ON EDGE I'LL TAKE AWAY THE PAIN
MAKE YOU FEEL AT EASE & SANE
I'M POISONOUS AT HEART..CALL ME
TROUBLES CEASE TO EXIST WHEN I'M AROUND
YOU FEEL LIKE FLYING UNTIL YOU'VE COME DOWN
I'LL HAVE YOU IN MY CONTROL ASK JOHN DOE
MY ATTRACTION IS VENOMOUS YOU'LL YEARN FOR MO'
COME TRY ME I FAITHFULLY PROMISE I GOT THAT HOOK
TASTING ME TIL THE LAST DROP FOR ME YOU'LL LOOK
MY POTION IS SPITEFUL I'LL TAKE ALL FEARS AWAY
UNTIL I GOT YOUR SOUL..WITH ME YOU'LL STAY
I'M YOUR FRIEND WITH MANY PLANS FOR YOU
SNIFF..SMOKE..SHOOT..COME TO ME AND SAY I DO
TIME TO COME HOME TO A DELIGHTFUL EUPHORIA I'VE GOT IN STORE
I'LL HAVE YOU ON BENDED KNEE WORSHIPING & ACHING FOR MORE
I'VE GOT YOU WHERE I WANT YOU SO LET'S CONTINUE THIS GAME THAT I PLAY
SELLING ALL YOUR POSSESSIONS UNTIL YOU'VE GOT A DOSE OF MY NECTAR FOR THE DAY
I WON'T HURT YOU MY FRIEND I WANT YOU TO WANT ME MORE AND MORE
A KNOWN REPUTATION OF GETTING YOU SPRUNG..IT'S I (KOKAIN3)THAT YOU ADORE
ONE..TWO..KOKAIN3'S COMING FOR YOU
THREE..FOUR I'VE GOT YOU WANTING ME MORE
FIVE..SIX COME GET YOU A ENDURING FIX
SEVEN..EIGHT HAVE YOU SEARCHING REAL LATE
NINE..TEN KOKAIN3'S IN THE GAME TO WIN
ELEVEN..TWELVE HEAR MY LOVE BELL...JOIN ME IN HELL
Going thru Trials and Tribulations to learn
is what it took
To honestly step beside myself and Take
a good look
At decisions I chose to make and the life-
style I wanted to lead
I dreamed I'd fall in love, have a family
and sucessfully suceed
Seeking to find God as i'd taken
a wrong path in Life
No longer did I feel appreciated being
that faithful housewife
The Love me and George (X husband) and I once shared together
felt to good to be true
I still can't belive all the hell this man
took me thru
All those times I layed in the mist of the
endless hailing rain
Praying out to God to silence this
How could LOVE a word so small yet so
meaningful hurt so much
After all those years of feeling his deep
One day I finally woke up & decided that I
can't take no more
He got the drift when he realized his key no longer
fit the MY DOOR.....(to my heart)
The purpose of this poem is related to my own life and how there was a girl trapped inside and noone knew how a Grown woman held so
much hurt and pain inside. So here is a poem from that inner voice inside that was never heard. The title plays along with it because
so many people have said that they know what I went thru and my response is " Can you?! Thru my EyEs! Noone can ever see 100% all the things that
you have went thru in LiFe...
"CAN YOU? THRU MY EYES"
For so long I have felt like a stranger hidden in disguise
Can you figure me out by glaring into my brown eyes?
Tell me what my soul has thirsted for in the past years?
Can you total up yesterday's painful grieving tears?
I'm trapped inside a cold dark world of durange madness.
Can you please help me to understand why all the sadness
Thru my eyes is a lost child reaching for the divine light
Can you see the helpless child inside of me triin hard to fight?
Time keeps slipping and no one can hear little girl cry
Can you answer the questions I have and explain to me WHY?
Molest, Rape, Hatred, ReJection, Drug-Abuse andlow Self-Esteem
Can a world get anymore heartless, bitter low-down and mean
There's feelings of imprisonment deep within my heart
Can I ever get to recooperate & have a fresh start?
God release the grip the enemy has held on me
Can I be that Mighty woman of God that YOU want me to be?
They say only time can heal and open wound
Can I be procrastinating about this or is it just to soon
Heavenly father I ask that you begin to heal thee
Can Christ grant me the potion to be healed internally
One day God will help me to break down the brick wall inside
Can I finally get that chance to turn into that beautiful butterfly
That day is coming real soon for that little girl inside to play
CAN YOU TELL THAT SHE HAS GONE THRU HELL AND NOW SHE
CAN FLY AWAY