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RULES HIS OR HER’S Yes Sir….. As you wish….. Upon your command….. Only to please you…. Who needs who? Who is taking what? She gives her all He takes all she has… Who is wrong or right? Who really wins? The ultimate desire to please Or The insatiable desire to be pleased? His rules or her pleasures? With bated breath he calls to her; with just a whisper he draws her into his web. It is time. He proclaims. The rules are simple and clear. Diligent with her task she follows his ever order…. For the tip of her toes to the color of her lips she kept with all his commands. Never to fail him she craves. The clock ticks in time with her almost racing heart, the excitement has her quivering. Breathing…… Breathing…… Breathing…… Patience she remembers. Stopping cold in her tracks. Using that very moment to remind herself that HE has taught her well. Gathering herself and her bag, taking one last look around the room. Sh
My Thoughts
does any one these days know what love is it seems like every where you turn and look there is another guy trying to get in some girls pants guys need to chill out and get to know the girl talk to her find out what she like dont just rush straight in think you will get luck girls realy want more they want to know how much they mean to you and that when some one else comes along your not going to just get up and walk away to fuck this other girl then when your done with her come back it does not work like that girls need to be held and cuddled to be let known they are loved for who they are not how they look or what they do cause love is more then just have sex it is when 2 people care about each other and dont want to hurt the other preson so in words guys get to know the girl be for you tell her you love her just saying you love some one to get in there pants is wrong have a heart and treat a girl like a princess it was a cold christmas morning one of my brothers and i woke
When two hearts meet When two hearts meet, Walls of concrete come tumbling down, Masses of iceberg disintegrate, slowly melting into streams of hope, meeting in fusion a ray of glow. When two hearts meet, All inhibitions are stripped away, Stark naked in human form,we stand and look, eyes lingering at the point of no return, where my world is built on clay and stones. When two hearts meet, Love finds a new meaning in my life, Joy and happiness fill my days and nights, peace seeps into the flow of the tide, heaven and earth meet in the glow of light. When two hearts meet... One heart,one beat,one life oh so sweet. Where does the true beauty lie? Within the heart, not the eye The eye deceives and the eye is blind It is the soul where answers you will find Not to search beyond the skin; a disgrace The beauty within, not upon a face But what is beauty? It is falsly termed Beauty is not born, Beauty it is earned Carry the true beauty within your heart Never
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Sexy Short Stories
As I restfully lie next to you, I can feel your warm breathe on my skin. I give a contented sigh just being near you. My eyes closed, I am unaware of your gaze. My pulse quickens as I feel your fingers caressing my arm. Suddenly, I am acutely aware of your closeness. You touch moves down to my elbow, wrist, brushing past my hand to the small of my waist,...and I moan quietly at your touch. breathing in, your scent from yesterdays cologne mixed with your skin intoxicates me. I am awakened by your touch, as you slowly,... ever so slowly, move from the small of my waist to the small of my back... you pull me closer, nuzzling my neck. I giggle in pleasure as you caress my hair to my jawline, pulling me gently into your waiting mouth. Your kiss sends currents of electricity through my body, straight to the center of me. Moaning my approval, I wrap my arms around your neck and return the kiss... more fervantly and with an unspoken necessity of you. In a rhythm of a sensual dance,
Mummer Albums
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My Life
in life they say you dont get to chose your family but for me that isnt true ,my biological family didnt except me for who i am or the things i have done n life but my wifes family they chose to except me and have been more of a family to me then my own .So this last 11 days has been the hardest for me because i had to say goodbye to a true brother .a man that not only never judged me but he said i was good enough for his sister .a man that was a great father to his kids no matter what they did .a man that was a good friend to everyone no matter who they were in life. buck you will be missed but never forgotten! ok so i was trained not to show emotions this doesnt mean i dont have them ,i just keep them inside until i am alone and then i release in a blast of  primal instinct allowing the emotion to become a tool used to create a stronger outer shell .some people say i dont know how to understand or show emotions but the fact is i was trained all my life not to show them  s
Just Some Silly Stuff *notes*
A golfer is in a competitive match with a friend, who is ahead by a couple of strokes. 'Boy, I'd give anything to sink this putt,' the golfer mumbles to himself. Just then, a stranger walks up beside him and whispers, 'Would you be willing to give up one-fourth of your sex life?' Thinking the man is crazy and his answer will be meaningless, t he golfer also feels that maybe this is a good omen so he says, 'Sure,' and sinks the putt. Two holes later, he mumbles to himself again, 'Gee, I sure would like to get an eagle on this one.' The same stranger is at his side again and whispers, 'Would it be worth giving up another fourth of your sex life?' Shrugging, the golfer replies, 'Okay.' And he makes an eagle. On the final hole, the golfer needs another eagle to win. Without waiting for him to say anything, the stranger quickly moves to his side and says, 'Would winning this match be worth giving up the rest of your sex life?' 'Definitely,' the golfer replies, and he make
Fuck It!
so my thoughts on a few different aspects of peoples opinions... how come its alright for a guy to sleep around with as many girls as he wants too and he doesnt get called a whore. but a woman sleeps with 2 or more people and she's automatically a skank and a whore and a slut and everything like that.. i think thats a sexist excuse to get out of trying to bring a males ego down from a womans offense to anyone this is just my opinion. i think if the whore card is going to be thrown out there, it should be able to go both ways... manwhore is the term they use but the use its meaning as a joke amongst themselves... but when you call a woman a whore or a slut they take it the wrong way and get all emotional and freakout sometimes. Now me, if you were to call me a whore i'd probably use some smart ass comeback like i do... im not a whore im a dick Connoisseur theres a difference!!!! or im not a whore im too dumb to charge and i make their insult into a joke an
Need A Drink
friend Naughty_Mona( r... updated status: the NC man ~Bartender...: that is because im gay! this is a guy that is playing a girl shannon swallows stole $ 200000 from me why do people post pics they dont want yu to see?
Ink Tales
The kitty in the tree on my right arm is actually from a children's book. Only 1 person ever has recognized it for what it is without me telling them (Jim, you're awesome....and *hot*!) Anyway, before I get sidetracked, the book is called Kitten's First Full Moon. Basically, Kitten sees her first full moon and thinks it's a bowl of milk in the sky. She goes through all sorts of trouble trying to get to it...obviously, that includes climbing a tree and getting stuck. So, as some of you know, I do have a kiddo who is 3. I've been reading him that book since I was pregnant with him. I love it, he loves it. The tattoo has his name added to it. And, now, he tells me stories about his kitten. Last week, we had to "hep" kitten from the tree then take her to the hospital because the dog bit her on the butt. He's creative--takes after his mom that way. Might as well go ahead and get this one out of the way.... this one is the plain black design that circles my elbow and forks down almost to my
OK, so anyone that knows me well, knows that I have a thing for movie quotes... lol Last night we watched The Women... buried somewhere in the middle of the movie as Meg Ryan and Bette Midler smoked a fatty was a tidbit of advice that just stuck with me.... "Let me give you Leah Miller's secret to life. Don't give a shit about anybody. Be selfish. Because once you ask yourself the question "what about me?" everything changes for the better. I mean after all, who ARE you? What do YOU want?" Pleasure is wild and sweet. She likes purple flowers. She loves the sun and the wind and the night sky. She carries a silver bowl full of liquid moonlight. She has a cat named Midnight with stars on his paws. Many people mistrust Pleasure, and even more misunderstand her. For a long time I could hardly stand to be in the same room with her. I went to sleep early to avoid her. I thought she was a gossip and a flirt and she drank too much. In school we learned that she was dangerous, and I wa
Poem 1
The Out Going Tide
This is the city, Red Dragon Lounge, Fubar. It's not a bad place to get some R&R. You can learn a bit about DJing, or just hang with the crew, and its free. With a brand new skin, and a newer one in the works, the scenery's hard to beat, And then there's the cams, That's free too. Theres a fair number of jobs open and we get along pretty good. Part time or full time, Its entirely up to you. A few Hours in the morning, and/or a set at night. We have all kinds of fun, in just about anyway you can think of. And a real community that some even consider family. Sometimes, none of these things is enough. It takes bigger challenges, and bigger excitement. When it gets too big, then it becomes my job, I carry a badge. --- DUN DA DA DAT. --- DUN DA DA DA DAAAA. The Story your about to see is true. The Names have been changed to protect the innocent. --- [ DRAGNET 1969 ] --- ---------------------------------------- If you remember this old show you may remember Joe Friday sayi
Waves of pleasurewash over us.You grind your wet pussy against my mouth.I lap up your juices, as you grab at your tits,pinching and pulling on your hard, erect nipples.You pull me up to youand we kiss,You love the taste of your pussyon my mouth.You spread your legs widerbeneath me.My cock rests against your throbbing wetness.You move your hips, rubbing my cock in your slit.your hand around my cock,guiding into your pussy.Slowly sliding it in,you raise up against me.Pussy muscles grabbing my cock,seemingly pulling my hardness inside.My cock makes wet sucking noises,as I thrust harder.Our bodies slap together, as you grind your clit against me.You reach down and push my balls into your wetness.I take your nipple into my mouth,pulling on it with my lips.My hips are jerking and my cum floods you.Your pussy convulses around my cock,milking it.I collapse on top of you, burying my face in your tits.My cock soaking in your pussysqueezing and releasing. Her  bottom bucked and writhedAs I slid m
Never Thought
-Aren't you tired? You're walking for hours in my head! -If loving you is wrong, I don't wanna be right -I'm not smiling at you, I'm trying not to laugh! -Love is like heaven but it can hurt like hell -Honesty is the key to a relationship. If you can fake that, you're in -True Love is like ghosts, Everyone talks about, But very few have seen -Love is a slow poison ^^ If one day u feel like crying Call me I dont promise that i will make u laugh But i can cry with u If one day u want 1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.. 2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry. 3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have. 4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart. 5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them. 6. Never fro
Vampire Tears
Few creatures of the night have captured our imagination like VampiresWhat explains our induring fasination with Vampires?What is it about the vampire myth that explains our intrest?Is it the over tellings of sexual lust, power, control?Or is it a fasination with the inmmortality of the undead?And what dark and hidden part of our Psyche are aroused and captivated by the legends of the undead?(by the legends of the undead.....the legends of the undead)The mystery of the undead will continues to fasinate the livingVampiresDead, dead, dead, dead, dead, deadFew creatures of the night have captured our imagination like VampiresWhat explains our induring fascination with Vampires?And what dark and hidden part of our Psyche are aroused and captivated by the legends of the undead? HAVE YOU EVER HAD THAT FEELING THAT YOU WANTED TO RIP SOME BODY HEAD..I DO AND I WOULD LOVE TO DO BUT I HAVE TO GO ALL THE WAY TO MT.VERNON,IL TO DO ..SO I AM GOING TO WAIT AND SEE WHAT THE ASS HOLE OF A J
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Who Knows
Okay, I need to rant.I was just watching the news, and I caught part of a report on Michael Jackson. As we all know, Jackson died the other day. He was an entertainer who performed for decades. He made millions, he spent millions, and he did a lot of things that make him a villian to many people. I understand that his death would affect a lot of people, and I respect those people who mourn his death, but that isn't the point of my rant.Why is it that when ONE man dies, the whole of America loses their minds with grief. When a man dies whose only contribution to the country was to ENTERTAIN people, the Amercian people find the need to flock to a memorial in Hollywood , and even Congress sees the need to hold a "moment of silence" for his passing?Am I missing something here? ONE man dies, and all of a sudden he's a freaking martyr because he entertained us for a few decades? What about all those SOLDIERS who have died to give us freedom? All those Soldiers who, knowing that they would be
A Horrifying Dream/nightmare I Just Had
20 ways. There’s 20 ways the rain could come and the least of them was right. It could come and cleanse the soul today or it could sneak in here at night The liquid it could heal our souls or roll into the ditch It could be our ever loving God, or an ice cold heartless bitch. Yeah, 20 ways to damn ourselves, 20 ways to fall In the legacy of the motor car, the unions strong and tall They all strive for Nirvana, that comfort zone denied But it’s not for lack of caring, or that they did not try. There’s 20 ways to lose the game, 20 ways to fail 20 ways to lie to them, 20 ways to tell the tale The cloak has shrouded that simple thing, we used to call the truth It’s twisted all the words and tales, we like to tell the youth The time is surely now at hand, the time has come to pass When we lost out on the 20 ways, 20 ways to save our ass The lies and bullshit congregate, the end is now right here Yes, there’s 20 ways to give it up, 20 ways at least my dear. Copyrig
Ideally The Ideas In My Head.
How am I supposed to breathe? I try to relax. I touch your still frame So I can watch you closer And study the ways I believe I belong to you, to you. I scratch at your waist line... your doll hair, I dig up the thought of how your eyes glow. So I make you my religion, my collision, my escape goat. So have I found your secret weak spot, baby? [Chorus] Can you pretend I'm amazing? I can pretend I'm amazing... Instead of what we both know I cut to the punch line baby Can we pretend I'm amazing Instead of what we both know Now our history is for sale And for that I apoligize. You see you're my only know how. The study of when I believed I belonged to you, to you. You see I've made you into something more delicious, My sweet ghost. So have I found your secret weak spot, baby? Him being gone is driving me nuts. I try to fill my day with stupid things that keep my mind off of it but it doesn't help at night when he's not next to me in bed. I'm so excited tha
Ok everyone, time for me to call on your services once more. My good friend Stacy had some issues with fubar and was left with no other choice but to commit fuicide and start over fresh today. She's the sweetest little whore you'll ever meet and if you ever get to hear her voice you'll totally fall in love with her! She's fucking green!! She's only a level 8 and she was almost to fu-king before she started over! Everyone go rate the shit out of her and give her lots of love. I'm sure she'd appreciate some bling and VIP but all I'm asking for is a few rates and fans for her :P (By the way, 1's make her wet) Here is her clicky: stace@ fubar Now get to work! My nose is always running! It snot much fun! I want to get my snot glands removed! Thank you for your concern Ok, so earlier tonight some little boy posted a mumm asking if you should have to pay 100 bucks to get married on fubar. Undiscovered soul said the following: December 21, 2008 @
A tender touch A warm embrace A precious smile Upon your face A passionate kiss I longing gaze Just tkens of your loving way. I lay you down you stroke my hair I feel th need to taste you there I fill you up you breath me in our legs in twined I caress you skin The night is young As time stand still Two heart as one completely filled Sweet sensual lover, come discover my yearning for you, Burning straight thru. Every inch of me passionately some lend me your ear. Listen to my whispers glistening scripture. Moist with emotion, dripping with devotion, penetrating fearand washing your restrain down the virginal drain. I dream of a love that cannot be was not and never will be Though I managed to fool myself simple by refusing to see. I believe him when he said to me That his love would always be mine And that he held me up above All else he thought was fine. I dream of warm summer nights Wrapped up in his arms Falling deeply under his spell A
Can you go insane so slowly that it isn't noticeable by anybody? Am I doing so? Sent my (ex-)parents a *&$%-off letter today. Ouch! -
Prayer Of The Day
Prayer for Guidance The spirits of the mountain exist in strength. Their roots are deep in the Earth, their heads pierce the air and mount to the sky above. They dance from flat to peak and, spiraling, descend again. Good Ones, when I come under your trees and upon your stones, guide me. I pray we, all children of the earth, no matter our path to enlightenment, come to realize that we are one. We may walk our own paths, but we are not alone, for we walk at the same time, toward the same end/beginning. From our individual perspectives, be we Pagan, Christian, Muslim, Jew, Buddist, Taoist, or Hindu, are the same. I pray that we all feel the love of our Creator(s) and by example learn to see each other as brothers and sisters, allowing the boundary lines of religion to fade away. May the Lord and Lady bless your path. May you always have enough, and may you give enough in return. Blessed Be. Hear my cry, O God; attend unto my prayer. From the end of the earth will I call unto Th
When All Else Fails
when you are laying on the couch with her head on your chest. It's right then you start to feel like you are truely blessed. when her touch can make you melt .and it feels like nothing you ever felt. when you could talk to her and not have to yell and you started to remember what it was about her, at first you couldn't tell. then you realized it was her you fell in love with from the start... and from that moment you realized that she was the one with the key to your heart words can not describe how i feel. it makes me wonder if when i feel good is even real. everytime i think life can get better it just seems to one day get me upsetter am i doomed to a life i don't want to live or will the good out number the bad when the time will finally give i only want the samething as everyone else to be happy sorry if that might sound sappy but it seem'like it slips throu my fingers like sand while i travel further down the river with the dam
Info On The Movies I Have Been In
By far my smallest role but i am on the top right hand corner of the back of the box, baby! Last winter my Husband Joe (then Fiance) and i acted in a small scene for my dear friend Dr. Squid which he was directing for Into The Woods. The role was amusing to me because i play a married woman who cheats on her husband with the character played by Joe. This isn't the movie that has me as a zombie or topless making out with a hot blonde, those still aren't out yet, LOL! i haven't actually seen this movie yet. i will be sure to update this when i do but i have heard that my Husband's performance was hilarious. Here are some links for it- the info page is here, once you scroll past the naked woman there's a teensie pic of us at the bottom: The order page for Into the Woods, as well as other Falcon Video movies is here- and they take paypal!- So yeah, guess who is now
The Note
Would all my problems go away? If I chose to take my life today? Would the pain disappear? Is there anything left to fear? A truth is turned into a lie It hurt so much it I wanted to die I don't cry when I feel pain Can't stop thinking about it until I'm insane I keep seeing all these clues Each beat me down until I'm blue Is it all just inside my head? Or is it the lies she said? My soul is bruised I'm lost and confused. Is the grass greener on the other side Or is this another failed attempt to hide? I have written you many times Alone inside my mind Never knowing what to say Tired of the mental crimes I can't leave it behind This constant thought never going away I will know when the time has come For there will be no more tears It will be the last time I ever apologize This will be hard to understand for some I can no longer hide your fears Some will say it is not wise The hidden message lies in the rhymes Most will neve
This Is Current
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Stuff I Think Is Important
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Lounge Stuff
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fu-bar is the place i love heaven sent,a blessN from above an addiction that helps keep me free from the drugs and alcohal that got a hold on me talkN with 1s that dont know me comforts cuz im so cold and lonely rate pics,faze up then times up 4 this computers not mine i hate life and theres my sign and i know no change LOL...aint that strange laugh and smile stuck n denile it boils down 2 im not the 1 that got shot all the othR shit and what not a 2 time felon fu-luv thats what im sellN THANKS,GOD BLESS,YOU'VE BEEN SO KIND i remain lost 2 my frame of mind -JUICE sin is the path that we pave thats why aftR 3 days HE rose from the grave spring,flowRs N bloom,its the Bginning of life finilly a chance 2 b 4 givN 4 all of R strife so we celibrate the shineN of lite decurating eggs with colors beaytiful & brite hidden 4 the childern 2 find,fun is had smiles all around,not a face is sad gathRd N a basket,while laughs R shared all as a remin
Help Me Plez Yall!
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Poeta : Tercets
What I Miss... What I miss Is the kiss That hides behind your ear And your touch That I love so much Whenever I hold you near When you speak It makes me weak To hear your voice so like a song For I miss the time Your hand in mine And it’s return is what I long Eros Aimed True Eros aimed true And pierced me through With an arrow aimed in my heart You came into sight What I felt was right Now from you I dread to be apart So don’t ever leave Else my heart will grieve The loss of your beauty and radiant shine There’s one thing though Which I want you to know; I wish you to forever be mine Subside Subside, O pain! Subside, O grief! Subside and give me a moment’s release Give me life! Give me light! Give me hope that this pain will cease Ha! Feel it burn! Feel my heart! Feel my soul as it begins to rise I see hope! I see light! I see my dreams burn before closed eyes Let it build! Let it ride! Let it crest like
Life, Liberty & The Persuit Of Happiness
disclaimer- spell check is broken.  stfu if there's a misspelled word or twenty :p  I couldn't eat a burger @ a fast food place for almost a year after watching "fast food nation"- but out of sight, out of mind, right? I bought a book a couple weeks ago called "Skinny Bitch" since I'm a fat ass, I am trying to become a skinny bitch.  Anyway,  this book sat on my desk for these two weeks, and this morning I decided to drink my coffee on the deck and start reading.   I got to chapter 6 before my stomach (which was empty, thank God) started to turn.  The chapter is called "you are what you eat"   This book is promoting vegitarianism.  HAHA- if I had read that little tid bit of info on the back cover, I would not have bothered to buy the book.  These sneaky bitches left that out- and so here I get slapped hard across the face with detailed information about slaughter houses and cruetly to animals that I have been frying up, bar-b-queing- boiling-baking for years.  I seriously wanted to
Club Mystic Update 11/24/08
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Completely Random
So... I entered that contest. And asked you guys to vote.Some of you did, some of you were probably too lazy to help me out.Then some of you couldn't see the designs. Apparently you're still using IE.(which is garbage if I may add, you really should be using Firefox)So I had to resubmit my designs per request of the site in a different color mode.And well... They become new images and votes get reset.So if you guys, or the ones who gave a shit enough to do it the first time,could just go back and vote on my designs again, I'd be grateful. Thx.Just click on the images.Women's design #1:Women's design #2:And the Men's design for those of you who didn't vote after the first note,but have suddenly had a change of heart or odd feeling of guilt.... First day of Impaired Driver Intervention Program. Or IDIP for short. It went fabulously. Of course, going in with a bad attitude didn't help. I know. But it was a little hard for me to muster up the positivity. I tried. It just wasn't there. None
Pretty Cool...
Hello Everyone! My name is Teeah P. I'm going to be 20 on Dec.28,I'm pretty excited about it. I live in Oregon,I live with my family who love very dearly. I love to draw anime,I'm not afraid to say what's on my mind.And when I get bored I watch T.V. or get on the computer. So if it sounds interesting to you from just reading this,you should become my friend and find out how I really am! Hey ya'll, Well,It's almost time for Christmas and we still don't have nothing up...we don't usually celebrate any holidays like we use to. But three days after that though is my Birthday! I'll be 20 yrs old! Wish you all a Merry Christmas! Wish me a happy Birthday! Hello One and all! I'm back...ok the newbie is back,yes,yes. I just wanted to let all you Fu People out that eating a whole turkey for Thanksgiving isn't a bad thing,just be thankful for toilets! HAPPY THANKSGIVING FUPEEPS!
Songs I Sang
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Don't Know!
Well I have been doing a lot of soil searching lately. Life is far to short to hate anybody. So I forgive you my father for the times you were unfaithful to mom and how your mistress and her children were more important to you then my sister and I were! This is so very hard for me to say, all I have ever done was to try to make you proud of me! And it seems all I ever did was fail you, that is how I feel. So many things and times I felt worthless, and humiliated when my friends would see you with your mistress and came to me and asked who that lady they saw you with was! And I also forgive the mother in law that prays daily for my death cause my wife died of lung cancer and it was my fault!! And to all of the sisters in law for taking advantage of me when I was feel at my darkest times of my life. Asking for money in loans and never paying them back! All is forgive. But don't expect me to be there for wedding and birthday and holidays cause it hurts to much to be reminds of
Good Day Ladies And Gents
i stole this from cappy...but loved it so much...During english class, Buckwbeat's teacher, Miss Crabtree, asked him if he could spell theword dictate.Buckwheat answered, yes, andproceeded to do so: "d-i-c-t-a-t-e." Miss Crabtreesaid, good, how can you use it in a sentence?Buckwheat thought for a minute and then blurted out "hey Darla, how my dictate? well hello all....and here i am a newbie to this site. the traffic here is crazy. just a breif posting here.... somethings this gurl likes: men of all races, candy, especially the cooking and just havin a good time.. hit me up get to know me.....thanks for visiting... sunshine hello all and thanks for stoppin in....if you are past present or future military...i would like a pic of you or someone you know... i am workin on a special tribute for memorial day and would luv to include you.... ~kiss kiss...your gurl sunshine
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Favourite Albums
Taken from wikipedia; …And Justice for All is the fourth studio album by American heavy metal band Metallica. Elektra Records released the album on August 25, 1988. This is the first Metallica studio album to feature bassist Jason Newsted, since it is the first after the tragic death of the group's former bassist Cliff Burton. The album's dark subject material, featuring references to injustice in the law system, limited freedom, war, insanity and hate, is accompanied by the most complex song structures to this date in Metallica's discography. The album is also noted for its near lack of bass guitar and dry production and therefore has been called a "slightly flawed masterpiece and the pinnacle of Metallica's progressive years" by's reviewer.[3] The front cover depicts the statue of Lady Justice cracked and bound by ropes, with both of her scales filled with dollars and both of her breasts exposed. The words "…And Justice for All" are written in graffiti to th
Wats Wrong Wit Fubar
dey is harassing me cuz i been watching them Hi There is a group forming calling themselves "TruRaters" they are downrating people using this as an excuse that they have a choice but they are spreading hate cause my dave commented one of them in sb as to that they dont know who they are downrating when they downrate artwork and then they attacked him rated him "1" then "7" then back to a "1" if thats not hate what is ? There is a mumm asking people to join and they have a lounge too The lounge: The mumm to asking to join up is : We need to send them a message click on link go to their page dont do anything but block them. just blocking them so you give them no points If you downrate them too they get points Following are links to their page then block them thats all You wont miss them Send them
As I Feel Right Now.
Mixing and matching, Twisting and turning, Hoping and praying, Dreaming and considering, Never knowing yet always knowing, Wanting to, yet not wanting to, Mixing my heart, Matching my soul to yours, Twisting fate with the flick of the wrist, Turning my life over, Hoping that it would end, Praying that it never would stop, Thinking it was over, Wishing that it wasn't, Dreaming of its coming, Considering letting it steal within Never knowing if it's true, Always knowing that it's there. Wanting to live in the light, Not wanting the light to come, The love of another The dreams of someone close, Remembering what you used to feel, Can it come back if you pray so? I feel like I’ve slept through most of my life flowing through the years some happiness some strife No real dreams or desires no real goals to achieve no real purpose to life to make me believe Then one day came a lady she’s such a surprise the woman inside her has awoken my eyes She’s sti
the dress up theme worked really well Annie's new Xmas out fit this broad took a break for delivering the mail Candi anyone? Kermit sent him hate mail for pinching Miss Piggys pork More candid shots of mummers christmas party she is woman hear her roar I wont anal-ize this one ...not for a second lots of Nuns this year I just
I happen to like Apple Martini... Apple Martini 2 part Vodka 1 part Apple Schnapps Splash of lemon Juice Garnish: Apple Slice Shake all ingredients in a cocktail shaker with ice. Strain into a chilled martini glass and garnish with apple slice. Sour Apple Martini 2 part Vodka 1 part Apple Schnapps 1 part ginger ale Splash of Lime Juice Garnish: Apple Slice Shake all ingredients in a cocktail shaker with ice. Strain into a chilled martini glass and garnish with apple slice. Sour Green Apple Martini 2 part Vodka 1 part Apple Schnapps Splash of Midori Liqueur Splash of Lime Juice Garnish: Green Apple Slice Shake all ingredients in a cocktail shaker with ice. Strain into a chilled martini glass and garnish with apple slice. Classic Apple Martini 1 part Vodka 1 part Apple Schnapps Splash of Dry Vermouth Garnish: Apple Slice Shake all ingredients in a cocktail shaker with ice. Strain into a chilled martini glass and garnish with apple slice. Big
Moments In Time...
to all  who go an raid my stash ... many will see i post various music  of all  genras... i post ones that i allow to touch my spirit... weather its a good uplifting or touches the depths of my soul and the sadness i feel... at least i allow myself to feel;  both extrems of emotions an dont cower away from from the darker emotions! music is a way that binds each and every 1 of us if we allow it... sometimes music expresses that which we can not put into words!!!! please keep all this in mind when listening to my stash ... its another way to share that which i discover in this complex effn world!!!! THE DESEDERATA - BY   MAX EHRMANNGo placidly amid the noise and haste and remember what PEACE there  may be in SILENCE...As far as possible, with out surrender, be on good terms with all persons.Speak your truth quietly and clearly: and listen to others  even to the dull an ignorant: they too have their story...Avoid loud and aggressive persons; they are VEXATIONS to the  spirit...If y
Stupid Stuff
Animal you feel represents you or feel connected to? Lion What weather do you feel you are? Storm Choose one living & one deceased person you would like to spend 24 hours with, can be anyone. living...Kerry King gone....Dimebag If you could go anywhere in the world expenses a non issue where would you go? (choose more than one if you like) The moon!!!! Who do you admire most? Babies. They can shit where ever they want! What is something(s) that bring you peace? Music. It soothes the savage beast. That and Poi Favorite tree & or flower? Columbine What is a gift you have always remembered getting that meant a great deal? (doesn't matter how long ago) My 10th birthday I had a scavenger hunt type thing leading up to my first .22 in the cherry tree in the back yard. Then a few minutes later we got a phone call from the hospital about my brand new niece I got for my birthday :D A song lyric that holds meaning to you or song? (more than one is fine) I
Rare Short Stories Lol
I've got a headache. Pushing open the door to a room filled with laughter and smoke mingled with music doesn't help much. It's too busy here..I should go home. Leaning against the door frame I sigh...nothing to go home to but an empty fridge and an emptier bed. I'm going to stay...even just to pretend that I'm not alone for a brief moment or two. Eyes dart around the room and find an empty stool in the middle of the bar along with the quickest route to it...or so I thought. Dodging bodies..watching thick hands on soft skin...half these women in here wouldn't be getting all their attention if it were a little brighter and the alcohol not offered so readily. I can't fault them though...we're social creatures...even if we don't want to, we crave the connection another human being gives us...the touch..a look..a slight wave of breath on our skin. It carries us to the next moment. I twist like a dancer, weaving through the masses...can't avoid the drunks even when you want to....a
Random Bs
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If I Knew
One hard breath between them… that's all it took to touch. Bodies barely rubbing with a thought, so close, too much. One body one the bed, sweat dripping down those lines With rivulets of anticipation, so wet, so close, so…mine Restraints are kept in place, shivering with desire I don't think I can hold it in, this passion, all this fire His skin, just too damn smooth Like silk upon my tongue And underneath this warmth, this promise that we've become I can see what I can't touch I can feel what I can't taste These lines fall fast around us On this bed, upon this face His hands are in my hair, pulling me to him One line runs down between us, shimmering, oh so thin So easy just to break it, to let that passion in To tighten all those places no hand was meant to touch To bend the branches of his trees with wind to barely brush… The scattering of feelings, of sight, of sense of smell Of his body pouring over mine My well too deep to fill I'm weeping at his mercy Beggi
Da Club
Weathering The Coming Financial Storm
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I Cant Stress Enough That These Are Not Just Some Clever Words I Made Up
Christmas Gifts
So here are more that I made, except two, didnt take a pic of the wreath I made before it got wrapped, or the scarf for my mom. Coffe Mug Warmers (Dads a BIG Coffee drinker) Water Bottle Cooler/Carrier (mom drinks tons of bottled water) Beanie to go with the Grey scarf This was the scarf that I had finished. It looks really messy, but that is mainly because it is a very FUZZY yarn. Should be very soft and warm! Ok so I have finished another project and here they are, they are goin to go with the baby hat.
Behind The Lion's Eyes
We all have missing pieces. Some are bigger then others. Some are missing a word, some a sentence but some of us, the worst off of us are missing whole chapters. Our stories are long and our bindings are worn and battered. And from our pages we have had parts ripped. Sometimes it's been our choice. Sometimes you have to erase a chapter. And sometimes after you tear pages out you have to collect them up and file them back in. But the most heart rending is when something is taken from you. Something that you never wanted to give up. We all have missing pieces. There is a huge whole in my Pride. In my Pack. In my family. Ultimately, in my heart. A child that isn't even mine. I'm heart sick and lost. There is NOTHING I can do. I have never felt so helpless. I can't even be a comfort to his distraught and anguished father. I feel so totally useless... We bleed together and die alone. Betty Page passed away on thursday at the age of 85. I'm heart broken. I guess once I get my
Sup Juggalos, This Sunday I talked a little bit about the Juggalo House Theory. Some of you may remember reading about how the Fellowship Of Juggalos interprets Juggaloism kind of like a House. Family is our basic building block, our foundation. Coming up out of that foundation are the pillars of Individuality, where as each one of us are Individuals and have the right to interpret the Carnival and Faith as we so choose. Bonding this Individuality together is Acceptance which acts like the walls for our proverbial house. Each one of us must Accept each others differences. Our ability to Individually Accept one another for who we are is what holds up the roof of Unity and Strength. I think every Sunday before the actual sermon I would like to share a little bit about FOJ so that Juggalos can make informed decisions on their own. Also, this Sunday I played a controversial song on the air. I played a little bit of Corporate Avenger. I wanted to make sure that ninjas underst
My Businesses
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Det finnes mange tragiske og patetiske utganger på livet. Det finnes også noen intelligente og strålende. Men når absolutt alt er tatt fra deg finnes det allikevel noen ledsagere. På veien mot undergangen og ydmykelse. Min ledsager på den veien heter Andrej Nebb. Polakk og med et lattervekkende Donald-etternavn. Han startet punkbevegelsen i Norge ved å skape det eneste bra bandet De Press og hadde senere en eksperimentell karriere med Holy Toy. Men han hadde også en solokarriere. To album, hvorav den første har den ypperlige låta Ikke Slakt Min Hane som åpningslåt. Jeg kommer tilbake til den antagelig. Og han ble seriøs på det andre albumet som kun inneholder tekster av Tor Johnson, en norsk og tragisk dikter. Jeg fortalte deg en gang etter en konsert om en bror som hadde hatt en nesten like vanskelig skjebne som deg. Kan du bli med å be for ham i natt? Jeg vet han har det vondt. Det betyr at det som har skjedd de siste dagene har vært sentralt dirigert. Koden bru
Deployment And All That Comes With...
I've been trying to ready my house, my children, and myself for the upcoming deployment. I will be leaving for Iraq in January. I've barely heard anything from my sweetheart in the last few weeks, they have had him on some kind of mission. His mission needs to be coming home! Oh, but that's not what we do in the military. Hurry up and wait, and everything changes. Due to issues working things with my chain of command, it looks like he wont be in Iraq with me, and due to the changes, he may not even be back before I leave. It sounds difficult, and in some ways it is (I am going to miss him even more than I do now.) I know that we can make it, though. I actually posted a mumm in March, not expecting answers but advice, and decided then that I would wait for him. Now that we are a couple, and a good one at that, I know I can with no hesitation. I trust him implicitly to do the same. It is amazing that I've never in my life been more sure of something than I am of him and us.
This Is Fer Anyone Who Is Reading Crazywildasscowboys Blog
Well let's see where do I wanna begin, well let's start with where I grew up and was born and raised. I was orn in Beaumount, Texas in 74. My family originated from Beamount in Quanah, Texas, actually my great grandparents homesteaded the ranch that my grandparents have today. I grew up in the cowboy way of life, horses, training cattle, work irrigation, haying, everyday ranch life. I'm an honest guy. I have been accused of scaming women, but ask yaself this, why would I do that when I work for a living, I don't depend on females, nor do I have to. I'm a capable man of working, as I have been since I was 10 years old. He has said that I don't bullride for a living, or work horses, or cattle, or ranch. Well yes, I'm tryign to put it back together, but I still work everyday with my horse business, if ya like you may check out my web site,, which is my business page, it shows a few of the horses that I have trained. Now as far as the rodeo goes, he sai
am always thinking about you i dont think i can be mad your smile cuts through me making everything ok, he gorgeous handsome in everyway. your eyes sparkle everytime i see them, hearing your voice i can hear your heart it is music to my ears, wanting and waiting the touch that i feel in my dreams waking with out you there knowing its just another day wanting to go back to sleep to feel your touch again, but as it seems i gave my heart to someone who didnt want it like always being crushed at the end just because i was told i dont have goals because i took the time to take care of my family oh but yet i have a job when i go back maybe giving my heart to someone that lies wasnt the best u r the meaning of beauty and grace u bring smiles upon people face u may be an angel that has fallen but u want love calling life is worth liven because to u one day love will be given so now my angel from above i send u my friendships love thanks for caring I shouldn
His grip tightens my heart weakens his voice whispers and my control is no more.... i allowed this he did not stop me i follow the rules he is pleased we laugh out loud we move in time we are nothing more than just.... what we are While you were sleeping I felt your heart beating. While you were sleeping in my head love was repeating. While you were sleeping all I could do was smile. While you were sleeping I watched you for a while. While you were sleeping I always held your hand. While you were sleeping I knew where my heart would land. While you were sleeping you would hold me near. While you were sleeping I would cry all my tears. While you were sleeping from you I knew I wouldn't part. While you were sleeping I gave to you my heart. My heart is torn beyond repair. never ending bleed. it bleeds you dry. never letting you heal. its like cancer. theres no cure. no chance for recovery. but im not giving up. until it
I drove to my parents' house this morning. My brother's birthday is today. Happy birthday, bro. He and his wife and his two awesome labs came to visit, I drove in from the Land of Cleave. Wonderful time--laughing, eating, drinking, a nice evening walk on a beautiful country road. Then my father and sister-in-law get into it. My dad, 82 in March, only recently became an old man. He's slowed down quite a bit in the last year or so. Even so, this past summer, he finished building--all by his lonesome--a house that he and my mom now live in. Suffice to say he is a good man, but a more stubborn, opinionated person I have never met. Enter my sister in law. 10 years older than my brother (58), she is a force of nature, about as opinionated as my dad but much more volatile (she gets PISSED really easily). Politically, she (a raging liberal) and my dad (a crazy conservative) reside at opposite ends of the spectrum. He, at my mother's insistence, doesn't engage. She takes adva
Bullies And Stuff
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Whatever Comes To Me Melon :p
Ok I need some help with this as I am at my wits end.... I have a name of someone on the back of my neck that is in dire need of being covered up...What I want is to get some sort of TOOL design to cover it up with but have yet to find anything so if anyone has any ideas..I am open for suggestion.... Thanks, B     fuckery duckery doo,i haz no fuckery foo,the fuckery duckery foo moo,got lost in the fuckery duckery doo I have no idea just happened to be some sort of a brain fart 8-p
The L Word
The disclaimer: For the one who will surely read this, I'm just purging I swear. I've said recently that I have never been in love. That's not entirely true. The truth is, I know no one has ever loved me. Tears ever present Loneliness all consuming The bitter anguish of hopelessness I pray constantly. I beg for a sign, a sense of direction. I know that my heart is good and that I have every right to share it. I don't know that sex is necessarily the culprit. I've always believed that my body is all they would allow me to give. Anything else I give would have too much emotion in it...and no one wants that. I'm not afraid of being alone. Just sick of it. I decided last night that if my most current flirtation is not all that it seems, I didn't care. I didn't want to know the reality of it. All I cared about was the fantasy of it. If he decided he had no feelings for me whatsoever, I would rather he just disappear than try to crush me on the way out. Now
richieinfl...: do u like giving head to hot guys hun? That is what I came home to in my shoutbox :S Is there something written on my forehead that says "HELLO, I ENJOY DEEPTHROATING!" ? Seriously, wth. >_> 2451298 rated your photo a '8'! Boo. I am a at least a 3. bitch. From Date Message    ACCEPT DENY doctordave1969  (Online) 2009-04-15 13:14:29 wow what a doll !!!! you have to be the most sexy female i have ever in my life seen! you are truly my dreamgirl come to life your eyes , hair , nose , lips you are just fucin perfect in every way!!! please add me ?ill rate all your pics 10s
The Life Of Me
I didn't know! You didn't know! How could we know? Did you know that DUE TO THE TROOPS: 47 countries have now reestablished their embassies in Iraq ? Did you know that the Iraqi government currently employs 1.2 million Iraqi people? Did you know that 3100 schools have been renovated, 364 schools are under rehabilitation, 263 new schools are now under construction, and 38 new schools have been completed in Iraq ? Did you know that Iraq 's higher education structure now consists of 20 Universities, 46 Institutes or Colleges, and 4 research centers, all currently operating? Did you know - that Iraqi women are now allowed to attend schools? Did you know that 25 Iraqi students departed for the United States in January 2005, for the re-established Fulbright program? Did you know that the Iraqi Navy is now operational? That they have five (5) - 100-foot patrol craft, 34 smaller vessels, and a naval infantry regiment. Did you know that I
All Things Lilweeone
What Sign of the Black Zodiac are you? The Whirlwind Your sign is that of the whirlwind. You represent the many known contradictions of the Bible, and also the wrath of God upon those who dare to question it. Your fury is often taken out on everyone, rather than the one who caused it. Aggravation is not your main source of anger, but it often causes more damage than your fury itself. You are the sixth sign of the Black Zodiac. The hypocritical, damaging, serious Whirlwind. Fun quizzes, surveys & blog quizzes by
Oh Lord, take my heart... it's destroying me, Can't take the pain and hurt, of some old 'used to be', Why couldn't he give me what he had, Why'd it have to end so bad, Now I'm alone, and now you see, I'm just a memory. When love was fresh and new... he gave me all he had, But as love ran its course, time for me turned bad, Didn't know why he couldn't see, What his hurting ways did to me, But now, we're both alone, and we are both sad. Feel this heart, feel the pain.... of this love, grown cold, Gave more than I had to give, almost my soul was sold, Wish he would have been my husband, Instead of a memory in my life, But my love for him is a beauty that, I will behold. Feel these arms, feel the reach....that reaches out for him, Wish the memories we have, would just become a blur, Just a second, of the hand, Before love lost command, Just a memory of love, that is just deterred. These lips, that have only kissed him...since the day we met, With passion coursi
Stars Corner
Only love can win battles. Fighting drives people apart, but sometimes it can bring people together as well. However, so often we fail to see this and quarrels and anxieties just seem to bring people further and further apart. It's a cold February night. People are bustling through the streets, either pulling up their coat collars or wrapping scarves around their necks, trying to stay warm. It's so cold today.I'm standing at my window, looking at the people moving like little dots. Standing in a heated room, I'm beginning to pity those people. Why don't they go home? Do they plan on wandering until morning? "Almost time to go home! My boyfriend must be going crazy." One of the nurses breathe a sign of relief. "Still needs to work overtime on Valentine's Day. It's so unfair!" "You are fortunate." Another nurse says. "Some people don't have anyone waiting for them." "You mean Dr. Shu?" Like Sherlock Holmes, my ears perk up when I hear my name. "Do you remember how she
Poems That Suck
Because of you my world is now whole, Because of you love lives in my soul. Because of you I have laughter in my eyes, Because of you I am no longer afraid of good-byes. You are my pillar my stone of strength, With me through all seasons and great times of length. My love for you is pure boundless through space and time, it grows stronger everyday with the knowledge that you'll always be mine. At the altar I will joyously say 'I do', for I have it all now and it's all because of you.
Fu Sex
So it has been awhile since the last time me and the wifey had some mad monkey love. And who is to blame on this one? None other than the evil Auntie Flo...I swear she always shows up at the most inconvenient time. And I believe she will remain till tomorrow but I wished she had left like yesterday! Anyways, I look forward to her departing so I can "get my grove on". But then again yours truly here will probably screw it up by doing something stupid like get into an arguement on how to raise kids versus just keeping my mouth shut and allow her to make all the decisions...only time will tell this time. 21 days or three weeks...the last time I had some whoopee. You would think that being the Christmas holidays that I would get lucky with wifey, well that didn't happen. Ok, I get it, it's hard trying to be sexy when you are sleeping at your in-laws and wifey did state "why not go to a hotel for the night" and I refuse because I'm such a tight butt or just clueless at some of th
Role Play.
-][ Name ][-][ мιснεαζ•вυяинaм ][- -][ Age ][-][ 20 ][- -][ Hair ][-][ White & Blue ][- -][ Eyes ][-][ Deep Blue ][- -][ Race ][-][Pure Blood Vampire][- -][ Mother ][-][ Coldest Glance ][- -][ Father ][-][ Unknown ][- -][ Twin Bro ][-][ Nero Devil (Decesed) ][- -][ MB was trained how to use fire arms at a very young age. He is now an adult haveing to deal with all the bs what comes with it. He has no other known siblings only a cousin named Shadow Wolfen Now he is running the home in what he was born in, The Sickness is back open and he wonder's what if anything has changed, and just what his fate holds.-][- -][ He loves to explore keeping to himself not one to hang with a crowed preffering his own company. He loves to read on any thing he can the occult being his favourite. He keeps a glock 17 on him at all times and be warned his dad taught him very well][- Name - Demitirious Ghaalin Clan: Tzi
My Lounge
come and can u check out the lounge call The Ride The Lightning Lounge Featureing XXXtreme Full Throttle Radio (HIREING ALL STAFF if like please join if u want to be staff u can alway shout box me too. Sincerely, kisses where do you wanna be right now? WELL YOU SHOULD BE PARTYING WITH US IN RIDE THE LIGHTING, GETTING DRUNK AND HAVING THE TIME OF YA LIFE!~ WE HAVE THE WOMEN,ENTERTAINMENT,DRINKS,BUT MOST OF ALL WE NEED YOU..COME AND SEE WHATS FIRING UP AT RIDE THE LIGHTING Fubars newest and hottest lounge Alway looking for staff Managers Bartnders Enforcers Greeters if u r wanting to do any of thats kind of staff feeling free to contact at anytime.
Work Of Poet....
SEXXURPROFILEUP.COM So Sweet your love I adore The taste of Your love As it trickles In rivulets Down my chin As I chance A look Up your torso At a head thrown Back in twisted Pleasure felt As nails Rake my back Blood mixing With sweat salts I sting I pull your Hips closer To taste your love So sweet your love poet Sighs Blonde Her hair Blue Her music Dark Her dance Light Her spirit Red Her passion Darlene poet BCOMMENTED.COM Why Now, and not later The breathing shallow The vision dimmer Bones ache Each moment is filled with pain I am nauseous I vomit with regularity I shouldn’t feel this way Fuck it It grows A black stain on my lungs The doctor says The cure is worse than the disease My hair falls out I do not go softly into that good night I scream I cry Why poet BCOMMENTED.COM
Life Seems To Be A Quick Sucession Of Busy Nothings.
And so it begins... So yeah I get it. I'm attractive, I appreciate the positive attention. But seriously? Get to know me before you demand my YIM id.. I'm much smarter than I'm given credit for. Shoutbox is funny today... (Read from the bottom) (then he ignored me AWW!) wassup: go fuck yourself cunt ->wassup: The best part is? Your only picture is a hash out of DRAMA...And the fact that you're in my shoutbox starting shit is only making yourself come across as an asshole. The irony tastes so sweet! Go play in traffic. :) wassup: gay ->wassup: lol.. Nevermind. It's obviously over your head. wassup: wtf? ->wassup: I, however am not one of them. ->wassup: Trust me, there's lots of sluts around here that will get you off booboo ;) wassup: not here to play your silly games ->wassup: wassup: whatever ->wassup: Well for starters that's privileged info for family only... wassup: cool, what's your yahoo? ->wassup: I do.. wassup: do u have yahoo messenger? ->w
A Poem To Make Him Thnk
I watch in the pale moonlight as she slowly removes her clothes Her skin so pale and white softer than the petals of a rose She stands and let's me admire as the cool breeze blows through her golden hair To not pull her close would just seem so unfair I stare into her eyes, so innocent and blue Holding her within my arms feeling her love so true she gently caresses me and smiles the love in her eyes makes it all worth while so sweet and gentle her touch there is no doubt why I love her so much I know now that she is only a dream I know this and I want to scream I lay awake my body in shiver Waiting for the pain to be delivered Holding the blade in trembling hand prepared to make it but Just then the phone rang I never had the nerve to make the final cut Heart Breaker You are a heart breaker a dream taker You lied to get what you want Now you I no longer want I thought we had a chance but I guess it was not a true romance I loved you with all my heart
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The History Of Icp Whoop Whoop!
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Adventures Of Superboy
I had a friend named Ray-Ray who took a creative writing class with me in high school. He was only a sophomore but he was smart enough to take senior-level classes, and I liked Ray-Ray because he earned my respect with his maturity and great attitude. He was always positive about everything, it seemed. You know? The kind of guy who could get his left leg run over by a train and then lay there bleeding to death only to say, "Well, at least that train didn't get both of my legs! Thankya Jesus!" Anyway, long-story-short, I had a bad dream tonight and I got up, dripping in sweat. I drank a 16 oz. glass of orange juice, watched some ESPN re-plays on t.v. and (now) can't go back to sleep. Feeling bad and all (about the dream, mostly), I began to think about Ray-Ray for no apparent reason. I imagined how he would've handled the bad dream incident, and it made me feel better to think fondly of him. I hope to God Ray-Ray is on fubar because it would be cool to hook-up with him again
Leaving For Awhile
hey guys and gurls i have posted new pixs well lots of by and spread the love .....ty hey new and old friends i am taking awhile off here im sorry i hope it wont be long but if u have spoken 2 me u will know my situaion i am going threw but if u would like to stay n touch email me at hope 2 hear from u soon xxoox A blond drops a shirt off at the cleaners the woman clerk says :come again: The blond saids no its toothpaste this time...... A guys zipper is down. A girl says your garge door is open ..he saids did u see my hardley ? she saids no but i did see a mini bike with 2 flat tires.... A guy had a g/f that loved to stroke his balls after sex day he decided to ask her y...she said cuz i miss mine..
Fire Pit
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There'sa point in your life when your get tired of chasing everyone and trying to fix everything,But it's not giving up.....It's realizing that you don't need Certain People and the Bullshit and the Drama they bring. A true man does not need to romance a DIFFRENT women every night,a TRUE MAN romances the same women for the rest of his life... I'm Crazy.I'm Silly.I'm Funny.I'm Cute.I'm Brave. I'm Gurly.I'm Sweet.I'm Loud.I'm Cheerful.I'm Opinionated.I'm Energetic.I'm Annoying.I'm Fun.I'm Outgoing.....Sometimes i'm not everything i wish i could be , but I'M everything i need to be.I'm just ME , and i LIKE it like that....
so who would like to make a salute for me hehe. i went on some pages and seen that people salute their friends and all. i want one, pretty please with edible panties on top lmao. =D Love You. Do certain people just not care how others feel at all? Many guys whom I have either met or showed interest in me, hurt me. What's the sense in hurting someone mentally, seriously?!!? I know I am a good girl, is that so bad, to be good or try to be good to impress someone? I give my all, I guess I wear my feelings on my shoulder and I am too understanding because I end up letting guys walk all over me. I let them sweet talk me without trying to get to know them first as a friend. But c'mon, I am a very understanding girl and no matter who does me wrong, you know what; I understand. I don't let it go easily, but I do understand. It just really hurts when I am being taken advantage of. Yeah you all will say to get over it or the guy was a jerk or just whatever. This isn't me blogging
Forgive her For she knows Not what she does.... A cross upon her bedroom wall. From grace she will fall. An image burning in her mind. And between her thighs. A dying God-man full of pain. When will you cum again? Before him beg to serve or please. On your back or knees. There's no forgiveness for her sins. Prefers punishment? Would you suffer eternally Or internally? Ah. For her lust She'll burn in hell. Her soul done medium well. All through mass manual stimulation Salvation. Corpus Christi She needs Corpus Christi Corpus Christi. Corpus Christi She needs Corpus Christi Corpus Christi. Body of Christ. She needs. Body of Christ. Body of Christ. She'd like to know God. love God. Feel her God. Inside of her - deep inside of her. She'd like to know God. love God. Feel, feel, feel Her God, Inside of her Deep inside of her. Inside of her Deep inside of her. Jesus Christ looks like me Jesus Christ, Jesus Chris
In My Head
Well, Cowboy Dan's a major player in the cowboy scene He goes to the reservation drinks and gets mean He's gonna start a war He hops in his pickup puts the pedal to the floor And says "I got mine but I want more" Because, Cowboy Dan's a major player in the cowboy scene He goes to the reservation drinks and gets mean He goes to the desert, fires his rifle in the sky And says, "God if I have to die you will have to die" Because, Cowboy Dan's a major player in the cowboy scene I didn't move to the city, the city moved to me And I want out desperately Can't do it, not even if sober Can't get that engine turned over Can't do it, not even if sober Can't get that engine turned over No, no, not even if sober Can't get that engine turned over Standing in the tall grass Thinking nothing You know we need oxygen to breathe, oxygen to breathe Everytime you think you're walking you're just moving the ground Everytime you think you're talking you're just moving your mouth Every
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This Is How My Mind Works
So, if your fu-marriage hits the skids, get a fu- divorce and ask the fu- court for fu-alimony, and if there's fu-kids thats 17% of his fu-income for fu-child support. If he doesn't pay that's contempt of fu-court and he could go to fu-jail, where he might get fu-raped in the shower if he drops the fu-soap. he'd have to make a fu-shiv to protect himself, or join a fu-gang like the fu-aryan brotherhood or the fu-crips, or just learn fu-kung fu. I drive a 01 chevy blazer, I like the truck a lot, i don't want to trade it in or get another car. but when i drive past the dealership i will look at the nice new cars on the lot and admire the craftsmanship and the sleek lines. I'm not gonna check the sticker price or take it for a test drive, I'm just gonna look while I drive past the place. that's how I see relationships so with my new job I can't have any exposed tattoos, if you look at my pics you'll see I'd have to wear a long sleeve shirt. the manager said I could cover them up with ace b
Misc. Stuffs
SOLD OUT!!!!!   Come one, Come all I am selling 4 Cherry Bombs & 4 Auto 11's this afternoon 1st come, 1st served.... The Price is 8 Mill Each... Also tomorrow I will be selling a Happy Hour as well that comes with a 7 day blast...Stay tuned for the HH Blog...And That Is all.... Oh and Good Day everyone =D   SOLD OUT!!!!! Does anyone know how to take apart or where to find a 6 speed transaxle diagram???? Any help is greatly appreciated :)   Model# 917.252520 If there is anyone that is going to be at the Asheville or Hampton shows please let me know so we can get up with each other..I will be in Hampton,Va during the 3 day Phish shows and I will be in Asheville,NC for the June 6th show fumail me and let me know thanks everyone :D Update: PHISH SUMMER TOUR 2009 06/04 - Nikon at Jones Beach Theater - Wantagh, NY 06/05 - Nikon at Jones Beach Theater - Wantagh, NY 06/06 - Comcast Center - Mansfield, MA 06/07 - Susquehanna Bank Center - Camden, NJ 06/09 - Asheville Civic
No Way!
ok i have a simple question. please answear me lol... why in gods name would you put squirter in your name.. (if i have any friends that do this sorry but its weird lol) thats like walking up to someone down the street, shaking their hand and say hi there.. im a squirter!! im sorry but i dont need to know that much about my friends lol.. ok lol thats it i just felt like an early morning rant.. have a great sunday ok this guy makes no sence lol.. my status states.. YOU GAVE ME FU-STD'S.. ITS SUPPOSED TO BE FUNNY HA HA LOL HIM: now u get that lol HIM: ok well then if i did i dont remember that night so can we do a reinactment HIM: ok so i gave it to you HIM: ok you dont get what im saying then omg -ME: omg!!!!!!! IT SAYS YOU GAVE IT TO ME HIM: well neither does that u gave me fu std ME: lol you make no sence HIM: yeah so now that u got them u want to give them to me ME: it says.... you gave me fu std;s HIM: i dont understand what ur saying but HIM: ok M
Our So Called Rules But Really Suggestions
LMAO we have no rules!!!!!!!!!!!! Ok First you must add the top 6 Friends . 2nd If you would put us in your name Fubars "MOST" Finest You don't have to but we would appreciate it. Like i said there are no rules. when you see a bully from one of the CEO's aka Colonel, MYLF, MS Carolina, Christina Veronica, & Italian Irish Irish Princess and Especially the Home Page try to repost if your not on dont worry about just do it when you can but we do expect see bulletins reposted and love shown to the people they're about. We do not have to be in your top friends or fam but we ask that you do put the Home Page in your top friends somewhere. We have a yahoo group if you go to the homepage click on the link in the about me section and register you can add your b-day to the calendar and set it to remind us the day before and day of so we get the message and make sure we show love. The messenger for that is please add it if you have yahoo and Club Euphoria is o
Good Music Recording Software
A friend of mine Stan lost most of his trailer today in the ice storm that we have had. A tree limb came through his roof and now he has to stay with me at my cousin Paul's cause I lost power myself. Please pray for Stan during this time of need. Thank you all!! I am wanting to record some songs, but I am unsure about what software would be the best for me. I'm not very educated when it comes to recording software for music and such. I can learn easily. I just want some software that I can do vocals on from an mp3. Is there anything out that will let me play the mp3 I have of an existing song and let me record lyrics over it as it's playing? If anyone could help me out I'd appreciate it so much. Anthony A friend of mine Stan lost most of his trailer today in the ice storm that we have had. A tree limb came through his roof and now he has to stay with me at my cousin Paul's cause I lost power myself. Please pray for Stan during this time of need. Thank you all!!
this is metephorical of course but think for a second about life as a clock every cog is importent and every cog is connected and in this ur choices are cogs and every cog is connected to a path every path is connected to a cog ur life there are no wrong choices no bad choices walk with ur head up even if sociaty says u are wrong hold ur stance never look back all i ask is u learn from every thing u do there is not and will never be a perfect world to many cogs turn its to easy for a tooth to be broken and spin it outa control but i will say that if u do ur best to show love to every one u meet and i am fully aware not every one is disserving but in the end shouldnt u feel better knowing that altho that person didnt show u love and u kept ur cool and loved them with all u had well dont u think u may feel better about ur self that light that may be blackend by smut by the hate diseas may just have grown a little brighter in both of ur hearts well upon doing a wee bit of research i
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Why do blue pens exist? No, this is not a hypothetical question, it isn't mean to transition into some cool little point. I just wonder why blue pens exist. Most official documents require that you write in black ink, black in looks more important. Blue just I think I actually hate blue pens. To me, they seem to breed discourse in the world of the orderly. And anytime you are looking through a jar of pens to find a black pen, you always get a blue one. What the crap is with that? Are blue pens just so starved for attention that they try to find their way to you. Perhaps it is because when people steal your pens, they steal the black ones, and leave the blue ones, cause nobody wants the BLOODY BLUE PEN. I think I may be under a little bit of stress. I am so exhausted. Not physically, I am tired in body, trust me, but my mind is so drained. After so many hours, my eyes decide to quit focusing, I begin to drag. I keep telling myself I need to do something else, but there
Poems I Have Written
what is love.. love is something i cannot seem to obtain.. the more i go without it the more i will go insane.. love is sweet and without it im beginning to sour.. i need someone to love and be my beautiful flower.. love is an emotion that you cannot describe.. i need someone that gives me that vibe.. love is looking into someones eyes.. having them look back telling you no lies.. love is having someone that doesnt make you cry.. the thought of being without them makes you want to die.. love is something that my life it does reign.. i need to find it to rid all the pain.. love is something that occupies my mind.. i need a girl that is really kind.. love is growing old together till death due you part.. i need a girl that believes that truly in her heart.. love is something that should be eternal and last forever.. it should never die not never ever!!! ~stray (c)01/03/09 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ THREE WORDS ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ When life sucks sh
Shakey's Domain
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i am a submissive woman. i find pleasure, joy and fulfillment from being submissive to another in a loving relationship. i am not weak, or stupid. i am a strong woman, with firm views and a clear concept of what i want out of my life. i do not serve out of shame or weakness, but out of pride and strength. i look to my loving Master for guidance and protection, for never am i more complete than when He is with me. i know that he will protect my body, my mind and my soul with His strength and wisdom. He is everything to me, as i am everything to Him. His touch awakens me and His thoughts free me. Only in serving Him do i find complete freedom and joy. His punishments are harsh, but i accept them thankfully, knowing that He has my best interests always foremost in His mind. If He desires my body for pleasure, i shall joyfully give it to Him, and take pleasure myself from knowing that i have brought Him happin
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Things That Annoy
So my good friend pimped me out and I got this little gem in a PM. Where do these guys come from? I mean seriously? Of course if anyone is interested let me know I'll SB you the contact info. Cause I think I'll pass. your submissive behaviour as good as your outer appearance? i message you, because i have seen you while i was roaming arround the profiles...i am looking for an online-sub. when you are interested in bdsm related chats, cam-to-cam chats, tasks, exercises and when you would like to know more, just send me a message. it would be really nice to talk with you about this...have you ever thought about serving someone? to serve someone mentally or sexually... to take care about somebodys needsto talk with me about mental or sexual desires... to act as submissive for me. a dominant who tells you what to do, how to react and that takes care of your submissive needs if you have some?to please me mentally or sexually... to act as submissive on command... to know how it is
Her first memory was a dream. In this dream she was sitting in a theater, the lights were dark and the large white screen illuminated the room. There was no smell, no noise, it was empty- like her. As she sat in the very back row her thoughts wondered until a tiny black dot came across the screen appearing larger with her every breath in perfect cadence. What is this? As the dot got larger it took the shape of a dinosaur and one that was definitely carnivorous at that. From the left of the screen a figure- small but defined walked out. As she inhaled the figure became clearer. It’s me but why? Tapping her leg nervously she watched herself walk up to the dinosaur. The dinosaur looked at her in the row sitting quietly and back to her on the screen. What is this? In a single swoop and gulp she was gone. No remnants almost as if she never existed. But I do. These dreams have diminished over time to the point where when she sleeps she craves for the oddity. Each day
Love Is An Addiction
why is it that u can be so contint with in yourself, being happy with who u are, not have a care in the world, u never 2ed guess ur dissigions, have no regrests to what u have done, who u became, and never looking back wishing things could be diffrent...then u meet one guy who makes u see what u wont that u have been missing, once had but lost but this was completly diffrent...u fall in love and never even 2ed guessed it....i fell hard and fell finally happy and complete inside the world my life could not be any better at this point in time...i talk to him 3 4 hrs a day just wonting to know how his day went what hes thinking and if hes thinking about me ...each time we together im like wow nothing can top this day and just thinking about that moment in time...he texts me each mornign with a good morning instant smile on my face i know hes thinking about me just as i am of him ...then one day things just change i woke up in the morning something doesnt feel head is
To Our Friends
dear friends, we have to leave fu we sorry .. we will leave this blog up for a week or so an we will also be deleating this account.. porkys is already gone we need to save our marrage more then be on this site... if you still wana talk to us then plz your more then welcome to add us on yahoo porkys yim is lil_satans_kidd and mine is paininthebutt91182 if your our true friend we hope to hear from you soon we love you all and hope to talk soon love always babez and porky hey ya'll u gots to check out my friend trickbaby she is awsome friend of mine she will show u the same love u give her  check her out hey ppls come HELP me out i'm in a rate contest the first one to 600 rates wins and i would love to win so pls hit it up it up
Sassy Star's Rollercoaster
Tuesday is the big day..I have my surgery. It's not major or anything but it is more involved than what it was going to be. I know it will be fine but I am still nervous. I also have mixed feelings about it. This is really the end of the road as far as having a baby. Don't get me wrong, I am totally done trying that. I went through more pain, physically and mentally, than most women would allow themselves to go through. Sometimes I think about what all I did and it amazes me that I put myself through some of it. Never did anything affect me the way fertility did. UGH! I did get pregnant and I know one was a girl. I named her, grieved for her and kept her memory. That is all I can do and it is enough. I guess in some small way I was a mother..even for a very short time. But that part of my life is over now. I am ready to move on and be healthy as well. This crap I go through 3 weeks out of every month has to end and I am ready. So enough Please think of me and if you are
G's Blog (covers Anything And Everything)
I'm only going to blog a TINY bit here...its about me, myself and I. Sick, again, mom's watching me, again...sleeping most of day, again...yup. Pray. Thanks. Indee You make me feel as if I'm not real; A non-existant purpose in your life. I am brushed off, emotionally beat down to the ground, I was just your mistress, never to be your wife. The woman, out of a love so wild, incubated your child... Now, for her you have no time. Since you became tired of her, she roams the Earth, Trying to find the rhythm to her rhyme. I feel as if I am stuck inside of a deep, deep hole. Almost bottomless. A hole of pain, confusion, frustration, anger, rage, tears and depression. I became tired of trying to explain to the person I love WHY what they've done killed me inside. And, I've hurt him, as well. In my rage, I've carelessly stabbed his heart with words, with actions. I didn't know how else to tell him: YOU HURT ME! WHY? I'M YOUR QUEEN...YOU HAD TO PROTECT THE HEART I GAVE
Some Things Ive Found
Ode to the Nice Girls Note: I did NOT write this. This is my tribute to the nice girls. To the nice girls who are overlooked, who become friends and nothing more, who spend hours fixating upon their looks and their personalities and their actions because it must be they that are doing something wrong. This is for the girls who don't give it up on the first date, who don't want to play mind games, who provide a comforting hug and a supportive audience for a story they've heard a thousand times. This is for the girls who understand that they aren't perfect and that the guys they're interested in aren't either, for the girls who flirt and laugh and worry and obsess over the slightest glance, whisper, touch, because somehow they are able to keep alive that hope that maybe... maybe this time he'll have understood. This is an homage to the girls who laugh loud and often, who are comfortable in skirts and sweats and combat boots, who care more than they should for guys who don't dese
Angels From Below
(I wrote this originally in my blog on MySpace. Some of you aren't my friend there, and I figured I should share what was going on with you. I also wanted to say that domestic abuse doesn't just affect women and children, it affects men too. We must report ANY abuse going on! Don't let another person die from domestic abuse!!!!!) The rain is falling hard as I am writing this. Autumn's touch can be seen in the trees and felt in the weather. Life should be good, and it is, I suppose.Except it's hard to find joy when someone you know has been snuffed away from their young life. A young man who had so much potential, who wanted better things for himself, was brutally taken away from his family. My step-cousin, Dustin Garren Lee, was murdered by his much older GF a few days ago. Dustin was a good kid, but he made some bad choices in his short life. The fatal one was deciding to be with the woman who would later take his life. I remember him fondly as an 11 year old boy who liked t
Classical Kid's
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Simply Me
When the visions around you, Bring tears to your eyes And all that surround you, Are secrets and lies I'll be your strength, I'll give you hope, Keeping your faith when it's gone The one you should call, Was standing here all along.. And I will take You in my arms And hold you right where you belong Till the day my life is through This I promise you This I promise you I've loved you forever, In lifetimes before And I promise you never... Will you hurt anymore I give you my word I give you my heart (give you my heart) This is a battle we've won And with this vow, Forever has now begun... Just close your eyes (close your eyes) Each loving day (each loving day) I know this feeling won't go away (no..) Till the day my life is through This I promise you.. This I promise you.. Over and over I fall (over and over I fall) When I hear you call Without you in my life baby I just wouldn't be living at all... And I will take (I will take you in my arms)
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Once He knew that the chloroform had taken effect, the stranger laid Khatra down on the ground so that he could dispose of her keys and her cell phone. “Sorry lovely but can’t let you keep this cell phone it might be equipped with a GPS and my Master doesn’t want anybody to be able to find you.” He said with a chuckle as he tossed Khatra’s keys and phone into the car and then locked it up. Once he was satisfied with the way things looked he gently picked up the sleeping woman and carried her off toward his waiting van. As he walked toward the van the fog which had been slowly rolling in started to thicken and rise as though it was concealing his actions. He opened the side door of his van the moment he reached it and laid Khatra inside. Quickly he went to work untying her hands. He rolled her over onto an air mattress then he raised her hands above her head and secured them to an eye hook that had been attached to the floor of the van. Once he knew that her hands were secure he mov
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Hey friends :) I'm back. I was MIA for a while as I had Life to deal with and not much time to do all the stuff I like. Life has calmed down and I'm back in the swing of things. You may notice my fam is smaller...Who cares right? well I am just fixing up crap and updating. Hope all is well with everyone and thanks for those who didn't forget me in the short 3 months I was gone...but I guess 3 months is 3 yrs in fu. :) xoxo  Honestly I'm tired of trying to twist and mold myself into something someone wants...Fuck it. I'm just gonna be me and do me. And if you wanna make me someone special then you better damn well do it cuz I dont' wait for people. I'm an amazing person and I'm tired of people hurting me and telling me They care or whatever and then proving me wrong. Actions speak louder than words and I might march to the beat of my own drum but at least I'm honest. I'm a little more than that too, I'm nice funny and caring and let's not forget smart. Yea me Im smart. I have feelings t
My Life
COPY AND PASTE the links into your browser. May not redirect you from fubar! You can keep track of me on facebook: Or add me on Twitter: You have NO excuse! I know I have a lot of cool Fu-friends on here. And I need your help! PLEDGE instead of buying me fu-gifts and blings or give me ratings! click here to get to my fundraiser! I need to get roughly 5K together to pay for everything. I have set a goal of $1981.00 to pay at least for the main stuff (like tickets, vet and a small part of the move), but everything above that will help a whole lot! My parents are pitching in as much as they can, but some things are just missing. I do not want to move with just a kid and two bags under the arm. I have a great dog and would like to take as much as possible with me. I have a nice saying: a friend in need is a friend indeed. Are you a friend? PLEDGE NOW! How does that work? Everyone can pledge fr
How are women and tornadoes alike? They both moan like hell when they come, and take the house when they leave. As an airplane is about to crash, a female passenger jumps up frantically and announces, "If I'm going to die, I want to die feeling like a woman." She removes all her clothing and asks, "Is there someone on this plane who is man enough to make me feel like a woman?" A man stands up, removes his shirt and says, "Here, iron this!" The newlyweds are in their honeymoon room and the groom decides to let the bride know where she stands right from the start of the marriage. He proceeds to take off his trousers and throw them at her. He says, "Put those on." The bride replies, "I can't wear your trousers." He replies, "And don't forget that! I will always wear the pants in the family!" The bride takes off her knickers and throws them at him with the same request, "Try those on!" He replies,"I can't get into your knickers!" "And you never bloody will if you
So the fairly hot cop next door has a new girlfriend....     A MUCH younger girlfriend whom he has already moved in, along with her extremely obnoxious 6 year old son.  *sigh*   What is it with you guys?  Trying to regain your youth?  Enjoy playing Daddy?  Women your own age are too old for you?  When women date younger guys we are stereotyped as cougars.  When men do it you pat one another on the back and ^5 each other.  I have even noticed it on here.  I see men on my list who are in their late 30s and 40s  mostly flirting with the 20somethings.   People are always asking me why I am single.  Here is one reason.  A lot of men my age only go for the young girls and I am NOT going to date someone my son's age.  That's just weird.     That is all for now. If you were to introduce me to someone, what would you say? This should be fun. Pass this along and see what YOU get back. If another person {man} tells me I just leveled again because I have tits I may delete them.    
Paganman Magazine
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Some Of My Writting.
Being a people pleaser is an emotionally draining and often painful existence. I don't know what it is, but something deep inside you feels the need to try to keep everyone you come in contact with happy in some form or another. The need to please consumes your mind and soul. The need to please is so great that you are willing to make yourself miserable in order to please another. When you feel the need to put forth the effort to please, you can't help but to put your whole heart and soul into it. Everything a people pleaser does to try to please, they do with an intense burning passion. Which I'm sure is the reason rejection hurts so bad. Rejection is a people pleasers worst fear. We can accept the small everyday rejections life has to offer. But when it comes to rejection from people we try hard to please, that kind of rejection can crush a people pleasers soul. A people pleaser is a very emotional, poetic, romantic and passionate person. Emotions drive us to do everything we do
A Hundred Years from now. It will not matter what your bank account was. What sort of house you lived in. Or what kinda car you drove. But, The world may be diffrent. Because, you were important in the Life of a Child! You Came Too! Current mood: cheerful Category: Writing and Poetry I came to the crowd seeking friends. I came to the crowd seeking love. I came to the crowd for understanding. I Found You! I came to the crowd to weep. I came to the crowd to laugh. You dried my tears. You shared my happiness. I went from the crowd seeking you. I went from the crowd seeking me. I went from the crowd forever. You came too.
I never knew finding the one person to fall for was a big deal recently. I was off doing my thing and I seen,I was amazed. I thought to myself she is the most beautiful person I have ever layed eyes on. Kinda hit me like a tons of bricks. I am content now. Thank you Kirsty. Since a very long time ago, people have searched for the meaning of love. But even the great philosophers, with their profound definitions, could not fully touch its true essence. In a survey of 4-8 year olds, kids share their views on love. But what do little kids know about love? Read on and be surprised that despite their young and innocent minds, kids already have a simple but deep grasp of that four-letter word. "Love is that first feeling you feel before all the bad stuff gets in the way." "When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love." "When someone
We Are One....inauguration Blogs
Now that I have had time to truly digest all that occurred while I was in DC, I can write about it. First and foremost, I intended to blog about my time in DC but I was always rushing around or so dead exhausted I really didn't have time to do much of anything other than live the experience. I was also never really patient enough to figure out how my free internet in my room worked so I just gave up quickly. I had an absolute blast in DC. It was one of the most life changing experiences of my life. I was there with one of my best friends in the world and we truly had the time of our lives. I am going to divide up the whole experience in to different blogs because there is just too much shit to put all in one. Now let me note first off that I had some amazingly strong drinks when I went out to eat the night before the inauguration so that just adds to the craziness of this day. I got up at 430 to get all my layers on that I knew that I was going to have to wear in order to stay so
Psycho Babble Bullshit
I came...finally. It's interesting. Now to thank Chad somehow. ;) It's days like these that make me wanna give that notice of resignation. I hate staying over and not being asked just being expected to. I don't give a shit about my title or my rate of pay anymore....I just wanna get out of that dungeon ontime for once. :( So I guess the curiosity is killed. God how I hate that fucking cat.
Fun Stuff
hey don't know if anyone will read this... but I wanna know if I should do my hair? it's hella windy here. Like really bad. but I kinda wanna be girly. Should I curl it? I dunno.... I don't normally do my hair. Do you know what happened this week in California back in 1850?? 158 years ago California became a state. The State had no electricity. The State had no money. Almost everyone spoke Spanish. There were gunfights in the streets. So basically, it was just like it is today, except the women had real breasts and the men didn't hold hands. Woman’s Poem Before I lay me down to sleep, I pray for a man, who's not a creep, one who's handsome, smart and strong, one who loves to listen long. One who thinks before he speaks, one who'll call, not wait for weeks. I pray he's gainfully employed, when I spend his cash, won't be annoyed. Pulls out my chair and opens my door. Massages my back and begs to do more. Oh! Send me a man w
Peoms I Write
My heart is filled with wonders I smile when I think of you My little soul takes flight and flutters Whenever you pass me through I heart the sound of your mesmerising voice I heart the smell of you I heart the way you look in my eyes I heart you, and only you My words may seem a little naive My lips are frozen, they cannot speak My body shivers just seeing you here And yet you are just a fantasy You cannot be mine because you don't heart me Though I wish and wish that we are us Still your heart belongs to another she Yet I pray you look my way And maybe you'll heart me back Happiness is that which everyone longs but so few of us actually get Happiness is that which rights all wrongs and leaves us without regret Why then does happiness torture us so when all we want is to feel what happiness does in the lowest of low when everything just seems too real Happiness comes to so many of you you who think it will always be there Happiness leaves you with
Use Me
i recently had a conversation with a good friend of mine a few days ago concerning weather or not black men could tell if black men in fact have a radar when it comes to knowing weather or not women of a different race date black men. i proceeded to tell her that i for one do not. i mean outside of the obvious clues such as over the top ghetto dress,speach and slang, it's really hard for me to tell. now i can really only speak for myself on this matter so take it as you will. i never have been one to approach a woman who was excruciatingly ghetto in mannerizms or appearance. that's just me. none of the females in my family were like that so i tend to gravitate twards women who act themselves at all times, regardless of who they so choose to date or what form of music they wish to listen to. which brings me to another point. i listen to a plethora of different music which usually leaves me open to be comfortable around all walks of people. from metal heads to classic rockers to t
The Road
Locked away in an insane asylum of my brain . Fighting with my heart the battle rages on struggling to escape these emotions that keep me locked away . Like a bird in a cage I desire to be free . Wanting to laugh,live,LOVE others,someone,anyone ! But locked in this Asylum I struggle to escape the LOVE I want,desire,need to be free of this Insanity ... ON a road well traveled is this the road for me ? Today I take a different road one I have never traveled before . With it's curves bumps and blind spots it brings me fear . not a fear of death but a fear of life one that I feel apprehensive to explore . But on this road less traveled I make a stop . With this stop I find a piece of mind a seance of need and desire to explore this stop on this road as I am torn do I have a final destination or do I stay and explore this stop on the road less traveled ? Life something that makes you cry, laugh and bleed ! Life their is a beginning and there is death oh such an intament thing ! when do
i have a job interview today at 1 pm...possibly going back into the salon !!!!! JL French Automotive Castings Inc. announced Monday it will lay off 300 employees in Sheboygan and cut one local manufacturing shift “due to the unforeseen rapid decline of orders.” The cuts were announced in a press release that hinted more job cuts may be on the way. Tim Kellner, vice president of human resources, said most of the 300 workers had been on an extended holiday shutdown, but they have now been informed the layoff is permanent. He did not say when employees were informed. “The speed with which our customers have been reducing their own production expectations has been surprising,” Kellner said in the release. “We can’t bring people back to work like we had planned, and we have to change our manufacturing structure.” Kellner said JL French — which manufactures die-cast automotive parts — will cut operations from three shifts two at both Sheboygan plants, 3101 S. Taylor Drive and
A Random Rant
1. A snowflake is one of nature's most fragile things,but just look what many of them can do when they stick together. 2.If all your dreams don't come true,don't fret; all your nightmares don't,either. 3.Don't be a carbon copy of someone else; make your own impression. 4. Don't let your welcome mat lie. 5. The best gift we can bestow upon others is a good example. 6. For mending someone's broken heart,the best glue is compassion 7. If you aren't wearing a smile,you're only half dressed. 8. Remember,today is the tomorrow you worried about yesterday.- Dale Carnegie 9. The trouble with some people in trying times is that they stop trying. 10. Actions speak louder than bumper stickers. 11.If you don't like the way life looks,change the way you look at life. 12.Nobody has ever measured how much the heart can hold. 13.The world is full of cactus,but we don't have to sit on it. 14. An arguement is a head-on collision of two trains of thought. 15. When
Let's play a game...Here's how it goes: Type your name in my blog comments. Once you do that, this is what I'll do for you...1. I'll respond with something random about you.2. I'll tell you which song or movie you remind me of.3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle you in.4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me (if possible. If not I'll say something that only makes sense to me).5. I'll tell you my first memory of you.6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.7. I'll ask you something I've always wondered about you.If you play, you MUST post this on your blog... As much as i hate fighting and agruements. It seems like the only way for me to get a good night rest sometimes is a good fight or agurement. Because i then cry alot and phyically tired from it i am just want to sleep. its wierd I find it strange how you can go from being friends one day to not at all the next. I was friends with a great guy. I trusted him full heartly i told him things i could not tell
Nsfw Stuff...
Some Poems By Me!
Thinking Of You I sit here quietly and watch the sun set Thinking of someone that I've never met I wonder does he think of me too Needless to say I am thinking of you Wanting you to hold me, to see your face To take you away to a better place You feel so right, too good to be true I just can't stop thinking of you People who don’t understand may say that I might regret Losing my heart to a man I've not met I say there is nothing I can do I cannot help thinking of you I believe you were made special for me But wonder if that could possibly be I'm tired of being so alone and blue But I always smile when thinking of you Missing You My heart aches within from missing you, My lips long for the feel of kissing you, Right now all I need is to gently touch your skin, To look into your eyes and see deep within, Just one warm embrace, Just to look upon your face, Just one little touch, From the one I love so much, If I could gaze upon your smile, For just
Its true I havent been around much lately, got real life to worry about. Maybe one day I will be able t spend more time here, but for now I'm happy in my real life and am doing what I can to make it the best it can be The long road to Godfather has come to an end. Today about 115pm futime I made the rank of Godfather. I could not have done this without the help of many of my fellow fubarians. Thank you all for your help. Side note thank you to all my great friends on here who make coming to fubar a joy and know I'm here for you just as you are me. The long road to Oracle is finally over. I could not have done it without a lot of help.  Thank you to everyone that ahs helped me along the way. I truely have the greatest fu friends (am R/L) a guy could ask for.
Thank You Kim
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Behind The Curtians.
They know of you but they never really know you. The deeper they get the more you'll find yourself upset. I'm not what you want me to be. I'm not a thing of change and this is the best of me and check this you'll never get to me. I contain a passion that burns bright as the sun but can you stand it? Many have tried many have failed. The journy to bear ones soul is filled with many dangers and yet you ask for it so openly. Why I find myself asking, because you think I'd look cute at your side? How vain such a thought is, if all you desire is lust than state it as so. You'll not become the beast of my burden, you'll not be another mark in the book of my life. Ask those before you each and everyone of them has suffered under me. It's not that I'm out to make another person suffer me, no but why should I offer you my best when you can't even contain or controll yourself? Most my age can jump from one to another but me I latch on like a parasite to it's host. I'll feed off of you like none
FW: its the least you could doBody: ----------------- Original Message -----------------From: ToniTo: Vampire Princess™ , arentanangel , Mrs. Healey , Tiffany , Crystal , ♠Mrs. DeFusco♠ , Kassandra , Adam's boring profile , Kari , Erin , Cinnamon Girl , Louise Heretakis , ~KELLDAH~ , Becky , erika , WTF...JUST cAnT uND3rSTAnD nORmAL thINkinG , Dancing Dreams , Tasha , Meghan [& Charlie ♥] , Rebecca , Lyndzie Ann , Laura , Sam , Tara Bryson , lyndsey. , Becca , Sonia , gwyn , jenn , tamara , , missy , ****Randy and Mary**** , JOSH , Alicia , Amanda , Chickering family , Mandy Date: Jul 23, 2009 4:23 PMSubject: FW: its the least you could do----------------- Original Message -----------------From: CassiTo: Nicole♥'sChris! , Toni , Amanda , Rachel , Chickering family Date: Jul 23, 2009 8:52 AMSubject: FW: its the least you could do----------------- Original Message -----------------From: japanimeblackTo: Methis , ♥Legs♥ , MySpace Hip Hop ,
Daily Journal
hmmm first day of an actual scheduled vacation in years..and i got nowhere to go. hmmm so im going to the weekly swap meet today to see if i can score some deals on junk. wish me luck. Only one thought today...the new ratings SUCK. why the hell does it tell me i am rating too fast so much? the new system sucks. ever get a song in your head you just cant get out? sometimes its a bad thing...but this song in some strange way just soothes me... Still falling Breathless and on again Inside today Beside me today Around broken in two till you eyes shed Into dust Like two strangers Turning into dust till my hand shook with the way I fear I could possibly be fading Or have something more to gain I could feel myself growing colder I could feel myself under your fate Under your fate It was you breathless and tall I could feel my eyes turning into dust And two strangers turning into dust Turning into dust
So, my VIP expires in a couple of days, I think. I am not really sure what I want to do. Do I want to stay? Do I want to delete? Do I just take a fucation(fubar vacation)? I just wonder who would miss me if I was gone. I know of maybe 5 that would even notice... *shrugs* Play the video....this is how I'm sorta feeling today...listen to the words I broke a realllllllllllly old lamp yesterday, and ever since, it has been bringing me nothing but bad luck. Is breaking a lamp supposed to be bad luck?
Random Thuoghts 1
Your body with mine, glistenin' in the heat. Pleasurable is the fruit, more enticing every time. Tempting and wonderment, in the same engaged in the thought of it, exploding with more heat and passion each wanting the feeling again and again, the pleasure and the thought always running in the mind, over and again. Feeling the warmth each place each time. Pleasurable and thrilling, time after time. Wanting waiting for that possible chance, in that one instant both hot, both with an explosion of the amazement. Minds a wild. Over the thought of having the feeling, engaged with the passion sweat, and heat pleasure winding so ever tight. Til no longer waiting for the fruit so hot and sweet the fantasy of it all, so erotic came the flame of passion of the moment The brush of your lips against my skin. I can hear the words you say softly to me. Your eyes pierced me with desire. When we come together in the dark. I can’t get enough of the scent of your excitement. With the feeling of your body
The Meaning Of The Name
This in the life of the moment and in the moment the sensual sensation that life is a miss with out the feeling from the being that heaven is apart of the skin, slowly pursuing the emotion to love once again... This is the moment in the world of the feeling and the feeling of the world of one emotional outbreak, to that outbreak be the moment that sets aside the fraction of the feeling from one person to another That moment has passed and the heart can no longer take it the moment of torment as torment is the deepest the fraction of the blade in the words to the mind..touching the soul and the soul touching the body...heaven in the moment but hell in a lifetime.. Touching the words as the words touched you this is the fraction of an emotion that can't be held, won't be held and should not be taken likely... Torment is my touch my heart is dead touch me not... The reason to this a word of which is motion rhythm in the mind and in the mind to the paper making words then phr
Haters Gonna Hate
Back Again Guys and Gals! Yea so little back story for this one.. a fellow soldier and close personal friend of mine has recently been getting.. you guessed it "Hater" e-mail! Thats fine and dandy cause we know how to handle that and it ain't shit cause Haters Gonna Hate right? Well his wife just got a new one and I guess now they realize that they can't fuck with he and I so they went for the cheap shot and started talkin shit about his wifes son, WTF!?! This kid is only 6yrs old! I mean seriously how the fuck are you gonna go after someones child just because you can't do shit to his parents or their marriage? I don't give a fuck who you are that is fuckin low. NO-ONE should be allowed to fuck with a kid like that. Especially when they don't have the balls to confront the parents face to face and continuously hide their identity with fake profiles and screen-names. This is some epic fuckin pussy shit... how low is the bottom of the barrel when someone resorts to such tactics? Man the
Random Goodies
(originally posted February 26, 2009) Hubby and I tried out bombing last night, it's kinda fun, makes me want my VIP back... hmm.. tempting EDIT I bit the bullet and got my VIP back What I discovered about bombing... • You only have an hour for it so it's pretty short-lived • You can only hit one album per person • You can only hit one album every 60 seconds which is annoying and really limits how many points you can get • You can't bomb an album that's already been bombed! Total bummer! If you have an activated bomb, it'll show you at the top of the album who that album has been bombed by, if it hasn't, it'll give you a link to bomb the album, or show you how long you have left until you can bomb again. EDIT They changed it! Now it shows who bombed the album before you, but you CAN bomb it too! YAY! • You can easily tell which albums have been bombed in the list, it will show a little burning folder image on the albums that have already been bombed. • You can only
Something I Found (for All Those Girls Whom Feel This Way!)
"Surviving the Sandstorms"- Eye wash; Nasal spray; Chapstick; Bandana; goggles/sun glasses; etc "Laundry Load" Soap to pack in their clothes if no washer; Fabric sheets; clean socks & undershirts; Febreeze"A Day at the Beach!"- sunscreen; beach towel; beach snacks; flip flop sandals (shower shoes); aloe vera gel;"Medicine Cabinet"- band-aids; Neosporin cream; A&D ointment; cold medicine; alka seltzer; Rolaids; etc."Staying Healthy"- nutrition bars (ex: Powerbar; Tigers Milk); vitamins; Nutri-grain bars; Gatorade"MRE Survival "- restaurant Size packs of: bbq sauce, mustard, ketchup, mayo, salt. Pepper, taco sauce, ranch"Correspondence Carton"- notebook paper; stationery; pens; pencils; stickers ; envelopes, address book, camera (with a note to send back once it is full);"Action Hero's"- Powerbars; squirt guns; Red Bull drinks; small Army figurines; comic books; Gatorade; etc
Hey Need Some Luvin !
okay i bought this in a flea market just because it was interesting i've never seen this before I have no ideal what it is has anyone EVER seen this before if so WTF is it ! I got tagged by the beautiful DownUndaXena ... Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1.facts one :I am not actually red headed I'm blonde and i hide it go fig., but most people don't know that one 2.Habbit one: When I get upset i bit my lip 3.I hardly cry, so when I do over someone they should know they mean alot to me 4.It takes alot to make me jelious 5.I use to be one hell of a gothic person.and if you know me now your like no way bullshit!but true i did the w
Tir Na Nog
Racing after elusive goal, And out ...of my mind, Caring not ...for the safety .....of my soul. Hoping for the chance Every many ...prays for, Love a woman special as you Lord above strike me blind .....if I should stray, ..let me not her love betray. I lie awake throughout the night, .....longing for her, ..she is my light. I give her my life, my heart, my soul. Loving her always, only goal. Lord, I beseech thee, her eyes that she may see, her heart that she may know, how very much I love her so. Beneath the waves ....Atlantis lies, Yearning to reach ....the starlit skies. Hidden beauty, ....hidden power locked within ....the wizard's tower. Power to part ....the deep blue seas. Power that brings me my knees. Atlantis rises ....into the night, Atlantis revealed, ....a wondrous sight.
Club Mystic Update ~ 1/31/09
20k comments for 3-month VIP Currently at 9,103 comments (+1,263) AUTO-11 BLING; LAST ONE TO BE AWARDED AT 50K COMMENTS! Currently at 44,430 comments (+1,889) I am suggesting that the 2 ga's above be finished first.....bombing is such a pain, and such slow going right now that I really think it is too much trouble to bother with the 2 bling ga's unless you just want to bomb them...if we ever finish these two, we will finish the two small bling giveaways. imikimi - Customize Your World! AS USUAL, ANY BEEFS, GRIPES, QUESTIONS, OR SUGGESTIONS SHOULD BE DIRECTED TO ME IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE! THANKS! Home Page Club Mystic!@ fubar Godfather -----> Disciple 5,614,880 Points to go! (+84,214) Founder CinDragon@ fubar Prophet -----> Oracle 18,899,730 Points to go! (+1,872,725) Team Captains ~SouthernBaby~@ fubar Disciple -----> Prophet! 1,781,682 Points to go! (+878,680) Gµññý-§@ fubar Godfather -----> Disciple 4,159,912
Just Nonsense
rate these pix for me they belong to my family every 100 rates we get on our tags we get bling  this is a way for us to show our family love so please rate them all :D so we can all be rewarded :D  on the last ID please drop my name so they know i sent you :D Thank you so much for helping me love my family a lil more :D Have you ever wanted a "Babe" or a "þrïñ¢ê§§" to be your Valentine? Well NOW is your Chance to make that happen!!! click my link to see what goodies can b4 yours...u wont be disappointed at all trust me USING ONLY ONE WORD! It's not as easy as you might think! Copy and change the answers to suit you and pass it on. It's really hard to only use one word answers. Be sure to tag the person you received it from! 1. Where is your cell phone?upstairs 2. Your significant other? none 3. Your hair? redish 4. Your mother? out 5. Your father? Heaven 6. Your favorite? tea 7. Your dream last nig
Rate Contest come show me the love Please click on the pic & send me rate that is all I need. Come hang with DJ Jokaz as he rocks your eary morning away ONLY in the ACE CAFE!
Amazing Tidbits To Ponder
    New Credit Card Scam & How It Works   This one is pretty slick since they provide YOU with all the information, except the one piece they want.   Note: the callers do not ask for your card number; they already have it. This information is worth reading. By understanding how the VISA & MasterCard Telephone Credit Card Scam works, you'll be better prepared to protect yourself.   One of our employees was called on Wednesday from 'VISA', and I was called on Thursday from 'MasterCard'.   The scam works like this: Person calling says, 'This is (name), and I'm calling from the Security and Fraud Department at VISA. My badge number is 12460. Your card has been flagged for an unusual purchase pattern, and I'm calling to verify. This would be on your VISA card which was issued by
Jpop English Lyrics
I don’t even know where it’ll end up But I’ll send you my love and trust that it will reach you Even my heart, even this town, changes its shape But I have one wish that won’t end That we won’t give up on what we swore to each other that day As we dreamed different dreams but looked at the same sky We’ve been searching for the maning of being born Without ever holding each other’s hand I don’t even know where it’ll end up But I’ll send you my love and trust that it will reach you When I overcome my mistakes and pain My wish will be embraced by light And awaken our future Are you, too, feeling somewhere The loneliness of that cloud that drifts along in the wind? In order to protect our dreams we hurt each other And walked away with our backs to each other Surely we’ll understand someday That we both feel that same, I want to believe it We can fly without being afraid of getting lost Our heartbeat undulating Don’t give up on your dreams yet We’ll face do
All My Poetry Read If You Would Like :d
I have hide away in the darkness lurking in the shadows of how I long to show you the love no matter where we was I spent hours of countless hours on the phone making you laugh wishing to hold you in my arms and to get lost with in your eyes no one makes me more happier in life then you your my universe my world my life my one and only true soul mate that I would do anything for I will not hide in the shadows no longer if I lose you it is because I lost my world I want the world to see how happy you are I would love to have your hand in marriage I hope I will never lose you for if I lost you my world will crumble into a million pieces I would not expect no one to put it together but just let me sit and watch as people go by life it self will pass on bye with out I Love You Nocturnal Kitten and nothing will change that you are my heart and soul.... Will You Marry Me? To Top This All Off Here Is The Poem I Wrote Just For You!!!! Here I Am Yours To Take, Not Knowing What To Say,
    A Different Christmas PoemThe embers glowed softly, and in their dim light,I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight.My wife was asleep, her head on my chest,My daughter beside me, angelic in rest.Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white,Transforming the yard to a winter delight.The sparkling lights in the tree I believe,Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve.My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep,Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep.In  perfect contentment, or so it would seem,So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream.The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near,But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear.Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know,Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow.My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear,And I crept to the door just to see who was near.Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night,A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight.A soldier, I puzzled, some twenty years old
Mental Vomit
I hate the ones who said they loved me and never meant it. I hate the ones who said they loved me, then changed their minds. I hate the ones that loved me, but never bothered to say anything. I hate the ones who never considered me an option to love. I hate people who leave without saying goodbye. I hate everyone who underestimates me. I hate those who have misjudged, pigeonholed, written off or otherwise stereotyped me. I hate being forgotten about. I hate that I waste energy to actively hate anyone. I hate thinking I'm a fuckup. I hate myself for caring what anyone else thinks. I hate that the one person who may be the polar opposite of all these things might never know how much I value him. I hate being afraid to love. Do you hate me? I've decided to try to do things a little differently around here from now on.  I've gotten quite a lot of a particular kind of attention and I think I've had my fill.  It was fun while it lasted, but it might be time to quit letting every
Just when the hell is this recession going to ease up. I can't imagine how all of the families are dealing with unemployment. You know, a lot of them make up a portion of the towns. So they get laid off, money gets tight, they slow on spending, the businesses in turn lay more people off, if they are one of the lucky ones that can manage to keep their head above water. So basically what this means is we don't need to stop spending. That seems to be making the problem worse. I suppose that is easier said than done if you aren't one of the fortunate few to still be working. It just sucks to have friends that are struggling and there is nothing to do to help them. Things will get better; how long before it does? Who knows..... Well the day of LOVE is upon us. I hope all of your Valentines wishes came true. If they didn't let me be the first to say I love yall. All of you beautiful creations sent from above just for us men to look true beauty in the face, oh and let us not forget lad
"You don't love a woman because she is beautiful, but she is beautiful because you love her."One year later and 140lbs less, I feel more alive. For the past year I have eaten no junk food. I stopped eating any white bread/pastas. There was a time when I would skip the vegies and go for the burger first :P. Those days are pretty much over for me. I've decided I want to be around longer so I can see more of what this world has to offer.There is one thing however that bothers me. It's not that I don't like the attention... but ever since I lost weight it seems people want me around more. People seem to pay more attention & to respect me more. Don't get me wrong- that's grand and all. I think everyone should be treated with respect and given a chance however no matter their size. Everyone needs friends and to be loved. It just makes me sad how judgemental people are sometimes.I want to be in a relationship that I can say how I feel and not be looked at like I'm weird. I want to be able to
Traditional Filipino Cultural Dances
Shadow Walkers
swiftly we run black streaks against a blacked night. My heart races as the soft ground molds and shapes to the pounding paws all around me we run the moon against our back as howls of joy and freedome fill the air to call the power of change to our pack. the monsters the human life fears lurk and hunt under their noses. We share a world of life with prey that are unwilling to see and the prey become to simple and then their deaths become lost entries in papers and memories no one cares for. Then we are free again to hunt the souls of the prey that lost its will to live and end the missary for so many who couldnt them selves. they watch the souls of living beings mortals holding tight to life for the imortality of our lives does not extend to them. A man plays with his son, a mother teachers her daughter to bake but we, us as creatures teach our children to fight and protect. Protect the humans from things the can not see and help the souls that are weak move on. We hide from the eyes
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About Me
Hello everyone, I thought id tell a little about myself. Im 37, single, a Cowboy by heart, and a Christian by faith. I live in Texas and work a full time job in healthcare. I love fishing, outdoors, camping, and country music. All im looking for in life is someone who shares similar interests and who loves life like i do. I am also Cherokee and Comanche indian and want someone who can respect that as well. Maybe someday i'll find someone who fits these qualities. I guess we all feel 10 feet tall and bulletproof from time to time, but recently i have had to admidt to a disability. Im 37 and going deaf, from a former occupation i worked for 10 yrs. I worked armed security and fired my weapon without hearing protection which decayed my hearing. So now i face the task of getting hearing aids and coping with my problem. But I know God wouldnt throw anything my way i couldnt handle, so this is just another obstacle i have to overcome, thats all. As i stated in a previous blog, i am 37 yr
Random Writings And Poems
Its so cold and quiet out Quite peaceful yet real dishearting Alot of time to think to ones self Looking over the past Thinking about the present Dreading the future I lay here all alone No one to spend my nights with To curl up next to I am glad for my boy He does keep me sane And for all my freinds who are there for me Just really wish to have more in life A girl to make me laugh and smile Hold my hand and make a jolt run thru me I just feel so alone at times Truely missing that one feeling Maybe I am meant to be alone To help others out in life But I am really happy for my family and freinds I do love you all Be safe and be happy Dont get too far down like me Death Death in the end is peace for the tormented souls For us with that soul we live in pain everyday We might dream the good dreams but we know its not reality We have suffered hardships and heartaches that are beyond your understanding I might be your best freind but I'm really here to help you not
These days have been extremely clouded for me... and I could've sworn the last ounce of faith that I had in God went down the drain.. then I wake up to this chapter of my favorite book in the Bible.. and it gave me the deep realization of the spiritual warfare that is going on.    2Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, 3because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance. 4Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything.  12Blessed is the man who perseveres under trial, because when he has stood the test, he will receive the crown of life that God has promised to those who love him. James 1: 2-4, 12   One of the reasons I chose the name "endure the flames" revolves around the concept of.. never let circumstance define who you are, but define circumstance through domination by humility.  Waiting.. is a skill that brings so many answers to alot of mysteries.. but it's more than just
Awake And Dreaming
I dumped my boyfriend of nine years a few weeks ago. It has been weird, because he has communicated more and been nicer since I dumped him than he has in the past two years, thanks to the fact that we still share a phone plan and just bought the crackberry curve... Actually, if you want the truth, I finalized the break-up via blackberry to blackberry messenger, a true sign of what a 21st Century Betty I am. I digress. I went to his myspace page today, and saw some girl I don't even know leave him photo comments. I didn't even have the decency to muster up any jealousy. My subconscious, on the other hand, seems to be doing that work for me. I woke up from a dream, in which my ex was marrying another woman, and when they got to the "hold their peace" part, I flew down the aisle, pleading and sobbing and making a giant scene about how I still loved him and asking him why he wouldn't marry me. Then, even more odd, the dream subdivided. In the first half, the wedding came to a halt,
The Difference Between Men And Women
In Florida, having sexual relations with a porcupine is illegal. In Tibet, many years ago, the law required all women prostitute themselves. This was seen as a way to gain sexual experience prior to marriage. "Female breasts," according to the Arizona Supreme Court, don't constitute "private parts" under state law. The Asiatic Huns punished convicted male rapists and adulterers with castration. Female adulterers were merely cut in two. The penalty for masturbation in Indonesia is decapitation. The T'ang Dynasty Empress Wu Hu passed a special law concerning oral sex. She felt that a woman pleasuring a man represented the supremacy of the male over the female. Therefore, she insisted all visiting male dignitaries show their respect by pleasuring her orally when meeting. The empress would throw open her robe and her guest would kneel before her and kiss her genitals. In London, it's illegal to have sex on a parked motorcycle. There is, in fact, an Illinois law that prohibits
Me And My Thoughts
I am not real sure why I am posting this on here lol...but I thought I would just in case anyone is interested.... The things I am looking for in a woman: Someone who not only wants to talk to me each day, but looks forward to it. Doesn't view it as a chore, or necessity, but rather a pleasure. Someone that will call when they don't feel well because hearing my voice makes them feel better. Someone that will hold my hand when we are old and grey and love me just as much as the day they fell in love with me. Someone that will accept me for who I am and not what I have. A person that will accept my faults and embrace those things they find endearing about me. Someone that can agree to disagree when common ground is unachievable. We all know that there will be times when two people just cannot agree on something. I want the person that at the end of the discussion will hug me and tell me, "I love you anyways." A person that will lay down on the hood of a car with me and
My Feelings
Friends without Faces We sit and we type And we stare at our screens... We all have to wonder What this possibly means With our mouse we roam Through the rooms in a maze Looking for something or someone As we sit in a daze We chat with each other We type all our woes... Small groups we do form And gang up on our foes We wait for somebody To type out our name... We want recognition But it's always the same We give kisses and hugs And sometimes flirt... In IM's we chat deeply and Reveal why we hurt We do form friendships But why we don't know... But some of these friendships Will flourish and grow Why is it on screen We can be so bold Telling our secrets that Have never been told Why is it we share? The thoughts in our mind With those we can't see As though we were blind The answer is simple It is as clear as a bell We all have our problems And need someone to tell We can't tell real people, But tell someone we mus
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Just A Poem
June 16th 2002 my husband- love of my life died with cancer on facebook I created a cancer support group called  fighting cancer  it is an open group fighting cancer is created in memory of Terry Norton ( minimike1968) as he was known here in fubar))  but fighting cancer is for all who is dealing with cancer  my goal for fighting cancer is to have five thousand members in the group fighting cancer is a facebook relay of life team as we work together to support one another   writer for cause group   is another facebook group that support cancer charities( patients) and their families most us in the groups has lost someone to cancer  and we are here to give loving suppport to others I volunteer my time across the USA on the comp or/ and off the comp to support cancer patients and cancer charitites Cancer is big part of my life: about a year ago I heard my mom had cancer then not too long ago my boyfriend has cancer(minimike1968) yes he is on fubar as one my family my grandpa
Do A Clean Up.......
Ok time for me to steam alil..... 1. i know we are all on different time if u shout at me and i don't answer it means im not please don't pm me and cuss me out...i try to answer everyone's shout. 2. my fam list.....if u'r on my family list and u'r not rating or commenting or shouting at me from time to time u will get deleted... Gifts ....i pass out random gifts daily i don't expect anything in return...its just to make u smile... and another thing my pix.....yes i have alot of naughty pix That doesn't mean i'm a slut or a whore...if u don't like my pix then by all means don't look at them...for the ones that does look at them i hope u enjoy them... i enjoy taking pix its one of my turn on's...and yes i'm a playful girl and my husband loves taking them... yes i am married and i got 5 children which i love dearly this site is just a place i like comming to and having alil fun while making new friends.... im sorry to write so much but i felt i need
One night when we're alone in the house; I want to take my time unbuttoning your blouse, Slide it slowly down your arms Showing you that I mean you no harm. You rip at my pants, And pull me into you I push you on the bed, As I grind into you. I kiss on your neck And down to your chest, As you whisper in my ear; "Baby your the best". I get down to your hips; I kiss, tease, and bite, I look down at your wetness; Now that's all I have in sight, I slide between your thighs Looking up at you staring; Passionately into your green eyes. I slide my tongue slowly up your lips I slide only one finger inside you As you start to buck your hips I flick my tongue faster over your, Very swollen clit. I roll onto my back; On top of my face you will sit. I lick all around; Mostly up and down, Then you start to shake and shiver As you cum like a wild flowing river, I lick up all your juices It taste like suger and pears; Nobody's taste will ever be good Enough to compare. My time is now I have n
A Little Piece Of My Mind.
This blog will pin-point why I hate relationships and I think it is nothing more than a big source of un-needed drama. I am now 28, and I do own my own home. I pay my own bills and I try to be everything that I could be to everyone that I consider my friend. But the funny thing is that I simply cannot be anything more than friends with anyone. I am either too young, or I don't have a car,or any number of vast other reasons. I am always being told that I am a wonderful friend and that I am very special to someone. But it hurts to sit and watch EVERYONE ELSE getting into relationships and being able to hold someone close at night. To be able to see that my heart will always feel this empty no matter how hard I try. I have some of the worlds most wonderful friends and I will risk nothing to lose those friendships. All I am saying is that I want to simply have someone in my heart and in my life who will be just as special to me as I am to them in a romantic sence. I am not just about se
Just One Of Those Days...
Things went wrong again, and I should've seen it coming Never was good at it anyway, but I wish there was a way To make you see that everything I said and felt was real But it'll never happen after how bad I ruined things this time Maybe one day I'll figure it all out and look back on this See it for the learning experience and not the pain I felt The pain I caused is worse because you didn't deserve it Right now I only wish tears were enough to wash it all away Wishful thinking at it's best, nothing more, nothing less Is this what happens when you let yourself truly feel Who knows cowboync: fuck u bitch if i'm a douche...u wouldn't catch me in ur twat if i'm a douche...u smelly bitch. ->cowboync: lol yes i am and you're a douche that doesnt take no for an answer cowboync: well fu cuse me dam...RAGGIN TIME! GOOD BYE ->cowboync: i'm not one of these little bitches running around letting everyone see my naked body. if you have a fucking issue w me refusing to do you an NSFW
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The Rants Of A Crazy Man
Death from within is the only way to live life in a meaningful manner. Now i do not mean to feel numb, but to realize that we are only a mere fraction of what this universe holds. Death from with in meaning to humble thy self. Too many people are lost in denial to see this, and they live their lives with out freeing their lives, without really feeling free. There are also so many people who are too fearful of the truth, they are also the one stuck deep within denial, clutching on to what they believe is true as all their beliefs are being crushed. Our lives are so much easier if we just let go and embrace the death within. Death, its merely a device to a new beginning. All beginnings have and end, and all ends are the start of another beginning. AS i have previoiusly said, life is death and death is life. To die is to live and to live is to die. Embrace life as it is, not as you hope it is. This will make us better people and will lead us towards a more peaceful time. The less we deny,
Me Today...
is......Erin Andrews, a.k.a "EA", she is a hottie! why is it if you honestly rate someones picture and they don't like the number they rate your photo a 4 or 5 out of spite. people everyone isn't a ten, in fact there are very few tens (if any) an 8 is a high rating. I am all for half glass half full kind of attitudes but reality should be your barometer. do it during gasparilla weekend...what a party!
Ethnophaulisms, Culture Shock, And Other Errors In Translation
When the main Panasonic headquarters in Japan acquired the rights to Woody Woodpecker for their "Internet Guide" to the company's website, they came up with a slogan to bring attention to him. On the eve of the campaign launch, it was cancelled indefinately. The reason: on that night, an english speaking company member spoke up on the translation into english, which was, "Touch Woody, the Internet Pecker." At the Coppenhagen International Airport in Norway, an airline's slogan was literally translated into "We take your bags and send them in different directions." In Japanese cultures, it is considered a sign of great disrespect to point your tea pot spout towards your guest
Song I Wrote
After the Rain 1 Everyday I wanted to tell you Tell you how I how I felt I just wanted to say I remember Remember the day I saw you walking to me Wearing that leather jacket I just wanted to tell you how lucky I felt To have you in I'm luck to have you in my life Hook After the rain I wipe away my tears As the rain pours down I wash away my feelings for you I have tried to make it work with it you But all I have is the rain I can't stand the rain After the rain, tears fall And then I think of you again After the rain Everything is clear Here I am standing tall As the droplets of rain fall over me 2 Now that you found someone new Someone better than me I see how you never liked me at all Everything I felt was a lie You never wanted anything to do with me I realized that everything was a lie That I wasn't as lucky as I thought 3 I'm tired of all this talk It about time to live you behind Now I realize I must move on After the rain is gone I kno
very dangerous & sensual. Did someone put a spell on me more than 30 years ago? Lets see how that will develop! There is one pattern that fits my heart-the prize has to be paid either way. August 2012 Almost September 2012 Strange how dreams alert you. AK told me not to tell. May it be not true. Appalachian Trail Doku-nice and very interesting Flirting with a female police officer. That was fun and made my day. today i reminded somebody of that: The Invitation Oriah Mountain Dreamer It doesn't interest me what you do for a living. I want to know what you ache for and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart's longing. It doesn't interest me how old you are. I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool for love, for your dream, for the adventure of being alive. It doesn't interest me what planets are squaring your moon. I want to know if you have touched the centre of your own sorrow, if you have been opened by life's betrayals or have become shrivelled and close
Still enough Although I know you're not begging Still as the thoughts running through your mind Still enough Although I know you're not begging Give me a reason to make you mine I will devour you Take all the pain away I cannot stay my hand From reaching out so that I can Empower you For all eternity It seems to ease my mind To know that you've brought Meaning to my life Had enough Although I see you're not running Still are the thoughts running through your mind Dead to love The path that you are now taking Show me the reason to make you mine I will devour you Take all the pain away I cannot stay my hand From reaching out so that I can Empower you For all eternity It seems to ease my mind To know that you've brought Meaning to my life Run, to where the smallest ray of light will never find you Run, to where you will not need to shield your eyes Run, away from all the soulless, heartless fiends who hound you Run,
"Warshing" Clothes Recipe......... Never thought of a "washer" in this light before..what a blessing! "Warshing Clothes Recipe" -- imagine having a recipe for this ! ! ! Years ago an Alabama grandmother gave the new bride the following recipe: this is an exact copy as written and found in an old scrapbook - with spelling errors and all. WARSHING CLOTHES Build fire in backyard to heat kettle of rain water. Set tubs so smoke wont blow in eyes if wind is pert. Shave one hole cake of lie soap in boilin water. Sort things, make 3 piles 1 pile white, 1 pile colored, 1 pile work britches and rags. To make starch, stir flour in cool water to smooth, then thin down with boiling water. Take white things, rub dirty spots on board, scrub hard, and boil, then rub colored don't boil just wrench and starch. Take things out of kettle with broom stick handle, then wrench, and starch. Hang old rags on fence. Spread tea towels on grass.
Randomness Makes Me Giggle
click to pic to go bid Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 10. I'm ichthyophobic (majorly afraid of fish), and I'm not even sure why. Fish touching me makes me spaz, and even just the thought of it makes me cringe a little. I can barely stand going into ponds/lakes/rivers/ocean/etc. Not to mention I'm still afraid of the dark and my mattresses sit on the floor because I'm still afraid that someone could be hiding under my bed. 9. I'm a sectional eater. I can't stand for my food to touch, and I'll eat one thing at a time on my plate. Sometimes I'll pick around at it, but the majority of the time, that's a big thing for me. 8. I'm allergic to
My Little Corner Of The Universe
For those who don't know what's been going on with us of late.. here it is.. Friday February 6th my daughter Chelsea (10 years old) was up at 3 am practically screaming in pain, we took her to the children's outpatient clinic at the one hospital in town, they thought it might be her appendix and sent her for an ultrasound and instead of that, they found a kidney stone. The first person said it was 4 mm but later we were told 5 mm. They said they expected her to pass it over that weekend, and sent us home with a prescription for codeine if she had another bout of pain, and that was that. That Saturday night she was in some terrible pain, the codeine didn't help but it did eventually settle for her. She was a bit crampy that Sunday but was otherwise fine the rest of the week. We figured she must have passed the stone Saturday night and just missed catching it in the sieve they'd given her. She was fine at school and all seemed well. Saturday February 14th she was in excruciat
My Poetry
just yesterday morning ... she was still in love with me ~ being a recluse of extraordinary measure when it comes to matters of my heart I have spoken little of it to you my fellow beings ... little of that inexplicable catch of breath only ones beloved knows as I love you ! you might ask me ... is love that simple to express ... yes ... you might very well at that ... and I would nod and smile the knowing smile of not only one who has heard that breathless gasp of emotion ... but as one who has invoked it. the soul speaks as it speaks of such matters ... we need only listen ... and so it is I have come to you today ... that my soul may speak ~ my everlasting my always in all ways somewhere beyond your sigh is that ever so silent gasp it is the hallelujah of your I love you whispered in my dreams ~ © Dragon Speaking ( Richard A. Gamache`) you are passions texture your desire a delicate mix blood
7......things about me 1. what is the oldest thing in your fridge? soysauce, don't use it much. 2. what is your favorite brand of deoderant? Burberry Touch 3. name one thing about you that not many people know. I have a scar on my ass from fallin on a cactus while running away from home in the 8th grade. 4. what is your worst habit? a foul mouth 5. who has saved you life in anyway in the past year? in the last year...hmmm saved my life might be a little strong, but prinny made me realize how good a person i am.;) (edited) 6. who is a major influence in the way you live your life? Mr. Copeland my HS art teacher 7. what do you think your biggest weakness is? Communication. Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on thei
I have 28 new secret admirers today, lol. I am not sorting through all that jazz right now. It's Birthday week! Plus, I kinda wanna see how high it can get No matter how you interpret this caption, the grammar is wrong... "Here him roar"....could be "Here, he roars." or "Here him roar" should be "Hear him roar." I guess spell checker didn't save her this time. ( I guess that mean I have to do it, even if it IS for NO REASON :|) Instructions - Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I prefer cats to dogs. I know, BIG surprise. 2. Sometimes when I exercise on the elliptical machine, my feet go numb and I have to stop, loosen my shoes, and start up aga
My Pimpout
Here we go I'm hosting another auction. Auction fee will be 10k If you want to enter please send me your auction pic,and your offers and the fee to my fu mail Auction will start as soon as I have a minimum of 5 people and it will end when the participants take a bid So come on by and join this hot auction and if you aren't in the auction make sure to come by to rate and bid Here are the ones who have joined already so come on by and place a bid and own these hotties Ninja~Casper~24/7 ~*~Trippy Bitch~*~ If you are interested in joining the auction I am stil taking entries so come one by and check it out just click link to my profile and join in on the fun Ecuadorian Goddess* Sgt.Raider's FuWife*-SBG-Keno's KO-Make Me Bday Salutes@ fubar SBG Ecuadorian Goddess is a little over 1 million points to Godmomma! Please help this bad girl her reach that goal! * Ecuadorian Goddess * Stop by and rate Ecuadorian Goddess' pict
My Poems.
Mark of Death Lost in lust Enslaved by trust I'm all for which you dream My elusive cure It makes you purr Now you belong to me It could never be Why can't you see To me you're only feed Upon your neck My mark of death Your blood drained into me Falling to the ground You make no sound From your lips are silent screams So much waste From your sweet taste You have set my hunger free I can only cry Watching as you die From this curse there's no release Consumed by thirst It has gotten worse Now I'm nothing but a beast A Deserving Grief Burning in flames a life that was bent Digging through sands of sins lament Dragging weary feet dripping with sweat A journey of despair born of regret Scrapping away skin with claws of deceit Turning in shame from all you meet Broken in twain A soul in defeat Desperate to merge a broken belief Pierced with pain from silent screams Razor wrist slaves Necks ringed in wreaths And in the dark
Poems I Wrote
Knew you don't like me But to go that far is very childish Writing something like that in a Message and not wanting to confront me That is very childish and selfish I did nothing to you to deserve what you did You try to break us up You did not succeed You try to set him up so I wouldn't like him anymore It did not work You are a mean and selfish person Just give it up already Whether you like it or not I am here to stay Him and I are like two roses We are alike, but we have some thorns in our side It just makes us who we are If you don't like it then you can go shove it Just leave me alone and mind your own business. Whether you like it or not I am here to stay. Time for school Scheduled sleeps and awakening Homework to be turned in on time No time to yourself Always busy Never by yourself Unless you take a bath Holidays come around Time for a break Open gifts and giving gifts Time for family Never alone It is like your brother Who won’t stay by hims
My Boys
Chelley's Rants And Raves
I was bored and took a quiz on facebook and came with this and I was scared about how eerily this descibes me....People sometimes find you cold and reserved. They don't know you well enough though because in reality you're warm and passionate with a sensitivity to nature and natural beauty. But you hide your feelings. You're a natural worrier and as soon as you fall in love, you're afraid of being deserted. It's this fear that too often prevents you from committing or doing what feels right deep down: for example, leaving a someone you love through fear of theim abandoning you one day. But over time, you gain confidence in yourself and your relationships have a better chance of lasting. Hidden agendas don't exist with you pair, as you both expect honesty and loyalty from one another no matter how brutal it may be. You complete one another, with these people you are able to have an intellectual debate or those deep intellectual conversations which you crave. The sexual chemistry between
What You Want To Know About Me!
So lately I am personally getting a kick out of the peeps on this site that say they hate drama, but are the cause of it..lmao.... And fuck doesn't anyone ever read a damn fuckin profile anymore...You might find out if the person is married, or weather they are gay or striaght I mean fuck....Now seriously, y even have anything written there anymore if no one is gonna read it! I dunno how many times i have had to direct peeps to read my profile to get a fuckin clue...IDC if you want to fuckin due me...I don't fuckin care if you think i have great breast...I mean honestly this is an adult site yes, but just because peeps are on here doesnt mean we what to get fucked...I know personaly a few that are just lookin to chat or make a few friends. How about those that say they don't need to prove who they are....the i don't do salutes....hey i bet i could make a fake ass profile and place a hot ass dude or chick up there too and get all the screaming attention idc for I me
The Stars I Wish On At Night
In wild notes Lounge, things r never dull. Tonight apr.18th we r having a school girl night for our cam girls to dress up and have tons of fun. plz join us for a wild and crazy night beginning at 10pm. The stars I wish on at night Current mood: depressed Category: Life Here's an interesting situation. Recently I found out that my 3 year old son broke his elbow in 2 different places. Social services was called on to try and look into the matter. The information I got back was just absolute bullshit. They said they cant build a case cause they didnt think there was no abuse done to him and took no further steps to pursue the matter. Now how is it that a little boy at 3 yrs of age could break his elbow in 2 different places and the mom says it was an accident? In my opinion only violent abuse could have done that to him. I just wish he could just be placed with me forever and lead a decent life rather than be subjected to that kind of bullshit. Its just so weird how the state i
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Surveys And Such
What is the most unique thing about you? hell if i know Has anyone ever asked you if you were retarded? not that i know of lol Who was the last person you were in a fight with? my brother Where do you spend the majority of your time? with my kids What is your favorite name for a girl? Jessie and Cassie Favorite name for a boy? Dave How many texts have you sent/received today? uhhh like 12 What kind of car do you have? just got a ford windstar mini-van.. What do you love about your car? the fact that it drives...and has no dents like my other one...gimme time though..ill have it banged up What color is your car? dark red How many windows are in your house? my house has 16 rooms..i am not about to try and go through counting windows..otherwise i may have to edit the answer for question #2 Are you hated or a hater? i hate everyone equally..and im sure i am hated as well How tall are you? 5'3 Who has been the most influential p
True Thoughts
I miss this girl soo much. What happend to her changed my life forever. I will never for get you Jenniffer... Memorial to Jenniffer Rose Vernals, 3/15/81 to 3/30/96 Author: Deborah Coss The original poem "Always," is below, page down.... Rest easy Jenniffer, we will see you on the other side. Jennifer Rose Vernals was abducted from in front of Truebloods store in Ventura, California. Ventura Police listed her officially as, "missing-circumstances unknown." When asked about her case though, they referred to Jenniffer Vernals as a "runaway" and very little official effort was made to locate her. Her remains were found in Torro Canyon, a remote part of Santa Barbara County, California, on April 6, 1996. The case was still open when this memorial was originally posted on the now defunct (Rocking Roman Viritual Memorial). She was a very special person and is survived by her mother, Lois Ann Bowens of Ventura, California. Jenniffer was Lois's only child. Jen
Thought For The Day!
I just found out the other day that pigs can have 30 minute orgasms. I believe I can do better than that with my tongue, now all I need is test subjects. Anyone want to spare me 35 minutes? If you don't give your best, your all and love with all your heart, why would you expect your partner to? Don't go to bed Mad! Go to bed Naked!
Tired Of Working For Someone Else?
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I envy People who are comfortable with themselves. People who can take a picture and not care how they look in it. People who can wear anything and still look amazing. People who believe they are beautiful, but don’t flash it around. People who can take a compliment and accept it. People who don’t let other peoples insults put them down. People who can be themselves, and not worry about what other people think. People who are who they are. I want to start a page/group [Kind of Ultimate Hotties type] Only with a twist. [I don't want to say, just incase someone else is sneaky and steals the idea from me] But does anyone know how to search for pages like this-to make sure I'm not copying someone who has it already? I'm just going to leave Fubar for a while. I don't see a point in it anymore. I'm not a people person, I hate small talk, and I hate people with no common sense even more. Which is a big majority of this site. I can't bring myself to be a fake whore for blin
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Gabriel came to the Lord and said... "Lord, I have to talk to you. We have some Puerto Ricans up here who are causing problems. My horn is missing, they have sofrito and recao (these are Spanish cooking ingredients) all over the kitchen, they are making guayaberas (type of Caribbean dress shirt) from their robes, they have dominos tables in the cafeteria, and they're wearing baseball caps instead of their halos. They refuse to stop making Puerto Rican coffee on the heaven's stairs, they are setting up cock fights in the clouds, and some of them are walking around with just one wing." The Lord said, " Puerto Ricans are Puerto Ricans, Gabriel. Heaven is home to all my children. If you want to know about real problems, call the Devil." The Devil answered the phone: "Hello? Damn, hold on a minute." The Devil returned to the phone "O.K., I'm back. What can I do for you?" Gabriel replied "I just want to know what kind of problems you're having down there." The Devil sa
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Lyrics: Remember those walls i built Well baby they are turning down And they didn`t even put up a fight They didn`t even make a sound I found a way to let you in But i never really had a doubt Standing in the light of your halo I got my angel now It`s like i`ve been awaken Every rule i had to break It`s the risk that i`m taking I ain`t never gonna shut you out Everywhere i`m looking now I`m surrounded by your embrace Baby i can see your halo You know you`re my saving grace You`re everything i need and more It`s written all over your face Baby i can feel your halo Pray won`t fade away I can do your halo I can see your halo I can be your halo I can see your halo Hit me like a ray of sun Burning through my darkness night You`re the only one that i want You got addicted to your lie I swore i`d never fall again But this don`t even feel like falling Gravity camed again To pull me back to the ground again It`s like i`ve been awaken Every rule i had
Boredom... gloomy and hideous boredom. Just droppin' in and bloggin' bout nuthin'. Gonna go watch some anime now, kthxbai! k so I finally made lv.1... ok gotta go cook some dinner, and play some WoW. Sry, haven't been around Fubar lately and seem to have lost stuff on here. OK maybe I'm not sry but hey, I gotta lyfe... wait, do I? (can't remember) So... leave a comment given me something to answer or somethin. Otherwise, I'm left up to my own insane li'l crazytown upstairs, and I don't say anything. Cept, don't ask my bra size or anything, I'm a dude. (points at goofy pic)
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From My Master
Tamer.. My Master's touch.. After taking my shower i go to the bedroom with no instruction from Master Tamer, i know what i must do. i fix my face and dry my hair, cream His body then a last finishing, touch a spray of tea rose perfume.. i am almost done for my Master. Lighting a few candles and putting His favourite music on, i put on a pair white panties and go get my collar out of its special box that sits on the dresser.. Kissing the inside of my collar as i always do, i put it on, with a quick brush of my hair once again i am done.. i move to the centre of the room and sit on the floor with my hands on my thighs, legs open i wait for Master Tamer. A song goes by then i hear the door close. He walks in the room, the noise of His boots gives me tingles as He walks towards me. Standing over me and not saying a word i kneel before Him, face down with my hands out in front of me right to the floor. He walks around me and checks me out then says “ass up pet”
Musings From Opulent's Ink
Alright, so I've been on here what? Maybe three or four hours, and I've received one phone number from a guy in Florida and two Shouts asking me for my age. I know I've checked my profile and if you are checking mine, you know that I'm 41, right? Well hell, now you know because I just told ya...LOL! But, if you said yes, then you aren't stupid, but the dumbasses that are sending the shouts...yes you...damn stupid is all I can say. Now as for giving your phone number out in the shoutbox, that's just plain crazy. All I can think is that he is sitting on his IQ. Why on earth would you ever give your phone number to someone you haven't even spoken to? I didn't even say hello to him when he sent me the shout, what made him think I would call him??? Now I should have looked up a pizza place in his neighborhood and ordered him some pizza. He obviously doesn't know you can now do a reverse look up on land and cell phones. Wow...he's lucky I'm a nice girl is all I can say
Smiles 4 Miles
To go out tonight or not? There's this chick who keeps hittin me up everytime I sign onto okcupid and she wants me to come hang with her which I guess would be cool but I just know the moment we're alone she's totally going to jump me hardcore. I mean I'm use to men being aggressive but she has you guys beat by a longshot. Play by play of how she wants me to strip for her even knows what boots I'll be wearing I mean don't get me wrong kinda hot and I could totally play with her I dunno I'm just in a mood. Either that or go over to Michael's to watch Fear & Loathing in Las Vegas now that maybe sounds fun but the thought of having some chick get me drunk to take advantage of me iiisss well - a night thought. I need to fucking get laid. I need to get my ass out of the house and just throw all my damn issues out the window swallow my fear and shy crap and just go for it. It's getting just plain stupid. Chick I'm talking with is great, sexy, kinda dirty flirty and I just....cannot move I
Panorama Fun at Liberty Park... My sister (vicki) had to do a panorama assignment for her photography class and I went out with her because I did the same assignment few years back, same class. So we went out to Liberty Park and just for fun I told her to take a picture of me on the swings with her camera then mine so I can see the results faster. hehe Panoramic Picture of Biscayne Bay, Miami on the Bridge, about 10 shots put together in Photoshop Taken when I was on a School Trip at 2am In the Morning :) Its a Panoramic Picture, (about 5 pictures put together as one in Photoshop) Please Dont Not Take Thank You.
Thats My Blog And Im Sticking To It
when will i be good enough every day i wake up and just wonder what will happen im just tired i need to escape im probably going to jail my best friend just had another guy walk into her life and its gonna be ashley all over again the woman i want to be with i never see and it appears she doesnt want to see me reguardless of her telling me she loves me and its just like no matter what im always number two always the go to guy when the guy they really want doesnt come thru and it sucks ever since ashley its been my curse forever the turtle love to have as a friend and pet but wouldnt want to kiss...failure....epic failure silence is around me daylight shining a sorrowful glance at new begginings that were not exactly... what i wanted them to be what did i want to be a different time a different place happy happy now as i am things could be different a little tired a lot burned out i dont know if im doomed or just have really bad karma but all i do is mess
Just Something To Read!
as i sit here on my bed staring out my window..... i wonder what it would be like to see you, to feel you, to hold your body against mine. I want to smell your scent and take it in, inhale deeply to enjoy your ever loving smell. As i sit and continue to stare i see your face. you look like an angel. like you jus walked right out of the clouds and into my room. i see you standing there in front of me. you are wearing a white silk button down shirt, white silk pants and no shoes. u gazed into my eyes and im stunned my by your look. you walk up to me and my heart quickens as you move closer to me. you grab my hand and swing me around into your arms then lay me back down in my bed. the bed is so soft with the white satin sheets. you help me as i undress and and in the distance the curtains are moving with the gentle breeze that flows into the room. the sun brightens up your eyes and u kiss me gently and leave a trail down my body! then once you get to the top of my panties u look up and sm
Fibro And Me--what Is Fibromyalgia?
Fibromyalgia At A Glance * Fibromyalgia causes pain, stiffness, and tenderness of muscles, tendons, and joints without detectable inflammation. * Fibromyalgia does not cause body damage or deformity. * Fatigue occurs in 90% of patients with fibromyalgia. * Irritable bowel syndrome can occur with fibromyalgia. * Sleep disorder is common in patients with fibromyalgia. * There is no test for the diagnosis of fibromyalgia. * Fibromyalgia can be associated with other rheumatic conditions. * Treatment of fibromyalgia is most effective with combinations of education, stress reduction, exercise, and medications. What is fibromyalgia? Fibromyalgia is a chronic condition causing pain, stiffness, and tenderness of the muscles, tendons, and joints. Fibromyalgia is also characterized by restless sleep, awakening feeling tired, fatigue, anxiety, depression, and disturbances in bowel function. Fibromyalgia was formerly known as fibrositis. While fibromyalgia is
Everyday is getting worse Do the same things and it hurts I don't know if I should cry All I know is that I'm tryin' I wanna believe in you, I wanna believe in you But you make it so hard to do What's the point of makin' plans You break all the ones we have I don't know where we went wrong Cause we used to be so strong I wanna believe in you, I wanna believe in you So why can't you be Be good to me I don't ask for much All I want is love Someone to see That's all I need Somebody to be, Somebody to be Good to me, Good to me Gotta be good to me, Good to me Please I used to think I had it all Then one day we hit a wall I had hoped you were the one Where's my dream, where has it gone I wanted to be with you Forever just me and you So why can't you be Be good to me I don't ask for much All I want is love Someone to see That's all I need Somebody to be, Somebody to be Good to me, Good to me Gotta be good to me, Good to me Please Where do I go
Just Stuff
Failed two math quizes in Probabilty and Statistics, Stressing about personal relationships with my Gameing Buddy, His new Girlfriend, and my love intrest in Atlanta, My dog was injured, and my Grandfather Passed away.. all THIS WEEK.. kill me now... I feel, like I have survivved a very large eathquake.. you know?   Nothing is broken or ruined.. but every thing feels weird and different..   it is unerving..   I guess I need time to adjust.. So.. yea.. No one reads this.. and this is my first blog in ages.. but Fubar is going to be my new Net home.. Its the only site that I'm on, that my Realy Family hasn't found me on, and one where the men who have/are hurting me are not at.   but love stinks yea..   I've been in love with two men for ages, Carmen and Corey... Corey and I have been "friends" for ages, we go back before 2003 I think.. and Ive had a crush on him for about as long.. well recently It happens that it became more than a crush, but at the same time.. not more than
My Thoughts
So I did a lil thinkin; when I first got on here I made my profile so privet a lot of people didnt even know I was real. Talkin with some friends, I have relised there is no need for it. I know he wont bother me, and I sure in the hrll aint going to bother him. I wish him the best of luck with his wife, and hope they grow old and happy together. I know I loved him truly once, and I see that he didnt love me the same; but its ok. I have the one I am supose to be with, and we are more then happy together. I have the most perfect life I could ever ask for, and I have everything I want, need, and for that matter desire, We are a dam stronge family; and my wonderful sons father and Red are really good friends. My son loves him so much, and we ave built our home from scratch. Everythinh that we have, him and I have worked for; down to the bills and house payments. My son has everything from name brand shoes and cloths, to name brand toys, video games, and video game systems. All because he h
Put Clever Blog Title Here...
Finish The Sentence Survey 1. My much better as a friend than a husband. 2. Maybe I should...Sleep but I can't. 3. I love....My friends, they kick ass! 4. People would say that I...Am very sweet. 5. I don't understand...Why people feel tearing someone else down will accomplish anything. 6. When I wake up in the morning...I thank god I am alive another day! 7. I lost...So much stress when I moved away from Delaware. 8. Life is...Nothing short of unpredicatable. 9. My past... Is a long story. 10. I get annoyed when....When people are hypocrites. 11. Parties are...Fun to be at and fun to throw! 12. I wish......That my divorce was final so I could completely move on. 13. Dogs...Are adorable and fun! 14. Cats...Just as adorable and fun as dogs! 15. Tomorrow....Is my birthday! I'll be 29! 16. I have a low tolerance...For blatant stupidity. 17. If I had a million dollars...I would pay off a lot of bills! 18. I'm totally terrified..
Bits Of Tutorial For Newbies
Worked for me at least. 1. Give a few ratings of profile 10s. So they think you might want to give 11s. There are many ways to find people to give such ratings to, e.g. put up photo and a few find YOU. Look at new people list. Look at Blasts. Look at screen going across at the top. By give rating of profile a 10, I mean on the profile page give the picture there a 10 rating. 2. Buy 500 11's for $10 on credit card at first opportunity. This moves you to level 5. 3. Purchase something ( hopefully inexpensive ?) at fuMall which is under "Fun & Games". I'm not sure just exactly how many fuBucks you have to earn or $ to spend to move up fast, but I think some minimal dollars are required perhaps. I am guestimating that 12000 - 15000 fuBucks are required to get to level 10 friend of Fubar. For me this was 250 VistaPrint business cards. The offer is for free ones with just you pay the postage of $
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What am I supposed to say, when every answer seems to be wrong What am I supposed to do, when I can no longer remain strong Who do I turn to, when the dust finally clears How do I tell them all that I'm grounded by my fears They treat me like I'm unbreakable, like I'm superwoman And I really don't wanna be the one to say, that I'm only human I can't be your saving grace, cause I can't even save me And as much as I'd like to be unbreakable, this isn't a movie This is my life, and I can no longer fight your wars I'm only a meer mortal, and never be anything more Accept the emptiness, welcome the cold There is no fath, those are just stories told They wanna make you a puppet in their sadistic play They wanna make you eat your words, they wanna make you pay Simmer down now learn your place I learned along time ago noone wins this race Cut a little deeper, let the blood heal your pain Drink a little more, let the numbness keep you sane Bo
Parolee stood over stricken police officers and fired again By Harry Harris and Cecily Burt Oakland Tribune Posted: 03/23/2009 02:53:37 PM PDT / Updated: 03/24/2009 09:18:08 AM PDT Lovelle Mixon, a parolee on the run, already had shot Oakland police Sgt. Mark Dunakin and Officer John Hege. Then, as the two men lay on the ground, Mixon stood over them and fired again. But the ex-con wasn't done. He ran around the corner to his sister's apartment and waited — SKS military assault rifle ready — for the officers he knew would come after him. Those were some of the horrifying details that emerged Monday about the shootings of four veteran Oakland police officers Saturday by a violent felon who has also now been linked to the rape of a young girl last month. Three of the officers were declared dead over the weekend. A fourth, Hege, was taken off life support Monday afternoon at Highland Hospital in Oakland. Dunakin, 40, of Tracy, a motorcycle officer, stopped a Buick driven by Mixon
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Adam was hanging around the garden of Eden feeling very lonely. So, God asked him, 'What's wrong with you?' Adam said he didn't have anyone to talk to. God said that He was going to make Adam a companion and that it would be a woman. He said, 'This pretty lady will gather food for you, she will cook for you, and when you discover clothing, she will wash them for you She will always agree with every decision you make and she will not nag you, and will always be the first to admit she was wrong when you've had a disagreement. She will praise you! She will bear your children. and never ask you to get up in the middle of the night to take care of them. 'She will NEVER have a headache and will freely give you love and passion whenever you need it.' Adam asked God, 'What will a woman like this cost?' 'An arm and a leg.' Then Adam asked, 'What can I get
Nicks Paradox
World of Warcraft - Starters' Guide Current mood: chipper Category: Games ............ Huge fans of role-playing games are flocking the internet in droves looking for websites that have the world famous World of Warcraft game to play. This game now has more than 10 million subscribers with approximately 2 million players from Europe, 2.5 million North Americans and 5.5 million from Asia. All of these subscribers have paid a subscription fee or have used a prepaid card to play. With its immense popularity, new members are still signing up and playing the game for the very first time and are looking for some guidance on how to play the game. Whatever I feel like talkiing about at the moment..... Current mood: amused Category: Life You know how you refer to an object as 'her' or 'she'. Like Your car . 'She's a beaut aint she?' Or a boat, 'Hold her
Obsecure Rantings
I refuse to protect anyone, that exceeds this level ...   sportbiker...: hi ->sportbiker... hi sportbiker...: how r u sportbiker...: how r u ->sportbiker...: well, you? sportbiker...: am ok ty....have hardon like no other though ->sportbiker...: then go find a slut to take care of it sportbiker...: know of any ->sportbiker...: why would I know of any sluts? is there something in my name that  says I do? sportbiker...: no u just look like a girl who would know many ->sportbiker...: that i do believe you ae mistaken ... if you take me posting my pic of me sticking out my toungue for knowing sluts then you need to rethink   I know I probably shouldn't be upset ... but DAMNIT MAN ... WTF!!!! so now that poses a question .... should I change my default pic?? which would mean new and updated pics of me .... which would mean to take pics (grrr)  But it is halloween ... should I put a bag on my face for my halloween pic??  I have the re-useable ones ... I could promote walmart!!!
Fantasy Realms And Resurgents
(Ultima Online is roleplay world - the one where its creator Lord Britain was lightening bolted by one of his subjects in the middle of his GIVE ME YOUR WORSHIP OH YE FELLOW PLAYERS speech. I guess somebody forgot to tell him that a good gaming world is not always one where politeness and good manners and acknowledgement of superiority is a known quality for all...) A Herstory of UO Dwelling in possibility, believing in the greater good of mist, magic, and maybes - this is my creed. It required that I pick up and use any random recall rune I found on the corpse of a PlayerKiller massacre victim, beast slain adventurer, or pile of discareded "junk". Eventually, it paid off in a grand adventure. I used the recall rune I'd found laying in the wilderness. It put me inside a guildhouse full of treasure. Obviously the rune had been made before the house was built, because to my knowledge you could not recall to the interior of a structure. An adventure AND an anomaly. Such joy
Cupcake Mafia
dear cupcakes...  i have come to the realization that *cough cough*... you dont bling me enough... dani doesnt put out the way she used to.. and bobbi only gives it up @ night *wheeze* thereforez i am going to take a toaster bath.... dont try to stop me.. *HACK* its too late.... i am tiredz of the abuse u all putz meh through and im done.. guh BYE cruel world.. i'll make another account i mean no.... no... i wont... im done........... i have 7 yims u can reach me @ and dani has my cell #.. ignore the fact that when her answering machine picks up it says its dani's phone.. its a lie...   *cough* *snort* .........i die now...........   .........if u buyz me a HH i might stay........... *HACK* no... i diez.......... this isnt me its my zombie sprink......... guh bye.............     So you wanna be a Cupcake?MUST meet the following requirements.*You must be an ACTIVE member of the Beautiful Brutality Lounge**You HAVE to show us that you can be brutal.. we may all LOOK sweet & st
Thought For The Day
A horse and a chicken are playing in a meadow. ========================= The horse falls into a mud hole and is sinking. He calls to the chicken to go and get the farmer to help pull him out to safety. The chicken runs to the farm but the farmer can't be found. So he drives the farmer's Corvette back to the mud hole and ties some rope around the bumper. He then throws the other end of the rope to his friend the horse, and drives the car forward saving him from sinking! A few days later, the chicken and horse were playing in the meadow again and this time the chicken fell into the mud hole. The chicken yelled to the horse to go and get some help from the farmer. The horse said, "I think I can stand over the hole!" So he stretched over the width of the hole and said: "Grab for my penis and pull yourself up." And the chicken did and pulled himself to safety. If you're hung like a horse, you don't need a sports car to p
A Whole Lot Of Blathering And A Great Deal Of Nothing (literally)
Bored again, so im doin some self-reflecting. I've got several accounts on the internet, well not several but a good amount. And im true to myself at least i think so. A few of you know me well enough to say whether thats true or not. Im here on fu, myspace, facebook, rk/nk mostly. which is fun get too meet people on some and just stay in touch with friends on the others. Get to be a "solider" on one, and a "doctor" on another. Ive always taken myself and others seriously. And it worries me. I constantly wonder do i put too much stock into it? Do i take these "friendships" too seriously? I see all the drama on here and other sites.  For this supposedly adult site im surprised to see how much of us act like hormonal teenagers. Comes with the territory i suppose. if im not supposed to take this or any other site seriously, im surprised at the genuiness, if thats a word, of some of its users. If its acting some of you are on another level. Taking advatange of the guillible nature of p
This Side Of Borderline
They say beauty is wasted on the insane and deranged.  Not a day goes by without the wish, that it was all a lie. Self control is given no quarter and here comes another mood swing, once again, my emotions control me. Once again, rage is king and depression reigns supreme. The depths of empathy and failure have succumbed to my misery and with the desperate throbs of passion I have chosen this ultimate path, in which I find the answers to deny the future of all my sanity. None of this makes sense and with knowing that sad, sick, statistic I have overruled my boundaries. One second I find myself immensely and utterly madly happy... The the next I am drunken off my own sadness and morbidness, with tears and cries and screams of doubt rushing through my empty soul and lost for words on how I feel. No one even begins to understand what exactly I feel, it all makes perfect sense in my fucked up ill mind. But the truth is... It doesn't... It never does... And it never will. I swept the ocean
The Poetry...
Tonight.... I'm a give it to you.. You know that for sure. I give you everything that I am... Now and forever I am yours Try not to be over come.... This isn't the time for you to refrain ... Give me your all.. Work me like never before... Make my jaw hit the floor With pleasure. I will make you quake... This I vow with my name at stake. I give you all of me .... My hands wander over your body... It may seem shotty because the territory is new to me.. But with every minute I will make you see... With every touch your body will shutter.... Melt like butter with the kiss of my lips. Ecstasy felt between you and I fire from the sun. Burns deep into the soul... And when we reach our peek neither of us are able to speak. There's so much stress.. My life is a mess. All the shit I have been through. I thought I would be getting better.. But all I'm left with is anger. I still can't fetter my brain to get around you. But I'm still through with you. My angry
Locked away from society living in a cell twenty two hours a day, it's every mans hell. Expected to be stroung and not to shed a tear woundering if LOVE will survive id but my only fear. My mind keeps on struggling to keep it's self sane but this is hard to do while dealing with miserys pain. So i remove myself from the present and not dwell upon the past, but pray for the future and hope it will come fast. Untill it does arrive and i can once again be free. I'll be just anouther number but wanting to be me...... If you love someone, you will be loyal to them no matter the cost. You will always belive in them, always expect the best of them, and always stand your ground defending them. For love is patient and kind, neaver jealous or envious, never bostful or proud, neaver haughty or selfish or rude. Love is the most special gift you can give to someone for LOVE goes on FOREVER!!!! Make a wish, find a dream, choose a shooting star. Let your hopes and spirits soar high and free an
Music That Touches My Soul~~
This song just sorta stuck out today as I was surfing the net~~seems like everyone around me is breaking up~~and they wonder why I stay on the fu... Fubar=my escape from the real world~~~ anywayz~~Enjoy the tunes!!~~xoxo~~LiL I Must say~~I have the BEST Friend in the whole world~~not only is she my friend~~Kimberly is my soul sista!!~~ANYTIME~~day or night~~if I'm sad or happy~~she is ALWAYS there for me~~and vice versa!!~~This is for you my sista~~I adore you!!~~♥ LiL A very interesting song~~that was left to me as a comment by my neighbor~~LOL~~I dont know if it is a message~~or just letting me know how well he does know me~~HA!~~Enjoy the music!!~LiL~
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Thoughts & Quotes
“Most men are the same. They're only interested in fucking you and they don't care whether you're happy or sad. They just want to get on with their business in and out of bed, and they make you feel that you don't count except as their sex toy.” ~Cameron Diaz “We flatter those we scarcely know, We please the fleeting guest, And deal full many a thoughtless blow To those who love us best.” ~Ella Wheeler Wilcox A broken heart is a lot like a broken bone... Sometimes to make it heal properly it needs to be re-broken. ~me
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Sailing along a smooth piece of ocean No waves in sight, just the perfection of Nature at her best Closing your eyes to enjoy these feelings floating around you Hands closing over the life growing inside of you Turning your life upside down and inside out Knowing that no matter what You'll do everything in your power to protect that life................................................................................................... CRASH Such simple words printed on the screen Yet they have the power to destroy your whole world Everything you've had figured out, destroyed from those words Watching the waves crash around you The sky turning a dark, rolling mass of terror All your fears pressing down around you Curling your arms protectively around that precious life growing in you Bracing your body against the waves and vicious winds swirling around you Not allowing those fears and terrors to stop you from standing up for your chil
I am auctioning an Auto11/Cherry Bomb! Your Choice. Starting bid is only 1 Fubuck! There will be a Buyout Bid of 15 million FuBux.(This means that someone wanting to insure a win of this bling can bid 15 million and the auction will close upon their payment of this buyout bid.) The Auction will Run until Midnight Sunday 4-12-09 PST. All Bids must be posted in this blog by the bidder. If two bids for the same amount are posted the one POSTING on the blog first will hold that bid. Showing me your naked pictures does not constitute as a bid. Sexual favors must be presented in person before close of bidding to be considered valid. Samples Required. Payment is expected BEFORE delivery of the Bling. No Exceptions. Payment is expected within 12 hours of the auction close. In case of Default of Bid by winner, the bling will then go to the next highest bidder for their top bid. I reserve the right to cancel this auction at any time prior to payment of the winning bi
Funny Stuff
A woman brought a very limp duck into a veterinary surgeon. As she laid her pet on the table, the vet pulled out his stethoscope and listened to the bird's chest. After a moment or two, the vet shook his head and sadly said, "I'm sorry, your duck, Cuddles, has passed away." The distressed woman wailed, "Are you sure?" "Yes, I am sure. Your duck is dead," replied the vet.. "How can you be so sure?" she protested. "I mean you haven't done any testing on him or anything. He might just be in a coma or something." The vet rolled his eyes, turned around and left the room. He returned a few minutes later with a black Labrador Retriever. As the duck's owner looked on in amazement, the dog stood on his hind legs, put his front paws on the examination table and sniffed the duck from top to bottom. He then looked up at the vet with sad eyes and shook his head. The vet patted the dog on the head and took it out of the room. A few minutes later he returned with a cat. The cat jumped on the tab
Just Me!!
"FOREVER" I sit and wonder of old and new, for life is full of suprises and some times hope I could never in a life time ever forget about you, my thoughts are usaully as clean as soap But every so often a naughty thought appears, that i scare my self with images of past I now see it is not clear, as i truely know we have moved to fast It is all i wish to see, your smile, your face, & eyes, my heart truely bleeds from deep inside of me So much at times, it hurts and i must cry, I will forever be your friend, and this i hope you see You meen so much to my world, i must say, really, my bad, friendship i see, and a great deal more But baby, i never meant to make you sad, you are the most special woman, you make my heart truely sore It's all you baby, with smiles, sunshine, and a hug, sealed with a kiss, you shall forever be within me, as long as water fills the oceans floors Because the time we share are complete and total bliss, these are my wo
Career Related
WATERTOWN, N.Y. -- There were few dry eyes at Saturday's memorial at Jefferson Community College for slain paramedic student Mark Davis. The 25 year old was shot while responding to a call on January 31st by the person he was trying to help. Mark Davis, an EMT, a brother, a friend, and a hero.   "He had a big heart, and he put everybody at ease. You can do the job, and you can learn the stuff, but it takes a lot to be able to put your patients at ease. And we was able to do that, and it was just a natural thing," said Erika Nappier, Emergency Medical Services Club President.   "He loved EMS and fire fighting. That was what his life consisted of. It didn't matter if he was volunteering or getting paid," said Maricia Dickinson, Mark Davis' Sister.   "He was a kind person and really just wanted to help people," said Eva Fremaint, Paramedic Student. "He was the class clown, pep squad leader, an encouraging word for all of us," said Jeannine Gomiela, Jefferson Paramedic Program Coo
Cause I Less Than Three Her.
You know when you get your body in that perfect sync of happiness? I know some of the younger people probly have no idea what the fuck I am talking about but hey you never know. ANyway back onto point have you ever had a moment in your life that just seems to be perfect. I mean trust me I know perfection can't really happen but god damn if you can't feel it. THis is how I feel now with my life probly for the first time. There's really only one real source to all of this and as with all typical love stories it started with a girl. This girl came into my life entirely by chance and at first I hadn't even noticed her to be honest. But none the less we met and talked a bit, strange isn't the way fate guides us to things we aren't even looking for. Anyway eventually we came to actually speak on the phone and I just remember from hearing her voice I could feel my heart beating like never before. It wasn't untill we got into a conversation which to most people would probly be considered stupi
Rose so black, deep and dark, stem of Hunter Green. So many people overlook you, misunderstand what You Mean. You have no color, Darkest Beauty, but plenty of Depth to your hue. You have no clue, you'll never know how much admiration I have for you. She looked at me With much disgust when I tried to share your beauty. It is this, my love, I feel it is my duty. She's gone forever. Why, who knows? I'm left here all alone. Blackest rose, it's you and me. We're left here to stew and groan..... Your eyes sparkle when you look at me, And I know I found my destiny. I hear you say you love me and then, I fall in love all over again. Your gentle touch your soft caress, The tenderness within your kiss.
I Got Flowers Today
Days have passed since I felt the wind upon my face. Days will come before I will see reality. But I am ready. I have worked my way out of this depression. I have slept through my days of not living up to my own standards. Too busy worried about others, now it is my turn. I will be better.  I will say NO. I will survive. I am waking up.   Sometimes the world seems as though it wasn't made for me. I exist nothing special. Why am I here? I wonder? I am alone. I can't seem to do anything right. I am good as long as I am doing for others.  But not for myself. I try to make everyone happy and can't. When will I be reconized for what I am? It will happen, but until that day comes, I will create my own world. A world of peace, where I am soneone. Where I can be myself and that will be enough. Where I don't have to give more than I have. Where I can be surrounded by people who really love me. A place where I can live out my fantasies and dreams without remorse. A place
Random Thought
how do you tell a friend of forever thats she's turning into THAT parent. You know the one you'd sooner punch in the face than hang out with? She's so involved in her grade school kids lives that after about 2 minutes of speaking to her you feel like you are talking to one of them! President  of the PTO , girl scout leader, runs the baseball/ softball league. Aside from the fact shes going insane & in concerned she's spreading herself just way too thin shes starting to complain. LIke *my daughter has this girl who insists she has to be friends with everyone my daughter is its disgusting* blah blah complaints. Well last week just tipped it for me . We were sitting at breakfast ( mind you this is a common occurance for us)and she starts talking bad about other peoples kids . She ripped a little girl about how shes been cheering for a few years & how she cant cheer & HER daughters are better and shouldfnt be there ect. ect then preceeds to have the same rant about yet another child in tum
Rants And Raves
Seems like by now I would have learned to blow off the crap that happens on this site. Yet I am continually amazed by the ignorance of people who are supposed to be adults. Being on Fubar is all black & white lately. There is no gray area in the middle. Either you "put out" so to speak and have the world at your feet. Or you tell people to buzz off and end up being forgotten. Well, I can honestly say I don't give a rat's ass about the first group. Dealing with people who cop an attitude because I don't have a desire to flash my boobs for them is getting really old. I didn't join this site to satisfy the needs of some jerk who can't find a set of real ones to look at. I can't even count the number of asshats who have called me every name in the book over such petty bullsh*t and I'm not even gonna try. All I know is that I am the type that adds anyone. I figure everyone deserves a chance. Adding newbies is one of my ways of welcoming them to Fubar. After all, it would be boring on this
The Alan Contino Blog
Rally to save Michigan Film Incentive! Monday Oct 26 @ 7pm The Crofoot Ballroom Pontiac, MI FREE!! Join supporters and members of Michigan's Film Industry as they Rally to preserve the Michigan Film, Television, and Video Game Incentives.      Artist Spotlight is LIVE right now - tune in to the Wrekking Hours radio show on WHFR radio Detroit. Use this link if you are a windows user:   Use this link if you are a mac user: Or you can hit the "listen Now" button on our website at Live from 4-6pm Today!!   Wrekking Hours Radiothon 2009.we are live on the air right now!!call 313-845-9676ortoll free 1.800. 585. HFCC ext worm (1.800.585.4322 ext.9676)Tune in for free!!!!http://www.whfr.fmTags:whfr, local music, independent radio, non-commercial radio, rockabilly radio, psychocilly radio, surf radio, surf music, rockabilly music, psychobilly music
Love And Friendship
There are some people you know that you will are about for the rest of your life   They are the ones that can make you msmile no matter what you are going through   They touch you so deeply you know you will never be able to forget them   Just to be able to talk to them and hear them say everything will be ok   Those are the things that mean the most and you are so happy to have them in your life   Those are the people
In Darkness There Comes Light
A Whore of old she was scorn by society but secretly hungered by many. Allowed freedoms a woman bound in marriage was denied. A whore was able to educate herself, read and engage in political conversations. Wear fashions appealing to women and men. She cared herself with class and honor she had choice it denying a lover. A whore so loudly frowned upon, spit at in the view of public eyes though soon as night fail men of great power saught her out and loved her more then their wives in most cases because she was not in the norm, a creature of passion, love ever flowing, she bares her breast and there is no shame and she parts her thighs only to those that would see her as a masterpiece not a piece of flesh to be used only for an out or two. A whore so much changed from what use to be..... Young or old they are women and we know not what live has thrown in their path. Judge them not but understand their way though you may never agree. Now that we have freedom of education and not def
Hair like a thousand strands of silk warmed by the sun...Eyes like liquid pools of serenety and calmness...Lips like petals blossomed on a newly birthed rose after a summer rain...The sound of her voice as she speaks my name like the voices of a thousand angels singing just for me...Her perfume like the fragrence of lilly and jasmine in a field of Ireland after a fresh morning dew riding on a gentle breeze...If I had 1 wish it would go as follows:I wish I were the man to fly her to Paris if she craved french toast for breakfast... The man to fly her to Italy if she craved pasgetti and meatballs for lunch... The man to fly her to the darkest hills of China if she craved a taste of the exotic for dinner... The man to fly her to deep within Germany if she craved the richest deserts in wich to follow her meal... That would be my 1 wish... As you can see these are just a few ways in wich she fascinates me... For every breath she draws into herself is one breath in wich she takes from me...
Keep It Tight
The moon isn’t half full or half emptyThe sun isn’t clear as day or as bright as lightningThe lemons aren’t as sour as the oranges are sweetBut the yellows taste as good as the greensSo juicy and full of goodnessHumans we may be, but why lie in clouded dreamsThe world is full of creativity and nativitySo why try to harness it in the ball of your handWhy just sit there like a zombie as they feed you a story not so trueWhy schedule your free time around a box with pictures in a tubeWhy wear only colors that match, when the rest look so goodWhy try to make me like you, your desires are different then mineWhy can’t you love me as I love you, your pages are as beautiful as mineThat is why I love you because I don’t seek myselfOur common interests keep us whole but our looks keep us apartYour tones are not mine; you ideas are not your ownShare them but don’t force them upon my browFor then I shall leave you bitter sweet in miseryIf we all where models then
Kiss Me
The bitter cold of the early morning floats through the room. The sky is cloudy and gray, with a definite sense of gloom. Today my heart fits the sky, wieghed down with heavy thoughts. My mind's running a thousand miles an hour and my stomaches all in knots. The only place I find serenity is standing on the waters edge. And for that instant I dont feel like screaming and jumping off the nearest ledge. I watch the waves come and go without a care in the world. With the blindness of a brand new baby that into this messed up life was gently hurled. The amazing thing about standing here is my life is put into perspective. Instead of being overly critical I quickly change to being reflective. I feel so small and insignificant and I like how it makes me see... That there are issues and problems with the world that are bigger than me. For those few moments that I am standing there, nothing matters at all. But all my anger, frustration, and pain away from this ocean I still have t
Don't mess with djs!!!  These are the only rules we have.RULES#1 We have the internet radio air waves.   Which isn't really a rule but more of a warning to those that mess with us, in any way shape or form.  You can harrass us by phone, you can harrass us in emails.  But you won't get on air unless we say so.  Think about that before you make rash decisions to take on any dj.  Stalkers, and otherwise, beware especially because you make for great dj ranting as we call it.  All of us being comedians, are purely making a complete joke out of you and none of us can be taken seriously.#2 You don't mess with Vm (Vic Mendoza-VM Underground Show) cause thats a 6 month long marathon about how you were a jerk, stalker weirdo that searches threw his drawers, mailing him hair or any other offence he sees fit.#3 You don't mess with Malice Cooper, cause I don't need a whole 6 months to verbally tear someone a new one.  I can do that in 5 minutes of my show.  Its 2 hours long good luck figuring which
B7ebak my shexshy husband, Being away from you now is so much harder than it was before we met, held each other and kissed fell asleep and woke up side by side walked the old market and had lunch in the park even I know it is necessary and for a short time this is the only time for once we are side by side again, it will be forever where you go I go b7ebak my shexshy husband would take me a millions of lifetimes to begin to show you how much I Love you, Want you and Need you with me   no one or nothing is important to me as being with you,  making you happy, loving you, taking care of you, spending the rest of my life with you you are my reason for living,  you are my life, world, universe, everything, and all bmoot fiek 7abibi   WB. Mrs. FM   04/17/09 12:39am our time How does the heart explain         My heart is trying to explain to my head and put into words the way it feels, but the thoughts, ideas and words are all messed up and trying to escape all a
Hi Welcome To My Head How May I Help U?
ive been thinking alot about this past year and i find myself feeling really sad and lonely...mostly for old friends that i no longer have. yea i shouldnt think about it but i cant help it, desparately tryin to hang on to happier times long gone and it hurts. i long for the ppl i lost, how can i say im sorry and lets forgive and forget? i wish to so much but they dont, of course there is nothing i can do about it but i wish there was.. why do i have to do this to myself? i wish i had an answer but i dont. my memories are all ihave left and they are so painful..... i just want my friend back i miss him so much. :( so if you know me real well you know that i among of the biggest procrastinator this side of the flint river lol.  ive always been like that and ive always been an emotional person. lately i just really havent been happy, so much so that alot of the time i find myself almost in tears for no apparent reason.  i need to make some changes in my life but ive been living the same w
The Human Spirit
First off: Let's discuss this new blog editor. Its not really "new" is a Javascript Toolkit called TinyMCE. I've used it in some of my web applications. I had suggested that TinyMCE be droped into Fubar back when it was still Lost Chery, A message I sent to both BabyJesus and Support. I'm a tad annoyed at the fact that I was ignored for my professional oppinion. But I'm also amused at the fact that TinyMCE was implemented anyway, because it shows that I was right. The meat of this meet: Throughout my life, and more so in recent years, I have discovered a commonplace, something I do, without realizing I do it. I call it a commonplace because for me it is common, or at least familiar. I help people. Borderline white knight's syndrome, I tend to offer advice, help, and support at times that it's needed, and usually when needed most as luck would have it.I have found that my place in life is to serve as exactly that. A helper, one who gives to those that are hardly able to return the fa
Love is the river of life in this world. Think not that ye know it who stand at the little tinkling rill, the first small fountain. Not until you have gone through the rocky gorges, and not lost the stream; not until you have gone through the meadow, and the stream has widened and deepened until fleets could ride on its bosom; not until beyond the meadow you have come to the unfathomable ocean, and poured your treasures into its depths ~ not until then can you know what love is Henry Ward Beecher Love is the same as like except you feel sexier. And more romantic. And also more annoyed when he talks with his mouth full. And you also resent it more when he interrupts you. And you also respect him less when he shows any weakness. And furthermore, when you ask him to pick you up at the airport and he tells you he can't do it because he's busy, it's only when you love him that you hate him. Judith Viorst Top 10 Reasons You Know You're A Mom 1. You can't step into the tub without slippi
A Trip Thru My Mind...
I miss you, though you just went away I really do wish, you could have stayed I know why you're gone,know thats it's best But some relationships, just don't pass the test All that I've hoped for, all that I dreamed I watched fall apart and rip at the seams I wish it were different, together again Knowing deep in my heart, its better it ends... I miss your eyes I miss you lips the ones I always and still long to kiss I miss your voice I miss your arms the soothing sound and all your charms I miss your chest I miss your hands begging for your touch, You understand all of these things I miss a lot Everything I remember but you forgot...   How long before the ache in my chest Takes it's leave Before memories of him begin to unweave When will I stop waiting for the phone to ring Warmed by the easy feeling his voice would bring All that brought joy now fills with sorrow Finding it hard to see light in tomorrow I will try and be strong get up each day and fight
Plz Read
Just Making This Lil Note 2 Let U Know I Wont B Doing My Daily Comments 2 The Ones The Wont Repay Me U Will Get A Rate n A Comment When I See That u Did Me N  I Know That U Do Them Daily u Will Get Them Daily From Me Its 2 Much Work For Me ..Why Help When Ur Not Going 2 Help Ur Self I'm Here 2 Help Others As Much As I Can I Try 2 Get All The Auto's On My List 1st But Sometimes There Are 2 Many But If There Are More Then I Can Rate I Try To Get The Ones That Dont Hardly Get Auto's 1st . Then The Ones That Has Auto's All The Time I Rate Atleast 250 too 500. If U Know Me Well I Do As I Say. And Another Thing If Ur On Family List U Would Get A Bling Each Week If I Have It That Week .It Might Not B Much But Hey Its the Thought That Counts. . I Have Been Cleaning Out My List So I Will B Reranging Friends 2 Family Or Family 2 Top Friends . I'm Just Going By What I See... If i See U Bomb Me Each Time U Have One U Will B On My List 2 Get Them Bk XOXO
Waaah Problem Cant Reply Back
Getting bored .......     AM I THAT EASY TO FORGET?   Hard to Find what i really want....   Show up soon.............     *sigh* Nunca Te Olvidare lyricsPueden pasar tres mil anos.Puedes besar otros labios,pero nunca te olvidare,pero nunca te olvidare.Puedo morirme manana.Puede secarse mi alma,pero nunca te olvidare,pero nunca te olvidare.Pueden borrar mi memoria.Pueden robarme tu historia,pero nunca te olvidare,pero nunca te olvidare.Como olvidar tu sonrisa.Como olvidar tu mirada.Como olvidar que rezabapara que no te marcharas.Como olvidar tus locuras.Como olvidar que volabas.Como olvidar que aun te quieromas que a vivir, mas que a nada.Pueden pasar tres mil anos.Puedes besar otros labios,pero nunca te olvidare,pero nunca te olvidare.Puedo morirme manana.Puede secarse mi alma,pero nunca te olvidare,pero nunca te olvidare.Puedes echarme de tu vida.Puedes negar que me querias,pero nunca te olvidare.Sabes que nunca te olvidare.Como olvidar tu sonrisa.Como olvidar tu mirada.Como
This is the truth about Dirty JerseyWhen this track blows up, you'll already heard of me Cuz the game I spit is straight from the fuckin streets I always stay runnin from the fuckin Heat Throw your hands up and feel the fuckin beat It's guaranteed to get you out your fuckin seat   Dirty Jersey is the place Where it all goes down Millions of fuckin parties
Gravity Sucks
Sacramental Maiden On dewey breast doest wisdom lie; Psyche freed our hearts bid flyFruit of Sidhe O' magick's snareour souls delight when chance we dareMeaty flesh of maiden's fareourselves we lost when bodies pairThoughts released and tongues be bound When Goddess gift at first we foundAbandon now your will to be this sacred flesh has set us free Song of the Rose Mighty does suffer the soul of man; For want of mere gentle succor By sword and scourge fire and chain; We seek our God through measure of pain We find no peace in Sacred Chalice; but heap dread scorn and bitter malice Pray nay listen hateful cries that bind the heart with pain and lies Proffer not wages of war and hate; Nay child!  Be true thy heart O' child of fate Accept this Rose warm and wise; Full of grace 'neath endless skies The Leash Dusk I wake... Sultry night... Caress the shade... Fly the light Prowl the dark, choose a flower; Garden delight her scent devoured Blonde, Brunette and Auburn hair; Lithe and
Reason, Season, Lifetime
Reason, Season and Lifetime  .. People always come into your life for a reason, a season, or a lifetime. When you figure out which it is, you know exactly what to do. .. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed outwardly or inwardly. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, or to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally, or even spiritually. They may seem like a godsend to you, and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. ... Then, without any wrong doing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. ... Sometime
A Choice
An elderly man walks into a confessional. The following conversation ensues: Man: 'I am 92 years old, have a wonderful wife of 70 years, many children, grandchildren, and great grandchildren. Yesterday, I picked up two college girls, hitch-hiking. We went to a motel, where I had sex with each of them three times.' Priest: 'Are you sorry for your sins?' Man: 'What sins?' Priest: 'What kind of a Catholic are you?' Man: 'I'm Jewish.' Priest: 'Why are you telling me all this?' Man: 'I'm 92 years old ..... I'm telling everybody!' This weekend is a time of remberence. Make sure you take some of it to  say thank you-to Veterans, Active Military, and those who never made it home.    we may all be getting ready to have a party or BBQ this weekend but lets not forget just what this weekend is all about. I am a very proud veteran of the 82nd Airborne and 3rd Ranger and i will never forget the men i served with and the ones that still fight for our freedoms today. to all of yo
Bitch Fest
Within the last 4 years my reproductive health has gone downhill.  I've been told that I will need a hysterectomy soon (crap, I'm only 26), and a current option is to have my tubes tied until I'm older and more in a position to have a hysterectomy. That surgery is scheduled for May, as well as an oblation to hopefully eliminate bleeding for good. I thought great, I have a wonderful child already, my problems will most likely end, and I won't bleed anymore. What more could I ask for? Fast forward to today. I had pre-op testing yesterday which included an EKG to test my heart due to a past heart problem. We're talking 13 years ago, and I haven't had any problems with it since. Well, I apparently failed my EKG testing. I need to be cleared either by my primary doctor, or a cardiologist. My primary doctor is a bit of a hypercondriac when it comes to my health. The last surgery I had was nearly canceled because of an issue she thought I had. It turns out that the surgery took care of the
My Life
What to do, where to go from here. I might not have the perfect life but its perfect enough for me. I have great friends and a wonderful family that supports me in all that I do. I'm recently single and looking for that special somone. I thought I've had that special someone many times but I was wrong. I'm looking for someone to compliment me and someone that I can connect with on a real mature and romantic level. Someone to share the same interests with but still have a competitive edge to things. I love variety but at the same time, having a routine that works is good enough for me. Lately I've been running into old friends, making new friends and having my past come back to make me think about things going on in my life. The new friends that I have met, some think that I'm like the best thing that has ever happened to them while my other old friends that have come back, old feelings have come back as well. The new friends, new feelings have come up that I never knew existed. I want
Joke Time
What's 20/20 With One Eye Closed
104 degrees of solitude   sounds of white noise echo through beige walls and grey thoughtthis light never seemed so dull beforelifeless......a constant quandaryI feel tormentedif these mutating walls could talkthey would speak of the skeletonsyou've gracefully swept under the welcome matif history is bound to repeat it's selfam i destine for sorrow?I'm tethered to this carouselspinning to the verge of insanityan all aboard ridewithin my carnival from the eyes of madnessfrom a distance I hear the music box clamormelding with alarm clock wailstrapped in a lucid synergysemi-conscious harrowingthrust upon mental betrayalwhy cant i free myselffrom this war waged in my headi'm my own worst enemyyet i cant be defeated.........soulless in a schitzophrenic webtangled through the silkof chaotic synapsesi'm better left for dead....... a subtle difference between madness and realityhidden through vacant skiesfalling far from this deitychaotic deafening criesI can't make sense anymoreof this jux
Self Reflection
..i'm asked often what i do for fun. lol. i dont have much fun anymore. im no longer the free spirit i once was. before my veda came along, sunny days were for eating mushrooms and running thru green fields..  nights were for cold beer and dancing beneath the stars.. following the allman brothers all summer long.. veda has changed my life in every way. i was telling a beautiful man yesterday that i havent read a book in a yr. i havent closed my eyes in the bathtub in a yr. i havent watched an entire movie or listened to an entire album. i havent napped in the middle of the day. i have so little time for myself. that said, im in love with veda. ive never known another human being whom im so completely at home with. no one makes me laugh like she does. no one makes my heart melt like she does. no one makes me happier, more proud, more afraid; no one challenges me like she does. she's my favorite thing in the world. watching her run after a golf disc or wiggle her toes in the grass or
Wow Lots Of Poetry!
 Sure, you have? Let's, talk. Well, if your, good enough; anyway. Down to the point, you girl...;don't, let the guy win, he don't laugh the same, he don't smile the same as you girl. Until; I Have, Never Been!   I mean, have you ever wondered, if just a spark; perhaps, the ash is what you own? There is nothing, like knowing, nothing and its'; senses, looking up or looking down. I mean, have you ever done as much as move, forward; after that, with prize or trash.   No, wonder, by one....then, two...three; but, for four and another story or by rhyme. It hit as hard as all good plus, stress of caring; even, about that, just to exist, a time. No, not another pleasure, by limb and perhaps; could, almost assure, all of eternal.   By Michael J. Pinger 5/22/09       "The Walk of Death I Walk!"I have started just a spark, only vision as sound pounded did abound.Not that I did not be before as I never noticed, I had, and even not bad.As I wondered if at galactic war, I woke to fear
Her Arrival...
well the night before we pre-packed so we could spend as much time together as possible... we missed the flight and had to reschedule her to leave 3 hours later, which I must admit I enjoyed... we spent more time talking.. making plans... when I dropped her off I can say I truly didnt want her to leave, I was torn, I knew she had to leave to get the kids, but I wanted her here with me...   I got out, we kissed and hugged on the curbside of the airport...gave her, her carry on... I pulled away with a completely lonely heart.... I texted her and talked to her nearly all the home, we originally were set up for 90 day turn around, but its going to look more like 5 weeks... I love her so, and cant wait to start my new life...   I love you Joy... she was almost crying, but muttered out a "yes omg yes!" I told her I have had many and all had a portion of what I was looking for, but she was complete, Im such a lucky person to have met her...   We went onto take pics of the Hollyw
In My Head
Running through the chambers in my mind, slamming the doors to the ones with words I cannot find. The frustration and confusion is debilitating, a dark void leaves me struggling. I try to remember to breathe as it consumes me.   Your the straw to my line, euphoria blowing my mind. Your the lighter to my pipe, I know its wrong it feels so right. Your the candy filled needle to my vain, the withdrawl brings me pain. Your my addiction, my affliction, my heaven, my hell. Keeping you in my heart doesn't do me well. Battling Demons Do it! Do it! What good are you anyway?  "No,  stop! Tomorrow can be a better day." Do it! Do it! Haha! Your fucking weak! "Shut the fuck up! I will not settle with defeat." Do it! Do it! Seek out the blade. "I feel relief after, but cringe at the scars I have made." Do it! Do it! What are  you waiting for? "My life, I want it. I hunger for more" Do it! Do it! Releif now, what more could you ask for? "Control of my thoughts. Control of my mind. Give
An Ultra Guy
If any of yous didn't know is my account, but it's abandoned. _____________________________ With that being said, the question(s) that baffle alot of ppl's minds is why I've never dated or had anyone. The answer is a couple of things. One, is that I have to be sure I can handle it. Another is that Im admiting I'm too busy trying to find mS. Right, because I don't want to waste my time. Now there's a start for ya...     I have seen alot and have experienced alot in my years leading to my late twenties. I am very visual and Im a watcher, and I have learned from mistakes that I have made and others. It's made me a stronger person. I came on Fubar as a 'safe' means of flirting and mingling with girlfriends. I keep my list short so I can better attend to those special to me.     I have safe habits I eat healthy, my addiction is moretheless Vault soda I LOVE IT* not cigarettes, weed ganja or all everyone's crap so I say it. I'm not nor was ever out to win a '
I'm wondering what would happen if I marked my baghead default pic as NSFW. Would they remove it and warn me? Should I make a mumm to help me decide? If I disappear this is why... Hi Scrapper,Okay, here's my little story:I got a picture of a fully clothed woman taken from behind marked NSFW. (see my default album) The only skin that was showing was her arms. I was angry, so I marked a fubar support picture NSFW. One of your bouncers - DollyDagger told me that act alone was against the TOS agreement. This seems like a double standard don't you agree? Then, she told me having NSFW Bouncer is an A$$ in my status is against the TOS agreement. BTW Ass is written in the bible and now allowed on TV and the radio. Look, I like this site. I come here every day. I don't want to cause problems but maybe some of these things should be reviewed an reconsidered. I'm writing this not only to give you constructive criticism but now I fear DollyDagger is going to delete my account over this sillyness!
Na Na Na Na
HI BITCHES :D So as of right now, the only way I can get only is if a neighbor is online and I can steal their internet lmfaoooooooooo. So I am on right now, and the connection is slow. But I guess beggers cant be choosers right? :P   So apparently if we dont pass our budget bill by midnight tonight all state funded/government facilities will shut down until the bill is passed. No license branch -ppl cant renew license or plates or gets either No state parks or dunes All courts will remain open though No INDOT No Lottery or casinos/gambling etc.   lmfao indiana is so fucked.   [remind me why I moved to Elkhart? LOL!]   Link to full article: So does anyone on here have facebook that I haven't added?   I need more mafia members      and well I am just hardly even on here and it'd be nice to talk to some people still :P   Or not cuz some of you are definitely douchebags.   P.S.   I love
Bling credits can now be used to buy happy hours, blasts, and bonus elevens !!! The bling credit needed for each item is listed below ! Enjoy Fubar !!   10 credits for a 1 day blast 15 credits for a 3 day blast 25 credits for a 7 day blast 60 credits for a month blast 10 credits for 500 11s 110 credits for a Happy Hour !! Click to Enter Click to Enter May 8, 2009: bling credits can now be used to buy happy hours, blasts, and bonus elevens -10 for 1 day15 for 325 for 760 for a month10 for 500 11s110 for a HH May 8, 2009: removed limitations on shitfacing people who were already 100% buzzed May 8, 2009: fixed limited edition bling spelling error.... lol? May 8, 2009: increased vip photo storage to 5,000 photos May 8, 2009: wuwu changelog is active
Caught In The Sun
My friend and brother in arms is no longer here in physical form but remains everyday in my thoughts, my heart and my life. I wish you were here to share in the amazing journey of this life. I wish I could still come to you and expect a response when something is weighing heavily on me. I wish you could be living happy and prosperous with your family. I endeavor to never let a moment pass me by without recognizing its worth. I will live my life in your remembrance. I pray that everyday that passes I may continue down the path that one day leads me to a place where we meet again. I miss you friend. I love you brother. Rest in peace.Kevin Michael Slein - U.S. Army 10th Mtn. Div., 2-22nd Infantry, Combat Medic Me on the left, Kevin on the right. 1.) Don't cry because it's over. Smile because it happened. 2.) Be the change you want to see in the world. 3.) One day, your life will flash in front of your eyes. Make it worth watching. 4.) The most eloquent silence; that of two mouths meet
Thought And Lyric
Filled with bliss covered in shit Down and out far and away. liked by chance and fucked by desire Filling the voids that have overtaken me I feel like the middle man in this overrated sanctity Lost and abandoned in this bittersweet abyss I lack the taste or even the function Rather useless now and distraught My mind is all amuck, I'm lost in thoughts about you   I have fucked and followed, drank and swallowedall this life has given meto bring myself to this pointForgot never forgaveBitches, fucks, lively muckingalways in the back of my headburning a hole through what I ever hadFuck the bullshit, caught with a bitchstickcursed , fucked, forgiven, but never the other wayFuck them all forget the pain but it lingers moreTo haunt my dreams and fuck my brainHate the dreams hate being awakeFucked and followed forgotten and swallowedThe world has spit me out spoiled The more I realize how awake I've become, the more I realize how horrible things were and are. Its seems as though some
Gamers Blogs By C51
The ~~NGD Game List Version 3.0 This document is best viewed in MS Wordpad, 1024x800 resolution or higher, NO word wrap. Thanks for viewing the newest version of my NES game list. Here is some info to help you get started. Everything listed below is for NTSC (US) games unless it is otherwise noted. The prices and rarity are for loose carts only, except on a few note worthy games. If you want the price for complete, or sealed games, you can adjust the pricing accordingly by adding around 10-35% to each price (this is just a general rule of thumb, some games are worth a whole lot more sealed or with box and manual). All the prices are based from my personal expericence from forums, general collecting, and ebay. The prices are just a guide to go by, and are by no means set in stone. Game prices change all the time, and are sometimes regional as well. Everything in this guide has been gathered by me personally, from my own personal knowledge and collecting experie
things ive seen auctioned : rates, add to name, cam time, salutes, add to fam, top friends, vips, blings, rate stash, status pimpouts, rate friends,  comments, keep shitfaced, phone calls, demon shitface, oracle pimpouts, custom pics/tags   if you have more ideas leave them as a comment COME FOLLOW ME ON TWITTER CUZ YOU ♥ ME! Starting up another auction soon, if you'd like to be in it please message me with what you want to offer its 20k to enter most rates prizes will be given out i will start the auction once 25people have joined. i will make the pictures for you. a rule that will be enforced is the person or auction or who is bidding must be on my friends list, i will add you if you want the points for it xoxo Lauren xoxo
Kåt Dalmas Söker
Intrested?? on my pictures nån likasinnad tjej i dalarna sökes kåt tjej för en trevlig träff ikväll
Housisms from Season 2 House: "Where are you going?" Foreman: "You're an ass." House: "I know. Where are you going?" - No Reason "I always say if you're going to get shot, do it in a hospital." - No Reason Jack: "I don't want to hear semantics." House: "You anti-semantic bastard." - No Reason "She looks just like you. You have the same fro." - Who's Your Daddy? "Pretentiousness is hereditary. Just because they haven't found the gene yet..." - Who's Your Daddy? "I'm a really good secret keeper. I've never told anybody Wilson wets his bed." - Who's Your Daddy? "Tonight, L Word marathon." - Forever "Unless Chase broke his neck falling off his polo pony, he had no reason to be in the ER." - Forever "I ask you, is almost dying any excuse for not being fun?" - Forever "Ideas are not soda cans. Recycling sucks." - Forever "Oh, Level Three. Have you called Jack Bauer?" - Euphoria, Part 2 Wilson: "You're accessing a webcam?" House: "Cuddy's shower. You a fan of the Brazilian?" - Eup
Poetry Blog Box
Between distant hearts lays this watery wasteland The single crack in our path to infinite joy And yet this wasteland is set as our final destination Although it is bound to be our undoing We must travel these broken dreams of those to fall before us In a single hope to hold true to our hearts That single being that can bere the weight of our love Even if only for a second To save our eyes for a single place Where myth and desire become one Where we can lay for eternity upon the softest earth Miles from the begining And yet the end always creeps closer.       Within this winter nightmare My limbs grow colder with every passing hour But as the frostbite slowly spreads throughout my body I sense the end is drawing near Pleading with my conscious And with a whisper of salvation I hope to sway his dieing breath Now as I drift off into this final slumber My dimming light is blown away as if it were the last time Now laying here in the dark surrounded by my fear
Suicide Lab Productions
     People think that I am crazy or that it scares them away that I know this already. I don't think I am wrong in anyway and my instincts are just setting in. I have given this a lot of thought and I do know what I am looking for in a woman. I have no reason not to believe that she may not be on here so I am willing to meet and get to know anyone on here.      This is what I am looking for: Body shape/size doesn't matter to me (seriously) Must be willing to have kids (if she can't there are other options) Must not have a "premade family" Must be okay with the outdoors Must not be a hardcore drinker      These are the resrtictions but a couple of them can be bent to allow "the one" into it if I happen to find her. Afer being there and experiencing it myself, I have been getting an over whelming response to sending care packages to Iraq... here is a link for anyone to be able to send them so people don't have to send me stuff or ask for address from me. There is no guarente
I have to write this because it is really starting to irrate me! I have noticed way too many times that way too many people on here get close with people and build a friendship or relationship and then others on here start to run their mouths like we are in highschool and ruin those friendships or relationships built on jealous peoples lies and accusations. Why can't people learn to go and talk to the friend or mate and ask questions instead of just believing the rumor starter? Are we all really that immature to act in this manner? For example I have two people on here I was talking to and I thought building a friendship with and now they totally just do not answer me. WTF is up with that? Ready to hear others opinions!!! You know I have spent so much time on here and myspace and realised one thing that irratates me greatly! People always judge by how someone looks on if they want to be with them. Guys always want the skinny barbiedoll type and women want the muscular blah blah. Well I
just playing mafia war and live web camming on ifirneds. gonna take my cat for a walk tonite on grass, its been hot here in vegas You know where to find me but I bet I can show you something you aint never seen a woman do. If you like to get jiggly with it bring a towel cause you will need it. Im on my live webcam and you know where to find me, my link on my top status. I will be all weekend with toll free phone & if you got 10 to 20 bucks I guarantee y ou the best time you ever will have. If you join my fanclub first you will save way more. see you tonite xoox amber I would love to share my hottest dream last nite. It was 4 of us gals at the mall after swimming and tanning and we spend all evening shopping an hit the ladies room. We did much more than use the services, but its too naughty to posthere. Wanna hear how it went down join me on my ifriends site.
My Poetry
Would You Would you love me as I am or would you walk away? Would I not be good enough for you or could I be your ever fantasy? See I would love you I do love you still Even though you refuse to see Maybe I am better off now that you are gone But I can't help but remember how things use to be At one time we were one you looked at me like there was no other Now we are just two strangers crossing paths and I wonder why it is Would you love me? I ask you this I will love you always this I shall live with
Rules To Follow And Break
some peoples are like foodany kind of foodno matter yummy it was or badno matter u liked it or notat the end of the day u just gonna poop it outthe most expensive caviaror just a peice of breadthey all have to go through the same way down to the p exitso dont bother ur self looking of which kind of food u want to belolmy selfi am like water,juice,drinksanykind of themcuz even after i get out of the p exiti return to be a steamthen a cloudthen damnnn rainand yes now u can imagine which human being urine dropsu r enjying when u  dance in the rainnahhh m just kidding uyes i knowI AM CRAZYBUT I DO ENJOY ITDO U??-----------------W.B: FAR7AN 3 questions each a round u cant ask the same i asked on the same round u have one pass to use once lol u dont have to answer ur questions that u ask em any other rules [will tell u when i come up with more ]lmao muahhhhhhz hey every one so many ppls on here says its just an online thing and i do have a life outside this site lol then when u get
The Path Of Life!
 I posted a blog about a man who I thought was so amazing, and on August 7th 2009 I got a reality check. I realized that so many people hate the reality of their own lives that they live in a fantacy world. Searching for people to play out that fantacy with, and not caring who gets hurt along the way!  He is not so amazing after all, but guess what I am, I am a true and honest person, and was from day one, and now an even wiser person! I will not be fooled again! I am here to have fun and make friends, so if you are looking to hook up, don't bother, and don't even dare ask me for NSFW's! Not happening, I have way too much respect for myself!  If you have read my other blog you already know that I am a single mom of two really great kids. Which means I work full time, and I am a parent fulltime. So I really don't get the chance for me time. So fubar is my me time, and when I first joined, I was simply on here for fun, and laughs. Thats seems to have all changed lately. Lord knows I nev
Todd Pease
Meet "Todd Pease" the eBook-Killer . . .Move over Mike Dillard, Ann Seig, and all you other NETWORK MARKETING eBook Hustlers . . . Here comes "Todd Pease" with the Real Deal ! ! !  Don't take Months or Years "Learning to... MAKE MONEY ONLINE" when the real money is right here... go to or ( Http:// ) and press the [*** Easy Button ***] and you'll be on your way ! ! ! Don't WASTE "TIME" and "MONEY" learning other's "Systems" when this DIRT SIMPLE Business is staring you right in the face . . .  Go Ahead and read up on me, and my Business! the EZ Button at  ~  and we'll be on VACATIONS! . . .While the others are "On the Call" . . .Cheers from my "Office"Sippin' on my Jack n Coke . . . at WORK !!!Todd Pease - "Seasoned" INTERNET PRO! . . . *$* Bryan "Todd"... or "BT" PeaseI go by Todd to my friends, Bryan on paper, and not "BT" but it works . . .    * Age: 45    * Gender: Male    * Astrological Sign: Leo    * Zodiac Year: Rabbit - The Rabbi
Marilyn Manson
MARILYN MANSON: Audio Samples Of Entire New Album Available - May 19, 2009 Audio samples of all the tracks that appear on MARILYN MANSON's new album, "The High End Of Low", are available for streaming using the player below (courtesy of Universal Music Germany). The CD is due out on May 26 and is his first with longtime bassist Twiggy Ramirez since 2000's "Holy Wood". The official track listing for "The High End Of Low" is as follows: 01. Devour 02. Pretty As A Swastika 03. Leave A Scar 04. Four Rusted Horses 05. Arma-Goddamn-Motherfuckin'-Geddon 06. Blank And White 07. Running To The Edge Of The World 08. I Want To Kill You Like They Do In The Movies 09. WOW 10. Wight Spider 11. Unkillable Monster 12. We're From America 13. I Have To Look Up Just To See Hell 14. Into The Fire 15. 15 Manson told England's Kerrang! magazine about the new effort, "This is not a record that we would leave black and self-titled and mature. This is the experienced record. This album is the 12th-grade guy th
Vampire Lust
Part 13   Even though Dragos longed to take his very spirited pet, he knew that it was too soon for him to drink of her blood. Dragos left Khatra’s chamber with a heavy heart.  He would not allow himself to return to collect Elisabeth for dinner for his hunger for Khatra was so very strong instead Dragos strolled around the mansion for a long while calming his inner beast and trying to no avail to push Khatra’s image from his mind. “I have no time for these thoughts tonight; I must focus on what needs to be done.” He scolded himself as he approached Elisabeth’s chambers. His knock was soft as to not straddle Elisabeth. “Enter my Lord.” Her soft voice rang out. Upon entering the chambers his breath caught in his throat. Elisabeth knelt at the foot of her bed wearing her diamond studded collar and a sheer blood read tunic.  “Do I please you my Lord?” Her eyes down cast with her head held high and back straight.                 &l
After the ash has fallen from the inferno of passion's flame. After the bitter ending to happiness' reign. After the twisting, wrenching torment of pain. After time's rain has washed away the stain. After hoping for some sanity to retain. After failing that hoping for some to regain. After everything is done, will I still remain?       A demented siren call to one's destruction. The sins of the parents bestowed upon their progeny. Of demon born and demon bred. Soullessly playing an angel's role. Phantom masquerades where none dare show a true visage. Darkened mirrors lining forgotten halls. Somber silence and shifting shadows. One's life poured recklessly amid the artists' paints. Crimson dreams and ebony stones. All for naught, a fire-walk across glass shards, proving nothing. Forget nothing.           Some candles burn even after the wick is the barest of nothings and long after most of the wax has melted and run. True love never goes away. It leaves its mark
The Nyc Story
i stood by the bank the tide was low my breath slower than ever my head held high i looked at the land beyond soon the words will cease the body will stop breating the soul will begin to live  FOR CLOSER TO HEART, HONEST THOUGHTS - READ 'NEGLIGIBLE NOTIONS' JUST FOR MY FRIENDS.... how was it then what will it be now the constant to and fro..... what did she say how will she speak now the constant to and fro.... the smile then the abrupt disconnect now life comes to halt as i dither between then and now.... let me off the boat let me drown let me find another meaning let me be now..... memories haunt words lie actions disgrace me a silent cry where does this end how does it stop i walk the way dithering between then and now  FOR CLOSER TO HEART, HONEST THOUGHTS - READ 'NEGLIGIBLE NOTIONS' JUST FOR MY FRIENDS.... look for me again when the sun is gone when the stars are to shine look for me again when the tide returns when the boats cease to stop by
Dreamer’s War Dreams walk the landSight’s no one can standA plague made by all man One heart holds the powerSame heart holds a giftTo bring light in a showerTo close the dream rift Come young one nowTake up your bladesSnatch up your bowTo fight back the dream shades War is at your doorKeep the children safeHave them snuggle to the floorAs you battle the wraith Tap into your mindPull forth the powerPull forth the giftDestroy them all at the same time Watch dream’s demons fallAs the sun shall riseThe world shall rest one and all  rain... looking to the skystarting a dance older than timecrying out why....slowly singing turning to ryhme, come fall down from above,your children children thristlands need your cool tender love,i see those clouds about to burst, rain... rain... come this way,we may not last another dayrain...rain... come and playquench our thrist we do pray... rain...  Lunaria Heed to the ladyLady of the moonWhispers of the nightWishes meant to co
For My Friends And From My Friends
My dark angelWatching over and protectingA constant source of comfort, joy and wisdom.My life forever changed by your words and your kindness.My demonWhose tongue can be razor sharp brutally honest, ruthless but always leaving me thankful for the truth.My clownQuick witted, terribly twisted, and always unpredictable. Knowing when to turn the laughter on, when I need to laugh till I am crying. Your laughter is infectious and one of the most comforting sounds I know.and above all else..My friendA man I feel blessed to have been introduced to a man whose presence in my life is a true pleasure. You have forever touched my heart and changed my life for the better. Your tough love and sincerity, your wisdom and support will always be appreciated and needed. You will never truely know how much you mean to me, because I could never put the true extent into words.One of the most complex men I have ever known, but yet not compliccated. You are by far the most amazing man I know and I cherish eve
Wicked Series
FIRST AND FOREMOST.....Just a disclaimer, anything I write in this blog is purely fictional and fantasy. If some find it offensive I apologize. I know cops are public servants but this is fiction. Called out on a routine call, the officer is anxious to get it over with and go home for the night. He figures it will be quick no arrest just a verbal warning, it is only disturbing the peace after all. When he pulls into the bar parking lot he sees a crowd of people standing outside." What now" he thinks to himself. As he approaches he hears a womans voice yelling, soft sweet voice, but very pissed off. He pushes his way through the crowd and is shocked at what he sees. The woman is barely five foot tall, and she has a tall rough looking guy cornered, telling him off and holding a purse in her hand ready to club him with it. He has to keep from laughing, the picture before him is so comical.He stops for a moment taking in the situation, and cant help giving her the once over. Long copp
Night Swimming
Losing myself for a moment in the feel of your lips, I pull away, taking your hand I lead you out of the waterThere is a soft blanket waiting for us back on the beach. Kneeling togethr on the blanket our hands roaming each others body, a deeper sense of desire can be felt now, struggling to see who will have the lead this time. Kissing more passionately, more hungry for one another now that our bodies are awake to evry little touch and sensation. Lying togethr on the blanket I pull you on top of me, positioned so there is no mor struggle we can share in each othrs sweetness. Teasing you by kissing your inner thigh, softly biting andd tugging on your flesh Accidentally nipping a little harder as I feel you running your tongue along my lower lips I cant help myself anymore, needing to taste you, no teasing this time, my tongure running between your lips and darting inside you, pulling your hips down to slide it deeper, enjoying your soft whimpers and the feel of your body shuddering
Being Happy
He wore that cowboy hat to cover up his horns.Sweet-talkin' forked tongue haf a temptin' charm.Before I turned around, that girl was gone.All I can say is: "Bartender, pour me somethin' strong."Here's to the past, they can kiss my glass.I hope she's happy with him.Here's to the girl, who wrecked my world,That angel who did me in.I think the devil drives a Coupe de Ville.I watched 'em drive away over the hill,Not against her will, an' I've got time to kill,Down in Brokenheartsville.It was long on chrome, sittin' in the lot.An' fire engine red, that thing was hot.He revved it up, she waved goodbye.Well, love's gone to hell and so have I.Here's to the past, they can kiss my glass.I hope she's happy with him.Here's to the girl, who wrecked my world,That angel who did me in.I think the devil drives a Coupe de Ville.I watched 'em drive away over the hill,Not against her will, an' I've got time to kill,Down in Brokenheartsville.Here's to the past, they can kiss my glass.I hope s
Becca's Blogger Page
Negative Emotions Why is there greedWith so many in needWhy can’t we reach out and offer a hand to help othersWhy does our wealthDetermine what we are dealtShouldn’t we all share the way we would if we were all brothers Why is there envySo much more than there should beCan’t we appreciate others achievements without feeling badWhy is there the onusTo keep up with the JonesesAnd not to feel grateful and happy with all of the things that we have Why is there hypocrisyLiars to the right and left of meWhy can’t we say what we mean and mean what we sayAre we just so chickenTo state our positionOr is lying to someone’s face the easier way Negative emotionsServe no purpose but to cause us painNegative emotionsDon’t let them inside your brainThese negative emotionsCause damage that you can’t repairTake negative emotionsAnd cast them off into thin air Why is there hateAnd why can’t we relateTo others unlike us who may live their lives in some
Buying A Company
I had just had an orgasm without my Master permission. I had watched my daughter be ravaged my Master's many male slaves for hours and I was aroused. His rough ministrations of my body were more than I could resist, but to my Master this no excuse. I was quickly hosed off and a thick leather belt was placed around my waist. There were several rings fastened around the belt. My wrist and ankle cuffs were returned and tightened. As I had been since we left port I was naked and exposed for all the guests and crew to see. My belt was clamped to the rigging and I was hoisted up on the bow of the yacht. I was lowered below the sprit and eased onto a large phallus that protruded from the front of the boat. My belt was cinched to the sprit and my arms were raised above my head and lashed to the sprit. I now resembled the mermaid figures that were seen on many older sailing vessels. My weight was primarily held by my wrists and the belt around my waist, but I was forced to ride the thick cock-l
Funny Night
free 15 mins with me live on my webcam for new members only + 3d glasses visit me at hi guy s dont mis it I m now offering free 15 mins with mbe on cam for new members only  free 15 mins + 3d glasses take a look at this week end it s the week end i cheat ahah so for my lastest cheat me n friends go to the restaurante and when we finished we walked till the door to go ouside ... I said thank you to my friend for she s hold the door for me but when i said thank u she s was looking outside so she s think i was saying thanl you to the waitres behind  ahahah so my friend turn around and said thank you but it was not the waitress behing but people like us who going out at the restaurante ahhaha one time out of the restaurante i said hey at who you said thank u ?? she s said i thought u said thank u to the waitress  omg omg it was so funny to see her say thank u to people she s dont know ahahha it was hilarious it s been awhile i did nt
Good Jokes
Add your own : Terns Of Endearment The Big LebOWLski Eagle-y Blonde Betty Blue Tit Every Which Way But Goose   This guy staggers into his house, exhausted after playing golf, and drops his clubs on the floor. "What a day!", he exclaims. His wife asks what happened. He responds, "Well, there we were on the first tee, when George had a heart attack and died." "Oh, how awful." "Yeah, the whole rest of the day it was: Hit the ball ... drag George ... hit the ball ... drag George. ..." While on vacation in Africa, a LazyBoy salesman became separated from his tour group. After several days in the jungle he was rescued by a tribe of natives. They fed and watered him and cared for him until he was well enough to return to the tour. As a token of his gratitude he had two recliners sent to the chief and his wife. The two were very impressed and replaced their stone thrones with the recliners. The thrones were stored in the attic of their hut. A few days later, while holding court,
to all juggalos and juggaletts my friend sunny is on here she needs help getn 2 level 10 can any 1 help her please her screen name is juggalettelove2 she is still new member when u 1st started out again please help her out went 2 london over the weekend had a blast seen my grandsons and the rest of my kids spent time with them felt great hadnt seen them in a long time need 2 do that more often wish i had more time 2 spend out there but i had 2 come home and go 2 work Sup PPL its been a long week cant wate 4 sunday 2 get here spend time with my kids family brother nephues so on and so forth itll b my birthday so i may hide from them all dont know yet but its my family gota love em ya know
Geeks Mind
So what are your thoughts on Fubar expiration? I've heard some people have 4 days left? :D Possiby the sexiest spoken language ever? Discuss :D   *wink wink* W I K I P E D I A   I swear I can't get enough of it lol. I just randomly peruse through stuff there. Take for instance Is that not interesting as hell? Well I guess I am the only one! lol   Anyways Bored at work breeds Wikipedia and Fark surfing as well as Fubar.
Poetry By Rw
Call to arms my brothers,Its time to sharpen those swords.Let us kill some others,and break their backs with boards.Call to arms my brothers,Its time to done our armour.Let us kill some others,Like the enemies farmer.Call to arms my brothers,Its time we wield our blades,Let us kill some others,Until the daylight fades.Call to arms my brothers,Its time to use our shields,Let us kill some others,And burn down all their fields.Call to arms my brothers,Its time we paid the price.Let us kill some others,For their blood will suffice.Call to arms my brothers,Let them hear our call.Let us kill some others,And watch as their castles fall.Call to arms my brothers,Its time we head on home.Let us leave these others,For there are none left to roam. Darkness closing all around,To hell my soul is being bound.I begin to feel the last heart beat,and soon death enters for me to meet.I'll welcome him into my home,and within his mind my words will roam.I'll weave a story of hurt and pain,of lovers lost wi
So here we are, again. It's just another bind I find myself in, unable to look around and say that I'm worth having someone around. Again and again do I see what were my faults. Though it's not who I am now it's what I was that remains. To look and see change after change, it just show how little I cared. Even though that I've been able to become a better person that shadow still follows me. What do you want me to say? After all that has gone wrong and after  all the time  that has passed,  there is this feeling that no form of apology will do.  What's worse is that our paths have to cross. Not because we want  to, but because we have to. Even if there were a certain level of comfort something tells me that it just wouldn't be enough  for either of us. Other than the hi's and bye's that we pass I still choke unable to speak. How will you respond? Do you even care? Is this something that just continues to go unsaid? Or is it that you've gone on with your life? Why do  I feel this n
The Musings Of An Old Man...
While I don't seem to fit in with this crowd, I was invited here by a friend. I have only recently begun to get involved with this group. I have met some very pleasant, charming, individuals. While I am no prude, I am neither an "open relationship" person either. There is a matter of decorum to be maintained. Please forgive me, but I am just establishing some ground rules here. IF you become my friend, you are my friend. Not a cyber fuck buddy if you are female, nor are you just a piece of meat, or another notch in my belt. I WILL treat you with respect, and, in doing so, I EXPECT the same in return. I don't ask for it, I DEMAND it because I automatically give that to you. Also, you should know this about me. I will NOT lie to you, nor will I try to seduce you (female of course). I will be your online friend. If you're male, I would welcome some male friends. I don't get into pissing contests, keeping up with the Joneses-So to speak, or get into, "who has the bigger dick" contest. Nor
Perfect Love
The air is my breath   earth my body   trees my clothing   Do you remember?   The sun is my companion    my friend    my lover    Has he forgotten?   You dig into my veins   to take my blood   greedily using every drop   then I choke on fumes   You cut holes into me   fill them with your refuse   then cover them up   allowing the wounds to fester   I shake from the pain   I howl from the pain   Do you feel me?   Can you hear me?   I bathe myself in the waters   but I burn where I can't reach   You used to help me   You promised to take care of me   I try to quench my thirst with rain   but all I have are my tears   Have you forgotten me?   Listen and remember                             before it's too late Not my own words, but follows along thoughts I've had. Meko Love is to not support the ACT I believe that love is not about money, status, convenience, height , weight, or e
The Truth Of The Matter
**** It amazes me how you can be driving along just listening to the radio and you hear a song that just makes your mind click.. and you relate to it sooo much... that happened to me on my way home tonight and if you read it (if you dont already know the song) It relates to eveything... especially to me.. my new current fav song :)   The Climb I can almost see itThat dream I am dreamingBut there's a voice inside my head saying"You'll never reach it"Every step I'm takingEvery move I make feelsLost with no directionMy faith is shakingBut I gotta keep tryingGotta keep my head held highThere's always gonna be another mountainI'm always gonna wanna make it moveAlways gonna be a uphill battleSometimes I'm gonna have to loseAin't about how fast I get thereAin't about what's waiting on the other sideIt's the climbThe struggles I'm facingThe chances I'm takingSometimes might knock me downBut no, I'm not breakingI may not know itBut these are the moments thatI'm gonna remember most, yeahJust
Health News
Well on 4/29 I will have carpal tunnel surgery for my right hand.  After 6-8 weeks I will be scheduling the surgery for my left hand. I have not been online much lately.  Not even on fb very much really.  Here's why.  I found out today that I have carpal tunnel in both wrists.  I was referred to one of the top orthapedic hand surgeons in the country.  Lucky for me he is here in St. Louis.  I will call to make an appointment this week.  My hands have been swollen and painful nonstop for over 2 weeks now.  I am on naprosyn now to see if it helps the swelling.  So far, not working yet.  I also have wrist braces to wear to bed.  Hopefully this will give me some relief and I will actually be able to sleep! Will update more when I know more. As most of you know I injured all the cartilage between my ribs on my left side.  In addition I 'pulled' the muscle at the end of my ribs by my sternum.  I had been having chest pains off and on since November.  Usually after a lot of heavy lifting at
The Fuckin Future
He said, "I don't know why you wear a bra, you've got nothing to put in it." And she said, "You wear pants don't you?"       OH SNAP. So I know all of you Fu Ladies love me Even if you find it difficult to admit. So I'm thinking that I need some sexy salutes from you beautiful chicks.  Whaddya say? =D "Play"Cum girl, I'm tryna get your pussy wetWork that, lemme see you drip sweatCum girl, I'm tryna get your pussy wetWork that, lemme see you drip sweatGon play with itGon play with itGon play with itGon play with itGon play with itWork that clitCum girlFinger fuck your pussy like you want some, girlWork it like a nigga straight licking on your pearlI wanna see you cum in the middle of the dance floorA nigga can't fuck, what you think your finger made forI'ma beat that pussy upYou get it wet enough, I might lick it upLickey, lickey, lickey, like a peppermint swirlLick that clitCum girlUh, I wanna see your legs shakeTake you to the crib, we can fuck til the bed breakUh, fuck you ti
Amy's Rants
Someone please let this guy know this is not Hot or Not. What a doofus. · kawiboytwo rated your photo a '10'! · kawiboytwo rated your photo a '2'! · kawiboytwo rated your photo a '1'! · kawiboytwo rated your photo a '7'! · kawiboytwo rated your photo a '3'! · kawiboytwo rated your photo a '10'! · kawiboytwo rated your photo a '10'! · kawiboytwo rated your photo a '10'! · kawiboytwo rated your photo a '5'! · kawiboytwo rated your photo a '2'! · kawiboytwo rated your photo a '10'! · kawiboytwo rated your photo a '10'! Yes. I blocked him. I was tired of seeing him in my bartab. I'm going to rant. You're going to think I'm a bitch. Oh well. I'm sick and damn tired of trying to reach out to friends and be kind just to get ignored or disrespected in return. If someone is kind enough to be concerned for your well being then don't be a total douchebag to them. This goes for online and offline friendships.  I'm sick and damn tired of the woe is me people. They think it's
 Last Walk I look to my Right,I see a Golden city filled with Love.An Old man looks into my eyes,he reads my soul and looks depressed.I look to my Left,I see a Lake of fire filled with Chaos.A beautiful Angel looks me in the eye,he sees my soul and smirks.I look behind me,I see a world filled with Pain.A timeless Woman peers into my eyes,she sees my soul and gives me a Hopeful nod.I look forward,I see an endless journey filled with MysteryNo one attempts to read my soul.I smile and continue my journey alone.  When doth the winged angel of sorrowbring unto me the tale of death?Yesterday, today and all of tomorrowEchoes within my cold lonliness.No time have I for comforting grief,No meaning hath life for me..My love dreams on in an endless sleepWhile I drown in a tearless sea. Judge Me Silence,Rains upon me,As to not even a breeze,Blows my way.My thoughts eat away,Devouring all that I am,Gormandizing until there is,No more.How dare you,Force me to feel,Force me to think,Of all your tho
Im Back =] Welcome To My World =]
Yes you are mine :D And i have a blast to prove it. What your looking for has been here the whole time. If you could see that im the one that understands you. Been here all along so why cant you see you belong with me. =] Oh wait you did. [[Iloveyou]]  Anywho! The last few days have been NUTS. I encountered a stalker. OMG and let me tell you. It was NOT fun. Been working on "things" and im starting to feel okay with situations. BTW please dont ask me for CB. Autos. Or Bling Credits. If ive 1 never talked to you. 2. You NEVER rtf. or 3. just wanta use me :D cause Hunnie IM NOT beat =] I get where ive gotten on my own. Alot of you should try it =] Now mind you ive meet some awesome people so far and they are awesome :D check out my family :p They rawks! Oh icon of the day: Anywho Happy fathers day guys =] ♥ && HELLO && ♥Its 5pm and its ALREADY been the day from hell. I didnt get to sleep till like 6am. Then woken up at 10 to bullshit and its been drama drama dra
Title: Curiousity Kills Cats 2Characters: Marie d'Aquitaine, Virginia MathesonTime: 22 Jan, Near dawn Location: Marie's lair, the docks and streets of Crescent IsleWriter: DanoMarie d'Aquitaine was furious, but it didn't show. Instead her anger wrapped around her like a long, fridgid cloak as it always did. Her 'daughter' had gone missing again, something the little trollip had been doing frequently, and Marie knew deep inside that it was time for mistress and scion to split. The impending split hurt, and Marie always channelled her hurt into anger.Marie channelled anything into anger.She was waiting as her scion of over a century and a half slipped through the door, which clicked softly shut. "And where have we been tonight?" Marie asked with ice dripping off the words.Virginia knew that tone, her mistress was more than a little miffed. She stood stock still as Marie approached and walked around her slowly. "Hunting," she explained."Ah," Marie said, sniffing Virginia's breath, "an alc
Check This Out
I Cannot wait for hockey season to start so i can hear this Man's Voice calling the games for the Buffalo Sabres. And one of the best announcers of all time . The Man , The Myth , The Legendary and sitll going strong . Rick Jeanneret .">"> I went to go see this group Great Big Sea last night . And they were awesome . I'd recommend for anybody who reads this blog to listen to them and go see them live . They put on one hell of a show . I just wish they could come by and play here in buffalo often cause they are one of my favorite bands to go see live and I'll go see them live whenever they come back to town     . The Night The Patty Murphy Died . was amazing .
clue#1 slow jamz clue#2 movement clue#3 hott clue#4 kisses clue#5 wet clue#6 water clue#7 drips HAVE YOU GUESSED WHAT IM TALKING BOUT? NO NASTY IM TALKING ABOUT A BUBBLEBATH WITH THE MUSIC GOING... OMG PEOPLE GET UR MIND OUT THE GUTTER!!! LOLZ JP “Thought is the sculptor who can create the person you want to be.” Live as if your were to die tomorrow. Learn as if you were to live forever. -- Gandhiji Nobody gets to live life backward. Look ahead, that is where your future lies. -- Ann Landers Just as a candle cannot burn without fire, men cannot live without a spiritual life.-- Buddha  Life is like riding a bicycle. You don't fall off unless you plan to stop peddling.-- Claude Pepper follow the yellow brick road you may jus find something yu like.... check out de pix, rate em, rack up ponits and ill return de favors!!!!
So today's blog is just to get a lil something off of my chest, I just don't understand how mean and irresponsible men get the respectful women and how skanky girls get the faithful men it is something that bugs me till I give myself a headache.  The men that are good men are either too far away or interested in some female that just wants to take her clothes off to benefit from her assets which is wrong.  Alot, of men are just pigs and want to see this which mean that decent women like myself who respect themselves too much to degrade themselves are left out of the loop.  This isn't a direct anything to anybody so if you are offended I am sorry that just means you are too sensitive and need a hobby.  Thinking about just giving up I mean hope can only take you so far right. J:  Easy to have fun with E:  Fuckin' beautiful eyes N:  Can kick your ass N:  Can kick your ass I:   Loves to laugh F:   People wild and crazy adore you E:   Fuckin' beuatiful eyes R:   Good b/f or g/f  
A List About You
a sunnyday is a time to playplay without regreta sunny day inst about tommarowdont regretplaying favorites is part of the showits all that we wishits all that we knowits not about tommarowyou think its leavingishbut yes its tommarowtommarow turns sunnydays time to play without frettoday tommarowa sunnday is fo. sho. a sunnyday is a time to playplay without regreta sunny day inst about tommarowdont regretplaying favorites is part of the showits all that we wishits all that we knowits not about tommarowyou think its leavingishbut yes its tommarowtommarow turnssunnydays time to play without frettoday tommarowa sunnday is fo. sho. chillie bomb this chillie bomb that...... with you! we know we should have known. never known and surly never understood... just our own self distress we have won. together we will finish and never diseave cause life is our diseas and thats all we know. never bleeding just releasing the disease of life and the angles. angeles protect we no such thin
Littlewing's Ramblings And Stuff
She's my best girl...and she's mad cuz I forgot to tell her this place is like crack! LOL   Let's show her some love!   Thanks!!               This turned out annoyingly accurate. Your Gift Is Energy You are easily excitable, and you love to be on the go. You crave intensity.You need to live a dynamic, interesting, and challenging life. Otherwise, you get bored.It's hard for you to relax. You're constantly being inspired to do something.You're the type of person who finds success, innovation, and creativity easy. What's Your Gift?   I have been incommuicado for awhile due to only having internet at work and then it depends on if there's a computer available. So...thank you to those of you that have been taking such good care of me in my absence! You know who you are... :) I will check in here when I can. I'm finding that if I get to work a half hour early there's usually a computer available so I'll do my best to
Schooling You Fools!!!!!!!!!!!!
Aparantly at some point in time men assumed that they dont have to stick around and be there for their children.  Apparantly they can impregnate a woman and walk away as if nothing ever happened.  THEY dont have to carry the child, THEY dont have to feed and nourish the child mentally and emotionally.  How is it that they can care for a little while and then walk away scott free with no cares.  As if pregnancy isnt difficult enough to deal with, try having the one you care about and love dispite their faults walk away as if he never even cared.  Wanting nothing more than to be a "Paycheck" father because they cant deal with the stress and pressure of life and family.  It is ridiculous that there are so many men out there(well they claim to be men) that think that this is a socially or morally acceptable subsitute for real family.  This my friend is sad!!!!!  TO ANY MEN WHO READ THIS, if you find yourself falling into the above mentioned category do all of us women a favor and BE A MAN
Mr.wes's Neighborhood
 All you doowop fans leave me names of 50 & 60's doowop groups looking to compile a data base si can make djing for me easier       Mr.Wes What a night Saturday Night. Dobbie Brothers in town @ the rock in the park it was so freaking awesome. My gf and me had an awesome time it was her fist concert going backstage after a concert to meet the band members. I took some pics and hope to have up on sight asap. Other things happening in my world, I am heading to new orleans LA to help rebuild lower 9th ward after Katrina hit it did alot of damage so i will be blogging from NO LA while i am there and put up pics of my weeks stay as they happen.   TATA 4 now Mr.Wes  hey hey hey I am back like a poltergiest.    today is the day summer has arrived here.      please get me shit faced til i fall down     tata   Mr.Wes
Mitt Navn Er Ingen
Jeg er Ingen.   Jeg er nå fullstendig overbevist om at Iggys sang I Wanna Be Your Dog har sammenheng med hans forelskelse i Dave Alexanders dame Ann.Og at Iggy som egyptkyndig tolket sin interesse fra den synsvinkelen.Ann-u-Bis.Ann Jew Biz.Dette førte til muligheten til å nærme seg Bikkje-bildet og en videre oppvåkning om Egypt på en helt annen måte enn det som hadde skjedd inntil det skjedde.Men samtidig inneholder sangen en løgn. Iggy som Hund faller sammen i øyeblikket han blir konfrontert med dette. Men Iggy laget I Wanna Be Your Dog.Og sangen har en forhistorie.Jeg har gått utfra at den ble laget før Warhols interesse ble vekket.Og at det kunne ha en sammenheng med at Iggy sto i en kampsituasjon med Mc 5. Poenget med Mc 5 er dessuten viktig ettersom det viser den fiktive situasjonen Iggy sto i.Han hadde Ron Ashton som nazikledd gitarist.Og han sto som motsats til
My Daily Video Of Wtf??
As promised I am posting another AVGN link. So this video is funny on it's own however seeing the Top Gun episode "Check Previous blog." first will make the episode that much funnier. I was a jealous poor child who had few accesories with the my NES "providing it was not sold for drugs that week" as well as few games so when I saw exacally what I missed out on I felt that much more greatful for what i did have and no longer felt like I was missing out on something cool as a child. Hope you enjoy! ~Brodie Also check out AVGN's other videos at   As always, Feel free to check out MY videos and links. The AVGN is hands down one of my favortie internet celebs. in this episode he explores both top gun games for the NES. Hands down one of my favorite episodes, tomorrow I will be posted another video from this user. If you have not seen him before and you have been pla
Actual Blogging.
  Fate must be mistakenOr conducted entirely by deceptionBecause the bravest thing is a dangerous confessionAnd a poor medium creates an unsecured loveTruth isn’t the property of an individualThe individual is the property of the truthAt first I neglected the duties of truthAnd found it left me with unsatisfied desiresCoupled with violent emotionsBut I decided to make a movement towards a larger influence of the worlds forcesI decided to build the foundation for civilizationThere was creative force behind the projectI’m convinced the world creates confidenceA confidence that is utterly divorced from realityAnd I figured Risk must be the production of enthusiasmAnd ones enthusiasm constitutes what they view as realityThough our elders try to penetrate the veil of confusionSooner or later they have to face the factsIt’s the intoxicating mentality of youthAnd when one realizes motives are rarely honestThey will move on without fearThey will move on in the face of compl
ღ Poetry ღ
A rose that was slowly wilting away, Pedals that fluttered to the floor, The radiant ray slowly went astray, Anguish that penetrated to the core. Deprived from water to live, Slowly becoming nothing, Nothing left to give, The beautiful fragrance that once was pulsating, When the last thorn wilt, Suddenly something began to flourish, Things unknown begun to shift, Slowly the rose is nourish, The hand of a lover, A single red rose, Love to fully savor, By love it rose, Touched by this daily, Thorns become vibrant, You made me lovely, Ray can’t be silent, Without you I’m nothing, With you I’m everything, Depart from you I’m crying, With you I’m shining, I am the rose, You are the lover, You are my water, You are my life. Darkness engulfs me,No light to be seen,No sense of reason to be,Craving for death like a feign,You left with no notice,Taking my heart with you,My picture on life is out of focus, The words it will get easier becomes more untrue.Some say it
Random Thoughts 2
When times get hard i think of you  When i feel alone i hug my pillow n wish it was you...  When i need a smile i play our song  I'm reminded you love me  Although the distance keeps us apart  I find my self a little each day Starting to Fall more in love What we have started as a friendship Then slowly started to become more real I'm worried one day you'll walk away Which is why I never thought to tell you the feelings I started to have... the day we met was one I'll never forget You called my phone and said 'I'm fallin for you' I felt speechless unsure of what to say Sitting there listening to you A tear rolls down my face 'I'm falling for you too' I reply Every day that goes by I want you to be with me Side by side is how we should be
Back By Popular Demand
Ever wanted to be a Angel or a Demon but not Yet a Godfather, Or maybe you wish you picked the other choice and wish you can change it. Well Now is your chance but unfortanitly no Special Abilities or Special Icon. Back By Popular Demand From the Creator of Fubars #1 Train in the Past Now Brings You Angels & Demons. Basically Just a Normal Train But  Can Also Be used as a Leveling Family. Rules & Qualifacations  1.   Must F/R/A The Founder and All other Members 2.    If Already A Friend Must Leave Them a Comment on thier Page Saying Joining Angels & Demons 3.     Dont have a Salute Not A Problem This Time Pay The 25k Fee and your on Send it through Fupal  to The Founder and mention Angel & Demons Fee 4.     Have A Salute Then No Fee Needed to Hop on 5.     In The Request Need To Mention Angels & Demons and Also Must Messege the founder when your done or you will not be added 6.   Must Also Add Angels & Demons Member To Your Name or A&D Now For The Fun To Begin  
Freeverse (raw & Carnal)
I dreamt of a dream, a dream that lasted a lifetime.I dreamt of a dream, a dream I died for to be mine.It began with pain and ended the same... and all the while I forgot that I was sleeping.I dreamt of blue-sky and water reflecting, of children laughing and people bleeding.I dreamt this dream and felt it in my veins, bleeding into a heart so realthat I forgot that I was sleeping.I sang tears and cried songs, I felt the centre of peaceand lost it again in the circumference of fear.I was child, I was crone, I was wise, I was ignorant.I was human while my God-self slept.And then I woke within the dreamand pulled sleep from my eyes, to see a world of beings of light cloaked in darkness.Blinded the sightless seeking the horizonthrough windows that blink.
The Bruno Chronicles
Last night I was reminded of one of Bruno and my favorite games to play together. Most of our games have defined separate roles. For example in fetch I throw things and he either looks at me in disdain or runs excitedly to go retrieve them depending on his mood. And in tug of war he tries to dislocate my shoulder and I try to hang on and get my brand new dress shoe back from him.   This game is different. We both have the same objective. The game is called “What are you eating?” He is much better at it than I am. Although he often stumbles on the names. He knows the difference between edamame and tofu but he is as likely to guess one as the other.   It really is an unfair game. His sense of smell is much better than mine. Furthermore there is a good chance that I am eating something that would be considered food. Bruno does not thus limit himself.   Bruno's guesses often go like this – I guess you are eating rice pilaf with chicken. Furthermore, I gue
Is your home business costing you way more money than you thought it would? Are you prospecting yourself broke?  Not getting your opportunity in front of enough people?   To tell you the truth, building a home business the using the old methods can be costly and time consuming to say the least.   But what I could tell you that there is a way for you to actually build your home business faster, get your opportunity in front of more people, and all without spending a ton of money.    Would you be at all interested in something like that?   Well here is some good news. My
It's another time to clean things up a bit...first, so called "friends"...well, quite a few more when down the shitter. I wonder who's next? I can't clean out "fan"s... but what good is it that you're a "fan", and you don't even fucking say hello? What the fuck is that? Game or's fucking stupid. All that have gotten the axe, fucking deserve it. Well, I just cleaned house a bit. Deleted a number of "so-called" friends. Found out I'm nothing more than a fucking notch in their "fubar belt". I don't do that to people. If they ask to be friends, then I allow them to be, with the expectations of communications, etc. Well, that hasn't taken place with them, and I'm keeping my eye on some others that I have kept. If they prove to be nothing more than ratings whores, then they'll go down the shitter too. This is fucking ridiculous. If you ask to be a friend, it's with the knowledge you wish to communicate and keep in touch. Not those I deleted, and so far- not the ones I'm keeping my e
i HATE my upstairs neighbor... and even more i cant stand the other one that lives above my bathroom... they sound like friggin elephants trampling around .... im ready to move... but know... i just cant right now... but still .... you would think these people would have respect for the ones that live below them esp at 3AM!!!! ok i feel better! I thought for once i would write about something im most passionate about: Friendship Now granted I dont have many but those i do have i cherish to the end of the earth.. granted i do worry if i have upset them in some way shape or form since i do have a way with running my mouth off from being blunt...but no matter what i do love them and hope that if i have offended they could come to me about it Stacie (known to some as Per on here) is one of my greatest friends... i have known her for 10 years... which is an aweful long and her have been threw it all.. well just about...and i just want to take this time to say to her... I lo
Sheepdogs, Wolves And Sheep
OK gang I came across this today. People wounder why I despiese OBAMA here is one of the many reasons,  HE HATES AMERCAS TROOPS AND HER VETERANS     Sen. Arlen Specter on Sunday called for hearings to scrutinize a guide for veterans' end-of-life care which one former Bush official says sends a "hurry-up-and-die" message to injured troops.  The guide, called "Your Life, Your Choices," was suspended under the Bush administration but has been revived under the current Department of Veterans Affairs.  Jim Towey, former director of the White House Office of Faith-Based Initiatives, told "FOX News Sunday" that the pamphlet makes injured veterans feel like a burden, encourages the severely injured to die and should be tossed out.  Asked about the document, Specter, a member of the Veterans' Affairs Committee, said it raises "a lot of questions" and that he would call for hearings immediately.  "I think consideration ought to be given right now to suspending it pending hearings," Specte
Michael Jackson
30 Minute Delay in Calling 911 for Jackson It took Michael Jackson's doctor a half-hour to call 911after finding MJ unconscious -- this according to the doc's lawyer, Edward Chernoff. Chernoff explained this bizarre revelation by saying Dr. Conrad Murray didn't immediately make the call from his cell phone because he didn't know the exact address of Michael's mansion. For the record, the house is just above Sunset Blvd. in Beverly Hills -- one of the most famous streets in the country. Chernoff said Murray eventually got someone in the house to make the call. Murray has already taken heat for performing CPR on Jackson as he was lying on a bed. Chernoff's excuse ... it was a "firm bed." Two weeks before he died, Michael Jackson wrapped up work on an elaborate production dubbed the "Dome Project" that could be the final finished video piece overseen by the King of Pop, The Associated Press has learned. Jackson was apparently preparing to dazzle concert audiences in London with a hig
New Show Date
Are you a fan of PDA's? (Public Display of Affection) yes Have you ever been caught making out? yes How many "bases" have you been to? all of them lol Have you had sex on the 1st date? yes How many different people have you had sex with? 6 Have you ever had a three-some? no Do you kiss and tell? yes Lights on or off? depends Have you ever tried 69? yes Do you have hair down there? no What about your mate? yes What's your favorite position? doggie  When did you lose your virginity? my dads house
I thought I was rather nice, considering I knew with the little "cowboy" was up to.  Still blocked me in the end. I guess I made him fear for his everlasting soul. Yes, I'm that awesome.   In case you haven't checked out the source of this stupidity: I dare you! So which one of you is fuckin with me now?   Three different accounts -yet obviously the same person- want to add me, and then I notice I'm the one who supposedly referred em...       I'm still deciding whether I'm amused or not.  Hmm...
This is an email I got today.  It sturck me as funny as hell considering I spoke with the person for all of 5 minutes. From the very first moment I saw you I knew that we were destined to be together. It has been so long since a woman has captured my attention so fully or made my heart beat the way it did that very first day i saw your pics on badoo. Your smile lights up my entire spirit. Your laughter fills me with joy, and your mere presence will warm any room. I have no doubt you are the woman Heaven has made especially for me.Thank you for the comfortable conversations and for asking me to be your friend maybe it might lead us somewhere from there. Most importantly, thank you for sharing your friendship and wanting to make me your good friend first. No matter how slowly or at what distance our courtship developes, I know standing before God and our future family, vowing to be your partner for life, was the easiest decision I could have ever made.Each day that passes makes our fr
  I absolutely adore Sakis Rouvas. He is a Greek singer and has such a gift. He's a fantastic performer singer and actor. Please show him your support!!   Sakis Rouvas official Myspace page   Sakis Rouvas on Facebook!   Some great songs by Sakis rouvas, Pleasre go look!   Sakis Rouvas - This Is Our Night   Sakis Rouvas - Suspicious Minds   Sakis Rouvas - I'm in love with you   Sakis Rouvas - Na Magapas This is an awesome band CYANNA, they are an alternative band They are utterly fantastic and you really should give them a listen.. So please go check out there links I put in here. If you have myspace, where I spend more time than here, then add them OK.. CYANNA'S Official website. http://www.
Recently, i've been commenting on Mumms. It seems that those who post the Mumms are either A) Looking for a way out of something. B) Looking for sympathy or pity on some of the most retarded shit.. Or C) Looking to start some kind of drama.   We all know that Mumms are created about making up a person's mind.. But why the fuck can't they make up their own? I mean really. What the hell is wrong with the U.S and the rest of the world, that other people have to depend on what others say? Most of the time, no one gives a fuck. I know i don't. But back to the subject at hand. Mumms and asshats.   I comment on Mumms, i speak my mind. I tell people what i think and not what they want to hear.. Isn't that what a Mumm, and freedom of expression is for? I think it is, personally. People can't take constructive criticism anymore though, which is a shame. No one has thick skin. Then you always get that ONE person who doesn't like what you have to say, so they start talking shit to you. I fin
Vicki's Poetry
.. .. .. .. .. .. .. ...... .. .. .. Dear Mom~ 1996.... I wake up each morning with you in my mind. I fumble through thoughts that aren't so kind. The next feeling I feel every day, too hurtful to talk of, too painful to say..... My mind races with questions directed to you. My heart is bleeding and torn in two. One minute I'm angry and want to hate, but conquered by love, I procrastinate..... I feel alone abandoned by all. Even you Mom built a wall. You are so far away, and you never come here. I find myself missing you and try not to tear..... I wipe it away and stuff it inside. These feeling I feel have started to collide. My weary mind tells me to stay away, my burning heart just screams to pray.... God gives me answers through my heart. He says Mothers and daughters should never part. I keep hanging on because I love you so much, thanking the Lord for he is my crutch..... You don't even know me at all anymore. I became a woman and you closed the door. I've grown in age
Poetry And General Writings
In awe of moments past,Dust begins to gather,For a love doomed to last,Broken promises or a twist of fate?,Peicing together carelessly uttered lies,All to soon I was a little to late,Echoing within my dreams,I thought you knew me?!!!!,Deafening are my screams,Transparently you were supposed to see through me!!!Yet you have seen nothing of me!,How dare you judge!!,You on your pedestal so high above me,Unaware of your own personal brutus,A betrayal of the worst kind,As if you are to her as Jesus were to judas,Trusting in one so shameless?,Where does this weakness sprout?,Gazing upon her garden blameless,Planting seeds of doubt, Keep a weary eye for this ones instruction,For a creator of lies leads to loves destruction. I wish you could have seen my heart,The torment from with in pulling me apart,Demons for which I could not thwart,pushing away my guard never falling,Despite the fact you were calling,Overwhelmed and barely crawling,I hid in this place away from you,Alone I cried missing y
Naughty Fun!
This shit is pissin me off, if you wanna be with us then so be it don't SB me/email unless your for REAL... I'm sick of all the LIES, I'm about ready to say the hell with it all an forget about trying to find someone! Don't be afraid to explore ur sex life, I mean hell you only have one life why not enjoy things you've never done before? It may sound scarey at first but once you have gotten to know someone that ur comfy with then let it all hang My husband knew that I was BI before we got married an hell ya know thats every mans dream (DAMN NEAR) besides those that are (GAY) in which I have no problems with... If your interested in talking about it or wanna hook up sometime please feel free to contact us here or @ tell us what your looking for & maybe swap some photos? Anyways I do hope this has opened your eyes to new things, and think about what your missing out on? Till another time my friends have fun and take care...   Much love 2 you & yours a
A Good Cause
I don't care were you come from, what you look like, what you have done or what might be done. If you are at my side I will die for you. It seems the word is not getting out for the Paitnings for the Fallen. Should I try for the spotlight ? Because this is important to me. Bury all your secrets in my skinCome away with innocence and leave me with my sinsThe air around me still feels like a cageAnd love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage againSo if you love me let me goAnd run away before I knowMy heart is just too dark to careI can?t destroy what isn?t thereDeliver me into my fateIf I?m alone I cannot hateI don?t deserve to have youOoh, my smile was taken long agoIf I can change I hope I never knowI still press your letters to my lipsAnd cherish them in parts of me that savor every kissI couldn?t face a life without your lightsBut all of that was ripped apart when you refused to fightSo save your breath, I will not careI think I made it very clearYou couldn?t hate enough to l
FML is a website that i get these off of.. they no way have anything to do with me LOL i have had a couple of people ask me... ok i dont take nakey pics with my cell phone then sell it on ebay... i dont hump pillows in my sleep... LOL... just so you guys know!   take it easy! "Today, I saw a spot on my computer screen. I tried to use my finger to rub it off. Then, I tried using my nail. Then I tried to windex it off. I continued scratching at it with my nail. A half hour and one scratched screen later, I realized the spot was part of the webpage I was looking at. FML" "Today, I got an email from a guy to whom I sold my old phone to over eBay. Turns out I forgot to delete the nude photos of myself and my boyfriend that I had stored up. His email asked me for "any PIN numbers needed to use the phone, and oh by the way, nice tits." FML"
Madi's Rants
Bound by silenceLost in the abyssInternal tortureThis pain I must endureTrapped behind your maskYou keep hidden your vile pastYour fake facadeYou didnt fool me for longI seen you in your worstIt was me that you hurtHow dare you sit there so proudWith you head in the cloudsYour fate is tied to meAnd your eternal blasphemyMy torture has come to an endAnd finally yours begins~~ A subtle, yet compelling shift of focus is affecting our society. That shift is felt not only on an individual level but globally as well. Hungering for fulfillment and meaning, people seek the harvest of spiritual food... NOW is the moment to claim our power, the power of LOVE within.. As we respond to our desires for meaningful lives, we are enabled to respond to one another. When we choose to balance and heal ourselves, we can experience the dissolution of inappropriate patterns. In action in our lives, we can feel the freedom that comes from releasing negative thoughts and emotions. Character weakness can be re
My life is depressing. what should i do? there is no answer. there is no change. My state of being is sad. my world is long gone. where do i turn? where can i go? no one can answer. no one knows. my heart achs for that one special person. all i get is heatbreak. i try moving on. i try to forget. all i feel is sadness. My life is a world of sadness. a world of depressing memories. you are my sun, my moon, you are my world. when we are together, everything seems to fall into place. i love you always, i love you forever. friends once, lovers now, what the future holds i do not know. my love is true, my love is pure. i loved you once, and i forever shall. you are my world. without you, i would have nothing. i look around and all i see is saddness. i look around and all i see is heartach. i look around and all i see is tears. what is wrong? what does this worthless life have to offer? there is nothing. everything is gone. there is no joy, no warmth, there is no love. this life is da
Song Lyrics
She grew up on a side of the roadWhere the church bells ring and strong love growsShe grew up goodShe grew up slowLike American honeySteady as a preacherFree as a weedCouldn't wait to get goin'But wasn't quite ready to leaveSo innocent, pure and sweetAmerican honeyThere's a wild, wild whisper Blowin' in the windCallin' out my name like a long lost friendOh I miss those days as the years go byOh nothing's sweeter than summertimeAnd American honeyGet caught in the raceOf this crazy lifeTryin' to be everything can make you lose your mindI just wanna go back in timeTo American honey, yeaThere's a wild, wild whisper Blowin' in the windCallin' out my name like a long lost friendOh I miss those days as the years go byOh nothing's sweeter than summertimeAnd American honeyGone for so long nowI gotta get back to her somehowTo American honeyOoh There's a wild, wild whisper Blowin' in the windCallin' out my name like a long lost friendOh I miss those days as the years go byOh nothin's sweeter than
Random Facts About Rae!
‎23 Very Funny ADULT TRUTHS ****** 1. Sometimes I'll look down at my watch 3 consecutive times and still not know what time it is. 2. Nothing sucks more than that moment during an argument when you realize you're wrong. ... ... 3. I totally take back all those times I didn't want to nap when I was younger. 4. There is great need for a sarcasm font. 5. How the hell are you supposed to fold a fitted sheet? 6. Was learning cursive really necessary? 7. Map Quest really needs to start their directions on # 5. I'm pretty sure I know how to get out of my neighborhood. 8. Obituaries would be a lot more interesting if they told you how the person died. 9. I can't remember the last time I wasn't at least kind-of tired. 10. Bad decisions make good stories. 11. You never know when it will strike, but there comes a moment at work when you know that you just aren't going to do anything productive for the rest of the day. 12. Can we all just agree to ignore whatever comes after Blu-ray
at times i wonder why i open my mouth, nothing i say seems to come out right.  theres days where i feel smaller then the dust on an old picture frame and other days where i feel i rule the world. some days i am a complet goof bal then the next day i feel like hiding from the world. i wish i could control the way i feel. maybe one day i'll figure it out. Mr. Sunshine people want me to open up, but are never around when i'm able to. i want to be able to tell people how i feel. when i do its never the right time, orr i get told im an ass. i just want things to be normal again. where i have the ones i an trust  back in my life and the ones who can't handle me and my changes gone.   im sorry for everytime i hurt anyone n sooner or later i wont be around to do that i love all my friends on here and you all know i'd do anything for yall but i need to take some time to find myself again. ive been wrapped up in everyones problems n ive lost sight of what i need to do for me. im sorry
Goth/vamp Reading Literature..."my Goodies"
Rakes the sharp edge across her skin, watches as crimson drips flow.... doesn't worry whom it disturbs, no matter of whom may know.... Takes a sip of liquid, red wine to calm the rush takes a pill to calm it's inner, to make it silent, for her to hush... Blows out the candles flicker, a darkened room she fancied most.. wraps herself with a woven blanket, to mimic a warm embrace drawn close... as linen white sheets turn reddend, as her skin grows gray and pale, she dreams of how her life brought her pain,her lifes being, her mortal hell... as her weakened eyes grow hazed, a soft whisper from her lips fell "Might this shattered heart lay in peaceful pieces,within pain I know longer dwell"as written: Dharq Julez Like the ocean moves with it's continuous waves.....Like wind in the sail's of a ship that moves with ease......Like the upwind caught in an eagles wing' move me! Like a river's current, a leaf adrift.......Like the sand's of the shore by the ocean's tide, may l
Me, Myself, Oh, And My Thoughts..
He controls your emotions as if you are a puppet on a string, I make you happy until he causes rain I try to be your umbrella, To shelter you from all the pain, But he is like venom deep in your veins. Poisonous is this fella,  Please learn to refrain,  Can't you see, he is just venomous and vain?   WHAT'S THE ONE THING YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING? (a question a friend of mine just recently asked all of her friends,my answer follows, you are welcome to write or comment your answer, it is an intrigueing question.) What do I want more than anything? Your happiness, and I use the word "Your" both in reference to you specifically and the rest of the world as well. See I figure if You, and the world could all just find happiness, then perhaps I could find happiness as well... Isn't that really what anybody wants? Happiness? We as a society throw that word around loosely, as if we know what it means wholeheartedly, but can any one of us truly, without a doubt in our minds, say t
It's Real
Okay... after a really great couple days.. I was about to log off and I watched a movie trailer that I had minimized at the bottom of my screen......   Now, not many ppl know... but, my birth father, died in Iraq, when all this shit started... (he died in 2005)... He went.. and never came home...   This movie..... starts out... everybodys dream.... Soldier, MIA, or... pronouced dead, and all families prey, that it was a mistake....   So, this trailer.. just ripped me apart...   So... I don't feel so great atm...   I am going to go laying down and cry..   cya... My emotionz pick up power and speed Then break and smash and explode at my heart. The great surgez of my feelings impede All that's consciously right. I start to cry. Every tear sendz wavez of unseen feelingz Through the hidden surface of our livez. They roll and fall until all love is gone, All life is lived, and each feeling explored. Things are never easy..
Own Me For A Month!!
Fed Up With Everyday Stupid Stuff
Obama has decided that there will no longer be a "National Day of Prayer" held in May. He doesn't want to offend anybody. Where was his concern about offending Christians last January when he allowed the Muslims to hold a day of prayer on the capitol grounds. todays spotlight won with a bid of over 1 billion fubucks ?!?!?!? WTF that's just insane. When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours in a day are not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar and the 2 Beers.A professorstood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him. When the class began, he wordlessly picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was. The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar, he shook the jar lightly.... The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was fu
Juniors' Misc. Blogs
Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it's better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together...:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" />   I'm going to smile and make you think I'm happy, I'm going to laugh, so you don't see me cry, I'm going to let you go in style, and even if it kills me-à I'm going to smile.   You and her that's what you want. You and me… That's what I dream.   Our wants are many, Our needs are few.  
Baby J asked in his status about fubucks for blasts. I think it's a good idea. Blasts are a great way to get profile rates. Blasts are also a great gift idea for friends. Rawk on mofos! Today's fubar ranking is 485,please show some fu love (sighs). Would really like to see my fu wife make Oracle. We rawk fubar as hard as anyone I know. Thank you everyone for the bombs and gifts over the weekend.  All my close fu friends and family know that the love is always returned. If you don't roll that way please don't waste our time in our shout boxes or send annoying private messages that show what an idiot you are.  I've only blocked two users so far,but I'm not too timid to block futards. Peace out A big thank you to my friends,family and fans.  Hope everyone is doing well! Your continued support is tremendous.
A Girl With No Name
have you ever thought about what your life would be like if you were left alone?Some of you still have your parents or maybe just one parent alive and some of you have children to love and love you back.Have you ever thought about what your world would be like to not have those people in your life? sometimes we act like nothing is wrong and smile as we walk down the street and then go into our empty homes where silence greets us and sometimes all you want to do is crawl in a corner and hide your self from the world.But life goes on around us the sun still shines the clouds still float by children laugh and we carry on as if our world hasn't just been turned upside down. Today I smiled for the first time in days and I felt guilty so I caught myself and thought no this isnt what right...I am young and yet I feel sooo old right now and broken but I will smile again tomorrow and every day after because that is why i am still here To keep memorie's alive and not forget those that loved me
Misc What Nots
Today we are suppose to think about what we have and be thankful for it.  I have been gone all week and when I got home today had this in my email.  Just another reminder that not everyone has it easy and no matter how hard we have it someone has it worse.  Our beloved military are alone and away from their family.  This is their choice to protect us and it should be our choice to love them and support them.   New Christmas Poem TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE
Travels In Life
I am done. I am sitting in the shade of that perverbial tree and giving up. Love is just a smokey dream created by mankind to have something to hope for and keep them blind to the real world. Love is an illusion of the mind created to keep us always striving for soemthign we can never reach. I have lost all hope and therefore an empty... My heart cannot take being shattered again as I know it will kill me... I used to sit and listen to the sounds of the ocean. Listening to the waves as they brushed the sandy skin of the earth. The gentle rasping sending soothing vibrations to the soul. The feel of the water brushing my legs feels like the carress of a lover. I lay back and close my eyes and dream as the water slowly washes away the stress and worries of the hectic life around me. The cycle of the ocean's gentle carress lulls me to a timeless sleep where my soul floats in an endless sea of emptiness. Opening my eyes I see the world with a new sight. The darkness is washed away as the
Many of my fu-friends that know this crazy bitch, and have heard her deny that she stalks me but this dumb cunt found me on Facebook and asked to be added to my profile and was told to fuck off.  When I wouldnt let her get on as a friend on facebook she located my sister and my son and begun hassling both of them. At first I didnt know it but she had said that my son and sister were so much nicer than I was and that tipped me off immediately that she had already contacted them. As soon as she had said that I asked my son and daughter if she had and they had both said that she did. I told them about her and asked them both to remove the bitch, and my sister did but my son thought that it was funny being a wiseass like his father he laughed at me and said no. I said ok but I will laugh at  you when she starts harassing you and your friends like  she did me. My sister was telling me how the dumbass was "liking" every single comment that she made. She blocked her  soon after. The one thing
Failure And Experience Is What Makes You A Better Person.
No Day is over if it leaves a memory! I'm the one you call Jigsaw yes i'm a puzzle can you figure me out? Failure and eperience is what makes you a better person
Poems From Other Authors I Like
How do I love thee? Let me count the ways. I love thee to the depth and breadth and heightMy soul can reach, when feeling out of sightFor the ends of Being and ideal Grace.I love thee to the level of everyday'sMost quiet need, by sun and candlelight. I love thee freely, as men strive for Right; I love thee purely, as they turn from Praise. I love thee with the passion put to useIn my old griefs, and with my childhood's faith.I love thee with a love I seemed to loseWith my lost saints, I love thee with the breath,Smiles, tears, of all my life! and, if God choose, I shall but love thee better after death.   Death, rock me asleep,Bring me to quiet rest,Let pass my weary guiltless ghostOut of my careful breast.Toll on, thou passing bell;Ring out my doleful knell;Let thy sound my death tell.Death doth draw nigh;There is no remedy.My pains who can express?Alas, they are so strong;My dolour will not suffer strengthMy life for to prolong.Toll on, thou passing bell;Ring out my doleful knell;L
The Cm400 Project
Lol.  Alright, so I came across a motorcycle on the cheap, a honda cm400t.  Yes, it's not a Harley.  But the ideas I have for this bike just can't be done to a Harley.  You don't pay 12,000 bucks for a bike just to chop it, right? Right.  So I've been taking a look at some other cm400 projects out there, and I'm putting together an idea of what's going to happen to this bike.  As soon as I get it over here, I'll get some pics together.  It's pretty stock, looking at it.  Fires up every time though, and it isn't ugly, but it can definitely be better.  Still thinking color schemes, likely to go with black and red.  Switching out the exhaust with some coctail shakers, maybe.  I haven't decided on the tank yet, whether I'm going to stick with it, swap it out, or just bondo it to give it a different look.  Same with the fenders...  Have to get'em off and take a look at it.  Handle bars are going for sure, same with the stock grips.  Came across a couple accessories that'll make this little
grrrrrr :(- Darkness is a gift i enjoy cause it brings the best out in people then i can see the terror in there eyes when thay see me aproch them for the thirst of BLOOD!!!    >:) the ultament test of life is courge
Random Writtings
We talked, We walked, for a Moment in Time. You passed through my life that day and left your mark. You may never pass my way again, Or you may stay for a lifetime. No matter what, I want to say thank you for the impression you made that will stay with me for eternity. I enjoyed the walk, I enjoyed the talk. I am blessed for that moment in time. The first time I saw you I knew you would affect my life, though your role I did not know. I asked myself, "Why is he alone? Why does he sit so quiet, all alone? Is he sad? Is he glad to be alone? Is he alone? Is he lonely? " There is so much I want to know. I asked myself, "Why him? When so many people pass through my life each day, why him? " What attracts me to you? What makes me want to know more? I want to know. Even if my questions are never answered, There is one thing I want you to know. I have been blessed by the effect you had on me in that Moment in Time. i met you in a very strange placewe hit it off i felt like a
Need To Knows
UPDATE: I am finally home(Friday), Dr came in and told me everything... so Tuesday night i had a migraine coming on so i took my imitrex, well about 30 minutes later, i started to get shooting pains in my head and my jaw locked up and my chest started to tighten up. well i didn't think anything of it.. (yea stupid me) and i just went to bed. well the next day the pain was still there... so i went to the er (Wednesday).... they admitted me asap... they thought i was having a heart attack SO.... they hooked me up to an iv.. gave me morphine and nitro and had to inject me with blook thinners so my blood wouldn't clot and put me on a 12 lead EKG. the morphine wasn't working so they had to go stronger.. and they had to take me to xray... at this time.. my BP was 168/116 and my heart rate was 125, i had a fever. they had to give me a bettablocker.. if i spelt that right... well they got my heartrate down BUT it also got my blood pressure way down... tooo low ... it was 78/54. and at this tim
Robert Frost
They leave us so to the way we took, As two in whom them were proved mistaken, That we sit sometimes in the wayside nook, With michievous, vagrant, seraphic look, And try if we cannot feel forsaken. Birches   WHEN I see birches bend to left and right   Across the line of straighter darker trees,   I like to think some boy's been swinging them.   But swinging doesn't bend them down to stay.   Ice-storms do that. Often you must have seen them          5 Loaded with ice a sunny winter morning   After a rain. They click upon themselves  

I am Back for good. So you can love me, hate me or whatever. But I am not going anywhere. Dear God pls forgive me for all the bad things that I done in the past and the things that I will do in the future I deserve the punishment that lay upon me, Pls God here my prayer and have mercy on my tortured soul amen. I should never think What's in your heart What's in our home So I won't You'll learn to hate me But still call me baby Oh Love So call me by my name And oh, save your soul save your soul Before you're too far gone Before nothing can be done I'll try to decide when She'll lie in the end I ain't got no fight in me In this whole damn world To tell you to hold off You choose to hold on It's the one thing that I've known Once I put my coat on I'm coming out of this all wrong She's standing outside holding me Saying oh please I'm in love I'm in love Girl save your soul Save your soul Before you're too far gone And before nothing can be done 'Cause without me You got it all So hol
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ok... guys i need alot of opinions on this,Given the fact our economy is in the toilet,and the for some reason haitis government seems mia on helping their country would do think about it should we be helping this country in thier time of need. Or just Fend for our own country?   * comment approval is on but i will approve every comment when  i come on this evening thanks So my eight year old step daughter and i were watching the teen choice awards because my step daughter is a big fan of miley cyrus. Well they announced her perfomance and my step daughter glued herself to the t.v. First she comes out in booty shorts and does a leg open dip. The song goes on to say my hips are going like yea. then she does a stripper worthy belly roll. At this point my brain did not process what was going until my step daughter stood up and started copying her. then a ice cream truck glides its way in with guess what... A STRIPPER POLE on top... then she starts provactely dances upon it. Thats when i
" Talk To Me " By Buckcherry
I want everybody to stop what they're doing. Now if you know you're with somebody you're gonna take the hotel room tonight, make some noise... Meet me at the hotel room [x4] [Chorus] Forget about your boyfriend and meet me at the hotel room, you can bring your girlfriends and meet me at the hotel room. [x2] We at the hotel, motel, holiday inn. [x4] She like that freaky stuff, 2 in the oh! and 1 in the ah!, that kinky stuff, you nasty, but I like your type and like TI its whatever you like. Bring your girls its whatever tonight, your man just left, i'm the plumber tonight, i'll check your pipes, oh, you the healthy type. Well, here goes some egg whites. Now gimme that sweet, that nasty that gushy stuff, let me tell you what we gon do. 2 + 2, i'm gon undress you. Then we're gonna go 3 and 3 you gon' undress me. Then we're gon' go 4 and 4, we gon' freak some more, but first! [Chorus] after party in the hotel lobby, then we off to the room like vroom! put them fingers in your mouth uh
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THIS WAS SENT TO ALL NEWS STATION, NEWS PAPERS AND ALL MILITARY SUPPORT GROUPS.   July 13, 2009 Scott La Marca…Army Soldier   My concern as an American is that we allow our soldiers to fight for our freedom, put their lives on the line and their families and children also pay while they are gone to serve OUR COUNTRY. We turn our backs on them and the battles they fight that are not of their doing but others that may commit these crimes such as i.e. making false statements and to the courts accusing them of something they did not do, and other crimes the people they know did but the soldier is being held responsible for their actions when they return from a deployment. We repay them by allowing their children not to spend time with them when they return from being deployed or military missions. We allow the spouse or ex-spouse to go to court and make false statement claims that end up taking their rights away while being a soldier. The crazy part is we allow the spouse or ex-
Crystal Methamphetamine Addiction is largely similar to the addiction of amphetamines and has horrible effects on central Nervous System of body. This article elaborates the Crystal Meth Effects in detail. Have a look... Enlarge Image Crystal methamphetamineCrystal methamphetamines are drugs with high potential of violence, they are also called „speed", and they stimulate the central nervous system. They belong to the amphetamines family. Just like cocaine, they are strong, exciting drugs, which lead to a series of adverse reactions, and their effect is longer lasting than the effect of cocaine. HistoryDiscovered by a Japanese chemist in 1919, methamphetamine was used during the second world war in order to keep the troops awoken and to energize workers in factories. Nowadays it is prescribed carefullt for the cure of some diseasas, and in some countries it is a legal medicine. As drug it is taken under the form of powder, as inhalation or injected in watery dilution. apoasa
my heart is broken apart,as the tears begin to start,what u told me was all a lie,all i did was try,u pushed me away,when all i wanted was for u to stay,i am crying over u,i am so sad and blue,u dnt want me even near u,what can i do,for u to hear my hearts call is true,im sorry for what i do,u was the wndrfulest man i knew,y did u lie,y did i try,y did i cry,all over u,because i said i luv u,and i thought what u felt was true,now my heart is thru!uit is shattered in a apart,as the tears start,i am all alone,it is me against the world with noone,by my side,no one i can confide,in this pain sucks,i am just fucked!  im a slave to my mind,i am a slave to the daily grind,no matter hw hard i catch up i am behind,luv is what i look for but i never find,my heart makes my soul blind,there is noone left of my kind,i am lonely,i am the only,who wears my heart on the outside,my feelings is hard to hide,i have had a fucked up life,i relieve my emotional pain with a knife,noone understands hw i feel
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Everytime I close my eyes You're the first thing that runs through my mind Everywhere I go I see you, hear you, feel you I just wanna be near you and heal you Last thing you said is How Dare You? First thing I said is I'm Sorry Now I'm sitting here Helpless man Same old story Now she's brokenhearted Time heals all wounds She said oh not this time it's true Everyone plays the fool And that fool is me Because I foolishly took advantage of a woman Who loved me for me. So empty, can't feel no more, As I'm left with my tears on the floor I wait fo
Besides congratulations, I would like to say a few more things to the class. -Never stop learning. All of your life, keep learning. -Never say you are sorry for doing your job -Never give up your integrity Our integrity is all we have. Our integrity is what upholds the honor of the service. Without integrity, we have nothing.The true test of your integrity is its refusal to ever be compromised. Nothing, absolutely nothing in this job is worth your life. Go home, every day, without exception. Concerning this, there is one other thing to think about. With this job, danger is out there coming for you. It is the truth that you could die in this job, but this is true for all of life, and we cannot fear to live our lives. Do not be afraid to live, for the end of life comes for all of us, and that is something we cannot avoid. Be courageous in all that you do. Be brave, and mighty unseen forces will come to your aid. And closing: Honor For life! Fin! Skipping th
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Sitting here trying to figure out , how you can be so cold, and what you are all about. I can't believe I thought you were my life, now looking back I think how could I have been right? But I have to thank you for if I was not so broken-hearted, I wouldn't have learned of the new love that was started. You messed up my life, and also my mind, promises made and broken, weren't you so kind. Now sitting here, it's my darkest hour, what I have gotten is so much power. I thought I would be lost and alone, now I have someone who my heart calls home. I think of you at times and it makes me sick, your very essence is like a candle with no wick. You have to learn how to deal with the pain, even if you think it will make you go insane. To learn to love again and learn to cherish , what you had before sometimes has to perish . Love is a danger, love comes to you as a stranger. It will bring you up, it will bring you down, its like your very wish, only one not to come true. It will tear yo
Truly For My Heart
Forever is love,annexed with time,existing now,the memories they define.Forever is being,coupled in reverie,undivided I exist,with my time's beauty.Now is gone,then is here,time is anon,love is inertly clear.Forever is love,with inertia it rides,through the vast space,of our soul, and of our mind.Tommy, you are forever,like a prism for seeing,you complete my view of forever,and you make forever worth being...I love you baby =)-To Tommy-From Trisha, my love, forever   Hélène Je m'appelle Hélène Je suis une fille comme les autres Hélène J'ai mes jois, mes peines Elle au font ma vie Comme la votre Je voudrais trouver l'amour Simplement trouver l'amour Hélène Je m'appelle Hélène Je suis une fille comme les autres Hélène Si mes nuits sont plaine du rêve, du poèm Je n'ai rien d'autre Je voudrais trouver l'amour Simplement trouver l'amour Et même Si j'ai ma photo dans tout les journeaux chaque semaine Personne ne m'attend le soir quand je rentre tard Personne n'a fait battre mon coeur lo
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My first wife used to cover me with red lipstick kisses before we made love. I must admit, it really turned me on. I would watch her applying it while standing in front of a mirror. After finishing, she would turn to me and begin kissing me all over my face and neck.One night we had a terrible argument after having too much to drink at a party. I'm embarrassed to admit it, but she had bruised my male ego. The party we had been at was both indoors and out. There was a bad mitten net in the backyard and we started playing. At first, we just volleyed back and forth, but then started a game. Some women started watching us and keeping score. The first game was close, but she pulled ahead toward the end and won 15 - 12, receiving a loud applause from the women spectators. During the second game, the women started really getting into the game, calling it a battle of sexes. When she won decisively (15 - 7), they cheered all the louder. I started to walk off the playing field, thinking we had p
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I am the punishment of God. If you had not committed Great Sins,God would not have sent a punishment like me upon you .            - GenGhis Khan- Love is a powerful emotion, celebrated and immortalized in symbols of love by cultures throughout history and around the world. Many images immediately convey the message of love, and they are generally taken from ancient associations and superstitions with nature, fertility and passion. Red Heart: Centuries of use have made the heart a global symbol of love. Early beliefs that the heart was the center of the mind as well as the emotions helped the stylized heart evolve to the iconic symbol of love and passion that it is today. The heart shape could be seen in natural objects then associated with love, such as the heart-shaped seed of the silphium plant (an herbal contraceptive), the back and wings of a dove (associated with Aphrodite, the Greek goddess of love) and the necks of two mating swans (created in negative space). Apple: This d
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