Miss Baby's blog: "Stuff"

Everytime I see your face my heart starts pounding, when I hear your voice I lose all concentration. When you say my name it's like I forget everything. When I am with you, everything, all the pain and suffering goes away..... My heart just sunk when I saw what you said. You no longer love me but you can't bear to speak the words to me. You have found an old flame with a new passion..... Your heart may race when you're with her but you forever have mine...... No matter how many time you turn me down I will always be waiting for you to come back. You have me, but she has you..... She has your heart now and I'm left on the back burner as I was before.... My thoughts are jumbled I have no idea what I am thinking...... Your words no longer mean what they did before...... You say you love me but how am I to believe that when you show me no proof? Your face begins to fade in my mind only until you speak again..... When you speak I forget it all and jump in feet first into another lie, into another ocean of emotion, into another heartbreak...... You have my heart and my soul but I can't figure out how to get it back..... It is rightfully mine and I feel I should have it back but you won't let go of it..... You want to keep it but I can't let you! I need to feel the freedom that I had before, I need to be able to breathe again without the burn of not having a heart...... I need to be without you once again as I was before....... The life I had before was truly a good life....... But you promised me the world and how was I to turn it down? How was I to deny my love for you? How was I to lie to you as you did to me? That's not me at all! I cannot llie that I loved you! I truly did and I always will but tis time for me to move on, time for a new beginning, time for a new life, time for good-bye......

It's a little bit funny this feeling inside
I'm not one of those who can easily hide
I don't have much money but boy if I did
I'd buy a big house where we both could live

If I was a sculptor, but then again, no
Or a man who makes potions in a travelling show
I know it's not much but it's the best I can do
My gift is my song and this one's for you

And you can tell everybody this is your song
It may be quite simple but now that it's done
I hope you don't mind
I hope you don't mind that I put down in words
How wonderful life is while you're in the world

I sat on the roof and kicked off the moss
Well a few of the verses well they've got me quite cross
But the sun's been quite kind while I wrote this song
It's for people like you that keep it turned on

So excuse me forgetting but these things I do
You see I've forgotten if they're green or they're blue
Anyway the thing is what I really mean
Yours are the sweetest eyes I've ever seen

Lucky you were born that far away so
We could both make fun of distance
Lucky that I love a foreign land for
The lucky fact of your existence

Baby I would climb the Andes solely
To count the freckles on your body
Never could imagine there were only
Ten Million ways to love somebody

Le ro lo le lo le, Le ro lo le lo le
Can't you see
I'm at your feet

Whenever, wherever
We're meant to be together
I'll be there and you'll be near
And that's the deal my dear

Thereover, hereunder
You'll never have to wonder
We can always play by ear
But that's the deal my dear

Lucky that my lips not only mumble
They spill kisses like a fountain
Lucky that my breasts are small and humble
So you don't confuse them with mountains
Lucky I have strong legs like my mother
To run for cover when I need it
And these two eyes that for no other
The day you leave will cry a river

Le ro le le lo le, Le ro le le lo le
At your feet
I'm at your feet

Whenever, wherever
We're meant to be together
I'll be there and you'll be near
And that's the deal my dear

Thereover, hereunder
You'll never have to wonder
We can always play by ear
But that's the deal my dear

Le ro le le lo le, Le ro le le lo le
Think out loud
Say it again

Le ro lo le lo le lo le
Tell me one more time
That you'll live
Lost in my eyes

Whenever, wherever
We're meant to be together
I'll be there and you'll be near
And that's the deal my dear

Thereover, hereunder
You've got me head over heels
There's nothing left to fear
If you really feel the way I feel