructions... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1.I eat 4 or 5 glasses of ice a day. 2.I Love to look at rocks, spec fossils. 3. I I love artwork, couuld stare at them for hours on end. 4. I love being outside staring at clouds or stars. 5. When I was 5 I was ran over while sleding by a car hood:) lol 1.Connie. 2.Krieg, 3. steven. 4. soulbro 5. Cj I need you more than the sun needs the sky I need you more then the moon needs the stars I need you more then a body needs a soul than an angel I need you more then a wolve needs to howl I need you more than a fish needs water I need you more then the earth needs rain I need you more than anything you are
The Time Has Come
HELLO TO ALL MY FRIENDS.. IT IS FRIDAY AND THE THOUGHT OF WHAT TO DO IS IN MY HEAD... WHILE SOME OF YOU ARE GOING OUT OF TOWN AND GETTING READY FOR THE SUPERBOWL, MY ASS WILL BE AT HOME THINKING OF GOING OUT OF TOWN OR ... NAW, I'LL BE GETTING READY FOR MY VERY OWN PRIVATE SCREENING OF THE SUPERBOWL. THERE WILL BE LOTS OF PEOPLE HERE AND LOTS OF DRINKS... LOL U DAMN WELL MY ASS ISN'T DOING A DAMN THING! EVEN IF IT'S SUPERBOWL SUNDAY...LOL I JUST WANT EVERYONE TO KNOW THAT I WILL BE THINKING OF ALL OF YOU AND I WANT ALL OF YOU TO BE CAREFUL THIS WEEKEND.. REMEMBER NOT TO DRINK AND DRIVE, DRINK THEN DRIVE! LOL LOTS OF LOVE TO ALL! GREG REMEMBER I TOLD ALL OF YOU THAT THERE WILL BE A TIME THAT I WILL LEAVE FUBAR FOREVER? WELL, NOW THE TIME HAS COME... BYE THAT'S ALL I HAVE TO SAY! this time it hurts more than ever. i thought it would just pass but it's not. i'm sorry but someone help me!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Leveling Help Needed
♥ Žåń†hč® Ž®īń¢č$$ -®®§ß ♥@ fubar go show mom some love and help her level please and thank you !!! BIG PAPI@ fubar help a good friend of mine to level 33,368 to minion BIG PAPI@ fubar help a good friend of mine to level
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Now, since you are a part of My life on here, please go to these two pages and rate, fan and add these two wonderful people! They are the two most important people in my life on here, and I don't care if you have an issue adding men or women... just do it!!! This is Ser William, He is a wonderful Man here on fubar, He is a Great Friend to have! If you do not have Him you need Him! You need to fan, rate and add Ser William!! Ser William@ fubar This is Slave Princess, She is on Her way to Godfather.. Please help Her on this, Fan, Rate, and Add at least!1 ~Slave Princess~ Owner of ~Castle Secrets~@ fubar Please allow me to introduce my lounge to you! Castle Secrets is the first Fubar dungeon, where everyone of like minds can come together and enjoy each other's company without hassle, drama, discrimination, or anything to worry about! Stop in, say hi, and hang out and get to know each other! Promising to be one of the hottest lounges to hit fubar, just click on the banner to e
So Sad
Guys alway complain that nice guys finish last... thats BS they go for the B*tches and then get hurt and try to rebound on the nice ones what BS is that im tired of it! I attract rebound guys like a have sticker that says effin walk all over me, i like it! grrr no more! So when I started this I was always accepting friends because I didnt know any better The whole point whoring thing... Well I dont like it, so now I am going to start removing people off my friends list.. So if you want to stay my friend send me a message with a good reason why you should stay my friend. Its that time... and i dont feel great... i want comfort but i feel so gross. e-comfort is better than nothing right?
Hippo Radio
Every sunday there will be a special show dedicated to the featured artists of Hippo Radio. We have some amazing bands, groups & singers that will be aired between 3pm EST & 8pm EST or 8pm BST & 1am BST if you are in the UK You can tune into the show via the website @ www.hipporadio.co.uk There will be competitions to win some of the featured artists goodies over the coming weeks, so tune in every week to find out whats new & whats going on Remember Sunday nights/afternoons will never be the same!! Join the Highlands every sunday only @ www.hipporadio.co.uk Hippo Radio Welcome to Hippo Radio where we enjoy playing music for our Listeners. Please join us at www.hipporadio.co.uk . Visit our Forums Page and our Chat Room as well, we would love to chat with you. YES FOLKS YOU SAW IS CORRECTLY.. THERE ARE EVEN MORE FEATURED ARTISTS WITH HIPPO RADIO NOW FOR YOUR MUSICAL PLEASURE AND NOT ONE BUT TWO NEW DJ'S TO ENTERTAIN YOU SO WHAT YOU WAITING FOR.. GET TUNED IN h
Factoids About Shai
For all my friends and family who are also members at www.shaiwest.com, just wanted to post the camshow schedule for the foreseeable future: Wednesday, Thursday, Sunday evenings at 10pm Eastern Standard Time. The members already know, but for those who don't, two of this week's shows are gonna be live from XBIZ in Vegas, so you do NOT wanna miss out on all the possibilities! Can you say multiple partners? I'll be sure to update you if it changes!xxx Full Name:: Shai !!! Birthday:: 1 December, 1983 Birthplace:: Ft Worth TEXAS!!!! Eye Color:: honey/green Hair Color:: Good Question, let me get back to ya! Height:: 5' 8" Weight:: you NEVER ask a girl that! What's wrong with you? Right handed or Left handed?: Right Your Heritage:: I'm a Bitza! Bits of this, bits of that... My Worst Habit:: I'm overly sensitive Zodiac Sign:: sagitarius Shoe Size:: 8 Pants Size:: expensive! Innie or Outie?: Innie The Shoes You Wore Today:: Flip flops! Your Weakness:: Hot WOMEN Your
Isn't This The Truth!!!
Is This Love? They say that love comes from the heart, It’s a feeling you never forget, But right behind love is the word hate and with both you often regret! When you find true love you feel it in your gut, Its like a knot that keeps twisting and turning, wanting to be around that person Always that feeling of yearning. It puts a smile on your face makes you dance on the clouds makes you feel things you never thought you‘d feel But sooner or later on down the line is when you know if this love was for real. Is he still talking to you like he does to his friends or is he short, quick and right to the point? Does he still make you laugh like he does with his friends or does he make you feel all out of joint? If he tries to control you and gives you that look and says he knows how you feel. If you hurt all the time and just want to cry than you know that the love was not real. Shelly- Written by my sister Sandy, I love ya' sis your awesome!! You just can't have too ma
Love Love Love
I heard this song and had to show my love and appreciation for the men and women who are fighting for you and me. GOD BLESS AMERICA & DEATH TO OUR ENIMIES!!!! So here we go now 7 months later and YAY I still love you papa. I thought about you all day today. All the love and joy between us makes the whole of my life so very special. I miss you like crazy when you are not around. I miss your touch, your kisses, the smell of you, the way I feel when I am in your arms. I love you papa I love you I love you I love you. I LOVE YOU PAPA Forever & Always YAY I made a video... kinda sad but I like it anyways
Umm Idk...
10-20 or more comments needed.... Please show me some love by commenting on my picture. Just click on my link. Please comment many times!!! http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1176107&albumid=774401&i=2300676114 COMMENT, COMMENT, & COMMENT!!! http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1176107&albumid=774401&i=2300676114 first blog…… friendship v/s love umm its the first thing which struck my mind because….. its one of the most common thing happening nowadays…. friends falling in love..lol At the start…….strangers >>> frends>>>>good frends>>>>best frends>>>> lovers if one proposes and the other accepts >>lovers or if one proposes and the other rejects >>> broken hearted + friendship breaks or if reluctant to say ones feelings and the other doesnt understand>>> still best frends but some constrictions if both are only best frends with no mixed feelins then >>>>>>>best frends forever!! n i think its the best result Most of the time
Songs..
We used to be frightened and scared to try Of things we don't really understand why We laugh for a moment and start to cry We were crazy Now that the end is already here We reminisce 'bout old yells and cheers Even if our last hurrahs were never clear Farewell to you my friends We'll see each other again Don't cry 'cause it's not the end of everything I may be miles away But here is where my heart will stay With you, my friends with you Yesterday's a treasure, today is here Tomorrows' on its way, the sky is clear Thank you for the mem'ries of all the laughters and tears And not to mention our doubts and our fears The hypertension we gave to our peers It's really funny to look back after all of these years Farewell to you my friends We'll see each other again Don't cry 'cause it's not the end of everything I may be miles away But here is where my heart will stay With you, my friends with you Farewell to you my friends We'll see each other again Don't
Bored!!!!
I am worth $1,468,696 on HumanFor Sale.....www.HumanForSale.com How much are you worth??? Let me know... I have never been so bored in my life...I've tried everything from surfing the web, to reading a random book...nothing seems to work...and all i want to do is sleep...this sucks so much...Video games don't work...not even designing works...i feel so drained and i don't even want to do my class work...and I'm done with school in December...and then i have to find a job...maybe that is way i seem so bored...i don't want to finish school, but i guess i'm going to have to...oooh hockey is on...okay i guess i'll just watch that...laterz
Life&crap
Have you ever felt like you cant find what you're supposed to do in life? Some people become paramedics, Lawyers, bankers and there happy at what they do. Some find that witch makes them happy early in life some go there hole lives and never truly find that one part of there life that can make them happy. There are some people that believe in fate, that your path is set and you have no choice in what you do in life. Others believe that you have complete control of your life and you live second by second. I often find myself thinking what skill, accomplishment, deed, part of my life have I done that will help me find that sense of completion. I have found happiness in my Daughter and a wonderful person who I was lucky enough to meet and spend my life with so far. Yet there is still that small part of me that feels incomplete. Like there's somewhere I need to go, or something that I have yet to do. I guess all we can really do is live life the best we can. Do what you think is right and
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English Oomph! Lyrics
No, forget it - help me, please No, forget it - help me, please No, forget it - help me, please No more - no more No more - no more No, forget it - help me, please No, forget it - help me, please No, more - no more - no more No - no more If there's no heart, then there's no cure If there's no God, I'm not impure If there's no heart, then there's no pain If there's no mind, I'm not insane No, forget it - help me, please... No I don't need no mental healing, I don't need no kiss of light No I don't need no mental healing, I don't need no kiss of light No I don't need no mental healing, I don't need no kiss of light No I don't need no mental healing, I don't need no kiss of light No I don't need no mental healing, I don't need no kiss of light No, forget it - help me, please No, forget it - help me, please No, more - no more - no more No - no more Once more No more - no more - no more No - no more Once More No, forget it - help me, please No, fo
Queeny
:-P BEAUTIFUL PERSON :-P and is only 433K from becoming our very first !!!Vampiric Godmother!!! She gives so much to us all it is time to return the love I know ALOT of you hit that "I'm Bored" button so why not hit her instead?!?!? (with rates not hammers you sadists lol :-P) She has some awesome pics and stash to rate so drop by and give it to her! QUEEN Nassy V4mpir3 B!tch NSFW@ fubar The V4mpir3 Queen Wants to be our next godfather. Lets all pitch in and give her a hand & make this happen for her. She has tons of pictures & stash to rate.QUEEN Nassy V4mpir3 B!tch NSFW@ fubar
Inside St@rstruck
Burning in the shallows of your swollen heart,You set me a flame with one stolen glance.Tuck me deep inside, let the blackest stars shine in my eyes.Now you want an ending to our fairy tale.She brings in the smell of one thousand decayed hearts,One thousand times a sinner.Love was once safe, kept in a secret midnight.Now you bring a tragic veil to cover my eyes.Drowning in your oiled tears,I can see throughout all time in your arms.Taken so far down I could never taste the moon again.But bleeding from the eyes,  I will try.I will not be destroyed by love,I scorn Venus and shun the arrows of crimson.Bring you down softly to lay in my bed.Laid down with only your bruised romances.And when you awaken you will be alone.Be alone. I used to believe the goal of life was to get through it and get ahead with the least amount of pain and adversity now I look at things differently and keep a quote by Henry Miller "Life has no other principle to impose, if we would but realize it, than to accept l
Wheeeeeeeee!!
Well the 5th anniversary of Evan's death is coming up soon. I was going to just stay home, mope and cry for the day. Can't go to Iowa to visit his grave because I don't have the cash, and I would have to take my son. I don't think he would understand that I'm crying over his actual father. The one that helped me create him. I've been living in denial because I wanted to protect myself. Protect my son. My son who is the epitome of what his father looks like.. big built, strong, and so loving too. The harder I deny it the more my son looks and acts like him. He's so friendly like Evan was. He says hi and waves to everybody. I think of it now and I hate myself for getting married after Evan died to the asshole I named my boy after. I kick myself every day. I haven't told my (current) husband about Evan, really. I don't know why. I guess after all these years I feel like they should be kept separate. I love them both so much. I'm probably going to listen to 'It's been awhile' by Sta
History Of Grand Funk
Huntin Poems
'Twas the night before DeerHunting, when all through the camp, Not a creature was stirring, not evena bug on the lamp. The guns were all cleaned and put in theircases, Awaiting being loaded and fired at 100 paces. The hunterswere nestled all snug in their beds, While visions of 10-point bucksdanced in their heads. And Dad in his long johns, and I in my baseballcap, Had settled our brains for a short winter's nap When out onthe trail there arose such a clatter, I sprang from my bed to see what wasthe matter. As I hurried to the window to see what was going onthere, I saw an old green pickup truck with nine hunters in the backthere. With a fat little driver all dressed in orange from his head to histoe, I knew in an instant it must be Uncle Joe. More rapid thaneagles, the hunters they came, And he slammed on the brakes and calledthem by name. "Now Tom! Now John! Now Bill and Mike! ComeRick! Come Chuck! Come Zachary and Spike! Get in t
Life And Questions
ARGH! I have to move by friday of this week, and i STILL don't have a place. It's driving me insane! My parents won't let me move in with them, all of the friends that I would move in with live with their parents, and I don't have enough money to get my own place. This is getting seriously ridiculous. I don't know what the fuck to do. I'm starting to think that I'll never find a place.....and if that happens......I don't even want to think about it. All I wish is that some miracle would happen and I'd magically have a place to live. People say that love isn't an emotion....that it's an ability. Well, if that's the case, then why do people get so emotionally attatched to people they love? Just a question. I was in Seattle today doin my own thing. People watching mainly. I saw a couple that looked completely opposite of what they were supposed to look like. The girl, clearly a prep, was dressed in Abercrombie jeans, a pink hoodie, and Doc Martins (WTF?). The guy? The complete opp. He wa
On A More Serious Note
for those of you that don't know me very well or feel you have a right to harrass me, here are some basic rules i go by when here.. if you can't respect them then i really don't give a damn. it's my page not yours so gtfo if you don't like it. 1. if you are in my family then you have earnt a place there. adding me to yours or bitching at me about why you are not in my family will not change my mind and put you there. not to say that i don't have friends that are not in my family.. but it is limited in space and for once in this lifetime, i can choose my family! lol jk.. well sorta :P 2. i do not do cam or cyber sex.. no ifs or buts.. if you ask me about it i will delete you 3. i love the mumms and will enjoy the flirting, chatting, laughing, bashing and mocking but that is it. don't come to my shoutbox and try for a bit of one on one action or to continue whatever was said in the mumm. my shoutbox is different territory altogether! 4. i often stay online but do not stay at
Read This Plz
i was lost and i climbed mountains that had no tops i was lost a passerby with a bagful of costumes for rent i am lost a servent to time and thoughtful confusion my own mind dances like fire around the questions of life earth love cruelty and mystery i was lost and found myself returning to the same point in anguish surrounded by nothing i could understand or like or love or feel apart of i am lost and i feel tired of seeking change i am lost and i am tired of living through confusion i am lost and i will never meet my fate. Your eyes were the night sky I once stared into jet black...centered in midnight blue Who stole the twilight that never dies? Who stole the stars from those eyes? I guess I didn't know what to say to a night sky fading away Who said the moon never cries? Who stole the stars from those eyes? Now, the night breeze will surely come the one that leaves us feeling numb So, who filled the clouds with goodbye's? Who stole
Michael "wolfe"
Oh lucky me! I get to go to Michigan again next month to see my man! I am so excited! I can't wait to see him, touch him, kiss him, and whatever else happens again and again and again! HE HE! I have to take my Yorkie with me this time... I hope no one kills him, cause he is soooo annoying! Wish me luck! God, I want to move him here with me ASAP!! I love you Michael, you sexy, bald FUCKER! Mmmmmmmm! I am so excited. Some of you have followed WOLFE and my romance for 11 months already! We are happier than ever and have a wonderful relationship! Michael has been without his Driver's License for 6 years now. THAT was the only reason for him not relocating to me. Now he has a hearing date with the Secretary of State for May 8th. We are both so happy! It finally is going to happen. He should be here in June to live! I cannot be anymore excited over this! I truly love him... and can't wait for him to be with me! Please keep him in your th
Just Random Ramblings
What do you do when the one you care most about feels farther away then ever? What do you do when you feel you have no where to turn? What do you do when you feel so lost that you yourself aren't sure you will be found? Why is it that when others come to me with questions like these that I can always find the words to help them thru, yet when I and down or just feeling stress I can not do for myself the things I do for them? Why is it so hard to help myself get thru things that I find so easy to help others with? Well maybe someday I will find the answers I myself have been looking for, but till then I will always be here to help my friends thru anytime they need me!! FRIENDS FANS AND FAMILY !!! THIS GIRL IS AWESOME AND I WANT YOU TO GO CHECK HER OUT... SHE ONLY HAS 23,205 POINTS TO GO TIL LEVEL... SO HOW BOUT YOU GO SHOW HER HOW WE DO IT AROUND HERE... RATE HER... FAN HER... ADD HER AND SHOW HER SUM LUV !!! THIS PIMPOUT MADE BY AND APPROVED BY NONE OTHER THAN.
Nonpareil Salacious Musings
I love being a female pervert. I have lived more, in my past- as the club/rock show/RPG or convention going pervert *which was incredibly fun, to say the least. Now I am starting to experience the more deep perversion, of being in the suburbs, muhahahaha...."a suburban perv" At first, I didn't know what to expect but was looking forward to the adventure. Now after nearly a year here, in St. Peterburg, FL I am a bit weary of suburban life. Mostly most of my off-line adventures/exploits have began online(which is a tale in and of itself, everyone is hiding something.) I tend to "put people off" either due to my blunt honesty (and ability to express it), my unusualness or my intense sexual aura. I am a bisexual but was a lesbian first I also am into most fetishes. Anyway, to make this shoort (to tell you the top two bizarre happenings; one girl who i approached, at the bidding of "my master", offline, she accepted-bc she had never orgasmed with/from a girl- i got her to, she freaked out
Off The Top.....
Here I am again. The moon as my only companion. Together we are listening to a few songs and deciding what to type. Thing is, when I usually enter a blog, it's a premeditated thought, but not this time around. No, this time I had nothing specific to bring to the table. Except maybe a hope that through these ramblings the reason why I cannot sleep tonight, as well as any other night for that matter, may pop up. I mean, being naturally nocturnal, just like my father, I can see some difficulty sleeping during the dark night hours, but not like this. This is different. I am different...... Even now, I feel at a loss for words. That never happens to me. I've always got an answer, a question, a thought, always something to say..... Feels like 100 years since I last slept. Oh well, sleep is for the weak, right?..... I don't get it. How did I get here? Why do I feel like I'm no longer in control of me? That's impossible, right? Isn't it? I was the one who was always in control. I was
Lyrical Pieces
what keeps me here this day? the sun peeking thru the clouds to light my face? (trivial) shared laughter at a witty remark? (im false) a hand on my shoulder? (im ice) possibilities of futures unseen? (lonliness is my fortune) a childs delight over sticky frosting covered fingers? (guilt) because i want to leave this place and i am anchored The paper absorbs the ink- my pen moves across the pages, creating patterns and images, secret designs, rough and smooth, privately my soul is displayed on this paper. The book takes on new meaning- a hard outer shell protects the tender core, the source, the light inside is saved for stormy days Becoming a window- laced with frost and steam, from outside I watch myself grow..... and the picture becomes clearer. The relentless wind drags my soul like a wave seething- (the ebb and tide, the polar ends, collide with indecision) capped in white froth (dressed for communion) I shatter against the shore,
Oil ... What's Not To Like?
The Arctic sea ice is disintegrating "100 years ahead of schedule", having dropped 22% this year below the previous minimum low, and it may completely disappear as early as the northern summer of 2013. This is far beyond the predictions of the International Panel on Climate Change and is an example of global warming impacts happening at lower temperature increases and more quickly than projected. What are the lessons from the Arctic summer of 2007? • Climate change impacts are happening at lower temperature increases and more quickly than projected. • The Arctic's floating sea ice is headed towards rapid summer disintegration as early as 2013, a century ahead of the International Panel on Climate Change (IPCC) projections. • The rapid loss of Arctic sea ice will speed up the disintegration of the Greenland ice sheet, and a rise in sea levels by even as much as 5 metres by the turn of this century is possible. • The Antarctic ice shelf reacts far more sensitively to warming temper
Lost In The Myst And Pain..
Survival in this falling age in the valley of death surrounded by bodies of old and young filled with neglects and regrets has erected A new star that is red from the dead it has been impailed in our earth to feast on the flesh of evil people whom decieve you hammering down on thier skulls... The sound of drums the sticks of pheamors lungs and liver sown together, made into banners as bladders are burned for torches... The rigamortes still stinches up the air from the castles of corpses, surrounded by skeletol horses with headless warriors...... Where the withering rivers flow.. The blood of her live flows through the crevasis in the earth.. From the mystic dew, and the chill of frosts kiss there is a sweet scent thats been missed... The fresh air we no longer recieve, the earth we cause to bleed... The failures of moderating our selfish desires. The greed, and hate we breed.. the peace and love in which w
Brat's Thoughts
You see I have the privilege (sp?) of owning my own home, but at this very moment I wish I didn't. You see my hot water tank has decided to leak EVERYWHERE in my basement and I have NO clue as to who to call. I called 2 plumbers the other day and they told me that they didn't do that sort of thing. *pulls out hair* Alan please, please don't take this next part wrong....but this is where I wish Dave was still alive. He did all of this stuff or he knew who to call. I on the other hand can't think of anyone. My mom is clueless...I don't speak to my sperm donor...my in-laws hate me. *deep breath* My roommate called a few of her friends and got a few ideas and I did a little research online, but I am still clueless for the most part. Now if you give me a car, I can tear it a part and put it back together fairly easily, but this house stuff baffles my mind.... *runs to the looney bin* Stay off of my page! Stop stalking me! Stop contacting me! Stop texting me! Stop messaging my
More People Believe In Ghosts
Mon Oct 29, 7:57 PM ET ** THE ASSOCIATED PRESS CANNOT AUTHENTICATE THE CONTENT OF THESE IMAGES ** This image provided Monday, Oct. 29, 2007 by hunter Rick Jacobs shows an image taken by a camera with an automatic trigger set up in Pennsylvania's Allegheny National Forest on Sept. 16, 2007. The only thing certain about the critter photographed by a hunter's camera is that some people have gotten the notion it could be a Sasquatch, or bigfoot. Others say it's just a bear with a bad skin infection. See pic at url below..... http://d.yimg.com/us.yimg.com/p/net/20071029/capt.76f68acf986b804a0396fc80d63e75c1.jpeg?x=400&y=300&sig=qUggV6K40zFBNQq5cP1YBw-- More People Haunted by Ghosts, According to Blockbuster Survey Blockbuster Exclusive '1408' Among List of 'Most Haunted Movies' for Halloween October 10, 2007: 01:44 PM EST DALLAS, Oct. 10 /PRNewswire-FirstCall/ -- Do you believe in ghosts? According to a recent Blockbuster Inc. survey, more of us (67%) believe ghosts mi
Greetings Everyone
Okay, I am writting this because I don't know how else to go about it. I am going to come out into the open with one of my deepest darkest secrets. *Holds breath* I am not straight, I am Bisexual. There, I did it, does it feel better? Yes a whole lot better. I have been Bisexual since the age of 16. For those of you who don't know what a bisexual is...It means that I like not just men but Women also. My boyfriend that I have is very understanding of me being Bisexual (Bi for short). He has even given me permission to go and get a girlfriend. (Like I said he is very very understanding about this) For those in my family alls I can say is that I am sorry I could not tell you guys in person and That I am sorry I didn't come out with this sooner. I know that this is a shocker, But it really shouldn't be. If you have ever watched me closely you would of seen me checking other girls out, I would make up the excuse of " I like her outfit" or " Nice shoes"  or "I would tottally wear that" None
Just Me
will  to day just another  day  just sit back listing to great song from my Di's they doing great job  but I'm sitting tyring think what I'm going get snap at next  when i think i done nothing wrong  but i  take because I'm here  and that when people  are yelling at other and when it said done  if this person still in a bad mod anything i say I'm going get that  that bad mod at me even thought i under stand that this person does not mean to but it does hurt  when i know i do not take thing out on other people  that didn't do thing to me or get me bad  and if i know I'm going to i walk away to com down then come back try talk in a better mod  well  this all for know  be back later  I LOVE YOU,DEAR ,FOR WHAT YOU ARE AND WHAT YOU DO FOR ME -FOR EVER LITTLE JOKE WE'VE SHADED -EACH PRECIOUSE MOMORY I LOVE YOU FOR YOUR THOUGHT FULNESS AND EVERTHING YOU'V4E DONE TO MAKE OUR MARAGE PERFECT AND OUR HOME A HAPPY ONE I LOVE YOU FOR YOUR FAITH IN ME - YOUR UNDERSTANDING H
Rascal Flatts
You Overwhelmingly Likely Flunkd The Sex Ed Class, If You Think
I’ll swallow it all . . . I love the taste. Are you sure you’ve had enough to drink? I’m bored. Let’s shave my little kitty, you big lion king! Oh come on, what do ya say we get a good porno movie, a case of beer, a few joints, and have my friend Tammy over for a threesome! God..if I don’t get to blow you soon, I swear I’m gonna bust! I know it’s a lot tighter back there but would you please try again? You’re so sexy when you’re hungover. I’d rather watch football and drink beer with you than go shopping. Let’s subscribe to Hustler. Would you like to watch me go down on my girlfriend? Say, let’s go down to the mall so you can check out women’s asses. I’ll be out painting the house. I love it when you play golf on Sunday’s, I just wish you had time to play on Saturday too. Honey, our new neighbor’s daughter is nude sunbathing again, come see! I’ve decided to stop wearing clothes around the house. No, no … I’ll take the car to have the oil cha
Pervs
melodysworld.tk Pweez Why is everyone on this site a pervert? Just cause youre an "adult" doesnt mean you have to run around being horny all the time. Im 21 and there are like 30-50 year olds hitting on me and telling me Im sexy. that sounds like some fucking dateline bullshit. Im calling Chris Hansen Ive been sober for months.. and working graveyard is eating my soul away...
Powerful Lyrics
Since you been gone I feel my life slipping away I look to the sky And everything is turnin' gray All I made was one mistake How much more will I have to pay Why can't you think it over Why can't you forget about the past Chorus: When love makes this sound babe A heart needs a second chance Don't put me down babe Can't you see I love you Since you been gone I've been in a trance This heart needs a second chance Don't say it's over I just can't say goodbye So this is love Standing in the pouring rain I fooled on you But she never meant a thing And I know I ain't got no right To ask you to sympathize But why can't you think it over Why can't you forget about the past Chorus I never loved her I never needed her She was willing and that's all there is to say Don't forsake me Please don't leave me now A heart needs a second chance You've been gone, and I've been in a trance This heart needs a second chance Don't say it's over I just can't say g
Funny Stuff
The Bathtub Test During a visit to the mental asylum, a visitor asked the Director how do you determine whether or not a patient should be institutionalized. "Well," said the Director, "we fill up a bathtub, then we offer a teaspoon, a teacup and a bucket to the patient and ask him or her to empty the bathtub." "Oh, I understand," said the visitor. "A normal person would use the bucket because it's bigger than the spoon or the teacup." "No." said the Director, "A normal person would pull the plug. Do you want a bed near the window?" Virginity like bubble, one prick, all gone. Man who run in front of car get tyred. Man who run behind car get exhausted. Man with hand in pocket feel cocky all day. Foolish man give wife grand piano, wise man give wife upright organ. Man who walk through airport turnstile sideways going to Bangkok. Man with one chopstick go hungry. Man who scratch ass should not bite fingernails. Man who eat many prunes get good
The Poetic Imbecile
Sang, sung. Sing, sung. See, saw. She, saw. He shows what she's shown. In her hand, a "microphone". When your feelin' the urge, to sit on the shitter, drop what your doing and run, before you shit on your sitter! Slippin', slappin', Butt cheeks clappin', Brown water sprays, The porcelain bowl prays.
Reposting
I just read this somewhere and thought I'd put it here even though it's not like BIG news or anything, idgaf right now. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Safety and security is a big issue on the Internet these days. And what may seem like common sense to a lot of Web users may be new information for the less Web-savvy population. So to help those less-experienced Web users, we’ve put together a list of basic concerns that everyone should be aware of. Don’t spread viruses: Everyone should know this, but the fact is viruses still keep spreading so someone must be at fault. If you don’t have virus protection on your home and work computer, you are asking for trouble – and you may be contributing to the spread of viruses. And just having an anti-virus program isn’t always enough – your virus definitions and anti-virus subscription must be kept up-to-date to protect your computer from the latest viruses. Viruses can lock you out o
Poetry
I wrote this poem in dedication to my daddy!!! Daddy's heart cold as night yet as warm as day, but loving is his heart in each and every way. Daddy's eyes blue as steel yet soft as river water, eyes that made you look away in fear unless you were his little daughter. Daddy always looked after me even when I was wrong, his hands so rough and rugged but gentle and always strong. His life was oh so hard and his soul so worth and tithered, but daddy always tried to do what was right even when his faith was withered. Daddy always cared when no one else could, gave all he ever had like he always said he would. Daddy made me feel so special in each and every way, daddy made me believe again when from faith I'd stray. Daddy always loved me at me worst and at my best, he always gave of himself completely and for my daddy I am blessed. © 2007 Time is not of the essence. Time is mearly an element. There is a deeper level. Far beyond that of
Sexual Iq
IF U KNOW A BIKER" PLEASE" REPOST!!I saw you hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line.But you didn't see me put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday.I saw you pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk.But you didn't see me playing Santa at the local mall.I saw you change your mind about going into the restaurant.But you didn't see me attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief.I saw you roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by.But you didn't see me driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window.I saw you frown at me when I smiled at your children.But you didn 't see me when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless.I saw you stare at my long hair.But you didn't see me and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love.I saw you roll your eyes at our leather coats and gloves.But you didn't see me and my brothers donate our old coats and gloves to those that ha
My Mind
When it hurts so bad, why does it feel so good? I wish this all made sense, I wish I understood. Not having you here with me is tearing me up inside, but I can't stop thinking about you no matter how hard I try. You know how I feel about you, and it hurts that I can't even be next to you. Why does it gotta be so complicated? Loving you feels so right, but at the same time, knowing I can't have you keeps me awake at night. I just want this to be simple, I just want you here with me, to look into your eyes, to hold you in my arms then I'd truly be happy. Right now this distance between us is out of our control, but I'm still hoping one day soon, I'll get what I'm wishing for. Here I lay thinking of you Making my heart beat My palms sweat You are more than I ever hoped for Your voice Your humor Your sexy body The scent of a cherry The voice of a goddess The mind of a genius and skin of a child You make me laugh You make me smile For you
My First Blog
Eventually I will be posting stuff here and there, away for you all to get to know me a little more...that sounds fun don't it? 30 days until Korea! Oh, wait you all don't know about Korea. See my wonderful husband...is in Korea thanks to the Army. So I get to be there for 3 years yay me! So, until then I am going to live it up and have some fun! 28 days until my birthday...YAY ME When your husband kisses someone else? You tell me what you think....think of this as a poll....What should be done about it? We've only been married 5 months...opinions wanted
Taintedearths Life
As the sunrises, the shadow recieves its last breath of night... the mischievious setting renders its last flight... As the moons light descends past the horizon in a glorious flight.. as if it won the battle to rieghn supreme forever at night... As the swords clash.. from the warriors never ending fight, the maidens bring the great horns of mead...while the solders feast till their hungers delight is fullfilled... by thier own right. Just too return in the same grusome fight.. some say that ignorance is despite.. actually.. without that; no person would know the meaning of search, so they might find thier own birth right.. as the hammer clashes, release the skies light show only a few truelly know in their heart whose the one wielding his might.. as the golden eagle soar as the sun on the early morning flight.. the glizzening from the wing and the screach.. unites the chariot..and the hammer... of the two that was for me at my birth.. and as i am the only one that truelly
Spider's Soul
Staring at the sky Asking myself why Why'd you have to leave me all alone Thought you were the one for me Now you're just a memory Like magic you were there but now you're gone You may think you've got me down Because I don't have you around But babygirl you couldn't be more wrong Thought that you could hold me back But girl I'm just too fly for that Your friend's waiting for me to come back home Fought for you but you didn't want me Loved you so much I could not see That you pretended to be sweet Wished our love was a reality But we know wishes don't come true Only one thing for me to do Turn my back cause I'm done with you There will never be a "Take Two" Once I really cared Everything I shared Gave you some of everything I had Could've been flashing a diamond ring But now you don't get anything It's all your fault you know you can't get mad I don't want to fight or fuss I couldn't be more over us You had my love but now you've lost it all Lied to
Love And Like
ok now iam dating this girl that u really do like but this guy is trying to sleep with her and she said that i shouldnt say anything 2 him. but wat iam just going to sit her and let him talk about hav sex with her and all that? no i dont think so but i also dont want to loose her again. so iam so confuse
From A Friend
Am I ugly ????????????? Body: POST THIS AND SEE HOW MANY MESSAGES U GET..... (1) ugly (2) O.K. (3) cute (4) hot (5) sexy (6) Fine (7) BANGGGIINN!!! (8) I would kiss you (9) I want to have kids (10) Wanna go out? Seriously. Tell me in my inbox, post me a bulletin or comment..i wanna know...be truthful. It is for fun~ You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? here 2. Your significant other? hubby 3. Your hair? blonde 4. Your mother? young 5. Your father? WellLoved 6. Your favorite thing?sex 7. Your dream last night? (private) 8. Your favorite drink? pepsi 9. Your dream/goal? happiness 10. The room you're in? office 11. Music? always 12. Where do you wa
About Me
I've always been a bit of an introvert..u know- kinda quiet about personal things... however, Im gonna give away one of my secrets today. Im gonna try to do this once a week... this week its something that one a select few people know.. its nothing major, but here goes... I love BONDAGE.. i like being submissive mostly. There are times when I LOVE being dom too. Its not something I do "regularly" (nor as often as I would like) Its not the humility of it- that part is BS to me... I just like having lack of control; of "the situation" from time to time.. perhaps that makes me strange.. I dont think so tho.. I think sexuality is something women are way too restrained with. I know a lot of women are afraid their guy will think they're crazy if they make an unusual request.. all I can say about that is- it's not true--- in fact, men LOVE that stuff.. and more than likely be grateful for the suggestion! I have more to say, but I have to get to work.. I will come back and add more to this
The Lounges
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Tributes
Please take time to watch this Powerful video and remember: Pray for our troops past and present and thank a vet for the sacrifices they made for you Freedoms...
A Day In A Life Of
Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Common Sense, who has been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he was, since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He will be remembered as having cultivated such valuable lessons as: - Knowing when to come in out of the rain; - Why the early bird gets the worm; ... - Life isn't always fair; - And maybe it was my fault. Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies, don't spend more than you can earn and adults, not children, are in charge. His health began to deteriorate rapidly when well-intentioned but overbearing regulations were set in place. Reports of a 6-year-old boy charged with sexual harassment for kissing a classmate; teens suspended from school for using mouthwash after lunch; and a teacher fired for reprimanding an unruly student, only worsened his condition. Common Sense lost ground when parents attacked teachers for doing the job that they themselves ha
New Rules
I'm So Stressed! I'm not giving a fuck. In a world where we all get stressed out the second we leave the house, you being overwhelmed means little to the rest of us, ESPECIALLY ME. If your my friend, and you can't find more then a single sentence worth of subjects to discuss that don't revolve around your inability to handle your life, DO NOT EXPECT TO BE MY FRIEND FOR LONG. We all go through hard shit, and if I'm your friend, I'm gonna be there. But if all you go through is hard shit, if everything that has ever happened to you is just as stressful as the last thing, then it is not the instances that need fixing, it's you. You are fuckin broken, and I am not glue. Buying your dog an expensive sweater, just means that he's gonna get blood all over it when he tears out your fuckin throat. You. Yes, you. The one that dresses the dog in fucking sweaters and hats. Go fuck yourself. Seriously. The dog is covered in fur, and your putting clothes on it. I understand that the barr
Random Crap
Little known 'Did you know' facts Weird facts that you would rather not know.... Did you know?...It is impossible to lick your elbow. Did you know?...Intelligent people have more zinc and copper in their hair. Did you know?...Coca-Cola was originally green. Did you know?...23% of all photocopier faults worldwide are caused by people sitting on them and photocopying their butts. Did you know?...In every episode of Seinfeld there is a Superman somewhere. Did you know?...If the government has no knowledge of aliens, then why does Title 14, Section 1211 of the Code of Federal Regulations, implemented on July 16, 1969, make it illegal for U.S. citizens to have any contactwith extraterrestrials or their vehicles? Did you know?...Wearing headphones for just an hour will increase the bacteria in your ear by 700 times. Did you know?...More than 50% of the people in the world have never made or received a telephone call. Did you know?...The "sixth sick sheik's sixth
Marines
This may be your finest hour, for you are about to meet a "grunt." Take off your cap, if you will, wave a flag, choke back a sob in your throat, wipe away a tear from your eye, for this is the man who is fighting your war. He is the Marine up front, the one who is sticking his nose in the mud each day, every day. He is the one who sees the enemy at 25 yards or less. He is the one who knows what it feels like to be shot at by small arms at close range. He is the one who dies a thousand times when the night is dark and the moon is gone. And he is the one who dies once and forever when an enemy rifle belches flame. If you have ever slogged through a sticky rice paddy or waded a stream carrying 200 rounds of ammunition, a rifle, several canteens and a pack with enough field rations, extra gear and spare clothing to last a week or more, you know why they call him a grunt. It's fairly obvious. But look at him well and know him, for he is really something. He wears, in dirty dignity
Contests
These Special People Want Help In Their Contests So Please Help Them With Rates, Comments and More Comments!! Dominate07 Lucy Starry They all helped me win my contest!!!! We're trying to get more bombers in our Family to make us an even more effective Bombing Family than we already are!! Since I've been with them we've won every contest we've been in and we have a lot of fun while bombing....and best of all....you won't be bombing the same people over and over so just click on the Spanker Family Icon and leave them a message telling them that FatBoy sent you...MuchLuv2All!! `//The Spankers Club//`@ fubar We're trying to get more bombers in our Family to make us an even more effective Bombing Family than we already are!! Since I've been with them we've won every contest we've been in and we have a lot of fun while bombing....and best of all....you won't be bombing the same people over and over so just click on the Spanker Family Icon and lea
Poems To A Different Tune!
Many, many years ago when I was very young I knew that one day my work here would be done my worth would be gone, and my song would be sung a one way ticket to nowhere, and my soul would be hung. Not so many years ago that ticket was finally bought and I packed my heart with some very heavy rocks I locked the doors and prayed my soul would rot but then it never happened, my wish I never got. When a second chance came my way I thought maybe this time I wouldn’t make such a mess of life for all to see but that is not the case, for once again failure is close to me only this time I’ve not ruined one life, but I’ve added three. One can’t take care of himself, and two has suicidal talks it is entirely my fault because I wasn’t there during their walks it is proof that life is written for us with a stick of chalk and if you don’t want it erased, then live it but do not baulk. Now I see how I’ve messed up all I said I loved so much by not being there to see them throu
Ice Cold Confessions
There was a time when she was happy, although she cant remember when. It is raining, as tears are streaming down her face, for at this moment, her world is crumbling. In her arms, her soul mate is dying. She believes it is her fault. She thinks to herself, "The bullet was meant for me, not you." Not knowing what to do she lays next to him, lying on his chest, listening, but it is silent. The song of his heart is gone, the sound of him breathing is no more...he is gone. She screams, but no one seems to hear her. She vows never to let anyone get close to her again. Although she did not pull the trigger, she feels as though she is the murderer. The sirens of police cars ring loud, and the questions start. "Ma'am are you ok"..."Do you know who did this", "Can you give us a description." However she can do nothing but stare at his lifeless body as the paramedics try to revive him. Then as they call the time of his death, she sinks to the ground. Her heart is broken...no...It
Friendhsip
i have a question if bye chance someone can answer it please feel free . Why is it men are afriad to wear pink Hi and very blessed weekend to each and everyone ? i Here i go again wondering what would happenif a sertne young lady choice to be more then friends i wonder if i can hadle it ? But anyway i was thinking maybe someone day someone will want to date me and be more then just friends and we can devolp a relatesonship on trust and honesty oh and respect and love oh well maybe someday i would like to thansk each and every one on this site for showing me the true meaning of friendship with no strings attached i would like to wish each and everyone av ery joyous and happy holiday season and may God our father protect each and everyone and may your light shine in love and grace and peace
Xpaper Dollx
  shadowsstanding in the shadow of myselfi can't move, scream for helpno one hears, i feel like someone elsewhy can't you see past my face?have i lost my placeor have i just lost faith?all my life, as i lose it alli watch time make its calli feel the pain way before the fallpull me out of the corner i've lived in for so longgive me a place where i can't belong _chorus: i can run, i can hidenothing helps, but i'll still trythis shadow is my homefor now at leastuntil the one to call my own is the one named me_ looking at the shadows on your facei see now what time calls spacebut the stolen kiss has come too latei'm breaking nowwatch me cryi bet you wish you had triedno one came to bring me hopeno one said time could mendi can't copeit won't endit's empty inside, cold from the painyou could've at least said my name repeat chorus darkening clouds, pouring raincast the shadows beyond shamei told you all just how it would bebut no on believes the one called me look what you didl
Ddd's Blog
I will seek and find you. I shall take you to bed and have my way with you I will make you ache, shake & sweat until you moan & groan. I will make you beg for mercy, beg for me to stop. I will exhaust you to the point that you will be relieved when I'm finished with you. And, when I am finished, you will be weak for days. . . . . . . . . All my love, The Flu Now, get your mind out of the gutter and go get your flu shot! Joke: Young Female Bakery Clerk? A bakery owner hires a young female clerk who likes to wear very short skirts and thong panties. One day a young man comes into the store, glances at the clerk and glances at the loaves of bread behind the counter. Noticing the length of her skirt (or lack thereof) and the location of the raisin bread - on the very top shelf - he politely says to the young woman, "I'd like some raisin bread, please." She climbs up a ladder to reach the raisin bread, providing the young man with an excel
Alerts...
At 2:00 a.m. local on Sunday, most of the United States (except Hawaii and Arizona) will leave daylight saving time behind and fall back an hour to standard time. The annoyance of resetting clocks (or forgetting to, and showing up an hour early for appointments on Sunday) may raise the question of why we bother with this rigmarole in the first place. Daylight saving time is most often associated with the oh-so-sweet extra hour of sleep in fall (and the not-so-nice loss of an hour in spring), but some of the original reasons for resetting our clocks twice a year including saving energy and having more daylight hours for retailers, sporting events and other activities that benefit from a longer day. As far back as the 1700s, people recognized the potential to save energy by jumping clocks ahead one hour in the summer - Benjamin Franklin even wrote about it - although the idea was not put into practice until the 20th century. During both World Wars, the United States and Great
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Hey all I just got this e-mail and I just wanted to share it with ya. And Im not tring to Hate On MJ I Love his Music. VERY GOOD POINT.....  A Soldier's Take on Michael Jackson For those of you who support our military, you will understand where this man is coming from.  For those of you who do not support our soldiers, God will explain to you one day.This young soldiers remarks are right on the point.  How calloused we the American people have become.  Please pass this along to friends and family.  This young man's remarks need to be read by everyone.            A Soldier's Take on Michael Jackson This is written by a young soldier serving his third tour of duty in Iraq.  Thought you might find his take on the Michael Jackson news Interesting and he's right!!  Okay, I need to rant. I was just watching the news, and I caught part of a report on Michael Jackson.  As we all know, Jackson died the other day.  He was an entertainer who performed for decades.  He madeMillio
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Hello All !!!!
Dear Wife, During the past year I have tried to make love to you 365 times. I have succeeded 36 times, which is an average of once every ten days. The following is a list of why I did not succeed more often: 54 times the sheets were clean 17 times it was too late 49 times you were too tired 20 times it was too hot 15 times you pretended to be sleep 22 times you had a headache 17 times you were afraid of waking the baby 16 times you said you were too sore 12 times it was the wrong time of the month 19 times you had to get up early 9 times you said weren't in the mood 7 times you were sunburned 6 times you were watching the late show 5 times you didn't want to mess up your new hairdo 3 times you said the neighbors would hear us 9 times you said your mother would hear us Of the 36 times I did succeed, the activity was not satisfactory because: 6 times you just laid there 8 times you reminded me there's a crack in the ceiling 4 times you told me to hurry up a
Random Updates
Are you knight enough to pulll the sword damn it? This is THE best rock lounge on fubar. Consider this an invite, and I thank Dede the owner who leveled me up, even though it was her birthday and didn't have to do anything. If you read this, get your ass in here and wish her a happy birthday and buy her a drink. She also activated her auto 11's just now I might add so get over and rate her like crazy! DeDe~Excalibur's Co-owner~@ fubar Thanks also to Toxic Angel who gave me a boost, and anyone else who thought up the auto11 bling. Have fun everyone! Please let me know first and not just flag my image. I'd appreciate it so I'm not warned by SCRAPPER or the bouncers that I'm loading multiple NSFW images, and get punished one way or another. It's a common courtesy (and probably better manners) to approach an offender and threaten them that you are going to flag the picture if they don't flag it first. I know, I know. You can get away with flagging them anonymousl
On The Serious Side
1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.. 2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry. 3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have. 4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart. 5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them. 6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile. 7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world. 8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste t heir time on you. 9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how
☼camryŠdean☼
Number 10. You're guaranteed to get at least a little something in the sack. Number 9. Once you've done it, you don't have to wait an hour to do it again. Number 8. The uglier you look, the more likely you'll get some. Number 7. You don't have to make small talk with the person who gave you the treat. Number 6. The person giving it to you isn't fantasizing that you are someone else. Number 5. If you get a stomach ache, it won't last for 9 months. Number 4. If you wear a mask, no one thinks you're kinky. Number 3. It doesn't matter if the kids hear you moaning and groaning. Number 2. The next day you don't have to call the person that gave it to you. And the ..Number 1 reason trick-or- treating is better than sex..... Number 1. If you don't get what you want, you can always go next door!! Happy Trick or Treating everyone! 1.) Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2.) Five
Useless Randomings
My horrorscope (not misspelled) for the day says... Your creative energy is practically overflowing today and you can't keep yourself from starting one new project after another. The good news -- well, the even better news -- is that other folks will pick them up later. For once, it's true!!!! lol Beware Fubarians. bwah hah hahhhhhhhh Who's going to pick up what later? hmmm My only question... I wish a wonderful week of love to all my friends! If you are feeling HALF of what I'm feeling, then life is perfect for you also!:P Who cares if it's Monday?!? Make it a great one! And, as always, my smile for you...:D It figures! I don't feel in the mood for thinking, which tends to be when I do my best thinking. Today's Horrorscope: It's a good time to sit down and rethink recent developments. Your ability to focus is strong and you ought to be able to figure out a few new angles that will make you glad you spent the time. Those who love me best (and likewise:D) know that it's o
What I Feel On A Daily Basis
cuddling, waking up next to someone who cares about me, my childhood, that special someone who makes me nervous eating breakfast with that person, making them dinner, leaving a rose by the bed doing special things for them
My Thoughts
If it ain't one thing, it's another! Early Sunday morning, Joey and I decided to take Andrew out to breakfast at Denny's after he got out of work. We all were starving and looking forward to feeding our bellies with not so healthy food. LOL As we pulled up to a stop sign at the end of the exit ramp (which is only about half a mile from Denny's) Joey made a comment about how heavy the traffic was for being 12:30am. All of the sudden, our Blazer got hit from behind by another Blazer! We all had our belts on, thank God!, but Joey and I got thrown forward. Andrew did also, but didn't seem to be affected by it. Joey and the other driver pulled up onto the overpass so as not to block the exit ramp, and he and Andrew got out of the car to check the damage and get the other driver's info. I was pretty shook up, and started having neck pain and pvc's. Andrew came back to me and took my pulse, checked my eyes, asked me questions to assess my alertness, and kept me as calm as he c
Romance Stories
Sailboats & Lovers, Part 1 A short story of a sailor and his lover... The sun streams in and warms my face. As I wake it is shining in my eyes and I reach up and cover them, the light is bright and wakes me too early once again. Damn I say to myself, I need to get curtains for these windows or I will never sleep past 7 am. I rub the sleep out of my eyes and start to sit up in my berth, but wait, what is that feeling, that presence, the smell of perfume? I glance over my shoulder and see her, she is here with me again, my lover....my raven-haired beauty. Silently and softly I roll over as to not wake her. I lay there propped up on one elbow just watching her as she sleeps. Her hair is dark and tussled, partly from the sleep and partly from the night before. When we have our time together it is always special, it always exciting and it always last for hours. The feeling I get when we share and give ourselves to one another is not like a feeling I ever had with any other. I wat
Stories And Poems
This is fun...try it out. Woohoo. let's have fun with this. Thanks Joanna.... You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? hip 2. Your significant other? none 3. Your hair? medium 4. Your mother? Mary 5. Your father? Mark 6. Your favorite thing? Tulips 7. Your dream last night? never 8. Your favorite drink? coke 9. Your dream/goal? love 10. The room you're in? bedroom 11. Music? country 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Chicago 14. Where were you last night? home 15. What you're not? liar 16. Muffins? banana 17. One of your wish list items? happiness 18. Where you grew up? Texas 19. The last thing you did? coffee 20. What are you wearing? jeans 21. TV? hardly 22. Your pets? dogs
Blogs From Me To You!
Dani's Christmas Wish List! I would like to have a new kitchen sink faucet! I would like to have a Big Massaging Shower Head. I would like to have a new bagless vaccumm cleaner. I would like to have new DVD releases. Horror, Action, Drama are my Favorites, I have almost over a hundred movies so anything that is a new release I will most likely not have yet. I would like computer games that I can play on my laptop. My system is Windows Vista which is higher then windows '98 just so NoOne is confused. I like anything that is not stupid, but I like word games, challenging games but not annoying ones. I would like a couple T-Fal pots and pans I would like a few things for oven use. But please note that my oven is small and a normal size cookie sheet will not fit in the oven and allow the door to shut properly. Thanks I would like gift cards to Sears, Wal-mart, JCPenny's, Dillards, or any place really. I would like Gift Certificates to Xenon's so that I may be able to have a rel
Wish You Were Here
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Love
let the tenderness of love touch your heart i love you i search for words to tell you how much you mean to me to let you know how precious each day has come to be to show how much i value the little things you do can really be expressed dear just saying i love you Don't ever take someone for granted Hold every person close to your heart Because you might wake up one day And realize that you've lost a diamond While you were too busy collecting stones.
Just To Keep Everyone Updated
We have been here all week-end with very little news, only that surgery is a must, but when we got no clues. Then last night we were told for sure tomorrow, to find out they must put it off again with great sorrow. But they feel it is the best and ordered lots of tests, the results of one might bring bad news, they think he now may be HIV positive. If so it will explain why he's had to have so many surgeries, but it will bring our family many more worries. Mind you I am not talking overall fears, no, I am talking his deterating health and extra medical care. I am talking many more hospital visits, until his body decides to call it quits. The sadness the loss of him will bring the family, but even more, the emptiness it will bring to me. I will be happy for him that he won't suffer any more, but he's been my lofe, so for me what will be in store. Oh well, that is enough of my woes, it is time for tests so I will let you go. As I promised all who cares and update of our
So, Why Does It Suck?
Sorry I haven't been around much(and probably won't be for awhile), but we just lost my 20 year old neice to a diabetic coma. She died on her mother's birthday. She'll be burried next to her six-day old sister who died on the same Goddamned(and I mean that litteraly) day 27 years earlier. I just can't seem to grasp why a good, church-going, clean-living woman like my sister gets all this grief heaped upon her when a soul-less, selfish prick like myself gets off easy. If this is all part of God's plan I sure would apretiate him/her explaining it to me. "In the long run we're all dead"; as well as being a slogan on one of my all time favorite t-shirts, it's a truth.It's the one truth no one denies. No doubt about it, everything that is born dies. That's just the way it is...just a fact of life. So why does it suck? Even when it's the best damn thing that can happen to ease a person's suffering, it still sucks. God in his infinite mercy blessed my brother inlaw with Huntingt
Zombie Radio
Just Me
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE!!! HELP ME! If just a few comments! Anything helps! PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!! click this pic!!! Hello all my sweet and sexy friends! Kisses from Lucy! This is the first time I've been in a contest since Fubar was Lost cherry and I'd really appreciate it if you would all stop by and show me a little LOVE. Well,,ok alot of LOVE! LOL (if you can) Most of you know I show the love,how about some in return.I promise I wont make this a habit. Love ya'!, Lucy here is the link Ive got over 1000 fans and more friends but noone will help but a handful! Whats up? I show the love! I never ask for anything in return. This is the first. Please stop by and show me a little love. Even if its only 10 comments.I'd really appreciate it! Thanks, Lucy
Liers
what is this with helping others but yet nobody seems to helping me . I no i have rated alot of your profile and i get nutting back no rate no add no nuttun . I help everbody out on this site i always seem to get very little help or no help at all all you peeps got to is add rate my pics. MY friend jenn is having the same problum . All i asking 4 is a little help from everbody and jenn is tired of adding peoplle who do even rate her pics i wana level before the 19 of this mouth so everbody please help. Why do peeps not rate or add but they just look at your profile Hello everbody i am nick seagle i have decedied to call it quits this sunday will be my last day on here. It was a hard decision four me I just do get much help from anybody I no it sounds like i am bitching i am really not . The same people always help me they done all the can and so have i I wana thank you all 4 letting me in your lives . I am doing this with tears in my eye
Modeling!!!!!!!!
Please please PLEASE vote for me daily!! If I win featured model for January 09 Then I won’t have to beg you to do this again for another year!!!!! Thank you sooooo much!!!!!! Love, Kandi I just got accepted to yet another modeling group :) The site will be launching on Halloween!! I'll be sure to link you! Keep your eyes peeled for the link!!! I can't contain my excitement! LOL xoxo VOTE FOR KANDI!!!!!!! Click on the picture, scroll down and click on "Kandi Kalistar". Thank you!
Fortune Cookie Tales
Thing of how you can assist on a problem,not who to blame. Learn Chinese-Very Important-Hun Jung Yel lol need that one for work! Enhance your karma by being kind to everyone you encounter. Learn Chinese: Girlfriend - neu pun yau The greatest medicine id the emptyness of everything(deep) Learn Chinese-Hopeful-Yao Xe Waon
B&b
For The Subs And Doms! Self-Control If you can't control yourself--your vices, your emotions, your tendency to act out--you cannot control another person. You are too weak and self-indulgent to control another. As mentioned above, all submissives, even the best, resist control at times. Dealing with that resistance in a way that encourages good behavior in the submissive and helps to train her to be a better submissive and a happier person means realizing from the start that your submissive's actions, however you may dislike them, are not about you. They are, rather, about her problems with submitting. Learning not to respond narcissistically--i.e., with anger, personal affront, hurt, or defensiveness--when she behaves in a resisting or manipulative way, is part of self-control. Instead of overreacting, a self-controlled dominant will rationally and over time devise workable strategies based on his intimate knowledge of his submissive that discourage the behavior and attitudes he di
Relationships
I can't believe I have found such a wonderful man to share my life with. He is such a great guy! I hate him being gone, but I know he will be home soon (even though like I just told him NOW isnt soon enough!) I miss him like crazy and can't wait till he's back in my arms. I havnt been able to sleep in my bed since he hasnt been here. The couch sucks! I sleep with the Tshirt he sprayed with his cologne before he left every night. My only wish is that I had found him 10 years ago. That way I could have been happy and been with someone that I actually love for the past 10 years. Dont get me wrong I wouldn't trade my kids for that, but I would have liked to have met him years ago. But I need to finish sweeping my floor and do my dishes. Have a good day ya'll! =) And In case he reads this I LOVE YOU BABY AND CANT WAIT TILL YOU ARE BACK HERE. There is this guy in my life who is really special to me. The problem is, I'm not the only female in his life. His best friend who als
Bombing Contest
Help Me Win This Contest (Click the Pic. to come show me love!) I am trying to win a 7 day blast please rate me and show me some comment bombing love. Let me know if you bomb me so I can return you some love! Help Me Win This Contest (Click the Pic. to come show me love!) I am trying to win a 7 day blast please rate me and show me some comment bombing love. Let me know if you bomb me so I can return you some love! HELP ME PLEASE!! BOMBING CONTEST!! MY VERY FIRST ONE!!!Daisy http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=917251&albumid=637274&i=2269167755
Rants
This is a bulletin I kyped from someone on Myspace... once i read it, I saw how true it was! DISCLAIMER: This blog IS NOT INTENDED to offend anyone. If anyone feels offended, then don't read it! I have black friends, I have hispanic friends... so now that I covered my ass (LOL), here it is..... --------------------------------------------- This is *SO* true! you call me: "redneck" "Hillbilly" "Slaker" "Cracker" "Honkey" "Whitey" "Gringo" "Sage" "whop" & "white bread" and you think it's OK. But when I call you: jungle bunny spear chunker coon wet back jiggaboo porch monkey sand nigger rag head towelhead Camel Jockey Gook Spook NIGGER KIKE whoope slant eyes or Chink you call me a racist. -You have the United Negro College Fund. -You have Martin Luther King Day. -You have Black History Month. -You have The Miss Black America Pageant -You have Cesar Chavez Day. -You have Kwanza -You have Yom Hashoah -You have Ma'
Poetry
Control is but an illusion that can never be understood. When you try as hard as you can to reach towards it , it trickles out of your grasp like grains of sand in a web of time. So my solution is to give up trying to control my control and to join my control and let it control me. I will revel in my inner darkness and rejoice in my inner light and walk the fine line between both worlds, and never belong to either. I will be the shadows that haunt every thought.. I will be master of myself and a slave to my Incubus.. And never again will any mortal force have control over me .. The anger rips through my soul! The darkness is finally released. Now you will taste the depths of my hatred! My vengence will never cease! You have stired the bottomless pit! Now Face what crawls out of it! You will pay the price and feel my wrath! In my world you no longer have a place! My wings of darkness spread to the moon.. I hunt you now and there is no escape! You have never known pain ut

is it just me or is there more people out there who get tired of other people beggin for vip's blast and fubucks if there is let me no who wants to do some foot pics for me let me know female only i was thinkin about havein a contest next month for the sexiest female feet and the winner gets a blast how many women would like to join in
Poetry
I remember what it was like to watch you sleep in the morning light, Angelic was that handsome face was yours as it had been kissed gently by the sun. I used to wipe the bangs from your eyes just so that it would startle your breath. It was a peaceful time when we were in love. I love the way you smile at me even though time has passed. I lied when I said I didn’t the that look in your eyes. The one that always brings me to my knees. You took my breath away that day. I know our time has passed and new commitments have been made. I sit here reminsing of things that had come to past. And the dreams that were lost, shattered upon the ground. You kept your respect for me and what we once shared. Since that day I have thought long and hard of what I feel. I realized I grieved the life that was ours, the moments lost in time. You didn’t come back to reclaim what was yours. Though the thought had crossed your mind. The ones that have followed fr
Stuff That I Think
I'm getting tired of feeling like I was the only one at fault you know what I mean? All I did was love a little too much and be nauratic about stupid shit. If you really love somone then you help them thru the bad times you don' t just leave them at a sign of their weakness. Well that ends with this! I'm done. I've been thru enough in my life and I don't think I need to keep putting myself thru shit like this. I am a strong, beautiful, sexy, smart, talented woman. And I'm tired of feeling like I did something wrong. Communication is key and how can we work thru problems if we don't talk about it. And if I recall correctly that is almost a direct quote for someone who spoke those words to me not too long ago. I know what I want and someday I will get it. And no! I don't know who it will be with and no I don't care if I ever get married. You know why?? Because I can do just fine by myself. Yes it's gonna be hard and yes there are going to be times when I want to lay down and die. But I h
Love
Sean left this as a comment for me =D I know she'll never understand. I gave my word before we met, So I just can't go breaking it. She'll say she thinks I'm out of touch I've let my duty, honorbound, come between the love we've found. How can I live without her when she's all I'm livin' for? How can I live without her, live like I did before? Now I can see through her eyes how good love could be How can I live without her when she's gone? No matter what the future brings, I'll hold the memories in my heart No matter how long we're apart. She'll always be the only one, Her name forever on my lips She's slipping through my fingertips. How can I live without her when she's all I'm livin' for? How can I live without her, live like I did before? Now I can see through her eyes how good love could be How can I live without her when she's gone? No one falls in love by choice, it is by chance. No one stays in love by chance, it is by work. No one falls out of l
Movie Reviews!
"Love and Other Disasters" It was fucking brilliant! The film was directed by an unknown, Alek Keshishian, and starred almost all unknowns. The only known main cast member was the female lead, Brittney Murphy, playing Emily 'Jacks' Jackson. There were two superstar cameos, played by Gwyneth Paltrow and Orlando Bloom, but both only brief, and rather amusing as far as the whole plot line. The general plot of the movie is fun. A British born woman (with one English parent and one Spanish parent) who grew up in the US returns to England and gets a job with Vogue UK. She is having an affair with her ex-boyfriend while living with a gay roommate. Much of the joy she finds in life is setting her roommate up on various dates with various men who all turn out to be completely wrong for him. She ultimately tries to set her roommate up on a date with the new photographer's assistant at the office, who turns out not to be gay, and really rather interested in her. The film has consta
Weekend
will this year is about to come to the end and it wasnt my year im glad its about over since its not been my best. heres how mine went. found out in Nov last year i had colon cancer and had emergerncy sugery to remove an 13" tumor but be4 it was caught (no thinks to military doctors) it spread to my rectum,liver and lungs. then i started chemo therpy in dec of last year was doing that for about four months then i came down very sick went back in the hospitqal for a infection on my rectum was in for about 13 day then 2 months later back in for the same reason was in another 11 days then 3 months later back in for the same problem ( the 3rd time) was in 14 days and almost died during this stay i had a fever of 104 for a couple of days heart rate went over 150 they had to put me in a straigh jacket cause i went crazy pulling iv's frommy body then about a month or so i went back in the hospital 2 hav surgery to clean my rectum out but they couldnt clean it so they remove it completely so
My Beautiful Disaster
Come on ladies, be truthful! 1. What color is your bra? Not wearing one right now. 2. Do you prefer light or dark haired guys? In between. 3. Are you currently frustrated with a boy? No, I'm frustrated with a man. 4. Are you in a relationship? Might as well be. 5. Do you have a best friend? I have two. 6. What do you want to be when you grow up? A wife, a mother, a homemaker, a journalist (or a teacher). 7. Who was the last person you hugged? Rayna. 8.Have you ever had your heart broken? A few times. 9. Have you ever thought of having plastic surgery? Yes. 10. Do you like your life? Currently? Not so much. 11.Do you shop at Hollister? No. 12. Has one of your friends ever stolen a boyfriend from you? You could say that. 13. Single, Taken, Confused? All of the above?? 14. Have you ever jumped in the pool with your clothes on? Yes. 15. Do you have more friends that are girls or boys? I don't have a lot of friends. Period. 16.
Deep And Personal
after reading Roxy's poem, I was inspired to post some of my own, so, here we go!: DOLLHOUSE Growing up behind these eyes The vision blurs, the memories hide I see my truth, it's only lies All that I've learned is falsified Surrounded by these faces cold I feel the weight, I turn to stone Uncaring eyes bore through my soul I'm nothing now, I'm all alone The years drag on unceasingly I live to hide, I'm never seen I always fail so perfectly I can't escape your view of me Within your eyes I know my place Fully exposed upon your face I see the shame, open disgrace The bitterness invades my taste There is no hate, just emptiness No jaded love, not even missed An open sore, a gaping wrist In all your lives I'm just a cyst My cancer grows, pale death is near Within my cell I face my fear I drown myself with unshed tears I squeeze the pain until it sears Sever flesh away from bone The truth is clear, I'll die alone All that I am, all that I've
Ultimate Tattoo Contest
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Collection Of Memories...never Forgotten...julie And I No More
I was happy as long as she was there with me...it started with simple chatting...but feelings were soon developed...the first night there we agreed to sneak out past curfew and continue our conversations...its was very cold...freezing...she didn't have her blanket...gladly I gave her mine...sacrifcing my warmth for her comfort and health...the night went by as we stayed up together just me and her...as the days passed she initiated the passing of notes which I gladly did the same...she began getting close by kneeling her head on my shoulder...for once I had someone who actually loved me...not some slut who only offerered me lies and deceit...everything was fine until the day came..she was discharged...but our time apart was only to be temporary... We were by ourselves in the movie room when it happened...Julie was called in to see the doctor...she comes back saying shes been discharged...she left that day...right before lunch...while everyone stood in line waiting...she came to me one
Women
I see I'm gonna have to clean up my friends list again, very few drop me a line to Hi!. I'm not here for the rates or the level just to chat and make friends. My friend "can't say who" under threat of deleation! such a sweetheart!, just had a problem with a Wannabe Hero! "I'm in War Hero" type of guy.... you know the type! I have been there and done that! One thing I learned a Looong time ago is that Women are a precious gift to Man and not to take that for granted! If this Character is REALLY in "HERO", he was taught to respect others! If he has a MOTHER, SHE SHOULD HAVE TAUGHT HIM!!!!!!! I'm sorry if I am Venting! I despise "HEROS" that claim things they aren't! If a "HERO" like that ever came across someone who was "there" he should run... WE KNOW who you are! So "HERO" when you "COME BACK FROM THE SANDBOX" come see me.... we can "CHAT" about your "HEROISM"! WHAT EACH KISS MEANS -Kiss on the stomach; I'm ready. -Kiss on the Forehead; I hope we're together forever. -Kiss on the Ea
Music
Rise Today Lyrics Rise Today VideoRise Today lyrics - Alter Bridge lyrics Alter Bridge Music VideosMusic Video Codes by VideoCure
Thoughts
Ever been so lonely that you just felt like crawling in a hole and shutting yourself off from the world? Especially at holiday time. I can remember a couple of christams's where I was single and spent the entire day in bed sulking in my own misery because I did not want o face even my family and be around ppl who had significant others. I would not answer thier phone calls, I could not see my kids, as much as I would have loved to. Everyone says, oh get out and have some fun, make the best of it.. I say, no I rather spend it alone. Not like my family really does anything special anyways. That is a story in itself for another time. I ache so much to be loved and happy together in a relationship, I think it is slowly killing me inside. I have always been the one giving otehrs advice on relationships and standing up for them in thier weddings, talking to them when they have a problem in thier relationships. Yet when it coems to me, I shy away from my own happiness and would rath
The Blue Lounge!!
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Daddys Hands
I was 16 when my dad passed away, he had cancer and in the end it was everywhere in his body. Every cell every area head to toe dad was filled with tumors inside and outside. He died at home, my Mom was the first in our province to nurse a terminal cancer patient at home, she fought tooth and nail for that. Recently my mom found tucked in one of Dad's many book a letter addressed to me. Was an amazing gift after all these years!! Even if I did bawl like a child. I have decided to share it, I may be somewhat biased but I find such wisdom and strength in his words, and it left me with such awe to be reminded how he died with so much dignity. My Dad was a very religious man, and that is very evident in this letter, I am not looking for a debate on if he was right or wrong. Or opinions on if his faith was misguided, I simply felt moved to share this. Dear Helen... Well your Dad knows his time her on earth is very short, how long I do not know. It is like a string it can be any leng
Poem
Beauty that never fades To gaze upon her beauty was a treat , she was kind, beautiful,smart and sweet. This lady could knock you off of your feet!!! Her eyes laughed and danced about and her eyes were intense and her lips did pout She could sing, dance and and run about. her reputation had a good deal of clout. This dear soul would never let you delve into her heart, for she had Dom Perigonon on her shelve, She was adored by many, and loved by none. Her mind was fragile from what her drinking and partying had done. She craved acceptance and stability, and all the world wanted was her nakenedness to see. When you look into her eyes, what did you see??? What can we learn about her life??? Wages and trust are earned and when you have no peace you have strife. Beauty and riches fades your legend will not be forgotten throughout the decades. Mrs . Donna J. Gill Memories I
What Happened To Me!
Sorry guys! My damn computer is down again! I'm sending this message from work...they are suppose to fix it tomorrow...So I hope to be back sometime tomorrow or by early next week! I'll catch up will everyones comments, gifts and rates as soon as I get back!!! Huggerz!! Hey everyone! This really isn't much of a blog but more of a "just to let you know"....My internet at home is down, they can't fix it until early next week, so I ran up here to the library to use a comeputer here to let everyone know what happened to me and why I haven't been around! Sorry guys! I'll be back hopefully either Monday or Tuesday! Hope everyone is doing well, and I can't wait to get caught up with everyone! Hope everyone has had a great weekend, I know I have! (Well, except for the damn computer issue! LOL) Until next week.... Well, I did it, I finally was able to stand in that long never ending line to cast my vote early...I got in line at about 7:30 this morning and walked out at ten minutes til 2 thi
Submissive Dreams...
i like it when You make me bleed needy greedy for more always more take me deeper make me weep take the truth of who i am i am Yours i lay before You exposed and naked upon the banquet table secured by ropes and stays that only the tenderest parts be proffered to my Master To hear Your voice again though my eyes be shielded and tongue muted the flush of offered power tints my clit the sweetest pink my nipples taut and roseate invite Your teeth and tease accepted, the rush of power surges through Your quivering body Your cock admiring its captured prey in all Your raging passions Your touch and thoughts so soft it fuels my need to serve Again Your cock inside me releasing all that hinders You unlocking all the doors silken seduction the separation only a matter of air closer now than ever passions new and ancient familiar, intense, golden as bonds cementing the bricks of the pre-existing foundation laid in daily construction in a complex web
My Title "master" Is My Life.
.::Master Jerry's Detailed Submissive Information::. * Master Jerry trains all sluts & slaves* PLEASE READ THIS STATEMENT BEFORE PROCEEDING! This True & Proper Master JerryVG2 is here to discuss with everybody online here on fubar who visit My pages and have curiosities or perhaps interests in this Lifestyle. The visitor is SEEKING ME!!! I do not search nor seek out anybody online. I make Myself available to all visitors and I will use shout box exchanges to talk further with anybody here. If you are interested but not aware of My Ways, My Terms, or My Lifestyle, then you shall ask this Master questions and refrain all criticisms. I do not request advice. I am not learning here. I am The Teacher. This online kid's game of arguments is never a good thing. I block everybody immediately as soon as a tiny hint begins that you are one of these kids who somehow convinced an adult to buy you a computer for your school work yet you do not attend school. These wasted efforts is n
Sadistic Tendacies
The wind blows in from the North. At first I was scared at what I heard and could feel in my heart. The things that have been happening to me. The power that comes from the messages I hear from back home. Many do not believe in my ways or what I hear. Many would think I am crazy. For I am not crazy. The wind from the North brings endurance and strength. For in that place where I came from has made me strong enough to deal with the great evil I am facing here in Ohio. Back in the days of old when we still remembered who and what we are the whole village would dance with me to act out my visions. From my visions I would gain great power and understanding. Times are changed. I must find another and better way to do this. I become sad when I know the truth of what is and what will be. When I warn others that they do not need to live in darkness. I too am in this darkness but I prevail. For I am filled with light and hope once again. I see the eagle in m
Wiistud's Ramblings
Daily Horoscope: Virgo For October 29,2007 [I thought this was a good Idea since I am not good at "talking"...] You can see exactly what needs to be done, though it may be somewhat distasteful. Try to push yourself a bit until you can see that the greater good is taking precedence -- then things should feel better. Well, it seems I have a lot to think about... whether I want to think or not... *sigh* All I wanted was a couple of nice quiet brainless days off work... Oh, Well. Daily Horoscope: Virgo For December 10,2007 If you're looking for romance, now is a great time to open your eyes and check out the situation around you -- especially at work or at school! If you're with someone already, things should go well. Who wants to be my Cuddle Buddy??? I am looking 4 anybody that is interested in trading FCs 4 the Wii... I am currently playing Metroid 3... And have some Vouchers to trade... Message me with your FC if you are truely interested :D Thanks Gam
Wooot
So little did I know that tonight would be a fawkin' awesome night!!!! Not only did I finish the Semester! But tonight I auctioned off my twat. Yes, you heard right. Angi won my twat, with a bid of 150k fu bucks. Arlene's twat went to Joe for a whopping, 160k! And I bought Angi's kick ass twat for 145,001 fu bucks! As for the cocks; Death's cock was bought by Angi for 155k fu bucks! And, I bought CerealKiller's Cock for 155k fu bucks! What an ordinary night...... *Grins* Hope yall enjoyed reading about my interesting night, in my blog! BASICS: Name: Age: Location: Height: Hair color: Eyes: Piercings/tattoos (what and where): OTHER: 1. Where would we go on dates? 2. Who are three of your favorite bands/artists? 3. Do you drink/smoke?? 4. Do you like the beach? 5. If so...would you go with me late at night? 6. Do you like movies? 7. If so would you stay up and watch them with me all night? 8. If we were to go out to a movie would we watch the movie?
Who Are You
What do these words mean???? I treat people as friends and they dump on me. dis me!!! Thats ok. I am alright. Family: what is that? really!@#$%^&*I am alone and that is fine. Commitment HAH! sheesh kabob ho hum I HATE MONDAYS! sSoo what are your thoughts. LOVE/RESPECT/COMMITMENT/FAMILY Rainy days and Mondays always get me down. I have been here and still dont no what and how to be here. well hmmm err o well maybe one day i will understand the meaning of life and stuff H-E-L-P
Contest
Must beat everyone to rule the world! So Im in a new contest. If you help me win i'll buy you all a puppy. You know you all love me and want to help me win a happy hour. So Woo Hoo. COMMENT BOMB AWAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Love you bitches, Mark Murderous! 1. Worship The Mark! 2. Comment Bomb The Mark Till Yr Fingers Bleed! 3. Give The Mark All Yr Love! 4. Go to This Link Post Haste And Comment The Mark! 5. Never Talk About The Mark In Third Person! 6. Click The Mark! 7. Worship The Mewbs! http://www.fubar.com/bulletins.php?b=1088986993
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Yea
ok so moving is fture tense technically i moved...not far like a mile away but im on my own (well i have a roomate hes like my best friend...itll be like will and grace cause hes gay and i have naturally red hair lol) anyway my dad has been hinting at me to move out since i was like 15 so now yay. i got a new phone (thank u sprint) a new home and the ex is no longer stalkerish so thats good too! im not saying things are great but they improved a bit i still think about things that will never happen but im tryin to block those thoughts out cause i know better...anyway thats all (i was bored) ~lacey so apparently im really fucking bored so im doing surveys...about sex...cause thats the only interesting thing to talk about lol The Ultimate SEX Survey by game_gurl69Do you like it rough or sensual?: bothDo you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both?: oppositeHow often do you like to have sex?: i like twice a dayIs sex a top priority for you?: not a top priorit
Winding Down.
after taking 3 or so months of internet free life due to an expensive winter my internet is back. Shit. There are some fucked up people where I work. Not as bad as it use to be. I've got some good fuckin' work stories. Any how, I'm ending my night with some Icehouse, Rebel Yell (a little on the broke side), and some good music. Figured I'd try and post something. So, I'm in a pretty good/bad situation, where I've got nothing better to do, and nothing to really give a shit about in the current town. So last few weeks I've been dicking around on Yahoo, looking for the same job I have now, in other towns, the pay, and the cost of living. Other jobs, in other cities. As is, the top 3 cities I'm thinking of are: Eureka, CA Chicago, IL Boston, MA
Lyrics
We do away with your kind Countdown to exterminate the human race 0, 3, 2, 1 Let chaos entwine On defenseless soil Remove errors of man And sweep all the weakening kind I am war, I am pain I am all you've ever slain I am tears in your eyes I am grief, I am lies Bygone are tolerance And presence of grace Scavengers are set out To cleanse the human filth parade I am pure, I am true I am all over you I am laugh, I am smile I am the earth defiled I am the cosmic storms I am the tiny worms I am fear in the night I am bringer of the blight Earth successfully erased. Que, muy machino? A muy machino? Marica nena, mas bien putino Que, muy machino? A muy machino? Marica nena, mas bien putino (puto, puto, puto) PUTO!! el que no brinque, el que no salte PUTO!! el que no brinque y eche desmadre PUTO!! el guey que quedo conforme PUTO!! el que crey lo del informe PUTO!! el que nos quita la papa PUTO!! tambien joto el que lo tapa PUTO!! el que no h
Zach's Blog
Just wanted to get your thoughts on the Big Game this week between Ohio State vs the team up north :) GO BUCKS !!! I was wondering what was the best Christmas Gift you have ever received and why? Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays !!! Ok I took down all my Naughty Pics a few people e-mailed me to say take new ones so wanted to get some feedback does anyone ever look at the Naughty Pics or should I leave them off?
New At This...again
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I have never had a date on valentines day 2. I don't let anyone touch the palms of my hands. 3. I do NOT eat ground beef...EVER 4. I really like the cold and keep my apt. at about 60 degrees in the winter. 5. December is regularly a bad month for me 6. As much as I hate to admit it, I like 80's pop music. 7. I have only ever had three real jobs since I started working. 8. If I hear the song Copacobana it gets stuck in my head FOREVER 9. I eat saurkraut every New Years day even though I hate it. 10. I have the ability to only smoke when I drink. Ok then I am gonna tag....new jersey girl, S
Nightwish - Ever Dream (end Of An Era)
Over The Hills And Far Away They came for him one winter's night. Arrested, he was bound. They said there'd been a robbery, his pistol had been found. They marched him to the station house, he waited for the dawn. And as they led him to the dock, he knew that he'd been wronged. "You stand accused of robbery," he heard the bailiff say. He knew without an alibi, tomorrow's light would mourn his freedom. Over the hills and far away, for ten long years he'll count the days. Over the mountains and the seas, a prisoner's life for him there'll be. He knew that it would cost him dear, but yet he dare not say. Where he had been that fateful night, a secret it must stay. He had to fight back tears of rage. His heart beat like a drum. For with the wife of his best friend, he spent his final night of freedom. Over the hills and far away, he swears he will return one day. Far from the mountains and the seas, back in her arms he swears he'll be. Over the hills
The Rules, Big Girl Style
A long time ago in a galaxy far far away.... Oops wrong scenario... A long time ago on a site called Lost Cherry, A time when kindness, manners and friendship ran rampant. There was a discerning sense of ethics and etiquette. Now as the site has grown many of the old ways have become a thing of the past. Making way for a much more “ME” orientated atmosphere. Luckily a lone internet scavenger stumbled across the dead cherry scrolls while rummaging through archives in a hidden data base. After hour upon hour the scrolls have finally been translated. Baby Jesus said unto the people of Cherryland...... This site is my gift to you, go forth my children, make friends, rate, fan and add in the name of love. I give you 10’s and 11’s for which to award our fellow brethren. Give them freely and give them often. The 1 through 9’s are of no use and only there to fill space, using them may result in hurt feelings or a rash of 1’s tossed right back at you. (rather damaging to your rating if
Please Pray For My Mom
Ok i know not everyone got my mass IM last night. But i gota phone call at 8:30pm est. My mom is in the hospital with a gal bladder attack pancritus ( spelling) and has internal bleeding and the dr's don't know where its coming from. She won't see the dr's for that problem until today. So please all i'm asking is keep my mom is your prayers and i will post a blog about what is going on when i know more. Thanks you guys rock i love you all :D well i talked to my mom. she's doin alright. they won't let her eat. she's stuck chewin on ice chips. she has to have her gal bladder out an they're gonna do a probe to find out where the bleeding is coming from. when i find out more i will be sure to post a blog for everyone who cares :D ty all! Well Mom is feeling better. they used a scope yesterday to see where the bleeding was coming from an they couldn't find anything but shes not bleeding interally anymore!!!! When they put the scope down her throat they found a gal stone an had to cut the tu
Lighting Shadow
2003 : sadness 2004 : wondering and caring, searching 2005 : mistakes, lies, deceptions, fights 2006 : tries, new things 2007 : desillusion and tears before a sunshine came in my sky 2008 : dreams, plans, waits, undecesion, fears but hopes, hopes, hopes 2009 : time for decisions and construction , a "fundation" may all your dreams come true... One has his heart, One holds the keys; Call it life... call it hope... call it LOVE !!! As tave milyu
The Signs
you think you could cope with life and yet you ask me whats on my mind so much darkness its so hard to explain theres way too much to see and stay sain for just a little taste and youll soon see enough thats why ive done drugs and all of this fucked up kinda stuff my mind is a terible thing to taste so if you value you life stay the fuck out of my mind try surching your own mind but dont surch to deep cause it is me that youll always find the darkness risess from with in i form a grin the evil thoughts set in a twisted mind one of akind and evil thoughts so divine controlled by an illution of fath A world full of hate and a hope of a new day wher everything is gray the bodies dekay and life faids away the emptyness left in space no human race a blank look left on my face as i find a new place
Thoughts Of A Poetic Genius
Maybe the only truth is that it's all a lie, I wouldn't be suprised, so then wouldn't it be something, if it were all for nothing? So gone, but I'm sure you don't care if I ever came back, let's re-arrange those facts, you leave I stay I cry but you'd never see that, I'm so far gone that doctors already announcing the time of death, wouldn't you care that we never made up before this last breath, yes these words struggle within me trying to come out, but you only see frustration stummering stammering a dj scratch and me shout, I'm so gone that no I don't want to come back, even if the whole block felt me had love for me like I was crack, should this be my undeniable fate, sometimes I wish that I could exchange plates, empty it out or not even eat to begin with, I wish they never thought of me to begin with, I wish I could say what I really feel, but you know like I know a magician never keeps it real, there's too much at stake, my mind is about to break, right at the seams, I don't re
I Don't Want To Dream.
Ya know? That in our times of hurt and suffering ; At least in the times that I am experiencing, there is a beauty inside of the pain, that stays hidden from view, untill when the pain is so deep, that it has cut you to the very core of your being. This beauty that was hidden, rises from the wound and acts like a balm to the soul. Weather in words, or in art. The pain is flushed from the open wound, taking with it; all the vile, and repulsiveness of what was originally hurting you. I don't care what others think when I say this: But LOVE Sucks. Why as humans do we have to suffer these feelings ? I see alot of other people that do just fine without it. Or so they say. Are those the people that end up old and alone sitting on the park benches feeding pigeons bread crumbs? Feeble, withered, sitting in a wheel chair, in some unknown resthome looking out the window, waiting for someone to showup that never will. Because of having given up on
N.a.p. Family
http://i202.photobucket.com/albums/aa231/kywolflover38/fdc2a4459aea28f7a3a26601cfa3eaa4.gif Tsisquo'ga ♥Native American Queen♥ Club F.A.R.# 1 Family on Fubar@ fubar Chief of Native American Pride@ fubar Attention all N.A.P. members this is our weeks levelers. They need our help and support to reach the next LEVE
Good Stuff
Ok I know I haven't been on here hardly at all lately. And finally it's for a good reason. My wife and I have been back together for a month now and I've been busy with my family. I want to thank all of you that were there for me during my rough stretch. I truly do appreciate everything my friends have done for me over the last few months. I haven't forgotten any of you but I had to make my marriage my top priority. Let me specify my last blog. I will design the tattoos. I am not able to actually tattoo people. lol I don't know how many of my "friends" will read this. I am in serious need of extra money and am offering to do custom tattoo designs. If anybody is interested please let me know.
New Members Of Fire & Ice Crew
http://fubar.com/user/644718 Alright Fire & Ice Let's show them what we can do! That's our target, let's roll! Wanted to give you the basics of what our crew does. We will take requests from family members to help either them or a friend, as long as they are within 20000 points or less and you have enough pics and stash to rate, so b4 you come to us for help please add lots of pics and stash, and if it's for a friend of yours, make sure they have plenty for us to rate. We will send a blog for the family to help us. You are expected to help us by rating pics and stash UNTIL that person has leveled, and the person leveling needs to pic one of our members to rate while we are rating that person, it will help us level them faster. We will rate one person per Happy Hour...that is if the person we are rating has alot of points to level...if we are leveling someone who only needs 5000 or less we may choose to find someone else to level for that Happy Hour....only during Happy Hour will we
Sean Kingston
why is orgasm a 6 letter word? its easier to spell then OHMYGODYESNOOHSHITYESDEEPERYESGODNOPLEASENOSHITYES- OH, FUCKNOYESYESYESSHITOHGODFUCKINGHELLYES!!!! Music Video:BEAUTIFUL GIRLS (by Sean Kingston)Music Video Code provided by VideoCodeZone.Com there was a cucumber,a pickle and a penis. thay had a conversation and the cucumber said my life is shit. when i get big. hard and juicy,thay chop me up and toss me into a salad. the pickle said well when i get big and fat, hard and juicy thay chop me up and toss me into vineger. the penis said wheni get like that, thay put a rubber tent over my head, stick me into a dark room and bang my head against the wall untill i throw up and faint.
Hello.
REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE TO ME WITH YOUR ANSWERS. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. EVEN IF YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND OR GIRLFRIEND OR HUSBAND OR WIFE - REPOST THIS! LET THE FUN BEGIN........ 1.Your Name: 2.Age: 3.Favorite position: 4. Do you think I'm cute? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8.Would you take a shower with me? 9.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10.Would you leave after or stay the night? 11.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12.Condom or skin? 13.Have sex on the first date? 14.Would you kiss me during sex? 15.Do you think I would be good in bed? 16. Would you use me as a booty call? 17.Can I use you as a booty call? 19.Can we take pictures of the act? 20.How long would we have sex? 21.Would you tell your friends about me? 22.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THIS BACK TO YOU! TITLE IT-Naughty Appli
For The Time Being...
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey Name: dawn Birthday: february 15 Birthplace: brooklyn ny Current Location: raleigh nc Eye Color: chocolatey brown Hair Color: dark & light brown mid-back length dreds Height: 5'7" Right Handed or Left Handed: right Your Heritage: african american and american indian cherokee The Shoes You Wore Today: blk/red jordans Your Weakness: sexy white smiles and broad round shoulders Your Fears: i fear nothing but the lord Your Perfect Pizza: extra chz, green peppers, pepperoni onions & beef Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: get a job working for the city answering 911 calls Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: just showin some love Thoughts First Waking Up: time to feed the baby Your Best Physical Feature: breasts, smile, dairy-aire, dreds Your Bedtime: varied depends on when i can get my kids to bed Your Most Missed Memory: 1999 raves, friends, mollies, green
~goldenpeach26~
Well, the Lord answers prayers....my stepdad is home now after being in Trauma for 23 days...keep him in your prayers still...thanks all! Would everyone pray that my stepdad recovers from his wreck from Friday night (Jan. 04, 2008)? He is in critical condition at Erlanger in Chattanooga. He flipped his car into a revine and it crushed his chest and ribs. The jaws of life had to cut him out due to him being so big. He is 6'4 and weights about 300. So yeah, I see why they had to cut him out, but he was pinned under the roof from it flipping on it's top. We do not know how he had the wreck or what caused it. When I get more information I will let you all know. Thanks a LOT! Hope all had a safe New Year's night! ~BuTtErFlYqUeEn~ Well, there's been so much going on in my mind. Wondering if I'm doing the right thing or not. Do i second guess myself or stick with my gut feeling? Each time i 2nd guess myself, i end up losing out. What do I do? *paces the floor* Do I do it? Or Not?
Life
You know its a damn shame when someone comes here to relax and have fun, get away from the real hate filled world, and instead get trashed by others who must not have very much self esteem of their own. I dont really care if i get any responses but i do care that one of my best friends felt the need to remove himself from a competition because of nasty people. Grow up this isnt grade school! Remember what goes around comes back and bites ya in the Ass! Scotty I love ya babe!
Confederate Bombers
Hey everyone, The Watcher needs some help. He is 149,929 points away from Henchman. Let’s show him some love! Thanks Everyone! Confederates Rock!!!!!!! This is his Link...
I Need
I want to say to everyone on my friends ,fan, and family list that im sorry i didnt rate any of you.But i did ,my computer sucks and it takes forever for anything to happen .I have rated everyone on my list's a 10 but im sorry if you didnt get it ..So everyone should know that you are a 10 and i thank everyone for rating me .. OK . Im gettin tired of people not leaving comments on my pix .So PLEASE leave comment on my pix!!!!!!!!!!! Ok guess your not getting it .I dont want you to rate it .I want to know what you think is TABOO .So please tell me what do you think is TABOO..So come on everyone lets hear it .. I want to know what do you think is taboo..So lets hear it .. So please dont rate this anymore ,just tell me what you think is TABOO ....
Us Military...honor Them
=== '*Southern Sexy*' spewed forth the following at '2007-11-24 07:46:05'.. > > > > > > You stay up for 16 hours.He stays up for days on end.You take a warm shower to help you wake up.He goes days or weeks without running water.You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends.He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you.He knows he may not see some of his buddies again.You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls.He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists.-You complain about how hot it is.He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow.You go out to lunch, and complain because the restaurant got your order wrong.He doesn't get to eat today.Your maid makes your bed and washes your clothes. He wears the same things
Bully's From Family And Friends .... !!
Show Them Luv. Rate Fan & Add Them All!*Girlblink182* ~One Hot Momma~HELLCAT ~Echo Angel~CobwebberMama~Tabie~ **JuJu**Firewater Fre„aThePurestofAngels
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I know this isn't the best News to start out with something sad but I dont' know how long my eyes will last before they need the operations on them... I saw my Diabetic Eye Doctor and I have cataracts in both eyes, due to my Diabetes and suffering dry eyes. I am scare of it a little bit, the Doctor told me if my eyes get worse, there is a surgery for them and one at a time. Though most Diabetics go blind adventurally. I now, really dislike Diabetes, if it wasn't for the polyneuropathy that has 50 % of my body in certain areas and now my eyes are going. I love reading, now that will be another thing to lose, unless I can find a partner to read to me... I love doing alot of things like writing Poetry to writing short and long Stories. I do alot of Arts and Crafts, I also love painting and playing my electric keybroad. I don't fear Death but to lose my eye-sight before I get a chance to find my True Love, I would never know what they look like and would need their help more in
Not My Works, But Worth Sharing
"Do not go where the path may lead, go instead, where there is no path and leave a trail." Best of all make sure the path is paved by God! The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out
What Is And What Should Never Be
My Wondering Mind
Its been a while since a man has hurt me, and the one that hurt me last night I never thought would. But then again I guess that's always how I feel. I tend to trust everyone, even when I know I shouldn't. I've always felt that everyone is good deep down, and that you should look to the future and not the past, but is there a point when you should take into consideration how they were in the past? I guess I did see him slipping back into his old ways slowly, I just hope that his being drunk and treating me the way he did last night isn't going to be how he's going to be from now on. I do care for him and have been proud of all that he's accomplished while he's been here, but if he's going to continue to drink I don't think I can be his friend anymore. I don't drop friends, I've never just stopped being friends with someone. So when do you say that something that happened was bad enough to end a friendship you've always held close to you? Right now I'm hurt and mad, and can't beli
My Neqfmjw
I know your busy, but take a seond and do me favor. Stand up and turn to the window,close your eyes and look for me. Do not look for me with your eyes, but rather see me with your heart, for i will be there, looking back at you through the night. Like a penetant man seeking to see the grand splendor of heaven through the stars misty veil. For it is you that i see, above the stars, and whose heart i can see through the night. Howdy ya\'ll. Back again for another dose of reality warpiung ideas and thoughts. Lets run them down alphabetically shall we? Knowledge Knowledge is much like a double-edged knife. We all need it to do what we do every day. However, we truly do not need THAT much to survive. However, there is something to be said for being able to come up with answers, solving problems and the joys of Logic. Now, the down side to having this lovely thing called knowledge is just that. Having this knowledge means that you cant not know it. I know that really does not make
Its All About Me
Thoughts of Suicide (An original by me) She sits alone starring out the window; Wondering what has happened to her. As she sits and waits; She knows that this is her fate. She was once filled with peace and tenderness; Now pain and anger fill her heart; As hatred tares her apart. As she sits and waits; She knows she will see hells gate. She once believed in love and togetherness; Now the darkness has captured her soul; As deaths breath takes its toll. She sits alone starring out the window; Wondering what has happened to her. This is a very busy time of year for us all. We are trying to get our Christmas shopping done, our houses decorated, sending out Christmas cards. I going from job interview to job interview. Trying to keep my spirits up. It never fails, this time of year my heart tends to miss all the dear people in my life that have since pass. Grandpa Ted you left us on a cold Nov morning. Uncle Skip you decided to go 3 days before Ch
Poems And Whatnot
"Tears sting My Eyes, cuz your leaving. Tears sting My Eyes Cuz I never stoped you. Tears sting My Eyes Cuz I know your gone Forever." By: Me Jan/26th/2006 "Friends Come And Friends Go Life Goes On Even If You Feel Alone Just Remember That Really Thier Still There Cuz As Long As You Remember Them, Thier Never Going To Leave You." By: Me Feb 18 2006 "My reality is shattering my heart is broken, how could he do this, how could he be so crul. He told me that he loved me but I found out it was never true, how could someone that I loved ever be so crule?" By: Me March 2006 "Life Can Bring You Happiness and Love, But then it rips it away. Thats Why I Turn My Back To It All And Wait For It To Fade Away" ~By: Me Aug 31st/2005 "You Told Me That You Loved Me, But It Was All A Lie. Now My Heart Is Broken And All I Want To Do Is Die."~By Me Sept 12th/2005 "Look at the people around you in them could be yo
Ramblings Of A Radio Rebel
kaysframeofmind, one of the network shows on Alliance Media Network, is beginning a theatrical radio segment TONIGHT on www.nowlive.com Tonight at 9pm ET/ 6pm PT! Thought I'd take a few minutes to tell folks a little about me. I'm 44, available, and a show host on NowLive.com I also founded the Alliance Media Network, a full service promotions and development network for citizen broadcasters. I am a smoker and social drinker who loves music, comedy and reading. I love to make people laugh and have a very quirky sense of humor. I love meeting new people and getting to know them (hint hint). Even though I am 44, I don't look OR feel it, so please don't judge me by the numbers! Well, after getting off to a little of a rocky start due to brutal honesty (even 9's wanna be 10's) and making a few friends who took the time to show me the ropes, I think I am finally figuring this Fubar thing out. Be patient with me, I'm an internet radio geek! I must say I have met some great people so
The Hellcat
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About Me
11 November 2007 PM FACING NEW FUEL BLOCKADE EXCLUSIVE 7 YEARS ON, PETROL WAR FLARES AGAIN Blitz on roads and oil depots to force Gord to cut cost By Nigel Nelson Political Editor Nigel.Nelson@People.Co.Uk Huge fuel protests will be launched this week in a bid to make Gordon Brown slash pump prices by at least 10p a litre. Campaigners aim to cause chaos like in 2000 when the PM, who was then Chancellor, had to freeze petrol duties for two years. Road blockades, a huge demo in London and rallies at oil refineries are all being planned. Andrew Spence, the farmer from Consett in Durham who was behind the original protests, said: "Nothing is ruled out. There is more anger now than there was in 2000. "Prices should come down by at least 10p a litre - and some people want more." Campaigners are furious that petrol has soared to more than £1 a litre with another 3p rise expected before Christmas. And they are disgusted the Government will get a windfall of £4.5 billion i
My Ramblings
sometimes i feel like im cursed and now i feel like its gettin passed on to those im close to. im finally gettin to the point im happy with where my life is going but now the people im close to have some bad sh*t happenin to them i wish i knew what to do how to help how to make it all go away i dont have the right words to say and im afraid of sayin the wrong thing i just want those close to me know im here for them if they ever need an ear to listen a shoulder to cry on or someone to go out and get wasted with so we can forget whats goin on in the real world i worry that everything thats goin good for me will disappear and ill be all alone again i guess thats just my insecurities kickin in where is my life going? i wish i knew i thought i did then he walked away for someone new i thought i was happy and content but i know see i wasnt why cant i just get over it? why is it taking this long? why cant i find someone else to prove to me he was wrong? am i
Its Just Me
im fun, loving,careing, respectful, trustworthy, honest, open minded, get along with others,down to earth , i love family, dont put myself before others needs, gives spave when needed, not jelious of better halfs friends being male or female, i dont judge i work, i love to help people i am wanting to open a texas lounge for texans if u r intersted please hit me up rate fan what ever it will take to get one started.cavemannnnnnnnnn HELLO ALL LADIES: MY NAME IS KIR AKA CAVEMAN AND MY FINECE IS LOOKING FOR A GIRLFRIEND AND I WOULD LIKE THAT TO WE ARE IN AMARILLO IF ANYONE WANTS TO CHECK US OUT HOLLER AT US !!! KIRK AND SEXYGIRL
Meet My I.b.i.c. Sistas!
I.B.I.C. is looking for more members! We are an all female group! I.B.I.C. stands for Insane Bitches In Command! If you would like to join all you have to do is go to my blog and add, rate and fan all the members listed!When you are done with that add I.B.I.C. in your name somewhere then let me know so I can add you to the blog and the home page! Rules 1. You must have I.B.I.C. added to your name! 2. You must treat everyone of the sistas with the respect that you would like to be given to you! 3. If you have any problems with another I.B.I.C. member come to me with the problem! 4. No Drama! 5. Repost any I.B.I.C. bullys you see! 6. Please help the sisters level when they ask for help! Thank You, ~Mydnyte™~Founder of I.B.I.C.~D.S.C.~Real Wife To Jayrod874~ And Mystźfyļ☼I.B.I.C. Owner☼D.S.C.☼»Fu wife to Jim«☼ ~Mydnyte™~Owner of I.B.I.C. ~D.S.C.~D.T.B.~Real Wife To Jayrod874~@ fubar Mystźfyļ☼I.B.I.C. Owner☼D.S.C.
Letting Go
I walked with you today--- with you and the One inside you Who beamed light through your eyes. Your voice seemed more than your voice and held meaning beyond your meaning. Who was in you speaking? I walked with you and mystery today, and now I need to learn Who dwells in you. Perhaps the One inside me knows. This my friends is one of my favorite poems I hope you enjoy it....Have you ever had that moment with someone right then and there you knew there was so much more that you wanted to know about them and you realize how little time you have to learn.Like for for that second you begun to understand them more than you ever have and your intrigued. Ok so here goes lets just get this out in the open and off my chest.I Do Not Like Feeling Used.My feelings are really hurt right now.I am a real person with real emotions so please treat me like it.Do befriend me and then just push be away to the side like im not even here.If you need points and thats why yo
Heart
Me (in a tizzy) : God, can I ask you something? GOD: Sure. Me: Promise you won't get mad? GOD: I promise. Me (frustrated): Why did you let so much stuff happen to me today? GOD: What do you mean? Me: Well I woke up late. GOD: Yes Me: My car took forever to start. GOD: Okay.... Me: (growling): At lunch, they made my sandwich wrong and I had to wait. GOD: Hmmmm. Me: On the way home, my phone went dead, just as I picked up a call. GOD: All right. Me: (loudly): And to top it all off, when I got home, I just wanted to soak my feet in my foot massager and relax, but it wouldn't work. Nothing went right today! Why did you do that? GOD: Well let me see..... the death angel was at your bed this morning and I had to send one of the other angels to battle him for your life. I let you sleep through that. Me: (humbled): Oh... GOD: I didn't let your car start because there was a drunk driver on your route that might have hit you if you were on the road. Me: (ashamed): ............
Time Is Coming.
well i have decided that this year my familly will be getting a familly gift from me for christmas. I am going home it will the first time in five years that I am home for any holidays. I plan on knocking on my sisters door while dinner is being served i can not wait to see their faces when they see me this will be my best christmas in years. I just wanted to let you all know that I am leaving on wensday morninng to back to NY for a week on my mini vacation i will be attending a party and also the baseball all star game i will be on here some and on messnger if you dont have my messnger it is fcs4500@yahoo.com talk to you all soon Frank Yes the leaves are turning colors,the weather is getting cold, the deer hunters are out and most of all the holidays are coming The most joyuas time of year . Well for me at least i just wish that it would fly right by. On novemer 16 of last year i lost my best friend my biggest suport person my idol yes i am talking about the passing of my fathe
School
Well it is official i passed my classes that i was taking this semester. I was waiting to get my schedule for next semester but when i got it today i wasn't very happy. The 3 classes that i signed up for aren't the 3 classes that i got. I got 2 out of 3 but this semester looks like it is going to be a very hard semester... Just what i need. It seems that i will never get thru school. It is taking forever!!!! Well here we go again.. Classes start back up tomorrow. I have to get up at 5am to get to school. However, i get done by 1pm.. i have to find out tomorrow what time my clinical are. Well school is going well. About done with this semester and looking forward to being done and starting with next semester. I just wish i was closer to being done with school.
To Each His Own...
Making wassail is a favorite Yuletide custom deriving from the Saxons. Enjoy! 2 pints brown ale 1/2 pint dry sherry (or dry white wine) 3 ounces sugar 3-4 apples 1/2 lemon 1/4 teaspoon ground cinnamon 1/4 teaspoon ground ginger 1/4 teaspoon ground nutmeg Preheat oven to 350 degrees F. (180 degrees celcius). Wash, peel, and core apples. Place the apples, sugar,and 4 tablespoons of the brown ale into a glass baking dish or heat resistant bowl and bake together for 25-30 minutes, or until the apples are tender. Peel the lemon rind, removing only the bright outer layer. Remove the apples and their collected juices from the oven and set aside. On top of the stove, set out a large pot, and add to it the remaining ale, sherry or wine, lemon peel, cinnamon, gingerand nutmeg. Mix this together and simmer gently over a low flame for 10-15 minutes. Add the apples and juices and serve immediately. Non-alcoholic Wassail 1 gallon apple cider 1/2 gallon orange juice 1 pint cranbe
So Old It's New Again
I love that people in the lounge I go to call me Savage. Thing is, this is my first screen name from roughly 1992. Yeah. That long ago. Back in 1992 I was getting sick of the Red Hot Chili Peppers for the first time. I spent all my time either programming video games or in chat rooms. Fifteen years and twice my life later, I wish the X-treme Modern Rock station would please put RHCP to sleep at the classic rock station where they belong. I spend all my time in FU or working on the computer doing entertainment things. If this keeps up then maybe I will live forever. Nearly everyone I love wants to play video games. My wife. My oldest son. My brother. Possibly my next career. Time with them == bashing the hell out of digital people. In the case of the career, well, that's pretty damn cool. My spare time is spent writing fantasy/fiction. I have just registered a new web site for this. So tired. Need to create art and music now too. Reference: M
Something To Think About
I know and understand that we as a nation do things that sometimes makes no sense. Well I have something to say and well if I get smacked on the butt for it oh well. We have always said "Merry Christmas" and it has never seemed to be an issue. Over the past ten or so years we have had to be more politically correct in how we act and what we say during the Christmas season. Well this bothers me. We take in everyone that has trouble, that needs help, what wants to make better. Then when some do they start getting offended and want to have their own holiday and we have to be nice and polite and give in. I like hearing someone wish me a Merry Christmas, and some of my close friends are Jewish and they wish me a Merry Christmas. Freedom to speak and act is okay as long as you don't offend anyone. To me that is just wrong. I love it here. I don't need someone to come along and tell me what to say or what not to say. I will say Merry Christmas to everyone I
Lyrics
Trick Pony, It's A Heartache Lyrics Looking for Trick Pony tabs and chords? Browse alphabet (above). Artist: Trick Pony Song: It's A Heartache Album: R.I.D.E. Trick Pony Sheet Music Trick Pony CDs It's a heartache, Nothin' but a heartache: Hits you when it's too late, Hits you when you're down. It's a fool's game, Nothin' but a fool's game: Standing in the cold rain, Feeling like a clown. It's a heartache, Nothin' but a heartache: Love him till your arms break, Then he lets you down. It ain't right with love to share, When you find he doesn't care for you. It ain't wise to need someone, As much as I depended on you. Ah, it's a heartache, Nothin' but a heartache: Hits you when it's too late, Hits you when you're down. Ah, nah, nah! Oh, it ain't right with love to share, When you find he doesn't care for you. It ain't wise to need someone, As much as I depended on you. Ooh. Ah, it's a heartache, Nothin' but a heartache: Love him till yo
Other Things
You will need to add Cannibal ~ Rockin Rack Contestants Needed@ fubar to vote, but that's cool, she's cool....lol Don't forget Voting Starts 3AM est/12 AM Pacific tonight and voting is open then until Sunday. That gives you plenty of time...so vote..lol. Voting is by comment. Make sure and read the above rules. I'm not gonna bug people to do this so this is the only time I will ask. Will you please go here and rate my tattoo. That is all .. Good bye!
Why ?????
is this the middle of the winter .......?????or begging? Im a good , and caring person, i get accused of the most , unrealistic things you would think of, ..but i am still , not that person....if you know me ...you will know i am a caring, and good friend to you . so stick up for me damn it! I HAVE ENOUGH TO WORRY ABOUT IN MY LIFE......I CAN'T DEAL WITH OTHERS.....AND ISSUES THAT I CANNOT CONTROL...........OTHER THAN LISTEN, BE YOUR FRIEND, AND CARE, AND UNDERSTAND WHAT YOU ARE GOING THROUGH..........BUT I REFUSE TO BE PUT IN THE MIDDLE OF SOMETHING I HAVE NO CONTROL OVER ...OR ....DONT HAVE A POWER TOO........SO I LEAVE THIS..........I LOVE ALL WHO IS MY FRIEND AND WHO HAS BEEN MY "FRIEND" ......BUT I WILL NEVER BE A FAKE FRIEND WETHER YOU SEE THAT IN YOUR EYES OR NOT ......YOU WILL BE THE ONE WHO LOSES IN THE END ........AND FOR THOSE WHO REALLY AND TRUELY "KNOW" IM YOUR FRIEND .......I WILL BE THERE TILL THE END.......JUST NEED SOME TIME OK!!!!!!!!
Can We All Get Along (become A Citizen First)
A president of his homeowners association in a Dallas, Texas suburb was having a terrible problem with litter near some of his association's homes. The reason is that six very large, luxurious new houses are being built right next to their community. The trash was coming from the Mexican laborers working at the construction sites and included bags from McDonald's, Burger King and 7-11, plus coffee cups, napkins, cigarette butts, coke cans, empty bottles, etc. He went to see the site supervisor and even the general contractor, politely urging them to get their workers not to litter the neighborhood, to no avail. He called the city, county, and police and got no help there either. So here's what his community did. They organized about twenty folks, named themselves The 'Inner Neighborhood Services' group, and arranged to go out at lunch time and 'police' the trash themselves. It is what they did while picking up the trash that is so hilarious. They bought nav
Ripper
Give this heart ¢¾ to every person u care about including me if u care. Try to collect 12. It's not easy YOU HAVE BEEN FUCKED! Spread the legs and go at it! Pick any of your friends and FUCK THEM! This is for any one you think is hot! RULES: 1- You can fuck the person who fucked you, of course. 2- You can fuck the same person as many times as you can (c'mon, ENDURANCE)! Be creative!* 3- You -MUST- spread the sex! At least 1 fuck is fine and dandy! 4- You should fuck in public! Be adventurous, damn it. Paste it on their user page so they feel slutty! 5- Random sex is perfectly okay! 6- Please, don't worry about same gender fucking, it's HOT. 7- You should most definitely get started fuckin' right away! This is about showing everyone how much you care for them and HOW BAD YOU WANT THEIR ASS! Make everyone feel a little loved (and roughed up!). Please don't take this too personally, BUT I JUST FUCKED YOU!!!!!!!!!!!! >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> F.U.C.K
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Panther@ Fubar
~&hearts~Sexy Native Chick * Proud Recruiter for Confederate~&hearts~@ fubarhref="http://fubar.com/user.php?u=260062&friend=260062" target=_blank>panther@ fubar panther@ fubar i'm they only one that can be the one who can hold life together forever
Thoughts
Since we've split up, you've really surprised me. I really thought that you cared, but I think I had it all wrong. Three days after we split up, while telling me that you loved me and wanted to talk about getting back together, you were talking about hooking up with some chick that very same night. I know that at that point you had no designs on me, but you were certainly not exactly working too hard at getting back together. I've always felt like you were hiding something, gotten that vibe from you, but I attributed it to you being reserved and me not being used to it. However, since we've split up, I've had several people come to me and tell me that they thought that you were "shady", but never said anything, because they thought that we were happy. I'm not naming names here, but know that there was more than one, more than three even, who told me this. Don't ask who they are, because I'm not telling you. I've also found out that you outright lied to someone who cons
Poems
You'll never understand what I go through All because I'm in love with you. Everything I have sold. All the lies that I have been told. You say you love me So why can't you see? All the pain you put inside I wish I could just run and hide Why do you do this to me? Do you want me to just let you be? I don't know what to do anymore I feel to you I am just a bore. My time with you is coming to its end I will love you until the day I die. Please don't make me say goodbye. If he only knew. The love we had, that he just blew. I wish he felt my pain inside. I wish he saw the tears I've cried. He gave me my dreams then took them away. And "why talk about it now?" is all he has to say Soon I will be strong enough to take that walk. Right now I stay and try to talk. Is it him? or is it me? Am I just too blind to see? The love I have for him inside Should it show or do I let it Hide? Why does he tell me "I love you"? When it seems he will never say "I do". He says he w
Holidays Rants And Rambles
My Cam Can Kick Your Cam’s A% HELL Yeah, Ok I loved my sony it's great and I'll still use it but he was getting a little hard to just snag and drop into my purse. So I ordered me a nikon, & I LOVE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It's slim and pink, and weighs less then my cell phone. So it's perfect to slide into my clutch for going out, and out of the way on the table at events where I like to take pictures. So both my sony and my nikon are great for helping me share all my memories!!!!! Well I have most of the adult bought for, just waiting on some stuff to come in. Then I just have Mom, 2 of my sisters and Ryan to get. I have an idea what I'm getting them but I want to look around a bit more. I've a couple of the kids taken care of, just need to get those wrapped. Then I just have to keep an eye out for the last ones left on the list. Kids are hard to buy for they have so many toys and you want to give them things that they will use. Oh well, till next time. Well ladies and Ge
My Thoughts
These are a collection of my thoughts about fubar and I could really careless who I affend!! Cause they are my thoughts. ---------------------------------------------------- Well I am just going to have to say it "I think theres to many women who have gotten the impression that somewhere along the line someone actually thought their nude pics where interesting". If this offends anyone then sorry. But theres to many women on here showing their stuff and its not even remotely sexy. Matter of fact its pretty darn disgusting. Please do everyone a favor mark it private we honestly just dont want to see it. Especially if it looks like a warn out baseball mit soaked in vegetable oil. We also dont want to see pictures marked as squirting and its someone pissing. Thats just retarded, if i wanted to watch a woman piss id go hide out in womens bathrooms. Also I dont want to see 2 400 lb women wrestling naked and doing things that werent supposed to be done by over weight women, yack. But tha
My Life
Here is a quick story about me and one of my brothers friends…. "Yeah, is your brother home?" this tall kid standing at the front door asked...this wasn’t one of the unsual punks my little brother hangs with… "Who are you?" "Oh, me? I'm Josh," he said. "JASON! JOSH IS HERE!" I called down the hall. "He'll be with you in a second, Josh. I'm just cooking a quick bite... Have you eaten yet?" He grunted something that sounded like yes, so I continued on with my preparations. As I cooked, I could feel Josh's eyes on me. I was wearing a T shirt, jeans and sandals, not particularly alluring, but he seemed to be quite taken with me. I tried to engage him in some small talk, and got the usual one-word answers one normally gets from my brothers friends. I decided not to press the issue any further. Jason bounded into the room. "Hey, Josh, 'sup?" "'Sup, Jason." "I gotta eat first…Dinner ready Sofie?" "All set" I said and put the plates on the table. "Josh, are you sure you don't want
School Shooting Threat
YESTERDAY WE WENT UP TO THE TRUCK TO START IT, AND WHAT DID WE FIND? A GREAT BIG CRACK IN THE WINDSHIELD!!!! NOW IF THAT WASNT BAD ENOUGH, ALL OVER THE SIDE OF THE TRAILER AND THE BACK OF IT WAS WRITTEN " I HATE NIGGRS" !!!! FIRST OFF , I SAY, THESE ASSHOLES SHOULD SPEND A LITTLE LESS TIME ON HATE, AND A LITTLE MORE TIME ON GOING BACK TO SCHOOL AND LEARNING HOW TO SPELL!!!! THE FUNNY THING ABOUT IT ALL? THE DUMB FUCKS DIDNT REALIZE THAT THEY WERE IN PLAIN VIEW OF A WHOLE ROW OF CAMERAS MONITORING THE AREA!!!! ROTFLMAO!!!! I LOVE IT!!!!! I CALLED THE POLICE AND I TOLD HIM THAT HE WAS ABLE TO GO TO THE PLACE AND HAVE THEM PULL UP THE HISTORY OF THE CAMERAS. FIRST HE TRIED TELLING ME THAT THEY PROBABLY DIDNT CATCH IT FROM WHERE THE CAMERAS WERE , BUT I POINTED OUT AT LEAST ONE OF THEM WAS A RIGHT ON SHOT!!!!!! (SOMETIMES OUR POLICE DEPT NEEDS A LITTLE HELP!!!) LOL!!!!! FROM PREVIOUS PROBLEMS THAT I HAVE HAD WITH THE DEPT, I INFORMED HIM THAT I WAS GOING TO EMAIL THE CHIEF AND LET HIM KNO
My Life
i need to know if anyone of you on my friends list has went on myspace and developed a profile and are harrassing anyone on there. Even if you think you were doing me a favor. I really need to know. My soon to be ex doesn't believe that it is not me so i need help proving it wasn't me. so please come foward no one will be mad if you step up and admit it now. so lets start with i'm in the process of coming off of paxil. So that is becoming more of a bitch than i thought it would, i have read up on the withdrawl symptoms and it some what scares me but I know deep down i can handle it. Then after work today my husband of 7 years says he's not happy. He goes through this once a year or when he thinks i need to change something about myself. Its just this year with me trying to come off of paxil it is really getting to me. i love him but damn he needs to get over this self pity bullshit right now. I know it will be ok or atleast i hope it will but in the mean time it's driving me freakin cr
Quotes From One Of My Favorite Authors
Here is my favorite part of my all time favorite book, The Little Prince. It is a little long but well worth reading. The fox's secret is my favorite quote of anything I have ever read. I hope you enjoy it as much as I do. "Who are you?" asked the little prince, and added, "You are very pretty to look at." "I am a fox," the fox said. "Come and play with me," proposed the little prince. "I am so unhappy." "I cannot play with you," the fox said. "I am not tamed." "Ah! Please excuse me," said the little prince. But, after some thought, he added: "What does that mean--'tame'?" "You do not live here," said the fox. "What is it that you are looking for?" "I am looking for men," said the little prince. "What does that mean--'tame'?" "Men," said the fox. "They have guns, and they hunt. It is very disturbing. They also raise chickens. These are their only interests. Are you looking for chickens?" "No," said the little prince. "I am looking for frie
My Pimpouts!
WHATS UP ALL OF MY FRIENDS? THE FOLLWOING PEOPLE ARE VERY DEAR FRIENDS OF MINE AND PROBABLY OF YOURS TOO. SO HOOK THEM UP AND SHOW THEM SOME LOVE ON THERE PAGES RATES/COMMENTS/FAN AND ADD IF U HAVEN'T ALREADY. DON'T BE SHY SPREAD THE LOVE!!! LOL CONNIE~ELIJAHS WIFEY~REPPIN FUBAR'S AFTER HOUR'S@ fubar ~VoMiT~...yep.@ fubar *Roxann*~INDIAN PRINCESS~*~Spirit Bombers Greeter~*~{WTC}~Club F.A.R. member*@ fubar ♥JustAGirl♥Club F.A.R.~Member of Explosive Drama Free Bombers~BFF to Rikan Baller@ fubar ~*SeXxI iTaLiA maMi~* {{club far}}@ fubar ~AradiaDawn's Broken~@ fubar BUC-B.A.M.N!!! MMAReporter / L.M.S.S.-Batcave owner. R.O.E. Aka- CARNAGE@ fubar Mrs. Undercover@ fubar ~MIZZ.Cali Queen~(GET OFF MY SWAGG CUZ IT GO HARD!)!@ fubar IM ABOUT 36,079 POINTS AWAY FROM LEVELING TO BE A FUBARLORD AND I WAS HOPING THAT ANYONE THAT HAS THE TIME OR WOULD LIKE TO HELP ME OUT COULD RATE ANYTHING OF MINE THEY HAVENT RATED. AND
The Words Of A Beautiful Disaster...
Just to have someone to hold onto... Just to have someone to come home to... *sigh* Saw the mignight 3D showing of Beowolf tonight, just got back 30 minutes ago actually...the drive was a bi depressing due to the background music. That time of the year is right around the corner, oh joy, thank goodness for egg nog. www.myspace.com/forsakenlv That's where I've really established myself...that & I'm new to here, so I'm just learning the ropes :-) Day by day I miss you more, and I don't know why. you're a two faced liar, and have the balls to tell Me to My face that you are not here for games. Again another bold faced LIE. I'm going to beat you black and blue for this. I HATE LIARS. I can smell it on you, it disgusts Me. I know your kind, I know that look. One part devine, two parts crook. It was My decision to begin to give you parts of Me that should have stayed locked away. It was My mistake to feel things for you that I swore to never feel again...I'll violate
Poetry
This is my Tribute to the Iraq War. Two soldiers stare at each other across no mans land with hatred in their eyes. There because of politics and religion. Two men stare at each other. One with a loving wife and 2 kids waiting back home for him. The other with a lover awaiting his return. Two humans stare at each other across no mans land. After today neither will stare no more. I stand at the crossroads A man in black at my left hand Offering me everything I ever wanted The price, My Soul A man in white at my right hand Offering me nothing in this life The price, My Heart Which do I choose My Soul or my Heart When neither mean anything to me. originally dedicated to my ex-girlfriend. WHAT NOW? As I slip the ring on her finger I think about my past All the girls I had And the the few girls I've loved All the bad things I've done And the good things that came of it All the good things I've done And the many bad things that came of it All the places I've se
Games And Shatner
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My Favorite Quotes
Men always want to be a woman's first love - women like to be a man's last romance. -- Oscar Wilde your body holds love elegantly gazing into your filled eyes your body and my body combinign together naturally pleasure going on unceaselessly into each other undeniable unconditional love flowing between us deep love hard to undo our love mutual between me and you deep intimacy caressing each other fully knowing everything about each other entirely your body glistening love tangled our limbs you and me our hearts beat as one just you and me my body you watch intently as we make love endlessly vulnerablitliy love done honestly your body closing the gap between you and me our bodies hard to divide you and me wanting this and to never cease always your eyes along with me tangled in your hair wrapped around your body tight as can be your body curved along with me deep intimacy unconditional love silence we make love our love is true nothing to really seperate me
My Life
Lets see where to begin...all this in a nutshell. As crazy as things are lets go back way back. Way back to a story when I knew this cat called slim and his love life and the story of his relationships of good and bad. as crazy as it seems its all true minus the names and some stuff left out not to bore or over-excite Chapter 1 Once upon a time in a little suburb of Detroit City there was this cat..we will call him, IDK SLIM. Well Slim ended up hooking up with this lady at the time that he thought was a bombshell. We will call this bombshell FER for now. Now there was sort of a problem, he was 20 turning 21 and she was still in school and only 17. but he took a chance even though it could effect his work enviroment. they kept it undercover for a bit, due to other circumstances. Everything seemed to work out though and they were happy. Well they spent alot of time together hard times and good, alot more good then bad. Well Slim decided to propose to this bombshell and spend rest
Dirty Bitches And Dirty Bastards Crew
Cum Party With The Dirty Bitches Of Fubar In The
Poetry
When I wake up screaming The shadows fresh in my mind When I feel I can't go on dreaming I miss you. You who made me strong who made everything so right when it was just so wrong who made me feel safe at night. When I walk the streets utterly alone The bruises so fresh on my skin and soul feeling comfort in the love you've shown I miss you. You who dried my tears who made it seem ok when I was swallowed by my fears who made me sure enough to face the day. When I run to a corner and hide the injustice of it makes me feel smothered when I feel failure and am too tired to try I miss you. You who for me fought who made my fears go away when i forgot the lessons you taught who made it vanish, even my shame I miss you. I miss you. I miss you Forgive me if I'm selfishly worried about my own problems. I'm sorry I'm so busy trying to solve them. I'm finding it so hard to hear with you yelling so loudly in my ear. Forgive me that i can't find it in me
Thresholdmetaluk
Anyways, greetings, I'm Wayne...avid metalhead and rock buff (wrote reviews and did interviews for 16 years..some major artists, etc) just getting aquainted with the new website here. I'm not one to blab and hangout online so I apologize for anyone who waited awhile for a response. I gave up the music BS and have anice quiet job now just driving a van from state to state..it's a beautiful thing working by yourself! Drop a line if you're bored! Cheerzzz Once again, some team or teams screw up my football cards for the week....this week, Penn St blowing a 17-point lead and WV not covering; qualifies me for a slump of 4 weeks now after winning 5 weeks in a row. I guess the bright side is I'm stillahead money-wise! Peace! Well, to my demise the holiday season brings great stress with my work situation. Got done with Philly and NJ today and in 9 hours we'll be enroute to Ohio for a nice and extremely pleasant 20-hour day (I do this in one trip, out to Akron and Cleveland area and come home
William Shakespear
Unthrifty loveliness, why dost thou spend Upon thyself thy beauty's legacy? Nature's bequest gives nothing but doth lend, And being frank she lends to those are free. Then, beauteous niggard, why dost thou abuse The bounteous largess given thee to give? Profitless usurer, why dost thou use So great a sum of sums, yet canst not live? For having traffic with thyself alone, Thou of thyself thy sweet self dost deceive. Then how, when nature calls thee to be gone, What acceptable audit canst thou leave? Thy unused beauty must be tomb'd with thee, Which, used, lives th' executor to be. When forty winters shall beseige thy brow, And dig deep trenches in thy beauty's field, Thy youth's proud livery, so gazed on now, Will be a tatter'd weed, of small worth held: Then being ask'd where all thy beauty lies, Where all the treasure of thy lusty days, To say, within thine own deep-sunken eyes, Were an all-eating shame and thriftless praise. How much more praise deserved thy be
John Donne Poetry
He is stark mad, whoever says, That he hath been in love an hour, Yet not that love so soon decays, But that it can ten in less space devour; Who will believe me, if I swear That I have had the plague a year? Who would not laugh at me, if I should say I saw a flash of powder burn a day? Ah, what a trifle is a heart, If once into love's hands it come! All other griefs allow a part To other griefs, and ask themselves but some; They come to us, but us love draws; He swallows us and never chaws; By him, as by chain'd shot, whole ranks do die; He is the tyrant pike, our hearts the fry. If 'twere not so, what did become Of my heart when I first saw thee? I brought a heart into the room, But from the room I carried none with me. If it had gone to thee, I know Mine would have taught thine heart to show More pity unto me ; but Love, alas! At one first blow did shiver it as glass. Yet nothing can to nothing fall, Nor any place be empty quite; Therefore I think my
From The Heart
He wakes in the morning, And his first thought is her, As he reaches and grabs that pillow, Where she used to lay her head. He can still smell the sweet perfume Of the one he love without question. He used to lay and see her sleeping face, And know that he was in her dreams. As the days came and went, He watched as her dreams changed. He'd roll to see her face in the night, And she would be gone. He couldn't believe that the love that he once gave, Would be left behind. How could a woman do that to a man who gave all he had to give, But it wasn't good enough for her to stay. His sleepless eyes shed tears for her, And his arms, they ache to hold her again. Alas, he know that will never happen, And he hears his son stirring in the next room, As he passes pictures of her in the hall, He wonders how could she just up and leave This precious child behind. He sits on the floor in the darkness And wipes away his tears-- He puts a gentle loving hand on the back of his
Just B Cuz I Wanted To
She seemed dressed in all of me, stretched across my shame. All the torments and the pain, leak through and covered me. I'd do anything to have her to myself, just to have her for myself. Now I don't know what to do, I don't know what to do When she makes me sad. She is everything to me, the unrequited dream, the song that no one sings, the unattainable. She's a myth that I have to believe in, all I need to make it real is one more reason. I don't know what to do, I don't know what to do When she makes me sad. But I won't let this build up inside of me, I won't let this build up inside of me, I won't let this build up inside of me, I won't let this build up inside of me. A catch in my throat, Choke, Torn into pieces, I won't, no, I don't want to be this, But I won't let this build up inside of me, I won't let this build up inside of me, I won't let this build up inside of me, I won't let this build up inside of me. She isn't real, I can't make h
Fresh Meat, Meat Sacks Hmmm Makes Me Hungry For Some Reason
( West Warwick, R1: Necronomicon Press 1982) PG.44. ~Now all tales are based on the fundamental premise that common human laws & interests & emotions have no validity or significance in the vast cosmos-at-large. To one there is nothing but puerility in a tale in which the human form-& the local human passions & conditions & standards-are depicted as native to other worlds or other universes. To achieve the essence of real externality, whether of time or space or dimension, one must forget that such things as organic- life, good & evil, love & hate , & all such local attributes of a negligible & temporary race called man-kind, have any existence at all. ( selected letters) 2,
Things You Might Wanna Know About Me
I do not get it...... Why do ppl lie? What is it that they get from it? How can the live with themself once they have lie'd? Do they realize that it hurts the ones they care about? If they don't care about them, then Why lie? I just don't get it........ WHY??? (no I have not had a recent event that brought this up, it is just a question that I have never got'n an answer to) Create Your Own We are what we think. All that we are arises with our thoughts. With our thoughts we make the world. Speak or act with an impure mind And Trouble will follow you As the wheel follows the ox that draws the cart. We are what we think. All that we are arises with our thoughts. With our thoughts we make the world. Speak or act with a pure mind and happiness will follow you As your shadow, unshakable. "Look how he abused me and beat me, How he threw me down and robbed me." Live with such thoughts and you live in hate. "Look how he abused me and beat me, How
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This clip always makes me feel better the worst part about deleting my profile is the fact that i cant find my friends in the search engine to add them back ughhhhhhhhhhhhh i fucking caught strep throat ughhhhhhhhhhh
November 18, 2007.
I really like seeing a professional athlete, who even through injury cut his career short, took charge of his life outside of football, and accomplished something amazing. http://www.usatoday.com/tech/science/space/2007-11-20-melvin_N.htm Mr. Melvin, I hoist my coffee cup and my fork full of pumpkin pie, and give thanks that unlike many pro athletes who let the public down, you are a shining example of what is RIGHT with athletics. Happy Thanksgiving! It's my first post, sorry if I try getting a little attention. I love talking about news, so here's the first posting of articles I find of interest: http://www.usatoday.com/news/world/2007-11-12-monkey-india_N.htm The below is not an offical transscript. But in the spirit of South Park, the Simpsons, and other comedies, I will traumatize you with some poor writing while the screenwriter's guild is on strike: Officer: Ma'am, can you please describe the offender to us? Victim: Yes officer, but it's so hard. It was
Rantings
This blog is for every one of you dickheads that judge a person based solely on their online profiles: Hypocrisy From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia (Redirected from Hypocrite) Jump to: navigation, search .. start content --> Hypocrisy is the act of condemning another person, where the stated basis for the criticism is the breach of a rule which also applies to the critic. A person engaged in hypocrisy is called a hypocrite. Though hypocrisy is frequently invoked as an accusation in debates, a few theorists have studied the utility of hypocrisy, and in some cases have suggested that the conflicts manifested as hypocrisy are a necessary or even beneficial part of human behavior and society. I had someone recently tell me that I was the same person who he knew long ago; hate-filled, negative, etc. I NEVER stood for any of those things in the first place. this guy was one of the 2 best friends i ever had, whom I hadn't seen in 3 or more years. He based his en
Just Stuff
i'm sorry i'm sorry if i'm not pretty enough to be "your girl" i'm sorry that i don't want to have sex every minute of the day. i'm sorry that i'm not a playboy bunny so i can act like a pornstar for you. i'm sorry if i don't have a dream body that turns you on. i'm sorry if i won't drop down to my knees to get you to like me. i'm sorry if my hair isn't long enough. i'm sorry if i'm not the "hottest" girl you've ever seen. i'm sorry if loving you isn't enough. i'm sorry if being your friend through thick and thin makes no difference. i'm sorry that i try my best to get you to like me, but then get hurt. but most of all; i'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are. and i'm sorry that most guys will read this and post it and may agree with it but after 5 minutes they forget about it and do the same thing all over again. GUYS! just think about it, about how you treat girls. You treat them like crap
Ceridwen Arawn... Bleeding In Eternal Serenity
Confess to me your sins,Sing to me your sickness.The sound of beating wings arise,Miffling unheeded cries.A parody of deception and lies,Stalked by the wolves of demise.Little learned is little gained,When the important signs a fool disdains.Destiny shifts to Fate's desire,The paths converging to split once more.A thread is cut as a new is woven,The doors slam shut yet a window opens.Light is strained as darkness pools,The shattered fragments revert to whole.Shadows solid to stroke your face,Yet your wandering hands find naught but space.A vacancy here and a candle lit,A bridge broken over river styx.Hushed whispers rise to keen,Eerie wails still cold blood in veins.Hyperventilate within fight or flight,Walls close in, shadows thicken to form.Fall to knees within the snare,Futile cries for none to hear.Soft soothings cloud the mind,Filling the cracks with soft lullabys.Sweetest dreams in desperate moments,Horrific nightmares in serenest seconds spent.Confess to me your sins, And I'll h
The Blood Pool
http://fubar.com/army_chick_shelia My ex invited me to this awesome site which I've become uber addicted to but after awhile she got bitchy and harassing. Threatened to get my account disabled because I "didn't have permission" to upload pictures of US even though I'm in them and 95% of them I took. During that spirt of harassment I blocked her. Since then she's been sending the majority of Mistr3ss's House of Pain members to rate everything I have on here a "1", send harassing/rude/hateful/threatening messages, and it's just been a complete nightmare. We made peace that lasted a few days but she's up to her psychopathic harassment again and even has added fuStalking to the list of her abilities (I'm assuming she has at least one fake account as my friend and I really don't want to get paranoid and delete every single one of y'all just because she's literally insane.) Anyways, I think it's time for me to stop taking her shit and start dishing it out. I humbly come beginning
Dancing In The Rain
Wolf Bayou I was 15 the summer my dad showed us Wolf Bayou. Oh, we had seen further up along the bayou, where the highway crossed it, and all the teenager came to swim in the clear cold water. My dad wanted us to see where Wolf Bayou met the White River. I thought it was just another excuse to go fishing. I never cared that much about fishing back then. My dad had taken us on so many fishing trips that I had lost interest in the stillness of fishing. I wanted to explore the banks of whatever river or lake we had invaded. The smell of fish and river mud was imprinted on my mind at an early age. I remember out-fishing my dad once when I was about 5 years old. On looking back, I smile at his mock indignation that I was out-fishing the greatest fisherman alive. It must have saddened him when I moved away from the desire to fish beside him to chase my dreams. At that age, I wanted to find adventures along the way, not sit by the water watching the stream pull at my fishing line a
Get To Know Me
You know you ghetto when Your best sets of glasses came with jelly or pickles in them You gotta tv that works sitting on top of a tv that dont Your idea of a jacuzzi is your family piling in the bathtub an farting You buy a dress to front for the night and return it the next day You got hair down to your ankles when the day before you had a fade When your grill is the most expensive thing you own When you car cost 1,200 but your beat and rims cost 12,000 When you know good kool aid has so much sugar in it that it stops dissolving and sits at the bottom of the jar When you got 3 babies born within a week of each other Your source is income is making babies You gotta $35,000 car and stay with ya mama ok thats just part 1 with more to come...feel free to add your own if you wish in a comment...and im out Ok sports fans its about time I made a blog and since some of you dont know a damn thing about me that aint written on my body I will help yo
Retarded Ish I Wrote
Commercial break (Infamous Digiorno) { Commercial opems at a checkoutline in a grocery store focus is on the cashier looking blankly forward as he scans item after item} * beep *Beep *Beep * Beep {Camra close up on items being scanned. all various variety's of Digorno Pizza) Cashier looks up, camera switches to show a guy dressed in a black uniform with a black baseball cap with an insignia of a slice of pizza on it and the words "Pizza Place" written across the top. The pizza guy gives an uneasy smile Narration: Its not delivery, Its Digiorno * i in no way am affiliated with match.com* (Scene opens at a bar. The music is loud lights are flashin music is whalin away and our three charactors are having to scream their introductions) Brad: "Hi i'm brad, i am a pices who tends to impregnate women and leave them. I may tell you i love you from time to time and reveal small parts of my past and makeshift goals for the future… but that is really just to make sure
Randomness
*I'm very sarcastic, get used to it. *I shut people out when something is wrong, dont keep asking me about it. *Know me before you judge me, i'll do the same for you. *Dont be fake with me, I'm not fake with you. *Talk to me, I like to listen. *Dont talk shit about my family, we have eachother's back, and we dont like it when you do that. *When we hangout dont just sit around, thats lame. *I love to laugh, and I'm pretty good at making people laugh. *I have only aquantences. You get used to it. Name:Birthday:Location:Hair color:Eye color:Height:Religion:Are you still a virgin:Tattoos or piercings:Favorite Animal:Smoke:Drink:Make the first moves:Opinion on Cuddling:Favorite Band/music:Favorite Food/Beverages:Fav. Colors:Fav. Sounds:Fav. smells:Fav. Movies:Fav. TV Shows:FAv. Places to hang out/or just be:Special Talents:Describe your perfect date:One special/unique thing about you:What would you do to get my attention:Would you tell me the truth no matter what:4
My Life!
Okay, so my mom decide to have a garage sale on the spur of the moment and asked me to help. Being the wonderful daughter that I am I said, sure!!! Well would you belive that like 3 women that were just short of being called totally insane stopped by. I found out the entire life history of one of them, including a list of miscarriages, now mind you i bad for her but i don't know her so i don't think she should have told me all of that, and how crappy her inlaws treat her and so forth and so on. WOW!!!! How crazy. Anyways she finally left, and then this other lady gets there and starts complaining about her crappy job. Yet another woman stops by and makes faces at me about the first lady who got there then leaves. The other lady who was still there tells me that the one who left is a thief and that they can't stand each other. I swear to you that I didn't have a therapy offered sign on my house. I have a tendancy of attracting people who spill their guts to me while i just sit there and
Workin Like A Canadian!
Well... After a long absence I am back! Hit me up and let me know what you all want! Well.... Thanksgiving is once again come an gone for yet another year. Through all the stress, drama, joy, tears, cooking, food, shopping, annoyances, and so many other emotions tied in with holidays... In the end it really means nothing because people have to hang onto holidays so that they can get by with only seeing family members at that point in time because in this day and age we live in now, people are more concerned with only themselves instead of the ties that bind our hearts.... Family... Its a sad thing to see but it really was inevitable due to the nature and the time that we live in. For now everyone is taking a collective breath, the calm before the storm has only begun, the biggest holiday is only 32 days away and everyone will scurry around spending insane amounts of money on presents that people really do not need because a majority of people have truly forgotten what the spirit o
To All My Friends~~~
to all of my old & new friend & family. thanking everyone for the help & luv to get me back up to lvl 24 again. everyone has been of great help & support. hope to keep seeing everyone. also let me now that you have been by so i can make sure to get luv back to you if i missed you comeing by . Muah ♥ ßlšńŠļź ♥ ♥ ßlšńŠļź ♥§låvź♥r/l wļfź 2 §R Whļ+ź Kńļgh+♥ Š § Ē JUST TO LET EVERYONE KNOW BLONDIE HAS LOST INTERNET SERVICE FOR A WHILE SHE SHOULD BE BACK ON IN ABOUT 2 WEEKS OR AS SOON AS SHE CAN. SHE WANTS EVERYONE TO KNOW SHE LOVES YOU ALL AND MISSES YOU HUGELY LOOK FOR HER BLOG WHEN SHE IS BACK LETS ALL SHOW HER HOW MUCH WE LOVE HER hey whatz up new and my old new friends that rock who have been helping me get back to lvlv almost to Godmother where i was but i need all of your help so who really luvs me and not just saying ya do show me luv all luv returned and if ya know me ya know that to be true so either show ya care or kiss of
Friends
NEW School Prayer : Now I sit me down in school Where praying is against the rule For this great nation under God Finds mention of Him very odd. If Scripture now the class recites, It violates the Bill of Rights. And anytime my head I bow Becomes a Federal matter now. Our hair can be purple, orange or green, That's no offense; it's a freedom scene. The law is specific, the law is precise. Prayers spoken aloud are a serious vice. For praying in a public hall Might offend someone with no faith at all. In silence alone we must meditate, God's name is prohibited by the state. We're allowed to cuss and dress like freaks, And pierce our noses, tongues and cheeks.. They've outlawed guns, but FIRST the Bible. To quote the Good Book makes me liable. We can elect a pregnant Senior Queen, And the 'unwed daddy,' our Senior King. It's 'inappropriate' to teach right from wrong, We're taught that such 'judgments' do not belong. We can ge
The Secret
just a reminder to all of you ~ every one has a purpose in life and everything happens for a reason~ what do u all think comments please~ tonight while watching the secret for the 4th time i decided to blog it so i did. i am 27 years young and although i have my bad days just like we all do, i still try to remain positive. i do agree with it fully. i do agree that i am in charge of my own destiny. to think is to create. if i want positive results i need to think positive results. if i think negative i will receive negative results. the law of attraction is a very powerful~ what ever i want i can get i just need to visualize it and it will happen. i get what ever i want not because i am spoiled but because i make things happen. i know who i am and remember where i came from but i also know that i am in charge of my future. i live my life to it's fullest potential and live each day like it is my last. *if it's to be it's up to me** **to think is to create**
A Peek Into My Soul!
My heart is breaking in two Not only because of you Circumstances and the laws of nature never seem to coincide they crash they collide they fight and torment I miss what we could have had and I miss even more what we did have I want so much yet so little From life Not you I just want you to be a part of it I want to be a part of it untrap me lead me to freedom show me there is still light at the end of this dark and dreary world I am in Do I ask to much? If I do please let me know so I may see An original work by Tess AKA: TygerLily © Copyright 2005 Families We are of the same Mother, Goddess. We are of the same Father, God. We are of the same Planet, Earth. You are my Brother, You are my Sister, We are all part of the Same. You are my Family. You hold within you a part of me. I hold within me a part of you. Your blood, my blood, they are the same. It is the same within us all. I need not ask why. I already know the answer. You need not ask why.
Just Something I Really Liked...
Love doesn't mean that you will never feel pain or that you'll live a life free from care.It doesn't mean that you will never be hurt or that your life will be perfect, with every moment consumed by happiness. Love does mean that you will always have a companion, someone to help you throught the difficult times and rejoice with you in your times of celebration.It means that each arguement is followed by a time of forgiveness, and each time of sorrow is far outweighed by all the tender moments spent in each other's arms. Love is a miracle that can take two lives and mold them into one, take two souls and bind them for life, take two hearts and fill them with enough passion and tenderness to last a lifetime. Love is a blessing that will lead you down life's most beautiful path....... The key to love is understanding.... the abiltity to comprehend not only spoken word. but those unspoken gestures- the little things that say so much by themselves.
Info
So heres the deal... Looking for a Fu Hubby for my sister!! NOT ME Im long done taken!! Her SN is Beautiful Nightmare go check her out... Here are the rules though! If you dont follow you dont qualify!! 1. You must NOT be a player! 2. You must NOT try and get with her just for a wife! 3. YOu must be at least cute.... 4. You must talk to her on a semi regular basis. 5. YOU MUST COME UP WITH SOMETHING ORIGINAL CREATIVE AND JSUT MELT YOUR HEART SWEET IN ORDER TO MARRY HER!! All requests sent to my inbox!! We will look them over weeed out the excess waste and move on to find the winner Thx Ya'll!! Should I move to be with the one I love or should I just stay where I am at? Name: Age: Height: Eye: Hair: Idea of perfect date: How far you go for love: Will you talk to me everyday: Fun part- Give me 20 reasons you will stand out from the other applicants! GOOD LUCK!! Copy this Fill it out send it to my inbox!
Welcome To Kansas!
Well, when I left for work this morning, there was a 50% chance of rain. We got a little bit of hail and 2 1/4 inches of rain in town. Buyt I heard it was a lot more severe at where I live, so I took the afternoon off, to check the damage. Geez! 7 out of 10 windows broke on the north and west side, screen door gone. Roof leaking everywhere. Neighbor said we had softball size hail here, hard and fast. Ice storm, now hail. I'm not living right! Hit by an ice strom here Monday night. Still out of power at home, working 12 hour days here. Back as soon as I can. 70 degrees right now, 3-2-08 10:30 am Thunderstorms later, then 2-3" of snow tonight! Geez!!
Just A Simple Girl
So..it's like what..12 days till that wonderful day of wrapping paper being ripped open. I have NO clue what I'm getting the kids... and sat. I have to shop. Man I hate that feeling.. I would really just rather take them away for a weekend and have a memory they wouldn't forget. Instead... I have a house that is decorated... and the cookie hoarding is starting... all for the day my family comes over to share some good times and gifts. I cherish the good times more than anything. THAT is what makes my christmas. Forget the gifts.... unless of course it's a bottle of Captain Morgan. :o) Happy holiday shopping to all of you. SO... thanksgiving is upon us. Not a bad thing but wow has this year flown by or what. Let's see... what simple things am I greatful for. A roof over my head, the love of my family and friends, enough money to not really worry tooooo much each month, my job, my health, my ability to keep semi-clad photos of myself off-line. LMAO. I am thankful for the simple th
Guest Book
Hey all my lovely Friends.Come by and sign my guestbook.See ya there. I remember When I was a kid I really look forward to christmas. But today the christmas spirt just seems like it all about the money.They start way to early.It just isnt like it used to be.Is it because Iam older or am I turning into scrooge?Dont get me wrong Iam not a tight ass on christmas.Its just not the way it was.Just My thought.Does anyone fill the same. Or am I the only one? Just want to say HAPPY THANKSGIVING to all my friends and family On FuBar.
Adult Jokes
Frank was excited about his new rifle and decided to try bear hunting. He travels up to Alaska, spots a small brown bear and shoots it. Right after, there was a tap on his shoulder and he turned around to see a big black bear. The black bear said, "That was a very bad mistake...that was my cousin and I'm going to give you two choices... Either I maul you to death or we have sex." After considering briefly, Frank decided to accede to the latter alternative. So the black bear has his way with Frank. Even though he felt sore for two weeks, Frank soon recovered and vowed revenge. He headed out on another trip back to Alaska where he found the black bear and shot it dead. Right after, there was another tap on his shoulder. This time a huge grizzly bear stood right next to him. The grizzly said, "That was a big mistake, Frank. That was my cousin and you've got two choices. Either I maul you to death or we have rough sex." Again, Frank thought it was better to cooperate with t
My Poetry
'A thing of beauty is a joy for ever' Words of Keats one can forget never What is beauty - beauty is where One can enjoy here and there, every where! Grecian urn a beautiful piece Niagara falls a beautiful place Silver streaks of water brings us peace Hills and dales sure nature's grace! Does beauty lie in the objects seen Or lie in the eyes of the seer keen? Beauty seen in the scorching Sun Beauty felt in the biting cold Beauty heard in the melody of birds Beauty smelt in the fragrance of rose Beauty tasted in the bitterness of neem Beauty found sure in every mean(s) ! 'Beauty is truth and truth beauty That is all what ye know on earth And what all ye need to know' Words of Wisdom From votary of beauty And a devotee of Almighty! Creator of noble beauty Harbinger of peace and piety Bless me with those eyes and mind Beauty in ugliness that they can find! Beauty of the mind and beauty of the soul Sure makes one the wholesome whole! Obstacles or proble
Happythanxgiving
just wondering what it is im missing on making friends on here thats all im looking for but seems that i talk to ppl and have great conversations with pl and i ad them and then they never talk to me again how can i get around that delemna hope you all have a speicalomoan to hold tight and share it with take care just wantedtosay tyto allthaose thatstilltalkto me not sure where you are all hidingbut i guessnice guys do finish last please prove me wrong everyone have a save and happy holiday season take care and hope to see you soon
Barbwire And Roses
Wrapped in barbwire. Sowed up in thorns. My cuts are vissible. and im scornd. I feel like shit. and no ones there. im alone like always. and no one cares. I sit alone. And listen to bitching. why do i have to take this when im venting. torments my home. Darkness my slave. No one can save me in my dying day. the world fucked up. And i blame them. Why cant we all just shut up an asend. this place is worse then hell i think. but what the hell is in store for us i will never know. Call me emo i dont give a shit. just take the dagger and take your hit. walk on me like the rest of them do. But in the end you will see the truth. No matter what happnes i will always be there. Spit on me,beat me i dont care. I will never turn away even tho im shattered. My hearts easyly broken but thats another matter. you see im to kind and dont turn away. even if your an ass i will be there to say hey. I can be a friend even to envy. hell Wrath is my friend he sits with me. I k
Poems
Kill me kill me now my heart numb my senses numb my sight blurred and distorted blood of my once true love stain my hands and clothes. Why? Why? Did she have to die at my hands? Why? Why must this pain in my heart be so great? Till death do us part that was the words. Her death upon my hands. Her blood covering my body. Will this go away? Will this stay? My innocents shattered. What is to become of me? What is to become of my existence? With this knife I take into my heart with this knife I end my life. My only ding wish. Is why? Why did she have to die? lay it to sleep bury it deep this feeling of sorrow lay it to rest protect those from me my wake deadly my wrath vengeneful my hate out of my control instinct over runs me lashing out at all before me lay it to rest my pain my hatred bury it deep give me new meaning thus ending my reign of death and destruction lay it to rest my sight of reb the blood over my eyes seeing your fate lay me to rest cut out that which feeds me life give me
Christmas Time
The first thing at Christmas that's such a pain to me Is finding a Christmas tree The second thing at Christmas that's such a pain to me: Rigging up the lights And finding a Christmas tree The third thing at Christmas that's such a pain to me Hangovers Rigging up the lights And finding a Christmas tree The fourth thing at Christmas that's such a pain to me Sending Christmas cards Hangovers Rigging up the lights And finding a Christmas tree The fifth thing at Christmas that's such a pain to me Five months of bills! Sending Christmas cards Hangovers Rigging up the lights And finding a Christmas tree The sixth thing at Christmas that's such a pain to me: Facing my in-laws Five months of bills! Oh, I hate those Christmas cards! Hangovers Rigging up these lights! And finding a Christmas tree The seventh thing at Christmas that's such a pain to me: The Salvation Army Facing my in-laws Five months of bills! Sending Christmas cards Oh, geez! I'm t
Giveaway
can yu give a little help for my friend? less than 800 comments to go ty for her hi all can yu help less than 10000 ty Aubrie ~Stiletto Girl~@ fubar here is midnight link giveaway
Poetry
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Its Fucked Up
Were You Born on a Cusp? Virgo/Libra September 19 to September 23 Virgo is the sixth sign of the zodiac; Libra is the seventh. Virgo/Libras strive to create balance and harmony between themselves and others. They bring their skills and talents together for the good of others. Despite their inherent modesty, those born on the Virgo/Libra cusp are industrious and efficient when working for a good cause. Objective and just, Virgo/Libras are excellent arbitrators and enjoy lots of friends. The astrological symbol of Virgo is the Virgin; Libra is represented by the Scales. Virgo/Libras abhor unfairness and conflict, striving above all for peace, but at times they are easily deterred from their beliefs. They are able to see all sides of an argument, but as their mental scales sway back and forth, they may never find balance and can become fickle and indecisive. They are skilled at seeing all sides of a situation, which is an expression of Virgo's mutable quality. Virgo/Libras are
Stx
Bare with me on this... If you take the time to read this let me thank you in advance... The Holidays... I tell myself always that everything is fine. I tell myself that things will always be ok. It's Christmas again and I find myself in the same situation I'm always in this time of year. I sit here and think of all the things I have sacrificed for the well being of my children that I love with all my heart. I have set aside the things I wish for. I have once again fallen on hard times finding my self thinking of what i can get my children for Christmas. I never thought that 7 years would go by so quickly. How fatherhood has been so hard being and doing all I can for my little ones. I see so many people with there fancy things wondering to myself if those poeple actually appreciate the simple things in life like Life, Love, and Happiness. What renders me speechless is when my oldest comes up to me and tells me that she does not want anything for Christmas what am I to say to t
Vampires
My Life...lol
Take It Or Leave It
Love turns to ashes as the story goes We've shared our ups and so many lows You helped me stand when I couldn't crawl Now you're not here as I start to fall How could giving up be so easy I guess you never even loved me So I ask when, when is it my turn? And when, when will my heart cease to burn? I pray but God turns his ear To leave me alone, my deepest fear I knew not to trust my heart this time Somehow I got lost in your sweet sublime How many more times will I let you in Each time I die a little more within Starting over seems so futile I should just lose myself in denial Now I ask when, when is it my turn? And when, when will my heart cease to burn? And I pray but God turns his ear To leave me alone my deepest fear The controlled distances of a life gone wrong Killing the rhyme, a broken song Turn off the lights and leave this hall You reached for the stars but you hit a wall A minute thought of doubt in your mind With it you force my hands to bind
Randomness
I know I am not the most beautiful girl here on fu but I could use some help leveling. I will give the love back in what ever way I am able to. It would just be nice to know that I do not have to be a size zero to be liked. Any help would be so appreciated and those who help me the most will find a forever spot in my family. For those who have been awesome to me thus far.. YOU ARE THE BEST!!!   XOXO -Mercedes Keith Urban - Making Memories Of Us Lyrics I'm gonna be here for you baby I'll be a man of my word Speak the language in a voice that you have never heard I wanna sleep with you forever And I wanna die in your arms In a cabin by a meadow where the wild bees swarm And I'm gonna love you like nobody loves you And I'll earn your trust making memories of us I wanna honor your mother I wanna learn from your pa I wanna steal your attention like a bad outlaw I wanna stand out in a crowd for you A man among men I wanna make your world better than it's ever been An
My Thoughts
Calloused,cold,unscathed,unshattered Foot hold stronge,bared shoulder against the current of conformity. Tired and weiry ,yet determined to keep true identity intact for all to see. To be hated ,envied for the strength they did not possess. I stand in a vast sea of solitude, but with head high and chest out. Proud of my own existance As shards of life torchers the mortal soul. Sheilds of shallow hides the truth of the depth of the wounds Smiles are the cloak of the pain left in the shadows. So not to reveal the weakness on the under side of the beast There is at least one person on your FUBAR list that wants to fuck the hell out of you. So lets play the Fuck or Pass! game. The rules are simple... if you want to fuck the person who posts this, send them a message saying "Yep, I'd Fuck you." SCARED? lol this sH!T's funny YOU HAVE TO RE-POST THIS!!
The Lighter Side Of Jason Cross
It has been refreshing to be away from the computer for almost a month. I have been able to focus my attention to where it needs to be, and has allowed me to bury myself in work. There are alot of you that I do miss, I do not miss the drama or the people behind it. I just wanted to say that I am still breathing and I am still around and that I did not fall off the face of the earth. More Young Americans Are Contracting HIV By E.J. Mundell, HealthDay Reporter FRIDAY, Nov. 30 (HealthDay News) -- In the 26 years since scientists first spotted AIDS in America, millions of dollars have been poured into outreach efforts aimed at keeping young people clear of HIV, the virus that causes the disease. But on the eve of World AIDS Day, a disturbing statistical fact has emerged in this country: The number of newly infected teens and young adults is suddenly on the rise. And the question is, why? According to data from the U.S. Centers for Disease Control and Preve
Thinking
well today is fri!i will be 20 on dec 24th i know x-mas eve baby.im hyper as shyt i need something to do.it's early and had bout 3 cups of hot coco so im wired.but see i been thinkin bout alot of shyt here lately. i need a car and get my permint cuz it's drivin me nuts. i rember when i drove the tow truck omg i felt the power between my legs man it was fuckin great. i loved it. shyt im gonna get the car i want and im gonna have it the way i want it.not looki like a sissy.i went and seen my brother snuggles last night lol he's a trip i got my ass beat wit a paint stick wtf?? that shyt hurt but lol there again i got a lot of pillow back there if ya know what i mean.i gotz a ghetto booty. best belive baby i know how to rock it.tonight im going to fredrick for a x-mas party. fun man fun...lol i gets to go with my two besties.{{My Lezbo lovers}} heheh well here it is dec13th.year 2007 is almost most over all ready it feels like yesterday was like march. it's crazy to sit back and and think
Depressed
My niece is better.She is awake. She has spoke of bright lights and flashing lights.She said her grandpa told her to go home. She thanks you all.. Holidays are suppose to be a happy time. We all imagine sitting around the table,feeling cozy and warm at mom's house. And my holidays was happy. Until today, the phone rang. I felt the bad vibe in my gut. I didn't want to answer this phone call. "Tonya", my mom said on the other end. Immediately, I knew something was wrong and that is exactly what I asked. My two year old niece went home yesterday. My brother dropped her off at her mother's house. Her mother put her in the bathtub and went to attend other business. Other business with a two year old in the bathtub?? What sense does that make? Why would anyone leave their child in the bathtub, alone. My niece drown. She is alive due to CPR but is now on life support. They are not sure whether she will make it or not. All I can do is feel the pain my brother is feeling. It hurts- Deep
Poems
Everynight I look up at the sky and wonder What is going on through your mind do you think of me as i do for you? I dont think I will ever know As time passes I think I have it made The random messages I get light up my day Do you know this? I think you do Good friends are sure hard to come by Grab hold of the special ones and dont let go Cus one day you jus may never know Geting to the point that I dont care I am tired of the day to day yelling Victory is out of the question Is wondering is it worth it No more no nonsense yelling Giving Up? Under the impression that it wont last long Pictures life happy Author Unknown The backbone of the home you see. That's what the military wife is to me. Guarding the fort while her husband's away, Defending and protecting his country each day. Though many forget the importance of her role in his life, Please, Sir, don't forget the military wife. The woman who primarily raises her children alone, The one who strives to ma
My Poems
Power of Love Love is a beautiful thing When it is full of honesty and trust Having you love me back Is definately a plus When love takes over you You feel your heart skip a beat Then you start to realize You are in for a wonderful treat Love can be good Love can be bad Love can make you happy And also make you sad I just want you to know I love you very much And I just can’t wait To feel your warm soft touch The Way You Love Me I love to hear the sound of your voice When you say those words to me And it never gets old In love with you I will always be I have never felt this feeling before Its something that is new to me It makes me love you more and more I can’t wait to see your pretty face I can just sit and gaze all day Like an angel that has fallen from grace I love you with all my heart And now you are part of my soul I knew it right from the start Every time you say you love me I get chills up and down my spine And when we hold each other cl
Check Me Out
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Hippo Radio
Come on over & tune in to hear some of the best tunes on the net today... we have some the best featured artists all genres...so come on over & show some support only on Hippo Radio... every sunday afternoon www.hipporadio.co.uk Free MySpace slideshows, photo and video editing at www.OneTrueMedia.com Hippo Radio Wants YOU! Yes YOU!!... Do you like music?... love to entertain people? Then We WANT YOU!! Hippo Radio is a small internet based radio station, based in Scotland in the UK, It was set up to give a disabled woman do something creative with her time as she is mostly housebound It is run by her daughter & her daughters partner, where we try to make it a fun & stress free place to work & have fun! We play any genre of music from hard rock to soul, jazz to pop... anything goes! We also like to play the unknown's... who we call our featured artists...& we have some pretty good ones too The Hippo herself is pretty fond of Ron Rutherford... & the S
Poetry
Riding in the courtyard of the last Octobers rain Riding in the courtyard of the last Octobers rain, The wind it howls desperately, licking at my rein. My mount a creature of mortal strength, though its heart holds no need for shame. Onward through this place of death, we must not forget our names. Now through the gates, on to the lands, of plenty and great spoil. The land I knew through all these years I see has become spoilt. From deep within our will alone, will save us from this toil. Though lies we'll hear along this path, to ourselves we must stay loyal. Upon my hip, from time itself, is my father’s steel. Many years since that day, his life they came to steal. Forged with sweat and blood, of metal thought un-real. This blade I bare, most assuredly, will be what my foes will feel. The light of vengeance, from deep within, burns me like the sun. For at his death, still in the womb, I remained his un-born son. On the path of the war they made, from
Strange Habits
Greetings. Perhaps you have read through My lengthy detailed information in the profile here... Maybe you stumbled through My blogs or My added postings to My blogs... I get this sense that you are not amongst those who frequent these online "friends maker" sites... Why would a friend maker need a site to make friends... to earn points, fubuckos, and disturb the peace of others who adventure into friend maker sites to... good gosh... Make FRIENDS!!! Oh yes, you post comments but not on My blogs nor My photographs... "Why?" because I don't permit you... that's My way of avoiding your BS. (((NOTE: the term BS does not refer to Bachelor of Science Degree))) I do permit comments on My profile. This is where you get yourself into a perdicament with this Master... "Why?" because I recognize a points grabber or a fool who wants Me to be a man they think I aught to be but My profile, blogs, and all My messages say the same thing about Me... I am Master JerryVG2 not anything a
Lrtm
Goddess_Luna aka LRTM Cancer Horoscopes (June 21 - Jul 22) Yesterday | Today | Tomorrow Thursday, Jan 1st, 2009 -- This first day of the new year tempts you to withdraw into a world of fantasy, for your thoughts can easily float into conceptual realms where you are not bound by reality. At the same time, you cannot get away from those close friends and family who keep bringing you back to the present moment, making it difficult for you to fully escape. Resign yourself to living in two worlds now by balancing your subjective inner life with the objective outer circumstances. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 2009 Love Forecast Optimism Leads to Opportunities by Jeff Jawer While the thump thump of the heart will never lose its lead role in the orchestra of love, a stronger supporting role than usual will be played the mind this year. That’s because Jupiter, the planet of optimism, is entering heady Aquarius in January where it will meet up with the Moon’s North Node on February
Trials Of The Heart
Even now as I enjoy clarity (see previous entry) and a newfound measure of peace, I find myself having a period of remembrance. I close my eyes and think back to the time of how it felt to know love. Not love of oneself, but the love of another. I remember the slightest touch, a gentle caress, even just a gaze that spoke so many words without any words ever being spoken. The warm feeling interlaced with all of those, that told me I was wanted, needed, craved...loved. I embraced that feeling during the periods of time that I had it, reveling in it, and enjoying each perfect moment as it washed over me and comforted me. I long to meet the stranger again one day that is the indescribable love of another. I stand before the great divide, a seemingly endless canyon that runs for miles. I jump, freefalling for what seems an eternity, not caring if the safety chute I have opens or not. It's that freefall I've experienced so many times in life, the one that leads to nowhere except into sorro
Ponderings
Sometimes I just think about how I want so much more in life, but I don't understand why. I have all I can ask for and I am very, very thankful for what I have. I dunno if that is a good thing or a bad thing, or maybe just an indifferent thing. Sometimes though, life makes no sense what so ever and it all just seems so meaningless and sometimes it just kinda comes together and things make sense, at least for a brief moment in time. Maybe I just think way too much. I just want a real job, nice things, and to meet this man of my dreams. I would give him the world if I could, but what good would that do? I'll just find something more useful. My thoughts are kind of starting to run together, as you can tell. I am tired, lonely and upset. Anyways, I should stop rambling now. I was just venting my feelings of want. As long as I have God, My family, My love, and my health..I guess I shouldn't complain. If I cried a tear from my broken heart,a lonely tear for a world fallen apart. Would y
Meeee Lol Idk
My cousin and his wife were pregnant.. have been for a while.. and i just found out they lost the baby. im kinda upset about it :( i guess theres a reason for everything. After everything i have been through (none of you know except like ash or tammy or joy) i have a very hard time being confident in myself. I can come off as a very bitchy, out spoken person but really i just dont have that much confidence in myself... I was just wondering if anyone knows anyway that could help me love myself more, be more confident in myself because its affecting me and people that i love/like/care about. Thanks :) Ok so i thought i found out how to take a picture of your screen online.. well i tried doing it this afternoon and either it didnt work or i dont know where the heck to find the pics taken on the screen.. will someone let me know how!?
Christmas Kisses
Are you kissable? Let's find out who the MOST KISSABLE people are on Fubar! A new contest, only for Christmas, brought to you by the FuGraphics Gift Shoppe. NO RATES, NO COMMENTS, ONLY KISSES! Here is how to play... In order to enter, you must receive a personalized bough of mistletoe like the one below. Each bough counts as 1 kiss. The numbers will be changed with each bough that you receive, in order to match the number of times you've been gifted a mistletoe. On December 23rd, the male and female most often "Kissed" will each win 250,000 fubucks, a pimp-out, and an award tag to announce them as the MOST KISSABLE MAN/MOST KISSABLE WOMAN ON FUBAR. The Rules: 1. NO DRAMA. 2. When buying a kiss for someone, send me their FUBAR ID number or a link to their page. 3. You may purchase as many as you want. 4. Anyone attempting to alter the tags in order to cheat will immediately be disqualified from the game. I mark my tags in a way that I will recognize, so cheating isn't
Rest In Peace "family Of Bj99"
Inner Strength If you can start the day without caffeine, If you can always be cheerful, ignoring aches and pains, If you can resist complaining and boring people with your troubles, If you can eat the same food every day and be grateful for it, If you can understand when your loved ones are too busy to give you any time, If you can take criticism and blame without resentment If you can ignore a friend's limited education and never correct her/him, If you can resist treating a rich friend better than a poor friend, If you can conquer tension without medical help, If you can relax without liquor, If you can sleep without the aid of drugs, Then You Are Probably The Family Dog! The Man Rules­­­­­­­­­­­­­­­­­­­ At last a guy has taken the time to write this all down Finally , the guys' side of the story. ( I must admit, it's pretty good.) We always hear " the rules" From the female side. Now here a
My Thoughts
*Why did this happen? He shouldn't have been let free!! Our system is on the down fall!!!! By Jacinda Howard Nov 28 2007 By JACINDA HOWARD, The Mirror The bright faces and frequent smiles of Brian and Beverly Mauck will be remembered by those in Federal Way and Des Moines, where the two were respectively raised. The Federal Way Community Center was packed Saturday with friends, family and acquaintances who came to celebrate the short-lived lives of Brian and Beverly Mauck, who were violently killed in their Graham home on Nov. 17. Brian, 30, and Beverly, 28, will be remembered and mourned by many. “They lived life to the fullest,” Brian’s sister Jennifer Heilbrun said. “There was not anything that went undone.” Questions remain: While family and friends remember Brian and Beverly Mauck, questions about their deaths linger. The couple was found shot to death three times, execution style, in their home Nov. 17, according to charging papers. The motive for th
Contemplation
I am dealing with some things at home. I have no internet save my phone and I'm saving for an apartment. Anyone wanting to get a hold of me should add nico_Marie_209 on yahoo messenger. Bye! So here I sit at home, with not a whole lot to day. Listening to music, should be cleaning, or doing something productive. Laundry maybe. Instead I sit here, chatting with my friends because that makes happy. I don't want to go anywhere I don't want to do anything but veg like a total lazy ass. YAY I think I will. Anyway. So I have x-mas presents to buy. A year subscription to x-box live for my brother, and a few things for mom Online shopping here I come Oh and I need to get laid. bad --- Vampi is the best in the whole wide world. My life would be totally incomplete without her.
Completely Random
I'm not easy to offend, so a NSFW mumm is not going to scare me away. If you want to scare me away, use grammar that makes my head hurt or use text speak! Seriously, how hard is it to read something before you hit the post button? Is typing Y-O-U that much harder than U? I don't expect everything to be written on the level of an English major, but if it's obvious that you just typed and hit submit, I will skip over it! If I post a mumm and people want to get stupid in the comments, who cares! I know that the nature of the internet is that some people have nothing better to do than rip on others and they are so insecure in their real lives that sitting in the comfort of their own home behind a monitor and keyboard makes them feel big and bad. In a way, when I see crap like that, I feel sorry for the person because they obviously have nothing better to do than find people to rip on! Just shy of 30, I have finally figured out a small piece of my life. I'm tired of thinking I can
Him
Want to run away, but I always seem to follow me... Miss him, need him, love him, want to get on a ladder and smack some sense into him! It's that kind of a day....I'm feeling sorry for myself... Why did the post office lose my address when I was waiting for the rule book on men to come??? WTF is wrong with men anyway? Why can't they see the women who love them as people worth cherishing??? Even my male cat keeps meowing for my attention and the minute I pay attention ro him he leaves... Sometimes I hate MEN!!
Why Women Live Longer Than Men
Whats Love Got To Do With It?
so look inside right to the core its easy you see because its right on the surface I will never be judged, no, only by one I have been carried threw life by GOD, more often then not He is my savior, and my stomach's in a knot He showed me the way, but I didn't completely listen Now I am somehow to blame for all that I have been missing It felt so good in her arms you see lying there together, looking back at me my soul touched so deep, I can't shake it rocked to the core, no way I could fake it problems come and go as this is life I will never again even think of that knife that was put in my heart and pushed all the way in you mean so much to me, its allmost a sin that is why its been so hard, to come around or even call for I feel so deep, and you think, not at all so many layers inside you see so many thoughts swirling in me I can do nothing but respect and love as I have and allways will and all of the above it hurts so bad, I will have you know I could lay d
Australia Trip
In between stops on the boat we spent a couple of days in Cairns. Cairns is in the NE corner of Australia in the state of Queensland. It is in a tropical rain forest and has the weather to prove it. Being summer, it was hot and humid. While we were there, we did an awesome tour, the skyrail and aboriginal cultural park http://www.skyrail.com.au/ Lets start by saying that the views from this gondola are breathtaking. First coming down into Cairns, then of Barron Falls, and then up into Kuranda. In Kuranda, we went over and did pictures with the Koalas and fed the Kangaroos. I also bought and original piece of aboriginal art work of a dolphin. The Aboriginal park told the stories of the natives. Their stories have universal themes that you find in Judeo-Christian beliefs as well. Also found out how to make and play a diggerdoo. Cairns was a wonderful little town, full of backpackers on holiday. Not at all what I expected in Australia. The one downside to my trip was
Adventures
For those that are not aware I leave today on vacation. Seems someone in the family felt that asking my 4 year old neice where we should go. Following suit of most 4 year old she said Disney and it was decided. It should be a fun trip though. We board the plane at 4pm this afternoon June 16th and return on June 21st. I may need some well wishes as this is a vacation with my parents, brother, his wife, their daughter and my daughter. It could get interesting to say the least. If I dont see you have a great week. I'll tell Mickey you said hello! Bella Take the What Drink are You Quiz - What Kind of Drink are You? at QuizRocket.com!Make Your Own Quiz
Friends&family
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Re Posts
Jenny was so happy about the house they had found, for once in her life twas on the right side of town, she unpacked her things with such great ease. as she watched her new curtains blow in the breeze. how wonderful it was to have her own room, school would be starting she have friends over soon. thered be sleep overs and parties she was so happy, its just the way she wanted her life to be, on the first day of school everything went great, she made new friends and even got a date. she thought i want to be popular and im going to be, becuz i jus got a date wit the star of the team. to be known in this school you had to have a clout, and dating this guy would sure help her out. there was only one problem stoppin her fate, her parents had said she was 2 yung 2 date. well i jus wont tell them the entire truth, they wont kno the difference whats there to lose. jenny asked to stay with her friends that night, her parents had frowned but said alright. excited she got
Poetry
The Last Goodbye By: Jennette If only I had one more chance Or even a quick glance To forever say goodbye Knowing I had one more try And that "I Love You" Could always be true It is always in my head That feelings I always dread I will always feel bad Because of the chance I didn't get and never had Of course, you are in a better place But it is the feeling I can never trace While you were in a bind I kept running through my mind What if I had that chance Or even that quick glance Could I say, "I Love You" And it always be true Or at least have got one more try To forever say... "Goodbye." The Light By: Jennette In a world that has remained dark as night I'm now beginning to see a shimmering light Once barely hearing a beat from this cold heart Which was rather mangled and torn apart Now has your warming love and affection Quickly mending it to perfection Feelings for you flooding i
Pimpin
† Skitz †@ fubar SnakeEyes Radio@ fubar ( first prize: 1 month vip, second prize: 7 day blast, third prize: 50,000 fu-bucks and personalized "SER ♥'s...." picture. ) Hey Everyone This is my bestfriend ...addict ...addict@ fubar She's had a fubar account for awhile now She just started to use it again I was wondering if you'd take some time out of your day to go and Add, Rate, and Fan her. She loves new friends, and I'm hoping we can get her to stay this time. Let's see if we can make her feel welcomed back here on fubar. Hopefully she won't leave again. Can we do this? I think we can. Let her know reLLa sent ya. x0x °o.O[reLLa]O.o°@ fubar
Everyday Thang
You need to play with the people you see every day, from family members to customers at work. Flirt as much as you like -- there's no reason to believe that people will take it too seriously. PLEASE step to the side SUM of us REAL people got LOVE to show AND ur doing NOTHING but getting in the damn way Soooooooooooooo step to the side SO we can do our work in peace~! Dont it suck When ppl have U blocked BUT cum to visit ur page? Peace~n~Love to all~!
Songs For Friends
Darling Owner (Parody of Prince's Darling Nikki for my fu-owner ***Jay*** I knew a girl named Julie And I'd say she's a sexy bish Bought me in an auction Held by her sister Drew Said she wanted to own me Then she put in the winning bid. She added me to her friends list I could not believe my eyes She had so many pictures No way to rate em all She said change ya name, ya fubar hua Your ass is now owned by me Julie She posted a new default Said she really owns my azz Didn't bother telling her I wanna molesticate her azz She's got this sexy look Like a teacher in the class. Time's up in march What am I gonna do? My owners hawt I think we should do more Than just the fu. This little rewrite is for a special little 2 year old. Hope it helps her sleep through the night. Alyssa's Lullaby (Parody of Shawn Mullins' "Lullaby" for a special little girl) You'll grow up in a big town, filled with places like Time Square All of
D/s Stories Writen By My Pets
"Today, you will be cleaning the kitchen floor. It could use a good cleaning so a mop won't do; you will use a scouring sponge. I expect nothing less than a thorough cleaning. Are you listening to me?!" "Yes Mistress" "I ask because you were looking at your nipples, not at me. If you are not going to look at me when I am addressing you, I could always blindfold you. Do you really think you could clean this floor to my satisfaction if you were blindfolded?" "No Mistress it probably would not be good enough, although I would try my best". I had been looking down at my nipples because of the clothes pins pinching them, I was wondering if I was going to be able to clean the floor without hitting one and causing me more discomfort. My mistress called me over and told me to turn around and face the kitchen, she was now behind me. She reached around and pulled me against her. This was nice as I was naked and beginning to get a bit chilly waiting there. She t
Just Seeing Who Are My Friends
sents i been on this site i meet alot off great friends on hereand i do like it here, i know i don,t talk much on here. i do get depress alot and sometimes i just don,t know what to think, so i,m going to see who is a friend, do you want me to stay or go, just let me know, i like this site but it gets bad when you have to do the id chack ever few mins on here can,t they give a little brake and not have to make you do a id chack so much, you all been great and i,ll miss you all take care hugss kisss marry x-mas happy new year
Native Americans
They made us many promises, more than I can remember, but they kept one; they promised to take our land, and they did. "Mahpiua Luta "Red Cloud" Oglala Lakota" The earth was created by the assistance of the sun, and it should be left as it was.... The Country was made without lines of demarcation and it is no mans business to divide it.... I see the white all over the country gaining wealth and see their desire to give us lands which are worthless. The earth and myself are of one mind. The measure of land and the measure of our bodies are the same. Say it to us if you can say it, that you were sent by Creative Power to talk to us. Perhaps you think the creator sent you here to destroy us as you see fit If I thought you were sent by the creator I might be I might be induced to think you had a right to dispose of me. Do not misunderstand me, but understand me fully with reference to my affection to the land. I never said the land was mine to do with as I chose. The one who has a
Lyrics
When clouds above you start to pour And all of your doubts Rage like a storm And you don't know who you are anymore Let me help you find what you've been searching for CHORUS: Somewhere there's a field and a river You can let your soul run free Someday let me be the giver Let me bring you peace Somewhere there's a break in the weather Where your heart and spirit go free Someday it'll be for the better Let this bring you peace Girl, I know you think no one sees The weight on your shoulders But you can't fool me And aren't you tired of standing so tall Let me be the one to catch you when you fall CHORUS: Somewhere there's a field and a river You can let your soul run free Someday let me be the giver Let me bring you peace babč Somewhere there's a break in the weather Where your heart and spirit go free Someday it'll be for the better Let this bring you peace BRIDGE: Let me bring you joy, let me bring you peace Take the
Christmas
Mariah CareyAll I Want For Christmas Is YouMusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.com Chris BrownThis ChristmasMusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.com
Poems
The first thing i think of When i think of you, Is your wonderful smile. The second would be your adorable laugh. I could go on and on, But the list would never end. When i think of the short time That we've been together And all of the happy memories we've already shared It amazes me to no end And i know we were mean't to be together. I look at you and see overflowing love, hope and joy. As well as as charm, strength, happiness, and dignity. With all of these wonderful qualities It's no wonder i love you so. By: Lacy Bannister You hurt me for so long But now i'm moving on Cause im tired of being torn apart Now i'm getting a brand new start I found someone new He is much better than you With him i stand tall No longer will i fall And i refuse to feel anymore hurt and pain All your mind games drove me insane His love helps my heart mend He brings all my troubles to an end He takes away all my sorrow With him i see tomorrow Now i can stand strong An
Marines
Subject: A Marine's Duty >> > > >> > > Last week, while traveling to Chicago on business, I >> > > noticed a Marine sergeant in Dress Blues traveling with a folded >> > > flag, but I did not put two and two together. After we'd boarded >> > > our flight, I turned to the sergeant, who'd been invited to sit >> > > in First Class (and was seated across the aisle from me), and >> > > inquired if he was heading home. >> > > >> > > "No sir" he responded. >> > > "Heading out?" I asked. >> > > "No. I'm escorting a Marine home." >> > > "Going to pick him up?" >> > > "No. He is with me right now. He was killed in Iraq. I am taking >> > > him home to his family." >> > > >> > > The realization of what he had been asked to do hit me like a >> > > punch to the gut. It was an honor for him. >> > > He told me that, although he didn't know the soldier, he had >> > > delivered the news of his passing to the soldier's family and >> > > felt as if he did know them af
This Is What I Dont Understand
vote for me( 23 days late) and friend capt. america too!!!! most comments wins...be creative...be dirty...say whatever...i dont know what i win...i just dont like to lose. thanks carrie... your not in my family.....post the most comments....and you will be!!!! click on the pict....to vote SO SINCE FUBAR IS A FANTASY SITE FOR ME...I HAVE SEVERAL MEN THAT I HAVE FANTASIES ABOUT...ALL THE TIME....... (COOL GUY).....COOL GUY IS THE MOST AMAZING MAN I EVER MET...YES...JUST MET HIM THIS WEEK....IVE HAVE NEVER MET A MAN THAT TURNS ME ON SOOO MUCH JUST BY THE WAY HE WALKS...I HAD THE PLEASURE OF HAVING DINNER WITH THIS MAN.....HE IS HIGHLY INTELLEGENT....EXTREMELY TALENTED...AND IN ANOTHER LIFE.....HE WOULD MAKE THIS CRAZY BITCH HAPPY....I'VE NEVER MET SOMEONE THATS SOO HAPPY WITH LIFE...I FEEL TRULY HONORED TO HANG WITH HIM...AND I HOPE I GET TO AGAIN(I LEFT OUT ALL THE DIRTY DETAILS...BUT THERE WERE SOME)/ (THE TOUGH GUY)....TOUGH GUY IS A MAN WHO IVE BEEN SPENDING ALOT TIME ON TH
Hey Ppl
sometimes u feel like a nut sometimes u feel like busting one seriously ppl if you cant take a joke dont look in the mirror:P my niece was born last night!!!!!! omg she is so cute and almost ten pounds!!! i dont know how my lil sis in law pushed her out lol. im so happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Christmas Videos
Friends
Here's where I'm @ IF ya wanna help out, thank alot Hippie (on my other guy shouts work there) It's important for you to take things to the next level. It could be romantic, professional, spiritual or in some other aspect of your life, but you shouldn't be afraid of making the big commitment. Hummmmm makes ME wonder........Lost Hippie#!$@ opppppsss nevermind had 2 think `bout it~! Christmas Myspace Comments Hope U Have The Best Ever Christmas Comments | Online Mall PEACE~N~LOVE 2 U ON THIS DAY~! Ur Friend,Always,Hippie
Things I Want You To Know
I just posted a new set on my site, Mina Gets A Flogging, so hurry up and go to ViciousVamp.com and check it out now!! Yup, just in case you were wondering, I do have a wishlist that you can view by clicking here. Feel free to check it out! :D Hello all! I'm in a contest and I need your help! Whenever you get the chance go check out my pic by clicking below and bomb it with comments! Don't forget to rate it as well, as rates count in this contest! Thanks everyone!
Only In America
10 THINGS LOSERS DO ON MYSPACE One: there is NO SUCH THING as a myspace tracker it does NOT exist. so quit posting stupid bulletins like "OH-MY-GOSH this WORKS!!!" no, it doesnt. TWO: To the people who have like 1,000 friends, are you serious? You don't know half of them. You're stupid. Go play in traffic. THREE: Don't ever post pictures and say "OMG, I'm so ugly" "OMG, I'm so fat" because if you were, you wouldn't post them. And if u do ur a freaking mongoloid. FOUR: Nobody cares about threats over the internet. Don't try to act like you're hard with the keyboard. > FIVE: Quit crying b/c you're not on someones top 8. who cares? Appearently they don't want you on there. ITS MYSPACE. NOT YOURSPACE. SIX: Who really cares if I don't accept you as a friend? MOVE ON!!! Don't send me another request or message asking "what's up with you not adding me?" I don't want
I Am Feeling...
"Stripped" by RAMMSTEIN (How fitting...) Come with me Into the trees We'll lay on the grass And let the hours pass Take my hand Come back to the land Let's get away Just for one day Let me see you Stripped Metropolis Has nothing on this You're breathing in fumes I taste when we kiss Take my hand Come back to the land Where everything's ours For a few hours Let me see you Stripped Let me hear you Make decisions Without your television Let me hear you speaking Just for me Let me see you Stripped Let me hear you Make decisions Without your television Let me hear you speaking Just for me Let me see you Stripped Ohne Dich by RAMMSTEIN (English Translation) I will go into the firs, there where I her last seen, but the evening threw a cloth onto the country, and on the ways term edge of forest, and the forest rises so black and empty, pain me oh pain, and the birds do not sing no more
Me
if Anyone on here ever wants to talk please dont wait for me to email you because im terrible at getting things started. Just send me a message and we can converse from there. Its not that I dont wanna talk to you good people its just that i never seem to be online when everyone else is so just let me know you wanna chat and give me a rough time that you may be online and ill do what I can to come party with you online and get to know you better. Hope to hear from at least one person lol. Fuckem all! Fuck all the cowardless, lieing, cheating and childish fucking people in the world. Im sick of them all, all they do is try to make everyone as unhappy as they are because they cant stand up to the truth or face the facts of life! If your reading this and are one of them do me the favor and peacefully exit, if you dont think or know your not one of these kinds of people thank you for being here and reading this and for being my friend. Once again I say FUCKEM ALL! This petty bullshit s
Word
He did it for DANIEL in the lions` den He closed the lions mouth For that I say AMEN He did it for MOSES at the red sea He held back the waters And the LORD saved me He can meet my special needs To live in peace and harmony LORD take me 2 calvary He`s got the whole world in his hands He`s got the whole world in his hands He`s got the whole world in his hands He`s got the whold world in his hands He`s go the wind and the rain in his hands He`s got the sun and the moons in his hands He`s got the wind and the rain in his hands He`s got the whole world in his hands He`s got that tiny little baby in his hands He`s got that helpless little baby in his hands He`s got that tiny little baby in his hands He`s got the whole world in his hands He`s got you and me brother in his hands He`s you and me sister in his hands He`s got you and me brother in his hands He`s got the whole world in his hands He`s got everybody in his hands H
Godfather Time
I Want to give Special Thanks to all the tight knit family /friends /fans that made this all happen with me & for me . I want to think everyone for the fun & friendships. i look forward to all the fun to come with everyone. I',m looking forward to keep give back the love forsure . Here's 4 of the Top Families that i can say have awesome friends as well that give luv to their family members . ~CONFEDERATE BOMBERS FAMILY OF FUBAR ™©~~HOME OF THE~GIT-R-DONE REBELS BOMBSQUAD~ MIZZ SHADY LEADER OF SHADYS POSSE S*U*P* Club F.A.R. Official Home Page DSC HOME ♥ßlšńŠļe♥§rWhiteKnights R/l wife♥IßļC♥DSC♥§outhernBadAzzCrew
Staff Bio's - They're @ Pimpin For Good Reason :)
Name: KevDog aka SalsaKing D.O.B: 10/16/1968 Location: California Marital Status: Fubar Married to LaUrEn Favourite Color: Blue (DALLAS COWBOYS Blue) Favourite Food: Mexican Hobbies: Music, Paintball, Football (DALLAS COWBOYS), singing, Pimpin Radio, Computers, Designing & Creating Stuff... Favourite Movie: YoungGuns, Lethal Weapon (All of them), Clerks, Kevin Smith Movies... Favourite music: Rock, Rap, Metal, Funk - Um Alot of styles!!! Dj Style: I mix all genres of music (depends on my mood) or if it is the middle of the night and my auto dj is playing for you. Haaa Haaa Best Feature: My eyes (I am told), I'll just keep this G-rated. Bwahahahaha Anything else: I would like to Thank all the Staff of PIMPIN for ur support and u all ROCK!!! Check out DJ KevDog : http://fubar.com/user/417035 Name: Juggalo J aka Raider69 D.O.B: 11/10/1973 Location: Cali! Marital Status: Married to Cupy Sorry Ladies Favourite Color: Blue Silver and Black Favourite Food: SUbs! Hobbies:
Duh!!
OMG...How F*&$ing boring are you lot??? Hmmm, its ok to come running when a person first joins up but then thats about it! Im not gonna act like some cheap nasty two bit slut like others just to make friends and recieve comments and messages or just to get the "ATTENTION". Thanx but no thanx....I dont need to be a web whore just for the attention!!! Lmao...maybe i should be a FAT UGLY bitch to get some blasts or attention.....roflmfao!!!Hey fat cows..how do u do it??? Ok...no messages, no comments, no Fubar for me...thanks peeps but no thanks..im outta here in 24 hours....would it make a difference if i joined the countless amounts of whores and dirty sluts on here and do what they do....im not a prude or nothing but to whore yourself to practically half the world...and most of them you dont really know..is a lack of self respect to yourself and to other women. Oh and to the girls here who r like that...WHY DONT YOU TRY SIGNING UP ON SMUTVIBES.COM
Greetings...new Beginnings...
i do not give the gift of my submissive nature it is who i am...i just "choose" with whom to share all of it i cannot give a gift of myself as long as i am wanting something in return. a gift is given without want .... "Look! The way she trembles, even now, caught between fear and desire." Kusheil's Dart "When you find that special someone that wants to take you into the darkness, holding your hand tight, searching for the light. Dont say no... Just squeeze their hand tighter and walk slowly, trusting togethor, smiling with true tears of joy and forefillment at finally finding true happiness. " Its a dream I have.... Anne 2007 "People take different roads seeking forefillment and happiness. Just because they dont travel your road doesnt mean they've gotten lost" They told me - You are Woman Go out and conquer the world They said - be strong Don't betray your Sisters You don't need a man You are sufficient unto yourself They told me 's
Sarah's Blog
Hello. I am a full time real time /Online and Phone Mistress/Madame/Dominatrix/Goddess and Princess. Whatever you might think of this just understand... I AM BETER THAN YOU. -you WILL worship and adore me. -you will do anything I tell you do, and thank me for wasteing my time on you. -you are just a miss-print. I am a princess. I am worth everything you have and much more. My wish will be your command. -you will go to great lengths to please me and will know you are such a loser for doing so-But you will love to do so anyway. I enjoy sessions with the following content: * Sissys/Feminization *Foot/Shoe/Boot worship *Female Supremacy *Age Play *Tiny pecker humiliation *Humiliation *Domination *Cuckolding *Fantasy Blackmail *Financial Domination *Objectification *Roleplay *Smoking Fetish I also sell to select client el My used/worn Items. Email for more info. If you wish to send me a tribute, Book a session or buy me something from my wish list email for de
Ana A'ayesh
Well I woke up this morning And couldn't remember why I was waking up So I knew I was still high Then I heard the phone ring And started to get up But then thought about it and thats not my alarm clock.. So I laid back down Then I realised that was yesterday And I was deffinatly still high So I got out of bed and went to the bathroom Washed my face and neck I'd covered up a hickey Haha it's backkk LOL Then when I put clothes on later I noticed I have a finger shaped bruise on my hip Hmmmm I don't remember anything about that So I start recalling last night... Haha Last night was funny I got high Which is something I usualy don't do But they conviced me I had promised Lamont So fuck me, we got high Then I remember Reggetone playing loud And all the lights were off Kissing lips Kissing.. Then there talking.. And it's all so dark I just started laughing And he looked at me and smiled I'm pretty sure he did anyway I looked silly as hell laying there Before
Going For The Vip
Hello to all.... I am going for the VIP and really need help getting the 10,000 comments. I have just under a 2000 now. I need as many that can to help me do this.... I am out of comments today.... Here is the link to the pic that I need the commenting help on. Much luv to all my friends.... Here is the link to Stephanie's page where the contest is being hosted in the Giveaway folder. Stephanie Lynn@ fubar Hello all I know I have been asking for alot of help lately, and other than just a couple of people that have been helping me... I need more help.. I have used all of my photo comments already today and have a little over 9200 comments.... that is really getting close, but still not there to the 10000. Here is the link that needs the comments.... Hello to all.... I am going for the VIP and still really help getting the 10,000 comments. I have just under a 1100 now. I need as many that can to help me do this.... I am out of commen
For Sale
highest bid is Abby 3 month VIP biding has started My ass and paddle is up on the Block For SALE to the highest bidder! So Come on Stop On By & Place Ur Bid !!!
Reflections
i found this, the ultimate love song. it is not something i am necessarily ready to sing for anyone yet. i need to know my Master a little better before i go professing such things but i could see it happening in the future. So, take heed before you read. it's heartfelt and touching if you read it as it's written. if you simply see the main phrase of 'i can't say no to you' you do not understand the song. read it again. you'll see that i feel good enough. the fact that i can't say no is something i enjoy. GOOD ENOUGH, Evanescence Under Your spell again, i can't say no to You Crave my heart and its bleeding in Your hand i can't say no to You Shouldn't have let You torture me so sweetly Now i can't let go of this dream i can't breathe but i feel Good enough i feel good enough for You Drink up sweet decadence i can't say no to You and i've completely lost myself and i don't mind i can't say no to You Shouldn't have let You conquer me so completely Now i can't
Snapper037crap
Wasted Wasted before I'd even tasted Knowing just not going Trapped although its all been mapped Unable was it all just another fable Alone and very much grown. A shell in an ocean less hell Tired even while wired Unhappy at how I've made my life so crappy Existing while also resisting Done over before Ive begun. You know SPUN! written 2000 Christina Entry for December 01, 2007 magnify With all my heart for you I yearn. Now that we're apart I fee a flame from inside that deeply burns. I long to feel your lips upon mine kissing. I ache to once again feel your fingertips. Everything that is you is what I am missing. The time thats so far past seem to drag slowly by as if forever it may last And feeling that One more day without you I'd rather die Yet I wait for the day When I'll finally say "honey I m on my way" Then finally I'll
Fd Up Nature Of A Human
Ok i am starting to get realy pissed off now. Cps is dicking me around again. I havnt seen my boys in over 2 weeks. Havent seen Xander in 3 weeks. They still havent set up my psycological evaluation and and lagging on getting me to oly for my ager managment classes. I tell you, they say they took them on a better safe then sorry basis due to my mental dissabilities (aka depression) but how do you think i feel now knowing that i may be cut off of my children at any given minute yah im not all peachy keen about it am i I think that they are useless they dont help those who do need it and fuk with us who didnt yah i was crabby but name one woman on this earth that wasnt at 8 mo prego and her hus was gone at wks at a time I have done some shitty stuff in my life but i tell you i would give my life for those children and did i love my kids more then anything on this god forsaken planet and any thing beyond i have and always will put the needs and wan
What's Been Up...
i haven't been ignoring anyone lately, i've just been a little busy. i've been spending more time over on myspace lately because i finally have contact again with my youngest daughter. due to her situation i am in full grandma mode right now. her husband hasn't figured out that he is supposed to be taking care of his family even though they are expecting their third child in a very short time. he would rather play pc games. so i found out that the two grandbabies might not even have a christmas and ric and i have been busy making sure they do. i have a pack of paperwork to finish to send to my lawyers about my disability. yuck...paperwork. ric decided he really wants us to work on our relationship and we have been talking. and he has been behaving himself. so we'll see how things go. i hope everyone is having fantastic holiday season so far!!! i've been very busy the last couple of days. my almost 3 year old has had one of those wonderful stomach "bugs". haven't had much s
Theories, Songs, Etc. Basic Randomness That Resides In A Lost Soul...
A Happy First Birthday to my son, Jaiden. Daddy would give anything to have been able to celebrate it with you, but the harpy had different plans. If she were anything like your dad, she'd be excited, and getting up to prepare a special day for you, aside from the inevitable party your grandparents, aunts, etc., are planning for you, seeing as it's now 6 in the morning there. I wish you all the love and joy that this day should bring you, and that text just can't show. Daddy loves and misses you:-* This is funny, and totally implausible. In the spirit of getback, this is pretty much genious.
To My Friends
Bitchy Comments I am starting a grop B.B.F. The Big Beautiful Freaks. If you are as freaky as i am then this is a group for u. If you are proud that u are sexy sedutive and as nasty as u wanna be then holla at me. Y should we be judged cause we like it nasty. Rules: 1)you have to be level 10 or greater. 2)must have a pic of ur self in ur albums 3)you must inter act with other members 4)don't be shy to tell the most freakest thing u have done So u wanna join you must mail me first and tell me y you should be a member and last of all put B.B.F Member in your name Hey guys do u love B.B.W's? Do yu love them when they are Freaky? Come and join B.B.F.L? Were u can be u and ppl don't judge u cause u a big Freak like 24HrFreak. Rules: 1)you have to be level 10 or greater. 2)must have a pic of ur self in ur albums 3)you must inter act with other members 4)don't be shy to tell the most freakest thing u have done So u wanna join you
Music
Cassidy - My Drink N' My 2-StepAdd to My Profile | More Videos Sean Kingston "Take You There" Music VideoAdd to My Profile | More Videos J.Holiday - BedAdd to My Profile | More Videos
~* Bikers Before.....*~
DICTIONARY FOR DECODING WOMEN'S PERSONAL ADS: 40-ish.................................49. Adventurous.........................Slept with everyone. Athletic...............................No breasts. Average looking....................Moooo. Beautiful.............................Pathological liar. Emotionally Secure................On medication. Feminist..............................Fat. Free spirit...........................Junkie. Friendship first......................Former slut. New-Age.............................Body hair in the wrong places. Old-fashioned.......................No BJs. Open-minded.......................Desperate. Outgoing.............................Loud and Embarrassing. Professional.........................Bitch. Voluptuous..........................Very Fat. Large frame.........................Hugely Fat. Wants Soul mate....................Stalker. WOMEN'S ENGLISH: 1. Yes = No 2. No = Yes 3. Maybe = No 4. We need = I want 5. I am sorry =
Showin' Sum Luv!
It's beginning to look a lot like Christmas ... Every where You Go! So come on and join in the fun with! Show some Christmas spirit! !!Share with all who visit your space!! I think we should all **REMEMBER** what the true meaning of Christmas really is! Happy Holidays Fubar! Tankx 2 all Readerz! Love and Fu~Hugezz! Spoiledbrat SAYN' HELLO! HI!>>>> WELCOME** AHHEMM!!> ATTENTION!!>>>>>>>>>>>> SpOiLeD>> THANX U!! MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! MySpace Graphics & MySpace Codes To all the friends and family I have met in the last few days either thru joining lounges or just by clicking on photos ... I am spreading some luv around to all of you! You have all brought joy in my life and laughing in my soul! Thankx for all the laughs...l
Life
I Love You Baby girl.. Current mood: depressed Category: sad Life Sandi I hope someday you can read this and know how much I love you.. Perhaps you will be mad at me 4 talking to Mom and Dad...I did it because we love you..I love you.. We are desperate to help you annd it was the only way..If I had 2 do it again and choose between you getting mad 4 a while or trying 2 help the Dr's and you parents save your life..If I had to I would do the same thing all over.. From the moment we met we bonded.. you have been my BFF, my love, my sanity 4 2+yrs now.. I wish I had been more available these last few weeks..perhaps we would be on the phone now or online or exchanging gifts.. Instaead I'm writtting this..trying to ease the pain in my heart.. It's not helping... I look at your pictures, comments, messages, everything reminds me of you.. I call the house everyday to check on you...I talk 2 your mom or dad 4 awhile then I hang up and cry I hope Don had nothing t
A Blog Says What?
Yes, I am self-centered enough to think you care that I put a music player on my profile. On top of that, I'm self-centered enough to think that you really want to know more about my taste in music and will go look at what's on my player. Empty Allegory is now the name of my photography business. Click here to check out my new website and look at some of my work. Oh, and feel free to buy some prints or hire me to take some photos, seriously, I need the money. So... if you have, an interest in modeling, or if you just want some photographs taken, let me know. My schedule fills up kind of fast, so sooner is better than later. There's a sample of my work on my fubar page, but for a better look at my work, check out my photography site, EmptyAllegory
Lyrics
IT'S BEEN AWHILE • Album: Break The Cycle • Track Number: 04 • Performed By: Staind And it's been awhile Since I could hold my head up high And it's been awhile Since I first saw you And it's been awhile Since I could stand on my own two feet again And it's been awhile Since I could call you And everything I can remember As fucked up as it all may seem The consequences that I've rendered I stretched myself beyond my means And it's been awhile Since I could say that I wasn't addicted And it's been awhile Since I could say I love myself as well And it's been awhile Since I've gone and fucked things up just like I always do And it's been awhile But all that shit seems to disappear when I'm with you And everything I can't remember As fucked up as it all may seem The consequences that I've rendered I've gone and fucked things up again.... again Why must I feel this way Just make this go away Just one more peaceful day And It's been awhile S
Poems Someone Wrote Me
Taste honey form her rosy-red lips, Win formulates in the valley below. Drips of wine settle on her purplish-red lips, As morning dew freshly hit by the sun. Kiss each of the lips with the gentleness, Of a mother and her babe. In the distance see twin mountain peaks, As Mount Everest in double vision. Cherry colored peaks set on each mountain, Crimson and hard as granite. Emotions rage through my head, my heart, As I touch her silken skin. Names to call her roams through my mind, Ecstasy...delight… lust… One name fits what I feel in my heart, And which she causes…Euphoria….Euphoria. By: Robert Stockten Eyes clash across the room, Enticement crosses their minds, Words spoken softly to each other, Flowers bloom within their hearts, Feelings develop toward one another. Days pass as passion swells, Expectations are beyond mortal minds, The night comes soon enough, Sweet desire passes through their parted lips, She becomes everything to him, he
Just Some Thoughts...
as most of you know, this is my last week on fubar, and there are several of you who i will miss greatly, as there are plenty of people, most of whom are already blocked, that i could care less about. but either way, most people have heard a little bit about why i am leaving. i have yet to tell anyone all my reasons, but some of the main reasons are reasons most have yet to here, so here's two: the first being a girl named smore...after coming into contact with her, i instantly liked her and i knew nothing would ever come of it, but i liked her for some reason anyways. well, that's a whole 'nother story i don't even want to get into, but the second reason is cause of my mom and my brother. i spend far too much time on here when i ought to be doing things to show them i'm supporting them. my brother has hodgkin's lymphoma and was diagnosed when he was 18. he's had it for 3 and a half years now. my mom has just recently found out what has been causing her trouble. she's got a tu
I Am So Confused...
heh, i'm hungover today but been invited to someones house party tonight so i'm gonna have to get better....fast. anyway the reasons of my legend night was because in my drunken state i tend to get a lot of admirers.....ahem. god knows how much i drank last night, but i'm paying for it to be honest. got fingered in a pub last night! by a mates exes cousin! lol! small world and all that bollocks! but seriously, i think whatever i drank is in my system coz i still feel twatted. oh god i was supposed to take my meds last night but i didn't coz i couldn't be arsed. currently listening to metalica with abby who also feels like shit. and all that jazz! (gets up and starts dancing) nah not really! lol! can't be fucked! i stink of beer i think, i should fucking hope so! lol! oh yeah, and for anyone reading this, feel free to look at my photos and shizz! some of them i look kinda sexual! lol! ok, i'm gonna fuck off now, i like sex! goodbye! i don't like this medicine i've been put
My Heart And Soul
so we talk and we laugh we dream and we cry we live and we learn we yearn and we die ive come to terms that not everything in live is fair every time i hear her voice something deep inside me awakens i feel a lump in my throught a loss of words a shortness of breath ive finally found true love and ive always wondered what true love was and now i know no one else matters to me in the world but her she is my other half my completion i know one day i will lose her as much as i pray it never comes i know it is inevitable its just how life is we are hundreds of miles apart and yet i feel soo close to her i asked her to marry me she said yes i asked if she loved me she said yes i asked her to move here with me once again she said yes so why is it that she has broken my heart and left me to be by my self i know ive done some wrong things in life and ive hurt a few ppl but nothign i have ever done deserves this much torture this much heartache im always alone and
The Usual Shat
well, i'm now in north little rock. had my first day of recruiting school today. it wasn't too bad cept for the 5 am wake up time. but shit happens. i think it's going to be a good school though. i'll enjoy it. so i'll be here for 5 weeks. should be too bad. but, i'm tired as hell so imma cut this one short. ps. if ya view, be nice and leave a comment. it doesn't have to make sense either "sljksrlekoif" is fine, i just wanna know who's actually readin my yammering take er easy people well here we are, a beautiful thursday. work wasn't too bad today. did some admin stuff at the office and tried to hit my business list up. a good friend of mine actually stopped by my mother's yesterday while i was getting something to eat. i hadn't seen him in forever. we went to military school together and continued our friendship after school. so it was good to see him. other than that, I can honestly say it has been the ultimate of very shitty weeks. There's nothing quite like having
Happy Holidays
I want to wish everyone a safe and happy holiday season Happy New Year To all my family and friends. and to all on fubar. May this year be better than the last. i met this lady in here and we want a fubar marriage how do we go about doing that
Anywaylife.com
Merry Christmas, to all of my fubar friends and family, I wish for joy, peace and love for this 2007 christmas. Love to all
New Cummer(???)
Shadows By Alex McKenzie Am I all that I am made up to be? Or am I merely a shadow you see. Is it what I do what makes me...me? Or is that just a I shadow I see. Will I grow evermore not unlike a tree? Or will I live in the shadows I see. Am I ever to be set free? Or am I surely a shadow to be............ Any Gray Day By Alex McKenzie The dawn of another day of gray, The sky the color of dead ash. The clouds an angry smear across the sky, Threatening the silence of the morning. Street lights casting a corona around themselves, As if protecting themselves from a darkness unending. Dull and lifeless does my soul feel, When gazing into this cold morning sky. My mood darkens as do the heavens above, The clouds ready to loose their fury. My emotions following the day ever changing, The same as in the swirling gray mass above me. The dawn of a new day of gray.......... One In A Million By Alex McKenzie Gently falling upon my upturned face,
My Spot
You called to ask me back, professing you still love me I can't help but wonder how could this be when you turned your back and abandoned me You left to be with someone else now claiming to have made a fool of yourself i didn't ask you to go, it was you, who left I have forgave, but i never forgot how you said she was your high school sweetheart treated me like your love suddenly stopped It wasn't your leaving, but the way you left no thoughts of me, my kids, but only self lying that it wasn't for anyone else you hurt me deep, broke me inside for months, every day i cried now you are asking to be back in my life? you left because you wanted to go my life moved on when you clsed that door so to answer your request boo...... HELL TO THE NO!!!!! I too, have been discarded, hurt and brokenhearted I've faced some fears and shedded some tears But I've risen above with the ability to love still able to give and continue to live I started changing, my life rea
Miss Louisiana, My Behbe: Lisa Da Sweetest!!
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Today In Native American History
I learned this morning that I have lost a very good friend. He passed on Christmas Day. I know he will follow his new path well. He will have a great journey. He lived his life as a human being. He was strong, honest and loved all that lived. My heart cries out to his wife and family. They loved him so very much. I know he is going to a better place and I know his path will be a great one but I feel so sad and will miss him very much. I will always honor him and pass his stories on. You will always be loved Al, loved always forever and ever forever. May you rise from our mother. Follow your path, you will live in our hearts forever. Dark Mountian 1. One never forgets to acknowledge a favor, no matter how small. 2. Day and night cannot dwell together. The white mans religion was written on tables of stone. Ours was written in our hearts. December 15, 1970: Blue Lake was returned to the Taos people many years after the U.S. government seized it from t
Updates On Krazy Kuder
Well, since my last blogging rant, I have ceased to be a DJ because I lost the net at home and for a few other reasons as well. And because I can't control my girlfriend's actions in the lounge I formerly worked at it seems that I have "personal problems" that have to be worked out at home so I can be UNBANNED from that lounge... Smells fishy to me, but whatever. I was glad for the good times I had as a DJ and in that lounge, Which I will not name because they don't want me to start any drama for them, and because I don't really feel like being a jackass right now and causing drama... Maybe later though, but for now, I will behave, at least as well as I can... ROFLMMFAO Hey ya'll, you've been here for me since I joined and now I would like a chance to show you what you are missing by not listening to me spin some tunes @ The Darkness Falls lounge. Please stop by and try us out. I DJ there Wed, Sat, and Sunday. I rock the joint from 4pm til 8pm. That's RIGHT! They let me control the tun
Online Drama Bullshit!
Is that now I KNOW...I am not the only one who has experienced the wrath of Hitler! I will not mention names, but it's nice to know that I am not the only one who has had to deal with that shit. I have no hard feelings against the majority of the hotties, however, when some of the hotties come to my page, rate me 1 and then block me, I know that a) they are afraid of not standing behind their "leader" and b) they have no minds of their own. I'm glad I'm not apart of that group anymore! No more drama. If you're causing it, stay the fuck off my page! Feel free to rate me a 1 and block me. I don't really give a shit. Post nasty comments in my comments section! I wont even delete them... In the previous blogs, i mentioned "e-mails"...these are those emails. read the bottom one...than the next one up is his response, and so forth...very top one is from him, but that was the last e-mail, so it didn't say "spewed forth from" for some reason... *****************************************
Firefighters
Blue Angels, Thunderbirds
My Poems
Be still my weeping heart Cry tears no more You loved him Emotionally, unconditionally, completely In your heart he will be To love is to set free You will not leave him completely A bond even stronger than before Will come walking in your door The bond of friendship, a love even more You will carry your love You will be strong for him You will always be there You will be his rock His shoulder to cry on Right now you must be strong Even though inside you are dying You must understand You must be yourself And above all remember this Keep your love and his friendship Close to your heart And in your life he will forever be Remember me Remember me Remember all the times I made you laugh The late night pillow talks, making love in candlelight Remember me For all the things I do and things I said For what is was I did to turn your head Remember me For all the tears I have cried, the love and sadness in my eyes For my heart that still lov
Bada Bing !
HEY HEY HEY BADA BING Family and Friends Come On Into and Celebrate The QUEEN'S Birthday w/ Us Startin @ 730ish pm est Friday Night! It's Gonna Be 1 Helluva Rockin Good Time! The TGIF Jams Will Be Played Along w/ Some of The QUEEN'S Fav Artists and Also Goin To Be Having Some QUEENY Trivia-Will Be Rewardin 100k in Fubucks For The Correct Answers-and Also She Has A 2 Min Delay Bfore She Can Answer! Also Will Be Doin Some Other Games As Well For Bucks and Prizes!...So Whatcha Waitin For?...Be Sure To Make BADA BING Your Place To Be Friday Night As Well Celebrate The QUEEN'S Birthday! Hope To See You There! CLICK Any Pic .. Its an OFFER YOU CAN'T REFUSE!
Erotic Poetry
A sea of pillows and tangled sheets Wild with passion my heart beats Touches light my skin on fire Burning with pure desire Ragged breaths escape as moans Knowing that you alone Bring me to my knees Living for you, begging please In my mind I see your face I long to feel your sweet embrace Holding me so very tight I dream about you day and night The passion burns so very strong But it has been so very long My body still burns for you And there is nothing I can do So I lock my lust away Hoping there will come a day When we will meet again Then I can release what is within The touch of a hand around my waist Looking up at your body knowing I wanna taste Feeling and smelling your soft skin Wanting to be wrapped up within Kissing your soft lips Feeling your fingertips on my curvatious hips Caught up in a feeling of fantasy and lust Being like this is a must Caressing me with your hands and toungue Leaving me to admit I'm totally sprung Longing to be making
What Is Perfect?????
My wife and I decided to try something different. After almost 19 years of marriage, the "spark" has pretty much gone out. We decided to allow each other to seek relationships outside our marriage, without dissolving our marriage. I have a great attitude about life, love kids (have 3 of our own), fun to be around, generally a good guy who doesn't do drugs, I'm a non-smoker and only occasionally drink alcohol. (Also FYI, I'm STD-free.) A "southern gentleman" who would treat a lady right and will always respect her wishes. I am looking for a no strings attached relationship. My wife and I have an open relationship but we want to keep it discrete because of our family and friends. If you are willing to take that chance, I look forward to hearing from you. Every one talks abut a woman giving oral and swallowing. I love giving oral to a beautiful woman as much as recieving. and I love the sweet taste of a woman and I swallow her come as well. OMG! WOW! In this age of time the whole idea
First Blog.
Tears and pain are a part of life. I can't be the strong person I want to be all the time so tonight, I'm letting the tears flow. Uncle Al is in a coma with no brain activity. He's dying. I keep telling myself all things happen for a reason and that whatever happens, everything will be ok. At least he'll be with Papa and Gramma. He'll be happy there. There are nights I just want to be held by someone I care for but my heart and mind aren't clear on that subject either. Who is it that my heart wants and would they even want me? I've seen so much pain and loss this year, but I've gotten stronger from it. It took me a while, but I realize that tears and pain are a part of life and that self mutilation isn't. So tonight, I'm taking away the smile and releasing my pain. I just hope one day, my real smile will be worn on my face more than the fake one. A little more serious and a hell of a lot more painful. . . Yesterday was December 15th. I didn't notice that until
Softly, Kendra
And another day I am awoken with a phone call that one of my best friends has passed away. Her name is Adrianna..I called her many things including Adiedoo, Adri-ya-ya, or just Adri. Her brother called me this morning, and I won't go into details because I am not sure what the family wants, but never the less, she is not here anylonger. I feel pissed at not only death itself, but at myself for the time I wasted not being around her. We were inseperable at one point, then when Dawn and I broke up things took a different turn. I suppose it was hard going from the "Trio" we were used to, down to dealing with me drinking my sorrows away at the local pub and watching me die slowly, and Dawn starting her new life, with her new college friends and new boyfriend. It was too much for her, and well..I was being selfish. I fucking hate myself for that. She saw both of her once "best friends" travel down different roads and become people she no longer recognized. Fuck man, thats just horrible. Tha
My Poems And Lyrics
Write with a pen Seal with a kiss If you love me Please answer me this Do you love me Or do you not You told me once But I forgot So tell me now And tell me true So I can tell you I love you Of all the guys I've ever met You're the one I won't forget And if I die before you do I'll go to HEAVEN and wait for you If you're not there on Judgment Day I'll know you went the other way I'll give the Angels back their wings And risk the loss of everything Just to prove my love is true I'd go to HELL to be with you I met a boy I loved so well He came and took my love from me And now he's going to set me free He sat a stranger on his knee And told her things he never told me Then I went home and cried on my bed Not a word to my mother had I said My father came home late that night And looked for me left and right He came upstairs the door he broke And found me hanging by a rope He took a knife and cut me down By his picture a note was found In this note it ha
Random Blogs
Finally some good news. I got my computer fully fixed and upgraded which means that O.K. Studio is now up and running again. Here's a list of the stuff I had to get. New power supply New motherboard (ASUS M2N32-SL Deluxe Wireless Edition) AMD Athlon 64 X2 Dual Core Processor 4000+ New RAM (Patriot Viper DDR2 - 4 GB total) New graphics card (NVIDIA GeForce 8800 GT Alpha Dog Edition 512 MB DDR3) Total cost: about $600 ...Not! Well this is was happened. Earlier this week, I was copying an edited version of Halo 2 over to my modded Xbox (which I had called Xbox Red). I leave for a moment to go to the bathroom while it was copying the files over to the hard drive on my Xbox Red. Suddenly after finishing my business, I hear a loud *POP* and I said to myself "what the fuck was that?" and then rushed into my room to find my Xbox Red with smoke coming out from it. I unplugged the power cord from it without even having to think and I took it to the kitchen and took the cover
Ramblings Of A Grumpy Old Man
Grrrrr....So I'm at a good party in a lounge (where the only thing hotter than the women are the beats!) and my PC starts to act up. The music becomes choppy and there are serious lags when all of a sudden I get booted....not just from the site but my whole PC shuts down. Upon rebooting, I can no longer access the fubar site to get back to the party so now I'm annoyed. I'm still rubbing my ass from such a hard boot so does anyone have any soothing ass cream I can use!?! I hope you enjoyed your party AshWee and to who ever else that may read this that was in there....I wasn't being rude...I was being butt slammed by technology! Stay well, One love and God bless! I wrote this at time when my strength, resolve and faith were being tested...I finally came to a place where I accepted I just wasn't going to be "normal" again so I decided to be the best human being I could be because I now knew what it means to suffer. I am once again facing overwhelming pain and as a result I go throug
Some People's Children
Hmmm he blocked me?!?! What a douche! He rated me a bunch of 1s and then turned into a pussy when I confronted him. LOL slim: stfu nazi ->Mrs. Robinson: what's with all the 1s ->Mrs. Robinson: thanks for the points http://fubar.com/user/1214863 Ok I know it's long as hell but damn is it funny! ->Mrs. Robinson: then why do you still reply My Coke Re...: maybe if I gave to shits on what you really had to say I would actually listen ->Mrs. Robinson: maybe we need to just agree to disagree and find you a new psychologist My Coke Re...: no, if YOU hadn't said anything, we wouldnt be in this situation. ->Mrs. Robinson: well if you didn't get so angry and defensive in the first place we would be in this situation now would we My Coke Re...: I would have if you did make that rude comment, but again, that's your ammo, getting people pissed off & then trying to see what truly is wrong with them, when in most cases it absolutely nothing. ->Mrs. Robinson: you could have mo
The Secret
I want my own a home in the country, with access to a lake or river I want a boat, so I can fish I want one day a week that I can dedicate to fishing, though I would be happy if I could have more than one. I want a truck I want a camper, for I love to camp I want a car, so when I travel to a city, I can be comfortable when seeking some place to park I want a large kitchen, for I thoroughly enjoy cooking I want a garden, so I may grow herbs, flowers, veggies, and roses I want a dock on my water front property I want a wife to share it all with Creating and defining communication in relationships both personal and professional...What we call our communication is Masculine and feminine positioning....Which woman have forgotten b/c of their invisible education, invisible money, Or their invisible career... Do not go seeking any virtual relationship(s) either....I feel the internet can steal time from tangible unions among other serious dysfunctions....;) I must teach a w
Roller Derby- Columbus Indiana
There are now 7 Roller Derby Leagues in Indiana. Naptown Roller girls- Indianapolis Bleeding Heatland Roller girls- Bloomington Terrorz Of Tiny Towns Roller Girls- Columbus Fort Wayne Derby Dolls- Fort Wayne ROSI- Roller girls of South east Indiana- Evansville Lafayette Brawlin Dolls- Lafayette Nashville (startup league) Nashville This is a growing sport, for men and women, have aggressions, try roller derby. The competitive nature of the sport helps with body and mind. We would love to see you at a bout, doesnt have to be ours, but support roller Derby in your town. Hell ya probably didnt even know it was there! Google is a beautiful thing. We are hosting a Roller Derby Overview Tonight at the Columbus skateland, 2660 N. Talley Rd, Columbus Indiana at 6pm, for directions go to http://www.columbusskateland.com. Hope to see ya there. Is the fact that you don't know what Roller Derby is holding you back? Google it, Youtube it!!!! there is so much information right
Bombing
I am really frustrated, every-time i go to look at my comments on my main page, it freezes up the whole computer . Now i have a Imac. Is it the page or my stupid I mac ..Help !?!?!?!? So, I mistakenly didn;t mark my mumm NSFW.(even thought i don't think it was ) point is now i have been Fu-grounded . I want to know if i am ever going to get them back. How long does it usually take for these things to work through the system !?!?!? I mean are we really children here. we can't have our toys back .Come on Hey everyone I am in the Hottest Mummers Contest Please stop by and rate/comment.. Please This is the very first contest i have ever been in .. let's make it fun Love, Peace and Chicken Grease .... :x Fallen http://www.fubar.com/images.php?u=608995&albumid=746030#
My Veniamin Addiction
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To Our Service Men And Women
50 things about me 1. Spell your name backward: haciM 2. Story behind your first name: Its a book in the bible 3. Whens your birthday: October 1 4. Where do you live: CHillicothe Ohio DESCRIBE YOUR: 5. Wallet: Black 7. Toothbrush: clean but well used 8. Jewelery worn daily: Dog tags, celtic cross 9. Cell Phone: Sanyo 10. Pillow cover right now: um dont remember my head? 11. Car: PLum Dodge Ram 1500 quad cab 12. Bedroom: messy 13. Sunglasses: none ball caps 15. Cologne/Perfume: any suggestions 16. CD in stereo right now: None love the radio 17. Piercing: None 18. What you are wearing now: ACU's 19. Wish: To head to the sand box again 20. Wanting:To sleep 21. What are you doing After this: getting back to work 22. If you could get away with it and murder anyone Who would it be? Im gonna take a stab in the dark and say that i have already done this 23. Person you wish you could see right now: the
Special
To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait" To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her. To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down. To every guy who has given her flowers just because thats how he rolls. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. .... To every guy that she cried in front of... To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes..... To every guy that would give his seat up... To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every guy that reassured her that she was beautiful no matter what. To every guy wh
For Sweet, Loving, Beautiful Angelface
ONLY SOME OF HER GREAT WORK IS EVIDENT HERE ON FUBAR IN HER PHOTO ALBUMS. FOR MORE, PLEASE FOLLOW THIS LINK TO HER DEVIANT ACCOUNT...TYSVM   http://paganmaria.deviantart.com/ William Wordsworth (1770–1850) Lines Composed a Few Miles above Tintern Abbey Five years have passed; five summers, with the length Of five long winters! and again I hearThese waters, rolling from their mountain-springsWith a soft inland murmur.  Once againDo I behold these steep and lofty cliffs,That on a wild secluded scene impressThoughts of more deep seclusion; and connectThe landscape with the quiet of the sky.The day is come when I again reposeHere, under this dark sycamore, and viewThese plots of cottage-ground, these orchard-tufts,Which at this season, with their unripe fruits,Are clad in one green hue, and lose themselves'Mid groves and copses. Once again I seeThese hedgerows, hardly hedgerows, little linesOf sportive wood run wild; these pastoral farms,Green to the very door; and wreaths of s
Master's Need Of His Pets
See....blondes really do have more fun! LOL MONDAY It's fun to cook for Bill. Today I made angel food cake. The recipe said beat 12 eggs separately. The neighbors were nice enough to loan me some extra bowls. TUESDAY Bill wanted fruit salad for supper. The recipe said serve without dressing. So I didn't dress. What a surprise when Bill brought a friend home for supper WEDNESDAY A good day for rice. The recipe said wash thoroughly before steaming the rice. It seemed kind of silly but I took a bath anyway. I can't say it improved the rice any. THURSDAY Today Bill asked for salad again I tried a new recipe. It said prepare ingredients; lay on a bed of lettuce one hour before serving. Bill asked me why I was rolling around in the garden.. FRIDAY I found an easy recipe for cookies. It said put the ingredients in a bowl and beat it. There must have been something wrong with this recipe. When I got back, everything was the same as when I left. SATURDAY Bill did th

Hey to all my friends and people living in the Chicago area. As you may know I am a photographer and I am offering a photo shoot for free. I am just looking to build my portfolio, so if you think you have what it takes to get some professional pics done of yourself leave me a message here or at www.myspace.com/2515rockwell Subject: THE NICE GUYS Body: I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just f**k you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always
Miscellaneous
Don't put me on that pedestal It's much to high for me, It hurts when I hit bottom When the truth is what you see. And that halo you think I wear Slipped of my head last night, It nearly choked me half to death When I was blinded by the light. Don't think that I am perfect For I've many faults you see, Don't think that I'm an angel When I'm really only me. I sometimes stand in mud And have clay upon my feet, The path I trod is rocky Without valor I retreat. I'm not so prim or proper Nor am I a lady sweet, I only dance gracefully When I stand upon your feet. It's hard to walk with grace When your foot is in your mouth, For I often behave just like A northbound horse facing south. And sometimes I cry to loud Or laugh when I should not, And sometimes the important stuff Is stuff that I forgot. I'm not an angel perfect I sport no wings for you to see, I'm not headed for the sainthood For all I am is me! ~~~~Author Unknown~~~~ Symbol:
Thanks
As some of you know My sons home caught firethis morning...He and his family had left yesterday to go to lousisana to be with his wife's family, so my youngest son stayed at thier house while they went outta town, well at 4;30 this morning, some one came knockin on the door, trying to get Mikey up as the mobile home was on fire. The workshop had caught on fire, burned to the ground and then caught the moblie home on fire, the fire dept said 5 more minutes my son would have died from the smoke..Thank god for good nieghbors...all the babies christmas was stored in the workshop, so we lost it all, but atleast, everyoes alive and well...just wanted to say tahnks for all that was here for me..love you all I have not been on fubar much, as i have been really sick, thanks to all of you that have remained my friends..you all mean alot to me..missed you all...love you guys As some of you know i have been in the hospital since last monday,Had to be taken by ambulance, found out that i have COP
Somthing To Ponder
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