Why is it that when you meet a person you really like, things are great for a while and then things get complicated and stressful? I'm open and honest, so if you ask I'll tell you my honest opinion. Yes I speak without thinking a little more often than I should. Would you rather me lie to you? I know what I want, but how to get it is the problem. I've done the whole friends with benefits route and the casual dating thing. I'm honestly tired of it. I want a man that I can see some sort of future with. Someone that I can have fun with and joke with, Who doesn't take everything so seriously that it sems like life or death. He also needs to know that I will care without a doubt. I may not always say it and hell I have a hard time admitting that I care about anyone as more than a friend. Life has its ups and downs and I know that its how you deal with it that shows who you are. I don't always make the right decisions and I know that, I'll admit that. Just love me for who I am not just what I look like.