cutebutpsycho's blog: "poems"

.x.bye.x. Im gone im out the door cant deal with ths pain anymore Tired of the bruises that wont go away i cant take this anymore i just cant say Im leaving you forever never coming back maybe youll be happy when theres no one here to smack

Beautiful flower deep down inside we all start with one but most of them die you tried to steal mine peal all the pedals off ill never forgive you for that day but i know your going to pay im over it but i bet youre not i bet it scares you to know im no longer afraid What if i were to tell cause what you did was wrong theyd put you away and youll eventually go to hell but im glad i still have my flower so sacred and delightful youll never ever get it cause im no longer frightful youll live with the guilt forever just as i will the memory but youll be the one afraid that i might someday tell somebody

memories She stands in front of the mirror and looks into the glass the makeup that she wears conceals secrets of her past the way shes been abused and how she always hides will she end it now? or keep it all inside? pictures running through her head the worst is saved till last she looks down at her fisted hand and thrusts it through the glass she stares down at where it lays and wishes to be back in those beautiful days how did it end up like this? she wonders why shes the one that wants to die how could she get out? what can she do? she wants to tell somebody, but who? She dreams of a future of happiness and love, wishes she had a miracle from above why isnt she worthy of the life in her dreams? "Im going to give up!" she screams