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30yrs old -n- Im still a soldier/ with a cold shoulder/ glock 9 stashed inside the shoulda holster/ ballz big, huge bolders/ stay chillin with ol head warriors/ plastic henny cup, weed vapors/ stay dumbed out/mouth filled with mini razors/ the gun in my coat leave u brainless, razors leave u faceless/ at home sharpen the blade clean the stainless/ I stay conscience, mindstates cageless/ neva chill with cats hearts filled with fakeness/ Old school Mafia rules/ henchmen beneath u blood oaths taken to make the Family a certified orginization/ the sky is infinate like the mindstate of a new born infant/ steaks fresh off the choppin block, succulent/ cash flow stay in its mass abundance/ hidden sub basements filled with weapons of mass destruction/ Scheduald Family functions/ Dominance established thru respect earned by feeding thoes who trust u//
This goes out to a special woman who recieved a broken heart from me,I'M SO SORRY!
A young boy foolishly in lust with no knowledge of love/torn between the streets and whats good/birthed in the world of sin with no support from family or friend/forced to survive in a life of emptyness/maddness,saddness/struggling to acheive what was foolisly attractive/ his actions birthed a mind filled with hatred,/life flows by like scenes from the matrix/ making everything he encountered sacred/ corruptions what made him/ it's sad when I look at myself in the mirror/knowing what Heartache I gave her/ Lord save her/ best I ever had/ so long to those nights of comfort/ summer winds blow the voice in my head is yours/ but you'll never know/for that I'm sorry/spill my heartache in poetry/ live long those beautiful memories of when you comforted me/ the only great things in life I had was what you gave me/ Please forgive me/Lord save me too/ For now I know what she went through/gave me life I never had/For that I'm forever thankful/I miss you,need you,LOVE YOU/ but days have come,days have gone what can I do?/ in my heart you're forever strong and I'm ready to now pass on/life's empty without you in it/but whats happened between us is because what I did to it/ No more tears and If you cry I'll wipe them clear/ Please don't forget me/ I'm sorry for being empty/ to prison they sent me/7yrs lonley,nights I cried my second pillows empty/ eventually we drifted but photos you sent me were the only things to help clear the corruption from me mentally/ eventually I was released only to come back to Watertown/ we was supposed to reunite but again I let you down/ Now my pain I drown in music/ your pictures the only things I have left/ struggling to make it,no fakin/ I really do miss you/You miss me too?/ If I could turn back time I would save you/ I love you/ Miss you/ Need you/ Now my reality is the life I will live will be void of happiness without you and your kids............I'm sorry for cheating on you and making you feel less then beautiful and my only regret is that I didn't love you..I'm a man now and would give you the world..If I had to right now at this moment I would die just to prove to you that even though it's too late.......I LOVE YOU!!!
I neva gave a fuck bout much but family so I hope when I'm gone I'll live on in memory/My life's complicated/I'm addicted to throwin these hands with men who oppose me/no controling the Monster inside me/Tried to change but couldn't find strength to chill/Am I ill?/With out a doubt I wouldn't hesitate to kill/I love those who oppose with skillz/Exterminating men who test my status in these streets/Always been known for Maning up to beef/Never afraid of death/Down for Watertown till my last breath.........
