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I walk down this lonely road where it will lead me. Wondering when and if I will ever be able to leave long lonely road. each time I stray it has just brang me pain and disappointment. Not only for me but from my broken family to. this time of year is not the happy time it's supposed to be for me. So I wear my happy mask for all to see. Inside I hold my broken heart together. Will I ever fill this hole in my life? I may never know. Till then i will trudge along taking it one day and one step at a time.
When you look at me what you see? Do you see the good father, passion I have to give, or do you just my scared face, tattoo's and say not some one not worth knowing? Can you see past my mask? See into my eyes and look ferther, and see what I have to offer?
In the darkness I sit listening to the clock on the wall. As the emptiness, and loneliness creeps back into my heart. Thinking of the love I have lost or ever hold again. Will it ever find me again? Or am I destined wounder this life alone in the dark? Never really finding the light. So much to get in the way. So many obligations in our lives to get in the way of true happiness. So many miles between us.To many things that get in the way of the happiness we all seek in this thing we call life. This solitaire life I led is safe for now. Time to raise the kids. Then maybe there will be time for me. Till then the loneliness will be my only friend.
