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I get tired of being hated, unloved, stomped on, belittled, kicked around, pushed down, slapped in the face, treated like dirt, over looked, pissed off, pissed on, hurt, shot down, told to shut up, told to forget about it, told to get over it, not cared about, and the list goes on. Sometimes I wish I could just die and get it over with; but then I want to stay alive with hopes of seeing these people that do these things get back what they give. Then people wonder why I want to leave and not come back. There are other times where I wish I could be the one to give them back the hurt they give. But then I remember the Three Fold rule, and I curse at the world again.

 

People wonder why I am the way I am… Well maybe its because I’m looking for these things I’m not getting. Maybe someday I’ll get them or maybe death will come soon and I won’t have to worry about it anymore and I can leave and not look back. I’ll have to learn to become cold, because that’s the only way I can get through life without showing any feelings. Especially since no one gives a damn about them anyways. People seem to think that they are the only ones that can show any feelings. But when someone else does, the name calling and accusations start flying. I hope everyone likes they monster they are creating in me, because when I turn cold, it will be to the upmost extreme.

 

The Cold Hearted Steal Dragon

Disturbed: New Song To Be Made Available For Download This Friday According to Blabbermouth.net, a new Disturbed song, entitled "Perfect Insanity", will be made available for download this Friday, March 7 by going to Disturbed1.com and filling out your info. The track is expected to appear on the band's fourth studio album, "Indestructible", due in late May via Reprise/Warner Bros. The group is reportedly working on a number of promotional ideas to support the record. Singer David Draiman, a strong proponent of making music a purely digital product, told The Pulse of Radio that the band will nevertheless add a lot of extra features to the CD. "I definitely am all for any record companies being as aggressive as they can about moving towards just completely digital-based media," he said. "But we will continue to try and do things, and we're still going to do things this record cycle as well, to try and make it where there's a reason to buy it that's beyond what we're doing just musically." Disturbed has set "Inside The Fire" as the first single from "Indestructible". A video for the song will soon be filmed with director Nathan Cox (Queens Of The Stone Age, Marilyn Manson, Linkin Park). In a recent interview with RollingStone.com, DISTURBED frontman David Draiman stated about "Inside the Fire", "That's a real racy song. It's about me standing over the body of my girlfriend, who just killed herself, and the Devil is standing over me, whispering in my ear to kill myself." Draiman told MTV.com that he's had rough couple of years, which will most likely be reflected in some of the new music. He said, "All kinds of horrible stuff went on. Bad breakups; I've had my garage burn down with all of my vehicles in it; I had a bad motorcycle accident that took off a whole bunch of skin from my forearm... just bad luck. It's been a fierce past couple of years." Other songtitles set to appear on "Indestructible" include "The Night", "Run", "Deceiver", "Enough" and "Torn". There's also the title track, which Draiman calls "an anthem for soldiers" — specifically American soldiers fighting overseas. "It's meant to be something that would make them feel invincible, take away their fear, make them strong," Draiman told RollingStone.com. "And that's what this whole body of work on this record does. It's music to help you feel strong." Disturbed is confirmed to be touring this summer on the Rockstar Energy Mayhem tour, along with Slipknot, Mastodon and Dragonforce, among many other acts.

Inside The Fire Devon Won't go to heaven She's just another lost soul, About to be mine again Leave her We will receive her It is beyond your control Will you ever meet again Devon Around 11 Who had been rendered unwhole As a little child, She was taken And then forsaken You will remember it all Let it blow your mind again Devon lies beyond this portal Take the word of one immortal Give your soul to me For eternity Release your life To begin another time with her End your grief with me There's another way Release your life Take your place inside the fire with her Sever Now and forever You're just another lost soul about to be mine again See her, you'll never free her You must surrender it all Would you like to meet again Fire All you desire As she begins to turn cold and run out of time You will shiver Till you deliver You will remember it all Let it blow your mind again Devon lies beyond this portal Take the word of one immortal Give your soul to me For eternity Release your life To begin another time with her End your grief with me There's another way Release your life Take your place inside the fire with her Give your soul to me For eternity Release your life To begin another time with her End your grief with me There's another way Release your life Take your place inside the fire with her Devon Around 11 Who had been rendered unwhole As a little child She was taken, And then forsaken You will remember it all Let it blow your mind again

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