KATO's blog: "Pain"

I'm just a step away
I'm a just a breath away
Losin my faith today

Fallin off the edge today
I am just a man not superhuman
I'm not superhuman someone save me from the hate
It's just another war just another family torn

Falling from my faith today just a step from the edge
Just another day in the world we live
I need a hero to save me now
I need a hero

Save me now i need a hero to save my life
A hero'll save me
Just in time i gotta fight today
To live another day speakin my mind today
My voice will be heard today
I've gotta make a stand but i am just a man
I'm not superhuman my voice will be heard today
It's just another war just another family torn

My voice will be heard today
It's just another kill the countdown
Begins to destroy ourselves
Who's gonna fight for what's right
Who's gonna help us survive
We're in the fight of our lives

 And we're not ready to die
Who's gonna fight for the weak
Who's gonna make 'em believe i've got a hero
I've got a hero livin in me
I'm gonna fight for whats right today
I'm speaking my mind and if it kills me tonight
I will be ready to die

A hero's not afraid to give his life
A hero's gonna save me just in time

I'm getting over it pushing past all the bullshit,
and getting right to the root of what the problem really is.
All the reasons for the misunderstandings,
the emergency landings on a plane headed for home.
It's where the heart was living till it was without feeling,
and started revealing itself to everyone else.
By just packing up and moving out.
Saying it could do with out a barely
able, unstable, running off at the mouth.

So I'm tearing this and everything else,
between me and what I want to do to pieces.
I'm tearing you and everything else,
between me and you to memory.

I'm stronger now, even after everything that you did.
I'm still alive and kicking.
I'm better now.
I'm awake now.
I can see everything in front of me, now.

Now if you would've waited one second,
you wouldn't feel so second the second I put you first,
it made the situation worse.
Cause you want to take advantage and control,
of the things that I manage to keep under control.
Like my happiness, my family, and all of my Dreams.
You had it all. You chose to abuse it.

What's wrong with me?
You want to know what's wrong with me?
I could ask you the exact same thing.

I have my opinion and you have yours.
You don't have to like mine, cause I don't like yours.

What's wrong with you?
I want to know what's wrong with you,
and why this doesn't make sense to you?
I'm stronger now, even after everything that you did.
I'm still alive and kicking.
I'm breathing now.
I'm alive now.
I can see everything in front of me, now.

Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all

You're sick of feeling numb
You're not the only one
I'll take you by the hand
And I'll show you a world that you can understand

This life is filled with hurt
When happiness doesn't work
Trust me and take my hand
When the lights go out you will understand

Anger and agony
Are better than misery
Trust me, I've got a plan
When the lights go off, you will understand

I know, I know that you're wounded
You know, that I'm here to save you
You know, I'm always here for you
I know that you'll thank me later

Pain, without love
Pain, can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all