CocoaPassions8301's blog: "my trip"

So ive decided to take this foreign boat. At first things seem to be okay. We seem to be totally in sync but just as i think things will be just fine, the winds begin to pick up again. While trying to steady this vessel i suddenly realize that I am starting to get sea sick. What in the world? I love to be in the water so what is going on? So instead of me worrying about this boat, im beginning to worry about myself. I have been in plenty of boats and on plenty of bodies of water and not once have i ever been sea sick. What am i to do? I have never been in this situation before and because I am all alone, Im terrified. What if something happens to me. The only thing I can say is that Im putting my faith in Him who is Almighty. He knows whats best.

So now I'm drifting alone in the water. I feel so helpless, so depressed. There is no one for miles, so if I screamed no one would hear me. So whats a girl to do? I look out in the distance and could have sworn I saw my precious boat, but I didnt want to be to hasty. So I try to swim over.  I start to inch closer and closer, not wanting to push my pretty baby away with the waves I was making from the water. As I get right up on it I soon realize that this isnt my boat at all. It has the same frame but something just isnt right about it. My boat just felt so right when we were together, but now we are no longer in sync.  So now I'm floating wondering do I take this boat and try to enjoy the rest of the voyage or do I try to make it on my own.

Seemed like a nice day outside, so I thought I'd go out to sea. Last time I did it started the same way but ended in a storm. Nevertheless I decided to take a chance anyway hoping the weather would hold up. The trip started off GREAT, the boat swaying back and forth with the waves. Everything in nature seemed to be in sync. I was just relaxing enjoying the water, very peaceful. When all of a sudden the sky turns dark, the winds starts to pick up, the boat starts crashing and thrashing. I try to hold on, to save me and the boat but it seems like all my trying is in vain. I dont want to give up this perfectly good boat, but i dont want to lose the most important thing, me.  I pray to my Heavenly Father to keep both safe and from harm. Just as im about to hit what seems like a tsunami, im thrown from the boat. My precious boat floats on without me to who knows what and Im drifting in the water hoping to get to safety somehow. Somehow everything just stops and i am floating in the water alone. All is quiet and I start thinking to myself who is going to resue me?