Poems N Such
I can no longer think of anything but you. In spite of myself, my imagination carries me to you. I grasp you, I kiss you, I caress you, a thousand of the most amorous caresses take possession of me I’ve fallen, Fallen into the dark you’ll never find me, and I don’t want to be found leave me alone, Ill never tell you anything, about me I’ve run, through time and space to the back of my mind, where you can never find.... me you don’t know me, you never will. My thoughts and dreams, are filled with evil You try to understand, what its like to be me but no matter how hard you look, you will never see, you’ll never know. I’ll hide, in my dark corner in my mind, all alone I don’t care, what you think I don’t need you. All I need, is my mind my thoughts and dreams, all alone. So get away, leave me be you’ll never know, what it’s like to be me

Poems About How I Feel
I go through life and dream of things Of things that can't come true I want these things so badly I don't know what to do And then I met you I want to hold you in my arms I want to feel you close I want to feel your lips on mine I don't want to let you go I want you on a moonlit night Beneath a starry sky I want to make sweet love to you With no questions as to why I want to spend my life with you Through the good times and the bad I want to be right there for you Through the happy and the sad I want to make you happy And also be your friend I want to help you reach your goals And help your heart to mend I want you to have your space Yet know I'm there for you I want to say "I love you" And for you to know it's true I want to do these things with you While we still have the time Not worry about what others think Not let another chance slip by

Poems (volume 1)
DEAR FRIEND Who you are Is who I've come to know After you as a person Began to grow Looking at you Is like looking in a mirror And what you say Makes my life clearer It seems the good I've done You have always shared For this you know How much I've cared Things with meaning Are constantly in your presence Looking me in the eye We share a similar essence You know my thoughts After just one glance Letting you into my life Glad I gave it the chance There once was a time When you were strong and I was weak But your absolute trust Was what I would seek Whenever I felt small And the winds of change blew My life became significant With the presence of you I have your trust And you also have mine So now I truly know Everything is going to be just fine I have come to know this It will always be very true I seldom question myself Whenever I'm thinking of you I hang on your words Even the littlest of things you say It makes me feel happy

Poems
FADE TO NOTHING it was easy to be what i was when i wasn't what i am i am much more now then i was before still i am less than you would adore even though you have set ablaze my inner fire, my desire if the sun could cry if the sky could sigh history still would have never seen a disaster such as i why do i try when inside i know you wish me to die i am like a tapestry sky, a setting sun i will fade to nothing and be done.......... believe it or not, this is going to get published. haven't decided what to think about that yet this is entitled FACADE............ life is full of shame and hate but i realized that to late misery is mine i carry it with me all the time lies are told people are so bold the love of a lifetime just words to make up a rhyme i don't believe in love nothing is sent from heaven above i am all alone i have nothing of my own pain and sorrow will be mine on every tomorro

Poems (ripped From All Over The Net)
ALWAYS AND FOREVER Author: Freida Martinez Basking in the warmth of your smile And the music of your laugh I feel your tenderness And your oh so witty style I don’t know why god blessed me With such a friend as you But it makes my pleasure complete And very happy too The way you always know me And exactly what to do When my loneliness gets me down And I’m so very blue The way you see into my soul And looked behind my eyes And I don’t have to hide my feelings And put on a disguise With you I learned to trust And as I person I have grown Who could have possibly told me How could I have known That you would come in to my life And my beauty would start to bloom And like a pretty butterfly Come out of my cocoon To share your tender heart The warmness of your smile The courage of your wisdom For these I’d walk for miles To be thinking of a time When you’d no longer be there For me to gaze upon in delight

Poems
The demons of my past are talking to my mind, I can hear their voices.When I dream I can see them they want me to give myself to them totally, so they can give me the strength to go on with my life. So, am I truly ruled by my own demons or are they just toying with my mind and soul? If they have total control, will I ever find true love or am I destined to wander the Earth in search of her forever with only my demons to comfort me? If only I could break their hold on me, I might be able to find the strength to go on. Until then I am a slave to my own inner demons. My soul is chained to you by my own love for you even if you are not talking to me right now. So why can't I talk to others without feeling like my soul is tainted with guilt. You say that my soul is consumed with darkness so, what am I to do? Wait for you or find someone new to build a relationship with? My heart tells me to wait but, my mind tells me to move on with my life. It was your decision not mine

Poem On Death
What Elemental Dragon Are You? You are a Moon Dragon. You love the stars and moon. You are often very calm while others tend to freak out. You are trustworthy and a loyal friend. You have one or two close friends that would never betray you. You may be on the quiet side but your friends still love you for who you are.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code You Have Fantastic Karma You are a kind, sensitive, and giving person. And all your good deeds will pay off - if they haven't already. But you're not so concerned with wh

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a deep lamentating purple sprawls out across the skies filling the heart, the soul the mind with malencholy sighs cherubs soar like little dreams through everlasting love their wings flutter like whispers soft to carry them above the stars appear as holes on the darkenned curtain of night through the holes in the curtain glimmer bits of heavens devine white light pinkish hues define eternity dizzying brightness tickles the land my dreams are made of angelic love come along----- i offer you my hand i saw him in every stop sign and on every little flower i dream about him every second of every everlasting hour i drooled when i first saw him and my heart skipped a beat i am in love with the hottest guy i ever saw who is extreamly neat all the girls would ahhh when he walked into a room each one hoped that he would be thiers someday soon i wanted to kiss him but the other girls were chicken i had to hurry up for the clock on the wallwas already ticken s

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Wings If I had wings to fly I'd breathe in deep and spread them wide as I leap from the cliff into the wind where the gulls glide. Crossing this wide sea I glide above cruel waves that reach up to drown my flight in their cold deep blue-green graves. And as your day grows slowly light I'd arrive on worn-out wings to hold you in your waking dreams and feel you soft and gently warm in my embrace at last. HELP ME GET SOME BLING!! I NEED 12,500 COMMENTS IN 3 WEEKS! COME SHOW ME SOME SUPPORT!! http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=813171&albumid=880256&i=4153846799&idx=0 Theres a kicker to be able to get to my pic you have to add/fan/rate Stephanie and in your add request make sure you tell her I sent you!! YOU KNOW YOU'RE GETTING OLDER WHEN... Does your body have arthritis? Is your hair turning gray? Do the wrinkles on your aging face feel like they've come to stay? When your husband turns the heat up and you are still cold, remember these are

Poems
The same song, but a different melody...sung slightly off key.. The same color, but a different shade...not quite as pretty.. The same style, but a different size...it doesn't fit right anymore.. The same words, but different meaning...they have lost their passion.. The same hearts, but different paths...they have lost their way... The same moonlit sky, never changing...ever beautiful... Lead them back home. All my life I've spent searching for the pieces, The missing pieces that would make me whole again. Every time I thought I found something, In just a moment it was gone, Tearing more pieces of the puzzle away. Before I met you there was purpose but no reason, There was vision but no clarity, There was time but no fulfillment, There was love but no passion, There was existence but no life. I have found the missing pieces in your heart. Were they there all along? I may never know. Within you I have found the trust, the jo

Poems (about Ryan, My Son)
ANOTHER POEM I WROTE - YET THIS ONE WAS LIKE RYAN WAS TALKING TO ME WHEN I WROTE IT AND I WAS JUST THE VESSEL FOR HIS WORDS! A LETTER FROM RYAN Mom, I need to talk please listen to me, I know how much you hurt I can see your agony Mom, I know the order of life sometimes gets switched around parents get left behind on earth as children walk Heaven's ground Mom, I wasn't scared when God held out his hand for HE already gave me a glimpse of the promise land Mom, there really are waterfalls everything is peaceful here, I wish you could see Heaven's beauty it might help to soothe your tears Mom, I want to tell you again I am REALLY OK I told you that once before Remember OUR talk that day? Mom, I didn't leave you I am still by your side I see you every day and it hurts to see you cry Mom, God needed me it was time for me to go, but I know you love & miss me because you tell me so Mom, I know you can't see me but I am still a part of you, ple

Poem I Wrote For A Friend!!
This prayer that I say tonight Is for my spouse who must fight for you see, he is away from me Keeping his country safe and free This is the one that I love And so I ask you Lord above Please keep him safe while under way and bring him home to me someday While he is gone, please hear my prayer And let him know I will be there Waiting for him upon the pier Hoping and praying with some fear This prayer is not for him alone But for all military far from home I ask you to keep them safe and sound On their way to where their bound We love these men (and women) that are asked to fight So, keep them safe for us tonight. Love is both pleasure and pain, joy and sorrow. It has long been held that what you can love, can hurt you, in almost equal reciprocity. The more you love, the more you can get hurt. The more you love, the more you stand to lose. Yet the point of love is not to clam up, to refrain from ever loving. Each and every person has the potential

Poem:love So Pure
LOVE SO PURE Defeat... Resignation... Through the Shades of Black, Of this I'm sure! Loneliness... Depression... In the Eye of Darkness, There must be a Cure! Grayness... Hope... In the Darkness, I see a Light! Lightning... Thunder... So Loud! So Bright! Happiness... Calming... I've found the way, Of this I'm sure! A Hug... A Kiss... Your Love, So Pure! James L. Gardner January 10, 2007 rate it..comment on what it brings to your mind when you read it...have fun. J.

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I keep missing my partner..... its bout time we meet at the meeting place in the woods.... lol.... hot tub is getting installed....lol Time for our adventure.... we will start with my work....hahahahah If I could make a wish And have it last forever and a day, I would take you in my arms And this is where I'd stay.. For there's no one else I know That holds my heart like you, And I know someday, baby, You'll realize this is true. If I could make a wish Your lips would be on mine, I'd slowly sip and savor you Like only the finest wine. For there's no one else I know That gives me so much pleasure, And I know someday, baby, You'll see that you're my treasure. If I could make a wish Our bodies would unite, There's nothing I'd love more Than making love all night. For there's no one else I know Who gives me passion like you do, And I know someday, baby, All my wishes will come true. If I could make a wish I'd start by making things right, I'd take awa

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I remember the day I met you My heart was filled with joy From that day you mean whole world to me I enjoyed when you walked along with me I enjoyed when you hold my hands I enjoyed when your lips blew soft kisses But I never thought my dreams will turn blue When you left me and I travelled my journey alone You took away all my dreams with you I was left with broken heart and shattered dreams You were my lover, friend and partner No matter how long I was with you But a broken heart is hard to mend My heart knows how much I loved you My tears spills the bin how much I cared for you Still awaiting to hear your voice again Hoping to hold your hands again Now I have learnt that love starts with a smile grows with a kiss and ends with tears. i want a Man. (not a boy) i want a Friend. (not an aquantince) i want someone to Love. (not someone to Fuck) i want someone to Trust. (not someone who Lies) "Our Saints, Our City, Our Soul" Out of the fire And up from the fl

Poems
Copyright 2005 Bill Williams Fear The darkest night The hottest day The fiery pit of hell No one likes the idea of hell And who can blame them Always try to avoid it Never want to talk about it Nightmare of the population Terror of entire nations People always try to spread it Always try to calm yourself Never let it get to you Armies taken overseas Bombs exploding everywhere Losing lives to the enemy They think they’re winning But one battle at a time We show them how the big boys do it Fear The coldest heart The darkest sea The biggest meanest dog The barrel of the gun The feeling that you’re looking into it Fear The sharpest teeth The reddest eyes The bloodiest death Blue and the grey The dark red uniforms To symbolize the death Of an entire army In one small battle All caused by ignorance And fear The only fear worth having, Is that of fear itself To know that fear is opposite Of having the faith in life Of having faith

Poems For Domestic Violence
DON'T LET SOMEONE ELSE DEFINE WHETHEER OR NOT YOU ARE GOING TO BE SUCCESS OR FAILURE. DEFINE SUCCESS FOR YOURSELF. REACH FOR YOUR GOALS THAT YOU HAVE SET FOR YOURSELF. IF YOU BELIEVE ANYONE THAT TELLS YOU THAT YOU'LL NEVER MAKE IT, JUST KNOW THIS. GOD DOESN'T MAKE TRASH. YOU ARE HERE FOR A REASON, JUST ASK HIM. HE KNOWS. NEGATIVE PEOPLE ARE LONELY PEOPLE. BECAUSE WOMAN ARE TAUGHT TO KEEP SILENT IN TIMES THEY SHOULD NOT I WON'T, AND IF I AM TAKEN TO THE GROUND, WORN DOWN, THAN SOMEONE ELSE WILL MARK MY SPOT WHERE I LIE, AND TAKE MY PLACE. MOTHER MAY ADORE THE MANNEQUIN SMILES, AND FATHERS AND BROTHERS, EVEN LOVERS DEFEND THE IMAGE WITH THEIR LIVES UNTIL, MY SISTERS BEGIN TO EMBRACE IT. I CAN LOOK AT MYSELF, AND FIND ONE SMALL PERSON, STANDING..... NOT AT WAR AGAINST THE WORLD, BUT AN INNER SHADOW BOXER. I'M IN A BOX 6 FOOT TALL AND DON'T HAVE MUCH ROOM AT ALL THE WEATHER IN THERE IS CLOUDY EVERYDAY AND IT'S NO FUN, I'M HERER TO SAY YOU HIDE IN A CORNER, SIT

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I'm gonna wear you downI'm gonna make you seeI'm gonna get to youYou're gonna give into me Come on, come onInto my armsCome on, come onGive into me You're gonna take my handWhisper the sweetest wordsAnd if you're ever sadI'll make you laughI'll chase the hurt My heart is set on youI don't want no one elseAnd if you don't want meI guess I'll be all by myself Come on, come onInto my armsCome on, come onGive into me

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These are just a very few banner i have made.. If you would like me to make you one Than message me and let me know what you would like it to say.. All I ask in return is rate all my pics and stash. Thank you.... twistedshadow{CT ShadowBombers Founder}@ CherryTAP This girlchild was born as usual and presented dolls that did pee-pee and miniature GE stoves and irons and wee lipsticks the color of cherry candy. Then in the magic of puberty, a classmate said: You have a great big nose and fat legs. She was healthy, tested intelligent, possessed strong arms and back, abundant sexual drive and manual dexterity. She went to and fro apologizing. Everyone saw a fat nose on thick legs. She was advised to play coy, exhorted to come on hearty, exercise, diet, smile and wheedle. Her good nature wore out like a fan belt. So she cut off her nose and her legs and offered them up. In the casket displa

A Poem I Wrote For My Husband Bulldog
Whenever Whenever you look deep into my eyes, Do you ever see how much in love I am with you? Whenever we are holding each other so close, Can you feel my heart & know I can never say "good~bye"? Whenever you & I make sweet love, Can you always tell within your heart that I'll never be untrue? Whenever you get angry or upset with me, Can you look into my eyes & see I'm trying not to cry? Whenever I look deep into your eyes, I feel as if my heart can exploid from all the love I have for you! Whenever we are holding each other so close, I feel as if no one can ever get close enough to hurt me! Whenever you & I make sweet love, I feel as if you know that I'll always be true! Whenever I get angry or unset with you, Always know to look into my eyes & there will always be love for you to see! By: Kristine aka Majikwulf

Poems Made For Me By Travis (dread)
UNBELIEVABLE POEM!!!!!!! THANK YOU AGAIN The Mists I come upon a lake nearby, Not knowing what surely may lie. I pick up a stone or two, Skipping them across, There was nothing else to do. Thinking of you holding me tight, Wondering if this will be my last night. A suddle tear falls from my eye, Like a drop of rain falling from the sky. Wondering if you would ever take my heart Or break it, beat it, and tear it apart. Beating, pumping, yearning for you, Is there truley anything I can do? A shadow appears before my eyes, Like a rolling fog, it passes by. A hand raises from the lake, Is this a chance that I must take? A calming voice fills the air My senses are highten, should I dare? The touch was gentle and full of grace, Was I to belong to this mysterious place? I grasp the hand and firmly hold Pulling the phantom, oh so bold. Ermerging from the water deep Wondering what it wants with me. A woman appears be

Poems
Alone in the dark of night She cries for daddy number one She knows to stay out of sight Until all are up with the sun Mom doesn't want her around Inside her young heart cries, Daddy! She tries not making a sound Her outsides hurt too, love mommy Mom came back to start yelling She hides by daddy number two He stands between them, shielding Can't stop hearing, i don't love you Phone at daddy one's house rings Daddy one and Daddy two talk I've tried, but I can't fix these things Come get her, so I can walk Aaliyah, strong little girl Aaliyah, Daddy's coming He'll get you out of that whirl A new tune you'll be humming Hey, have you seen them? Please don't go away. This lighting is so dim, Things seem so grey. Looking left to right, Search top to bottom, Try switching on the light, Oh, you tried 'em. Hmmm, that doesn't help, Fishing in the dark, Stub my foot and I yelp, Still, I embark. I've got to find them, Got time to he

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The traveling servants are a special breed, There is no age limit to spread the seed. You can drop a seed here and drop a seed there, Before you know it, seeds have been dropped everywhere. The seeds will grow and the seeds will flourish, Hearts and minds will be nourished. Take the time to spread the seeds, Taking care of another's needs. They plant seeds Abroad, Following the words of God. The plant seeds that are Bountiful, It makes the mind so peaceful. They plant seeds with Compassion, Making a trend with a new fashion. They plant seeds with Diligence, And tackle any encumbrance. They plant seeds of Enlightenment, According to God's assignment. They plant seeds of Faithfulness, Knowing the love and blessedness. They plant seeds of Guidance, The love they want to enhance. They plant seeds of Hope, With all struggles, they will cope. They plant seeds with Integrity, Looking forward to eternity. They plant seeds with Joy, For all mankind to enjoy.

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im good at helping others... but i have yet to learn how to help myself.. guess its just something i gotta live with? just once id like a little something thrown my way ya know?... maaaaan fuck it, im stuck in it, long live life, yet life seems too long to live alone and alone it shall be till the day it happens. it happens to those who wait, those good things, but will it be too late? will the good have not come fast enough? fo sho i shall wait and see, theres still many pages in this book im reading called "my long life", the story of the life is again, too long.. i wish i had a spoiler and knew if the book turned out to be good, if somewhere down the line the chapters started to get a little brighter... but for now i must use my nightlight to give a false hope for something that could possible be there if i keep trying I walk Miles inside my soul insearch of who i am, i come empty handed with dark holes inside my past. I have lost what i am and i havent a clue what i am becoming. My

Poem - Desire
I awake in a shroud of confusion, my body unable to resist your subtle whisper, the gentle pursuasion of ur tender touch, i long to more from this numbed slumber, to allow my senses to absorb your every breath, for our bodies to levitate into a mass of hypnotic passion, to taste your soft delicate skin, to grasp this feeling of untainted contentment, the sweet odour of your perfume arousing my every pour, the shimmer of your eyes embracing my very soul, weak and paralised to act under ur imense beauty, far from reality and near emotional colapse, you are the reason. you are the wonder. you are my all!

Poem - The Grudge
The flash of distant past, long been a distant memory, chills of agony and pain, like hot needles of rain. The fresh wave of guilt, the new found torture, can i not forget, can u not forgive? the crack of societies whip, seeking my misfortunes, uncovering my sins, and punishing me.... again! old sounds of terror, old faces of yesteryear, clawing at my flesh! burning through my soul.

Poem - Dreams
the image is getting clearer... the face of innocence and purity... ur beauty shining through the darkest of dreams, the dreams of relentless torment and agonizing pain, ur face washes down the horrors to prevail serenity, u radiate with an inner peace i hunger for, each and every breath u take is echoed through my soul, the warmth of ur flesh taking over my senses, out of my depth i long to hold u close and feel ur passion.

Poem - My Closet
The flash of distant past, long been a distant memory, chills of agony and pain, like hot needles of rain. The fresh wave of guilt, the new found torture, can i not forget, can u not forgive? the crack of societies whip, seeking my misfortunes, uncovering my sins, and punishing me.... again! old sounds of terror, old faces of yesteryear, clawing at my flesh! burning through my soul.

Poem - Your Touch
I lay you down on a bed of whispers, takin in ur beauty and breathing in your soul, caught in the gaze of your wonderous eyes, the softness of your lips suffocating me, the delicate contours of your face penetrating me, your eyes of fire warming my very heart, as you close your lips in passionate approval, i take your flesh into my mouth, tasting your satisfaction and opening you to all around, the subtle caress of your body against mine, awakening my senses and allowin me to breath again.

Poem - Volitile Wake
live my days in fear of tomorrow, a brand new day with brand new sorrow, the circle ive travelled in every way, tainted and corrupted in tatters i lay. For where do i turn if the circles the same? caught in this life and played as a game. familiar smirks behind green eyes, the muted echoe of my subconscious cries. the gutters awash with blood and bile, i hunger to rid this taste so vile, the sweat and grime from societys grip, leave my prison and the flesh you rip. I pray to sleep and in sleep i escape, fleeing from torture and spiritual rape. floating away on the wing of my dreams, no-one to fear and ridded of schemes!

Poem - Winters Daggers
the cold night air piercing my skin, feeling its bite deep down within, open the skies and show me the sun, beauty and warmth like summers begun. I craddle the heat and nestle my head, just occasional breeze up over my bed, a picturesque rainbow, dont hear my complain, instead of the sun, we're stuck with the rain!

A Poem I Wrote For My Baby (boyfriend)
i'm missing you already you're simply a memory silence in a crowded room that's calling out to me a distant cry inside of my heart always tracks me down it will never want to part it will never let me down thorns of emotion sting me everyday they remind me of you and tell me to stay tears of sweet hope run down my young face they sing to me softly and show me your face sorrow fills my empty soul and tuck me in at night it fills my room with silent screams and holds on to me tight my heart has only one love one love to give pure as the feathers of a dove pure as the way we all shall live

Poems From Net
Boys A heart is not a plaything, a heart is not a toy, but if you want it broken, just give it to a boy. Boys, they like to play with things, to see what makes them run, but when it comes to kissing, they do it just for fun. Boys never give their hearts away, they play us girls for fools, they wait until we give our hearts, and then they play it cool. You will wonder where he is at night, you'll wonder if he's true, One moment you will be happy, the next you will be blue. If you get a chance to see him, your heart begins to dance, your life revolves around him there's nothing like romance. And then it starts to happen, you wonder day and night, you see, my friend, you're losing him, it never turns out right. Boys are great, though immature, the price you pay is high. He may seem sweet and gorgeous, but remember, he's a guy. Don't fall in love with just a boy, that takes a lot of nerve. You see, my friend, you need a man to get what you dese

Poems Most I Wrote, Some I Didnt
Hiding in the shadows

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My feelings are finally catching up I feel like someone has overflowed my cup Lately I've been dealing w/ my problems secretly My feelings are just flowing freely and I feel like theres no stopping them These feelings I'm feeling are scaring me I just dont know whether to believe them or just let them be I just wanna be free from feelings this way cuz Ive been feelings like this from day to day. Christina 1/28/2007 Buried at PhotoCasket.com

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When I was wrapped up in your arms, I felt safer than ever before. As I stare into your eyes, its a feeling I would not ignore. I don't know if this is just some game, but what I feel for you, I never felt with anyone else. If I could be close to you, I would be filled with happiness. You're what I've been looking for my whole life. You're someone I could share my love with, you take away my pain. Words cannot express how much I like you. But, even after this short amount of time, I hope you realize that my love for you is real. I'm not after you to play games, and I hope you feel the same. With you, is where I want to be because I found someone who looks just perfect to me. You probably think I am crazy, but truthfully I'm not. It's time we were together, But alas that can be? But all I see in this whole world, is only you and me.

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roses are red violets are corney when i think of you baby i get horn eat me beat me bite me blow me suck me fuck me very slowy when u kiss me dont be sassy use your tongue and make it nasty

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Edgar Allan Poe (1830) From childhood's hour I have not been As others were; I have not seen As others saw; I could not bring My passions from a common spring. From the same source I have not taken My sorrow; I could not awaken My heart to joy at the same tone; And all I loved, I loved alone. Then- in my childhood, in the dawn Of a most stormy life- was drawn From every depth of good and ill The mystery which binds me still: From the torrent, or the fountain, From the red cliff of the mountain, From the sun that round me rolled In its autumn tint of gold, From the lightning in the sky As it passed me flying by, From the thunder and the storm, And the cloud that took the form (When the rest of Heaven was blue) Of a demon in my view. I feel so alone, like I’m the only person in the world who feels this way, and it doesn’t matter. It’s not important, maybe because I’m not important. Some days I don’t even know wh

Poems And Thoughts
well lets see umm....... work is boring because I have nothing to really do which is causing it to be a slow day............ so I guess i will write more when it comes to me

Poem:when All Is Not Right
I don't know how you do it, when everything's not right. You....Just being there, makes all things clear and bright. When all is falling down and everythings gone to hell. All you have to do, is look at me and cast your spell. The Gleam in your eye. The touch of your caress. The sight of your smile. Drains all the daily stress. I don't know how you do it, but you surely know the way. And I thank the day I met you, Each....and Every.....Day! James L. Gardner 02-02-07

Poem: A Life'sdream
A LIFE'S DREAM To be famous I have no wish to be. With movie stars and politicans, Well, thats just not for me. I believe in freedom. Believe me, that's true. But free from what? I haven't a clue. I crave a simple life, with family and friends. With all its ups and downs and life's little bends. A cabin in the mountains, A lady by my side. Out in the wilderness, That's where I'd abide. With clean, clear creeks And trees, old, straight, and tall Living up in Alaska, Boy, could I have a ball. o sit on my cabin porch and watch nature's strife. To live with nature, To live that life! With fishing and hunting and living off the land. In front of my cabin door, I think I'd make my last stand. James L. Gardner 02-02-07

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As tears mask my face and I think upon my past I wonder to myself has my time to die come at last? Tonight is ny night to choose to live for tomorrow to make it past tonight or cut my wrist with nothing to lose as thoughts of death cross my mind i wonder if and how to die i dont know if i can even do it i dont know if i can even try the end of my life is serious no more memories or future will tomorrow be more obscure i think i can just put the knife down and everthing will be okay i put suicidal thoughts in remission and i'll saveit for another day more importantly i wont do it for me it would hurt my friends true people who loves me who always have and will until the very end I don't want to know That his smile brings sunshine That he shelters from the rain That his heart is pure gold I thought our love was strong I don't want to know How his glance is tempting How he's like a gentle breeze How his eyes are soft and tender How could I've been s

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You're like a drug to me Without you I go crazy My mind starts to race My heart beats off pace. I can rely on you To help me get through But everything has their cost It was my mind that I lost You made me believe your lies You couldn't even hear my cries You're just like a drug You were only there to pull my plug. Because of you I now flatline You killed me with no warning or sign You were the cause of my death The reason I took my last breath Destiny I lay here every night Wishing you were next to me Thinking of the day we will meet And how perfect my life will be Listening to the radio Hearing songs that remind me of you Trying not to let myself cry I know what we have is true Looking out of my bedroom window Thinking about each mile Wondering what you want in this Knowing it will all be worthwhile You're the one I want to spend my life with The one I really want to marry I know the feeling is true I haven't told you because it might be scar

Poems
Just want to say that I am able to be back on here more than I have been. Have been very busy the last several months with my husband and his cancer. Then the last part of the year it was my mother I was dealing with also. Havent had much time to be on computer. Have missed talking to you guys and hope everything is going great for you all. >Before I lay me down to sleep, >I pray for a man, who's not a creep, >One who's handsome, smart and strong. >One who loves to listen long, >One who thinks before he speaks, >One who'll call, not wait for weeks. >I pray he's gainfully employed, >When I spend his cash, won't be annoyed. >Pulls out my chair and opens my door, >Massages my back and begs to do more. >Oh! Send me a man who'll make love to my mind, >Knows what to answer to "how big is my behind?" >I pray that this man will love me to no end, >And always be my very best friend. > > >MAN'S POEM... > > >I pray for a deaf-mute nymphomaniac with huge boob

Poems
Rhythmic Embrace Aug 20 2006 By Raven NightSpell When my heart beats a bounding And me legs are a flound'ing 'Tis the radiance astounding And my hearts deep seeded needing For another’s heart to be beating Quickly now and still much faster Only this be not knowing And for this I wish were showing Wile fluttering hearts silently moaning Only this I wish were true Oh to be something new This one thing I wish to do One thing I do hope to be This thing that I may never see For my souls wanting surrender As the music holds my wanting And the rhythm so unstopping For this my will becomes undaunting The music moves divine and grace Unyielding hold from this place Beaming flush upon my face Entrancing dance is my hold Heat arising from where, untold Truly wanting to give in My strength within quickly fleeting From the music sensual beating Ending in simple wanting, needing. ( phew needed to get that out for a wile ) A Desperate Cry Nov. 2

Poem
up on the highest shelf is where i sit deserted and broken, covered in dust. once i was whole and loved, cherished and taken care of, others now take my place. in your arms, in your heart. i'm torn and empty, deserted and broken, covered in dust tumbing waves, of sunkissed strawberries splashes of blue framed behind glass windows and black lace curtains an ocean of irish cream sprinkled with cinammon natural in almost every way a rarity in itself not a breathtaking beauty but gentle beauty has been etched in with care where superficial beauty is lacked a silent strength resides and in turn radiates a beauty all her own

Poems
Kindness in your touch Malice in your voice Passion in your kiss Anger in your words Are you angry with me Or the devil in yourself The one who convinced you That your the one to hate.... Why dont you feel Your good enough for me You dont think about I may not be good enough Your heart is loveing You deserve so much more

Poem I Wrote
to lay with you till the morning sun arms wraped around you what has begun i dono how or what you do but every second i spare im thinking of you i told my self... never again will i care and that all changed when i saw you standing there i dont quite know if im prepaired my toes in the water and im already scared your tenderness and the taste of your kiss just a few of the things i pain fully miss out on the high way im drivin....driving away out on the high way im drivin....driving away i still dono why exactly...you left that day cause you and me were there apitamy the apitamy of happy out on the high way im drivin....driving away out on the high way im drivin....driving away out on the high way im drivin....driving away can i do this.. some times i wish that i were dead with all these voices in my head tellin me what i should do instead im so confused so i looked away and again i used i cant remember a time when i didnt

Poem
FEMALE PRAYER Before I lay me down to sleep, I pray for a man, who's not a creep, One who's handsome, smart and strong One who loves to listen long, One who thinks before he speaks, One who'll call, not wait for weeks. I pray he's gainfully employed, When I spend his cash, won't be annoyed. Pulls out my chair and opens my door, Massages my back and begs to do more. Oh! Send me a man who'll make love to my mind, Knows what to answer to "how big is my behind?" I pray that this man will love me to no end, And always be my very best friend. A man was walking down the street when he was accosted by a particularly dirty and shabby-looking homeless man who asked him for a couple of dollars for dinner. The man took out his wallet, extracted ten dollars and asked, "If I give you this money, will you buy beer with it instead of dinner?" "No, I had to stop drinking years ago," the homeless man replied. "Will you use it to go fishing instead of buying food?" the

Poems
Every time I hear that song on the radio, It reminds me of you; I get the same old feeling, And I don't know what to do. Every time somebody says your name, I get the feeling I always used to. Every time you smiled, Oh, darling; it reminds me of the times with you. Every time I see your picture, I think back to when it was you and me. When we weren't just a couple, And it wasn't hard to see. The memories of our past, I can't help but think, Wonder if you miss me, Longing for one last wink. Maybe a kiss goodbye, As they play another song, Dance the night away, Pretend like nothing ever went wrong. But every time I think of you, I begin to cry; and I don't know if I can make it through. Everything in this world, everything; baby, it reminds me of you. 1) SUCTION ABORTION: USED BEFORE 10 WEEKS A tube is inserted into the uterus and connected to a strong suction machine. The vacuum is so powerful the baby is ripped to pieces and sucked into a jar -- arms

Poem
when the one you love,, turns their back on you,, what else is there to do,, but sit and be blue.. when they say they care,, they should always be there,, no matter the time,, at the drop of a dime... so why is it so hard,, as the time goes by,, not a single word,, for weeks at a time... why does good things come,, to those who wait,, but yet the wait,, seems to never end.. we wait forever,, for true love to come,, our destiny to be,, seems forever prolong.. Why does it seem,, like its only you,, who wants this love,, to forever be prolonged... this I know,, for a love so true,, I would do most anything,, to be with you.. A witches poem Down the pathway Deep in the woods… There are two witches Evil and good As I arrive closer I hear their chatter As their arms rise higher Their voices get louder They call on their gods They call on their goddess They call on their sisters From up above… The burning of th

A Poem
can you tell me how can one miss what she's never had how could I reminisce when there is no past how could I have memories of being happy with you could someone tell me how can this be true how could my mind pull up incidents recall dates and times that never happened how could I celebrate a love that's to late and how could I really mean the words I'm bout to say I miss the times that we almost shared I miss the love that was almost there I miss the times that we use to kiss at least in my dreams just let me take the time and reminisce I miss the times that we never had what happened to us we were almost there whoever said it's impossible to miss what you never had because I never almost had you I cant believe that I let you go or what I should say is I shoulda grabbed you up and never let you go I shoulda never gone out on you I shoulda kept you always my boo yes that's one time I shoulda broke the rules I shoulda found a way to keep that date shoulda f

Poem
LEFT BRILLO'S FEELIN FINE, BORROWED THE TECH 9 TWO CLIPS LOADED GIVIN ME PEACE OF MIND I-75 THE ONLY ROAD AHEAD COLD WINTER NIGHT, JUST GETTIN RIGHT COUNTING OUR LOSSES AND SAYING A PRAYER FOR THE COULDA BEEN DEAD LIPS BLISTERED N CHAPPED, EYES PEELED BACK FUELING UP ON PERCS N CRACK N A HALF A PACK OF ROBBIE'S MARLBORO REDS THESE BUSTERS KEEP SPITTING THEIR LIES ALWAYS SOMETHING, ALWAYS ANOTHER ALIBI WONDER WHATS GOING THRU THEIR FUKIN HEADS JUST SITTING TIGHT, COOLING DOWN THE PIPE CHASING THE WIND NO MATTER THE PRICE KNOW THE FERRYMAN GETS HIS PENNIES IN THE END RUNNING OUT OF LUCK, WISHING FOR A BLUNT LISTENING TO THIS RAMBLING GIMPED UP CHUMP STAYING JUST A STEP AHEAD OF THE FEDS 2-21-09 CRYSTAL BLUE EYES LIKE THE SWEETEST OF DREAMS A VISION FROM HEAVEN ABOVE PUT YOUR HAND IN MINE MY DEAR INSTANTLY YOU WILL KNOW WHAT MY HEART IS THINKING OF YOUR TOUCH HAS GOT TO BE FILLED WITH MAGIC YOUR KISSES LIKE WIND AND FIRE HOLDING YOU NEAR QUENCH MY

Poems
Subject: please dont delete..4 yrs going This is why I always say I love You.... This has not been broken since 9/11/01, please keep it going.. This has been kept alive and moving since 9/11. In memory of all those who perished this morning; the passengers and the pilots on the United Air and AA flights, the workers in the World Trade Center and the Pentagon, and all the innocent bystanders Our prayers go out to the friends and families of the deceased. IF I KNEW If I knew it would be the last time That I'd see you fall asleep, I would tuck you in more tightly and pray the Lord, your soul to keep. If I knew it would be the last time that I see you walk out the door, I would give you a hug and kiss and call you back for one more If I knew it would be the last time I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise, I would video tape each action and word, so I could play them back day after day. If I knew it would be the last tim

Poems To The End!
Ok I’m back and I got changes coming and I don’t like it!…. Well some I do and some I don’t!… First my mum went into hospital two days ago and there keeping her in the cardiology step down unit…… gods that sounds so bad… I’m left to keep the house in order and now my sis say’s she has a place of her own and she is moving out so now I have to keep this place all by my self witch isn’t that hard since I was the only one doing it to begin with!… But anyway I have this wonderful woman in my life called Suzan and I am seriously thinking moving to Sydney to be with her… the only thing is that will leave my mum with no one as her mum is moving down the coast….. and my sister is a bitch so well I’m in a very hard place right now and my heart is tearing in two and I just don’t know what to do!!!!! I’m fucked whatever I do!… I know I want to be with sue but at the same time I don’t want to leave mum…… now mum has been keeping me back for all my li

Poem
well. i was a full out dike before, i liked men. only few knew this about me i have had four girlfriends in my life.. i have fucked up in my past. i did cheat on my boyfriend when i was 17 years old this did hurt him bad. but he still is with me which i still have no idea why he would bother.. i guess hes nuts hey.. the oldest man i was with was 23 years old. when i was 16 years old this is wrong and yes i know now!! lol i knew my boyfriend since we were 13 years old we are now 21. and at the time i never would have thought we would end up having a baby together. this guy used to be my enemy who would of thought?? i have been cheated on before my very first boyfriend was 20 and i was 15 i was blind to all this cheating shit. lol but i was a virin some what! lol so of course i made him wait 6 months to get any haha but because of this guy.. hes the reason why i am the way i am today.. a hell of alot stronger then i was before then i went for the one im with now, with bad habits he chang

Poem Wrote For My Children
There is not a day that goes by That I don't think of you Not a day that I don't cry I miss your sweet sweet hugs Hearing you call me mommy Yes I miss your little Tugs I wish i could hold you tight Give you a soft and tender kiss And to tuck you in for the night We'll be together, my children, again Just pray hard to Our Lord Above This for my children I pray, AMEN Copyright ©2006

Poems
The immortal eyes see everything for us The immortal eyes show everything to us The immortal eyes bear everything with us And with the immortal eyes we learn from our mistakes. Or so we thought, Even today we still make those mistakes, Even with the aid of the Immortal Eyes. Dreams have been set out for us, Dreams have been destroyed by us, Great beings have set out for us fighting for us, Yet we throw everything back in their faces, Racism, Murder, Theft We commit all of these. MLK Jr. fought for Black Americans to be free, Black Americans have turned the other cheek, Black Americans are taking advantage of their newly earned freedom, Black Americans are using their new freedom against white society, The tables have been turned, It is now the whit society being discriminated against. Many soldiers have died fighting for this country, Many soldiers have died by the people in this country, Many soldiers still keep on fighting for this country, Yet, this country is still ungrateful and t

Poems Ive Written
It will be 3 years This Year and My Moms Birthday is Tommorow So heres the other of the 2 Poems Im showing today Almost 2 years 2 years almost come and Past Life seems to be moving so very Fast I'm forced to Find Other Role Models Since God has taken the 2 i've Followed Ive been forced to Grow up so Fast But life has its changes If you are to last Every Person I meet knows of your name because you've shaped me to be your same Your Love Compassion and Wisdom will always be with me From now until the End of Eternity I really Miss you Momma I wish you were here with me So I could Kiss You You Were the Light in my Darkest Days I really miss you Like The Roses That are Red And the Violets Are Blue You are in my Heart and Ill always Love You The Third Year Draws Near And In Time I May Heal But my true Love for you I will always Feel As Summer Approaches I stare at the Sky So blue Thinking Of Heaven And My Thoughts are Of you Reliving the

Poem: Stormy Seas
STORMY SEAS Rough, angry, and stormy seas Ones where ships should never be Tremendous waves and blowing gales Breaking hulls and tearing sails Why would ships wander on such a night When hurricane winds blow with such might Crashing waves and driven rain Taking lives and causing pain (2-17-88) Sharp, dark, and jagged rocks Taking lives like a leper's pox Spliting wood and crushing hull Cackling like a dead man's skull Try as you might you cannot flee The suffocation of the cold sea so among the gasps and the groans Say "HELLO" to Davey Jones (2-23-07) James L. Gardner

Poems
In the pouring rain droplets falling every splash full of life every litte drop precious I find myself in your arms standing here with only, one care in the world gazing gently, lovingly into your eyes letting you know i love you, even with a gaze, droplets running down ure face carresing your beauty, it's undeniable, our love slowly i bring u closer , feeling the gentle assurance of your warmth against my body i kiss you filled with all my emotions just a single kiss to let you know, I love you and always will, walking into the rain holding your hand, I am content, Our love is lasting~ So imcomplete so alone,lost and sad. This is what i feel when i awake another day why do i build my walls so strong so mighty and long lasting i wont let myself fall for a stranger nor will i allow myself fall for a friend i want to love again i want to be happy but yet i always screw it up i push and push so your not near me i wont let you love me ill make you hate m

Poems, Writings, Thoughts
Well things have changed abit, I guess everyone sending good thoughts and pryers, is doing some good. thank you the way. angie managed to get us a 2 week extintion, on our move. We still have to move, but this gives us time to get thing together. today is the first day in a week that i am out of pain, ribs, teeth, and back feeling good, so Iwill be going out and moveing heavy things again. and hope to not throw anything out again. lol. We are still not sure where we are going, but at least we have the 2 weeks it helps. now if only I can find others to come and help move. Keep up the good thought, they are really helping. Our landlady came by today, and let us know that the bank will be takeing over the house we are renting in 3 days, from today, we can save it by takeing over paymants, and paying $3,620, something we do not have. and then 700 a month after. then house would become ours. this I regret will not happen, so we are now scrambling to pack and get ready to move. Yes m

Poems
Sunday, March 11, 2007 As I sit here in the dark alone I wonder what it'd be like To have the one girl I truely loved all along It may have taken until now to realize it But better late than never, right? She's beautiful, georgous, hilarious And flat out great to be around Everytime I see her, my heart pounds Not with fear or hate, but with joy She's a little crazy, a little wild but that's what I need That's what I love about her Insanely spontaneous Any guy that lost her is an idiot I think We trust each other and confide every conversation We've always been there for eachother No matter the distance between Neither her nor I are afraid of commitment or otherwise I don't want to ruin the friendship we have But at the same time, I don't want to be alone forever We're much like my ex and her friend... Without the hassle and heartbreak I know she loves me back But I still wonder how in what way Is it more than what I think Or is it just what I think

Poems & Song Lyrics
The Spirit in the Sky I have been reborn On the wings of this mighty steed. On the open highway, without bonds of civilization to distract or confine me. With the wind in my face, and the beauty of nature which surrounds me. Who am I to question why I am here or what is the purpose of my life? Suddenly, I am transformed into a fearless Indian chief, riding a dark horse with fiery exhausts for nostrils, Lightning and thunder emerge from its machine soul It has come to life, it obeys my every movement, It senses my moods. There is a brief transformation of the souls, suddenly the man, and the machine of the man become inseparable and indistinguishable I am the machine and it is me. The pulsations of my dark horse's metal soul meld with my heartbeat; the constant mesh of its gears emanates allowing us to reach synchronicity. Leaving the mortal world behind us, we are compelled to the realm of the mystic. Our journey has begun. For the moment, we have esca

Poem's
Roses are red Lemons are sour Open ur legs and give me an hour Kissing Is A Habit Fucking Is A Game Guys Get All The Pleasure Girls Get All The Pain 10 Minutes Of Pleasure 9 Months Of Pain 3 Days In The Hospital A Baby Without A Name The Baby Is A Bastard The Mother Is A Whore This Woulda Never Happend If The Rubber Hadn't Tore!! Sex is like math You subtract the clothes Add the bed Divide the legs And Pray to god You dont multiply Roses are red Grass is green Open your legs And I'll fill you with cream Hickory dickory dock This bitch was suckin my cock The clock struck two I dumped my goo And dumped her to the end of the block Sex is good Sex is fine Doggy Style & 69 Just for fun Or gettin paid Everyone likes gettin laid Sex is evil Sex is a sin Sins are forgiven So stick it in!!! roses are nice violets are fine. ill be the six if you be the nine.

Poems Of Love
what is true love?does anyone really know how do you know it's true love,who's to say why does anyone need true love who can't go without love in there life life without love would be horrible I don't know why anybody loves anybody what I do know life would not be the same without it My love is like a endless river flowing into the sea.But without you the river is empty there is no water no life just an empty heart filled with saddness the pain is like no other painn that makes me cry every morning.But nobody caresss so now nothing matters except to bring back to life then maybe the pain and saddness will go away and the river will flow again And I will have you.

Poem
Children are our future.They are not given enough credit for there ability to lighten up a dark sky.Children need all kinds of love,you just never know when it will be too late to say I Love You.For children are on loan to us from God,they can leave us at any moment.Love our Children unconditionaly,teach and guide them down the right paths in life.Children are a blessing and not to be mistreated.Love them now for tommorow may be to late to say goodbye,for our Children are just a loan to us given by God......GodBless Written By: Bren

Poems
The distant clicks of time ticks slowly Mind's of the hopeful scarcely roaming Surrounding surface tarnished yet glowing Adrenaline incapacitated and haulted from flowing The air amidst the area's thin Cold winds wisk by within a flinch Sanctity and serenity weeded out and beaten Compassion and morality defeated by a heathen Intense screams like movie theatre horror Disarmed from a once laminated armor Left to bathe in crimson, soaked in pain Stained sadistic and choked since that day Flashbacks haunt the soul in torture Darkness bright in a black heart growing softer Frame of mind badgered, splattered with water colors How quick things get blurry when the rain clusters Your succulent lips melting me soon as ours met The warmth imprints a cascading trance that flours flesh Powder drenches your skin as I begin calmly motioning Moisture builds and fills and spills out openings Slowly whisking aside the many struggles of your day Writings on the wall illustrate the pai

Poem About Abortion
I'M SORRY I'M SORRY THAT I HURT YOU, I'M SORRY THAT YOUR SAD, I'M SORRY YOU SET OUR LOVE ASIDE, WITH LOVE COMES CERTIAN RULES, THAT EVERYONE MUST ABIDE, I'M SORRY THAT I WASNT THERE, WHEN YOU TURNED OUT THE LIGHTS, GOD ONLY KNOW HOW MUCH I MISS YOU, EACH AND EVERY NIGHT, MY LOVE FOR YOU IS HONEST, MY HEART IS OPEN WIDE, IN MY HEART YOU WILL ALWAYS BE, ILL CARRY IT WITH PRIDE, I'M SORRY FOR ALL THE THINGS I DID, AND FOR THE THINGS I'M NOT I'M SORRY FOR THE THINGS I SAID, TO PUT YOU ON THE SPOT, I'M SORRY FOR MY ACTIONS, BUT MY INTENT WAS TRUE, I'M SORRY FOR ALOT OF THINGS, BUT NOT FOR.....LOVING YOU! I'LL NEVER SAY,"I'M SORRY." WHEN IT COMES TO YOU, BECAUSE SORRY ISN'T, A WORD YOU USE, IF YOUR LOVE IS TRUE... SO NO I'M NOT SORRY FOR SAYING, "I LOVE YOU" ABORTION IT'S EARLY YET, THE MONTH IS ONE, THOUGH YOU CAN'T SEE ME, I'VE JUST BEGUN. I'M SO SMALL I DON'T HAVE TO HIDE. IM JUST A SEED GROWING INSIDE, FOUR WEEKS LATER, THE MONTH IS TWO, I

A Poem Of Mah Emotions...
My heart is broken, and my emotions are torn... There are times that I just want to be re-born. I'm sick and tired of feeling this way all the time. And yet I wonder..."is there a girl who can mend this broken heart of mine?" I go day by day asking that question to myself wondering if it'll come true. Every girl I have been with has always said "I will be the one to help you." But when the end it comes, she takes my heart and breaks it again. Then I look to God asking "Is this is going to happen to me each time it ends?" I don't get why I have to suffer like this everyday of my life... All I want, is a girl who can take care of my heart, my emotions, and be my wife. I'm tired of hopping between girls and relationships, I want to settle down. I just want one girl, one life, and only family so i no longer have to frown. Each day I ask God "where's the girl you have for me...can I meet her?" But I don't think he's answering me because everyday I still suffer. He knows i'm lo

Poem
i should have thought faster i didnt have a clue i was irrational and what not but i should have came to you the sad thing is, you came back trying to bring me home ur eyes were filled with so many tears oh...now i feel so alone why couldn't i look past the void that kept us far apart i couldn't find a way to forgive you because u had broken my heart and now it's all so different we both changed a lot u moved on and found a girl it's like you just forgot while im slowly punishing myself for not figuring out why and im completely lost and so confused because i CANT say good bye

A Poem Called "life"
As days that go by, I wounder at all the possibilities of what is realy going on in the world. But mainly in my own family. Is spending time somewhere else more inportant than gtting to know a family member, in which a person hasn't seen in that other person's life time? Or drinking away a life just so that person can be with another person who is no longer on the planet? Or is that person reborn and living somewhere else? Is it selfish for a person to keep another person away from their family all because they can't let go? Sometimes I wounder about these things but will they ever get answerd? Why do some people have it easy for them and others work hard just so they can live? Why do people dream about things that might happen or will they never come true? Who do people go off to war only to fight for something that is long forgotten? What is normal when to each person normal is different? Why do doctors diagnos people crazy when they them self might be the crazy one and the perso

Poems From The Heart
Our friends are like angels, who brighten our days. In all kinds of wonderful, Magical ways. Their thoughtfulness comes as a gift from above, and we feel we're surrounded by warm, caring love. Like upside-down rainbows, their smiles bring the sun. And they fill ho-hum moments, with laughter and fun. Friends are like angels without any wings, blessing our lives with the most precious things. Author Unknown My guardian angel, once careless and free, flew into the clouds and lost touch with me. His tears were cold and wet, falling on my face. His smile had left us without a trace. His angelic lips quivered, frozen and scared, I felt rain clouds visiting, and had to prepare. I knew that angels, usually content, were very special presents that God had sent. To see one so sad, so afraid, so alone, had made me weep while the cold winds had blown. His wings lost feathers, comforting and soft, falling from the stars, floating aloft. His pain was

Poems (about Being In Love)
TODAY TODAY, time stood still while spending the day with you, a surge went through my heart as the bond between us grew TODAY, nothing else seemed to matter not even where we were, our focus was on the moment when emotions were easily stirred TODAY, there were tears of joy as you got down on bended knee, placing a ring upon my finger you asked to marry me TODAY, not once hesitating I replied with an eager "YES", for no other answer came to mind in response to your request TODAY, once again you opened another door, a future as husband and wife who could want for more TODAY, I say to you beyond this life we live, my heart, mind, and soul to you, I freely give. Author: Trudy L. Love Is Like A Flower Love is like a flower both starting from a seed, a garden that needs tending to destroy each threatening weed Love is like a flower on trust one does thrive the other needs Mother Nature in order to survive Love is like a flower gr

Poems (about Losing Love)
LOST LOVE Here I am feeling lonely and sad not knowing what went wrong, thinking of what we should have had and wondering where our love has gone. When I am alone thoughts fill my mind seeking answers that lye in the dark wishing someone might give me a sign to put an end to this pain in my heart. Love once came, but now it’s gone and I feel such emptiness within but I know my life will keep going on even though it won’t include him. Maybe again I will find a way to put a love back in my life but I will take my time and count the days to know when the moments just right. Author: Trudy L. Written: 3-30-87

Poems (about Being Away From The One You Love)
Soon Soon, the day will come I feel it in my heart, when we can be together and no longer kept apart. Soon, things will change no more lonely nights, for in your arms I'll be where all is perfectly right. Soon, the ache will cease of wanting you here with me, each morning I'll awaken by your side a place I have longed to be. Soon, the tears won't flow so frequently from my eyes, for we'll spend our lives together with no more painful goodbyes. Soon, two people in love will be joined through eternity, overcoming any and all obstacles that have been set before you and me. Soon, we'll pledge those sacred vows coming together as husband and wife, promising "till death do us part" this commitment will last beyond life. Soon, we'll be as one all our dreams coming true, we are each others strengths for you have me...and I have you. Author: Trudy L. Do You Know Do you know... how I feel... when we are apart? Tears are never end

Poems (hope & Inspiration)
God's Touch GOD saw total darkness across the seas and land, so he created all things beautiful with a touch of his hand He gave color to the sky with a sun to light the days, sending warmth to the earth from its golden ray's Too the nights darkened sky GOD scattered stars to and fro, then, he hung the moon to cast a subtle glow Flowers, animals, mountains and streams are some of GOD'S creations, for when it came to the world the LORD made no reservations For six days GOD worked miracles from the east to the west, then on the 7th day, GOD declared it Sabbath, a Hold Day of rest So when you bow your head in prayer be it morning or at night, remember to thank the Lord above for his guiding light. Author: Trudy L. I WROTE THIS POEM ON THE 1ST YEAR ANNIVERSARY OF 9-11. IT SAYS QUITE A BIT AND IS PRETTY POWERFUL OR SO I THINK ANYWAY. 9-11-02 One year ago today a nation temporarily lost its will, our country was in disbelief

Poems
"My kind of poison" " 'Cause I've spent the night dancing I'm drunk, I suppose If it looks like I'm laughing I'm really just asking to leave This alone, you're in time for the show You're the one that I need I'm the one that you loathe You can watch me corrode like a beast in repose 'Cause I love all the poison" ~MCR "My kind of poison, the good kind. My kind of poison, that makes you smile. My kind of poison, that makes you happy. My kind of poison, that burns on the way. My kind of poison, that holds you. My kind of poison, that brings you. My kind of poison, that makes you lust. The kind of poison I like. The kind of poison I bleed. The knid of poison I breath. I like my poison to taste like. A breez flowing through my hair. A flake of snow on my face. A fresh cut. A pounding heart. A thunder storm. A poison that can be as sweet as love, but as cold as death... {[I find some people intoxicating. Have you ever found me intoxicatin

Poems And Such
The ever shining midnight moon So pleasant is the appearence So brightly lit by the Lost Souls Demented Spirits and Forgotten love Ever constant as the Pain on my wrists The pain in my soul Midnight Moon Do you shine my pain and sarrow? Midnight Moon Will you be there tomorrow? The Lost Souls find a place around me The Demented Spirits call my body home The Forgotten Love takes up residence in my heart As long as Im around Midnight Moon Youll shine for me My Pain from all these Souls My Suffering caused by the Spirits My Tears synced in unison with the Love Sparkle bright Midnight Moon For tonight is your last night to shine

Poems (in Memory Of:)
Love Is Everlasting He was left to pick up the pieces when GOD took her from him; although they parted years ago her memory is alive within A promise he had made her was always on his mind, even though it's been a struggle he took it "one day at a time" Now the time has come for them to re-unite, for he's going through a battle one in which there is no fight Each day my pain increases as he slowly fades away, although a better place awaits with me, I wish he'd stay In his mind he sees her as she patiently awaits, hoping he will take her hand to guide him through the gates Once he crosses over hand in hand they will be, no more pain, nor more suffering for God will have set him free In memory of my grandfather: Clarence Abbott August 1988 Author: Trudy Lynne In God's Hand Threw the darkness, he heard God speak in a voice as calm as the sea, my child you've suffered far too long so I've come to set you free'. Heaven’

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With a deep breath shall I inhale, A new beginning past not to dwell. As I bind your heart with mine, Our hearts will now be souly entwined. So Mote It Be! Blessed Be... Each full Moon of the month has its own name and its own qualities. Because Wicca draws from a number of folkloric traditions, you will probably see different names assigned to different months. Below are the common names for each month as well as what type of magick is best for that month. January: Wolf Moon The Wolf Moon, also known as the Cold, Snow, or Winter Moon, is a time of protection and strength. While it is the first full Moon of the calendar year, in terms of nature it occurs in the middle of the cold winter season, a season of death and desolation. In these respects, the Wolf Moon can be seen as a time of both beginnings and endings. This is the time to start to consider what you want to plant and plan for the spring. You can do magick so that as the spring approaches your magickal goal will

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I like to bite I like to be bitten Biteing is fun biteing is great I'm a biter I have my fangs and I love her fangs biteing is half the fun. In the darkness is where I hunt In the darkness is where I search In the darkness is where I find peace within In the darkness all is found to me In the darkness I find myself The darkness consumes and embraces me For the darkness is where I live Then embrace of the kindred is like bliss At first pain, when the fangs break the flesh and the warmth flows from u and all becomes cold the pain dies. When the pain is gone a new life begins that of the night the search for new prey and the begining of the cold I long for the cold of night to get away from the pain of day in this I look for the reason to welcome the embrace. I long for the feel of the embrace and to return the embrace to someone who wants the cold of night and to leave the pain of day.

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Darkside: I am what I am by: me (dragonryder13) The dark underworld I am part of where pain and suffering replaces love Ha Ha goth I am for I am Queen of the Damned Dark, Decay, and Death I come and give you vampire breath kiss of the vampire it is such a deadly twist vampires love when a person is pissed. I am a shapeshifter so thus I am a drifter moving from place to place for not a single drop of blood we waste Black is what we usually wear to get to see us is such a treat when you see me try not to stare cause I can give you that deadly glare Oh yeah! stay out of hell if you can't stand the heat Join forces with us and live forever avoid the slayers and be so clever stay clear when we feed. be careful and take heed. Because I am what I am! Free From You By: Evil Midnite (Me) Twice, my heart was broken. Many nights I have cried and it still fells like I have died. Slowly I have healed My tears and heartache has stilled I have gotten

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Let's start a fire and watch everything burn,shadow this world with flames of desire.Words of wisdom adding fuel to the fire,

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Cold or Valley Imagine This: Standing on an icy road above a valley. A dead winter day with slush, dangerous icicles hanging over head, White, crusty road salt and grime on your car. You wear layers upon layers, but it's so cold that the layers seem to do no good. You stand there shivering, Realizing you ears and feet are going so numb that they hurt. But as much as you want to climb into your crust car and go home to be warm, You keep standing there. The valley in front of you is so breathtaking. You stare, look, appreciate, experience, and perhaps live this view. So much about the moment you dislike makes you want to leave. But something keeps you there. It seems as though the gorgeous view outweighs the nasty cold. And Another Dilemma: Your mind tells you that you should leave for your health and safety. Surely if you stay too long, you'll freeze to death. But your heart tells you that you can't bear to leave such a beautiful and wonderful thing. You feel co

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I wish I didn't have to live in this darkness That constantly surrounds my miserable life No matter what I do or say It always feels like a constant night is falling over me And in this constant night where no stars shine I have to learn to be strong and wise In hopes that one day I will be set free From this constant night that surrounds me My body may be gone But my spirit lives on The sun will always shine And you will always be mine As night follows day My spirit is here to stay Never apart I will live on in your heart Until we are once more united Our loving words once more recited I will love you always Long after our earthly days We will walk with the Lord Hard times we have endured But our love will see us through In Heaven we can start anew wrap your arms around me set all your passions free let me set the fire that rages deep within thee I need to feel the touch of your lips upon my cheek and feel your every breath of life and hear eac

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Even though you're far away, In my heart you'll always stay. I promise to return, Please don't cry. I know I'm far away, but in your heart I'll always stay Promise me you'll wait, I'll try not to cry. This isn't goodbye forever, Only for a little while. Please don't forget me, For when the time is right, I'll come back to be with you, And hold you close on lonely nights

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If I hide in the shadows with all my tears, Who will come to wipe them away? If I hold all my sorrows deep and near, Who will come to break them free? If I open my heart to those who care, Who will pick up the pieces as they lay there? If I am in deep seeded need and you are not there, Who will take those fears away? If I am lost in the deepness of the night, Who will guide me on my path? If I find my way back from afar and I am changed, Who will open their arms up to me? 2:30am 3/15/2007 Jessica *DarK ShaDoW AnGeL* Come show me your path, where I belong. Come reveal to me your way, where I belong. Come share with me your wisdom, where I belong. Come hold me in the night, where I belong. Come run with me in the darkness, where I belong. Come…Let us be together…where I belong. 2:56am 03/15/2007 Jessica *DarK ShaDoW AnGeL*

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I cannot see, I cannot feel, I cannot talk, I cannot move, I cannot think. Yet in all of it, there you are...taking care of me...reaching and pulling while I cannot do for myself. you battle my war as I stay lost in my thoughts. I can do nothing more than lay here...you try to feed me and I will not eat, you try to get me to drink and I will not drink. you battle my war as I stay lost in my thoughts. You take me and bath me...and wash my hair. I feel you brush my hair but you are unaware. I cannot feel too deeply and guilt that you are here eats me, as you battle my war as I stay lost in my thoughts. You lay me in bed and tell me to stay, but to the floor I go...too guilt ridden to stay where you put me, as you battle my war as I stay lost in my thoughts. I can feel your frustration as you struggle to help me. If only you knew that I cared. I want to scream at you that I don't need you, nor any one else...for guilt is an emotion is a card that has been dealt. Leave

Poems I Wrote
Why not I dont exist so why cant you resist me and twist me in to a shape that you want me to exist in outside of the box its hard to view in when its closed in the end it was just friends in the end it was makebelieve in the end it was a twisted fanasty come to life I was hidein away from the world to see cause I didnt want to be showen off and claimed for a little while i was the light shined through I was hidein so no one would know who i was so they wouldnt find out the disapoitment of my realization is now that was it all worth it hell yeah it was I am not even talked about except behind closed doors outside its just friends one fiends for the other only to get shut out hell yeah thats why i am confused. Pain! Nov/1/05 Why am I alone with this pain in my heart? I thought I had friends! You know the one's that call to see how your day went or just because? How about ones who call to see how our feeling or doing after

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Hole. Sep/11/05 There is a hole in my heart You can not see it but it's there. A hole so deep it hurts But it doesn't show. Sometimes it bleed's But you can't see it Till it's to late And I've let go. This hole in my heart Will not be filled till You say the words I long to hear. I LOVE YOU MOMMY! Feelings 9/11/05 These feelings I have Are sad but yet I smile. How I felt is scared But yet I laught to Hide my true feelings. How I view thing's is A blur like when you First wake up and Rub your eyes to make Everything clear again. Should I feel this sad Knowing your always Going to be mine, And no one can take That from me? I don't know much but I do know how much I feel and what I feel Is love for you always! Wish. Sep/11/05 There isn't a day, Something Or someone goes by I don't Think about you. The things I hope

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~*~ A Warrior Lost ~*~ Grand Father, White mans being destroys Life itself. A warrior once strong in Heart, Mind, and Spirit. Warriors with Honor and Pride. Through White mans exissence and Laws. Fate to a Warrior brings Existence. A Warrior bows his head in Dishonor, A strong Heart, but Spirit lives. A Spirit with life like the Eagle. Powerful, Beautiful, and Graceful. Knowledge and Wisdom like the Owl, but Above all Free and Ones Self. As his Spirit the Great Heavens, A New Life into his Whole Being. Like the Eagle a Warrior years for Domain of new Horizons. As the Warrior gives of himself To the Fate creates his Destiny. He Fears nothing, defends nothings. As the Warriors Spirit Soars Past the Eagle to Freedom. Have a great day......................................"SheWarrior" Thx girl :) Mothers If you send this to just one person, it should make it all the way around the world by Mother's Day. This is for the mothers who have sat up all n

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Im told im awesome im told im great but why must I feel all of this ache for those 5 little words that I always hear the ones that I will always fear these 5 little words that bring nothing but pain I feel as tho im stuck in the rain just once I would like it all to be right but they come back again SORRY YOUR NOT MY TYPE The heart always knows who you like always knows who I love even when my mind don’t Never losing sight of who is dear just doesn’t want too tear Although its the one that makes the tear fall from my eyes ever fast I’ll don’t know why it acts in the crazy way that it does and never will Easy to get close and then easier to take it and brake it into pieces When the time is your time it will show you the right sign to follow Till then we will date, fall in love, get hurt, cry, then go back for more And noone can say that I am wrong for the truth is........ i’m right Although everyone wont admit it at first but in time we a

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I'm sorry, that I can't be perfect, In your distorted sight. I'm not sorry for begging you to stop, Screaming at you with my pleas and cry's. I fought to keep my dignity, Pleaded within myself. I don't understand why you did the things you did, Why you thought you had to put me thru this hell. I wanna just close my eyes, And picture myself running away. And maybe just maybe, when i come back, everything will be ok. But i know it won't, that the pain will still remain. I'm trying to be strong, But its so hard to do. I've gotta figure out how to go on, And try an deal with this too. I'm pleading for your help Lord, I need you now more than ever, Please tell it its gonna be ok, And let me know its gonna get better. There are no words. no way to show you how I feel That's like asking why is a flower so beautiful Why is the sky blue Why is the ocean wide? There are no answers, that's just the way life goes Every time I close my eyes I see your face and I wo

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I had to write this one in Sociology one year, but it's still not bad. Shoved away pushed out Nobody really cares Skin Colors diffrent that's what's wrong They give me no real chance Looked at weirdly all becuase of a color what's wrong with being diffrent? Blamed and shamed my religion is mine why do they care? I don't want to force them into it descriminated for what? A minor diffrence? I don't see why I'm wrong, but apparently they do because they won't give me a chance they said I've broken down today who cares what they say today I can't cry nor can I breathe my memory is slipping away and so are my dreams my life has goone so wrong where did it turn though? Today I can't cry nor can I breathe They said I've broken down today who know's maybe their right but who cares what they say my memories are slipping away and so are my dreams Today I can cry But I can't breath They said I've broken down today I think their right why can't we mel

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Can I meet your heart? I want to know the inside Not the out I want to see the real you I want to know all the good you do I need to see the scars within I want to see where you have been Whether good or bad Whether happy or sad I want to see the inside of you I want to know the heart aches you have been through Don't be afraid My love will never fade I will always love you no matter what And your privacy I will never invade Just show me who you really are I want our relationship to go far Introduce me to your heart If you do, we will never fall apart. Can I meet your heart? Two friends She touches his heart like no other, a love he wants to discover... a friend to him from the very start, so much he doesn't want to break her heart... Feelings are growing every day, wanting to express and simply say... whats on his mind and what is real, for a friend ; whats true he feels... Happiness shines among st the two, togetherness lies a glow so t

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A Letter To GOD by Jayma God i pray each night about my love that is now gone and how i need him back in my life i don't know if my prayers will ever come true so i thought this letter was the best thing to do So you could make my dreams come true God i cant seem to understand what should i do? When the love of my life is in love with someone new I cant seem to go on I'm sitting here waiting for him and i feel like a fool he has left me and i don't know what to do What do i do? when a love so true is gone out my life? how can i sleep knowing he wont come back in my life God you have forgiven me for all my lies and sins all i had to do was confess them and that was the end But i confess them to him I told him my lies and sin after i told him the truth our love that was true came to and end He could not forgive me oh lord i just don't understand why after all we had he doesn't want to give us another try Lord i just don't kno

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Wait A Minute... by Eirisa I remember holding you for the first time In disbelief God created you as mine Never in this world can I describe this inexplicable joy Giving birth the day I met my baby boy… But time has passed and my baby has grown He has got this personality and mind all of his own He’s starting to eat solids; you should see him walk along Getting heavier by the day as he grows big and strong… Those days of nappies and tears, thought strange I do miss it And think to myself please could you just wait a minute? I remember touching my belly in awe and overwhelmed In fear and excitement at what the future held In his eyes I found a love that I had never known before No one I loved more or was willing to sacrifice everything for… Never want my baby boy to have to struggle through I would sell my soul if that’s what I had to do To show him the world and all its beautiful things Ensure my boy has only the best of absolutely everything… The

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This is dedicated to all the beautiful women both on here and whom I know....Love you all Below are just a few, go say Hi and show them fu-LOVE!!! She (Tous Les Visages de L'Amour) Elvis Costello Written by Charles Aznavour and Herbert Kretzmer She may be the face I can't forget The trace of pleasure or regret Maybe my treasure or the price I have to pay She may be the song that summer sings May be the chill that autumn brings May be a hundred different things Within the measure of a day She may be the beauty or the beast May be the famine or the feast May turn each day into a Heaven or a Hell She may be the mirror of my dreams A smile reflected in a stream She may not be what she may seem Inside her shell.... She, who always seems so happy in a crowd Whose eyes can be so private and so proud No one's allowed to see them when they cry She maybe the love that cannot hope to last May come to me from shadows in the past

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Against all odds ill be with you threw the rain or shine. light or darkness. Against all odds i will love you. threw the good or the badd. The passion or the pain... Against all odds my love for you will succed.. no other will steal me away from ur love.. Against all odds i will call you mine, but at the same time remind that you are not an item, you are not property, but you are a human being. And in my eyes you are the 1 who holds my heart close. the person i trust with my life and my love. Against all odds, the love we have is immortal... when you leave i have a memory of your face. l feel your tender touch at night, and through the day time too, l see it in your eyes, each time l look at you. l hear it in your voice, when you whisper in my ear, l feel it in your touch, when you wipe away a tear. Your love is all around me, within me deep inside, your warm embrace, your tender kiss, always by my side. Your love will never leave me, for we were meant to be,

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Thank you Firestar...this is a poem a friend wrote for me:) by Firestar~Queen of Darkness~ Lil Hoochie From DownUnder Lil hoochie from downunder…. Let me tell you a sweet story about the finest, yet the hottest lady living downunder. She so fine that rain will not rain upon her day, But her beauty is well know about the land of the great downunder. Eyes that will burn like liquid fire. Lips that are like morphine, But all men want to dare to her wicked kiss. Story goes…. To lay your eyes upon her beauty is like feasting upon the sun to where You would lose your mind. Lil hoochie from downunder…. She got what it takes to make a man‘s…. Blood boil like hot water on a stove, Heart bursting like firecracker on the fourth of July. She got the sweet alluring sway about her walk that makes…. The men fall to their knees for mercy. Lil hoochie from downunder…. Sweeter than honey upon a rattle snake meat. Hotter than a brewing day upon Texas. Lil hoochie

A Poem I Wrote....
To wake up next to you every morning would be pure bliss, to feel your hand all over my body and your warm sensual kiss. To be able to see you smile and look into your eyes every day, would be like the sun shining brightly and chasing all the clouds away. To be there when you've had a hard day at work, to be able to sooth your body and take away all the hurt. To explore eachothers bodies, and travel to realms never known, instead of picking up the phone and hearing the dial tone. To be with you every day. winter, spring, and fall, to do more then just daydream while looking at your picturs on the wall. This is only the beginning of what I want for me and you, can you make these things a reality or will they never come true?

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In fitful amnestic slumber consciousness infiltrates. Halogen beams pierce new vision hearkened into the world. Icy cold grips causing howls of resentment. Anguish of peace lost never to be gained. Shunned from acceptance, apathy clenches the soul. To be forgotten by time with crimson ichor, streaming from azure orbs. Never submitting to conformity of mass, walking the brambled path never to be wanted. Mocking laughter peals through the acrid and stunted mindscape. Flashes of fury split the sky, with a torrent of loss pouring from the war torn horizon. Salvation at the end of leather, cowardice trickles down the spine, the love that was never missing warming the night. Drifting in the sea of bones mulling towards the end. Soul of the heart sundered by the superficial trappings of the damned. Again alone, angst and depression huddling together seeking death that will not come. Doomed to be forever alone? Time stands still.

Poems I Wrote
in my reality you will see darkness and pain beyond all belief step into my world its fun in here dont mind the cuts they help with the pain words are not enough to make you understand ill have to show you just take my hand ill lead you below deep into my cave dont be scared ill be your slave only for tonight til the moon sets with light tomorrow i will hate you like i hate me i have a real problem with people people who think they are better then me to each his own i do agree im evil because im not like you aways a reason to blame me i did nothing to you i hurt you in no way you like to say that you hate me because i dont see things your way different beliefs you hold against me not trying to understand you dont care to comprehend the day will soon come we will all be the same judgement for you judgement for me who will be held the highest at fault those who hated and

A Poem I Wrote
I have drugs down my throat, and cuts on my wrists, The is so dark, in the corner I sit. All my friends are gone, as I cry a black tear, I soon start to wonder, why I am here. Is it for the torture? or all the pain? I can't find the answer, to keep my sane. I'm lost forever, in my scary life, It can't get any worse, since I play my life like 2 dice. I walk into my kitchen, I see the silver knife, The shiny blade stabs through me, And it ends my life.

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Can i count on you if i bow my head and pray can i trust the words you send and make it threw the day i need your guidence to piont the way because the path is not yet clear i NEED YOU to piont the way because of all my fear I was lost and all alone until i saw the light but i was saved by love alone because it shined so brite thank you lord for hearing my heart when it needed you the most NEVER GIVE UP ON LIFE OR YOUR DREAMS I walk alone on the beach out near my home im living with no one. im left on my own. my wife of ten years past away just last year and my heart is still heavy,and my eyes fill with tears. we bought this land to live out our lives but my heart is still empty missing my wife . i walk alone on this now empty beach i love my lost soul mate, i love wife . i look out upon her and take my last breath and i will join her in eternal rest So when you come calling here,s what youll read. we were so happy me and peach

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Ball-tight Wranglers and cowboy boots Redneck shirt, you think you're cute Confederate flag and a can of dip And you wonder why I call you a hick? A primer Ford truck gets you far You'll spend the rest of your life working on cars You dream of being the Marlboro man When you need to learn to spit in a can Senior in high school with a 5th grade education You're still obsessed with masturbation Stupid haircut and a stetson hat All this and a girl who's fat You have an incest disposition 'Cuz inbreeding is tradition As I lay me down to sleep, I hope you rot in hell, you creep. My life was fine before you came, Why are you so fucking lame? Your hair is stupid, Your memory stinks, Whenever we talk my intelligence shrinks. Your ranting is too much to bare, When will you realize I don't care? As I lay me down to rest, My sanity is put to the test. You go on and on, Like the Energizer bunny. You are so annoying, It's not even funny. People say your stupidity is a

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Take my hand this way we'll go, Said the man above, I'll take you to a place of joy, Where you will find true love, If you let go, go on your own, But mistakes you will make, For many other ways there are, Which you are sure to take, When you feel that you are lost, All you have to do is pray, And I'll be there once again, To help you on your way, I did pray and just as said, He shined his light from above, That showed me the way down the golden path, That led me to your love. You are friendly, kind and caring Sensitive, loyal and understanding Humorous, fun, secure and true Always there... yes that's you. Special, accepting, exciting and wise Truthful and helpful, with honest blue eyes Confiding, forgiving, cheerful and bright Yes that's you... not one bit of spite. You're one of a kind, different from others Generous, charming, but not one that smothers Optimistic, thoughtful, happy and game But not just another... in the long chain. Appreciativ

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~~~ WHY ~~~ why do people take things for granted? shouldnt people all be the same? why do people fall in love and then get hurt later on down the road was it ment to be? why do people hide pain deep inside is it what they were brought up to do is it what they only know how to do? so many questions in so little of time.... its sad........ ~~~ TEARS OF BLOOD ~~~ IT PAINS ME TO LISTEN TO THE SWEET VOICE LISTENING TILL THE RIVER OF BLOOD RUNS DRY, KNIVES STABBING DEEP IN YOUR CHEST ACHEING AS TIME PASSES U BY.. HOW THE HEART ACHES TO FEEL ONCE AGAIN,HOW IT ACHES TO BE BACK TO HOW IT ALWAYS BEEN, WHY MUST IT ACHE SO BAD..CANT IT BE FIXED? CANT THE ACHE GO AWAY, BUT WHY DOES IT STAY? JUST TO MAKE US ACHE EVERYDAY, TO MAKE US CRY AND NOT WASH OUR SARROWS AWAY .. IF ONLY TIME COULD REWIND AND MAKE OUR HEARTS NOT ACHE! FOR TEARS OF BLOOD RUN DOWN MY FACE..... ~~~ SCREAMING INSIDE ~~~ YOU KNOW I SIT HERE AND PONDER EVERY DAY WHAT IS GOING T

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PROMISES BROKEN DAILY BACKS STABBED BY 2 FACES TRUTH TWISTED BY GOSSIP HEARTS SHATTERED BY LOVE ONES EYES TELL LIES PROMISES KEPT DAILY 2 FACES BEING STABBED BACK GOSSIP TWISTED BY TRUTH HEARTS LOVED BY LOVE ONES EYES TELL TRUTH AND YOU WONDER IF THIS WORLD IS FUCKED UP MY ANSWER IS...YES THIS IS A FUCKED UP WORLD!!!! Calling When night is calling could you resist? Resist the power that is calling? Say no to what your soul is waiting for? Refuse although your heart seems to break? Ignore the feeling that darkness brings? Stop refusing! Answer the call! Go out in the night! Maybe you´ll become what you wish for. Vampires are waiting... AUTHOR UNKNOWN In the dark No stars in the sky One light in the dark I can't see anything except my face Nobody heard me Nobody want to listen Nobody awake My voice just lose in the dark In their world I'm not alive But I'm shouting in the dark I'm shocking in the dark I'm hiting in the dark

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im ready!!! so far away yet so close together so many things falling apart the distance is far but not our hearts when we talk we seem so close yet we are still so far away all day long i wait to hear your voice so many things to say yet none gets said its like my mind goes blank all my words fade and nothings there everything inside me stops nothing with me is the same anymore many of my habits are gone the things i do now are all because of you i've figured out who the real me is you have helped me open my eyes and find something new now im me and im ready ready to be myself ready to be who i've been inside this whole time hiding inside,hiding from my fears, hiding from life now IM here and im not going anywhere IM READY...! What Happened To Us? Sitting here wondering What happened to us We used t be so close And then I look around and your gone I know I’m the reason why But I’m not

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Accept The Shadows As good is to evil, death is to life. While during the life cycle, you are just a pawn for a bigger purpose. Yet, during the end of your days, you start to take a step down. Down the road of endless dreams, your mind wanders. Soon, your life will end, you have no control over this. Stepping out of the shadows, taking you. You are not living, you shall not be missed... As you have already been forgotten. All of your possessions, memories, and life, have been displaced. In this world, they have no knowledge of what lurks within the shadows. Once you have been assimilated, there is no turning back. Your mind is at a complete loss, nothing left to do but follow. And as you follow, there is no greater purpose. Just lurking within the shadows, preying on the unsuspecting. Though there is no real acknowledgment of your doings. Someone will find out, soon enough. And the field will be destroyed. No purpose for being, no reason to be existent. Slowly, you

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There's a hundred years of history and a hundred before that All gathered in the thinkin' Goin' on beneath this hat. The cold flame burns within him 'Til his skin's as cold as ice And the dues he paid to get here Are worth every sacrifice. All the miles spend sleepy drivin' All the money down the drain, All the 'if I's' and 'nearly's,' All the bandages and pain, All the female tears left dryin', All the fever and the fight Are just a small down payment On the ride he makes tonight. It's guts and love and glory, One mortal's chance at fame. His legacy is rodeo And cowboy is his name. ©Baxter Black Life Must Go On.... By Cursed Cowboy Life can be cold and mean, Hurt and pain are your only friends. Tears run down my face Wishing you were here, Holding me tight and never let me go. But I know this cant be, We must part for now. Not forever you will see, A new day comes and a new sun rises. I will be there waiting, hoping,wishing, Soon you will s

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Life is a prison, Oh God let me out. No one to listen, To hear when you shout. Climb the walls of insanity, Ride the waves of despair. If you fall it don't matter, There's no one to care. Used to wish for a window, To see birds, trees and sky, But you're better without one - Stops you aiming too high. Watching freedom is painful, For those locked away. Seeing joy, love and happiness, Another price that you pay. Cell walls built by society, With rules to obey. If you breach the acceptable, You had better beware. Hide the pain, carry on, Routine is the key. Don't let on that you're not, What you're pretending to be. Lock it all up inside you, How badly that bodes. Look out for that one day, When it all just explodes. So how do you grow, With a timebomb inside? Or how to defuse it, Without destroying your mind? Harsh words & violent blows Hidden secrets nobody knows Eyes are open, hands are fisted Deep inside I'm warped & twisted So

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I would give up my whole life to be in your eyes To reflect my love upon that face The smile of perfection that lies on your lips, So wonderful your taste And I'd die just to be without torment, I would die to escape my own pain. But I'd live with it just to be near you. I'd go through it again and again. I have waited my life for this moment... To be with you for even a day. Because i know not to cry so often. Those tears I trust you'll kiss away. Never fear this world that may hurt you. Just know it's me who never will. So just smile and know that you have me... And just smile knowing our love is real. I gaze into my absinthe glass Emerald hallucination Drowns away my problems All troubles that I'm facing Liquify each moment Of torment, doubt, and sadness Feels so free and liberated Like no one has had this It seems just like it's night time And there's no light at all But then I let the sun shine in With bitter alchohol Flowing like a river Down my thr

Poems
I know why you hate me, because I dont have to be fake , because I take the things you're afraid to ask for, I laugh when I'm challenged while you bend and break, because I have the guts to say exactly what I think, the things that you wouldnt dare to, the things that would get you fired get me respect, I dont allow people to judge me by my cloths or my hair do, you hate me because you're a dime a dozen, they've seen a million just like you and you're all the same, where as people that havent seen me for years, every one of them still remember my name, you hate me because you have no balls, you cant even say what you're thinking, because I'll walk up to a woman and say what I want, things you'd only say when you've been drinking, go ahead and tell me, how many times have you seen me get slapped for it, NONE, and I have said plenty of stuff, but unlike you I dont have to prove shit, my attitude in itself is impressive enough,

Poems-adult
When I pull this trigger, all the pain will go away, no longer will I have to cry, it's not like you'll miss me anyway, When I pull this trigger, yes I know I'll go to hell, I know that life is just a test, I tried my best, so I guess it's just as well, When I pull this trigger, all this will finally end, all the sex doesn't matter, when I know I'll be alone in the end, When I pull this trigger, the light will be seen by my troubled mind, no longer will I have to search in vain, for a love that I wont find, When I pull this trigger, I will say my goodbyes, those few women I truly loved, loved to give me nothing but lies, When I pull this trigger, I will finally get to die, I only wanted the simple things, but I was still denied, so, goodbye. "Blindfolded" This blindfold will take away your sight, but you're still gonna have fun tonight, without your hands you have no choice, but to wait for the feel of my hands and sound of my voice, this is a

Poems
It's two am, you're still on my mind These sleepless nights leave me behind So I sit here waiting for dawn to come Thinking of the amazing things you've done I know things haven't been good for a while I've shouted at you, taken away your soft smile Taking all my anger and problems out on you I've felt so bad I haven't known what to do Yet you took it all, didn't even retaliate Even when my head filled with anger and hate You stood there for me, right by my side You told me that I no longer had to hide Even when I made up excuses to fight You understood, helped me to see the light You had faith in me when others walked away You have stayed by me every single day Even when I told you to leave me alone You sat close to me, making your care known You listened to all my words of pain You promised me the future wouldn't be the same This week has been full of tears and strain I've been so tied up in my problems and pain I don't think I've told you enough how I

Poems
After a year I turned the corner And our eyes caugt love's glance As with every time I see you, My spirit lifted up to dance. Delighted in your presence, Ecstatic at your vision, The unity that i feel, Can only be fates provision. Such a sense of oneness As we walked out into the night, The feeling of your beauty, Bathes like summer light. Longing has taught me patience, And love has made me wise, Life has taught that to be the best, Stand fast and never compromise. I have seen you for two years, And well happily wait plenty more, So that when I come home, You'd greet me at the door. So if the planet permists, We shall live as one, And everyday shall be a comfort, Like the warmth of the rising sun. Your eyes are as doves, That make joy in me to rise, And to have you as my wife, Shall be a lover's paradise. It started so sad, the way my world fell apart shes going to leave

Poem I Won 2nd Place For In H.s.
hello friends and all people i recently became single from a relationship that lasted 7.5 yrs until one day it all came crashing down and hit me like a ton of bricks i was devestated and shocked that someone can say they love u and then with out seeing it coming swoop down and rip out ur fucking heart and make u feel like gum or shit on the bottom of there shoe that is how my life was now i am getting up after being knocked down and almost out now i am finally able to feel better about myself because i have people like all u to talk too u make me realize hay you gotta put mistakes and misfortunes behind u and help urself and start caring about u first and everyone else secondarily so now i have lots of friends who are beautiful people and are non judgemental who indeed are friends and not putdowners or critisizers and like a person for who they and trust will be given back again once life is easier to swallow ty all again and to all a pleasant and safe night big hugs phil if anyone eve

Poems And Thoughts
Friendship is defined as the quality or condition of being friends As we go through life, we begin to see that things are not so black and white We begin to develop opinions, thoughts and definitions of our own We understand that there are words that carry a greater meaning A meaning that cannot simply be expressed by words The true definition of these words is known, not explained We learn the definition through not only words, but by actions Not only our own actions, but by the actions of others around us Friendship is one of the words that carries a much greater meaning We learn friendship by living life Every so often we are lucky enough to find a true friend Even less often, people are lucky enough to have a group of true friends True friends are people that will not judge you or your actions They will be by your side through thick and thin They will support you through good decisions and bad They will also let you know when you make a bad decision They are the

Poem - Rays Of Happiness.
Each morning and each brand new day carries its own emotions of days past. Pain or guilt of some long gone error... Love and elation of the new found light. As the days get longer and the sun shines brighter, the chemistry in all of us takes a new turn. The cold no longer seeps into my bones, the damp no longer hinders my joints, and the darkness no longer envelopes my soul. Blank faces of the last moon are now alight with promise and expectation. The dull flesh of autumns gone are now ablaze with ripeness and a new glow of inner hunger. Look to the fire that looks down upon us and see the wonder and life it brings to us all... see the tears of pain dry before the golden rays of hope. If the day seems to dull and you find yourself in the shade... look around you and absorb the colours that surrounds us all. Feel the sun baked earth beneath your feet and relish in this new born glory... for tomorrow could carry a storm! Happy dayz to all. Luke x

Poems
Tracking up and down the beach line, trying to find what is mine. I walk here and there throught it all, rain and snow, witer, spring and fall. Bouncing around from day to day, sometimes wondering to and fro in every way. The emotions wondering and running wild, sometimes its hyper, and sometimes its mild. Hoping everything is accomplished right, when it comes to the end of this journey's sight. Into and across my field of view you walked Once my heart was all scared with a mark It seemed I did nothing but be stalked Then and there a flame began to spark You looked into my eyes and my words were bloched The flames burnt up those big spots that were splotched Ive got a burning desire and its out of control Ive got a burning desire that only you can stop Ive got a burning desire raging over my soul Ive got this burning desire and its ready to pop Help me please quench this burning desire Show me the steps to take to still this fire Bring me up out of the sinking

A Poem
not that im looking for a boyfriend, but that is my new year's resolution. not to lose weight or something unrealistic, i need a companion, i dont get to go out much, im too shy to go anywhere by myself, and i hate seeing everyone around me blissfully in love. you dont have to reply i just need to get shit off my chest. thanks for listening. "untitled" Caressing my face, and twirling my hair you reach into my dress, to my underwear you dont take them off, you gently feel the silk and the lace, is this for real? you move your hadn upward, just under my breasts but slowly move back once more to caress your lips gently touch the nape of my neck kissing so softly, i feel a nervous wreck your hands hold my hips, and lightly raise high then back down low, to my inner thighs they gently remove my panties, real slow down to my ankles, then over my toes you take off my dress at an adequate pace over my head and my heart starts to race you kiss me some more from my breasts to m

Poems
Where do I go from here Now that you are not here to hurt me Nothere to get mad at me,if I want to go somewhere There is nothing left but cold lonely night Wondering if I can handle everythig now I'm on my now I'm wondering what I'm going to do now I'm not ready for dating quick yet I can,t handle haveing my heart shatter agian Sign:marion g. I gripe a Pepsi and my Chocolate Sit down to listen to a sad country song on the radio Song remaind me of all the hell you put me threw I cry the blues when you left me I couldn't see pass the tears and the pain Seem like everything came to an end in my world My heart was reap a part Everybody said it would get easier I couldn't see how I was so miseraale I didn't care if my world turns or not Just wanted to be left a lone Nobody seem to understand why I wanted todo that I was trying to deal with what you had done to me With your cheating and lying ways I will not deal with it any more You need to go away I only ask y

Poems-1
Other day I came across the letters you wrote me I sat down and read them And the tears started to flowing down my checkss They talk about our hopes and dreams What we wanted for our future But it didn't work out the way,we thought it should You were gone more and more I could not understand why Thought you wanted the same things I did I guess I was wrong about that We didn't have the faith to make it work That was so many years ago Time to throw out the letters And the memories that go with it Looking forward to better days With out you,good-by for ever Sign:marion g I was threw my jewlery box Found the wedding band you gave me The memories came flooding back Of all that you put me threw Pain and the hurt that I still feel Just like it was yesterday I started to cry I pick up the ring threw it cross the room Wondering how you could have done that to me I don't want you part of my life Now its time to pick up up the pieces Move on with my life

Poems
Beauty Being beautiful is being compared to the grandest things on earth, To the warm sunset...high majestic peaks...or a clear night sky. I do know this, I would not trade the beauty I have in front of me, For I have all the beauty I need. A beauty that rises above those majestic peaks. A beauty that gives the warmth of a sunset. For this beauty's eyes shine brighter than the stars in the heaven's skies, A beauty that is so special to me, You are beautiful. YOU ARE You are the sun That brings me light You are the one Who takes away my fright. When I fall You pick me up Wherever I go You bring me luck. You're not a dream You?re my dream come true And that?s why I'll always Be loving you. Sometime in life, you find a special friend Someone who changes your life just by being part of it. Someone who makes you laugh until you can’t stop, Someone who makes you believe that, There really is good in the world. Someone who convince

Poem For My Lover
This was another poem from my archive, from back before my fella and I were together...the good thign is, he still makes me feel this way with every touch of his hands... Making love with you..... is like music for my soul.... the way you make me yours and have all of the control. Making love with you... is like fireworks in my brain.... the way my body responds to your touch and sets my skin ablaze..... Making love with you.... it is like opening the dam to a rushing river the way you make me come alive. Making love with you... is like the ocean washing over me, flooding my body so deep and so strong with a passion as undying as the tides. Making love with you... is beyond anything I have ever known... and everytime we make love... it feels so right....like I am home. I wrote this poem over a year ago, back before my love and I were free to be together. It is just a little something special for him. A passion, a fire igni

Poem ~ Drowning Hopes
Drowning hopes The cold dead earth beneath my feet, the empty hearts that long to beat, twisted minds in search of games, futile thoughts for madness blames. Salty tears that fail to fall, deafened ears my echoed call, finding fear in friendly faces, lost and lured in familiar places. Softened speach with razor tips, the unformed words upon your lips, warming breath a whispered diss, sunken depths my own abyss.

A Poem I Wrote Last Year To Kenneth
IF A MAN WANTS YOU If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly Happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you Deserve, Then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a Friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he Probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at Yourself A year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he treat you any differen

Poems And Such.
Curled up next to the one you love Thinking to yourself She should be the only one That I am thinking of Wandering thoughts of this mystery woman Burning through your mind like wild fire It shouldn’t be this way you think to yourself The one next to me should be my only desire Is it lust for this woman that I feel Is it her love and affection that I seek Or is it just the passion that I know is there That I so desire to feel every where The craving unreal The desire too much Oh how I long For that sweet tender touch

A Poem In Memory Of Elaine
*When Tomorrow Starts* When tomorrow starts without me, And I'm not there to see; If the sun should rise and find your eyes, All filled with tears for me. I wish so much you wouldn't cry, The way you do each day, While thinking of the many things, We did not get to say. I know how much you love me, As much as I love you; And each time that you think of me, Please know I'll miss you too. But when tomorrow starts without me, Please try to understand, That an angel came and called my name, And took me by the hand, And said a place was ready, In heaven up above; And that I'd have to leave behind, All those I truly love. I had too much to live for, So much yet to do. It seemed almost impossible, That I was leaving you. When tomorrow starts without me, Don't think that we're far apart; For every time you think of me, I'm right here in your heart author unknown

Poems
IN THE DEEPEST SHADOWS OF THE HEART In the deepest shadows of the heart A person can hide their darkest feelings Or their brightest thoughts, Only there can one run from the truth, Hide from the nightmares that this world can bring forth Where the nice can be ugly, the ugly are foul, and the wicked are your friends The truth in everyone will reveal it’s self for there is one place that no one can hide, A place where anything can happen, where life and death are one, yet no one can really die It’s A world of wonders, and despair, of light and darkness A place where people can fly, and fall Dreamz are the windows to their souls Without them they will never succeed, never fear, never be truly be happy or in love In Drakken’s Dreamz there are only the ones, who are willing to fly, Willing to trust, and willing to forgive for others mistakes. There no one falls, no one dies, but is carried on with in his heart His soul is n

Poems
Every word our of your moth is deseving How can I trust someone so vein How did I love someone so cruel All I ever wanted was you I did everything in my pwoer to have you I would have given myself to you I gave up so much for you This is how you repay meYou go and break my heart Boy you broke the heart of the wrong girl I'm not a girl to mess with Sad thing is I feel so hard for you I let you take advantage of me I won't stop you All I want is to hear you say I want you back I'll sit here forever waiting for you I'll let people pass me by As I sit down I waist my life away With time I will learnLove is fake The saying Love is like a knie to the heart Acculy means something to me Love is a lie Love is just ment to hurt you Time has gone by It just seems like a few days ago I got the message The message telling me he is gone In reality it's been a year It's finally sinking in he is gone He isn't coming back The guy who helped me survive The guy who had eve

Poem Written By My Friend..king Drago
You scored as Dragon, Dragon: Now talk about a legend. These magnificent creatures are of many species. Some can be as large as the Earth itself, while others are as small as a mouse. One image that comes to everyone's mind is the large, fire breathing Dragons that loathed humans and loved to sleep on massive piles of gold. Not all dragons have a bad reputation. Most dragons are very wise, caring, and protective. It would make a person very lucky indeed to meet a dragon. Especially if they walked away untouched. I admire your wisdom, for you are the Ancient Dragon.Mermaid75% Dragon75% Faerie67% Angel58% Demon58% WereWolf50% What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com You scored as Marines, Semper Fi. You are a true Marine. You are the nation's most devastating fighting force, barring Special Forces. But your place was not easy to get. You endured the harshest basic training of any Armed Force to get where you are, and your reward is the respect and admirat

Poem To My Grand Mother
GRANDMA God needed one more to fill the empty space, he looked around the world and saw your sweet face, when you stopped breathing, we knew you were gone, you went so peacefully, so we knew you chose the right home, we knew your skies weren't so blue, and the roads were getting too tough for you, but you fought that fight, and you did the best you could do, the best part was you didn't die alone, the day God brought you home. We Miss You Grandma

Poems Of Him
Years pass me by in minutes Without you by my side Everyday I'm haunted By a love to strong to die I cant let go of this false hope I'll wait for you long after I'm gone In this life or the next,we meant to be together You come to me,drunk as I remember you to be youvebeen looking for answers,in the bottom of your bottle,you drank away another dream,Now your looking for some comfort,the kind that can't be bought.You know I'll take you in,you know I'll I'll treat you right.And in each others arms,we try to take this road to nowhere,somewhere for a night. Now I remember being warned,by our buddy John, he said,your not the type to count on,he drinks to much and he's always wanted by the law,he's just not what you need.At the time,he was all I ever wanted,wish I would have listened to my wisened mentor.Cause for 3 years now we've been basterdizing this road to nowhere,trying to make sence of our situations. I've been running in circles,looking for you in ev

Poem
The wind blows through the trees Making an erie sound as I walk down the deserted street I see you there Clad in the garments of your choice So strange, yet so familiar You look the same as the last time I saw you Bringing back memories of a time when you were mine Before you found her I try to hide before you see me To face you would be more than I can bear With one last sad look at your beautiful face I turn the corner And you are gone But the memories remain

Poems By Others(this Means I Didn't Write Them!)
Remember...a layer of dust protects the Wood beneath it. 'A house becomes a home when you can write 'I love you' on the furniture.' I used to spend at least 8 hours every weekend making sure things were just perfect - 'in case someone came over'. Finally I realized one day that no-one came over; they were all out living life and having fun! NOW, when people visit, I don't have to explain the 'condition' of my home . They are more interested in hearing about the things I've been doing while I was away living life and having fun. If you haven't figured this out yet, please heed this advice. Life is short. Enjoy it! Dust if you must ....... but wouldn't it be better to paint a picture or write a letter, bake cookies or a cake and lick the spoon or plant a seed, ponder the difference between want and need?! Dust if you must, but there's not much time . . . . with wine to drink, rivers to swim and mountains to climb , music to hear and books to read, frien

Poems
He He cries To himself When no one is there He tries To make friends But they just stare He flies In his mind To escape life's snare But no one cares that he cries to himself Because he tries to make friends but they just stare So he flies in his mind to escape life's snare And he cries to himself when no one is there

Poems
Left alone like a pet thrown away set aside by the road and its causing so much pain the hurt and the sorrow building up inside building up so much I just want to die I gave her my all, my everything sacrificed myself and she's letting me be abandoned and torn from the inside out it feels like my heart was ripped right out Torn from my soul and I'm left all alone nothing around here feels like home with the support of my friends I manage to live been abandoned by you...how can I live?

Poem For Best Friend
Hey homie we always been tight Down for each other since day one We've seen some hard times and had a hell of a lot of fun Smoked some herb and other stuff We really don't have it so rough We take the good with the bad Put it together and ride it all out It goes deeper than friends You're more like a brother No possible replacement Man you're like no other We been through shit and both get mad Seen each other happy and hella sad Both moved out of bad situations And I'd be damned look where they placed us We're living under the same roof Just like when we met Ain't that an odd coincidence But hell homie it's the shit I can't express the love I feel for you man But I guess that was all part of a greater plan You're my best friend This I hope you know I've got your back for all time And I know without a doubt that you've got mine From here until the ends of the earth I feel like I've known you since the day of my birth We've seen the rain and had our days in th

Poems
War Bombs explode And people die Screams fill The Smokey skies Bullets whizzing Past your head Sometimes you wish You were dead Suicide bombers Run the street And the earth trembles Beneath your feet As the bullet Pierces your skin You suddenly wish All this will end As she lays there In the casket Her corpse Is left behind Her soul is traveling To the darkness In the sky It started with love And ended with death Her body was shaking With all that was left Her dad always came home With liquor on his breath Her mom didn’t love her And did crystal meth They beat her And yelled at her Every single day This made her life Pitiful in every way Thought of suicide Ran in her head She constantly thought She was better off dead She took out an old razor Her mom used for crack And she thought to herself There ain’t no turning back She took the razor And cuts deep into the vein She could think of nothing Except the pain

Poems By Forgotten Memories
Title: Cries Out As tears fell like rain drops, his soul cries out. Like a spartan long since time forgot, he can show no emotion, no feelings, no fear, no joy, no heart break. He must learn to deal, not dwell on things that should remain in the past. His soul cries out begging for mercy, begging for forgiveness that is long time over due. He dwells in the past, things that have been forgiven but far from forgotten. He knows what has happen has made him the person he is today, yet still his soul cries. As he sleeps he can hear his own soul cry out, from this forgotten memories begin to surface. He feels as if he was drowning, falling deeper into the mist that is his mind. His soul cries out for resurrection, hopes of a better tomorrow. His soul cries out to resurface, to regain control. But he knows not when this resurrection will take place or when he'll resurface. All he does know is as tears fall like rains drops, his soul CRIES out. VCP 4/30/07 Title: As

A Poem I Wrote
Wishing Sitting here wishing Could things be better or should they be the same Life is always difficult but in reality it is always Wishing it would be easy but thats always a wish Wishing I was home again I miss all my friends want to have a fresh start could it be possible or not Guess I can wish for a better life with the ones I care about with new careers and lifestyle could that happen or not by: Kelli Snyder

Poems From My Heart
I wished for a good woman I got a woman good at ignoring me I wished for a loving woman I got a woman who loved only her priorities I wished for a dedicated woman I got a woman who ignored me to finish her work I wished for a passionate woman I got a woman passionate with her job and not me Then I stopped wishing and started looking to move on. Only to find out there are more like her out there. I wished for a good woman I got a woman good at deceiving me I wished for a loving woman I got a woman loving my money I wished for a dedicated woman I got a woman dedicated to my checking account I wished for a passionate woman I got a woman passionate with her climaxes only Then I stopped wishing and looking and built a wall up I hid behind things that were no longer there. Or maybe never ever were there to begin with. I made an excuse so fast; I could have imagined it had been there from day one. I sexed without emotion to hide my pain. I smiled all day to co

Poems That Help Me Grieve Over My Mom
I'm Free Don't grieve for me, for now I'm free. I'm following the path God has laid you see. I took His hand when I heard Him call, I turned my back and left it all. I could not stay another day. To laugh, to love, to work or play. Tasks left undone must stay that way. I found that peace at the close of the day. If my parting has left a void, then fill it with remembered joys. A friend shared, a laugh, a kiss. Oh yes, these things I too will miss. Be not burdened with times of sorrow. I wish you the sunshine of tomorrow. My life's been full, I savored much. Good friends, good times, a loved one's touch. Perhaps my time seemed all too brief. Don't lengthen it now with undue grief. Lift up our hearts and peace to thee. God wanted me now; He set me free! "Happy Mother's Day" means more Than have a happy day. Within those words lie lots of things We never get to say. It means I love you first of all, Then thanks for all you

Poems
To My Best Friend This is for the greatest person that I have ever known. Being away from you for so long I am feeling so alone. With you I am so happy you keep my heart content. But I had to be a volunteer - so off to England I went. That is where I found my heart and how I feel for you. I try so hard to deny this feeling and I don't know what to do. I said that I would never again let someone take my heart. And here I'm sitting wanting you and hate that we're apart. Everyday you are in my thoughts, every night you're in my dreams. I can't believe what's happening, is this really what it seems? I know you're only wanting to be the best of friends, but I am asking you sincerely if it's your rule you'll bend. To take a chance to know me to let me share it all. And maybe one day very soon for me one day you'll fall. Our friendship we now have is something that I'd miss but maybe once we let go we will find eternal bliss. My Gift To You I live through

Poems
I'd give my heart for that one soft kiss For that feeling of never ending bliss To feel that true love really does exist And to know love is not some dark abyss I'd give my heart to see that sparkle in your eyes Making them gleam like the brightest skies To be the one to cause your contented sighs And to know your love is true and not some disguise I'd give my heart to erase all your pain All the sorrow and heartache you always contain To give you hope that I will always remain And to know that your love is not given in vain I'd give my heart to be held in your warm embrace Knowing in your arms is my true place To know it's me that causes your heart to race And to know that your love I would never replace

Poems
I wake up bleary eyed My mind fuzzy wide The taste in my mouth Did something die? What's the day? How'd home find it's way? Wait, this ain't my floor... Do I have to work today? Where's my phone? Where are my keys? At least I still have... Nope, that's gone too What'd I do last night? WHO did I do last night? I roll off the pillow Aw, Christ, the drool... Who are you? On second thought, Don't wanna know I promise I'll call, really... Can you pass me my pants? And the bottle too No need to get up I'll see myself out. Open the door Sun hits my brain An angry golden roar Hey there neighbor... Come here often? Just one more nail I'm digging my grave and building the coffin. Back hand the pain away with a laugh and a smile Looks like a great day for rain... kung pao beef in summer window open exalting in the warm breeze dreading spicey flow through rectum

Poems
I need to take you in my armslet me hold you oh so close and tightour sighs rising high into the heavensrocking wrapped up in sweet delightYou know I'll never ever let you goI yearn to kiss your warm lipstill we melt blissful in love's wild firein a dance eternal, joined at the hipI want you to know my heart's pure voicehear me pour out my feelings for youto shout them at the boundless skyso strong, so deep, so clear so truelove's feast calls us to this momentno reason needed, for what we doI have a gnawing hunger in my soulalways aching for just a taste of you Soft in a cloud of feathers to cushion my weary head, troubles melt quickly into the darkness, a smile dances over my lips, eyes close, happy for you come to me in my dreams. Here I touch you, hold you close, in my thoughts I have you engraved, imprinted upon on my heart, my sanity, when you are gone. I wait, wonder how long will it be? How long, my love, until you are with me? I see the dark sky, laden with precious

Poem
A new friend wrote this for me and I had to share. Thank you again so much. Cunning Linguist@ CherryTAP I saw your eyes looking out at me from beneath your windblown hair and a dagger pierced my empty heart tempting me to care Are you so dark, so broken as you would seem to pretend or would you take my outstretched hand and choose to call me friend You really are quite beautiful and I wish you all the best for sparking something wonderful inside this old and empty chest

Poem And Other Crap I Write
Nail me to a cross, pronounce me dead, spear me- spear me again. You call yourself a friend. Kiss me on the cheek, seek it deciple. What is it you found- living in ground. Enslave me- enslave the one you love. Look in my face, forget my name. For when you die- what will you claim. Shamefull souls show all the shame, and yet you drive the nails. Evil provails. You turn your back, instead of fact, you pun- inspite the definition, that I'm your son. The reeper cloaks his hellish face, I state my case, and sign the book. The devil took,from the highest air. I guess God just didn't care. Spear me- spear me again. Double helix stairway of questions plage my mind, following this path ensue, suggests that they rewind. Constrain unmindful thoughts into, oblivious to what they do, But still these words show no remorse. Contaminating aguished course. I'm blind to see my sorrows source. The curling smoke of surpressed candles, caused by all your obcured sca

Poems
Friends by anthony rangel Every time I feel down I look around, I jus' look up and ur there to be found. Every time I cry, and I jus' don't know why, Ur always there to wipe that tear from my eye. Whenever I am in trouble, or jus' wanna be cuddled, I look up and ur there to keep me humble. Whenever I lose sight, and wanna find the light, Ur always there to make things bright. Whenever I call, cause I had a bad fall, I look up and ur there to cushin it all. Whenever I'm mad, and do things bad, Ur always there to make me glad. Whenever I'm around, and ur there too, I look up and smile at you. Whenever I think that its the end, Ur always there to be my friend.

Poem For The Dead.
I am not here, but do not cry. Do not waste your tears on the dead. I can not see them, I do not know you are crying. Save your emotions for the living. Tell your loved ones you love them. Realise what you have now before it is no more. Live life now, but not too fast please. Smile when you see a butterfly, fluttering in the breeze. Appreciate all the exciting, new experiences life has to hold. The world is full of wonderful and beautiful things: the first flower of spring, the warm summer sun, the wild colours of autumn, and the first snowflake of winter. When you are down and you think life can't get worse. When things don't go your way and you want to give up. Remember one thing! You have the magic of life. Don't waste it.

Poems
Our Lives Together Me and you, you and me, Oh how perfect that will be. While we’re young, while we’re old, It is you that I want to hold. No matter what, never fear, Because for you I am always here. Through thick and thin, we will always be, Because you are who I want for me. I loved you then, and I love you now, Even though my parents didn’t allow. I love you, and you love me, This is how I know we will be. The years have passed and here you are, With two kids, one in each arm. Its unbelievable how crazy our lives have become, But still, the fights and arguments are very seldom. The kids are growing more and more each day, It is going to be sad the day they have to go away. But don’t be sad , I’ll still be here, To fill your life with endless cheer. Once young and full of life, now old and praying we don’t die, But seeing your face everyday is what keeps me alive. I am here and your are gone, But your memory still lives on. But don’t be sad,

Poems!!!
Before I was myself you made me, me With love and patience, discipline and tears, Then bit by bit stepped back to set me free, Allowing me to sail upon my sea, Though well within the headlands of your fears. Before I was myself you made me, me With dreams enough of what I was to be And hopes that would be sculpted by the years, Then bit by bit stepped back to set me free, Relinquishing your powers gradually To let me shape myself among my peers. Before I was myself you made me, me, And being good and wise, you gracefully As dancers when the last sweet cadence nears Bit by bit stepped back to set me free. For love inspires learning naturally: The mind assents to what the heart reveres. And so it was through love you made me, me By slowly stepping back to set me free. By Dimitri Shostakovich A mother's love determines how We love ourselves and others. There is no sky we'll ever see Not lit by that first love. Stripped of love, the universe Would

A Poem For The One
Lost Empty is now the way of my life Nothing moving,days of endless night The soul dies a bit at a time But all i hear is that I'll be fine. Does love die within if it's not used Will betterness be my only fuse? A life of pain dulled by drink No emotions.I try not to think. A woman you meet,you know is the one But distance, and mistrust make it undone So then comes the drinking,sex,and lies neither trusting,neither tries Running on empty..my love fades away At least thats my statement,what I must say What must I do to end all my pain I think all I feel will end up in vain She says that she loves me,should I believe Too much has happened,so much in between. Then she says she feels for another It tears at my gut like a jilted lover All i want is her by my side Everything to her i would confide My lifeforce,my love,my endless soul Only with you do I want to grow old You had my soul,my love from the

Poems
"Break Up" Your eyes seep green radiation, hollowing my bones, burning my flesh, bleeding intensity into my viens, you're non-toxic, and I am intoxicated. Your hands, though rough and masculine, make silk of my tears, smooth my hair, moisten my lips, I'm warm, and time is frozen. Then as your lips form the awakening monolouge, Arising blazing emotions destined for me, I am dispensed easily, I am hardened, Im living, but I'm a shell.

Poems I Wrote
It is a chilly evening. Scurrying into our cabin in the Colorado Mountains, we shut the door to keep out the blowing wind and snow. You try the lights. They don't work. "Power must be off somewhere," you remark off-handedly. "No problem," I reply, smiling in the dark. "We'll light some candles and get a fire going. That'll warm things up quickly." I grope my way into the kitchen, feel for one of the drawers. Inside, I touch and recognize the candles and a box of matches. Back in the living-room, I light three candles, set one on the table, and two on the mantelpiece above the fireplace. Then I get a fire going. A short time later, huddled together on the couch, we watch the red and yellow flames dance upwards to the chimney, projecting shadows of strange shapes on everything in the room. I look at you, your soft face glowing in the light. You smile warmly at me. "Very romantic, isn't it?" you say, more a statement than a question. I nod and smile, then you bend down to kiss me. My lips

Poem 2
You are my sunrise in the morning and my sunset at night. You capture my heart, and let me be free You gave me back my life that was Bound and chained. You have opened the lock to my mistreated heart and made me realize I can love again.

Poem 3
Staring into the darkness looking at the stars wondering why you haven’t come for me yet. I scream out your name but you can not hear me. This night is getting colder with each passing hour. The tears in my eyes are evaporating away. I'm engulfed in this memory that plays over Like a bad dream. I can feel that I am gradually waking to see the light of another day, I can’t believe I made It though another night without you. It’s been months since I’ve seen your face laying here quiet closing my eyes. I can barely recall something I used to feel when you held me so tight I try to remember the sound of your voice But all I can hear is me. It’s time for me to go to sleep But don’t be concerned I won’t think About you tonight. Maybe one day I’ll get the chance to look you in the eye and tell you that my soul is finally free

Poem 4
We were once really close and together for awhile. Everyone said we were the perfect couple. And there I knew everything was great Because I saw your eyes the love But then one night everything went wrong you left me feeling utterly alone You wanted to end the beautiful love that we had. You will never know how much I wanted to die That night. You hurt me and all I could do was cry The pain you caused is almost too much to bear but I refuse to give you the satisfaction Of seeing me hurt. I went on with my life knowing you Were with another. I still hear from our friends how much you are in love And each passing day it gets better and better. But I can’t turn my back on a promise that I made To you so I will forever keep on loving you.

Poems
"Lost" Once I was as you are, Now look at me, a shell of desperation, stumbling in the dark. Choking on burning g memories. Hopeless panic invades my mind. As I yearn to be normal. I can't stand eye to eye with the world. Looking down in shame, I walk. Worthless, I am, searching for hope. My wounded spirit begs to curl up and die. Painful tears erupt as I stand on the blurry street. Time goes on until we are in the ground. What does it matter, my feeling? My breathing? Can anyone really touch the world? I stumble until I am lying on the floor. In a pitiful sigh I search for compassionate eyes. Only to find haunted souls, as my own, peering back at me. "The End of Pretending" As the cigarette turns to ash, my dreams are floating on the moon. Down into the doungions of my heart, I bury all of my hops. Love, what laughter my bleeding heart now makes! This demented madhouse is my fate. If only my mind could escape to insanety. The dark demon of lonliness

Poems
Fair thee well my own true love. It's time I finally let you go. This dream I have nurtured for so long. Has finally set me free. My heart is broken. Lying shattered on the floor. From the journey love has lead me on. Bad choices as mistakes are made. Believing what they say. Naive no matter what the age. My heart it fell so easily. Yearning for that true love every girls dream. Slowly and painfully realizing it's not meant for me. Each and every failed attempt leading me closer to this time and place. Feeling used, abused, and tossed aside. Did they ever truly care? Or was it just me imagining what could never really be. I am not innocent in all these miss deeds. I willingly take responsibility. For the thing's I have brought upon myself. As I stare at the state of my heart. Not caring that it's fallen apart. I examine the pieces. Seeing parts of old relations. I had forgotten. Watching beautiful moments of those I love. Pass before my eyes, tears stream down my cheeks. Falling to min

A Poem About Wolves
A few people on here know of my love for the wolf, so here's a little poem ..... Don't Kill The Wolf The low murmur of chants And the slow tempo of the drums, The Indian braves dance around the fire As the wolf spirit comes. The slight bellow of a howl Off in the distance you hear, The wolf and Indian are brothers To each, they show no fear. They respect one another Because they share the same land, The Indian learns from the wolf The lessons he keeps at hand. The wolf is strong and stealth In his characteristic ways, His howl lets you know It is the end of the day. The wolf was many As in the days of old, But now there are few That stand so bold. The white man shows fear So with fear, he kills, Thus, he builds up the land With all his skills. The white man doesn't understand Why the wolf kills, He too has to survive With his instincts and skills. The more man builds the land The more he takes away, The wolf has

A Poem
COBRA STARSHIP LYRICS "Guilty Pleasure" And I came here to make you dance tonight I don't care if I'm a guilty pleasure for you And I don't even know what kind of fool you're taking me for So you've got some brand new clothes you never could afford before Oh brother, spare us all 'Cause we don't care anymore We just wanna get down on the floor You sold yourself to make it You can dish it But can you really take it? You're never gonna get it with nothing 'cause nothing's what you got in your head So stop pretending I came here to make you dance tonight I don't care if I'm a guilty pleasure for you Shut up 'Cause we won't stop We're getting down til the sun's coming up I came here to make you dance tonight I don't care if I'm a guilty pleasure for you Shut up 'Cause we won't stop We're getting down til the sun's coming up And I don't even read what the papers gotta say about me Oh no, I can't believe they take it so serious, seriously

Poems I Wrote
FEB 11, 2009 Sometimes I sit here and wonder how my life will be... Will I live to see the next day? Will I be aeound to se my daughter grow up to be fine young women? I wonder if people can actually move on from a heartache? I guess some people can but I don't think I ever Will. I remember being in love with a special man he was handsome, smart,gentle, loving, made me laugh and had a heart of gold. I was so in love then I destroyed it all because I was selfish. I ended up hurting the first man I ever truly loved so bad that I lost him forever. Not a day goes by I don't regret what I did to him and others who loved and cared for me. I cry myself to sleep everynight asking myself why did i have to be so selfish and heartless? Only answer I came up with was scared of having someone care for me so much didn't know how to handle it not an excuse but the truth.... My daughter's and this man is all i ha

Poem, You'res And Mine
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. __________ *Blame it on the alcohol induced Coma I've been in since I turned 21 for the reason why its taken so long for me to post this* 1: I'm really a very shy person when met in real life. On the internet and phone I can talk about pretty much anything but you get me in person and I become Ms. Angelic. 2: I'm really paranoid about people being near my feet. I don't realize it normally but if anyone gets near my feet I move them without thinking. That is due to Major tickle-itis of the feet. 3: I've got a wishbone on my left hand. Go ahead, ask me about that one. 4: I'm not a racist person but I do believe in the ability of being Racis

Poems (volume 2)
NO FRIEND AT ALL I once had a good friend, Who was a wonderful girl. Being her friend, Was like having a bright new pearl. She was the best, She was so much fun. But then one day, She just decided that she was done. She would not talk to me, She just wouldn't say. So I was left alone, Left alone all day. To tell her how I truly felt, Well I just didn't have the guts. Yet everyday the pain got worse, Like excruciating paper cuts. This girl would get mad, Even when I would try to call. I thought I had a friend, a really nice friend, But it turned out that she was no friend at all. THE PERFECT FRIEND? I thought I had found the perfect friend, but it only took about a week for that to end. I thought there was hope left in my life, but as it turned out, it was only added strife. I thought for once I had done something right, but I quickly corrected that oversight. I thought I wasn't useless or a bore, but I was all that and even more. I

Poems
When times are hard and at their worst When you feel as if you’re going to burst You feel as if things can only get worse You want to lay down and give in You have the desire to quit, let the struggle all end. You feel there is no end to your pain and strife. You want to take the easy way out and end your life. What do you do to win the fight? Between you and yourself, death and life? Nothing, until you decide to win the fight. For if you give up, you lose the fight. You will surely lose your life. So no matter how hard the struggle becomes, Keep up the fight, find the strength to go on. It will get better, somewhere down the road. You’ll find a way to lighten your load. The sun will rise, the sun will set. Don’t give up the struggle just yet. You’ll be a better person for you’ll have defeated the doubt. You’ll live to learn what life is all about. In the end it will all be worthwhile. You don’t believe me now but soon you shall. As

Poems
I don't think we should talk anymore I'm falling way too fast My heart is oh so fragile As delicate as glass We need to face the fact We're never going to meet This "cyber love" is perfect But my heart's left in defeat We're seperated by miles And the oceans are too wide But I can't pretend I don't care My heart I cannot hide That's why I think we should stop Before this goes too far Because the last thing I need Is another break in my heart Don't take this the wrong way You did nothing wrong But I can't wait forever Because forever's too long And if you're reading this I hope you understand We can never be together Because I can't hold your hand Falling for you I don't regret It's just the fact We never met... Can you see God's beauty, Can you see His love shine, In everything around you, Just look at all the magnificent signs. It is in each individual snowflake, That drifts so gracefully to the ground. You can see His love so vividly,

Poems
Mystic Rose - long fair haired goddess with ember eyes - gazed upon the midnight sky searching for the one and only soul to save her grace... Lonely lips chants on and on sending her message throughout the lands and seas... "Come hither my love...for our souls have been apart too long... Search within yourself to see the path that leads you to me... Follow your heart and hear this rhyme to uncover the secret of our design. Come hither my love and you will see...right now in this life you belong with thee..."

Poem
Lovin a Gangster Lovin a gangster is so hard 2 do it's like your lovin them n hoping they love you 2, coming home late everynite, waking up the next day, then your out of my site, i cant go thru this cuz your breaking my heart, sometimes it feels like we're torn apart, you say you love me, but those are jus words, you never really showed me how much you cared, i wish you could open your eyes and see how much of my love i gave you, but you say your a gangster, and your down for your hood, but your nothin to me but a stranger that's not even down for his lady, you see where this is goin, i thought we were meant to be, but this is how love goes wen your in love with a gangster.

Poems And Stuff
In the moonlight, soft and clear. The only sound is love sincere. Gentle kisses, sweet caress, it’s the small things, that make happiness. Sweet soft words, a small embrace, lingering touch on your face. Dreams of hope, wishes of love. Feelings soar like wings of a dove. Over time those feelings change, what was once known, now is strange. Taken for granted, lost it’s shine. Now the newness is gone, is love too? The heart is hurting, hoping for change wishing for love no longer strange. Bring back the one who’s dreams were mine Wishes lost, hope is gone. Somewhere two hearts have flown In my dreams its all the same, no difference, no change, One day that hope may be restored back to moonlight and love kisses and caresses, small things and happiness. Becky 5-28-07

Poems
so this is goodbye my friend, thought it would never end. You threw me away with your garbage. Without a reason why, you was someone i could talk to, all i can do is cry. so guess this is goodbye, i will never know just why. where did i go wrong. I walk away with a sigh. i wish you the best, you will be in my heart, but like the stars you are far away. So I say goodbye.

Poems
For those who can't access or find my guestbook on my page. Here it is for you to sign. From a Very Beautiful and Wonderful Friend..Golden Sweetheart! Seen this poem and thought I'd share it w/ you in hopes to brighten up ur Friday! Hope you have a wonderful weekend also!!! :D Today I saw a butterfly, as it floated in the air; Its wings were spread in splendor, Unaware that I was there. It was such a thing of beauty, It was a sight to see; It was the perfect masterpiece, Full of grace and majesty. I found myself thinking, to what can this compare? And then, of course, I thought of you, And I wished that you were there. God sure was extra careful, When He formed and fashioned you; You too, became a masterpiece, Yet God is still not through. He's daily making changes, that other folks can't see; You're already true perfection, At least you are to me. Thank You so very much Golden Sweetheart! This beautiful poem was written for me

Poems That I Have Written
How can you hurt me? you tell me that you love me Im very special to you too you chose to hurt me even though you dont realize you are doing it we are together then you fall for someone other than me and expect me to let it happen and never mind how much you hurt me doing this As I love you thinking that it will fade and we be back as before and pray you will realize that you made a mistake But then life happens and now you are no longer in my life in person as you told me that I will be joining you in a few weeks but am I? I wonder as I know you attacked me and and throw my love in my face how and why do you want to hurt me? Best friends Friends for a short time We talk about things that seem so easy for us like we know each other for years You are there for me as I am here for you You are so caring, sweet When I need to vent I know you are there with a shoulder to cry on or be a sounding board or give me advice if I need it I

Poems
Inside I'm slowly dying..... I'm fading away so fast........ I thought things would be different..... Now I'm not sure how long i can last...... I don't know what to say..... I don't know what to do..... It hurts just to think..... That i may never get to be with you..... I lie awake each night.... Thoughts running through my head...... Praying something will turn out right..... But inside it just feels like I'm dead....... Does anybody hear me? Does anybody care? Will anything ever go right? Will my love i ever get to share? I know that I'm not perfect.... And that I'll never be.... So please just try and accept me..... Either hold my hand or set me free..... A poem that I found a long time ago, let it be to remember our lost heros, whether they were grandparents, parents, uncles, aunts, brothers, sisters, cousins and friends.... When Tomorrow Starts Without Me When tomorrow starts without me, And I'm not there to see, If the sun should rise and find your

Poems
the shame the embarassment the emptiness hidden behind a smile a smile faked a laugh forced pretending all is alright pretending all is fine the shattered mind the damaged body the broken spirit how is it not noticed wondering why me what did i do to deserve it how did i bring this on myself wondering am i worthy of love as i ponder these things the only thing that comes back is somehow i deserved it and brought it on and no im not worthy of love because what do i have to offer someone i can offer nightmares waking up screaming i can offer fear of intimacy i can offer a broken spirit all i can offer is damaged goods The sparkling blue eyes have now turned to grey Once bright like the ocean, now dull like rain. Nobody sees sadness hidden within such beautiful eyes The secrets once held, the spiral of betrayal and lies. It is said your eyes are the window to your soul But my soul is not beautiful, it cannot grow For what my eyes have forgotten, my soul

Poems I Like...
I wrote your name into the sky, But the wind blew it away. I wrote your name into the sand, but the waves washed it away. I wrote your name into my HEART, And forever it will stay. I feel you, oh how I feel you, so close though you're so far away your touch your mind your body... your soul next to me, beside me... with me Your touching me, mesmerizing me with your eyes filling me with your touch melting me with your sensuous kiss I taste your kiss, all day long, though I have yet to actually taste it I imagine, fantasize about you and my desire, my fantasies... my needs There's so much I desire - to be with you in every way possible... next to you, beside you, with you... touching you I desire you... I'm the girl who will look deep into your eyes so you will always know how I feel about you... I'm the girl who will let you take my hand to lead me through the crowd or across the street... I'm the girl who would rather hear you sing

Poem
*When you and i are far apart. *Can sorrow break our tender hearts. *I love you baby yes i do. *Sleep is sweet when i think of you. *All you are is a blooming rose. *Night is here and i must close. *With care read each word in each line. *You will there a question fine...... _____________________________________________ NOW IF YOU DONT KNOW THE QUESTION THEN JUST ASK... LOL :)

A Poem For Me
I lay here dreaming of what is true, That without you in my world, It is upside down and blue, so let the world know, when i spend time with you, my mind is blown, and my heart u will always own. some one sent this to me to express the love they feel for me. i figured i would share it with whomever wanted to read it. I met this very lovely girl, that loved nature , animals , even small ones like squirrels, Let me tell u something new, she has stolen my heart and erased my blue, so believe in fate, cuz it relieves alot of heartache, and heart's weight so i love u and miss u , don't hesitate Love Druid

A Poem I Wrote
The unconscious hell waits Ready to tear my body from its fate. As I try and hide from the hell that awaits, Fearful adrenaline fills the veins of my heart, That aches. When darkness Falls, Hell unleashes. He slams my head down like a human hammer, Splitting my scalp into a bloody massacre I fight him in terrified anger. Trails of blood stream down my sorrowed face, Leaving a trace My lover tries to clean the place. As my lover's once soft face returns to hells Place, Darkness falls once again, Surrounding my broken heart in disbelief, For my lover signed with the devil, Becoming hell in the devil's place. written by, Cecilia Jordan Please do not plagiarize this is finished work, ty ;)

Poems
December Morn Once upon a December morn I hacked up a bunch of people until my ax was rusty and worn I watch thier blood splatter all over the place Right onto the jewelry showcase They never wondered why as I listened to thier horried cries they always knew I was insane super messed up in the brain Fred I had a friend named Fred He killed frogs till they were dead He thought they were yummy and so did his mommy Ode to the Stapler I love you Stapler you could not be capabler of attaching my documents together the tape dispenser is evil you are so much better. see look breathe calm feel break hear her find this She's dying Listen, look, touch But why? She tries to smile, laugh, nod I'm fine, how are you But no one sees and she dies. But why? In stasis, immobile The air presses against my chest My feet stand in stagnant tears. My thoughts wait for escape. With nowhere to go, they sit. No one willing to invite the torre

Poems
i finaly got what i thought i wanted, and what i probably deserved i loved you but you never knew, i was too afraid too give u that power i wanted so badly to keep you and let you in, i just pushed you further away then one day you eyes were less blue when they looked into mine, and i knew i was no longer the one girl on your mind you and my freind had found each other, and you now have your own world together i thought i would be ok but im not, all i see is you and her and it hurts to watch i now sit on the sidlines once again broken hearted and try to wipe away what seem to be endless tears i try to pick up the peices of my heart, the one i thought i kept from you to break once again i was wrong i still love you so much even after all of this, and just regret never telling you never letting you in and i miss you so much, i miss your amazing smile and those beautiful blue i miss your warmth when u hug me and the feel of your lips when we kissed i m

Poems
the pain the pain that you feel, but cant touch. a pain you know of, but cant explain a pain so feirce you go insane the unknown pain that clutches your heart and burns in your soul the pain in your life to strong to carry on the unknown pain that clouds your mind and devours your every thought the pain of broken promises broken dreams the pain thats unheard of the pain that's not seen rhiannonm franklin MY DREAM OF YOU I had a dream the other night. The dream was all about you. Oh, how I wish this crazy dream, Would someday really come true. I met you in a beautiful garden, Lit up by the moon from above. You took me into your loving arms, And said, 'Darling, let's make love.' I was so excited when you kissed me, Softly pressed your cool lips to mine. I felt your hands caress me. The ecstasy was simply divine. I could feel your maleness now. Our heavy breathing was the only sound. As you pressed me so close to you,

Poem!
When you left it hit So sudden it felt like bad dream and it felt Like it was never going to End and it still feels like It won't but we all miss u We miss your laugh and Sense of humor and we Miss how you were always Happy no matter what We also miss how you could Turn our bad days good with Just one smile you made us all Better people and we all miss You Adam and we will never Forget you! Brianna A Beam A SOLIDERS FINAL GOODBYE! A solider stands in solute as they bring the casket by not a tear falls from his eyes as 21 shots are fired he doesnt move an inch as they fold a flag and hands it to his dad as tears fall all around he stands in silence strong and proud for his brother who gave his life for the country he loves as everyone leaves he stands there in silence and when everyone is gone he gives one final solute and says goodbye to a brother a solider a friend. without you here the sun dosent rise its always dark and gloom without you here the night last f

Poem For My Dark Mistresses
For My Sisters: Look into the Blackness of your Soul That allows you to still Shake your hips and Smack your lips After surviving the Whips, Ships and the Slave pits. And Dance out all The Bessings and The Testings of this life.

Poems
What is love Is it that happy feeling Every time I'm with you Or is it when my heart hits the ceiling I've learned now That it is actually neither Love isn't what they say I can see love when he beats her I can see love in the pain That you inflict I see love when you lie to me Everything you do is easy to predict See love isn't a good feeling Its acutally all of the bad ones When some one says they love you... Be prepaired to be hurt! written June 27th. When no one is really there When I feel I've lost everything I remember that you truely care And realize that I have something When my life doesn't seem to matter You tell me you love me My tears seem to fade And I wish for better things to be Thank you for caring You seem to be the only one Thank you for sharing You make things better when my life comes undone! Written October 17, 2007 Deticated to Thomas I never said I was perfect It just goes to show I mess up every day This you shou

Poem?
In a land of bleakness, waiting with the raven, stag and wolf dreams of crosses and of dragons threaten alway to engulf the mind, the distaff and the pagan counterweave Blood spills into wine and into puddles undermining what you would believe Drinking wine for blood or blood for wine philosophies cross a crooked line The sun god rends the heart and laps the blood: for Christ's sake, it becomes spiritual food emblazoned now across a holy rood. But in the darkened alleys, late at night disturbing faiths interpolate the plight of others Veins swollen and throats bare they stroke the dragon Thirsting for a sip of life's arteriel wine Intoxicated by warmth and life and proximity We fall into another world's sublimity We cross the line to drink of mortal wine The stag observes the raven flies above the ravenous wolf kills whom she loves The wine upon our lips begins to clot in trying to become what we are not (-Please do not think I am submissive be

Poem
Body: I AM THAT GIRL BUT FOR SOME REASON, NO ONE SEES THAT I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because she's sleepy, but because she wants to be closer to you... I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than inside your bedroom or in an expensive resturant... I'm the girl who says,"ok, but you owe me..." jokingly not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you... I'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and I will (or at least try to) have fun because it means I am spending time with you... I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms... I'm the girl who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for me... I'm the girl who actually keeps her body parts in her clothing in public... most of the time I'm the girl who never gives up hope even when I tell others I have... I'm the girl who once

Poem
Your breathe only inches away as you sleep I feel you…but not the whole you Only what you have passively discarded Unknowingly exhausted from your intimate self Wishing to be your breath Moving into you gently , filling you up Wanting to be vital for your existence Will I ever be Your chest rises My heart defies my mind I move closer to your body Your mouth only inches from mine I eagerly take the only thing you are willing to give I breath your breathe , so warm and comforting You fill my mouth … is it enough I invite you in where few have invaded circulating though my every sense I am internally exposed Synchronizing our breath Our breathe is one Yet you slumber Unaware of your possession Breathe….. what if it were your last My heart would surely collapsed Wriiten By Shreen Michaels

Poem/the Gate
LETTER OF A SOLDIER HUNNI ITS COLD HERE AT NIGHT ALL I HEAR IS SCREAMS AND PEOPLE RUNNING IN FRIGHT-I BEEN HERE SO LONG STARTING TO THINK IS THIS WRONG-I'VE SEEN SO MANY DIE SO MANY MOTHERS CRY- LOST SO MANY FRIENDS THINKIN IN MY HEART WHEN WILL THIS END-THE OTHER DAY I GOT ON MY KNEES AND PRAYED HOPING THAT ALL THESE CRAZY THINGS IN MY HEAD WILL GO AWAY BUT THEY JUST STAY-IM HAVING NIGHTMARES IN MY DREAMS THINKING FIGHTHING FOR FREEDOM ISNT EVERYTHING IT SEEMS-I HOPE ALL IS WELL AT HOME CAUSE HERE I FEEL COLD AND ALONE-EVERYDAY ITS THE SAME IM BURYING ANOTHER BROTHER I THINK IM GOING INSANE-WELL HUNNI I HOPE I CAN MAKE IT BACK OUT OF THIS HELLHOLE WE CALL IRAQ ITS SO DARK AND GRAY THE LIGHT STARTS TO FADE AWAY I SIT AND WONDER WHAT TO DO BUT IM CONFUSED I LIVED MY LIFE LIKE A LIGHT FUSE READY TO GO OUT SO WHY SHOULD I BE SCARED NOW I BROUGHT ALL THIS ON MYSELF SOMEHOW EVERYDAY LOOKING DOWN ALWAYS WALKING THROUGH THIS PLACE WITH A ENDLESS FROWN ALWAYS STOMPIN

Poems
This poem was written a few months before my friend killed himself. He had made many attempts at it and had not succeeded. The day he did changed my life forever and suprisingly for the better. I had made an active desision to live drug free and have been since.this man was and still is the bestest friend I will ever have. here on cherry tap I will call him BH. MY DEAR FRIEND HELMS BY Melissa As I watched him walk away, I felt this unbearable pain he yelled the words Ill see you in another realm, In my head I said WHY? my dear friend Helms WHY? my dear friend Helms Why??? I know he said not to cry but he said he was gonna die So WHY?,why not cry so what am I supposed to do All i want is to help him My dear friend Helms I know he can makle it if only he would take it the love of a friend a friend to the end but he wont I can try to understand. I know he will be happy when he finally reaches his end so all i can say is Goodbye my dear friend Helms good

Poems
hERES A POEM I WROTE IN HONOR OF MY SONS DAD AND FOR MY SON!!! My daddys hands hold me really tight He squeezes me and tells me it will be all right. My daddy puts me down and holds my little hand My daddy says softly in my ear while im gone your the man. My daddy stands tall, taller then mommy and me My mommy loves him and everyone can see. My daddy lets my hand go and wraps them round my mommy. He loves my mommy he told me so and hesays she pretty to. He holds her close as she cries and whipes her tears away. My mommy cries and sqeezes my daddy begging him to stay. My mommy in her jeans and tee my daddys in his army greens My daddy leaves today he was given a mission to keep us all free. My daddys like superman hes strong and brave. My daddy heads to the plane as he turns and waves. My daddy waves till i cant see him no more. my mommy holding me while her tears fall to the floor. Daddy is our hero hes a soldier brave and true. My daddy never ma

Poems
completely full of emotions spillin my heart to him tryin to talk to her lost in life itself i cant help my feelings i try to keep them to myself no matter what i do i end up hurting the people i care bout most i dont mean to do so its just the fact of everything tearing me apart and i cant deal with it all once i dont mean to hurt you all im just trying to explain myself but i guess ill just keep everything to myself and hold it inside til i die once again im sorry.... i miss your voice i miss your touch i miss your kisses i miss your laugh i miss your smile i miss the way you hold me i miss wakin up and seeing you next to me i miss the late nite meals i would cook for you i miss the way you would comfort me when im upset i miss the constant tickling i miss you makin me laugh all the time this is so hard this is so not fair to either one of us but i understand you have to do this for one very important reson i dont understand why

A Poem I Wrote
hey everyone, I write poetry an some of you have already read some of them so I decided to post them on here to an let me know what you all think please.......... True Friends By: Ashley I met a great friend Who knew who I was right away It's funny how you understand All I have to say you listen to all my problems you listen to my dreams you give me advice We talk about love and life It seems like you've been there too I've never felt judged by you you know how I feel You seem to accept me for who I am and all the problems I have you don't interrupt me or need to have your say You just listen to me patiently And you don't go away I want you to understand how much this means to me that you are my friend you always tell me the truth Even if its going to hurt me But I know the only reason You do it is because you are my friend I am so glad I met you I don't know what I'd do without you Tha

Poems And Stuff
Please Hear What I'm Not Saying Don't be fooled by me. Don't be fooled by the face I wear for I wear a mask, a thousand masks, masks that I'm afraid to take off, and none of them is me. Pretending is an art that's second nature with me, but don't be fooled, for God's sake don't be fooled. I give you the impression that I'm secure, that all is sunny and unruffled with me, within as well as without, that confidence is my name and coolness my game, that the water's calm and I'm in command and that I need no one, but don't believe me. My surface may seem smooth but my surface is my mask, ever-varying and ever-concealing. Beneath lies no complacence. Beneath lies confusion, and f

Poems.... Quotes..... Randomness ;)
Laugh when you can, apologize when you should, and let go of what you can't change. Kiss slowly, play hard, forgive quickly, take chances, give everything, and have no regrets. Life is too short to be anything but happy. Pure love is the willingness to give, without a thought of receiving anything in return. Life is about change. Sometimes it's painful, sometimes it's beautiful. Most of the time it's both. I wanna be the girl he's scared to lose, the one where he can't walk away from knowing she's mad at him. The one who can't fall asleep without her voice being the last one he hears, and the one he can't be without. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world. The best things in life are unseen, that's why we close our eyes when we kiss, cry, and dream. Nothing lasts forever, so live it up, drink it down, laugh it off, avoid the bullshit, take chances, and never have regrets. Because at one poing everything you did was exactly what you

Poems
I know it is not they way you meet someone but how you connect when you talk to them. I feel that I have found my soulmate, someone whom I thought never existed. She is one of the best things in my life right now. If you read this baby just know that you are my one true love. All my feelings are for you. I know she is sweet and caring, funny and sexy. I cant wait until we can be together. She is the other half that makes me whole. She is the yin to my yang. My heart and soul belong to her. She is everything i wanted and more. I couldnt have asked for a better person to come into my life. I know once we are together nothing will tear us apart. My heart is true only to her. My eyes may wander but come the end of the day its her i want to wrap my arms and love around. I have the uncontrolable urge to just hold her close and look deep into her eyes and just confess all i am to her. The time will come when our love is tested and i know where my heart remains. I just w

A Poem Called Oral Mayhem
Picture my face between your legs, my lips kissing your pussy lips, my tongue circling your swollen clit, my hands up under your round hips. Pulling you closer as my tongue explores, I lick, I suck, I swallow, You sway your hips to the rythym of love, with anticipation of what's to follow. Your back arches, your nipples stiffen, the aroma of our sex lingers, You roll your eyes, you gasp with pleasure as I enter you with two fingers. You try to say stop but your words are lost in a sea of erotic pleasure, My fingers move in and out and around as if looking for a buried treasure. Your juices are warm and creamy, which make it better for fingers to glide, I take them out and lick them clean and slowly slide them back inside. You heartbeat races, your thighs quiver, you're squirming all over the bed, Your moaning is loud and sensual and you're holding on to my bald head. I flick your clit as if I'm touching it with the petals of a thousand roses. Now you're callin

Poem
I smell the struggle of yesterdays problems like an old worn out newspaper I can almost taste the bitterness of my own self rebuttal I remember the days of unkind words and they were only spoken from my own mind I hear this angry voice and I know that It only wants to fail but I myself have found the fury I have found the blessings of finding my strength and Not just the moment of strength that I see every day in you I finally have found the Orb of light inside me Inside my head, inside my heart I have found my fury unleashing it from the bitterness and Calming it to the peacefulness this peacefulness I call It Love... Self Love Love In Me And Love In Thee... Baby let me see the way your eyes meet mine Let me read your lips so well defined The way you make my eyes swell with desire I know your reading me Touching me tasting me Stretching out your hands to me aren't you baby My heart is starting to flutter Wildly baby I wonder what you're feel

Poem 6-19-07
::About Me:: Name: Bitch Nicknames:too many Birthplace: MI. Current Location: MI. Hair Color: brown Eye Color: brown Height: 5' 3" Tatoos: 16 Piercings: yup My Car: 2000 dodge intrepid Overused Phrase: I don't know ::Your:: Bedtime:3 am Best Physical Feature: smile, eyes, laugh Most Embarassing Moment: ummmm i dunno Most Missed Memory: high school Weakness: my daughter Best Friends: 1 Goal For The Year: too pass all my college classes with a b Greatest Fears: Something happening to my daughter ::This OR That:: Pepsi or Coke: mt dew McDonalds or Burger King:mc donalds Hot Tea or Ice Tea: iced tea Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla Water or Milk: water Coffee or Hot Chocolate: neither Hugs or Kisses: i love both Cats or Dogs: dogs Summer or Winter: Summer Scary Movies or Romantic Comedies:scary Love or Money: LOVE, money is only money Green Grapes or Purple Grapes: purple ::Lover:: Perferred Eye Color: any Perferred Hair Color: any Short Hair or Long Hair

Poems Ive Wrote
-:-Life Without You-:- She couldn't stand the silence, She couldn't stand the tears , She couldn't stand her life , After only fourteen years. He was her entire world, She gave him all she possessed, He did the same in return, They were thought to be obsessed. Their love couldn't be reached, Couldn't be touched by any other, From two they become one, They made each other whole. They filled each others voids, They fill each others souls. Everything was perfect, Everything was great, Til one damning day , They were told they'd have to wait. Her parents were moving her to a distant place, They'd be torn apart, Couldn't see each others face. They swore they'd make it work, Vowed to stay together, Didn't care about the distance, They'd be together forever. She gave it all she had , She did her very best, But he still slipped away, He didn't pass the test. While she was thinking of him, He had found

Poem
Maybe they say we're young because we're still looking for something special. Maybe it's because there are still things we can't describe with a single word. A thousand points of light spread outward, above the water. It would have been night, but for the moment, in a moving space, the cruise ship beat it back. It was a place as such which couldn’t exist, slicing through heavy ocean air. Spelunking. It struck him… they could be spelunking the world. As we exist we are affected by everything, even if unaware, there is nothing we have not touched in some way. Hello and a smile. “Hello.” He smiled. The old man across the table tipped his head slightly, also smiling. Particularly broad and creased, the dark folds of his face just under the eyes and above the cheeks. Perhaps they creased often; Perhaps a man of smiles. So what else? Back on deck Chinese lanterns swayed easy within the glow; strange because there was excitement. The boy looked down at water

Poems
i'm sorry I'm sorry that i hurt u i know i did even if u are fooling everyone else ur not fooling me i can tell that i hurt u i'm sorry i'm sorry that i left u but u don't know what its like u've never had to choose between ur parents i'm sorry i thought i knew u but i don't u were never home u were always at work u were never there in my life well not my whole life u never wrote u never visited mother was always there when i needed her she still is what happened to u u just stopped its like u stopped careing if i was such a disappointment that u didn't want me y didn't u send me back well anyways i am sorry im sorry for all the damage i've caused i'm sorry i thought that i knew u i thought that we would be together forever that is where i went wrong i thought too much i thought that i knew u, but i didn't i thought that we would be together forever, but we wouldn't i thought that u loved me but u never did and u never will thats where i went wrong i

Poems
Here I sit and write this poem Thinking of all I love and all I hate Thoughts of suicide thinking its my fate I think of all the times I used to laugh And now I wish I'd just die How did so much misery come in to my life And now all I have are thoughts of suicide Crying every night is not the way to live Heck I'm still a kid I should be out hanging with all my friends But these thoughts of suicide haunt my head Will they care when I am gone When nothings left expect my thoughts And this small poem telling everyone I will be no more in about an hour Don't try to save me Just save your tears Nothing can stop me Because i have thoughts of suicide Heres to the end my dear friend I hope you live life through This is the end to this girls life And all her thoughts to boot Nothing there but my thoughts my secret thoughts of suicide i look at myself in the mirror wondering. wondering what happend to the girl i used to be. wondering why there are scars on my w

Poems
feeling like i dont belong wanting to disappear tired of this shit going on in my life the last few months the person i call mom is pushing me to the point of doing things i never want to do again but im so close to doing it and she doesnt realize it i feel like im losing losing the love of my life losing everything i want in my life losing everything i have worked for losing everything i have put up a fight for im tired of trying im tired of crying im tired of the restless nights im tired of the depression im tired of of everything i just want it to end..... 4/14/08 12:05 am Bridgette M Bailey i miss your voice i miss your touch i miss your kisses i miss your laugh i miss your smile i miss the way you hold me i miss wakin up and seeing you next to me i miss the late nite meals i would cook for you i miss the way you would comfort me when im upset i miss the constant tickling i miss you makin me laugh all the time this is so

Poems
THIS IS NOT A SOMETHING YOU SHOULD PASS UP PLEASE READ I AM ASKIN ALL MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY HERE ON FUBAR TO KEEP MY DAUGHTER AND FAMILY IN THERE PRAYERS. MY DAUGHTER IS 17 YEARS OF AGE AND IS UNABLE TO LIVE A TEENAGERS LIFE. YOU SEE AT THE AGE OF 14 MY DAUGHTER WAS RAPPED AND IT HAS CHANGED HER LIFE TO THE WORSE. SHE WAS TAKIN AWAY FROM ME FOR 2 YEARS AND IN JULY SHE WAS BROUGHT HOME FOR GOOD BUT ONLY TO LIVE WITH MY MOTHER. SHE IS NOT ALLOWED TO BE WITH FRIENDS, NOT ALLOWED TO GET A JOB BABYSITTING, NOT ALLOWED TO LEAVE THE HOUSE OR NOT EVEN ALLOWED ALONE WITH ME ALL BECAUSE OF THIS ASSHOLE WHO DONE THIS TO HER. AND NOW HES IN JAIL. I DONT AGREE WITH THE WAY THE PENNSYLVANIA CYS (CHILDREN IN YOUTH SERVICE) ARE RUNNIN THERE SO CALLED BUSINESS. THEY ARE THE ONES THAT ARE TAKIN MY DAUGHTERS LIFE AWAY FROM HER. ALL WE WANT IS MY LITTLE GIRL TO HAVE HER LIFE BACK TO BE ABLE TO GO TO THE PROM TO GET HER DRIVERS LICENSE TO MAKE NEW FRIENDS TO GRADUATE FROM SCHOOL AND TO F

Poems And Quotes
A is for asphyxiation you don't get your breath B is for the bible that keeps your darkest depth C is for your cock which I squash beneath my shoe, while I watch you wiggle and laugh at you (ha ha) D is for my dildo that you will learn to blow E is for your enema, I control the flow F is for my flogger, I whip you so violent G is for the gag in place to keep your screaming silent H is for humiliation that you must bear I will immobilize you in my sexual lair J is for your jizzing, jerking tendency K for kisses L for love, and licks you all for me M is for the manacles imprisoned in your feet N is for your name I mumble oh baby so sweet O is for the O-ring holding you in place P is for the perspiration dripping down your face Q is for the quirt I use to whip your eager ass R is for restraints to make the magic last S is for sweet suffering that only you will know T is for the torment that keeps you on the go U is for unbridled love that only I c

Poem From Amy.fits Me To The T
~PUTTING IT AWAY~ _________________ My anger has been dimininshed as a fire being banked for the night. It still crackles lightly under it's ashen blanket, casting sparks occasionally towards the watching stars. The embers wait to be fed by the bruised emotions that remain at my feet. For now I am content to let the fire die, and store my feelings as kindling to fuel a later blaze. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~WASTED ENERGY~ _______________ You can't cure the blind to see which cannot be seen. To make them feel what is beyond their reverant touch. Living in their world black and white with blinders shielding their eyes, cursing the color's healing light with every burdensome step. "Savage" I may be, but faithful is my heart and imagined I would have not that our steeple housed such devil's thoughts! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Poem- My Crying Storm
The calm before the storm A new breeze is born Sand floats around me As I watch the angry sea Fearlessly the birds soar high Listening to the rains lonesome cry. Drops falling one by one Harder and harder they come Each piercing my skin Bringing the pain farther in Everything consumed by the rage About to let loose from my cage. All I have known is tossed about I can’t do anything buy shout One angry word thrown around The most deadly sound Finally the wrath begins to ease No one but myself to please. The anger has split our souls And the sand has filled some holes The wind has blew us different ways But still some of the pain stays Just walk away from me And let my crying storm be.

Poem- Tell Me
Your passion makes me think your love is true, But I’m afraid I’m being lied to. How do I know if you really love me? Your desire is making me love you, Even if I don’t want to. I want to touch you and hold you tight… Tell me that everything will be alright… But that won’t make you love me too. I’m confused, what should I do? My heart tells me I love you, my brain says no So I don’t really know what I should show… Should I follow my heart? Like I did to make this start? Or should I listen to my mind, And give you some more time? Explain to me what I should do… What would you do if I were you? Tell me how you feel about me What is it in me that you see? I just want to know if your love is true And if I should give my heart to you.

Poem- Never Weak
Tears swell up in my eyes I close them tight and try not to cry Anger is eating me alive… It’s beating at my soul… Ripping at my heart… And lashing out at my happiness I don’t want to be here I want out of this hole But I cannot see the summit Of this endless tunnel I hunt for an end… And search for a shortcut… But every branch I reach, snaps And I’m sent back to the bottom I’m once again forced to be alone Because this place is truly unknown I do not know myself anymore I can’t say I’m the same person Too many tricks have been played For me to remain level I’m too paranoid to notice the sinking Until I’m so far under… I can’t see the light anymore… Only darkness and emptiness… Life creeps away slowly I beg it to come back Why does it want to leave? Am I really that horrible? Once again I try not to cry I can’t show pain… They must not know… I can’t be weak… Not around them, not around anyone I can’t be weak

Poem- Soul Mates
You are my soul mate All love and no hate. Who needs friends When you have love with no end. You bring me to a new place Out deep in outer space. I can see no lies When I look into your eyes. It’s great that I have you I’ll do as you want me to. As long as you say you love me I’ll do what it takes to make you happy. Tell me our love will never end You are my lover, my only friend. The others don’t believe That I’m not being deceived. They say you are using me I don’t see how that could be. I know you didn’t mean it When you said I’m not worth shit. If sex will make everything right I’ll make love to you every night. As long as you say you love me I’ll do what it takes to make you happy. I’m sorry I made you angry Do you still love me? I promise I won’t do it again You’re my soul mate, my only friend. I know that it’s my fault I’ll try harder not to make you shout. I’ll just pretend that you didn’t hit me And didn’t

Poem- Help Wanted
Help Wanted… I can’t control myself anymore I’m falling deep into the abyss And all the time I’m crying Help me… please I’m spinning out of control I’m twirling around in myself I can’t stop… please help I’m so lost within I can’t find a way out I’m stuck…please help I’m falling further behind I can’t catch up I’m losing…please help Help Wanted… I can’t control myself anymore I’m falling deep into the abyss And all the time I’m crying Help me… please I’m trapped in a dark place I can’t see anyone I’m alone…please help I’m beating at my own skin I’m tearing the flesh I’m angry…please help I don’t know what I can do I can’t find the answer I’m clueless…please help Help Wanted… I can’t control myself anymore I’m falling deep into the abyss And all the time I’m crying Help me…please I’m tired of it all Always spinning, falling, losing Constantly trying, beating, cryi

Poem- Reality
The sky shatters And the Earth shakes The ocean surges Our soul’s at stake Human kills human It’s all the same Government pleads Who is to blame? The drugs flourish We play the game No one will win… Empty hall of fame. Almost dead bodies Killer contact AIDS on the rage Ignore the fact. Bruised and bloody Impulsive act She lies crying As he beats her back The sky shatters And the Earth shakes The ocean surges Our soul’s at stake The baby won’t live No one will care One more life lost How is that fair? He won’t take ‘no’ Her skin is bare He enters her… She’s no longer rare. A rape, a murder It’s all the same We fight out death And play the game. There’s no way to will Our county is maimed Diseases kill… Who is to blame? Drugs everywhere No one has shame.

Poem- Cry America Cry
I hear America crying What was here is lost… Children play with dirty needles While parents argue amongst themselves. Careless is what they’ve become… Throwing themselves into the crowd Uniformly, they play follow the leader, And torment those who won’t. America cries louder and louder Crying from diseases that have spread… Throughout this place it has spread. Dead bodies pollute the streets Lost souls follow the anger, That has brought this country together. Everything has been lost… The lives have all been lost. America is still crying The pain will never pass… All thighs showing, The pail, white legs of her showing As he hands her what she is due. A heavy bundle tossed into the dumpster. The crying will cease… All guilt will eventually cease. Please cry America

Poem- Drink
Take a sip for happiness At least that’s what you think it is It brings you somewhere new So that you won’t be blue Unconsciously dying Your inside is crying Please stop lying And be true to your heart I know what is happening to you I know what you should do Your losing control It’s eating your soul It’s bringing you to an end Is this what you want my friend? Gain control of your life Don’t let it be the last knife In your heart you know I’m right about your control It’s non-existent in you Your drink owns you But you don’t have one problem Because your drink can solve them Before you can think You open another And take a drink Your losing control It’s eating your soul It’s bringing you to an end Is this what you want my friend? It brings you to some place Far out in outer space But you’re all alone Your empty bottle is your home No one left to turn to Everyone else has left you But all you need is your drink At least t

Poem- Right In Your Eyes
How many times can I try and fail, And how many times Can I try to walk Only to crawl. How can I be what You want me to be When I can’t even see. How can I be everything You want me to be, how can I, How can I, how can I be everything? How long before Seconds good enough, And how much more Can I screw this up. How many times do I need to apologize. How many times will I need to dry my eyes. How can I be everything You want me to be, how can I, How can I, how can I be everything? I try, and try, just to fail, And be nothing to you. When all along I just wanted To be special to you. Why is it I can’t be right. Perfect in your sight, when Will I ever get it right. How can I be everything You want me to be, how can I, How can I, how can I be everything?

Poem- Je T'aime
I can hear your laugh when you’re not near I can feel your touch when you’re not here I can see your smile when you’re away I can taste your kiss day after day. Love me, Kiss me, Touch me, Miss me… Hold me close, hold me tight Keep me with you all through the night Don’t let me go, don’t let me leave When you’re gone, I can’t seem to breathe. I need you with me to keep me alive Deeper into passion we both do dive You and me, always and forever One and one, we’ll make it together. Love me, Kiss me, Touch me, Miss me… Hold me close, hold me tight Keep me with you all through the night Don’t let me go, don’t let me leave When you’re gone, I can’t seem to breathe. We live out our dreams all in our mind Waiting for that one-of-a-kind I’ve given you the key to my heart Now it’s your turn, I did my part. Love me, Kiss me, Touch me, Miss me… Hold me close, hold me tight Keep me with you all through the night Don’t let

Poem- You And Me
You move your hands down my sides The sensation I can’t hide Moving your soft fingertips Back and forth across my hips. You kiss me softly, and pull me close I touch the flesh I lust the most Your warm skin pressed against mine Makes me crave you all the time. Your hot seductive body Make me feel oh-so naughty Deeper and deeper we go… Until what is hidden shows. I look deep into your eyes And anticipate your sighs Not to sure of anything Except the new game you bring. Every move doubles my pleasure So much more than I can measure All fears are gone, only trust As excitement surges through us

Poems
Onward Christian Soldiers marching. People puzzled keep on watching But I have guessed the purpose of their files in hand Flies to create their own Promised Land. Icy winds release the day I hope that I can find a way My frozen desire locked inside Sometimes I just wish that I could die But courage fades and there's nothing left So I sit alone with my frozen wish Spring brings hope, I look on in disgust I know it's just a matter of time before I mess up. Withering flowers in my vase Just one more thing I have to face As life ends, I close shut my eyes Where are you taking me this time? Warm breezes blowing outside All I want is to run and hide My life seems so far away I don't want to lose what I have today But all that I want is taken from me That's the way its been for so long I know nothing else, no other way Please just leave me to my sorrow. Withering flowers in my vase Just one more thing I have to face As life ends, I close shut my eyes Where are

Poems
No I dont want to fucking rhyme, and I really do not care too. everything in this world today, just pisses me the hell off. Why does America have to solve all the problems for the rest of the world? Does anybody besides me really care? Or are you to wrapped up in yourselves? I also don't understand another thing. Why does a murderer get less time, in prison than a drug dealer? This is America, we all got to earn a living somehow. And why the fuck do we put movie stars, singers,athletes,etc upon a pedestal. We are all human and equals. Or are we really? Also just because someone that is famous, does something stupid that just proves it. You really know the difference between a convict and a cop. A convict got caught doing something wrong, the cop can do it and get away with it. Why don't we get rid of the bible and print more money? Thats what we all worship anyway!! Go ahead and tell me I am wrong. Then I will say shut the fuck up , and open your fucking eyes!! This is the shit we live

Poems By Jöseph Lee Foster-shumpert-lear, 2007
“When An Angel Cries” by Jöseph Lee Foster-Shumpert-Lear, 1997 Published 1 April 2004 :: Poetry Read more by Jöseph Lee Foster-Shumpert-Lear Written and dedicated to my daughter, Angela Hope Lear I heard you cry one night But when I looked at my arms But when I looked in your bed You were gone How am I to survive Without you If not having you there Feels like a knife To my heart How am I to survive With you If as a father I may only Fail Your image Plagues my thoughts How could I have created you When my heart holds So much darkness So much pain How am I to be a father If mine was never there To show me how If mine was the cause Of all my pain I heard you cry one night And when I found you gone My wrists were slit How can I ever hope to care for you If I cannot even care For myself “To Heal A Broken Heart” (Drink away the pain) by Jöseph Lee Foster-Shumpert-Lear, 2005 Published 4 April 2005 :: Poetry Read more by Jöseph Le

Poems
You are always on my mind every minute of everyday wanting to be with you to be wrapped in your arms our bodys pressed close running my fingers thru you hair touching your face kissing your lips running my hand upon your chest feeling your heartbeat against my hand dream of you every night snuggled up to your side feeling the warmth of your body you are always on my mind its hard knowing i cant be there someday soon i will in your arms is where i want to be feeling you hold me close i love you with all my heart being with you is all i want one day i know it will happen i wont give up on that dream you are the one for me my heart feels about to explode you own my heart, body and soul you are always on my mind please dont ever forget im always here for you no matter what time day or night you have become my world my best friend i love you with no regrets morning, noon and night you are always on my mind

Poem To My Son For Independance!
Independence Day is a day to be celebrated!! A day we can look upon as freedom. The freedom to speak our minds and express our spirit. A day where we reflect on the founders of this country. The trials they have endured and the hardships they overcame. We celebrate this day in honor of our soldiers who have fought, do fight and will fight for our freedoms. By remembering the past, we are able to understand the present. With the understanding of the present, we will succeed in the future. We celebrate with fireworks to show the beauty and color that life has to offer. The ever changing world in all it's awe. Independence Day is a day to be celebrated!! May God Bless America!!Get More at COMMENTYOU.com

Poems From Different People
You look into my eyes and see things you don't understand. Am I a mystery? I think not. You look at my smile; You search for something that isn't there. Am I a mystery? I think not. You listen to my voice, and call me an angel. This angel is flesh and blood, Not a doll to be put on show. You see - I'm not a mystery. I am me. I am flesh and blood. Touch me; I wont break. There's no mystery here. Caress me; feel the warmth. I'm not a mystery; I am Woman. Here I am - desires abound; Relentless and sensuous - yours to caress Like a flower; make me bloom. Don't stop; not even to rest! No mystery here; Just a Woman. I feel the weight of your body against mine; Your heaving breath upon my skin. The most gentle touch on my thigh, The soft nibbling on my breasts - Moving slowly in a downward motion. Now you see, I'm no mystery; I am YOUR Woman. I am all Woman. by Gothic Upon the stairway of despair, Complete with broken love affairs And promises that never ca

Poems
If we lost… If you lost your mind, I would be your thoughts. If you lost your happiness, I would be your laugh. If you lost your strength, I would be your muscles. If you lost hope, I I would be your faith. If you lost will, I would be your reason. If you lost your breath, I would catch the wind. If you lost sole, I would be your spirit. If you lost your heart, I would be your beat. If you lost your love, I would bring you back your passion. If you lost me, I would give a hundred second chances. If I lost my mind, You would laugh and lend me yours. If I lost happiness, You would be my smile. If I lost strength, You would pick me up and carry me. If I lost hope, You would believe for me. If I lost will, You would say over and over “don’t give up”. If I lost breath, You would give yours away and turn

Poems
STORY OF A LONELY GIRL LOOKING FOR LOVE. In the hour before the morn I walk past your door I send a special prayer To the room we both adore And though my mind is in there with you My body takes me home. I wish for a love But have none of my own So welcome me love My name is lonely I tell you boy I think of you only In times when we have trouble And we left each other down I know we can make it babe Just as long as you’re around So welcome me love My name is lonely I tell you baby I think of you only only By Melissa Tamberella Poem Commit to Loving The visions are breathing… And the reflections of you linger I am totally overwhelmed by your striking beauty… Unable to control my attention process Your uniqueness, and your charm… Is dominating my focus Something about you is alive in my heart… Keeping me occupied, and falling in love further The lady in my sight of love… Someone’s keeping

A Poem
Choices 7/24/2008 I know what I feel I know what I think I know what I want. I wont say it now, though I think You know Or at least I hope so. Now the rest is up to you Take all the time You need To figure out what you want I’m keeping my choice to myself Because There’s no point in it right now And I don’t want My choice having an influence On what you Decide to do. Time is what you have right now, And its what you need. I’m in no rush, I’m quite patient in matters Such a this one Important decisions can’t be rushed. We’ve made our choice for now And agreed its what we both want And its the best thing At this point in time. Keep in mind No matter what you choose to do I will always be here for you Just the way I am now. For now all I can do is wait And Expect the worst But Hope for the best. Only time knows what our futures hold. this was actually written 3/18/2008 but it got lost among my econmic's notes till now lol ooopsy

Poems For Friends.
Today I shed a tear for you, one I thought I would never shed. I looked into the mirror and wondered about what was said. I thought it was forgotten tucked away deep and safe, but it came to me today when I glanced upon your face. My love and admiration I thought was clear and bright, but I guess in the heart of sorrow it could not been seen in such dim light. Where once hope and longing lay, lay dread, fear and pain. Hopefully in time I can find that hope again. I wrote some words down once, I thought that made it clear. You have always been that special friend I always held so dear. My heart holds fast, my love holds true rarely do I open up the way I’ve done with you. But in the end it happens just the same. In the end our own happiness is always the treasure that we wish to gain. The cost to us can never be replaced, and we always seem to lose, for that once special gift we give up was the better one to choose. I found the first four paragraphs on really old plaque,

Poems And Thoughts
we lay passionetly in each other's arms staring into each other's eye's while we give one another kisses here and there..... we enjoy each other's soft touches on every curve of one another's bodies ..... we lay and laugh at every little silly thing we share even if it ant that funny .... we whisper sweet nothings in each others ears tell one another blushes in embarressment .... we make all the right moves while we make love in the moonlight .... we slowly fall a sleep in each other's arms after we made the best love we ever made ...... will the love we share last or will just the friendship we have out last our love..... The Love a I share with you comes from so deep in my heart I wonder if I should share it at all because every time I share my deepest love for someone I always get hurt and I can never repair the pain.... The love I share with you is the strongest love I have ever felt it brings me to my knees .... The love I share with you is something I c

A Poem To Give You Goosebumps
A Poem That Gives You Goosebumps... A drunk man in an Oldsmobile They said had run the light That caused the six-car pileup On 109 that night. When broken bodies lay about "And blood was everywhere," "The sirens screamed out eulogies," For death was in the air. "A mother, trapped inside her car," Was heard above the noise; Her plaintive plea near split the air: "Oh, God, please spare my boys!" She fought to loose her pinned hands; "She struggled to get free," But mangled metal held her fast In grim captivity. Her frightened eyes then focused "On where the back seat once had been," But all she saw was broken glass and Two children's seats crushed in. Her twins were nowhere to be seen; "She did not hear them cry, " "And then she prayed they'd been thrown free, " "Oh, God, don't let them die! " Then firemen came and cut her loose, " "But when they searched the back, " "They found therein no little boys

Poems
Death is an embracement of the life we lived. Death is a gracious moment to come to terms with life. Looking death in the face is like knowing what is to come. Death is an embracement of life and love. Love and death can come to terms with one another. Life without love is death in itself. Death is just another name for a loveless life. Living without love is like living in hell. A loveless life is like a poison that only loveless people take. The poison can not harm one thing... and that one thing is called True Love. And true love is something some people feel. Only the lucky few can feel this True Love. I am one of the lucky few.. I feel true love, which is a remody of this poison. I can not live in hell because I have looked death in the face, And I see my future in my love, my world, my heart, and my soul. And I thank my heart and soul, for bringing me out of hell, and into life. A life with love is heaven, and heaven is life with love. Life is a journey. We all

A Poem I Wrote Called Trapped Soldier Its For All The Soldiers Out There
I wrote this poem in rememberance of my favorite aunt who was like a mother to me Why do you cry little bird up in the tree so high? Is it cause your friend left you without a reason why? Your heart is broken as I can see Please, don't be sad little bird up in the tree She was my heaven on Earth my best friend Why, did it have to end? Don't worry little bird her pain is now suffering in the past Her pictures of memories will forever last Little bird dry your tears away Don't be upset cause she couldn't stay Now, I'm a lonely bird like so I didn't want to let her go I know little bird up above But always Remember she left behind her love You can find her it is so true The loving memory of her will live forever in you Now, little bird shed your happiness for all to see And open your eyes and realize she's now free For now she might be gone But her presence will live forever on and on I know you're puzzled on what to do But even though she isn't here she watche

Poems (please Read And Rate)
Daddy I know you may never see this, but I miss you. I sit and cry every day, worried about you. I know your not doing so good. You have some health problems. But daddy I pray for you. I pray that one more time, I will get to be with you, Daddy, Its been so hard without you near I dont understand why its this way. Its been rough in my life. I need you back. Daddy, I want you to know I love you. The past is the past. Everynight i talk to Tec, I tell him that I love you. We have a future ahead, let the past go. I really miss you daddy! But for now I must go, Love Your Baby Daughter, DJ! To My Son, I Love You I feel so fortunate to have you for a son I love your bright face when we talk seriously about the world I love your smile when you laugh at the inconsistencies in the world I love your eyes when you are showing emotion I love your mind when you are discovering newideas and creating dreams to follow Many people tell me that they cannot talk to their c

Poems
2 years ago at this time i was sleeping from being up 24 hours driving to get away from a storm that was unbelieveble.... i was woken up by my husband at the time crying thanking me for making him leave slidell ... our home... he was gonna stay and wait the storm out... he had told me there was no contact with slidell they lost all signal.... i was scared to death thankful that he had come with me.... then it hit me hard i thought of my children and there dad! last i heard he wasnt leaving he was staying... and with no phones ... tv ... no wazy of communication i was worried if my kids would ever see there father again...actually the only way of communication was nextel walkie talkie... . then i sat there and all i could hear about was new orleans they never ever said anything about slidell... just like now no hardly no words talked about slidell or mississippi who were hit the hardest out side of st bernard. and some what the east... 2 days later i finally got ahold of there dad he

Poems
Your hands our drenched with blood blood not of your own a rock is laying by the porch a rock to wich you've thrown your face as white as snow your body quivers full of fear the rock to which you've thrown you have killed someone you held dear asking you what happend I can't believe what you have done you didnt mean to to do it you all thought you were having fun you didnt have your baseball so you played with a rock instead you throw it just a little to hard you hit your friend deep in her head not knowing what to do you ran and screamed with fear the rock to wich you've thwon has killed someone you held dear twisted anguish and people filled with lies broken hearts and shatterd dreams liars I despise comprimisng others for their own desires using and abusing man do I hate liars cunning little snake devouring everything in your path sick and twisted your lies will not last cuaght up in a game of cat and mouse you will eventually be devo

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Those who seek solace in the now instead of lying peacefully in the past Seeking the demons that corrupted the innocence of love and lust A kiss to die for and a body to bury deep within the confines of darkness Bringers of death and an eternal lasting slumber, swallowing security Needing nothing but to breathe, wrapping up in slender coils of deceit Warmth seeping from the veins, heart beat slowing to an unnatural pace Flesh being consumed by the Plagues of Ancient kings, slowly The memories a breeding ground for maggots, kin to the Prince of Darkness Perilous steps, teetering on the edge of freedom, watching the life escape A pool of mirrored water reflects the true nature of the beast Blazing fires change the eyes view of the far off horizon, fading Justice no longer required for the brief survival of humanity Swirling into realms of uncertainty, slay the beast is the shout Hunger filling the bloodless body, stars and stripes nothing but ashes Poverty strikes the riche

Poems I Like
i think im in love shes the only one who makes me wanna stop bein a thug, but i cant cuz its all in my blood, day in day out her name is in my mouth, when i sleep i dream about her all nite long. i dont know what to do im lost in her eyes like da first time i held a 9, when i make her mad it reminds me of my first drive by my first gang fight the day i lost a friend who was there with me during any fights that i had, shes my my boo ill drop this blue rag for you and a 22 u might think this is true but it really aint ill be found anywhere from da grove to south east and E D so holla at yo boy maybe one day i really will feel this way beer beer what a wonderful drink da more i drink the better i sleep,it might make your breath stink, it could give u gas, but still i have this lovely sayin, beer beer what a wonderful drink the more i drink the better i sleep what tru friendz whats that or you just out of your mind lyke that old nigga on the corner sipping jack tru friendz are hard to fin

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Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees; a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats. One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name, every child turned to stare. Each of them was searching, for a man who wasn't there.

Poems
People say ignorance is bliss, yes im sure it might be true, its not assured, but can be true. What of the things you cant ignore? the many facts brought straight to you, the many things you can not change, the many paths already paved. What if i cant ignore? all those things that have occured, they make me change, they make me cold, i cant ignore, not all the pain caused, all the friends lost, its happend before. What of the pain? the pain thats lasts from month to month, i feel it come, its hard to change, and overcome, and yet so easy to accept. What of the people that have my trust? and that of those i should avoid, it really hurts to be betrayed, i dont like that, its too much pain. What of those nights? ive cried at night, while i just lay there in the dark, my only grip of life, was to hold my pillow tight, and let all emotions, just run throughout. What of my change? of wanting to avoid my friends, that i just feel i should

Poems
The Darkness calls to you Beckoning throughout the night Oh you lost and lonely soul So wounded and so wise The spirits whisper your name They reach out to your mind But don't be afraid The unknown lies before you The ordinary lies behind This new world is black and cold But still feels so much more like home With every shadow you embrace With every fear that you face You know danger lurks behind every corner As does a dark beauty, a strange solitude An intriguing mystery, an unimaginable incident You are not blind like the others No veil of disbelief covers your eyes You see and hear and understand The Darkness gives you sight Gives you faith, gives you truth Gives you that much needed sanctuary To shield you from this life Oh you wandering and weary soul So miserable and so misunderstood The Darkness heeds your cries And offers you a place to stay A place to rest, a place to hide Whether your spirit is tormented Or content and at peace The Darkness w

A Poem
"dear heart im sorry you were killed in my rage at least you will bleed no more oh dear life im holding on i feel your strength what have i become what will we amount to needles in my skin knives on my wrist my tears burn like acid my insides dying!!!!!!! " Written by my Baby Bear

Poems
He made me laugh, he made me smile I would be happy for a short while He promised me the world and much more Was he really serious? I wasn't too sure Then off he went back into the night Would I see him again? well maybe I might He said that he would soon be in touch Didn't realise I could miss him so much Then the message came that changed my life He couldn't see me no more he's got a wife If I had known about this much before He would never have entered my front door The truth in the end will always come out He's the loser this time, without a doubt He lied and cheated his way in This is one heart he didn't win. Yes this happened to me too............... Someone out there is looking for me In my life is where they want to be I'm hoping we find each other very soon And on that day I will be over the moon They say patience is a virtue, so true Playing the waiting game is all I can do He will have to be honest, loving and caring With a heart of gold he doe

Poems And Stories I've Written
Scared +*~*+*~*+ I was scared to speak to you, I was scared to meet you, I was scared to look back into your eyes, I was scared to lay with you holding me, I was scare to feel your lips against mine, I was scared to let you touch me, I was scared to touch you back, I was scared to let you inside of me, I was scared to sleep next to you, Now I'm just scared that I'll end up loving you.... and I don't want to! Killing Lonliness Inside her heart, Emptiness swirls, Inside her Mind, Lonliness unfurls, she sits in the dark, alone with her thoughts, so hollow and cold, from the battles she's faught, the stories untold, she sits in the dark, her head in her hands. her lonliness grows....... she dreams of a partner, she dreams of a love, someone to take her pain away, one that fits her like a glove. so many times she's found "the one" so many times it has come undone. Where is this "one" to make things right? Where is "the one" who'l

Poems
Smell of death is in the air He walks in the shadows of night He comes after me moveing with stealth His eyes are red His teeth are white A few ways to kill him But why, Why should I I welcome his bite Eternall life is the hell I deserve I welcome the curse of the Vampire............. Prisoner to the pain Trapped like an animal No escape no way out Walls clossing in Darkness falls onto me Fell like a sacrificial lamb I hope amd I pray that maybe someday I'll be free Don't lie to me tell me the truth Am I evil Am I alive or somebodys dream Is this the life I live!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Darkness comes The sun goes down The demons come to play The moon turns red The clouds roll in Satan comes to say Thunder booms Rain starts to fall Death is here to stay Armageddon is apon us But don't you fear It will be over soon 2025 is the year!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Poems
Darkness falls Within the soul He makes the calls For love to take its toll But deep inside me The pain exceeds I want to let it be But all that's lost As I see That it must not be Tears running down my cheek As I sit here today You'd think my eyes had a leak As the tears fall every day Sitting in school As I hold back a tear I didn't care if it was uncool My heart is very mere So do you want to see me smile? Or do you want to see me cry? Are you willing to go that extra mile? Without even asking why I know how I feel for you And I know you love me too So is it going to be true? So I must know your answer now No more waiting for you to choose Does my love need to take a bow? Or are you willing to lose? Please don't break this heart of mine I don't need anymore pain Can you walk the line And show me it's a gain? ~Jessica December 20, 2006 Remember the days we used to share the sunshine rays shined in your hair you fought in wars and batt

Poem 1
These scars are mine you didn't make them these tears are mine can you take them? This warriors heart has been broken These angles wings are tattered and this spirit has been battered you taught me to smile despite the pain but memories croud around me, and the hurt falls around us like rain. This isn't your debt this isn't your price can you help heal the hurts? Or are you thinking twice? As the party winds down and the night falls the truth of her heart silently falls. As she embraces him her thoughts race shes in another time and at another place. A time when things didn't seem so hard a place where she wasn't so on her gaurd. When she was with him And he held her so tight there hearts beat as one all through the night. It will never be the same It changes day to day She will never hold him again And for now thats “Okay”.

A Poem For Aron!!
For Aron the man that has inspired me to write again.. I think of you night and day Sometimes I may not know what to say You have inspired my mind To bring back a place I once left behind You have once again made me believe That there is something worth to recieve You make my spirit soar To a place better than before I can't wait to see you For I have much to do When I see you face to face I will know I am in a safe place You have enlightened a fire That has filled every awaken desire When we are finally face to face It will be like an overwhelming grace To be held by you And you by me For I know in my heart It will be for etenity..... by Judy Sancedio July29, 2007

Poems...
"Why is it that everytime I think im over you I just fall for you all over again when i see a picture of you or think of you. Maybe its becuz I think about you constantly and cant seem to shake these feelings from my heart. My heart is broken into a million pieces but with every little broken piece I still love you so much. Will this hurt ever go away? I just keep tripping over my heart and all the feelings I have bottled up inside for you. I look so happy on the outside but on the inside im dying. I just want for you to talk to me. How do I stop crying when the one guy who can help me to stop crying is the one whos making me cry in the first place??" My heart is Torn in so many directions, I think I love him but I just dont know, Why is love and life so complicated? It plays mind tricks on you everyday, Pulling you here and pushing you there, Not letting you get a thought in edgewise, It wont let you stop to think things through, It throws one thing after another at

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I'm not supposed to love you I'm not supposed to care I'm not supposed to live my life wishing you where there I'm not supposed to wonder where you are and what you do I'm sorry i cant help myself... Cause I'm in love with you. This is what i added I'm not supposed to pray to angels To keep an eye on you I'm not supposed to close my eye and see myself with you I just can't help myself Cause all of this is true Cause baby, i hope you know That I am in love with you! A little something i found on a friend's page. -"One look One smile One touch One embrace One kiss One love Two people Two minds Two souls Two destinies One road One journey One ending Together. " When i though i lost you, you came back to me. When i though i could live without you, i realize, you are what i need. I missed ya while you where gone, cried for days and days. And now I'm glad you're back, to take me far away. When i talk to you, you take me to a different

Poem
I ma but only a human being I breath, I eat, I sleep, I love, I live I have been engulfed in a dark place, with dark thaughts that i cant even begin to describe I am in love wiht the most wonderful person in the world How terrible and slfish am I that all i want is for him and I to be together, all I want is him With that said I want him to happy I want his life to be perfect! I love him wiht all my heart They say if you love something let it go, if it comes back thats how you know it is ment to be! This is me saying I love you! This is me saying I miss you! This is me letting go!

Poems
How do you find get past the heart that wont let go of something that just disappearedHow do I walk away from the one that took away all of the things in life that I fearedHow do I breathe the air that dosent taste the same since they are no longer thereHow do I give another a chance when for someone else so much I still love and careHow do I look at there picture and not bring back the memories of what we sharedHow do I hide the emotion that builds up inside as every second passes with another tearHow do I find the way to pick up the pieces and put on a smile to hide my loss and fearHow do I find that person that will listen to all that I have to say without taking a sideHow do I look inside myself again to see what is left of my heart and soul and my prideHow do I lie to say that I am over it when I love you is what inside I sayHow do I go on with my friends that are happy and have someone without it showingHow do I get through all my days with out people just looking at me and them

Poems
Write what I feel whats the big deal, my heart is now not so easy to steal. My eyes are open and I am not looking back, I took my independence when I told you to pack. It's not that I never cared or loved you, but we both needed to start anew. I'm not perfect nor am I the same, that's no reason to call me such names. You say I've changed that I am not me, I am becoming the person I was meant to be. Yes you were my life, my heart and my soul, but also my youth and innocence you stole. I am becoming me and loving it so, this is the me you wish you could know. I will love me for all of me and not just some, you can't change what I've become! written on August 13, 2008 Mistakes have been made on both our parts, but what does that truly say of our hearts When something feels wrong or out of place, instead of talking to me, you go to her to plead your case. You say you love me and really do care, how come when I need you, your not there. You act like I

Poems For You
Does it hurt when Daddy loves you I know you wouldn't lie Does it tickle when he hits you Are you happy when you cry Makeup hides the bruises Tissues dry the tears Pills help the smile stay But nothing hides the fear We go to church on Sunday But you stay home with him Why do you hide your happiness From the house of holy men You tell me that he loves you He only does when he's high When I call for help to save you You tell me not to lie It hurts when Daddy loves you You're too blind too see While you're hiding in the shadows Daddy's loving me Mama do I love you Tell me is it true How can I love someone Who does the things you do You make me comb my hair Make my bed, brush my teeth Keep my clothes clean and neat You cook the vegis you make me eat I muss my hair Feed the dog all the vegis that you cook Create chaos and disorder Everywhere you look You scream and fuss and holler As you clean up all my mess Then you smile and reassure me An

Poem
Smile for whats inside now, When u smile it makes me feel alive agen, Smile now for what its worth, Because its ur time to shine in my world, Ur priceless smiles that little smile never seems to fade me, If it leaves things would change me, So babe make my day for what its worth give me that wormth of ur smile, My sunshine for every day, For ur smile is what i kill for each day soo fruity but im like in a good mood right now and just desided to make a gayish poem..make fun of me haha lol i do not care better ones then this one i write on paper this ones not thats why its all teeheeish lol

Poems
A promise is a promise a lie is a lie and you are you I ahve began to fall for you and i've began to worry you say you love me to, but but what about the times you hurt me but you don't know it? Inside i'm senstive and outside I appear strong like a rock I trust you and give you all of me just remember a promise is a promise and a lie is a lie, and I am me!! Do you know what its like to kiss a ghost? Just close your eyes and it will come, The person you once loved thats now gone, It will come and embrace ever so gently, Pressing it's lips to yours, It will be seet and everlasting, The way it's hands hold you close so warm and gentle, The way it's body fits to yours, The way it's lips feel on your flesh, You'll never forget it, It will lasts forever. The way it tastes sweet, The way it feels so soft and warm, No one can ever replace that kiss or kiss you that way e

Poem 1
its nice and sunny, a beautiful day but in my heart its dark and gray. Will this phase ever pass or will it stay like the last till i become what i once was unable to feel my true emotions save for heartache and pain will i stay and empty shell i see all the love around me but none of it is within me why must it be this way to make me feel nothing but lonelyness when i have some much love to give is like a death of the soul and heart.

Poem 2
Wrote 2-12-05 a parents love is never ending its always flowing and deep just like a river or ocean a parents love will carry you on in life. a parent love is never ending it'll last as long as a river and runs as deep as the ocean a parent always wants better for their child than what they had growing up. some parents can do this without a problem or fuss while others are just able to make ends meet. some parents will have to leave just for a little while so they can better the lives of their blessed chilren. this doesn't mean of course that the parent stops loving you. it just means the parent wants a better life for you then they had.

Poems
LONELY NIGHTS Staring into the darkness, As sleep escapes once more. I climb out of my lonely bed, And silently pace the floor. Trying not to think of you, But it happens every time. Just when I try to forget for a while, You go drifting across my mind. The thoughts of you are never far, Your memory lingers there. In every song I hear your name, Your face is everywhere. The sound of your voice rings in my ears, I feel the touch of your hand. I feel you pulling me close in your arms, I'm trying to understand. How did I come to love you so? How can I make this love die? I just can't do the impossible, I don't even want to try. So I crawl back into my lonely bed, And wipe away my tears. I look back on the happy times, To help drive away my fears. If all I have are dreams of you, Then I'll guard them like a treasure. For every thought I have of you, Can only bring me pleasure. I pull my pillow closer, Pretend it's you by my side; Then drift away in dr

Poems Written By Me
How I long for your touch, I never thought I could miss you so much. Some of the things you do should make me so mad, but instead I'm feeling to sad. How I need you in my arms _ _ _ _. I long to see you smile again when you look at me, everytime I look at you it makes me weak in the knees. I think of you each and every day, hoping one day you'll find your way. Find your way back into my arms, to keep me safe from harm. I don't mean to be so sappy, but when I think of you it makes me happy. Is this love I don't know, even if it was I wouldn't let it show. We are just friends for now, but with these words I vow, I will make you mine someday somehow. How I need you in my arms so I don't feel so sad, How I long for your gentle touch _ _ _ _! This one is gonna sound a little familar, yes part of it is from a song. It's about the same person. I don't want alot from anyone this is all I'm asking for, I just want to see my baby standing right outside my door. I just want him

Poems
*Written by Me* My brother is one of many Heroes Who fight to keep us Free Giving the ultimate sacrifice if need Be Never hesitating to do what needs to be Done He has been trained to protect and Serve Always putting his country above all We dont always get along but i still love Him To me, he is just an older Brother To his country, he is a Solider But to some he is a true Hero I have lost my smile some where in the mist of the nights. Have you seen it, It was the one that would make my world shine bright?? I look for it in every great day but no matter how far i get it just runs away. I use to smile and be so happy but now I`m all dried out and nothing is happening. I feel as if my world has fallen and i am no where to be found what ever you do if you see it make sure you cherish it because I have trouble to seem to. IN MY SHYNESS In my shyness . . . At times I retreat to my "shell," Clinging to the security of being alone. In my shyness . . .

A Poem.
I wrote this poem a few months ago. Spring is in the air, we try to live each day without a care. Spring is the time of love, we search for it everywhere even asking from above. Spring oh spring oh how I love thee. The Crisp night's, the cool morning's.To watch the animal's play. Each day longing for you to bring someone my way. Spring brings things a new, Things meant for two. I hope one day,Spring brings me to you. We will meet,we will play,then fall in love. And I will think you were sent from above. Thank you spring,Thank you for sharing with me, all the love that you bring forever I will love thee. Hope you liked it.....Peace!.

Poems By Others Not Me
A man went off to war that day. Three children sat in bed to prey. A lonely solider closed his eyes as smoke from gunshot filled the skies. A wife at home sat alone. Scared to death she'd stay that way she'd prey harder every day. A solider now in the midst of war had finally just found a door a door that opened to his heart a piece of him that could not part. A wife, three kids still held his heart. His mind went back to the war, but something happened not intended two shots and his life had ended. Three children sit in church today ready to make their first prayer. One for father safe and sound walking on the holy ground. One for mom to fill a hole that lay deep down inside her soul. Final words must be said a woman stands on behalf the dead. She shuts her eyes says let it be my heart has told me freedoms not free. It's time to sleep I've been relieved My rifle at my side My knife in it's sheath Lord

Poem I Stole From Mike
Freedom I released you, you're gone I gave you freedom today The loneliness I'll face Is worth the price I'll no longer pay For 3 years I let you Destroy and break me I let your dominane and ownership Completely just take me I believed all your lies When you said you loved me When you said you needed me You worshipped and adored me I guess, for awhile I needed to believe That you were being straight up With no intentions to deceive You called me your baby The love of your life Stupid me never knew You were thinking of your wife So run to her As fast as you can Lie to her also You're not even a man You have no soul And your heart is pure black I feel sorry for you Karma always hits back Someday you will need me Someday you will crawl When that someday comes I'll hang up on your call Cuz I released you, you're gone I gave you freedom today The loneliness I'll face Is worth the price I'll no longer pay

Poems
People are lonely- Because they build walls- Instead of bridges- People are caring- People are sharing- People are friendly- To one and to all- So no one can see their frayed edges- People hide their pain- By acting sane- When they feel insane- People are blind- When they're weakening- Until they find Serenity. WHEN THE TIME IS RIGHT Everynight I miss you more- I long to feel you hold me tight- As I dream of the morning light. Soon we will be together again- That's when it will all begin. I take your smile everywhere I go- Because it makes me glow. When the time is right- You will hold me tight- All through the night- Until then... Everyday and Everynight- I will miss you more. Everytime you tease me- I feel you really want me. That makes me feel secure- I Love You- I know that for sure- When the time is right- You will hold me tight- And shower me with tender kisses- All through the night. Until then... I will miss you and love you more and m

Poems
ADDICTED TO CHAT by Razel Kristine V. Arias i got addicted to MIRC until the right time came for us to see we chat until late at night from ASL's to goodnight funny is the adjective right for you 'coz even through machine i laugh at you we're totally strangers to each other we did not mind or get bothered either what I can feel now is that I liked you but I don't expect you to like me too knowing you is the first best thing to do 'coz it's important to know the real "You" MIRC is such a place to be for all the chatters who would like to see to know the real meaning of you and me come on let's meet and enjor our EB Forbidden by Todd Fulton Forbidden pleasures Who makes the rules Unfound treasures And beautiful jewels Can that line be crossed What could we truly be And at what cost Do you see what I see I know there is more there Waiting to be found Can you feel how much I care I feel like I'm being drowned If you knew the amount of desire Th

Poems
.x.bye.x. Im gone im out the door cant deal with ths pain anymore Tired of the bruises that wont go away i cant take this anymore i just cant say Im leaving you forever never coming back maybe youll be happy when theres no one here to smack memories She stands in front of the mirror and looks into the glass the makeup that she wears conceals secrets of her past the way shes been abused and how she always hides will she end it now? or keep it all inside? pictures running through her head the worst is saved till last she looks down at her fisted hand and thrusts it through the glass she stares down at where it lays and wishes to be back in those beautiful days how did it end up like this? she wonders why shes the one that wants to die how could she get out? what can she do? she wants to tell somebody, but who? She dreams of a future of happiness and love, wishes she ha

Poems
A friend is someone we turn to when our spirits need a lift. A friend is someone we treasure for our friendship is a gift. A friend is someone who fills our lives with beauty, joy, and grace. And makes the whole world we live in a better and happier place. - Jean Kyler McManus - If you could see inside my soul see inside my heart you would know how I long for you whenever we're apart If you could see inside my head if thoughts were things to see you would know how I cherish you how much you mean to me In all the ways you comfort me the way you hold me near the way you know just what to do to chase away my fear The sparkle in your beautiful eyes your smile, laugh, your touch are just a few of many reasons I love you oh so much Knowing I can talk to you about any and everything and knowing together we will get through whatever life may bring I could search the whole world over and this I know is true I would never find another love like the love

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Sometimes I feel by Raso Sometimes I feel that life goes by fast, other times I just feel like I just have gas. Sometimes I feel as if I'm a loner, other times I feel that I just have a boner. Sometimes I feel as if I'm on top of the world, other times I feel like a dried up old turd. Sometimes I feel as if i just can't go on, other times i feel like a used tampon. Sometimes I feel that I'll never find love, other times I feel like having sex with a glove. Sometimes I feel like a famous rockstar, other times i feel like wearing a bra. Sometimes I feel like a river that flows, other times I feel like picking my nose. Sometimes I regret moments from my past, other times I feel like I just have gas.......

Poems
I miss that spot, where I saw you for the first time And you melted me with the warmth of your smile. I miss that spot, In the palm of your hand That presses against mine as our fingers interlock. I miss that spot, at the small of your back that i touch to let you know im here that makes ME weak in the knees when i kiss you there. I miss that spot on the top of your head that i kissed as you fell asleep in my arms. I miss that spot laying next to you in the dark falling in love with the sound of you breathing. I miss that spot halfway up those 13 stairs that i pinched myself to make sure you were not a dream. I miss that spot inside your heart that you opened up and let me in to blossom. I miss that spot inside my head where i dream of you where i grow old with you. I miss that spot my place in this world, where you became my world. wrote this one too be mine, again ive watched you from a distance for a while now rememb

Poems
standing tall daddys lil gurl never did a wrong always following the rules now youve grown doing what you want the streets become home hoping you wont stop drugs are your best friends drinkings not far behind always staying gone or out with a guy praying for an answer not liking what you find wondering why you did it alone you always cry your touch upon my face your lips against mine the gentle words you whisper the whole worlds divine you lay beside me you keep me in your heart you tell me you love me i hope we never part

Poem
One feels so giddy When Happines Comes to Knocking on their Hearts. Constantly wearing a smile To show some of the Inner Light That shines so bright from Within How can one describe Happiness? Other then bg light as a Feather Or Flouting on a Pillowy Soft Cloud? Can a feeling truely be described In mere words spoken by our tounges? Or is it best displayed by our actions? Happiness comes and goes as it wills Beeing there one day, while gone the next Freely Flowing from one to another It isnt something that can be caught Or held within a jar for safe keeping Or locked in a small box, for no one to see For One to Truely experience Happines One must be willing to let it be seen For Happiness comes from others that love you 8~21~07

Poems
MY BABYDOLL MY DARLING SWEET DEAR, ALL I LONG TO DO RIGHT NOW IS TO HOLD YOU NEAR, TO FEEL YOUR TOUCH AND YOUR WORM LIPS UPON MY FACE, WOULD PUT ME AT EASE AND MY MIND IN A BETTER PLACE, BUT RIGHT NOW THIS IS CAN NOT BE, BUT WE WILL SERVIVE THIS YOU WILL SEE, CASUE I TRULY LOVE YOU AND YOU LOVE ME, SO REMEMBER RIGHT NOW EVENTHOUGH WE ARE APART, YOU ARE ALWAYS IN MY MIND AND IN MY HEART. HUN I LOVE YOU FOR ALL THE THINGS YOU SEEM TO DO, YOU HAVE PUT UP WITH ALL OF THE SHIT I PUT YOU THROUGH, I MET YOU SHORTLY AFTER I HAD THAT BAD WRECK, YOU GOT ME ORANGE JUICE ONCE YOU EVEN RUBEDMY NECK, SINCE THEN YOU HAVE SHOWN YOU LOVE ME FOR ME, AND NEVER TOLD ME TO CHANGE TO HOW YOU THOUGHT I SHOULD BE, YOU HAVE CARED FOR MY DAUGHTER AND I WITHOUT A SINGLE BITCH, YOU EVEN SCRACH MY BACK WHEN I HAVE A ITCH, YOU CLEANED THE HOUSE AND YOU WASHED OUR CLOTHES, AND EXACTLY WHAT THE FURUTRE BRINGS WHO REALLY KNOWS, BUT I KNOW YOU HAVE BECOME VERY INPORTANT IN MY LIFE, BABY I LOVE YOU

Poems And Such.
i apologize i apologize for thinking that i was a meaningful part of your life i apologize for lookin into your eyes and thinkin that maybe, there could be a you and i i apologize for wantin you next to me i apologize for not thinking clearly a guy like me, can never have a girl like you i apologize for not knowing what to do when i fell for you i apologize once agian, for wantin you so wonderful, so beautiful, how could i not want you im sorry for not seein the signs that was tellin me that you would never be mine sorry for fallin under the illusion that i had a chance but my heart wanted to believe in that chance my mind sometimes told me hey shes too beautiful, it will never be my heart speaks out, maybe if she sees what we have to offer, maybe it could be if we let her know, that we have feelings for her maybe just maybe she will let us come to her let us shower her with love that so true let h

Poems
WILL SHE LOVE ME FOREVER? DO I LOVE HER? WHAT IF SHE GETS FAT? WHAT IF I GET FAT? WILL I LOVE HER FOREVER? FOREVER WHAT IS THAT? IS SHE A LIAR? I DON'T WANT TO BEALONE. I THINK OF HER ALL THE TIME, DOES SHE THINK OF ME? WILL THIS MAKE EVERYTHING BETTER? WHAT IF I FALL OUT OF LOVE? WILL SHE LEAVE ME? HER MOM LOVES ME, MY MOM DOES NOT LIKE HER,HER HAIR SMELLS. AM I TO OLD TO FAR, THINGS ARE TO GOOD NOW WHY RUIN IT, THIS WILL SHOW HER HOW MUCH I CAN ALWAYS GET IT COVERED, MAYBE I SHOULD KEEP MY OPTIONS, SHE MAKES ME LAUGH I MAKE WILL IT HURT, DOES SHE LOVE ME? WE SHOULD GET MARRIED WHAAT KNOW DO I REALLY LOVE HER OR AM I AFRAID OF? SHE LOOKS REALLYGOOD WHEN SHE WANTS TO USUALLY WHEN I AM NOT AROUND? WHO IS SHE TALKING TO ON THE PHONE. THAT BLONDE GIRL GAVE ME EYES YESTERDAY,SHE COULDN'T BE A DAY OVER NINETEEN. SHE CAN ACT CRAZY IS IT MENSTRAL? SHE HAS SEEN ME CRY. WE HAVE FUN TOGETHER,SHE IS MY BEST FRIEND. I'VE BEEN DUMPED BEFORE, I AM GETTING OLDER,WHERE DO U MEET GI

Poem
A spark, A flame, A heart, A name, A breath, A voice, Real love, No choice, A body, A soul, Devoured, Eaten whole, A warmth, A fire, Seduction, Desire, A passion, In flower, A lust, Raw power, Heart on heart, Lips on lips, Breath on face, Hips on hips, Little Nibbles, Love bites, Deeper meaning, New heights, Hunger sated, restful sleep, Gentle breathing, Dream deep. I am a spider... By Susan Riley I have several personas... like the legs of a spider... all part of me... but leading in different directions... I have a different one for each type of person I meet... and the people close to me have seen them all... Happy and caring,sad and compassionate.. Indifferent,disinterested.... Nasty,cruel and disrespectful... All make up who I am... What I am like.. Me... I am either loved or hated... nothing in between... mostly loved I am happy to say.. but feel the hatred when it is around me... I pity those who hate me... and give them

Poem
[First published in 1845] Once upon a midnight dreary, while I pondered weak and weary, Over many a quaint and curious volume of forgotten lore, While I nodded, nearly napping, suddenly there came a tapping, As of some one gently rapping, rapping at my chamber door. `'Tis some visitor,' I muttered, `tapping at my chamber door - Only this, and nothing more.' Ah, distinctly I remember it was in the bleak December, And each separate dying ember wrought its ghost upon the floor. Eagerly I wished the morrow; - vainly I had sought to borrow From my books surcease of sorrow - sorrow for the lost Lenore - For the rare and radiant maiden whom the angels named Lenore - Nameless here for evermore. And the silken sad uncertain rustling of each purple curtain Thrilled me - filled me with fantastic terrors never felt before; So that now, to still the beating of my heart, I stood repeating `'Tis some visitor entreating entrance at my chamber door - Some late visitor entreating en

Poem 1
This was a poem that I wrote when my girlfriend broke up with me. At the time I had a lot of mixed emotions and I had really strong feelings for her. I believed that there was still hope for us but, it wasn't a happy ending I suppose. It doesn't have a title just for the fact that words couldn't describe the feelings I had for her. Leave me some comments back. (Untitled) I love you baby, I know you do too. Most loves there's a maybe, But we are of the few. You will always be with me, In ways you'll never know. I wish I could make you see, The ways I can't show. Expressing my love for you, I don't know where to start. But we are of the chosen few, Who will never be apart. It's hard to show my love, To somebody just as you. You're like an angel sent from above, That's why I'm in love with you. Mick Anderson I wrote this poem back when I was a sophomore in High School. I was really passionate towards a girl there but I never spoke up to her and told her that

Poems & Such....
Amy, Amy You're such a whore The things you do, man they should be outlawed Mess him up till he's drained to the core makes me wonder what he's staying for

Poems
My Viking My Viking so proud With red hair and beard, piercing blue eyes My Viking so strong He is tall and handsome My Viking when he stand hands upon his hips He takes my breath away My Viking so awe inspiring He turns my mind to mush My Viking sails up like going to battle Just to capture my heart and soul My Viking so fierce How wonderful to be his captive at long last by C P Holder You Wanted..........I Gave You wanted candy I held your hand You wanted roses I gave you tender kisses You wanted diamonds I gave you my heart You wanted finer things in life I gave you my time, attention, and love You wanted me dead I gave you my life by: C. P. Holder

Poem
Thank you for changing my life, Even if it wasn't for the better. Thank you for being there for me, Even if you weren't there forever. Thank you for making me see, Even if it's the worst parts of me. Thank you for showing me the truth, Even if that means my misery. Thank you for knowing when to leave, Even if my heart begins to bleed. Thank you for being there when I cried, Even if it means I nearly died. Thank you for knowing when to move on, Even though I know it still feels wrong.

Poems I Like
I try to phone, But I can't speak. I know that I'm strong, but I feel weak. I try not to fall, But no matter what I do. I can't help myself, From falling in love with you. Everyday I've tried to block your memory, To protect me from the pain. Pretend I never knew you, And never heard your name. But these walls I've built aren't strong enough. And though I fight my tears in vain. My feelings still come creeping through, And hurt me just the same. A saddened soul, A lonely walk and suddenly it appears. Gently falling, A friendly liquid. Is it rain, or is it tears. Thoughts of you, Caress my heart. My soul begins to shout. To live your dreams and know your love, Is what life's all about. To feel you touch or taste your lips, To hold you once again. Will surely bring me sunshine, Instead of all this rain.

Poems
An old married couple no sooner hit the pillows when the old man passes gas and says, "Seven Points." His wife rolls over and says, "What in the world was that?" The old man replied, "It's fart football." A few minutes later his wife lets one go and says "Touchdown, tie score." After about five minutes the old man lets another one go and says, "Aha. I'm ahead 14 to 7" Not to be outdone the wife rips out another one and says, "Touchdown, tie score." Five seconds go by and she lets out a little squeaker and says, "Field goal, I lead 17 to 14." Now the pressure is on the old man. He refuses to get beaten by a woman, so he strains real hard. Since defeat is totally unacceptable, he gives it everything he's got, and accidentally poops in the bed. The wife says, "What the hell was that?" The old man says, "Half time, switch sides............... These two guys meet after not having seen each other for many many years. First guy a

Poems
i sit here missing you wishing you was here the days go by and they seem like years you are my sweetest angel you are my love you are my everything daddy will always be here for you i love you with all my heart you are my baby for always you are my life you are my dreams you are my breath im so bored with my life right now i need to get my shit together and stop liveing how im liveing im really just tired of the same drama everyday and i hate how everyone always brings me into it when i dont fuck with anyone well im out just trying to get shit off my head

Poems
As a first note i write poetry. It depends on the person on whether or not they like it. If you don't like it then please keep your comment to yourself cause I honestly do not like anything I write but I don't need critics when I'm my own critic. If you like it tell me why and what you think of it and email me sometime and talk to me or something. Blue Goddess Goddesses are lords, They are my life, I bow down to them, And my rights are stripped, I want to do things, I want to show them stuff, I want to love them, I want to do so much, But they have a leash, That binds me from my rights, From what I truley want to do, But they do not force it on me, I let the collar be tightened to me, I cry out in pain, But I know theres nothing I can do, For I have no rights as a man, But all I ask, Is that you consider what I say, I won't view things differently, I won't get angry, For I know the word no, But please don't hurt me, Please don't get

Poems
Serenity We are not strangers if we meet We come around our selves to greet Time is for us a world apart Easy to make a work of art Experience is now to come The call for me to feel at home At home with me just who I am For this I really give a damn Let us now begin to live A life, not fake, but to give The emotions that are not to cap To relax now and take a nap To see the world through open eyes The eagle soars through sunlit skies No clouds to hinder on his way The darkest night turns to day The future now we do behold A safe harbor out of the cold To acknowledge now a world without Darkness that causes us to pout WORDS A poet I will always be To tell of thoughts of you and me To say just what is on my mind Lusty now; and then be kind To cause excitement with a word To fly; oh my! Free as a bird Think of me when you’re alone To sink in lust just like a stone Hunger for the physical side To be filled up without my pride Help me reac

Poems And Songs I Made
CRIPPLED. HATE I can’t hate. I don’t understand how other can without feeling twice the pain they inflict inside. It’s a grueling feeling. My fangs were ripped off at birth. SORROW A crippled feeling. You can’t do anything to stop the flowing pain that roams inside you. Not without destroying the feelings you had for the person you lost. LOVE Yet another crippled feeling. Either you hurt yourself, or you hurt another person. The happiness that defines love is only temporary and stops as soon as complications come. Never bend over to the wishes of sleeping forever. PAIN A feeling I don’t like. I feel it all the time though, as I’m still bound by those chains. Suicide is not an option. Open your heart to the light and this feeling will be gone forever… I see darkness everywhere. FEAR I fear a lot of things. Death is the least of it. I fear not being accepted. I feel crippled fear. Tears runs down my cheeks when I fear. I fear now. JO

Poem Not Titled.
LIFE AGAIN A FLOWER GROWS. THE WIND BLOWS. A PETAL FLYS AWAY ON THE WIND. THE SNOW FALL. THE WIND IS COLD. THE FLOWERS STORY HAS BEEN TOLD. THE SUN SHINES. THE BIRDS SING. LIFE BEGINS AGAIN. THE FLOWER GROWS. THE WIND BLOWS. THE PETAL FLYS AWAY IN THE WIND. LIFE BEGINS AGAIN. AND AGAIN. AND AGAIN. COLOR ME WHAT COLOR AM I? COLOR ME FEELING. COLOR ME PAIN. COLOR ME SAD. COLOR ME GLAD. WHAT COLOR AM I? COLOR ME SIGHT. COLOR ME SOUND. COLOR ME A SOFT TOUCH. COLOR ME WHO I AM. COLOR ME RED. COLOR ME YELLOW. COLOR ME BLACK. COLOR ME WHITE. COLOR ME WHAT I AM. COLOR ME HUMAN! IT'S MY LIFE I WANT TO RUN. I WANT TO HIDE. I WANT THE WORLD TO STOP AND PRAY. THE NOISE,THE FIGHTS,THE PAIN IN LIFE. IS MORE THAN I CAN STAND IN ONE DAY. THERE'S BOMBING,KILLING,DRUGS AND WAR. MAKES ME WONDER WHAT I'M LIVING FOR. IF I WERE TO RUN AND HIDE. WOULD I SURVIVE? WHEN I DID COME OUT,WHO WOULD HAVE LIVED. WOULD YOU BE THERE?

Poems
Your rose colored ass pinked by my glancing blows, encouraged by your hard remarks. And would you? Please ask for kissing as it begins and continues. horizontal and vertical lips may drive us both to concussion against head board, wall, plush floor, plush porcelain Italian tiled tub surround. concussion induced by plush bath bubbles. your air supply is me and mine. floating becomes our shared hobby. we surface smiling. you are red eyed from watching things happen below. your next toy will be a submersible with full compliment. shiny rails, teak, brass, steam and tempered pyrex. May I insert something here? Here? Oiled mahogany with ribbed bumps Highway Dream The car speeds down the open road In summer sun and all blue sky You sit beside in relaxed mode And watch the scenery go by The day goes on, the heat has built With the roof down you want a tan The highway’s clear, you have no guilt Undue your blouse, you have a plan So there

Poems Again
SHOWER THOUGHTSI'm in my shower

A Poem!
WHERE DID THINGS GO WRONG WHERE DID I LOOSE YOU WHY AM I SO HURT WHY ARE THINGS SO FUCKED UP I HATE THE WAY THAT I FEEL I HATE THAT I CANT DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT I WANT YOU TO HAPPY I WANT ME TO BE HAPPY I WANT YOU PERIOD I CANT MAKE YOU WANT ME I CANT MAKE YOU LOVE ME I JUST DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO I FEEL SO LOST INSIDE I FEEL LIKE I LOST MY BEST FRIEND YOU NEED TO BE LOVED YOU NEED TO FEEL WANTED YOU NEED TO FACE REALITY YOU NEED TO COME TO TERMS YOU NEED TO THINK THINGS OVER YOU NEED TO FEEL THE LOVE YOU NEED TO WANT SOMETHING YOU NEED TO CARE ABOUT SOMETHING SO WHY CANT THAT BE ME SO WHY CANT THAT BE YOU WHY CANT THERE JUST BE AN US? THIS IS MY SWEAR TO YOU THAT I WILL NEVER HURT YOU I WISH THAT YOU COULD TRUST ME WHEN I TELL YOU THAT I LOVE YOU WHEN I TELL YOU THAT I NEED YOU I WANT EVERYTHING TO BE BETTER I WANT EVERYTHING TO BE RIGHT I WANT US TO BE TOGETHER THIS IS MY WORDS TO YOU THIS IS MY LOVE FOR YOU THIS IS

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A boy and a girl, the best of friends. From elementary to high school from beginning to end. Through all those years their friendship grew. They both felt the same, but neither knew. Each waking moment since the day they met. They both loved each other sunrise to sunset. He was all she had in her terrible life. He was the one who kept her from her knife. She was his angel, she made him smile. Though life threw him curves, she made it all worth while. Then one day things went terribly wrong. The next few weeks were like a very sad song. He made her jealous on purpose he tried. When the girl asked, "Do you love me?" on purpose he lied. He played with jealousy like it was a game. Little did he know Things would never be the same. His plan was working but he had no clue. How wrong things would go, the damage he would do. One night she broke down, feeling very alone. Just her and the blade, no one else home. She dialed his number, he answered, "He

Poems About Cf!!!
Rituals Waking up My eyes open; it´s quiet, no alarm, no ticking clock. The light blindens my eyes; I wonder, am I still of this world. I try to breathe, it´s hard, exhausting and demanding. Yes, I am still alive. I can hear the crackles and pops, feel my chest vibrating with every breath. I sit up in my bed, I can hear my mum in the kitchen. The children are playing outside my window, the sun is shining. I bend my knees and bow my head before the Lord: "Please Lord, I ask thee now, take my yoke and lift it high. I cannot bear the burden of this life, though yet another day of mine" My tears fall like raindrops through the sky, but there is no-one there to wipe them away from my pale skin. I sit on my bed again, my mum comes into my room. She sees my eyes, looks at me but knows there is not much she can do. She has got my aerosols and sits with me until I´m done. Without exchange of a single word, I make my way to the therapy bench. The beating starts, an

The Poem
so what if i towr out my heart and handed it to u what would u do? would u throw it at me and run away? would u throw it on the grown and spit on it and stomp it in to the ground? would u hold it and never let it go? would u chearush it and hold on to it for ever?? would u throw it in to the fier and wach it burn?? or would u just break it again and throw it in my face as u spit on me?

Poems From The Pit Of My Dark Little Soul
choices 9-16-07 by Gina Goodwin one or the other how do you choose? which one you keep, which one you lose? is it lust or is it love? how will you know? will love fade away, or will it grow? these choices arent easy, and really aren't fair. which feelings will you keep forever, which ones can you spare? But make decisions carefully, because they have choices to make too.... and always remember that for the choices you make... there are consequences too... to be continued Bedtime 9-12-07 by GinaBell Is this pill ever gonna kick in? will my dreams be filled with sin? I feel locked out, trying to get in, sleep will come..... drugs will win. always the same GinaBell 8-23-07 whats your name how old are you where do you live what do you like to do? Like it really matters what type of person you are all they ever want is for you to be their porno star they tell you that it is good They tell you you're the best the

Poems
Weeping Yes, she was weeping.... She jerked with a surprise, she had been steering at the tree.. Too long. Yet not even knowing she had really been.. Could this be a dream? She was not paying attention to the reality of the moment. She was visiting the past... As, she had all intentions of taking down the beautiful Christmas tree.... " Fine," she said, as she approached the cupboard to grab a bottle of Scotch.. Her hand trembling a bit as she poured.. It was an unfamiliar, feeling to come upon. She had not let go with emotions in so long. It scared her to the bone. A chilling she, held so tight! Not to allow any emotions into her world. Never show what can HARM you. Her only rule had come back with a vengeance of double force, to be faced in the darkness of the sorrid flat she calls home. The one plain rule! She held true to protect her self from the hell, with in... God what happened to her? "How can looking at a tree make me so sad? I was

Poems
The wind sweeps across the freshly cut grass that blankets the park across the way. Off to the South the storm clouds roll in, slowly and methodically, transforming the sky from blue to shades of grey. It seems almost unearthly being able to see the different waethers mold and mesh themselves together in an ever changing sky. Out here, in the peace and serenity of a small town, you can watch in awe some of the true wonders that nature has to offer. It's not like that of big city living where everything passes by with intensity and fervor. You are deaf and blind to what really takes place around you. No heaps and mounds of concrete and asphalt to skew the glory, no overwhelming masses of blinding lights overshadowing the clear night skies. No, not here.....here is where nature is the main attraction, showing all of Her splendid bliss. As I sit, listening to the wind, the sound are overwhelming. Hearing the trees sway, fallen leaves rustling across the the road and an occassional acor

Poems
I dont know what to say or even where to start I would have never guessed it would be you to break my heart You can just walk away,but I dont feel the same My love for you was true and to you it was all a game I wish there was a way I could go back in time To hold you in my arms as if you were still mine Please someone tell me when this pain will go away when I'll forget the past and move on to another day A day where just for once your face wont cross my mind I wont think of our memories,I'll just leave them all behind I wont think of our good nights or the way you made me feel I'll try to move on to someone new,someone whose love is real I wont miss your arms around me holding me so tight I wont no longer feel your body pressed against mine through the night The memory of your kiss will finally disappear and never again for you will i shed another tear I say all this right now wishing it would be true but I know tonight I will go to be

Poems
You say you love me... But why does it hurt so bad? You gave me great things... But made me feel so sad. You said we would always be friends... But now, when I need you the most your to pissed and mad. When you left I didn't unterstand... what did I do to deserve this? Why did you have to hurt me so bad? I know we had are ups and downs... but who does't? You were the only one that I knew I could count on.. But where are you now? These are the questions I ask myself everynight before i go to bed WHY?????? When? When I hear you laugh. When we share a secret. When your eyes sparkle. When we're just being us. When we don't have to talk. When I watch you sleep. When you remember. When I don't have to explain. When I walk into a room. When we are in a crowd. When i'm by myself. When your just being you. When you make me giggle. When I hear your heart beat. When you reach for me. Even when you're not looking. That's when I Love You!!!

Poem 1
Do you ever think about me, Despite your hatred towards My being, my soul... Have you forgotten everything, My voice, my touch, My pressence... I am saddened By your lack of empathy Towards my darkened world... At one time, You were my everything, What was keeping me alive... With you gone, Not caring about me, Hurts more then you will ever know... I looked into your eyes.. as you wrapped your arms around me, I felt so safe, warm, and protected, as I felt your heart beat, when I lay my head on your chest.. You tilted my face upwards, touching my lips with your finger, as you leaned over to give me a kiss.. so passionately, that you took my breath away.. We looked up to the stars in the sky, as I saw a shooting star fly by, I wished this moment would last eternity, as I took your hand.. my aches went away, I knew you were here for me... 10 reasons to have sex.......... 1. Scientific tests find that when women make love, they produce

Poems
you crawl your way in to my heart you lie your way in to my bed you crept your way past all my walls in the end i feel the same used and abused and full of shame do not lay a finger on me do not pretend to have loved me do not fake tenderness for my sake be as harsh in everthing that you are with me do not hide the hatred that you feel for yourself and place it on me i am done i do not want to play your games i do not want to play by your rules this is not a game i wish to play i am sorry too could not see the light the came from inside me i am sorry that you could not feel the love the i have traped in here with me i will shut the door now and forever more you wither and moan i will shed no tear i will feel not one shred of greif or regret for you have locked the door of your own fate and i will not open it again to you love sick puppy dog you see in my eyes love sick is right sick right down in my tummy i ache to be held and love the way i see others i ache to

Poems
I can see the sparkle a Diamond in your smile and within this whole debarcle it can lighten up awhile the golden sunset leaves like a rose in autumns air petals falling in a breeze for a moment i see you there when the look in your eyes is a cute puppy dog gaze well we'd like to have buys and our days full of laze so she moves from my side and listens for a while "im just here for the ride" and i Just love your style

Poems
Where am I?? I do not know, I do everything the same, But I don't know where I am. I don't know where I am because, I don't know who I am. I am a girl, Going through High School. No place in this world, But I change so much here. Who am I??? Where am I??? Who are you???

Poem To Mom
Poem to MOM My son came home from school one day, With a smirk upon his face. He decided he was smart enough, To put me in my place. "Guess what I learned in Civics Two, that's taught by Mr.. Wright? It's all about the laws today, The 'Children's Bill of Rights.' It says I need not clean my room, Don't have to cut my hair No one can tell me what to think, Or speak, or what to wear. I have freedom from religion, And regardless what you say, I don't have to bow my head, And I sure don't have to pray. I can wear earrings if I want, And pierce my tongue & nose. I can read & watch just what I like, Get tattoos from head to toe. And if you ever spank me, I'll charge you with a crime. I'll back up all my charges, With the marks on my behind. Don't you ever touch me, My body's only for my use, Not for your hugs and kisses, that's just more child abuse. Don't preach about your morals, Like your Mama did to you. That's nothing more than mind control

Poem For Drew
Although I've gone through Heaven's gate I still walk right beside you You cannot physically see or hear me I still walk right beside you When your heart is broken and torn apart I still walk right beside you When burdens seem too much to bare I still walk right beside you When the clouds are dark and the days seem long I still walk right beside you When you have that perfect day With millions of smiles no tears no way Just remeber these simple words Because I am right beside you Love MOM

Poems
A Love Like No Other I never felt a love Like this before It's a love like no other Something I have always hoped for A love with friendship Humor and heart A bond so strong It would never part A love that makes you smile From ear to ear A love that is joyful Without any fear A love that is beautiful From the inside out A love with no tears, Pain, or doubt A love with soul So tender and true A love that I have found Only in you... Written By:Renee Never say you're going to leave leave me with tears in my eyes And leave my heart torn in two. Never say you'll leave my side Cause I'll just run and hide. From all those lonely feelings inside. Never say your love for me will die cause I just may as well cry. for my love for you will never die Just say you'll never say... GOOD- BYE!!! Written By: Crazy Dr

Poem.....
1: Under no circumstances may two men share an umbrella. 2: It is OK for a man to cry ONLY under the following Circumstances: (a) When a heroic dog dies to save its master. (b) The moment Angelina Jolie starts unbuttoning her Blouse. (c) After wrecking your boss's car. (d) When she is using her teeth. 3: Any Man who brings a camera to a bachelor party may be legally killed and eaten by his buddies. 4: Unless he murdered someone in your family, you must bail a friend out of jail within 12 hours. 5: If you've known a guy for more than 24 hours, his sister is off limits forever unless you actually marry her. 6: Moaning about the brand of free beer in a buddy's fridge is forbidden. However complain at will if the temperature is unsuitable. 7: No man shall ever be required to buy a birthday present for another man. In fact, even remembering your buddy's birthday is strictly optional. At that point, you must celebrate at a strip bar of the birthday boy'

A Poem I Wrote
Im siting here today thinking to my self and about how things really are.. do i wanna wish i was dead ? or do i wanna try to survive in this world of notheness and darkness or let the nothenes comsumes me .my heart is numb,my tear fall like rain . not knowing how to feel, love ,or even care ,i fear to trust ,can i be saved you ask i don't know i walk down these lonely roads alone and cold ,and sad, not knowing who to trust, the numbness is all i feel know ,my heart is black ,i'm trying to give myself a good reason not too give up, in the end who knows who i will be but i won't let the notheness consume me

Poems
Life is going round and round Spinnning out of control This is the time to just let go Its not about anyhting but me Time for me that is all I need Work, family, friends, and daily routines I give 100% to everyone around me But never myself Time for me that is all I need So I took time away from my life Tried something new and surprising You will find that it oh so refreshing Time for me that is all I need Runaway from my phone and town left it behind for all I needed was Time for me Because I now know I love me Deep inside the pain is strong Wanting and longing to be in your arms Sharing feeling but your never ready As with most fear of commintment Scares you away, Scares you of what I say Being loved in a special way We all been hurt in one way or another But don't we all deserve to be loved To be loved you have to take a chance You never know true love Cou

Poem
lather your beauty with the life of white petals as it's sweet delicate storm whispers thru cool water, my moon sings a smooth essential, the moment never stops thru summer, spring, and winter lights, a garden of diamonds shines to a symphony of music, cry in my shadows i say, as i rip time into a thousand stars and suns, ask me how, it's a power trip gone into darkness!

Poems
I'm tired of crying at night. I'm giving up this fight. Your only around for things you need. What about me? Can't you see that I need you too? It doesn't matter anymore. Slam the door. Everything I say you ignore. My pillow soaks with tears. Crying away my fears. Stone faced now, my bags are packed. I swear to you I'll never look back. You should have thought about that before I cried away my love for you. Goodbye forever. Now it's your turn to cry into the pillows. Where I used to be.

Poem Of Why
Why do I feel so lonely with so many around...Why does my heart ache for a love not yet found...Years I have searched and asked why...Hoping to find some answers before I die...Lessons I have learned along the path I have taken...Only to reach another crossroad with the forsaken...The more I have fallen, the stronger I have become...This in itself is very confusing for some...But with hope and desires set so high...You have to keep going to find the answers to WHY.

Poems
If your happy and you know it sleep with me.... If your happy and you know just sleep with me.. If your happy and you know it and you really wanna show it.. If your happy and you know just fuck me!!! Death threat Hearken to me, oh people of Earth For I have something to say to thee I have decided, upon pain and distrust To show you in truest form and fashion My displeasure of humanity's vain existence To denounce your selfish wants and desires To remove thy foul corrupt deeds and thoughts Through death and harsh judgement I proceed To eliminate humanity's stench of existence To finally be free of these bindings of vanity Of the selfish, dishonest, disrespectful curse Of humanity. Love a joke Love, what a joke it can be A farse of humanity To be in love is such a lie A feeling called lust is reality You say you love, but is that true Do you have a clue? What true love is, I think Is just a story told to fool What is love Oppisite of hate The best di

A Poem I Wrote A While Back
So sorry im not tailored into your perfect World... Im just a simple breed of man... I have my faults and i have my desires... I have my wants and i have my needs... I never ask for much... Just to be known that im loved... Im not a perfect person... Nor will i ever be.... Thoughts of my past still disturb me.... And fear of them daunting my future still remain... I know im not attractive... But faithfull i can be... Love is a tricky thing.... Lust can get in the way... Im not one to engage in games... Nor will i ever be... So if you must know me... Then first is to Show me... Im not tailord for a perfect world... Nor will i ever be... ~Sean

Poems
Beneath my chest rests a heart-shaped box. It is jeweled completely and its golden hinges tight. I reach within and touch the lid with its colorful,sparkling,ornamental gems. I open the beautiful box and out pours your name in song. How sweet the sound...its melody so lyrical drifting into my ears. The voice of my heart sings on. It is only your name I hear. It moves me and lifts me;encircles my soul and caresses my body. I am transformed. I absorb every whisper of the unsilenced air. I am adrift on this soft breath of my heart's sweet refrain. Love lives here. A budding rose of cromson red asleep benesth the dew awakens into beauty, but not compared to you. The perfect diamond set in gold like shimmering lakes of blue; the rarest jewel upon the earth but not compared to you. A sunrise on a stranded beach; a sign that all is new can bring tears to the coldest

Poems
His life was pointless His souls was departed He didn't know where Or how this had started He watched his comrades Fall into bliss And a part of him died With each word and kiss He felt so alone Distant from himself Like his life was over Put on a shelf Three words he heard From a lady, true Never did he think He would hear "I Love You" Now his heart filled with joy She has left her mark He longs to be with His Angel Dark No longer alone He sees the world anew He thanks her each night For this new life and view (Okay, okay, I had a moment of complete stupidity. But sanity has almost returned. Please enjoy the flight) In darkness you paint us, but we will not hide. We're the light of the country in which you abide, we're fearless and strong, the protectors of life hidden in shadows, we conquer all strife. We come from the Old Ones, our lineage secure. We rise from the ashes, we always endure. It's time you remembered that we were here

Poems
MySpace Graphics & MySpace Codes If I forget to communicate how much I care , for this love we share , forgive me it's not fair , when love goes unheard without a spoken word . I Love you . When everyday gets away, because we're so busy doing things . I want you to remember this as we touch, or as a kiss is shared , I Love you . So I want to know everything's all right , when I hold you in my arms , and squeeze you tight , and surrender to you totally unprepared . I Love you . Wanting, lusting, to be held, to be loved, to feel warmth, to feel your beating heart. Wanting to be sheltered from the cold, heartless winds. Falling into invisible arms; into an abyss of love. Wishing, hoping, that my desires will be filled; my desires of loving warmth. Wanting to be held, comforted, loved. Dreaming of passionate embraces, of tender kisses, loving words, romantic nights. Waiting for undying love.

A Poem I Wrote
I honesly loved you at one time I truly thought you'd always be mine You were on drugs and done me harm I had bruises up and down my arms I was beaten black and blue I kept it hidden so no one knew You lied to everyones innocent face All I longed for was a loving embrace You once told me that you loved me How can the humanly be? You said I was to blame But i felt just pure shame I loved yoou for so long What the hell did I do so wrong? I let my guard down and became weak There was hell to pay everday of the week I never got a black eye That was to obvious to the unknowin passerby I done everything and all you asked Behind closed doors you became unmasked How could I let you do this to me I begged and prayed,Just set me free I finally surrendered in defeat And vowed to never again be beat Written by:angel johnson 9-25-07

Poems
Pakka Tonight A quick smile A short chat Is that all To be had? Once was laughter Happiness and joy. Now is sighing Sadness and despair. Sun has gone down Rain pours from the sky Stars are hidden Behind clouds of grey. A quick smile A kiss on the cheek As once again you Say Pakka Tonight. Small World They meet in the room Two strangers drawn Drawn by the spin Started chatting Having fun Discovered how small The world really was From the same town From the same school Never meeting before They got together Over a drink or two. Talking, discovering Knowing same people Having same interests Friends they became Friends they will stay. No Answer "Why do you love me?" she asked yet again. Knowing the answer but needing to ask. Hoping this time the answer will differ. He said with a smile as he reached for her hand. "I Love you and that is that. Now come sit here, my dear sweet love." She sighed and shook her head Once again she got no answer An

Poems & Writing
What happens when a part of your soul dies? Do you ever recover, do you even want to try? A daily pain in your heart, a wound that never heals No way to express it, unable to feel The numbness overides it all, yet you know.. the problems still exist; but you have nothing to show.. The anger, the rage and violence beneath; it cloulds all your thoughts, this anguish and grief Do not let this numbness reign over the day for life slowly drains of color and turns the world to grey Most need help, or take a shortcut, a crutch To cope with the days, all the pills, booze & such For me the booze let the color return back inside.. but for a few short hours, then that color ran to hide 'Cuz a monster was born from all the cheap beer & liquer The disgusted looks from my girl and family was the kicker This was not working, this was not me! I will not eat green eggs and ham o sam let me be! ha ha I made a little joke you see, to lighten the mood, to set me free So far laughter is

A Poem From My Dark Period
Bring the Spear of Ancient Briar Bring the Torch to lyte the Pyre Bring the One who trod our ground Bring the Spade to dig his mound Summer is Buried there Ceturies Deep In a Crypt of Years Where Seasons Keep Happy Halloween Happy All Hallows Eve Everyone

Poems From My Depression Age Lol
I cry that my world has been torn apart This pain is a stake deep in my heart. Solitude is my only friend As I lay upon my tear soaked bed. Who could help me? Who could I tell? Will I survive this private Hell? All through the night I toss and turn I can't sleep My love I yearn! I wait for My Moon, my Sun & my Star! Wondering what they're doing or how they are. I cry until the night turns into day Still void of my love for another day. I'll wait for the sun to shine on me Until then . . . my life is so empty. This is the hardest time I've ever known I Wait . . . & I Cry For my love to come home! Depression in so many It's always so sad to see The numbers are uncanny Just take a look at me So many in pain unseen As depression numbers rise Sometimes life can be so mean Just look into my eyes Afraid to go

Poem "my Beloved"
My Beloved Oh how I miss you my beloved, yet I am not alone. Mere distance cannot seperate us; we are as one I close my eyes, you are here. I feel your touch, your lips against my throat. It is not enough my beloved. I need to touch you, to feel your strength, your hardness inside me. I sleep; we meet in dreams. Together we walk on distant shores, Watching the sunsets of another time. Sharing a love that has always been. I awaken; I am alone, Wishing you were here beside me. I am weak my beloved. I crave... I need... I want you. I close my eyes; you are here I feel your touch, your lips against my throat It is not enough my beloved. I need to touch you, to feel your strength, your hardness inside me. by Babs Dahlink

Poem "lovers Sigh"
Lover's Sigh I raise my hand to stroke your face, You kiss me deep; a fierce embrace! I kiss your lips, your cheeks, your eyes, I feel your touch between my thighs... Your moist tongue probes that private place. Empassioned probing sets the pace, Pounding thrusts; a rising tide... I feel your gush as you feel mine! You hold me close and kiss my face, Entwined, we sleep in warm embrace. And as we sleep, a lover's sigh, Escapes my lips unto the sky. by Babs Dahlink

Poems From The Web
The Pussycat Song My pussycat was scratching out on the front door Scratched so long, poor pussy got sore Sore pussy! Sore…pussy Just a friendly little cat! My pussycat was sitting out on the front step Sat so long it started to rain, poor pussy got wet Wet pussy! Sore…wet...pussy Just a friendly little cat! My pussycat was playing out on the back lot Played so long, poor pussy got hot Hot pussy! Sore…wet…hot…pussy Just a friendly little cat! I left my bottle of whiskey out last My pussycat drank it and got real tight Tight pussy! Sore…wet…hot…tight…pussy Just a friendly little cat! My pussycat was rocking in the rocking chair Rocked so long, he lost his hair Bald pussy! Sore…wet…hot…tight…bald…pussy Just a friendly little cat! My neighbor and I are at the clothesline I said to my neighbor, “Won’t you look at mine?” My pussy! Sore…wet…hot…tight

Poem I Wrote For My Kids
If my words can only speak. It would tell you that I am sorry. I am sorry for your sorrow. I am sorry for your pain. I wish I could take away all that confusion. I wish I could heal those feelings. If my words can only speak. It would tell you lets start again. Give me a chance to be in your lives. Give me a chance to make things right. Please trust in me again. If my words can only speak. It would tell you that I am your father. I always will be there for you. Even if sometimes you don't feel it. If my words can only speak. It would say........I love you. FROM YOUR DAD SEAN BATES

Poems
Sometime I sit and wonder why Why it is I sit and cry I wonder why I am so sad When I think of what we could have had When I think of things the way I dreamed I guess some things arent as they seemed What can I do to make you see All I want is you with me Sometimes I wish I had just one more night Just one time to hold you tight I fear that day will never come But always know you have my love Life is so unfair. Your heart goes here and your mind goes there. Why can't things just go right? Instead we always just fuss and fight. How can you just turn your feelings off and on While I sit here crying because your gone? My chest is aching, you broke my heart. You ripped it out and tore it apart. I so wanted to believe you had changed. So my life I rearanged. Now I'm not sure what to believe. If you ment what you said then why did you leave? So here we go again. I sit here wondering what might have been. Would the two of

Poem: Alone
I feel so alone I feel like I have no one I feel so sad What have I done? I feel so empty inside Does anyone love me? I feel no love None that I can feel or see I feel so empty I am so sad I’m feeling down I feel so mad I want to be loved But I am alone Alone in this world A heart-broken one I don’t feel anything There is no love for me I feel nothing There is nothing I see I want to feel love Ever so true And all I feel anymore Is just so blue Who I want I can’t have And whom I have I don’t want This is why I feel so alone My heart sinks down low I feel so sad and so empty Away is where I want to go Away with someone who cares And with so much love Maybe heaven sent From up above Then I will have someone My life to share And not be alone And have someone to care Being all alone in this world It is so gloomy and so dark I feel as if love for me Has missed its mark I hope that it hasn’t And one day I will

Poem: Hurt
What I feel today Is such deep sorrow For it isn’t yesterday It is tomorrow I am still upset About what the day had brought It was arguing and fighting For it wasn’t what I had sought We argue, fuss, and fight I am tired of this Just about every day or night I can’t take it any more For my heart is heavy With feelings That shouldn’t be With love and hate I begin to wonder If you are the one Are you really my true love? Where is all our fun? In my thoughts of true happiness Were days filled with love and fun Where I am the queen and you the king What happened to those days, Hun? I don’t want to be this sad Or even begin to hate I am not happy so I wonder Are you really my true soul mate? We have had some good times And also some bad It didn’t used to be this way What happened to what we had? When we were dating I could see All the fun and excitement In your eyes for me For it is there no more You are mad at me And my he

Poem: You Make My Heart Race
You make my heart race You make it flutter And right now you have My mind in the gutter ;) I don’t know what you did Or how you did it You make me feel happy even though The time we share is just a lil bit We are miles apart And forever it may seem I want to know you better And I want to trust myself But I feel as if I have been lied to So much in the past it is hard to trust So are you playing with me? And stringing me along What I hear you say It often makes me wonder Is this guy for real? To wonder all this Is all truth? Or is it lies? I don’t know I am so confused From hearing what you say Is it true or false? Or half-way between Some lies and some truth Or is your heart coming clean? I am so confused The lil voice in my head Keeps saying go with your heart Then I keep thinking about lies That I have been told Over and over and over Is my heart ready to be bold? I want to make this jump More like a giant leap I want to feel my heart thump

Poem: Hugs And Kisses
Hugs and kisses coming your way, I would give them to you each and every day. You make me feel happy, once again. I even have this silly grin. I hope you know you have captured my heart, Even though we are apart. Though we haven’t ever met, I hope you are true. If not my heart will once again be blue. I am here and you are there My heart is yours to share You have done something to me I do not know When I am talking to you My feelings begin to flow You make me happier then I have been It’s been a long time coming All of this I should have known With the first kisses blown My heart has been broken Many times you see Right now You fill it with glee I have these feelings for you That I can’t explain You make me feel whole again Is that insane? I don’t know what you did Or even how you did it But you made me happy again And smiling here as I sit You are a different way with me That makes me feel something I hope is very true

Poem: I Give You My Heart 2
I GIVE YOU MY HEART PLEASE DON’T TEAR IT APART IT IS YOURS TO KEEP WITH A LOVE SO DEEP YOU MAKE ME SMILE WHICH I HAVEN’T DONE IN A WHILE I AM FALLING FOR YOU AND THESE WORDS ARE TRUE I WANT TO KNOW YOU EVER SO MUCH AND I LONG TO FEEL YOUR TOUCH RIGHT NOW MY HEART IS BLUE UNTIL I GET TO BE WITH YOU THESE FEELINGS ARE REAL MY HEART YOU DID STEAL YOU MEAN SO MUCH TO ME THIS I HOPE YOU SEE I WANT YOU HERE WITH ME SO VERY NEAR I SEND YOU ALL MY LOVE SHOWERING YOU FROM ABOVE I HOPE YOU FEEL THIS TOO EVERYTHING I SAY TO YOU THIS IS FROM MY HEART I AM HOPING THIS IS A GOOD START I DON’T KNOW WHAT YOU HAVE DONE BUT I’LL SAY THIS; I AM FALLING FOR YOU, HUN! October 11, 2007 KIMBERLY

Poem 2
I give you my heart Even though were miles apart Now it is yours to do what you want But, please do not taunt I am jumping a giant leap With feelings growing deep Though we have not met In my thoughts you will set I don’t really know what to do Because now my mind is always on you I think of you day and night Hoping, you are the guy that is right For my feelings are growing for you All of this is really new On the day we will meet My heart will skip a beat The conversation will begin to flow And then feelings will begin to grow I am serious and hope you are too Because I am spilling my true feelings for you I keep asking myself, “Am I crazy?” And my answer keeps coming back, “Maybe!” Because, I am CRAZY for you! Without talking to you, I feel blue I just hope that I do mean that much to you And one day we will be stuck together like glue If you feel the same, please let me know If not, I will pick up my heart and just go

Poem
This is something my friend wrote for me that I personally loved and decided to post it on here. Righteous I found her first at evening Prayer Inside the small stone church So shoulder-stooped, so wan with care The object of my search She would not heed my tale at first I'm told it's often so She neither fought nor cried nor cursed She just simply answered, "No." Just "No" and turned I ran behind to ask, "How can you know?" "For God is good, and God is kind, and would not curse me so." But she could not for long deny The power in her veins She said, "Christ suffered--so shall I to thank him for his pains." And she she trained; she studied, fought, preparing for her war She soaked up all that could be taught and still desired more No longer pale, but flush with life she strengthened every day Young men, on hunt to find a wife, surprised, looked her way But like a nun, she'd none of love She could not be seduced For she ha

Poems
A thousands times I needed you A thousands times I cried If love alone could have saved you You never would have died A heart of gold stopped beating Two twinkling eyes closed to rest God broke my heart so only to prove he took the best Never a day goes by that you're not in my heart and soul! I love You Baby and I Miss You So Much! We may never meet We both take each other at face value Knowing we both belong to others But, willing to have this special bond A friendship that allows us to be more But, also let's us keep our body's pure And our heart to Not physically crossing lines In our minds at least What, we do share is ours only You Understand Me and I understand You I don't ever want to loose you Never but, yet I know if the time comes For you or I to go away That, someday, somehow, I won't give up You have given me strength to go on Missing you at times makes me crazy Even though at times I don't get to see you I have a feeling you're there I know in my h

Poems
I ask myself what happened to me im not the person i once was before so many questions so little answers i was the joking and messing around having fun guy but something changed so many thoughts going through my head the things i think about not being happy with myself and the things that i done and still do to this day. Hiding behind a mask of happiness but behind im just a person thats hurting inside i dont know what to do with myself should i just give and just forget everything idk anymore im not happy being the way i am now seems like the time has come for me to quit fu and all other sites and just let go. I have lost and gained friends but somehow i feel alone altho i am not something here seems to change me and i really dont like it. Then again maybe its my own fault for everything that is happening lack of sleep pain and soreness making my mind wonder where will i be and where shall i lay. The night calls and the shadows swarm my mind into complete darkness with no break of lig

Poem 1
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Poems That I Wrote
This is written for my sweet and wonderful boyfriend. I love you baby! 5/15/08 Is This Love By Carlene M. Hay When you smile, I desire to go the extra mile, When you speak, I just go weak, When you breath in my ear, I loose all the fear, When you hold me in your arms, I fall for your sweet charms, I love when you are near me, It's as if my soul is set free, I never want this feeling to end, It's as if you God did send, I prayed for someone like you, I had no clue on what to do, From the moment you said hi, My heart let out a sigh, I often wonder if it's a dream, That I will wake up and let out a scream, When we're together, I wish it was forever, When you have to leave, My heart for you does grieve, You make me feel good, The way I should, You are spoiling me, The way it should be, You know how to hit the right spot, Which makes me like you a lot, My body doesn't know what to do, Its desire is for you, Oh these feelings in me, Could it be lust,

Poems
For a moment in time, I stood by your side. Then you ran away, I begged you to stay . You said I'm leaving today. I was there from the start, then you broke my haert. AS you run away, you leave me a stray. I loved you more than life which now lead me to strife. I'm now an empty shell, I'd rather be in hell. What did I say to make you go away. Please do go, I want you so. it started with a kiss don't make it end like this.Don't run away, please don't run away, cause I love you so. By: Suzy What do you know about touchness my man, with knives, sticks and guns in your hand? You think you're "Bad" needing seven or eight to do the job. Just to mess up the face of the one who just might run. You think you're just "it", by your mouth flapping in the wind. Trying to scare them with what you'd do it win. But you little wimp, you have no idea. Toughness isn't measured by who you maim or kill- It's just opposite of what you think. BUt excuse me 'Mr. toughness' if you could do jus

Poem..from A Dear Friend
lay my lips upon yours, I kiss them tenderly, I find myself wondering !!, Can he really care for me? ~ I wonder what your thinking, Do you long to hold me tight? Would you hold me in your arms? Would you keep me though the night? ~ Would you whisper in my ear? Tell me the things I long to hear? Would you assure me all will be right, Would you wash away my fears? ~ Would you call me on the phone from work, Just to tell me that you care? Would you lay your lips upon mine, Would you run your fingers though my hair? ~ If I entrusted you with my heart, Would you protect it with you soul? Would you return this deed with your love, Would you make our two halves whole? ~ If I told you that I need you, Would you run or would you stay? Would you hold me close to your heart? Would you let me know all will be okay? WOULD YOU ? ~Love Me~ Love me in the Springtime, When all is green and new, Love me in the Summer, When the sky is oh so blue, Lov

A Poem About Drinking And Driving
THIS I BELIEVE I WAS LOOKING FOR , MY SON'S HAD GIVEN IT TO ME , AND IT BROUGHT CHILLS TO ME The Final Act by Lisa Teller Screeching tires, shattering glass, twisting metal, fiberglass. The scene is set it all goes black, The curtain raised the final act. Sirens raging in the night, sounds of horror, gasps of fright. Intense pain, the smell of blood tearing eyes begin to flood. They pull out our bodies one by one, What is going on, we were only having fun! One of my friends is missing, what did I do? Her scattered belongings everywhere, in the road there lies her shoe. A man is leaning over me and looking in my eyes, "What were you thinking, son"? "Did you really think that you could drive?" He pulled up the sheet still looking in my eyes, "If you'd only called your Mom or Dad, you'd still be alive!" I started to scream, I started to yell; But no one could hear me, no one could tell. They put me in an ambulance; they took me away. The doctor at the hospita

Poem
You made me laugh you made me smile I looked forward to every little while I could't get enough you had me hooked the way you gave me those sweet little looks then the day came when you said goodbye your ex was back though you weren't sure why It hurt so bad all I did was cry my head was spinning I wanted to die I thought we hit it off well I guess I knew I had no chance in hell to be with someone who made me feel brand new you healed the hurt I'd been carrying around helped me pick up the pieces of my shattered heart on the ground I let you in let my guard down and once again my heart has drowned I fell in love it hit so fast how i hoped and prayed that we would last but as luck goes especially mine it came to an end and the healing will take time

Poems From My Black Sept. Albulm
THIS CELL IS COLD AND HELL IS HOT . BUT WHAT THE FUC IS THE DIFFERANCE STUCK IN POSITION IN THE SYSTEM DUCKIN THE SYSTEM . RUNNIN AROUND WITH OUR HEADS CUT OFF CLUCKIN AND WISHIN OG'S EXPLAIN THE GAME BUT WE TOO STUBORN TO LISTEN ......IM DONE COMIN TO PRISON ....WHO THE FUC AM I KIDDIN......I TALK ABOUT HUSTLEN EVERYDAY BUCKIN A HEAVY K ..IF IM LOSSIN IN THE GAME MOTHERFUCAS GOTTA PAY ITS NOTHIN TO LET IT SPRAY... JUST LIKE ITS NOTHIN 4 THEM TO SHACKLE YA LEGS AND YA ARMS ...BABYMOMS SICK OF U NOT BEING THERE 4 YA SON ..BILLS PiLLING UP AND U AINT HELPIN HER NONE ..AND U HAD TO GO AND PLAY WITH THAT Gun .SHOULD OF SHOOK IT OFF WENT HOME PLAYED WITH YA SON ..SHOULD OF THROUGH THE BALL WITH EM NOW THE OTHER KIDS TEASEM CUZ U AINT HOME WITH ...EVERY TIME U TALK TO HIM HE WANT U TO COME GET HIM HOW THE FUC U GONNA TELL HIM YA ASS STUCK IN PRISON . WHAT U DID TO BE THERE AND Y U CANT COME GET ...FUC YOU HERE CUZ YOU WANNA BE NOT CUZ YOU GOTTA BE RIDING ME,ROCKING ME MENTAL MONOPOLY E

Poems I Love... There All Sweet And Loving
For you I would climb The highest mountain peak Swim the deepest ocean Your love I do seek. For you I would cross The rivers most wide Walk the hottest desert sand To have you by my side. For you are the one Who makes me whole You've captured my heart And touched my soul. For you are the one That stepped out of my dreams Gave me new hope Showed me what love means. For you alone Are my reason to live For the compassion you show And the care that you give. You came into my life And made me complete Each time I see you My heart skips a beat. For you define beauty In both body and mind Your soft, gentle face More beauty I'll ne'er find. For you are the one God sent from above The angel I needed For whom I do love. - Chris Messick - A special world for you and me A special bond one cannot see It wraps us up in its cocoon And holds us fiercely in its womb. Its fingers spread like fine spun gold Gently nestling us to the fold Like s

Poems
I OPEN MY HEART AND HAND IT TO YOU ..WHAT YOU DO WITH IT ..IS UP TO YOU . I HOPE YOU HANDLE IT WITH LOVE AND CARE...CAUSE ITS SO EASLY TO BREAK ..REASON ITS EASY TO BREAK IS CAUSE ITS BEEN BROKEN SO MANY TIMES IN ITS LIFE ..SO THAT IS WHY I SAY HANDLE WITH LOVE AND CARE ..DONT KNOW HOW MUCH MORE IT CAN TAKE ..CAUSE PIECE BY PIECE IT HAS BEEN BROKEN DOWN ...SO I HOPE YOUR ABLE TO HANDLE TO TAKE MY HEART INTO YOUR HANDS FOR THE LOVE AND CARE THAT IT NEEDS AND WANTS.. WROTE BY..PAMELA GHALI i hunger for your touch i hunger for the tast of your kiss i hunger for the smell of ur skin i hunger for your love i hunger for you to be sided me i hunger for you to live inside of my heart i hunger for the passion and love that we shared together. the hunger lives inside of me that keeps building and growning and i dont know how to stop it. how do i stop this hunger, how do i get this hunger i cant ingore to go away? by : pamela ghali

Poem.....
I scream and yell till the voices within drive me crazy. They keep telling me to keep yelling, someone will hear me and help... but I can't believe that. Because my reality is so distorted I don't know who to believe or who to trust. Then they start to scream at me, "You know we are right. They won't help, they won't be there... but yet they just said different." The people on the outside pay no mind to the conflict which happens on the inside. Not once do I see a caring face or hear a caring question. Is it me that causes this effect? Is my mind and reality so disorted that I think this way? Is this truth or fiction that my mind has created? Or am I the reason for this effect, the reason no one sees the truth behind my eye's......

Poem
Beauty that never fades To gaze upon her beauty was a treat , she was kind, beautiful,smart and sweet. This lady could knock you off of your feet!!! Her eyes laughed and danced about and her eyes were intense and her lips did pout She could sing, dance and and run about. her reputation had a good deal of clout. This dear soul would never let you delve into her heart, for she had Dom Perigonon on her shelve, She was adored by many, and loved by none. Her mind was fragile from what her drinking and partying had done. She craved acceptance and stability, and all the world wanted was her nakenedness to see. When you look into her eyes, what did you see??? What can we learn about her life??? Wages and trust are earned and when you have no peace you have strife. Beauty and riches fades your legend will not be forgotten throughout the decades. Mrs . Donna J. Gill Memories I

Poem
Love, .....Love Can Be Great , And We Can Be Blind , Love At Times Is Confusing And Twists Like A Vine , Can We Contain Are Love And Pull Away From Our Bind? Do We Seek The Love We May Never Find , Or Has This Love Been Here The Whole Time, This May Not Make Since To All , Or May Not Even Rhyme , All I Know Is I Love All Of You Till The End Of Time........

Poems
My lady's presence makes the roses red, Because to see her lips they blush for shame. The lily's leaves, for envy, pale became, And her white hands in them this envy bred. The marigold the leaves abroad doth spread, Because the sun's and her power is the same. The violet of purple colour came. Dyed in the blood she made my heart to shed. In brief: all flowers from her their virtue take; From her sweet breath their sweet smells do proceed; The living heat which her eyebeams doth make Warmeth the ground and quickeneth the seed. The rain, wherewith she watereth the flowers, Falls from mine eyes, which she dissolves in showers Your hazel green eyes Are like woods on a warm spring day When leaves have just unfolded And slender branches thick with sap Bend under the weight of songful birds. I look into your eyes and see A timeless world of sun and breezes, Of shade and dappled love, As I gaze from my sunlit doorway, I see you and in your beautiful eyes i see eternity. I

Poem
Roses R Red Violets R 2 I'm still in love but not wit u You'll tell ur boys u played me like a bit*h I'll tell my girls u had a little a*s di*k U thought u played me but it wasnt tru Well guess what mutha fu*ka I played u too

Poems
If you listen close enough you can hear my heart breaking into the million pieces you once held together and when you look close enough you can see the damage you do within me making me weak and frail up against the hate and disproving words you spit at me with every syllable of needless cynicism that you say I crumble under the weight didn't you know you are supposed to be the one catching me not letting me fall I’ve been on the receiving end a lot in my lifetime, I know how it feels alone in the moonshine. When someone lays down a hand for you to hold, You believe them, believe anything you’re told. Then you see the truth, what have they done? You thought you were their life, their number one But you were proved wrong, you’re just someone that came along A broken record, playing the same old song. When you move on, you have the fear to commit You’ve been through so many girls, heartbreakers, it’s hard to forget The pain, suffering, that y

Poems
Where are you in this world of worlds? Me? I am a single girl.. Before you pity me and sigh.. gimme a sec and I'll tell u why. Happy couples I always see... Pretending to be happier than me. But behind that door its such a treat... To know life sucks between the sheets. I may not get the 3 legged racer... But I would prefer a shot with a scotch and dry chaser... "I hate my life" I hear you say. When all you have to do is walk away. Men are full of the illusion, That they don't need to make a contribution, However much to their distress, You can go out an get some in a mini dress. They're a dime a dozen, thick on the floor, and when you are through with them, there will be more, So get a real man who will cater... Or go out and and baby,show off your style You want a sex life that will give u satifaction, Not another bloody child. They say have fun,get laid, and fornicate... So why do so many masturbate? I am aware and I guess you have heard, Bu

Poems
A thought and fragrance of you,while clutching in the darkSeeing and inhaling you, so my precious memories spark.These sparks start a fire, a fire racing to my heartMy heart being totally consumed, burning in every part.Our two hearts share this bonding love, in the midnight mistOur passions being rekindled, when once as lovers we kissed.I can clearly see you standing there, reading my words of love.This war and distance is hard, soon to be re-united by God above.Oh, the sensual wind I hear, singing and whispering in my earYour loving words are missed and felt, as I lick yet another salty tear.The warm tears now are flowing, racing down my cheekI try so hard to control them, but they always form a creak.My eyes are always open, but in darkness alone I lieConfused and dazed but always alert, and always wondering why.I need and want you in my arms, your fragrance fading fastThe sincere beauty of your love, will make my memory last.This war and distance is hard, I miss you while I weepMy

Poem
Terrors by Katrina Wren Nightmares keep my mind awake Horror scenes behind my eyes Loud screams fill my ears Can't breath, can't move, cold as ice Where do they come from? Why are they here? What is it about me? Why all the fear? Can't seem to shake it NO matter how hard I try What are they after? Is it me they want? Someone please help me! I cry out to thin air No one answers because no one's there All alone I shall fight To keep my sanity In this plight

A Poem
WOMAN'S POEM Before I lay me down to sleep, I pray for a man, who's not a creep, One who's handsome, smart and strong. One who loves to listen long, One who thinks before he speaks, One who'll call, not wait for weeks. I pray he's gainfully employed, When I spend his cash, won't be annoyed. Pulls out my chair and opens my door, Massages my back and begs to do more. Oh! Send me a man who'll make love to my mind, Knows what to answer to "how big is my behind?" I pray that this man will love me to no end, And always be my very best friend. Today's Message of the Day: Life is short, Break the rules, Forgive quickly, Kiss slowly, Love truly, Laugh uncontrollably... Never regret anything that made you smile.

Poems
Lately, nothing I do ever seems to please you And maybe turning my back would be that much easier, Cause hurtful words are all that we exchange But I can't watch you walk away Could I forget about the way it feels to touch you? And all about the good times that we've been through? Could I wake up without you everyday, would I let you walk away? No I can't learn to live without And I can't give up on us now. Oh, I know I could say we're through And tell myself I'm over you But even if I made a vow A promise not to miss you Now and try to hide the truth inside I fail cause I just can't live a lie Could I forget the look that tells me that you want me? And all the reasons that make loving you so easy, The kiss that always makes it hard to breathe, The way you know just what I mean, No I can't learn to live without, oh, So don't you give up on us now. Time stands still when no one understands you and you don't quite understand yourself. Today didn't ha

Poems Written For My Kids
Every tear drop every broken heart that you will face growing up Every broken promise, every shattered dream I will be here. For every time you fall i will be here to pick you up. Every tear drop i will be here to wipe them away. Every mountain you climb i will be there to help you, catch you when you fall. Every tear drop that falls mommy cry's to. Mommy tried to keep you safe, but i couldnt protect you from everything. Every tear drop that falls mommy's heart breaks. You have been hiding in a shell of confusion, hurt and anger. I dont understand why it had happen or why you had to go through all this, you are so young and fragile. Every tear drop that falls mommy wipes away, every tear drop i pray you that someday you will be free from this pain. Mommy to is confused you are not alone. I will face this pain with you and we will hit it head on together. Just remember mommy loves you, and i will always be here for you. Every tear drop. I watch you grow wi

Poem Time
We all have a name Different and far from the same To follow laws and rules Created by fools We have a job and we have dreams In many careers and teams Somethings are hard to choose Forced sometimes we win sometimes we lose Tears that we cry Some ideas have to die Times may be rough Our minds must be remain tough So it can be hard to smile Make life, people and things worth while Crushed and fallen hopes are hard to take Many things are at stake The many hours in the night Near a lamp light Thinking of life itself To move on, recover and hide things on a shelf Money, valuables and love Are not easy as playing with a bat and a glove All the emotions to tame Failure and giving up is a shame Thets take things one day at a time Take it slow, think it out thats not a crime Stand together as one Face these events head one into the sun Got the snack attack tonight Even if its late and the time is not right Cookies and a slice of apple pie Eating eve

Poems And Whatnot
She sits on her bed Pen and paper on her chest The gun lay on the pillow next to her head She begins to right her letter of death As her tears they fall To Whoever Cares My name is Leia and I lay here now gun next to my head Wondering….more like knowing how the world would be better off with me dead….. My mother doesn’t love me she never really did My father too was never ever there… I’m so lonely in this big world… I’m so forgotten People that I thought were friends are gone I wonder do they ever remember me? And will they once I’m gone? I’m sick of never knowing who will hirt me next My heart has been shattered, walked, on and smashed But never again will I have to worrie about people knocking on my door just to put me down I never have a reason to smile anymore Only reasons to cry But when I do cry I have no one to comfort me No one to dry my tears and say “Everything will be ok I’m always going to be here” So I leave you no

Poems ... Mine ... Or Otherwise ...
ok so i decided to open up a bit and put myself out there ... damn this is scary. *takes a deep breath* but here are a couple poems i wrote looooooong time ago. enjoy? Ami Ami sat waiting. Waiting for someone to care. Someone who would never come, and who would never care. She spent all of her time just waiting. Never understanding why. Just waiting Written All the letters I never sent I should have sent litter the floor All the apologies explanations HEY! how are ya's get mixed together until they become one big jumble of the past for me to sort through. Which I do eventually and by that time I just laugh at myself and think of how big of a deal it was and how every word i wrote was so painstakingly thought out made perfect for you to throw away put out there for you to laugh as you rip up my pain in my face now you are back telling me you want me asking me the impossible wanting a life that is no longer ours and i look sadly at

Poem,thought I Just Wrote.
Go to sleep and forget my woe's wake up and can't feel my toe's My blood, my blood, flow's slow. My heart,my heart, it beats day by day, once agin ready to play. No where to play,here I stay. Alone once again with nothing but my thought's wondering when and if my heart will feel truelove once again. Many loves I've had in my past,but none that last. shame but true,I just don't know what to do. If it is meant to be, I know love will find me,and set me free.