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They say its not the falling that kills you but rather the sudden stopping that does it. In many ways this is true, like its not when the car is spinning uncontrollably that you die, No its the slamming into to telephone pole that make it to where you'll never live again. This verse has always kinda been something to live by for me in my life I've realized every time i fall it inst the fall that hurts, cripples, or even kills me but rather when i suddenly stop....i may not be literally dead, but in the metaphoric sense it kills me evry time.
It may not make sense to thoses who actually read this but it does to me... when i fall i fall so hard that I can't honestly say that i can lift myself up because the last time was the hardest. let me put it like this....i fell i landed on cement...just for weeks later when i'm finnally getting myself on solid ground i start falling again...is this the endless cycle of my life?
How am i going to be able to stop falling if in the back of my mind i realize the reason for the hard landing is just to brace me for the (metaphor) the next sudden fall... or perhaps i'm realizing the reason i fall like i do now is because i was never actually done falling.
When tragic things happen to people like for instance a near plane crash when the passengers get off the plane they practically kiss the ground for they are greatful they landed safely....thats not the case with me at all. Is it that i like the feeling of not knowing when i'm going to make the wrong move and fall again or is it because i've never really been stable enough on land that i could kiss the ground and be thankful for landing safley.
Its been a while since i was able to ramble about anything but i guess it a way i got my charm back....and like always then comes the falling....thogh for once i would like to land on sometype of padding maybe then it won't hurt as mush this time, maybe it will. Though i'm not a very religous personn not in the slightest bit but i do know that latly i have been preying for a soft landing thats all i want that all i need just a soft landing....and of course a phillie...
i offically am obsessed with the lil wayne rebirth..he's amazing
Prom Queen;-)
I love her fancy underwear
I sit behind her every year
Waiting for the chance to get
To tell her I'm the one she should be with
She's popular with all the guys
So innocent in my eyes
I could see her in my life
She would've had the perfect sweet man
But
See she had other plans
I could not understand
Her and her stupid friends
Varsity's biggest fans
Never forget the day
She laughed and walked away
And I couldn't stop her
I guess she had it all
She had it all figured out
But she left me with a broken heart
Fucked around and turned me down
Cause she didn't think I could play the part
But now the prom queen the prom queen
Is crying sittin' outside of my door
She never know how
How everything could turn around
Uhh
They loved her fancy underwear
Every boyfriend every year
She tried to keep 'em entertained
When they can hardly remember her name
She did everything she could just to
To make him love and treat her good
She found herself alone
Askin' herself where did she go wrong
She didn't realize
She chased the type of guys
That don't believe in ties
Tryin' to apologize
Never forget the day
She laughed and walked away
And I couldn't stop her
I guess she had it all
She had it all figured out
But she left me with a broken heart
Fucked around and turned me down
Cause she didn't think I could play the part
But now the prom queen the prom queen
Is crying sittin outside of my door
She never know how
How everything could turn around
Get up!
She had it all figured out
But she left me with a broken heart
Fucked around and turned me down
Cause she didn't think I could play the part
But now the prom queen the prom queen
Is crying sittin outside of my door
She never know how
How everything could turn around
A kiss is a lovely trick designed by nature to stop speech when words become superfluous.
Fiction gives us a second chance that life denies us
I would go out with women my age, but there are no women my age.
In these times you have to be an optimist to open your eyes when you awake in the morning.
Most of the change we think we see in life is due to truths being in and out of favor.
Perhaps in time the so-called Dark Ages will be thought of as including our own
