Waiting, wishing and hoping are all fun as hobbies, but they can get pretty frustrating if no action is taken. It's time to get grounded and figure out a game plan so you can get there instead of fantasizing about it.
Being a masochist stinks, especially when it's happening over a situation you've encountered before. However, the stars say your luck is about to change if you're willing to own up to your part in what's happened.