The darkness rises around me as my wings surrond me protecting me from harm. I feel the pain and sorrow from the darkness surronding me but my wings and my guardian protect me from harm. I sit in the darkness wondering why i cant help. I feel helpless because i cant help heal the sorrow. Why oh why cant i heal the pain. Someone please help me out of the pain and sorrow.
all i feel is the blackness of fear closing in on me. im alone noone to help pull me out of this dark place. i look around wondering in anyone notices im slowly slipping away into myself. someone help i ask quietly but noone is there to hear my plea. is anyone there does anyone notice that im dissappearing and changing into someone that isnt me.
will anyone notice if i dissappear and never return will anyone be there to help me out of this dark place. help me find my way out.
here i sit in the darkness afraid ta live and wanting to die. the only thing that keeps me going is my one family member that i claim the rest have been disowned by me. my heart is sad that it has come to this with them i sit here tears running down my face. i feel trapped by life but i know i cant die. i sit here knife in my hand. i look at the knife and will myself to end it but i wont cause i love my bro so here i sit alone and afraid but yet comforted by the fact the no matter what my bro has my back. as strange as it seems my brother keeps me going and keeps me sane ty bro.