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jusme's blog: "my own prison"

created on 05/13/2007  |  http://fubar.com/my-own-prison/b82421

her soldier

all the graves mean nothing to her. just the one in the corner next to the oak tree. there she can be with him again. she can lay on the grass next to him longing to touch him one last time. she will clean his headstone with love and her tears will make the flowers grow. she will talk to him and ignore the peoples stares. she doesnt care she is with him in this moment. not to be disturbed longing to hold him and wishing she could be there. she would wipe his fear away with one kiss and when he said "i want to go home" she would have taken him there. She only prays the moment he left this world he thought of her. his buddies say he did and that he was smiling. she hopes this is true cause then she knows he was happy, not in pain and free. As she leaves she kisses his headstone and says "ill see you soon my soldier"

my own prison

stuck in a prison..no windows..no door...no air..suffocating in my own private hell looking for the light...the way out..clawing at the walls..crying from the pain...release me from my prison doesnt anyone have the key..let me out its dark and cold in here...the ceiling is dripping its loneliness on my head...please free my from myself...lyin on the floor in a puddle of my own blood i realize no one will come..i wont let them..my demons keep them at bay...the demons scream at me from inside my head...they warn me the price ill pay for freedom...crawling to the corner i lay my head against the wall and cry for my own personal sickness in my head....and for the one that will never come.
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