I cant believe the person I have become.So cold on the inside and not very warm on the outside.Its hard to believe that the loss of one love can do so much damage.I hate the person I have become,but yet these past 5 years havent mended the break in my heart.I push on everyday and yet those memories find a way to intrude in my life.How long does one ache for the love that they once had?? One more day and yet the pain is still thier.What must I do to forget and let myself heal??