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Muy Bloody Writingz
Ok last night i sat down to write another Gothik Poem..I got down to the middle.Then realized i could not think of what else to jott down..So i am coming to you guyz for some help here..I dint name it cuz it didnt come thru yet ...So here iz what i written so far: I Lay Upon My Bed.. In My Darkened Room.. Gazing Tthru My Window.. At The Midnight Moon.. Fog Surrounds The Sky, As It Begans To Rain. Quietness Welcomes The Night With Itz Spellbound Wayz. I close my eyes and feel myself chill now running through the woods hunting my first kill to feel the land beneath my feet. to feel my blood pump with every heartbeat feel the wind flowing over me to feel the eyes I KNOW are upon me to feel the freedom known not to man to be at peace..within this strange new land.. Copyr
Love And Lucifer
With a fevered body and a molten heart, I inhabit my own elemental boudoir. I see it: a strange vision. The landscape is scorched and entirely carpeted with ash and soot from the constant forest fires and the rivers of lava which never cool enough to set. Theres no sun, no daylight, just the deep blood-red glow of a rich observing moon. The sky is heavy and brooding. Its heavy with passion. My heart has become a world of its own and Im crawling naked through its earth. I want to be covered in it. But I dont want to be the only one writhing around on this carpet of soot. Im on my hands and knees, burning. Im looking into the woods in the distance - a colossal black forest of smouldering bare trees. Im hoping to see something moving in the shadows - a wild creature with penetrating eyes thats going to come and ravage my body and consume my soul. Hes going to murder me with his eyes and fuck me back to life. If I dont see him, lurking in the blackness, Im going
People
I gotta know something......what do you look for in a woman....looks, personality....all of it..what appeals most to you......do women have to look like Barbie to get your attention??? Come on....be honest....I really wanna know!!! Ok.....I'm extremely irritated, and need to rant!!!! I had a man approach me at work.....was flirting with me...asked for my number so he could call and take me out to dinner.....I told him that I preferred to not give my number out, but said he could give me his......he said he would just come by when I got of work.....he showed up...walked me to my car.....I asked him if he'd ever been married....had kids.....he said no to both. He said he would come see me the next day. Well.....the next day....I walk into work....and he's there...with his daughter.....he pulls me aside....and tells me that we need to be careful, because his friend told his wife that he saw us at my car......I went off....I was pissed....I told him that I couldn't believe he lied to me
Sexy Quiz
"NAUGHTY APPLICATION" 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? Email your answers..... Lets just do and and see what comes about.....hehehehe Statistically
I Knew I Like This
I wonder sometimes why i keep chasing women but then I realize I couldn't kiss a dude Someday the hurt gone an somedays the hurt returns but I remain to go forward to find the one. How do really get over a broken heart you find another women to do it again
Late Night Thoughts
Would You Like to Dance? Kristina R. Manuel April 15, 2007 The music is soft and slow- Through the smoky air Appears a heavenly glow As I wonder, "What could be there?" Gravity pulls me Towards the most beautiful vision I have ever seen- My heart races into another division- "Could this be a dream?"- You spot me from across the room- Thunder and lightening Fill my veins and chest with a sudden boom- Our eyes connect- Every time you smile I'm smiling right back- I take your hand As I ask you to dance- Without a second glance You follow me in a lovestruck trance- You have touched me with your gentle hand And broke my nerves of steel- Sparks fly as we collide Our bodies burn as we smoothly glide Dancing on the edge Through a passion of burning desire- With every touch the flames grow higher- The world around us disappears As I pull your body close to mine- Tender kisses, so sincere... As you whisper gently in my ear, "Would you like to dance?" I cannot
What Ever I Feel.....
-V- You are individualistic, and you need freedom, space, and excitement. You wait until you know someone well before committing yourself. Knowing someone means psyching him out.You feel a need to get into his head to see what makes him tick. You are attracted to eccentric types. Often there is an age difference between you and your lover. You respond to danger, thrills, and suspense. The gay scene turns you on,even though you yourself may not be a participant. Storm that buried the bells, muddy swirl of torments, why touch her now, why make her sad. Oh to follow the road that leads away from everything, without anguish, death, winter waiting along it with their eyes open through the dew. by: Pablo Neruda 19 WAYS TO MAINTAIN A HEALTHY LEVEL OF INSANITY: 1. At lunch time, sit in your parked car with sunglasses on and point a hairdryer at passing cars. See if they slow down. 2. Page yourself over the intercom.Don't disguise your voice. 3. Every time
Excerpts And Poetry
I wrote this poem awhile ago and just found it looking through my other pieces. I don't know what I want to do with it...it's not finished to me at all. I want my tongue to search every crevice of your skin to feel the trembling of your hands placed upon me and let my fingers wander up your neck and through you tousled hair Gentle tugs and caresses turn to more assertive action My thoughts being played out before me through the movement of my body Fluid, Strong, Decisive I work my way over you Your body I will conquer if only to explore again and again... I love the way you look at me watching me while I write taking notes as to the textures of my skin studying these facial expressions and I pose for you deceiving the innocence of it all name the artist and you get a sticker These are not my own words. This is an excerpt from a work of art that I'm currently reading. "...This is not to be taken seriously, This is not to be rea
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Life
hey everyone, i ahve not written in a long time, but i am going to try this again.. i sit here and i sit here day after day. just thinking of the world out there passing along. you know it funny i wonder what all the people in the world are in such a big hurry for. i seem to get more acomplished in my day by taking my time and thinking about what i am doing. people are fighting everwhere. out in the world yes but here too. come on people, think about it aren't we doing the same here as we are complaining about out there in the world ? yes ok i know the puter is the world , but we have to remember this; anyone can be anyone behind a puter screen and key board. i have lots of friends out there, but there are alot that i don't know either and i just have to give people the benefit of the doubt. then if they mess it up it is on them not me, and i know that i gave it my all to get along. then i just let it go. so why do we feel that we have to get even with someone??? if we take care of our
All Alone
I want to massage my ego and was hoping to get some loving from my ladies. Who will do one of these for me? Nobody likes me, everybody hates me, Guess I'll go eat worms, Long, thin, slimy ones; Short, fat, juicy ones, Itsy, bitsy, fuzzy wuzzy worms. Down goes the first one, down goes the second one, Oh how they wiggle and squirm. Up comes the first one, up comes the second one, Oh how they wiggle and squirm. Nobody loves me, everybody hates me Think I'll go and eat worms Long ones, short ones, fat ones, thin ones See how they wriggle and squirm I bite off the heads, and suck out the juice And throw the skins away Nobody knows how fat I grow On worms three times a day Ohh...nobody loves me. everybody hates me, Think I'll go eat worms. Big fat juicy ones, Eensie weensy squeensy ones, See how they wiggle and squirm. Chomp off their heads and squeeze out the juice And throw their tails away Nobody knows how I survive On worms three times a day. Nobo
Just Funnies
A man woke up one morning to find his wife in a skimpy negligee,standing by the bed with a velvet rope in her hand. She purrrred at him,"tie me up and you can do anything you like." So he did.Then he went fishing. A man stepped onto the bus with both of his front pockets full of golf balls and sat down next to a beautiful blonde.The puzzled blonde kept looking at him and his bulging pockets.Finally,after noticing her many glances,he said,"it's golf balls." "Oh,"she said."Does it hurt as much as tennis elbow?" An elderly couple was attending church services.About halfway through the minister's sermon,the old lady leaned over and said,I just let out a silent fart .What do you think i should do?" Her husband replied,"Put a new battery in your hearing aid."
Very Disturbing
I recently was talking to a fellow CherryTap member(name will not be revieled) and they were telling me that thier spouse deleted every woman off thier account. What gives this person the right to delete friends? Does this person think they can control the living fuck out of someone? Or is it just some major JEALOUSY? I think the dumbass is just majorly jealous cause the fact that this person has both men and women on thier account. Holy fuck if my ole' man was that damn jealous....he would be seeing my back side. Hell this is the fucking internet. We should be able to choose who we want on our pages. Not some other snibbling wine bag who thinks that they wear the bloody pants in the house. oh well. I have blocked this persons spouse for thier stupid jealousy. If you want to know who this jealous biatch is, send me a message. Maybe if we send them enough bullshit.....they will change thier ways For 3 years now, I have lived in misery. Misery from the lose of my 3 1/2 y/o son who
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Dangerous Views
Somebody had a crush on me recently. Lasted, oh, 48 hours? A new record for me? LOL We are but a moment's sunlight fading in the grass. Somebody rated my picture a 1 it appears. Must be somebody who doesn't like GLOCKS. Maybe some dyed-in-the-wool 1911 fan? Those of you who are not gun fans, you may not have a clue what I'm babbling about. LOL I have at least 30 guns, so I'm sure there's something in my collection that will appeal to everyone. I realize there are a certain number of people around who simply do not like guns in general. Nothing says you have to like anything. But guns are not good or evil, they are neutral inanimate objects that can be used for good, or evil. Many uses are morally neutral. I don't think one can argue that a sporting activity of shooting holes in a piece of paper with precision is an issue of good or evil. It is simply an activity, such as collecting stones or stamps. Those who blame guns for crime, rather than criminals, are misgu
Quotes
The rain had begun to pound hard against the roof as the thunder and lighting grew closer. He knew what I wanted as he gently grabbed my hand and led me to the balcony outside. As he pressed himself against me I could tell that the rage of the storm has only fueled his passion. He pressed his lips against me as he pushed me against the railing running his hand up the inside of my thigh under my skirt he knew that I would not refuse. The rain began to fall harder as the storm grew closer. I begged him please I need you with a smile he was more then willing to fill my need. the sensation of him throbbing inside of me with each thrust mixed with the hot smell of thunder only heightened my sence of pleasure. I dug my nails into his back as I climaxed over and over again. Pulling my hair back he kissed my neck with a passion as great as the storm, once again causing my body to shake in a massive uncontrollable orgasm. With each thrust I only hungered for more begging him not to stop. His ha
Poems
After a year I turned the corner And our eyes caugt love's glance As with every time I see you, My spirit lifted up to dance. Delighted in your presence, Ecstatic at your vision, The unity that i feel, Can only be fates provision. Such a sense of oneness As we walked out into the night, The feeling of your beauty, Bathes like summer light. Longing has taught me patience, And love has made me wise, Life has taught that to be the best, Stand fast and never compromise. I have seen you for two years, And well happily wait plenty more, So that when I come home, You'd greet me at the door. So if the planet permists, We shall live as one, And everyday shall be a comfort, Like the warmth of the rising sun. Your eyes are as doves, That make joy in me to rise, And to have you as my wife, Shall be a lover's paradise. I messed up my future I pushed away my lover I wish she were my
What Love Means To Me
I wish I could see you, Face to face, Look into your eyes, and know... I wish I could hear you, Sweet talk me, Make me feel safe, and know... I wish I could touch you, Feel your warmth, Hold you close, and know... I wish I could taste you, Kiss you deep, So soft and sweet, and know... I wish I could smell you, Take you in, Awaken desire, and know... I wish I could love you, Truly, madly, Be all to you, and know... You're real... -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- When you kiss me Part of my soul drains away And becomes part of you And I feel you do the same. I feel you become closer to me; I feel so loved And I feel the ecstasy That only you could bring. I feel I could cry For I had stopped dreaming, long ago, Of finding the perfect guy And even as the moment ends And our lips begin to part I can still hear the pounding Of my fragile heart. Now the kiss has passed But the
The Nights Wonders ( One Of My Stories )(comments Loved)
Chapter 4 Her heart fell as she stepped into the room. There were pictures of him and her mother everywhere. Pictures from many years ago were hanging on the wall, but the one picture that stood out the most was a family portrait. She stepped close to the portrait to see it better. Its you. A voice said softly. I know thats me, but It is the only family picture we have. Only I have a copy. Your mother refused to keep one. She said if you where to see it... He paused. You would start questioning her and she was going to have a hard time as is. She didnt want the questions. You abandoned use! No! I did not. Kim I had no chose. If I had stayed with you two and tried to have a family with a human wife. I would have lost both of you! You did, the day you left. Kim, please dont. It is bad enough I lost your mother, and when she died I wanted to come and take you here. I really did, but I promised your mother. My mother died and I was put through hell. Yeah da
A Single Mother's Prayer
IN MEMEORY OF MY MOTHER ON MOTHERS DAY 2008 EVERY 1 XSCAPES DEATH 4 A REASON BUT U MAY GO THRU U'R WHOLE LIFE WITHOUT EVER FIGURING OUT WHAT THAT PURPOSE WAS BUT WHEN U DO PASS ON U'R PURPOSE WAS FULFILLED. U R CHOSEN BY A HIGHER BEING 2 REMAIN HERE, SOMETIMES 2 ALOT IT SEEMS 2 BE A TIME OF NOTHING BUT PAIN & SUFFERING ON THEIR BEHALF BUT IT'S A LESSON UPON OTHERS 2 SEE THE STRENGTH, COURAGE & DETERMINATION 2 LIVE. I WATCHED MY MOTHER SUFFER THRU CANCER ON 3 DIFFERENT TIMES IN THE LAST 15 YEARS OF HER LIFE, WHICH SHE OVER CAME 2 BUT THE 3 TIME WAS HER LAST, WHICH TOTALLY AFFECTED HER BLOOD STREAM & BRAIN. I WATCHED HER LAST MONTH OF HER LIFE JUST PASS AWAY BUT SHE WAS ALREADY HERE 4 A PURPOSE 4 SHE WAS STRICKEN WITH POLIO AT 18 MONTHS OLD AND ALMOST DIED BUT SHE OVER CAME HER ILLNESS & NEVER LET NOTHING DISCOURAGE HER, SHE WAS A VERY INDEPENDENT LADY THRU OUT HER LIFE. AS AN ADULT WHEN LITTLE CHILDREN WHEN LOOK & STEAR, IF THEIR PARENT WOULD TELL THEM 2 STOP, MY MOM WOULD TELL THEM
My Quotes
This is how your site gets hacked....You will be surfing your page and reading the add requests. You may see a profile that you like. Then you may decide to add that person so you do. Very soon after you add this person you will probably go to post a comment. Then what happens is you will get a message that says YOU MUST BE LOGGED ON TO PREFORM THIS ACTION ...... DON'T DO IT! This is how they get your password...Trust me Immediately close your browser then Log back in. If you had paid attention as I do you will notice two things that are dead giveaways. The first one is how many times you have been viewed. I reset to Zero after every session so for me it was easy. Ninety Nine views in 30 seconds- NO way.Then the other thing is when the Fake Login page does come up. Look at the URL in the bar and you will see the word redirect in it. I hope you all post and repost this over and over. NEVER RE-LOG ON During a session Close Out and RE-Log on the proper way REPOST THIS !!!!
Cherry Blog
Sorry I haven't been on lately. I'm trying to finish up homework and finals so it might be another week or so... Whoever was it that sang Friday night is alright for fighting? I think it should be more like, Monday's at work are alright. I have this total skeez where I work. Everything I say, she has to try and go one better. For example, My husband works at Wal-Mart. You would think that I know the policies that he deals with everyday, right? So when a fellow coworker (whose husband also works at Wal-Mart) and I were discussing a policy in which Wal-Mart employees aren't allowed to help customers off the clock, she butts in with-"I used to work there and that's so not true!" Basically she called me a liar. It was nice when the other coworker of mine backed me up. I get so tired of people that think they know everything. Besides, it's not like they do. Only I know everything! LOL! Still trying to keep updated. I'm SOOO tired. It's been unbelievable how many posts I'v
My New Pics
thanks to all the peopel that toke there time to read what i wrote ok! i was with this man 15 year of my life and had two wounderful kids with him.All he did was use dru and cheat on me , beat on me. I got smart one day and just left him with the kids.he came sick after that, to have surgyer .the court gave him placement doning the school year and me in there summer with every other weekend.I think one of the reason he is doing this cause i will not go back to that life style again i see my ex is putting me down again on here.well here is the truth why i don;t see my kids.any time i get with some one he stop me from seeing my kids,he has gone as far as telling my kids i was dead.i left him ,cause he a asshole and cheater,likes to hit ladys.when the kids was younger i am the one alway there for them nothim
Things I Need To Say!
Sent: Friday, May 11, 2007 7:32 AM Subject: FW: Waving FROM: Tammy aka(Hippiechick) -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Pretty Lady! THIS IS A TOAST.... 2 US FOR THE MEN WHO HAVE US, THE LOSERS WHO HAD US, AND THE LUCKY PEOPLE WHO WILL MEET US!! LOL! SEND THIS ONLY TO PRETTY LADIES , INCLUDING THE ONE WHO SENT IT TO YOU!!! You have been hit. You have been considered One of the 10 Prettiest ladies on my friends list. Once you have been hit, you have to hit 10 pretty ladies. If you get hit again you know you're really pretty. If you break the chain You'll have ugliness for 10 years. So hit 10 pretty ladies on your Friends list and let them know they are pretty
Eye Of The Storm
The rain drips like sadness down my face An empty collision of a broken heart thunders Lightning flashes through my eyes A storm created as a disguise Within a tornado of lies To demolish these ties. The love you claimed would fix the wounds, Instead only caused another soul to burn. As the souls come together into the light, You now fight to find the strings you once held, Yet they are nowhere in sight. The puppet you once held has pulled the strings from your grasp, And left the chains of regret behind her. As you pull the chains, It's your soul you feel yearning For what was once there can be no more. All that is left is the burning and screaming, From the pain that you caused. As the dawn comes you realize, The puppet has taken a new disguise. Has learned to live again. To watch and await your sad demise. A storm creeps in, closing the day Darkening skies, clouds of grey Thunder explodes as they collide Once driven by the fire of love Now burning away, like
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take the first letter of your name A-Punky B-Emotional C-Pretty D-preppy E-Gangster F-Girly G-Dyke H-Sweet I-Retarded J-Gorgeous K-Beautiful L-Fabulous M-Slutty N-homosexual O-Hot P- amazing Q-Boyish R-Hot S-Sexy T- Very Sexy U-Ugly V-Wonderful W-Hott X-Bitchy Y-Under-appreciated Z-Over-appreciated Now the third letter in your middle name(if you dont have one use your last name): A-Wizard B- Babe C-God (ess) D-Obsesser E- Sex machine F-Retard G-Queen/ King H-Slut I-Girl J-Goth K-Nerd L-Alcoholic M-porn star N-sex god(dess) O-Geek P-Skank Q-Crack whore R-Bitch S-Prince (ess) T-Whore U-Cry Baby V-Jackass W-Punk X-Scared-cat Y-Coward Z-Chocoholic Now What Color Is the Shirt You Are Wearing: Red- Will Do Anything For Crack purple- Who will rock your world Orange- Who Likes It In The Butt Yellow- Who Wants To Have Sex With You Green- Who Looks At Porn 24/7 Pink- Who's Good With My Hands blue- Who likes to strip White
Issues And Questions
I don't get it, people put pictures up here to show off, to get rated, or just share.... yet they mark them "PRIVATE". Why? If you don't want others to see or look at them, DON'T PUT THEM UP HERE. I feel that is really stupid and childish. The only pics I can see putting private are NSFW, and then only if you want to let family members see them. You know that commercial that says the people are smart?? THEY FUCKING LIED!!!!!!! Ok, so I am clicking around and checking out other profiles. I click some gals pic, go to her profile, and guess what??? It was not a female!!! Yeah, it was some guy with a woman's pic up!!! I don't get it, if you are not happy with the way look, why don't you use a pic of a mouse or cat or dog? Why use the pic of an attractive woman? I have noticed several gals that use some Victoria's Secret models pic. I don't get it. I am not the world's most handsome guy, but, my pics are me, not some woman or male model. If anyone has some insight on this, please
My Lyrics
BAD MUTHA (Bad To The Bone) B.T.T.B Im a bad mutha fucka, I can not be stopped. Faster than lighning, harder than rock. You think Im a breeze, Im like a hurricane. Demolish your house, then make it piss down with rain. 2005, on the rector scale. The devil turned me down, cause Im too hot for hell. Longer lasting energy, than Duracell bunny. Infinity degrees, I make metal runny. More nuclear power, than uranium bars. I kick it on the moon, and get stoned on mars. Sattalite, phone fuck BT. Cause I got the power of telepathy. Im receiving frequencies, beyond your ESP. Im tuning into channels, from alian TV More BHP, than ten JCB. I supply the rhythm, for MC 303. Canahabis leaves, keeps me sharper than a razer. Ive got more precision, than the most precise lazer. Ive got the flavour, and the technic skills. Light speed reaction, for beats and the fills. I am the reason for universe, space and time. I invented the equation, to keep us all alive. Im 1000
Xx Morbid Black Stars Xx
SATURDAY... What the fuck is there to do today?....a buddy of mine is supposed to be coming down...but he left around 3pm and is still on his way! lol the funny thing is, he lives in Vegas and it's only about 4 hours from here! hahaha. fucker... Glitter Myspace Comments Glitter Myspace Comments Glitter Myspace Comments Glitter Myspace Comments
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Why, the most asked question in the world. So let me ask you a question. Why is it that the rough and tough man that beats the crap out of a woman, treats her like dog crap, and cheats on her constantly can keep a woman and not have any second thoughts about what he's done? Now I have another question for you, the reader, Why is it that a guy like me, sweet, caring, loveable, treats women with respect, will never cheat or lay a hand on her, gets the butt end of the deal and always winds up with the girl that has no life, no humor, no nothing...a real dead beat to sum it up. Why can't I get these women that are so afraid to leave the man their with for someone that would actually treat them right? If anyone has an answer please, please reply to this or to me! That's all for now, I'll do another one later!! How does a guy like me let my feelings get the best of me? Seems like here lately all the bad things have happend to me. I fall for all the wrong girls. I mean sure they say they like
Words Of Devotion Written To Me
You've given me a different view You've whispered in my ear that some lies eventualy comes true You've found a way of touching me without moving You paint butterflies on my belly button and tickle my torso with hidden feathers my back arches anticiapting your every word cause You've some how put a funnel to my lips my darkest secrets now spilling out of my mouth like warm milk which You bottle in silent bubblles and churn into apple butter spreading my lost dreams over Your body until You shine like fantasies were baby oil and my sole purpose in life was to massage You spoiled You got my stream of consciousness coiling around Your smile like Your snake i am charmed dancing to the silent music i see playing Your eyes dizzy from the experience sleepless from the expectation born again in the possibilities cradlling myself in the mere thought of You memorizing Your pictures so i can better carve Your image into the back of my eye lids light candles and inscen
Nascar
ok people listen up if you dont watch nascar one what is wrong with you second one of the best races is this weekend if you want to see 43 cars going 200mph bumper to bumper then you need to watch believe me there is nothing else like it in the world well they raced in texas today dale jr led for a long time before crashing out and going to the garage with a dnf lets take a few min of silence for him and hope he does better sat night ok people listen up its dale jr nascars biggest fan they r racing in richmond tonight so men get your women pop that popcorn ice down the beeer and watch my boy dale jr git-r-done tonight
Wtf!!!!
My Yankees are fucking pathetic, they cant even win in NY!!First time in 13 seasons they definitely will not make the playoffs, i am disgusted!! New york loses again!!! This time in the 9th with their closer Rivera on the mound, its usually lights out when he comes up, I'm am fucking steamed!!!!!!!!!! Yankees lost again to tampa, they are in last place!!!!!!!!!They cant even win with One of their best pitchers on the mound!!
Life
What is it exactly with the men now dayzs,what is it that you fear.You know i hear alot of this one statement that all men are doggs n up to no good,but i say that only comes from a person bad experiences.Ok Yes its bad how the world already portray women as bitches,hoes,slutts..in the videos the name calling when arguements arrive.One thing men 4get is that we came from a womans womb n that is god great gift to a woman so there for why disrespect the woman that have the ability to produce,populate the earth by bringing new life into the world.Now grant it the women do need the men on that half to reproduce,but on the other hand Men can become obsolete.Sexually the woman have all types of Toys to please them n most say that a woman can please another woman better than a man can physically.So i say to the fellas.No i say to the GENTLEMANs,Treat all ladies with respect,learn to find a womans necessites,passion,Joy n be beside her when it counts the most. hey everyone for those feel free
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School
I am finally done with school...WooHoo..... Sorry I have been so rude to everyone and not say HI while I have been on, But I have been soooo busy with school and I dont get on the net much anymore. I got 4 more months left of school...Well 3 more months left in school and 1 month on the job. But I wanted to say HI to everyone and say that I am sorry for not sayin HI and writing back to you. If your on myspace you can and me there. I get on there more only because I am able to get on there while I am at school. You can find me with my email address...darkangell1979@yahoo.com Angela Today at school was a shitty day. Two girls in my class got into it. They were yelling at eachother and one of them just about punched out the other one. I swear cant they just grow up. I mean we are in college here. Not high school. Anyways. I never went to work today. I have had a really shitty week so far. Found out now that my dad had a heart atack and still have that other family member dy
Military Items
"Bring Him Home Santa" Dear Santa, I need to change my Christmas list There's one big thing I missed You see my Daddy's working for away from here And I know Santa, I asked for a Barbie doll And a brand new soccer ball But I'd trade it all, for just one gift this year... Bring him home Santa, bring him home to mom and me Let us wake up Christmas morning, and find him standing by our tree You can pick him up on your way, he could ride there in your sleigh Don't make him spend Christmas all alone Bring him home And Santa, here's a picture that I drew Of him in his dress blues Mama says our country needs him over there And you know Santa, this whole year I've been good And I was hopin' that would Do all you could to answer her prayer... Bring him home Santa, bring him home to mom and me Let us wake up Christmas morning, and find him standing by our tree You can pick him up on your way, he could ride there in your sleigh Don't make him spend Christmas all alon
The Mind Of An Idiot
You are my world the air i breathe you are my world all that i see you are my world the wind that blows you are my world the blood that flows you are my world each time i wept you are my world Im glad I lept Love you forever and always ALJ Sitting here on a Saturday Night trying to figure out why I'm on the net and not out drowning my sorrow. Happiness is forgeting pain
When I Found Out!!
THE VERDICT CAME IN TODAY! THE GUY WHO KILLED MY HUSBAND WAS FOUND GUILTY OF 1ST DEGREE MURDER WITH GANG ENHANCEMENTS, AND A FEW GANG CHARGES! THE DA SAID THAT HE WILL SPEND ABOUT 50-60 YEARS IN PRISON BEFORE HE EVEN IS ELIGABLE FOR PAROLE! HE WILL DIE THERE! I FEEL RELIEVED AND YET AT THE SAME TIME SAD! THE SYSTEM WORKED FOR MY FAMILY AND SO THERE IS HOPE! WE HAD THE MOST AWESOME D.A., DETECTIVES, AND POLICE OFFICERS IN THIS CASE AND A FORTUNATE BECAUSE MOST PEOPLE DON'T HAVE THAT! I AM VERY GREATFUL AND FINALLY RELIEVED TO HAVE SOME CLOSURE! I STILL MISS MY HUSBAND, BUT I FEEL THAT A BIG WIEGHT HAS BEEN LIFTED FROM ALL OF OUR SHOULDERS AND AM GLAD THAT HIS MURDERER IS BEHIND BARS AND CANNOT DO THIS TO ANOTHER PERSON AND THIER FAMILY! Well, I had a pretty bad day today! I don't know why, just did. I guess that is how it goes sometimes. I am still looking for a house to call home, and hope that I find something soon! My kids and I need our own space as my wonderful friend a
After The Impact
Her She sparkles in the sunlight Dancing through her life like a giggle in the air She knows of all the eyes that trace her outline They only get to see what shes willing to share She only has to speak in whispers And everyone will know exactly what she says She is the day dream that stays with you until night Capture her attention and youll know what happiness is In a lifetime if youre lucky Youll happen upon someone as wonderful as her And it will set the standard in your mind forever Shes the thought in your head for the definition of a girl Ive never felt so unbelievable Daydreams dancing in my mind Its almost inconceivable A place inside I couldnt find Im afraid Ive never been as high before As Ive been with you It makes me question everything Could you really be this true Im afraid of falling Ive never felt the intensity Of a beauty that I cant describe But a part of me wants to run away And trap itself inside Im
Video Blog
hey check out last chance lounge a way for u to crank ur music up and blow out ur ear drums and chat with some kick ass fuckin people at the same time sittin here jammin out and thinkin to myself would love to find some folks to play with some time im gonna find a way to post a video blog like on you tube and they are gonna be full blown conversatins if u wanna listen and maybe help me out revolin around music or any topic u want.
My Man
You left me so suddenly left me to tend on my own My life has been darkened since you left me alone Signs of your presence still lingers over this place When I look in the mirror I can still see your face Won't hear your footsteps walking these floors Won't feel your presence when I open these doors Always looked up to you with burdens too hard to bear I try to reach out to you but you're no longer there Know I must set you free let you have your peace Just know my love for you it will never cease im sorry that i left im sorry i had to leave im sorry for the pain u so desperatley had to cleave im sorry for the hurt i had so strongly put on you so please forgive me now so i can say I love you If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never
Bid D
Shar♥Baby@ CherryTAP HA HA NOW I UNDERSTAND THE SONG "IM IN LOVE WITH A STRIPPER..LOL..ANYBODY AGREE W/ ME....???
Deep Thoughts....
Waiting just to feel again Waiting just to dream Waiting to be noticed Without making a scene Dont care what the feeling is, Just to feel again Remenising on the ways I "use to feel back then" Everything is numb now No emotions left Wondering if i'll feel again Before i reach my death Cold is crawling slowly Breathing down my spine Soon i'll reach my demise I dont have that much time Wanting it so badly Wishing on the sky No emotions ever Makes me wonder why Why i hurt so badly That i forget to feel Seems like i was dreaming I know that it was real Knowing what we were And what we've come to be Longing to bring that life back Will you come back to me? I know that it cant happen Now that you are gone So here i'm stuck emotionless Feeling... all alone! The vampire rises from deep, dark sleep Stretching undead limbs Moving on the earth again Paying for his sins Live a death in loneliness Heart that never beats Ducking into shadows Walking night-time
Bannl
"Touch me" I whisper in the candle-light as your hands reach out to me and caress my heated skin Fingers sliding, exploring the curves and shadows of my body "Kiss me" I whisper in the ear that I've been nibbling on Warm, wet lips press against mine as I savor your taste flooding my senses "Love me" I whisper as I lay back against satin-wrapped pillows piled on the bed Tongue traces swollen lips as you lie atop me Fingers fist in my hair as you enter Pleasure spirals up and out as you move, thrust within Sweat glistens across our skin Deaf to everything but our heartbeats in a wild crescendo as everything splinters and we come apart... "Touch me" I whisper in the candle light as we catch our breath and you pull me to your side Your touch has been more than the tantalizing slide of your fingers on my skin tonight I am consumed with wanting, But for what it is uncertain. A need to feel alive. A fire
Do You Need Therapy?
I'm sorry, That I was raised with respect; not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry, That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry, that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry, That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just f**k you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your new man hit you and dropped you off in the middle of nowhere, but not good enough to listen to m
Poetry
Iron Horse Cowboy ================= Grips instead of reins, Tires instead of hooves Gas instead of hay, Growl instead of snort My horse is Japanese steel, And my range is the Interstate 15. I'm an Iron Horse Cowboy in the Southern California haze My steed stays in the parking lot instead of left in a field to graze. Always at the ready, saddled by default My horse of Japanese steel is ready. . .a twist of a key and we're off. I'm an Iron Horse Cowboy in the San Diego haze Stuck in traffic, we idle. . .if it were flesh, it would graze... My Cowgirl's now at her job An accountant for a small firm Her pony's waiting outside on the asphalt, parked at the curb. 500 cc's of Suzuki steel and black as midnight with no moon Her pony's waiting outside with a full gas tank Ready to ride... We are Iron Horse Cowfolk in the San Diego haze My Lady and I, together, we ride our asphalt and concrete range... Robert Patrick McGuire Copyright 2007 Robert Patrick McG
Life
I am still suprised by peoples doubt of their mortality. Deep in our minds we know death will come but we are scared and morose when the prospect of it creeps close through older loved ones getting sick. I have made it a point to try to not stress about too many things and try to enjoy the little snippets of happiness that break through the dense clouds of a miserable existence. For existence is what it is..when u spend 75% of your day working then u have no life. I have accepted my mortality..I have even thought about the premature emergence of it..but my harbinger of death will come when it is time and until then i want to be able to say man i had some good times. I feel sometimes that a lot of women take themselves too seriously and are often hung up about the wrong things. If a man or ur man has no problem with ur body then why should u? Another thing is that u should give guys more credit. Sure there are a lot of assholes out there and there are a lot of bitches. If a guy has b
Poems By Me
"Together" Don't judge me by my lokks. Don't reject me because of my body. Get to know me. Before you decide my place. Don't criticize my actions. Until you know the reasons why. Keep your mind open. Keep the hope of our love alive. Don't despise me without reason. Just give me a chance. To prove the good I have inside. Take time to discover. The feelings that I hide. Give me the chance I deserve. Look and see and you will find. The love inside of me for you. "The One" We sit on the beach so close in the sand, We're watching the waves and you reach for my hand. You turn to me and look in my eyes, The kiss you gave is no surprise. As we sit watching the sun set, I'm wondering if you are the one. The waves lick the shore Brought on by the tide, We laugh and joke as they chase us inside. We enjoy the warmth of a newly built fire. We sit in its gl
Passion
'She is staring out the window when she hears his footsteps. She begins to feel the heat that she has missed all day. As he approaches, she begins to sway from the heat building within her. Oh, how she has missed him. She feels his left hand reach around and slide between her legs, cupping her ever so gently. He pulls her close against him. Reaching up with his right hand, he removes the hair fromupon her neck. She sighs at his touch, feeling the embers inside re-ignite with the flames of passion. She feels the hot breath on her neck as he bends his head closer to her. Her knees begin to go weak. He gently kisses her neck, licking her skin ever so slightly… showing her what is to come. Holding her close, he continues to kiss and lick his way toward her ear. Sucking and gently nibbling on her ear lobe, she feels his heated breath as he asks her, "How was your day?" She lets out a long sigh and purrs, "Better now that you are here." With that her legs give out from beneath her as
Emotions
Saying goodbye takes time to say not a disappearing act to leave someone hanging in balance not knowing where to go and how to procceed. Being abandoned hurts more than being cheated on... When you make promises such as meeting for the very first time or traveling you tend to think this is the person you were destined to meet. Saying goodbye doesnt make a permant means to an end but letting a person its good bye for now. Saying all the stuff a lonely woman wants to hear is painful enough when you thought everything was fine only to learn youve been walked out on with no end in sight with phone calls not being returned and emails not read, Hell yes this is the internet but behind the keyboard and the monitor there is a real heart, real love, real emotions most of all a real person who can break at a moments notice. So if you cant say goodbye then just go away.. If you can't be real, search for a reality show we all knows those are fake... If you cant for one sec tell this person you rea
Everyone:)
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Wats On My Mind!!!!
I never imagined that there would be a day without u around and i wish with all my heart that i didnt have to burry u underground the tears fall down from my eyes everyday like ongoing waterfalls with crys to the wind that seem to never respond to my calls the days are so lonely and nights are so sad without you by my side I look for something, anything to answer my question why i didn't die now im stuck here alone to revist old memories of the past just waiting for the day when i'll meet up with you at last time to put an end to the pain. gotta stop the hurt thats been pouring on me like rain. I can't go on pretending it's all a game. It's time I grow up and become a man that I can be. Put an end to the juvenile behavior that is me. time that I spread my wings and be free. leave this life of mine behind for a brand new discovery. its time that I quite talking and start acting. I need to quite procrastinating and slacking.
Hmmmmmmm
You scored as rum. you are rum. you are adventurous and fun loving, but laid back and cool. you like to travel and love good times. rum83%champagne79%midori75%beer75%vodka71%wine71%daiquaries67%absinthe67%bourbon58%whiskey42%what alcoholic drink are you (pictures)created with QuizFarm.com You s
Sadies_captain_krunch
LOVE!! What does it really mean? To me love is something unconditional true and forgiving. It deals with the ups and downs. It deals with all the pain and suffering that the other one is dealing with with no regaurds of your own. There is nothing you wouldnt do for that other person. You will be there for them no matter what happens. suicide is this life worth living if all i get is pain? for me things are getting to the point that i just want to cut and hurt myself. i am feeling depressed and out of sorts. i know things are not worth doing stupid shit like hurting or cutting myself let alone suicide. but the way my mind is set now it might be better for everyone and myself to just disappear. to never show my face again it would probably be better to be six feet under the ground. i want so hard to be with my amazing girlfriend and her daughter and have kids with her and spend the rest of my life with her. i know nothing is worth killing yoursaelf over but if i died today i wo
Sexual Intentions
I Wanna Know How HOT You Think I Am?? If you think I'm.... 1. Cute send yellow rose 2. Sexy send red rose 3. HOTTT send dozen roses 4. I'd Do Ya send any spicy gift 5. We could Party send any liquid refreshment 6. Friends Only send toy kitten Let's see who shares the love for me. There is at least one person on MY Cherry TAP list that wants to fuck the hell out of me. So lets play the Fuck or Pass! game. The rules are simple... if you want to fuck me, send me a message (comments and emails welcomed) saying "Yep, I'd Fuck you." SCARED? lol this SH!T's funny Let's see who replies! According to studies, the first letter of your first name reveals your sexual identity ... What do you think? Repost this with the letter of your first name. -A- You are not particularly romantic, but you are interested in action. You mean business. With you, what you see is what you get. You have no patience for flirting and can't be bothered with someone who is
Poetry
There was an important job to be done. EVERYBODY was sure SOMEBODY would do it. ANYBODY could have it but NOBODY did it. SOMEBODY got angry about that because it was EVERYBODY's job. EVERYBODY thought SOMEBODY would do it and NOBODY realized ANYBODY couldn't do it. So, it ended up that EVERYBODY blamed SOMEBODY when NOBODY did whay ANYBODY could have done. Someday you'll cry for me Like I cried for you Someday you'll miss me Like I missed you Someday you'll need me Like I needed you Someday you'll love me But I wont love you We spend more but have less We buy more but enjoy less We have bigger houses and smaller families More conveniences but less time We have more degrees but less sense More knowledge but less judgement More experts yet more problems More medicine but less wellness We drink too much Smoke too much Spend too recklessly Laugh too little Drive too fast Get too angry Stay up too late Get up too tired Read t
Poems
Day turns to night Creeping in the darkness Four walls turn black Everything is silent Anxious to leave So scared to stay Noises in the shadows In a dazed state Everything is fading Demons all around me Why are they waiting Suddenly in a trance Cant think straight Black crystal ball Deciding my fate Skin getting so tense Hairs standing up Nothing is certain My time will be up Standing here bleeding Not knowing why In another room In another world I see things differently As if a second chance I open the door Light is to brite I take a few steps Just complete darkness Close my eyes Thinking its just a dream Open my eyes- the demon is me ....am i going crazy? Wanted alot Then got nothing Tried my best And lost the worst I may give up But i'll never give in Things are down Though I always look up Seen many things Desperate situations Becoming someone im not Will never happen A long life So many flaws
Friends And Family
A Merry Christmas to all. May your dreams, wishes and prayers come true. Remeber to Thank and Pray for the Brave Men and Women that protect are Country so we may enjoy our Freedoms. God Bless and Merry Christmas Hunter (George) S-M-A-C-K !!!! YOU'VE BEEN HIT! DID IT HURT? YOU HAVE BEEN CHOSEN ONE OF THE BEST LOOKING PEOPLE ON MY FRIENDS LIST! ONCE YOU HAVE BEEN HIT, YOU HAVE TO HIT 15 GOOD LOOKING PEOPLE. IF YOU GET HIT AGAIN YOU WILL KNOW YOU ARE REALLY GOOD LOOKING! IF YOU BREAK THE CHAIN, YOU'LL HAVE UGLYNESS FOR 10 YEARS, SO HIT 15 GOOD LOOKING PEOPLE ON YOUR FRIENDS LIST & MAKE SURE I GET IT BACK First I would like to thank Wildcat for this great blog from her, and wanted everyone to read it. Anyone Ever Tell You, Just How Special You Are The Light that You Emit Might even Light a Star Did Anyone Ever Tell You How Important You Make Others Feel Somebody out here is Smiling About Love that is so Real Did Anyone Ever Tell You Many Times, When They were S
Songs, Poems & Quotes
t was no accident me finding you Someone had a hand in it Long before we ever knew Now I just can't believe you're in my life Heaven's smilin' down on me As I look at you tonight. Chorus: I tip my hat to the keeper of the stars He sure knew what he was doin' When he joined these two hearts I hold everything When I hold you in my arms I've got all I'll ever need Thanks to the keeper of the stars. Soft moonlight on your face oh how you shine It takes my breath away Just to look into your eyes I know I don't deserve a treasure like you There really are no words To show my gratitude. Chorus: I tip my hat to the keeper of the stars He sure knew what he was doin' When he joined these two hearts I hold everything When I hold you in my arms I've got all I'll ever need Thanks to the keeper of the stars. It was no accident me finding you. Someone had a hand in it Long before we ever knew. I wake in the night, To find you on my mind- Deep in a dream, Y
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You Know You're ....
You Know You're Addicted to Internet When... You kiss you girlfriend's home page. Your bookmarks list takes 15 minutes to scroll from top to bottom. Your eyeglasses have a web site burned into them. You find yourself brainstorming for new subjects to Google. You refuse to go to a vacation spot with no electricity and no phone lines. You finally do take that vacation, but only after buying a cellular modem and a laptop. You spend half of the plane trip with your laptop on your lap.... and your kid in the overhead compartment. Your dreams are in HTML. You find yourself typing "com" after every period when using a word processor. You turn your computer off and get this awful epmty feeling, like you just pulled the plug of your loved one. You refer to going to the bathroom as downloading. You start introducing yourself as "Jim at I-I-Net dot net dot au" Your heart races faster and beats irredgularly each time you see a new WWW site address printed o
Vote For Me...sexiest Smile Contest...thanks...mwah!!
OMG!!!! Wow, check me out...I'm catching up. Woooohooo!! Thanks everyone. Mwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwah!! ~Cathie~ Sexiest Smile Contest....ends Sunday April 29th at Midnight. You can click on my picture below to vote. Tonight I received probably the best birthday present ever!! My heart is still melted. =) My friend Dave Chlad, an acoustic musician just starting out, gave me a mini concert tonight for my birthday. He sang two songs...one was by Dave Mathews (which he sounds so much like it gave me chills)I think the name of it was Crash Into Me. I soooo loved that one!! The other one was great too but I wasn't familiar with the artist so I can't remember the name of it, sorry. Then at the end he sang a third song to me and my soon to be daughter-in-law Kathryn, making up the words as he went along, which he called...Two Angels. Needless to say I cried, yep...I'm such a tenderheart and that so turned me to mush. I've never had anyone do such a sweet thing for me in my life.
Getting To Know Me!
Ok so let me give you all a run down of what this new guys is all about. He really is great. He works for a Ergonomics Company (Good Job). He is Intelligent. He Speaks Japanese pretty fluently and he can speak Spanish fairly well too. Plus he is completely fluent in English, obviously. He is Tall, Dark, and Handsome. He is very honest. He is completely attracted to big girls. I mean only attracted to big girls. It really is great. Plus he finds me very attractive. I mean he really makes me feel completely at ease around him. We have so much in common. He and I are both ADD, so we have short attention spans. He and I both have VERY HIGH Sex Drives. So we are constantly wanting to have sex. We are having all of the big conversations early. Why? We Both are in failed marriages, and not that we are planning on remarrying each other, but if we do last as long as we currently see ourselves lasting it is just good to know that we are on the same page as the other person
Author Siranna Bast
~ Sequel to Fallen Restless Angel ~ ( PART 2) At last. My chains are broken. I slowly pull out the chains which were incised into my wings, wrists and ankles. .... He found me bleeding and helpless. All along it was my shadow that I needed and it was my faith who brought me to him. He is my shadow. My other half. He is. the Shadow Walker. He held out his hand as I laid there bleeding. I took his hand. He did not take physical form until he kneeled over and gave me a kiss. I closed my eyes. My wings flew open. I opened my eyes. There he stood in front of me in true human form. His shadow- his curse, had no hold over him any longer. He was cured as well as I. We were free. I held him close and begged him not to let go. As my healer I take a vow, with my every well being I shall spend the rest of my life showing the same love as he has shown me. . Even if it means giving up my wings.
Lust Stage 1
STADIUM CLUB...... 8 FREEWAY AND MISSION GORGE. Every SUNDAY... I Work THERE. SO.. HOLLA AND BE ONE OF THE COOL. Don't be afraid to come hang out wit'cha MAN... I'LL BE There. 6065 Fairmount Ave. SD, CA 92120 The Kitchen Bitch > > A mother was working in the kitchen listening to her 5 -year- old son playing with his new electric train in the living room. She heard the train stop and her son saying, "All of you sons of bitches who want off, get the hell off now... cause this is the last stop! And all of you sons of bitches who are getting on, get your asses on the train...cause we're going down the tracks."the horrified mother went in and told her son, "We don't use that kind of language in this house." "Now I want you to go to your room and you are to stay there for TWO HOURS. When you come out, you may play with your train...but I want you to use nice language. Two hours later, the son came out of the bedroom and resumed playing with his train. Soon the tr
Let It Go!
Wow Just when I thought things wouldn't look up I have had a fantastic two days. Yesterday I finally went to the Spa, which was my B-day present from my Boss back in November. I had a relaxing day of being pampered. Ohh let me tell ya I needed that. Well than this morning at 7am I got an odd number on my cell phone. I usually don't answer numbers I don't recognize but I thought this is crazy it's 7am, who the hell is calling me. So I pick up and it's two DJ's from a local country station that I listen too. I won a freakin VIP package to go see Rascal Flats and Jason Aldean tomorrow night in San Antonio, Tx. Four Tickets, Limo, Vip seats, backstage meet and greet!. Holy fu#@ckin Shit!...Pardon my language! Damn I need to play the Lottery now! WTF! I'm so excited today It's going to be really hard to work!..lol I just wanted to take a minute and thank the winner of my first auction. He thought he was bidding on a 2nd alarm hottie and look he won a dream girl. Lol So thank's George for wi
For All Of Cts Vewing!!!
well mine was excellent ope all of you on ct had a wonderful weekend as well... now that i have your attention lol id like to let u know a lil about a gas protest schedualed to take place on may 15th.... Don't pump gas on May 15th! .....in April 1997, there was a "gas out" conducted nationwide in protest of gas prices. Gasoline prices dropped 30 cents a gallon overnight. On May 15th 2007, all cherrytap members are asked to not go to a gas station in protest of high gas prices. Gas is now over $3.00 a gallon in most places. There are 864,811+ members currently on the cherrytap network , and the average car takes about 20 to 30 dollars to fill up. If all cherrytap members did not go to the pump on the 15th, it would take $25,944,330.00 (based on $30 percar) out of the oil companys pockets for just one day. If you agree (which I can't see why you wouldnt) repost this as a bulletin.... thanxs for readin everyone!!!!!!!!!!! btw fan me add me and rate me hey hey just
Yo
i don't want to talk about why i deleted them, but i did. turns out i ended up hurting myself with them. i love that i take the xxx-rated pics of myself off, and 2 people dropped me as their crush. funny shit. well, fuck you guys. :-D i gots me a dude who doesn't need pics to have a crush on me. i've been myspacing it up for a while now, and a cheap whore of a friend turned me on to cherrytap. this is my first blog, so here goes... i'm 23, i live temporarily in westerly, ri with my mom and little brother. until last month, i was living in plainville, ct and working in middletown as a customer service manager for a toner distribution company. on march 9, i broke my goddamn ankle and was promptly thrown out of my house and my job taken from me. sweet, right? not so much. i needed surgery on my ankle, and i've been recooping at mom's since. you can say i have shitty luck - it won't hurt my feelings. i would have to agree. i'm looking for a job and home somewhere in the southea
Leah
Alright guys....I appreciate all the comments. These poems are forever ago. Ok well two are. But really im fine. somedays are just not as good as others. i appreciate all the hospitality. but really im fine. i'm just learning how to write poems. yes im a sad person and yes i should probably see someone. i'm not going to kill myself or harm anyone else. i just write whatever comes from my brain to my fingers tips. so really i won't talk cause it's not right. but thanks again anyways! leah my heart is broken and i can't take it anymore the world has stopped knocking at my door the pain that runs through my body is like razor blades through my skin i hear ur voice, but i can't see ur face i just want to get away, away from this place i hope and wish that things would change but i haven't even learned how to manage to take the pain away My messed up head is about to explode all these descisions and choices are getting old my mind is screaming out to make it al
This From A Very Good Friend
About Me: click to close (last updated:January 7, 2008 @ 3:13 am) Kind hearted guy who likes to help others. Looking for friends on this site. If you like to meet new people on the net like I do, than add me to your list. Hope to meet you soon. Jet why does some peoples think they better then other i feel a few of my friends on my list think they better the me - Get Your Own
Random Thoughts
If I say I love you,Would you say you love me too?IF I say I miss you,Would you say you miss me too? If we ever got together,Would it be forever?I know that you say you love me,But is it really true? I just want to tell you,That I love you too My dreams are filled with him night after night, Embracing him in my thoughts with all my might. When the sun awakes me to the reality of the day, My eyes open, only to have him slip away. I try to close them for as long as I can, The force of the light is too strong to withstand. The darkness brings him to me, if just for a short time, Flicking images of him fill every corner of my mind. How I suffer in the suns golden light, The days are unbearable until the return of night. Bring back the night it relieves my pain, I curse the light and its power that makes me insane. I can never resist the strength of his kiss, He takes his fill and gives me my every wish. Its the dark that fills me with anticipation, He t
Celebrities Amuse Me Mildly
I hope Lindsay shaves her head and attacks SUVs with umbrellas too! On a side note: I'm actually glad she's getting help. The girl was destroying herself, her career, and her own health. Now, if she actually learns anything this time...we shall see. It must be Nudie-Celeb day! Bai Lin, showing her bits on www.thesuperficial.com This is SOOOO NSFW! Let me say...I was not impressed. Maybe the water was cold. *shrug* it's on perezhilton.com
Poems
In a moment of silence I sit and wonder off into space deep in thought thinking of what life would be like without you. In this brief moment of time which seemed like an eternity in between vast universes, my mind overflows with many thoughts of me living in this world misserably without you. I see that life without you in it, feels as though i am sprinting full speed non-stop for 10 minutes straight and I am out of breath. Not knowing when I will regain my normal flow of breathing my lungs burn. I feel that without the love of you keeping my heart at steady rhythmic beat full with harmony. It is like I am at the bottom of the ocean rapidly floating upwards with no scuba gear. The faster I rise to the surface, the faster my lungs continue to shrink inside my chest and becomes harder to breath. As life without you feels like the strength of the ocean applying massive pressure to my brain squishing it like an accordian in a polka concert. I am living life as a super human bei
My Thoughts
i was at work last night and worked a car wreck. This wreck was due to a drunk driver. there was two people hurt in the other car.one was a 57year old lady and the othe was a 7 year old girl.I was fine working on the lady,but when it came to the child is was hard for me to handle.she suffered many injuries that placed her in icu at childrens.I was so pissed that I went to baptist where the driver was. Once I got there I cussed the guy out for what he did to the child.All I could think about was how this wreck is going to impact this childs life.My boss did not write me up for my actions,because he has a child the same age. Was I wrong for what I did? please leave comments. While at work last night I had to work a car wreck.this call was not like the others I got last night. The call was dealing with a 19 yeard old guy.He was speeding and took a curve to fast and smashed his car head on into a tree. The guy was DOA when when got there.On a call like this you have got to be able to see a
Feelings
Longing for the day your mine, I think true love is something I will never find, I always long for the day our eyes meet, That would be my hearts only defeat, I wish you were there to wipe my tears, Tell me everythings ok when I tell you my fears, Your touch I want to feel, Your the only one that can make my wounds heal!!! Why does life feel like this? Why do people say they care, and when your down they're no where around?Your voice I hear and its a soothing sound,Where did you go? You said you'd always be there but why am I here alone?What did I do so wrong to make you hate me?All I wanted to do is make you happy.so now Im left to pick up the pieces of my broken heart, and its a bitch get my life to a start...All I wanted was you, now Im left to find something new... Will I ever be loved again? Will I ever be happy? What do I do with this cold heart you left me? MyHotComments / HotFreeLayouts
Randomness...
Well, it's Friday and the Blogathon starts tomorrow. I'm still in need of some sponsors so if you are willing/able, please help me out. The Blogathon is a 24 hour period where you write a post in a blog every 30 minutes and you do it for the charity of your choice. My charity is the World Wildlife Fund. The Blogathon starts tomorrow morning at 6am (PST)! I can take donations throughout. Now, I will never see a penny of this money. It's going to be paid online through Blogathon (so they can keep track) and go directly to the World Wildlife Fund. You will have to sign up on the Blogathon site but I assure you they will not sell your email address or send you spam. It's just so I know who sponsored me. If you sponsor, I promise to give you a lovely gift! SPONSOR ME!!! I don't understand why people think that they can just look at my naughty pictures when I don't even know them. I friend you without even knowing you so that I may be able to create a real friendship
My First Blog
happy halloween everybody on a night whan i feel so alone all i do is think of her she puts my head in the clouds my heart pound my skin tingle even though she never hears me i tell her i love you and smile man time goes by fast my b day is in 4 days lol im old
Blogs With Meaning
One Flaw... Women have strengths that amaze men. They bear hardships and they carry burdens, but they hold happiness, love and joy. They smile when they want to scream. They sing when they want to cry They cry when they are happy and laugh when they are nervous. They fight for what they believe in. They stand up to injustice. They don't take "no" for an answer when they believe there is a better solution They go without so their family can have. They go to the doctor with a frightened friend. They love unconditionally. They cry when their children excel and cheer when their friends get awards. They are happy when they hear about a birth or a wedding. Their hearts break when a friend dies. They grieve at the loss of a family member, yet they are strong when they think there is no strength left. They know that a hug and a kiss can heal a broken heart. Women come in all shapes, sizes and colors. They'll drive, fly, walk, run or e-mail you to show h
Robin
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Free At Last
Oh god it feels so good to know that I won't hear from her anymore. I blocked her on myspace, yahoo, and MSN. All I have to do is change my cell phone number, which will happen as soon as I get a differant phone(tracfones blow). I've learned my leason and I've learned it good. If someone doesnt love you, you can't make them love you. And you shouldn't try, you will only get hurt. The only thing that still bothers me is that there are so many women like her. They want you around, but don't want a relationship. They want the company, the cuddling, the sex, the babysitter if they have kids....but heaven forebid you have feelings for them. Then they will treat you like crap and hurt you, until you've had enough and give up. Thats what happened to me, and I hope never happens again. As of the 24th I'll be working mon-thur and some fridays. During the work week I'll be staying at my sisters and more then likely won't have access to fubar. So if you give a shit...message me and I mi
Dojobo
not sure if anyone actually reads this or not or if this is even the place to do this but i need some advice from people like you.... good people of the internet and all... so anywhooo... i'm in financiall diseray i live in colorado alone.. all my family lives in indiana, i'm thinking of moving back there to get back on my feet financially and mentally, however i have a child out here, and i don't know what to do about her if i move away.... however i don't feel i'm being a good father for her now, i feel if i do move away for a bit, and make myself better i can be a better father for her in the long run........ she is only three, but she understands what is going on...... don't know what to do.... but i'm staying in colorado can't leave my kids i need to work on my relationship with both of them and if i move to indaina to run away from my problems i won't be able to do that, i'll loose what i have.... i've taken a second job at walmart to do this, i'll be working
Friends On Cherry
i need ge few things off my chest first is im not on here to cyber with you thats most stupidest thing ever im on here meet new people and have great time..i do not have a cherry tap husband yet im kinda picky in that dept lol so until i find one im open lol ... another thing plz do not post I LOVE YOU commments on my page if i see them on there it will be deleted you can show me love but no i love yous.. theres a few people on here who i will make an acception for because ive known them longer andhave talked to them b4 until u really get to know me no posting that... another thing plz dont go snooping on my other friends profiles to see what i have posted on there page its freakin childish and if i found out you are i will delete you with no intentions of readding you..im not trying to be a bitch on here im just tired of people being jealous of what i say to other people.. i love all my friends and show you all love i respect all of you and would like the same in return ...hugs and k
My Blog On Stevie Nicks
Affairs of the Heart One set of doors was the color of honey One set of doors was pink and grey Well I wonder which set is mine, said she As she walked down the long hallway Well I wonder which set of rooms are mine For in these rooms she would live and die Well it's better to have loved and lost (Ah but it's better not to lose) Than to never have loved at all Never have loved, never have loved at all Well it's better to have loved and lost (Ah but it's better not to lose) Than to always be alone Always be alone In your heart I thought that there was more involved Through all that time and all these months I stopped many times to question you Well I told you that it was the right thing to do Well it's better to have loved and lost (Ah but it's better not to lose) Than to never have loved at all Never have loved, never have loved at all Yes it's better to have loved and lost (Ah but it's better not to lose) Than to always be alone Always be alo
Ture Love From The Heart
GIGGLES ,OK OK,, IT DIDN'T SHOW UP LOL .. RATE ANY HOW, I TRIED SMILES,,,LOL LOL I LOVE YOU The words "I love you" do tell you how I feel, but they don't convey the sincerity or the depth of that love. If I could find the words to truly express my feelings for you, then that would surely make the greatest poem, or greatest prose ever written. If my love for you could be painted into a picture, people from all over the world would come to marvel at it's beauty. When I look at your perfection, I do so with much more than just my eyes. When I hold you tightly at night, it is not with just my arms that I caress you.,,(THIS WAS WORTE MY A FRIEND OF MIND STICKY THAT HE WROTE FOR HIS GIRL , SO ROMANTIC UH) As I utter the words "I would spend the rest of my life with you" , you should also hear, "I would give my life my for you." What little I have in this life I offer you...but more importantly I surrender my heart and my soul to you. Maybe now when you hear me utter
Apology
I need to set the story straight about a blog I published on fubar last night. I was angry and upset and I had not waited to get the answers I was looking for regarding the situation in question. I posted a blog regarding The Extreme X Lounge, a place I frequented quite often. The members and the staff were so much fun and had come to be my friends. I've spent many a night in there laughing and enjoying myself. Anyways, I didn't mention names but I did call a person from the lounge a player and I need to retract this statement. Beyond my better judgement I spoke to soon and slandered this person due to false information received by other members of fubar. For this I extend my deepest apologies to all the members and staff of Extreme X. I'm also sorry to the people that were involved in this outside of the situation. I hope you will forgive me and continue to give The Extreme X lounge your support as I know I will again in the near future! Thanks so much, Jackie
Rants
Ok here is a small rant, funny, but still a rant. This is a list of photo categories you may see in some peoples pics sections, but you will NEVER see in mine: 1) "Pics ppl made for me" -> Mainly because I can do this myself 2) "NSFW" -> I take most of my pics and video clips AT work, so if it's not safe when I take it, I will loose my job ;) 3) "My Cat" -> I am so sick of seeing pics of cats in adorable positions. Yea they are cute and all, but when they throw up stuff they have eaten in weeks or hack up hairballs, not so cute anymore 4) "My CT Gang" -> Their pics are already up here, why post them again? 5) "My Boobs" -> Well because I don't have any ;) But if I did..... WATCH OUT!!! 6) "Funny Pics" -> Oh holy crap! I see enough of this crap come through my email as it is, I don't need to save it to yet another spot on the internet 7) and Last but not least "People I Hate" -> I mean my personal issues with people should be left at home and in my head. I
Silence
You gave me your word, a promise you would keep; broken like a house of glass, my soul in despair so deep. A oath between you and I; shattered like a fragile doll, my heart began to die. A phrase, a thought, a sentence was given to me; my faith in you was undeniable, but now, to late, I begin to see. A part of me destroyed because you let your promise decay; my path has been lost, and sadness has ravaged my way. A vow forgotten, a pledge overlooked; my love has been lost, my joy your evil lie took. I'll help you...oath shattered. I'll call you...hopes dashed. I'll be there for you...commitment ignore, Believe me it was you I adored. I'll never leave you...pact neglected. I'll give you my all...swear rejected. I'll always love you...word destroyed, I have nothing left but a mindless void. Your will be rewarded for your life led well, promises forgotten now burn in you private Hell. A symbol of Justice and Honior defines me, yet forbidden thoughts race through my mind.
Thinking
when u get put down because of the way you look and teased because of they way you look do you have a slow self esteem? i was teased as a kid and i really havent had much self esteem. i constantly put my self down because i think i am ugly and no good enough for anyone. till this day i still have it happened to me. i tell my self all the time not to let it bother me and yet it still does. so is there anyone out there that can say they don't have low self esteem? i always tell ppl if they don't like the way i look then oh well but still it hurts me because i already have low self esteem. so does anyone have an suggestions on how to raise your self esteem? MAYBE SOMEONE CAN HELP ME? I WAS IN A CAR ACCIDENT ABOUT A WEEK AND A HALF AGO. AND SINCE THEN I TELL PPL THINGS AND LIKE LATER ON I DON'T REMEMBER TELLING THEM ANYTHING. ITS WEIRD AND I DON'T KNOW WHY I DO IT. BUT I THINK THE TOP OF MY HEAD HIT SOMETHING BUT I'M NOT SURE. NOT ONLY THAT BUT MY LEFT ARM GOES NUMB ONCE AND A WHILE. DOES
Sane Ramblings Of An Insane Madman
Sometimes the real meaning isn't in the words that are spoken between two parties. Instead, it lies in what goes unsaid. Listen to vocal tones, the conversational pace, the body language. Speaking can only do so much. Take a deep breath and come up out of that contemplative state. You do some of your best thinking while alone, but it's in relationships that you really learn to thrive -- yes, even you! Your loved ones want to see you. You need to feel appreciated. That's no surprise; everyone does. Why are you feeling so bad about something so normal? You think you should be above this kind of emotion, but you're human, too. Pat yourself on the back.
~*~ Change ~*~
Martina McBride ~Wrong Again~ From the day we met You made me forget All my fears Knew just what to say And you kissed away All my tears I knew this time I had finally found Someone to build my life around Who'd be a lover and a friend After all my heart had put me through I knew that it was safe with you And what we had would never end Wrong again Everybody swore They'd seen this before We'd be fine And you'd come to see that you still loved me In good time And they said there's nothing you can do It's something that he's going through It happens to a lot of men And I told myself that they were right That you'd wake up and see the light And I just had to wait 'til then Wrong again And it seemed to me the pain would last My chance for happiness had passed And nothing waited 'round the bend I was sure I'd never find someone To heal the damage you had done And my poor heart would never mend Wrong again Wrong again This song is one thaat helpe
Obscure Ubiquity
I feel the need, the need for speed. Getting in the car and driving isn't such a bad thought. I'm watching the Bachelor. Dear Lord, give me strength. I need a sandwich. I have surreptitiously been introduced to Tegan and Sara. I'm not exactly sure how I feel about that as of yet. I find them intriguing yet also somewhat nasally, which isn't exactly an endearing quality. It's raining. I love the smell of the rain. As long as the power doesn't go out, I'll remain a happy camper er house dweller? Most definitely something. Ciao I completely forgot about having this site. Guess that happens sometimes? I'm completely ensconsced in reading. It's a nice past-time. It's a nice escape from reality. Though of course, there is always a little bit of reality in fiction. My house is a disaster and I have absolutely zero inclination to clean it. There's nothing wrong with being a slob is there? Well, as long as it's not a dirty disgusting slob. Which I am not.
I Wonder?!
If we are friends and you would like to talk to me on yahoo the n add me @ b_a_d_m_o_n_n_k_e_y I will be checking to see if you are on my friends list! ~Monkey~ In rebuttle to those whom have given me shit and called me a pussy for havin feelings and tryin to express them. First of all, FUCK YOU! Yes I am a man and yes I have feelings. Does that make any less of a man? It's not just other men that seem to think that men should not express their emotions. I have gotten comments by women as well, sayin that I shouldn't exprss myself like that cause it makes me look like a pussy! Well here it is! I am a human being! As tough as I want to be and have to be I have feelings too! So if you don't appreciate how I personally feel or choose how to express myself then fuck off! If you wanna test my bravado to see if I'm tough enough to be a man then step the fuck up! If you can fight me then you can hug me! That is what real human beings do for eachother! I jut do
Crazy Angel
in just over a week I'm going upto NJ to visit family and friends and also to bring back my niece, trinity. It's going to be a wonderful 3 days...however, Im going to be without Kevin for the whole time. Thats really going to suck cause we havent been apart over night since before I got pregnant! So. I obviously got my pregnancy confirmed. Robyn said the baby is growing perfectly and that so far everything is going good. I have my next appointment June 22 (right before I go to NJ for a week) and I'll get to hear her (or his) heartbeat. then I'll probably have another one 2-4 weeks later at which point, robyn will tell me when my ultrasound is to find out the gender. Im really hoping for a girl. Partially cause we have a lot of girl names we agree on. For girls, we have: Madison Keighlyn (pronounced kay-lynn) Silvia Alexa Alexis Alexandra Cassandra Larissa Jocelyn For boys, we have: Alexander Hunter Logan Joel Jared Caleb Camron Ryan/Rhyan Kakob Connor
Ridin The Storm Out
I have a best friend that lives pretty far away from where i do. Theres very little we dont share with each other. And theres nothing i wouldnt do to see them happy. There are times and moments in a persons life that no matter what you may try to do, your life will be forever changed by them. Happiness,sadness, laughter,tears, pain, are all emotions that shape who and what we are. And no matter what happens i wouldnt have missed this for the world. The getting to know them, the times spent giggling over silliness, the wishing i could dry their tears, the times of feeling completely inadequate to the task of giving them the support they needed. It's a big job but one i will never shirk. It may be a helluva ride but i wouldnt miss it for the world. And if i know when we met what i know now i wouldnt change a thing. All i can do is hope i can make them smile when they need it, wipe a tear when it falls, and lend an arm when they stumble. P.S Always remember to be a friend someo
Cain9
please all add your names....LUV U ALL...THANK U ...STEVE XXXXXXXX Love u all....could u please sign my guestbook....it got deleted for some reason..THANKS xxxx http://fubar.com/blog/131053/583705
Volcano
STANDING IN THE SPOLIGHT, TRYING TO SHADE THE LIGHT, LOOKING BACK IN THE CROWD, I SEE A SILOUETTE OF A MAN, POINTING DOWN AT ME, HE WHISPERS OUT BUT IT SOUND LIKE A CRY, DON'T GO BACK THE WAY YOU CAME, ONLY STAY THE PATH AND YOU WILL SEE, THE MAN DISSAPEARS BUT THE LIGHT STILL STAYS, NEVER DID I THINK THAT THIS WOULD HAPPEN TO ME, ALL THIS TIME WONDERING IF I WAS RIGHT, NOW I KNOW THAT I AM FULL OF MIGHT, JUST LET GO AND LET ME STAY NEVER AGAIN WILL I EVER SAY THE WORDS THAT COME TO MY HEAD UNLESS THE WORDS I SAY AND MEAN ARE, THE TRUEST WORDS TO BE SAID, NEVER AGAIN WILL I BE DAED, A SECOND CHANCE HAS BEEN GIVEN I WON'T FELL NO ONE EVER AGAIN The door closes and it shuts out the light. No more light shines through my eyes. The darkenss takes over As the light fades away Makes my heart sink further below the surface Coldness moves through and freezes everything to stone No fire to burn, no sunlight to free me. Destine
Kouboi's Journal
Well people, I haven't been online much since I started my classes and I am getting some concerns from friends. I am ok and still free from incarceration. Thank you all for caring. I am still doing good, but I am really stressed with all my schoolwork. On top of that I have some relationship issues that I haven't decided what I want to do. However, I have concluded that I need to focus on my schoolwork or I will not progress in life and I won't worth anything to anyone (incl. myself). I have been somewhat of a recluse to everyone by withdrawing from the web temporarily. It is nothing personal to anyone. Bare with me, knowing I am making the best choices that I can think of for now. BRB KouBoi #58824 On July 29, 2005 I was released from prison six months early for good behavior onto parole/probation. I was released to a half-way home. I had myself enrolled in college already before being released. I was taking computer animation. I got a job on work-study as a student aide in th
A New Begning
why is it that when some one breaks your heart you feel like the world is falling down around you? something that i have never been able to figure out but i do thank this fact when some one dumps you there true colors show threw. colors that you blind yourself to threw your entire relationship. you protect yourself from them and you make excuses for them " oh hes just been working" " hes under alot of stress from work" " hes just not sleeping well" " he workes so much that he just passed out" you create in your mind something that there not and you dont notice when things start to turn into your nightmears . see when i love someone and tell that person that i love them i look past there imperfections. where as no one else in this world could find them beautiful or handsome... the person that loves them will think the world of them no matter what. loving someone means loving them all of them every lil thing that makes them there own person. becuase if you dont all your doing is j
For Me
1. The phone rings. Who do you want it to be? him 2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart? most of the time 3. If you had to kiss the last person you kissed, would you? If I 'had to'? maybe...not that he wasn't a good kisser, I just am over the boytoy 4. Do you take compliments well? No I don't take them well, but who doesn't like them? 5. Do you play Sudoku? I spend too much time on the pc to learn a new game. 6. If abandoned alone in the wilderness, would you survive? Yes...no problem I like nature 7. Do you like nipple rings? yes I like mine. 8. Did you ever go to camp as a kid? girl scout camp yes I busted my lip and the front of my face, still have the scars. 10. If a sexy person was pursuing you, but you knew he/she was married what would you do? I am not down with that, so I would tell he/she to go the fuck home! 12. Could you date someone with different religious beliefs than you? not a problem 13. Do you like to pu
Fuck Me Baby!
OH this should be interesting... CAUSE.... YOU GOT F**KED!!!!! That's right, time to start the game. Post this to see how many will sleep with you! How many will kiss you! How many will marry you! How many will have your kids or you want them to have your kids! How many will make love to you! How many want to make out with you! And the catch? If you want to do these things to the person who sent this. LET THEM KNOW!!!! Don't hide, don't be bashful. Tell them and they might thank you for it. Give them the opportunity to respond by Reposting!!!! If you don't. You will have some bad luck I am getting visitors to my map...but people are not leaving me any pics there...please drop by and leave a pic and a message I am hard and stroking on cam, looking for ladies who like to watch, or participate. My yahoo sn is co_bigfoot
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Bealzes Betrayal And Recovery
Yesterday when I got home, my wife was upset. It turns out that she was reading my blogs about the crap I'm going through. And it upset her that I am mean on the blogs, but I talk nicely to her.And yes, I do talk nicely to her. Just because she crapped on my life doesn't mean that I have to yell at her...In other news, I started looking for a copy of the TV Funhouse's Five Stages of Grief, but all I could find is this Robot Chicken sketch: If I find the other one, I'll post it as well. :-) But don't hold your breath...tag: betrayal, cuckold, cheating, infidelity, married life, therapy, love, trust, five stages of grief, TV Funhouse, Robot Chicken, video-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!Join me at CherryTap.com There were two things I forgot in the last post:1) When we left Wal-Mart, my current wife was looking around. It turned out that she was looking to see if the girls from inside were waiting to jump her in the parking lot. If so, I'd've went to call the
Just Bitchin
I posted a blog last night6/11 and the topic was womena and the pics they chose to have as avatars. I dont know if I worded it wrong or what, but thanx to the mumm whores everything spiraled out of hand and the comments were "interesting to say the least. The point of the mumm was: I you dont want attention from strange men asking to see your nudes/NSFW pics, then why put up an avatar that advertises you as being that type. I heard again and again that I was a perv and so on and so on. I really like CT and have met some very cool people on here. I am tired of all the self righteous people on here that have nothing to say and feel free to bash you in a mumms. As far as I know you were free to express an opinion in this country. But for the shallow people who have no lives outside of CT, I don't know if I feel more sorry for you and your lack of life, or rather sad for this world for your lack of intellegence. The bashing recieved last night was unwarranted, and if people took the time
Thoughts
Sam had met someone, and it was getting serious. It started out as a friendship, as many relationships do. But gradually Sam's feelings for Kat, a beautiful, smart and confident woman, had turned romantic. Hang on theres a catch. Sam and Kat met in the virtual world Second Life. And although they shared all kinds of intimacies in Second Life, the real people have never laid eyes on each other. That didnt seem to matter to Sam. He fell pretty hard for his avatar sweetie. They bonded intellectually, emotionally, and yes, thanks to Second Life animations, even physically. Heres where it gets complicated. Unlike his avatar, which is female, in real life, Sam is a man. A married man. And the person behind the blonde, curvaceous Kat? Married. And, quite possibly, a man, too. (As you might imagine, some people interviewed for this story did not want to reveal their full names. Some gave us their avatar names, while others went with pseudonyms.) Sam knew from the outs
Hometowns Blog
I'd like to wish each and every one of my friends, a very merry christmas and a safe happy new year. In my life, I have lost for the most part everything that means something to me, my mom and dad were headed home from michigan christmas eve 1970 when they got into an accident which claimed my mom's life, my dad had 3rd degree burns over his entire body and they had him covered up and pronounced dead also until he started grunting, he then lived until i was 10, then he was shot and killed, my granny raised me and a few yrs ago she passed with a heart attack, that was a majow blow to me, for the longest time i was like why me, why does life suck so bad, when it rains on you, it's pouring on others, all you can do is keep digging and do the best with the hand you have, and hope the next day should it come is better than the one before, have fun in everything you do and live each day as if it your last, because you really never know, it may just be. have a great day and merry christmas to
Sometimes
Chapter 1 : the first night it was a very dark and dreary night, i slipped into the shower after my night of work, i carefully put on my long black sild night gown , and walked across the cold wood floor and as i looked outside i could see the moon. Red , full and very erie looking . Thing gray clouds floated silently across the sky. i cautiously looked outside agian and locked the door. A shiver ran down my back as a cold feeling came across me . I hurried over to the thermostat. 72 even , i turned around as I had thought i seen someone move around the house, impossible, both doors are locked, all the windows are not able to open from the outside. 12:07 am, i look at the clock and return to my room. My warm bed looked so comftorable to me. That cold feeling started to appear agian, i crossed my arms and shivered asi walked across the room. I moved the blankets as i turned my head again, what the hell, i had swore i seen someone in the house agian. As the black candle flickered in th
Daddys Poem
Scooby Snacks and Rings My little girls heart is innocent and pure For my tired soul she is quite the cure She cried for a Scooby snack in the store They're too expensive I said as before So I bought her a ring with two hearts bound I feared she'd lose it and wouldn't be found I told her to wear it only at home She asked why daddy in her inquisitive tone I told her it's expensive and about my fear She said ok daddy I'll leave it here She was all excited when mommy arrived She told with excitement what we'd contrived In a voice so sweet she went on and on Telling her mommy what we'd agreed upon She said she would wear it only at home 'Cuz it was 'spensive' in a serious tone Mommy asked what does 'spensive' mean You know mommy Scooby snacks and rings. she is charted territory. so far charted that I doubt I can remember the journey. she is lost in all her findings, beautiful in all her discoveries a
Mystawberrymistress.com
Here is a little preview of all the fun I had at camp. And yes per request...A little more ASS!!!! Hi Everyone. I just wanted to let you know that I started a website....yes yes its a naughty website. Go visit WWW.MyStrawberryMistress.com. It will have both a public and members only section. I will have lots and lots and lots of pictures on there and yes Videos. It is just starting up with a public profile....members only is soon to come. ;) I will also have a blog that everyone can see....So go Check it out !!! Whats new? Whats new? Whats new? Well I finished a piece. I was very happy with it and then I gave it to someone within the week of its completion. I felt like my baby was ripped away from me. Now I wonder if I will be able to every sell any of my art. I get too attached to my pieces and I dont want to give them away. Maybe after I have a dozen large scale painting done I might feel more comfortable with doing commissioned pieces..hmmm.who knows?
Crazy Lady
I wish to be happy and healthy. I wish to have love, true love in my life. I wish not to be lonely. I wish for trust. I wish to find a man to love and care about me. I wish for A nice honest man to come into my life. I wish for someone to talk to. I wish I could find that here. I need a man, a man who knows how to treat a woman, a real woman, not a stick figure. I need a man who wants me. I need a man who loves me. I need a man who wants more than sex from me. I need a lover in the true sense of the word. Nothing going on here. Just been haning out. Went to the drive in last weekend though. I seen evan allighty. and transformers, they were good. Not uch else to report.
Thoughts
I never watched the movie because I was one of those people really hit by it not because I lost anyone in my family that day but because the world lost a lot of its people. I guess they were able to grab enough information to make the movie so it seem really real like this is what happen. People calling family memebers to say they loved them. They found out the bomb was fake. They killed two of the bad guys before they broke down the door to the pit I guess what they say is that the bad guy had the plane up side down at one point and by the time the good guys could get to it. It hit the ground and maybe it was on purpose so that it would not get to its location to destory another one of our buildings of America. I was in college that day and several of my friends where in the Libary I heard them scream OH ! MY GOD. One friend said the Tower just was hit by a plan I said no no it wasnt your pulling my leg as I looked in the Libary as the second plan hit and my heart stopped as my sc
Relationships
There are people who can walk away from you. And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk. I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone. When people can walk away from you... let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left. People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can't make them stay. Let them go. And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person, it just means that their part in the story is over. And you've got to know when people's part in your story is over so that you don't keep trying to raise the dead. You've got to know when it's dead. You've got to know when it's over. Let me tell you something. I've got the gift of good-bye. It's the tenth spiritual gift, I believe in good-bye. It's not that I'm hateful,
Sweet Sweet C@ndee!!!!!!!!!!!
hey everyone it has been such a long time since i have had the pleasure of coming to the "bar" i have been working 10 hour days 6 days a week......plus i got my own place and haven't gotten around to getting a computer and stuff though i am working very hard on it......life sure is crazy huh.......well at least mine is...i have a drama free life but that is because i have cut myself off from the outside pretty much i work and sit by myself most of the time in my little apartment dreaming of a life i know i will never have not because of my standards being to high just because it just seems that it is not in the cards for me to have the life i want.....but my life i feel will never be any worse off than it already has been in the past so i just look back at where i was and thank the lord above for where i am now................. i will try my best to update every once in a while when i have time ..... forever and a day candida my life is so crazee right now.......i am so tired of being
There Is Something Quite Dark About My Mind.
Writer of joys we are to be afraid of, and lover of everything primal a dear master is the Marquis De Sade. Timeless in his works the man, dead, is immortal. His works are still debated and they will forever be as long as we are uncomfortable with sex. So bow to this Master he is forever in charge of some of our more.... carnal needs. Take over me My gentle enveloping blackness. Make me as luminously pale as the stars Which are sugared across you My dark knight sky. Make my tears wisk and wither Only to touch the earth in a welcoming embrace Drown my dark seeking eyes In the vast expanses of you my night. Let my lips kiss the world into morning. Softly coo your approval of how I... I roll the world along each sensual curve. Allow me Be the mother that is night And birth the world that holds all I promise to only dance Naked to the moons milky touch And let its diamond white fingers caress Each hill and dale of my feminine body It will hold me Nay You will hold me
Txsports
Using your hands Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your hands. You are damn good with them, and know how to make your lover feel incredibly sexy with just one caress. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com Howard Zinn To be hopeful in bad times is not just foolishly romantic. It is based on the fact that human history is a history not only of cruelty but also of compassion, sacrifice, courage, kindness. What we choose to emphasize in this complex history will determine our lives. If we see only the worst, it destroys our capacity to do something. If we remember those times and places and there are so many where people have behaved magnificently, this gives us the energy to act, and at least the possibility of sending this spinning top of a world in a different direction. And if we do act, in however small a way, we dont have to wait for some grand utopian future. The future is an infinite succession of presents, and to live now as we think human beings sho
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Stories,songs...
Story of The Fisher King Current mood: satisfied Category: Religion and Philosophy One of my favorite stories,was told in Terry Gilliam's movie The Fisher King.Enjoy,learn,mark and remember. The Story of the Fisher King It begins with the king as a boy, having to spend the night alone in the forest to prove his courage so he can become king. Now while he is spending the night alone he's visited by a sacred vision. Out of the fire appears the holy grail, symbol of God's divine grace. And a voice said to the boy, "You shall be keeper of the grail so that it may heal the hearts of men." But the boy was blinded by greater visions of a life filled with power and glory and beauty. And in this state of radical amazement he felt for a brief moment not like a boy, but invincible, like God, ... so he reached into the fire to take the grail, ... and the grail vanished, ... leaving him with his hand in the fire to be terribly wounded. Now as this boy grew ol
The Times And Tales, Back In The Day
Lets kick this off already. Who among those that serve a purpose serve one for a better cause than for our Country? I don't know. There are plenty that are content to sit at the side lines and point fingers and rant about fumbled operations and questionable tactics being employed in theater. You know I think personally that you can take those same people and put them in the line of fire. Spill there blood in the name of Honor, God, Country, and Unit... and I think they would be on the first thing smoking back to the states to say, I did it!!!! I served and it was for nothing. The Bullet that I took, the IED that took my sight, arms, leg, pride.... meant nothing. I honestly think once you pass the point of forgetting who is fighting and abandon them to the legions of anti-war propagandist you have no way to come back. I was in proud service or my country before September 11th, 2001. The people of this country have not changed. They are the same. The only thing that 9-11 did was
Life
I never really Thought Id be doing what im doing on the budget I am..See ive never been the richest motherfucker Ive never been the most liked person but since ive been rapping everyones whole attitude changed about me...But Now in this present moment I got alot of haters and I got alot of people who love my shit but its hard when you get threats and diss tracks and hate constantly..I just feel like i entered a new state of reflection looking at things more differently then I have in the past..I wish the same people i used to represent still represented me like i have in the past....thanks for reading this...i had to vent It's been hard the past few weeks i been trying to figure out what I want relationship wise every time i think im ready to settle down my age comes into play and I have second thoughts and burn a bridge before it happens I guess im afraid of commitment from being cheated on and hurt so much..I dont know tho...I mean i commit myself to my music and thats all I feel i
The Dark Mistress
Well... where do i start? I feel like a new girl now! I's stumbling to find words now. Ok, i started out on Friday thinking that i just did not want to greet that day! I just couldnt believe that i had to be out of bed and gone so early in the morning for me... i felt sleep raped (or deprived). I wasn't looking forward to going too my training for my new job because we had a test that day and i couldnt study the night before because Joel (such a sweetie) asked me if i wanted to go too the movies whilst i was out delivering my b-day party invites! I got all excited that i was gonna be going out, and i told him I'd be there as soon as i was done and had dropped off a mate who was coming along with me! So i eventually got back to Joel's and drove us down too Carousel. We saw Pirates Of The Caribbean 3 - At Worlds End. That was a great movie! Wonderful how they've twisted all the characters around! Remember how they began? They become complete opposites! *wee* It was great! Althoug
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Video Rants
Poems
Our love can only be strong with the start of a spiritual bond with the words " I do " Our love can only be true And our hearts will beat as one Our engagement was started on Christmas day So why not start our marriage in a lovers way What's Love ? Love is the feeling that your heart stops, when you see the one you love. Love is the feeling that your heart beats faster than you think possible, when you hear their voice. Love is when you protect the one you love, never allowing anything to hurt them. Love is putting the one you love before all others. Love is putting the one you love before yourself. Love is never letting someone come between you and the one you love. Love isn't always agreeing,but seeing each others point of view. Love is talking things thru, not just ignoring a problem thinking it will go away. Love is saying your sorry, when you are wrong. Love Should be alot like the "Golden Rule" ... Do unto others as you would have done unto you .... You love ful
Do Not Read Unless Your Into Erotic Stories!!! Very Nsfw!! You've Been Warned!!
chapter 4 Now some ya'll thinking, "ok, this story is taking too long and is slow" well, those who wait always get the best ! So, go get a beer or wine and sit down for a good reading. If you want a wham bam! Thank you Ma'm - not here. Jon was a patient man, James was getting antsy. Jon reminded him that " you will never want to do this with anyone after her!" ( we all know that when we had that one who made us faint, scream so loud, the neighbors called the cops, from an orgasm-that experience never happens twice, some have yet to experience it) So time went by, oh, two months. Tami was being seduced by twom men at the same time. One or the other seemed to show up at her home just to say hello or to talk for a short while- Jon would caress her hands, or kiss her in such a way that shook her very womanhood to the foundational belief that a man, who could kiss like that could move mountains. She felt , when he held her, time stood still.
Poop Frouterspace's Quote Of The Day...
im so sexy that there is a support group for my stalkers!!!!!!! THE REAL REASON A MAN PAYS FOR A HOOKER: so she will leave... "when life gives you lemon's... call michael moore to do a documentary and blame it on america" -- motto of the Democratic National Committee
Daddy Dom
I have been asked several times what a Daddy Dom really is and how that differs for any other Dominate. First, I want E/everyone to know, it has NOTHING to do with incest, and it isnt age play or any fetish for or with children . Daddy Dom : I can only say what it means to me, others may have a different impression and there are several web pages that define it in different ways. Just do a search on Yahoo theres plenty. In my view a Daddy Dom is the most tender of all Dominants. He loves His little one with an undying passion. He always has his submissives best interest in mind, even when it conflicts with his personal desires. That doesnt mean that he gives into her every whim. There can be a huge difference in her desires and her real needs. He has to be able to make that sacrifice for her if needed. And yes, at times he does punish her. This usually hurts him just as much if not more than her, but he will always do whats best for her. He helps her set and reach her
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Contest!!!!
submit your sexiest SAFE FOR WORK photo. Tell all your friends, fans, stalkers and pervs that now is the time to put them comments up or shut up! If you are good enough to be perved on, you are good enough for them to win ya a blast!! Dont be shy guys n gals! You know you got someone or someONES on here just waiting to show ya the love. Most comments win!!! No body loses.. everone with at least 100 comments will get a trophy Other prizes are as follows. 1st prize.. 3 day blast and a morph 2nd prize 1 day blast and a morph 3rd prize corvette and a morph 4th prize motorcycle and a morph 5th prize plat cherry and a morph Will take entries on contest till Sunday the 13th 10 or more entries needed! Contest starts on Monday the 14th at 12 noon est Contest ends on Friday the 25th at 12 noon est Ill post a reminder bulletin and send links to yer pics too! comment bombing allowed! you can comment bomb yourself too! no downrating or stupidi
Reality
Its so hard to believe i'm a senior. It seems like ive been waiting on this for a long time but its finally here. When I take a step back and look at everything and everyone around me, I see how much i've accomplished and how much life thats still left in me. i've come to realize that there is so much to do in life and i cant even imagine where im going to start. For those that are close to me, you know of my plans to move to the dallas or missouri area after graduation. I've found that there is so much there to do and so little left here. Im proud to have family up there cuz if I didnt have them...or someone to go with me.....I probably wouldnt stay. Im a really independant person but i dont like to try things alone. My independence comes in when im use to things. Also when I look back and see how many friends ive gained and lost its incredible how most of them stuck around. We've been through some pretty rough times and im glad that they are still my friends. Oh and about the whole f
Family
well im kinda sad right now my lil bro in iraq now, he safe and i hope it stays that way!!!!! and we dont know how long hes going to be over there for im hoping its not longer then a year but you never know when when it come to being in the army like he is well im going to an aunt once more!!! Phillip and his bitch of a girlfriend Britteny will be having a kid!! can you believe it??? well im still having a hard time with it myself so yeah i got to talk to my dad and hes realy sad right now he had to go in today and get a MRI done to see what going on with his liver and they wont know what ups for at lest a week or so and then theres the fact that he missess us(me my sis and bro) we havent seen in a year and hafe the next time i might be able to see him will be in late January or early Febriary and thats only if i have the money to fly out to see him i wish that i could be out there now or on the 19th of this month cause that is day my grandma died last year my dads mom so i k
Untitled
i'm planning to delete my account. why i'm sure you're asking. well b/c it's over-rated. no one really cares about ACTUALLY making friends. it's all about the rating,fans,an who can be a bigger slut or whatever. This is nothing more than a popularity contest that i'm not sure i really wanna be a part of anymore. so if you're a REAL friend.. let me know what you think of my rant. if you're not then,i know who my REAL friends really are. Heartbroken All alone without you now I'm hurting more than I should allow What we had has gone and passed It happened all so fast I wonder where we went wrong with it all I wonder if I should pick up the phone to call My heart is breaking,my body is aching My tears run down my cheek God i think i sprung a leak In the days,in the nights This i just getting to hard to fight I can't do this anymore,I gotta tell you what's bugging me I gotta ask"Why did you decide to leave me?" Did you mean it when you said you loved me? Or wa
Just Want To Say Thanks To Everybody!!!
...but everyones been great who's visited in giving me their best and wishing me "Get Wells". I just hope I'm physically prepared for my 1st 1/2 marathon this Sunday. I want to say thank you to all of you great CherryTap members and I'll do my best in getting back to you. Have a wonderful day all! Remo I love my mom (of coarse), and can't help but feel bad that I wont be able to do anything w/ her this day. But, I'm glad she understands that finishing this last semester for me in more important than this holiday. After all, can't Mother's Day be a day to be celebrated w/ your mom anytime of the year? Anyways, how grateful are you for your mom? This is just a shout out to show that you love her. Thank you and enjoy your day. Remo Wanted to say thank you to all the cool peebs I've met here so far. And thank the ladies for giving me permission to rip theirs pics....Now for a contest in the near future. I wont be on this for the next couple of days, so please don't take i
My Baby Boy~!~
okay so believe it or not i told this guy that i loved him for the first time on mothers day...it was awesome...i was on cloud 9 all day~!~ i've never felt this way about anyone, not even my daughter's dad...which sounds bad but it's true. he's absolutely perfect, he doesn't care about my stupid little blonde moments, the way i look, the way i talk...he just likes me for me...it's amazing how you can find true love in the oddest places.... well, today he asked me to marry him & i said yes...we kinda hinted around about it for a couple of days and today he just asked me in a totally random moment...i'll never forget it~!~ anyway, that's all for now, i'll try to post a blog more often..peace out all~!!!~ have an ~ApRiLiScIoUs~ day~!!!!!~ okay i'm like totally pissed off...my friend packed up her stuff and left today because her roomate was being a total bitch to her because she wouldn't keep giving her rides everywhere...how lame is that?! anyway, other than that i'm
Too Deep For U
I feel you with my heart You feel me with your hands Somehow your touch is more than I can stand My knees get weak then I lose my breath Heart beating so fast I lose myself. Hands tracing trailing down... Heart starts to flutter and I let out that sound You heart now pounding your knees too weak You're staring at me and you can't speak Hands on my hips while you stare at my breasts I know it is hard to control yourself. That look in my eyes that evil smile on my face smacking my lips cause I want to taste. Tongue finds you and takes it all in Deeper and deeper it's coming to an end. I really wish you weren't my best friend! I know you never loved me. I know you never cared. You fell in love so fast and I just got scared. I run from my feeling I try to play it safe. Some times you can run but never escape. I shut my emotions off like a switch on the wall. I turn off my phone just to ignore your calls. I close all the curtains and lock all the door
Special
OMG @ the NERVE of some people!! They comment on things they have no clue about and don't involve them at all! "Give her back her money!" UHM ..if you don't KNOW the facts then wise up! HERE THEY ARE! GET THEM STRAIGHT ...the ONLY one who knows the slightest bit, is TINA, cuz she was there when I'd already given Amanda money to pay the Cable, and rent and they were both in default and I bitched to Tina about it all. NOT YOU!! If ever I would involve someone, it would be Tina. Amanda IS my best friend, true. I am also HERS. I love her like my own sister and always will. I will also defend her honor when it's being slaughtered by people who can't stay out of other people's business. We shared an apartment together last year also. EVERY SINGLE PAYDAY my check went to Amanda, all but $50 of it. LOW AND BEHOLD, her account at the time she deposited my money was ...NEGATIVE!! I'd give her a check for over $500, and her account was in the black more than $600 ...T
6 Days To Nowhere Biggest Fan Train
SO HERE THEY ARE THE BIGGEST CHERRYTAP FANS OF 6 DAYS TO NOWHERE, WITHOUT THEM WE'D JUST FIZZLE AND DIE ON HERE!!! SO WE WANTED TO GIVE A SPECIAL THANK YOU TO THESE ONES, BUT OF COURSE NOT TO FORGET TO THANK ALL OF OUR FANS!! _________________________________________________ CHECK OUT THE BAND MEMBERS PERSONAL PAGES!!! Brendan- Vocals ruiner@ CherryTAP Aj- Bass/Backup Vocals lowend breakdown@ CherryTAP Alex - Drummer king for a day, fool for a lifetime@ CherryTAP _________________________________________________ PLEASE TAKE THE TIME OUT OF YOUR DAY TO HELP THESE PEOPLE OUT THE WAY THEY HAVE HELPED US!! THEY DESERVE IT!!! YANDRA::ASIAN SWEETHEART@ CherryTAP Aussie_Goddess@ CherryTAP (`.HYPIE.)> {HypnoticEyes}@ CherryTAP Jessa~CT's Naughty Girl~Owner of BDR~Switchblade's Prince=)@ CherryTAP *PolskiCherry*@ CherryTAP hΓ䆃ωk@ CherryTAP *~*RozzyDoll*~*
Random Thoughts
I am a very big people person. I am also a very trusting person. I suppose that is one reason that I get myself in the trouble I do sometimes. Moreso recently I have gotten myself into a lot of trouble. And I have gotten hurt at the same time. They say it is better to have loved and lost, than to never have loved at all. But then, It makes me wonder if the person who said it truly had a loss of love. I am finding more and more within myself that I have a lot of hurt and anger. This friend of mine claims that I had betrayed their trust first.. and then decided they wanted nothing to do with me again. I didn't quite understand after all we had been through together.. to the extent I loved and cared about them.. that they could just blow me off like that. Get so angry and not even really give me a chance to explain myself. Then on top of go and tell others lies about me.. outright lies or even only partial truths. Of course.. this person is the victim here. Now I am not sayin
Standard Rant
The soul assumes a kind of apathy which is soon metamorphosed into pleasures a thousand times more exquisite than those which weakness and self-indulgence would procure for them. -- Marquis De Sade when i sit and think about how life progresses, the on,y thing i could come up with, is that there is no true constant. people come and go, emotions are unstable, society tends to look down upon its inhabitants. nothing is ever as it seems to be and never shall be again. to those that see this picture, need to understand that i am this skinny not because i don't eat, but because i have a very high metabloism. i weigh 169lbs and stand 6'2". yes i am a skinny lil kuss, but that aint my fault. i normally eat 4 meals aday.
My Meez
Writings
You should have told me that it would have been the last time That we would purposefully touch. I would have pressed you into the door of your car And bit your mouth, so I could never forget how you tasted and the slippery warmth of Your tongue. Now, It is as if that night was desperate in how you finally kissed me Saying Just one more And not stopping for minutes. Bless our love for our hearts beat true, bless our dreams so our destinies we may persue. Our road has been rocky, our path has been dark, but in his/her hands I still place my heart for I know it will never be torn apart. With him/her I am safe, with him/her I am sane, thus I know our future is worth any pain if in his/her arms I am allowed to remain. Goddess hear our plea, let our love be what the world sees, for together is where we wish to be. Marry meet and marry partfrom hear let us have a brand new start. Blessed be and set us free so we may live in harmony. He is the raindrop that lands on my fr
Movie Music Vids
Gypsy Queens
recently i was informed that one of my sisters was getting a job as a counter girl at tattoo shop then the bastard never called her r anything but reposted this scum bag add Tattoo Studio needs female assistant/manager/counter help -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Reply to: see below Date: 2007-05-17, 6:03PM CDT Busy 50's style custom tattoo studio is in need of a female manager/assistant to run the studio. You must have Organizational skills,people skills,flirting,and being outgoing.Working in a tattoo shop is not for everyone, your position requires you to multi task and work long hours if need. I will be interviewing people from today until Saturday may 19th. Skirt and Pantyhose are the preferred attire during the interview. (No fishnets please) . Job will start immediately upon finding the right woman. Ages 18-35 pref. No drugs or drama. ok since when does any one even go into tattoo shops wearing pantyhose and skirt
Jokes
One evening a husband comes home to his apartment very roughed up. When his wife sees him she asks, "What happened to you?" "I got into a fight with the apartment manager." "Whatever for?" "He said he had slept with every woman in the complex except one!" The woman replied, "I bet it's that snooty Mrs. Gellar on the third floor." A family are driving in their car on holidays. A frog crosses the road and the husband, who is driving, is able to stop the car. He gets out and takes the frog and carries him to the side of the road. The frog is grateful, thanks the man and tells him that he will grant him a wish. The man says, "Please make my dog win the next dog race." The frog asks to look at the dog, which limps out of the car. The frog notices that the dog only has three legs, it very fat, and can barely move at all so he tells the man that he thinks it is almost impossible to fulfil his wish and asks that the man will tell him another wish. The man says, "Well, then please ma
Funny
In Pharmacology, all drugs have two names, a trade name and generic name. For example, the trade name of Tylenol also has a generic name of Acetaminophen. Aleve is also called Naproxen. Amoxil is also call Amoxicillin and Advil is also called Ibuprofen. The FDA has been looking for a generic name for Viagra. After careful consideration by a team of government experts, it recently announced that it has settled on the generic name of Mycoxafloppin. Also considered were Mycoxafailin, Mydixadrupin, Mydixarizin, Dixafix, and of course, Ibepokin. Pfizer Corp. announced today that Viagra will soon be available in liquid form, and will be marketed by Pepsi Cola as a power beverage suitable for use as a mixer. It will now be possible for a man to literally pour himself a stiff one. Obv iously we can no longer call this a soft drink, and it gives new meaning to the names of "cocktails", "highballs" and just a good old-fashioned "stiff drink". Pepsi will market the new concoction by the name
I Would Like For My Friends...
I have created a Guest book on my profile page and would like all of my friends, fans, ect. to sign it. It is also in a way, my prayer list. I would like to pray for people and if you have requests, please mark them down for me. Thanks :) I am very happy to say, but sad at the same time too, that I am not going to be here for a while. I am going on vacation. This brings up some prayer requests...please pray for me... 1) The family I am visiting is unsaved. Help me to be a good witness. Pray that I do not conform to their actions, that I continue to remain faithful. 2) My son will be meeting his uncles for the first time. One of his uncles is going for his third tour of Iraq. Pray for safety. 3) Pray that Marc's father doesn't show up. He was told not to be in attendance. This is for protection of my son and I, along with everyone else. 4) Pray that I will be able to relax and have FUN! lol I have returned from vacation, while it was nice to get away...there's just no pla
Satanizmihomedog's Blog Of Chaos
"...being Goth, for me, is seeing beauty, and its coming destruction, at the same time. For me...It's the last dance as the walls are crumbling around you..." Do not stand at my grave and weep; I am not there, I do not sleep. I am a thousand winds that blow. I am the diamond glints on snow. I am the sunlight on ripened grain. I am the gentle autumn rain. When you awaken in the morning's hush I am the swift uplifting rush Of quiet birds in circled flight. I am the soft stars that shine at night. Do not stand at my grave and cry; I am not there, I did not die. Blank It all piles up Sadness, pain Hunger for love Fed by hate Surrounded by corpses Physically alive Their souls are dead Sheep followers The norms They will live their lives Be happy Have a family And have a car, a house Lots of money But when they get to the end And ask them selves What have I accomplished? Their minds will be black
Misc..
I just want a good man, I just want a good man.. I don't want to live in Beverly Hills, I don't even want him to pay all the bills.. I just want a good man, who know all the right spots.. I just want a good man, I just want a good man.. I just want a good man, who'll hold me all night. I just want a good man, I can wake up to and he doesn't want to fight.. I just want a good man, I just want a good man.. I don't want diamond rings, I don't want fancy limos.. I just want a good man who can make me cry oh-oh-oh... I just want a good man, I just want a good man.. I don't want Mr. GQ, I don't even want Mr. Right.. I just want a good man, who wants to treat me right... I just want a good man, I just want a good man.. I just want a good man, who doesn't to change me, who doesn't want to tame me.. I just want a good man, who loves me for who I am.. I don't want perfection, there will be no inspections... I just want a good man, who does the best he can.. I just want a good m
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New Hot Sex Postions
Ken and Barbie style - Neither partner is allowed to bend at the elbows or knees. Doggie style - The man attempts to do the impossible. Froggie style - Male and female partners in large spa. Male attempts to fertilise female using only the water as a transmission medium. For couples who dont like each other much any more. Fish style - same as Froggie style, but neither partner may use their arms or legs. Mummy and Daddy Love Each Other Very Much, And Hug Each Other in A Special Way style - The only position in this list you wont be embarrassed to tell the kids about when they're five. Style style - Sex with a Vogue Living editor. Crouch position - Each partner crouches down on the ground, then simultaneously leaps up, and attempts to couple whilst in mid-air. Couch position - Same as the crouch position, but starting at opposite ends of the living room couch. Ouch position - Usual outcome of the crouch position. Lazy Susan style - Susan goes to sleep. Russian style - Partne
Ms. Interpreted
Church by Megan Why in the world Are churches this way Too judgemental While having nothing to say Living a lie And not by the book They offer him nothing But a bag of rusty hooks Taking advantage Of those who believe While saying to others You gotta go leave I understand why Many hate church So if you wanna learn somethin Then just read his work Its been a longtime by Megan So much rage and anger I can't get it all down on paper Its been a longtime Since I spoke my mind Bundled up in a cocoon Ready to explode in the hot afternoon Never to forget the life I have lived Keeping me going Even crazy as it might get Where is the love Of those who say I love you darlin No matter what may come your way Its been along time Since I busted a rhyme Of how I truly feel And whats really going on inside The Lord is my God I shall not want The things of this world The hate and the lust Crazy it sounds To the people around So they talk and they mo
Friends
FRIENDS IF YOU ARE GOING TO GO CHECK OUT MY LOVES PAGE THAN LEAVE HER A COMMENT AT LEAST SAYING HI WOW I JUST GOT OUT TODAY AND THE ONE I LOVED REPLACED ME IN A MATTER OFF DAYS HMMMMM WELL IM OUT NOW PEOPLE SHOW ME SOME LOVE WHAT THE HELL IS EVERYONE CALLING THEM SELFS A DJ FOR JUST CAUSE YOU HAVE A COMPUTER AND I POD FULL OF MUSIC DOESNT MAKE YOU A DJ COME ON THIS SHIT IS GETTING CRAZY. WHAT DO YOU THINK
Dj Leonski
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How Life Is So Crazy Love Is In Front Of You And Your Blind
if a kiss was a raindrop, I'd send you showers. if hugs were a second, I'd send you hours. if smiles were water, I'd send you the sea. if friendship was a person, I'd send you me . this was to sum 1 important to me and im dieing inside with out them in my life anymore http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HoeSeB-biaw
My Poetry
Like the leaves fallen from the trees in the fall I feel rejected And sometimes I wish death would call Then to my life I will no longer be subjected The torment I enduce upon myself is killing me Happiness is what I need inside Loved is what I need to be Someday I will leave this place where I hide To let the world see my face But I'm scared they will all flee So I stay at this slow pace Scared to let anyone see My inner self, The Prince Charming, romantic, and just plain perfect Now I wince All your doubts I can detect But why? Why doesn't anyone believe in me? If I could I would cry But weakness I won't even let myself see I have to stay strong And fight against the hell I am living in Although I have done many things wrong I have not commited an unforgivable sin Someday I will win My struggle within Cold is the night Dull for things are never bright So despite the downfalls of Night's calls There is security behind these walls Where one cannot see the
My Aura
You Are A Walnut Tree You are strange and full of contrasts... the oddball of your group. You are unrelenting and you have unlimited ambition. Not always liked but always admired, you are more infamous than famous. You are aggressive and spontaneous, and your reactions are often unexpected. A jealous and passionate person, you are difficult in romantic relationships. What's Your Celtic Horoscope? You Are 68% Abnormal You are at high risk for being a psychopath. It is very likely that you have no soul. You are at medium risk for having a borderline personality. It is somewhat likely that you are a chaotic mess. You are at high risk for having a narcissistic personality. It is very likely that you are in love with your own reflection. You are at low risk for having a social phobia. It is unlikely that you feel most comfortable in your mom's basement. You are at medium risk for obsessive compulsive disorder. It is somewhat likely that you are addi
Support Our Troops/ End Senseless War
Vietnam veteran and Veterans for Peace activist Bill Perry also thinks that history is repeating itself. Bill carries the physical and emotional scars of his time in-country, and they offer an alternative fuel that drives him to participate in anti-war activities up and down the Eastern seaboard. He was one of the hundreds of demonstrators gathered in Upper Senate Park on this unseasonably warm Thursday afternoon for a rally sponsored by World Can't Wait/Drive Out the Bush Regime. With the Capitol dome glistening behind them, about 30 hooded protesters in orange jumpsuits stood as silent witnesses, denouncing what they believe is government-sanctioned torture at US Naval Base Guantanamo Bay, Cuba. Posters calling Mr. Bush a "torturer," "war criminal" and "murderer" provided the backdrop as activist David Swanson, founder of AfterDowningStreet.org, stepped onto the stage. Addressing Democrats' intent to "prod" President Bush to change his strategy in Iraq, Swanson said, "P
My Need
ipm borted ok i haven't been on here for a while, i didn't even realize until just now that it's no longer cherry tap. but anyway, i'm still single and not lovig it.. i need a girl... but no one looks at me.... fuckity fuck fuck here i am, 18 years old and living in dorchester, I have no girlfriend, i feel that i am too ugly, or not good enough, I just want a girlfriend so i coul have someone to chill with, to enjoy my life. I don't know, it seems like all the girls out here are players themselves, i'm a good man, i take care of myself and whoever i'm with. Ladies only, if you think you could help me, meaning be that girl, please hit me up
Hey Everyone
new pics comment comment comment comment and ill do the same 1(641)985-7878 *4573992 I just got Snapvine! It's FREE! Just call 1(641)985-7878 and enter *4573992. And, if you get one too, I'll reply. http://www.snapvine.com/ hey friends and fans please pray for my friend anda his family..that would mean alot to me and his family thank u
Alextreme76
why do i have 267 friends and i actually talk to about 3? i think CT is a bunch of point whores...omg lol wtf mate you rated me a 3, i will spam all my other fake friends who have no lives to rate you down! wow, i actually had an email just like that because she was whoring for points, for digital numbers to buy little digital gifts and digital messages! i am going to start wiping out my friends list to people i actually talk to! so i got my 86 chevy running again and figured i would write somewher for about it. it is my grandpas truck and a real rat...to be rod ;-). so far i have spent almost nothing: -truck $1 -radiator hoses $15 -radiator flush $2 -water and coolant $12 -JB weld $4 amd that is IT! now i need to get my low budget lowering kit that will be about $150 total and some wheels. i want to crager SS or torq-thrust type wheels in like a 17" or get some late 70s early 80s ralley 32 punch rally wheels 8" wide in front and a 10" in the back. boy it
Blah
well last night i was soppouse to grad if i was still in school...god this is really hard on me because i miss my friends that i talked to everyday i miss my teachers i just miss school and its driving me crazy really fucking crazy but im taking high school over the net but its not the same.. shit why did i ever drop out of school because i never thought i would miss school because i hated getting up in the mornings and going to school but now i wished i could go back in time and if i could i would change so many things in my life so i could walk across that stage and be proud of myself but i cant because i droped out ok sorry i just wanted to get it off my chest ♥ Cassie so which one of you folks wants to buy me a cherryblast i am worth it pleaseeeeeeeeeeeee
A Wonderful Woman
Please help me win my first contest go to the link below and comment bomb the heck out of my pic. I will do the same for you some day. Myspace Thank You Comments I am recently widowed and looking for some new friends I am fun loving and silly.fan me rate me become my friend and i'll get you back! A simple bitch will tell you not to fight, its not worth it. *A real bitch will say beat her ass, Then look at the crowd & say bet nobody jump in. A simple bitch will let another bitch know she can back the fuck up or get knock the fuck out. * A real bitch will just knock her the fuck out A simple bitch tells you when she's had enough to drink *A real bitch tells you we need another shot, we bout to get fucked up A simple bitch goes to the club with you and sits down. * A real bitch goes to the club with you & say's lets show these simple bitches how we do it. A simple bitch hates it when you call after they've gone to bed. * A real bitch pops up at your house, talk
Fun Things!
You opened your wallet, and found no coins. I opened my purse, and found no money. We opened our lives, and found each other. Now we know how rich we really are. ~annonymous % SEXIEST FEET CONTEST% WHOS GOT THE SEXIEST FEET? VOTE NOW!! BOMBS AWAY!! CONTEST RUNS A FULL 7 DAYS ENDING JUNE 11TH @ NOON (CST) TOP 3, WINS!! Help Me out, Not my best Pic, But vote a lil if u want. LilMissVixen For contest prize and info, please check out my blog: http://cherrytap.com/blog/87454 Thanks and much love to all!! Please repost!! Luscious♥Mami 1) DAMN SEXY LIPS CONTEST: Comment and Rates count as 10. I need comment bombing ppls help me out, show me some love, you can do comments rates or both. Thank you soo so much. 2) 7 Day Blast Contest Plz Plz Plz rate an comment would mean soo much if i won an got a blast, Comment Bomb Families are welcome too :) TyTyTy much love, Help a sista out
Werewolves
Hail, hail, hail, great Wolf Spirit, hail A boon I ask thee, mighty shade, Within this circle I have made. Make me a werewolf strong and bold, The terror alike of young and old. Thus begins an ancient incantation. The lycanthropic literature of the past is filled with such eerie chants, delivered in desolate locations within the perimeters of mysterious circles scratched onto the ground, and generally beneath the ghostly light of a full moon. As invocation of evil, the chants called upon the spirits of the trees and air, heat and fire, cold and ice. Repeating the chants over and over again, the votary prepared himself psychically for the transformation. Yet however intently he might feel the words, they were not enough to bring him to the altered state of mind that would enable him to kill and eat his victims. Essential was a girdle or belt cut from the skin of a wolf to be worn around the waist. But more important by far were the vapors that he might inhale or the slaves or o
Birthdays
From my Family to yoursFree Comments & Graphics hey all of you are great made me feel not alone today sometimes. i feel very alone since am a singledad. THANKS JOHN ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: babygirl Date: Nov 17, 2007 11:54 AM From: TeresaDate: Nov 17, 2007 8:48 AMFrom: ShannonDate: Nov 16, 2007 5:23 PMFrom: I luv my baby AMAYA!!!!Date: 13 Nov 2007, 09:32----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: samDate: Nov 12, 2007 5:05 PMMAKE SURE YOU WATCH THE VIDEO AT THE END ......AND ALL OF IT!!!!! Cause some dont get that chance........... SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I didn't mean to spill my milk at dinner last night.
My Writing
This one is called Only Time Will Tell. I wrote it during a difficult time of my life so you may find it a little depressing. As I sit in my darkest moment I think and I wonder What has happened to my one life's thunder How have I gotten to this lowly place Without emotion on my face Just a plain drawn out look Like a withered up old book Will it ever get better I ask myself Or is my life already on the shelf Why must I sit and slowly grow mad Can my life really be this bad I find myself dwelling on what I could of had And it makes my lonely heart grow sad Has the road I have taken Been right or wrong I guess only time will tell I say it will get better as time proceeds That is something I will just have to believe My life is not over It has only begun The war is not over Though some battles are won I will push on I say to myself Take my life one day at a time Now I sit back and find My tension slowly start to unwind Hey my life is fine I must
Who Want To ?
i'm trying to get to lev 11 and i need some help from all of yall pls miaboy86@ CherryTAP MySpace Comments | MySpace Layouts
Angeldevil@ Cherrytap
we just found out that we are going to have a baby, we are very happy and very surprised . that's what being in love does to a person.life gives you all kinda surprises , I love you my man and new father to be again. we are not very happy these days , since we lost our baby not that long ago. we are still in love ,but we are missing our little bundle of joy. Are we moviecompatible?My Flixsterprofile
The Hero
He helps all who need him and never questions when we call but leands his ear and helps us all out. Now this Angle is in need. He needs us to help a nd prayer for him and his kin. An accident happened and now life hangs in the balance. We who have that link to God need to get on our knees and Prayer like the world is about to end! I know God can and still does wonderful work that no one sees. This Angle is his family are in need of God wonderful amazing power. Let us all get on our knees and pray. God I ask you to Heal Mellisa and let this family see your awesome power and just how much you love them all. I claim victory over death and pain! I claim healing! I know of your power Lord and I ask this of you. Your humble servant. God you and and Awesome God. I dreamed my life was done And I stood before God's SOn It wsa time to see whatmy reward would be WIht love, He reviewed my life TO wount whatwas done for Christ For that was what would last eternally See, I'
Some Quotes To Make Your Day
"Alone, alone, oh! We have been warned about solitary vices. Have solitary pleasures ever been adequately praised? Do many people know that they exist?" -Jessamyn West, Hide and Seek. "The prohibition against solitude is forever. A Carry Nation rises in every person when he thinks he sees someone sneaking off to be alone. It is not easy to be solitary unless you are also born ruthless. Every solitary repudiates someone." -Jessamyn West, Hide and Seek. "It is not good to be alone, even in paradise" -Yiddish Proverb. "Man can will nothing unless he has first understood that he must count on no one but himself; that he is alone, abandoned on earth in the midst of his infinite responsibilities, without help, with no thoer aim than the one he sets himself, with no other destiny thatn the one he forges for himself on this earth" -Jean Paul Sartre "The deepest need of a man is the need to overcome his separateness, to leave the prison of his aloneness" -Erich Fromm, The Art o
Net Prophet
The 10,000 Mile Ride For the Wounded Complete Itinerrary: http://www.tagworld.com/davidbowers LIVE UpDates W/Dr. Annete OnLine The Ride will pass through 29 states, and will be the Ride of a lifetime! Join at any point in the Ride and ride with us for as long as you like. Help keep America's severely wounded military personnel uppermost in the minds and hearts of her citizens! There is no charge for riding along! If you can't ride with him, be sure to give a TagWorld HELLO when they ride near you! Website: http://www.10000milerideforthewounded.com Email: forrest@10000milerideforthewounded.com Get LIVE UpDates on your computer Please pass this info along Honor our men and women in the military past and present And if you can, please join the ride INVASION USA May 21, 2007 "Leaving America is not an option" say Illegals ('I'd have to be crazy to go back to Mexico to apply for visa now'-Agence France Presse)
Military Tribute
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Stupid Fake Ass People
Some of you have seen some of these faces before but I wanted to bring this to the attention of everyone once more. This man uses pictures of underage models and creates profiles. Now he has a Cherry Licker of the month contest and 12 of the 24 contestants are fake. Take a look, more than half of his competition are fake...Ive emailed CT about this but it went untouched so Im taking it into my own hands. Ive deleted him from my list because I want no part of anyone who finds it okay to use children of any age, for gratification of any kind. http://www.cherrytap.com/blog/83547/353951 FIRST OF ALL, TO UNDERSTAND MY FRUSTRATION IN ALL THIS YOU HAVE TO HAVE READ MY PREVIOUS BLOGS ON THIS MATTER. IF YOU HAVENT THERES THE LINK. NOW I LOG ON AND THIS MOTHERFUCKER HAS COME TO MY PAGE IN ONE OF HIS KIDDY PROFILES AND BLOCKED ME FROM CONTACTING HIM THRU HER, SO I GO TO HIS PAGE, WHICH TO MY SURPRISE IS STILL UP AND RUNNI
Sports Fan Contest
I have entered a fav sports conest please come and bomb my pic and help me out thank you i will geat i gift for the people that give me at least 10 bombs. let me know if you do so i can get it for you
Why Do I?
It got me thinking.. Personally, NSFW is not my thing, prefer to see peeps with clothes, now don't get me wrong, i appreciate the attractiveness of girls here, but still i prefer it wrapped you know.. But also the thing around NSFW folders.. And people who ask you for those kinda pics cos you don't have one. So next week i am off to starbucks, and well, i am going to start a new thing, and have a NSFW folder called HOT AND STEAMY.. And inside one pic of me with a great pic of hot chocolate! So if you sick of people asking for those kinda photos, join me! And tag them "Get the hint?" or something! I mean if you want to post those kinda pics and look at them good on you! It the people who ask, and sometimes get very insolant after, that i don't like! Peace out! This is my "daily" horroscope... "Doing the right thing comes automatically to you, but it might be such a conditioned reflex that you're starting to get a spiritual stress injury. Cut loose. Have
Just Not Interested
Gotta wonder some people. Do they honestly think that they say hey...i want you...that yur going to be that grateful or desperate that you are going to jump them. Reality check needed here guys!!!!! Here is the shout I received from today's top looser contender. Tell me what you think?? philschil: i love older women i need someone like you to keep up with me. younger girls cant take it Needless to say he was ignored. I have a life, I have a guy that I love. Which part of no is not understandable. I just dont get it. I make it very plain that I have a life and a guy I love deeply. I am polite and will chat to just about anyone. When told no, today's looser tried emotional manipulation. "Sorry I'm not Hot"..hmmmmmm Read from the bottom up. My Shoutbox ->The Carver: nothing to do with how anyone looks...i love my guy The Carver: sorry im not hot. ->The Carver: thenk you but no The Carver: your sexy ->The Carver: why The Carver: can i see you on it please
Wow
I've spent last month trying to find the best deal in finding a place to live. After visiting a few places, I belive i've found a new place to call the "Hatch Cave" After driving 30 minutes to..and from work..and working ten hour shifts for over a year now...I think its time to move closer to work. I'm tired way too much. I think it will be more restfull this way. Now another reason i'm moving is to avoid the vandilism thats been going on with my vechiles. (unsure whom is doing this, nor why this person has choosen me) I can only speculate one person, but I can't see this person doing it. I'm not around anymore, nor see much of anyone due to my schedule. Could it be one of the neighbors? Perhaps its an asshole who doesn't like to walk around the vechiles. who knows, but it happens after i get home from work and when I leave from work. I wish..if someone had a problem they would have the balls to atleast bring it to our attention. How do people want anything res
Update On My Cousin's Baby
she's home for good now. i am so excited. she is so pudgy. i will post some new pics when i get them. she is almost 6 pounds now. that is so great. she's home for good now. i am so excited. she is so pudgy. i will post some new pics when i get them. she is almost 6 pounds now. that is so great. my cousin's baby girl is now up to 3 lbs 14 1/2 oz. she is off the oxygen and feeding tube. she might have to have a eye surgery though. outside of that she is doing great and will be home soon.
Don't Ask !?! (ha Ha) ;)
Answers Men Would Like to Give to Woman's Stupid Questions, But Never Will 1. No we can't be friends; I just want you for sex. 2. The dress doesn't make you look fat, its all that fucking ice cream and chocolate you eat that makes you look fat. 3. You've got no chance of me calling you. 4. No, I won't be gentle. 5. Of course you have to swallow. 6. Well yes actually, I do this all the time. 7. I hate your friends. 8. I have every intention of using you, and no intention of speaking to you after tonight. 9. I'd rather watch a porno. Boudreaux, a Cajun, was an older, single gentleman, who was born and raised a Baptist, living in South Louisiana . Each Friday night after work, >he would fire up his outdoor grill and cook a venison steak. Now, all of >Boudreaux's neighbors were Catholic... and since it was Lent, they were forbidden from eating meat on Fridays. The delicious aroma from the grilled venison steaks was causing such a problem for the Ca
May 19th, Horoscope
my name is sarah My name is Sarah I am but three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid, I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better, I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my Mommy Would still want to hug me. I can't speak at all, I can't do a wrong Or else I'm locked up All the day long. When I awake I'm all alone The house is dark My folks aren't home. When my Mommy does come I'll try and be nice, So maybe I'll get just One whipping tonight. Don't make a sound! I just heard a car My daddy is back From Charlie's Bar. I hear him curse My name he calls I press myself Against the wall. I try and hide From his evil eyes I'm so afraid now I'm starting to cry. He finds me weeping He shouts ugly words, He says its my fault That he suffers at work. He slaps me and hits me And yells at me more, I finally get free And I run for the door. He's already locked it And I start to bawl,
I Can Be Weird...watch Your Step!
So, I should have known that the flying machine wouldn't have worked...LoL! But, there is still the parachute idea. Just have to figure out how to get air born and in my chair, while controlling the situation. I think i need to come up with a new idea completely...just have to think...That's hard for me sometimes haha...joke! So I need ideas people! Help me out. Oh yeah, a mechanical chair, don't want one, id get in too much trouble! I've been paralyzed since June 30, 2006. I am so ready to get better, DUH! It's just that I dont know if it is going to happen, because it has been so long. Granted I have gotton so much feeling and movment back, I'm just not sure. I'm just coming to reality I think. Trust me I have not lost hope that I will get better, you can't loose hope in my situation. Anything can happen. If I don't get better, well thats ok too! I'll just get one of them motorized chairs and soop it up! Start having races or something. That would be very funny. Don
Now Lowriders 80's Lounge
COME ON IN TO THE NEWEST LOUNGE ON CHERRY TAP INTRODUCING LOWRIDERs 80's LOUNGE!!!!!!!! MEET GREAT/NEW PEOPLE, HAVE FUN, LISTEN TO MUSIC {PICK YOUR OWN}...... PLEASE:: COME IN AND JOIN THE FUN NO DRAMA, NO BULLSHIT, NO HATERS ALSO LOOKING FOR HELP SUCH AS BARTENDERS,BOUNCERS,GREETERS,DJ'S,MANAGERS APPLY WITH IN THANK YOU WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR??? CLICK ON THE BANNER BELOW AND JOIN THE FUN NOW OPEN 24 HR 7 DAY A WEEK BE THERE AND BRING YOUR FRIENDS COME ON IN TO THE NEWEST LOUNGE ON CHERRY TAP INTRODUCING LOWRIDERs 80's LOUNGE!!!!!!!! MEET GREAT/NEW PEOPLE, HAVE FUN, LISTEN TO MUSIC {PICK YOUR OWN}...... PLEASE:: COME IN AND JOIN THE FUN NO DRAMA, NO BULLSHIT, NO HATERS ALSO LOOKING FOR HELP SUCH AS BARTENDERS,BOUNCERS,GREETERS,DJ'S,MANAGERS APPLY WITH IN THANK YOU WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR??? CLICK ON THE BANNER BELOW AND JOIN THE FUN NOW OPEN 24 HR 7 DAY A WEEK BE THERE AND BRING YOUR FRIENDS
Personal Thoughts
This piece of crap chain letter has been showing up in my inbox for years now and Im sick of it. Here is the Alpha Male response to Mr Nice Guy: Body: I'm sorry That I was raised with respect; not to sleep with you when you were drunk Alpha Male: Come on, we both know she got drunk so she could f*ck me and not feel guilty about it. I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants ALPHA MALE: I'm not a body builder but I don't live on cheezits and McD's either, ya flabby ass. I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised ALPHA MALE: I do that too! Then I throw her on the bed, rip off her clothes... I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" ALPHA MALE: My self-confidence makes me sexier than wearing leather pants and stuffing the crotch. I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole ALPHA MALE: You're not an asshole, you are a damn doormat... I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account t
Hello Everyone
hello just wanted to say hello to everyone and thank everyonefor the ratings and comments i just wanted to say thank you to everyone for all the comments and ratings ......xoxo I have a few new pics.. Please also sign my guestbook...

another day at work... went thru pretty fast thanx to lotsa coke-breaks in the sun oglin purrdy girls :p went home.. and there it was... my margarita all cold and lonely waiting for me in the refridgerator. made sum burgers on my balcony (it actually works pretty ood as long as u dont max it... then it kills my fuses) more margaritas! damn its lotsa cute girls on here, maybe i should talk to sumone instead of just lurking around... might be less creepy =P jimmywho rated your photo a '1' 2 min ago well.. ur not really my type either =) and even if i was playing for that team i think i could do better. my boss called me and told me i prolly had to work tomorrow.. so no more beer... fuck! but he didnt say anything about margaritas... if i could do one of them polls i would now.. but i allready decided to do what my boss said. no more beer. margaritas!! here i come! i work as a carpenter...contractor.... with insurancedam
I Love This Site!!
By the time the Lord made woman, He was into his sixth day of working overtime. An angel appeared and said, "Why are you spending so much time on this one?" And the Lord answered, "Have you seen my spec sheet on her? She has to be completely washable, but not plastic, have over 200 movable parts, all replaceable and able to run on diet coke and leftovers, have a lap that can hold four children at one time, have a kiss that can cure anything from a scraped knee to a broken heart -and she will do everything with only two hands." The angel was a stounded at the requirements. " Only two hands!? No way! And that's just on t he standard model? That's too much work for one day. Wait until tomorrow to finish." "But I won't," the Lord protested. "I am so close to finishing this creation that is so close to my own heart. She already heals herself when she is sick AND can work 18 hour days." The angel moved closer and touched the woman. "But you h
Family
** To ALL LDC Members, Founders and Co-Founders !!! ** As of June 9th, 2007 there will be a new Chain of Command put into place within the LDC Family and the Clan Lupin Family. These chains are basically so that nobody goes over anyones head in doing something. How this chain works is simple. You will start with the Number 1 spot if you have a question or a problem. If they arent on, you will go down to the Number 2 spot and so on. This Chain of Command is to be used when dealing with ANY family situations or drama. Use this Chain of Command before posting any bulletins or comments over anything. Clan Lupin is in place to deal with any drama or problems within the family but when dealing with the more serious situations, the Chain of Command needs to be upheld. Should the need arise that a creator steps in on ANY situation, then the decision of that creator over rides any decision previously given. Below you will find the Chain of Command for the LDC Family and below that you will
Lost Feelings
Answer this and send it back 2 me in my inbox. You can add more to these if you want. Post it on ur bulletin w/ out the answers. You might be surprised w/ the results y = Yes n = No m=Maybe Would you? Will you? [_] give me your number? (_ _ _) _ _ _- _ _ _ _ [_] kiss me? [_] let me kiss you? [_] watch a porn movie with me? [_] take me out to dinner? [_] let me drive you somewhere? [_] take a shower with me? [_] buy me a drink? [_] take me home for the night? [_] let me sleep in your bed? [_] Sing car karaoke w/ me? [_] re-post this for me to answer your questions? [_] Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere? [_] Lock me in your room and take advantage of me? [_] let me make you breakfast? [_] help me with homework? [_] tickle me? [_] let me tickle you? [_] stick up for me if i was being put down? [_] get wasted with me? [_] instant message me? [_] greet me in public? [_] hang out with me? [_] bring me around your friends?
Me & My Life O Fun!
Well, while I was at work last night, I get a call from a number I don't know right off the bat. I call it back, it's Keith's mom (Kit). She's on her way home & needed someone to talk to, to keep her awake. Come to find out she's on her way home from the hospital. Rob (Keith's dad) had a minor car accident this morning, but that's NOT why she's on her way back from the hospital. With no emotion she begins to tell me Rob had a heart attack. They won't let him leave the hospital. He has some severe heart damage from his sleep apnia. So, I'm kinda in tears as strippers are like wtf is wrong with her?! One of the ones I really like, Melody, makes me sit down & hands me the cigarette she just lit for herself. How sweet huh!? Oka (a bouncer) walks in & finds out something is wrong, goes to my boss (Travis) & comes back & says you can leave at anytime. As this is happening Jewie comes in to my work to hang out for a lil bit. So, Oka assumes Jewie is my BF... Which in itself is funny if you kn
No One Cares!
Dear friends, today it is 1 year since the course of my life turned at 180 degrees, 1 year from the day i started this road... the lonely road. 1 year since i was brutally dumped with no explination, with no remourse with no "good bye". I feel like crying , crying for the girl that last year thought will die of sadness. Thank you all that had the patience of listening to my story and comfort me. I am alone on this road called love but i will bare my cross till the end. I just ask one favour from you, my dear friends:love the person that God sent to you coz some of us are not that lucky to be loved...and NEVER joke with the words "i love you" For everyone's heart i broke, i am sorry! it wasnt my intention! I am uncapable of hurting someone deliberatly! I am just too broken to be able to receive anything again! It is true, it is in our nature to fall for the wrong guy! I am sure i will fall again for the wrong one! I AM TRULY SORRY! I JUST DIED FEW MONTHS BACK! U know what? If i ever hea
Cherry Tap
Since starting back to work, I haven't had time to spend on puter, & now full time. Also, have been doing Volunteer work. I'm not complainning, just wanted to explain lack of responce from me. You all are cool, & live from all over! Part time coming back soon, hope to get in touch! Till then, we wish you all a ****Very Merry Christmas**** Butch & Cindy Took this part time job to buy Harley part's & such, kicking my Butt, but I love it. Great people, can't quit now! Hope I get use to it soon, cause I miss all of you. Have a Great Day you all, Butch There are a lot of cool people here, only trouble is keeping up with all of them. I say I'm not a people-person, but that's not true. Nice to meet all of you, near & far. It's the member's that make this site work, Cherry Tap is just the road there! Thank's, Butch
Poems
This story is based on an incident told by then-Sergeant-Major-of-the-Army Jack Tilley. I combined it with my own observations and conversations with Walter Reed soldiers and their families into one story. As such it is fiction - and yet it captures the truth more clearly than any single fact. -Feldar So I'm walking briskly down the hall, wanting to get OUT of the hospital, as I've completed the interview. I dislike hospitals even as I cherish and appreciate those who heal and who are healed. They just seem to reek of old pains which stain the walls like a subtle scent that one can't track. I walk past the rooms, avoiding people in white and soldiers in camouflage, as they stride purposefully with clipboards and IV bags and other implements of healing. My boots make an annoying squeaking noise every time my right foot hits the ground, and I find my thoughts silently chanting cadences to the rhythm produced. I pass open doors, I glancing in curiously, always wo
New Backround
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Life
OK, so over the last I'd say month maybe a little more, I have had alot of time to evaluate the friendships I have. And I am to the point now that I have gone off on a few people already. If you want my friendship then fine, let it be known, but when you lie to me over and over thats your bad, cause Im gone. Dont sit there and feed me the lines of this that and the other knowing you are lying. I dont lie to you, there is no reason to lie to me. But if you tell one person a lie, you are lying to everyone. Even yourself. Sorry that hurts and you dont want to hear that. Another thing, when someone wants to accuse you of things and you allow them to, where's the frienship then. I would fight every inch and mile I could for one of my friends. Well one of my TRUE HONEST friends. There are people around that I may not talk to them EVERY single day, but damn it. If I called them at 3 AM and said I need you to come get me please do. I know who would come and who wouldnt. When you have ch
Exxxtasy
magnify Simone was sitting at the bar after a long day at work. She couldnt believe she got a promotion after all these years. But suddenly, in mid thought she spotted him across the room. He took her breath away. Tall, dark and handsome. He looked like he belonged in a GQ magazine. Thinking she decided to do something bold, why nottoday was her lucky day. Quickly drinking her drink, she proceeded to walk towards him. Making her way to him she smiles as he notices her coming. Nathan couldnt believe his luck. A beautiful woman smiling at him. Man, its a good thing he came to this bar after all. She had legs like a model...and her lips...man. Daringly she whispers into his ear...."Follow me"...like a puppy on a leash he does. Turning the corner she stops and spins around. Smiles coyly and kisses him. With full passion he returns her kiss. One hand pulling her long dark brown hair back and the other grabbing her tight ass and drawin
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My Computer
I've been looking for an excuse to "retire" from blogging for quite some time now. This blog has created nothing but trouble for me. It's made me overly self-consious of my own failures and shortcomings. It's also made anyone who reads it on a regular basis overly aware of my failures and shortcomings. I'm beginning to fear that I've shared too much about myself. Through my self-pitying, "woe is me" portrayal of my life, I've exposed the fact that I am an emotional trainwreck and a self-loathing nihilist to my close friends as well as perfect strangers. Also, I don't think that blogging on Friday and Saturday nights is contributing much to my already minimal social life. Almost Threw Up I was having dinner with my friends in a crowded dining hall earlier tonight when by chance I witnessed the most egregious public makeout session happening at the table across from ours. I'm not talking about "peck-on-the-cheek" PDA. This was full-blown "Mama-Bird-Feeding-the-Chicks" face-sucking.
Bbw Lovers
Haha! So...Who's interested? *wink* This is exactly how I feel tho! You should download Monique and the Queens of Comedy! They rock!
See You All Soon
well ppls this is it i have to say see you all later i wont be on for while now so see you and take care and i hope to catch up with you all real soon *cries* im going to miss you all so very much im only here for one more week then i will not be on for a while so plz stop by and say hi before i leave , so this is see you all later and plz tc and i will be back as soon as i can this is a short see you all soon im movin in 3 weeks i will not be on for a while so stp bye and say hi and by before i leave i will miss you all very much
Haters
Yes I'm Pissed...and Please don't send me those "don't let the Haters get you down messages...if you want to respond to this bulletin...stand up for whats right...and stand against whats wrong!!!!!!! Last night some weak ass Hater came on my page at 4:20AM and nsfw'd like 20 of my pics...I Know...I know...don't let the Haters get you down...I'M NOT DOWN!!!! I"M PISSED!!!! I think it is stupid that the Cherry Tap community is the people with the power to nsfw pics...there should be a Cherry Tap police dept. that does the job...it should not be allowed that some Hater can come on your page and nsfw pics...that is NOT a good Policy BabyJesus!!! So...Fuck the Policy...Fuck the Haters...I refuse to take down any more pics that I don't feel are nsfw...not when I can cruise around the Cherry Tap community and find 100's of nsfw pics in a couple hours!!! I will NOT follow guide lines that are not enforced on the entire community...FUCK THAT!!!! And if my pics are so Naughty that I
My Poetry
AS THE HANDS OF TIME DEAL ME A FLUKE OF A HAND I SIT AND WONDER WHY IM EVEN HERE EVERYDAY I WAKE UP WITH A SWALLEN GLAND WISHING I STILL DRANK BEER SO I CAN DRINK AWAY MY MISERY AND FORGET ABOUT MY PAST BUT ALL IT DOES IS MAKE ME PEE AND THE DRUNKNESS NEVER LAST LIFE ON EARTH IS SAD AND LONELY FULL OF SHIT AND EMPTY OF LIFE EVERYONE ON IT IS FAKE AND PHONY SINFULL,HATEFUL,AND TRIFE FULL OF FALSE PROMISES AND EMPTY LIES I FIND MYSELF MISERABLE WITH EMPTY CRIES NO ONE IS REAL ANYMORE ALL THEY DO IS LIE WISH IT WAS OVER NOW THIS WORLD OF EMPTY LIES ITS BEEN 11 YEARS NOW AND IT FEELS LIKE YESTERDAY I DONT UNDERSTAND HOW I EVER GET THROUGH THIS DAY YOU WERE A GREAT FATHER AND A WONDERFUL FRIEND YOU GAVE ME HOPE ALL THE WAY TO THE END YOU WERE MY HERO IN MORE WAYS THAN ONE YOU WERE MY WORLD' I WAS YOUR SON WELL DAD I MISS YOU SO MUCH I THINK ABOUT YOU EVERY DAY I THINK OF YOUR LEGACY AND SUCH AND WILL SEE YOU AGAIN SOMEDAY I NAMED MY SON AFTER YOU YOUR GRAND
Challenges Ahead
LIFE STUCKS AND THEN YOU DIE......ON THE EDGE OF THE BLACK HOLE............................ I just want to let everyone know that so far so good as far as the back surgery goes.....however, i still have a long road ahead. i will keep you posted... I also wanted to thank everyone for being here to support, care and wish me happy birthday. I still cannot be online for long periods of time (YET LOL) because sitting hurts my back the most. I will catch up as soon as i can. Tons of love and hugs to everyone. tracy PS....Yoda....i commented on Cali pic...hope it was alright that i copied your idea and i hope it was the right pic lol...let me know "T" Well...I met with the surgeon yesterday. It turns out that the surgery is more complicated than i thought. The surgery date is set for june 27th. Apparently, they need to go in thru my stomach. This means that they have to move my intestines and stomach out of the way, by one surgeon, and then the spine surgeon comes in an
Poetry
I couldnt sleep tonight you weren`t by my side I couldnt put my arm around you And show you that my love is true When i cant sleep at night I dream you were by my side I imagine i put my arm around you and show you my love is true Waiting for this day to be over Wishing i will find a new lover somebody who will make me feel the way i used to with you A woman who will eventualy heal the pain that i am going through. I know i have to do that alone i just wish it was already gone. Cause i dont wanna fell like this and it's cutting like a knife knowing exactly i will miss you for the rest of my life. Where are you? Where am I? Was it true or in my mind alone ? the unknown
Bizahmind
A fragement, supposedly written by a poet named "Anon" or "Onon" in the late 16th century. If one is able to ignore the misogynistic undertones, this lewd bit of scribbling is quite amusing on a purely purile level. Enjoy... "Imagination! Potent Sprite That brings to every yearning Wight What most he wants, and instantly! Imagination! Let me see Discovered in thy Sacred Glass The Image of that Perfect Lass Intended from the Flood for me, My lawful wedded Wife to be! She died a thousand Year Ago? Will not be born till Hell sees Snow? I'll wed her yet in Fancy's Bow'r Enjoy her, ev'ry Leisure Hour; Build her a House or Mansion fair Of Substance thinner than the Air, And solitary , doubled be By blessed possibility! Art thou a Separated Twin? Then find thy Better Half within And join in Union Sphericall Thyself to self, as Plato's Ball. No ancient Goody weighs thy Bed; Betrothed art daily, nightly wed. Meek as upon her Wedding Night. Forever young, though t
Virtual Pets
seriously i need help im so far behind right now and out of my 800+firnds i have only about 4 helping and its a shame that i ust made them today so wheres my family at and all come on guys if it was me naked in a contest you would be running lol:) now help me please just rate and a comment a day would help so much love ya all and please help me:) adopt your own virtual pet! adopt your own virtual pet!
Lost
Dam what can i say about the man who was such a big part of my life ...well for starters I loved him with all of my heart...we had a daughter together and she is so much like her daddy ...it sometimes hurts me..I wish he could see her grow...but he left us on august 30th 2005 and it was are really hard day and everyday seems like i just got the news ...see he took his own life he was hooked on booze and drugs...and it took over his life and he just gave in to all the pain of them...I will never stop loving him but i have to move on but how do you let go of someone who was a part of your life for 15years I hate things that i did to him and some of the things he did to me...but no mater what he did and i did we both know how much love we shared..sorry i am just fucking losing it today...I miss his love so much....just don't forget to let everyone in your life how much you care ...because it may make a difference in there life....have a great day....Friends Lost Today I see everything
Contest
A friend has entered a pic in a contest and I need help shes all out of comments Anyone Please a little time In a contest gonna need help on this one please STARTS SATURDAY@ 7PM EST ENDS 6-2 @7PM EST.,.,GOOD LUCK http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=394712&albumid=362233&i=2301636301
Emotional Battle
(Not like anyone gives a damn anyway) Angry voice inside my head Blade of silver now turned red Hold it tight against my skin Cannot let the demons win. Pull it slow and feel the sting While to my sanity, I cling. Dark despair blocks out the light. Day becomes an endless night. Friendly faces turn away. Cost too high for them to pay. Her freedom, she now fights to gain As I slowly go insane. Plunging deep with tempered steel Sole intent to maim and kill. Gasping as the knife hits home, Pass the flesh and pass the bone. Possessing the body, the final goal Acquired through suicide of the soul. I've had a lot of time this weekend to think about things. This has been a very lonely weekend, and I've been left with the ghosts of the past to deal with, and I think I finally get it. I'm alone. I'll always be alone. For whatever reason, things never work out for me.... "I'm more comfortable being alone," he says, and yet, he's got 'company' tonight. "I'm comf
Making It Right
A friendship by chance A meeting by chance it appeared But was not Thoughts fo meaningles tryst I forgot The purest of spirits Has scripted this plot Now strong grows our friendship In heaven begot But how much and how deep Could at first not be seen Only now can I glimpse What this friendship might mean Poems and music And vision and dreams Our voices, our silence In landscapes of green The flower of love Is the harvest we might reap Together well laugh And together well weep Well unlock and unfold And then cherish and keep The mystery that dwells In our friendship so deep Making it right You've forgotten what it is you want yet you still work hard to get it you've become a prisoner of someone else schemes Something inside has been gone for far too long, and you can't remember where you left it It's in there, you can find it, make up your mind you've been on your own, so long now all you feel is lonely Imitation love is th
Clan Lupin
Welcome to Clan Lupin this blog is dedicated to the Wolfen Watchdogs of Lestat's Dark Covenant. For many years the Wolfen or werewolves have guarded the family with there lives, now it is once more time to make our clan strong as this wonderful family needs our kind once more, we are the watchdogs and personal body guards to the family, members that are dedicated to the family and everything it stands for, High Elder Wolfe Alpha Of the Clan. We are now able to except applications for the clan from outside the family look at rule 9 for more details thank you ^_^ To join one must be loyal to the Clan & the family and faithful to the point that you Could turn away from friends, now I don't say this lightly as if it where some game! The Wolfen must be Watchdogs to the family and as such we are honor bound to the family if you think you have what it takes to be a Wolfen of Clan Lupin then go to ether High Elder Wolfe and ost nŤheark Secound whose links are on this blog.
Intensity
With eyes closed...I experience your touch...My skin on fire...Scorched by your hands upon it...Your mouth feeds on my body...Tasting...Devouring...Your tongue slides down my neck onto my breast...I shudder against the tree,As your teeth fall onto my nipple,Already perked up with the anticipation...I feel a warmth in between my thighs...So hot...So wet...I want to touch my pussy...Feel with my fingers the cum you have manifested.But you grab me by my wrist and restrain me from the pleasure...While your mouth still hungrily feeds upon my breasts...I moan...Maddened by my own sensations...Insanity sets in as my pussy throbs and I cannot fulfillMy need...My want...Your lips meet mine and you stare into my eyes...I kiss you fervently...As if I will surely starve without your taste...My tongue runs circles around yours...I take your bottom lip into my teeth...Softly tugging...Your body moves close...My breasts against your chest....My breath quickening when I feel your firmness against my w
Random Lyrics
More random lyrics.. Today.. Joy Division - New Dawn Fades " A change of speed, a change of style. A change of scene, with no regrets, A chance to watch, admire the distance, Still occupied, though you forget. Different colours, different shades, Over each mistakes were made. I took the blame. Directionless so plain to see, A loaded gun wont set you free. So you say. Well share a drink and step outside, An angry voice and one who cried, well give you everything and more, The strains too much, cant take much more. Oh, Ive walked on water, run through fire, Cant seem to feel it anymore. It was me, waiting for me, Hoping for something more, Me, seeing me this time, hoping for something else. " Before any hookah Dj's hit me on track tag when i play this. It was later performed live by New Order!(Feat Moby) And it is this version i play. For a bit of further imformation, New Order were born from Joy Division after the suicide of lead singer Ian Curtis i
Demon Dreams
sweet and tender lullabies turn into hateful morning screams we will face reality inside a Demons Dreams love will fall as hate will rise all we had inside will die in our dead reality while Dreaming the Demon's Dreams Demons Dreams, Demons Dreams another word for Reality Demons Dreams, Demons Dreams come with me and you will see fall asleep and you will find every thing you once loved, die My Demon Dreams will make you cry now fall inside my Demon Dreams Sweet and tender lullabies turn in to hateful morning screams we will face reality inside a Demons Dreams come with me and you will see our hellish reality this is true dont question it now live my Demons Dreams behind these bars a tear runs down her cheek no one hears her burtal screaming shes burning alive in agony and the pain still screams can you feel the tormet can you feel her pain her blood runs dry as it slowly boils dead in her dreams nothing will ever make her feel
Lifes To Short!!!!!!
i just wanted to say thanks to everyone for gettin me to a 13...its been fun and i loved every minute of being here and meeting all of u...but when its time to go its time to go...I feel in love with someone and I need to pay more attention to my kids...being here wasnt gettin that done...So for whats its worth enjoy ur time on CT and in your life..for those of u who have my cell keep in touch and the rest of u, enjoy life to the fullest and keep it real... I really dont know what to say and why i feel that i need to delete my account, but some things are ment to be and i feel like its my time to go..my account with be deleted at 9pm central time....so if u got something to say leave a message... Much love to all and take care Cassie Lifes to short to want something or someone u cant have. To love someone that only appears when the time is right. I wish i knew what to say or do but i dont. I wish i knew how to feel but i dont. I wish i could let u go and walk away but i cant.
Spells
Protection Spell TIME: Full Moon DAY: Saturday, 3 hours after sunset PLANET: Saturn YOU WILL NEED: * light blue altar cloth * personal astral candle * 5 light blue candles to represent protection * 1 silver ribbon, 3 yards * working candle, small candle, any color * white candle, for thank you (all candles should be tapers) Set up the altar, using the light blue altar cloth. Place your astral in the center of the altar, and arrange the 5 light blue candles in a pentacle fashion around the astral. light blue 1 light blue 4 astral light blue 3 light blue 2 light blue 5 Take a ritual bath With working candle, light the astral candle, saying: "I light this candle that represents me, and all that I am." Light the light blue candles, starting at #1, saying: "I light this candle that represents spirit, I ask for s
Horoscopes I Like..... :)
Have you ever noticed how many people state their opinion only to backtrack or apologize? It really undermines what they have to say. You may or may not have this issue, but it's a good time to pay attention. When you can forgive, you can move on. When you're able to move on, you can change. And when you're ready to change, you're ready to welcome the new and improved into your life. So what are you waiting for? Knowing when to compromise and when to stand your ground is key to maintaining a healthy relationship. Heck, it serves you pretty well on the job and in your social life too. Why not start practicing this skill now?
To Hell And Back
i have seen friends of mine go home with the flag on them . once i almost did my self but was luck enuff i guess not to . each time i here of or see a soilder come home that way a peace of me dies to . some of use just come home with scares and memories , thows memories , or maybe i should say nightmares . enyway please dont ever forget all of them ours and yours that are over there . thank you for reading In every war there is a poem , a song that stirs the mind . Of deeds long gone, heroic tales of bravery forgotten . We will always remember the song "Over there" or the poem "In Flanders field . But times have changed, no longer do they sing from "The Halls of Montesuma to the shores of Tripoli . My time is done, I have served my country with pride .Now a new generation has taken up the torch. To them I say be brave, and if duty calls for it die with honour. For you are all heroes! DeleteReplyForwardSpamMove... Previous | Next | Back to Messages Save Message Text | Full Hea
Just Random Shit....
So, with all the bullshit on this site, the world and everything in between, I decided that giving a fuck doesnt work. I simply dont give a shit about a damn thing. Well, thats not true. I do love my kids and my wife, and a select few friends. Outside of that, I dont give a fuck about anything. Even you. Yes you. I dont give a fuck about what happened in your life before today. I'm living in this moment. For this moment. Mistakes? Yeah, I've got em. Who the fuck doesn't? But I refuse to see them as regrets. They are lessons learned. Not to be repeated. Im I where I want to be. Not even close. But thats the challenge isn't it? To get to where you want to be. I have half my puzzle figured out. I have my family. Thats been the real challenge. Holding it all together. Thats how I realized that everything else...well, its bullshit. I can't control a goddamn thing. I can't give a fuck about what happens in the rest of the world. I can't change it. I can only contr
Being Downrated...
Re: One of your photos has been marked NSFW. Show header Date: Thu, 30 Aug 2007 04:47:32 -0700 From: To: shop@fubar.com Reply-To: Size: 6 KB -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- You have GOT to be kidding!!!!!!!!!! Have YOU looked at Dave of Canada's female friends on his page??? and on their pages, at their pics???? and have you looked at your BLAST BOXES????? Do YOU SEE what the pics in those boxes SAY??? and what the girls are wearing (or NOT wearing in those pics?????)?? I moved it, along with the horse picture, which I THOUGHT was the pic you referred to after checking all my nsfw albums to be sure they were all marked as such (and they were)....I could not find ANY pic that was not marked appropriately. Okay, guys, I am now going to go report to you on pictures that ARE nsfw that YOU allow----mostly because they are paying "VICs", I assume. That pic you say is NSFW was taken from the Gold's Gym----it is cloth
Love
They say love is for the fools, love is for the dreamers, love, maybe, is for those who trust in each other or in themselves I am not a fool; I am scared to dream and I cannot trust I just wish I'd believe in love I always thought I was afraid of nothing . I'm not afraid to die . I'm not afraid to kill . But then I realised I'm afraid for showing my deepest feeling to her . Her : that one special girl . That girl I now for so long . That girl I already love for so long . The girl who's perfection to me . There sow many things I wanna tell her . There sow many things I wanna do with her . But then when I see her . I can't say a word . I can't do a thing . Love isnt something to hide Love is a thing to show with pride Love isnt a boy kissing his mother Love needs to be given to one another Love isnt a mother giving birth to a child Love is something very wild Love isnt a thing you can touch Love is needed very
Poems I Have Written
when the stars fall from the sky when the sun forgets to shine when the day turns into to night my love for you will be our guide when everything we know goes wrong when the nights are cold and the days are long when you think of quitting and its hard to hold on our love will guide us through you mean the world to me more than you will ever see my love for you is like the river that runs through a valley to the sea it is my hearts desire your love it lights my fire will you let this take us higher as our love guides us to the place where we can become one Love is like a flame It's burning in my heart I do not feel the same As I felt before Sick with the pain You tore my world apart The minute that you gave was the minute that it started Why did you do this to me Why did you care You left me standing in the rain No more tears could I bare Then everything changed I opened my eyes and to my surprise I saw you reaching out To pul
Marrage Proposeal
who will except my marrage proposeal come on people tune in to www.stinkeyeradio.com we play what you want to hear DJ Dave at stink eye radio is on live rite now looking for a fu wife to start the new years whih send all rplys to my in box all responces will be answered
Wicca
One Halloween One chilly, dark Halloween, I knew I was strong enough To stand before you and let you know How you could not hurt me. I hid behind my delusive costume Shivers running down my spine, But not from you. One chilly, dark Halloween, We stood before each other; The emptiness between us Pervaded into my heart, As you openly confessed to me The one thing I dreaded to hear Even though I already knew. One chilly, dark Halloween, She stood beside us too, So unknowing and so trusting, The way that I used to. I don't blame her in the least For 'twasn't very long ago When I stood in her shoes. One chilly, dark Halloween, I became numb inside. Either I had not heard it Or you never said goodbye. On that cold Halloween night I became strong enough to know My unflinching costume was no disguise. * 5/24/07 - 5/28/09: * Spring Gathering of the Tribes Out of the Dark, Inc. (Windsor - Virginia) 5/31/07 - 6/3/07: * Gathering of the
New Pics
"I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel IF A ROSE MEANS LOVE AND IF A ROSE AND A HEART WERE COMPATIBLE THEN WHY DOES THE ROSE HAVE THORNS? MAYBE TO PROTECT ITS SELF OR IS IT TO HURT THE HEART .THERES NOT AN ANSWER JUST A THOUGHT IS ALL.. new pics please rate them
Non-fiction
I started to develop a liking for the darker side of music, movies and art around the time my brother introduced me to GWAR... so around 13. My brother often talked about gruesome things, probably trying to gross out his little sister and only sibling, but insted it sparked more of an amused following from me than a retreat from his presence. I liked to gross out people as much as my brother did. I have since surrounded myself with horrorcore rap, horror movies and graphic reality fatality movies, which have pretty much scarred me from actually enjoying seeing graphic violence to being more thrilled by the concept. Developing into being grossed out by gore has only heightened my liking for horror. I started getting into demonic art around the GWAR time as well. I would draw graphic pictures of people dying and would hold on to any clippings of gorey art I could find. The internet made it much easier to appriciate dark and morbid art. I have downloaded graphic programs and made da
Contest
CONTEST WILL OPEN 7PM EST TONIGHT!! My First Contest!! NEW CONTEST!!! SURPRISE END DATE! Most comments wins! Rates = 10 comments smokey ~*Teddy Bear*~*OFFICIAL FALLOUT SLAMMER* Mystic__Illusions seductive_angel 69 hardtobeat Mia deaths right hand BADGIRL~ONLY IN YOUR DREAMS~'s Tiacinders/Round TableBombers Team Leader/#10 Shadys S*U*P*s/ _goddess_~proud member of the confederate bombers family of CT~ Stickyyyy-official fallout slammer i did post a blog and bulletins, and not one of my friends repost but yet i repost bulletins all the time, i had one got one person to enter my contest and no one else. What you think i dont pay up well just so ya know i pay 3 mins after my contest ends. But thanks. now i know who my friends are. i'm out for the rest of the day. so i'm not hosting contest anymore. my vent My First Contest!! NEW CONTEST!!! SURPRISE END DATE! Most comments wins! Rat
Lady Dy
I HAVE A VERY GOOD AND BEAUTIFUL FRIEND WHO I WOULD LOVE TO SEE BACK ON LINE. I AM GOING TO START LEAVING HER A COMMENT EVERY DAY TO TRY TO LET HER KNOW SHE IS LOVED AND MISSED. HER SCREEN NAME IS LIGHT-N-DARKNESS. I HAVE A FAVOR OF ALL WHO ARE HER FRIENDS AND MY FRIENDS TO COME INTO THE LIGHT AND LEAVE HER COMMENTS OF CARING TO SHOW HER THAT SHE IS MISSED. LOVE TO YOU PAULETTE, I MISS HAVEING YOU AROUND. 'Swimming a witch' and other medieval tortures Poor witches. They have a long history of being punished and persecuted. And yet witch-hunting might even be described as an art -- or craft -- when you consider the many means used to exterminate them. A few remedies have stood the test of time, however. Here's a short list of tried-and-true methods for removal, just in case: "Swimming the witch" Everybody knows witches and water don't mix -- remember what happened to the Wicked Witch of the West in "The Wizard of Oz"? But where does the expression "swimming the witch"
~ Forgotten Ones~
What makes a Witch Christian? A Witch who believes in the Divinity of Jesus and follows the teachings of Jesus. What makes a Christian a Witch? A Christian who believes Matthew 28:18 "And Jesus came and spake unto them, saying, All power is given unto me in heaven and in earth". Which means no power in the heavens or on earth is evil. Power becomes evil because of the evil intentions of a practitioner with a hard heart. And a person who choses to actively use the powers of the earth (which includes the elements of the earth, the sun, moon, and stars) may call themselves Witches. May these webpages enlighten you and guide you. Bestow upon me the kingdoms mysteries That I may see. That I may hear Love my neighbor as myself For my neighbor is my mirror Love my God least I offend thee To those who curse me Blessed Be Know within me lies the kingdom I am part of the seen and the unseen Act in me oh Holy Spirit In Jesus name I honor my magick Come into my soul to bless my Cra
Today
today started off with me waking up late, get to work. Have all kinds of FUCKING SHIT! work to do! it's 103 degree's in that damn place. get through that then get off work and go to pick up my daughter, only to drive the forty-five minutes there, And she can't go with me, she has a thing at school with the ex and her mom. No call to tell me not to bother driving that far. So then i get home to get on here and find out im gay! damn what a fooked up day! im gonna play poker and go to bed! i fart on this blog! :P i get a bonus today and have very little to do tonight, so i was plannin on findin something to do, then the boss man comes in and tells me theres a truck comin in at 7pm, and they really need me to stay. Doing shit like that got me my bonus, but now i can't even get to the damn bank to cash it! GODDAMMIT! So it seems like every thing that starts looking good, turns to SHIT!! i'll still be going out somewhere, but it would have been nice to have been home by now and get an early
New
You scored as You are happy! :-), Well, you seem pretty happy with your life. Congratulations!You are happy! :-)80% You're not happy60% You are neutral60% Are you happy??created with QuizFarm.com You scored as Outgoing, You outgoing and you have a very friendly personality.Outgoing100% Fun88% Immature75% Nice50% Shy50% Dramatic25% mean
Fuktardism
TAKE A LOOK JUST BELOW MY DRAGON CURSOR.YOU WILL SEE NEW MAIL FROM THE "SHOP" AND GIFT, BUT THIS PRIOR TO THAT "BILL CHECKED ME OUT.JUST PRIOR TO THAT ACHILLIES WAS THERE. HMMMMMM.IS BILL ACHILLES I THINK SO LMAO. HAS TO SEND IT ANONYMOUSLY FROM A FAKE ACCT. HEHE LMAO GREAT ENTERTAINMENT. bill@ CherryTAP HOW MANY ACCTS DOES THE CANADIAN GAYFATHER HAVE FUKTARDISM, MASS DELETION AND OTHER BULLSHIT
Rewind!
One day a man's wife died, and on that clear, cold morning, in the warmth of their bedroom, the husband was struck with the pain of learning that sometimes there isn't anymore. No more hugs, no more special moments to celebrate together, no more phone calls just to chat, no more "just one minute." Sometimes, what we care about the most gets all used up and goes away,never to return before we can say a good-bye "I love you." So while we have it, it's best we love it, care for it, fix it when it's broken and heal it when it's sick. This is true for marriage ... and old cars .. and children with bad report cards, and dogs with bad hips, and aging parents and grandparents. We keep them because they are worth it, because we are worth it. Some things we keep -- like a best friend who moved away or a classmate we grew up with. There are just some things that make us happy, no atter what. Life is important, like people we know who are special, and so, We ke
Collars
♥`Collars♥ Collaring is the term commonly used by those in the D/s community to describe a relationship between a Dominant and a submissive. ALL collars demand respect from both Dominants and submissives in the community, B/both T/those IN the relationship.. and T/those outside of it. A collar is not given lightly, nor should it be. The collar, ANY collar, means that the submissive is off-limits and no longer available to serve others except under the direction of her/his dominant. Any dominant who pursues a collared submissive will risk serious damage to his/her reputation. It is an extreme breach of protocol. ~~FULL, FORMAL or TOTAL~~ (signifies Ownership) The Formal Collar (also called a Permanent Collar or Slave Collar) is presented by a dominant as a symbol of the bond with his submissive, representing commitment, love, honor and respect. In the DBSM community it is equivalent to a wedding ring and often is given in conjunction with a lega
Am I Wrong?
To the people that I talk to im Mumms on a regular basis and to those who visit my page on a regular basis: I APPRECIATE YOU ! and those who are NEITHER---KINDLY DELETE YOURSELF from my page MUAHS! I have recently, got with a wonderful man, that I have been friends with on CT for quite awhile....My question is because he is my real life lover is it necessary to make him my CT hubby too? Even though, I know one day he will be my real life hubby.... I think anyone that adores me, needs to write Scrapper and request that I get my mumms back---I think it Bullshit that you can loose your mumms for writing about fricking band camp. I just love the Sher haters :) If myspace starts mumms or another site comes up I WILL BE GONE. This is a damn adult site but YET I can not make a mumm about BAND CAMP? FUBAR= People with jealousy issues
New Rules
November 2, 2007 Send Bill Maher's New Rules to a Friend New Rule: When you're supposed to be "taking off the gloves and really letting your opponent have it," don't get caught checking out her ass. [a series of photos of Obama checking out Hillary Clinton at the debate are shown] New Rule: You can't claim to have seen a UFO and have the pointy Mr.Spock ears. [photo of Dennis Kucinich shown] New Rule: Halloween, Thanksgiving and Christmas must be combined into one single super-holiday--called "Thankshallowistmas." That way, you only have to get together with your bat-shit family once. In a costume for candy, presents and a big turkey dinner. Then it's everybody into the den until you're drunken uncle calls your cousin a whore. New Rule: You don't have to recall things that would make people sick anyway. General Mills has recalled five million Jeno's frozen pizzas because they might be contaminated with E. coli. Couldn't they just as easily say they're recalling five millio
Night Swimming
Please tell me what you think and rate this please...ty friends Warm summer breeze, Star filled sky, Moonlight reflecting on cool water Inviting us in. Slowly helping you out of your clothes,Pausing between each item to kiss you softly. Longing to see the moonlight shimmering on your wet skin. Stepping back to admire your nakedness , shedding my clothing slowly as you watch. Delighted seeing the desire in your eyes matches my own. Take my hand, let me lead you into the water, washing our bodies in cool waves. Dipping below the surface , and back up. Leaning close to you pushing the wet hair out of your eyes. Arms wrapping around your neck, legs wrapping around your waist, holding my body close to yours, tilting your head to taste your lips again. Soft kisses turn into longer deeper ones , causing me to shiver against you....not from the water but the pleasure of your touch. Leaning back to float on the water, legs still around your waist. Your hands
Music
When Jane initially met Tarzan in the jungle, she was attracted to him, and during her questions about his life, she asked him how he had sex? "Tarzan not know sex" he replied. Jane explained to him what sex was. Tarzan said "Oh,....Tarzan use knot- hole in trunk of tree." Horrified, Jane said, " Tarzan you have it all wrong, but I will show you how to do it properly." She took off her clothing and laid down on the ground. "Here" she said, pointing to her privates, "you must put it in here." Tarzan removed his loin cloth, showing Jane his considerable manhood, stepped closer to her and kicked her in the crotch! Jane rolled around in agony for what seemed like an eternity. Eventually she managed to grasp for air and shouted, "What the hell did you do that for?" Tarzan replied, "Check for squirrel." you make me feel so hot now .... tell me what you want me to do masteres... o you wanna tight me to your bed ? naked ? OK ... what you gonna do ??? pl
Things I Don't Remember
Thanks for the good times, and all the laughs. I'm going to miss you. I'm so glad that you were a part of my life. I don't have any memories of you that don't make me want to smile. Love you :] VENETA - Former teachers and classmates said Tuesday that they remember Joe Kenny as a fun-loving student who enjoyed pulling stunts and was voted "class clown" in his senior year at Elmira High School. Kenny, 20, died Saturday in Mosul, Iraq, in an undisclosed noncombat incident that remains under investigation, according to military officials at Fort Bliss, Texas. The Army specialist worked as an electronics devices repairman with the 4th Brigade Combat Team, 1st Cavalry Division. ................ Teacher Shannon Hart had Kenny in at least two of his English classes at Elmira High. "Joe easily stands out in my mind - he was a kid I really liked," Hart said. "He was a goofball, a jokester, but in a good way. He had sort of a daredevil personality." Hart said one of the funni
New England Rally Events
The New England Rally carwash has been set! KC's Ribshack on 2nd st. in Manchester Noon to 4-ish. Carwash/bbq to benefit the boys and girl's club on behalf of New England Rally! Bring your appetite and your wallet! Hot chicks in bikinis washing bikes and cars while you eat some fabulous KC's bbq, you can't ask for more than that! Bring the kids, Tiff will be doing face painting and I'll be bringing the alligator down! Definitely a fun time and you get to help out some kids in the process! I hope to see some of my friends there! Stop in and visit!! ~Karoline~ 1. When was the last time you shaved your legs? Last night 2. What were you doing this morning at 8 am? Sleeping...finally 3. What were you doing 15 minutes ago? Driving home 4.What are you wearing? pink tank top, white skirt 5. Are you mad at anyone right now? no 6. Last person to say they loved you? My daughter 7. Last time you kissed someone? 4 min. ago 8. Do you know the words to
Nullify
i hope everyone has a safe and wonderful christmas! so i sit here trying to crack my neck, that since i have had the accident have yet been able to. i begin to realize something, if i do infact end up cracking my neck who is to say it wont get worse? i know when i crane my neck to the side it almost feels like redemption is just waiting for me just past the point where i cant turn anymore, if only i could make my neck go that way again it might pop back in place and i wont have to put up with constant strain. i'm wrong, even if i do crack my neck i will probably be on bed rest for another week or two if not blowing the disc out completely. this makes me think about how people act and react to certain things. is it possible to put enough pressure on a person psyche to make them injur or worse kill them selves? dont ask why, but all my life i have had this weird fasination with controling the human body. i have gone to great lengths to able to do what some might say is incre
Appreciation!
Check me out :) Step up and tell me who my crushes ARE !!!!*)*#$)$*@!(&$@(_$@@! I havent announced LESBO THURSDAY, in awhile, so PLEASE all enjoy!!!! :)
Writtings
I really don't know what happened but im single again... one min were talking about getting married next she comes home and says i have to leave because shes gettin back with her baby daddy and moving to georgia. she says she still loves me and misses me but she has to go back to him even though he abuses her both mentally and physically. then she tells me once she moves there she has to cut off all contact with me... is that where i screwed up? do women want to be controled? i could never bring myself to tell the woman i love who she can and cant talk to... maybe just an idiot but i believe a relationship is sopposed to be to equals who love each other not one domminating the other. like i said maybe im an idiot. i dunno you tell me... Everything to me Every time i see you I think of what.... you did to me... lost my heart, lost my soul never going to know what could have been took my life and turned away never looking back no... not once... lost not found torn to
Life Sucks
My transmission blew up, I have no money saved (due to the fact that I've had to cover daycare and such by myself since I wasn't getting child support for a month) and I may not have a place to live by the end of the week.... Oh the joys of life! It's hard to believe... I can't wrap my mind around it. My uncle Kenny, rock of my world, lost control of his motorcycle last night and crashed into a tree. Riding for nearly 4 decades, it's hard to believe something like this could happen to him. We figure it HAD to be a deer or something. Shit, that bike was a part of him, there is absolutely no way he could have lost control. He was such a fun loving guy... I can't believe that he's gone... For the first decade or so of my life he was the most prominent father figure I had. I am devastated... Live life to the fullest Baby StepMomma ok, here's another rant... a little background info--normally my son is watched by a woman who watches a coworker of mine's young son too... however with sch
Angels Of Mercy Bomb Squad
we need to use the angel family lounge. so lets get in there and chat. A.O.M BOMB SQUAD LEADER- AUSSIE GUY CHEERS RICHARD please help me win just click on this picture. please rate and comment your heart out. thanks heaps for your time. richard. where looking for members. If you would like to join the angels of mercy please click on the link below and leave a message, then you will be added to the family. ~*~AnGeLHeArT~*~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~ FoUnDeR Of~ * AnGeLs Of MeRcY BoMb SqUaD * ~@ CherryTAP say hi to mariaa and leave a message and shell add you. members will go on to the family page. hope to see you in the family. also go and rate and leave some love on the home page just click here. ~AnGeLs Of MeRcY BoMb SqUaD~ OwNeD By ThE AnGeL FaMiLy ~@ CherryTAP
Meeting!
ok bombers all go to bomb cherry now plz , this is rubia good morning family we all help me in the blast lets go help candy now in her contest ty to all for helpin the family get the blast ur the best SO PLEASE AN GO AN BOMB HER TO THE FULLEST, CANDY WILL ALWAYS HELP YOU IN A CONTEST SO PLEASE GO AN DI UR THING TY CLICK PICK FOR CANDYRAIN GOOD EVENIN FAMILY I WANT TO TELL YOU ALL I HAVE CHOOSE A CO OWNER TO WORK WITH ME SINCE SMOKINBIBBW HAS BEEN MIA, IM NOT KICKIN HER OUT DUE TO HER ABSENT I NEED HELP WITH BBW/BHM BOMBERS FAMILY I WOULD LIKE TO BECOME A STRONGE BOMBIN FAMILY IN ORDER FOR THAT I NEED THE MORE HELP ŞħĐŴ ....{Hit me up 4 Best *Back Tattoo* Contest}@ CherryTAP IF YOU HAVE ANY QUESTION PLZ FEEL FREE TO ASK ME IM ALSO LOOKIN FOR SOME TO BE RECUTIER AN SECUIRTY SO IF ANY ONE WOULD LIKE TO BE PART OF THE STAFF CONTACTME RUBIA
Daniel,nofrillphotos
ONCE MORE A CHILD HAS DONE IT ,CHECK MY OYHER BLOGS,THERES A GROUP OF MYSPACE REJECTS WHO THINK ITS FUNNY TO PLAY A FOOLISH LOW RATING GAME,THIS IS STARTING TO GET REDUNDANT,I GUESS THEY THINK ITS FUN TO MESS WITH PEOPLE,IT DOESNT MATTER IF YOUR UGLY,GOOD LOOKING,FAT,SKINNY,BALD,OLD,WE ARE HERE TO HAVE FUN AND TREAT OTHERS WITH RESPECT,BEWARE OF RAG DALI 1282 PEOPLE BEWARE ,THERE IS A GROUP OF YOUNG FOLKS OUT THERE,PROBABLY THROWN OF MYSPACE ,RATING PEOPLE WITH SILLY RATINGS,IVE BEEN BLOCKING THEM,WHEN I GET A SILLY RATING,,CAREBEAR,,,DRACO,,NOW RIOCLOWN,CONTACT THEM IF YOU WANT TROUBLE someday she will grow up! and treat people with respect and kindness,i really need some comments ,please contact her and see how she treats you!
Any Other Business
Well after not actually wanting to go, I had the best time! A late start, and a tiny venue looked like it would be pretty lame. After 2 support acts Enjoy and Destroy and Damone which were not too bad (if you excuse the spitting every 5 seconds) came Hinder. Wicked night! Wicked company! Great Live show! Highlight:- Emma getting rage and throwing a plastic cup at a stupid girls head for sitting on some guys sholders during "Lips of an angel" CLASSIC! Can't wait for the next one! Just wanted to let you guys know that I wont be about for a while. Having surgery on Monday, so please feel free to wish me luck.... those that want to know, can call/text me. Just to let all you nice people know, thatI have just booked some last minute train tickets (SUPER CHEAP) to take the kids away for the weekend. I'm taking them to the seaside as my parents have a caravan in Norfolk, so as HUbby is working and my poor Ellie-Marie has gone and broken her arm, we are bored of rattling about
My Thoughts
Having trouble sleeping, almost to the 5 year anniversary of Mom's death. Tomorrow Aug 9 at 1:12 pm. Woke up Tue morning at 1 am. Thought it was time for me to be on watch with Mom. Realized I have reverted to 5 years ago and felt the huge empty ache again. Went and watched tv till about 3:30, then tried to get some sleep. I guess I got about 2 to 3 hours, then was up and off to work. Here I sit now at 4:20 am afraid to go to sleep. It's gonna be a long day and Thursday will be pure hell. My old friend the empty ache is back. I guess my last couple of weeks have built up enough crap on me all I can do is feel like shit. All I want to do is just go to bed and stay there. Nothing else to do tonight, it's late and nothing is keeping my interest. It's Monday night at 11 pm. My cousin from California was in town from Fri to today. Tonight I am going over the weekend, we had a great time! Only problem, not enough hours to do everything!! LOL. I hope everyone else had a great weekend too
Poems
December Morn Once upon a December morn I hacked up a bunch of people until my ax was rusty and worn I watch thier blood splatter all over the place Right onto the jewelry showcase They never wondered why as I listened to thier horried cries they always knew I was insane super messed up in the brain Fred I had a friend named Fred He killed frogs till they were dead He thought they were yummy and so did his mommy Ode to the Stapler I love you Stapler you could not be capabler of attaching my documents together the tape dispenser is evil you are so much better. see look breathe calm feel break hear her find this She's dying Listen, look, touch But why? She tries to smile, laugh, nod I'm fine, how are you But no one sees and she dies. But why? In stasis, immobile The air presses against my chest My feet stand in stagnant tears. My thoughts wait for escape. With nowhere to go, they sit. No one willing to invite the torre
My Writting
why does my soul hold on to this pointless life no good ever comes only pain and hurt are all that i ever feel all these scars i bare overlay day by day and year by year love is just a mirage always seeing it, but never able to attain no matter what i do nothing ever changes just a new wound and more pain my heart, soul, & mind left scared beyond repair time after time you were always there even when i felt like lift wasn't fair So these words i say here are to let you know i care I'll be here when life gets to hard to bare cause our friendship is precious like life itself No words can explain what you mean to me your heart, mind, and compassion These things are what set you apart and dear to my heart I'm blessed to have a friend like you I hope you feel the same way too So take these words before i part And believe me when i say they come straight from my heart When life gets to hard and you need time to mend Don't worry i'll always be here , pr
Chronicals Of A Malkavian Nightmare
A man with a beard that's long enough to bring Santa Clause to shame, and armed with a Motorhead sleeveless leather jacket.He calls me out from a one person crowd and says as he smiles evily.... ------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Smiling Jack: Ahhahahahahaaaa! What a scene man WHOOOEEEE!!!! Ahhh and they just throw you out here like a naked baby in the woods.... K-Bone: And the Rains of Revelation Wash away the Sacrament of Disclosure.... Smiling Jack: Oh man and your a god damn malkavian too.... god you really are fucked! But I don't have alot of time so how about I show you the ropes kid,what ya say?! K-Bone: Sure,I don't care. Smiling Jack: Allllriiiight... You look wobbly, have you even had a drink yet? K-Bone: Last time I tasted the heart's sweet nectar was 6 days ago. Smiling Jack: Well at least this time I'm not popping a cherry here as usual,anyways ever learned how to feed from a human? K-Bone: Nop
People
I HAVE BEEN THROUGH AND DEALT WITH ONE OF THE HARDEST THINGS IN MY LIFE THIS PAST WEEK. TO SAY GOOD BYE TO MY BEST FRIEND, HUSBAND, LOVER, AND SOUL MATE. AND TO BE BELITTLED AND RIDICULED JUST CEASES TO AMAZE ME. TO NOT ONLY HAVE TO TRY AND DEAL WITH THIS ISSUE THROWS IN THOUSANDS MORE. PEOPLE HAVE NO COMMON COURTESY. BUT THEY SAY THEY LOVE AND LOVED RAY. AND IN MY HEART I KNOW EVERYTHING I HAVE DONE TO FIGHT FOR HIM HES BEEN SMILING ABOUT. HE KNEW THAT I DIDNT GIVE UP WITHOUT A FIGHT AND WOULD ALWAYS STAND UP FOR HIM. BUT BEFORE PEOPLE KNOW WHATS GOING ON THEY ARE QUICK TO JUDGE, HELL THEY CAN JUDGE ME ALL THEY WANT DONT REALLY MAKE OR BREAK ME, WE KNOW AND THATS ALL THAT REALLY MATTERS...AS FAR AS HIS SERVICE WENT IT WAS BEAUTIFUL. LOOKED JUST LIKE HIM, WELL EXCEPT FOR THERE WAS NO SMILE. HE HAD LOTS OF PEOPLE THAT LOVED AND MISSED HIM AND DUE TO THE NIGHTMARE THAT WE HAD BEEN THROUGH TO GET HIM LAID TO REST WELL PHONE CALLS WERE THE LEAST OF MY WORRIES. AND THEN HAVING SOMEONE SO SE
Aural Orgasms
I made this music playlist at MyFlashFetish.com.
Ladyheathangel's Poems/expressions...
{ I wrote this on my MySpace blog a few days ago..I wanted to post it here as well } ------------------------------------------- June 4th 2007 I started to feel overwhelm by emotions for various reasons today..I wanted to blog about it, but it was too personal.. So I thought why not write in poem what I feel- masked behind the written word that can take the reader but a few steps into the heart of the moment. However, leading the reader to a crossroads where they choose which way to follow. I started to write about what I was feeling, only to have the poem take a different turn...which most of mine choose to do. You can read it together as a whole..or you can choose to read it as 2 seperate poems or expressions. It is up to you... I know there are several spelling errors..I know there are puncuation marks missing etc...I do not need to be made aware of this lol. I chose to write as I felt...as I get older I noticed the more I try to censor my writings or though
Military Related
Soldiers come in all shapes, shades, weights, sizes, and states of sobriety, misery, and confusion. He is sly as a fox, has the nerve of a dope addict, the stories of an old sailor, the sincerity of a politician, and the subtly of Mt. Saint Helen. He is extremely irresistible, totally irrational and completely indestructible. A Soldier is a Soldier all his life. He is a magical creature. You can kick him out of your house but not out of your heart. You can take him off your mailing list but not off your mind. Soldiers are found everywhere... in love...in battle... in lust... in trouble...in debt...in bars and ... behind them. No one can write so seldom and yet think so much of you. No one else can get so much enjoyment out of a letter or clean clothes or a six pack. A Soldier is a genius with a deck of cards. A millionaire without a cent and brave without a grain of sense. He is the Protector of America, with the latest copy of playboy in his back pocket. When he wants something
Why???
It always amazes me that just when we think things have finally fell into place and we found where we belong it all falls apart. You work your ass off and put your heart into something just to have it stomped all over and taken away from you. I don't understand why people feel the need to be dishonest and take advantage of other people. I don't know why i'm even writing this cause noone reads them but i just needed to get it out. What happened was partly my fault cause i thought i could trust someone and i believed what they told me. I was wrong noone tells the truth anymore. Everyone always has something to hide.... Yay!!!! I finally went to court and now the moron is getting the child support taken right out of his check...so no more fuckin around for him!!! But seriously i'm happy cause atleast now i know that i will be getting the help from him that i need to take care of my boys!!! Ok so my ex husband just informed me that he will be bringing his whore to open school nig
Personal Writings
Bleak midwinter, And snow lies all around, My heart is cold and empty, And I long to walk on the hot sand, With the sun burning my body, And my love close at hand, Will you ever return?, Or will I always live in bleak midwinter, Send me word of where you are, Have you found a new love, Have you moved on to someone new?, I am still in a frozen state, Stuck rigid where you left me, Unable to move on, One kiss would thaw my bones, One moment of bliss would unfreeze my toes, I would follow you to the ends of the earth, But my feet are frozen to the ground, And all around there is no sound, In this frozen wilderness, I will live forever, Suspended in time, A monument to discarded love Maybe someday, that I can open to you, and say all the feelings, I know to be true. Maybe this day, You'll give me your heart, Instead just seeing you tear mine apart. Maybe tomorrow, I'll find my true self to tell you, you mean more to me than anyone else. Maybe you'll love me for all I am, not what I look
Incense Stuff
Apple-cheers you up Basil- promotes peace & happiness(avoid if pregnant, nursing or have seizures) Bay Leaf-increases psychic awareness (avoid during pregnancy) Benzoin- promotes energy Bergamot- promotes restful sleep (never apply to skin that is exposed to the sun) Bergamot Mint- increases energy Black Pepper- increases alertness Broom- promotes tranquility Calendula- prmotes good health(avoid if pregnant) Camphor- increases energy (do NOT ingest) Caraway- increases energy Cardomon- promotes feelings of love and desire for sex Carnation- increases energy Catnip- calms you down Cedarwood- increases spirituality (avoid if pregnant) Celery- promotes a restful sleep Chamomile- promotes sleep and tranquility Cinnamon- increases energy and awareness Clove- promotes healing & positivity (avoid if pregnant..dont use on kids) Coffee- enhanses the conscious mind Coriander- improves memory Cumin- immune booster Cypress- promote
Lil Evil Thoughts
u pet my head and say "good pet now clean me up" greedily i lick up all of ur juices off of ur dick u place a vibator in my clit and say "stay" and wonder away from me after puttin'it on high and strapping it in place with a chasity belt to be continue tie u up and beat u lick my shoes and like it if u miss a spot i got a whip pain equals pleasure lick me and make my cum all over u but u better not cum or u will pay after i cum tie u to the bed and lick ur dick and get u all nice and hard before climbing on for a nice long ride and u cant cum before i cum again then maybe just maybe u can cum after u beg for permission if u beg good enough i might even untie u and let u cum over my face. but it had better be good some time later i am not sure when hot wax drips on to my spin i suck in my breath as i arch my back up. "dont move" u command and continue to drip wax on my back . u undo my hands and tie them again so that i am on my kne
Personal Info Bdsm
66 __1__ Water Torture 134 __1__ Voyeurism 67 __1__ Ice 135 __1__ Voyeurism 68 __1__ Oils, Lotions, Spices O. Listed below are 6 parts of the body and 3 categories. Using the following letter codes, rate each as what is acceptable to you: N = Never L = Light ? = Not Sure T = Thuddy
Lounges
CUM IN AND ENJOY THE SOUNDS OF CLASSIC ROCK, METAL, POP, WITH ALL REQUEST MAGNUM RADIO Please upgrade your Media player Dont u think if they let us make lounges, u should be able to have all the advantages that come along with it, like showing how many people are in the lounge, how come some lounges have this and others dont... i know we all pay good money and promote our asses off to have this, how come nothing is being done about it?????/ alls i hear is "we are working on it" well how long and who is working on it cuz its not being done!!!!! I know i pay for blasts, i pay for my vic, i pay for other things that sponser this site, who is not paying the guy thats supposed to be fixing the lounges... YOU WANT THE BEST DJ'S AROUND, U WONT A RADIO STATION THAT IS GOING PLACES THEN CHECK OUT MAGNUM RADIO... click any photo to enter
Rubia
hey family im back i was very sick sorry i wasnt able to tell you all WELCOME THE NEW MEMBER PLZ AL ~Jody's Family~@ CherryTAP badazzvirgo@ CherryTAP Sweetdaddy_k...~~The Round Table Bombers~~ (CT husband to butterfly6976)@ CherryTAP *NiN@*@ CherryTAP R4v3Ns BroKeN WiNgS ShAll NeVeR FLy@ CherryTAP "BBW WORSHIPER! " (CT hubby of Cate 45647)@ CherryTAP good morin all i wont be much today im dont feel very well at all , if u need anything please see smokingbibbw we have towo contest going the fathers day an all of have done such a great job, now we have the blast giveaway goin on we need help thier, i enter the the blast give away cause we need the blast for the family so ppl will see who we are yes the blast is for bbw/bhm bombers family, thank you all
Hookah Radio
sup ppl come check out the new look hookahradio its pimp as hell lots of kool new smiles and if you feel you would like to dj then feel free to put in an app all will be considered even if you have no experience, experience and full training will be provided by our experienced trainers and management. come check it out http://hookahradio.com you wont be dissopointed.... hope to see yall in here :) ok peeps listen up now heres something u dont wanna miss on saturday 28th july 8-till midnight (gmt)and 2pm till 6pm (cst)its the hookahradios Dj Free-4-all. If u dont know what that is let me explain its 4 hours of unplanned mayhem live on air in which 8 different djs particapate in each having a half hour time slot and best of all know one knows who will be on air and when so yeah you dont wanna miss it hope to see you all there http://hookahradio.com the best station on the net peace........ just a quick blog check out www.hookahradio.com for all you ppl who dont know about hookah radio g
Funny Stuff
Spider spider on the wall, What a stupid place to crawl, Didn’t you see it had just been plastered? Now your stuck you silly bastard. Little miss druggie, Sat in her buggy, Smoking an ounce of weed, Along came a spider and sat down beside her, And sold her a kilo of speed. Humpty dumpty fucked a fat whore, Humpty dumpty spunked on the floor, All the king’s horses and all the king’s men, Bent the bitch over and fucked her again. I am a farmer who lives in a bog, I’m widely known for the size of my knob, It’s too big for women so none I can keep, But it’s just the right size for shagging my sheep. Little Jack Horner, Sat in a corner, Licking his girlfriend dry, He stuck in his tongue, And sucked out some cum, And said, “Fuck me that was better than pie.” Zippy and Bungle went to the jungle, To have a bit of fun, But Zippy got silly, Pulled out his Willy, And shoved it up Bungle’s bum. Sex is a temptation, Caused by a sensation, When a man puts his dictation, In a woman
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Life Changes
The family member we have been attending too passed on January 1 2009. After a short battle at the end she has been laid to rest and has gone home to be with her late husband and her God. For those who have sent me prayers and good wishes thanks so much. I will be away for a while but will check in when I can. See everyone in a few days. so here I am looking back a week after turning 50. Was it so bad, No Way. Do I feel over the hill, No Way. My how we change the way we see things as we get older. If you had asked me at 18 I would have veiwed 50 as ancient, yet here I am racing my bike, hanging out with other athletes my age and being amazed at how strong and healthy these athletes are here. I still have so much to look forward to. So much life to live. Thanks to all of my friends here and beyond to help me understand that we are young as we feel. Peter Pan was right: I might grow old, but I will never grow up. Rock on, 50 is grand. See you at the races I am getting re
My Favorite Mistake
THIS VERSION IS MY FAVORITE. GEORGE AND I SAW GATO IN CONCERT AT EVERY OPPORTUNITY. I FELL IN LOVE WITH THIS SONG THE FIRST TIME I HEARD IT WHICH WAS AT TULANE UNIVERSITY HERE IN NEW ORLEANS.
Come And Visit My Life
I consider myself a DIVA for a couple reasons. Not so much because of how I act, but because of what I do. I work full time for the same company for 4 years now and take care of my 2 beautiful children. Everything I do, I do for my family. I don't do anything for myself besides buy cigaretts and an occasional drink. Other than that, all money that I make I do for my family. My family consists of me, my 2 kids, and my boyfriend of over 2 years that means everything to me. That's why I consider myself a diva. Most women (and even men) don't do that, so I'm giving myself cudos. You may think that I'm full of myself for that, but I don't. I think that I'm just trying to be a good person and do what's right by my family. I know that I need to do more for myself, but to me, family comes first. Due to not growing up in a family where family came first, I think I sort of adopted this policy for myself because of that. No matter what anyone says, in my own mind, I'm a DIVA! I am
Lovin Da Summatimez
okay so i quit drinking and when i go to partys and hang out with ppl that are they always say "Wow its so cool how u dont drink and can just hang out with us and be sober! Yer awesome Bob!" Now i dont say it but i think to myself hmmm why dont u just not drink and be proud of yourself i mean you dont need alcohol to have a good time just good freinds and respect for yourself!! So the next time yer out and u want a drink to fit in with the crowd stop and think! Maybe its not u thats doesnt fit but its them and dont drink and see how much fun u have with yerself feeling good!! Dam sorry i havnt been on at all but i forgot to renew my dsl and this shit took forever to get renewed i apologize to all my friends and im totally back to say hello!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! okay so like ive been talking to woman on here and they say its nice talking to me cuz i talk and dont want to cyber so im just wondering, do all of u guys out there just want to see naked pussy or are u here to talk and get to know
Vote For Me
When I Make A Blog, I Write From The Heart!
U can really find out what kinda assholes u are dealing with! Just post one! CT Haters, fuck u! I am so proud of my son! To look in his eyes makes me work harder every day! I see so much of me in him! I am so proud to be his father! CT Loves to DYLAN! Love Daddy!
Writings
Sitting here in the lightI feel so exposedEveryone can see itEveryone knowsThey see the darkness That lurks inside meThe pain and the aguishThat longs to be freeIt cant be containedUnder the thin layer of skinThat is where it allSlowly beginsPressing cold bladesAnd sliding them acrossYou begin to feel betterAll the emotion is lostAll the skin slowly opensYou see droplets formThis is who youve becomeThis is the normIts much easier hereWhere pain cant keep holdThe tears and the sadnessHave grown so oldTired of cryingTired of existing on this plainMakes the blood comeAnd start to fall like rainDrenching your soulCovering everything elseMaking it disappearYou get back to being yourself Anger, rage, betrayal.Fear, pain, emptiness.All these things trapped insidePulling me into a dark abyss.The dark is so coldSo enveloping, so vastIt pulls you in closeThese feelings won't pass.Part of you wants To run into the lightGet into the warmthDo what others say is rightBut you like it hereIn th
My Blogs
Vote for me....it's as simple as following this link and clicking "vote" above my picture....I would really appreciate it a lot....I'm number 2 and I'm going for the number one spot...please vote for me...and let me know when you do so at the very least I can thank you....=)ONE LAST THING!!!Please tell a few people about me so they can vote as well....and you can vote every 24 hours...so please vote for me anytime that you do remember...thank you guys again!!! =) I can pretty much say that because of all of my friends here on Cherry Tap I've been able to get to the top of the charts on this modeling site..and I wanted to send out my appreciation....I really do appreciate you guys helping me to move forward in my modeling career...although it hasn't officially gotten started yet because of you guys voting for me I will start off a little less stressed out...again thank you...and for the people who don't know yet...I entered a contest online to get started modeling which I'm doing very w
Well?
I am making my shouts for family only, right now, I have too many perverts on my friends list. If I wanted you to see my PRIVATE pics I'd let ya--now go away! *FLIPS WEAVE* Who is gonna relocate to marry me, Boobs and red hair, included.... Are you really just out for a fast fling? do men really want a relationship anymore? or is it all about the juicey juice?
Life
i graduated career point (institute) COLLeGe now im working as a medical assistant in Hondo THANKS CAREER POINT!!! w0w okay so i just hit my mid point earlier this month...dang i cant belive im halfway there!!! i graduated in feb. ahhh sooooo cited! lmao "thanks career point" dammnnn!!!! i
Do Me A Favor?
This is my friend Amanda's first contest and she really, really wants to win. I would LOVE her to win. So much so that if you leave her at least 25 comments and let me know I will send you a gift. The more comments you leave, the bigger the gift. If nothing else, rate her pic because that helps too. Thanks guys! For every picture you rate on the profile below, I will give you 50 fubucks. Easy enough, right? It doesn't get any easier than this and you would be doing me a huge favor! Just send me a private message when you are done letting me know how many you have rated and I will send the fubucks to you. Thanks. Super Woody (NEVER GIVE UP OR STOP PRAYIN' AND EVEN YA DREAMS CAN COME TRUE)@ fubar If you're sitting there looking around Cherry Tap with nothing much to do, I'd appreciate your help with comment bombing my picture for this contest I'm trying to win. My main competition has a couple of bomber families helping her and she keeps leaving me in her dust! So if yo
P-jizzle Blogs
HISTORY OF THE HAWAIIANS ISLAND!!! Date: Tue, 5 Sep 2006 18:58:48 +0000 Early Days The history of the islands before their discovery by Captain James Cook, in 1778, is obscure. This famous navigator, who named the islands in honor of the earl of Sandwich, was received by the natives with many demonstrations of astonishment and delight; and offerings and prayers were presented to him by their priest in one of the temples; and though in the following year he was killed by a native when he landed in Kealakekua Bay in Hawaii, his bones were preserved by the priests and continued to receive offerings and homage from the people until the abolition of idolatry. At the time of Cook's visit the archipelago seems to have been divided into three distinct kingdoms: Hawaii; Oahu and Maui; and Lanai and Molokai. Kamehameha Unifies the Islands On the death of the chief who ruled Hawaii at that time there succeeded one named Kamehameha (1736-1819), who appears to have been a man of qu
My Blog
Have a history teacher explain this----- if they can. Abraham Lincoln was elected to Congress in 1846. John F. Kennedy was elected to Congress in 1946. Abraham Lincoln was elected President in 1860. John F. Kennedy was elected President in 1960. Both were particularly concerned with civil rights. Both wives lost their children while living in the White House. Both Presidents were shot on a Friday. Both Presidents were shot in the head Now it gets really weird. Lincoln 's secretary was named Kennedy. Kennedy's Secretary was named Lincoln . Both were assassinated by Southerners. Both were succeeded by Southerners named Johnson. Andrew Johnson, who succeeded Lincoln , was born in 1808. Lyndon Johnson, who succeeded Kennedy, was born in 1908. John Wilkes Booth, who assassinated Lincoln , was born in 1839. Lee Harvey Oswald, who assassinated Kennedy, was born in 1939. Both assassins were known by their three names. Both names are composed o
Quotes, Lyrics & Such...
Ive been running across A LOT of great quotes lately, from legends and some of my own, and I decided to put a list of them togetherJust a silver lining for your day-to-day struggles (*Any that are marked unknown is because I do not know who said itif you do, please tell me and I will update!*) Love is not meant to be seen with the Eyes, but felt with the HeartUnknown Kick the darkness until it bleeds DaylightBruce Cockburn A man may see how this world goes with no eyesShakespeare Courage is not the lack of fear it is acting in spite of itUnknown Faith in Love is what keeps us Alivewithout Faith there is no reason, without Love there is no RhymeMe The eye sees not itself, but a reflection of some other thingsShakespeare Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind...Dr. Suess Have the courage to change what you can, the serenity to accept what you cannot, and the wisdom to know the differ
Sergio Zambrano
Yeah... It's my life... My own words I guess... Have you ever loved someone so much, you'd give an arm for? Not the expression, no, literally give an arm for? When they know they're your heart And you know you are their armor And you will destroy anyone who would try to harm 'her But what happens when karma, turns right around and bites you? And everything you stand for, turns on you, despite you? What happens when you become the main source of her pain? "Dad Im going with a friend "No baby why don't you stay. But dad i need time to go with them, i haven't seen them I want to go to baby take me with you Why is it that your friends invite you and i can't see you Then turn right around in that song and tell her you love her And put hands on her , and make love to her That's Sergio , yeah baby, sergio is crazy Sergio made me, but tonight Sergio is rocka-by-baby... And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn Rejoice every time you hear the sou
Ct Stuff
First of all thanks a million LadySnowOwl!!! You rock!!! Anyway, its kinda long so I had to save it in a few different pics, I want to make sure you guys saw it: See? I remembered my friends! :P But I would really like to get to level 21. I need 222,876 points. Voting on mumms isnt an option for me, I stopped doing that when I was no longer allowed to post mumms I could get points for. Besides, I dont think I want to mumm anymore. Too much drama. SO please help me get points. (I was gonna bulletin this, but what with all the "bomb squad" bulletins it would get lost fast.) Oh and morning! I'm in a Adult with Pet Contest! Comment bombing allowed. Id like to win or at least get close. I would LOVE some help from you guys! PLEASE??? :D Ends on 6/18. Thanks in advance!!
Just Some Info
to all my friends out there i wanted to ask yall to pray for my father. he isnt doin so good. today (sunday aug 26th) he started hurting and i guess it scared him and he told my mom that he was dieing. my mom called 911 and they got here about 5mins later. after some testing they found that it wasnt anything really bad. he felt better to and just wanted to come home. he got to. im thankful that he is ok. this morning was one of the hardest days and i have been sceared b4 but nothing like this. please please pray for him he needs it. thank u all. hugs jen hey to all my friends out there im moving so it may be a while b4 i get back online. so hope to talk to yall soon hugs and kisses.... MySpace Layouts & MySpace Graphics AND A VERY WONDERFUL ONE AT THAT! LOVE TO ALL...
Autism
Autism Diagnosis Checklist Signs of Autism There are two major diagnostic classification systems in current use, the International Classification of Diseases, version 10 (ICD-10) and the Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders 4th edition (DSM-IV ). They have similar symptom criteria for diagnosis based on three general impairments, with the following behaviours, which are out of line with their mental age: 1. Social Delayed or abnormal social development. 2. Language and communication Delayed or abnormal language and communication both verbal and non-verbal. 3. Thought and behavior Rigidity of thought and behavior and lack of imagination. Displays ritualistic behavior, reliance on routines, impairment of imaginative play. DSM-IV is diagnostic criteria used in the United States and many other parts of the world. ICD-10 is the most commonly used ASD classification system in the UK and Europe, although many research studies also use DSM-IV or other
Poetry
Too long has it been Since humanity lost its color Screaming violet A shattered soul cries out Shattered souls cry out Shattered souls, lost souls Mindless youths, shadowed by guilt Tragic losses, a shattered soul cries out No one listens The truth is blaring in their ears Mindlessness, shadows beyond our eyes A shattered soul cries out Listen to the night talk A shattered soul begins to mend A heart begins to heal A shattered youth, only looking Searching...for her soul. Running away from the world A world full of hatred and pain People around me dying Shadows falling everywhere. People running from problems Screaming in my ears No light in the darkness Running, always running. Running, running from screams Screams so lound they kill Blood is everywhere, on everything Children lost, runaways keep running Total chaos everywhere No one's trying to help No one can see whats going on Everyone's dead now. I am made of moonlight Immortal and brig
Hectic!
Haven't done THIS in a long long time! Mom is out of hospital & in a skilled nursing facility for the time being.....let's see.....she had pneumonia, shingles & an infection in her blood. So....if I don't get to mydaily rates, it's probably because I'm either at the nursing home, working or helping my daughter move, as she & her hubby split up! Alot going on in our lives right now but still thankful for life! Hugs & love to all! Doing this seems to help a bit with the craziness! Was @ work this morning & my daughter had to call in to me...it's sooo frustrating trying to get a phone call where I work! The call finally got thru to me and was told Mom needs a blood transfusion! I know Mom's 84 and has lived a long, full life and the Alzheimer's, or I should say the effects of it, drive me out of my mind @ times! But I love Mom and I've been a basketcase today over all this! I haven't done THIS in a long long time! Soooo....been taking care of Mom for 5 years now & just found a person
Contest
heres the link to my auction This Bulletin brought to you by me Founder of The Order Of The Dragon Leveling Crew@ fubar Family, Friends, Fans, Bombers, I would like to ask for some help a member of my family has joined a contest and we are asking for everyones help. Christina~Irishtoads Princess~Protected by Castle Secrets~Order of the Dragons~@ fubar This is the link to her picture OCTOBER 17th @ 7:00pm Central (8-EST) ENDING: NOVEMBER 1 @ 7:00pm Central (8-EST) 1ST PLACE: 3 MONTH VIP OR 30 DAY BLAST 2ND PLACE: 7 DAY BLAST And BIG PIMP GIFT 3RD PLACE: 1 DAY BLAST And BIG PIMP GIFT RULES: You must actively bomb yourself and have your friends back you-First place must reach 35,000 comments, second place must reach at least 25,000 comments. No NSFW pics allowed. Must play well with others. This means NO downrating. Comment Bombing is a must. No Scripts of any kind to
Life
Why do I give a damn what you have to say or what you think or the lie's you have told? When you open your heart to a friend and they shove it back in your face for there own gain. You trust someone and there doing everything they can do to hurt you. What did I do so bad in life that you think you have to shit on me...my family? Is your life just so sad that you have to make fun of and be mean to other people. Even one's who have stood up for you and loved you? All I can say is Karma is a bitch and if you stay on the same path you well end up all alone. And you have to ask your self...is this the way you would want your child(en) to grow up and to act. To be cruel and unkind to people just for the hell of it? At some point we all have to grow up. And your words and acts hurt. Not only the people you are trying to hurt but they hurt you as well. So it's up to you..are you going to grow up are you going to keep going though life hurting people? EXAMPLE CONTRACT FOR COHABITATION Ar
Watch
ok guys things are going great. I find out august 14th what i am having. we are hoping for a boy. we are going to name him Jacob Aaron Hicks jr. and if it is a girl we are going to name her Hailey Isabell Hicks. we will be happy with either one. My good friend sarah is going to have her baby this weekend they are having another boy she is so excited. well so am I. ok guys love you all MUAH HUGGS ok last night was my 6yr olds first soccer game and her fateher was late going to the game. he then tryed to hide in the back of the park so no one could see him. but if tyou ask him he is the best father in the world. What the fuck is that all about. He tells my husband jake tha he is a loser and a bad fother because he doe not get to see his kid, well first of all what business is it of my ex's in the first place right. he then showes up for the last 5-10 minutes of his girls first game but makes sure he ist at the whole game if his sone was playing. i feel really bad for the fathe
Dave's Rant's
THERE IS SOMETHING WRONG WHEN KISS CANT EVEN GET IN. REM? COME ON WHAT IS THE PROBBLEM HERE? KISS IS THE #1 BAND IN THE WORLD AND I WOULD ARGUE THAT WITH ANYONE. NO OTHER BAND CAN COME CLOSE.THERE ARE A LOT OF GREAT BANDS OUT THERE BUT I THINK THIS IS WAY OVER DUE. JUST LIKE THE GRAMMYS GIVING JETHROL TULL A HEAVY METAL AWARD IS NUTS. WE NEED TO TAKE A STAND. I FOR ONE WILL PROTEST.I HOPE THE MILLIONS OF KISS FANS OUT THERE CAN UNITE FOR THIS AND PROTEST EVERY YEAR IF THATS WHAT IT TAKES. KISS frontman Paul Stanley has lashed out at people who download music illegally. Herald Sun By Cameron Adams "Downloading is one of the tragedies of the 21st century," Stanley said yesterday. "Under the guise of technology and fancy jargon, people have legalised stealing. "When you say you're sharing files . . . you can't share what you don't own. "I can't share your car. Sharing something with one person is one thing, sharing with tens of thousands of people is a crime. It's r
Life In General
I have a 27 year old brother with special needs. Every day (Monday through Friday)he goes to a State funded day program called Greater Waltham Association for Retarded Citizens or GWARC. It is a great program that gives retarded citizens in Massachusetts a fun place to work so to speak. My brother enjoys going there, if not for anything more than to get out of the house and interact with people. We got a letter today from GWARC stating that Massachusetts governor Deval Patrick has proposed to decrease the State funds to the Department of Developmental Services by $45 million. This is completely outrageous! By doing this, my brother and hundreds of others will lose their jobs. He can not be left at home by himself and if he loses this job, my mother will have to give up her job (she is a preschool teacher)so that she can stay at home with him. This is his idea of balancing the State budget...by taking away programs that are NEEDED but allowing the State employees to take home hug
Poem/the Gate
LETTER OF A SOLDIER HUNNI ITS COLD HERE AT NIGHT ALL I HEAR IS SCREAMS AND PEOPLE RUNNING IN FRIGHT-I BEEN HERE SO LONG STARTING TO THINK IS THIS WRONG-I'VE SEEN SO MANY DIE SO MANY MOTHERS CRY- LOST SO MANY FRIENDS THINKIN IN MY HEART WHEN WILL THIS END-THE OTHER DAY I GOT ON MY KNEES AND PRAYED HOPING THAT ALL THESE CRAZY THINGS IN MY HEAD WILL GO AWAY BUT THEY JUST STAY-IM HAVING NIGHTMARES IN MY DREAMS THINKING FIGHTHING FOR FREEDOM ISNT EVERYTHING IT SEEMS-I HOPE ALL IS WELL AT HOME CAUSE HERE I FEEL COLD AND ALONE-EVERYDAY ITS THE SAME IM BURYING ANOTHER BROTHER I THINK IM GOING INSANE-WELL HUNNI I HOPE I CAN MAKE IT BACK OUT OF THIS HELLHOLE WE CALL IRAQ ITS SO DARK AND GRAY THE LIGHT STARTS TO FADE AWAY I SIT AND WONDER WHAT TO DO BUT IM CONFUSED I LIVED MY LIFE LIKE A LIGHT FUSE READY TO GO OUT SO WHY SHOULD I BE SCARED NOW I BROUGHT ALL THIS ON MYSELF SOMEHOW EVERYDAY LOOKING DOWN ALWAYS WALKING THROUGH THIS PLACE WITH A ENDLESS FROWN ALWAYS STOMPIN
Pennsylvania Princess
Though im sure he knows who he is.. (he is one on my top friends) because i have been finding myself repeatly telling him that i love him in the last few days.. plus, we have been friends for a while now,.. hes always been there for me, and i will always be there for him no matter what.. though im sure, he is not ready for anything else other then friendship long term.. and that is okay.. i will always hang out and wait for him just incase that day he wants to try anything more to come.. and if not then i am just glad ot have him as my friend. I have been trying to bring myself to talk to him more about things.. like how much he means to me (although im sure he knows) ect.. but im not that great with words.. or i say something and get lost in the true meaning of what i wanted to say.. so.. i found this song by Avril Lavigne called "when your gone" - i find it the perfect song to help me with the words i feel for him in my heart.. :) so all i can do now is hope that he comes online one
Stalker Beware
A couple had only been married for two weeks and the husband although very much in love, couldn't wait to got out on the town and party with his good buddies. So, he said to his new wife, "Honey, I'll be right back." Where are you going Coohcy Coo?" asked the wife. "I'm going to the bar, Pretty Face," he answered. "I'm going to have a beer." The wife said, "You want a beer, my love?" She opened the door of the refrigerator and showed him 25 different kinds of beer brands from 12 countries: Germany, Holland, Japan, India, etc. The husband didn't know what to do and the only thing that he could think of saying was "Yes, Lollipop... but at the bar... you know they have frozen glasses..." He didn't get to finish the sentence, because the wife interrupted him by saying, "You want a frozen glass, Puppy Face?" She took a huge beer mug out of the freezer, so frozen that she was getting chills just holding it. The husband, looking a bit pale, said, "yes, Tootsie Roll, but at th
Blogs Duh
Faq
TaskGet points HHGet points off HHGives points HHGives points off HH Vote a mumm201020?10? Comment on a mumm0000 Rate a pic21?6 Rate a profile63?5-6* Rate a stash21116 Comment on a stash21116 Make fan002110-11* Accept friend126126 Notes: Posting a mumm now seems to cost 100 cherry Bucks. Things marked NSFW yield no points for either side. ? have heard different than I saw or have not confirmed * seems to vary by profile. Looks like VICs get an extra point. There is a sliding scale depending on your level and if you are a VIC. Above values where seen about level 10 for me. Now at level 14 I get 23 points for voting a mumm on happy hour. I rate everything a 10 if I look at it. From what I've seen and have been told everyone on here expects a 10 an anything less is an insult. Kind of makes me wonder why we do not have thumbs up or down then up but really to me ratings are not points
Guys Rules
my whole life ive always went out wit losers and i was never treated rite my own family treats me like shit ive always jus wanted sum1 thtll love me and tht i can love back.....i met this guy after i was raped beated and cheated on and jus treated like dirt by all these guys....his name was david.....omg he made me so happy i dnt think any1 else made me as happy as he made me....so we were happy in love we wanted to spend tha rest of our lives together....i wouldve died without him......but now i lost him he says tha distance was wat got it but y would he throw away our love over sumthing tht can b fixed and he says he doesnt know if down tha road it wouldchange and he would never lie to me i know he wouldnt and i would never lie 2 him but usually wen sum1 says they dnt know it means no but it cant b tha distance it has 2 b sumthing else he wouldnt jus throw it all away over tha distance....i wanna know y its killing me inside he never hurt me he always made me happy and i made him hap
Happy
Most of you out there, don\'t know alot about me, but there are some who know MOST things about me. This is a lil BLOG for me to vent. I\'m frustrated. I know it will be hard for SOME people to understand, and one person, whom i thought was so close to me, is not supporting me and just cant get past some issues, and has gone against me in this. I have CANCER. It is treatable, and I will be fine. I have to believe that. ~~~ I am generally a happy go lucky, likes to have fun, flirtacious, fun, freaky geek type of gal and everyone generally loves me. I\'m goofy, and silly, and sometimes a straight out NERD, lol but people love that about me. I\'m not speaking \"high on myself,\" i\'m stating a fact/point. I have a lot of friends that i hang out with on weekends. WEEKENDS!!!!! cuase during the week, my life is too crazy, now mind you, I have 4 children, 5 including the adopted older child/friend of family. She is actually an adult, she is 20 yrs old, but recently lost h
Garden Variety
WrathWho did you last get angry with?I'm sure it was with the hubbyWhat is your weapon of choice?Knife.Would you hit a member of the opposite sex?I have, not proud of it either.How about the same sex?I've done that, too. And I AM proud of that one.Who was the last person who got really angry at you?HubbyWhat is your pet peeve?When people sleep on the couchDo you keep grudges, or can you let them go easily?I can hold onto something forever if I want.SlothWhat is one thing you're suppose to do daily that you haven't?Clean the kitchenWhat is the latest you've ever woken up?Uhm.. 2pmName a person you've been meaning to contact, but haven't?GrandmaWhat is the last lame excuse that you made?My hip hurts...Have you ever watched an infomercial all the way through?Guilty as charged.How many times did you hit the snooze button on your alarm clock this morning?None. GluttonyWhat is your overpriced yuppie beverage of choice?Vanilla LatteAre you a meat eater?Yep. Yummy.What is the greatest amount o
Life And Beyond...
Liar, you are the epitome of self destruction Liar, you are the manifestation of HATE...in all it's vivid colors. Liar, you are Satans helper and friend...you are a demon in disguise, I know I saw your third frontal eye! Liar, you so cold and soulless, how do you go on? Liar, I see the way you watch and stare at people...your so called friends...You watch them and learn all their little secrets and weaknesses. Liar, I know you thrive on what hell and chaos you can make. Liar, I thought you were my friend and would be with me till the very end. But now I see you are FAKE...and you only want to shake my middle ground and watch me fall so you can laugh. I don't have empathy or sympothy for someone who is so pathetic. Liar, by night you are a mole and during the day you wonder and fro... Waiting and watching for your next victim to steal their soul. I should blurt out your name for the whole world to hear, so they know Satan truly is on earth...but see, I am a better person th
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HOW TO SAVE THE AIRLINES Dump the male flight attendants. No one wanted them in the first place. In fact replace all flight attendants with good looking strippers!what the hell - they don't even serve food anymore, so what's the loss. The strippers would at least triple the alcohol sales and get a "party atmosphere' going in the cabin. And, of course, every business man in this country would start flying again, hoping to see naked women. Because of the tips, female flight attendants wouldn't need a salary,thus saving even more money. I suspect tips would be so good that we could charge the women for working the plane and have them kick back 20% of the tips, including lap dances and "special services." Muslims would be afraid to get on the planes for fear of seeing naked women . Hijackings would come to a screeching halt, and the airline industry would see record revenues. This is definitely a win-win situation if we handle it right -- a golden opportunity to turn a liability int
Ninjutsu!!!
CLIMBING Scaling castle walls and creating watch posts in the high limbs of trees is a Ninja specialty. Although simplified climbing skills are acquired by almost every person during their adventurous childhood, a Ninjas ability to scale any structure takes a great deal of practice. Climbing is not just the act of ascending an object, it also involves your ability to feel comfortable once youve reached your destination. This is why balance in an integral part of climbing. It is important that once you have reached an elevated position that you are able to move about naturally and easily. TANUKI NOBORIJUTSU - CLIMBING LIKE A SQUIRREL To begin this method, the student leaps up and latches onto the base of a tree with all four of their limbs at the same time. From this point the bodies weight must be distributed properly as the student begins their upward ascent. This is done by releasing the hands and quickly re-attaching them a bit higher on the trunk. As the feet quickly walk o
Left Side Of Chaos
ok, i thought i would just ramble today, i notice i haven't posted a blog of any kind in a stones age, so here i go. Have you ever noticed that your nightmares follow a specific format or pattern or theme. Day in and day out, whenever a nightmare strikes, there are usually common elements. Little things that your id, your subconscious mind, brews up to beat you with like a man in stocks being flogged (ok people, dont get turned on here, im talking nightmares, not fantasys). Its things like, if you have a repressed, timid personality, you might always have nightmares of people yelling and screaming at you. If youre afraid of snakes, you might always dream of them attacking you or your friends turning into them at social events. Most of the time, its constant. Changes on a theme. But what do you do when that little dark side throws you a curve ball, tries to terrorize you with something you didnt know was scary? What do you do then? Or worse, when you wake up f
Funny
1) "Under the Bleachers" by Semore Butts 2) "Trails in the Sand" by Dick Dragon 3) "Bushels of Berries" by Hairy Butts 4) "Mad dash to the Outhouse" by Willie Makit.. Iluistrated by Betty Dont 5) "Sliding down a pole" by Peter Burns 6) "Rusty Bedsprings" by I P Knightley 7) "Shit on the Wall" by Who Flung Poo 8) "Cellophane Bikini" by Seymour Hare 9) "The Yellow River" by I P Freely 10)"Tracks in the Sands, by Won Hung Wo 11)"The Crooked Santa" by Phil Mysak 12)"Brown Spots On The Wall" by Hoo Flung Poo... 13)"Shit on the Wall" by Who Flung Poo 14)"Sex on the Beach" by Sandy Shortz 15)"Why Cars Stop" by M.T. Tank 16)"Animal Illnesses" by Ann Thrax 17)"Unemployed" by Anita Job 18)"40 Yards To the Outhouse" by Willie Makeit and Betty Wont 19)"Ruptured chinaman" by Won Hung Wo *Does anyone know of anymore of these types of books? After three years of marriage, Kim was still questioning her husband about his lurid past. "C'mon
Michigan Coutry Bar And My Family List
life is real hard at times but always be by yourside sometimes you want to cash it all in but all there will be left is one lonley broken sin. you want life toget just a little better so you can stop being under the weather.you want a man to treat you right without any of thoes pathedic little fights. theres not one day you dont cry because you think theres no one by yourside. your soul is always acheing and your heart you think is breaking. love is so simple but hard to explain. but all it brings you is alot of pain. please dont give up on us just throw out a littel fuss and soon it will be worth it. i came to ct to meet friends. and then somthing happen i fell in love. with someone from ct he makes me happy. he gave somthing back to me that i lost and that is being happy.my love for him is very strong and he makes me fell all worm inside.and he is so sweet to me.i think abought him all the time. he is very special to me.if it was not for ct i would of never meet him and this perso
Idk
It was fun comin on here everyday....but after 2day i will not be back on here for atleast a couple months...or maybe even longer. I have alot of stuff goin on right now so whenever i get stuff str8 i might be back on depends on how i feel. Ive been in alot of pain so from here on out im goin 2 get alot of rest and read a few books i jus got. so leave messages or wateva and when i get back ill let u kno. nomas porque no estas aqui a mi lado todavia sere tu mujer y todavia estare aqui para ti hasta que estemos juntos otra vez Roses are red Lemons are sour Open ur legs and give me an hour Kissing Is A Habit Fucking Is A Game Guys Get All The Pleasure Girls Get All The Pain 90 Minutes Of Pleasure 9 Months Of Pain 3 Days In The Hospital A Baby Without A Name The Father Is A Bastard The Mother Is A Whore This Woulda Never Happend If The Rubber Hadn't Tore!! Sex is like math You subtract the clothes Add the bed Divide the legs And Pray to god You dont multiply..
Bull Shiet!!
OK SO I REQUESTED SUNDAY OFF FOR MY SONS BDAY (WELL ACTUALLY THE DAY AFTER HIS PARTY)BC HIS PARTY IS GONNA BE LATE AT NIGHT N I DONT WANNA RISK HAVING TO BE UP LATE N HAVE TO GET UP EARLY THE NEXT MORNING FOR WORK SO I TOOK PTO (PERSONAL TIME OFF).. GO FUCKIN FIGURE THAT MY ASSHOLE OF A SUPERVISOR DENIES MY REQUEST!! BC THERE AINT NO ONE TO WORK.. WELL THERE ARE ATLEAST 5 PPL THAT COULD BE AVAIL THAT DAY TO WORK.. N WE NORMALLY ONLY NEED 4.. SHES GIVES ME THIS SOB STORY THAT SHE HAD TO SCHEDULE HERSELF THE LATER SHIFT JUST SO I COULD WORK THE MORN N HAVE THE REST OF THE DAY OFF.. BOO FRIKEN HOO... SO THE ASS SCHEDULES ME FOR A 6-11 SHIFT ON SUNDAY!! EXACTLY WHAT I DIDNT WANT TO HAPPEN!! SO SHE TELLS ME I CAN DO A SHIFT TRADE N SWAP W SOMEONE ELSE.. WHICH I DONT WANNA DO! SO IM GONNA JUST CALL OFF! SCREW HER!! IM TIRED OF ALL THIS BULLSHIT!! N TO TOP IT ALL OFF.. SHE GOES AN LIES ABOUT WORK, SAYING SHE DID SOMETHING WHEN SHE DIDNT.. JUST SO SHE WONT HAVE A CONFRONTATION!! WHA
A New Chapter
I HATE ALWAYS BEING FIRST TO BE TO LATE. WISH I WOULD HAVE MET YOU FIRST IS A COMMON PHASE I SAY ALOT. AN WRITING A BLOG TO GET MY FEELINGS OUT DOES ACUALLY HELP ME DEAL WITH THE FACT. THAT IM UGLY FAT AN NEVER NAKED ENOUGH FOR ANY GOOD DECENT MAN. YES I AM VERY ANGRY. BECAUSE THIS IS WHAT I FEEL I HAVE TO COMPETE WITH TO GET THE ONE MAN I DO LIKE TO LIKE ME. BUT IM TO LATE. ONCE AGAIN ALREADY TAKEN GOT TO HIM FIRST. SO I FEEL BETTER NOW I HAVE THAT ALL OUT. AN I WILL NOT BE SO HASTY THE NEXT TIME. ITS SEEMS THE MEN I JUST WANT TO BE FREINDS WITH WANT MORE. AN THE ONES I DO ARE LIKE I SAID TAKEN OR GOING TO BE TAKEN. I JUST CANT SEEM TO BE THERE FIRST. SO I LEAVE ALL MEN ALONE EXCEPT TO SAY HI HOW YA DOING AN LEAVE IT AT NOTHING BEING MORE SAID. DONT THINK I CAN TRUST THEM ANYWAY. OR MAYBE ONE OF THESE DAYS ONE WILL COME ALONG AN GREET ME FIRST THAT I LIKE AN WANT TO GET TO KNOW. THAT ONE WE WILL JUST HAVE TO WAIT AN SEE. WANTED TO LET OUT A FEW CONCERNS AN FEELING I HAVE GOING ON. T
Believes
1 / Remain close to the great spirit 2 / Show great respect for your fellow beings 3 / Give assistance and kindness wherever needed 4 / Be truthfull and honest at all time 5 / Do what you know to be right 6 / Look after the well being of mind and body 7 / Treat the earth and all that dwell thereon with respect 8 / Take full responsibility for your actions 9/ Dedicate a share of your efforts to the greater good 10 / Work together for the benefit of all mankind The name of Nico creates a quick, analytical, and clever mind; you are creative, versatile, original, and independent. You have large ambitions, and it is difficult for you to be tolerant and understanding of those who desire less in life or who are more slow and methodical by nature. Patience is not your forte. You do, however, have leadership ability and would never be happy in a subservient position. You are ambitious and aggressive by nature. You would be happiest in positions where you are free to e
Go Check Peter Britt , Ladies Join Pbcg Club, Check Him Out On Soundclick And On Billboard.com
Click anywhere below to visit one of the numerous web sites Peter Britt's >music is on. >Peter needs your help, so please show your love and support by sending in your request or calling Wal-mart radio flood their inbox and keep their request line busy!!! Requesting they air Peter Britts music. Wal-mart/sams club is a big company with several stores worldwide with their station played 24/7 in every store. This would be a major step for Peters career. See you can help him achieve his dream. Request him everyday, several times a day if you can by e mailing them at wmradio@wal-mart.com Request line 888-379-6677 If you have a Walmart in your area and if you know the store location number, you can find it on top of any sales slip. Add that to the e-mail or give it during the call, if you don't work at wal-mart say you are a customer and they hate turning down a customer request. So please show Peter how much you love him and support him, lets get this done for him. Thank you Jody D
Jo's Deep Thoughts
That's what I was Saturday night! LOL I'm tellin' ya those little bottles of Jack are very potent! I drank damn near a case of BudLight & had 3 shots of Jack. I was feeling great!! lol I didn't even have a hangover Sunday morning! After everyone left, I had some outside sex with my hubby. That was awesome! Unfortunately we didn't have sex after we went inside cause I passed out. lol I got some great stuff of everyone with the camcorder. I can't wait to see it. Michael took pics & again we have some great blackmailing photos. lol I really enjoyed myself. We went through 58 bottles of BudLight. I actually drank more than Michael for once. Yes, I am proud of myself! lol This weekend was the Rock Fest. I went with a friend to see Chicago on Thursday night, but we were both more tired than we thought & we left right before Chicago started playing. :( That was upsetting. I did get a glow necklace though! The guy even gave me a discount! :) Last night we could hear Def Lepperd clear as a
A Little Humor
Men strike back! How many men does it take to open a beer? None. It should be opened when she brings it. ------------------------------------------------------------------- Why is a Laundromat a really bad place to pick up a woman? Because a woman who can't even afford a washing machine will probably never be able to support you. -------------------------------------------------------------------- Why do women have smaller feet than men? It's one of those "evolutionary things" that allows Them to stand closer to the kitchen sink. ------------------------------------------------------------------- How do you know when a woman is about to say something smart? When she starts a sentence with "A man once told me..." ------------------------------------------------------------------- How do you fix a woman's watch? You don't. There is a clock on the oven. ------------------------------------------------------------------- Why do men pass gas more than women? Becaus
Need Help
im in my first contest on ct and i have no clue on where my friends and family are but a few has come to help me for thst im very greatful to those friends..i have helped ppl on here from day one since i joined ct ...i help bomb contests and read the blogs,and repost bulletins.. and the time i need help no one comes ...if i cant get my friends and family to help ill do it on my own..then ill clean out my friends list ...this is a load of crap..no honor among theives is how it goes if i remember it right ....i have even stopped bombing myself in this contest to help others in theres ,well that stops today ....so if your really my friends i will find out.. im very hurt . here is the link one more time.... the link to my pic in the contest ..... im in my very first contest thanx to gothic rose who rocks big time...and i need help in this contest...i help everyone out when and where i can ... so its time for me to call in the markers....so come on and help me out ...ty Knight
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Just My Thoughts...
Shit we've lost against the last three teams we've played. It's freakin annoying the way we've been playing. All of us have our heads up our ass. I just needed to vent...
Cleasy's
West Virginia is the only state to be created from another state >> (Virginia...in 1863). >> Berkley Springs, a resort town, has more massage therapists than >> lawyers. >> Berkley Springs is the only place in the U.S. to boast: "George >> Washington bathed here." >> West Virginia has had the nation's lowest crime rate for the past 26 >> years. >> During the Cold War, a sprawling 112,000 sq. ft. bomb shelter was >> Built to shelter members of congress in the event of a nuclear attack. >> It's >> located beneath the famous Greenbrier Resort in White Sulphur Springs, >> White Sulphur Springs has the only private residence in the U.S. that >> is made out of coal. >> The city of Bluefield, WV bills itself as "America's air-conditioned >> city." They back up their boast by serving free lemonade anytime the >> temperature reaches 90 degrees. >> St. Andrews Methodist Church in Grafton was the site of the first >> Mother's Day celebration in 1
He Is The One I Want....just Not The One I End Up With!
For years now, a group of my friends and I have been getting together once a month to play "Bunco", a friendly dice game. We are all close to the same age and it is really just an excuse to get together, socialize and have some fun with "the girls." One particular evening proved to be a very pleasurable time for myself and my friend Kelly. We are both married and have been good friends for a long time. Several years ago when our children were much younger, the "Bunco Club" was an excuse to get away from our families for an evening. Each of the Bunco Club members would take turns hosting the monthly gathering and come up with different prizes and other fun activities. Husbands and children of the hostess would disappear for the evening so we could talk about anything and everything. Somewhere along the line, we began watching x-rated videos at our Bunco parties. I'm not even sure how that practice got started, but we would watch them, laugh at the poor acting an
Contest
I know that most of you have seen the blog that i posted and the bulletin yesterday that i posted. This is your last chance to redeem yourselves and stay on my friends list. There is around 6 hours left to the end of the contest, All those that have not yet rated and commented my pic please do so now. I am going to start deleting people off my friends list in the morning. Those that choose not to hlep out a friend may say good bye to me now. for all those that have rated and commented my pic, i would like to say to you thanks and if you need me ever all you have to do is shout and i will be there for you. The link to my pic is below, just click it and it will take you to the contest and my pick. Thanks in advance to thsoe that choose to stay on my list and to those that choose not leave well all i have to say to you is bugger off and farewell. This is my best friend in the whole wide world. She has been there for me through thick and thin, good and bad, happiness and sorrow. I do
Bdsm Poetry
Waiting I wait ... In darkness for I am blindfolded, I wait. I wait ... In absolute silence for earplugs are firmly in place, I wait. I wait ... Laying absolutely still for I am tight bound, I wait. I wait ... For that touch The touch of my Dom, my Master. My skin ablaze with expectation. I wait ... For the crack of the cane Or the thud of the flogger Or the clap of His hand on my arse. I wait ... For the scrape of His nails Or the soft touch of His lips Or even the bite of His teeth. I wait ... With anticipation mounting With every second that passes Ticking off the clock in my mind's eye. I wait ... As I feel the air around me move Telling me he is close Almost ready to take me into space. I wait ... As I smell the burning of a candle As my mind races trying to work out what comes next As my body trembles with desire. And then ... A drip on my breast, the nipple. It burns! Although it is only lube My imagination turns it to hot wax.
Mr. Mojo Rising - Jim Morrison Poetry
A clean paper or a pure white wall. One false line, a scratch, a mistake. Unerasable. So obscure by adding million other tracings, blend it, cover over But the original scratch remains, written in gold blood, shining. Desire for a Perfect Life I dropped by to see you late last night But you were out like a light Your head was on the floor & rats played pool w/your eyes Death is a good disguise for late at night Wrapping all games in its calm garden But what happens when the guest return & all unmask & you are asked to leave for want of a smile I'll still take you then But I'm your friend Lament for my cock Sore & crucified I seek to know you acequiring soulful wisdom you can open walls of mystery strip-show How to get death On the morning Show T.V. death which the child absorbs death-well mystery which makes me write Slow train The death of my cock gives life Guitar player Ancient wise satyr Sing your ode to my co
The Sword
Songbird Songbird songbird in the tree; I long to hear you sing for me; Your voice is what I wish to hear; For in my soul I hold you dear; I know the reasons you wont sing; But only sadness does that bring; I ache to keep and hold you tight; For in my hands all will be right; I know that this will never be; Your heart and spirit must stay free; Night is coming so you must go; Your wings the silken air do row; For each flap a tear does fall; I know I'll never hear your call; Little songbird on your way; Try to think of me someday; Songbird songbird. THE SWORD I am the instrument of death; Designed to make you end your breath; Like a razor bright and sharp; My only goal to pierce your heart; I do not know right from wrong; I only know that I am strong; I am a tool designed to fight; A tool that must be held with might; I fight in light I fight in dark; My point will always find its mark; I was forged to keep you well; And send your enemies to hell; To ho
Radio
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Song Lyrics
Doesn't everyone have a favorite Usher song? What's your's? This one's my favorite... "U Got It Bad" Oh, no, no, no, no, no... When you feel it in your body You found somebody who makes you change your ways Like hanging with your crew Said you act like you're ready But you don't really know And everything in your past - you wanna let it go I've been there, done it, fucked around After all that - this is what I found Nobody wants to be alone If you're touched by the words in this song Then baby... U got, u got it bad When you're on the phone Hang up and you call right back U got, u got it bad If you miss a day without your friend Your whole life's off track You know you got it bad when you're stuck in the house You don't wanna have fun It's all you think about U got it bad when you're out with someone But you keep on thinkin' bout somebody else U got it bad When you say that you love 'em And you really know Everything t
Fyi Lol
I Believe... I believe that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change. I believe that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. I believe that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love. I believe that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I believe that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I believe that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I believe that you can keep going long after you can't. I believe that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel. I believe that either you control your attitude or it controls you. I believe that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades and there had better be something else to take it's place.
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This is for my own reading pleasure for the most part. The people that know me know that at times I am very private with my own personal problems and "dilemma." At this very moment my life is "perfect" yet it is all mest up in my head. I can no longer hide the fact that I'm on medication and have been for most of my life. My sister already knows and pretty much is old enough to understand. I am no longer as afraid of being misjudged or labeled because I have come to an understanding that I never had no one there to validate me so now that I'm older it shouldn't be any different. Right at this minute it can be such a wonderful moment in my life with my son in my life and everything going so "great" for me and me getting a job doing what I wanted to do. I'm happy yet I do not "appreciate" what I have in life. People always tell me that they would love to be in my shoes, how I am spoiled and always get what I want yet if they only knew they wouldn't talk. To those of you who pray for me (
Hmmmmmmmmm
People need to STOP this bullshit!!! Children don't need to learn this crap Try a little love and conpashion not racest crap!!! And to the one who sent this to me ....Thank you.you know who you are ~~kiss~~ People THINK befor you strike...Think befor you speak.... Make Love Not War You think you have freedom of spech?..LOL yea as long as you agree with the goverment...Freedom of religon? Hell no Bush has already tried several times to band Wicca... A few friends of mine thought i was kidding cause I said with all my political writtings and a Muslim husband I'm being watched He was deported because he is Muslim ( freedom of religon ) and I had told them on the net Ali ( my husband ) and I try to talk but cant...Well today he tryed again buttttttttt Hell master Helll (8/3/2007 1:11:30 PM): u there?? Hell master Helll (8/3/2007 1:11:33 PM): where us are you ? sexy1goth (8/3/2007 1:11:35 PM): sexy1goth (8/3/2007 1:11:45 PM): Master Ali !!!!!! Hell master H
Not For The Easily Offended
Touched by her desires, the day begins for her. Jennifer is her name her beauty so wonderous and fair , I Have watched her often wishing to touch and taste her love and fire within. She is far from me and Awaiting my touch as you can see. Her look apon the plain outstertched from her cabin, Green and full with life and sunlight. I wish that she truely knew of my abilities. Look upon her there in her white flowing gauze like gown reminicent of a time when beauty was stiched with love. The goddess shape inviting me to her , the flowing tresses dark and billowed by the breeze. I am mystified at her white pale flesh, her rolling gait that calls pure desire, that loveing voice that cries lightly in the air. "Come to me!" a scream as loud as a whisper. "Touch me!" the words calling in my mind. "Love me!" and now my willingness is strengthend. "Feast of me!" I am bound to her now. "Let me taste you!" and she is to me. Of myself, I am a gentleman, lithe, dark, and som
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So, last night I went to poker with no money...I ended up walking out of the place with 160 dollars! It was pretty sweet! So on top of that, I found out my girlfriend was in town, so that made things a lot better! While we were talking...I found out that she was heading south for a little bit and she invited me! I definately would love to do that with her! It'll be sweet. She told me that there will be a lot of jeleous guys. So I definately don't mind making quick enemies on the fact that I have a totally hot girlfriend that also has a sweet personality and everything! Anyways, I guess I'm done typing about that for now. As for other news, I'll be turning 22 in 17 days, and I might not be home for it. Aw well though, my family got invited to an other event on my birthday and it sounds like they're going to it. So things are working out well. Anyways, later all. blind2heart So like, I awoke this morning to go see my gf before she left for home (she lives out of town). I left
My 19th Bday I Want
ADD ME PLEASE AND HELP ME LEVEL I WANNA LEVEL TO 19 B4 MY BDAY ON THE 29TH AND I KNOW WE CAN DO THIS SO PLEASE HELP ME ADD ME RATE ME RATE STASH PAGE PICS COMMENT ANYTHING THAT WILL HELP U LEVEL AND I LEVEL AT THE SAME TIME I WANT THIS AS MY BDAY PRESENT SO PLEASE SHOW SOME MAD LUV TO A SEXY WIKID LETTE WIKID LETTE I HAVE 1158 STASH ADD ME AND LOVE ME I THINK IM FALLIN IN LOVE WITH JD@ CherryTAP ADD ME PLEASE AND HELP ME LEVEL I WANNA LEVEL TO 19 B4 MY BDAY ON THE 29TH AND I KNOW WE CAN DO THIS SO PLEASE HELP ME ADD ME RATE ME RATE STASH PAGE PICS COMMENT ANYTHING THAT WILL HELP U LEVEL AND I LEVEL AT THE SAME TIME I WANT THIS AS MY BDAY PRESENT SO PLEASE SHOW SOME MAD LUV TO A SEXY WIKID LETTE WIKID LETTE I HAVE 1158 STASH ADD ME AND LOVE ME I THINK IM FALLIN IN LOVE WITH JD@ CherryTAP ADD ME PLEASE AND HELP ME LEVEL I WANNA LEVEL TO 19 B4 MY BDAY ON THE 29TH AND I KNOW WE CAN DO THIS SO PLEASE HELP ME ADD ME RATE ME RATE STASH PAGE PICS COMMENT ANYTHING THAT
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Toxic Love - the dysfunctional, addictive, cultural norm "True Love is not a painful obsession. It is not taking a hostage or being a hostage. It is not all-consuming, isolating, or constricting. Unfortunately the type of love most of us learned about as children is in fact an addiction, a form of toxic love." *** "If we can start seeing relationships not as the goal but as opportunities for growth then we can start having more functional relationships. A relationship that ends is not a failure or a punishment - it is a lesson." *** "As long as we believe that we have to have the other in our life to be happy, we are really just an addict trying to protect our supply - using another person as our drug of choice. That is not True Love - nor is it Loving." Get more at www.hostdrjack.com Read Each One Carefully and Think About It a Second or Two 1. I like you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.. 2. No man or woman is worth your tear
Love Is Pain
I pray that this pain will leave soon Its like salt in an open wound He put a knife right through my heart And tore my soul apart, When a heart has no love left to give Does it really continue to live Its beating sings a song of pain, Just as loud as the thunder and rain I feel it in my every breath Pain is something worse than death When will it end, Will I make it through I'm not sure but I owe this all to you. I pray that this pain will leave soon Its like salt in an open wound He put a knife right through my heart And tore my soul apart, When a heart has no love left to give Does it really continue to live Its beating sings a song of pain, Just as loud as the thunder and rain I feel it in my every breath Pain is something worse than death When will it end, Will I make it through I'm not sure but I owe this all to you. I am so lonely without you here I think of you and my eyes start to tear I would rather have you for a best friend Then to be all alone in
My Facorite Past-time..rants
This air I breathe stagnant and musky every gasp suffocated by the next life's joke plays on in my ears deafening like thunder such is life so says ~ANGEL~ disclaimer:: don't take offense to this..its a rant so read laugh at your family members smack a cow and enjoy! Ok it has been a while for the second coming of what the fuck theatre...just kidding...the first one was about the puppies..boobs..breast if you are a fucking nerd...tits if you a redneck..girls if you are my friend kindra..since i am not kindra and I rather say puppies than fuck goddamm there ya have it puppies for young women 17 - 30 if there are nice now if they are packing some monsters we have the rottweilers(i know its wrong shuddup) for black super busty women...the pit bulls for some white women and pretty much everyone else and the classic pugs for saggy big older women...there ya go thats the end of the first part now lets get crack-a-lacking on Part DEUCE Bitches!!!!! Yes i have to take about
Other
If you feel afraid, take a look around, See the faces whom you surround. If you think you're the chosen one, Having to bear this pain and burden. Let me tell you.We're in this grind together. And sooner or later we have to save each other. We think we're special and too good to be true. The reality is that you're the same too. We're all scared. We don't know where to run. We realize soon life isn't all that much fun. We've got to stick together. All we've got is each other. How does fear start? When we are so small, Fear of being alone, With our cries we call. Then comes further fear, Fear of things we can't see, Fear of the dark, Please dont leave me. Then comes more fear, Fear of unacceptance, Do they want to be my friend? Will this fear ever end? Then comes teenage fear, Fear of growing up, Is this all I will be? Will anyone ever trust me? We pass through, So much fear, We go through it, Year after year. In old
I'm Sorry...
Tomorrow I am Cleaning my Friends List, Comment on this blog if you want to stay on my List, if nobody comments that they want to stay, I will be deleting my account, if you do not comment, you will be removed no matter how much we talk on a regular Basis Ok, so here is what is going down, at 12 o'clock Eastern Time, I will be deleting ALL Friends, then I will be re-adding all the people who posted comments in the previous blog, so if anyone else wants to stay, you have till Noon today to post a comment on the blog to stay on my list, once again I will be sending this blog to ALL friends so there is no missing it Well, After my Friends list was totally Cleaned I added back the people who Posted Comments on my Blog and a few others that contacted me in other forms I went from having 308 Friends to have 17 as of the time of this Post (This is only counting people who have accepted the friends request) Some have yet to Accept Should be around 20+ When everyone Accepts the Friends Reque
Yeah You Know....
justa thought I've been thinking alot about love lately due to my current fight to gain someone's trust enough to make them show me completely how they feel. I've been wondering if love and all it's endevors are really worth it......alot of times I use music in my life to help me get out feelings that I can't always get out on paper or by mouth. One song that has an interesting way of talking about how someone becomes your love and how they turn in to you life is "I Miss You" by Blink 182..... Hello there, the angel from my nightmare the shadow in the background of the morgue the unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley we can live like Jack and Sally if we want where you can always find me we'll have Halloween on Christmas and in the night we'll wish this never ends we'll wish this never ends (I miss you, miss you) (I miss you, miss you) Where are you and I'm so sorry I cannot sleep, I cannot dream tonight I need somebody and always this sick strange dar
Life
I am tired, not just physically tired, not just emotionally tired. I am tired to the bone, tired to the heart of my soul. The Sad Thing about this tiredness is that Ive done it to myself, that Ive allowed others to do it to me The Sad Thing about this tiredness is that Ive taken myself down this path, that Ive allowed others to lead me down this path. The Sad Thing about this tiredness is that Ive not raised a finger to fight it The Sad Thing is I know others may have it worse than I do, God Help Them, but that just drives me deeper into the dark, thinking that I feel like this. The Sad Thing is...the things that brought happiness are all fading away, the love of my life, the family I once had, the Life I wanted to lead. And I have allowed it all to happen. I have no one to blame but myself. Thats The Sad Thing I feel your coldness against the palm of my handwarming as I hold you. My index finger feels the curves of your surface My thumb feels you
Pain
It hurts inside, all the pain is sucking up energy within Everyone says just be yourself, but the truth is I dont know who me is I've been someone else for so long that I lost who I am In a world where if you're not a certain way you get judged I dont know if i could ever be whole again, but then again you can't make something whole that never was It's like a missing peice of me Without it I can't live After all I've been through you'd think I could handle this, but the thing is I can't take it anymore and I don't think I could make it I want to reach out to someone, but I'm scarde to let someone in Scarde I might get rejected So many people have betrayed me in my life, so many people have left me, so many people never actually got the chance to know me before they walked away I only let people in so far...don't get me wrong I'm just misunderstood I want to let people in I try to reach out, but they just don't get the clue I used to look in the mirror seeing the person I
Updated Profile Now :)
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Need 3000 To Level Up
last week my dad shot and killed himself. we dont know why he did it or understand why he did it. he was a kind and loving man. he would help anybody if he could. i miss him alot we had alot of good times together and i just hope he is at peace now and not in anymore pain. can someone make me a fubar online user liscense hey everyone leave me kisses and gifts on my profile page.
Big Big Contest
6 whole boned, chicken breasts (skin on) 2 tablespoons green or yellow onion, finely chopped 3 cloves garlic, minced garlic powder, salt and pepper (for sprinkling) 1/2 teaspoon paprika 1/4 cup grated Parmesan cheese 1 teaspoon fresh Rosemary, minced 2 tablespoons fresh Parsley, minced 1/4 cup each of butter and olive oil 1 1/2 cups bread crumbs 1/2 lb thinly sliced ham or prosciutto, finely chopped 12 wooden toothpicks (soaked in water for 5 minutes) Preheat grill so that coals are white hot in time for grilling. Melt butter in microwave, stir in oil. To this warm mixture, add Parsley, Rosemary, minced garlic, chopped onion and paprika (a pinch of rubbed sage may optionally be added if you have it on hand, but be careful not to overdo). Allow the herbs to infuse for 10 minutes. Remove 3-4 tablespoons to a separate small bowl and use this to brush both sides of the chicken. Place chicken breasts, skin side down, on a layer of wax paper or plastic wrap. Pound lightly
Blah!
So besides me being sick for the past week I was just on the phone with my uncle and he gave me bad news. My aunt's mother is at the hospital, she isn't doing so hot... She is in stage 4 of brain cancer. We haven't heard what kind of time frame she has left. And there isn't any kind of treatment that can be provided due to the stage she is in. And as most of you know this isn't the first time cancer has struck in my family, it is extremely difficult to deal with but I know everyone needs to remain strong. So please just keep my family in your thoughts and prayers. Thank you. For those of you not in my area... I was in a bad accident at 4am today, I was driving the ambulance and it collided with a dump truck. If you want details, pleas feel free to ask me. Sgt. Nick Vaughan of Northeast Pennsylvania, left the US Oct 14 2007. He had volunteered his unit into Iraq from Kuwait a day early. The following day, there was not enough shelter for them all to get to safety. Nick got everyone ther
Life
I haven't posted or been online much recently as my grandparents have been having surgery (Grandma) and been ill...(grandfather). About a month ago my grandma had thyroid surgery to remove cancer and all was removed and she is healed and back to normal. Three weeks ago, my grandpa fell at home and ended up in the hospital with pneumonia (again) and a broken rib. He spent the rest of that week in the hospital and then the following Monday he was put in a nursing home. A week and a half after being admitted to the nursing home (July 4, 2007, to be exact), he passed away. Knowing my grandpa it would be appropriate that he would pass away on Independence day, as he was a veteran of WWII and very proud of that fact. Also, he was born on Christmas day in 1917, so he was born on a Holiday and died on a holiday. I think he wanted it that way. I was very close to my grandfather and am crying as I type this. This man thought the sun rose and set on me since I was born, and he
A Word About Moi
I thought I'd write this blog since i am getting messages that I am fake & leading ppl on for the record i am not fake I'm very real. If anyone sees my salute they will know that, as for the leading ppl on part i have been very upfront about being married & that I also have 2 kids which you can see in my pictures I am here to make friends as i love meeting ppl but i am not here to get with anyone I'm sorry I love my husband very much & will never cheat for any reason. for the record the ones saying above have been deleted from my friends list as they have been very nasty about it . With that said i wanna say KISSES & hugs to all my cherries, there will be more special pics coming soon =) xoxoxoxoxox A few of you know that I get my tubes & pics to do my tags from a group that supplies it, well about a week ago they asked me if I could make tags for the group every week, but, they wanted me to make 100 a week I'm thinking omg no way I will have no life but I have been getting good r
Just Words
ALONE by Edgar Allan Poe 1830 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- From childhood's hour I have not been As others were; I have not seen As others saw; I could not bring My passions from a common spring. From the same source I have not taken My sorrow; I could not awaken My heart to joy at the same tone; And all I loved, I loved alone. Thenin my childhood, in the dawn Of a most stormy lifewas drawn From every depth of good and ill The mystery which binds me still: From the torrent, or the fountain, From the red cliff of the mountain, From the sun that round me rolled In its autumn tint of gold, From the lightning in the sky As it passed me flying by, From the thunder and the storm, And the cloud that took the form (When the rest of Heaven was blue) Of a demon in my view. You are someone who tries thier best to look forward to a new day...and yet you find yourself being buried further into the darkness. when al
Poem: †dark Heart†
There was a beautiful lady From her looks, she didn't look shady She came into my life, and made me smile At the same time, I was wondering if I was worth her while... Then Tragedy hit... It hit so hard my heart split.. Her truth unveiled... through the mist, her lies was spilled She lied about so much My heart hurt, by her evil touch She was saying things to me Same things she says to others, hopefully they will see... The lady in black... Her life must be off the track... It's been awhile.. hearing her makes me break... My heart I laid out for her to take... She took it without a thought... Her lies I bought... I cannot get over the lady in black... In this day and age Life is over ran by our rage Sex and drugs consumes us all It will be the cause of humanitys big fall Love seems to be over used emotion It's no longer for feeling and devotion Our Economy has gone down the drain... So many starving people in pain.. And for what cause? Its not worth it.. we c
God Is Working
> >> > >>While watching a little TV on Sunday instead of going to church, > >>I watched a Church in Atlanta honoring one of its senior pastors who had > >>been retired many years. He was 92 at that time and I wondered why the > >>Church > >>even bothered to ask the old gentleman to preach at that age. > >> > >>After a warm welcome, introduction of this speaker, and as the > >>applause quieted down he rose from his high back chair and walked slowly, > >>with great effort and a sliding gate to the podium. Without a note or > >>written paper of any kind, he placed both hands on the pulpit to steady > >>himself and then quietly and slowly he began to > >>speak.... > >> > >>"When I was asked to come here today and talk to you, your > >>pastor asked me to tell you what was the greatest lesson ever learned in > >>my 50 > >>odd years of preaching. I thought about it for a few days and boiled it > >>down > >>to just one thing that made
A Smile
A true friend Your a friend thats always there Your a friend that never leaves You have a pure heart Your there for every thing Your there when i need you Your there when i dont You love me for me You know how i am Your in my heart Our friendship never ends Our love is always there Your in my heart Our friendship is here In our hearts And never ending souls. A true friend Your a friend thats always there Your a friend that never leaves You have a pure heart Your there for every thing Your there when i need you Your there when i dont You love me for me You know how i am Your in my heart Our friendship never ends Our love is always there Your in my heart Our friendship is here In our hearts And never ending souls. A Smile life with out you is hard to see the love you give me i give back long as i have seen you you was my best friend you hide in my he
Leather On Ebay
As you know I am selling some of my Brand New Leather items from stock on Ebay. Haven't really done well on it because apparently most on Ebay want me to give it away, for example: I have a Leather Bustier that retails for $49.99 at the starting bid of $19.99 so if it sells for that I am loosing money. I just was asked if the Panty came with the Bustier.....Which it doesn't say it does in the description but not only does this idiot want it cheap he wants extra stuff too... I can not win...Please tell all your friends and go look at my ebay items :) http://search.ebay.com/_W0QQsassZwylde_enterprisesQQhtZ-1 Have my leather up on ebay again, send this to all your friends.. All starting below wholesale.... http://search.ebay.com/_W0QQsassZwylde_enterprisesQQhtZ-1 Pass this along to all your friends too please... Ok down to the last few hours, if you want to get some leather items below wholesale go visit and bid... or at
Me
should I return to it or not? What do you think? I want to hear from my fubar family. Later, ~Nadya~ Hey I am looking to see if I can find any female friends in the Boston area. You don't have to live in Boston but, be able to get into Boston is a plus. All my friends live out of state or out of the country and I am sick of having no one to hang out with. So send me a e-mail if you girls have any questions and tell me more about yourself. Looking forward to hearing from you ladies out there. ~Nadya~ You Are More Like Angelina Jolie Bad girl with a heart of gold. You are smart, sexy, and strong willed. You aren't against stealing another girl's man... If he's better off with you! Are You More Like Jennifer or Angelina?
My First Time
Well its going to be a great 80's degree day today and I am actually in a better mood then yesterday. Yes going to work just killed my spirt yesterday. After being there for about 10 min my day just sucked. that was to bad because it started out so good. Well today I will not let work let me down again. I plan on going to Starbucks this morning and having a coffee and a sandwich to start my day today. I hope to start me on the right foot. After that I am just going to try not to let things get to me as much as I did yesterday. Also I want to go work on my Trike but my dad is leaving for the 4th for the rest of the week so there will be on more work done this week. So my kids are coming home tomarrow and well there goes my peace and quite! So i need to enjoy today for all it is.. one last day of quiet!! See ya later Yes.. my very first blog.. Have you ever had a day like today. Where who ever you talked to you just wanted to punch in the troat. I had one of those days today
Great Moments From My Shoutbox
this made me shudder..... sanchristo...: hi, i am 30 m from germany. i get turned on, when i am wearing button down shirts, rubber pants or my selfmade plastic wear. i wanna show my fetishism to other people Everyday theres multiple Mumms about "am I hot.. cute. fuckable..." etc this is one that took offense to my lil pic I gave him instead of being my charming self. -As usual read from bottom up.. Im too lazy to change it.- SmokeDrago...: im not begging lol ->SmokeDrago...: chill with the begging... SmokeDrago...: damn ok chill with the attitude ->SmokeDrago...: *Site ->SmokeDrago...: DUde... knock it off. there IS a sught called Hotnot.com..... type it in and go SmokeDrago...: lol ok ifu have yahoo i can send u pic ->SmokeDrago...: Im not going to your page to check... SmokeDrago...: then am i hawt or not? or cute ->SmokeDrago...: No Id say that if I thought it SmokeDrago...: callin meugly right? ->SmokeDrago...:No thats Mild compared to what
Hot
Public Awareness
Parents need to know about the sick, sick movement known as "pedophile activism". I am not joking. Look up pedophile activism on wikipedia.org for more information. They have created these symbols, so that they can identify each other, create a support network, it's sickening: This is the symbol for "boy love" called BLogo This is the symbol for "girl love", called GLogo This is the symbol for "Childlove Online Media Activism, CLOMAL This is the symbol for all-encompassing pedophilia, CLogo This is not a joke!!! If you see these symbols on someone's myspace, they are a pedophile. If you see someone with one of these symbols on their clothing or jewelry, they are a pedophile. (Which, in my opinion, gives you permission to beat the fuckiing shit out of them.) Anyone with children, please please go to wikipedia.org (a free online encyclopedia) and search "pedophile activism" and you'll get the whole sick story. Also, please repost this in your bulletins,
Spliffy Lyrics
Shroomy Shroomz Dialogue: 1: Come on dude, eat it! 2: Nah man, itll seriously fuck me up. 1: Thats the point. 2: I know, butI already had a 40 and some spliffs bro. 1: So? Just fuckin eat it dude. 2: Nah man, seriously. 1: Eat itEat it.EAT it.EAT ITEAT IT!....EAT IT MOTHERFUCKER! 2: ALLRIGHT ALLRIGHT ALLRIGHT!!!...SHITYOU OVERZEALOUS BASTARD! 1: Chuckles 2: Chomps and sighs 1: And? Sitar kicks in 2: Daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaamn duuuuuuuuuuuuuuuude. 1+2Laugh hysterically I chomp it down so I can feel my ink stand up Start to feel mellow and chilled thats whats up Feelin so damn dizzy till my brain drains out As I watch Alice startin to scream and shout And that snooty caterpillar starts to fuck with my mind While the kitty cat just crawls and creeps up from behind Just draw me in that psychedelic cartoon And Ill be close to paranoia pretty soon Feelin my head goin back n forth Travelin my way up north I crawl towards the e
Fake Ct Accounts
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You !!!!!!
U EVER TAKE A CRAP SO BIG UR PANTS FIT BETTER I AM HALF IRISH DOES ANYONE ELSE HAVE ANY IRISH IN THEM. IF NOT WOULD U LIKE ME TO INSERT SOME I SO FAT WHEN I TURN AROUND, I HAVE TWO BIRTHDAYS
This Is Me
On a tour to Flordia, the Pope took a couple of days off to visit the coast for some sightseeing. He was cruising along the beach in his car when there was a frantic commotion just off the shore. A helpless man, wearing a maize and blue Michigan jersey, was struggling frantically to free himself from the jaws of a 25-foot shark. As the Pope watched horrified, a speedboat came racing up with three men wearing scarlet and gray Ohio State jerseys. One quickly fired a harpoon into the sharks side. The other two reached out and pulled the bleeding semiconsciouse Wolverine from the water. Then usling long clubs, the three beat the shark to death and hauled it, too, into the boat. Immediately the Pope shouted and summoned them to the beach. "I give you my blessing for your brave actions." he told them. "I heard that there were some bitter hatreds between Wolverines and Buckeyes, but now I have seen with my own eyes that is not true." As the Pope drove off, the harpooner asked
Cb Man
please stop by my page and sign my guestbook thank you. thanks to all of my friends on cherry tap thank you merry christmas to every one on fubar from cbman and family.
Another Day On Ct
Sooooooooooooooo as I leave for the day I wish you all a great week-end! Heading out for my little one and tonight is her first cheerleading for the varisty football team, so my proud mommie pics will follow. I am so excited to see a bunch of 4 year old girls cheer. Its gonna be a hoot for sure. Learned this week if you get happy despite what may be going on in your life, it works and can be very effective. Warm southern smiles to you and yours form me and mine. Huggles and Muahs to you all Laura and Taylor Wow this thing happend today to me today .. I was rated a 3 today and dont give a rats ass anymore ... I smiled!!!! I am getting seriosuly tired of the drama of this game here. I did not care, again I say I have a custody battle going on right now. So it dsoes not matter a damn rats ass to me if I get rated anything... fuck rate me zero I dont care anymore. I will no longer take place in blocking anyone unless they are a threatening me. I am thinking serio
More Recent Writings/poems!!!
A single tear rolls down my cheeck, My soul is lost and cold. Trying to get over the heartbreak again. Everytime you use me, over and over, The wound cuts deeper and tears me apart. I try, try my hardest to stay away. But no matter how much you hurt me, again and again. I still stay. The love I feel deep in my heart, You and I know I'll never leave, as much as i've tried. So I sit here with you, BUT lonely and abandoned. Waiting to be used again. Its been ten years now and with two wonderful children. I got a second engagement ring for Christmas. (that is now back in its box, and given back to him) I sometimes wander if he ever had the intention of marrying me. Now my eight year old questions why mommy has a different last name from him, and why daddy won't marry mommy. I just stare speechless, not knowing the words to tell my son. Not even knowing the words to tell myself. With my heart breaking into even smaller pieces. I
Unfinished Poems
Darkness Overcomes us as hearts flow together Lovers embrace lips parted As we hold one another Sweetness that is you feels my life with meaning I lose control of myself my sences wildly screeming Upon the moutian air the wolf screams The rabbits hide and the deer gleams Dew forms upon theleaves and falls to the ground The rustling of dead leaves heard all around Cows walking about, abandoned in the feilds Horse's strut and og upon the hills Farmer's are busy working hard in the barn Wives are cooking, baking, and turning thier yarn The smell of pies fill the air Sweat pours to the ground from old farmer's hair The bell has rung so lunh is ready Families sit down to rest the hour steady Families rest the night from a hard days work The roosters crow awakening everything You have touched my heart in many ways Although words cannot describe how I feel I live only from day to day To love and Charish you is so for real I worship you and the grou
Plethora Of Thoughts
HAHA...REMINDS ME OF THE NIGHT AT THE RIVER. REMEMBER WHEN WE CRIED OURSELVES TO SLEEP. WOKE UP AND IT WAS FREEZING. I think my friend and i are going throught the samething. I stole it from her stash. Listen to the words. I know you're going through a hard time. Remember I love you! You and I have one thing in common. One thing that you and I can only relate to. You always call me or mom telling us how much you love us and how sorry you are. Please stop apologizing. You're an angel. You've made many people smile. You can't let what happened 15 years ago bring you down. Please know that we love you with all our hearts. I'm asking you to come home with us. You'll be happy here. Just know that in the heavens Stephen is looking down on you.
Me!
SO out of no where some guy messages me and says i want people to rate me but i dont rate people which is bullshit cause i have a lot of people who will tell u i do...no i dont get around to everyone on my list but if they drop me a message and ask me to help them out i am more then willing to...soo he told me i need to go back to myspace because via him i am phony... "Gunner: your not wanted here your a phony so go say hi to tom at myspace" Then he goes onto say that i dont rate him back and he rates me which might be true doesn't mean i saw him rate me...and then says he also has tried to talk to me...and if he read my page he would know i dont always get everyones messages...soo now via him i think im too good for him "Gunner: i guess you think your to good for me but you dont see me begging 4 rates" All i have to say about that is any of you who actually know me and talk to me know i don't think i'm too good for anyone on here. If i'm around and get ur message i try to atl
Hmmm???
Sometimes we just need to be reminded! A well-known speaker started off his seminar by holding up a $20.00 bill. In the room of 200, he asked, "Who would like this $20 bill?" Hands started going up. He said, "I am going to give this $20 to one of you but first, let me do this. He proceeded to crumple up the $20 dollar bill. He then asked, "Who still wants it?" Still the hands were up in the ! air. Well, he replied, "What if I do this?" And he dropped it on the ground and started to grind it into the floor with his shoe. He picked it up, now crumpled and dirty. "Now, who still wants it?" Still the hands went into the air. My friends, we have all learned a very valuable lesson. No matter what I did to the money, you still wanted it because it did not decrease in value. It was still worth $20. Many times in our lives, we are dropped, crumpled, and ground into the dirt by the decisions we make and the circumstances that come our way. We feel as
Drunken-sober
A Playaz Game (Mine is Betta)I'm sittin on stacks, I'm rollin high.Gettin that paper while you gettin high.I know you see me bitch so just ride on by.Keep watchin me do what I do.I'ma smoke on by you.I gotta stack full of that green in my right hand.Bitch you know how I do it out here in "da Land."I'm sittin on stacks, I'm rollin high.Gettin that paper while you gettin high.I know you see me bitch so just ride on by.I gotta stay on that grind, it's an everyday struggle.Workin two jobs just to keep up with my hustle.Nothing about me is just plain ordinary.'Cuz the game that I got is extraordinary.You think you know the kind of life I live.Poor little sap you ain't even got a dolla to give.You got no job, four kids, and now one on the way.Maybe I'll feel a little bit sorry for you one day.I'm sittin on stacks, I'm rollin high.Gettin that paper while you gettin high.I know you see me bitch so just ride on by.Everywhere I turn all I see is these haters.I'm gettin that money!Boy what you th
Just Stuff
1. Constipated People Don't Give A Crap. 2. Practice Safe Sex, Go Screw Yourself. 3. If You Drink Don't Park, Accidents Cause People. 4. Who Lit The Fuse On Your Tampon? 5. If You Don't Believe In Oral Sex, Keep Your Mouth Shut. 6. Please Tell Your Pants Its Not Polite To Point. 7. If That Phone Was Up Your Butt, Maybe You Could Drive A Little Better. 8. My Kid Got Your Honor Roll Student Pregnant. 9. Thank You For Pot Smoking. 10. To All You Virgins Thanks For Nothing. 11. If At First You Don't Succeed...blame Someone Else And Seek Counseling. 12. Impotence: Nature's Way Of Saying "No Hard Feelings". 13. If You Can Read This, I've Lost My Trailer. 14. Horn Broken... Watch For Finger. 15. It's Not How You Pick Your Nose, But Where You Put The Booger. 16. If You're Not A Hemorrhoid, Get Off My Ass. 17. You're Just Jealous Because The Voices Are Talking To Me 18. The Earth Is Full - Go Home 19. I Have The Body Of A God... Buddha 20
Somethin New
I can still remember the day you went away far away to what is known as the better place A paradise in which you are eternally to stay never to return again. All the doctors the hospitals that pain in which no one could take away it all done you said to yourself will fade and at peace you will be The laughter you brought to everyone joy in my heart is what i loved the most smiles you could bring to the sorrowest of people. Growing up with you in my life was a blessing to have a angel in my life like you was a gift in which no one could take Until the day god wanted his angel back. I will wait on earth for the day we will unite again peace i will regrain in my soul for i will have all the loving memories of you Be still world for i know you are looking upon us all watching to make sure we do not stubble or fall our hearts are sorrowful but the memories are strong. Peace for all for tommorow is another day were we will remember what w
Chelts
Im truly sick of downers. I swear the hardest thing to do is finally just let yourself be positive about everything around you. People tend to find negative in everything. I'm just finally happy and even when things start to rain i still find a smile on my face. I'm really happy about life and looking forward to whatever happens. For the first time ever really! and it really feels good. I no longer have the pity me parties either. I also think that depression is a highly overlooked disorder. I truly believe its a mental disorder that people just can't get over and everything just seems to be falling into the same "woe is me" zone. Second, is relationships gone bad. NOBODY has control over there destiny and, it seems that once you fall head over heels for someone your screwed and everything seems to fall in the negative category and then little by little your world starts "crashing down". Just remember you have NO control over your destiny sometimes it needs a little push bu
Tom
Pruett Jr., Thomas Ray "Tom" A carpenter and a resident of St.Amant, he died at 12:56 p.m. Tuesday, Oct. 3,2006, at Ochsner Hospital, Baton Rouge. He was 33, a native of Denham Springs and a U.S. Navy veteran. Visiting at Gray's Creek Baptist Church, La. 16, on Thursday, Oct. 5 from noon until religious service at 1p.m., conducted by Carl Sullivan. He is survived by his wife, Mandy Buratt Pruett; father and mother, Thomas Ray Pruett Sr. and Jacquelyn Jackson Pruett, St. Amant; two daughters, Bethany Eastlick, age 13 of California, and Jade Pruett, age 5, of Thibodaux; two stepdaughers', Evelyn Fussell, age 11, and Kristen Fussell, age 9, both of Gonzales; stepson, Tomas Jones, age 12, of Denham Springs; sister, Carmen Pruett, Baton Rouge; and grandmother, Mary Kent Morganroth, Longville. Preceded in death by his grandfathers, Thomas J. Pruett and Rudolph Jackson; and grandmother, Martha Stonecipher. He was a high school graduate and recieved a degree in technical d
Stress
just taken a moment out, need to vent a little, well enough about that, what do women want? tell you i must be either drop dead ugly, or to damn nice, i cant change whom i am, but honestly im sick of being single! id love to come home one day and be able to hold someone in my arms all night long, or have a conversation like normal people do. this go to work and bust my ass til i have no engery just sucks! so im just wondering what the hell can a nice guy do to make a woman notice im interested! yeah fubar is fun, and myspace is all about drama, and chatting is ok, i want out of it all and try to find someone down to earth and enjoy life with! im sure nobody will read this and if their is one or 2 of you thanks for stopping by and have a wonderful evening or day! i just needed to vent..... still feel confused about it but its off my chest! Paul I was just wondering is it all about rates and points, does anyone on here talk? god its so boring sitting here passing out 10s and nobody ta
Incomplete Reality
After this nothing can be the same, sin and perdition flow through my vein, where even the dawn needs drugs to kill the pain as we coagulate in this rancid populous of loss suffocating in my own misery, i claw my way to the surface of this abyss, numb and beligerent from this endeavor, I am the beginning and end of this. It is this burden that defines me, the lament of this sullen wretch, and in my darkest hour, the solution is manifest. good show tonight, everything went well..new material needs work yet though....we need to find time to finish writing the new shit as well.. wrecked. Meandering the darkness, comatose to the truth, this is the apex of loss, entombed in a memory of you, Corrosive lament, capturing my attention, the outcast of fools, the height of discention, is this what I searched for, the truth in the absence, the apparition of joy, the cold touch of your presence, This miasma of perplexion, the labrynth of control, with
Thought Dumpster
So i took the glasses off just to see what i could see so i took the mirror down not happy with that image of me Who cares what has been done so far but ill be damned if ill go on knowing im just another toilet seat that keeps getting pissed on So many times i have thrown up my hands and let them have there way just hopeing that eventually i might just get my day Im tired of screaming quietly while others scream aloud when will i get my turn to speak where is my waiting crowd I cut myself to pieces so that every one could share not knowing they'd take all of me and leave nothing to spare I think it's time i just let go and except that im off track letting everyone walk all over me thinking they have my back So i guess i should just shut my mouth let my hurting slowly die i guess words are meaningless cause they always become lies i was thinking about this for days now bu
Just Unsafe
What women would do if they had a penis for a day 10. Get ahead faster in corporate America. 9. Get a blow job. 8. Find out what is so fascinating about beating the meat. 7. Pee standing up while talking to other men at a urinal. 6. Determine WHY you can't hit the bowl consistently. 5. Find out what it's like to be on the other end of a surging orgasm. 4. Touch yourself in public without thought as to how improper it may seem. 3. Jump up and down naked with an erection to see if it feels as funny as it looks. 2. Understand the scientific reason for the light refraction which occurs between a man's eyes and the ruler situated next to his member which causes two inches to be added to the final measurement. 1. Repeat number 9... The Ultimate SEX Survey by game_gurl69Do you like it rough or sensual?: bothDo you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both?: oppositeHow often do you like to have sex?: couple times a dayIs sex a top priority for you?: nopeDo you
The Cherry Trap
ok sooo.......... I dont want to do work, I just want to surf the net, so guess what? Im going to surf the net all day. Bwhahahahahha Work is for suckers. Let everybody else do it today. hehe I have a new addiction, and its called cherry TAP. This place is awesome, I dig it. It moves alot quicker than I had expected and the people are incredibly nice. I dont think I am ever going to leave. hehe well, we will just see what happens here, this place seems to move a lot quicker than my last home, for a guy with borderline A.D.D this should be fun. LMAO Well, im just going to stand back and see what happens. Have a good one tappers, and dont be afraid to reach out and touch me. Bwhahahhaa
Giving In??
Today I decided that my life is just 1 big frustration. I should just give in and admit that the bastards are winning. Banks will never admit the mistake was theirs, insurance agents will act like you are taking money out of the personal pockets. And all the friends in the world can not help when the 8 ball is rolling straight at you. If that sounds depressing it is. I don't even have the oomph to fight back. Maybe tomorrow will be a better day. Maybe I will win the lottery. Maybe I will stop being a pessimistic optimist and not expect the worst. Ya right. And the sun will come up in the west. Life sucks. And I can't afford the gas to go to S Carolina to shoot the insurance bastard. Sorry..... Just venting. I received notice that SSI has turned me down again. Some judge who has never met me or talked to me, has made a decision that will affect my life. As if I would willingly give up a job where I made $1600 a month for a measly $780 in SSI benefits. I like not being ab
Breast Cancer Awareness
ON JULY 2,2007 i was woken up by a phone call and it was my doctor, he let me know they got the test results back and i was diagnoise with breast cancer, i bout dropped the phone thinking it was a joke but it wasnt.I was with cancer awhile back and it cleared up and i never thought it whould come back but it did. i know i have god beside me as im a strong person and he is my shinning light.I want to thank all my friends who are on here for thier support,love,prayers.Please to all the women get checked cause you never know what may come your way,please support breast cancer awareness.. all my love, honielynn the doctor told me that the cancer has not spreaded which is a good sign and im on a less stronger meds. that wont make me sleepy. so im happy bout that... i am going for surgery on july 18 to have the knot removed i will be in the hospital for alittle while as after surgrey they have to keep an eye to make sure it doesnt spread or nothing goes wrong,im really woried about that bu
Poetry
COPYRIGHT by AUTHOR and CIVITASDEI.US -riptide- The night ended with us cleaning up blood and a thousand sparkling shards of soiled glass. Tonight was a success, by all means I cant remember it. Ive nailed myself down to the floor, and I can hear your persistent knock-knocking but I am trapped here, too far away to reach the door Nobody is home today. Having useless hands, I composed a letter using my teeth. i lied through them, I told you everything is perfect-pristine, I sleep sometimes at night now but really I feel hollow and invisible. Falling asleep behind the wheel and waking up just in time for it to be too late for breaks, on a collision course. Screaming soundlessly at my reflection rip-rip-rippling in the water and I let her take me under, caught in a rip-tide. COPYWRIGHT by AUTHOR and CIVITASDEI.US Good Mourning Love You Me Countless nights and sleepless nights-- Wal
Life Is A Poem, You Just Have To Write The Words
1) What's Your First Name? Jenn 2) List Your Nicknames?: princess, and jenner but only nanny gets to call me the latter 3) Every Group Of Friends Has A Hot Spot In A Parking Lot Where Is Yours?: Key City and Quik Chek.. used to be anyways 4) Very Late Night Munchies 24hr White Castle Or 24hr Taco bell?: the 24hr diner, key city 5) What's Your Favorite Diner In Jersey?: Key City bitches 6) Your Favorite Food From That Diner?: Chicken fingers and cheese fries with gravy 7) Ever seen FDR? nope 8) Starbucks or Dunkin Donuts/Baskin Robins? Drunkin donuts 9) Best Mall To Go To in Jersey? cherry hill 10) Best Beach in jersey? seaside or ac 11) The Most Tasty Slice Of Pizza You Ever Tasted Is From?: nicolosis in my home town 12) You Hear The Town Woodbridge What Is The First Thing(s) You think of? Mall 13) You Hear The Town Sea Bright What Is The First Thing(s) You think of? never heard of it 14) You Hear The Town Long Branch What Is The Fir
Diary Of A Psychotic
Here in the darkness the light never shows itself. Walk blindly into the unknown that can never be truly understood. Here is where some level of confusion sets in, then panic and then the ultimate release of all known feeling. Become numb. Become as the surrounding darkness. Void. These thoughts entered my mind as exhaustion and anxiety set in. A cloud of smoke circles my face. A cigarette smolders in an ashtray and a single light glows helplessly in the surrounding shadow. I think of the past like someone watches a home movie. Rewinding and pausing. Trying to find the place in time where things went wrong. Looking back on a past life that I dont truly understand. I fear the memory that seeks the dawn of the new day. It haunts me. Devouring the once living force in me that was human. Ive turned away from the rest of humanity. I no longer have faith in this species that inhabits the earth. There is so much ignorance and faded emotion. To kill thy brother on ea
Thoughts
TO SIGN MY HUSBANDS OBITUARIE IF YOU WANT TO SAY GOODBYE OR WHATEVER YOU WANT TO SAY TO OUR PRECIOUS MICKEY THE LOVE OF MY LIFE THAT GOT TOOKEN WAY TO YOUNG. DEBhttp://www.funeralplan2.com/lawjones/obits?id=182692 The Frog Does Not Drink Up The Pond In Which He Lives. There Can Never Be Peace Between Nations, Until It Is First Known That True Peace Is Within The Souls Of Men. We Will Be Known Forever By The Tracks We Leave. The moment I saw you I had to let you in I saw this amazing love starting to begin I opened my soul to a beautiful vision of you I hoped, I prayed that your feelings were true I have never before loved and I have paid the cost Alone and empty and feeling forever lost But, then, I had thought I have truly found An Angel who walks upon the ground You had gone beyond all limits for me Giving me everything for the world to see I now will search again my whole life through And I swear I will never find a
Bideing My Time
ok now at the end of the day, i cashed in my change and gave two rides, spent some on beer and now i have a net of 31 and a pocket full of change. maybe this will finally get me to save money...but i am up tp something 2000 is my goal... i am still on course for spending my money, i have also creashed my timr going head first into a diet. i regained 25 lbs,,,,and now i have to loose it because my back is hurting badly i spent 2 on lunch and my checking account money is still safe....thinking abut going out tonight it is 7-07-07 after all i mmight get lucky
I Need Rates Plz
i am on here from time to time, but i am usually on yahoo messenger or msn messenger, hit me up for my screen names, i know some people have it and some dont, so if you would like to talk there let me know thank yall for all my friend on here that i talk to on my yahoo msgr. i wont be on yahoo prolly till after the new year. i got alot of traveling and workin to do throughout the holidays. so please bear with me and i will be back before you know it. for those of you i chat with on here if you dont have my yahoo id and would like to chat there with me in the future just add me my id is jstewart71982. i love yall leave me comments please so i will know whats up what would be a good name for my new lounge? please comment and leave me some ideas
Hey Everyone
hey everyone come check out my lounge and help get it started!!! http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=55120 Why is it okay for guys to fuck as many females as they want but if a girl fucked anyone we're all sluts? Hey so anyways i like cherrytap alot its a cool place to come when your bored and have nothing better to do lol! any so have fun
A Few Short Poems.
At Times In Life When You Need Love The Most, We Can Never Find It.Love Is Blinding And Is Found In Unexpected Places.But What We Don't Understand Is That,It's Always In Front Of Us.We Look For It At Times.But Do We Really Find It? This Is The Question We All Dwell On At Times In Our Life. But Then There Was You.The Person That Caught My Attention The Very First Time We Spoke. When I First Met You, I Didn't Plan On Love Unfolding, Didn't Plan On You Being So Sweet, Didn't Even Plan On You Being So Understanding. But What I Do Know Is That,When I First Met You, You Made My Days Go By Faster,With Every Ounce Of Love You Gave Me. Since I Have Met You, My Life Has Been Complete. One Day We Met, The Best Of Friends We Became. Always Thinking Alike, We Are One In The Same. No Matter How Far We Are Apart, Just Remember Your Always In My Heart! I Wish Everyday I Could Wake Up To The Gentle Beating Of Your Heart Against Mine. The Soft Feeling Of Your Breath Aginst My Neck
Help My Friend
Statistically speaking, unless you are a total hermit, social retard, or ugly as a bag of spoiled monkey food... There's at least 1 person on Fubar that wants to date you or sleep with you. So..... lets play "friends w/ benefits" The rules are simple... if you want to date the person who posted this, send them a message to their inbox saying "Im yours". If you just want to sleep with them and stay friends, send them a message that says "I'd hit it". SCARED? LOL THE TWIST IS YOU HAVE TO REPOST THIS, EVEN IF YOU'RE TAKEN & see who replies. There is at least 1 person on your list that wants to date you, and maybe more that want to sleep with you. SO... re-post as "Friends with Benefits", as it doesn't matter if your married, in a relationship,single, gay or straight! You opened it so you HAVE to repost it! A test of your bravery. Don't be a chicken!! Comment, add her, help her get bumped up to CT Godfather before Auguest 1st! SeXXXyzeMILF~~@ CherryTAP Man women are s
Some Stuff I Wrote...
You fill my thoughts Permeate my brain Every breath I take Whispers your name I long for you For your voice Tickling my ear For your companionship Filling the void For your eyes So open and trusting I want you With me I could put you In a knapsack And you would Never Leave my side The worm sits quite still He watches grass grow slowly Dew gives him the chills ---------------------------------- Air is crisp in fall Makes my nose and ears tingle Hot cocoa is nice ---------------------------------- Chocolate Nougat Sticks to the roof of my mouth It makes me happy ---------------------------------- Ice cubes melt in warmth They make my clothes turn colors When they drip on me ---------------------------------- Lemons are sour They make my tongue hurt badly Lemon drops are good ---------------------------------- Hair smells really good People's hair smells differently I like to smell hair -
News
That is video of my 2 year old son Jackson, counting to 5! YAY! And he used the potty this morning too! Sorry but I'm so proud! My babies are growing up! Yes this is a video blog... but I'm just so proud that I couldn't not upload and share this with you all! Hugs!!! This is not fucking fair! Whitney was such a great friend to me, an awesome listener and one of the few people I would open up to. Liam needs his mom, and I feel so terrible right now. I can barely see, crying too hard. She was so sweet, kind, honest, respectful, loving and caring. It sucks, it really does. I've never been close to anyone that has passed on... but this hits hard. This is... just whoa... fucked up... my thoughts and prayers go out to her mom, Shawn and those two wonderful little boys, Liam and Jonathan. RIP Whitney! I'll always love and miss you!
Me
Most of us seek out the right person to spend the rest of our life with and think that when we find them, we will never let go. Most of us do just that. I recently have figured out who I have searching for my entire life. And it has me quite perplexed. In my heart, I know nothing could keep me away, but my head is going in the opposite direction. It is telling me that other things need to happen and they of a higher priority. So now I find myself praying to God that He will show me just why He gave me this situation. Normally, I would go after this person with full force but I know we are both in the same situation in our life. I am not entirely sure he feels the same. Either way, I know what I feel and I know what we both have ahead of us. I cannot describe what I feel about this person, but I know it is the most amazing feeling I have ever had and makes me question past relationships. It was not something I expected to feel at all. I am just completely blown away at the
News And Weather Reports
Anchorage biologists make unusual rescue. Moose calf wedged between retaining wall and a fence. By Lauren Maxwell, CBS 11 News Reporter Article Last Updated: 07/06/2007 06:55:07 PM AKDT It was quite a scene in Midtown Anchorage Friday morning when biologists had an unusual rescue on their hands. It looks like it happened sometime in the middle of the night. A moose calf got wedged between a retaining wall and a fence, with its anxious Mother nearby. "And the cow is on the other side of the fence. And the calf is stuck and it can't get out," said Jessy Coltrane of Alaska Fish and Game. Enter two biologists with a plan: believe it or not, it involved a ski pole, a net and a long canvas strap. As neighbors looked on, the two were able to thread the strap down the hole and around the calf. They were then able to pull the animal to its freedom. It was an operation that took less than 20 minutes. "This was one of the easiest rescues. The cow actually remained really calm.
My Blog
he is 18 and he was with his gf emily last night...he got jumped by 3 guys and they knocked him out and broke his nose really bad...he is going to have to have surgery...he was defending his gf honour...what cowards to do this to him...he already has a cast on for a broken hand...they knocked him out in the middle of the street by kicking him in the head...then dragged him knocked out off the road...I spent most of the night in the hospital..thank God he is going to be okay..he could have been killed...what cowards to do this to my son. it scared the hell out of me...the police showed up at my door and said your son has been the victim of an assault...and that I need to get to the hospital. happily separated for all the right reasons...heading for divorce...father of two boys...my youngest I raised on my own since he was 4 months old...he is now 18...intelligent...funny...sarcastic...know who I am and where I am going in life...I have no time for fakes or liars...refers to myself
Cant Believe It...
ok guys.. my competition just opened and i really want to win best bartender in New Orleans! All i need my friends to vote for me from this site... http://whereyat.com/ its a New Orleans paper and it would rock if all my friends could show some love! all you have to do is go to the site and click at the bottom where it says "vote for best bartender" and that will take you to another page where it will give you the bar and name of the person running. . Tangos Bar Kimberly Cann thats all i need you to click... plus enter your email address to win passes to the finals for the competition! please make me the best bartender in new orleans! You can vote 1 time per day .. it logs your ip address... i love you guys! ♥ PuNkGuRrL yes, PuNkGuRrL should offically recieve the "im a dumb-ass" award.. last night i got my drag cd together (btw im in a show saturday...) and moved around a few music folders.. (yes including the ipod one) ... i wanted to add my
My Life
August 2, 2007 - Thursday M.I.A. Current mood: artistic Category: Writing and Poetry ok so this is an old poem,and it will soon be added to my old poetry blog.... Now im not sure when i wrote it but it was only a few years ago or so....... MIA First when the Missing in action Lost heroes Forgotten patriots Powers at be don't allow true happiness Dictatorship, balance of power We never thought we would be with out each other sittin together yet alone Not know in what to say, were do we do we go form here. As we sit on the beach side by side just enjoying each others company. Yes each of us are missing in action. By now you are my lost hero. Cant help but to think am I your forgotten patriot. I wonder are we going to be allowed Each others company in Valhalla. Are we going to be happily ever after? Its best to have loved and lost Than to never have loved at all It makes one think......... Is it really? Broken Curr
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Poetry
For life there is a new love, that new love will bring us hope, that hope will bring us a prayer, that prayer gives us god, God will give life again!!! If i was god , what would u have to say to me If I was an angel , would you ask if u needed me If I was your father , would you look me in the eye If I was your brother , would you sit with and cry These are a few of the things that some of us shun Be true to your heart and open your soul before life is done A day from work and not one call Just me and these here walls The silence is peaceful but no voice is heard It gets depressing and then i hear the birds The birds sing is enough to keep me sane But it is a womans voice, that I need to gain When is it my turn to get that somebody I need That one and only I have longed for ... call it greed But greedy I am not just love i seek I am tired of the liars cheaters and freaks So where is my beauty queen, my sweetheart Is she h
Dreaming
IM SITTING HERE DREAMING OF HOWS ITS GOING TO BE WHEN YOUR BACK IN MY ARMS ALL ALONE WITH ME, WE WILL GO TO A RESTRANT ORDER A TABLE FOR TWO, WHEN YOU TOLD ME TO PROVE HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU, I THOUGHT TO MYSELF WHAT WILL I DO, NOW AS THE DAYS ARE SLOWLY GOING BY, CANT YOU SEE I DO LOVE YOU...... If i could catch a rainbow i whould do it just for you, and share with you its beauty on the days you are feeling blue. If i could build a mountain you could call it your very own, a place to find serenity a place to be alone. If i could take your troublems i whould toss them in the sea, but all these things im finding are impossible for me. I can not build a mountian, or catch a rainbow fair, but let me be what i know best, a friend whos always there... TEARS FALL LIKE RAIN AS THE MEMORIES I RECALL.. NOW THREE YEARS PAST

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