Time passes by, and I’m still alone. Alone with my thoughts, my fears, my dreams, and my hopes. Will I ever find my true love??? Or have I already met him and don’t even know it. I try to hide my soft side and I tend to push people away when they start to get too close. I show my tough exterior because it’s the easiest to show and the hardest to hide. I’ve been hurt a lot and have tried to build a wall, in hopes that no one will penetrate it. I tend to look the other way when someone is interested in me; well that’s what my sister says. I know I should be a bit more trusting, but it’s hard when you’ve been screwed over so many times. It’s not that I have trouble finding someone, it’s finding someone I really like that is the problem.
I don’t only look at the exterior of a person. I look past what’s on the outside, I’m more interested in a person’s personality then how they look. I like a man that knows how to make me laugh, one that listens to me when I say something. One that knows what I need and when I need it. I want a man that knows what he wants in life, one who has hopes and dreams. I know it takes a lot of bad relationships to find the right one, and that’s something all of us have to go through. I know eventually I will find the right guy, if I haven’t already. I just have to be patient and wait for it to happen. So I’m just going to sit back and wait for the one guy who treats me the way I deserve to be treated. I will have my happy ending, I know I will.
