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Drawing
ST PATRICKS DAY BLING DRAWING AND THE WINNERS ARE!!!!!!!!!!!!! AUTO 11 OR CHERRY BOMB KIMBERLEY 20PT BLING KIMBERLY 10 PT BLING KIMBERLY BRANDY 5 PT BLING BRANDY JUGGALETTE (2) KIMBERLEY 3 PT BLING JUGGALETTE (2) BIRDIE DEVIL DOC BRANDY 1 PT BLING THE GOV CHIINA WHIITE JUGGALETTE KIMBERLEY VIPER LEARNING (2) CHEVY GIRL BRANDY WE BOTH THANK YOU VERY MUCH DVLS ANGL@ fubar OR IRISHCHARMS@ fubar Entrants as of 17 Mar (morning) Viper – 5 Buster Hymen – 1 Chiina Whiite – 1 Devil Doc – 9 Demonic – 2 Learning 2 Fly – 16 Kimberly – 32 The Gov – 3

Nsfw
1uniquemale: nigg fcking chicken to call me but owell ur loss this was left in my shout box by 1uniquemale....he is not unique there ae lots of ignorant people out there............. Just please refrain from leaving messages like this in my shoutbox. Almost all of us have had pics marked NSFW or had comments marked NSFW when they weren't. Most of it done by those who are jealous or pissed off about something. There has to be a way for Fubar Bouncers and Fubar Support to know who makes the NSFW reports, that are not valid and block them. It's about time trouble makers paid the price and not the innocent. please join me in praying for those in LA afected by the flooding.... Help if you can......

Interesting And Creepy
What do you think about this or how it should have been handled and yes i did block him cuz he went into the lounge. He called me a fuckin C-U-N-T.. how would i should have behaved heh? plus he broke a few rules. i dont allow others to call me anything that can be used as Hatred, it pisses me off. oh and if your wondering this is how i get OVER stuff... by doing this. Next person that does this shit, im reporten EVERYONE, from the 1st to the last! have a nice fuxin day! Btw please note the reason why he went into the lounge in the 1st place is because i BLOCKED HIM. think about it. He has been blocked... ->ڶesus 666 ...: i think your an asshole that the fact that you have a problem with how i do things to my own profile. and i have enough... bye..... ڶesus 666 ...: lol no, you have a problem with me thinking it was funny that you typed out a 10 page letter explaining why you had nothing to say? ->ڶesus 666 ...: you have a problem with me doing my profile the

Life
Long Story Short You meet a dude you like the dude you hook up with the dude you give him your heart then bam..he gives you some story about someone he met on some stupid ass site called My Yearbook. He considered this person his gf at one time, knew her a year...before hooking up with me told me he had no contact with her then bam..i get some ass story that she is hurt due to a car bombing...she lives in Canada...and when they found her she had his picture in her pocket and he is the only one she remembers. Meanwhile he never met her before, and claimed that her best friend contacted him and he feels he cannot be with me because he thinks now he still loves her and he is the only one who can help her.Meanwhile he has no contact number for hospital or Canadian Embassy (odd huh? considering they feel he is the only one who can help her)

Life
this pain I have you can not see this pain i have is deep in me what lies on the surface is all you see why do I let you in just to hurt me you say you love me but this I don't see I know you are you and I am me but together we could be sometimes we don't always see what we need but I love you and you love me you need to open to me and i will show you what I can be I'm sorry i'm depressed this you see all i ask is common courtesy you are truely worth it to me love me or leave me the choice is yours but forever in my heart you will be baby I love you and I hope you love me so just when you think you figure it out you have to start over. Nothing like life its kind of like my music"constently starting over" but anyway can somone tell me wny females have to be so heartless. I'm tired of being treated like a steping stone or door matt. Sometimes I feel like I'm just another drink or a way into the club or bar or whatever.Well that gets old after a while. Why can't someone

Hey! Pay Attention!
Hello everyone! For those of you who have been concerned about Steve I have the news. Steve has had a bad stroke. He's home now and doing better according to his mom. He just can't speak very well or get on the computer. I talked to him a little on the phone and he misses everyone and will be back as soon as he can! So let's all keep our precious Steve in our thoughts and prayers.We miss and love you Steve!!! (h) Hey everyone! I'm asking a huge favor of all my great friends! I have this awesome friend named Mike and he's decided to enter Michigan Idol. It's our tiny little version of American Idol where the winner has a chance to travel to the real American Idol if they win! Well my little favor is I'd appreciate it if you could go to this link and simply give him a thumbs up! Thats it! No voting down for the other videos (please) or anything! Just a simple vote for him! Daily would be appreciated but even ONE would help him! I really think he could do well given the chance! Mik

My Dark Angels
This Blog is taken word for word from a Yahoo conversation I was having with a friend one nite right before Lent began...My life has been in turmoil for a while now...And the beginning of Lent was giving me pause...Making me consider some things...And as I tried to explain to my friend just what motivates my profiles, my profile names, and what lies underneath the surface of my shattered ideas...I wrote what I considered something very interesting...Something I had never tried to put into words... So for the record...And the sake of many a person's curiosity...I am adding that conversation here to give you the reader a slight peek into my jumbled and fevered brain...One that swirls with thousand upon thousands of thoughts and random ideas... Take a minute or two...And read this Blog...And maybe leave a comment on what you think...Peace and hugs to you.... This conversation begins in the middle of what my friend and I were talking about... it is all from my side as he didn't in

Who Is Listening
i am far from being pretty or sexy,but what is best about me is i have a good heart,i may be rough on the out side but smooth on the inside,everyone can judge me for who they think i am but the truth is no one knows the real me,so think about this as you judge me,you are no better then i,we are one of the same kind,i am not dumb or blind i use my eyes and hands like you,the only diffrence about you and i is the way we think.you may be pretty,you may be cute.but i have something over you,i like just being me wtf is wrong with theese people you cant get anyone to rate you anymore unless it is just me there not rating,every since we for the cherry bombs no one is rating me anyways well what goes around comes around i have 100 11s and 3 mill to get a auto11 and i cant even get that grrrrr,i guess i just want to know if im the only one there not rating is there something i missed amd i doing something wrong ? are you listening?is anyone there does anyone care.listen to me if you dare.why do

Random Thoughts About None Too Much!
It never fails to amaze me how many friend requests I get that assume I'm a chick because of my profile pic. Apparently reading is over-rated. Besides... I always thought the focal point of the pic was Houdini snuggled in beside her, not her. I think the worst part of getting out of a major relationship is the flipping and flopping your head goes through while trying to work things out. One minute you're seeing things with incredible clarity and know exactly where you need to be. Then something happens... can't my finger on what, and everything becomes as muddled as ever. These periods seem to last longer than the clarity. This of course makes the healing process last much longer than necessary. Am I alone in feeling this way or is this a common thing? Most of the women I know just looove Nickelback. Personally I'm not a big fan... The State was a good disc but after that they're pretty hit or miss in my world. One or two songs on each CD is ok and the rest is just drivel. A

Stuff
Ok so my life really sucks in my opinion. Do you realize how hard it is to meet a nice guy!?!?! I have taken the advice of friends and not tried to meet a boyfriend online (i.e. personals sites) and tried to focus on meeting a local man in person. Not having any luck. Anyone out there ... here is a question I have for you ... Where does a single mom go to find a nice man???? Read carefully, I have been a victim of this. So beware, it could happen to you!!!!!!!!!!!!!! You've heard about people who have been abducted and had their kidneys removed by black-market organ thieves. My thighs were stolen from me during the night a few years ago. I went to sleep and woke up with someone else's thighs. It was just that quick. The replacements had the texture of cooked oatmeal. Whose thighs were these and what happened to mine? I spent the entire summer looking for my thighs. Finally, hurt and angry, I resigned myself to living out my life in jeans. And then the thieves struck again.

Ladies With Man Questions Need Answers Wont Insite Hit Me Up
If a man calls you from behind, but you didn't see him in front of you first, then 9 times out of 10 he looked at your butt first. How do you know if the man your seeing is just in it for sex? If he only wonts to hang out at night, if he do not talk about his family, if you have not met his frieds, if he never wants you to come to his house, and he do not want to come over your houes when you call then YOUR A BOOTY CALL If you see a man you like ladies times have chanbed go get your man andlet no one or nothing stand in your way

Whatever
Eddie wanted desperately to have sex with a smokin hot girl at work, but she was with someone else. One day Eddie got so desperate that he went to her and said, "I'll give you $100 if you let me have sex with you." The girl looked at him shocked and said, "NO!" Eddie said, "I'll be real quick. I'll throw the money on the floor, you bend down and I'll finish by the time you've picked it up." She thought for a moment and said that she would have to consult with her boyfriend, so she called him and explained the situation. Her boyfriend says, "Ask him for $200, pick up the money really really fast, and he wont even be able to get his pants down." She agreed and accepts the proposal. Over half an hour goes by and the boyfriend is still waiting for his girlfriend's call. Finally, after 45 minutes the boyfriend calls and asks, "What happened?" Still breathing hard she managed to reply, "The FUCKER had all QUARTERS!!!!" i have been off and on this site since the days this site was cal

What Love Is Really About
sun, bright and shinning, yet never where you stand, no clouds in the sky, yet raindrops seem to fall at your feet, pooling upon the earth, warmth, infusing the world, but it can not touch you, a stillness, there is no breeze, yet a storm rages within you, the world is whole, everything in its place, yet you are shattered, the ocean, never ceasing, yet your tears seem to keep it full, smiles upon faces, everywhere you look, except in the mirror, beautiful sunny day, surrounding you, yet not a part of you... True genius is insanity without restriction, but with the ability to focus on a given stream of thought and create as we were inteded... This nightmare, Giving all I am, Getting so little in return, you becomming my world, And I just another day in yours, Would walk to the end of the earth, Just to bring a smile, To your sad eyes, Yet you still do not see me, Look right through me, The love I hope to see reflected, In your eyes, Is only my own,

Help Needed
I need your help i can not figure out the new blog features. i need to know how to put backgrounds on blogs like i use to. copy and paste isn't working for me anymore. any help will be appreciated. thanks I am donating this to help TEDDY T get his spotlight. click on the pic below to bid. I AM TRYING HARD TO HELP MY OWNER #1 FRIENDS AND FAMILY TEDDY T GET SPOTLIGHT. THE SPOTLIGHT IS GOING HIGH AND IT SEEMS HOPELESS ANY HELP WOULD BE WONDERFUL!!!! IDEAS ON HOW TO RAISE THIS WOULD BE AWESOME ALSO. I WANT TO SEE HIM GET THIS BEFORE HE LEVELS AND CAN NOT BID. click here to donate or comment with any ideas thank you @ fubar

Remembering My Brother
Have you ever hated anyone so badly u wanted to just sock them in the face? Well let me tell you that I really hate someone and im not afraid to say her name Cathrine Collyer-Herrera!!!!!!!! That fucking bitch has not morals at all in march my brother took his life because this bitch did have the balls to tell him that she was cheating him and now to find out 6 months later she has no remorse for what happened because i know for a fact she has gone out partying and having her fun while my brothers life is over!!!!! you know my brother kept telling my mom and i that he fucked up oh wellz not as badly as she fucked up my brother wanted me to be nice to her but fuck that shit this bitch is not even on my to be nice list! Its been three years today that my brother committed suicide and each year it gets harder not easier. I miss him soooooo much its not even funny. He always had something smart to say about everything and he was a very good person to everyone he knew. I was always jealou

Updates
I feel how this site is so aptly named. I african-americaned out last night. First time it's ever happened to me. Drinks at the club are ridiculously pricey so we (my boy's and I) drank before we went. I was drinking Jack Daniels I will venture to say over half the bottle with a 60:40 ratio Jack to coke. Once inside I bought a round of drinks and got a double shot of Jager. Not a wise decision on my part. I vaguely remember dancing and the rest of the tale is what my boy's have told me . I believe them for the most part except the part where they said I fucked some chick and danced with a tranny (i avoided eye contact with that beast at all cost). What happened the 2.5 hours at the club I don't know. I do remember leaving because some drunk bitch told me I was drunk. I nearly fell down the stairs. I thought I was driven straight home but apparently we went to Denny's and I was so fucked up they said I opted to stay in the car. They made attempts to revive me but to no avail. I was als

2 Mil Give Away
here are the rules, , , 1. this contest will last 30 days. 2. the person who sends the most people to my page, gets 500k from me. 3. the person who sent the most people, that rate profile and hodge podge album gets 1.5 million. 4. everyone you send must list your name in the comment area, on album, or on profile page. 5. if you send the most in both areas, , , you get the 2 mil. and a bling. 6. if your people are listed and i move up 2 levels, you get an auto 11, with the rest of prizes offered. As I say what I need to say I know I am hurting you. And for this I have no excuse, but it needs to be said. There is a love I have in my heart that can not be defined, not sure if you care or not but it is there. As I spend my time alone, I feel your absents, and there is a void I can not fill. Not with anything. I have tried, lord knows I have tried. I try to talk to you and I do not think you hear what I have to say. So here it goes. You and I met and became infatuated with one anot

Hey There
This chick is a cvnt. She isn't joking here. And she buzzkilled Slave Princess 6 times at least just cause she's a hater. Now Fubar will allow her status, but probably NSFW this blog. Shakes head. I'm blocked of course. LOL And no i'm not asking you to visit her page, just wanted to show what kind of woman she is. 1)Neppi made it to Angel. Way to go buddy. I call him the mad bomber now. LOL 2) Ms D is getting hammered. Ask for bewb salutes. 3) The spotlight is HOT 4) Can you rate this one picture for me? thanks. 5) Sherry and Vixen crack me up CUBBY FOR FU PRESIDENT COME ON LETS GET HIM BACK FOR ALL HIS CRAZY MOVES AND OF COURSE FOR RUNNING NAKED ACROSS YOUR PAGE LETSSSSS GET SOME CRAZY GIFTS GET 100 FRIENDS TO COMMENT HIS PAGE AND GIVE HIM A GIFT ONCE YOU HAVE DONE THAT LET ME KNOW FIRST ONE TO ACCOMPLISH THIS GETS A FREE HAPPY HOUR FROM ME...SHERRYLICIOUS..MMMMMM ~Cubby~@ fubar

Wrestling News
Breaking News:Former WWE Star Andrew "Test" Martin Found Dead! Details on the sudden, tragic death of former WWE and TNA star Andrew "Test" Martin. by Wz Bill Behrens Mar 14, 2009 I woke up this morning to discover that both Dave Meltzer and PWinsider. com's Mike Johnson, among others, are reporting that Andrew "Test" Martin was found dead in his apartment in Tampa. Martin was 33 years old and only 4 days away from his 34th birthday. This comes as quite a shock. I had spoken to Andrew within the last few weeks as he had called saying he really want to get out more on the Indies and was willing to work with promoters on his price. I regret I had not spoken with him since. The Tampa Police Department Issued the following: At approximately 8:00pm on Friday, March 13, 2009, Tampa Police Officers responded to the Post Harbour Apartments, located at 725 Harbour Place Drive to check on the welfare of Mr. Andrew J. Martin. A neighbor reported that she could see into h

Poems
mirrors of the soul the windows meet that dew drops sweet of intent far from long days for sunsets tinged with purple a knob knurled the tree that leans against the clime that pushes from west to east every morning the boughs upsticking catch shafts of sunlight across the sky is a vast work so vast my hands cannot cover the complexity of orbits of bodies of celestial color that doom grey dust of lunar sand that quiet cold without escape and when the solar rays light the surface is warmed beyond life supremely abject calm passing calm then dark then night speckled with salt grained totality even passing once this eternity and passed again the revolve of motions complex and capering that guide the way and so the stars have yet small motions to begin for everything moves slower and slower and slow submerged beneath the waves ah current au courant ever to reemerge sweated wrung breathless uncontainable as stuttering explode the sensory experience the se

Do Blogs Get Names?
HI PEOPLES! sorry i've been MIA been working on this damned house and that was a bitch, didnt have the net there for a while, was sick and yesterday i was partying it up since it was my bday. SO, there, i know its lazy but now you know.

Jokes
Body: On their honeymoon, the blonde bride slipped into a sexy nightie and, with great anticipation, crawled into bed, only to find her new Catholic husband had settled down on the couch. When she asked him why he was apparently not going to make love to her, he replied, 'It's Lent'. In tears, she sobbed, 'Well, that is the most ridiculous thing I've ever heard! Who did you lend it to, and for how long?' the doctor says "This should be taken care of right away. " I'd planned a trip to Hawaii next month but this is so easy and profitable that I want to fix it before it curse itself. "Welllllll, what have we here..." Since he hasn't the foggiest notion of what it is, the Doctor is hoping you will give him a clue. "We'll see. " First I have to check my malpractice insurance. "Let me check your medical history. " I want to see if you've paid your last bill before spending any more time with you.

More
The REAL ID Act of 2005 is U.S. federal law that imposes certain security, authentication, and issuance procedures standards for the state driver's licenses and state ID cards, for them to be accepted by the federal government for "official purposes", as defined by the Secretary of Homeland Security. Currently, the Secretary of Homeland Security has defined "official purposes" as presenting state driver's licenses and identification cards for boarding commercially operated airline flights and entering federal buildings and nuclear power plants. The Act is a rider to an act of the United States Congress titled Emergency Supplemental Appropriations Act for Defense, the Global War on Terror, and Tsunami Relief, 2005. The Real ID Act implements the following: * Changing visa limits for temporary workers, nurses, and Australian citizens. * Establishing new national standards for state-issued driver licenses and non-driver identification cards. * Funding some reports and

Love
Amazon:http://www.amazon.com/Lines-Dark-Light-Victor-Wicked/dp/1448939429/ref=sr_1_1?s=books&ie=UTF8&qid=1286839734&sr=1-1Google books:http://books.google.com/books?id=6b6KSQAACAAJ&dq=lines+of+dark+and+light&hl=en&ei=cJmzTNLgPIzksQOg_LS5CA&sa=X&oi=book_result&ct=result&resnum=1&ved=0CCgQ6AEwAAPowell books:http://www.powells.com/biblio?isbn=978-1-4489-3942-8Barnes and Noble:http://search.barnesandnoble.com/books/product.aspx?box=978-1-4489-3942-8&pos=-1&EAN=9781448939428Border's:http://www.borders.com/online/store/TitleDetail?type=1&catalogId=10001&simple=1&defaultSearchView=List&keyword=lines+of+dark+and+light&LogData=%5Bsearch%3A+14%2Cparse%3A+47%5D&searchData=%7BproductId%3Anull%2Csku%3Anull%2Ctype%3A1%2Csort%3Anull%2CcurrPage%3A1%2CresultsPerPage%3A25%2CsimpleSearch%3Atrue%2Cnavigation%3A5185%2CmoreValue%3Anull%2CcoverView%3Afalse%2Curl%3Arpp%3D25%26view%3D2%26type%3D1%26nav%3D5185%26simple%3Dtrue%26book_search%3Dlines%2Bof%2Bdark%2Band%2Blight%2Cterms%3A%7Bbook_search%3Dlines+of+da

Humpday
My Misstress posted an add for me as she wanted to find me a Pet of my own.The respone she got back was overwhelming.She selected a few and sent them to me.After going through them I contacted some of them.After chatting with those I found only 2 who were serious about meeting.One mid fifties Bi male and one mid thirties Bi male.Both met all requirements of Hosting

Path To
I've been nowhere And I didn't get there fast A third of my life rushed by me Leaving only an empty past sure there were good times, bad times, and times I can't recall, wish I could remember I may have enjoyed those most of all she had wildflowers in her hair and a look in her eyes like she just didn't care i took another look and saw so much more as her soul's window widened she opened up the door i knew she was the one and i knew she was my amore i knew she was the one why did i have to be so wrong to be so sure Did I get where I was going, or should I be on my way Too much waiting for tomorrow Not enough living for the day So much has passed me by So much have I left behind So much is gone forever Leaving just my twisted mind Reaching out for the here Diving into the now Until it no longer wants me Then graciously I’ll take a bow, get back on my path to nowhere It’s always felt like home s

Tutorials
How do I make a Salute? Take a photo of yourself with the following information clearly displayed in the photo. 1. Your SCREEN NAME, 2. Your Member ID number, (which is located in the end of your URL address;http://fubar.com/user/1722991 ) 3. AND, the words: fubar The following items will be accepted as a complimentary addition to your salute: You wearing a fubar t-shirt or you in front of your fubar homepage (not your profile page or any other fubar page) that is CLEARLY visible. Photoshopped or any “type” print will NOT be accepted. Grainy and barely legible salutes will NOT be accepted. Salutes placed in a PRIVATE album will NOT be accepted. Examples of acceptable salutes: HERE ARE THE STEPS TO TAKE:

Make Big $$$ With Me!
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Ron
lets play an i will pay $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ real indiana ladies bigron5757@gmail.com hello indiana ladies lets hook up an play an i will pay an be on my way. ?????? who up for some hot fun ??? y do people put pic s on hear an then dont let you see them ???????. that fuck up.

Submissive ?
"The submissive gives up control to the Dominant until such a time they feel it necessary to take that control back" Believe it or not this is one of the hardest topics to get a universal answer from and it goes beyond the obvious, the Dom is in charge or the submissive has absolute control. The short version of all this is: The submissive gives up control to the Dominant until such a time they feel it necessary to take that control back. This means that it is the submissive who is ultimately in control and the Dom who is in charge, until such a time as he loses that power from the submissive. Sounds simple doesn't it? I would even bet that most of you would agree in theory that this is how the exchange of power rests. We would all be right and we would all also barely scratch the surface. The D/s relationship is also known as a power exchange. In the purest form this power exchange is known as TPE, or Total Power Exchange, a true Master/slave relationship where the

Helpin Others
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Death
I feel very compelled to tell you that I feel your pain. Not like others say they do but in the same way with different details. Society only grieves with us for about a week. They then give "us" about another week or two maybe. At this point all is expected to return back to normal. They however fail to realize that we didn't just lose our life partner and part of our soul, but who we were died with them. Every plan, goal and dream included went into the ground as they did. We have to start over and find the "me" without the "us" the whole time having no desire to do so. Nobody unless they have been where we are can fully understand it. They think their words of comfort and encouragement will fix it. In reality all we need is to be held and rocked. No resolutions offered just let us pour out our soul and listen. Let use share memories to give our soul confirmation that we have not lost the only thing we have left of them, their memory. You are not gone until forgotten. Our bi

Olp's Thoughts...
03 25 09 12:06pm OLP's time... As I'm sittin' here by the window in my easy chair, with my laptop on me, and the skies bein' partly cloudy. I feel at peace within myself now. I have spent the past two days taken my two boys to the vet. Barnabas who is 1 yr and 5 months, went to get his annual booster shot, ear cleanin' and mite solution. Tuesday was Paul's turn he is 11 months old, his birthday is April 2nd...But, he went in for a casteration, ear cleanin' & mite solution also. Paul is my boy - he was not to please with me, when I brought him home last night. But he is doin' much better now, he is actually 'talkin' to me. But he looks pretty sore still. I'm really hopin' that this year will be better than last year, I won't go into details I'm tryin' to leave that behind me, and come to terms that I don't have family to fall back on...For somethin' I didn't ask for...The father I knew growin' up - who adopted me - sexual abuse me when I was in his care. But I'm currentl

Fubar
It never fails. Its all the same. I'm tired of the games u play. Well count me out. Yeah it makes me heartless. Yeah it makes me cold.. You react upon reactions. I never meant for this to happen. I never meant to be this way. I don't know what i was was thinking but today it really did change. I will always be there. I will always have ur back.. But nothing more than that.. I won't come to u with anything. I won't do this. I can't.. I'm sorry.. I fucked things up.. Go figure its just like me... What the fuck should i even care. Im waisting to much time in such a hollow place... what was i thinking.. who were u to play back on it.. U had a part in it.. but no it's selfish of me To even blame u at all.. Cuz I knew better...

This Is The Part Of My Life Where I Yell Son Of A Bitch
Silently standing, awaiting sunset, a small group of soldiers patiently sit. Head to toe in camo, armor, and ammunition; these weary warriors fight with conviction, Jets and helos break the silence, as these brave men prepare to stop violence. Flashes, noise, pain, grief and misery, the farthest things from their minds as they pray on bended knee. Hand signals, nods, the shuffle of boots, the sounds you don't hear when they destroy evil's roots. "CONTACT LEFT, TANGO DOWN, OUT OF AMMO, BLACK BLACK BLACK" they keep pressing onward, without ever looking back. Constantly moving, running head long into danger, these brave men who earned the title Airborne Ranger. A wife becomes a widow with the knock on a door, as all of her strength crashes with her to the floor. She cries all alone as he confirms her fears, her hero has died, covered in blood, sweat and tears. She remembers her pride and how much she would brag, but all she has now is a folded flag. She wishes it were

Misc
Hey all my wonderful friends I am making animations and pics if interested. I will do it for offers. I am trying to get up fubucks to pay for VIP or Auto 11's and Bombs. If you would like one PM me and let me know. Send me the pics you would like to use with a brief description of how you kinda want it to look. Below are some examples I have done for my wife so far. I will be putting up more as I make them.

Wyoming
COLD IS A RELATIVE THING. . . . . . 65 above zero: Floridians turn on the heat. People in WY plant gardens. 60 above zero: Californians shiver uncontrollably. People in WY sunbathe. 50 above zero: Italian & English cars won't start. People in WY drive with the windows down. 40 above zero: Georgians don coats, thermal underwear, gloves, wool hats. People in WY throw on a flannel shirt. 35 above zero: New York landlords finally turn up the heat. People in WY have the last cookout before it gets cold. 20 above Zero People in Miami die. WY People close the windows. Zero: Californians fly away to Mexico. People in WY get out their winter coats. 10 below zero: Hollywood disintegrates. The Girl Scouts in WY are selling cookies door to door. 20 below zero: Washington DC runs out of hot air. People in WY break out the snowshoes. 30 below zero: Santa Claus abandons

Poetry
Island dreams in hot solar rays, footsteps on the grainy sand, clear blue oceans where dolphins swim, pina colada's and coconut palms. Stories in reflected glories, with laughing and founding desire, morals be delicious soft silky love, like the wings of a peacefull white dove, Hearts beating in redness fury, a cold strike upon the stone, with love flowing fast and smoothly, a tremble and shake from the bones. myspace graphics IN LOVE I meet her gaze I help her stand I hold my breath and kiss her hand I see her blush her cheeks red now I smell her hair and kiss her brow It brings me joy to hear her speak I take her hand and kiss her cheek I feel her skin beneath my finger tips I hold her face and kiss her lips Our love's true passions will now begin I caress her form and kiss her skin Our passions flow like summer rain Our love's fulfilled as we kiss again In the afterglow in fond embrace We speak of love and I kiss her face Copyright ©2008 Dale

Today Is New
I am moving to Apple Valley, Ohio near Mt. Vernon. i can't wait to get out of morrow county, ohio. and i am promoting a new lounge check it out. This must be blogged. I got to ride on a harley davidson motorcycle today. i loved every minute of it and will remember it forever. He rode up in his leather and asked me if i wanted a ride so i grabbed my shoes and we were off. It was the best feeling in the world. i haven't been riding for 20 years and it was like coming home. Thank you

The Antics
so your shopping, and the lil boy askes, mommy, whats a copstopper? what? you reply you know from that movie... where he says dont move copstopper, and then says, mmm such a good copstopper...... so lets imagine for a moment, that your sitting on the couch with some sexy girl on her knees in front of you. the windows open, blinds up. theres a knock at the door. the girl gets up and looks through the peep hole starts laughing, and calls you over. you look through the peep hole. what do you see? two mormons going door to door to discuss the demorilization of our youth... as you turn back around, she pressess you against the door, drops back down, and continues where she left off. and then you hear one of the people playing there own version of games upstairs, yell out the window to the mormons, "we arent home". doh! be sure to comment so your lil boy is getting dressed for school. and sees you, your eye all most swollen completly shut. what little bit is open, is r

Jum Dankwean
now ..around the world"made life to investment " then my life not think that............. I should W " the way of my life stye " and stand by me and natural............ get away from the bank ... " don't make every thing for them rich " now ! I found my life " easy and deep art today poletic not for people now thailand have monnydemocracy not for people ofcuse ! redgrop made for taksin shinawat " bad polish "

Wtf
LOL. So Texas Blondie was apparently rated somewhere below a 9 and she got pissed! Ugly people make me laugh! She did think my status was funny so i need to thank her for that. But i can't because she blocked me with the crafty words"blocked". Now i am all sad. LOL. Guess that is one less friend. Awwwww -G-

Ozz
The strongest Trustworthy. Sexy. Professional kissers. One of a kind. Loves being in long-term relationships. Extremely energetic and funny. Unpredictable. Will exceed your expectations. Loves music. Not a Fighter, But will Knock the fuck out of u. The best and biggest freak in bed! Strong. Considered to be a "Spartan." The most intelligent. Falls in love too easily. Doesn't show it but is easy to hurt. I'm running....Alway's running ....As the Confusion set's in....As the angels....Open their eye's....As we are so unhappy....We are so sad....For we had lost a best friend....We shared the years....We had shared the days....As you say you'll join us for a walk on the clouds....Then we'll join you for a rise to the stars.... It brings out the worst in us....When your not around....So where did you go where where did you go.... As we count the fallen tears that fall before our eye's....Hiding behind the empty smiles as the lightning crashes....Like the wave'

Thoughts
everyone talks about what is faair and what isn't. well this is life its not fair and never will be. Though i feel pain as i right this. it is about me and everyone else if this touches you. When people needed you, you was always there for them. but when the tables turn are they there for you?. no instead they are off else where leaveing you to deal with it yourself. All through-out our lives we try to shape who we are but, its the people we keep around us that makes us who we are. and as we get older we all seem to come to these roads keep helping others and risj getting fucked over ( oh an you will me fucked over) or do you become the one doing the fucking over. eventually we have to decide to be the prey or the predator. in many ways we are all both and neither those who have good hearts and good intentions will make it out better in the end but of those owho use will always be the losers. but what of those who have become cold and hateful from the lives we have lead and the

Idiots...
they say you can't fix stupid and boy are they right... conversation with a guy that messaged me on the plenty of fish dating website... keep in mind that his profile reads just like his messages. way to put yourself out there. maybe i'll post part of the profile at the bottom. just cuz it's that damn funny. enjoy! Subject:

Something Funny
Two nuns are ordered to paint a room in the convent, and the last instruction of the Mother Superior is that they must not get even a drop of paint on their habits. After conferring about this for a while, the two nuns decide to lock the door of the room, strip off their habits, and paint in the nude. In the middle of the project, there comes a knock at the door."Who is it?" calls one of the nuns. "Blind man," replies a voice from the other side of the door. The two nuns look at each other and shrug, and, deciding that no harm can come from letting a blind man into the room, they open the door. "Nice gazongas," says the man, "where do you want these blinds?" A woman goes into Cabela's to buy a rod and reel for her grandson's birthday. She doesn't know which one to get so she just grabs one and goes over to the counter. A Cabela's associate is standing there wearing dark shades. She says, 'Excuse me, sir. Can you tell me anything about this rod and reel?' He say

Always There
People change day by day, Hoping someone will show them the way. Some changes are for the best, And that’s when we are put to the test. Test your will to live, And also your will to give. Live like you were dying, And give with out trying. Trust in yourself to make the right choice. Scream loud so the world can hear your voice! Push through the hardships, And work out all broken relationships. Remember all the precious moments, And let go of all the false movements. Never forget the way they made your eyes glisten, And take the time to stop and listen. Hear them when they sit and cry. Hold them close when they are about to die. Tell them everything will be fine, And let them break loose and shine. You were there all along, But it took forever to know that I belong. Your hearts I have broken, And your words I have spoken. You left me to grow, And did I ever put up a show. I left your lives pained and concerned, And had no idea of the bridges I burned.

Girls
Beautiful to me is: That little area in the small of a womans back. Ya know where they love to be massaged. Eyes that make me forget what I was thinking. Smiling eyes Olive skin and black hair with green or blue eyes Country girls in Sunday dresses. Boy shorts pulled halfway down. A woman nervously biting her lower lip. That place on a womans neck where a diamond sits just right. Goosebumps on an inner thigh when you kiss it. Blondes with southern accents so there i am sitting on the bed thinking of what the night will have in store for me. the bathroom door in the hall opens up and out steps this complete goddess. Now at this time in my life i wasn't particualarly the outgoing type and in my mind this was a woman that i believed i never stood a chance with becoming friends, let alone bringing her home with me. She has got to know that she completely captures me at this moment. My eyes are scanning her perfect ( in my eyes ) body. She had excused

Daily Profile Comments Due To A Slow Connection In Gtmo.cuba
Due to I'm on vacation in Gtmo,Cuba the Navy Base for a week or so . I'm working with a slow connection I thank everyone that leaves me a daily profile comment, but I'm working with a slow connection and unable to return the luv one by one so I'm going to try to leave a daily comment here for all my Fu-Friends to share.Pls remember to rate the blog and we both get credit Thanks miss ya'll. SEXY & HOT COMMENTSCLICK HERE! I'm still on vacation but send ya'll some LUV.Thanks for the LUV bk Miss ya Unabear

Song Lyrics
I am one of those people that feel song lyrics make or break a song. Lyrics allow people to say things they have always wanted to say, express what they are feeling in a way that can be felt and understood by many. I am never one good at speaking up about how I feel nor am I eloquent or well versed. These lyrics reflect my attitude towards things happening in my life. Have you ever felt that the world is just spinnin so fast and you are close to losing your grip, and slippin away? If that makes any sense. That is how I have felt for a long time. It isn't till recently, due to certain people in my life I have had a few hands be reached out towards me and those those I thank you. Thank you for making me feel whole again And this is how it feels when I ignore the words you spoke to me And this is where I lose myself when I keep running away from you And this is who I get when, when I don't know myself anymore And this is what I choose when it's all left up to me Breathe yo

Help..!!!!
I know that this is a little unusual for this site but I am trying anything to help myself out in this situation. I had a roomate up until yesterday but he had to move for a personal emergency with his family. I am honestly looking for a new roomate to help me out with everything. The details about this house are as follows. I currently live in a full sized row house ( 1900 Square ft. ) I have one available room for rent. I am asking for $350 a month rent. The $350 dollars includes EVERYTHING utilities, rent, and all of the above is included. I have a full sized kitchen, bathroom, dinning room, living room, two bedrooms and a full sized basement. There is parking in the rear of the house and I there is plenty of space for belongings and possibly even furniture as well. I tried this once before and had a lot of scam artists try to contact me. Please dont respond to this add unless you are serious. If you should have any questions or would like to know more then please contact me on my

My Complaints Bout General Population
Ok, here is my burden. I was working at a job I truely love. I worked with mentally retarded individuals. All going well for 361days.Then one day im accused of verbal abuse toward my favorite client. Do I even need to tell you guys that I didn't do? I didn't do it! Well, there were no witnesses only the one person that accused me was around me. All the other staff were in the kitchen the doors shut, and I was outside with my clien where I was suppose to be. Long story short, I spilt tea on myself and supposedly I called my client a "worthless piece of shit". #1 this client is someone i truely love, I share whatever I have with him from my drink to my Marb's. I think more of him and the other clients than alot of my acquaintences. I do not make a habit of cussing people out period. No matter who they are. #2

Men?
my mumm was seeing how bad i had been. Yes i had an affair with a married man. Unfortunatley for me i was given the wrong impression. 'Im leaving her' ' I dont love her i love you and we are going to be together' How much of an idiot was i to believe it all. His wife found out and confronted me. So, i backed off. Im never doing it again. EVER! So my mumm was to see how many of you decent folk have slipped up... and if i was a minority, and to

The First Of Many Poisonous Entries
Well its that time of year again!!! Im at my Aunt Sandys and Uncle Parrs place...and so far Im having a great time I miss tommie immensely however, and sometimes he dances around in my head and distracts me...but thats alright....I know Im coming back to him....and that is a comfort. The drive to North Dakota starts on monday....and wednesday is my 20th birthday....Holy fucking shit Im not going to be a teenager anymore...how weird!!! Anyway, just wanted to write a stat...signing off!! If I have my whole life ahead of me the why can't I live it? I alwasy disappoint someone. Im so confused and caught in the tight grip of control. Will someone please free me? Im ready for something els

Not For The Faint Of Heart!!!
FOR THE FIRST TIME EVER MY DEMONIC ASS IS ON THE AUCTION BLOCK!!! WHO CAN OWN AND TAME THIS DEMON?? THINK YOU'RE UP TO THE CHALLANGE THEN BRING IT!!! LET'S ROCK THE ANGELS AND DEMONS AUCTION AND SHAKE IT TO THE FOUNDATION!!! THINK YOU GOT WHAT IT TAKES........ I'M WAITING ;)

A Side Order Of Hell No!
Omg I am so pissed with this damn thing.I just typed a huge fucking post and it deleted it at random.Fucking hell.I'm too lazy to retype everything back out.Basic gist of what I originally typed is,I'm gonna be working two jobs now.No time for anyone,let alone my boyfriend who seems to not care but I know isnt the truth.I cant afford to do anything for me which needs to change.People who didnt get me shit for my birthday need to make it up to me since I never forgot theirs even when i had no job...Um...I'm pissed at my boyfriend for reasons I'm not disclosing but they'll soon be fixed.I'm too old to play these games with my so called friends who only talk to me when its convient for them.I'm ready to move on with my life and start my own family.I think I need to be medicated,which would prolly help me out a lot.I'm gonna be working two jobs up until october when i can financially cut one of them loose...erm......damnit damnit damnit....more ranting and raving...i'm tired as hell......i

Life
I finally know how to say what i feel... Do I care what you think? LOL NO!!!! I dont... Do you care how I feel?? LOL again NO!!! Whats left to be said?? Im not the person you thought I was.. Im sick ... SICK of Being ignored.. Sick of being walked over!!! this goes for every one!!! Dont under estimate me!!! you dont know me and what I am capable of.. Do you throw the word Love around like a toy?? lol Peace betches!!! There are times in our life when we are either a part of, or just witness things that we wish we have never seen or went through! I myself have been there! Ive been abused Mentally, Physically, Verbally and Sexually. Ive been hurt more times then not and at times have wanted to give up! Ive been suicidal thinking theres noway i have anything to live for! there was a time in my life when i would ask GOD "WHY ME." Theres a time when my best friends were the pills that promised to put me to sleep,if i took just the right amount i wouldnt hurt anymore! There are times when i w

Fu-life
You may recognize me, and there's a reason for that! I did have a previous account that I had to abandon due to the drama that was surrounding it by an ex-friend. It was just much easier for me to have Fubar Support delete that account and to start fresh. (The only bummer was that I was level 26! But that's really not that big of a deal because I am here more for friends then for online points! :) )This brings me to where I need my fellow fu's assistance! Can you repost my bulletin so that the friends that I had on my lists can see how to reach me at my new profile? Thanks sooo much everyone!

The Primer Of Shadows
A friend of mine wanted to know how you can see a person as they are and I told him to look for a Honest Moment. He looked puzzled and I explained it to him... A Honest Moment is when a person is caught without any of the masks or filters they use to deal with the day-to-day throng of humanity. An example would be when a friend of his was interracting with a small child. She didn't think anyone was watching and her face relaxed and a honest smile crossed her face. As soon as she noticed that someone saw her in her moment, the mask and facade went back up. In a Honest Moment, you can see the potential of a person, their happiness and their sadness. Their rage dancing with their fears. I learned that people want others to think of them in a certain way while totally not being true to their essence of self. If you are lucky to see a person's Honest Moment, you will most definitely see what I mean. A photograph can rarely capture a Honest Moment but it does happen.

Just Stuff
I hide behind the veil, of powder and pencil, I live behind the will,of hunger and grief Only to become, underneath it all, a shade lighter, yet, a shade darker I am unleashed, into the night, in search of life, amongst the darkness But stumble upon, something even more, terrifying than what, I'm trying to find I only need to look, within myself, for the horror, that is mine And stumble, to a mirror and, see the reflection, of evil itself You see, the Devil, doesn't exist, as we have been taught to know it. He is in me, and in you. For every rage, every sin, every scream, every dim, lit night that falls upon us, He is in me, and in you. Doesn't that suck? Waking to the stench of rot and fire. Burning, gagging, vile, filth, I reach out from my dirty bed towards the rays of the moon, like the living light to a thriving flower I rise..... Stretching my way out of the grave, I fight to live again. I stand confused, hungry, cold.....realizing one thing will make all of this pain, bewi

Just A Freakin Rant
So I have decided to keep a lil harem of bishes...They must be my slave and rate me and give me stuffs. drinks etc. lol...In return of being my bish I will do the same for you...So...if u wanna be Wykkeds bish...u must tell me why u deserve the title. lol...MUAH...luvs all of ya...thanks in advance. LOLPs...this was for fun...but I wouldnt mind really having some of my own personal bishes. LOL...kisses you sexy peeps...tiffany aka WYKKED For real people...Cant you be the same all the time instead of being wishy washy from one moment to the next....There...Ive said my peace...grrrrrrrrrrrrrr So Im finally dating again and actually having a good time...Some dates not so good others great....Actually have had several dates with differet friend over the past 2 weeks and I have to say...Some men in this world are gentlemen....Hmmm....stay tuned...for the dating blogs...Lets see if this will get crazy like the last time I was dating regularly.....blah...

I Am Addited
About the 12 Step Program Twelve Step programs are well known for use in recovery from addictive or dysfunctional behaviors. The first 12 step program began with Alcoholics Anonymous (A.A.) in the 1930s. The 12 Step approach has since grown to be the most widely used approach in dealing with not only alcoholism, but also drug abuse and various other addictive or dysfunctional behaviors. The first book written to cover the 12 step program was titled "Alcoholics Anonymous", affectionately known as the Big Book by program members. Following the subsequent extensive growth of twelve step programs, numerous books and other media were created to cover the steps in more detail and for different addictive and dysfunctional behaviors. An extensive chronology and background about the history of A.A. has been put together at Dick B.'s website. The twelve steps of the program are listed above in generic form. Other groups who have adopted the 12 steps to address their own particular addictive

Music First Song I Created
The First Mistake versus 1 There singing this to you just to tell you that I still think about you/I want to ask you how you been and who you with/how are you in this world/I still think about you and where would we be now/when you lay there all alone do you think about me like

My Odd Thoughts
There are times in our lives that make us enter the realm of the unknown. We begin to see the other side of ourselves at this point. There is no turning back at this point, no u-turn. The path is set before us is hard and extravagantly rocky with all the pressures of outside influences. Some make it to the end, others do not. How we navigate and learn in this unknown abyss makes us more aware of the opposite side of life. We rarely see any influence that shows us a good way to crawl through this, but they are out there. There are songs, people, movies, and books that make the journey less desperate than it is. Focusing and surrounding yourself with these make all the jolts of pain and the face plants less than what they would be without them. The trek is something to be aware of, and if, only if, you make it out, are you wise enough to say you have lived. A million souls have vanished before I met you. Time was irrelevant and pain full when my eyes were open. I never understood what it

My Wife
I am writing this to anyone that reads this,tifanie my wife is an amazing woman she is not only beautiful but if ya take the time to get to know her you will notice that shes a funny,outgoing and a sweetheart.she has a great sense of humor a woman who is just a down to earth

Friends & Family Of Mine
Do you think this father that told his son to lie on Michael Jackson so they can just get the money from Michael do you think this Father should get in trouble as we know as well as I do Michael Jackson isn't a Child Molester so leave him alone

Dad
Police Warning to Online MembersState police warning for online: Please read this "very carefully"..then sendit out to all the people online that you know. Something like this is nothingto be taken casually; this is something you DO want to pay attention to.If a person with the screen-name of DreamWeaverGrey contacts you, do notreply. DO not talk to this person; do not answer any of whispers or requestsfor private

New Rules 2009
Bouncers! Ha Ha. Sorry but I have to laugh. Are bouncers just bots? Or not? Seems like everytime I log onto my fubar, I click on a person to check them out, and only rate 2 pics before...BANG! Fubar Bouncer Busted. Now I have to type in numbers and letters and submit this just to be able to rate 2 more before...BANG! I say let us rate as much as we want to unless you're scanning my computer and find out that all I am is a bot. DAMN, didn't know that. now I'l have to go back and change my profile telling how I grew up with a toaster for a mother and my dad was a vacuum cleaner. New Rule: For all you fubarians, faceboxers, taggers, and myspacers; make a smaller profile. Stop putting all the add-ons like music videos in the About Me sections. About Me should tell who you are. For Christ's sake people, these huge ass profiles are taking up 4 gaziilion terabytes of my hard drive and making my computer jump off the desk and give me the finger as it strides out the front door. I mean, come

????
God bless my family when I am away, Leave the lights on I'll return from harms way, Grant me courage and strength to protect others each day, So they live in peace without worry, fear or dismay, Bless those who have fallen given their life for another May their spirit live on from then and forever, Return me home to my family at the end of each night, May I pass through the door before the morning's first light, Shall I give my life for another before the dawn breaks today, God bless my family when I am away..... A man walked into a pet store and was looking at the animals on display.Whilehe was there, a First Class Petty Officer from the local Navy basewalked in and said to the shopkeeper, "I'll take a maintenance monkey,please."The man nodded, went to a cage at the side of the storeand took out a monkey. He put a collar and leash on the animal andhanded it the PO1, saying, "That'll be $5,000."

Awesome Songs!!!
You know I'm a dreamerBut my heart's of goldI had to run away highSo I wouldn't come home lowJust when things went rightIt doesn't mean they were always wrongJust take this song and you'll never feelLeft all aloneTake me to your heartFeel me in your bonesJust one more nightAnd I'm comin' off thisLong & winding roadI'm on my wayWell I'm on my wayHome sweet homeTonight tonightI'm on my wayI'm on my wayHome sweet homeYou know that I've seenTo many romantic dreamsUp in lights, fallin' offThe silver screenMy heart's like an open bookFor the whole world to readSometimes nothing-keeps me togetherAt the seamsI'm on my wayWell I'm on my wayHome sweet homeTonight tonightI'm on my wayJust set me freeHome sweet home When I get to the bottom I go back to the top of the slideWhere I stop and I turn and I go for a rideTill I get to the bottom and I see you again.Do you, don't you want me to love youI'm coming down fast but I'm miles above youTell me tell me tell me come on tell me the answerYou may b

Spoiled And Pimped By Spicy
Come pick your flavor of the month... We have plenty to choose from.. The flavor of the month auction is now open so come get bid in... If you would like to join the auction, you can still do so. PM me with your photo link and what you are offering. Also there is a 50k entry fee. Take a peek at the contestants below.. :)

Darkness
all i feel is the blackness of fear closing in on me. im alone noone to help pull me out of this dark place. i look around wondering in anyone notices im slowly slipping away into myself. someone help i ask quietly but noone is there to hear my plea.

Random Thoughts I Have Sometimes...
Just a few of the things I've learned lately: Life is unfair. It will take everything from you, if you let it, and offer nothing back. Equivalent exchange is a meaningless phrase wrought out of desperation to make everything nonsensical conform to some grand scheme i truly believe to be nonexistant. Harsh words and actions remain in memory far longer than a smile. Sadly, it has always been this way. I will most likely be far better remembered for every wrong I have ever commited than for any good things I try to accomplish. However; I can decide each day how I will affect my world. I can simply let each moment and opportunity pass, justified in the fact that nature will take it's course, or I can make a stand. I can choose to make today better than yesterday was. And if I'm feeling truly noble, I can attempt to do so more for my friends and enemies than myself. I cannot be a sheep. I do not follow well, I am far too opinionated, and my vision is far too good (I wear glasses for a r

Announcements
Hey all you members of The Bikers Hideaway and nonmembers. Thanks for taking a moment to read this. This is just to let you all know I have redone my "about me" section of my profile. This is now to describe The Bikers Hideaway and its upcoming events. So go check out my profile and see what is going to be happening soon. Also while there you will see three people who have helped me more than they know with getting The Bikers Hideaway up and running. Show each one of these people some seriously madd love. Thanks and keep it between the ditches.......Unless the cops are after you then get that bad boy off road!!! I have gotten close to 50 friends now and to be honest if they were all active friends here I would never have time to do anything but be on fubar. I only want friends that want to be there, on my list. So if you wanna stay please comment, say hi, or even tell me to fuck off by the end of the weekend. If you are in my top friends or belong to Bad Habbits you are safe. I am tryi

Can't We Just Move On?
been almosta year now since hollychearse invited to this god-forsaken place called fubar.. and it's been one hell of a ride since, but the strangest was when i ran across the profile of a couple of people, mainly that of Mrs. Badcrumble affectionately known as Mrs.B, yet.. like in the movies (maybe horror i don't know) ever notice how one alien spawns another until it's no way to stop them from spreading without destroying half of the earth or the entire city? Well lately it has come to my attention that the same is happening here. there is something happening..Mr. Adorable has unwittingly unleased Mrs.B and her cohorts.. Misfit, froggie, Witchie, Skank-alota,witchie poo

Just Me
I dont know who all will ready this but oh fucking well i get alot of time to think about shit and one of the things that dont make since is what woman do to use men like puting down rules like saying we cant fuck other women but if your woman is bi she can and we dont say nothing about it well this is how i see it fucking has one perpose and that is to breed and fucking for any other reason is breaking the rules of fucking dont get me wrong i love to fuck i just dont think women have the right to put rules on us men specially when the rules dont apply to them well all men need to say fuck that do as we please and if the woman wants a man they have to except it or be single whats up everybody hows everybodys day i'm bored and at home if anybody wants to know me just ask or dont Hi my name in just i'm a truck driver been around some i'm a cool easy going guy that likes anything fun to do

Poetry
We fight,We die,through the night,we cry,watching the light,pass us by,why should we fight?why should we die?it doesn't make anything right,Can't you see those hearts that cry,those who fight with all their might,often die,but tell me why,why make your loved ones cry,in kids' hearts they scream with freight,but tell me why,why scare our kids with the fight of all fights, wake up and see the light, and tell me why. Your heart was pure,Your eyes were soft,sometimes it makes me wonder,did i really love you enough?now your gone,and i see,that i may have loved you,but you had even more love for me,i have no regrets,a father figure you may be,i just wish i could see you one more time,i wish you didnt leave. Through the stars,deep within the sky,two hearts meet,one gal and one guy,though the two are different,they still fell into one,they twist and turn around eachother,never to come undone,well this story must cease,but this isn't goodbye,these two hearts have soared,they've learned how to f

Life
Got this emailed to me from an old classmate from Bullitt Central High School. I was in 17 years, and saw alot while i was in and takes alot for me to get emotional. Cut and paste and send this to everyone you can and have the thanks of an old crippled soldier. God Bless and Merry Christmas. A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps

Black Goddess 22
My 22 ' Birthday I'm So Bless That I'm Still Here And I will Try My Best To get Drink LOL. I THOUGHT WHEN I TRUN 22 YEAR OLD I WOULD HAVE MOST OF THE THING THST I WANT BUT. SO FAR IT BEEN GREAT AND I WANT TO KEEP IT LIKE THIS BUT CHANGE A LITTLE LOVE . GODDESS NOW EVERY THING IS GOING TO FAR AND NOW I MUST STOP RUNING FROM MY PROBLEM AND FACE THE FACTS.

Crash And Burn
i have terrible luck with men. i pick the wrong ones to go for. i think i'm out to sabbatage myself. i think i on purpose go for men who are not capable of telling the truth, who can't care about anything but themselves and getting laid, i go for people that i know have no intention of being in it for the duration. i think i do it because i'm scared to death of getting close to someone again...i was wicked hurt by the one man that i could honestly say i was in love with. every since then, i just don't trust anyone. i would like to. i would love for someone to prove me wrong, but, that's gonna be hard because i automatically assume that whatever poetry and prose comes out of a man's mouth is complete and utter bullshit. i met someone not too far back that i thought "wow. this person is entirely different than what i'm usually attracted

Clowns
A lie i once heard: "we're innocent until proved guilty" But the truth is absurd We're poor until proved rich And the scales of justice are fixed by lying pigs A plot of human terror unfolds behind the precinct door To cage all the minorities, the immigrants and poor Next they'll hunt the handicapped, disabled blind and deaf And what will all these piggies do, ha! when there's no one left Swat police in riot gear are bombing us tonight An all our civil liberties will die by morning's light While crooked politicians lie and rig the ballot book We whitewash fake democracy and paint another coat We'll keep you here to stay; you'll never get away Your property ain't mine, until your dying day We'll crush your soul inside; there is no easy ride The hotel's never free and the rooms are always occupied Nice of you to join us welcome to the prison age Financial quest for new frontiers to build a bigger cage Surplus populations growing all around the world Capital invests quick to cage the

Jus Cuz I Can
Sexy Slow** Time slow, climb so, close we combine bones. Our thighs roam, the passionate music rings, cries, moans. Pleasure me, your treasury, makes me feel heavenly. You've sexually arrested me. But really we sexin free. Taste me, I'll taste you the space below ya waste too. Feel my tongue trace you, and my arms embrace you. Spread wide, hold close, fingers cluth the bed post. Then I'll softly coast, slow it down and softly coast. Lick you, lips move all along ya hips groove. I wanna kiss you, til ya body drips loose. Grindin it, you ride and twist. I wanna spend time with it, arch ya back, bend ya wrist. Ya spot my tongue is findin it. Sweat exposed hickies on ya neck & breast, flexed ya toes. I leave you Wet, Unclothed Rockin So sexy slow by lilmama It is the spring but yet I'm cold Because this girl ran away with my soul I wonder if she knows That although Separate places we will go I will be filled with sorrow But yet she will always be on mind Because she was my definition of fi

Auction Blog
I am currently taking donations, in order to buy someones points for 12 hrs. I hope you will all help me out people that donate a mil or more will be featured in this blog and i will ask that everyone show them mad love for their support in my attempt to level to 27 http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=623440&albumid=1636920&i=4199129370&idx=0#3212835412

Landind Zone
on profile picture;in korea at the time air force. but was so drunk;from korean beer and a drink called sojo; that I was in north korea! peace! back from trip early ;san diego ; weather turned little bad! drinks on the house! wanna see some funny ass old japanese monster movie then check out ultraman vs red king in video stash!

Real Talk
Mom had her first round of chemo yesterday. Let's just say she isn't the ideal patient. She acted like a coke addict going through withdrawl for like 8 hours. She kept kicking me too lol - - supposively it was the pre-meds; the combination of benadryl and steroids that did her in. She can't remember any of it but I think that's because of all the ativan we gave her.I've been so so tired even before we came to Philadelphia. The Cancer Treatment Center of America here is definately amazing though. Even the people there want me to go get checked out back home (they only accept people already diagnosed with cancer) for tonsillar, lung and chest tumors. When mom had her complete scans at the hospital they found a spot on the right side of her skull and her liver too. It sucks because that means she can't have radiation yet and her condition is so agressive they wanted to do both at

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-Lhp5o2WCXI To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait" To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her. To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down. To every guy who has given her flowers just because that's how he rolls. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. .... To every guy that she cried in front of... To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes..... To every guy that would give his seat up... To every guy that just

Just Shut Up And Listen.
Hmm.. I almost have nothing to say anymore. Life seems very insightful so far, but what can I say I haven't lived long enough to say anything great. I have had a lot of shit happen in my life, but that is what makes me, me, of course. I could have gone without some crap happening in my life. Though I am some what content. I came home today after a week away to shit. Who else my mother. My house is not a home or a place of ease I go day by day grinding my teeth pulling back my urge to pull out a knife and slit her throat or at least shut her up. You ever seen in movies when a person stalks or a child stalks around the house with a knife in attempt to kill a person I've done it more than three times. Define the word bitch and you'll see a picture of my mother. The horrid woman who gave birth to me, I would rather have died when I was being pulled out, I tried killing her. Example I was the only C section out of three and they had to move organs and stuff I was moving further up towards h

Seriously.. Wtf!
*sigh* Life always has to lead you on doesn't it? You think you finally got your sh*t in order and then "Wham! Bam! Thank you Ma'am, but I don't think so..." Then instead of suport from the people you think are supposed to be there, you get nothing... All you hear for days is "Why are you being such a b*tch?" What kind of answer are you really expectin to hear? You don't tend to like "Because I can?" Do you think I'm going to deal with this by myself? Seriously? If you really knew anything about me, you'd realize that is the last thing that will happen. *sigh* Why is it that when you meet a person you really like, things are great for a while and then things get complicated and stressful? I'm open and honest, so if you ask I'll tell you my honest opinion. Yes I speak without thinking a little more often than I should. Would you rather me lie to you? I know what I want, but how to get it is the problem. I've done the whole friends with benefits route and the casual dating thing. I'm h

Wtf
I should know who I am by now, I walk, my record stands somehow Been thinking of winter. Your name is the splinter inside me, while I wait... I remember the sounds, of your November downtown, and I remember the truth, a warm December with you, but I dont have to make this mistake, no I dont have to live this way, if only I would wake... I walk as though Ive been cleared by now, your voice is all I hear somehow, calling out winter, your voice is the splinter inside, me while I wait.... I remember the sound of your November downtown, I remember the truth, a warm December with you, but I dont have to make this mistake, and I dont have to stay this way, If only I would wake.... I could have lost myself in those rough blue waters in your eyes, and I miss you still... I'll never forget the sound, of the last November downtown, and I remember the truth, a warm December

Free Massages At Work?
I have the greatest supervisor in the world. Curt, aka boss-man is so f-ing awesome. He trained me right before he became supervisor. He's so smart, and he's a smart ass. lol He's approved all 3 of my vaca days as soon as i handed him the vaca slips. I've trained him as well. I ask him "Curt, what do I always tell you?" and he says "don't be a dick, be a dude." LMAO. Boss-man's the shit!! So after 2 nights in a row of getting post-ops back and having them tank within 30 minutes of anesthesia leaving, the stress level was a wee bit high. But the big-wigs decided to pay respect to all us ICU/CCU nurses and we all got free massages at work this morning. lol Gotta love nurse appretiation week!!! So I can't even go to Meijer with out thinking about my buddy Matt from work. We went to Meijer on night so he could pick up a wii, and as we were walking out we passed the flower display. There were some orchids out and I stopped and looked at them. So Matt says "awww, you are a girl!" To

How To Throw A Lightning Bolt
It is as if it happened just yesterday, something happened which blurred the ties between humans and nature. Humans began feeling the need to dominate nature rather than live in symbiosis with it. This choice cast the human race from the heavens, perhaps it was this event that is described by the eating from the tree of the “knowledge” of good and evil. Once people started developing superstitions pertaining to the natural chaotic state of existence, society itself digressed from a source of great understanding to one of great confusion over how to approach the infinite bounty of an ever expanding Universe. Call it God, call it Quantum Entanglement or Mohammad or Allah or the Zero Point Energy Source or whatever you want to call it,

Random Thoughts...
There is a woman on Facebook that is deleting people from her friends list because all their animals on Farmville are fenced in. She believes it's animal cruelty and keeps posting as her status how mean we all are because the animals need to be free.I love crazy people. They are such entertainment. Just thought I'd share.

Country Tire Swing Train
~Country Tire Swing Train~ Hey, who wants to swing on the tires with me? As a country girl at heart I always loved tire swings or other homemade swings hanging from a tree. So I thought this would be a fun train to do. ~Rules~ R/F/A everyone on the list or comment if already added. Rate the pics (link below) in the Country Tire Swing album. Please pm and let me know when u have finished so I can add you to the train. Will be making tags but if you would like to make your own that’s fine too. Train Owner ◊ LadyStClair ◊ *☈☈Recruiter* *Owned by Inkspot69* Train Riders ~Inksp0t69~ RATING REVOLUTION HEAD CREW LEADER ~Fu-Owned By ~♥JEANNIE♥ ~ ♥ MZ.LIZ ♥ ®® Head Recruiter,Llama leveler, PHAT CHICK ,VMV ☣ Coal Mnr2008 ☣ SexyRedhead/Fu-Wifey to SweetPeabayba/Owned by Belle/Dangerous Curves member!

Lost And Lonely
i sit here alone waiting for hope that one day i'll finally be able to stand up and say no to the one thing in this world that has always had a hold over me. no matter what i do it seems that i will always give in to my heart it has a cotroll over me that i just dont understand i've been hurt so many times by this pain that i live with every day for the past 4 years but how happy i become when she comes back even just to be friends i know ill get hurt every time but i am in love with this person so much i guess im willing to put up with the pain but at least i can feel something in this lonely heart. im 40 and getting older my life is not what i wanted but i deal with it hopeing one day the

Under The Microscope
You can't handle me, no one can! If you wanna compare notes I can bring out the "big guns", the slef pity pot that so full of shit that it is constantly overflowing. My boots can walk, I ain't trippin' and I know there are people out there that have it so worst than me - (Give my love and respect to those fighting for this crazy cuntry

Just Thoughts
i love technology and i love my family but if u put them together it's like fruitcake fruit is great so is cake but wtf is up with fruitcake anyway i just got in a big fight with my dad b/c his new t.v. is sencitive to wat he's watching and will change the picture size depending on wat he's watching and he's a channel surfer so it changes alot and b/c i'm the only other person in the room and he's a moron i must be magicaly changing the screen size so i get yelled at b/c he dosen't understand his new t.v. anyway just another random thought no real point but doing this beat punching a wall or even worse me dad so i guess i'ma head home back into the dark ages of no internet but i'll be back on monday maybe depends on if another fruitcake in the family figured out that her router has an on switch and isn't powerd by magic ight peace woo hoo i'm bored as shit watchin my nephew waiting till he leaves to go home well i was planning to type more but i'm not gonna so l8er pplz peace ight firs

Different
Casey may or may not of killed her child, but too many people out their mad cause she didn't get found guilty, need to remember one thing, let them that hath no sin cast the first stone. in other words go home people and go to work and quit worrying about other people, , and get your own life in order..... Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Common Sense, who has been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he was, since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He will be remembered as having cultivated such valuable lessons as: - Knowing when to come in out of the rain; - Why the early bird gets the worm; ... - Life isn't always fair; - And maybe it was my fault. Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies, don't spend more than you can earn and adults, not children, are in charge. His health began to deteriorate rapidly when well-intentioned but overbearing regulations were set in place. Reports of a 6-year-old boy charge

Crazy Life
You're a falling star, You're the get away car.You're the line in the sand when I go too far.You're the swimming pool, on an August day.And you're the perfect thing to say.And you play it coy, but it's kinda cute.Ah, When you smile at me you know exactly what you do.Baby don't pretend, that you don't know it's true.Cause you can see it when I look at you.And in this crazy life, and through these crazy timesIt's you, it's you, You make me sing.You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.You're a carousel, you're a wishing well,And you light me up, when you ring my bell.You're a mystery, you're from outer space,You're every minute of my everyday.And I can't believe, uh that I'm your woman,And I get to kiss you baby just because I can.Whatever comes our way, ah we'll see it through,And you know that's what our love can do

Please Read First!!!
Welcome! And I'm glad you're showing interest in learning to edit your profile yourself! This is the directory, I'll start from the top of the LostCherry/CherryTap/Fubar profile, and divide it up into sections, and further in depth on those! Happy Hour and the Who's Online Marquee:

Who We Are
If I KnewBY Robert Byers If I knew how to write a song I’d write one everyday It would say that I’m in love with you And why I feel this way It would have to say you’re pretty And as rare as a desert rose It would say you’re a looker From your head down to your toes You are funny, dainty, fragile And as feminine as can be You’re smart charming lovely And everything to me You’re my comfort when I’m lonely You’re my peace when I need rest Of all the women I’ve known I must rate you the best. You’re the orchard in the jungle, you’re the better half of me You’re all of this and so much more, you mean the world to me Still so much is left unsaid, It would take me far to long I know how much I love you, If only I could write a song. Who We Are Who we are you ask We live on our feet, definitely Will not live on our knees. When duty calls We leave everything behind Family, friends everything we love. We will kill for

Affinity
Once in a lifetime you find something special, Your lives intermingle and somehow you know this is the beginning of all you have longed for A love you can build. A love that will grow. Once in a lifetime to those who are lucky, a miracle happens and all dreams come true. I know it can happen, it happened to me, for I've found the "Once in a lifetime" in you- af

Song Of The Day
Chey....love and miss you http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d_GJyUK0GUI I'm coming homeI've been gone for far too longDo you remember me at all?I'm leavingHave I fucked things up again?I'm dreamingToo much time without you spent It hurtsWounds so soreNow I'm torn, now I'm tornI've been far awayWhen I see your face my hearts burst into fireHearts burst into fire You're not aloneBut I know

The Affinity
=== 'The Affinity' wrote the following at '2009-05-18 15:33:35'..>> > > > > > > > > > > > > I've been surfing around the fu for a long while now, looking for a group of people to join. I've visited pages, watched them at work, thus far haven't found a connection with any of them. Not that there is something WRONG with them, but none of them seem to have what I'm looking for.> > So, here are my thoughts. I'd like to be part of a family where leveling isn't the total priority, and where all women that share a few simple common bonds can join together in friendship. I want to be part of a group made FOR women, and BY women, without a care as to what she looks like. I've found lots of female-oriented groups, but they all seem to have a prerequisite for joining based on a woman's appearance. Some are only looking for beautiful women, others are looking for women of a certain size (large or small) and others take members only based on hair color. Not that I have anything against the groups t

well ladies you have made this old man happy that you have become a part of the most beautiful ladies on this site now im not worried about all the haters out there a just would like for you all to come and leave a idea here for me to look at so we can start a contest of some kind let me know? i have 1 for you all now i have asked you all to be a part of my squad of beautiful ladies, correct and you all said yes this is how it has grown. 1. nowi would like to see which of my beautiful ladies can tell me why did you say yes when i asked you to become a part of this squad of beautiful ladies? 2.what would you like to see on my profile that would make it better? 3. to become a top friend please tell me why you should hold a ranking from the top 10 i will read all that you write i will judge from what you tell me on what number you will be. i like a chanlange this is a request to all of my peps out there to please help me to build a large family of good people, trying new things im

Are Men Really Dogs?
OK I was talking to a friend of mine(female) and she was having "man" trouble...again...To skip the trouble and get to the poin of the titile of this post, I do not understand why you get upset and hurt when the guy you are with is being the guy that you chose. Now Im not saying men are superior or anything close to that! BUT! If you go out, meet a rough, tough, "I dont give a damn about anything but me" guy, why do you expect him to be different with you? He doesnt care about his own mama but he should change because you are in the picture? I dont think so, as a matter of fact I know so, Im a man lol. Now Im not saying a bad boy cant be good to you or turn over a new leaf so to speak, what I am saying is that if you like bad boys, expect him to be a bad boy! Dont expect him to be a bad boy all the time except for when he is with you.

Ladies I Have A ? About My Pics . Ive Been Told I Need Some Help . Pleasse Let Me Know What U Think
I WOULD LIKE YOU ALL TO THINK ABOUT THIS . THIS IS A COMMENT THAT I HEARD FROM A ...... WELL IT DOESN'T MATTER TELL ME IF THIS MEANS ANYTHING TO YOU OR HAS ANY IMPACT ON YOUR LIFE , YOUR PAST OR YOUR PRESENT . IN ANY ASPECT OF YOUR LIFE

Shtuffs
Don't feel like doin a survey. Don't have any henhouse drama to expel. Just felt the urge to type. Back to your regularly scheduled mumming. Alright guys....and gals. For those who actually show up & read these things. I had a big ole blow out planned for my bday this year. Per usual in Saints world, shit started falling apart. So I decided fuck it. If I make no plans, they can't get ruined right? Scrapped it all. But I do want a few smiles for my anniversary of being vaginally expelled from my maternal units innards. This is where I turn to you fuckers. I wanna FuBdayParty. I want countless offkey renditions of Happy Birthday invading my Snapvine. Think a few of ya could manage that for me? Yes, I'm asking for me. Not asking much, just a chorus of that wretched song. Gimmee Happiez demmitt! Love youz fuckers. Grrrr. I hate being unaware. What happened with Jen? All I've heard is that she got IP banned. Anyone know what the score is? No one leg-humps me quite the same. *looks a

Memorial For Vets
There is a difference between feeling gratitude and appreciation for something and feeling attachment to something. Appreciation and gratitude are states of pure love, while attachment contains fear - fear of losing or not having what you are attached to. When it comes to something you want in your life, appreciation and gratitude attract, and attachment pushes away. If you are feeling afraid that you will not get what you want, or losing what you have, then you have attachment.

Is It A Dream....?
MY SISTER WAS AT A PASSION PARTY-SHE SENDS ME A VIDEO OF A FIRE IN THE CITY-WHILE SHE WAS FILMING THAT-A LITTLE 2 STORY BAR WAS ON A CORNER-THE RAILING GAVE WAY 2 THE 2ND FLOOR PATIO AND THE PEOPLE LEANING ON IT-FELL OVER AND SUM LANDING ON OR OVER A CAR THAT WAS PARKED ON THE CURB-ONE GUY FELL AND LANDING ON HIS FEET -DID NOT LOOK GOOD-CAUSE HIS LEGS BROKE-THE A FEW SECONDS LATER THE WHOLE PATIO GAVE AWAY AND THE REST OF THE PEOPLE DISAPEARED-PEOPLE SCREAMING-I SEE THAT AND THE FIRE STILL BURNING IN THE BACK GROUND-I WAS IN A BUILDING THAT TESTED BOMBS-SEEN RAYMOND-OLDER MAN AND NOT HAVE SEEN HIM IN YEARS-TELLING ME ABOUT THE NEW HARVEST CHRISTIAN FELLOWSHIP CHURCH AND WHY SUM OF THE PEOPLE REALLY LEFT-HE SAID HE DIDNT LIKE THE WAY HIS BROTHER WAS TEACHING-HE WAS GETTING KICKED OUT OF THE CHURCH AND WAS HANDED HIS PINK SLIP-STILL WAITING TO C IF EMMY IS GOING 2 SEND ME ANYMORE VIDEOS ROGER WAS GIVING ME A RIDE HOME IN HIS WHIRE BEETLE BUG-IT NEEDED ALOT OF WORK AND EVEN SUM RUBBER WAS

Butt Stuff
Ok..so a bit earlier today my dear 4 yr old daughter yells from the bathroom..Mommy I need you..come wipe me..so I go to her beckoning call and do the norm...however today was not so normal..she had something hanging out of her ass..and well I pulled and I think it was plastic..should I be concerned? Should I have examined further? Could it have been a tape worm?

When The Music Changes, So Does The Dance..
...boy meets girl, girl likes boy. boy is seemingly perfect.. boy likes the "idea" of a girl like girl.. & typically promises not to dip out on her, but when it comes down to it, boy cant handle it, girl's "too real" for him...(get it?! yeahhh, me neither.) ...you'd think guys want girls who dont over dramatize things or girls that arent controlling, judgmental and are understanding and capable of handling their emotions other than negatively to anyone other then themselves.. (right?! ...no dude!!)

Getting Fed Up
why is it that ppl think Christmas is just about presents??? Im so tired of hearing ppl ask me if I have all my shopping done !!! Christmas is about love and showing love . If you want to buy someone something-take it to heart and find the special present for that person--A gift card just shows you dont have the heart or time to find something special.Pll now a days think its all about the gifts. Im sorry--I had to voice my opinion on it. Ive been thru alot in last several weeks--tonite I learned some other things--I cant take no more. I wanna smile bad and be happy me again--but dont know how to.I really dont know what to do. I try to make ppl happy, but the things in my life going on, its hard to. Plzz I beg you!! plzz be patient, Im really trying hard to get back to my happy me--honest.Im just really really lost and scared now. I posted a mum few weeks ago about buying a VIPO for some fubucks--Im not allowed to do that accprding to the "Fu-Lords"--now I cant even post any mums. Im t

Red White And Blue
The sun broke over the mountain as he waited there in the brisk morning, so cold his breath showed on each exhale. He looked at the wonder around him as a deer walked out into the meadow. The steam rolling off the back of the large buck as he grazed on the dew topped grass. He watched as the deer gracefully picked his way to eat the ice frosted clover. He remembered as a boy how his father had taught him to hunt. He remembered back upon each season's kill and wondered now why he took such glory in it, when the glory, for him now, was to watch how graceful and beautiful these animals could be.As his mind went back in time he thought about growing up poor with parents who worked so hard each day to put food on the table for him and the rest of the family. He is not sure that he ever thanked them for that but he knows that how he lived his life was in direct lines of how he was raised. Perhaps that was the way to show appreciation. He remembers the woodshed that father would take him and

Conversations And Fubar
http://fubar.com/user/457306 I ge a little irritated when I am trying to have a human conversation with someone and they are on the internet not paying attention to anything you have to say. Come on now the internet can be a good sorce of intertainment when your bored or informative when you want or need to know something. Don't get me wrong I like the internet

Auction
http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=1555591&albumid=1690873&i=2920064636&idx=7 I am in this auction come bid on me and I will make it worth while WIN A CHERRY BOMB OR AUTO 11 Check out my contest at this link fubar.com... and remember to BOMB SANTA !

My Wicked Intentions
just wanna give a big whoop whoop u know,i just can't stand people who try 2 judge other people b-4 they get 2 know them.it's a waste of their own time and energy and they don't even realize it!!!(dumbasses) For a VIP

My Hidden Enemy
A Letter To: Normals Having FMS means many things change, and a lot of them are invisible. Unlike having cancer or being hurt in an accident , most people do not understand even a little about FMS/MSP and its effects, and of those that think they know, many are actually mis-informed. In the spirit of informing those who wish to understand...... These are the things that I would like you to understand about me before you judge me.... - Please understand that being sick doesnt mean Im not still a human being. I have to spend most of my day in considerable pain and exhaustion, and if you visit I probably dont seem like much fun to be with, but Im still me stuck inside this body. I still worry about school, and work and my family and friends, and most of the time I'd still like to hear you talk about yours too. -Please understand the difference between "happy" and "healthy" .When you've got the flu you probably feel miserable with it, but Ive been sick for years. I cant be miserable all th

Realizations..
It's amazing when you get to a certain age and realization kicks in, I'm 48 and 60 is really not that far away, Over half of my life is over. I would like to say that I'm all excited about the "Future" but I'm not, I mean what do i have to look forward to? Diapers? walkers? Death? I really feel like I wasted my life fuckin around so much of it, Not givin a shit alot of it. I'm not proud of some of the things i have done but I'm not ashamed either. I wish I went to college like I wanted to, joined the air force, became that comicbook artist I always wanted to be, but i was lazy, always puttin off till tomorrow, well tomorrow has came and went.

Why Is Everyone Around Me So Fucking Happy!?
everyone is in lovehopeful HAPPYi need a good hug and at the same time i want to be in a cold dark room, in a big bed alone. i miss talking to who i love and think about when im alone. even as little conversation as it was we were having. the more guys that hit on me, the more i realize how alone i will ALWAYS be. i need... i need a guy who likes me to open his eyes and be straight forward with me. to realize that he is in love with me, and when he realizes that, i need him to tell me and i need him to not change his mind and i need him to know that once i

What Happened To Lil Kim?!?!
Alladin was on tv the other night. And I think that the he looks like the guy from Slum Dog Millionaire. Does that make me racist? lol Dane Cook...I think he is crazy funny but my bf doesnt. Seriously considering dumping him over it. lol \:||:

Out In The Open.
to all that read this take in mind there are thoughs of us who have given more then just our lives and our souls to the country and world we would like to see be but our time our own familys and our most inner thoughts to what a real selfless act is. well here it is. I see a lot of B.S. on here which is what it sould be. but i do feel that everyone should show who they realy are all the time for when one shows B.S. here they are willing to show it when you want to see the real them. the more on line i am the more i see and feel that the crap is what the world is more built on which in here and there is nothing but liers and theifs. if it is not your money it is your life or what makes you you.. as is the real

Unreal Love
you will not see me cry not one little tear he was not worth it he was nothing to me i swear i held him in my heart for a very long time but i had to release him i could not keep his tainted love it was to heard to bear he was never mine even if i thought he was he was just something that i placed my love on he was nothing,nothing i swear my eyes will not cry any tears i was willing to give up so much just to have him near but no i will not give up nothing to have that fake ass here his love is fake just like he is so i will not cry over him i will not i will not he expressed his love for me,then he turned arund and said it was a lie he hurt me and i can't see why no matter how hard i try i give up and die inside i thought he was great but he was a joke i should have known that his love was not real i was just used by him but i will not look back trying to find him i will go on my own he is my past he was never ment to make it to my future do not fee

Sad
Ok so I always have seriouse love for those men and women whom unselfishly give there all for me n every1 in our country! So plse this is not a disrespect blog just need help. Ma man was medically discharged after 5wks training and as I suspected b4 he even left he didn't come back the same person that left for training. Physically he's stronger more dissiplend which is awsome! But mentally he is not all there he didn't come back to me ok. He's not sleeping right and is having nightmares. Mentally he can't barely explain what's going on in his head just feels distant @ lst 60% of the time and pushes every1 away when gets like this(he sleeps somewhat k whenim with him)...they broke him down but never rebuilt him or prepared him for this change considering he didn't finish training. I worry about him so much. I love this man unconditionally n full heartedly! I feel like my hands are tied n don't know what to do to help him get through This aside from just being there trying to understa

Thats The Way..uh-huh, Uh-huh.
THIS IS YOU SMANGIN DJ_sh8kzp3r FROM THE RELENTLESS RADIO LOUNGE!!! I AM CELEBRATING BEING A VETERAN FOR 2(TWO) YEARS COMING AUGUST 8, 2009!!! SHOW YOUR LUV TO AN OEF(OPERATION ENDURING FREEDOM-AFGHANISTAN) COMBAT SOLDIER!!! I LOVE BEING HOME IN THE GOOD OLD U.S. of A.!!! HIT ME IN THE SHOUT BOX WHEN I DJ @ HTTP://FUBAR.COM/LOUNGE/RELENTLESS_RADIO# !!! RELENTLESS RADIO IS MORE THEN YOU CONVIENT ONLINE RADIO STATION. RELENTLESS IS A STATE OF MIND! RELENTLESS4LYFE_MFKRZ RAWKSTAR_DJ_sh8kzp3r SMANGIN @ RELENTLESS RADIO_Relentless4LyfeMFKRZ-Ownage by DaLovelyx3 How many times have you moved in the past 3 years of your life? This boi needs some luvin from the ladies. ne dudes wanna help me lvl its cool cos I will do what i can for ya, dudes. THIS GOES OUT TO ALL THE MOTHER FUCKERS WHO DONT GIVE A SHIT AND WONT HELP SOMEONE WHEN THEY ARE TELLIN YOU THEY REALLY NEED THE HELP!!! THE NEXT TIME YOU NEED IT SEE IF I GIVE A SHIT AND YOU CAN KEEP CALLING OUT FOR IT BECAUSE NO MATTER HOW HARD YOU WA

Parts Of My Past ♥
Today with my heart heavy with the longing for your love, I look around and see the heavy clouds. I begin to ask myself if I am the only one living without the sun. Ahh the sun, its warm bright rays dance across my face, dancing like the wild flowers in our feild. I miss laying there with you. I see it everyday and smile inside becuase I think back to all those nighs we spent there in each others arms. Im starting to think Im hurting myslef with your image in my memory. I miss your face, your touch, your smell... On ocassion I begin to sreach for it. It is getting harder and harder to find. I dont want to lost it. I am finally understanding that your not coming back. I can hope, beg, and plead you to return to me, but in realities eyes, that was an entire life time ago... I was goin onto one of my social networking sites... and it said they found a pic to use as my default cuz I hadnt picked one.... and it was a pic of my ex that shot himself.... someone suggested it.. I just opened m

Just A Lonely Little Mouse.
Are people allowed to post any kind of nude pictures on this site? If so send me a message and tell me yes and no. If yes what type of nude pictures? I want to get some funds to get things for you fine people. Help me share the wealth. ITS a win/win deal for everyone. I am new to this site. I would like to meet and get to know the people who use this site. I would like anyone who is willing to help me learn this site so I can get funds to start having fun with the rest of you fine people. As always their are a lot of stand up people who are well respected and lots who are worthless. I ask only those of you that the the better fine people to help me learning this site and becoming my new friends.. Send me a message so we can chat.

Packers Movers
Packing and Moving to new location is not an easy task. It is chaotic and time taking task that no one wants to deal with. People often get stressed looking at the difficult task of packing and moving. So they hesitate to move to new location. But this difficult, if it is done with care and planning it becomes easy and exciting. Packing and moving to new location has to be done with care and dedication. So in order to make this task easier, cost effective and hassle free it is better to take the help of professional moving company. There are several moving companies in the market that offers packing and moving services. You can shift to new location with hassle free hiring the services of professional moving company. People often try to save money by packing the goods on their own. But at the end they mess out with everything and packing becomes more stressful. People often wash out their hands with some of the valuable goods. So in order to make moving to new location easier and com

Surveys :) [[get To Know Me Bishes]]
I'm extremely bored. Ask me anything below and I'll answer you, honestly. OH shit, here we go :P You got laid last night, didn't you?Well isn't that a bit personal? =] If you must know, I did, I did. :) Shh.Have you ever kissed someone that's name started with a 'B'?Yes. Stupid jerk face :/ haha. Is there anyone that hates you right now?Its a slight possibility. But hate is a very passionate feeling and I haven't made anyone mad in a very long time so in my mind its also slightly doubtful.Have you ever woke up next someone and wanted to puke?Nope. I believe im a bit more responsible then that....or rather, a whole lot more responsible :)What is one thing that would instantly make you dislike someone?Child molesters, gay haters If someone liked you, what would be the best way for them to tell you?I suppose words might work best =] Do you like me?!If you won a lot of money in the lottery, what would you do first?Bankkkkkk it.

Well
lol well here i am once again...alone...destroyed. I sit and wonder how i can find whati thought be the best girl ever...and her turn out to be the worst. How sad is it to actually come bragging to someoen you say you love about cheating one them lol. Please aint nuthing but a joke game she played. But is this fer real? I lay down again and fall into a deep sleep. There i am again on the side walk sitting down knees up hood up and my head laying on my knees. I look up at the sky and all aroudn me...no one there. I can see myself sitting there and the blood rolling down my face replacing my tears. Only so much heartbreak and pain one person can go through. the tears have turned to blood. TTheheartbreak happened enough that i fill up with pain and heartache and it spills. I look at the torture and pain. I see the many ways to end all existance and i watch myself go through each one. lol and whats funny people ave no remorse for causing this pain. oh but they do have a nice thingto say ab

Ppl
Whats good yall some times in life u must take the good with the bad it hurts when u cant please everbody at once but things happen 4 a reason just so long as the ppl that matter and cares 4 u knows that u tried ur best no matter what i hope whom ever reads this can relate on a issue or two in life we must choose the paths we r given if u make the wrong choise bad will happen if u make the right choise good will happen whos 2 say whats right or wrong in some ones life dont judge others unless other judge you 1st member god is love and thats the strongest thing we all have and can hold on 2 peace love and happyness 1 love 1 god 1 world in all i seen on the news yesterday or the day befor that this teen mother left her newbourn child road side that baby didnt ask 2 be bourn or 2 be left like that i hope they find a better home 4 that child then find the girl whom did that and put her ass in jail or some type of puinshment 4 her doing that well folkes less than 24 hrs b4 my b day got nada

News
From OutHistory Jump to: navigation, search Newly Obtained Documents Reveal Name of Woman Arrestee and Names of Three Men Arrestees: Marilyn Fowler, Vincent DePaul, Wolfgang Podolski, and Thomas Staton To honor the 40th anniversary celebration, in June 2009, of the Stonewall Riots, OutHistory.org is, for the first time, publishing nine pages of New York City Police Department records created early on the morning of the rebellion’s start, June 28, 1969. Reproduced in facsimile with transcriptions, these sometimes hard-to-read but historic documents provide an immediate sense of what the police called an "Unusual Occurrence" at the Stonewall -- the rebellion that has come to symbolize the start of the modern, militant LGBTQ movement for civil rights and liberation. The NYPD records include new, important, and striking details: Raymond Castro, about 1969

Ponderments
I mean if all that has happened within the last year isn't enough to motivate me I don't know what is. I can't really even say it's been a roller coaster because even those have peaks and valleys ..I've been free falling.

Depression Sucks
For some time now, I have come to realize that maybe trying to be out going and being straight forward with peeps isnt such a good idea . I was told by my doctor not to hold in pent up anger and not allow any one to

My Recent News
I have always wondered. In all the family members they get to pick the one that is really not into Christmas that much to bring out the Tree and decorations. Don't get me wrong, I used to be, over 15 years ago Happy

Rain
I never was struck before that hour With love so sudden and so sweet. His face it bloomed like a sweet flower And stole my heart away complete. My face turned pale, a deadly pale. My legs refused to walk away. And when he looked what could I ali My life and all seemed turned to clay. And then my blood rushed to my face. And took my eye sight quite away. The trees and bushes round the place Seemed midnight at noonday. I could not see a single thing, Words from my eyes did start. They spoke as cords do from the string, And blood burnt round my heart. Are flowers the winters choice? Is love always snow? He seems to hear my silent voice Not love appeals to know. I never saw such sweet a face As that I stood before. My heart was left it's dwelling

Confused
My son is 17 months old and and his temper seems to get worse every day.. he gets his temper from my fathers side.. 90 percent of the men in our family have this terrible temper and i prayed that he would not have it.. Cause all i see in his future is lots of trouble... Im scared he will have the trouble my cousin had trying to keep it under control. my cousin finaly has it sorta under control.. but he now has a long criminal record.... and has been in and out of jail too many times to count and was in prison for 3 years all because of his temper.. i dont want this for my son... i mean my son is so sweet but a wrong look and he is mad... Why is it when ur with a guy and you break up caues they dont want to be with u anymore. why do they call you and your friends asking where your at and who you with all the time. its like they cant stand for you to be happy. I think im cursed to only find and be attracted to assholes, jerk offs,

My Perfect Man
These are the Keys to a Loving Lasting Relationship ~ Enjoy!~ Love one another with all your hearts.~ Give more than you take.~ Don't ever take your relationship for granted.~ Have heart-to-heart talks and really communicate.~ Be trusting, playful, intimate and kind.~ Appreciate all the little, special things.~ Recognize that time spent together is a treasure.~ Make the most of what each day brings.~ Know that nothing is sweeter than the warmth of one hand within another.~ Walk together in the direction you want to go.~ Be supportive and sharing and open to changes.~ Always continue to grow.~ Cherish this blessing which so few truly find.~ Have dreams to reach out for through the years.~ Share one another's smiles through the good times.~ Be everything to one another through the tears.~ What your time together lacks in quantity, make up for with quality.~ Call to say "I love you" in the middle of the day.~ Keep your sense of humor and hold on to your hopes.~ Don't let work or worries

Poems
the chaotic day to day rush plunges me into a rapid flowing stream from which i have yet to return the joys and sorrows of everyday life fill my heart with a continious ache tears flood my eyes and fall like rain from sorrows i would like to abstain joy and laughter id like more to gain for the pleasures of life and love should outweigh the heartaches and tragedy yet you insist on causing grief through strife caring not the hearts you crush you sacrifice all for your delight of pain i wish

Art..artists..art Supporters!
those sons of donkeys really fcuked up tonight. badly. even with me showing up a bit late to the meeting....i was there for the middle and the closing. Closing the meeting was me...by telling the folks my friend and i were meeting with that they fcuked up over plain and simple.

Guantanamera
Les prometo que en un poco tiempo empezare a redactar en ingles . . el caso es que . . . ahhh como quisiera tener todo el lenguaje para platicarles jajaja. Resulta que el dia de hoy fui a Calgary, me toco estar "in line" formadita haciendo fila uffff con lo que me choca, cuando de repente se planto hasta el inicio de la dichosa fila una despampanante mujer con unos pechos no muy grandes pero siiii demasiado llamativos por el escote

Just Waiting!
I can't eat and I can't sleep because I'm always thinking of you. Day in day out your on my mind and I don't know how to get you off... Your like a part of me that is missing and I don't know where to find you to make me whole. I want you and I need you but it doesn't seem to matter because I don't think you feel the same... If I knew it would make things a little easier for me to express how I feel towards you.... So will you let me know or will i have this pain in my heart forever? Just waiting for someone to come sweep me off my feet. Is that person you or are you really just a dream? Are you a figure of my imagaination that i really want to come true? Hold up are you waiting too? If so please tell me what I need to do! Because if we both are waiting for the other one to move, then what are we waiting for just to prove our love will come through? I feel so used like a Kleenex tossed to the floor! Was it somethng that I did that made you not want me anymore? If it was I apoli

Book - In Other Words
http://www.irontontribune.com/news/2009/jun/22/local-poet-publishes-first-collection-work/ ust Thought You Should KnowIn case I haven't told you.And it's way past time.How glad I am to know you.That you're in this life of mine.Now don't start to crying.When it's time to say goodbye.You'll always be with me.And in my heart always shine.But I guess I should have told you.That we're more like the wind.The time we've been together.Would have to come to an end.The pain is too strong now.And no matter how I try.I'm afraid I can't live with,the constant need just to cry.It never was easy.Not from beginning to the end.But at least in the middle.You were my dear friend.When I get where I'm going.I'll drop you a line.And you'll know it's with great love.In which it was signed.So show me a smile now.Before the sun has to rise.Hurry give me squidge now.Before the light shows my eyes.It won't be so lonely.As I feared it would be.Cause over the rainbow.You'll still be with me.We've put it off too lo

You're Not Alone
I search for love, When the night came and it closed in. I was alone, but you found me where I was hiding. And though I'll never ever be the same, it was the sweetest voice that called my name. Singing You're not alone For I am here Let me wipe away every fear My love I've never left your side I have seen you through the darkest night and I'm the one that's loved you all your life All of your life You cry yourself to sleep cause the hurt is real and the pain cuts deep All hope seems lost With heartache your closest friend and everyone else long gone You've had to face the music on your own but there is a sweeter song that calls you home **sayin' You're not alone For I am here let me wipe away your every tear My love I've never left your side I have seen you through the darkest nights And I'm the one that's love you all your life All your life Faithful and true... Forever For my love will carry you.... A spark. Slowly a flame flickered. We fuel

Dont Do It
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Get This Money Records
How many people on here will actually read this blog? How many people on here will actually read this blog and stop, take a deep breath, and examine the pros and cons. The fact and the fiction. The trials and tribulations? What do you do when there's nothing else to say? Nothing else to give? What do you do when your life comes to a standstill and you can't breathe through the pain? It'd be good to know. Well, it's official. Get This Money Records / Einstein Productions... Have finally taken the first major step towards success. 102 Jamz,

Time To Face Reality
so i take a look at days...wondering what i know and what others know. we all have questions what is life about or what will tomorrow bring. some tho have more serious question. for instance the people who serve for us..most of the questions i can see them having is this will i be here tomorrow? can i go home tomorrow? when do i get to see my family?..to those people they have the greatest fight in this world they give there lives for people they do not even know for countries they dont even live in. why because they choose to, Now that brings me to now other people and there questions like whatst he point of caring? why even bother? what in the world can ever bring me out of a dark place that has grown on me and made me part of who i am and saved me from the tears and blood shed of heart break. well not a lot of people can answer any of these questions. all i know is this....we live life doing what we can...for some its about popularity and who gets the most attention....for those peo

Empty
Upon the advice of my friends, I'm listening more closely to the advice of my friends. Perfect strangers, however, can read my profile and leave their advice after the beep. Where it will likely be ignored. Inked, were we going to write things in depth, or just write the important details? Hey, I'm new here. Welcome me, and I promise not to respond on this blog. Don't welcome me, and I swear,

Ponderings And Dawnings
Ok, well im not a big fan of your troops being over sea's.....I think they should all be brought home....But I do support them for defending in what they feel is right, they're helpin to keep me and my baby girl safe here at home, so i love our troops for it. Well, I have a friend on here that has kept me laughin since the first day i've known him, so imma send him and the others goodies lol Now everyone, please take a sec and give him some blog lovin and page love... http://www.fubar.com/blog/309330/1063712 One of my peeps just did a lil question thing, and it made me wonder, "What exactly is a friend?" Well, here's my answer..... A friend is a person who is there for you no matter what the circumstances are. They stick by your side through thick and thin, even after you've fucked up beyond repair it seems. U may lose touch with them but they forgive you and still take ya back no matter what. They love you for being you, even if that means being an idiot at times to being t

Dgaf
ok ok ok i know i was venting lil on the last one but ohh hell small town drama hit again and i was 5 hrs away in a other fuking town im like goddamn u got to be fuking jokeing .... But Noooo fukers what to fuk up my weekend

Life Lessons
As a parent, we are looked to as out childs own personal superhero. We are supposed to protect them from from the monsters under the bed and in the closet. We are supposed to kiss them and love on them when they get sick and get hurt. They look to us to do anything and everything, BUT what happens when the time comes and we cant protect them? What happens when they hurt and we cant put a band-aid on the hurt and kiss it away? What happens when we cant give them meds to take away the sickness and make them better? As many of you know, I am faced with this right now. My oldest is sick and I, myself, and the doctors are ding everything we can. He is going frm test to test. Everyday he looks at me with the "Mommy, make me better look" and I'm hopeless. I cant kiss his pain away or put a band-aid on it and tell him all better. I cant give him meds and make the sickness away. Honestly, I am scared when he has to go in for a different test. I am scared for what I will be told and how I will

Depession
Why do I wake up in the morning-nothing's changed since the day of my birthWhy do I wake up in the morning-I make no difference on this earthStrength has left-has to be-something has died inside of meIf I don't wake up in the morning-at my funeral would anyone careIf I don't wake up in the morning-would anyone even be thereYou can put me down-you can put me out, you can try to ignoreBut now you're gonna hear me when I shout WAKE UPWhy should I wake up in the morning-it be just another wasted dayWhy should I wake up in the morning-don't do nothing right anywayThat was then-not anymore-now I go blasting out the doorI'm gonna wake up in the morning-I'll prove you wrong I will not failI'm gonna wake up in the morning-I'm gonna blaze a brand new trailMight not be smart, but if I'm strongI know for sure no one ever will prove me wrong Here I sit and watch my world come crumbling down - I cry for help, no one's around. Silently screaming as I bang my head against the wall - It seems like n

雌犬雌犬雌犬雌犬 {-- Cant Be Sensored There!
I could really use someone right now to explain something to me...... y cant ppl go about their points the hardwork and honest way? y do they feel they need to conform and be like everyone else and join STUPID GAY ASS LEVELING GROUPS?!

Quoes Relating To Me
They say its not the falling that kills you but rather the sudden stopping that does it. In many ways this is true, like its not when the car is spinning uncontrollably that you die, No its the slamming into to telephone pole that make it to where you'll never live again. This verse has always kinda been something to live by for me in my life I've realized every time i fall it inst the fall that hurts, cripples, or even kills me but rather when i suddenly stop....i may not be literally dead, but in the metaphoric sense it kills me evry time. It may not make sense to thoses who actually read this but it does to me... when i fall i fall so hard that I can't honestly say that i can lift myself up because the last time was the hardest. let me put it like this....i fell i landed on cement...just for weeks later when i'm finnally getting myself on solid ground i start falling again...is this the endless cycle of my life? How am i going to be able to stop falling if in the back of my mind i

The American Flag
There are a few things in life that really anger me when it comes to politics, religion or what not. In this instance Its about the American Flag. I have been brought up to respect the American Flag and for the meaning behind it. It represents our Freedom and how our ancestors died to retrieve our beloved FREEDOM! I believe our men and women in the military as well. Because without them we wouldn't be this wonderful country we are. But when I

Auction #2
You know it's always hard to talk about what you have on your mind, when there is so much to say, that you just don't know where to begin. I've been on here since April of 2009. since then i've met alot of cool people, even made a few friends, even fell in love

My First Fubar Blog :)
--My Fate--Looking through the hour glass,Counting each second.Not really knowing where I'll be&& where I'll go from here.Looking through my eyes,I'm amazed by all the beauty that surrounds me.It's a wonder I have found it when I did.I'm amazed,What such fate surrounds me,On my journey through life?Will I stray from the right path?Will that fate lead me to an ending path?I can't walk it alone.I need someones hand to hold,To help me make it safely home.-Shyra

What Bomblist Did U Like Better
thats right goin to try and do one big monster bomblist. for this one i will buy the first 5 bombs out of my pocket. if u want to join in it will cost u a 25 credit bling pack *REMEMBER THIS IS A BLING PACK AND NOT A BLING* with the bling packs i will buy more bombs. so every1 who buy me a bling pack will get bombed 40 times.

Funny But True
it seems I have a problem with an old friend again!!they are making fake profiles just 2 put out trash about me and my friends use caution! if u get any messeges about me or u get trash BLOCK THEM!!!(profiles are ht 1 always & bluejays girlfriend IGNORE BOTH.and I am sorry If any 1 of u were offended by them. well let me tell you all I was e-mailin this member back and forth she was getting flirty she requested my friendship I accepted!she also fanned me and I fanned back I also rated her profile an 11 and I rated all her pics 10ns.I even bought her...I get back on and she blocked me!!!SMH thats all I can do.I kind of find it humorous!thanks for reading peace out my friends.... I get asked wild questions about my race,like am I from india or am I a paru indian,also am I mexican? lol.. even aztec!no to all I am native american indian,its kinda hard to explain to people who dont know history,I can do some bird noises ,I can sling an axe yes I do speak very little indian...and no I am not

Home
Ok so I have type 1 diabetes. I have to give myself 4 shots of insulin a day. My blood sugar when I woke up in the ICU was 1053. Let your head wrap around that. So I am a lot better, still have to get my levels in sync. I am trying to be a good boy but giving up sugar is hard lol. I know they have sugar free goodies and some of them taste pretty good. Anyone who has something positive to say besides watch what I eat and drink post away :) Ok so

The True You
you can set back look at what the world has for you .and some how miss what you where sapose to see ! you can read a book an still not know what the book was really about! watch a movie an still be lost...you can see an not see ! so i

The Truth In People
People say that three forth of the world is good (hopeful), and that the other one forth is evil full of (doubt). It stands to reason that had it been the other way around the world would fall into darkness, but reason isn't always clear. "what do you mean" you ask. picture a room (call it room 1) with 100 people only 1 person is good (hopeful).The rest evil (doubtful). Now picture another room (call it room 2) this room also has 100 people 1 person is evil (doubtful) the rest good (hopeful). the two rooms are given a choice the good (hopeful) person in room one must stand up and give his life to save the others in the room. the evil (doubtful) person in room two must also do the same. the one person of light, good, hope will come foreword and be happy to give his life for the others to live even if they are lost soul's. many may even change their life because of it. The dark, evil, doubtful person in room two would stay quiet hoping his life would be spared. Dooming the rest for his o

Changes
Hey guys! Just wanted to update my friends. I will be graduating in 7 more days! It's been such a tough year, with its share of trials and tribulations. But i stuck it out, and here's my pay off. About a month ago, i applied for a stylist position at my favorite salon. (this is a huge reach, because most recent graduates have to work as an assistant for the first year or so) They called me in last weekend for an interview and practical assesment, and immediately offered me a chair!!!!

Insight
Just Friends by Diane Blue We enjoy each others companybut for the most part, we avoid it.We pretend there is nothing there.We're just friends.Every time we meet, it's awkward at first.We check our guard and put up the walls.We're just friends that's all.We call each other on the phone,and always have a good excuse for doing so.Do friends need an excuse?You remind me that "We must be careful","We can't go there", you say.The rules have been set,and we live by them.We sit and talk for hours,two sets of blue eyes interlockedand neither turns away.I hang on your every word.Your simple presence in a room,gives my life a purpose.Add your voice and a smile,and I melt away.The thought of you touching memakes my body scream out with yearning.But we're just friends, right?Why do I feel it's more?Are we in self-inflicted denial?Our past hurts have made us so afraid,We'd rather be lonely than to take that chance again.I wish I could tell you how I really feel inside.That I'd be willin

Blah Thrice
Tonight I learned that we think we know, but have no idea. Certain people are of the opinion that there is something original out there. That is certainly laughable. There is nothing new under the sun. Some folks think that wisdom is something they can achieve. Nien. We are all relatively stupid. What can we possibly know? I will be the first to admit that I'm dumb. Its far better to admit you are dumb than think (falsely) that you are clever. Doesn't work that way.The wise ass admits he's dumb. The perfect is the enemy of the good. So why are we trying to be better when all we can be is mediocre? Its far better to laugh at yourself. Anyone who's lamented knows that. White people think they have it made. Yes, I am mostly white, but I try not to let it control me. The truth is that there is no truth. In everything there is only a grain of truth. The truth does not make you free in as much as an illusion can't. What makes you free is submission to the fact that you may never know the t

Grandma Williams
Happy belated Birthday Grandma. You are still so much a part of my life. Every day, you live through me as I work, baking desserts, pies, cheescakes, brulee's. There was no one more special to me than you.

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Yours
Taste my PassionFeel my desireFeel my hearts lust filled fireFeel my LoveThis very nightTaste my PassionGaze into my eyesand see my paradiseTouch my heartEmbrace my soulFeel the hunger inside MeThe Hunger for LoveI sit here in the darknessSearching for your intimate lightI watch the candlesblowing in the windTaste my PassionFeel it as the clockstrikes midnightFor I live for the nightand lovemaking after midnightKiss meTouch meTaste my Passionat midnightTaste my PassiontonightAching and lustingfor a loverMy body hungersmy soul cravesI lick my lipshungering for a man to kissto touch, to embrace and caressto feel my sensuality, and taste mypassionate fireaching and lustingwith so much passion and desirefor a loverIts been an eternitysince I have sharedand embraced I'd just like to add...passions of the fleshDesires of the soulsince I have felt the pleasures of intimacy, and lovemakingHungering, Cravingaching and lustingFeed me with your passionEmbrace me with your desireAching and lusting

Learning Process
When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce.. I raised the topic calmly. She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why? I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Dew. I didn't love her anymore. I just pitied her! With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me

Daily Thoughts
some days i sit and think "what the hell happened to me?"...when i was 18 and just graduated from high school i knew i wanted to be either a history/PE teacher or continue my culinary arts education...i was accepted into the art institute of seattle culinary arts program on a full scholarship but i gave it up to move to missouri to help out my aunt rebuild her house after hers was burned by arsonists. al though i didnt expect to be thanked it still would have been nice to hear or at least say they appreciated the fact i gave up a career to bust my ass and get degrated because i wasnt an ass kisser.

True Stories, Funny Ones, Etc
Second story today comes from the Bronx in New York. Now I have friends with little kids that love these stores, but complain about how much some of the specialty bears cost. I have to wonder how much these would go for on the street: Bronx Build-A-Bear toys stuffed with millions in heroin They don't stock this option at your local Build-A-Bear store. Authorities announced Saturday a massive heroin bust in the Bronx, where dealers were moving millions of dollars in dope inside Build-A-Bear dolls. The drugs were packaged in tiny glassine bags branded with names like Barack Obama, Swine Flu and Crime 360, a nod to a detective series on A&E. "The agents walk in and there's heroin and all the dime bags and the Build-A-Bears just sitting there," said Erin Mulvey, spokesman for the Drug Enforcement Administration. State, local and federal law enforcement officers seized 33 pounds of heroin with a street value of about $33 million and arrested 12 people on Friday. The suspects were w

I Have No Title...
i'm not going to be around a whole lot. so, if you shout or message me and i dont get back to you, its because i'm not here. i need some time to think, and heal. i love my friends and that doesnt change, but i'm not in the right frame of mind to be social. hope everyone has a good day, week, month, year.. whatever. So, i feel the need to write, it helps me to feel better, sometimes. I don't really know whats plaguing me.. i should be totally thrilled. At the end of the month, i will have 2 of my very favorite people, coming in from out of state to visit me. Carly (best friend since grade school) is coming in from Boston, to celebrate her birthday with me. Tony (mike hunt) will be here too.. i'm so excited about it!!! But, i feel tired today, and not in the happiest mood. i suppose we're all entitled to those days.. and no... its not PMS!!! So i'm done whining, and i wont advertise this, cause i dont feel like dealing with people's negativity today. If you should read this,

Court
Holy scriptures have it that two women appeared before Prophet Solomon claiming that both of them were the mother of a baby. The prophet was faced with a dilemma. How would he be able to decide who the real mother was? However, he was famous far and wide for his wisdom so he ordered that the child be cut in half and that a half be given to the women who claimed to be the mother. The older lady said, “yes, it’s ok. Divide the child in half and give me my share.” But the younger of the two cried, “No, please don’t harm the baby. I give up all claims to the child. Please give the infant to the other lady.” In an instant, the prophet knew who the real mother was. Of course, he did not cut the child in half. He told the younger of the two to take her baby home. He knew that because she was the real mother, she would rather give up her child than see it harmed. He admonished the older one because she laid false claims to a child not her own.

The Poetry Of Electricity
Desire Is A Tulip in Spring Heart grown tired and torn, forever find the echo, where desire born of dawn was new, green lawn, sunny,hot and delicious. Forever entreating, defy retreating, Love is worth the effort worn, For weeds grow in vapid sensation, Lush foliage loves conversation And true love is a tulip stem born, Waiting eternally without thorn, A bulb just waiting for Spring's soaking, Sun's warmth, and never forlorn. The Poetry of Electricity Look at his tenuous embroidery of cables essential-- interlocking engineered magenta transcendental poetry composed of orchid--tragically sentimental, Unpretentious uniqueness, gracefully conceived. In life unappreciated, in death perhaps a hero, Judge him not for lowly station b

For The One Who Hide The Wrong Did The Wrong Thing Still
(Spoken) Speak the truth and speak 'ever Cost it what it will For he who hide the wrong he did Did the wrong thing still Come back sweet St.An, come of me again Cause I'm broke again, broke, broke Yeh I'm broke again, broke, broke And down on St. Andrew I'll buy it back from you But you ain't no lover, lover, lover No, no your just a pusher, pusher, pushing, pushing I've been down to St. Andrew To pay for my sins are you Love come save me Love come save me soon Now I've sung midnight choirs with beatsets, drunks and liars but theres never fighting, fighting, fighting No we just get higher, higher, higher So long since I walked a road Amongst these midnight souls They were only stealing, stealing, stealing Yeah we're stealing for feeling, feeling, feeling I've been down to St. Andrew to pay for my sins are you Love come save me, love come save me soon yeah love come save me soon love come save me soon Yeah love come save me Love come save me soon One day my time will end And who I've b

Anime Fan
Hello Everyone.I hope that you are doing well today. It's been some years now since I've watched anything on Entertainment Tonight. But I remember one time Leonard Maltin showed a movie trailer with the legendary Babe Ruth coming into aclassroom and telling kids it was time to play baseball..There is an anime coming out called Big Wind Up. It will be released by Funimation Entertainment and the manga creator is Asa Higuchi, plus the director is Tstomu Mizushima. This is not the first time that I've seen baseball beingcovered by anime. The Japanese people have for a very long time had amfascination with baseball. ADV Film released an anime series called, Princess Nine - a story about a girls baseball team. I've seen baseball episodes in manyanime series like Maison Ikkoku (Note: Chachamaru was the name of the baseballteam in Maison Ikkoku.), Ultra Manic, The Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya, Yumeria. Even in the World Encyclopedia of Comics, edited by Maurice Horn, it shows on page 433 an

Goodbye
The hardest part of any friendship is when it's time to say goodbye. As much as we might like things to stay the same, change is an inevitable part of life. The universe may seem huge and the rift between friends on opposite side of the world may seem a great distance. There are many tools available with which we can communicate, but even without these tools there is a secret that only real friends know, and it is this. All the mountains and valleys in the world cannot separate friends whose hearts are as one.

Sad But True
we all know at least 3 of them. someone that was a good person, you were friends with them, and they seemed to be a real person. then, all of a sudden they are gone. they became too caught up in the point system, to give a flying fuck about friendships, or even to care about being a human being. well... i am not on here for that. sure, we all get a little grin, when one of our friends bombs us, or gives us a cute bling. but i dont allow myself to become engrossed in it. the mentality that, "if i'm not in your family, you cant be in mine" is fucking ridiculous. are you just a collector? is it a status thing? if you're reading this, and it offends you, ask yourself when was the last time you contacted me for anything other than something to do with anything other that a level requirement? have you asked me how my new apartment or job are going? have you thought about me or my kids at all? maybe getting a REAL life and thinking about something other than your pathetic little e-bullsh

The Inside Story
while cruising the news sites while her boss was busy, my mother stumbled across an article on KSDK about a pair of songwriters, one from Indiana (a real Hoosier) and the other from Saskatchewan (that's Canada for those of you that don't know Canada). they moved here and have since written a song about the bizarre quirks St Louis is known for. here are the lyrics and their video. i may be from here, but i'm not *OF* here. dig ?-----------Symmetry - I'm Not From Here(video link here -- http://www.ksdk.com/video/default.aspx?aid=108549 )i just wanted some direction to a place i'd never beenas i listened intently for the street namesinstead he rattled landmarks and places long torn down"Go past the old Arena and the Famous Barr downtown,""turn left at the big Amoco" and right at the "Old Sears"I don't know what he's talkin' 'bout cuz, hey, I'm not from hereI'm not from here (I'm not from here!)I'm not from here (I'm not from here!)I can't your find your dusty buildingsI don't drink your k

More Nothings From A Nothing
I have never felt so alone or stuck in a place that didnt want me My car broke down in the desert and I got no money I came out to see the woman of my dreams and I aint gonna make it... its God's Will it seems No, I never felt so alone in a place that didnt want me I thot I had received a sign from the Big Man upstairs He took my job from me and I took it as "ya gotta get out there." I took off on a journey to a hell hole called the Mojave Just to get my heart broke by the woman who wants me Someday if ya have the misfortune of ever out there and ya see an old guitar case just tossed aside without care Just remember there was an owner to that old axe cover and he just might still be walkin there lookin for his lover Cuz... I never felt so.... lost and alone... in a place that didnt want me TY, Pryj.... nice to know SOMEONE is watching for us.... BUT, YOU DIDNT SEE ME   I saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line.&

Joke Of The Day
A drunk in a bar pukes all over his own shirt, which was brand new before he came in. “Damn,” he says. “I puked on my shirt again. If the wife finds out, she’s gonna kill me.” “Not to worry,” says the bartender as he sticks a $20 bill in the drunk’s pocket. “Just tell her someone puked on you and gave you some cash to cover the cleaning bill.” So the drunk goes home and tells his wife about the guy who puked on him. She reaches into his pocket and finds two twenties. “Why are there two twenties?” she asks. The drunk replies, “Oh, yeah, he crapped in my pants, too.” A man walks into a hamburger shop and orders a regular meal. Later, the waitress brings his meal to him. He takes a bite out of it, and notices there's a small hair in the hamburger. He begins yelling frantically at the waitress, "Waitress, there's a hair in my hamburger! I demand to see what is going on!" So, the waitress takes him back

Extreme Emoness Aka True Feelings
Will i ever be enough?Will i ever make you proud?Will i ever not be one of your daily disappointments?Will i ever fit into your minds perfect image you have of me?Will i ever be good enough to fit into your dream world?Will i ever get to be myself?Will i ever get to feel?Will i ever be able to live my life?Will i ever not let you down? Will i ever get to be happy?Will i ever get to feel i wont always fail?Will i ever be able to do stuff in my own way?Will i ever be free from your ridicule?Will i ever be let go from the nitpicks?Will i ever get to see your stubborness end?Will i ever be able to do anything right?just getting fed up with it all honestly.. im just so sick and tired of never being enough and people always wanting more. i cant be a perfect image of what everyone thinks i should be. i have to be myself and do things in my own time. I'm not a child that can be pushed around and made to do whatever you want to please yourself for that point and time. I need to live for myself

*^^$^#q!@!deli":{&^#%bitch
a smile is everyting. its what pelope notice first and it can hepl make a random strangers day better if you smile more. smiles aqre what make people happy but not really but people maght be happier only if you smile more. i domt know but smiles are important to me i dont mean to sound wierd... actually i do. im a strange person and proud of it so be yourself and be strange who cares if people stare and gape its what makes you feel good that matters oh and sory people im dislexic i dont even think i spelled that right but again i dont give a flying fuck yeah 4 me ok so yeah im new here and i dont really know what im doing so heres to figuring things out... i reeally hope i dont fuck up my computer trying to work it all

Funky Symbols
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Life In General
tuedsday my husband hears our 4yr old running in the house. we tell him many times not to run because he can hurt himself or break something. he wakes up and spanks him. that night him and my mom begin to argue because the spanking left a bruise. argueing (sp??) about how the cops can be called out and other shit like that. on wednesday, mom arrives home from work 4hrs before her actual time, packs a laundry basket full of my son's clothes, a grocery bag full of toys and tells me she is taking him somewhere safe. i'm shocked and asking where but she never tells me but says that i can call her if i need protection. on thursday, i still do not have a responce to the whereabouts of my son....MY SON!!!! my hubby is threatening to call the cops on a kidnapping charge.what is this world coming to when a parent is UNABLE to punish a child???hell, back in the day, i got my ass beat the fuck down with a belt, switch, orange extention cord, wooden paddle or whatever the hell my parents could get

Serious Stuff..
Normally I am used to acknowledging the pain and loses that come with life.. never before have I noticed that something special inside myself had died with it. Usually it is the pain and the loss of the person is the love and good times you had together and knowing you will never have more then what you already enjoyed with them. I went to see Tool for the first time on July 21st 2009. This is a band I have tried to see every chance they were on tour for the past ten years. I have failed for 10 years straight for various reasons. Never the less I had finally done it I accomplished something I thought I would never have. I had a great time and was joined by friends and my wonderful girl friend however as much of a good time as I had.. something was missing.. and I really had to search my soul to figure it out.. I usually have a blast at concerts.. Love it and go crazy for them. So I started thinking perhaps I am just getting older.. perhaps I am just worn out. Why don't I feel the way I

Rants
Dave was so excited to be going bear hunting. He spotted a small brown bear and shot it. Then there was a tap on his shoulder, and he turned around to see a big black bear. The black bear said "You've got two choices. I either maul you to death or we have sex."Dave decided to bend over. Even though he felt sore for two weeks, Dave soon recovered and vowed revenge. He headed out on another trip where he found the black bear and shot it. There was another tap on his shoulder. This time a hugegrizzly bear stood right next to him. The grizzly said "That was a huge mistake, Dave. You've got two choices. Either I maul you to death or we have rough sex."Again, Dave thought it was better to comply. Although he survived, it would take several months before Dave finally recovered.Outraged, he headed back to the woods, managed to track down the grizzly and shot it. He felt sweet revenge, but then there was a tap on his shoulder. He turned around to find a giant polar bear standing there. The pola

Rant!
Im best in a crisis situation. Im great for keeping secrets. I always read the directions and build things right the first time. although i have had 6 as pets, i dislike scorpians. I do not belive in sex on the first date, the goodies are too good to just give away. I will only have first time sex in a bed where i can be most comfortable. my mothers family was old money until i was about 6, other then proper ettiquite i do not follow my familys values, i will never marry someone i do not turely love for the financial benifits. I can adapt to anything or anyone, i just have to stay interested. I can see past imperfections and find the real you. I am sensitive, i realized this when i was 14 but was afriad of it, i have built a few connections with

Helping The Community
Come away with me my secret loveCome away with me to our secret fantasyTake my hand. I'll lead you thereShh your secrets are safe with meMy secret loveI crave to be in that secret fantasyBut I am scared to let goand blindly take your handMy secrets I am hesitant to shareBaby it's okayClose your eyes Don't be afraidFor I am your escapeLeave your worries behind

Up For Auctions Place Your Bids In The Comment Section
Place Your Bids In The Comment Section Below **Cash Bids outweigh fubucks** DON'T BID IF YOU CAN'T PAY UP PLEASE! DEMONS PLEASE TEMPORARILY ADD TO YOUR FAMILY!! Arthur Arvadahttp://b.pcc1.fubar.com/16/62/8952661/tn_4189872094.jpg">@ fubar In need of 27 more to level. All help greatly appreciated!! Click on the picture to vote for Pickles!Send your sister send your mama send your friends!Please click the share link when you're done rating ty!

Extreme Hits Lounge
WE NEED PEOPLE IN THE METAL SHOPPE NOW TO BE JUDGES OF THE DJ BATTLE BETWEEN DJ RAPTOR AND THEVOICE. PLEASE COME IN AND ROCK OUT http://fubar.com/lounge/68076 http://fubar.com/lounge/67697 http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=3252582&albumid=1785028&i=2265913934&idx=1

Current Info Must Read
Message from Firechief: "Attention All, The 2nd Alarm Hotties a group I founded on my owned and asked a 2 face Bluedemon to help me in the start only to have him leave after I did a Real Cash Contest has with the help of a young lady (who needs help) think they are running the 2nd Alarm Hotties and yes they have taking over the profile I started and even allowed men in the group. Between the 2 of them I watch them run the Hotties into the groud and I would ask that you pay no mind to either of them. I shut the name 2nd Alarm Hotties Down last month and thesr 2 who between them both dont have a clue how to run, promote yet have to steal an idea I had dating back to lost cherry days. So if you see them tell them to create their own group as neither will ever be able to take the hotties to the level we had it many times" This is what firechief have posted on his profile to bring Blue, Anni and this group down. Due to this we have decided to change the name of our group. Any suggestions

Answers
AAADDKNOW THE SYMPTOMS.....PLEASE READ!Thank goodness there's a name for this disorder.Somehow I feel better even though I have it!!Recently, I was diagnosed with A.A.A.D.D. -Age Activated Attention Deficit Disorder.This is how it manifests:I decide to water my garden.As I turn on the hose in the driveway,I look over at my car and decide it needs washing.As I start toward the garage,I notice mail on the porch table thatI brought up from the mail box earlier.I decide to go through the mail before I wash the car.I lay my car keys on the table,put the junk mail in the garbage can under the table, and notice that the can is full.So, I decide to put the bills backon the table and take out the garbage first.But then I think,since I'm going to be near the mailboxwhen I take out the garbage anyway,I may as well pay the bills first.I take my check book off the table,and see that there is only one check left. My extra checks are in my desk in the study,so I go inside the house to my desk whereI

Thoughts On Life
i dont know what else to do. i dont know where else to go. im destroying everything in my life. i was diagnosed with bipolar and borderline when i was a teenager. im 27 now. when i turned 18, i made the decision to stop taking my meds. i didnt want to be tied to them anymore. i wanted, when people meet me, for them to actually meet ME and not my pills. ive learned to track my moods and tell whats going to be a trigger and adjust my behavior.this time is different. its never been this bad. im scared that im not going to be able to pull my self out of this one. ive ended a 9 year marriage with my pregnant wife. i have a shitty job that im trying soooo hard to fight the urge to quit. i called out of work last night to stay home and get drunk.

The Ceiling Of My Debris
Dreams come true because of youyour my perfect sunshine timefrom climbing trees to playing with skies your my perfectfrom laughter to the talk about our futureyour my perfectmy sole matewild and crazy statemy grateful baby loveso humblemy perfectwe've grown so muchour love so strongand always hit tin bongstogether foreverwhat ever we want to do we dowere ever we want to go we gowhat ever we want we getWere Engels of the skyand the Owls eye your my perfect You are the light in the dark room. You are the train that arrives soon. You are the handshake between friends. You are the song that everyone likes. You are the spice that senses entice. You are the sanctuary of strength not used. You are the vibration to which I attune. Richard LeBlanc (c) 2009 Culminating in the ceiling of my debris. She churns out the language of disgust. Well coordinated, directly at my chest. Fearful, she be not, to her consequences. The payoff is, a trifecta of somothered love. Who cares about

Life In General
why is it ok for a lady to say hay guys come check out my nude photo's?but if a guy ask that it is taboo!think about it this is an adult site right?machmaking,nudity,vulgar language.it is called a game site for adults to have fun!also I have noticed more women wanting women on here or alot of bi's&also alot of guy's going around with thier gender as female!was just wondering.THIS POST IS NOT INTENDED TO UPSET OR HARM NO ONE!!!just small talk....thanks well its like this I am not the kind of guy who ask wanna chat unless u wanna. or say hay can I see ur nsfw photos unless u ask me,or ask hay u wanna web cam...most of all I dont cybersex,so ladies if ur feelin alittle miss treated sometimes. u know were 2 come 4 some of that little respect we all need from time 2 time,thank u peace out kinda courious what you all think of it.I have been in a relationship now going on 3 1/2 years at first it was really great including yes the sex and over a course of a year started slowely dying off.she q

Fantasy
drizzle and she drenched in it a lot to see and lot to find she tippling over falling water here one looked at her with awe to pluck the sexiness she got the night and the thunder she and the wonder in a whole some called her whore she the night of queen seen in every pure place ready to be sold and ripped just! gazing into your eyes, so serpently try to reach inside where no one yet has ever

Funnies
* I'll swallow it all . . . I love the taste. * Are you sure you've had enough to drink? * I'm bored. Let's shave my little kitty, you big lion king! * Oh come on, what do ya say we get a good porno movie, a case of beer, a few joints, and have my friend Tammy over for a threesome! * God..if I don't get to blow you soon, I swear I'm gonna bust! * I know it's a lot tighter back there but would you please try again? * You're so sexy when you're hungover. * I'd rather watch football and drink beer with you than go shopping. * Let's subscribe to Hustler. * Would you like to watch me go down on my girlfriend? * Say, let's go down to the mall so you can check out women's asses. * I'll be out painting the house. * I love it when you play golf on Sunday's, I just wish you had time to play on Saturday too. * Honey, our new neighbor's daughter is nude sunbathing again, come see! * I've decided to stop wearing clothes around the hou

Just Something
An amazing sister, a best friend, a true gem, and a beautiful, smart, hillarious young lady. A girl who has unlimited potential and never ceases to amaze the world. May define something random, goofy, klutzy, or just plain crazy. Also knows as Meggers, Meglet, etc. buy meg mugs, tshirts and magnets short and sweet just like her name..a hot girl with a lot of potential for lovin. shes always got some man chasing after her and she has really cool friends (but nobody likes them). Yes thats me you hear crying in the night. I try so hard to hold it deep inside. Not wanting the world to see my pain. Trying not to go insane. This is how I feel day in and day out...I try to be strong for everyone else, yet can not be strong for myself.... I feel at times I am losing my mind and may never regain control....like my life is spinning so fast and I just can't stop it.....I don't know what to do...or what to say...always playing the "what if" game....always scared of doing the wrong thing...lik

As An American, Robin Willians Has A Plan
For the 1st time in my life I am ashamed of our government and the American People. Our government has always been a government of and for the People of this country. With 65 to 70 percent of the People of the United States not in favor of this Health Care legislation, the Federal government has decided that this issue should be forced down the People's throat whether we like it or not. They have now treated the People like small children who do not know what's best for them and by God they are going to show us what is no matter what. And we have no choice in this at all. The People have spoken and we have been told to shut up and enjoy the ride. To shut up and do what we have been told. The Democrats have decided they know best what is good for the country and the rest of us are just spoiled children who know nothing. Not only is this the biggest power grab in the history of the United States, it is also the start of the dismantling of our republic. As "We, the People" a

Pain
I'm just a step away I'm a just a breath away Losin my faith today Fallin off the edge today I am just a man not superhuman I'm not superhuman someone save me from the hate It's just another war just another family torn Falling from my faith today just a step from the edge Just another day in the world we live I need a hero to save me now I need a hero Save me now i need a hero to save my life A hero'll save me Just in time i gotta fight today To live another day speakin my mind today My voice will be heard today I've gotta make a stand but i am just a man I'm not superhuman my voice will be heard today It's just another war just another family torn My voice will be heard today It's just another kill the countdown Begins to destroy ourselvesWho's gonna fight for what's right Who's gonna help us survive We're in the fight of our lives

...
Your lips, your eyes, your soulAre like a work of art,The most creative thing of allIs your beautiful heart.If you were a painting,No colors could expressThe beauty deep inside you,A rainbow, nothing less.If you were a sculptureThe clay could hardly makeYour figure of an angelWithout one mistake.If you were a euphonyNo choir could really singAll the beautiful musicYour eyes could possibly bring.So here I am, an artist,With inspiration beyond beliefBut to capture such rare beauty,I'd have to be a thief.Copyright

Wake Up
Anyone that has been to my profile knows I have a pretty politicly aggresive profile. I am not affraid to bring to your attention the corruption in the goverment of The United States. Today when I logged on I noticed someone had accessed my profile and made some changes. The first change I noticed was that my "Joker Obama" pic that I used as my profile image pic had been changed to what you see now. The second change my status was something about being mad at the corruption and lies and asked if you were tired of it yet and if so do something about it....get off fubar and do something then. Well that status was deleated and the option to creat a ststus message had been removed from my home page. I went to change my profile pic bac and was informed I am not allowed to acess this section. So I the went to see if perhaps they hacked my profile as well. And sure enough my entire "About Me" section was deleated. Guess someone did not like my right to my opinion. Now keep in mind I am keepin

Make Your Self Fell Good
HAVE YOU EVER BEEN WITH A MAN WHO MADE YOUR WHOLE BODY FEEL GOOD TO THE POINT THAT IT MADE YOU NERVOUS IT PUT YOUR MIND AT A STAND STILL? I HAVE, NOW SEE I'M A OLD SCHOOL GIRL AND I GOT MORE THAN PARKER BROTHERS BUT THIS MAN HAD MORE DICK THAN THE LAW ALLOWS. NOW ME BEING ME I THOUGHT THIS WOULD BE NOTHING COULD HAVE FOOLED ME, LET ME SAY THIS WHEN YOU CAN'T HANDLE SOMETHING THE FIRST TIME JUST LEAVE IT ALONE BUT IF YOU'RE LIKE ME YOU'VE GOT TO TRY IT AGAIN JUST TO MAKE YOUR SELF FEEL GOOD. I AM

Friends
When in search for the perfect match in your life,its very difficult.But when ones found and everything seems to be going good,then it seems to take place the lack of communication which leads to hurt feelings with a question hanging in your head.Communications is very important in any type of relationship,if you don't have it then you get misled and that resorts back to your feelings once again.and that will also put a trust issue in question.so the point is with good communications,people can really get confused and have hurt feeling.And my belief that is the foundation for any kind of relationship,You have to have.So if all possible talk it over and get your understandings,mutual and be happy.The main thing is openness and honesty.In order for you both to be mutually happy. Friends are forever,Friends dont pick on each others weakness,to tear them down,you look at thier weakness and try to make each other stronger.Thats a true friend. I am wanting to explain some non sense.I had a l

The Wtf Files...
Ever notice that when something happens when you find out who your true friends are, it is always a bittersweet moment?? It is nice to know who has your back, but it also sucks to find out those you thought did....don't. I got a call from the principal this morning! She wants a pic of the ex to put in the office & he isn't allowed past the lobby now. I love when a moron cuts his own throat by being stupid & bully-ish! I decided to start a file for shit that I want to rant about.

Funniez....
My job is so fucking unbelievable. I'll try to sum it up by first telling you about the folks I work with:First, there is this supermodel wanna-be chick. Yeah, okay, she is pretty hot, but damn is she completely useless. The girl is constantly fixing her hair or putting on makeup. She is extremely self-centered and has never once considered the needs or wants of anyone but herself. She is as dumb as a box of rocks, and I still find it surprising that she has enough brain power to continue to breathe.The next chick is completely the opposite. She might even be one of the smartest people on the planet. Her career opportunities are endless, and yet she is here with us. She is a zero on a scale of 1 to 10. I'm not sure she even showers, much less shaves her "womanly" parts. I think she might be a lesbian, because every time we drive by the hardware store, she moans like a cat in heat.But the jewel of the crowd has got to be the fucking stoner. And this guy is more than just your average po

Mixed Thoughts
wanna be an airborne ranger,Live the life of guts and danger. Airborne ranger,Life of danger. I wanna be a scuba diver,Swim around in the muddy water. Scuba diver, muddy water.Airborne ranger, life of danger. I wanna be an S.F. medic,Shoot some funky anisthetic. S.F.medic, anesthetic.Scuba diver, muddy water.Airborne ranger, guts and danger. And when I retire. Im gonna be a texas ranger,Drive around in sking tight wranglers! Texas ranger, skin tight wranglers. Im gonna be a UPS man,Drive around in a ugly brown van. Ups man, ugly brown vanTexas ranger, skintight wranglers. Im gonna be a forrest ranger.Chipmunks are my greatest danger. Forrest ranger, chipmunk danger.UPS man, ugly brown van.Forrest ranger, chipmunk danger. i just like this and wanted to share it

From Honey
Hi..... honey was just dreaming of u yes yes .... u I love your soft kisses. I love your soft touch. I love the way you bite your lip. I love you soooooo much. I love the way you look at me. I love the way you smile. I love the way you're shy sometimes, Every once and a while. I love it when you look at me, When I'm not looking at you. You think I do not realize it, But really...I do. I love the way you cuddle. I love the way you sleep. I love the way you rub your neck, when you are thinking so deep. I love all of you, Your nose, your lips, your hair, your feet. I will never stop loving you. You are so amazingly sweet. I love that I love you. I have loved you from the very start. I LOVE ALL OF YOU, I now hand you the key to my heart. Honey....... Dear Honey.... Mesmerized…. I have become completely lost in your eyes Your smile astonishing I guess it would be true for me to say you complete me Yet… how can I sepa

Disabilities
I know many say this is just the net no big deal, but you are sadly mistaken, behind the font, behind the screen there are real people who have worries, fears, life concerns, illnesses, simply seeking a connection. This world has become so hateful and whether any of you are willing to admit it, it has affected all of us. Most are blessed enough to have a support system to help them through the rough times, but many stand alone and regardless of whether it is by choice or the result of the hatefulness, they are the ones who suffer most. When you attack someone your cold and callous actions may cause more damage than how you think, some people have committed suicide for the torment caused to them, some have shut down and have never opened up again. And the tormentors see it as funny, one day it may happen to you or a loved one and well perhaps it will change your outlook on how you treat people.We dont have to be a hateful society, and honesty doesnt have to be cruel or harmfulsome of th

Om ~
May 19, 2009Special MessengersReconnecting with Friends Every person that passes through our lives makes a contribution to our life stories. There are those who play large roles and make deep impressions, but sometimes a brief special appearance before life takes them in another direction creates a meaningful connection. It is a rare gift when they suddenly reappear in our lives after a long absence.

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My Poems
Sometime I sit and wonder whyWhy it is I sit and cryI wonder why I am so sadWhen I think of what we could have hadWhen I think of things the way I dreamedI guess some things arent as they seemedWhat can I do to make you seeAll I want is you with meSometimes I wish I had just one more nightJust one time to hold you tightI fear that day will never comeBut always know you have my love Life is so unfair. Your heart goes here and your mind goes there.Why can't things just go right?Instead we always just fuss and fight.How can you just turn your feelings off and onWhile I sit here crying because your gone?My chest is aching, you broke my heart.You ripped it out and tore it apart.I so wanted to believe you had changed.So my life I rearanged.Now I'm not sure what to believe.If you ment what you saidthen why did you leave?So here we go again.I sit here wonderingwhat might have been.Would the two of ushave been happy together?Would we have made it to forever?I guess now we will never know.Just

Poetry
LoveLove to me is like the morning dew clinging to the leaves of the liningtrees of a mossy brook. A beautiful, heavenly feeling, that lingers insilence, only to disappear at the warmth of the sun. It causes you to wantto experience it more and more, morning after morning, until it becomespart of you. Alone AgainYou said you would always love meYou were angered when I did not say itYou bought me flowers to show me you caredHeld me, kissed meAll during the time you "fell out of love" with meI loved you more than anythingI feel the fool for feeling soI thought you were true to meThat your love was eternalYou made me believe that it wasLove is blind, this is trueFor 14 years I believed in youI stood beside yousupported you in your lifeYou were my best friendThe one I felt connected toIn November and again in JuneI said I would wait for youYou asked me to do thisYet with no intentionsto give us a second chanceWhy did you do this to me?Why do you now act like you care?My heart has been bro

I'm Back
Guess what? My comp is finally acting right. I know thats a new one. Anyway whom ever wants to talk feel free to contact me. I have missed everyone alot and would love to hang out and chill. Yeah I know I was gone again for awhile, but shit happens that you can't control. I guess no-one wants to talk anymore bc of it..Well, if you are mad at me just let me know please don't give me the cold keyboard..lol Sorry to all my friends and family for being gone for so long without telling anyone the reason why...I've had alot going on here and I just now got my comp back up and running...I've missed everyone and feel free to write me back and bust my

My Life
well onto another blog nobody will read..:D As I said before, this is my stress relief. Well yes, the 5th did suck, just like I was sure it would, 5 years of marriage down the drain, when I tried to go to sleep this morning I honestly was surprised by how badly it affected me.

Today....
Is this like the year of the bad ex's holy crap..OMG..what the hell..I mean I am friends with most my ex's..cuzI figure just cuz we couldn't make a relationship of that sorts work out doesnt mean they are bad people....but the few that I wouldnt mind if they existed or not have all decided they want to be my friend on either facebook or myspace...AAAAH run away! Far Far Far away...... Eye lids still weary...dreams still holding me back - keeping my hangin between real, unreal but I hear a voice and I see comfort and warmth small words falling so easily "mom....wake up" messages still being sent...I need to reconnect I can't...no wait I don't want... Maybe I need to stay here. Then the light of sun hits the eyes like a mini welcoming fire of day.. "I am up....I am awake...It's ok dear...I love you too." Oh, how sweet and silly. But I still wanna go back...to dreaming. Indian legislation's on the desk of the do right congressman Now he don't know much about the issues so he

Dark Thoughts Of A Country Boy With Nothing To Lose
I’d just like to begin by saying that if you find yourselfreading this and wondering does this include me it probably doesn’t if it didyou'd know it without a doubt. Now with that said I’ll start with the biggestshit stain of my lifetime. My soon to be ex-wife Pat. You’ve been a lead weightdragging me down to the bottom of an endless see of misery for the past I don’tknow how many years. I don’t know because I honestly don’t care anymore. Theonly good thing that came from whatever we had at one point is my beautifulson. You can judge me and talk shit all you want but the fact remains I lovethose children whether they’re mine or not. The only reason I don’t call isbecause I have to listen to your bitch sessions every time I do. Besides that, everytime I hear your voice I look for something sharp to stab my eardrums out so Idon’t have to hear you. It’s so agonizing to hear that ugly ass voice over andover in my head. I&rsq

Nsfw
As the week finally came to an end, we decided that a night out would be a good way to end a busy week. U came up with the idea of going out to eat, so u picked a place to go and eat. We arrive an we are seated and waiting patiently. I started to stare at u cause we have not had one night alone all week. U stare back at me and shake ur head no cause u knew what I was thinking, but I was nodding yes. I got up and walked away, u noticed that I was going to the bathroom so u figured that u would follow. As u walked in I locked the door behind you. I asked " If

Feelings
ok i need help lvling i have asked for help over and over and i have been helping yall lvl why in the hell cant yall help me??? when i get a cherry bomb dont ask for me to bomb you cause im not going to just because yall arent helping me and if you dont like this...then deleate me from your friends bye now.... hey this is my one and only blog on here prolly but here in the last few days i have had alot on my mind about this guy i have been talking to on and off for about 3 years and i figured out im in love with him i have always been in love with him and im the one who fucked our realtionship up because i heard some stuff about him like he was cheating on me and this and that so i listened to them and not him and i know he didnt cheat on me and me being stupid me thought id listen to the ppl and not him well now i wished i would have listened to him ....but i was gonna come clean to him tonight and i sorta did and he has a gf now and i told him that i was inlove with him and now i fee

Madam Jenny's
By now almost everyone at Facebook has heard about the dispute between Zynga and Facebook. First Zynga threatens to leave Facebook because they think a 30% commission to Facebook is too much. Facebook wants Zynga to keep all of their games only at Facebook. I will admit I do like Farmville, Mafia Wars and Poker Blitz (when it is working). However I do not know if I am willing to log into Zynga every day in order to play my games. I am a member of Pogo and I do not log into Pogo every day or even once a week to play games even though I have a chance of winning a jackpot spin worth real money. I check my Facebook almost every day but that includes checking on updates from my friends and family. Playing the games is a bonus that is offered at my profile site. Plus Zynga is not the only company supplying games at Facebook. Their games may have better graphics than most, but ultimately I still play games at Facebook that are not by Zynga. Such as Country Life, Mobsters, Mobsters 2, Airline

Lord Wolf's New Blog
Hi Mike how u been? you an I have had our differences threw the yrs.But I leave fubar on occassions.But this time I brought back new members.Some work out some don't,I been recruiting for fubar from pogo.Last time it was MyYearBook. My Problem I was accused of being a Hacker that I hacked an Deleeted Sin City Lounge an Kanan's account by a StellaRossi.So I sought repubution from this Drama Queen Bitch I desirerd an Apology from her. The Mumm I posted sought that.I ran it as NSFW on purpose so it would not get Flagged.But acourse it did.So then I sought an Apology in the Status Box perhaps I missed used the status box.But to loose both status boxes has really crippled me. I can create tags on my whereabouts which might be elegal as well .To Compensate my status being gone.An Yesterday I found my Bulletin + Blog privelge has been put on punishment as well. That is no biggie because I can have others that are Loyal to me Post Blogs + Bullys. I have just finished reading your new TOS.

True Friends
A memory lasts forever. Never does it die.True friends stay together.And never say goodbye. "When I find myself fading, I close my eyes and realize my friends are my energy." Friendships are different from all other relationships. Unlike acquaintanceship, friendship is based on love. Unlike lovers and married couples, it is free of jealousy. Unlike children and parents, it knows neither criticism nor resentment. Friendship has no status in law. Business partnerships are based on a contract. So is marriage. Parents are bound by the law. But friendships are freely entered into, freely given, freely exercised.

Memories Of Our Darkest Day
What were you doing that fateful dayWhen part of our world was taken awayThey came one morning like thieves in the nightTheir hatred destroyed everything in sightSo many loved ones were lost that dayBoth towers, the Pentagon and lives had to payToo high a price for piece of mindGround Zero is all they left behindSo many tears have already been shedHearts broken as we buried our deadThey came to destroy but they made us strongThey thought we would crumble but they were wrongFlight Ninety-three gave the ultimate giftLives of the few for the many who livedJust remembering gives me chillsThat painful day the world stood still What were you doing that fateful dayWhen part of our world was taken awayThey came one morning like thieves in the nightTheir hatred destroyed everything in sightSo many loved ones were lost that dayBoth towers, the Pentagon and lives had to payToo high a price for piece of mindGround Zero is all they left behindSo many tears have already been shedHearts broken as we

I Love My Gurl
she says she likes me but is it real or is it fake ive trusted those words to much that i can no longer tell if its real or not if it is then i can finaly start this brand new chapter in my life so if its real show me and let me know that wut u say is true but only time will tell the only words i know that seem to be real is forget resks and take the fall if its wut u want then its worth it all YOU ASKED ME TO LOVE YOU YOU ASKED ME TO CARE SO WEN I DID YOU LEFT ME HERE SO SAID DONT WORRY YOU SAID YOU WULD NEVER HURT ME SO WHY DID YOU LEAVE ME KNOWING YOU WULD KILL ME WHY DID YOU PUT ME THURUGH ALL THAT WEN ALL I DID WAS LOVE YOU ALL I DID WAS CARE TITLE SAYS IT ALL IM SINGLE AND IT SUCKS HIT ME UP GIRLS

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Things That Make You Go Hmmmmm
100,000 entry fee, send me a pic of you in a Bikini, the the one that gets the most votes and comments wins either a auto or bomb (your choice) and a boomerrang! hmmmmmmmm correct me if im wrong, but i believe pogo is a place where you can play games and win "tokens" now fubar has what "borrowed" this concept, yet they whine when other people use there ideas, things that make you go hmmmmmmmm I have a zip file of over 4500 ez rate pics, make me an offer !! thats alot of points, especially if you have auto 11's on.

Simple Adventure
sooooo....here I am again writing about the lil adventures...most of which happen on mass transit..most days I adore people...yesterday was not entirely one of those days... So I go wait for the bus...which seemed to take 3 times as long as normal...get to parkrose transit center...help a lil stoner red head kid find his way around on the buses and light rail system..ok 1 karma point..give a man who was obviously on something a lighter so he didnt have to keep askin everyone for a light... cool cool 2 karma points...the red line shows up I walk on get off at the Gateway transit center ...walk onto the pavement look around all the random people waiting...and there stands my daughters father...oh fun fun...he yells didn't expect to see you here...I respond with didnt expect to see you at all...(its been like 2 yrs) I go ahead and start towards the store which is right across 2 parking lots (basically) and I hear.. "There's the cunt that wont let me see my child."

Stalin Qoutes
All men can see these tactics whereby I conquer, but what none can see is the strategy out of which victory is evolved.Sun TzuAll war is based on deception.Sun TzuAll war is deception.Sun TzuAll warfare is based on deception.Sun TzuBe extremely subtle, even to the point of formlessness. Be extremely mysterious, even to the point of soundlessness. Thereby you can be the director of the opponent's fate.Sun TzuCan you imagine what I would do if I could do all I can?Sun TzuConfront them with annihilation, and they will then survive; plunge them into a deadly situation, and they will then live. When people fall into danger, they are then able to strive for victory.Sun TzuFor them to perceive the advantage of defeating the enemy, they must also have their rewards.Sun TzuFor to win one hundred victories in one hundred battles is not the acme of skill. To subdue the enemy without fighting is the acme of skill.Sun TzuHe who is prudent and lies in wait for an enemy who is not, will be victorious

Heathers Blogs ...
my life as of recent has become well whats a good word to use other than fucked. starting back in january i had a lot of things start to happen, and there are tons of things that have occured since then up until now. lots of people have an opinion about my life and what they think they know. but i would have to say people shoud live the things i have lived and then i kinda get the feeling you would say im thankful and happy you made it through and that your still here figthing. there a few people in particular who i have watched word themselves and write somethings to make what they have done to me seem so easy and that i am the bad person in all of this. i beg to differ however. i know what it is like to be treated in some of the most horrible situations by better half i kinda feel like that makes me able to treat people not that way and better than that, and to be able to admit when i am wrong and learn from my mistakes. i was with someone for 6 years and had 2 children with the

Random Thoughts...
"Fire scares me, yes, and earthquakes, and venomous snakes. People scare me more than anything, for I know too well the savagery of which humankind is capable." ~ Excerpt from Chapter 10 of Odd Thomas, by Dean Koontz In the middle of reading a book about a man who talks to ghosts, solves crimes, and takes down criminals I had a thought. In general, I don't particularly like people. Not to say I don't like certain individuals, I have friends and I enjoy the company of others. But in the grand scheme of things, I would just assume avoid delving into the real world social mix. I have the unfortunate gift of seeing things as they are and not how I would wish them to be and reality is no fun place to live. I don't think there is any inherit good, or evil for that matter, inside any of us. Rather, I think there is a primal desire. Supremacy. Simple enough, we all want to win. And, who doesn't? There is nothing wrong with wanting success. The issue lies in seeking individualism power vers

This Is Bulls**t
I honestly can't remember the last time I was truly happy on this site. I outlasted 80% of the members here because they would either get tired of this site or simply forget about it and eventually lose their account forcing them to make new ones. I've made it clear when I first joined this site that I wouldn't be molded or broken down to conform and be 'normal' since this site offers a chance to 'get away' from your everyday problems and have fun. Well lately 90% of the women on here are stuck-up, fakes, cons, scammers..notice how I didn't mention whores..it's because I don't look at them that way..never have..never will. This is no longer an 'adult site'..but a mere better version of facebook with some nudity thrown in. I mentioned in my last blog how this site is pretty much a popularity contest..well it's still true..only this time around, it's even tougher to be popular with the way this site is being ran. One day you get 'unlimited 11s' then your 'rating' goes up..then quickly go

Sexual Position #9
Ache... A slow burning candle...I begin to melt from the heat and passion of this flame. Lighting and warming my soul. As a moth to a flame, I can't resist to touch. Tenderly and softly as I move my hand up the inside of my thighs. Melting into thought and fantasy of you. The flame inside growing hotter. Laying back upon my bed, with my legs spread further. Slipping my hand beneath this panty. Soft like silk or the petal from a rose. The need getting stronger, wishing it were your hands upon me now... One hand caressing my breast, noticing my nipple harden as I allow my fingers to penetrate deep inside. Beginning to bite on my bottom lip, from passionate thoughts of you. The flood gates open and begin to drown as I lose all control. My moans now coming from this deep, starving ache for you... Wondering if you think of me in this way and if you were to happen upon me in this delicate position, would you set me free and release this ache within me... Thoughts and

Omg This Is Cute :p
The doctor, after an examination, sighed and said, 'I've got some bad news. You have cancer, and you'd best put your affairs in order.'The woman was shocked but managed to compose herself and walk into the waiting room where her daughter had been waiting.'Well, daughter, we women celebrate when things are good, and we celebrate when things don't go so well. In this case, things aren't well. I have cancer. So, let's head to the club and have a martini.'After 3 or 4 martinis, the two were feeling a little less somber. There were some laughs and more martinis. They were eventually approached by some of the woman's old friends, who were curious as to what the two were celebrating.The woman told her friends they were drinking to her impending end, 'I've been diagnosed with AIDS.'The friends were aghast, gave the woman their condolences and beat a hasty retreat.After the friends left, the woman's daughter leaned over and whispered, 'Momma, I thought you said you were dying of cancer, and you

My Writings
APOLOGY by ADAM JOHNSONthrough the mountainsacross the seaeven the boundless forestswouldnt keep you from mebut i must departso i leave this for youan apology from my heartso that you might remember methe things ive doneand places ive seenmy attentionwas givenso few and far betweennow i realize my faultsa little latei can only hopeneglect doesnt lead to hatei dont know when i'll see you againtheres only one thing left to doplease forgive mei still love you WAIT FOR ME by ADAM JOHNSONwhere is my one true love?is she out there as lost and lonely as i?could she be with another... leaving me to be alone for eternity!?if you are truly out there and searching for me as i am for you....hear me now, feel me in your heart, see me in your dreams...as i convey this simple message"wait for me"no matter the distance to travel, no matter how long it takes, one day we will find each other....so i say once again, "wait for me"if you just have the patience... we will be together one day.dont ignore t

Society
So i have decided that i will be writing a weekly blog about things that I find interesting, or i feel need talked about. Last week was obesity this week is idenity crisis.Have you ever felt that you were born the wrong sex? You look at your body.. and your disgusted.. Like.. why do i have breasts.. these arent mine.. or.. i should have breasts? and your a man asking yourself this?

My Thoughts.
Change Your Thinking It will take just 37 seconds to read this and change your thinking. Two men, both seriously ill, occupied the same hospital room. One man was allowed to sit up in his bed for an hour each afternoon to help drain the fluid from his lungs. His bed was next to the room's only window. The other man had to spend all his time flat on his back. The men talked for hours on end. They spoke of their wives and families, their homes, their jobs, their involvement in the military service, where they had been on vacation.. Every afternoon, when the man in the bed by the window could sit up, he would pass the time by describing to his

Funny Stuffs
This is from a quote database my friend got me hooked on. Evader: nothing beats a caffiene high when reading a good bookEvader: kicks the imagination into overdriveQuixote: I'll bet a light dose of psychedelics would beat a caffeine high.Evader: no, then the vowels would segregate from the union and you'd have an alphabetical civil war on your handsEvader: if you REALLY fuck up, the numbers will come in as peacekeepers and proceed to draw out a year long campaign to 'resolve the conflict' while secretly stealing all the punctuation I became confused when I heard these terms which reference the word 'service'. Internal Revenue 'Service' U.S. Postal 'Service' Telephone 'Service' T.V. 'Service' Civil 'Service' City & County Public 'Service' Customer 'Service' and 'Service' Stations This is not what I thought 'service' meant.

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Think Pink In Oct.
Dear Chris ,Thanks for signing the petition to insurance CEOs. If enough of us sign, we'll give Melanie and other people hurt by the insurance industry greed some real support. But it will take a LOT more of us getting involved to convince these CEOs to give up their million-dollar bonuses and do the right thing. Can you help spread the word by forwarding this message to 5 friends right now?-------------------------------------------http://www.truemajority.org/standwithmelanie/tymHey there,I just heard a story that you need to hear too:

Dark Musings
Heat and moisture gather between her thighs as her fingers now tace along the curvature of her hips. She moistens her parched lips with her tongue as her fingers trial down to the waistband of her skirt. A sudden noise echoes in the empty alleyway bringing her out of her daze. Before stepping out of the alley she smoothes out her clothes. She is reminded of the sand that abrasively rubs her thighs and decides it is probably time to head home. A hot soak in the tub is in order and perphaps her release. The beast stirs within , she glances up with a darkned smile and blackened eyes. The cool night air carreses her heated skin. All around her a variety of music plays as she walks down the busy streets tuning out the world around her. She licks her parched lips and lights a cigarette in vain, hoping to calm the hunger that grows within.

Stuff
It's a little bit funny this feeling inside I'm not one of those who can easily hide I don't have much money but boy if I did I'd buy a big house where we both could live If I was a sculptor, but then again, no Or a man who makes potions in a travelling show I know it's not much but it's the best I can do My gift is my song and this one's for you And you can tell everybody this is your song It may be quite simple but now that it's done I hope you don't mind I hope you don't mind that I put down in words How wonderful life is while you're in the world I sat on the roof and kicked off the moss Well a few of the verses well they've got me quite cross But the sun's been quite kind while I wrote this song It's for people like you that keep it turned on So excuse me forgetting but these things I do You see I've forgotten if they're green or they're blue Anyway the thing is what I really mean Yours are the sweetest eyes I've ever seen Lucky you were born that far away soWe could both make fu