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What are you waiting for?
I love when you're unhappy
I love when you're in pain
I love how your mind goes crazy
And leaves you feeling insane.
I love the tears you shed
I love how you wish you were dead
I love the thought of knowing
You know I'm in his head.
I love the torture you put yourself through
I love the thought that you don't know what to do.
I love it that you're miserable
Sad and feeling blue.
I love it when he puts you down
I love how I can make you frown
I love how that smile you had
Has quickly been turned upside down.
I love how you think of me and fill with hate
I love how you left it all up to fate
I love that you were dumb enough
To think he was your soul mate.
I love it all so much, it just fills me with joy
to know the man you loved played with you like a toy.
Don’t know which road to go down
Or which path to take
All I know is
I don’t want to make the same mistake
My heart is telling me yes
But my mind is telling me no
Sitting here thinking
Should I stay or should I go
Too many choices
That have to be made
Too many hearts at stake
that don’t need to be played
I try to do the best
With all I say and do
Sometimes it feels like it’s not enough
And I’m being played the fool
I deserve more in life
For all that I’ve sacrificed
I deserve to wear a smile
This life just doesn’t suffice.
Many times I’ve spoken
And my words have not been heard
And begging for time I cannot do
That’s just absurd
I’m tired of screaming
And crying inside
I’m tired of the feeling
That I want to run and hide
Don’t know which path to take
Or which road to go down
But I do know one thing
The day will come that my frown will turn around.
