Siren's blog: "Poetry"

The weight of my thoughts pulls at me, I think of all the bad and forget the good, The pain, the heartache, They consume the person I once was, Leaving me an empty shell. My heart and mind wondering what will be. Too much pain, All I see is the down side, I try with all my heart and soul, To find the light, And climb from this dark abyss. But as I grasp for the edge, The pain of my loneliness Pulls me back into the darkness, Which has become as a whirlpool, Pulling me deeper with every stroke I take, Losing strength, losing faith As deeper into the darkness I fall. The weight of the pain, Crushing my heart in my chest. Taking the person that I was, Making me something else, Something that doesn’t know, How to feel, How to love, How to care, How to be me. It all seems to fade, Into the darkness, As I fall all alone, With no one to save me.

Your lies haunt my nightmares. Your love I once embraced, Into my heart your lies poured. I kept you close, My dreams I shared. Imagining us together, But my heart you scorned, Using me when you could. Leaving me lonely when I needed you most. I thought to my heart you'd be true. You say even now you love me, But your words I can't trust. You betrayed my heart, You tore my soul, I was lost with you, Now I'm finding my way with out you. Still you long to be with me, But my heart I can't give you. You'd only drop it when you were through. And another break I can't handle.