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Soda's blog: "depession"

created on 06/24/2009  |  http://fubar.com/depession/b301106

should i wake up?

Why do I wake up in the morning-nothing's changed since the day of my
birth
Why do I wake up in the morning-I make no difference on this earth

Strength has left-has to be-something has died inside of me

If I don't wake up in the morning-at my funeral would anyone care
If I don't wake up in the morning-would anyone even be there

You can put me down-you can put me out, you can try to ignore
But now you're gonna hear me when I shout WAKE UP

Why should I wake up in the morning-it be just another wasted day
Why should I wake up in the morning-don't do nothing right anyway

That was then-not anymore-now I go blasting out the door

I'm gonna wake up in the morning-I'll prove you wrong I will not fail
I'm gonna wake up in the morning-I'm gonna blaze a brand new trail

Might not be smart, but if I'm strong
I know for sure no one ever will prove me wrong

still think ya know me


Here I sit and watch my world come crumbling down -
I cry for help, no one's around.
Silently screaming as I bang my head against the wall -
It seems like no one cares at all.

Always an emotion,
But how can I explain -
How can I explain?
Kind of like the scent of a rose,
But you can't explain,
The same with my pain.
Caught up in emotion,
Goes over my head -
Goes over my head.
Sometimes I got to think to myself,
Is this life or death,
Am I living or am I dead?

The clock keeps ticking,
But nothing else seems to change -
Problems never solved just rearranged.
And then I think about all the times that I've had -
Some were good, most were bad.

I search for personality
And I look for things I cannot see.
Love and peace flash through my mind,
Pain and hate is all I find.
Find no hope in nothing new,
And I never had a dream come true.
Lies and hate and agony -
Through my eyes it's all I see.

If I'm gonna cry -
Will you wipe away my tears?
If I’m gonna die -
Lord please take away my fear.
Before I drown in sorrow -
Well I just wanna say...
How will I laugh tomorrow,
When I can't even smile today?

Today, today, today.
When I can't even smile today -
Today today, today.
When I can't even smile today -
How will I laugh tomorrow -
When I can't even smile today?
How will I laugh tomorrow -
When I can't even smile today?

You think something's Funny…..?
Laugh at this!

So when I look outside my room,
I see the world but not the reason.
What it’s done to me's not fair,
You call it fate, I call it treason.
But I know not what to do,
Give me a sign I’ll take whatever.
But if you want me, here I am.
Ain't gonna cry forever.

And I tried to hold ya -
But you just turned away.
And I tried to tell ya -
But not a word I say.
I cried, "I’m so lonely." -
But you just covered your ears.
I gave you all the signs -
But you ignored my tears.

So if you want me,
Here I am -
I sit here waiting for your decision.
But my body fights my mind -
They're heading straight for a collision.
So what am I gonna do -
If I'm still looking in all the wrong places?
But the only thing that seems to change,
Are the looks on their faces....

Doesn't anyone...?
Seems like no one cares at all.
I search for personality
And I look for things I cannot see.
(Does anyone even care at all?)
Love and peace flash through my mind -
Pain and hate is all I find.
(Seems like care at all.)
Find no hope in nothing new,
And I never had a dream come true.
(Does anyone even care at all?)
Lies and hate and agony -
Through my eyes it's all I see.
(No one cares at all.)

How will I laugh tomorrow?
How will I laugh tomorrow?
How will I laugh tomorrow?
How will I laugh tomorrow?
When I can't smile today -
Today, today, today.
When I can't smile today -
Today, today, today.
When I can't smile today.
How will I laugh tomorrow?
When I can't smile today.
How will I laugh tomorrow?
When I can't smile today.

Lyrics by Suicidal Tendencies

think ya know me

I scream at the sky, its easier than crying.

I'm shyest when shuting out loud.

I feel so alone in a room full of people.

I'm lonliest when i'm out in a crowd.

I'm alone, an nobody hears me.

Can nobody heal me, won't somebody help me?

I'm alone (I just need)

Someone to take my hand n pick me up when i'm feeling down.

Someone totake my hear n give it a home.

Someone to be with me to help me thru the tymes when i'm down n lonly.

Someone to be with me when i'm alone.

Alone is the way i live, its not the way i want it but i know i cant give in.

You cant give in, alone is the way i feel, its so hard to understand why i have to be alone.

 

Take a look at my heart you'd see it.

I'm trying to be something better.

Take a look at my heart you'd feel it.

I gotta keep movin on.

Take a look at my heart you'd know it.

I'm just tryin to make my world better.

If you look at my heart you'd see it.

 I gotta do it alone.

 

I've been down, i've been down, i've been down so low.

I've been lost, so lost with no place left to go.

I've had emotions, emotions that you hope you better never know.

Sometymes i feel i just cant take no more.

 

Lyrcis by Suicidal Tendencies.

 

 

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