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I have no interest in self-preservation, emptiness is like an old friend. I have no motive or any inclination, of doing anything for any one again. I've been the patsy, I've been the fool, I've been the scapegoat, now all of that is through. Don't want to sit and wonder when the end is near, don't want to know where I'll be in 20 years. Because I bite the hand that feeds. Easy to call me selfish, after years of nurtured apprehension. I have no shame I take the blame, no more subordination. I gave up my self-esteem for a false security, and foolishly I chased that dream, that had to be force fed to me. I play no part in hope that dwindles, reality is such a change of pace. I see things now for what they are, and reality is such a different place. Nostalgia such a waist of time, so much life left to live. I can't dwell on yesterday, I gotta take as much as I give. The clock is ticking on the wall the world is spinning while the billions work to justify their lives. They
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Image by Cool Text: Logo and Button Generator - Create Your Own angelbabegirlgreeter of the HYPNOTICKA LOUNGE.@ fubar Angel Comments Roses Note Generator @ You all mean a great deal to me and many hear on Fubar do not realize how real I am about what I believe in, which is "People". We are important to society and it's balance. If no one bought food;clothes;soap;gas;minutes for their phone;bottled water;vitamins they all maybe necessary for living but companies could not move forward with out our financial support. You ask what does this have in common with the subject on this bulletin, we need one another in one way or another, support should be instinct not optional as a friend. People like changing rules where they are allowed to, that is why people flock to social sites for freedom of expression or a plat form to preach their message, if you do preach a message do not forget those in your life that influenced you and help mold you in to the person you see
Pimp Out
OCTOBER IS RETT SYNDROME AWARENESS MONTH ( A DEBILITATING NEUROMUSCULAR DISORDER) LETS EDUCATE OURSELVES A LIL Rett syndrome is caused by mutations in the gene MECP2 located on the X chromosome. Every five hours a girl is born with Rett syndrome. Rett syndrome is the only Autism spectrum disorder with a known genetic cause. Rett syndrome is the leading genetic cause of severe impairment in females. Rett syndrome affects all ethnic, racial and socio-economic groups; every parent is at risk for having a child with Rett syndrome. THESE ARE JUST A FEW FACTS ABOUT RETTS SYNDROME..... THIS WONDERFUL MOTHER BELOW LIVES EVERYDAY OF HER LIFE WITH IT AND WANTS TO GET INFORMATION OUT THERE FOR EVERYONE. PLEASE GO TO TO LEARN MORE. ~NorthernAngel~@ fubar THIS WOMAN DID NOT ASK ME TO PIMP HER OUT OR EVEN DO THIS BUT AFTER READING HER BLOG, PROFILE AND TALKING TO A FRIEND OF HERS I FIGURED WHY NOT. SHE WANTS TO ADD
once again, the only hatred i see being promoted is by someone claiming NOT to be prejudice. no one in any comment either last night or today that i have seen that is 14/88 has spouted any mention of hatred, disrespect, or prejudice. only pride. it seems the poster of this mumm continues with it and also wants to drag others into her hate filled view all to prove she is right. sucks when ur too ignorant too admit ur mistake and learn from those willing to teach. the only lesson of hate in this mumm is from the one who posted it THE MOST FUNCTIONAL ENGLISH WORD Well, it's shit ... that's right, shit! Shit may just be the most functional word in the English language. You can smoke shit, buy shit, sell shit, lose shit, find shit, forget shit, and tell others to eat shit. Some people know their shit, while others can't tell the difference between shit and shineola. There are lucky shits, dumb shits, and crazy shits. There is bull shit, horse shit, and chicken shit. You can throw s
Lil K
Lil K~1981 (I'm totally a 90's kid :) If you're under the age of 11 or shouldn't even read this. (more like under the age of 20! :) Just because you were born in '97 doesn't mean you're a 90's kid. It's not like you could remember the original Simpsons. ( I use to have Simpsons trading cards! HEHEHEHEH! Love it :) I am sorry but three conscious years of the 90's just won't cut it! You're a 90's kid if: You remember watching -Kenan and Kel -Doug -Ren & Stimpy -Pinky and the Brain (one is a genius, the others insane! :) -AAAAAAAH Real Monsters! -Rockos modern Life -Animaniacs ("we're insaney to the max!" ) -Gargoyles -Rocket Power ( I remember watching all these shows after school :) -You've ever ended a sentence with the word "SIKE!" -You just cant resist finishing this "In west Philadelphia born and raised" ( "on a playground is where I spent most of my days. Chillin out maxin, relaxin all cool and all shotin some b-ball out side the school
What Do U Think?
1. Guys are more emotional then you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer then you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try. 2. Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about. 3. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile. 4. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him. 5. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-- how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method. 6. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to. 7. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved. 8. Guys don't care how gorgeous you are, if you're a bitch-- Goodbye. 9. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that it is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wr
My Bands
by "SLIPKNOT"-Pulse Of The Maggots This is the year where hope fails you The test subjects run the experiments And the bastards you know, is the hero you hate But cohesing is posssible if we strive Theres no reason, theres no lesson No time like the present, telling you right now What have you got to lose, what have you got to lose Except your soul...who's with us! by "LAMB OF GOD"-Omerta Whoever appeals to the law against his fellow man is either a fool or a coward. Whoever cannot take care of themselves without that law is both. For a wounded man shall say to his assailant, 'If I live, I will kill you. If I die, You are forgiven.' Such is the rule of honour. I made this video playlist at
My Thoughts...
Peace be with you and also with me. People wonder why I stay friends with those that many not seem worthy of that title. I have never tried to get anyone to realize the reason behind that. But it is my belief that everyone has a place in this world and not to recognize that would be a great disrepect to those that are lost and seem forgotten. In the wake of the death of a person who I discovered years ago, last sight of for awhile, but remerged back in to the light. Now that person's flame has gone out in this world to awaken in another. We don't want to say goodbye but the gaulet must be run to start to finish. Life must realize that that there must be death to also have life and that you must have life to have death. Those left behind are the ones that suffer while the ones that have gone on are the ones that are truely blessed. So let us not fear for those that have gone on but let us remember them with reverence and good memories. The road is long and weary. We are all b
Help Me In My Contest
Please Send Me More Flames~ Here is link toget to the contest holders Blog regarding the contest: Please go to blog to see how to send me more Flames - I would really love it so much! Please Rate me in my contest - even though the contest is technically all about the comments - Rates count too! Just click the pic and rate me! & I would love it if while u r there u leave some comments! :D TY all help is appreciated so much.
MassControlGiveAway Mass control is the latest marketing system that has been created by Frank Kern and could potentially revolutionize how we market online. The possibilities are countless when you consider that Frank has tried and tested his Mass Control marketing system within many different niches and under many different circumstances. The chance to improve your overall marketing skills and to obviously increase your income by using Mass Control within your niche or with in a niche that you are planning to go into. I suppose you may not know who the man behind Mass Control so I'll give you do the low down. Frank Kern is one of the most in demand marketers out there but he has chose to remain under the radar and to only work with a select group of his choosing. He used to be big in the marketing arena but a few years ago he decided it was time to go underground and completely cut of all contact with his subscribers, disappeared from seminars and eventually stopped working on
New Lounge "tweety's Rock'n Romance Escape
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Im not sure when the "internet" became so serious. Its almost like high school, and i'm pretty sure it makes about 80% of the retards on here pathetic. Oh, so many hoes on fubar? Thats by far the most absurd thing i've ever heard. Get a life, and by that i mean, go out in ACTUAL public. For example - TIP"C"1 th...: hey you now i was your nuber two for so long and i had to deal with something today you move me....your fuckin nuts. How does that make me nuts? - because you were moved, i want to say like a week ago. TIP"C"1 th...: im blocking you and dont contact me that was rude as shit Oh dear god, its the end of my life as i know it. I can't talk to someone on FUBAR! What am i going to do with my life?! --- I had to rant, sorry. BUT- Dont forget to vote if you already haven't. It's quite important! oh, and.. Blow me! All about Me... First name?:: Amy Middle name?:: Ann Like your name?:: i guess so Named after anyone?:: a count
Personal Touches
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Take A Stroll Thru My Heart And Mind....don't Touch Anything!
Behind these eyes Lies pain and sorrow Dreams that died No tomorrows Smiles that fade Laughter is gone Happiness forgotten Sadness lives on An empty heart A lonely soul Pain and anger Have found a home How did I get here? When did it start? Once there was joy Now a wounded heart When will it stop? How will it end? Will I see light? Will you help me friend? Have you been sent here to save me from myself? free me of this prison of mediocrity? You force me to want more... Crave more... Demand more... A touch means nothing if it does not move my soul A kiss is empty if it doesn't burn me within My acceptance of ordinary, no longer an option You have stirred all that I have allowed to settle And I am rejuvinated I can no longer allow anything less than burning passion... raw emotion... My desire is to be swallowed whole not merely pecked at To be engulfed by the flames not just feel the heat Thank you for the awakening for my very core sing ~ Create Tattoo Party Get Your's Free!
Q~vo ~ locos and locas honeys and homies! This is big Vic, CaveMan as some might say, so any way was looking to make some new freinds and potential clients... so before any thing else it was nice to find you and you obviously have my interest... So on that note be a freind and tell your freinds about our National tattoo tour and join all the fun and partying that goes on while we tattoo you and your freinds. We recently tattooed sturgis and ohio bike week. We will all meet up in san francisco and then colorodo state fairgrounds and back to ohio in canton at the first annual tattoo and bike fest sept 19-24th... so go to and sign up it's free maybe we can come to tattoo up your freinds in your towne next. Your's would be free!!!... Thats a good question... some think that a good price (cheap) is a good thing, well any price is a good one in my opinion and well to be honest as a artist now for 16 years. I say that when your given a price that is the price that the a
This is the cutest picture EVER and I want to share it...and win a little money LOL I love it! Vote for it! Vote for Chloe! Soooo, the fall semester has begun and my first two classes that I've had the pleasure of checking out are ok. I just hope I don't fall asleep in my CPR class...that professor is boring as f&*%... America Fuck Yeah... hahaha Got my grades for the summer semester A in U.S. History 1877-present, and a B in health science. Celebration time! Oh yeah baby! I'm so Asian. BAHAHAHA
Hazeleyed Soldier
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Life Sux
You sit there and bicth, About your life, And that itch you want to scratch, But do you forget, That some lost all, Yet you bitch about, Your job, Your lack of money, Your lack of sex, On a day when thousands died, yet you still bitch, Have you forgotten, Or are you that selfish, That everyday is about you, That you can't set aside 24 hours, To think about others, I dare you to try, And think about your life, Then think about someone, Very close to you, Dying in your arms, Or in a collapsing skyscraper, Or in a war, or by a drunk driver, or by a drive by shooting, Life's too short and unfair, To bitch about the little things, So STFU and remember those, That lost it all, And cherishing those close to you, Because someday they will be gone. And so will you! No matter what I do, no matter what I's just not good enough for my dad. I've tried to do just like he tells me to. When I work I do my job and don't socialize, because I'm there to work not
Being Single Again
once i got over the shock of being the only adult in the house i think i got better and now that i have met soem tone that makes me smile its even better. some times i wonder why the men i want dont want me but i cant atract woman beaters controll freaks for just psycopaths for real is there something wrong wit me i dont see maybe some one else can tell me I am here and I am a changed woman no longer will I let people use and abuse me. I will become the person i remember from when I was younger and everyone will see it. I will no long let anyone hold me down or suck me dry then leave me crying. So if YOU ARE that type of perosn that is gonna talk to me TO GET WAT YOU WANT AND THEN LEAVE ME ALONE THINK TWICE BEFORE YOU CONTACT ME. Use your mouse to click away from my profile. find you another SUCKER.
My Owner
This is my new amazing, awesome, gorgeous owner X(c)ITEME! If you, by chance, don't know her yet, you need to go shower her with rates, fans and bling!! She always returns the love! So if you want to meet a REAL person on fu, you have to get her on your list! So go get her, and tell her I sent ya!! 'XtM *Fan Me First* 1st Asst of Dylon's Diva Mafia*@ fubar Please repost for me! Thanks Check out my AWESOME new owner! He needs lots of love from ya'll, so go show him some and don't forget to let him know that poison sent y
My Life
HEY FUBAR FRIENDS AND FANS!!!! I NEED YOUR HELP TO WIN A CONTEST!!!! GO TO WWW.GETYOURRATING.COM AND CLICK ON WHO'S RATED THEN TYPE 32824 ZIP CODE AND VOTE FOR ME VANESSA SO I CAN GET MY PICTURE PUT ON A BILLBOARD IN TIME SQUARE!!!! PLEASE AND THANK YOU!!! I'D GREATLY APPRECIATE IT why do we look for love.? Its the thing that brings us the biggest pain, but at the same time, it brings us our greatest joy. Our purpose, to find that one true special someone that we will spend the rest of our life with, but sometimes it seems like you find that person, but something goes wrong. All of us in this world share one common thing. That common thing is love. I dont know why must we look for it. It just seems that we want that feeling in our life. In a sense love is like a drug. You try it and it feels good, and u want more of that feeling, but what happens when that feeling goes away.? Do you go out and fulfill your need for it, or do u just sit there miserable because you dont have the drug.?
Randoms Days!!!
It's constant numbing of the brain.... your heart pounds sooo loud.....feels like someone has there hands around it squeezing the life out of and out off consciousness... zoned out......lost in another galaxy.......try to find ur way's so dark....You see a light..Follow it, you'll be there soon....light fades, gets further and further away.......I'm stuck here....lost in the shadows of my own pain. So....i'm in pain..... my head wonders a mile a min....What the fuck am I doing wrong??? Am I a bitch? am I ugly? Do I have anything to offer????..... Is it because my body is not toned n perfect... my breast not big/firm enuf.....Am i not nice?? Am I mean??..... Really I wanna know.... I feel useless in your life I don't exist.. just a mirror image you can shatter anytime...This is me in a nut shell ... i will not change....I am weak for love but strong for life.......I feel everyones pain...I cry for my friends..I feel my own pain on top of it all.....
A Simple Favor Please?
Do you like to cuddle?It's something that I've become addicted to over the years, and if its the middle of the summertime I'll pay for the extra electricity to keep it cold enough for its necessityWho has the ability to hurt you the most emotionally?My daughter, because like me she has the inate ability to shoot from the hip with deadly accuracy at timesDo you cry easily?No, but I've noticed that since 40 its nowhere near as difficult as it once was. Call it manopause *shrugs*Has the last person you kissed ever made you cry?Yes.Ever cried while you were on the phone with that person?No.Are you excited for anything?I live in a village of 300 people......We get excited when someone's raking their leaves next door.How are you feeling right now?Zombiish but improving.What are you doing right now?Wondering why I copied this quiz from Boo - was cute when she did it?What should you be doing right now?Earning what my company pays me to do.......ooopsAre you worried about anything right now?M
Help Me Spotlight Please!
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Well Im leaving Ft Bragg in an hr to fly out. Thought I was leaving last night but that didnt happen cause I was still in processing pretty late. Today I was issued my gear and still have no clue what unit I will be with or what I will be doing. Im off of here till I dont know when so later all. Jon Well I got here in Iraq ok. At this moment Im in limbo waiting for the rest of my squad to show up from different places from the US and Germany. I know what I'll be doing and actually know some of the guys I'll be working with. Some are Navy Seals and others are from other Special Ops Units from within the Army. My time on here is limited as when I leave here I wont have any access to the internet for weeks at a time till we are flown back to the rear once every 2-3 weeks. This place seems to have gotten better since the last time I was here. At least now I know that I will be coming to the rear to recoup where as before I had no clue. I thought I would be training soldiers on
Things That Make You Go Hmmmm . . .
Like a lot of folks in this state I have a job. I work, they pay me. I pay my taxes and the government distributes my taxes as it sees fit. In order to get that paycheck, I am required to pass a random urine test, with which I have no problem. What I do have a problem with is the distribution of my taxes to people who don't have to pass a urine test. Shouldn't one have to pass a urine test to get a welfare check because I have to pass one to earn it for them?? Please understand, I have no problem with helping people get back on their feet. I do on the other hand have a problem with helping someone sitting on their ass. Could you imagine how much money the state would save if people had to pass a urine test to get a public assistance check????? (from a Maryland resident to his Senator) The Honorable Paul S. Sarbanes 309 Hart Senate Office Building Washington DC , 20510 Dear Senator Sarbanes, As a native Marylander and excellent customer of the Internal Revenue Servi
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Just Shit
i need new brakes ... so a friend of mine is putting them on (oh if there are typos, its the keyboard, not me)...anyway the brakes come off just fine, go to put em back on, seems my ex was a lazy fuck...didn't feel like taking the time to use the right bolt / screw whatever.. to put them back on so now here i sit with no car b/c a new bolt has to be found to fix his fuck up what is it with lazy men who want to half ass the car of that their so-called love is driving in? and this jackass wonders to this day why i moved 230 miles away from him when it came to his truck...everything had to be just right, but as i am finding out ...the shit for my car didn't matter so long as his ass wasn't in it i am so glad i moved away now. 1 I'm voting Democrat because I believe the government will do a better job of spending the money I earn than I would. 2 I'm voting Democrat because freedom of speech is fine as long as nobody is offended by it. 3 I'm voting Democrat because when we
Let Me Fly
behind those eyes u've learned to lie you've learned to hide those lies that u've hid behind the ones you never wanted the world to know the ones you would never show u never wanted the world to see the pain the suffering that your eyes do bring u've fooled them all they think your kind how did you teach those eyes to lie you taught them to show kindness and love but were all lies desperty trying to look beep in side but yet cant find all those lies that ur eyes do hide finding myself bleed wanting to now what was hidden was anything they told me real i wish i could teach my eyes to lie the pain the damage the bleeding is seen by all my masks wear thin and my eyes dont know how to lie a life i once knew and loved over all a time were i could never fear but only be loved my heart still leeding and calling out you name god ow i wish the pain would all faid away memeries start to lurr but your forever in my heart when i said always and forever tat was just
College Daughter
Junior Krista Sitka went 2-for-3 with a run scored on Wednesday in leading UTSA to a three-game SLC season-opening sweep at Texas A&M-Corpus Christi. CORPUS CHRISTI Sophomore Dany Holmes tossed five scoreless innings for her fourth straight win and junior Krista Sitka went 2-for-3 with a run, as UTSA completed a Southland Conference series sweep of Texas A&M-Corpus Christi with a 6-1 victory on Wednesday at Chapman Field. The Roadrunners improved to 8-7 overall with the sweep, marking the third 3-0 league start in the last six seasons and the first since 2006. The Islanders fell to 7-11 and 0-3. A day after tossing a complete-game shutout in the series opener, Holmes struck out three and carried a no-hitter into the fifth inning in running her record to 4-2 on the season. The Sugar Land native allowed the lone hit, a single by Sandy Schumann with one out in the fifth, and one walk in extending her scoreless innings streak to 19 and 2/3. Sitka had two of UTSAs three hit
Ok I have this BIG problem... The guy I am with has been in some trouble... But he's a good guy.. The only problem is that I've dating guys like him before and they only end up in heartache. Because of this reason I find it almost impossible to trust him. Now I'm not saying that my past is controlling my relationship now but I find it very hard to trust a man. Especially when they go online and put things up like, sexy ladies, or they are feeling another girl.. Especially when I catch them looking at other womans pictures... Now I know it COULD be harmless but at the same time I just don't trust him, flat out. I know his past, and he still has friends that act from his past. That right there brings questions in my head. He seems like a good guy but they all do at first. No offense to you men out there but I have a nack for picking the "right" man... If you know what I mean. But regardless I think it would be wise if we both just gave up the sites while we were together. I don't f
I am holding a rate contest, anyone interested in participating please send me the link to the pic that you would like to use. The rules are fairly simple : First prize goes to the person with the most pic rates with a minimum of 600 and second prize will go to the person with the second most rates with a minimum of 300.First prize will be your choice of an hh or a 135 credit bling pack and second prize will be your choice of a 30 day blast or a 65 credit bling pack. Any other questions please feel free to ask ~cruel but cute~owner of and owned by AARON@ fubar I am holding a rate contest that will run from March 6/2009 - March 20-2009, anyone interested in participating please send me the link to the pic that you would like to use. The rules are fairly simple : First prize goes to the person with the most pic rates with a minimum of 600 and second prize will go to the person with the second most rates with a minimum of 300
All Sorts Of Internet Connectivity
Alright this house at grandmas' is cold in my verdammt room ,i need a fine young woman to lay beside & keep me w4rm before i turn in2 a block o f ~ Ice,wait isn't it time 2 smoke a r0ck of ice? O.K , i recently signed up with a co. known as earthlink ;i'm s'posed to have Wireless" acess to the web but i'm no expert at setting up the equipment correctly on my laptop(I.B.M )I have the following items: a router,aD-link wireless notebook adapter,1 linkseys usb speed booster,and an earthlink modem w/3 adapters . I'm unsure exactly what a dsl line looks like so how do i set everything up? Also this is s'posedly wireless connectivity so why the hell do i have all these cables & cords? I won't be able to carry my system around portably & acess the web if everything has to be plugged in2 dc outlets so how is this wireless? i recently bought a computer(laptop) from a magazine aka The Sportsman Guide; anyways the price i paid for it was nearly $450. in the catalog, three brands of computers w
To All My Friends
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My Life
What you resist, you attract, because you are powerfully focused on it with emotion. To change anything, go within and emit a new signal with your thoughts and feelings. You cannot help the world by focusing on the negative things. As you focus on the world's negative events, you not only add to them, but you also bring more negative things into your own life. Instead of focusing on the world's problems, give your attention and energy to trust, love, abundance, education, and peace. We will never run out of good things because there's more than enough to go around for everyone. Life is meant to be abundant. You have the ability to tap into the unlimited supply through your thoughts and feelings and bring it into your experience. Praise and bless everything God brings into your life. You will disolve negativity and discord and align yourself with the highest frequency- love. Amanda Bear Most of us were taught to put ourselves last, and as a consequence we attracte
What I am all about: Slapstick serious when I need to be happy (if i've had my coffe) remember that :) I'm easy to get along with unless don't lie to me damn gotta lie. just go be there cause you want to not cause you feel like you need to or don't have any place to go believe you me Things that have bothered me: Do we really need to get into that Naw. I am looking for: I would like to meet a man that just walks into my life one day Personally, I don't think there is any such thing as a soul mate. People who look for the perfect people find themselves up to be disappointed. The reality is you have to make the best of life in a world full of imperfect people and you make it work by putting time and effort into it, that's all. Enjoy me just the way I am, and no desire to remodel. Respect, communication, agree to disagree Someone I can say anything to and won't be judged, or refuse to hear me talk. Just knowing he has your back in a situation, very important to me per
Fantasy, Pleasure, Desire!!
Kiss me on my forehead, the tip of my nose, lock your lips with mine. Passion and want make me feel it, make me know it. Nibble on my ear, kiss me, lick me, and blow on my neck. Softly caress and kiss my body; explore me like I am your first. Cup my subtle breast in your hands caress them, touch them, show me how you feel. Suck on the nipple, lick the tips, tease me make me want you. Slowly work your way down kissing on my tummy; licking you a path. Kiss the top and inner thighs look me in my eyes waiting to be granted access. Slowly spreading my legs lifting my pelvic towards you wanting you to touch me. Explore it, taste it learn all the spots make love to me with your mouth i want ecstasy Make me want you, to feel you deep inside me. Take me to a point of no resistance. Right when I can take no more I am about to cum stop, don't take me there yet I want to go with you not alone. As I sit up I see you, I see it long hard wanting to be touched and tasted. I lie you on t
Thank You My Friends!
THANK YOU MY FRIENDSFOR HELPING ME snugglebunnyTO A ROCKSTAR! I want to thank everyone for helping me level to ROCKSTAR last night. If these people aren't your friends, they should be! They're the greatest! Fan, Rate, and Add them! Show them lots of luv! They all deserve it and more! If I've missed anyone, I'm so sorry. My bartab was flying last night! (in no particular order) In my dreams...or yours? ~~Leader of the CONVOY ~*~ Pilot of Fantasy Flight ~*~ Shadow Leveler ~*~ Colt Fan Tweetybird XX The Genetic Freak XX~FTW~The Virus You Can't Cure~LDC Family~ A Survivor
Do You Ever Get Over This?
Today I have a tournament and I got on fubar hoping to get some positive energy from friends..instead the mumms have brought me down. I am just needing to vent here. I am so saddend by how people turn against each other in an instant when they disagree. A certain Mummer passes away and even still people can not come together and just help each other grieve properly..Instead they rip each other to shreds in a mumm written about her or for her. Either way...right or one will know...know one will ever ONE will ever know now will we. That is the saddest part of it all. From now on I am avoiding these topics.... Good day friends When you get burnned by someone so badly it hurts for a long are still left with scars that show to the world. Then people judge you for those scars and kind of make fun of you for still having them. Wishing somone would come along and work their magic on you and make those scars disappear. Hoping someone will see past the ugly sc
My Only Auction
I'm up for auction and it doesnt happen often click the pic to bid and make sur you read the comment I left there. . ok nows the time for me to finnally get fumarried so anyone interested leave a comment with your bid.highest bid wins.... you will get your name in mine as fumarried and #1 friend/family spot for as long as fumarried SO I DONT LIKE THE TYPICAL AUCTIONS SO I'M PUTTING MYSELF UP FOR AUCTION THIS IS THE ONLY TIME I'M GOING UP FOR AUCTION WHAT I'M OFFERING IS YOUR MIDGET ON MY PAGE PIMPED OUT IN BLOGS AND BULLY'S YOUR PICS IN YOUR OWN FOLDER ON MY PAGE 50 11'S A DAY FOR THE TIME OF OWNERSHIP GIFTS AND SHITFACED EVERYDAY SO JUST COMMENT BELOW WITH YOUR BID THIS WILL RUN FOR ONE WEEK OR UNTIL ME OR A BIDDER DECIDES THEY WANT TO END IT THIS PIMP MADE BY MASTER
Need Help With My Lounge Please Read.
I'm making a privet club for alternative lifestyles and would like to add skins and winamp but need major help if any one is willing to help me that would be awsome come by my new hang out spot
Unfinished Poem
The flame that represents your life glows brightly basking all who are near in your aura It is I who secretly yearns to be one of your chosen, to loom in the love and warmth of your light I hear your name whispered in the dark, only to realize it has fallen from my lips My heart cries out to be near you, I am here why can you not see me Why do you not know who I am but I am cut off and in the dark ~Wycked~ Sorrow From the depths of my soul, whisper the secrets of my heart As tendrils of mist, that swirls and falls apart Dispersing into thin air, never to be spoken A path of dreams, that cannot be awoken A drop as rain falls upon my cheek Then another, and another But from where I can not think Sorrow and regret rush like rivers in my veins I search for the answer but it is never to be obtained Hidden from all is the reason for my anguish Encased in glass is the hope that cannot be extinguished
Here is a chicken recipe that also includes the use of popcorn as a stuffing --- imagine that! When I found this recipe, I thought it was perfect for people like me, who just are not sure how to tell when poultry is thoroughly cooked, but not dried out. Give this a try. 4 - 5 lb. Chicken 1 cup melted butter 1 cup stuffing (Pepperidge Farm is Good.) 1 cup uncooked popcorn (ORVILLE REDENBACHER' S LOW FAT is good here) Salt/pepper to taste Directions: Preheat oven to 350 degrees. Brush chicken well with melted butter, salt, and pepper. Fill cavity with stuffing and popcorn. Place in baking pan with the neck end toward the back of the oven. Listen for the popping sounds. When the chicken's ass blows the oven door open and the chicken flies across the room and lands on the table, it's done and ready to eat. And, you thought I couldn't cook?????? ????????? ? Ummmmmm, Goooooood Dump Cake Recipe INGREDIENTS: 1 (20 ou
Surveys And Crap
You Are 94% Tortured Genius You totally fit the profile of a tortured genius. You're uniquely brilliant - and completely misunderstood. Not like you really want anyone to understand you anyway. You're pretty happy being an island. Are You a Tortured Genius? pfffffffft... someone asked me if i cheated..... a man whore has no need of cheating... You Are 90% Kinky If you've heard of it, you've tried it. You're that kinky. You're open to any and all sexual experiences, as long as they're safe. You see the bedroom as the primary place for all your adventures. But that's not to say that the bedroom is the only place you get kinky! Are You Kinky? What Your Soul Really Looks Like You are very passionate and quite temperamental. While you can be moody, you always crave comfort. You are a grounded person, but you also leave room for imagination and dreams. You feet may be on the ground, but you're head is in the clouds. You believe that p
Fav Lyrics
I see you when it snows in crystals dancing down from a sultry sky when silence is pure and unbreakable I can see you smiling in every frozen tear I can hear you whisper "You and I? little did we know that they were life itself the days passing by we both had our share in the sacrifice once upon a time we had something beautiful once upon a time I thought "you and I? take me wherever the answer lingers in the sand show me the way as the story unfolds love is remote in this wailing winter wonderland show me the way to the temples of gold bless me with a kiss across the universe when day and night converge and whisper my name till I fall asleep tell me tales from days bygone tell me little lies tell me once again it's just you and I? There's just so many things you never needed to say like I'm your other soul, but you can love them all your tears are meaningless, they're written on your face just like your empty words, just like the chemical jus
Things About Aquarians
Aquarius Characterisctics and Profile Provided by The symbol for Aquarius is the Water-Bearer, a universal man who is pouring forth water from a jug. This universal man represents the community of mankind. The waters of life flow, like ideas coming from the unrestrained mind. Many people mistakenly think that Aquarius is a water sign, but it is an intellectual air sign. As such, Aquarius can be interested in concepts and ideas. Because of its universality, Aquarius can seem somewhat detached from personal emotions. It's not that you Aquarius don't have feelings; it's just that yours are different from most others. You dance to the beat of a different drummer. Aquarius can be good communicators as long as you stay in the mental realms. Aquarius are friendly, but can become uncomfortable as you discuss your feelings. In fact, your friends are very important to you and Aquarius might be involved with groups of like-minded people in a social club, a political action group
Just "me" Stuff
Mmmk, check it Yesterday, I'm standing at the bus stop waiting for Mackie to get home from school, and there's this dog that close by. Never seen it before. Black terrier type. In any case, he's a little skittish, but crosses the street to greet a walker and HER dog. Attacks her dog immediately. So this lady is lookin' around trying to see if there's any owner nearby, and there isn't. Immediately starts kicking this dog off her dog. Damn thing ran away. So now all our backyards are open and shit. We have savannas behind us too. So if they dog proceeds into our backyard, should I just take a tiki torch to it's ass and beat the hell outta it? I mean...the kiddos are out there are the freakin' time now.... Mumm time? lol So, today was my baby's first day on the big bus. I hate that damn thing. One woulda thought the bus driver woulda kept the front coupla seats open for the little ones. There were 3 Kindergartner's at our bus stop alone. *Sigh* I s
My Poetry
I Saw Your Silhouette Slowly Fade As You Walked Away From Me, I Had Never Experienced The Feeling Of Emptiness Until Now, I Was Stuck For Words, The Way You Made Me Feel Was Beyond Words And Slowly Dissolving In Front Of My Eyes Were All Those Happy Memories, I Could Feel The Hole In My Heart Growing, And The Missed Feelings Start To Seep Through, Letting Pain And Misery Multiply Like Nightmares And Making My Sunshine Fade Faster To Grey, You Where My World And The Foundations Of My Happiness, Yet With The Click Of You Fingers Everything Was Gone, I Was Just Left With A Never Ending Black Hole. a courtyard filled with statues all different shapes and sizes you can look but not touch no bodies watching you rules were made to be broken gazing around the yard all alone finding company only in the gazes that the statues warmly return you. a cold wind blows and you remember you've been left alone no cameras, no eyes no rules, no lies their gaze's
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Congratulations to my Friend James and Lisa for getting married in Vegas this weekend. It makes u thinks that there is someone out there that has a heart and know how to love and respect you. James is such a wonderful man and he really loves her. I am so happy for both of them. I wish someday i will find someone who can love me and respect me the way he respect and love her. Congratulations James and Lisa you two are the best. Why people pretend that they are your friend and they will stab you in the back? I am trying to be a good person and always try to be nice to everyone but somehow i get stab and get all the blame for something i didn't do. I'm better off keeping my distance to everyone, especially to those who pretend to be my friends. I have enough to deal with in my life, I don't need to deal with anyone's drama. This is it, i am done with trying to be nice and being friendly. all i get is more pain. I will pray for all those people who try to hurt others just to make them lo
Things I Have Learned.
When the cams started on Fubar i was happy, because i love looking at cams and pictures. Lately however it seems that because i am 67 years old , i am not supposed to look at cams, I am too OLD i am led to believe,I have never disrespected anyone here on Fubar. Please give me the same respect I afford to you. Just because i look at your cam does not make me a pervert any more then the 21 year old looking at you. If you see me checking you out don't be suprised that I am a Grandpa.. Hence the name Gramps.....Just close your cam to me, if that bothers you, not a big deal.LOL Just remember that if you are broadcasting, anyone who opens your broadcast can see you. NO age limit on the cams, you just have to control that your self and be aware that there are people older then 21 on here.LOL Thanks for letting me vent. Have a good day. Over the years I have learned: You can catch more flys with Honey then you can with vinegar...if you want a bunch of flys hanging around. No matter w
So He Is Joining The Army Today
So i have mentioned that my little brother joined the army. im sooooooooo proud of him. we finally got the offical date of when he is graduating and that is Jan 15th. I have to travel to Oaklahoma to see him graduate and well i need help to get there from my Fu-Friends/family. Where to start im broke and work at wally world and im not sure i can take the time off and afford to go. so if u have it in ur heart help a gurl out message me for more info if you can.if you cant i understand if you can it would be the best christmas gift ever!!! Thanks!!! Hey yall check out my new friend he needs votes comments and new friends to level up he is on my Family DavidBoi87 hit em up and help him level up show him sum tru FU Luv! So as many of you know my brother is going into the army. just found out that his graduation for basic training is in needless to say im am actually trying to start now to raise mula so Myself, mother and other family members can make the drive up there
Week 1 Football Pool
Lately ive been recieving shouts for different fu-ladies,and im told that im hard to approach for discussions or comments cause they feel intimidated by me..My question to you is...Do most women label most men that workout stuck-up, antisocial ppl? For the most part i feel im very easy to talk to and im very approachable.. So whats the deal? Are women more shy then men? Thanks ppl 'Just Curious' lol FUBAR FOOTBALL POOL Thurs. (1)Redskins AT Giants(2) Sun. (3)Lions AT Falcons(4) (5)Bengals AT Ravens (6) (7)Seahawks AT Bills (8) (9)Jets AT Dolphins(10) (11)Chiefs AT Patriots (12) (13)Bucs AT Saints (14) (15)Rams AT Eagles (16) (17)Texans AT Steelers (18) (19)Jaguars AT Titans (20) (21)Cowboys AT Browns (22) (23)Panthers AT Chargers (24) (25)Cardinals AT 49ers (26) (27)Bears AT Colts (28) Mon. (29)Vikings AT Packer
Can You Help Me
got a friend who needs your rates if you help her out it will be greatly apresheated thanks one and all who helps out click link below to help her out whats good yall i just added a new folder to my pic file there all my designs i have made for friends & ect but i have alot more to add but cant cause i need to level upso if you would like to see more of my designs come rate fan add me show some love and illreturn the love and if you would like me to design you something come and halla at me $ecret $in HEY YALL JUST CAME UP WITH A IDEA TO HELP MYSELF MOVE ON UP LIKE GEORGE & WEEZIE IF YOU RATE ALL MY PIC YOU CAN ALSO FAN AND ADD COMMENTS I WILL DESIGN YOU A PIC FOR FREE THATS RIGHT I SAID FREE I NORNALLY I CHARGE A BLING GIFT OR BIG PIMPIN GIFTS SO IF YOU WANT ME TO DESIGN YOU SOMETHING LEAVE ME A COMMENT ON HERE BEFOR THIS OFFER ENDS LOL $ECRET $IN
Thoughts & Ponderings
How can you give your heart to somebody and then turn around and have it smashed to bits and yet still fall for every line that they tell you ? How can the one person that swore to never break your heart is the one that breaks it and yet you still fall for everything they tell you ? How can somebody tell you everything that they fear will go wrong and you the same to them and yet they hide things from you and you fall for every line they tell you ? How can your heart pick it's self back up and get back together again when you fall for the same line again ? MY TEARS......YOUR FAULT !!!!!!! Once I was just like every other girl out there that dreamed of having that one special man in my life that would never lie to me never cheat on me never hurt me never make me cry. I thought I had that man after many years of trying to him with no luck and only finding the losers that got drawn to me time and again. I opened my heart up to this man and gave him everything I had an
Sts-125 Atlantis
STS-125 Atlantis This STS-125 crew patch shows Hubble. The overall structure and composition of the universe is shown in blue and filled with planets, stars and galaxies. The black background is indicative of the mysteries of dark-energy and dark-matter. The red border of the patch represents the red-shifted glow of the early universe. Soaring by the telescope is the shuttle that initially deployed Hubble and has enabled astronauts to continually upgrade the telescope, significantly contributing to the expansion of human knowledge. Image above: These seven astronauts take a break from training to pose for the STS-125 crew portrait. From the left are astronauts Michael J. Massimino, Michael T. Good, both mission specialists; Gregory C. Johnson, pilot; Scott D. Altman, commander; K. Megan McArthur, John M. Grunsfeld and Andrew J. Feustel, all mission specialists. Image credit: NASA Image above: Space shuttle Atlantis stands poised on the launch pad after its trek fr
Bush Tours America To Survey Damage Caused By His Disastrous Presidency 110th CONGRESS 1st Session H. R. 2755 To abolish the Board of Governors of the Federal Reserve System and the Federal reserve banks, to repeal the Federal Reserve Act, and for other purposes. IN THE HOUSE OF REPRESENTATIVES June 15, 2007 Mr. PAUL introduced the following bill; which was referred to the Committee on Financial Services A BILL To abolish the Board of Governors of the Federal Reserve System and the Federal reserve banks, to repeal the Federal Reserve Act, and for other purposes. Be it enacted by the Senate and House of Representatives of the United States of America in Congress assembled, SECTION 1. SHORT TITLE. This Act may be cited as the `Federal Reserve Board Abolition Act'. SEC. 2. FEDERAL RESERVE BOARD ABOLISHED. (a) In General- Effective at the end of the 1-year period beginning on the date of the enactment of this Act, the Board of Gove
Dennis Is Right!
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Poems From A Few Years Ago.
You used to be so close Now your just so far away. I know that you care. Why can't you just show me? You know i love you with all my heart. Why can't you just give me one sign? I think about you everyday. Wondering if you will ever come around. I just always think to myself, He will show me one day. Just don't give up, not yet. Some days it's just harder than it may seem. To hold on to a lost love. A love that may never be regained. It hurts to think that you don't care. You will never be there. All the times i need All the times i plead You just don't care if I am there. It's your fault our relationship is completly gone. Maybe one day you will regret what you did to me. Just shut me out of your life. You replaced me with another so easily I try to come around, but you just seem to flee. It's your fault if you never get me back I tried many times before i couldn't take it anymore. I gave up and i have totally shut the door. I hope you like your life now.
Welcome To Native Pride
The Great Lakes is a chain of inland lakes -- Lake Ontario, Lake Erie, Lake Huron, Lake Michigan, and Lake Superior -- Wisconsin stretching from New York to Minnesota. Because they comprise such a large waterway, they have played a vital role in the lives and histories of Indian peoples who have resided along their shores for millennia. Most Indian groups living in the Great Lakes region for the last five centuries are of the Algonkian language family. This includes such present-day Wisconsin tribes as the Menominee, Ojibwe, and Potawatomi. Some tribes--such as the Stockbridge-Munsee and the Brothertown--are also Algonkian-speaking tribes who relocated from the eastern seaboard to the Great Lakes region in the nineteenth century. The Oneida who live near Green Bay belong to the Iroquois language group and the Ho-chunk of Wisconsin are one of the few Great Lakes tribes to speak a Siouan language. PART 2: Although there have been many differences in language and customs between differe
For My Girls
This is a new moon prayer.... I have used it many times to invite the Goddess into My soul and teach Me to be the Goddess I am Hathor, Lady of the Desert Goddess of Women I call to the. Hear me Hathor And attend my rite From you desert of Egypt Look down to me Let my inner beauty shine With radiant light Let me be strong, and capable Gentle and loving Brilliant and wise Let all of these qualities Shine forth from my body From my eyes. IMAGINE A WOMAN (Author unknown) Imagine a woman who believes it is right and good she is a woman A woman who honors her experiences and tells her stories Who refuses to carry the sins of others within her body and life. Imagine a woman who believes she is good a woman who trusts and respects herself who listens to her needs and desires, and meets them with tenderness and grace. Imagine a woman who has acknowledged the past's influence on the present A woman who has walked through her past Who has healed into the present
In The Mind Of Reve Nyte
I'm tired of all the b.s, materialism, famous people fascination and over done exposure, the tremendous lack of culture (as much as they try to make it seem otherwise), the hate, the borders with our neighboring countries, the no respect for its own history, land and government..but even the government itself.. democracy and its lie that it is better than any other form of government. I am tired of many of the people and their mentality that they are better than every other country on this earth, that we can make everything possible yet when it comes time to help many complain and say "why do we have to take care of them" yadda yadda. The image that America is so powerful and the hate that has been brought unto this country because of all of this. I can go on but to be honest, just the continuous thought of pessimism gives me a headache and a deep form of disgust that leaves an after taste of waste on my tongue. I try to live my life in a civilized and "i will treat you as you treat
Old Blog Transfer
February 10, 2008 The Meaning of Life Being un-dead in an un-interesting, un-fulfilling, un-eventful, un-existence, and having an un-believable un-earthing of un-truncated proportions which makes spinning around on this stupid little rock fun again. Thanks Kids! March 8, 2008 - Saturday Anymore Can I withstand the struggle of living? Can I bear the thought of dying? Does my spirit lift every morning when the sun rises? I think these questions should be buried very deeply within ones soul. The definition of happiness eludes me, and I'm sure some others at times. These questions of doubt in the value of life are not going to haunt me anymore. I hope for all of us with emotional baggage to be able to adhere to the previous sentence. February 22, 2008 - Lonesome and Aware of It: Do I really need to go out tonight? Of course I do! Why? Because I'm naturally geared towards being around those people who have the same wants, needs and desires as myself. Am I always happy when I go ou
Just 1 Rate Is All I Need!
I'm in a contest..I'm asking for a lil help here. Just one rate & if you have the time leave some comments. *click the pic* Rate & comment please! Thanks for your help! OK I NEED ALL MY FRIENDS TO GO AND RATE THIS PIC FOR ME! I KNOW YA'LL DON'T LIKE TO BOMB....I'm NOT ASKIN FOR U TO... IT'S JUST ONE RATE, THAT IS ALL I NEED...EASY! HAHA SO GO AND RATE IT FOR ME!!! Thank you for all your helpxoxox CLICK~~~}{~~~~HERE ~ All she needs is one Rate PLEASE thats all im asking for!! Help SEXY T~~ win a HH for her Birthday!! *click pic for link*
Words Of Wisdom
September 11, 2008 Tarot reading for summer: Love Touchstone Career Love: The Devil Touchstone: The Sun Career: The Pope The rays of the Sun and the Devil's flames are bringing plenty of heat your way today, dear summer. There's passion in the air. It's a time of intense feelings, passionate declarations, and tender and sensual encounters. There's not a cloud in the sky to darken these moments of love and intimacy that you'll be sharing with your loved ones. So enjoy it while you can! In your professional life, this is a day of great euphoria. The Sun and the Pope together inspire you to sparkle. Whatever you might want to do will seem possible. Success, luck, happiness even a promotion what else could you want? You have only to stretch out your hand to enjoy the fruits of your patience and your labor. Congratulations! On the first day, God created the dog and said: 'Sit all day by the door of your house
L.d.c. Weekly Love
Please show each of these members love this weekFяѕķĕŋ βίτсђTeam Cpt 4 CLUB FAR~@ fubarღ GothiqueTemptationღ Owner-DSG&D ღGio's RL Princess ღ Owner of LDC@ fubar~♥Metal Baby♥~CLUB F.A.R. Team Greatness Capt~Sarge's Bad Girls~ DARK PRINCE IS OK!~@ fubar*** Tiff*** L.D.C.*** head greeter for VR. Yay@ fubar
Wicked's Writtings
AS you all know I been having computer issues. Well I got the new processor. Which did make a huge differance. But My hard drave was already corrupted by then. So it is with much saddness and dissappoint ment. During this holiday season to say I wont be around much. I will miss you all dearly. Im going to go nuts not djing lol. But I promise you all. When I come back it I will be fully functional and 40 times better lol. I wish you all a wonderful and happy christmas and a new year! I see you. When your no where to be seen. I hear you, when your voice is not present. I feel your touch.Yet you've never touched me. I feel you by my side. Yet, your thousands of miles away.You hold me when I lay in bed at night. Eeven tho Im the only one in it. You kiss me. I feel it purely. From a far you are. But our souls and hearts are locked together by destiny. The love so pure. It never has to be questioned. So unconditional, that neither one of us doubt each other. So faithful, the question nev
Hey I am in a comment bombing contest and can use your help plz go and comment alot thank you very much Gothica Tortured soul of the night Earn 200 11s from me and Purple (owner) Purple Panter's Den see my blog for details (repost of original by 'Gothica Tortured soul of the night' on '2008-09-19 07:32:35') Come join the best family on ALL of Fubar.. Club Wicked Paranoia Great People.. Great Tunes.. Great times!!! Come join Our dysFUNctional family!! (click here to enter)
Fantasy Island
alone on christmas, lying beneath the tree nightgown long forgotten, fingers up inside me very hot for such a snowy night, what would santa think to find this sight would he join in and start rubbing his dick? or slowly fuck me with a thick peppermint stick sliding it in wet and slick and leaning in close for a little lick pumping it into me bit by bit his tongue in my pussy sucking my clit writhing around, can't stay still he thrusts in it deep and hard so I get my fill my body goes rigid, my moaning wild he then pulls it out and licks the stick like a child he doesn't miss a drop of my sweet candy cum, just sighs then settles down in between my thighs lapping up all that good peppermint flavor really taking his time to taste and to savor before too long I'm bucking my hips as he licks my clit and pussy lips i cum again hard breathless and shaking lying there now, i open my eyes as if waking i'm alone, no familiar red and white coat but up on the tab
Songs I Like !!
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I was watching Democracy a report 7 quakers were arrested for protesting the Republican National Convention...This 23 yr old girl her boyfriend and 5 other young citizens were the first to be charged with terrorism under the new patriot is your voice worth freedom? "One song sparks a tender moment. One flower wakes the loveliest of dreams. One tree starts a beautiful forest. One-bird heralds in spring. One smile begins a lasting friendship. One Perfect Sacrifice has saved our souls. One star can lead men to hope. One God has framed the goal. Ones vote can change a nation. One sunbeam brightens a room. One kiss ignites the fires of passion. Ones laughter can conquer gloom. One-step must start each journey. One word must start each prayer. One hope can raise our spirits. One touch can show you care. One book of love leads us to all understanding. One's faith follows it through. One Savior who is never too demanding. One's heart can see it's true. One life can make
It's pretty funny how bitches on this site take this to the extreme....I just got an email ( No names mentioned) Saying that I disrespected her by having her mans name in my stat and shit.... and that I will never have as much love on FU that she that shit bothers me I have a REAL life and I don't care This is just a pass time for me....people are real stupid I swear they think this is their life....GROW UP!! know where to draw the line...I Just Laugh at you Silly Fucks....I swear people are attention whores on there because they aint shit in the real world...or was nothing in high school!!!! MESSAGE VAMPS 2ND HUBBY SENT TO KERI!!! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ welll i hope u have fun with thAT so called wife of urs lala me i hate her cause she hurt my soon to be wife tammy an beleave me u will get hurt an ditched to i promis u that ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ LMAO THANK YOU JD HUNT SHE LOVED THIS MESSAGE!! LEARN HOW TO SPELL PRO
Sexiest Dude I Sexy?
I'm in second place in the Sexiest Dudes Contest that ends tonight at 8:00 pm. If you voted for me before, you can rerate me again. If you haven't voted for me, please do. Like they say in early and vote often! I'm pitted against 20 other guys with the the top prize is a Happy Hour and a custom skin, the second prize is a 30 day blast. Since I have never had a Happy Hour or a blast, I hope that I can experience the thrill of winning one of these and having more fun on here. It's easy, just click on the link below and leave me one rating. That's comments, just one rating. Once the ratings reset, you can rerate next week after the ratings reset. Thanks again for all of your help! I am entered in the Sexiest Dudes Contest that began last friday and ends on September 19th. I'm pitted against 20 other guys with the the top prize is a Happy Hour and a custom skin, the second prize is a 30 day blast. Since I have never had a Happy Hour or a blast
1. When u looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought? I should get ready....nawwww lol 2. How much cash do you have on you? $11 yeah big ballin' baby lol 3. What's a word that rhymes with "TEST": best 4. Favorite planet? mars 5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your cell phone?: no one loves me.....oh and I broke my cell, I guess I could use that excuse too lol 6. What is your favorite ring on your phone? fur elise 7. What shirt are you wearing?:pink and grey shorts and a grey tshirt 8. Do you "label" yourself? no 9. Name the brand of your shoes you're currently wearing.? not wearing shoes 10. Bright or Dark Room? depends on my mood 11. What were you doing at midnight last night? ummm what was I doing......I was on the phone for a little bit then watched the movie orphange 12. What did your last text message you received on your cell say?: dont know and dont care 13. Where is your nearest 7-11?
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My sister was recently attacked by her husband and I stepped in and defended her and he had a bat in his hands that he was going to hit my sis with and instead he ended up getting me with it. I'm glad it was me instead of my sis! But now I have a broken arm and leg so I'm wondering if I did the best thing for my sister or not. I don't know! I don't understand this one. Here I am just having a great day and I find out from my sister that her husband was just caught having sex with her best friend. They have 4 kids and have been married for years and now he's cheating on her with her 27 year old best friend! What is up with men?? Can't they be satisfied with one woman?? I can but hell seems that it's hard to find a good man out there!!! MEN YOU NEED TO BE LOYAL TO YOUR WIVES!!!! Why do women think that they can get with a man and gain their trust and then cheat on them and hopefully they won't find out? I mean women think that men shouldn't cheat on them so women shouldn't cheat on m
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How Will You Vote
Please listen to both and leave a comment on who you thought gave the better speach. After you listen to both, who do you think would make a better First Lady Michelle Obama Cindy McCain
Love Via Fu
These things are gonna make me a lil crazy! As all of my friends/family seem to be getting them I will try to drop 50 to 100 rates on you if you have one. Hope that works for ya.... Happy just checked you out! If you have not already done so...PLEASE read the blog by Baby J concerning mumms and stash. Thanks
Lifes Rough Spots
There have been alot of times that i have felt alone, most of the time while i am single or depressed. I know there are others out there who feel that way quite often. Wishing that they could find someone who is willing to date and makes them feel happy and good. Me, I feel lonely even when im married. There have been times when i will go to bed wishing that i had someone who would cuddle up with me all night rather than sleeping on the far end of the bed. There have been times like even now that i feel alone while my wife 'needs to get out of the house' and im here. Honestly, i would love to have some me time and get out of the house away from this life for a bit. But i dont. Why? because honestly i dont know enough peaple other than work who i could go visit. I am one of those people that would rather stay home and do other stuff. However there are those moments when being lonely realy sucks and hits hard, making me wish that i had someone in my life who would appriciate what i do
Boring Times Just Disappear this is where you will find me when I am not here and challenge me to a battle, new battlers I let win, old ones lmao bring it on xxxx
Smut And Whatnot
He let her drop her legs to the floor and began kissing her again, this time more softly, more slowly, savoring every inch of her tongue and lips. He unbuttoned her dress with the tantalizing slowness only displayed by someone who has just cum and wants to torture his partner. He kissed her neck, cupped her breasts in the black lace slip. She ran her fingers through his hair and breathed his smell. He brought her tits together and buried his face in them. He finished unbuttoning her dress and slid it to the floor. He slowly worked the straps of the slip off of her shoulders, first one, baring one breast, sucking the nipple to painful hardness while he removed the other strap, exposed the other breast, teased the other nipple. Both bare, he held them together high to take both hard, pink nips into his mouth at once. He knew if he kept this up she could cum, so he stopped and watched her breathe heavily. He led her to the couch where he sat her down, helped her off with her boo
I never thought that this is where Id settle down I thought Id die an old man back in my hometown They gave me this plot of land Me and some other men For a job well done Theres a big white house, sits on a hill, just up the road The man inside, he cried the day they brought me home They folded up a flag And told my mom and dad Were proud of your son > And Im proud to be on this peaceful piece of property Im on sacred ground, and Im in the best of company Im thankful for those thankful for the things Ive done I can rest in peace, Im one of the chosen ones I made it to Arlington I remember Daddy brought me here when I was eight We searched all day to find out where my granddad lay When we finally found that cross He said Son, this is what it costs To keep us free Now here I am, a thousand stones away from him He recognized me on the first day I came in And it gave me a chill When he clicked his heels And saluted me And I
Trying Really Hard
I am who I am. As easy as I say that, the harder it is to believe it. I believe we all think or wish we were different,, maybe better at certain things. I know I have a list. As I have grown I have realized that I have faults and insecurities, some I can help, most I cant. I do believe myself to be very curious. I believe that to be one of my better traits, at least most of the time. I am curious as to why we feel alone in a crowded airport as we travel alone. I am curious as to why some people are fortunate to find true love and hold on to it. I am curious as to why people do find true love and then let it go. I am curious as to weather true love exists. I am curious as to why people believe and put so much importance on luck. I dont believe luck. I believe we make our own luck, as with positive thinking or hard work or both?? You cant just sit around waiting on things to happen in your favor, thats just silly. I am curious as to how different people are but yet how
Any1 interested in playing the forum game Mafia? Its not like whats on myspace , its a forum game kinda like role playing. but we are in need of some players desperately. hers a explanation of game play and heres the actual site im the owner of this site and its in jeopardy of not being able to continue. so please if interested register at site and sign p in the sign up thread. ! thnaks! > and will be adding more things that i will do as bid goes up...right now ive added will make my #1 and add u to my name. will make a persnol salute. soooooo u kno wanna own me!! get a bidding!! click on thumbnail pic of me will take u straight there whoever gets the most rates wins! help meeeee
Monthly Prizes Info
~November WINNER~ Ok the moment you have all been waiting for our monthly winner of a $20 bling pack for the ~Devils Advocates Bombing And Leveling Crew~is: beckyjean martins fubar wife also a member of devils advocates leveling&bombing crew..aka (beep)@ fubar Congrats To her please go show her mad love and congratulate her. Great Job Beckyjean and good luck to you all next month. Ok To let everyone know each month we will have a prize for our best bomber and for our best level helper. The Prizes you will have your choice each month: *$20 bling pack *7-day blast *1-month V.I.P. During the month we will be giving small prizes when you least expect it for any reason. Show your family your hard work and dedication and you will be rewarded. thank you all Thank you Angel Eyes, MsBratt, BassTracker ~October WINNER~ Ok th
gotten from one of the many books that i read. Immortality This loveliness that stirs my bound heart to songs of praise has always blossommed here; when earth was young, unscarred by war and hate these self-same streams went singing crystal clear. these mountains caught and held within their folds cloud-shadows, dappled grey and indigo; someone, held spell bound on this emerald hill the same delight in god is sweet world would know. so, when this pasture knows my feet no more, when all my earthly gipsying are done; there will be other eyes to watch with awe i would bequeath to all who follow on my rare delight in leaf and bloom and tree, for in their worship of the world i loved my soul shall find true immortality Fire If not contained Is like the plague that engulfs everything thats in its path. Its bright yellows, blues and greens Is of passion untold, uneventful Unrevokably sought after folds of warmth. Fire contained can be controlled Beauti
Family Bully For Smokie
Lost N A Dream
It's Amazing... How one person can change your life How a smile from you can erase everything bad How life seems less scary when you're holding my hand. It's Phenomenal... How fate brings two strangers together How I survived before I knew you How, whenever I'm with you it's like a great new adventure. It's Beautiful... How love can be so unconditional How learning about you is like reading my favorite story. How loving you is so easy. And I'm so thankful... That I'm able to know this Amazing Phenomenal Beautiful person And because... I LOVE YOU My nights will be a little colder My days a little shorter My heart will beat a little less rapid Until we meet I know that my arms will be empty My mind hurting from the constant thought of you Minutes will seem to be hours Hours will seem to be months While months will seem like eternity Until we meet The stars in the sky will not affect me with its gleaming sparkles of life Until I
"ALL THE TRUTH IN THE WORLD ADDS UP TO ONE BIG LIE" - BOB DYLAN i love this quote...i want to get it as a tattoo. i thought about an arm band, but that seems so cliche to me. so i was thinking on my foot. starting at the toes and going up to my ankle. what do you guys think?? i want to get a tat in honor of bob dylan, most of you already know why. someone mentioned a portrait tat, but i really don't like those, and it really wouldn't fit with any of my other tats. yes i know my rosary doesn't fit either. at one time it had meaning to me, still kinda does. the artist did a shity job on it though, and i'm pissed. yes i saw his work, and even talked to other people he's tatted before. he actually is really good. idk why he just didn't do good on mine. so i'm either gonna get it fixed somehow or covered or just remove it when i have the money. so i'm sitting here at 0135 and chad left. it's ok i asked him to. we were arguing over stupid shit!!!! and he kind agot in my fac
Battle Rapping.
Well there is no battle. But this version of Lil' Wayne's "Let the Beat Build" is fantastic. I just though I would share. Bonus points for him because I Twittered this last night and he kindly thanked me for the support this morning + added me. Enjoy. Plus I know a lot of people who hate lil' Wayne. I guess this is nice because this puts some substance to the style Nyle "Let The Beat Build" from Nyle on Vimeo.
you dont know the meaning of pain till' you find out that your close friend was raped for 7 years... by daddy dearest and forced upon tears... you dont know the meaning of pain, till' you find out that your close friend was raped again... but now by her neighbor... you dont know the meaning of pain... till' you find out that she wont let you help her out... U will never know, How ugly I feel inside. To just sit here one day, And lay down and cry. When some people call me mean names, It seems like I don't care. But really, The feelings of hurt are always there. People say that I am not ugly, And that I am wrong. But it's hard to agree, After so long. U will never know the feelings, That have been here for years. These feelings, That have caused most of my tears. U will never know the feeling, Of not being loved. To sit there and cry, To be yelled at and shoved. I want you, To just be there for me. Because this will take a while,
My Life !!!
Why am I hurting more now that I ever had before? Why does the pain in my heart not subside from the worst loss in my life ? Why does the future in my life seem to look like it will never get better no matter how hard I try to remain postitive about it ? Why can't I face the reality that it is over and let go ? Why do I hold out hope that the only thing that ever mattered to me will someday return to make my life whole again ? Why does this depression get worst day after day ? Why is God making me hurt so bad, have I really done so many terrible things in my life to deserve all this pain ? I hope the answers come soon, because I don't know how much longer I can live my life like this before I have to do something I don't want to do to make the pain go away. God please send some kind of sign to make me understand - WHY ? I know I shouldn't feel like this... But I can't help that I do. I feel like I've been forgotten; Now just a memory to you. I guess I'
The Pirate's Account.
Everything has been put away for the night, except for me. And that will happen momentarily... as soon as I finish scribing this little piece of meaningless drivel. Ive given in to pagan urge and built myself a tall vodka and grapefruit nightcap. The night is very quiet here; a coolness accompanies the wind from the ocean. A strong sea breeze is rippling the surface of our lagoon which reflects the full moon in random flashes of light. Not a sound is to be heard outside now except the occasional cry of a nightbird, and the sighs of the ocean winds. It is for moments like these that I embrace the decision for Tara and I to make our home here after all of the unhappiness of 2003. I was recently asked why I choose to make a daily commute that takes a little more than an hour each way. My answer was "because I do." Deciding to live in an area that is not convenient to that place where theres money to be made, comes with the acceptance that you will need to get to that place
Truth Honesty, Ranting, And Me Being An Ass...
WARNING - LONG POST! Im going to talk about something which Ive believed for a long time, mainly because im bored! Its not necessarily going to paint either men or women in the best lights, so with that thought I would like to state *now* that I *do not* generalize based on gender or skin colour as a rule and have always been against such things, but for the sake of making this argument simple and easier to understand, I am going to generalise both sexes just to get my point across. Im going to speak about men as a whole and women as a whole, but in no way do I believe that ALL of us react and behave in the manner that I'm describing, its just that the point I'm trying to get across here is complex enough as it is without having to constantly state that and contradict myself at every turn - please bear that in mind. Im not sure when or how the ritual of dating began, but I'm assuming it began many thousands of years ago and evolved slowly as the centuries passed and society
We Are Looking For Staff
CLICK ON THE PIC TO JOIN US @ Wicked Radio Tunes What kind of juggalo are you? (pics)100 percent TRUE JUGGALO!!Regardless of the when, where, and how you became down, You're a real ass juggalo!U rep the hatchet and everything it stands for. You know that it isn't just music, or a phase. It's a way of life and you run with the hatchet for life! Much Clown Love, homie. You're the shit!Other Quizzes OK PEOPLE!! Currently We Are Looking To Expand The Radio! Do You Wanna Be The Next Big Thing?! We Are Looking To Hire And Train Up New DJS @ WI
Blue Moons
There is this feeling of joy and hope. When you are close to that special person and your emotions rush over you wave after wave. Your body and mind are numb to the world around it!! Nothing in this universe seems to matter! You think of this person day and night but nothing will get that song out of your head!! This is the song with the greatest of Mojo in the world. This song has the greatest Mojo because it's a happy song, a sad one, one of disppear but of hope, one that makes you cry but also makes your soulshine. It's a song that I never want to leave my head.It is funny how this one song brings so much joy and pain all in the same beat. It"s the beat of a heart and when joined by another the music is so angelic and when alone so dark and dreary!! I guess like every good love story, that song that plays in my head is my notebook. If you read this thank you and excuess the spelling. I'm just trying to open myself up to myself at 44 lol Great Line from City of Angel's and is the
Dark Poetry 1
We started out oerfect The inferno of Desire and Love set free Locked togher in Ecstacy between these sheets One heart beating , One soul breathing What happened to our meant to be ? Times change and so do we But our souls were always meant to be For a lifetime we've loved one another can't you see ? My heart is cracking inside of me Something has gone wrong with Our Meant to Be Mistakes were made some were mine Both of us have crossed that line But we had each other through rain and shine Forever yours , Forever mine Now I am hanging on by a thread Praying that this is not the end The love was torn apart but will never cease to be Hearts shattered before their time Give me back our meant to be Times change and so do we Souls separated but still meant to be The love of this lifetime is tainted why can't you see The love within you the love within me The floodgates of sorrow are breaking free Fight fo
I Need A Drink!!!
Have a great Turkey 2morrow my US friends!!! Who's going to be nice and buy me a early B-Day drink... Damn I'm thirsty!! I'm thirsty could use a cold one or something to quench my thirst!
Just Gotta Ramble!!!!
Look through my eyes and tell me what you see, i'm no more fucked up than you would be. I want you to walk one mile in my shoes, you'll see the odds are stacked for me to lose.For every breath these lungs take, I thank the lord every time I wake. I'm not bad or a demon seed, just for so long I have been left in need. No one believes the shit I go through, but they don't go through life the way I do. The life I lead makes me stronger every day, my path is uncertain and I don't always know the way. As life keeps sending curve balls my way, I contemplate my while here I lay. Unfair things happen no matter who you are, but God only judges you from a far. Don't get to caught up in the past, the effects of what happened yesterday won't last. I don't know where to begin or even what to in a situation even I don't understand...and it gets more complicated and harder to deal with as it goes on rather than easier...I dont understand people and the decisions they make...or why they fee
My Life
We just heard from the landlord that our apartment complex is most likely going to be closed within the next month or so. Our roof is only one third of a way done & our crew has been fired because they dont know how to put a roof on.. code is giving her a certain amount of time to hire a new crew and get it done.. which coming up with another 8k or so to get it done is not easy... So right now, I dunno what I am going to do. I have NOBODY to help me... and its not easy to up and move 3 people, when you dont have money to do so. I wont have internet or a home phone soon... I dont even know if I will have minutes on my cell phone... :( So if anybody would like to keep contact with me... please send ur phone number... and ur real name if I only know you by your fubar name. in a message before I post my last blog and change my status to something along the lines of.. I dont know when I'll be back again! And if anybody would like to help me out... it is appreciated! Love You Guys! Re
Sugarsky Designs
Only found in America Only in America...can a pizza get to your house faster than an ambulance... Only in America...are there handicap parking places in front of a skating rink... Only in people order double cheese burgers, a large fry, and a diet coke... Only in banks leave both doors open and then chain the pens to the counters... Only in we leave cars worth thousands of dollars in the driveway and leave useless things and junk in boxes in the garage... Only in we use answering machines to screen calls and then have call waiting so we won't miss a call from someone we didn't want to talk to in the first place... Only in we buy hot dogs in packages of ten and buns in packages of eight... Only in we use the word "politics" to describe the process so well: "Poli" in latin meaning "many" and "tics" meaning "blood-sucking creatures"...

Okay I know this is fubar and I know that there a lot of fun loving lemme see ya naked people out there. Woohoo love to all of ya but, I'm not one that will show "that" kind of stuff to just anyone. I believe in having fun don't get me wrong but I will only be doing that with the one I'm with. I know that there are others out there just like me. I just wonder where there hiding... lemme know if you see them. I do know of some. That's why there on my friends list. :) Just my thoughts... Okay this is how I do things on here. If I find a picture of someone that I find interesting I click on it and look at there profile,then I will rate them and if I'm lucky I find new friends. I've done this since I've come here and now I was just told I'm scaring people cause I looked at them from a friends profile and went to there page to read about them and leave a comment or rate them. (I was told I was scaring them from my friend not from them) Is it true I don't know. Am I being lied t
Show Him Some Love
@[webfetti: Love is the triumph...quote card: [0/277 .t:glitter width=320 height=232]] ~POOLHALL JUNKIE~@ fubar I'm not sure if it's me... or if its my big heart. I get hurt and the love I have not known, and if it were its not shown. I give and give and get nothing back. I wish I could be just a little less me .. i'm quite and loud all at the same time. My pain is not a gain in my lifes path. I wish I had a love that wouldn't end and a person who shared what I have to give. Love is not easy nor is trying to find it.. and at the end of the day I know I will be ok but wouldn't it be nice to know that I'm not just giving and emptying my heart on someone who doesn't really matter or care.
I'm A Bish??
This Bish is on sale!! All you have to do is click on the pic, rate my pic {most rates wins a bonus!}, and BID on this BiSH!!! You know you wanna own a BiSh! BiShing is what I do best!! This bully brought to you by: ~!AnA~ ( NO FAN=NO ADD) OWNED BY LARRYB@ fubar In addition to everything listed I have now added #1 friend for 1 month and a cleavage salute. :P Please don't forget to rate the pic even if you don't bid!!! Thank you. :) This Bish is on sale!! All you have to do is click on the pic, rat
the years have come upon me a sudden glance upon my life. do I allow for any confessions to lift my soul again. telling you for hours how sweet to hear your voice. fear is not an emotion that entered me as we shared such thoughts.... to be in one another's arms. raindrops awake.... how long has it been? how much longer will it be? when does the rain falling cease kiss me softly. listen...... to the fog ( such a soft light sound) lifting my soul mended heart to a place of illusions... dream of you awake.... i wait illusions of fate. What I'd give..... heart's open, send a wink, give a glare, open up my profile & stare. Here on FuBar, just don't care, let us find a friend or two..... yet I'd still give my 2 million points to come see you! People are often unreasonable, illogical,and self centered; Forgive them anyway. If you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives, Be kind anyway. If you are successful, yo
Kerti's Blog
Okay I have a couple of friends/members of the lounge I lurk in when I'm not sick in contests. Please give them some help. I'm not at my computer enough right now to keep reposting bulletins where I'm not feeling well, so I'm posting this blog instead. So please please spare a few minutes to help these friends of mine out! Many thanks! ~~Kerti Hey I am in a comment bombing contest and can use your help plz go and comment alot thank you very much Gothica Tortured soul of the night Earn 200 11s from me and Purple (owner) Purple Panter's Den see my blog for details (repost of original by 'Gothica Tortured soul of the night' on '2008-09-19 10:46:09') GARYS IN A CONTEST AND NEEDS RATES FOR A 25 CREDIT BLING PACK ! PLEASE STOP BY AND AND RATE HIS PICTURE MOST RATES WINS !!!! NO COMMENT BOMBING ......... PLEASE CLICK ON THE PICTURE BELOW AND GIVE HIM YOUR RATE !
Tales From The Dumbass.
I was on the bus, 6:47am. At her stop... She was running late. From the store across the street, she came running. Desperate to catch the bus, she ran, her freshly bought Blowpops™ in hand. A police car comes screaming around the corner... Bam. She flew so far. She flew so hard, her shoes flew off. (Her socks don't match) One shoe landed in the cemetery. Foot in the grave, indeed. It was huge news. All over the school. She was critical. She died. We had councilling... I refused. Why bother? She was one of those many that picked on me. Just desserts. I smiled softly when I heard the news. My mom died from cancer in...2000? 2001? Either way, the doctors gave her 6 months. She managed 3 years. (Funny, her mom died from Cancer too. She always said "If I get it, let me die" yet she fought.) We talked one day: ""Bear, I want you to have Power of Attorney." "Why?" "Because if I get too far along, I want you to pull my plug." "Oka
You Are a Cookie-Browine-Sundae Totally sweet, delicious, and comforting. You are a total glutton for... everything! What Kind of Sundae Are You? Can someone please help me understand how to work the AIM messy...I only use YIM and have downloaded this goofy AIM to talk to my girl on..any help would be greatly appreciated :D So I get a friend request from this chick LilGypsy,I add her, she rated my page dropped some comments then pops up in my SB with this sh*t.. LilGypsy: give me your're no.. or I'll give you mine ->LilGypsy: huh? ->LilGypsy: call u? LilGypsy: ok nevermind LilGypsy: call me? LilGypsy: whats up WTF are these people thinking to just pop up in my shoutbox and start asking me for my number??? uh ok and who the f**k are you to be asking me for my number?? These people up here make me chuckle...So needless to say she met the blocked list with the quickness...So anyhoo...Good Morning everyone :p
Gonzo Pov
I had a dream the other night that I was working at the Walgreens up the street from me. Yet everything had Rite Aid written on it. That was very strange. What was even more strange was that my manager was this chick Jessa from Hydaway Radio. I had seen her on cam earlier that day. She was wearing PJ's on cam, but in my dream, she was dressed up in a sexy business suit. She was walking out the door barking orders at me, telling me I needed to ring up a certain number of customers to keep my job. I needed 200. When I started the day, the register said 5 customers were rung up. At the end, the total was 395. So I had saved my job. The dream ended there. Its no coincidence that day, I was at Walgreens and I had seen Jessa on cam that night. I have always figured out that small instances throughout my day wind up being what I dream about. Very peculiar. I visted a lounge a couple months ago called Club Wicked Paranoia, or CWP. It was rockin with some good tunes and some good peop
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The upbringing of children is the main responsibility of the parent. But the rest of the world does have a large influence on them and it changes at the different ages of the child. The biggest problem is that the parent is trying to wean their child and the world is trying to absorb them. So if the foundation isn't strong and the child isn't strong, the world can erase much of the child's proper upbringing. Sadly, due to a child's own personal makeup, they have their own destiny programmed into them and sometimes proper parenting and good worldly lessons still aren't enough and the child goes bad. Sadly, due to a child's own personal makeup, they have their own destiny programmed into them and sometimes proper parenting and good worldly lessons still aren't enough and the child goes bad. (I think that is when the devil has somehow worked on and taken control of that child) So, when it comes to schooling, thats just another wing of training up a child. All children are different,
My Poetry
A s my picture bleeds black and white , i vision you from the waking of my sight i feel the sun warm on my skin princling knives within but darkness transforms to a storm within , pain, insane , torn , and frightened.. my heart turns cold as i wonder why , broken i am by night torn i am by day alonde in the dark my eyes they bleed my tears turn to ice but as i sleep you here me calll the black and white darkness within me I love you , but i cannot wait. i made my choice and you are to late. in some delays it is better then never as i am lost now and forever. i still love you but you broke my heart , i cannot think of you without haveing regret and longing for what we had.. this will pass i tell myself i know it is time for me to leave, the innocence i gave for love and the needs iyou have not met , here we are once again with alot of regret. a happiness untouched my soul whatever comes next will make me whole. ok knowing that i loved yo
Have you been so wrapped in one person that you feel like you are crazy? :) Well you are, you are crazy in love. Most crazy peopple are picked up & put in a center. This is not that kinda crazy!! It really sux when the person you are wrapped in is out of reach. That is a enough to send you over the edge. I Believe... That just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do love each other. I Believe ... That we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change. I Believe... That no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. I Believe... That true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love. I Believe... That you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I Believe... That it's taking me a long time
Sept 15th-30th Fam Communication
needs level The Gate to Cemetery@ fubar Hey there , happy Sunday FuBombers. If you were sold in the auction last night and have nt yet sent your auction fee, please do so, thers 3 or 4 of you that haven't yet. I have to this every Sunday to get every1 to send the fees. Every1 knows how it works. I shouldn't have to do this. Todays bombing target is this lets bomb together ppl. Read your paper, get woke up, have your coffee, and let's bomb!! Needs level ღஐCaliricangirlღஐ~*~ღஐFU~BOMBERSღஐ@ fubar
To Be A Saint
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hey friends sorry for not being online all that much having problems with my computer it goes sooooo slow now and it makes it hard for me to do anything also working part time ...thanks to having hard times....but as soon as my net gets alil faster ill add more pixs and do more on here.....but until then keep me in ur thoughts and show me some love.....xxxooooxxx ok peeps it has been brought to my attention that i am a stuck up they get this i pretty nice to all that i speak to and the ones that speaks to me.... so what im wanting to know is what do u think about me and by all means be honest on ur answer... you can post ur response here or u can send me a private message... ok guy if ur on my friends list i need lots and lots of help all u have to do is comment alot the ones with the most comments wins and i started it late so please help me out....i never had a auto bling b4....
Fubar Support
It's been a while...and with the new site changes, I thought it would be a great time to put out the FUBAR support blogs.Some new nifty site features and links...and some new information as well.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~The following links below will take you to blogs that can better help you around the site. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~For Salute Submission and verification Step by Step: Click here!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~For Site navigation: Click here!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~For Lounge Tutorials/CSS (Cascading Style Sheet) Coding: Click Here!For The Basic Breakdown of Lounge Coding: Click Here~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~For how to add Skins to your Profile: Click Here!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~To get to the Fubar Vault: Click Here!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~To report an Underaged User: Click Here!~~~~
A Love Unspoken?
There are no words to express how much I truely care so many times I fantisize of feelings we can share My heart has never known the Joy you bring to me As if GOD knew what I wanted and made you a reality I d die to hold you or to kiss you or merely to see your face my stomach quivers my body shivers and my heart increases pace To give me $money or lots of gold would not be the same to me I prayed and watched the distant stars and finally you came to me! In the midst of passion two figures stand emerged in ecstasy joined hand and hand words are unnecessary feelings are heard the body takes control deaf to words It is at this stage that I think of you in gratitude for this joy you have exposed me to Each Day is Bright with you as the Dawn with the collapse of each night a strong bond is born In the midst of passion I remember your kiss I reminisce about your touch and suddenly miss the scent that you wear and the tone of your voice Onl
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Your Help Is Appreciated!
I am goin to try for a spotlight. I will keep tryin until I am able to get it. I would love any and all donations that you would be so kind as to donate. Any donations over 1million will get all my 11's for the day plus a salute. If 500K I will keep you shitfaced daily for a month plus a salute. If 250K I will send you 2 gifts a day for a month plus a salute. All other donations will get a salute. If you donate more than what is listed, we can make some kind of arrangements. Would love all help I can get on this. Please repost and/or sticky if you can't donate so I might get the chance to meet new people. Thank you so much in advance. ::MUAH::Kare loves you!♀♂Kr™♀♂ ♥Fu-Owned by Justfishing♥@ fubar Good Afternoon/Evening. My friend from High School ♀♂☆Prc뚚 Kr Alł☆♀♂ Fu-Owned by Zman! on here has her own business. As of right now it is a fledgling business and w
About Me!!! Read It
WANT TO TALK TO ME???READ THIS: DONT WASTE UR TIME TRYING TO HOOK UP WITH ME, U HAVE NO CHANCE!!!! So i think is time to write something more about me... Who am i? I can be Heaven or Hell, depends on how U treat me. I can be the best friend ever, i can be the girl you ever wished for ...or not! I can make someone Hate me with the same intensity he Loves me!!! I hate these words "I LOVE YOU TODAY, I DONT LOVE YOU TOMORROW!" or worse, "I DONT KNOW" and they make me appear insecure coz i keep asking things to clarify my mind. I AM NOT INSECURE!!! On the contrary, i know what i worth and I say this without being the "fubar biatch" type. I have eyes and I can see very well my own reflection in the mirror. I LOVE WITH PASSION, WITH DEDICATION AND WITH A POWER THAT THE MAJORITY OF YOU NEVER EVER EVEN DREAMED EXISTS! Sounds scary?? IT IS! ASK TREAZON, HE DEALS WITH THAT EVERY DAY! This PASSION scares me too but might be my zodiacal sign, my nature, the stars, call it how you want,
Wicked Kitties News/group Info
Hiya Kitties & Future Kitties, as of the 26th of September 08 these are our new Guidelines & Requirements we need to follow as Kitties, This is a Strictly a No drama zone, Any problems or concerns please speak to Azriel Or Myself. Please make a Salute with your nickname & Member of the Wicked Kitties on it then upload so we can rip to the Kitties Homepage Please Add the Kitties Homepage, Miss Kunt & DJ Azriel to your family. Please ensure this is the only group you belong to. Add ~Member of The Wicked Kitties~ to your Fubar name. Join the Kitties Lounge Club CatNip This is where we have meetings etc, as well as lots of fun! Members must have a verified salute & a minimum of 5 pictures of themselves. Thankyou for reading Xx Miss K THIS IS THE HOMEPAGE FOR THE BEST GROUP ON FUBAR THE WICKED KITTIES, WE ARE A GROUP THAT IS NOT STUCK UP OR SNOBBY WE DONT HAVE A LONG VOTING PROCESS, WE ARE ON THE LOOKOUT FOR THE TATTOOED, PIERCED AND ABOVE ALL REAL PPL THAT
Up For Auction
Look Who's Up For Auction This is his first one so lets make it good for him and spoil and spank him hard with bids, who is it you say... It's my real life sexy hubby Come on by and make a bid on him.
'Two Wolves’ This is the best I have ever heard it explained. One evening an old Cherokee told his grandson about a battle that goes on inside people. He said: 'My son, the battle is between 'two wolves' inside us all. One is Evil. It is anger, envy, jealousy, sorrow, regret, greed, arrogance, self-pity, guilt, resentment, inferiority, lies, false pride, superiority, and ego. The other is Good. It is joy, peace, love, hope, serenity, humility, kindness, benevolence, empathy, generosity, truth, compassion, and faith.' The grandson thought about it for a minute, and then asked his grandfather
Look At The Below Shout Box Conversation With This Lady.I Refused To Buy Her A Blingpack Then She Blocked Me LoL.Whats This Fucking Site Coming To where when you Won't Buy A Beggar Something They Block You.then over in my "MY BAR TAB" She sent me a FREE! gift but wanted me to buy her a REAL! money item hahaha.fuck that!...I don't think so.i Guess as a ass kissing buy me a BlingPack please begging gift. SDMF N/Y B...: sorry ->SDMF N/Y B...: I don't spend actual real money on net so that would be a big FAT Zero. SDMF N/Y B...: lol i know ->SDMF N/Y B...: that's sad & pathetic you asking for things. SDMF N/Y B...: can you get me a blingpack please ->SDMF N/Y B...: you got that damn So i seen your comment on someones photo about how its not "FAIR" for blacks like it is the whites in your own words.Well why is it that blacks can have a black history month (February) & whites can't?...why is it that Blacks can have a BET (BLACK Entertainment Television) But Whites Can't?..
My Inner Thouhts
She seemed dressed in all of me Stretched across my shame, All the torment and the pain Leaked through and covered me. I'd do anything to have her to myself, Just to have her for myself. Now I don't know what to do, I don't know what to do When she makes me sad. She is everything to me, The unrequited dream, The song that no one sings, The unattainable. She's a myth that I have to believe in, All I need to make it real is one more reason. I don't know what to do, I don't know what to do when she makes me sad. But I won't let this build up inside of me. I won't let this build up inside of me. I won't let this build up inside of me. I won't let this build up inside of me. A catch in my throat, choke, Torn into pieces, I won't. No. I don't want to be this but I won't let this build up inside of me She isn't real. I can't make her real. She isn't real. I can't make her real. Vermillion Pt. 2 Slipknot So i was wo
Misc. Sh*t
->Tutti_Fukk...: As do I Tutti_Fukk...: well i has a tramp stamp lol ->Tutti_Fukk...: But I mean that in the most loving of ways ->Tutti_Fukk...: Tramp Tutti_Fukk...: Hooekr Tutti_Fukk...: jesus she just had 10 babies *Jealousy is ugly on you, Tutti Procrastination gets you NOWHERE. I am now in a mad dash to find the Wall-E U-Command R/C thingy for my son. Ffs, it's one of the few things he's actually ASKED for, and I can't find it ANYWHERE. Had them call stores within an hour in every direction from me. *grumbles* Son of a b*tch.
Help Me Level
Here's a list of my big albums with 250 pics in them- So Cherry Bomb Away! ICONS AMAZING INK AMAZING EYES KITTIES AND OTHER FUNNIES ELEPHANTS PLEASE REPOST MY BULLY
Random Thoughts
PTSD is a bitch. I had the first opportunity to get out of the house in months and it did'nt turn out well. Steve took his eyes off the road for a second and started veering toward a guard rail and that was all it took to send me into flashbacks and panic attacks. When I fell asleep after I got home I kept jolting awake with the flashbacks and my heart racing. Feels like electric worms are crawling through my veins. I went into a crying fit when we got home. Then of course the guilt for ruining steve's day hit. The fear that he won't want to deal with this anymore. I definately can't live in the mountains and have any kind of life. I have to make one more doctor appointment for the Fibro/MS meds and then I won't be leaving the house again until we move I think in the spring. I'm still shaking and it's been hours. What bugs me the most is the total lack of control. I'm kind of a control freak..not to others but I like to have control over my own mind and situations and I don't ha
I really like this and will use it soon!!!! Cherokee Lady needs our help!!! She is close to leveling. Please help me level my great friend!!! ~Cherokeelady~Confederate Bomber ~ promoter & greeter for blue cat club~&Shadowleveler@ fubar Brought to you by: blaclie22 ~Freelance Bomber~Confederate Bomber~@ fubar WantedBy Alan JacksonBest Video Codes
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I lost my kidneys and had a transplant and would do it again if i was taken back to 2004 2. I hate shoes and would rather wear my slippers every where 3. I hate to have a ford pass me 4. I love photography and consider myself an amateur, but still tring to learn 5. I clean house about everyday, but i hate doing it 6. I love doing my dishes 7. i love helping my x-wife (in court when im on the other side of her lol) 8. i like asking people who are walking (only if i know them) and ask thim if there are tired of walking, then tell them to run awhile 9. I hate cats even though i have one now, and
Sarah Palin
From Newsweek 9/28/08 Will someone please put Sarah Palin out of her agony? Is it too much to ask that she come to realize that she wants, in that wonderful phrase in American politics, "to spend more time with her family"? Having stayed in purdah for weeks, she finally agreed to a third interview. CBS's Katie Couric questioned her in her trademark sympathetic style. It didn't help. When asked how living in the state closest to Russia gave her foreign-policy experience, Palin responded thus: "It's very important when you consider even national-security issues with Russia as Putin rears his head and comes into the airspace of the United States of America. Wherewhere do they go? It's Alaska. It's just right over the border. It is from Alaska that we send those out to make sure that an eye is being kept on this very powerful nation, Russia, because they are right there. They are right next toto our state." There is, of course, the sheer absurdity of the premise. Two weeks ago I fle
Are You Brainwashed?
"In my opinion, a mind is healthy when it can perform symbolic acts within mental frameworks which are not immediately obvious. A mind is diseased when it no longer comprehends this kind of linkage and refuses to acknowledge any basis for such symbolic thinking. The twentieth century specializes in producing diseased minds of the type I refer to - minds which uniquely combine ignorance with arrogance. The twentieth century's hard core hyper rationalist would deride a theory of correspondences in daily life and ritual as 'primitive superstition'. However, the rationalist's comment is not one upon symbolic thinking but upon himself, acting as a label to define him as one of the walking dead." Are you brainwashed? What about some of your neighbors, are they brainwashed? Before you answer that, let us ask you a few preliminary questions: Do you believe that the United States was struck by a terrorist attack on Sept. 11? Do think that the people behind that attack were "Arabs" and that it
Purple Paradox's Rambling
yeah, i'm new here. looks like i'm gonna have fun here- i've gotten lots of comments and stuff. :D i spent today doing too much housework. grad school really whoops my ass, i swear. i spend all day at school and work and come home, and before i know it the apartment's a wreck. bleh. then i spend all weekend cleaning. when do i get a vacation? lol oh well. here i am, feel free to stop by, say hi, tell me to stop whining about my life, ha ha. well, today was boring and quiet. did some housework (i can finally see the floor again, lol), did some homework, and now i'm gonna slack off a little longer until i finish up the rest of the work i have to do. i'm gonna make it a point to not talk about grad school here. this is my happy place, not my worky place, lol! i have discovered that there is indeed life before 8 am, and it isn't pretty ugh!
SEDUCE Caressing your body with my lips As I explore with my fingertips I see the fire in your eyes Feel the passion as you rise You give me your body to do as I please Even if I want to tease It turns me on to hear your pleads I want to discover all your needs Succumb to the pleasure These feelings no one can measure Playing your body like a fine tune Oh no, its not time to spoon There are so many things I want to do Thats right baby Im not through Let me take you to the next level of ecstasy I will fulfill your every fantasy Guide me on this journey I take For I want to feel your body shake Moaning for more As we move to the floor Your body will ache And begin to move like a snake When I am done You will still feel my tongue As if I were there Still able to share I am pleased with my production Of this seduction Author: JLC Struggles Her rose that once was in full bloom Is now doomed The petals fall off one at a time I dont think yall f
Nothing Is As It Seems
Who are you to say If i'm right or wrong and who are you to say If I belong For you don't walk in my shoes Or see life the way I do Who are you to talk behind my back And who are you to say If my morals lack For you don't walk in my shoes or see life the way I do So don't try to make me see your light Or play games with my life For we are all one in the same Even though we all have different names So don't play with me Just let me be I'll live my life The way I see and all I ask of you Is let me be For you don't walk in my shoes Or see life the way I do I must be free To feel the breeze will you understand as I take your hand That I love you now But tomarrows
So Loved
Josh aka Dj Drac ordered my ring yesterday for us to be engaged. It will be in 2 weeks for us to pick up. He is having it engraved inside as well. OMG i love him so much and love that he wants to marry me and I can't wait to marry him and spend the rest of my life with him. He is a guy i never imagined i would find in my lifetime ever!! I am so thrilled!! I had my Fu-wedding today and it was amazing!!! Thanks to all at Sinful Sensations lounge that put it together - Cazzy, Stryke, Gee, and all our friends that showed up to watch the ceremony. Here is the vows that DJ Drac wrote specifically for me: since the day i first talked to ui fell more and more in love with you and now with this commitment i swear to you now,I will be yours now and forever and no matter what i will always love you. That is the sweetest thing ever OMG i so love him! Here are my vows I said back to him: Since I first met you and talking to you on here you have amazed me with your sweetness an
Other Stuff
I MADE IT - 2 YEARS ON FUBAR!!! JAM ON OVER TO MY PAGE TODAY, DEC 8.and CELEBRATE with ME! CLICK THE PIC BELOW Its Been a Crazy, Fun, Wild Ride these 2 Years! Along the Way I have met some truly Amazing People who have become like family to me! Those special people have brought me so many smiles and awesome memories! CLICK THE PIC ABOVE and Party On My Page today! Help Me Hit PROPHET For my Anniversary! Auto 11s all day ... MY First Happy Hour Tonight ... SEE BELOW FOR DETAILS! ITS AN AWESOME CELEBRATION of 2 YEARS ON FUBAR!! *** AUTO 11s ON for the whole FU DAY of Monday Dec 8th!!! *** Random Drinks and BLING all Day*** OVER 54 Points/ Bucks for Each Pic U Rate in HHs!!! MY FIRST HAPPY HOUR!! @ 8PM Fu Time/11PM EST 5 Special Folders MARKED with ** will remain PRIVATE until my Happy Hour Starts. They will be public for My HH. RATE ALL PICS IN those 5 Folders (440 total) DURING my HH and GET a 50,000 FUBUCK BONUS!!! Join Us in Bada Bing @
Edge's Blog
Recently my girlfriend and I have been haveing problems in our relationship. I have turned to a few ppl just to talk to about what has been goin on between krisi and i. Stephanie Larson aka green.eyed.devil was one of these ppl. She has told me time and time again that she has feelings for me and would like to me more than friends. In fact on several occasions she has tried to get me to break up with Krisi. I love Krisi to death, she means the world to me and for someone that barely knows me to ask me that is fucking crazy. Another thing that is fucking crazy is that Stephanie has told me many times that she loves me. She barely knows me. As for me saying that Krisi is my ex. I have never said that because right now our relationship is in limbo. We arent calling each other baby or anything like that but yet at the same time neither one of us has officially said that its over. At least to my knowledge. Stephanie posted this mumm earlier today.... "I recently met someone who compl
update the squirrel is doing just fine,I have a vet appointment for her tomorrow, looks like I just adopted a new pet :D well until she is good enough to make it on her own (more than likely through winter) just thought I'd let all of ya know.. :D Update 3.... Dropped the little Bean off at the vet today to get some steroid shots and have some work done needless to say had to drop her off:( but hopefully she will be back up and running around here soon :D ....:( after a nights stay at the vets office little Bean was x-rayed and it was found that he had suffered from a broken pelvic bone and a broken back :(..which would never recover from and if was to live would be in pain the rest of it's life :( so the vet put her down....I really don't like this year :( I have a baby squirrel with 2 broken back legs,I am trying to get up with the wildlife shelter so they can better take care of the animal and it's looking like they are all closed around here...So it's looking like I will
The Constipated Cow
If you listen to Pink Floyd long enough you will realize that your life is full of drama that will most likely never end in disaster. Think about all the people on the planet and how they survive every day without hearing one refrain of The Wall. My point is this, as miserable as you might think you are now, just put on any Pink Floyd CD and in a few minutes you will realize it's all drama and you got upset for nothing. See drama is emotions and acting out. If someone gives you a hard time you can either react or release. Release is when you say I'm not going to participate in your mind games. Thus, you are no longer on stage. Go home, drink a cold one, put on Pink Floyd and I promise you will feel better in the morning. Just don't forget to let the cat or dog out! RixRax Wait a minute. Aren't we supposed to believe that Muslims condemn and abhor terrorism? At least until someone mocks an Islamic terrorist. Then suddenly one has offended all Muslims. But if they really condemn
My Journey
Well the tech said it's 95% it's a girl! Woohoo! We are naming her Ashley Dawn and we are extremely excited. It's about time. LOL Well those who know me, know that I am preggo. I'm 5 months now and this is my first. My hubby and I still don't know the sex of the baby yet. But this Thursday, getting another ultrasound to make the heart and the chambers are fine and hopefully our little one will show us this time. If not, then we have another one until next week when we have the 3-D ultrasound done. Wish us luck! Just an update on my pregnancy, currently I am now 6 months preggo. I will say I am so tired and it's so uncomfortable when I have to go to sleep. But I am feeling Ashley more and more which is an awesome feeling. So far she is healthy and I'm healthy, I go back this Thursday for a check up. It's getting closer.
Jokes For You To Read
Three men - a Canadian farmer, Osama bin Laden and a White Trash Biker are all walking together one day. They come across a lantern and a Genie pops out of it. 'I will give each of you one wish, which is three wishes in total', says the Genie. The Canadian says, 'I am a farmer and my son will also farm. I want the land to be forever fertile in Canada.' POOF! With the blink of the Genie's eye, the land in Canada was forever fertile for farming. Osama was amazed, so he said, 'I want a wall around Afghanistan, Palestine, Iraq and Iran so that no infidels, Americans or Canadians can come into our precious land.' POOF! Again, with the blink of the Genie's eye, there was a huge wall around those countries. The Biker says, 'I am very curious. Please tell me more about this wall..' The Genie explains, 'Well, it's about 5,000 feet high, 500 feet thick and completely surrounds the country. Nothing can get in or out; it's virtually impenet
Loveing It
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The Best Things In Life Can Be Seen And It Brings Pleasure
I'm just testing my blog since i'm new here on fubar.. but anyway if anyone wants to chat with me or something.. we can talk through my YM... you can add me thanks... I'll see you all there bye... more love..;) wanna chat some time...add me... or just send me a buzz... hope to hear from you.. thanks... I CAN FULFILL YOUR DESIRES.. I DO DIRTY CAM SHOWS AND WE CAN HOOK UP FOR THE REAL THING YOU CAN ACCESS MY CAM HERE AND YOU CAN SEE ME DO SOMETHING NAUGHTY FOR YOU... YOU CAN GET YOUR MEMBER ID HERE... THE MEMBER ID IS GOOD FOR THE CAM ACCESS AND CAN ALSO BE USED AS OUR PASSWORD AT A HOTEL WHERE WE WILL DO SOME FUN TOGETHER...
I hate being laid-off again this F@#$%*&* Economy B.S. is that. F@#$ those rich pompous a-holes trying to save the government. Our true founding fathers would have shot every last one of them. Sorta like Chaney tried Eh. Just venting a bit sorry but these taxes is one of the many reason's people came from their countries to America it was to get away from all the Greed their countries had at the upper levels of Stae and Governing bodies they had. And now where are we no better then those from whom we despised. Go figure history has a stupid way of semi-repeating it-self. And by the way what the F@#$ is with EMO's. Grow up get rid of the damn anti-depressents you stole and see that you are not helping our Country but failing it... Man I tell you what I lost probably one of the coolest chicks a man could've ever met a week ago I will be posting a pic of Sandy soon, May You Rest In Peace Girl And Stay Saucy GRRR.... You shall be missed.... Your Friend Joe Well I'm seeing progress in looki
My Doors Of Perception!
so i watched the debate and normally im hardcore democrat, but i really dont like either of these guys! i feel like mccain is immature taking shots at obama and i just dont know about obama period. i think that they both dodged the questions last night and just fought back and forth about each other. how can you run a country if you cant answer a damn question! or how are you prepared to run the nation if neither can even keep the time limit that was set!! craziness! how could i vote for a guy who looks like he is about to croak and appears not to be able to move his arms from the elbow up? and on the other hand i cant understand obama for stuttering and pausing to say "uh". i wish they would just stick a damn redneck in office...if they didnt get us out of debt at least i bet there would be a sale on beer and pork rinds and we could drink the problems away! kiss in the rain right now... call my ex (not ex husband) for a booty call... paint something... write a book... take a photo
Friend Request
Dear Lipstick, Your wish is my command. If you need a friend / secret admirer (that you know in advance lol), I am your guy. If you want me to crush you, I will. But be careful what you wish for. It would be my pleasure to "crush" you. Please be forewarned, have plenty of H2O on hand because I anticipate my "crush" to be devastating to you, in a good way. Not long after I "crush" you, you will be contacting me for drinks and then more "crushes", waking up in the middle of the night and send me messages to "crush" you. You will not be able to stop my "crush" but it can sometimes be contained. Please allow a "JOHNNY VEGA$ CRUSH" to run its course over a 48 hour period. Please do not operate an 18 wheeler, back-hoe or large dump trucks. Avoid alcohol at all cost because it only doubles the length of the “crush”. Now with all that being said, “What you going to do when the “JOHNNY VEGA$ CRUSH” comes for you! Sincerely, John aka JOHNNY VEGA$p.s. Please return t
Loose Some Weight!!!
Today is day13 on my journey to lose some weight.I weighed myself and measured myself at four points on my body, points that I feel that I carry most of my weight. I'm sharing this with you in hopes that if I tell my friends I won't back down and quit before I get the results I'm looking for... we'll see! Here are my measurements on day 13: Height = 5' 11" Weight = 213LBS Chest = 41" Waist = 40" Hips = 39"
Babble And Flow.....v""v
The pop of a head when the axe hits it squared, the sight of it's nostrils as they become flared... The scent of its carcass as it starts to decay, turning gray and matted as time rotts it away .... See's no movement, yet movement i see, the maggots are feasting and consuming thee... Black feathers flying,while vultures peck the bone, tearing you to pieces until your eventually gone.... the wind begins to howl and the sky turns to gray, blowing her raven black hair about her face away ... lurking for shadows to slip in and about ... waiting to catch a morsel running around. peering from the dark,tongue tracing her lips from one corner to the next she quietly slips... awaiting to have you within her tight grip, to taste of your crimson shes awaits to indulge in a sip. as written: Twist'a Fate
Republican Fisherman
An Electronic Arts commercial for Tiger Woods PGA Tour 09 has been banned in the U.K. in its current form for using Xbox 360 footage to promote the Wii version of the game. In the ad, Tiger is seen swinging a Wiimote, and the whole ad is overset with the Wii logo, but the graphics are Xbox. In its defense, EA said the Wii footage was not "of broadcast quality." Wii - 2.04 million DS - 1.57 million Xbox 360 - 836, 000 PSP - 421,000 PS3 - 378,000 PS2 - 206, 000 If PS3 had a buy one get one free sale they still couldn't hold a candle to Xbox 360 :) The Republican Fisherman A woman in a hot air balloon realized she was lost. She lowered her altitude and spotted a man in a boat below. She shouted to him, 'Excuse me, can you help me? I promised a friend I would meet him an hour ago, but I don't know where I am.' The man consulted his portable GPS and replied, 'You're in a hot air balloon, approximately 30 feet above a ground elevation of 2,346 feet above sea level. You ar
Just Stuff
Face down in the inky blackForever quenching a thirst I didn't haveLike the Venetian paving stonesForced into my screaming lungsPrecluding atrocities formed a cross too heavy to bearSkimmed from the top wearing nothing but an empty stareCountless questions since I left it all behindWithout doubt I crossed the borderlineI pray "Come to me oblivion,I preffer anywhere else.I would rather slip awayThan struggle and fight my way"I won't fear the silence hereNow that the voices have all drownedForever to cherish nothing but the golden silenceLeft alone and out of harm's wayDon't follow me into the darkI have strived to do rightFought to heal every hurtIn the end there is only thisAs I drift away in the bitter dusk I know what those of you who know me are thinking. Scott is categorized by his anger, bitterness, and downright sarcastic attitude. Mind you I still have all of that but for the first time that I can remember, I'm actually happy. Really, no joke. As Firehouse once said "I final
*bid On Me!*
It's time all you fine Fu's! I'm hosting my 1st Fu-Auction as a Godfather! Come get yourself a new Fu In the Winter Wonderland Auction!!! Bids start at 100k There is a most rates bonus!!! So make sure you bring all your friends!!! Sweetpeabayba Come get you a new FU!!!!
ok so i found out today that one of my best friends who is/was 7 1/2 months pregant is going to have to give birth to a still born. Shes torn about it as im sure any mother would be. I cant imagine what it would be like to have to go into labor and birth the child that even though you havent met yet but you love more than life wont every give that first beautiful cry that crashes threw you with such relief. She wont ever hold her baby and wait for him to open his eyes and smile at her..she will never get the joy of his first words or first steps......i was up with her earlier waiting..trying to help her along....and she asked me to be there when she gives labor and of course i waiting for the phone call to say shes close enough to actually have the baby....its just heartbreaking...then at the same time this teenage baby (no im not ragging on teenaged mothers..i was one myself..but some of those girls just shouldnt have babys they havent and refuse to grow up enough to have
Explicit Lines
Michael's gaze lifted as a dark shadow fell across him. He had been sitting in his chair in his living room, ruminating over how utterly meaningless his life was, and tired of the 9 to 5 grind everyday that left him tired and restless at the same time. He now set eyes on the most breathtakingly beautiful woman he had ever seen in his life. Her hair was the color of silken flame, the long locks catching the sun's dying rays and making the ends look as if they were on fire. Her eyes, a deep-set emerald color, glinted darkly with desire, diminished only by the seductive, slightly cocky smile on her lips. His first thought would have been, should have been, "who the hell is this woman and how did she get into my apartment??". But in his current mindset, all he could do was stare. His gaze lingered on her face for a few moments, and then slid down to her body. She was wearing a short red dress, the lacey hem barely reaching her tan, well defined thighs. It wasn't a tight dres
People Who Need Owning
These people now have new owners congrats to all The One and Only owns me Bhambuggy now owns Emerald tastyflutterby now owns Superproff now owns Sunfirelab now owns Radissongirl now owns Sweet Junior now owns Racerx now owns Tnkrgrl01 now owns AngelDawinks now owns
Thoughts And Poems
Im just me and thats all I can beNo 2nd guessI laugh...I love...I live...I cryand some times I wish I would dieSome days Im funnyothers Im notSome times Im in overdriveand I cant stopYou may not like me...but thats okThis is me...and this is how I'll stay. MY UNCLE ROGERS OBITUARY FROM TODAY'S PAPER..... Roger "Santa Claus" Smith Born Feb. 6, 1953; passed away Dec. 13, 2008. Roger will be greatly missed by his family and friends. He is survived by his wife, Karen; children, Michelle (Troy) Bonfils-Thibeault, Douglas (Victoria) Smith Jr. and Summer (Josh) Smith. He is also survived by four grandchildren, Arrianna, Morgan, Samira, Draven and Blaze. Wednesday, December 17, 2008 2:38 AM MST I THANK ALL OF YOU WHO HAVE BEEN HELPING ME DEAL WITH THIS DIFFICULT TIME. I WAS VERY CLOSE TO MY UNCLE, AS HE WAS LIKE A FATHER TO ME. YES MY STATUS HAS REFLECTED THAT MY HEART HURTS UNBEARABLY BECAUSE IT DOES AND PROBABLY WILL FOR AWHILE. I WAS SITTING RIGHT NEX
Single life, isn't it a blast? Wondering if I should take a chance 2 give my heart 2 someone new Worry about feeling blue! Being happy and loved That's the goal Inevitably I end up feeling low Alone forever is what I fear Yet all the heart ache I can not bear OK so somebody asked me recently what i want in my life.. What I am looking for. Well here it is.. i am gonna lay it out there.. I have come to the conclusion that I am not getting any younger.. Its time for me to settle down in something serious. It is time for me to find somebody that I enjoy spending time with and that I can spend the rest of my life with.. Somebody who I know it wont be "perfect" with but that will work through the problems that arise with me and and be closer because of it. I want somebody that I can love for the rest of my life. Somebody that i can have a child or 2 with and have a family. At the same time that somebody has to be ready to accept my child as if she was their own. I guess basically I
I sit back and wonder What am i searching for Is it love, happyness, money. I wonder why things happen the way they do I search for acceptance not in friends but in life itself. I search for the sunshine in the midst of a thunderstorm I search for the rainbow that appears in a clearing I search for afterlife of a disturbed life. I search for the love you can only get from another I search for the intangible things only to find the tangible things that you have no need for. Life, Love, and happyness appear to be but a piece of coal left burning after a fire. only to fade in to nothing as time passes. and all will become dark again. I'm tired of searching. In the darkness of night feelings of loneliness appear fear of emptiness rings near as you walk through the blackness you feel nothing you hear nothing you search for what once was there No Luck but deep down you know its there there
Update On Contests And Giveaways
this person is to be blocked on all of my bombers pages. he has threatened and has been trying to start crap with multiple ppl in the family saying that we use scripts and etc and i dont allow that crap in my family at all!! UNSPOKEN~The Wizard!!!@ fubar leave a comment so i know that you were here too.. im feeling boot happy today.. just a warning WE STILL HAVE FAMILY MEMBERS IN GIVEAWAYS WE NEED TO GET WORKING ON.AS NEW ONES COME UP I WILL TRY TO GET IT ON HERE AND UPDATE THIS . THANKS ALL!!!We have a members friend that asked for our help. anyone have friends that need help you know to go to tj,Chaotic or Bratt and we all will check it out to make sure we are capable of doing it, we are here for family and their friends that need help, cause we are too small a group to help just anyone!!!!! LET'S SHOW EVERYONE WE ARE A FAMILY AND CARE ABOUT OUR FAMILY AND FRIENDS!!!!!!!!!!!!! **CHAOTIC PRINCESS**!! **SHADOW BOMBER** OK,We have a few giv
THE STORMS OF LIFE WHEN THE STORM CLOUDS GATHER AND YOUR LIFE IS FILLED WITH CARE LET JESUS HELP YOU THROUGH EACH DAY FOR HE IS ALWAYS THERE HE'S NOT JUST WATCHING FROM AFAR WHEN LIFE'S RIVER RAGES THROUGH FOR WHEN YOU FEEL YOU CANT GO ON WITH LOVE HE CARRIES YOU HE PROMISSED TO BE WITH YOU HIS PRESENCE TO BE WITH YOU HE WILL HELP YOU THROUGH THE STORMS OF LIFE BECAUSE HE LOVES YOU SO BY JUDITH BULOCK MORSE ISAIH 43:2 WHEN THOU PASSET THROUGH THE WATERS, I WILL BE WITH THEE; AND THROUGH THE RIVERS, THEY SHALL NOT OVERFLOW THEE.... A Dragons love A dragons love is strong and true a dragon never hurts the people who care for them they stay there by your side when you need them most they're always there, always caring, always helping, always loving, but never hurting So never you fear if a dragon comes along your path he's there to protect you, he's there to help you, he's gonna always be there no matter what happens to you so be happy if you come open a dragon i
Sexymama38~playmate@forbidden Inc...
hey everone i wanted to give you all a heads up on whats going on with me and why i havent really been on here alot lately . my lump in my throat is something that has to be checked further into and i am on antibiotics and im am not feeling well really tired and i need sleep so please hit my page all you can and when i get strength ill do the same for are all my family and i think the world of you as you were actually here please i dont want sympathy i want prayers and your thoughts update: have more test to be done tomorrow they think my thyroid is cancerious so i may have to have it taken out but we will see keep positive thoughts and i will too no news till at least thursday so lets keep out fingers crossed Test results came back and all is good have to have another test in 6 months to make sure nothing is growing into something ... thanks for all the people who sent me words of prayers i wanted to let everyone know my moms boyfriend is not doing well it coul
Poems I've Written
Written for a friend during some hard times. You look further than you can see Into the eyes of the person you long to be I know the days must seem lost and long And everything in your world is going wrong. But believe in what your heart is saying And it will help you get through the pain As low as you may be, believing is the key There's nothing more I want than to see you free. You can't do this alone, not today Let me help you find your way I've been there before and I know it's not easy I'm here for you all you have to do is let me. Let me be there to catch your fall To help you through it all And when all the darkness has gone away I want to be there to share the day. For all the times Looking back at the past Wow, how its gone so fast But the years seem to disappear When my best friend is near We were young and loving life back then Making memories to go back to again and again Working at UPS and having fun I wouldnt change that
I am gonna be grandma again one due in march and one in june.¤t=607d1c94.pbw
Pimp Outs
> > > I AM ONLY 8003 POINTS TO LEVEL 13... AND I AM OUT OF RATES FOR THE NIGHT, AND MAXED ON EVERYTHING... I COULD USE A LITTLE HELP... SO CAN SOME OF YOU ON MY FRIENDS LIST COME RATE, AND COMMENT ON MY STASH AND PICS?? PLEASE?????? > > LOVE IS ALWAYS RETURNED!! > > SABBY > > > > OK..Here's the deal... i LOVE to rate peoples stuff to help them level up, and to get them some points... i prefer to do the major stuff during happy hours so we BOTH get more points... but, if you want all your pics and stash rated leave your comment here! once i have done all of those, i will expect the same in return... and i will post a daily pimp out bulletin with the names and links to those that return the love! Don't return the love, and you will end up FOREVER in my LOSERS blogs and bulletins! PEACE LOVE N CHICKEN GREASE SABBY > > Goodies - ciara HELP ME WIN AUTO 11'S... IT'S EASY... ALL YA GOTTA DO IS GO TO THE PROFILE BELOW... RATE, FAN, AND S
Luvins On Me...ty :)
If You Want Me To Answer This Stuff...copy And Message It To Me (most Likely Nsfw Stuff)
Do you like sex rough or sensual? Do you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? Or both? How often do you like to have sex? Is sex a top priority for you? Do you have sex face to face with your partner? How often do you have wild crazy sex with a complete stranger? How do you do you feel about one night stands? How many one night stands have you had? What's your favorite position? Where's your favorite place to have sex? Do you prefer to make love or fuck? Have you ever watched porn while having sex? How long do u usually fore-play b4 doing the deed? Do you get off first or do they? Do you like kissing during sex? Do you moan? If so are you loud or quite? Do you prefer your partner to be loud or quite? Dose size matter? (for girls dicks/for guys boobs)? How old were you when you lost your virginity? How many sexual partners have you had in the last month? What does your favorite fore-play include?
What Is Love?
What happens when it fails? When you still have no idea where to start looking and no one to turn to for help because those that know think one of two things either A: think the idea of you ever finding the woman you know as the one, doesn't exist. Or B: Smile at such a silly notion thought up by a young man with an imagination too big for his own good. People constantly tell me there is no such thing as perfection. I should tell you...I'm not looking for perfection. She wasn't perfect by any means, but she was mine... This is the part of the show where I start to think too much...yet again. Is it wrong of me to miss something that never existed to any of you? Think of me what you will, but for two years I was in love. I wish to feel what it's like to be in love with someone I can touch. Someone I can hold. Not just someone I have to dream about because that's the only way I could ever get to her. And of course none of you know what I'm looking for...I could however give you
Nothing Else Matters
Dear Rick, Hi... How are you? I wanted to write you to let you know something you should know already, butI am thinking of you.. I have known of you for about seven or eight years now. It has been about two years since we have actually met eachother face to face. I remember the first night we spent to-gether.. i also remember when you showed me things about who i am, it was scary... your the first one i heard tell me about me being negative.. dont think i forgot that.. i could never forget... i also know how i fell into dispaer.. i also know who put us in hell... ill never forget that felling.... i want you to know i love you... God knows that more then anyone.. i pray to god to help us threw our financal issues right now.... you and i well be fine, you wait and see.... as long as we got eachother.... and stand together to help eachother out well be fine... youare my best friend.. you know me better than anyother soul..... thank you so much for all your love, for standing up for me
Do You Know?
Do you know that without Jesus your life is a mess??? Do you know that without Jesus you are sooo lost in this world??? Do you know that without Jesus your life is empty? Do you know that without Jesus your good work measn nothing??? Do you know that with Jesus you will never have peace??? and Do you know that heaven is for those who has accepted Jesus as their personal Lord and Saviour, ONLY??? I fyou wish to have Him; pray this prayer.. Jesus, I acknowledge my sins and i put them before your feet and please forgive me for all the wrong I have done, I acknowledge that without you I cannot save myself from hell and I ask you to come into my heart, cleans me from all unrighteousness and take control of my life... fill me with your Holy spirit so that i can live a new life in Jesus Name I pray .. Amen Be blessed today my friend... Ask yourself Is their lifestyle hurting you in any way? Most likely, it's not. It's just messing with your preconceived idea
Songs I Really Enjoy
So You
Objective:To Oracle the following 3 people Confidence (Completed)Wonder Woman (Completed)Hard2Handle (Completed) There ya have it, we have one more to go of the "triple threat" to Oracle! Just after midnight EST Hard2Handle made ORACLE!!! Level: Oracle (28) [?] 100% Hard 2 Handle ~ La*La's FuWife~ **Can't Be Owned**@ fubar She's Smart, Fun, She has TONS of photos and stash to rate to get her there! Here's one of the four of us when we got together over the summer!! We had a BLAST.. Some crack pot got a hold of the pic and put it on, how rude!! So love her up all you can and hopefully we'll get her there by the weekend!!! Thanks for your support!! Bully By:MsCharlotte2U!~No Rate No Add~@ fubarPlease Re-Post!
WE LOVE THE FU! I'm A Die Hard Sucker Of The Old Movie Classics And Tv Shows. And I Felt That Since No One's Done Chitty Chitty Bang Bang. I Took It Upon Myself To Create This Train! TOOT TOOOT! First Step Is To Add, Fan, Rate, And Re-Rate All On The Chitty Chitty Bang Bang Riders. Leave A Comment Stating "Joining The Chitty Chitty Train" For Those That Are Not On Your Friends List. Or Say Something That's Related To The Movie, Like "We Love You" If Their Already Your Friends. And Lastly Please Private Message Me When Your Completely Finished. I Will Then Add You To The Train. If You Want A Tag Please Feel Free To Ask For One imikimi - Customize
Froidspeak: Fubar Observations
Ok. Here's the deal. I have removed from my "family" those who have solicited bling from me and those who are jealous of who I bling. Anybody else has actually talked to me, seemed like they really want to know me and seem really interested. I am always looking for REAL which in my terms is: 1. Those who don't take life too seriously who realize there is enough problems with life as it is and just want to have fun. 2. Those who don't "hint" that they want something. 3. Those whom I easily connect with. 4. The few Old Souls here. 5. Those who are not envious over a stupid website. The rest I really don't think we will connect. I make NO promises from Iraq. If I lose anyone it's your loss because you did not see far enough into me. I would bling people because I can't rate pics. When I have real internet again I will level people the old fashioned way I might have lost a good friend after some other "friend" told her I was talking about her to her.
Two old ladies were waiting for a bus and one of them was smoking a cigarette. It started to rain, so the old lady reached into her purse, took out a condom, cut off the tip and slipped it over her cigarette and continued to smoke. Her friend saw this and said, "Hey that's a good idea! What is it that you put over your cigarette?" The other old lady said, "It's a condom." "A condom? Where do you get those?" The lady with the cigarette told her friend that you could purchase condoms at the pharmacy. When the two old ladies arrived downtown, the old lady with all the questions went into the pharmacy and asked the pharmacist if he sold condoms. The pharmacist said yes, but looked a little surprised that this old woman was interested in condoms, so he asked her, "What size do you want?" The old lady thought for a minute and said, "One that will fit a Camel!" A girl asks her boyfriend to come over Friday night and have dinner with her parents. Since this is such a big event, t
But, again I digress. I am trying to hold my thoughts coherent and rationalize them into some sort of non-chaotic order. But the rantings of a madman or the ravings of a complete lunatic are never in any particular order, are they? My beautiful Carrie. How often do I say that? Used to be a time when Carrie was still with us that I would tell her that at least a hundred times a day. Kind of my way of reassuring her that she would never change for me. Not in my eyes. Not my beautiful Carrie. God, I hope to be with her again someday soon. And the sooner the better in my eyes. On the morning of the accident, we got up as usual around eight AM. She was kind of excited and anxious, and a little bit randy as normal for my Carrie. Ready to greet the day as always. I wasn’t feeling too well that day, so she got out of bed and went to the computer to check our emails. I had been downloading a few programs while we slept, so I told her to go ahead and shut them down
Why I Am Still Single
i opened up my heart only to get hurt i sit here and cry not caring what i write i don't care about the fact that i am crying i don't care about the fact that i feel used i don't care about him i hate him ... i cant hate him i love him but i hate the fact that he hurt me i hate him for making me trust i hate him for making me feel like a stupid little child i hate the way he made me feel i hate him for making me feel like i could love and i could trust again then fucking me over i hate it i hate it I HATE IT!! i hate it i hate the fact that i opened up my heart i hate it i hate the fact that i cant seem to get it right i hate it i hate getting my heart torn apart i hate it i hate the fact that i told him "i love you" i hate it i hate it that i thought he loved me back i hate it i hate the fact that i am crying over him i hate it i hate the words "i love you" cause i love you means nothing love is nothing we were nothing i hate it but there is n
Hi there. It's been a while since I've been active on here. Makes me kind of sad. But I now live on the West Side of Hamilton with my boyfriend/baby daddy. Soon we'll have our own apartment/house! Amazing right? I finally graduated O.N.O.W. It was amazing. I got a 94% in my writing class and a 74% in my psychology class. I knew and wish I would have done better. But there was so much stuff going on. My brother is in jail/prison soon in two weeks. I'm going to go see him today. My son Landon will be one in 10 days! His birthday party is going to be March 27th though. Thats all for now. Holla holla
Aggrivated A Lil!!
Ok so no offense to Hard 2 Handle.... I want to say that first off!!! I ♥ You Michele.... I simply wish to use you as a lil example! Yesterday you got leveled with over 3.5 million point to get there!!! I have 433k to level and i ask for help but no one helps. And H2H isnt the only person I've helped level over the last few days!! So basically I just wanted to vent!! No hard feelings!! But if you get the time and your reading this please help me level.... rate my pics.... rate my stash.... post a bully about me.... bling me.... I don't care just help me out a bit!!! Thanks!!! ~Mel Ok so i'm running for spotlight! I see someone offering fubucks for every 100 comments. So at first i only leave 100 comments.... fubucks are sent with this message..... Well I commented 300 more the next day thanking I would get paid for them!!! He status had also said 105k for every 100 comments. Well I private messaged after everyone 100 comments!!! I wait go to work. I get up today and ask
Just My Rants
what do u do when the one u love, loves another? what do u do when the happiest day of your life suddenly becomes the most depressing? what do u do when u figure out that it IS possible to be in love with more than one person at the same time? what do u do when everything u have ever believed or believed in, shows u that it's not always as it seems? what do u do when it takes every fiber of your being to keep this smile on your face? what do u do when all u want to do is run and hide? what do u do when all u wanna do is lay in bed and cry? what do u say when your little girl calls u on the phone and asks why you're crying? and how can u lie to her and tell her you're not? but you do it anyways cuz you won't put that kind of stress on her especially cuz she has enough going on in her own life, and u love her that much!! It's everything i can do from day to day to hide how i feel inside, from my daughter, my friends, and the rest of the world. I may be smiling and laughi
Believe It Or Not
Hikayat grabbed the back of Abe L.'s serviceable shirt as he started to dog paddle further out into the Chimera Sea in panic. Her other hand reached under the indolently swaying ripples of opalescence and yanked upwards with a handful of Red E.'s hair intertwined in between her fingers until his nose and mouth cleared the water and he gasped a breath almost too long delayed. Will N. was already staggering to his feet on the silken black sands of the beach. Surging forward with her less than adept bondeds in tow, they all fell upon the sand with a myriad of sounds. Will N. turned his delighted gaze from the foreign landscape when a shriek, a whimpered "wait, wait!", and a resolute, "So it must be meant.", forced his attention back to the sea of muted sparks, his bedraggled brothers, and the Stranger. He took a moment to consider that the woman was shining. Her rainbow scaled clothing caught the light of a single sun made of variegated lines of deepest dark and blinding light. She op
Traveling Fortune India
The growing IT sector of Bangalore is no longer news. So much so that the number of business hotels in Bangalore have tremendously increased after the entry and subsequent flourish of the IT sector. The rising number corporate visits from all over the globe have instigated the hotel owners to open such hotels in Bangalore that are facilitated with all the top-notch business amenities apart from catering to the luxury aspect of course. Till a few years back, Hyderabad was mostly considered to be a tourist attraction. However, today the hotels in Hyderabad are not only flocked by the tourists from all over the world due to its rich cultural and architectural heritage, but also by the business travelers. With the rise of industries and the It sector in the city the corporate travelers also frequent the city. Therefore, it is only natural that the number of business hotels in Hyderabad is also increasing by the day. Chennai apart from being one of the metros of India and hence a very impor
Random Acts Of Me........
Not sure where this came from....but it is so true I Believe: Birth Certificate shows that we were born A Death Certificate shows that we died Pictures show that we lived! Have a seat Relax And read this slowly. I Believe... That just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do love each other. I Believe... That we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change. I Believe... That no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. I Believe... That true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love. I Believe... That
First Time On Auction
GREETINGS AND WELCOME TO THE FIRST EVER DARKE-HEAVEN HAPPY NAWTY NEW YEAR AUCTION PRESENTATION. And here he is... Gbeaver being up for auction pleasure.... Rememeber that that opening bid is 100K and the sky's the Limit... So get here and place your bids on a great guy and start off this New year off with a BANG! DON'T HESITATE... DANCE YOUR WAY TO SEXY LIL HELLCAT'S PAGE TO FIND YOUR NEXT FU We are accepting more auctionees until Jan 9th.. so hurry up get your offers together and beat a path to Damien's door so that we can get you added to the New Year's Fun ~*~ Sexy Lil Hell Cat ~*~ Owned By The Greatest Whiteboy Alive@ fubar THE HOSTESS FOR THIS EXTRAVAGANT EVENT...
Being Silly
OK this is a very serious blog and I only want serious comments on it. Anyone that dares to laugh at me will be given the CLaire FUrey stare of disapproval and a glass of water !!!!!!!! Right a few very serious facts about me that you never knew. (1) I can write my own name and spell it how I want. (2) I know I am 40 years old but I act like a teen cos Im young at heart or as young a the man I feel. (3) I have a different sense of humour to the rest of you and if you dont like it read this carefully FACE LOOK BOTHERED (4) Adam Ant is hot (5) SOme one on my fu family is not as hot but just as hot. (6) I am prone to sudden outbursts of madness, such as throwing my fag across the room when I shout ROCK WITH IT. (7) I dont drink alcohol (very often!) or smoke (only after ***) There you are - 7 things you dont know about me.
Please Pray For Raymond
Yesterday October 14th, 2008 we had our last final good byes to raymond (pat). the service was beautiful on top of a mountain like. this time of year was his favorite the leaves changing color he loved so much. he was layed to rest next to his mom and dad. i have to say it is hitting much harder on me today as i pack my things and my childrens things. We are moving back to Pennsylvania close to my family. its what raymond would want. i wont be on much next few days till i get settled in. but i do hope to be back to my normal self soon. Love and god bless you all. Last night Raymond was taken home with the is so hard trying to understand why him. a man who was finally happy have his life taken. and i , i had to love him enough to let him go and not suffer. i thought loosing my grandmother and a friend was hard. this loosing the man i love and was gonna spend the rest of my life with is gone. i cant eat and cant sleep. i think i hear his voice and look at the door wating for hi
Insane Ramblings Of A Blonde Chick Please check it out. I'm really trying to give it a go This is a rant, and is not intended to be disrespectful or offensive. Do you think this new policy might be a little overboard? I live in the desert and RARELY wear anything that isn't tank-top like. Do I have to wear an oversized tent in order to get an avatar approved? My previous avatar showed nothing sexual. No boob, no nipple. Some cleavage, shoulder, and HAIR. Do I need to shave my head for an avatar to be approved? This policy really seems to send a double message. An adult site, for consenting adults. I can understand no tits or dick being in an avatar...but seriously? What about skirts? Are you going to ban skirts in avatar's too? Or feet? Some people get off on feet. The same goes for lips, there IS a lip fetish. There is also a hand fetish, an arm hair fetish, an eye fetish. If you're trying to make this policy to prevent sexual arousal over an avatar, then it has already fa
Wisdom Of Lex
1) Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. (2) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. (3) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. (4) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! (5) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to 3 for the meaning of nothing.) (6) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when y
Good Things
I have Best Friend whom I am so privileged to have. People who take for granted their good friends when their gone life provides a lesson that is valuable also the loss will help the individual to recognize that value of friendship they provided should be missed & if you disagree than maybe you were not even worth their time which informs me a portion of the reasons that may have caused their departure. will be updated as needed ΤhΣ g ΜκΣ ...Fu Owned by FU M@M@@ fubar
I'm Up For Auction!!!
All About Me
So there I was sitting here on Fubar the other night when this new idea for a blog just came to me! So here it is the top 10 signs you just might be addicted to Fubar! I hope you find this as funny as my hubby did! 10. Instead of screaming out your hubby's real name during sex- you scream out his Funame. 9. Instead of calling each other hunny or dear you refer to each other by your Funames. 8.You reward your kids good grades by buyin them bling. 7. Whenever your kids bring home artwork, you rate them according to the Fubar cherry system. 6. If you have ever tried to pay any of your bills including Rent with your Fubucks. 5. There is more money in your Fuaccount than in your real bank accout-- GUILTY! 4. You spend more money on blings and VIP than food. 3. You have ever offered a booby or a vajay jay salute in exchange for a VIP or a Fupony. 2.You log into Fubar after your kids have gone to sleep and you don't log out until they are gettin up and gion to scho
I've decided...I'm gonna be on here a lot less than I have been. I'm tired of this place anymore, tired of sitting online wasting hours while my life passes by. I've got work now, things to look forward to, and life is turning around for me. It's time to start living. I'll still stop in to check out things every now and then, see how some of my friends are doing, but I'm not going to sit here for hours on end every day. Real life is calling, and I think I'm gonna answer this time. I have nothing to wait for, no reason not to go out and have fun. So, it's time to move on from the humdrum that has become FUBAR and the internet in general. I wish you all well, and I'll catch you now and again when I come back online. Tonight sucks, bad. I'm lonely, sitting here staring at a computer because I have nothing better to do. I have managed to lose all my real-life friends in the last few months, I slipped so far into depression that they no longer wanted to talk to me. Normally I'd be a
This Crazy Thing I Call Life
ok so here I am 30 yrs old , getting divorced and trying to find my place in this crazy thing I like to call my life ...I have " My Guys " and they are out finding thier happy . me I found my happy place but now I am Contimplateing where I am supposed to be .. and what I am supposed to be doing .. where I am going and so on I had an awesome birthday weekend ... but now I am lost in my head .. what should I do .. am I makeing another big mistake ..I am not questioning what I have or could have .. I am however questioning if I have done something I will someday regret .. I have made my share of mistakes and would like to believe .. contrary to popular belief that I have started to make some better desicions in my life . some of these desicions have been the hardest I have had to make as of yet . I will however stop letting people influence my desicions .. I wish people who say they are your true friends would stop trying to start problems .. in my life the min things start to
Auctions Galore!!!
1st place wins a auto 11 bling, a month vip and 1 million fubucks.. come help me out! Im in Twaune's Fu Owned Auction 3 Monster Mash Diana's Trick or Treat Auction And I am in John's Halloween Ball Thank you! And let the GAMES begin! My new Master, Dark Defender, is hosting a auction, & Josh and I decided to join :P Please stop on by and place your bid to own 2 of the best raters and fu slaves a person could possibly have :P
So I love fubar and rating and playing games on here It has been my addiction to gaming. And theres things in here that I do that I get criticized for..ripping pics(because I wont get full points) I enjoy giving credit to those who deserve it. I mumm (some of the mummers omg really you guys are so bad, so much anger in a person should really be focused to some kind of therapy and some of them the biggest whinners damn). The loungers (drama thats it ppl that like drama! ) Bloggers are cool and the ones just on here to chat in SB some of you are cool too. Recently this NSFW has caused an uproar in the Fubar society. Online is a place where I can be myself and release energy because society has forced me to conform to obtain employment. What does that mean that means I have to dress covered up and be professional because I am what I am I work for the state and I attending a University to obtain my Masters (read profile). It sucks because society has a hard time focusing on my brains bec
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It's going to hurt...............a LOT! A woman in her forties went to a plastic surgeon for a face-lift. The surgeon told her about a new procedure called "The Knob," where a small knob is placed on the top of a woman's head and can be turned to tighten up her skin to produce the effect of a brand new face lift. Of course the woman wanted "The Knob." Over the course of the years, the woman kept tightening the knob, and the effects were wonderful, and the woman remained young-looking and vibrant. After fifteen years, the woman returned to the surgeon with two problems. "All these years, everything has been working just fine. I've had to turn the knob many times and I've always loved the results. But now I've developed two annoying problems: First, I have these terrible bags with little brown spots under my eyes and the knob won't get rid of them. The doctor looked at her closely and said, "Those aren't bags, those are your breasts."
Diary Of A Polygamy Life
Enter our BODYSHOT contest now just write the words polygam rulez anywhere on your body, in any media, paing, crayon, chocky syrum (mmmmm) and then take a pic and put it in a folder i can rip it from. the winner will be shown in a special folder called polygams hotties and the winner each month (last day of the month) will recieve 100,000 fu-bucks this is an ongoing contest each month so get your entrys in NOW for the end of october!! xoxo Polygam Polygamy is NOT This is NOT about polyandry or polyamory. This is NOT about fornication or adultery. This is NOT about group marriage or wife swapping. This is NOT about dishonest bigamy or infidelity. This is NOT about underaged or arranged marriage. This is NOT about any form of mormonism. This is NOT about re-defining marriage. Polygamy is: a loving family arrangment, where all of the parties love, care for, respect and support each other. when one gets sick, the rest take care of them When one of us is sad
I'm Up For Auction
Club Mystic Update! 10/15/08
I Have Entered Another Auction, Plz Come Bid.
I HAVE ENTERED MYSELF INTO ANOTHER AUCTION. IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO OWN ME. COME CHECK IT OUT. Would like VIP Bids. My vip expires in a few days. Bling packs and fubuck bids are nice. But really need a Vip. Thank you!!! The Link Is: BBW Goddess' Pimpout For jadeandjaksonsmomMy December Fu-OwnerGo Show These fU'S Some Love! Show Sum Luv To My Fu-Owner!jadeandjaksonsmom!!A Great Fu To Know! & These are Her Friends She's Chosen to Pimpout With Her In This Bully!! So Stop By & Leave Them Sum Luv Too!! SuperStarrPrincess Owner of 25 to Life & Co-Owner of Music Revolution Radio@ fubar DeeDeeMB~MBHarleyMan's sexua
Fun Web Stuff
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Love Quotes
This day I will marry my friend, the one I laugh with, live for, dream with, love A happy marriage perhaps represents the ideal of human relationship -- a setting in which each partner, while acknowledging the need of the other, feels free to be what he or she by nature is: a relationship in which instinct as well as intellect can find expression; in which giving and taking are equal; in which each accepts the other, and I confronts Thou. Like everything which is not the involuntary result of fleeting emotion but the creation of time and will, any marriage, happy or unhappy, is infinitely more interesting than any romance, however passionate. There is a rhythm to the ending of a marriage just like the rhythm of a courtship --only backward. You try to start again but get into blaming over and over. Finally you are both worn out, exhausted, hopeless. Then lawyers are called in to pick clean the corpses. The death has occurred much earlier. Marriage is that relation between ma
What A Day
I would like to find the one that cares for me as much I care for him. I had though that I had found him but as always it is all about what they want with no regard to anyone else. I wish that he would have done the one thing that I had asked but I guess that was just to much for him. 20 minutes was to much. I have gotten use to disappointment but this is getting to be to much. I am hoping that it will all get better but I just don't see it. I just wanted to come first every now and again. I don't see that happening but I will be ok. What good is life or being with someone if they don't make you happy anymore? I am not saying that everything is bad just that I wish that he could show me that I matter to him. I miss the kids and I can not wait for them to get home.Well good luck to you all who are looking to be happy. I now have four new puppies to deal with. Someone dumped them on the side of the road. I now have to bottle feed them and get them winged. I am glad that this is a reminde
My Bloggings!
Why do people say "Hey listen to this song, it reminds me of us." or "This song is how I feel about you.". Why say that if you don't mean it? Some people do not understand, that alot of people take that kind of thing to heart! Like me, when I tell someone to listen to a song, it's because I mean it, not just because. The song may not make sense to that person, but it makes sense to me, or I wouldn't ask you to listen! I am not saying I live my life by music, I AM saying music is a BIG part of my life, and there are alot of songs that can relate to me or my life! So please, next time I ask someone to hear a song, PLEASE know that it is coming from my heart! And not just because, and I hope it is the same with you! Ponderisms Can you cry under water? How important does a person have to be before they are considered assassinated instead of just murdered? Why do you have to "put your two cents in".. But it's only a "penny for your thoughts"? Where's that extra penny going to?
Just My Thoughts
Thursday at work, I was watching this morning show briefly in the break room. That show really got me to thinking about the issue they were discussing. It was about child abuse. My question is .... why now is it a big deal when there were 1,000's of children that died from it before. Like when i was growing up unless you have visible injuries the cops wouldnt touch it. So parents knew back then to hide it under the clothing of their kids. Now tell me who protected them? Im not saying i dont agree with what they are doing now but why is it that we all have to wait til it gets so bad that someone will come in and fix the problem. If you have thoughts or opinions on this please post them. But remember one thing..... I AM A SURVIVOR!! Today is Mothers Day. Im not sure how to feel today. I know m husband and kids love me that isnt what i dont know how to feel about. See i grew up in a house full of abuse and violence. So here is where i dont know how to feel. My family has all but di
Me On Abc News ...
To All My Family & Top Friends .. I have been struggling with leaving Fu for sometime, as you all know. The draw here obviously is the great people I have met and how much I miss you all when I'm not here. You all have my contact info now though, so the decision to keep in touch is yours. Fu served its purpose for me at a time when I needed it desperately, when Nick was deployed. There are 4 of you that had I not met then, I would not have made it through his deployment .. you know who you are (My Cowboy Ways, Commo Daddy, Kerosene & cavhorseman, written in order of meeting, but all almost on day one of me comingto fu). I thank you with all my heart and you will forever be in it. Love you 4 dearly. Fu has long since passed its purpose for me .. I'm not a game player, I take things too literal and way to much to heart .. just not where I need to be anymore. I hope if you come to my page, you find something there that makes you smile, laugh and remember that someone thinks of you,
Naughty Angels
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There are two things always in my mind - my Goddess and my Lady. Yes, I am a goddess worshipper, and a Christian Gnostic. My Goddess is Sophia. Perhaps some of you know of Her. For those of you who do not, she is the wife of God. Popular Christian tradition says God has no wife, but the ancient Jews, from whom Christianity sprang, believed different. Ancient Judaism believed that God not only had a wife, but in some sects it was believed He had many, and even had a mistress (Lilith). Sophia is described in Genesis as the waters that the Spirit hovered over (symbolizing amniotic fluid of Creation). Sophia is also hidden in many other places in the bible, for those with eyes to see. As for my Lady, she is Russian born. I had an interest in Russia before I knew her, but she has made me even more interested in the culture. She has taught me a lot about the culture and language. She owns my heart and mind, and when the day comes that we finally tie the knot I will have her name tatto
I needed a hair cut desperately and called a well-rated salon in the town where I work. I got a hair cut and it was great, I loved it. Then I find out it was $50. In my hick town an expensive haircut is $20. The receptionist asked if I wanted to leave a tip. Not after a $50 haircut. I tip waiters and waitresses. They only make $3/hr. I'm not going to tip anyone other than waitstaff any more. Rare Blood Types List Are you rare blood type or most common blood type. You can check the same in following list of Blood Types includes White African American Hispanic Asian White African American Hispanic Asian O + 37% 47% 53% 39% O - 8% 4% 4% 1% A + 33% 24% 29% 27% A - 7% 2% 2% 0.5% B + 9% 18% 9% 25% B - 2% 1% 1% 0.4% AB + 3% 4% 2% 7% AB - 1% 0.3% 0.2% 0.1% Source - Red Cross Now I feel all guilty. I'm B- and havent given blood in forever. To all my “Southern lady” friends…enjoy
My Story My Way
ok people u know damn well that if u went to a real bar that u would not do that u get your ass beat by someone so y do it on here it the same thing just an online bar so treat it as if we r really at a bar that all i can say i am sick of people down rating other people just look at it this way u r to chicken shit to say ti to there face so u think u will be cool and rate them a 4 o come on people u have probs get the fuck away from your computer now u need to see the world when u cant tell the diff from a computer and real world then u know u been online too long so just unplug it and walk away that all i am off now because i have a life unlike the people that will still down rate. ok this is your one and only dj bitch and once again i am looking for some djs to help me with the tunes if u love music and people then djing for me would be what u want its fun and relaxing to just get out there and blear your tunes every one loves doing it u don't have to haveexperienceit is a plus bu
..:: Poems ::..
Fishnets and chainmail Flaming cobra butt tattoo Nipple rings clit ring. It had been a long time, longer than it should have been probably, but she was worried, about her swollen and sagging breasts the widening of her hips, and her softened and stretched belly. He had been patient Understanding, But he was getting frustrated, Mostly because he wanted her to know That he loved her all the more. He had always made her feel beautiful, And she had never been shy or uncomfortable, As they lie next to each other naked. Now, he came up behind her, And took her softly by the hip as she started to undress. Together they removed her shirt And her pants, Then turned and kissed warmly. He took her hand And led her to the mirror, Turning her to it, Looking at her over her shoulder. He unclasped the bra, And let it fall through the floor. And ran his hands over her belly, Tracing her stretches Lovingly with his finger tips, Then slid lower Following the
My Stories
I know what I want, I want someone who will stand by me, and know what it means to be faithful, who doesnt have to be shady, I want to be trusted, if they want to be trusted as well. I dont want someone who says the same thing to all the girls. I want someone who can find my smile on the darkest of days, I want someone who can be honest with me, no matter how painful it might be. I want to be able to lie in bed on the weekend and just talk. I want to be able to look at that person and just smile. I want to be able to smile every time I think of them. I want to know they smile when they think of me. I want distance to never be an issue. I want them to know my darkest secret and not judge me for it, as I would not judge them for theirs, I want public displays of affection/emotion I want them to walk as proudly as I do. I want them to share in my confidence and I share in theirs I want to been seen as an whole and not the other half I want to be able to laugh and not think I'm crazy for
A Butterfly On Her Wrist
A Million Fubucks Giveaway!! No Auto 11's or Bling.. Just Me trying to make it to Godfather! && I am almost there!! Starting @ 5PM fu-time 8PM eastern time 1st TWO people to rate ALL my pics will win 1 Million Fubucks! Bling Me && Receive 75k for each bling credit! Be sure to leave comments on last photo in each folder. && Also make sure to Private Message me as soon as your finished ALL photos! ~AGirlNamedBlessed Wanna Own Me? I'm up 4 Auction! Click the pic to place your bids!! ♥ AgirlNamedblessed So I guess there is another ice storm heading me way.. So I may or may not loose my power again! If I do, who knows how long I could be out for.. so if I disappear it's b/c I'm once again powerless. Keep your fingers crossed for me! I know mine are! ~April
Health Awareness
STD postcards: You've got mail and more Early data shows it helps to have partners break bad news online By Brian Alexander updated 6:59 p.m. CT, Mon., Oct. 20, 2008 Thanks to a new Internet-based service called inSPOT, people are now receiving anonymous e-mails about sex, but they arent spam and there is no hidden ad for herbal concoctions to increase the size of anything. Rather, the e-cards are notices from a previous sex partner that the recipient may have been exposed to a sexually transmitted disease. The site, , is a way for people newly diagnosed with an STD to notify their partners to be tested, too. The e-cards, a sort of greeting card youd rather not receive, are direct and to the point. Who? What? When? Where? one available e-card begins. It doesnt matter. I got an STD; you might have it too. Please get checked out. Recipients can then click links to learn more about STDs, possible treatments, and clinics in their cities where they c
My Random Dreams
Me and my partner were going to a residence of a known drug dealer to apprehend him. As we bust down the door, he and his girlfriend begin to run out the back door. We pursue them, jumping over and stepping on trash and clutter. By this time, another cop had shown up and he and my partner both corner this drug pusher in the backyard. I tackled his girlfriend and was straddling her back, pinning her to the ground. She really didnt seem to care because she was wiggling her butt saying "Oh be rough with me, I like it!". I look over towards the drug dealer, who is being held at gun point and say "Tell us where the drugs are!". He replied "I will never tell!". By this time he is getting very agitated. I then say to him, "Well then, if you're not gonna tell us, then perhaps you might enjoy watching me have my way with your girl here". He didn't seem to care all that much, as if not giving up the location of the drugs were more important. I asked my partner for a condom and he hands m
Thank You's!
i know i should turn and walk away from you because it kills me to know you are happy with her im not strong enough a pack i was once part of, forever torn apart i know i should walk away im not strong enough so i will say my goodbyes and set you free and put that wall around me again im not strong enough The Winner Takes It All I don't wanna talk About the things we've gone through Though it's hurting me Now it's history I've played all my cards And that's what you've done too Nothing more to say No more ace to play The winner takes it all The loser standing small Beside the victory That's her destiny I was in your arms Thinking I belonged there I figured it made sense Building me a fence Building me a home Thinking I'd be strong there But I was a fool Playing by the rules The gods may throw a dice Their minds as cold as ice And someone way down here Loses someone dear The winner takes it all The loser has to fall It's simple and it
This Brain Of Mines....
All i did was correct the spelling and just blew it down.. MF's... Yea. Here we go... part 2 of this blog %#&@$!.... iight.. let me get into it...... Aint it funny how... mmmhhmmm...not we not going to touch on that and get deep..... iight here we on some real %#&@$!....why mf is always hating... iight.. i know mf's got a job to do and %#&@$! but on some real %#&@$! wtf... i want a mf to get it like me or better wtf... why not... open more doors. bring up the $$$ U Dig.... iight like a mf like me got a hooptie little 94 lex gs300 champayne joint... little bruises on her but she good... i be driving thru like my old hood and %#&@$! i and i see the bull%#&@$! on mf faces.. i mean mf i was cool wit.. we got paper and all that.... Ya mf want to know how much u paid how she ride word cuz word men. thats whats up.. wit some funny %#&@$! behind the tone.. wtf pop off %#&@$!..... lol but i am trying to get a
Happy Hour
Wondering why people get all into this points and rate me fan me and bling me stuff. How about just doing what you do and let it happen. I just don't get the rate me please and to see my boob photo you have to Blast me or Fubling me. Can you fill me in here? Just when you get all caught up in the items in your life and the holiday season something happens that makes you step back and wonder what the hell? I am talking about a good friend, neighbor and the guy who was always willing to help and bring a smile when doing it. Steven Paling Jr. 34 of Roseville past away in his sleep 12/16/2008. He lived two doors down from me and we were close enough that if either of us were away for the weekend the other had and eye out for the others house and well-being. Steve will be missed a great deal by my family and myself. Our hearts, thoughts and prayers go out to his wife Keri and his son of 2 yrs Jonah as well as his close and extended family. I ask that everyone just pause a m
Man Of My Dreams
This could be the love i come home to everyday This could be the love i cuddle next to at night This could be the love you only see in movies This could be that unbeleivable, to good to be true love This could be the love that last a life time This could be the love that heals all with her hug This could be the one who makes my heart skip a beat when she smiles and laughs This could be the one who is different This could the my soul mate love This could be the mother of my children love This could be the one with the special ringtone love This could be the one who changes my life love This could be the blessing of real love This could be the one whom i share my world This could be you love We only know if we try. . . . I know an angel with only one wing, with a song in her heart she has yet to sing. She wanders without aim between earth and sky, searching for her soulmate to help her fly. She asked the Lord one lonely night, with only one wing, Lord, will I ev
Heart Break
So soft. So warm. So wet. Warmth floods me in places I dare not say! The images in my head run rampant. I focus on one. In this instant it's all I need. All i need for my release. Explosion happening uncontrollable. Now if just only for the real thing! well shit this ain't heartbreak!!! gotta get it in it's right place dammit......... one of my best freinds ( Raziel in my freinds n fam) that's indisposed at the moment sent me this cuz of something that happened to me and i didnt know the little shit had it in him! (well he's like 6ft2 or 3 and i'm 5ft2 but i let him know he aint all that! lmfao) When people run away and play their silly games makes us wonder if we'll die from the pain. Their selfishness in flight never makes it right. Even if their reasons seem bright. I'm telling you this, dear, and i'm hoping that you'll hear that even though he's gone, your good freind, ME, is still near. I know I'm locked away but freedom is closer everyday. Your freind I'll always be and alwa
Another Day In The Life Of Me
dying from the inssdie out ..... *sigh* im sitting here and pondering life. i thought of all the good things that i have and the loved ones like family and friends. but then i thought even with all them around me, i feel utterly alone and lost. i started crying at work today for no reason at all. i have no idea why, i just did. i had this epiphany that no matter how much someone claims to be my friend or care about me, they could fuck me off real quick and then i'd just be left standing there with a dumbfounded look on my face. i dont like that feeling. thinking that i dont really know who will be there in the end. im so freaking confused. i am only 21 but i have lived through more then any 21 year old should have to. its like my brain is 40 in the body of a 21 year old. makes it so much more confusing.... im by no means conventional, ordinary or normal. from the way i was raised to this very second of today my life has been this winding spiral of let downs and kicks to the f
Other Things
->( o )^( o ...: *yawns and waves you away with my hand* NEXT ->( o )^( o ...: The more you ask the more stupid ya look...cause I've already told you I'm taken. Dunno what that means where you live in Ohio...but here...when I say I'm means you have a little respect...and tend NOT to beg ->( o )^( o ...: LoL give it up don't have what it takes to be part of my family...nor do you have what it takes to see me nakkkkkked ( o )^( o ...: i'll rate the other ones if you let me in ( o )^( o ...: hey i wasn't trying to make you feel cheap or anything, you just have a nice set of breasts ->( o )^( o ...: Want in one hand and shit in the other...I'm taken love. Sorry bout ur luck...not to mention several other people would be more than happy to claim me before you could get ahold of those nude shots ;-) ( o )^( o ...: I WANT TO SEE MORE ( o )^( o ...: ok that wasn't the point ->( o )^( o ...: LoL that's ok, I am well taken care of without your bling sweetie ( o
My Rants!!!
TimidNuttyGrl Click Her Pic To Go To Her Page!!!!! This is my sister, She is New here I am Trying to hook her up with all my great Fu`s so If you would all be so kind as to just check her out rate n fan add too she will return all love as well as myself So go check out my sis n Shout me n Ill do everything I can to help u out!!!!! LOVE YOU ALL, Stefy Dj Po`Boyz won with 6 votes Miss got 3 votes Dark got 3 votes and last but not least Lucky got 3 votes Congrats to all Dj`s I think you`re all awesome and much love to you all This was made for Po to display His achievement: Dark won with 4 votes and Po got 2 votes Congrats to Dark on winning the Dj Battle
Stripper joke : Johnny wanted to have sex with a stripper ,but she belonged to someone else...One day, Johnny got so frustrated that he went up toher and said, "I'll give you a $100 if you let mescrew you. But the girl said NO.Johnny said, "I'll be fast. I'll throw the money onthe floor, you bend down, and I'll be finished by thetime you pick it up. "She thought for a moment and said thatshe would haveto consult her boyfriend... So she called herboyfriend and told him the story.Her boyfriend says, "Ask him for $200, pick up themoney very fast, he won't even be able to get hispants down."So she agrees and accepts the proposal. Half an hourgoes by, and the boyfriend is waiting for hisgirlfriend to call.Finally, after 45 minutes, the boyfriend calls andasks what happened.She responded, "The idiot used coins!" All 7 of these clues have the same answer. Can you figure it out? 1) The word has seven letters. 2) If you eat it you will die. 3) What preceded God? 4) What is Greater than God?
First off…I won’t be naming any names in this posting. All the people I will talk about know exactly who they are. Ok…the last seven months have been interesting…to say the least. I tried my hand at a relationship. This was a relationship with a woman (let’s call her Indy) who I met on Fubar. I put myself in a situation that, if I had the chance to do all over again, I would have stepped away from. I first started talking to Indy in October when I first arrived in Indiana. We went on one date. I took her to Red Lobster and then to my apartment for a movie. She disappeared off the face of the earth after that. I may have heard from her a few times during November and December. I thought that she didn’t like me so I decided to move on. I started chatting and talking to another woman on Fubar. I was very close to having a face-to-face meeting with this woman. I called it off at the last minute because I had gotten back in touch with Ind
The Wiz!!!!!!
Ain't nobody bring me no bad news!!! So, although I am short white girl, I can sing badass enough to land this plumb lil role! And I couldn't be happier! There is something very exciting about the first rehearsal of any play or musical I am in. There's an excitement of creation, a feeling of teamwork and a sense of ownership of a role to play. It is always invigorating. This time around it is no different, except for one tiny...person. To be involved with my daughter in the same show fills me with pride and responsibility. Having a shared hobby, no matter what that may be, gives me such joy and a feeling of family. And it runs rampant with the rest of the cast as well. Sisters, parents and their children performing for the sake of Theatre Arts. We had a first read thru of the script tonight. Everyone sitting around together, laughing at the prose, and just having a great time. Bringing culture to everyone, not just the priveleged few, is what this particular venue is about
Spiritual Awakenings -- Poems
3 Libras lyrics - A Perfect Circle lyrics 3 Libras Video - A Perfect Circle Music Videos Music Videos by VideoCure threw you the obvious and you flew with it on your back, a name in your recollection, thrown down among a million same. difficult not to feel a little bit disappointed and passed over when i've looked right through to see you naked and oblivious and you don't see me.but i threw you the obvious just to see if there's more behind the eyes of a fallen angel, the eyes of a tragedy. here i am expecting just a little bit too much from the wounded. but i see through it all and see you. so i threw you the obvious to see what occurs behind the eyes of a fallen angel, eyes of a tragedy. oh well. apparently nothing. you don't see me. you don't see me at all. May you always have an angel by your side Watching out for you in all the things you do Reminding you to keep believing in brighter days Finding ways for y
I Know

You are sitting in your dark car parked in front of a rather big house in a nice development. You are nervous like you've never been for a party before, but then again this isn't your regular party like you've been to many times before. Sure there will be drinking and lots of fun, but the reason whole reason for this party is for you to have your first experience with an orgy. When I called you a few weeks ago you thought I was joking and when it seemed that it was more serious you wondered what you had got yourself into. Sure you had watched plenty of porn and talked to people that had done this sort of thing before, heck, you've even thought about it when you were alone at night. But sitting here in your car, in the sluttiest outfit you own, thinking about walking to a house knowing that you were going to have sex with not just one but many men has you a bit shaky. A deep breath and you are out of your car. You wobble a bit on the 4" strappy stiletto heels and the cool night air fee
I just went a dropped my resume off @ a restaurant here in town. One of the chicks I was just working with @ the place that was shut down is now working there.( She did ABSOLUTELY NOTHING @ the last job, just kinda stood around and picked her ass all damn night.) SHE'S got a job at the place I just went to. And says to me in this snide little tone.... "Yeah, I got this job cause I'm related to the manager and my best friend is one of the servers. In this town it's not how much experience you have, it's who you know. So....seems you're out of luck" ~Growls~ No shit!? Well, thanks for that tidbit of information, Captain Obvious!!! That's something I figured out eons ago...for fuck sake. If I do not get a job soon, I'll rampage this little shithole of an inbred fucking town....these people are so got damned lucky I'm afraid of prison. Mmk? Great. Just got a call from my manager, Misty. We're gonna be open Fri, Sat and Sun then doors close for good. FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU
I Did This For Her
I remember you I hope this message finds you well I have been making Amends for my sins and you were on the top of my list. So here it is I am sorry for the things I do for this mortal coil is much too much to bear and ascension is required for this change to take its rightful place, love and broken dreams all I ever had now the Weapon is in my hand barrel smoking, tears in my eyes, Did I do it for my country or to fulfill some sick and twisted dream. Shell casings rain down and hit the floor playing and sad, sad symphony, I come to realization that you were always there right in front of me the whole time, there to wipe the tears from my eyes clean the blood off my hands and assure me of your love. But now I am the one standing in front of all of you weapon aimed, smoking barrel, tears in my eyes, it took so many years just to realize, You were always there now your gone and I have fallen past the point of redemption in this world of lovely lies I'll bring forth all that I have
Life And Love
Please Hear What I'm not saying Don't be fooled by the face I ware. For I ware a thousand masks, and none of them are me Don't be fooled; for God's sake don't be fooled. I give you the impression that I'm secure, that confidence is my name and coolness is my game. And that I need no one. But don't believe me. Beneath dwells the real me in confusion, in aloneness, in fear. That's why I create a mask to hide behind, to shield me, From the glance that know, But such a glance is precisely my salvation. That is, if it's followed by acceptance, if it's followed by love. It's the only thing that can liberate me from my own self-built Prison walls. I'm afraid that deep down I'm nothing and that I'm no good, And that you will reject me. And so begins the parade of masks. I idly chatter to you. I tell you everything that's really nothing and Nothing of what's everything, of what's crying with in me. Please listen carefully and try to hear what I'm not saying.
As it's still halloween, kinda, and I'm bored, here's a novel trick or treat type thing Lewis just thought up. Anyone who reads this either says treat, and has to send me a small fu-shop gift and I'll send one in return or trick, and you have to answer any question I can think of for you, and you have to post your answer in the blog itself as a comment. You can only pick one!! So there you go. Let the games begin!! EDIT: Since this was so fun...let the games continue, why not? I just saw a blog from Not Tellin, and it gave me a good idea. I want boob salutes. Send em all my way, please? BOOOOOBS!!! Do you like sex rough or sensual? Depends on her mood Do you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? Or both? Opposite only How often do you like to have sex? As often as possible, I can never get enough.. Is sex a top priority for you? Not even close Do you have sex face to face with your partner? Most of the time How often do you
Fantasies Written By Others
I was one of those young guys who always dropped pencils in class, dreamed about hiding in the girls locker room at the pool, and thought about sex 25 hours a day. Did I do anything about it? Never! I had no line, no guts, and was incredibly shy. Even in the Air Force, I ran from sure things, twice. Once in a girl's apartment in Minnesota, my arriving to take her roller skating while she was still showering was followed by her coming into the living room in a fur coat, plopping herself down on the opposite end of the couch, and demurely opening the coat for my approval. I clearly remember thinking, while I was running down the stairs from her apartment, that she was beautiful and I was very dumb. A couple of years later I went to fix a phone for a young officers wife at a base in Louisiana. While I was checking the lightening protector at the bottom of the basement stairs, she sat on the top step. Legs open. Robe mostly open. A crystal clear, absolute, bona fide invitation. By then, at
Metamorphosis He wakes up everyday, involving himself in the same endless routine. When he looks into the mirror he sees something else. It's not his normal human face he sees. It's like a plastic mask covering what used to be. Almost like an outer covering. Something protecting what is trapped beneath the surface. The mask serves as crucial evidence to the ***** that ran off somewhere with his love. He fell in love with that woman not long ago. She quickly became all he knew. Everything he did, everything he thought about was that girl. Before her, his life was somewhat dull. But after meeting her things changed for the better, or so he thought. But after months of what seemed like heaven to him he began to realize that this girl didn't seem to have the same deep feelings as he had for her. He proclaimed his love to her several times. But she never gave him the response he wanted back. So, in time he eventually faded away from her, telling her to disappear ou
From The Heart
I love you with all I am And all I'll ever be. You are my moon, my sun and stars, My earth, my sky, my sea. My love for you goes on Beneath both life and death, So deep it must remain when I Have drawn my last faint breath. Holding you for months and years Will make Time disappear, Will make your lips, my lips, your face My face, your tear my tear; Will make us one perfect person intertwined in bliss, Not man or woman, live or dead-- Just a deep, loving kiss! WITCHYS WIKKED GRAPHIX Gazing at the stars in a dark night Uttering sweet words beneath pale moonlight I wish you can see I wish you can hear I wish you can kiss and hold me tight I close my eyes and shed those tears Thinking how far you are from me Then I look above and see the stars How they light, they glitter and sparkle Despite how far they are by sight I find myself smiling as I realize That though distance between us Kept us apart but only in body And never in heart You gave me
Can You Handle The Heat?
Peace And Happiness
Wake up in a land of dreams, enchanted with mountains hollows and streams, Where morning sun becomes your friend, And the gentle breezes of the four winds whisper for the day to begin. An eagle and a hawk soon soar above, While well below are the calls of robins and doves. A whitetail deer heads home on an early morning trail, While young squirrels spend the day hiding behind trees as they chase each others tails. On a lazy afternoon in the mountains a black bear takes a nap, After a delicious meal of ants and termites and a dessert of honey sap. For a moment evening sun sits on a mountain top before he descends down, And pretty soon native night creatures will be the only sounds. Then the mountains become covered with a smoky mist, As nature gives the land a good-night kiss. Every star is lit as they sparkle throughout the night, And treetops dance in the water with shadows by the
Become An Angel!!!!! This is simple we are tired of selfish people!!! We want to show love to those who rarely get it and level as many as we can. Co-founders Trickyd & Chuckiiboo with the assistance of Lindz})i({ will be doing the most we can I'm sure our team will start out small and we won't try to be huge but, love needs to spread!! Only thing that's asked is you leave the person a golden angel saying they have been touched by an angel!! So here is links of the first people on the list it will grow as time goes on please rate at least the default folder of each and don't forget the angel!!! Pm Tricky or Lindz with the intrest of joining this crew. We are supported by the Broken Hearted Bombers as well so if you love to bomb please let tricky know so you can become a part of the family Thanks Again we look foward to having you as an angel!!! Trickyd @ fubar Chuckiiboo @ fubar ☆})i({☆ @ fubar Tricky's First Angel ♥
"Me next." She said happily, and Victor's tongue went back to work. He wondered how long it would last before it was as exhausted as the rest of his muscles. Terri was riding him faster now, and he wondered if she too was a G spot trigger girl, and would she squirt? "One hour." Eva said sleepily. Terri had turned back again, and Victor could now see her delicate hands manipulating Lucy's huge tits. Her fingers were rolling the nipples gently, and Lucy's eyes were closed in pleasure. Before long Lucy was drawing short gasping breaths as Victor's mouth manipulated her clit and Terri's hands manipulated her nipples. "I'm getting close." Lucy cried as her muscles clenched and Victor worked her clit faster. "Oh yeah, that's it, I'm there." Lucy shuddered in release, and Victor pushed his tongue into her to feel the squeezing action from the inside. Eventually Lucy too rolled off, and Cass looked at Terri hopefully. "Time for me?" She asked. Terri reached behind her and held one of
Be Great!
Tony Robbins "Emotion is the ultimate resource." Zig Ziglar I know he sounds like a minister... and he is. LOL. He has some great information and I do appreciate him a lot. And I agree when he states that we are the problem in our problems. So take responsibility for yourself and fix YOU! Hard but true. Good luck! Tyra Banks I loved this episode! There are several people I feel like tellin' "TAKE RESPONSIBILITY FOR YOURSELF!" Lol... maybe not so few... but LOTS! Hope you enjoy it as much as I do. CHEERS!
Let The Market Crash
i believe the market should bail is needed all the bail out will do and help are the rich!! let the ceos of the big corps bail themselves out ...they make at least 8 figures, so let them take care of their own..why should the govt bail them out when joe shnoe who owns a tiny bar, or bowling alley or whatever wont get bailed out from the govt if he were to fall!! SO AGAIN LET THE MARKET CRASH, AND HAVE THE CEOS BAIL THEMSELVES OUT!!! why the bail out because those in power/ govt are the ones who need it due o they would lose money themselves and from their supporters!! WHO CARES!! if this bail out plan works who pays for it,,the lower half ie middle class with higher taxes!! the plan wont still lose 1 and a 1/4%... SO LET IT FALL!! there is a new american tea party....kinda like the boston tea party........look for their america tea, or american tea!! they just started, and if you disagree with this bail out plan..the
More About Me
We all know that us guys are horny dogs 99% of the time and have no problem telling the whole world what we like sexually. What I don't hear is the the women's sexual perspective. So I must ask you ladies, what turns you on sexually? What physical characteristics in men turn you on? What's your fave position? Is recieving oral sex important? Do you really enjoy giving oral sex? How do you liked to be touched? What style sex turns you on the most? Slow and sensual or fast and rough? Please leave your answers as comments and thanks for participating! ;-) Marijuana seems to have always been a part of my life and you know what? I wouldn't have it any other way. I remember standing in the lunch line in middle school with my best friend Brett. He was weaving tales of a friends older brother that brough weed to a party. We just were made to watch the classic 'Drugs are BAD' films so I was dying to try it. He sold me a bag of homegrown and I rolled a big notebook paper joint and blazed away in
Random Sillynesssss
Saw this in a blast....and really tickled me.....LMAO Build a man a fire, and he'll be warm for a day. Set a man on fire, and he'll be warm for the rest of his life. I was just thinking......... Thats it really!! Ahhhh...Monday Will get back to ya's on that!!
Our Troops Need Some Love Too.....
It's that time of year again when I send Christmas cards to Our Troops overseas... I started this project 5 years ago for two reasons, to let our soldiers know that they are always being thought of and to show my support for them... If you know a soldier that would enjoy receiving a Christmas card, please PM me their name & APO or FPO address... I'll be accepting address from today thru Friday Nov. 19th... You have no idea what a little thing like receiving a Christmas card does for their morale.... Thanks so much, as always You all are awesome! xoxoxox *Please NO politics or Drama* ~*This one wholesome, beautiful, sexy fu right here..she has nothing to hide and she always returns the love and is very dear! Introducing the lovely, the talented LINDA!!!!!!!!!!!!! ♥♥♥ LINDA FuOwned by ~Steward~ Secret Fu Wifey of... Our Troops Rock ♥♥&
McCain/Palin supporters (i.e. right wing religious nutjobs) cannot get offended by the opposition when they attack Palin's family. Because Gov. Palin parades her family out at every speech and rally and is constantly talking about how her experience as a mother qualifies her to become vice president or even president. If Barack Obama came out and said that he'd make a great president because he's a father and a husband, Fox News and the McCain compaign would be on him like white on rice. Stop calling it pro-life. It isn't. It's pro-birth. Palin's (and McCain's. I mean, did you watch the last debate? He mocked a woman's health as an extreme reason for abortion) thoughts are a woman shouldn't have the right to abortion, no matter the circumstances of the pregnancy or the health of the expecting mother. Please hope her daughter Piper (it's too later for Bristol because she ignored the abstinence-only sex education she received and got knocked up by her hockey playing boyfriend) doesn't
Intamacy Free
I. Thou shalt get out before the sun rises II. Thou shouldest never ask "can we see each other from now on?" III. Thou shalt refrain from referring to our activities as "love making." IV. Thou shalt not request advanced plans. V. Thou shalt kiss anything except my mouth. VI. Thou shalt scream my name often VII. If someone cometh over whilst thou art here, thou art my cousin from out of town. VIII. Thou shalt not ask me to walk thee to thy car. Don't thou knoweth what it looketh like? IX. There shall be no "pillow talk." X. There shall be no cuddling -- ever! Who is more deceiving? A man who fakes a relationship for an orgasm, or a woman that fakes a orgasm for a relationship? 1. Give 100%. 2. Treat your partner as the unique individual that he/she truly is. 3. Stay connected through word and deed. 4. Accept change and support growth in yourself and your partner. 5. Live your love. 6. Share the love, fear, work, and play. 7. Listen to your mate. 8. Honor the subtle wis
The Historic Vote
If you have not heard, last night Brandon Marshall a wide receiver for the Denver Broncos who is African American planned to show his support for the historic vote by donning a black and white glove in a sort of take on the famous or infamous act by Tommie Smith and John Carlos at the 68 Olympics, but updated to show the unity that President-Elect Barack Obamas historic victory represents. This was during a highly contested Broncos and Cleveland Browns game. Brandon Marshalls celebration would have triggered an unsportsmanlike conduct penalty and forced the kickoff to start deeper in Broncos territory and give the Browns a chance with their explosive wide receiver/kick returner the chance at a shorter field from which to score. Brandon Stokely a wide receiver for the Denver Broncos, a veteran of many campaigns with the Indianapolis colts who happens to be white, saw what Brandon Marshall intended to do and ran over and stopped him. Brandon Stokely likely saved a penalty and a potent
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My Military Background
North Korea was an interesting thing for me since I was shot and a friend of mine was too in the line of duty during a mission. If anyone has questions on what happen just write me and i'll answer so you understand more on what happen. Lets see he is a military man all the way. He got me interested in joining before 9/11 happen and he has endured some time in considering when I was born he was 26 and he was a sargent then and now he is a 3rd star general after serving a nice 28 years in. I started myself in right after i gradurated from High school and wasn't really doing what i really wanted to do but he helped me in that by giving me what I wanted to do and where I wanted to go. So yes he is one of my heros since I went to Iraq and he went to New York on the day after 9/11. Lets see I started with some of the state first of course then went to Germany. Then I went to Austrailia for a year. Then of course after 9/11 I went to Iraq for two tours then one tour in Afganistan. After all t
My Adventure!!!!!!!
Be prepared. There will be nsfw pic posted tonight! Let me start by saying this was not a sightseeing jaunt. I spent 38 out of 57 hours in bed. He is absolutely amazing. I got off a plane thinking I was going to rock his world. Monday morning I was a changed woman. He taught me me more about myself and my sexuality than any other man. I have never had a whip used on me before. WOW!!!!! Highly erotic and I loved it. I heard oh fuck a lot and oh shit and God damn. I need help finding oh shit and God damn because I know where oh fuck is. I lit a cigarette Saturday night and had my lighter in my other hand. I can multi-task but I had to drop the lighter and figure which one to put my lips on lol. We are discovering each other and I am blown away!!!!! My adventure started by talking to a guy. We talked for over a month and he invited me for a weekend. I flew out on Halloween for a weekend. He picked me up at the airport and took me home. He showed me around the city before he took
Tonight some dear friends of mine went to sleep broken hearted. They have been unable to concieve children, but finally found a young girl wiling to put her baby up for adoption. Things had been going great until the ex-boyfriend showed up again. The baby's mother had a restraining order agasint him six months ago. Just the perfect guy to be a father, huh? The mother had signed the papers authorizing the adoption, but the father, who isn't willing to marry the mother of his child, won't. In fact, since my friends flew back for the birth of the child the baby's father has screened all the mother's phone calls. Real sweet son-of-a-bitch, huh? He's brow-beaten the mother into thinking that him having the baby half the time, and her having the baby half the time is a perfectly normal, acceptable family relationship. Forget the fact that it doesn't give the baby any kind of stability, or sense of place in the world. But no, the father has to have his trophy baby. If you aren
Lovemaking 101
Here are 21 sexy alternatives that seem just as good. Play back Pictionary. Use your fingers to draw a picture on each other's back. Have them guess what it is in 2 minutes. Give him a manicure. I'm not saying paint his nails with red or anything but massage his hands and buff and file every fingernail. Sit back-to-back and deeply inhale and exhale. Feel each other's heartbeats through your backbones. Memorize each other's faces using your hands. Both of you close your eyes and gently caress and get familiar with the shape of each other's facial features. Give each other butterfly kisses. Start with a soft kiss on their forehead. Then kiss their eyes and flutter your eyelashes against their face and cheeks. Hold each other's face as you kiss. Put your lips together with theirs. Keep your mouths slightly open while you slowly breathe in and out. Trace your partner's lips with your tongue. Give your partner the sweetest kiss ever. Put a He
Should I do whatever it takes to see my daughter whille on leave? Even if the consequences mean I have to bring out the scariest side of me!! The parts of me I try not to show anyone. The person who doesn't care about what gets in his way "The Beast Within" Or should just expect that there nothing I can do without the courts? But I grow weary of all the things I have missed and upset by what I will. Should I be angry at myself for not marrying the mother at the time I loved And for some odd reason still love unimaginable, but why? Even after all the lies and just really dumb shit that has been said. Should I do the smart but time consuming court order. It seems to be so many choices and so few answers to help me. So ask again Should I? Cold rain falls in the lonely night If I close my eys, I feel your presence Our meeting was not by chance it was fate. Mightier than Power, one shred of Love can become unseen strength. The promise we mad
Side Kicks Are For Heroes
Here's a poem I wrote for you,To let you know that I love you! You're so beautiful in every way,I'll keep on saying it even though you "say no way!" All I have are pictures of you,they're kind to my eyes and posted everywhere in my mind..I close my eyes I can see your stare,if only you knew how much I wish you were here!! On the phone you're voice is so sweet,like my favorite song alive and up-beat,that keeps me happy so I play it over again so I hit repeat so the song never ends..A sleep on the phone,I close my eyes and listen to you breathe goodnight Luv I'll see you in my dreams..To others I know it might sound weird but it's all we can do,How I wish she was here!! I deleted your pictures out my phone,cause I don't wanna see your face any more they just remind me of your lies,I was so blind..How could you even say those things knowing deep down they didn't mean a thing and I was a fool to believe every word. But it's your loss not mine,it's your loss not mine, you should
In a once harmonics state, in a very open and free era. Where people were just people, where it was just being and existing and living. It was all about the thinig called "life". To not be numb, to actually feel alive. To know the the pains , the panics, the warm fuzzies. To be able to have all that emotion and feel it, with the knowledge to acknowledge sadness,anger, happiness,and thre big let downs in life and most importantly accept them as life. Everything exists from coexisting with out one the other could not be. With that wisdon you did what made you happy, not what was acceptable and most profitable.To be in perfect sync,to be a harmonic being!! All the icons of the "60's free love era" the great ones Janis Joplin, Jim Morrison,Jimi Hendrix and the list could go on were all chemicaly dependent in someway. Frybabies,potheads,and alcholics,etc.They were also real they were who they wanted to be ,just people. Being musically ,poeticaly and exceptionally talented was th
The Liquid Lounge
DESIRE Touch me Gently I do not fear you I want to savor your warm caress Against my skin I want to know how it feels To be touched by you To be vulnerable Primal Whisper to me Quietly Send currents down my spine Ignite my soul I want to wrap myself within you And overflow with your radiance
How Do I Feel?
A soothing song can put you in the mood. The right mood. The only thing is, is it the right woman to be in that mood? My mind goes faster than myself. I can't keep up with it. All questions and possibilites. What if? What about? Maybe if..... I know in my mind and my soul the right answer yet I can never express it. I get closer than water yet I push away like a wave. Is it love, or being scared? I have had my heart broken enough times in the past. Every time I let that door of mine just creak open enough, a foot steps in and busts it down. I care. I love. I want and need. I am a man with many emotions and love to give. I just need to learn where to put those and whom to give it to. I need to stop letting every "what if" break me down and give everything to them. I need to reflect on my mistakes, learn from them and adapt to the next. I need another beer to finish writing this :) It's been too long. Yes I was an ass. Yes I said hateful things to make her h
My Works
I Face The Eternal Winter Flying silent on winter wings Flowing emotions from my bleeding soul Tears that flow burn my skin I'm drifting away on the cold wave of desolation I'm touching the wind as it sadly sings Carried to the disant unknown Eternity awaits me... My heart is so cold Emotions reached their freezing point ...Only pure hate Lost all that I was living for Crying without sound Thy sky has frozen to ice As the last drops of blood leave my body I hear the winter breath I'm the face of the night I'm all alone The fullmoon is glowing Snow falls from the sky I feel the eternal winter Holocaust winds are rising Like a dark northern breeze My cryptic journey has just begun. DGTFB 1975 Blood Beauty As I stroll along the walk a soothing breeze brushes my face I smile. This night is refreshing as the diamonds high above shine down their sparkling song of whisper... the sweet chimes reaching my ears turn my thoughts from light to d
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Wrenny's Blog
Today I had a friend call me and tell me that he lost a patient. It wasn't any patient it was a fellow firefighter that he had worked with at the fire department he is at. This friend is a Fire Fighter/ EMT and knows that he can call me at anytime if he has a rough day. He has said before and again tonight that I'm one of the few people he can call and I'm able to calm him down. I didn't know what to say about this call though I didn't know how to empathize with him other than listen to him talk. He was called out on an unconscious person, and when he showed up the patient was in cardiac arrest. They didn't know who it was of course because only sometimes do we get information about the patient before we get there. The most we get is an age and sex. Well you can imagine his surprise when it ended up being a buddy of his.. 52 yo and dying of a massive heart attack. I have never had a friend or family end up being a patient of mine on a 911 call. I'm not sure what I would do.. I know I w
Thanx 4 All The Bitchin!!!!!
young girl was going on a date. Her grandmother said, "Sit here and let me tell you about those young boys." "He is going to try and kiss you, you are going to like that, but don't let him do that. He is going to try and feel your breast, you are going to like that but don't let him do that. But most important, he is going to try and get on top of you to have his way with you. You are going to like that, but don't let him do that. It will disgrace the family." With that bit of advice, the granddaughter went on her date. The next day she told grandma that her date went just like she had predicted, "Grandma, I didn't let him disgrace the family. When he tried, I just turned over, got on top of him, and disgraced HIS family..." Granny fainted! ... HAVE APPOINTMENT TO SEE/CONSULT WITH SURGEON THIS FRIDAY 10 AM PST. WILL KNOW MORE THEN... THANK-YOU FOR THOSE OF YOU THAT SHOWED YOUR SUPPORT AND TO THOSE WHO DONT REALLY GIVE A RATS ASS THANX FOR READING THIS ANYWAY!!!!! PEACE TO ALL!!!!!!!!
For Katie
Most of you know that Katie is just an absolutely wonderful girl. These are some things I've made for her, I just want everyone to know how much I love you. Katie, you are the most wondeful person I have ever known and I love you. imikimi - Customize Your World imikimi - Customize Your World
Needing Help Leveling
This is something I made...I guess to express myself...but let it be known...Part 2 A New Beginning is to Follow Shortly...with videos of myself. Make photo slide shows at Long story short. Havent been on...The asshole i was engaged too...offline..and re engaged too offline...cheated again..he has a fubar cheating problem where he meets them and fucks them the next week. Lol and i found out..and sort of just stopped talking to him...and he made sure he said to me Its over..and dumped me. ahh..bye the way i'm fine. I found out she has a wedding site on The Knot...where she faked an engagement to get gifts..and heard she finds most of her victims online so Karma..he got a winner. :) love to all my fubar friends and my offline ones too xoxo :) You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET
English Muffin
I Want U To Know From the day that we met I Want you to know that i don't regret We looked at each others eyes And there was a spark between you and i I want u to know how i feel Can this be real But, i'm always thinkin' of u as everyday that goes by And i ask myself why I hope u feel the way that i do I hope you like me too Falling for you My love for you is immeasurable No 'string attached' whatsoever You and I knew we found each other Through God's kindness and miracle. How did I ever find you? How did I ever fall for you? How did our paths cross each other? Catchy questions that only God can answer. Come to think of it Ever since you stepped into my life My life has never been the same. My heart is overflowing with happiness. Of all the woman I have known You are the very special one And whom my heart beats for. No matter what the consequences are I intend to follow my heart's desire And whatever it wishes for. Fallin Just seeing
i feel alone, and on one is willing to find me. i feel left out, and no one is willing to let me in. I feel torn apart, and no one to put me back together. I feel like no one loves me, and no one wants to love me. I feel like someone has stabbed me, and no one will pull out the knife. I just wish i had a friend that would be there for me and to help repair my life. I thought that i had a life lone friend, but now she is gone. i see that a lot of this is I, but when you have loved someone as much as i have and all of a sudden she walks out of your life and doesnt want anything to do with you then you would feel like me. there are time that death seams to be the right choice and but it isnt. I need to find my way back but when the raod is blocked at every turn it is hard to find the right path. some times everyone needs a little help, but if others are not willing to help even just a little it make it really hard to do it by your self. i can sit ne
First Blog Friend Requests
Hi all. I am getting ready around 715pm est to take new photos and try out my new camera. please if you are one of my fans or knwo me give me some feedback on some phtoos you like to see or of what outfits you liked in the past .. IF i like your suggestions you might just see a pic of it i up later today Thanks Samantha Hi to anyone that actually reads this. I am in a week leaving fubar. I have had a great time but I am being told on the other side what I am doign isnt right and slutty so I have to stop and think about the reasons I am on here. If you would like to stay in touch with me please feel free to drop me a private message with an email. I may not delete it after the week but I am not going to log in anymore after the week has gone by. I hope you all have a great turkey day and eat too much and watch football or whatever other tv marathon you may watch or just be able to sit down and enjoy a day with family remembering what good things you have
Emotional Escape
Tonight, a restless night for me. Filled with unsureness, unawareness, and most of all, curiosity. My mind wanders away from me, where no laundry or movie watching can side track my mind. I have managed to clean my house, fold laundry, do my dishes, watch a movie 3 times now, and do/or gather all the trash in my home. It hasn't been this clean in forever! I still need to put laundry away, along with dishes, sweep and mop the floors, and scrub the microwave. But on the other hand, my mind still wanders. I'm not sure if this is normal or not being I am young, and a person who anyone could get along with~I wonder....I wonder what is would be like to travel the world, near and far, stay out all night and be entertained by the people of the city, laugh with delight and excitement, look into someone's eyes and just say Thank You for being you. I find pleasure out of watching people have fun, and enjoy life. I'm curious about what that life might be like? I wish to travel to Italy, Paris, Rom
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When Your Old . And Turning Grey . Think Of Me Every Day . Do Not Do Any Hard Work .. For When You Bend It May Hurt
have you ever heard a love song .that you could not understand. then you never knew the love ..between a woman and a man . for love it keeps flowing the blowing of the wind. you keep loving and loving as if there was no end when you love with all your heart .your mind .and body .in sickness and in health .till death do us part ..that is loveeeeeeeeee true word may be a confort to some ..while to others telling the truth hurts so they like to get back at they will stoop to any level to hurt you . but noone can hurt you unless you let them .just take a blind eye ..and follow on as you are ...the truth will set you free
Dumb People
seriously? i once saw a chick asking for money to pay her phone bill....can anyone spot me a $5 i'm almost outa tampons p.s. eat my ass bigfootberry rated you a '2'! bigfootberry just checked you out! he wants my hawt body. And who wants to go with me to see Michael Jackson's last concerts? I'll bring the jesus juice!!!! g'morning ya fookers i even got rated a 2!!!! i told her to make sure she eats corn before she can shit in my mouth
At The End Of The Day...
It doesn't matter what your friends or family think about you or tell you, or what they want. It doesn't matter what your brain knows or tells you. It matters what your heart wants. And who you think about first thing in the morning and right before you fall asleep at night. Who you dream about, and who you long to be with during the day. If your soul truly longs to be with that person and that's what makes you happy, you will do anything to be with that person. You will risk losing all your friends and family and tell them to fuck off if they say anything bad about that person, even if you are fighting with them. You will miss the little things that you did with them. Everything will remind you of them. You will miss just sleeping next to them and cuddling on the couch with them, and you would do anything to get them back. If you really felt that way about somebody. If not, I guess you would stay away from them, ignore them, and not care if they're mad at you and how you hurt
I was going to be leaving fubar this week. I have been very down on my self lately and was spending 4 to 5 hrs on the week days on fubar to leave comments and rate people and just thought I needed to do something else with that time because most of the people i was rating and leave comments for everyday just wasn't bothering not to get me wrong I have met some pretty wonderful people on here and I hope you know who you are. Because of those people I have decided to stay but not have so many people i try to please. My friends list is going to shrink in numbers this week and i am just going to keep the friends that I want. I will stay for those great friends but I am not going to be putting anymore pics up I am not in this for a proularity contest. in this for the great people i have met and to help others lvl . Love and thanks for all those who made me want to stay a little longer ~*~*SEXIWOMBAT69*~*GF*~*TO*~*RATTLEHEAD*~*~@ fubar Help her lvl really nice lady a href="http://fubar.
Thoughts & Footnotes
Hi Fu Fam and Friends, I really wasn't looking forward to writting a blog and of all blogs especially this one which crushes my heart. I'm not sure who all is aware about one of our very own Mike Hardway who past away early this morning in his sleep due to a seizure. Apparently he has suffered them many times before but this one would not allow him to wake up :( Here is information for anyone who would like to send sympathy cards or flowers to the family His sister's address (The last couple of months he stayed with her) Mrs. Dee Dee McCracken 231 Lighthouse View Drive Stevensville, MD 21666 The funeral home where the service will take place (some time next week , details still pending) Fellows Healthbine Funeral Home Kent Island 106 Shamrock Road, Chester MD 21619 ~While we are mourning the loss of our friend, others are rejoicing to meet him behind the veil~ John Taylor R.I.P Mike Feb 16, 1957 ~August 20, 2011 One of my good friends f
Trix N Treats
Well guess I will blog about this...seems a lot of yall want to know how I have lost the weight...honestly its just working out and running/ walking 3 or 4 days a week, watching what I eat, (portion control works, lol). As for the other question it has taken me 3 years to lose 153 lbs and as of today 2 years to lose 100 inches! I am excited cause I just bought a new swim suit :D and it's 2 sizes smaller than last year! It has been a long road but I am a size 13/14 for the first time in 8 years! Anyway, I hope that answers your questions! I bite your shoulder and you scream I feed visciously on this dream emotions swirling whirling all around, heat, passion, pain, flowing down and around like an angry summer rain You clutch me harder to your being grasping, moaning, moving all from me twisting, turning, plunging in, deeper, harder, faster I spin more, more, I cry within a moment you deny leave me aching, begging, needing more suddenly u release and unsatisfact
i haven't been what you would call popular. i have had relationships that ended with the words i pitied you. yes my heart has been torn out, beaten down, walked on, ripped apart, and tossed in the trash for the amusement of others. yet hope is there that little twinkle of light at the end of the tunnel. that smile on a friends face letting you know it will be ok when times are hard. Hope how ever small it may be drives me to be there for friends who are down on their luck or down on love. i also have hope that one day someone will be there for me like i want to be there for them. hope drives me to be the patient, strong, caring, and nice guy that i am until the day i can let my love be known and with all the hope i have let it be accepted by the woman i want to spend the rest of my waking days with. Yes hope drives me to be patient. I will be patient and hope will bring me the love of the woman i will cherish for ever more. hope will bring love to my life and that is a love I
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Losing You"
imikimi - Customize Your World just appreciating the best time we have here on fubar! I cant stop the sun from rising ,I cant stop the rain from pouring I cant stop the birds from humming and the winds from blowing. I cant heal the pain and my heart from aching I cant help myself from falling, and my mind from thinking I cant believe, you might be leaving. And I feel that I cant stop that from happening. I dont want my heart to stop believing, that what we have is real and it is forever. GOODBYE MY LOVE" a song in my heart" EVEN IF" all those sleppness nights, all the tears i've cried, all the pain i keep inside". i keep asking myself why".. we have to say goodbye", was it just a dream? or there is someone new in your life", i could have ask you why? do we have to stay , when it really means goodbye". even if it takes the whole world damn to me" i can forget you, wait and see, i can be strong even without you, I CANT WAIT MY
Mummer Recipes
Pan sear pork loin or diced pork chops with onion, season salt, and black pepper to taste. Mix with pasta of your choice, and marinade of choice and serve with veggie (or applesauce) of your choice. From nicki: brown your hamburger meat with the onions 1/3 cup of sugar about two tbl spoons of flour make some mashed potatos cool temper in one egg yolk season with what u like add the veggies to the meat then spread the potatos over the top broil till brown yummmy From Seduce My Mind: 1 Coffee Mug 4 tablespoons flour(thats plain flour, not self-rising) 4 tablespoons sugar 2 tablespoons baking cocoa 1 egg 3 tablespoons milk 3 tablespoons oil 3 tablespoons chocolate chips (optional) Small splash of vanilla Add dry ingredients to mug, and mix well. Add the egg and mix thoroughly. Pour in the milk and oil and mix well. Add the chocolate chips (if using) and vanilla, and mix again. Put your mug in the microwave and cook for 3 minutes at 1000 watts. The cake will rise over
Dirty Minds Game
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The Ring To my wonderful and loving Thomas On my finger, I wear a piece of gold, a gift from the one I hold dear. Around the shining diamonds,and the band of gold, lies a single center stone. Small that it is, it means more to two people than anyone will ever know, a sign of never ending love. A circle is the sign of a love so kind, it reflects the thought in any young man's mind, "Is she taken, will she ever be mine?" As the sun sets in the early evening sky, I wonder. I wonder of our love and if it was meant to be. Over and over I keep asking myself, "How do I know his words are true?" In an instant, I can answer my own questions. I just need to look you in the eye and ask myself, "Is this the heart of a cheater or of a liar?" And in the instant, I know for sure that the one I see before me is the one that adores me, the one who cares for me, and the one who is true to me. And I know then, that he is the one. Today I confess my love and vow, that every breath I take, that you will be
Useless Things That Make Up My Soul
I'm So Sick I will break into your thoughts With what's written on my heart I will break I'm so sick, infected with Where I live Let me live without this Empty bliss, selfishness I'm so sick If you want more of this We can push out, sell out, die out So you'll shut up And stay sleeping With my screaming in your itching ears I'm so sick, infected with Where I live Let me live without this Empty bliss, selfishness I'm so sick I'm so sick Hear it, I'm screaming it You're heeding to it now Hear it, I'm screaming it You tremble at this sound You sink into my clothes This invasion makes me feel Worthless, hopeless, sick I'm so sick, infected with Where I live Let me live without this Empty bliss, selfishness I'm so, I'm so sick I'm so sick, infected with Where I live Let me live without this Empty bliss, selfishness I'm so (I'm so) My Immortal I'm so tired of being here Suppressed by all my childish fears And if you have to lea
How to wash a toilet This was simply too much of a time saver not to share it with you. 1. Put both lids of the toilet up and add 1/8 cup of pet shampoo to the water in the bowl. 2. Pick up the cat and soothe him while you carry him towards the bathroom. 3. In one smooth movement, put the cat in the toilet and close the lid. You may need to stand on the lid. 4. The cat will self agitate and make ample suds. Never mind the noises that come from the toilet, the cat is actually enjoying this. 5. Flush the toilet three or four times. This provides a 'power-wash' and rinse'. 6. Have someone open the front door of your home. Be sure that there are no people between the bathroom and the front door. 7. Stand behind the toilet as far as you can, and quickly lift the lid. 8. The cat will rocket out of the toilet, streak through the bathroom, and run outside where he will dry himself off.. 9.. Both the commode and the cat will be sparkling clean. Since
you know that place you get where you see everything is wrong because of you? couldnt admit that before, coulden even see it just new things were not the way thy should be. it's not every day you get a chance to start over an at the same time see the light for once in your life. takes grit to own up an face yourself in that thankful way that after the hurt an tears are less you can make better of the blessings you got handed. time to do some soul searching an pruning. what is a flower bed with out someone to tend it an make the ground soft an full of good earth an seed? what you build anything on has to be solid, or it will fall short of it's perpose, this is true with what ever your doing. having pride can be hard when you see that your fall was all your doing and how great a fall it is, but when an angel comes an picks you up, saves you from yourself an your given the gift of seeing it all a new person is born... sure hope no one has to go thrue a life time before
About Me
my name is kendra if you al have read my profile you all would know that i am very nice and calm until you all cross me dont write me no messages sayin you all gonna block me cause i looked at ur page dont look at mine if u dont want me lookin at urs thanks.
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Personal Branding is the art of attracting and keeping more clients by actively shaping public perception. You can control the way you're recieved by the community you serve. Oprah, Tiger, and Madonna- They realized early that talent alone would not take them to the top of their fields. So they created and promoted unique personal brands. and now, you can too. *Personal Branding works for business professionals and entreprenuers alike, you don't have to be a celebriity to reap the rewards of personal branding.Wheather you are a professional ready to catapult to the next level in your career or an entreprenuer embarking on your first business venture. We will work together to bring your goals into focus. We'll begin by analyizing your unique strengths and differentiation. Your competetive landscape and your target audience. Then we will reach a game plan to reach your objectives. -THE KEY TO PERSONAL BRANDING SUCCESS, DEFINE YOURSELF INSTEAD OF LETTING OTHERS DEFINE YOU.
Bling Bling Bling
Poems/ Lyrics
White Hopes by: Me Existing in a whirlwind everyone frolics away there is no one to stop you they never look back thinking it is easier to run but they are pushing me away separating me from your world leaving me all alone forcing me to to be forever trapped I can not escape Then I see your smile so bright and pure you have stayed just for me I love how you look at me while making me all these promises promises of serendity with you Telling me sweet guarantees of a pure love forever holding my hand to never let go Making my heart to skip beats whispering to me that my heart will heal I trust you to tell the truth no one else ever seems to I can not take anymore lies I am afraid to goto sleep for the fear of losing you Don't want the day to pass Don't want the night to come to be forever trapped with you by my side I ask myself a simple question Is this what they call love? I need no answers for I know it is.. "A Beautiful Pas
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The Natural Submissive I feel that courtesy is a strong indication of a good submissive as well as a good dominant. As a submissive, he or she asks his or her dominant for an immense amount of time, attention, and thought. Dominating someone requires a great deal of work and effort. While the submissive obviously has needs, he or she should devote himself or herself to pleasing his or her dominant as best they can. The submissive being honest and sincere about what types of play interests him or her. If the submissive is a masochist, with little or no interest in performing personal service for a dominant, he or she may tend to annoy or frustrate a dominant that has high expectations on being served. Also, there are those subs that are only interested in performing or providing a sexual service. While others tend to provide such services on a limited basis, such as domestic or office help, and then there totally devoted submissives who serve their dominant any way they can. One of
Feldmans Blog
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life has never been better to me than in the last few weeks , but somehow i cant help but feel something is missing TT i sure have gotten rid of all the trash in my life the people i shouldnt associate with, the bad habits, the hate and anger and yet i have never felt so empty and lifeless i guess ive just gotten so used to having terrible predicaments at every turn in my life, and now all that complexity is gone I feel so void and well bored. a needs test i took just this morning gave me a rating of 94 outta a hundred in the change and Variety division.. hell, this boredom sure is depressing i need some sparring partners to keep my mind from collapsing into a useless Bored mass of brain goo. shit, life is still crappy without opponents to prey on, much less no issues to sharpen my wits and claws on damn.. the downside of a peaceful Life.. T__Tv if this continues, d be creating hell just to tick away time i sit in this wheelchair as if in tr
Good Stuff
So live your life so the fear of death can never enter your heart. Trouble no one about their religion; respect others in their views, and demand that they respect yours. Love your life, perfect your life, beautify all things in your life. Seek to make your life long and of service to your people. Prepare a noble death song for the day when you go over the great divide. Always give a word or sign of salute when meeting or passing a stranger if in a lonely place. Show respect to all people, but grovel to none. When you arise in the morning, give thanks for the light, for your life and strength. Give thanks for your food and for the joy of living. If you see no reason for giving thanks, the fault lies in yourself. Touch not the poisonous firewater that makes wise ones turn to fools and robs them of their visions. When your time comes to die, be not like those whose hearts are filled with fear of death, so that when their time comes they weep and pray for a little more time to live their
New Work (possibly In Progress)
11/19/08 (Verse 1) Theres a girl in my dreams that isnt that far away. She dont know I love her, No she dont know how Shes a vision of beauty more than just her face She there every night in ribbons and lace (Chorus) Love is sickness love is a plague can someone please just take it away I cant stand this feeling; I dont want it to be this way Every day its the same old pain Its flowing through my vanes like acid rain (Verse 2) This girl I love and I just dont know why But shes there every night someone please tell me why I close my eyes and she appears I just want to run away I want to disappear (Chorus) Love is sickness love is a plague can someone please just take it away I cant stand this feeling; I dont want it to be this way Every day its the same old pain Its flowing through my vanes like acid rain (Verse 3) I wish I could find out why, why is love a blanket of pain I keep looking around and I just cant see anything but the pain S
All This Drama because I didn't want my webcam up.. my bf was on and got pissed..then I got pissed lol..I got called fat, said I never brush my teeth and I'm covered in acne.. what do u think I think its entertaining lmao Please Mess with him for me raleighfella: hiya cutie.. Cassie: heyyy raleighfella: you should just be able too plug your webcam in the usb port raleighfella: and then it should work,, raleighfella: try it raleighfella: then msg. me Cassie: hahahha I will later I gotta get some stuff done around the house I WILL talk to ya soon hun raleighfella: ok beauty raleighfella: nice too have met you today Cassie: you too hunie raleighfella: hiya raleighfella: .... raleighfella: whatcha up yoo cassie? Cassie: so why wont you talk to me without a webcam? raleighfella: much more enjoyable too see your friends smile raleighfella: when you chat? raleighfella: do you not have one? raleighfella: you havent answered many notes raleighfella
Daily Hassles
my 'w' and spacebar don't work properly does anybody know what i need to buy to fix it or should i take them out one by one and clean them? halp! On Sunday I got in a HUGE argument with my father. He is truly the asshole i always denied in seeing. So once i had my stuff packed my mom took me to my roomate's grandma's house. As my mother said goodbye to me she began to cry. And well, as for me, i had already been crying for an hour so i began to weep like the pussy i am. I felt so bad. "Me haces llorar." she said. worse words i've ever heard. she also said, "Olvidate de todo lo que paso y estudia mucho." me-"si, mama. I love you." mom-"Love you too." then she left. Falls On Me - Fuel I've always cherish my mother and been thankful for having such a great person in my life. And now, i want nothing more than to give her everything she never had. I want to be like her when i grow up. I want her to leave my father and do what she's being doing for years. bec
NINE WORDS WOMEN USE (1) Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. (2) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. (3) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. (4) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! (5) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to # 3 for the meaning of nothing.) (6) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how
Things That Make Me Smile
I need new jeans. That is all. Since Sherry won't do a proper rick roll.... Well the boys left last night after about 24 hours here at my house. 24 hours may not be much but it's enough when you don't get to see your kids very often. I had my poi talking to me which made the happy from having my boys even better! And after they left she called me and made the sad from them leaving go away. We played a lot of guitar hero. Multiplayer versus type. I got beaten a couple of times by the boys and a couple of times by the ex but for the most part I did all the beating. Nobody even came close to beating me on Raining Blood! We all had a lot of fun and fortunately there wasn't any real awkwardness with them being in the house they used to live in. That had me a little worried. I was thinking that being in the old house would bake it weird on everyone and nobody would w
Sb Stuff
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Hilarity Ensues....
There are times when some of the fellas on here ask me..." smooth mother fucker the hell do you get da bishes?" Well I wrote some things down to help some of you poor fellas out and this is what I got... For guys that need help with girls, Do this:1. When she asks how she looks, shrug and say "could be better." This will keep her on her toes, and girls love that.2. Never hold her hand. This can be interpreted as a sign of weakness. If she grabs your hand, squeeze hers really, really hard until she cries. This will impress her by showing her what a strong man you are.3. Once a month sneak up on her from behind and knock her over. Girls are like dogs. They love to be roughed up.4. Call her in the middle of the night to ask if she's sleeping. If she is, say "you better be." Repeat this 4 or 5 times until morning. This will show her you care.5. When she is upset about something, suggest to her that it might be her fault. This will pave the way for her own person
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Love meLove me 'cause I'm your only oneThat beautiful fulfillmentof sensual give me butterfliesFuck mefuck me like you fucked herthat erotic releaseof absolute bliss...your secretive lying eyesHug mehug me 'cause I'll never see you againthat painful sensationof my'll be my demiseHate mehate me like you've never hated beforethat sensitive exposureof not having say your final goodbye -ash I am a lost cause on this earth nothing in the eyes of those around a useless fuck conceived at birth better off 6 feet in the ground ...I am your curse I am the black sheep of the herd a plague among the existance of man a lifeless vessel that only hurts a corrupt soul filled with sin ...Someone for you to subvert I am a remnant of reality nothing more than an infection with no cure much like disease beyond anyone's sight of perception ...I aim to displease The unwanted lonerWho's never good enoughan outcastthat had to b
Bdsm Life Style.
MY PORN AND FETISH WEB SITE (MUST BE 18 OR OLDER TO ENTER SITE.) adulttoysbdsm< BASIC DEFINITION: BDSM COMMUNITYBDSM—bondage, discipline/dominance, sado/submissive, masochismBondage —the art of restricting the movement of someone through physical, mental or emotional methodsDiscipline —a tenant of BDSM, discipline ranges from the discipline of the Dominant to ensure the safety of the submissive, and self-control, to the discipline of a submissive in obeying the Dominant. Discipline remains one of the pillars of BDSMDominance/submission —the power play that physically & mentally occurs in a BDSM relationshipSado-Masochism (S/M)—Sado Masochism is the giving and receiving of pain for erotic pleasure. A Sadist is one who gets pleasure out of giving the pain, and a masochist is one who derives erotic pleasure out of receiving the pain. The pain may be physical or mental, and may vary from very light (a bite, a pinch, a name-calling) to very heavy (caning, i
Do I Dare?
~Some search, never finding a way Before long, they waste away I found you, something told me to stay I gave in, to selfish ways And how I miss someone to hold when hope begins to fade~ The love I recive from those who care Is stronger than I am and I couldn't dare To think that I deserve this from them at all To tell the truth I would rather take a deadly fall My love isn't worth to behold For all reasons I should be in the cold Do I deserve to have a warm glove? Do I deserve your love? I love you----- Ya Te-bya Lube-lya You are so gentle---- Tee Ta-ka-ya Nezh-na-ya My sweetheart-----Lya-b-ma-ya Mo-ya You are so beautiful !-----Tee Ta-ka-ya Kra-sea-vwa-ya My little sun-----Soyl-nee-sko Mo-yo My little bird-----Las-toch-ka Mo-ya You are so affectionate (caressing, tender)-----Las-ko-va-ya Mo-ya I love you----- Ya Te-bya Lube-lya You are so gentle---- Tee Ta-ka-ya Nezh-na-ya My sweetheart-----Lya-b-ma-ya Mo-ya

A lesson that should be taught in all schools . . And collegesBack in September 2005, on the first day of school, Martha Cothren, a social studies school teacher atRobinsonHigh School, did something not to be forgotten. On the first day of school, with the permission of the school superintendent, the principal and the building supervisor, she removed all of the desks out of her classroom.When the first period kids entered the room they discovered that there were no desks.'Ms.. Cothren, where're our desks?'She replied, 'You can't have a desk until you tell me how you earn the right to sit at a desk.'They thought, 'Well, maybe it's our grades.''No,' shesaid.'Maybe it's our behavior.'She told them, 'No, it's not even your behavior.'And so, they came and went, the first period, second period, third period. Still no desks in the classroom.By early afternoon television news crews had started gathering in Ms.Cothren's classroom to report about this crazy teacher who had taken all
Auto 11 Contest
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My First Midget
For A Ghost You Bleed Just Fine
my heart is innocent, but i hold it responsible for every mistake. i have two sets of eyes - those with which i see, and those that i wear when reality is drifting right through me. and i am not asking for anybody to learn the difference. we're silence and sushi eaten with fingers bruised and bored with nothing left to do but eachother no more smoke rings or kissing 151 proof and this is not fitting together, but eventually wearing down like sandpaper i appreciate your concern, but in actuality how dare you say he better be a "good guy", when you were the one who defined for me what good is not.
My Day
If I were to put an "Man Wanted" ad's what it would read: Man Wanted. Between the ages of 20-27, 6'0+, preferably country, or from the south. Love blonde hair, but not required. No thin guys, but no overweight one's either. Work out once or twice a week. Must love: horses, country music, trucks. Driving a truck is bonus points, and guys with cars need not apply. Applicants apply within. =P 12.24.08 Rachel passed away at 7:30 on 12.24.08 & i'll miss her so much. All because some 19 year old kid was too impatient to just wait for her to turn. He hit her while she was trying to make a left turn into a driveway. He and his girlfriend walked away from it all. I've never hated someone so much, so instantly. I know he didn't mean to hurt her, but it just hurts so bad. R.I.P. Rachel Maggie! We'll love you forever!!! 10. My favorite color is blue. 9. I have an irrational fear of needles. 8. My folks divorced on my 8th birthday. 7. I will NEVER have c
All the things that have no answers Everything is all going away My feelings are going numb There is nothing in my world My self-destruction is catching up with me Every one i cared about are slowly dying And i know i'm slowly dying too People say they don't see the pain But they don't look deep enough My scars are bleeding on the inside The only pain they see is the tears that poor down my face I try to ease the pain But nothing works Is the only answer to the question Death ? Its all around slowly trailing in peopls lives Soon enough death is going to come to close And all questions will have answers? Knowing that i lost you breaks my heart A part of me died with you Part of it was my fault for my stupid doing I know i should have stopped but couldnt he took control over my mind You died, YOu were what we made, The love i thought we shared is now gone with you regreting those days those stupid feelings Wanting to take back time and chang
Club Mystic Update 11/29/08
I will continue to repost this with each blog update, as we have so many new members, and it seems that some of the old ones need reminding what Club Mystic is all about! ...and just for those of you that do not already know, I often type in caps, because that is what I want to do, and I like it! It does not mean that I am angry, yelling, upset, etc. This is the freaking INTERNET, people, if it bothers you, either learn to deal, or read someone else's blogs... HOW WE ROLL..... CLUB MYSTIC IS A GROUP OF FRIENDS WHO ENJOY BOMBING GIVEAWAYS AND HELPING EACH OTHER LEVEL, AND LOVE TO HAVE FUN WHILE WE DO IT! ALMOST EVERY MEMBER MAXES OUT ON PIC COMMENTS ON A DAILY BASIS, AND IT IS NOT UNUSUAL FOR THEM TO MAX OUT ON PIC AND STASH RATES AS WELL! THAT'S JUST HOW WE ROLL.... HOWEVER, I WANT TO WARN YOU THAT WE EXPECT A LOT FROM OUR MEMBERS, AND IF YOU ARE NOT BOMBING OUR FEATURED GIVEAWAY, YOU WILL BE REMOVED FROM THE MEMBER LIST WITHOUT WARNING! SLACKERS ARE NOT NEEDED, THIS
Dried under all the dust His heart beats only for the feeling of lust nolove, honesty, empathy left inside of him a lonly soul twisted through his lies Smile as dark and hollow as a grave which he always seems to dig with his actions His words are blank but catchy like a song that you can't stop humming Lord please catch me I have fallen for the devil suited up as prince charming but thats his plan he wants to captivate you and take you for a rollercoaster ride Damion the man of sin,lies, and growing rage Hides his flaws and pulls you in then fucks you over and plays with your strings You are his pupet and then once you break free he turns it around and starts all over again while you break, and your heart is left bleeding he is back here looking for another victim to fall in love with him and then murder their soul just to start all over again The lies build up The pain grows But one day I know he will die alone The world will forget him andmy heart w
Better Days
Life throws it's curveballs at you and you dodge them left and right. You fall to the floor no longer having the strength to fight. You feel lost hopeless like better days aren't coming. Then something inside you begins to stir you can't see it yet your vision of it is a blur. These feelings and mixed emotions they begin to stir it's been so long it is hard to remember. Time to rise up time to be strong time to fight to find this place in this world where we belong. Cause better days are coming you just don't know it yet like a game of poker just raise the limits and place a higher bet. You will never know if you never take a chance like going back to school and asking a girl for your first dance. You see it you have a vision you catch a glimpse of it in your eye. Take hold of it and claim your victory break free from the chains that have imprisioned me. Today is the day that better days are coming all your life you have been running away never knowing. Don't run stay strong right h
Cleaning Poem I asked the Lord to tell me Why my house is such a mess. He asked if I'd been 'computering', And I had to answer 'yes.' He told me to get off my butt And tidy up the house. And so I started cleaning up... The smudges off my mouse. I wiped and shined the topside. That really did the trick... I was just admiring my work.. I didn't mean to 'click.' But click, I did, and oops I found A real absorbing site. That I got SO way into it. I was into it all night. Nothing's changed except my mouse It's very, very shiny. I guess my house will stay a mess... While I sit here on my hiney. A WOMAN'S POEM: Before I lay me down to sleep,I pray for a man, who's not a creep, One who's handsome, smart and strong.One who loves to listen long, One who thinks before he speaks, One who'll call, not wait for weeks. I pray he's gainfully employed, When I spend his cash, won't be annoyed. Pulls out my chair and opens my door.
Putting Thoughts And Words Down On...
Standing on the Edge of RAGE and UNDERSTANDING, Teetering between UNTRUST and BLIND FAITH, each Breath....could it be my Last??...BETRAYED by Own SELF, can i Ever TRUST again???Looks down in Shame and Sorrow, can i ever SMILE again??On the Brink of PAIN, or wait, is That PLEASURE?have the Two Become one?Hearts are Strong, yet Extremely FragileLike LOVE is to HATE.Oh the FINE LINES, that only get harder to see.....PAIN, or wait, is That PLEASURE? oct.16, 2009 WHAT IT IS THAT MAKES ME SO CRAZY Have you ever heard theDEAD and the DYING,calling out your name...... Beckoning for You to SEE....FEEL and TOUCH their PAIN...... Demanding attention from Your SOUL,so You can EXPERIENCE..... and REALIZE?.?.?..........WHAT??!!??!!??!! WHAT is it THEY are trying to make me UNDERSTAND and KNOW.?.?.? and just as i might be close to grasping these over- pwering SENSEATIONS. from THEIR SOULS to MINE... in come other lead ASTRAY... and to GUIDE into MISINTE
i need you like my lungs need air i need you like my heart needs to pump i need you like a candle needs a flame i need you like a rose needs petals i need you like the moon needs the sun i need you like my body needs your warmth i need you like you need me thats how bad i need you.... you wisper in my ear your fingures touch me so gently you know what i want i know you want the same slowly undress a kiss so soft and sweet your breath on my neck sends chills down my spin your touch makes my body tingle your voice makes me want to beg beg for your body beg for your affection beg for your pleasure the warmth of your body leaves as you pull away from me i wish to hear my name in a wisper as it escapes from your sexy lips touch me again kiss me again show me again how our one night of lust happened you love me i love you you hate me i hate you you want me i want you you loath me i loath you

My friends are always telling me to move on and to give up.. But why? Why should I? They don't see you the way I see you. They don't look into your eyes and see the world. Why would they understand? I wish for once, just for once, they could walk a mile in my shoes. But they wouldn't need to walk that far, they would just take one step and suddenly they would take back every bit of 'GETTING OVER YOU' advice they had given me and realize you are my life. You were meant for me and that moving on is simply not an option.. So much for love, so much for you. If you think I'm running after you, f*ck you!! If you think I'm rapidly hit, bullsh*t!! A martyr life aint my role, after what you have done, asshole!! So if you want another lover go ahead u motherfucker!! This cute face ain't gonna suffer!! Mark my word... LOOOOOOOOSSSSSSSSSSEEEEEEEERRRRRRR!! As everyone runs fast forward and you're there running in slow motion, left behind trying to reach out for them,
Current Events, Commentary Politics Etc.
October 7, 2008 Friday night was fantastic! We had a great set as the Rob Carlton Band, though as expected we have some self criticism to do, and to revise our set before we play out again. It was all great, and the soundman at the Sherman, Glenn, was exceptional. Thank you. Joe Bouchard & co. were a really great band, and mixed their own material in with several songs that Joe used to perform with Blue Oyster Cult. Some of the early material was a wonderful surprise to me, as a long longtime BOC fan. I had the honor of jumping up onstage with Joe and the band for a kickass rendition of Back Door Man (Doors) and sharing the mic with his drummer, Jimmy (an awesome drummer) and we ended the show with an all out jam including both bands. It was also an honor to talk several times over the course of the night afterward with Joe about BOC, Sabbath, John Lee Hooker and many other subjects at the after party. Very cool and talented man. A lot of people that I hoped and ex
Show Some Mad Fu-love!!
Lets Get To Know Each Other..............choose One(for Ladies)
Makeup sex or unanticipated sex? :sex in the lavatory of a plane or in a confession booth of a century old cathedral? :in your office on your desk or on a porch swing? :make love fully naked or pull your panties to the side? :kiss with a piece of ice in the mouth or kiss soon after sipping hot tea? : On a soft rug in front of a fireplace or On a secluded island beach? : In the woods after it rains or In a public restroom? : On a train in the middle of the night or In bed with rose petals all over? : In a field full of wildflowers or On a rooftop? : By a waterfall with the water misting all around you or In the car going through an automated car wash? : on a rocking chair or In an elevator? : In a room filled with lit candles or in a canoe on a river? : In your house during a thunderstorm, with a window open and rain misting in or in a hammock? : On a Ferris wheel when you're stuck at the top or On a pier at the beach with the waves crashing under you? :in the pool on a f
Alone in this world Searching for something not to be found Coming close, but yet so far Within inches it lays Reaching out to grasp Coming away with empty air Love once was near But with each passing of the sun Further and further it slides Away from touch or feel Emptiness in this world Is all that stands before The meek and lonely Shall perish without a trace Emptiness is all that is known No love allowed by those whom we trust No love allowed by whom we know Emptiness is all around This soul departed Not to be missed Along the cliff's edge Teetering on the edge Plumeting far below To the raging surf To disappear without a trace This emptiness shall fullfill This longing shall c
My Life And Feelings
Here is part 2 of my last blog. Like i said in my last blogi thought that i would never kno what tru love is. And you kno i was right. I tryed things out wit my kids mom again. And you kno what i got hurt again. So now when i look at my son he knows that i am hurting and the only thing he could say to me was daddy everything is ok and give me a hug and kiss. And my lil girl just gives me hugs and kisses. If there is one thing that i kno that they are not goin to break my heart. I love you renzo and nikita. You two are my life and soul. I just hope that the one that i am wit knows that i really do care for her and love her. I just dont want to get hurt again. I thank god everyday for my two kids. I am truly one lucky guy to have to wonderful kids that bring joy to my life everyday that i am wit them. I want to shout out to all the single mothers out there i kno that you have a hard job to do and i got noffin but love for ya. But you kno what all the single fathers out there that s
Club Mystic Update - 12/2/08
A broken soul, lost in perpetual silence. I sit here still yearning for you. A shattered mirror, Broken and forlorn I still feel my flesh screaming for your’re touch How could I have been so foolish? To allow you to luring me in? Your smile became my damnation With the sound of a goddess. You’re voice was my downfall. The very mention of you’re name sends me spiralling downwards. An age old story of love lost, pain gained The core of my soul lays unbeaten, Rancid and festering at the bottom on an abyss. Where once happiness and joy existed. Now only a tale of unbridled perfect damnation does. When your light touched me, I was alive. Now all light has since passed. Darkness surrounds me in its choking cloak The air has become stale and poisoned. Forever shall this wander be damned. Forever shall I be a slave to the dark. Day in and day out I find my love for you only ever growing stronger. How much I yearn for your touch through out these
Short Stories
The following is a part of the prologue to the novel that has been in my head for several years. I always lack motivation when working on this though, because I know where all the characters will start, and how I want them to end, it's just the middle that has me bogged down. Let me explain a little about the novel, first. It is titled "A Month in the Life Of..." (all the English majors forgive me for not writing the title of a book correctly, I can't italicize.) The novel details the story of a man named Jon (no relation to the Jon from the short "I Do?") The premise is that Jon is an aging man, living in a small town in Louisiana in which he was born. However, Jon has a past that only his friend, Billy, knows anything about. When they were young the left their homes and came back years later changed people. The whole novel takes place in the span of a month (hence the clever title) and tells Jon's story. I won't give too much away, in case I ever decide to finish it, but here is a
Just Thoughts
In my mind, thoughts, memories, emotions.Mixed up in one big bowl, swirling together.In my mind, sights, sounds, smells...adding to the mixture in the bowl of my mind.I am unsure of what will become of the mixture.If i should take somethings out, or add in.What can i do to come up with a final product?In my mind, things are adding up.Uncertainty is the only thing remotely making sense.In my mind, things are wrong, out of place.Like objects constantly be move, or hidden.Why are things the way they are?What have i done for them to be this way?When will there be any answers at all?In my mind, two lists. Questions, Answers.Questions are being added, and the list grows.Answers, *hmmm* might as well throw that list away.In my mind, thoughts of people in my life.Everyone.In my mind, thoughts of me.Just me.In my mind......nothing I lay here, listening to the thunderous sound of silence.The silence fills my ears in inconceivable volumes.Volumes that cease to never go away.Away in the darknes
Ana Behibek
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i feel so unimportant to some like it is i am here to please others. others feelings are supposed to be important but mine arent. in life we are always taken for granted but we arent to take others for granted. my thoughts mean nothing to people and what i say doesnt matter. oh well such is life nothing changes nothing stays the same. if wondering is this about somebody, no one in particular yet everyone in particular. if i cant do something for someone they get angry at me yet my life is busy. i am a mom, i cant help that. no one will understand my blog yet i do. will i explain it no i wont. for the most part i dont mind these feelings but today they are overwhelming. do i want pity no i dont i dont need pity or anything just wanted to get thoughts out on paper. I swear to fucking god i hate my mom. I do everything i can for her and she does nothing but bitch. I am taking her to the doctor tomorrow but i cant do anything today so she says if i dont step up for her tomorrow then she n
What To Do?????
Well I am back from my trip and I did alot of soul searching and thinking... I have to come to realize that I have given up on alot of things and the one song pretty much says what I am going to do... So friends if you really want to know what I am about to do then you should take the time and sit back and listen to Jesus Take the Wheel.... That is what I am going to do... I will be stepping away from FU life for awhile and enjoy my kids and really see what is out there for me... Like Reba's one song says Is there life out there... Well I am going to take the time to find out... Let life bring what it brings and that just might take the one guy who will take the opportunity to prove me wrong about online life.... I have to come to realize that online is just what it is online... It can't be anything more or anything less... Don't get me wrong I have no regrets and never will... I have come to make friends with alot of ppl and some i really cherish who have become like family to me and
My little Honey came to me one one rainy Saturday in June when she was about four weeks old and back then she was so tiny she could fit in the palm of my hand.the minute she saw me she started to climb all over me.i fell in love with those sweet eyes that seem to be calling to me for help and i took her on the spot.I thank God ever day that she came to me.Within two hours we where at the Vet and i nearly lost my little Honey.Oh how i cried that day and it still hurts to think about it.Our Vet told us that Honey was ill-treated and that's its lucky we brought her in right away.She couldn't see, couldn't hear and her back legs where not working right but almost 10 months later and after plenty off special care and sleepless nights, Honey has finally recovered.I thank God for bringing her to me and i love her so much my little angel.Her first owner was later fined and had her animals taking away by animal welfare.My vet and i had no choice but to report her and i sleep better because i
Inside The Mind Of Wykkedsyn
This morning I cleaned out my friends list. Too many people wanted me to accept them and after I did they don't talk to me, so I cleaned house. I'm not bullshitting when I say that if your gonna send me a friend request, you better be DAMN sure you're gonna at least talk to me. Point whores are pathetic attention-seeking losers who only want online popularity. So as of right now.. I'm monitoring who adds me as their friend. Call me a bitch, I don't care. I refuse to be just a number on someone's friends list so they can be popular. I left in August 2007 due to drama and bullshit. I met one guy offline from this site who, to this day became one of my closest friends. The other guy I met, is a total douchebag who played me and told me lies. I was sick and tired of the point whores and the stalkers. So I canceled my VIP and left. The reason I came back is because... despite all the BS and the point whores looking for online popularity, it was a pretty decent site. Back then I w
Bully Test
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Trains, Trains And More Trains!
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~ForeverGodsLove=FGL=ForeverGivingLove!!! What i live by, No matter what i do, as long as i'm a good person, The Lord Will Always Love Me and Forgive Me! Feel like i've been blessed my entire life and could never give back close to what i have been given!!! Life isn't worth livin', if not givin'! No expectations here, no hate, just love...MuSh LoVe! xOxO ~AAron~ ~laughin is liven~ A to the Double N A...Bless Her! Just in ForeverGodsLove!
On Thin Ice..poem
remembering the past.. wishing it would last wanting to go back and make it like it was.. yet all i ever hear is "just because" knowin the truth hurts day in and day out im constantly cryin my eyes out if only you knew whats realy goin on if only you knew how i feel when i hear these songs they remind me of how it was they remind me of what kind of fool i was they make me realise im not the person i thought i was im ready to be a better peroson tell me how to be a better person make me a better man make me belive that i still can be the lover i was meant to be if not anyone do it for me.. someone once said "things will only get worse before they get better, but they will get better" things have gotten so worse i hope they'll get better.. a poetic mind speaks what normal words cant say.. a poetic mind shows what someone goes through day by day a poetic mind is full of truth and emotion a poetic mind shows so much devotion a poetic mind can say what he has been tr
i found someone with a dirty hobby and it involved my knobby although the horse gives some grind i think you might find that hat wearing vixens need fixin cowgirls need spanking too its twoo....its twoo....its twoo the smell of moist skin intersecting with olive scent the feel of the smooth neck rough branches dragging across it a granular whitewashed wall supports the pressure of the back and the front is penetrated while all heaven engulfs time, space, smell, touch
Going out of town for some R&R this weekend, leavin Fri and will be back on Tues night..... Hope everyone has a good weekend will miss U bunches & see u all when I get back, love my Fubar friends & Family! "Sunshine" Not going to be around this weekend. leaving Fri & will be back on Sunday.. Sexy Comments & Profile GraphicsHave a great weekend,Love "Sunshine" goin out of town this weekend see u on monday have a good weekend all!!!! Luv "Sunshine"
Deleting Days
Nothing more unique then the taste of metal. How a rosary feels so smooth, with all of its curves against your tongue. Chewing of a pen can be so jagged. The taste of the barrel of a gun can be so sweet. Tears rolling down sad eyes, running down old rough skin, down young smooth steel, to the hammer that I pull back. Warm breaths from my nose makes long mists of steam against the cold of the gun. Emotions from memories guide my muscles and tense around the trigger. "I love you" and doubt enters in "I won't hurt you" hate subsides "I shared with him everything" and adrenaline starts, my finger shaking squeezing the trigger. Gas fills the chamber and climbs to my mouth and death enters reprieve from the gun that jammed. Where was my luck when I met her, sarcasm in misery? Drop the clip, pull the chamber, eject the bullet and try again. Shaking worse than before. I hate the taste of that gas so let's try the temple. Cock back the hammer close my eyes and think of her. Her a
~Godmother Bound~ I am turning to all my family and friends on Fubar and asking you all to please help me level. I have been trying for awhile and even hoped I would have leveled for my birthday but no luck. I am asking as an Easter gift to please help me level. I promise to return the love. Also please repost this for me. ღ♪ Lil♥Suga ♪ღ @ fubar As all my friends know I have a good sense of humor and when comes to my size I am the first person to crack jokes. However I just recieved and email from someone I dont know and doesn't know me that I find to be rude. In my opinion this guy had not right whatsoever to send me a message like this. It just goes to show how ignorant some people are. Like I said I have a great sense of humor but for someone who does not know me to write something like this well I draw the line.
Being Loved is one thing I wish I felt right at this very moment but all I feel is pain ... Being Loved is something I want to feel all the time but I never feel it tell the very last minute ... Being Loved is what should be felt in a marriage that builds from love from one another threw the years ... Being Loved is the most wonderful feeling from the one person who truely cares about you .... Being Loved is something some people never get to feel when they're still surching for someone that could be the one ... Being Loved would be a great feeling to feel as I right this but I don't have that feeling ... Being Loved is the most joyful thing to feel in your heart when the person you love shares the love they been hiding since they first met you .... Being Loved is what all people should feel threw the days when they're having the most awful day of there lives ..... we lay passionetly in each other's arms staring into each other's eye's while we give one another kisses here and there..
God's Memorandum, Posted By, A Dear Friend, Hugs!
Memorandum from God To: You From: God Take counsel. I hear your cry. It passes through the darkness, filters through the clouds, mingles with starlight, and finds its way to my heart on the path of a sunbeam. I have anguished over the cry of a hare choked in the noose of a snare, a sparrow tumbled from the nest of its mother, a child thrashing helplessly in a pond, and a son shredding his blood on a cross. Know that I hear you, also. Be at peace. Be calm. I bring thee relief for your sorrow for I know its cause ... and its cure. You weep for all your childhood dreams that have vanished with the years. You weep for all your self-esteem that has been corrupted by failure. You weep for all your potential that has been bartered for security. You weep for all your talent that has been wasted through misuse. You look upon yourself with disgrace and you turn in terror from the image you see in the pool. Who is this mockery of humanity staring back at you wit
So....this is the deal.... I am about to give u links to 3 programs....They are FREE...and i know that sounds stupid, but i absolutely swear by these programs for keeping my computers safe..Seriously......By 'safe' I mean....all of ur pics, ur music, ur files, important papers, creations of any type, anything u can think of that is on ur PC....ALL of that will b protected by u downloading these 3 programs.... Like I said they r FREE (they do accept donations)...and u r my friends so I feel compelled to tell u this bcuz it will help us all in the long run... .... U can only use the home versions (the FREE ones) for personal usage laptops/desktops, but any business or company would certainly benefit from purchasing the business versions of these 3 programs, as well....They r user friendly and they kick some serious ass.... and I don't say that about just This Is important and I hope all of u really are reading this...and u take my advice...It will take very little t
Ok all i go into the hospital tomorrow 3-4-09 Wednesday to have my right kidney taken out so i wont be on for a while you can still leave your hugs an kisses i love them all mwahhh mwahhh mwahhhh and thank you too all my friends on here for all the support you give me yes Deanne the big bad bounty hunter is scared lol all of u who know the people who live near me that are on here and that are friends will keep you posted on whats going on and how iam doing so sweeties i wont be on after today for a while so be good think good things and i love ya ..... Deanne Always think about others, and always lend a hand!! You dont know when one day you might need that hand ..... Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? DESK 2. Your signific
Brandy's Rest Stop Auction
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I face the world with a smile while hiding it inside Happiness seen, they cant see the tears I've cried. Alone I hurt, because here I do it well. In front of all the watchful eyes my heaven turns to hell. Judge and jury await me, everyone has a say. In a life that hangs suspended for yet another day. Who are they to judge what is right or wrong? In the end I gave him up, but inside still sing his song. Three years ago, a little boy and his grandmother came to see Santa at the Mayfair Mall in Wisconsin . The child climbed up on his lap, holding a picture of a little girl. "Who is this?" asked Santa, smiling. "Your friend? Your sister?'" "Yes, Santa,' he replied. "My sister, Sarah, who is very sick," he said sadly. Santa glanced over at the grandmother who was waiting nearby, and saw her dabbing her eyes with a tissue. "She wanted to come with me to see you, oh, so very much, Santa!" the child exclaimed. "She misses you," he added softly. Santa tried to be c
Rambalings Of A Mad Man
DISCLAIMER: Nothing I say or do is to taken seriously. I do write the truth from my own personal life experiences. That being said please enjoy laugh and learn. This is an issue I don't address much but as a hobby I go to Look at the personals and erotic services. Looking at the ads make me laugh but the erotic services really make me wonder why is it so much for sex some girls are charging way more than they're worth but $350 for an hour of banging come on now. Thats $350 dollars to rent out your vagina for 60 minutes I almost wish I could get the cash up cause I have good stamina and some length take that then throw some benzocane on my cock you get problems. I'd get one, fuck her until she bleeds and is crying then I'd be like thats worth $350 then drop another $350 in her face and destroy her ass take her out of the game for a few weeks. and they're not that good looking the hookers I plowed in Europe where 100x better looking then some of these chicks and the
A Funeral Poem
HUMILITY We humbly ask the Higher Power and of our friends to help us to change. Creator is an ally who we are finely walkin with. There is no greater ill then being Spiritually sick. We, to, must start over in every area of our lifes. Humility is an attitude that will help us start fresh in every thing we do. To be humble is to get down on Mother Earth and ask the Higher Power for help on a regular basis. We all have a Self-regulator inside of us whose purpose is to keep us inside a "comfort zone". When we get outside of our emotional comfort zone, we might find ourselves gettin irritable and edgy. Juststice We are making up to those people when ever we can, except when to do so would hurt them more. As we walk, the path of forgiveness and justice we stay focused on the things we have done wrong. We are on this path to get right with the Creator and with others. Make your admends as quickly as possible. Some admends can be done by letter or by telephone. Pre
Hunny Pots
98% of drivers say "OH SHIT" when they hit the ditch. The other 2% are from North Dakota, and they say "Hold my beer and watch this shit" Sex is like math u add the bed subtract the clothes divide the legs and pray like hell u dont multiply = sex is awesome Never make a man a priority when he only makes you an option.
Damn I'm Good!
You have a Sexual IQ of 156 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. 'What is your Sexual IQ?' at A fucktard is the short cut to saying fucking retard, a retarded fuck, or even a fuck that is a retard. Yes, we have all had a retarded fuck in our lives at some point and if you are like me...then there is a fucktard magnet attached to you somewhere!! Alas my magnets I tend to love and I am proud of tiny lil boobs and my big ole jiggly butt!! Then again there's my attitude because for some damn reason the fucktards think they can break me! Not happening! I say to all the people out there that have dealt with or are dealing with the fucktards around them to band together and make murder for fucktards then we can punish them without those damn pesky ramifications! Y
I Don't Know!
Mfkn Hera
No Guarantees No guarantee that you'll ever meet that guy.The one that'll open the car door everytimeThe one that gives you chocolates and jewelryThe one that calls you at work just randomlyThe one that'll tell you about how much he adores youThe one that will stay up late talking with youThe one that showers you with kisses everywhereThe one that will want to be with you anywhereThe one who will make you his priorityThe one who promises to keep you happyThe one that craves to hold you whenever you're sadThe one that'll listen to you whenever you're madThe one who's not shy about telling you he loves youThe one who will sacrifice to do anything for youBut how would you know if you've met the one?Would you realize it the moment he's gone?Do you think you'll get another chance to be......With him again? ... there's no guarantee. Suicide Ride Hey, does it feel goodwhen the knife sinksbeneath your skinand you blood gushes from withinThe crimson red sticky liquid, rains down your armAnd t
My Mom..may She Rest In Peace
Parents Prayer My heart is breaking for you, I have no words to say, The sorrow i feel for you, on this most somber day, My mother has made me, this kind and gentle man, Who sends this verse to ease, your pain if i can, My thoughts and prayers, are with you now my friend, Along with all the Angels above, to comfort you I send, Though your mom and dad, are now in Heaven above, I know they are looking down, sending you their love, A parents love is eternal, knows no bounds or end, I hope this poem helps you heart find a way to mend, To bring you some solace, give your heart some peace, Knowing they live with God, have found sweet release, From this world she left, in your heart she lives on, In your memories they live forever, never truly gone, They are on the other side, just patiently anticipating, The day you come to paradise, in Heaven awaiting, Until then they have sent an angel, to be by your side, To give you peace and ease the pain you feel inside,
Thought And Whats Goinging On
6 days to go Well its getting close now, I have 6 days of training left here in Lewiston Id after today woo hoo. I was setting here playing a game and listening to the music I have on the laptop and the song "My Wish" by Rascal Flats started playing and got me thinking how true the words of that song are. For those of my friends that have never heard the song or just set and listened to the word, you should. It sums up my wish for all my friends and family here on MySpace. I may have more news other then the the training here in Lewiston. If anyone just can't wait to find out whats the news is and you have me on yahoo hit me up and i will bring ya up to date other wise stay tuned same bat time same bat channel LMAO Well I got to Lewiston ID on the 2nd of December and will be here until the 23rd of December for training. I have to admit I thought Kingsport was a slow town that is until I got here. since I have been here I have learned a lot but I can't wait until I'm done and c
Know Who You Are...
Dont ask me why I do what I do, just know that it is all for a good reason. I wont lie and tell you that I am a hero, I am simply a person that believes if you want to do something in life do it. When life holds you back its only because you are the one that holds the keys to the restraints. I can say should have, would have, could have all day and it wont change a thing. Or I can simply say I will get up and do it and know that it is done. Remember when life seems darn near impossible to handle that you made it this far. You have to pick yourself up and make it your own. Yesterday I wanted to be a firefighter, the day before an emt, today I dream of being a doctor and its a goal that I will achieve because through all lifes ups and downs I would and will pick myself up and believe. You are the holder of your fate, the weaver of your dreams, you hold life in your hands now answer this for me , do you believe in yourself, if so you will succeed. ~zena Someone looked at me in amazem
2008 December
transfer all email to txt to ma sidekick access to net is light was skite it last night at reception drink a lil cant much mom is there lol i make funny faces so she think i dint know what it taste like lol beyonce was there in voice "shoulda put a ring on it" once i had floor all to ma self jst kickin it bride throw bouquet in the overhead lights so funny put pic in files second bouquet thrown lol so funny Always Such Drama cinnamon left me a few hours ago been feeling this big hole she left she makes it so calm in my life this day begins without her three hours and i'm bored already oh cinnamon you know not the crisis my heart empty without you she proclaimed her love without speaking a word we talk to each other in silence with a gesture just signals of love you speak
If u need the cherry bomb achievement chrerry inferno and have been unable to pass it and u need some help or would like me to try and get past it for you message me :) i passed it my first try with a broken wrist. If you want to see my private pic folder make me an offer of credits only please. If you have seen my private pics please feel free and leave a comment below. This is a blog that I am posting so that everyone that Tastylikekandii is saying negative things to about me can hear my side of thestory. I just ran a 3 day chain of multiple blings to knock out some achievements so I could work on my remaining few levels. These types of blings(Happy Hours, Rockstars, etc) cost quite a bit of credits as you all know. This 3 days of bling cost over 900 credits, soI asked credits for family adds to help me with all that. Kandii had not paid to be in family for this event, and knew (because I had told her so) that Iwould keep her in my family until I had only her spot left to give to s
Texaslierdogan Blogs
I DO NOT APOLOGIZE If you agree, please support our campaign! [continue] WHAT THE WORLD NEEDS NOW IS TRUTH AND HONESTY, NOT SELECTIVE MORALITY BIAS IN THE PHRASE ARMENIAN GENOCIDE If one cherishes values like objectivity, truth, and honesty, then one should use the phrase Turkish-Armenian conflict. Asking someone Do you accept or deny Armenian Genocide shows anti-Turkish bias. The question, in all fairness, should be re-phrased: What is your stand on the Turkish-Armenian conflict? Turks believe it was a civil war within a world war, engineered, provoked, and waged by the Armenians with active support from Russia, England, and France, and passive support from the U.S. diplomats, missionaries, media, and others with anti-Turkish agendas, all eyeing the vast territories of the collapsing Ottoman Empire. [1] Most Armenians claim it is a one way genocide, totally ignoring the Armenian complicity in war crimes ranging from raids, rebellions, and ter
the tears cause pain as they fall from my eyes i don't know if anything will ever be right she was not my grandmother.. but in my heart she was she was not related but she was she was always there for me... helping me along the way loving me no matter what i had to face she was the greatest woman that i ever had the chance to meet i remember the day i left... she gave me a kiss on the cheek told me to come see her whenever i was in town she told me i was like a granddaughter and that she loved me now i will never get to see her again.. how do i live with the emptiness from a grandmother that i miss how do i go on with my life without her in it... the tears wont stop... they wont go away.. she is gone... she left and went away.. never to come back.. i wont get to see her ever again... she is gone for good. no crying will bring her back.. but the tears wont stop... i want the tears to stop i want the pain to go away no i need the pain to go away i miss her..
Never Think
So i'm deleting this soon. and i will keep it up for about a week so all my friends can find me. but add me on facebook. search Alyce Crasnow. (add the one with the pic) and contact me there. Name:Age:Location:Height:Hair (color and style):Eyes:Piercings/tattoos:OTHER:1. Where would we go on dates?2. Who are your favorite bands/artists?3. Do you drink/smoke??4. Do you like the beach?5. If so...would you go with me late at night?6. Do you like movies?7. If so would you stay up and watch them with me all night?8. If you were to take me out to a movie would we watch the movie?9. If not what would we be doing?10. Do you play an instrument?11. If so...what?12. Would you call me right after we saw eachother to make sure i made it home alright?13. How would you rate your hugs from 1-10?14. Favorite body part on a gurl?15. What would you say is the best thing about yourself?16. Do you have any reps (ie: heartbreaker, player, slut)?17. Would you give me kisses just because?Would You...Be my fri
My Husband
Just A Little Bloggy
So I had an amazing weekend. Firday I made a great dinner for me and Chad and he seemed to like it...hehe. First off let me get into how much I am in love with this boy. He is perfection in my eyes and I never want to do anything to hurt him. He treats me like a fuckin queen and constantly reminds me that I am beautiful...which is awesome lol. Friday night we went out to the bar/club with my best friend Meg. We all had a great time, I went broke but it was ok cuz it was worth it. I was with my two favorite people in the world and I had a great time. Ended up having a migrane and my mood started to change. We came home and I layed in bed...Chad kissed every inch of my body and totally made the pain go was amazing. It went away, things happend ;). It came back so we went to sleep. Saturday was a lazy day...but spending the time with him, cuddled up on the couch watching The Family Man and some of Home Alone (which is odd for me cuz I never wanna sit and watch a movie, lol) My h
Idle Hands
Dear Trashionista, I must thank you for keeping me busy today. Only on a day like this can this: Turn into: I have nothing to do today except be a complete jerk. :D So I was at the gym at lunch (snickering is acceptable). I worked out my triceps the hardest I ever have. I felt very weak but went on with my work day..... I had to run computer cable under a clients desk. Obviously I was on all fours when I felt my arms trembling. SPLAT. Luckily I stopped my fall with my elbows before smashing my grill on the dirty carpet. I don't think I'll be doing that again at lunch. Your blue pumps are vicious Miss. Cheetah phone print. Txt me on that.On the top of your foot, lovin the tatt.Short sleeve sweater fit so right.Not familiar with the logo on your purse but it must be fly.Them frames are way tighter than contact lenses.Salty I'm getting off at 15th when you exit on 11th.Them slacks look tailor made. Professional gray.Little lunch bag. I respect your save mon
Sorry everyone My personal nsfw is only open to family been asked a few times well I just found out that my hours starting in january are going to cut down The gym isnt doing well so I dont know what to do. Can I just shoot myself now and get it over with or die like a samurai or ninja with honor Hell for some reson I feel so alone tongith but oh well Lifes goes on
Life Today
Okay, so I was checking on my friend after the holidays and trying to find out if her son made it back from his stay with his dad. He is 2 1/2 too. Well, when I talked to her she told me that her son was sick and was running over a 103 degree temp when she got him back. I guess, apparently, her ex fiance did not have any heat at his place and no food in the house for the ten days that he had his son. I told her that she should have filed a CPS report against him but it would do no good as he lives out of state. Basically, she had to take her son straight to the emergency room because he had the first stages of pnemonia and was very very sick. Luckily, she knows that she will not allow for her son to ever go back to his father again and that he will get only supervised visitations. I am still wondering today that since her ex allowed this to happen she should have called someone about her ex, though. Her ex is finally back at his home and now my friend is caring for a very sick child...
The Sroscope
Words. We all use them. Our communicative currency. And like currency, each country has its denomination and value system. And like currency, we all use it but few of us stop to think about it. What this piece of paper is, how it works, where it comes from. Where it goes. An experience yesterday froze me in the middle of such a transaction, and the sense of displacement caused me to look closer at words... We place them in sentences, paragraphs, blogs and letters. We digg them, copy paste them, put them on christmas cards. words and their meaning, that 100 years ago where owned by the few, which pandered them and clung to them like so much intellectual gold. Now with technology available to all, words synonyms and antonyms readily available on online thesauruses, dissected and pinned. It's curious that language of everyday has not become more eloquent but rather, shorter, words diluted to their common denominator, substituted with signs ( & ) or butchered ver
In A Nut Shell
From Me
It's hard to believe that in 2 weeks (almost exactly 2 weeks cause right now it's almost the exact time it will happen too) that I'll be jumping into Lake Erie. Which is going to be interesting. Right now most of the lake is frozen. So there's a real good chance that come the 21st the lake will still be frozen and they'll have to bust up the ice for us to do the Polar Bear Plunge. Don't worry there will be pictures from it being done. I figure might as well since it's not often people are crazy enough to jump into freezing water in the middle of winter. If you want to read more about it click the link... Polar Bear Plunge Information Just remember that's not the page for donations to support me taking part in this. If you want to donate towards supporting me doing this the next link is the one you want. I'm trying to raise at least $100 and any little bit helps even if it's just $5. The money raised goes towards Ohio Special Olympics. Click here to donate I promis
Larry's Fubar Blog.
To put it as easily and quick as I can, let's just say that the person I thought I loved with all my heart, took it and dashed it. Because of these memories, I will be leaving Fubar for an indefinite amount of time. That means, I don't know if and when I will be returning. Most of you know Sailorpiro, of whom was my betrothed. We were originally doing great until some past arguments this month. In my way of saving what we had, I drove to Texas from Masscahusetts, and found her with her friends and new boyfriend. It's a long and complicated story, but to try and sum it up more, here is our very last conversation.. seen her on fubar.. in Shoutbox. So, read from the bottom up. Me: Stay diluted, it means nothing to me now. The weight of the worry I had for you lifted the day after when I had some sleep. As far as I'm concerned, I have a lot less to worry about now. No more concern for your well being. Arlette: you think your vindictive .. trust me i can be to hun and i litterally me
Some things are so hard to accomplish. So hard to have to tell yourself to man up. To trust those feelings you get, telling you dont do it. Masking yourself to look as stable as possible. To look like you dont give one bother to the world for what they did. Not to let others down because of your selfishness. Putting a smile on to hide your frown. Looking that person straight in the eye, and not letting your guard down to give them the satisfaction. Believing that your going to move on. Remember those good memories. And those bad memories. Forgiving but never forgetting. You thought you could never go on. And you did, with ease, and no mercy. Those sleepless nights, days of wondering, never knowing what was going to be thrown at you next. Taking what you hear, see, and experience. And looking at it as a lesson you learned. And that you will teach in the future. Finally you got your request. To feel the best you ever have in your life. Because you proved to yourself t
Ok this is what happens when a tanker truck blows up on the HWY and I am stuck in it for hours. I get bored and write off the wall things so hope you at least get a chuckle out of this. I have a 1972 Vulva that has been parked for quit sometime. The previous owner drove her for about 15 yrs but the last 2 yrs he left her parked except for a day or two each month, recent modifications to the body has lightened the load and I've noticed she has more torque to her engine and can run for long distances. This 1972 Vulva needs to be driven by someone that will take care of her and keep her in good operating condition, so that she does not get rusty. However, I am quit attached to this Vulva so I will be picky about who gets to test drive her and then be the sole driver as she deserves the best there is in an owner. ***disclaimer*** This is intended for humor please don't take it as anything other then that.. YOU'RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST, I WANNA KNOW YOU...I want to know 47 thing
Trans Siberian Orchestra
It's my real life sister's birthday please help me level her to fu-king..She only has 35,992 more points to go. Show her the love...Click on the link to go to her page. ~Mink~@ fubar Thank you all Hugs, Silverpixi
when you think life is real it's not. i see things as they are. bleak. absent. so i try. and try again. like we all should. to make life real... and in the end fate should reward us all.. to live happy..... to live the way we should... to hold what we have and cherish it... to have family,friends, and lovers, is that possible? .....yes it is. today like every other day i tried. tried to be who i am tried to be different tried to be who i should be... in the end it's who you really are as a person as a friend as a human being.... will we ever learn will we know who we are? can we be who we really are? i don't think we can really.... Waking up without the feeling of purpose. Without the feeling of just being.. like a dream you just can't wake up from.. then you wake.... you realize you did in fact lose everything. you wonder about your friends, your family.. where do you run to? do you run at all? you question yourself about everything you once
Life Goes On....
"Imperfection is beauty, madness is genius, and it's better to be absolutely ridiculous than absolutely BORING.' I don't care if you lick windows,take the special bus or occasionally Pee on yourself...You hang in there Sunshine, you're FRIGGIN SPECIAL. As we grow up we learn that even the people that wasn't supposed to let you down probably will.You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time.You'll break hearts too,so remember how it felt when yours was broken.You'll fight with your best friend.You'll blame a new love for things an old one did.You'll cry because time is passing to fast.You'll eventually lose someone you love.So take too many pictures , laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt, Because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of HAPPINESS you never get back.Don't be afraid that your life will end,be afraid that it will never BEGIN...
Mistletoe Kisses
Happy Anniversary Babe!!!! ~*BAMBAMMM*~@ fubarShow him lots of love, he always returns it!! But remember ladies, he's taken!!! Snow Globe Toy & MySpace Layouts at
My Thoughts And Such
We, the undersigned Fubarians, are tired of seeing people begging for things by using their statuses and posting MuMMs that go against guidelines (and getting away with it), so we hereby propose a new ability bling: Beggin' Strips. The Beggin' Strips ability bling would, when used, strip a person of ALL Angel/Demon abilities, the capability of making a blast, or buying a Happy Hour, MuMMing abilities, and even the ability to make a status (along with clearing theirs), for 6 hours. Of course, it would be a limited use bling, being able to be used only 5 times, or for 3 hours, whichever comes first. Baby J, we ask you to create and sell this bling. It would be a good way to get people who have never spent money on Fubar before, to buy something. I know I would. Sincerely, The undersigned Fubarians who want to ENJOY this site again. If you agree, comment below with "Signed". Also, if you REALLY want this, share this for everyone else to sign. When it reaches 250 signature
Song Lyrics I Feel.
The Sun...Maroon 5 After school Walking home Fresh dirt under my fingernails And I can smell hot asphalt Cars screech to a halt to let me pass And I cannot remember What life was like through photographs Trying to recreate images life gives us from our past And sometimes it�s a sad song But I cannot forget Refuse to regret So glad I met you Take my breath away Make everyday Worth all of the pain that I have Gone through And mama I�ve been cryin� Cause things ain�t how they used to be She said the battles almost won And we�re only several miles from the sun Moving on down the street I see people I won�t ever meet Think of her, take a breath Feel the beat in the rhythm of my steps And sometimes it�s a sad song But I cannot forget Refuse to regret So glad I met you Take my breath away Make everyday Worth all of the pain that I have Gone through And mama I�ve been cryin� Cause things
Hey Guy's Check Out My Site And Add Me On Myspace The Url Is On My Site...
Hey guy's come check out my site at and add me to your myspace Hey guy's I do live shows on Cam4 come check me out sometime also sign up to my site it's free to be a member just click don't have a cc...xo Amy Hey guy's come check out my site at and add me to myspace my link is on my site...xo Amy
This Is Me
I AM SHE WHO CUTS DEEP SLICING MY PALE SKIN WIDE MEMORIES HITTING ME LIKE AN ANGRY TIDE I AM SHE WHO HATES ALL THAT HAVE WRONGED ME MAKING ME CRY HOW I WISH THEY WOULD DIE I AM SHE WHO SCREAMS BUT NOONE HEARS ME YELLING MY ANGER,STREAMING MY TEARS I AM SHE WHO ONCED LOVED NOW I FEEL NOTHING AT ALL NO LOVE OR LUST ALL ALONE IN THE DARK COVERED WITH DUST I AM SHE WHO WEEPS IN THE SILENCE OF THE NIGHT... Teardrops on the fire in a rush of onward storms Blackened flowers blossoming in a graveyard filled with stones And there's no one here to hold me or pull me from the pit And take these blackened tears that stain my cheeks so dark Water fills my eyes and masks the world from view And no one really sees this tumbling on down On and on and on Lead me far away from this place I've sat an hour too long While the trees decay around me And flowers bloom and frost Leave me here to rot and age With nature warped to black Or hold a hand behind you To catch
Midget Views
Hmmm, Did you know every time someone viewed your midget it can help generate points? Ha! So I thought this might be a good start to see how well it works. Click and view my midget please, would really appreciate it. Thank you!!!! ♥Angel♥Kiss♥ An out stretched arm created to touch The eyes that behold many wonders A broken heart mended by love alone A voice that whispers words to hear Moments cherished without fail A soul forever bonded The empty canvas sits still and waiting The colors mastered with a single touch
Bullies I Have Made

I just wanted to let everyone know that I jus tlost my grandmother tonight so please keep me and my family in your thoughts and prayers as we are going through a difficult time right now. I'm happy I just meet the most wonderful person in the world and u know who I'm talking about baby. I'm happy I joined this club now and meet you. Love u baby! My condolences go out to the Travolta family from here in Anthony, FL.
Thoughts In My Head...
A Shotgun and A Single Shell. Thats all i need to end all the pain and confusion. Thats all i need to get these thoughts out of my head. Thats all i need to make the ones i love feel like they have a shot at happiness. A shotgun and a single shell. Thats all it will take to finally spill all these words i've wanted to say for so long but just didn't know how. All the things i needed to say but didn't. All the apologies i should have given you. All the things i've done and seen in my life that i just didn't think you were interested in hearing. All the things i've done wrong and the few i've done right. A shotgun and a single shell. Thats all i need to be able to spill all the right words. But When you finally see the words would you take the time to make sense of them all? Or would you just keep walking and trample them under your feet.... Someday I'll make everything ok, someday you will have all the things you deserve to have and there will be no one to hold you bac
Urban Dictionary
Hella: 1. very, totally 2. lots of. short for "hell of a lot of." "that party was hella sketch." "there was hella weed tho" eargasm: the sensation one gets while hearing a dramatic climax in music (does this count if you're masturbating in the car?) celebutard: a famous stupid person i.e. paris hilton air bags: fake, silicone, saline or otherwise augmented breasts "are those original equipment or did she have airbags installed after market?" scrilla: money primary digits: the phone number a person expects friends and family to use there's this guy always coming onto yahoo begging me for a 'private' salute. he seemed nice enough when i gave him my yahoo id. now, he's just annoying. he'll trade, he says. somehow i dont think it will be a fair trade at all. he really gets on my nerves. i decline everytime. he never gets the hint. today, he asked what i am interviewing for. i said a pillowfluffer. he says, i'll take the job but i'm a hand
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Stuff Written For Moi.
I shall dedicate this poem to Jasmine. No more needs to be said."If only you could see what I see."These eyes are both nothing and everything to me.Showing me magnificent sights and unholy illusions.To be able to see another person's eyes to their soul;If only you could see what I see.Infinite defined, its proximity determined;I can grasp its integrity, its dimensions.Seeing the front and back of each number,If only you could see what I see.Each atom, each quark, detailed as a painting;Showing me its individual power and combination of strength.And what beholds inside of it,If only you could see what I see.Each note, each beat, music in simplicity;Combined together in a thousand chords of beauty.Graced by a simple swing of an arm,If only you could see what I see.The sudden silence as a second of determination appears;Where your true reflection is shown in the water.Jumping gently into the pool to grasp its touch,If only you could see what I see.A billion stars all within your grasp;Eac
A Poem
Depression: Medical Marijuana is a Successful Therapy Dr. Phillip Leveque Phillip Leveque has spent his life as a Combat Infantryman, Physician, Toxicologist and Pharmacologist. He has experience with 4,000 medical marijuana patients. People like these combat soldiers in Afghanistan may face many challenges with depression in the future, but laws prevent doctors from prescribing what is probably the best medicine known to man, cannabis, or marijuana. Photo by Tim King (MOLALLA, Ore.) - The Merck manual includes Depression in Psychiatric and Mood disorders in which anxiety and PTSD are also included. They show several pages of the why and wherefores so I'm not going into a psychiatric tirade. I do feel there is an extensive overlap in all of these psychiatric conditions and I hope my point will become clear to the reader. The Oregon Medical Marijuana Plan, (OMMP) did not include any psychological medical conditions which I felt was a sad
My Poems To The One I Love...
In loving you my life becomes full Of a dream held deep in my heart,since birth A treasure, of which, I only glimpsed fleeting moments And now, with you, Unleashed My heart's fulfillment In loving you The way she makes me feel I sit here, thinking of the woman I long for, The woman I see, makes everything seem right She knows how to touch me, in ways no one else does She makes me feel so warm and peaceful inside I know I want to be near her always To touch her delicate skin, And to kiss such sweet, soft lips I know beneath that gorgeous facade There is an even more gorgeous person inside With her so far away it makes every muscle in my body ache If she only knew how much I need her now with me A Dream My one dream is to be with this very special girl To me she is perfect in each and every way, and she puts my heart into a twirl I adore her virtues to the point where she completes my world My one dream is to embrace her exquisite body And have it com
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Put your hands up, this is a stick up! Give me all your fubucks and no one gets hurt! Please?! That's right, I want your fubucks pretty please. I really want to be an uber dork and try to get the spotlight. I am going for my birthday, March 31st. That may seem a long way away, but I'll need all the help I can get during the next three months. So hand 'em over folks! I promise I'll be very grateful and come up with some way to thank everyone that helps me. Just click the pic to go to my page to help or the fupal link to send monies directly to me. Thank you in advance! ♥Amy Amykins ♥@ fubar I'm going to still try to get spotlight. My goal is to have the monies by my birthday, March 31st. Dee told me something I felt stupid for forgetting. The best thing to do is rate the people who are offering fubucks for rating them while they have auto 11s running. So...if you know anyone offering fubucks for rates then please, please let me know. Each day
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I hate him..because he hurt me..that is just one of them that hurt me..if I think just a little more, I get reminded..of why I also hate him because he hurt me. Dont take advantage of someones feelings, cuz it is convienient for you at the Time..if you do this you are indeed a selfish dick..again..I hate him because he really hurt me.. I love this song. It has meaning to me. I have grown over the years and have overcome this. In times of pain, I am reminded but I will never go back. A Baltimore Love Thing (HD DVD Quality) - 50 Cent New Attitude - Patti LaBelle
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