scars's blog: "ex"

Who Am I ? Who am I ?I'm no one just a girl that in a world that she doesn't belong. I just a body that men use to relieves them selves.I have no heart no soul no brain, I'm nothing Why am I nothing?Why did you make me ? No one loves me, I'm not worth being loved. I'm just a girl that you can fuck and leave cry on her bed.Why do I bother thinking that someone can actually love me and want me for my mind, soul and heart.Why can't anyone look me in the eyes and say your worth something,your my one and only. I love you I will never hurt you, I will never leave you .I will never make you cry, But all lies .You lie so you can be in side of me . Why do I always believe lies? I want to trust you I want to believe you. For once in my life i want to be loved for me and only me . But I know deep inside I'm nothing just a girl suck in this world that she doesn't belong. I will never be happy, I will never make you happy. I'm lost so very very lost and tired so very very tired.

This is to you the one that has my heart and soul.I fucken hate you . You choke me and throw me on the ground.You wanted me dead ,but you never had the balls to do it fucken bitch .I would have done anything for you.Fuck you . I'm so sorry come back to me. Fuck you die. I'm sorry live.Hurt me some more . Rape me you know you want to . Fuck me with your hands around me neck . I know you love it whenI scream .You hurt me so bad but the pain is only a momory.The scars are for you .I did it for you . the cuts on my legs I give them to you .I going to wish on a star I wish that your new bitch will feel the pain I felt with you . No what I going to make her feel it ,cuts on her legs, hands around her neck ,No fuck that you going to feel. I'm going to end your life , I have the balls to do it. I' going to make you suffer. Tie you to my bed cut cut cut cut. Watch the blood poor out of you . Have a little taste. I want you to say sorry. I want you to say I love you . Kiss your bloody lips. Watch you prefect green eyes roll in the back of your head. Sorry it could of end up better if you kill me first. So nowI have my heart and sould back form you .BYe BY