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Challenges

I don't blog often.  Almost never, but things are happening that are out of my control.  I haven't expressed my feelings or about this at home; maybe this will help put some of the things in perspective for me. 

 

I received a kidney two years ago.  Had complications from the start in the hospital a lot, but I've been hospital free for almost a year now, which is great so I'm wanting to go back to work.  I find out the kidney is on a down-swing (working at 40%), which is why I'm finding myself tired often.  Doc says it will take a year and a half before I'm on dialysis again, which I can accept that.  The major problem is financial.  Even with medicare and insurance I can't keep up with the rising cost of my anti-rejection meds.  They are very expensive.  I knew before I accepted the kidney I would be able to afford them, but like everything else, they're raising the prices.  Because I'm not taking the anti-rejection meds as prescribed (if I do I'll run completely out so I'm taking less to spread them out), this adds complications. 

I like having control over my life and making decisions, but this is not only a challenge, it's compromising my health.  I guess what I need to do is just hang in there and roll with it.  Isn't that how we learn...

Erzsébet Báthory - Hungary in the 1600's Whether Erzébet Bathóry drank or bathed in blood, was obsessed with youth, or targeted young women for their skin, she certainly was a bloodthirsty tyrant even during a time when aristocrats were rarely called on the carpet for such deeds. Even disregarding tales gained through torture, the evidence from the many missing girls, testimony from damaged survivors, and the discovery of human remains all serve to underscore the charge of extreme torture and serial murder. http://www.crimelibrary.com/serial_killers/predators/bathory/10.html Dr. Thomas Neill Cream Diabolical, cruel and cold-blooded serial killer hunted women in North America and Britain. Because prostitutes were often his victims, he was suspect in the famous Whitechapel Ripper case. http://www.crimelibrary.com/serial_killers/history/cream/index_1.html Albert Fish Just plainly and obviously disturbed. http://www.crimelibrary.com/serial_killers/notorious/fish/index.html Belle Gunness This Black Widow may have set the record in the killings of her husbands, lovers, and children. A new update explores how in her youth a boy's brutal treatment of her might have influenced her violent streak. http://www.crimelibrary.com/serial_killers/history/gunness/index_1.html Paul Bernardo & Karla Homolka In-depth feature story on the notorious Canadian serial killer team known as the "Ken and Barbie of Murder and Mayhem." http://www.crimelibrary.com/serial_killers/notorious/bernardo/rapist_2.html
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