Over 16,508,948 people are on fubar.
What are you waiting for?

James's blog: "scribbles"

created on 08/29/2010  |  http://fubar.com/scribbles/b335697

take it back!

i'm so annoyed with the world that we live in
its hard enough just for us to make a living
its the same thing over and over
we're only getting older and older
so we're told get a job thats safe
cuz dreams are too fake for us to chase
this is my life, if thats the case
cant i decide to design my fate
if i wanna get high and wasted
then i will and no one can say shit
i just hate that we're caught in this matrix
the money we make, the government takes it
then paves highways, with no exits
just more ways to get caught in traffic
so i ask them, please do tell
what would you do if you could not fail?

yeah, for real, put the job on the shelf
take a deep breath, spend time with yourself
say hi, introduce you to you
if you couldn't lose, what would you do?
whoop-dee-doo if you dont have a clue
none of us do when we first leave school
you're a fool if you think that you're straight
cuz you put on a suit and a tie every day
and show up to a job that you hate
the only reason you're there is cuz you're getting paid
you waste your time, half awake
for an employee discount and hourly wage
locked in a cage
like a mouse with a wheel
patiently waiting for an occasional meal
but without all the bills and the mail
what would you do if you could not fail?

this is your life, TAKE IT BACK!
your time here is all that you have
and its sad some are wasting their health
working a job for somebody else

things change

in time things change,
even if the light seems miles away
please never wipe that smile off your face
i seen the bottom, felt the cost of pain
some say its just the cost of fame
i know at times i felt i lost my way
but my friends always been there to weather the storm,
shit, i guess that what friends for
i see the future lookin bright but i won't fast forward
cuz when i get, it means that much more
i know you feel me and i been spillin my heart for years
showin ya'll the real me and this is all sincere
i know folks that are livin just like,
and plenty others that flat out despise me
but every mornin when i rise and shine,
i shake them haters right off my mind
knowin i'll be fine and understand things clear
plus now i'm cool with the man in the mirror



they saying that my subject matter is all similar
sorry for so long,i remained, sinister
couldn't harness the hate or put faith in the minister
when things dont change pain remains in your literature
thats just all i'm sayin
and if you ask how i'm doin i'll say the same ol same
i like think things will get better and be ok
but where i'm from to make it, better relocate
they layin off peoples families put em out they crib
they closin down the schools now so what about them kids
now what about my rent, who puttin food in the fridge?
if all you wanna do is dance, please remove this dick
soul of a dreamer with a hustlers heart
you know i finish up somethin i start
hate it or love it, its art
and thats what sets it apart
i'm just hoping the message is caught and not lost
its thought

Broken

Broken-

shes far from perfect
i'm far from pure
but i dont like bein far from her
when life gets anxious,
she calms my nerves
and in return
i try to show her all shes worth
i been beaten so much
its hard to go
wanna appear unscathed
when it scars your soul
your views they start to change
you don't feel the same
but she can
feel my pain, in fact it feels the same
but still its,
hard to trust, its hard to fall in love
but still i see your real beauty behind all the rust
its how she, lights up when the stars don't shine
findin someone on my levels been hard to find
we don't take no shit, so we argue at times
our relationships always been hard to define
even though i never had a problem callin her mine
she knows i'll never have the time to give her all of my time


asked her "why me?" and she said    
cuz you you
took a deep pull and inhaled my new'
i took a long look and i think its true
had me shook but right then i think i knew
from what i see, i can tell she, she got her guards up
so i reassure her that pain, i aint gon' cause none
i can feel that when she touch me shes scared
i hope she knows that i aint runnin, i'm here
commitments alway been somethin i feared
but she aint trippin
i aint up to nothin i swear
we both, say what we mean and need no apologies
even if its mean, at least we show honesty
i'll be the last man to start castin stones
and have her all cooped up, trapped at home
you see she do her own thing
and we don't talk every day
but sometimes we spend long nights locked and away


i know her past and it don't bother me none
cuz when i told her mine i thought she'd probably run
but she still here, its weird
its gotta be love
cuz its sincere
its clear
its not only lust
we got a closet where we keep all the baggage
the same as we came, stained with bad habits
smoking cigarettes, layin on my mattress
she's everything i need, so we manage

last post
13 years ago
posts
3
views
2,226
can view
everyone
can comment
everyone
atom/rss
official fubar blogs
 8 years ago
fubar news by babyjesus  
 13 years ago
fubar.com ideas! by babyjesus  
 10 years ago
fubar'd Official Wishli... by SCRAPPER  
 10 years ago
Word of Esix by esixfiddy  

discover blogs on fubar

blog.php' rendered in 0.0471 seconds on machine '195'.