Damn my rebel heart keeps beating
But yet my soul lies here bleeding
My destiny broken
My fate unknown
Left to die with my eyes open
Seeing your face every time I wake
Living my future in the past
Living backwards so your memory will last
Your voice alive within my mind
Remembering you, time after time
And every night I spend hours kneeling
Hoping my hell isn't real
Praying for you to smile at me
Come to me, call to me
In vain
So everyday I feel the agony of my shame
Damn my rebel heart for beating
The world is bright with darkness
Starkissed hate and avarice
Most humankind are worthless
No meaning in their cowardice
Desultory seeds of hate
Growing in this terra formed rape
Of ripenened sin and changeless fate
Ever listless, fake and twisted
Greed immortalized with people's sickness
I hate you and you hate me
This is why we live and breathe
What is horror but a stepping stone
To Get close enough and crush your soul
What is truth? What you say?
To get close to me and fuck me anyway?
What are dreams
Something you may have?
Nothing comes true unless it's bad
Better believe it and see it
Your enemy in an instant
Want to taste you, not love you
Fill your head full of sorrow
Caress you, obsess you
Motherfucker, I just want to mess with you
Not get real with you
I hate you, this is why I live for you
My love for you so deep and true
I take heart in what I do
Darkness and madness grow inside
My obsession is in overdrive
Ectasy sweet like a budding flower
Weeds strangle love and make it sour
I follow you
I temper trust
I let my hate empower lust