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Best of Friends

 

A boy and a girl,
the best of friends.
primary to high school
from beginning to end.

Through all those years
their friendship grew.
They both felt the same,
but neither knew.

Each waking moment
since the day they met.
They both loved each other
sunrise to sunset.

He was all she had
in her terrible life.
He was the one
who kept her from her knife.

She was his angel,
she made him smile.
Though life threw him curves,
she made it all worth while.

Then one day
things went terribly wrong.
The next few weeks
were like a very sad song.

He made her jealous
on purpose he tried.
When the girl asked, "Do you love her?"

on purpose he lied.

He played with jealousy
like it was a game.
Little did he know
Things would never be the same.

His plan was working
but he had no clue.
How wrong things would go,
the damage he would do.

One night she broke down,
feeling very alone.
Just her and the blade,
no one else home.

She dialed his number,
he answered, "Hello"
She told him she loved him
and hung up the phone.

He raced to her house
just a minute too late.
Found her lying in blood,
her heart had no rate.

Beside her was a note,
in it her confession.
Her love for this boy,
her only obsession.

As he read the note,
he knelt down and cried.
Grabbed her knife,
that night they both died.

She was found in his arms,
both of them dead.
Under her note
his handwriting said:

"I loved her so,
she never knew.
All this time
I loved her too."

 

Splitting Up

The ramifications of splitting up never ends The hurt and loneliness never bends We try and move on each day and night We pursue our dreams alone each day with all of our might The family routines are no longer here We fight to numb the feeling with vodka and beer   The financial obligations just keep on The hate at the ex, is nearly gone The disappoint still remains The kids, their wants their needs, their gains Life as I knew it will never be the same Some say it gets better, others pronounce the pain   Birthdays come and Birthdays go Getting older and trying to be happy amidst all the woe A smile here a smile there Trying so hard to hide my despair Camp for the kids, college after that Feeling everyday like a financial doormat Thursday thru Monday every other week add another day is all I get More vodka and beer trying to forget   The tucking in every night The homework I hated and making sure its right I miss those days In all the ways I only wish the feelings will go away The numbness I want to feel each and every day I'm tired of not enjoying my life Maybe this is what was supposed to be without a wife Tomorrows another day and I will still be here Another vodka or another beer.

Silent Scream

the whole world trembled with every breath you took, as you moved to move away from me, the fabric of my little world shook, i could not look away as the chaos came down like rain, i wanted to scream out in agony, to make this someone else's pain, but i bit my tongue, i said nothing, i silenced as much as i could dare, i could not cry out as i wanted to, i dared not to show i cared, fairness was my every intention, every sob that came but escaped, i never meant to use my tears against you, i never intended to wound or manipulate, running away didn't work, and throwing things around wouldn't help, i sat in my own puddling tears, a whimpering wolf, no, but a whelp, just a lost little puppy, no ferocity left in this heart, listening as you moved away from me, breaking my world and my heart, i bit my tongue, my soul bled from the effort of saying nothing to save myself, watching as you took my every joyful moment, tucked it all away as memories, on a shelf, i just bit my tongue, you moved and left just a shadow of your light, every joy i knew becoming quickly so false and fake, leaving me with new darkness, new torture, new blight, at least you'd be happy as you left all that i am in your wake, i bit my tongue, i tried to speak and stuttered, you have no idea what that means to a mouth like mine, to want to convince you so eloquently of why our love was fated, divine, i bit my tongue, your tears, your sadness, all of it truth, at least to you, the one doing the leaving, to me, it all was so precious, such joy, sometimes it seems believing is deceiving, i wanted to scream as well as kiss, i wanted to say everything i could to make you stay, but when i moved my lips, i lost my breath, and i watched as you began to move away, i bit my tongue, till it was a stub in my mouth, till the blood from my heart poured down my chin, i stammered the word "hope" and begged for something, anything to give me somewhere to begin, i don't know if you heard my silent pleading, i don't know if you saw how i was bleeding, i only knew that you were leaving, and suddenly i wasn't breathing, i bit my tongue. you made to leave, i wanted to scream, i bit my tongue instead, my silent tears, unspoken fears, and you didn't see how i bled, i heard your words, oh how i heard every word you had said, when you were done, i was just one, and everything was dead, oh yes i cried, i think to die, i bit my tongue instead, its no wonder i'm going under, despondent in our bed, every candle flame cries out your name, in painful orange and red, no more you, nothing left to do, i swallow my tongue instead.
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