LoveAbleParadise Bay Promoter's blog: "Looking"

Sitting here all alone my tears begin to fall your way to busy just to talk you just ignored my call. I have had a rough day wait, I always do you were just to busy you ignored the clue. Did you not hear it hear it in my voice? all you did was blocke me out which really wasn't a choice. I really needed you I was in dispair I felt hopeless but...you didn't care. Written by: Angie

Late at night I cry alone as my tears turn into stone. I'm filled with hurt emptyness and sorrow making my chest sound like it's hallow. I wish I had a gun to use knowing that I can not loose. The pain wont stop My feelings wont too Look at everything I'm going through. Closing my eyes I feel the pain As I cut deeper my skin starts to stain. I see the blood dripping from the knife as it slowly Takes away my life. Written by: Angie

~ADOPTION~ You don't get it, why don't you see? My whole damn life was never meant to be. I should be dead, from what my mother did, but what she got instead, was another stupid kid. Keeping everyone but me was the choice that they both made so i was the one, who got left behind and soon enough I will fade. Being left behind is way worse then death the papers were signed without holding their breath How would you feel if you were bought? You could never heal because they forgot. Written by: Angie