#7 Blog by jeannie
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created on 04/23/2008  |  http://fubar.com/7/b209735

miss

I craved your attention for reasons unknown, I felt secure in your presence alone. I feel so weak with the pain i hold as i sit and wait for that final call. You released my soul when i thought it was dead, I now feel these emotions that i once never could. M feelings for you are unlike any other but you destroyed my heart as you kicked it to the gutter. I thought you were the one for me I thought you were the one for me Turns out your just like all those other guys with your false intentions and your god damn lies. Ive exposed my heart for the last time please just go and stop messing with my mind.
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We don't care if you talk to other guys We don't care if you're friends with other guys But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there We don't care if a guy calls >OR TEXTS< you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait till the morning Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/ cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it!!! Don't tell us we're wrong We'll stop trying to convince you The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence...Yeah, you can quote me Don't be mad when we hold the door open. Take Advantage of the mood im in! Let us pay for you! Dont "feel bad." We enjoy doing it! It's expected...Smile and say "thank you" Kiss us when no one's watching If you kiss us when you know somebody's looking, we'll be more impressed You don't have to get dressed up for us. If we're going out with you in the first place, you don't have to feel the need to wear the shortest skirt you have or put on every kind of makeup you own We like you for who you are and not what you are honestly, i think a girl looks more beautiful when she's just in her pj's or my tshirt and boxers, not all dolled up Don't take everything we say seriously Sarcasm is a beautiful thing...See the beauty in it Don't get angry easily Stop using magazines/media as your bible Don't talk about how hot Chris Brown, Brad Pitt, or Jesse McCartney is in front of us. It's boring, and we don't care. You have girlfriends for that Whatever happened to the word "handsome"/"beautiful" i'd be utterly stunned by a girl who greeted me with "Hey handsome!" instead of "Hey baby/ stud/ cutie/ sexy" or whatever else you can think of on the other hand i'm not saying i wouldn't like it ether ; ) Girls, I cannot stress this enough: if you aren't being treated right by a guy, dont wait for him to change ditch his sorry butt, disgrace to the male population and find someone who will treat you with utter respect Someone who will make you smile when you're at your lowest Someone who will care for you even when you make mistakes Someone who will love you, no matter how bad you make them feel Someone who will remember the little things and surprise you w/ personal gifts Someone who will allways be there for you and let you know Someone who will stop what they're doing just to look you in the eyes....and say "i love you" ..and actually mean it Give the nice guys a chance Guys repost this if you agree Girls repost this if you think it's cute Every Guy who isn't a jerk will agree with this, so we hope that all the girls that read this will repost this *Holdin Hands Girls :If you want to hold his hand, gently bump into it a couple of times Guys : Grab it if it happens more than once *Cuddling Girls : When you want to cuddle with him, tell him you're cold Guys : Automatically move closer to her *Movies Girls : During a movie, if he puts his arm around you, tilt your head on his shoulder Guys : Lift her chin up and kiss her *Loving each other Guys : When she tells you she loves you, look deep into her eyes, give her a peck on the lips, and tell her you love her too... And mean it *Laying below the stars Girls : When you're both laying under the stars, put your head on his chest and close your eyes as you listen to his steady heart beat Guys : Whisper in her ear and link your hands with hers
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