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*sigh* Life always has to lead you on doesn't it? You think you finally got your sh*t in order and then "Wham! Bam! Thank you Ma'am, but I don't think so..." Then instead of suport from the people you think are supposed to be there, you get nothing...
All you hear for days is "Why are you being such a b*tch?" What kind of answer are you really expectin to hear? You don't tend to like "Because I can?"
Do you think I'm going to deal with this by myself? Seriously? If you really knew anything about me, you'd realize that is the last thing that will happen. *sigh*
Why is it that when you meet a person you really like, things are great for a while and then things get complicated and stressful? I'm open and honest, so if you ask I'll tell you my honest opinion. Yes I speak without thinking a little more often than I should. Would you rather me lie to you? I know what I want, but how to get it is the problem. I've done the whole friends with benefits route and the casual dating thing. I'm honestly tired of it. I want a man that I can see some sort of future with. Someone that I can have fun with and joke with, Who doesn't take everything so seriously that it sems like life or death. He also needs to know that I will care without a doubt. I may not always say it and hell I have a hard time admitting that I care about anyone as more than a friend. Life has its ups and downs and I know that its how you deal with it that shows who you are. I don't always make the right decisions and I know that, I'll admit that. Just love me for who I am not just what I look like.
