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scattaed pieces

If my soul were made of glass
I'm sure that you would see
It's cracked in many places
And it's hard to tell it's me
The cracks started long ago
I can't remember how
Perhaps it was my childhood
I really don't know now
I can't remember younger years
No matter how I try
But it must have started there
When I began to live a lie
Drinking parents do confuse
Mixed messages all around
What's a child suppose to do
When hatred does abound
They love us when we all behave
That's all fine and good
But when you start to be yourself
They make their rules understood
Do as I say; not what I do
It's a crazy mixed up place
Especially when you're growing up
And it's always in your face
Do I try to please
Or should I run and hide?
It really doesn't matter
When no one's on your side
Too busy parents never listen
What's a child to do?
They don't know who they really are
Am I me.....or Am I you?
Yes, I'm sure that's where it started
So very long ago
It only goes to show you
A child reaps; what his parents sow
Thank God, He gathered all my pieces
And brought His tube of glue
He's putting me back together now
With a promise I'll be brand new

NIghtmares

I wake up with fear in
the middle of night.
I know this isn't right
anxiety from fright.
Something I cannot fight.

Why do they torture me so
The nightmares that  use to
come and go.
And, now... well
continue to grow.
 

They induce such anxiety pain
My soul they emotionally drain
The lack of sleep, I am going insane
Something I cannot explain.

No one to comfort me
From terrors unseen
No comfort for my need
All I can do, is hope and
pray to be free.

Allow me



Allow me to be my own person accept me for who I am. Not the person others think I should be. Sometimes I have a lot to say and don't hesitate to say it, but sometimes what I have to say can only be read in my eyes. Understand me my moods and my feelings on days when I’m feeling sunny and on days when there's rain in my heart. I'll never go back on a promise and I will always be there for when you need me. Understand me trust me and the bond between us will be impossible to break.

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